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Editors: Edgar Garcia, Gurtaj Grewal, and Ella Morrison
Cover Art: Lake County by Kali Mulligan
Cover Poem: From “COVID-19” by Kali Mulligan
Printing: Mike Wieber, Yuba College Print Shop
Faculty Advisor: Kevin Ferns, Professor of English, Woodland
Community College
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Table of Contents
Poems and Short Stories
Covid-19 by Kali Mulligan 5
Familiar Days by Malachi Wharry 8
Time Flies Nanny by Ashlyee Alston 10
The Romantic Parasite by Maris Sunsel 11
Seventeen by Sydney Leahy-Hill 12
Send by Isabella Morrison 13
Casual Conversations by Maris Samsel 15
The Gemini by Maris Samsel 16
Misunderstood by Kali Mulligan 25
Give Me Your Ashes by Sydney Leahy-Hill 29
Syndrome by Isabella Keppel 30
Sonnet by Rheiana Cuevas 31
Sonnet by Angelica Garcia 32
My Dear Boy by Rain Ibarra-Pina 33
Susie by Kate Deng 33
The Whetstone by Rohan Castelino 34
Sonnet by Timothy Luevano 35
Borderlands by Jay Corrales 36
Return to Limuw by Elizabeth Diaz 38
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Photography and Artwork
Black and White Flowers by Alondra Fuentes 9
Fog by Kate Deng 10
Copenhagen by Kali Mulligan 11
IMG_3901 by Marcus Gardner 12
W.W.H. by Jasmin Lopez 14
Namjoon2020 by Jasmin Lopez 16
Covid-19 Representation by Biridiana Diaz 17
Orange Mist by Rheiana Cuevas 17
Sparkly Mochi by Jasmin Lopez 18
Belize by Kali Mulligan 18
The Aftermath of the California Wildfire
by Rheiana Cuevas 19
Sonoma Countryside Views by Kali Mulligan 19
Iris with Dew by Kate Deng 20
Umbrian Sheep 20
Pink World by Jasmin Lopez 21
Pianta by Laura Meozzi 21
London by Kali Mulligan 22
Blue Frida Kahlo Flowers by Alondra Fuentes 22
“Hiatus” They Said by Jasmin Lopez 23
IT by Raymond Terrases 23
Frida Kahlo Flowers by Alondra Fuentes 24
Single Object for My Painting Class by Alondra Fuentes 24
Lake Tahoe by Kate Deng 27
Literal Sunshine by Jasmin Lopez 28
Image_3143 by Marcus Gardner 32
Sunset by Kate Deng 34
Medusa by Jennifer Michel 35
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COVID-19
Kali Mulligan
There’s a virus in the air,
Causing quite the scare.
Only go outside with a mask,
That is, if you dare.
COVID-19, but what does it all mean?
Am I really living in isolation?
Or am I stuck inside a bad dream?
One day I am living my best life,
The next I’m living like the masses,
Experiencing all kinds of strife.
Schools moved to online,
My ex is stalking me,
My job is up in a week,
This virus is taunting me.
There’s nowhere to run,
There’s no place to hide,
There are so many new rules by which to abide.
No more hugging,
And you better stand back six feet,
I’m not sure if the masses can handle this,
A societal defeat.
The economy was booming,
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And now it’s on the verge of collapse,
Somehow our government thinks all can be solved with
1,200 bucks cash.
Meanwhile the rich keep reminding us:
“We’re all in the same boat!”
While they sail off in their luxury yacht,
With no worries about staying afloat.
Unemployment rates are sky high, no
While millions of people continue to die.
All the while we have no choice but to sit and stay grounded,
Collectively feeling perplexed and dumbfounded.
Graduations are cancelled,
And so are all sports,
Too many complaining of being alone and bored.
Now is the time to go within,
An opportunity to see where our minds begin.
Living in the manner we are used to,
Has been proven to be quite the sin.
Fast times, and fast friends,
Now it’s time to slow down and make amends.
To give thanks, to give praises,
Perhaps to the world, the planet that raised us.
The planet will win,
She always does,
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I can’t wait to wrap my arms around loved ones,
Embracing every last second of that initial hug.
To see what is truly at stake,
Is all of mankind’s fate.
We need to flatten the curve,
So why haven’t we learned?
to some this pandemic is of no concern.
We live in a time that is most uncertain,
I’m waiting for someone to tell me,
“Don’t mind the guy behind the curtain!”
Is it planned? Is it real? Or is it all fake?
Is this what it takes to get everyone fully awake?
To open our eyes, to finally see,
That we all need a timeout, to sit and just be.
Enjoy your life,
Take it in stride,
Because you never know when you’ll be forced to swallow
your pride.
At the end of the day,
All we can do is pray,
That the planet will recover,
And hope that mankind gets to stay.
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Familiar Days
Malachi Wharry
He wakes up to a familiar day
Sun still shines routines stay the same
He searches the sky for someone with say
He is lost but there are none to blame
He wonders if it is all an illusion
An endless cycle a trap of his own doing
Is this the truth or his own delusion
No one can know where his mind is moving
A typical day while a war is fought
Hope carries him through his ups and downs
Through it all a smile and laugh is taught
Believing he can turn his frowns to crowns
Tomorrow's promise he cannot betray
He wakes up to a familiar day
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Black and White Flowers by Alondra Fuentes
medium: acrylic
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Time Flies Nanny
Ashlyee Alston
I would recognize you by your grey hair,
Or we would say silver, Alston Silver.
I realize you're not here, and life's not fair,
Unfamiliar, or did life get realer.
I would recognize your laugh, I hear it,
As I replay the voicemail, on the phone
Joy to the ears, watered eyes, I bear it
See, but my heart cries wishing you were home.
I would recognize you a mile away.
Can you see me from blue skies like today?
I want more conversations, I pray.
All these times or memories I replay.
The love that taught, now in heaven to far,
To love so hard, to the heavens afar.
Fog by Kate Deng
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The Romantic Parasite
Maris Samsel
Keep my heart in a jar;
Lock me up but let me live
To see the light from your shadow
But not to breathe your air.
Carry me close
On your person
In your pocket;
Tuck me inside the folds
of your jacket.
I will live there
And feel your warmth
But not to feel your touch.
Do not feed me.
Let me starve.
Copenhagen by Kali Mulligan
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Seventeen
Sydney Leahy-Hill
My wife and I fell in love at seventeen.
We knew everything and nothing of the world.
It was a time of being caught in between.
The innocence of us makes my fingers curl.
Being outed was unforeseen;
Her home life became a living hell.
She was abused behind a smoke screen,
And I wept for things to be well.
She left home, and we got married at the courthouse.
That day was such a happy one,
As I could finally call her my spouse.
There was a catch, though; only when she had the Green
Card in hand could we have won.
We are both left with marks from back then.
I hope nothing of the sort ever happens again.
IMG_3901 by Marcus Gardner
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Send
Isabella Morrison
The doubts haunts her mind as she types, deletes, types, and
deletes the message
As her brain tells her that nobody wants her or her issues
As her soul takes those doubts as truth
As her heart starts breaking apart
She types, deletes, types, and deletes
She wants to be the happy girl
The girl who is always smiling, ready to take on the world
The girl who puts her head down and solves her issues
She types, deletes, types, and deletes
She knows that they say they are there for her, always
She knows that they say they want her to reach out when shit
gets tough
She knows, but does she?
She types, deletes, types, and deletes
How can she be sure that she is not an added burden?
How can she be sure that when her name pops up on their
screen they won’t wish it was anyone else?
How can she be sure that they won’t judge the fuckedupness
that is her?
She types, deletes, types and deletes.
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W.W.H. by Jasmin Lopez
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Casual Conversation
Maris Samsel
I breathe in fog unevenly;
In, out, in, in, out.
I clamor for pace, rhythm, stead;
It races ahead.
I do not think.
I skip, I trip,
I fall onto my words
In a heap and lay there
with my shattered contributions.
I do not take my time;
Time submerges me
and I drown in linear oblivion,
yearning for a space I am not
Forced to race in.
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The Gemini
Maris Samsel
My eyelids grow heavy
But I cannot sleep
I cannot rest
Until my task is complete.
My conquest must be won,
My quest must be fulfilled.
I will myself further
To run, walk, crawl,
As I sink
Into my neon stupor
My wired undead state
My caffeinated
consciousness
My calm subconscious
violence.
Namjoon2020 by Jasmin
Lopez
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Covid-19 Representation by Biridiana Diaz
Orange Mist by Rheiana Cuevas
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Belize by Kali Mulligan
Sparkly Mochi by Jasmin Lopez
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The Aftermath of the California Wildfire by Rheiana Cuevas
Sonoma Countryside Views by Kali Mulligan
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Iris with Dew by Kate Deng
Umbrian Sheep by Kali Mulligan
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Pink World by Jasmin Lopez
Pianta by Laura Meozzi
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London by Kali Mulligan
Blue Frida Kahlo Flowers by Alondra Fuentes
Medium: oil painting/ analogous palette
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“Hiatus” They Said by Jasmin Lopez
IT by Raymond Terrases
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Frida Kahlo Flowers by Alondra Fuentes
Medium: oil paint / complementary palette
Single object for my painting class by Alondra Fuentes Medium: Acrylic paint
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Misunderstood
Kali Mulligan
Allow me to introduce myself,
Let me shake off the dust and pull my hidden story off the
shelf,
Can’t find it? Oh well!
Go on, make your assumptions like everyone else...
Loved, hated, overly debated,
Consistently underrated and discriminated against,
People take one look at my skin and correlate it to a pristine
yard and a white picket fence.
How dense.
White power, white pride,
I’m ashamed of our society, all the truths that have been fed
as blatant lies.
“You must be a daddy’s girl!
So rich, so pretty!”
Yeah? Do you have any idea what it has taken me to even
make here into my 30’s?!
I almost didn’t make it a number of times,
So many times, so close to dying.
Not to mention all the discrimination at work.
“Sure you’ll get a raise, just let my hand slip up under your
shirt.”
What jerks.
I have to work twice as hard to get half as far.
It doesn’t matter if I’m the best, the biggest brightest
shooting star.
“Well, you make plenty for a woman of your age.”
Said with a halfcocked smile and a stubbly stoic face.
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Not to mention my alcoholic mother,
All the embarrassment and lies cast upon her own daughters.
Oh bother.
I grew up in a family that saw no color,
I grew up never once thinking I am better than any other.
I have friends of all races of all kinds,
I essentially was raised up to be color blind.
Treat others with respect,
Treat as you would want to be treated,
Little does everyone know,
Just how many times I have felt and been defeated.
You see me and think I have never experienced any kind of
adversity,
Now’s the time to wipe your eyes, open them up and truly
see,
Life isn’t fair...not even to me.
I’ve lost more people than I can count,
Two of which, tragically drowned.
What now?
I’ve been told to try harder
Only to not ever get any farther.
I’ve been verbally, mentally and emotionally abused,
All these things I did not purposely choose.
I’ve been lied to,
Cheated on,
Dumped for a bag of white rocks,
Stalked.
Diagnosed with PTSD making me feel perpetually lost
Well gosh...
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But I’m white,
I thought this wasn’t supposed to be!
According to the history books
You get nothing but the best if you look like me!
Well gee...
So, go ahead now
Judge my book by its cover,
I can guarantee you it is a story unlike any other.
Lake Tahoe by Kate Deng
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Literal Sunshine by Jasmin Lopez
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Give Me Your Ashes
Sydney Leahy-Hill
My wife used to pray for me.
She prayed for my health, happiness, and joy.
Thy desire shall be to thy husband, and he shall rule over
thee.
It was Catholicism that destroyed.
In her world, there was only one way of life.
One step out of line, and she was destined for an afterlife of
fire and ash.
She never thought she could be my wife.
Her mind and her heart clashed.
She hopes she can find her religion again someday,
And I wish the same for her.
Perhaps she’ll reach a point where the thoughts won’t make
her slowly decay,
And maybe the Bible will no longer be cruel literature.
I wonder if she’ll ever pray for me again.
When?
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Syndrome
Isabella Keppel
It's a cacophony that I live in daily
Of words, lights, and sounds flittering around me
Like a flock of flustered and wound up birds
Their feathers scattering about my every move
I wonder if they can hear me at all
Those people strolling across the pavement
I try to call out to them while I can
But those few words are shot down like ruffled ducks
That plummet to the ground lifelessly
As the hunter is whisked away by the wind
I stand there like a ghost as they pass
Wishing things had turned out better once again
Perhaps someday someone will hear me
Amongst the gunfire and fluttering wings
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Sonnet
Rheiana Cuevas
I could be found in about each corner,
Often black, but I can also be blue.
Oft left without a comforting partner,
Alone with people’s stinky residue.
That man just threw away some untouched food.
Little did he know, kids would fight for it,
But I know I can’t possibly intrude.
If only sinful trash, I could omit.
At least, through me, animals are not harmed,
Nor plants, as I keep the world clean from trash.
I prevent the world from getting alarmed,
Pollution that can turn the world to ash.
People might see me as a useless thing,
Yet, a refreshing planet I could bring.
Yosemite by Kate Deng
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Sonnet
Angelica Garcia
Fifteen years ago I took a pregnancy test.
Two lines meant positive, I felt blessed.
I couldn't wait to hold you and kiss you all over
On May 22 you were born, the sun was shining
People were coming over
I was handing you over
Man you are one of god's greatest creations!
At nine years old you became an older brother
You are the bestest with your brother and sister,
even though your brother is a pest
I confess he loves you more than he does mom and dad
But that's rad I’m not sad I am glad he loves you
I am blessed yes I am, blessed with you
that you get to call me mom.
Image_3143 by Marcus Gardner
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My Dear Boy
Rain Ibarra-Pina
My dear boy you inspire me to write again
How I love your perfect dance
Invading my mind incessantly through daytime
How I’ve dreamt that you were real
Who could compare to you my boy
You are my eyes perfection and their amazement
Your porcelain skin so doll-like resemblance is uncanny
Picturing you dancing it is among the wildflowers
How I’ve loved you over these many long years
But how can I love you
You are not real we will never really meet
But still I love and long for you my boy
For now I must live without you my dear
Hoping that we will cross paths in dreamland
Susie
Kate Deng
Five years old Susie,
Sneaked into the kitchen,
Like the very hungry caterpillar.
Ate one vanilla ice-cream,
Two chocolate cookies,
And three guava candies,
Before mama found her.
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The Whetstone
Rohan Castelino
An English student I am most not
A student engineer I am indeed
And yet I wish to have one less blind spot
Which brings me here, I hoped I should succeed
At first, I fail, I grind and gnash my teeth
The words do not quite flow so easily
Lest failure come, and I might drown beneath
So on push I, till it improves finally
And see! Though little did I re’a’lize,
while I both read and wrote nearly every day
My mind grew sharp and tongue grew glib; surprise!
My thoughts don’t stop when text is put away
I see the tricks and tools, in vids and song
I will soon dull; must learn still more - prolong
Sunset by Kate Deng
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Sonnet
Timothy Luevano
Sometimes life throws you a curve ball
You have to be quick on your toes
if not you may stumble and fall
that's just how everything in life goes
Every lesson has to be learned
even if they are good or bad
most people have their turn
though it can make you very sad
it’s easier to look on the bright side
anything you will face has time to pass
there is no need to run and hide
always remember you are a bad ass
hard times will always come and go
but they will teach you what you need to know
Medusa by Jennifer Michel
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Borderlands
Jay Corrales
Borderlands isn’t an area with run down homes, rusty cars,
or poor people. Borderlands may not look like much to the
human eye. But if you needed help, any of those people
would take you in.
If you needed clothing, any of those people would give you
the shirts off their back. If you needed help, any of those
people would not hesitate to do the right thing. It may not
look like much to the human eye, but to the human spirit and
soul, it’s everything.
To live in the borderlands means to me, living peacefully.
Learning from elders, taking in free wisdom, and learning
how to give back to your roots. To live in the borderlands
means to me; being from different areas and having family
everywhere.
To have family in the small villages of Mexico, to having
family in the scorching desert of
Needles, to having family in the snowy areas of Truckee.
To live in the borderlands means to me; working harder than
others who are privileged.
You’ve grown up through the struggle, you’ve seen parents
stress over money, you’ve seen the look in your mother’s
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eyes when she was worried about what she was going to
make for dinner.
You have a hard work ethic; you know the value of a dollar;
you know what it takes to provide for your family.
To survive in the borderlands means to me; using your
struggles, using the painful memories, using the poor
upbringing to continue to fight through whatever life throws
at you.
To live in a Chicano and mixed heritage family means
knowing what it’s like to be able to go out and eat when it’s
Dad’s payday. It means being able to get shoes when yours
are worn out. It means being able to stop by for fast food
before going home. However, it also means to never
forget your struggles. It means to not forget how much your
parents used to stress and fight over money. It means
remembering what it was like to eat beans, tortillas, and rice
for a couple of days until your parents could figure
something out. It means to never forget sacrifices that were
made to give you a better life.
Borderlands may not look like much to the human eye, but
to some, borderlands is where we grew up.
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Return to Limuw
Elizabeth Diaz
Return to Limuw
It is early and it is cold
My belongings are packed
I have never been to the island before
My stomach nauseous with anticipation
I board the vessel
My hands are sweating as we embark
I wonder if she will recognize me
For we have never met
Alolk’oy join us along the way
Our ancestors are guiding us back to her
She feels me before I see her
“I know you, ša’y,” she says
The water is rough but I am calm
The saxkhɨt rushes through my lungs
It is the breath of our people
A reunion of their souls and mine
My eyes brim with tiʼnik
We are a salt water people
I step off the boat
and fall to her on my hands and knees
I taste the dirt bringing it to my tongue
Just like Uncle taught me
Limuw, I know you
Limuw, I am home
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Meet Your Editors
Gurtaj Grewal
Gurtaj is active in campus life
and is majoring in
communications. He plans to transfer to UC Davis and major
in community and regional
development. He enjoys
reading in his free time and watching the news on TV.
Isabella Morrison
This is Isabella’s second semester as an INK! editor and her
fifth semester at Woodland Community College. As a high
school student, she is
working towards her
high school diploma
and AA in English.
She hopes to study
English and law in
the future. In her free
time, she loves to
read, write, dance,
and eat!
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Edgar Garcia
This is Edgar’s first semester as an INK editor and third semester
at Woodland Community College. He’s working on transferring to
Sacramento State to work on his English major and psychology
major. In his spare time he enjoys reading a good book and a good
series on Netflix.