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    Editors: Edgar Garcia, Gurtaj Grewal, and Ella Morrison

    Cover Art: Lake County by Kali Mulligan

    Cover Poem: From “COVID-19” by Kali Mulligan

    Printing: Mike Wieber, Yuba College Print Shop

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    Table of Contents

    Poems and Short Stories

    Covid-19 by Kali Mulligan 5

    Familiar Days by Malachi Wharry 8

    Time Flies Nanny by Ashlyee Alston 10

    The Romantic Parasite by Maris Sunsel 11

    Seventeen by Sydney Leahy-Hill 12

    Send by Isabella Morrison 13

    Casual Conversations by Maris Samsel 15

    The Gemini by Maris Samsel 16

    Misunderstood by Kali Mulligan 25

    Give Me Your Ashes by Sydney Leahy-Hill 29

    Syndrome by Isabella Keppel 30

    Sonnet by Rheiana Cuevas 31

    Sonnet by Angelica Garcia 32

    My Dear Boy by Rain Ibarra-Pina 33

    Susie by Kate Deng 33

    The Whetstone by Rohan Castelino 34

    Sonnet by Timothy Luevano 35

    Borderlands by Jay Corrales 36

    Return to Limuw by Elizabeth Diaz 38

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    Photography and Artwork

    Black and White Flowers by Alondra Fuentes 9

    Fog by Kate Deng 10

    Copenhagen by Kali Mulligan 11

    IMG_3901 by Marcus Gardner 12

    W.W.H. by Jasmin Lopez 14

    Namjoon2020 by Jasmin Lopez 16

    Covid-19 Representation by Biridiana Diaz 17

    Orange Mist by Rheiana Cuevas 17

    Sparkly Mochi by Jasmin Lopez 18

    Belize by Kali Mulligan 18

    The Aftermath of the California Wildfire

    by Rheiana Cuevas 19

    Sonoma Countryside Views by Kali Mulligan 19

    Iris with Dew by Kate Deng 20

    Umbrian Sheep 20

    Pink World by Jasmin Lopez 21

    Pianta by Laura Meozzi 21

    London by Kali Mulligan 22

    Blue Frida Kahlo Flowers by Alondra Fuentes 22

    “Hiatus” They Said by Jasmin Lopez 23

    IT by Raymond Terrases 23

    Frida Kahlo Flowers by Alondra Fuentes 24

    Single Object for My Painting Class by Alondra Fuentes 24

    Lake Tahoe by Kate Deng 27

    Literal Sunshine by Jasmin Lopez 28

    Image_3143 by Marcus Gardner 32

    Sunset by Kate Deng 34

    Medusa by Jennifer Michel 35

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    COVID-19

    Kali Mulligan

    There’s a virus in the air,

    Causing quite the scare.

    Only go outside with a mask,

    That is, if you dare.

    COVID-19, but what does it all mean?

    Am I really living in isolation?

    Or am I stuck inside a bad dream?

    One day I am living my best life,

    The next I’m living like the masses,

    Experiencing all kinds of strife.

    Schools moved to online,

    My ex is stalking me,

    My job is up in a week,

    This virus is taunting me.

    There’s nowhere to run,

    There’s no place to hide,

    There are so many new rules by which to abide.

    No more hugging,

    And you better stand back six feet,

    I’m not sure if the masses can handle this,

    A societal defeat.

    The economy was booming,

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    And now it’s on the verge of collapse,

    Somehow our government thinks all can be solved with

    1,200 bucks cash.

    Meanwhile the rich keep reminding us:

    “We’re all in the same boat!”

    While they sail off in their luxury yacht,

    With no worries about staying afloat.

    Unemployment rates are sky high, no

    While millions of people continue to die.

    All the while we have no choice but to sit and stay grounded,

    Collectively feeling perplexed and dumbfounded.

    Graduations are cancelled,

    And so are all sports,

    Too many complaining of being alone and bored.

    Now is the time to go within,

    An opportunity to see where our minds begin.

    Living in the manner we are used to,

    Has been proven to be quite the sin.

    Fast times, and fast friends,

    Now it’s time to slow down and make amends.

    To give thanks, to give praises,

    Perhaps to the world, the planet that raised us.

    The planet will win,

    She always does,

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    I can’t wait to wrap my arms around loved ones,

    Embracing every last second of that initial hug.

    To see what is truly at stake,

    Is all of mankind’s fate.

    We need to flatten the curve,

    So why haven’t we learned?

    to some this pandemic is of no concern.

    We live in a time that is most uncertain,

    I’m waiting for someone to tell me,

    “Don’t mind the guy behind the curtain!”

    Is it planned? Is it real? Or is it all fake?

    Is this what it takes to get everyone fully awake?

    To open our eyes, to finally see,

    That we all need a timeout, to sit and just be.

    Enjoy your life,

    Take it in stride,

    Because you never know when you’ll be forced to swallow

    your pride.

    At the end of the day,

    All we can do is pray,

    That the planet will recover,

    And hope that mankind gets to stay.

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    Familiar Days

    Malachi Wharry

    He wakes up to a familiar day

    Sun still shines routines stay the same

    He searches the sky for someone with say

    He is lost but there are none to blame

    He wonders if it is all an illusion

    An endless cycle a trap of his own doing

    Is this the truth or his own delusion

    No one can know where his mind is moving

    A typical day while a war is fought

    Hope carries him through his ups and downs

    Through it all a smile and laugh is taught

    Believing he can turn his frowns to crowns

    Tomorrow's promise he cannot betray

    He wakes up to a familiar day

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    Black and White Flowers by Alondra Fuentes

    medium: acrylic

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    Time Flies Nanny

    Ashlyee Alston

    I would recognize you by your grey hair,

    Or we would say silver, Alston Silver.

    I realize you're not here, and life's not fair,

    Unfamiliar, or did life get realer.

    I would recognize your laugh, I hear it,

    As I replay the voicemail, on the phone

    Joy to the ears, watered eyes, I bear it

    See, but my heart cries wishing you were home.

    I would recognize you a mile away.

    Can you see me from blue skies like today?

    I want more conversations, I pray.

    All these times or memories I replay.

    The love that taught, now in heaven to far,

    To love so hard, to the heavens afar.

    Fog by Kate Deng

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    The Romantic Parasite

    Maris Samsel

    Keep my heart in a jar;

    Lock me up but let me live

    To see the light from your shadow

    But not to breathe your air.

    Carry me close

    On your person

    In your pocket;

    Tuck me inside the folds

    of your jacket.

    I will live there

    And feel your warmth

    But not to feel your touch.

    Do not feed me.

    Let me starve.

    Copenhagen by Kali Mulligan

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    Seventeen

    Sydney Leahy-Hill

    My wife and I fell in love at seventeen.

    We knew everything and nothing of the world.

    It was a time of being caught in between.

    The innocence of us makes my fingers curl.

    Being outed was unforeseen;

    Her home life became a living hell.

    She was abused behind a smoke screen,

    And I wept for things to be well.

    She left home, and we got married at the courthouse.

    That day was such a happy one,

    As I could finally call her my spouse.

    There was a catch, though; only when she had the Green

    Card in hand could we have won.

    We are both left with marks from back then.

    I hope nothing of the sort ever happens again.

    IMG_3901 by Marcus Gardner

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    Send

    Isabella Morrison

    The doubts haunts her mind as she types, deletes, types, and

    deletes the message

    As her brain tells her that nobody wants her or her issues

    As her soul takes those doubts as truth

    As her heart starts breaking apart

    She types, deletes, types, and deletes

    She wants to be the happy girl

    The girl who is always smiling, ready to take on the world

    The girl who puts her head down and solves her issues

    She types, deletes, types, and deletes

    She knows that they say they are there for her, always

    She knows that they say they want her to reach out when shit

    gets tough

    She knows, but does she?

    She types, deletes, types, and deletes

    How can she be sure that she is not an added burden?

    How can she be sure that when her name pops up on their

    screen they won’t wish it was anyone else?

    How can she be sure that they won’t judge the fuckedupness

    that is her?

    She types, deletes, types and deletes.

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    W.W.H. by Jasmin Lopez

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    Casual Conversation

    Maris Samsel

    I breathe in fog unevenly;

    In, out, in, in, out.

    I clamor for pace, rhythm, stead;

    It races ahead.

    I do not think.

    I skip, I trip,

    I fall onto my words

    In a heap and lay there

    with my shattered contributions.

    I do not take my time;

    Time submerges me

    and I drown in linear oblivion,

    yearning for a space I am not

    Forced to race in.

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    The Gemini

    Maris Samsel

    My eyelids grow heavy

    But I cannot sleep

    I cannot rest

    Until my task is complete.

    My conquest must be won,

    My quest must be fulfilled.

    I will myself further

    To run, walk, crawl,

    As I sink

    Into my neon stupor

    My wired undead state

    My caffeinated

    consciousness

    My calm subconscious

    violence.

    Namjoon2020 by Jasmin

    Lopez

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    Covid-19 Representation by Biridiana Diaz

    Orange Mist by Rheiana Cuevas

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    Belize by Kali Mulligan

    Sparkly Mochi by Jasmin Lopez

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    The Aftermath of the California Wildfire by Rheiana Cuevas

    Sonoma Countryside Views by Kali Mulligan

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    Iris with Dew by Kate Deng

    Umbrian Sheep by Kali Mulligan

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    Pink World by Jasmin Lopez

    Pianta by Laura Meozzi

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    London by Kali Mulligan

    Blue Frida Kahlo Flowers by Alondra Fuentes

    Medium: oil painting/ analogous palette

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    “Hiatus” They Said by Jasmin Lopez

    IT by Raymond Terrases

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    Frida Kahlo Flowers by Alondra Fuentes

    Medium: oil paint / complementary palette

    Single object for my painting class by Alondra Fuentes Medium: Acrylic paint

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    Misunderstood

    Kali Mulligan

    Allow me to introduce myself,

    Let me shake off the dust and pull my hidden story off the

    shelf,

    Can’t find it? Oh well!

    Go on, make your assumptions like everyone else...

    Loved, hated, overly debated,

    Consistently underrated and discriminated against,

    People take one look at my skin and correlate it to a pristine

    yard and a white picket fence.

    How dense.

    White power, white pride,

    I’m ashamed of our society, all the truths that have been fed

    as blatant lies.

    “You must be a daddy’s girl!

    So rich, so pretty!”

    Yeah? Do you have any idea what it has taken me to even

    make here into my 30’s?!

    I almost didn’t make it a number of times,

    So many times, so close to dying.

    Not to mention all the discrimination at work.

    “Sure you’ll get a raise, just let my hand slip up under your

    shirt.”

    What jerks.

    I have to work twice as hard to get half as far.

    It doesn’t matter if I’m the best, the biggest brightest

    shooting star.

    “Well, you make plenty for a woman of your age.”

    Said with a halfcocked smile and a stubbly stoic face.

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    Not to mention my alcoholic mother,

    All the embarrassment and lies cast upon her own daughters.

    Oh bother.

    I grew up in a family that saw no color,

    I grew up never once thinking I am better than any other.

    I have friends of all races of all kinds,

    I essentially was raised up to be color blind.

    Treat others with respect,

    Treat as you would want to be treated,

    Little does everyone know,

    Just how many times I have felt and been defeated.

    You see me and think I have never experienced any kind of

    adversity,

    Now’s the time to wipe your eyes, open them up and truly

    see,

    Life isn’t fair...not even to me.

    I’ve lost more people than I can count,

    Two of which, tragically drowned.

    What now?

    I’ve been told to try harder

    Only to not ever get any farther.

    I’ve been verbally, mentally and emotionally abused,

    All these things I did not purposely choose.

    I’ve been lied to,

    Cheated on,

    Dumped for a bag of white rocks,

    Stalked.

    Diagnosed with PTSD making me feel perpetually lost

    Well gosh...

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    But I’m white,

    I thought this wasn’t supposed to be!

    According to the history books

    You get nothing but the best if you look like me!

    Well gee...

    So, go ahead now

    Judge my book by its cover,

    I can guarantee you it is a story unlike any other.

    Lake Tahoe by Kate Deng

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    Literal Sunshine by Jasmin Lopez

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    Give Me Your Ashes

    Sydney Leahy-Hill

    My wife used to pray for me.

    She prayed for my health, happiness, and joy.

    Thy desire shall be to thy husband, and he shall rule over

    thee.

    It was Catholicism that destroyed.

    In her world, there was only one way of life.

    One step out of line, and she was destined for an afterlife of

    fire and ash.

    She never thought she could be my wife.

    Her mind and her heart clashed.

    She hopes she can find her religion again someday,

    And I wish the same for her.

    Perhaps she’ll reach a point where the thoughts won’t make

    her slowly decay,

    And maybe the Bible will no longer be cruel literature.

    I wonder if she’ll ever pray for me again.

    When?

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    Syndrome

    Isabella Keppel

    It's a cacophony that I live in daily

    Of words, lights, and sounds flittering around me

    Like a flock of flustered and wound up birds

    Their feathers scattering about my every move

    I wonder if they can hear me at all

    Those people strolling across the pavement

    I try to call out to them while I can

    But those few words are shot down like ruffled ducks

    That plummet to the ground lifelessly

    As the hunter is whisked away by the wind

    I stand there like a ghost as they pass

    Wishing things had turned out better once again

    Perhaps someday someone will hear me

    Amongst the gunfire and fluttering wings

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    Sonnet

    Rheiana Cuevas

    I could be found in about each corner,

    Often black, but I can also be blue.

    Oft left without a comforting partner,

    Alone with people’s stinky residue.

    That man just threw away some untouched food.

    Little did he know, kids would fight for it,

    But I know I can’t possibly intrude.

    If only sinful trash, I could omit.

    At least, through me, animals are not harmed,

    Nor plants, as I keep the world clean from trash.

    I prevent the world from getting alarmed,

    Pollution that can turn the world to ash.

    People might see me as a useless thing,

    Yet, a refreshing planet I could bring.

    Yosemite by Kate Deng

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    Sonnet

    Angelica Garcia

    Fifteen years ago I took a pregnancy test.

    Two lines meant positive, I felt blessed.

    I couldn't wait to hold you and kiss you all over

    On May 22 you were born, the sun was shining

    People were coming over

    I was handing you over

    Man you are one of god's greatest creations!

    At nine years old you became an older brother

    You are the bestest with your brother and sister,

    even though your brother is a pest

    I confess he loves you more than he does mom and dad

    But that's rad I’m not sad I am glad he loves you

    I am blessed yes I am, blessed with you

    that you get to call me mom.

    Image_3143 by Marcus Gardner

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    My Dear Boy

    Rain Ibarra-Pina

    My dear boy you inspire me to write again

    How I love your perfect dance

    Invading my mind incessantly through daytime

    How I’ve dreamt that you were real

    Who could compare to you my boy

    You are my eyes perfection and their amazement

    Your porcelain skin so doll-like resemblance is uncanny

    Picturing you dancing it is among the wildflowers

    How I’ve loved you over these many long years

    But how can I love you

    You are not real we will never really meet

    But still I love and long for you my boy

    For now I must live without you my dear

    Hoping that we will cross paths in dreamland

    Susie

    Kate Deng

    Five years old Susie,

    Sneaked into the kitchen,

    Like the very hungry caterpillar.

    Ate one vanilla ice-cream,

    Two chocolate cookies,

    And three guava candies,

    Before mama found her.

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    The Whetstone

    Rohan Castelino

    An English student I am most not

    A student engineer I am indeed

    And yet I wish to have one less blind spot

    Which brings me here, I hoped I should succeed

    At first, I fail, I grind and gnash my teeth

    The words do not quite flow so easily

    Lest failure come, and I might drown beneath

    So on push I, till it improves finally

    And see! Though little did I re’a’lize,

    while I both read and wrote nearly every day

    My mind grew sharp and tongue grew glib; surprise!

    My thoughts don’t stop when text is put away

    I see the tricks and tools, in vids and song

    I will soon dull; must learn still more - prolong

    Sunset by Kate Deng

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    Sonnet

    Timothy Luevano

    Sometimes life throws you a curve ball

    You have to be quick on your toes

    if not you may stumble and fall

    that's just how everything in life goes

    Every lesson has to be learned

    even if they are good or bad

    most people have their turn

    though it can make you very sad

    it’s easier to look on the bright side

    anything you will face has time to pass

    there is no need to run and hide

    always remember you are a bad ass

    hard times will always come and go

    but they will teach you what you need to know

    Medusa by Jennifer Michel

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    Borderlands

    Jay Corrales

    Borderlands isn’t an area with run down homes, rusty cars,

    or poor people. Borderlands may not look like much to the

    human eye. But if you needed help, any of those people

    would take you in.

    If you needed clothing, any of those people would give you

    the shirts off their back. If you needed help, any of those

    people would not hesitate to do the right thing. It may not

    look like much to the human eye, but to the human spirit and

    soul, it’s everything.

    To live in the borderlands means to me, living peacefully.

    Learning from elders, taking in free wisdom, and learning

    how to give back to your roots. To live in the borderlands

    means to me; being from different areas and having family

    everywhere.

    To have family in the small villages of Mexico, to having

    family in the scorching desert of

    Needles, to having family in the snowy areas of Truckee.

    To live in the borderlands means to me; working harder than

    others who are privileged.

    You’ve grown up through the struggle, you’ve seen parents

    stress over money, you’ve seen the look in your mother’s

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    eyes when she was worried about what she was going to

    make for dinner.

    You have a hard work ethic; you know the value of a dollar;

    you know what it takes to provide for your family.

    To survive in the borderlands means to me; using your

    struggles, using the painful memories, using the poor

    upbringing to continue to fight through whatever life throws

    at you.

    To live in a Chicano and mixed heritage family means

    knowing what it’s like to be able to go out and eat when it’s

    Dad’s payday. It means being able to get shoes when yours

    are worn out. It means being able to stop by for fast food

    before going home. However, it also means to never

    forget your struggles. It means to not forget how much your

    parents used to stress and fight over money. It means

    remembering what it was like to eat beans, tortillas, and rice

    for a couple of days until your parents could figure

    something out. It means to never forget sacrifices that were

    made to give you a better life.

    Borderlands may not look like much to the human eye, but

    to some, borderlands is where we grew up.

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    Return to Limuw

    Elizabeth Diaz

    Return to Limuw

    It is early and it is cold

    My belongings are packed

    I have never been to the island before

    My stomach nauseous with anticipation

    I board the vessel

    My hands are sweating as we embark

    I wonder if she will recognize me

    For we have never met

    Alolk’oy join us along the way

    Our ancestors are guiding us back to her

    She feels me before I see her

    “I know you, ša’y,” she says

    The water is rough but I am calm

    The saxkhɨt rushes through my lungs

    It is the breath of our people

    A reunion of their souls and mine

    My eyes brim with tiʼnik

    We are a salt water people

    I step off the boat

    and fall to her on my hands and knees

    I taste the dirt bringing it to my tongue

    Just like Uncle taught me

    Limuw, I know you

    Limuw, I am home

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    Meet Your Editors

    Gurtaj Grewal

    Gurtaj is active in campus life

    and is majoring in

    communications. He plans to transfer to UC Davis and major

    in community and regional

    development. He enjoys

    reading in his free time and watching the news on TV.

    Isabella Morrison

    This is Isabella’s second semester as an INK! editor and her

    fifth semester at Woodland Community College. As a high

    school student, she is

    working towards her

    high school diploma

    and AA in English.

    She hopes to study

    English and law in

    the future. In her free

    time, she loves to

    read, write, dance,

    and eat!

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    Edgar Garcia

    This is Edgar’s first semester as an INK editor and third semester

    at Woodland Community College. He’s working on transferring to

    Sacramento State to work on his English major and psychology

    major. In his spare time he enjoys reading a good book and a good

    series on Netflix.