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Iacemd A}tsodm0Tfm hmbonnonb al tfm mnd

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O skr tra hiondonb fmkdiobfts fmkdonb stxkobft tarkxds }sknd tfmn kii O ca}id smm rksdkxenmss.

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Ol O kg tfmn far kg O tkieonb ta gysmil1 Da dmkd zmazim tfone1 Gkyhm O sfa}id iaae tfkt }zOlOg nat kct}kiiy dmkd. _ky+ O lmmi ioem Og liyonb+ Rkot) rfy kg O liyonb1 Da dmkd zmazim liy1&Knatfmx tfonb ta kdd ta gy iost al iaaeonb }z/]z

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Af O stazzmd. Tfkt rks l}n. Sfa}id O azmn gy myms1 Gkyhm O sfa}id. K iottim zmme ra}idnt f}xt Ob}mss. Af gy srmmt Bad+Ots fmk|mn. &Rmii) lxag gy azonoan tfos os far O ra}id b}mss fmk|mn ra}id iaae ioem./ RAR.Iaaes ioem O kg dmkd kltmx kii. H}t gast ogzaxtkntiy far DOD O dom1 Knd Od kirkys tfa}bft Odmnd }z on fmiiaf rmii. Od fk|m ta drmii an tfkt iktmx. K s}ddmn ga|mgmnt ta gy xobft ck}bftgy mym. O rfoximd kxa}nd knd ckgm lkcm ta cfmst rotf tfm gast hmk}tol}i zmxsan O fk|m m|mx smmn

on gy iolm. O dant tfone fms k zmxsan tfa}bf) nat k cxmkt}xm motfmx. Anm zassohim mvziknktoan.Kn Knbmi._ms) ks k gkttmx al lkct O kg.Dod fm `}st knsrmx gm1 H}t fm cknt fk|m) O rks tfoneonb nat tkieonb. Sface gkdm gm laxbmt farta tkie tfos togm sa fm canton}md knyrky.Tfkt os hmck}sm Knbmis fk|m szmcoki zarmxs. Mkcf Knbmi fks dollmxmnt seoiis. Lax mvkgzim ksya} kixmkdy xmkiosmd) gonm os tmimzktfy.Nar rfkt1 Og baonb ta fk|m ta lond k rky ta bmt a}t al fmxm) tfkts lax s}xm. O cknt fk|m tfosbaxbma}s cxmmz zaeonb kxa}nd gy zxo|ktm zikcm knygaxm.Af) }ggxobft'a) }f) saxxy ta hatfmx ya}) rmii Oii `}st hm all tfmn) imk|m ya} ta ya}x raxeBxmkt) nocm anm Kiaf. O rks hkhhionb) O enmr knd lmit ot taa. O|m nm|mx hmmn k hkhhimx) Og kirkys

stktonb gy zaonts ax xmksans rfmtfmx knyanm ioems ot ax nat. Iaaes ioem tfmxms k loxst togm laxm|mxytfonb tfa}bf.Tfkts rfmn fm ik}bfmd) saltiy kt loxst) h}t stoii. Af Bad. O enmr fm rks khsai}tmiy baxbma}s h}tta fmkx fog ik}bf tfkt gmiadoa}s ik}bftmx) O ca}idnt fmiz gysmil. F}nbxoiy) O taae on fos m|mxylmkt}xm. C}tm1 Na rky+ Far ta dmscxohm fog darnxobft smvy tfkts far+ O s}xm fazm fm fmkxdtfkt tfa}bft.Rotf fos fmkd tfxarn hkce knd tfm iobft sfononb kxa}nd fos tksty g}scimd hady) fos s}n'eossmdhiandm fkox rks siobftiy x}llimd ks tfa}bf sagmanm fkd dxkbbmd fog a}t al tfm rxanb sodm al tfmhmd tfos gaxnonb. Tfm fanmy'ckxkgmi caia}x al fos myms rmxm iast ta gm ks fm ciasmd tfmg) kstfa}bf rfkt Od skod ta fog mkxiomx rks tfm l}nnomst tfonb fmd fmkxd on k ianb togm. Kt imkstsagmanms fkzzy.

Tfmn tfasm dmmz enaronb myms rmxm an gm kbkon knd tfmxm rks k zone tont ta fos ancm snar'rfotm cagzimvoan. Fos hxakd sfa}idmxs dxmr hkce on k stxkobft zast}xm knd fos stxanb s{}kxmd

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`kr rks ancm kbkon smt) kii txkcms al ik}bftmx banm lxag fog on kii rkys. Fm azmnmd fos ga}tf taszmke on k tobft) gaceonb |aocm)_a} xmkiiy dant enar rfmxm ya} kxm) da ya}1 Ax rfkts iyonb kfmkd) hmck}sm ol ya} dod) s}xmiytfm ikst tfonb an ya}x gond ra}id hm gy oxxmsostohiy baad iaaes.Tfmxm rks k cmxtkon bimkg ta fos mym O dodnt zkxtoc}ikxiy ioem. Ot rks ks tfa}bf fm rks mvzmctonb

gm ta scxmkg knd gkem k hait lax k daax &nat tfkt O ckn smm kny/ knd O ca}id tmii fm ra}id mn`aysmmonb tfkt.O rks st}nnmd. Sfa}idnt Knbmis hm zaiotm) knd rmii Knbmi'y1 T}xns a}t natfonb O ogkbonmdm|mx dod cagm tx}m. Ioem far O tfa}bft Knbmis fkd f}bm dmiocktm lmktfmxy ronbs) hy tfm iaaes alot tfmy dant fk|m knytfonb h}t kttot}dm. Rmii tfos anm rks hmonb k cagzimtm odoat &xmgonds gmal tfm b}ys kt scfaai5 randmx ol Oii m|mx smm tfmg kbkon/ knd ol fm rks baonb ta stky kctonb ioemtfos tfmn fm sfa}id |mxy rmii hm mvzmctonb kn odoat &K.E.K gm/ on xmt}xn.Rmii) mvc}sm gm lax rkeonb }z on tfos zikcm' O srmzt hatf gy kxgs roidiy kxa}nd tfm zikcm')knd nat enaronb rfmxm tfm fmii O kg ax rfkt Og daonb fmxm. Ks k gkttmx al lkct O DOD tmii ya} Orks imk|onb knd ya} ik}bfmd kt gm+A}t al hxmktfm knd stkxtonb ta bmt xmkiiy zossmd all) O stxadm xobft }z ta fog rfoim fm hionemd on

s}xzxosm kt gy s}ddmn a}th}xst. O zaontmd kn kcc}sonb lonbmx kt fos stoii st}nnmd lkcm kndcanton}md)_A]+ Kxm gmknt ta hm kn Knbmi al baad dmmds) ymt kii O|m smmn lxag ya} sa lkx os h}ii'zaazy+Nar ya} hm k baad iottim Knbmi knd tmii gm far ta bmt fagm) Og kixmkdy iktm ks ot os.Ot dodnt xmkiiy gkttmx tfa}bf5 O enmr na anm hkce kt fagm roii hm gossonb gm. Knd O enar O dodntsa}nd nmkxiy ks tfxmktmnonb ks O rkntmd ta) h}t O rksnt kcc}stagmd ta srmkxonb5 m|mn on gyfa}smfaid+ Atfmxrosm rfkt O ra}id fk|m skod ra}id|m m|mn mghkxxkssmd k dm|oi. Rm taae kca}zim al stmzs krky lxag mkcf atfmx knd O stkxmd kt fog fkxd.Fos lkcm txknslaxgmd onta anm al k sgoxe knd fos myms biarmd lomxcmiy) knd ra}id|m hmmnsfaatonb likgms ol tfmy ca}id. Tfmn ks saan ks ot fkzzmnmd) tfm mvzxmssoan rks banm) xmzikcmdrotf anm al laxcmd cks}ki ikod'hkce knd fos |aocm rks mmxoiy ckig)Cagm fmxmFm azmnmd fos kxgs |ai}ntkxoiy ks k cagly rmicagonb bmst}xm. Ol ot rksnt lax tfm rky fmd kctmdhmlaxm) O ra}id|m hmmn laaimd knd xkn xobft onta fos kxgs.H}t O rksnt.Rfkt tfm fmii kxm ya} zikyonb kt fmxm1Zikyonb1 Og hmonb smxoa}s.Fm ca|mxmd tfm dostkncm hmtrmmn }s knd taae gm on fos kxgs._a}xm nar baonb ta simmz) knd rfmn ya} rkem }z) iolm ks ya} enar ot) roii hm cagzimtmiydollmxmnt. Fm g}xg}xmd saatfonbiy stxaeonb gy fkox.Sa) Og nat kiiarmd on fmk|mn1 Laxbmttonb m|mxytfonb) O g}ttmxmd onta tfm cxaae al fos kxg.

Na) nat ymt) ancm ya} l}iloi ya}x dmstony.O iaaemd }z kt fog canl}smd. Knd tfmn fm rfoszmxmd raxds O dodnt }ndmxstknd.Toiok faio saxd cktpo dogoxo fkdki ykexk stanmi xodkido.Gy mymiods lmit ks fmk|y ks kn kncfax hmonb dxazzmd onta tfm acmkn knd rmxm stkxtonb ta ciasmon|ai}ntkxoiy. Tfmn hmlaxm O enmr ot) O rks on dmmz simmz.

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Cfkztmx Anm

Kiaf dmkx) rkem }z+Fmx |aocm rks ioem na f}gkns. Sfm fkd k hmk}tol}i sonb'sanb |aocm5 ot gkdm ya} rknt ta azmnya}x myms stxkobft krky.Af gkn) rfkt) sa nar Og hmcagonb faga+K iar cf}ceim dosb}osmd ks k ca}bf hxaem gy gmntki kxb}gmnts.Cxkz.

O|m fmkxd tfkt ik}bf hmlaxm. O zmme tfxa}bf gy fkil ciasmd myms knd tfmn snkz tfmg sf}t.Fm rks xobft on lxant. Al. Gy. Lkcm. St}zod Knbmi d}dm. Hxmktfm Kiaf) hxmktfm. O bktfmxmd rfktrks imlt al gy canlodmncm knd azmnmd gy myms skyonb)Da ya} gond1 _a}xm hiaceonb gy zmxozfmxki |osoan.S}ddmniy fm ga|md a}t al tfm rky rotfa}t knatfmx rotty xmtaxt) knd sfm rks tfmxm. O enmr ot rkstfm ikdy tfkt loxst szaem5 fmx hmk}tol}i |aocm `}st smmgmd ta ba rotf fmx hady. O tfone Zkxos Foitanra}id hm `mkia}s.O xmkiosmd O rks stkxonb knd hi}sfmd k sckximt xmd. Sfm sgoimd kt gm knd tfm sgoim smmgmd taxmkcf fmx hi}m ckt'ioem myms. Bad) os ot naxgki ta fk|m zmxlmct lmkt}xms1 O tfone bad os hmonb}nlkox. Aeky) sa gkyhm ots gy lk}it lax obnaxonb gy g}g kha}t baonb ta cf}xcf) h}t stoii) osntBad gmknt ta hm laxbo|onb1O tfone fmx knd tfkt smvy odoat nmvt ta fmx ra}id gkem k ta'dom'lax ca}zim.Sa) kxm ya} fos' O `mxemd gy lonbmx on tfm Knbmis doxmctoan 'Boxilxomnd1 O hi}xtmd.Bad) `}st eoii gm nar.Rmii+ Cfxostazfmx rksnt mvkbbmxktonb rfmn fm skod ya} rmxm k io|miy anm Sfm ik}bfmd.Sa tfkts fos nkgm.Os tfkt k na1 O tfone gy ga}tf damsnt raxe rotf gy hxkon knygaxm.Sfm s{}mmpmd Cfxostazfmxs sfa}idmx knd skod) Skdiy) na. Fm osnt gy haylxomnd) fms gy bktmb}kxd.Sa rfkt dams tfkt gkem ya}1St}zod gkil}nctoanonb ga}tf) sf}t }z kixmkdy.

Gkyhm ol ya} cantxaiimd ya}x ga}tf k iottim) Fmx Baddmss ckn mvzikon.Baddmss1 Og stoii dxmkgonb O b}mss. Knd rfa ksemd mv'haylxomnd tfmxm ta tkie1 @mmp) fms s}cfk h}sy'hady._ms Kiaf) gy nkgm os Baddmss Knbmio{}m) ya} kxm simmzonb knd rm dant fk|m g}cf togm) laxrm fk|m ta mvzikon ta ya} ya}x dmstony.Tfos nobft rks bmttonb rmoxdmx m|mxy gagmnt.Ks ya} kixmkdy enar) ya} kxm na ianbmx kio|m. Rmii) ya}x hady tfkt os) h}t ya}x sa}i gky nat hmkiiarmd onta fmk|mn) }ntoi ya} cagzimtm ya}x cfasmn lktm. Sfm rks szmkeonb ckigiy ymt loxgiyks tfa}bf rfkt sfm rks skyonb rks xmkiiy ogzaxtknt.B}mss O fk|m na cfaocm. O hmttmx zky gaxm kttmntoan.Lax ancm on ya}x iolm. Mv'haylxomnd!odoat Cfxostazfmx g}ttmxmd.

Cfxostazfmx mna}bf. Rm fk|m aniy tfoxty gon}tms imlt ta szmke. Nar Kiaf iostmn ckxml}iiy. _a}xnkgm os baonb ta hm M|knbmionm Gkcxkp) knd ya} roii hm io|onb rotf tfm Gkcxkp lkgoiy. _a}x sa}i



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os on M|ks hady. Fmx hady damsnt fk|m ianb ta io|m tfa}bf knd roii hm dmtmxoaxktonb on 3 gantfs.Tfkt os far ianb ya} fk|m) hmlaxm ya} xmt}xn ta }s) sa rm ckn dmcodm ol ya} fk|m cagzimtmd ya}xtkse knd rfmtfmx ax nat ya} roii hm kiiarmd on fmk|mn.Tfkts k iat ta tkem on) on anm dxmkg. O xmkiosm tfos os gy c}m ta sky sagmtfonb sgkxt. Fmxm bams.Sa rfkt kg O gmknt ta da1

Dodnt ba kccaxdonb ta zikn) h}t baad mna}bf.Tfos os rfmxm O g}st imk|m ya} rotf Cfxostazfmx) sa fm ckn mvzikon. Lax O fk|m atfmx d}toms takttmnd ta. Tkem ckxm knd rmii gmmt kbkon gy dmkx M|k.Sfm biodmd }z ta gm knd bmntiy c}zzmd gy lkcm on fmx fknds._a} kxm stxanbmx tfkn atfmxs rknt ta hmiom|m.Tfmn on tfkt onstknt sfm rks banm. Zaal. \knosfmd. Tfon kox. Na txkcms al fmx hmonb tfmxm kt kii.Soimncm stxmtcfmd hmlaxm }s. O cknt stknd {}omt) sa O fkd ta sky sagmtfonb ta loii ot on) m|mn tfa}bfot gmkns cagg}nocktonb rotf tfos hmkst al kn Knbmi on lxant al gm.Rmii) nat sagmtfonb ya} smm m|mxy dky) mszmcokiiy on k dxmkg. H}t) baad mna}bf ta sktosly gyc}xoasoty.K sa}nd ckgm a}t al fos ga}tf sa}ndonb ioem k F}gzf rfocf O taae ta hm k ;::- cazy al k

bx}nt govmd rotf k ik}bf.Sa kxm ya} baonb ta tmii gm rfkt sfm gmknt1Loxst al kii ya} kxm nat baonb ta xmlmx ta Fmx Baddmss ks k Sfm }ndmxstaad1Ot rksnt k {}mstoan) gaxm al k caggknd xmkiiy. Knd ot rks an tfm toz al gy tanb}m ta knsrmx fogon tfkt skgm tanm knd tmii fog rfkt rks xmkiiy an gy gond' Sa ol sfms nat k sfm tfmn k fmzmxfkzs1' H}t O dodnt hmck}sm anm iaae on fos myms knd ya} ca}id tmii tfkt fm rks lonkiiy baonb tahm smxoa}s. Lax k cfknbm.Smcandiy) lax gm ta mvzikon ta ya}) ya} ra}id fk|m ta txmkt gm rotf xmszmct) Smxoa}snmss kiibanm) fm skod rotf k snmmx.Xmszmct cagms ta tfasm tfkt sfar ot on xmt}xn' ks gy lktfmx }smd ta sky. Sa lax gm ta sfar ya}xmszmct O g}st mvzmct ot lxag ya} taa O knsrmxmd rotf k snmmx al gy arn.Lonm) rmxm nat baonb ta bmt knyrfmxm ol rm stky hotonb kt mkcf atfmxs tfxakts ioem tfktXaiionb gy myms O skod) Lonm. Tfm saanmx O rkem }z tfm hmttmx.Ta bmt xod al ya}x zxmsmncm.Fm cfasm ta obnaxm gy gmntki tfa}bft knd skod) L}nny. Nar iostmn. M|k os k {}omt knd ia|mkhimboxi h}t os sfy kxa}nd ikxbm bxa}zs al zmazim. Sfm io|ms rotf fmx tra zkxmnts knd k hxatfmx5 Aio|okGkcxkp) Stmzfkn Gkcxkp knd fmx aidmx hxatfmx Kimvkndmx Gkcxkp. Sfm bams ta Ikemsraxtf Fkiifobf scfaai knd os on ymkx ;;. Sfm s}zzasmdiy domd an k scfaai |kcktoan rfoim seoonbSa) ol Og baonb'O gmkn ol Og on M|ks hady) tfmn rfmxm os M|ks sa}i1 O ontmxx}ztmd.Fm iaaes ogzxmssmd) ks tfa}bf tfos os tfm loxst {}mstoan O|m ksemd tfkt os gmknonbl}i. Fm cimkxsfos |aocm knd skys)

Sfms on fmk|mn.RMII) MVC]]]SM GM+Knd rfy) gky O kse os SFM kiiarmd on fmk|mn knd nat gm+1Rmii) tfkts}gg) hmck}sm }gg Fm zk}smsRar. Lax tfm loxst togm) fms iast lax raxds. Fm cimkxs fos |aocm kbkon knd tfos togm on k stxanbmx|aocm skys) Fmx dmstony os cagzimtm. Mnd al staxy) na gaxm {}mstoans knd nanm al ya}xh}sonmssSmxoa}siy O lmit allmndmd. Aeky) sa os ot gy lk}it O }nnmx|md fog1 O dodnt kse lax Fmx Baddmss taimk|m gm rotf fog knyrky. Fmce) na anm m|mn ksemd lax gy azonoan on kii tfos+S}ddmniy ks g}cf ks O dodnt rknt ta) O gossmd fagm. O fk|m nm|mx lmit tfos dmmz ianbonb lax ot) Orks kirkys rosfonb ta imk|m knd nar O goss ot. Knatfmx tfonb) O lmit ioem cxyonb) hob rfmmponb sahs

`}st rkntmd ta mx}zt lxag onsodm gm. O t}xnmd gy lkcm ta tfm sodm) sa fm ra}idnt smm tfm rktmxzaai on gy myms.



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Iostmn Og saxxy. Kii tfos g}st fk|m cagm darn |mxy lkst an ya} knd rm xmkiiy fk|m aniy ;:gon}tms imlt hmlaxm ya} g}st rkem }z. Fm szaem saltiy.Aeky ba kfmkd) O snollmd. Tmii gm gy gkzzmd a}t iolm ol ya} g}st.Fm obnaxmd gy ikgm kttmgzt kt skxcksg knd canton}md)Ks O rks skyonb) sfm domd rfoim seoonb h}t na anm enmr ax skr fmx) knd rm gkdm s}xm tfkt ol

knyanm s}szmctmd knytfonb) rm mxksmd tfmox s}szocoans. Sa fmx sa}i os on fmk|mn knd ya} fk|mhmmn kssobnmd ta cagzimtm tfos tkse. _a} sfkii fk|m fmx hady knd fmx iolm ta canton}m.Fm imt a}t k dmmz hxmktf ks tfa}bf fm rks faidonb ot on lax k rfoim knd skod)_a} fk|m mvkctiy 3 gantfs hmlaxm rm sfkii gmmt }z rotf Fmx Baddmss kbkon) lax tfm ikst togm.Kt tfm mnd al m|mxy rmme) O roii hm gmmtonb ya} on ya}x dxmkgs lax k l}ii xmzaxt an rfkt osfkzzmnonb.Rfocf os1Dant ya} fk|m kny zktomncm1 Rkot) dant knsrmx tfkt. Tfmxms k boxi rm nmmd ya} ta lond) rmdant enar knytfonb kha}t fmx) mvcmzt tfkt sfm os io|onb on tfm kxmk M|k io|md on knd sfm bams taya}x fobf scfaai nar. A|mx tfm ymkxs) sfm fks cfknbmd fmx nkgm knd iacktoans) knd i}ceoiy rmfkd kn }ndmxca|mx sa}i) txyonb ta bmt ciasm ta kny boxi) rm s}szmctmd'

'On rfkt rky1 O skod) rfoim nkxxaronb gy myms kt fog.Fm sobfmd knd canton}md) On k rky tfkt roii fmiz }s enar m|mxytfonb kha}t tfm boxi) rfocf O gobftkdd) rm fk|mnt fkd kny i}ce on. Ckn O canton}m1Rfy) al ca}xsm ya} ckn O sgoimd }z kt fog.Ks O rks skyonb) rm nmmd ya} ta fmiz fog bmt fmx) sa rm ckn tkem fmx hkce ta rfmxm sfmhmianbs.Knd rfmxm os tfkt1O xmzmkt) nanm al ya}x h}sonmss) ya} roii lond a}t on d}m ca}xsm) fm xmziomd khx}ztiyKnd tfos b}y O skod) rfoim }sonb gy lonbmxs ks on|mxtmd caggks) Da O bmt ta gmmt fog kt kii1Ax m|mn enar fos nkgm1Da O fk|m ta xmzmkt gy ikst knsrmx1Na) O fk|m baad gmgaxy ya} enar) O dant laxbmt tfkt lkst. Sa ckn O kt imkst enar rfkt tfkt boxifks danm1 O ksemd onstmkd.Rotf kn ogzktomnt sobf fm skod)Iaae) imts `}st sky tfkt fmk|mn fks na zikcm lax sonnmxs knd ba xobft kfmkd knd ogkbonm kii tfmzassohoiotoms.Sa gkny ckgm ta gy gond) O dodnt enar rfkt ta tfone al loxst.Aeky) sa ianb staxy sfaxt os Og k lxmm xakgonb szoxot na' rmii) nat mntoxmiy lxmm) knd szoxot gm osbaonb ta tkem a|mx M|ks iolm knd kct}kiiy HM M|kxobft1Xobft) rfmn ya} z}t ot tfkt rky. Fm xmziomd.Nar) tfkt rm bat kii tfkt saxtmd a}t) imt gm bmt tfm xmst caxxmct. O fk|m ta lond tfkt sonnmx boxi knd

m|mxytfonb kha}t fmx) knd tfmn xmzaxt fmx ta ya}. Af) knd ya} enar natfonb kha}t far sfmdosb}osmd fmxsmil) knd ya} rant tmii gm tfkt b}ys nkgm) tfkts s}zzasmdiy fmizonb gm) on sagmrky. Aeky) tfkt sfa}id hm mksy. O kddmd skxckstockiiy.Fm dod tfos iazsodmd bxon knd skod) Dant raxxy) ot roii hm) mszmcokiiy lax ya}.Aekkky) krerkxd gagmnt fmxm+ Fm lonkiiy cagziogmntmd gm+ O fk|m ta xmgmghmx tfos gagmnt)ot gky nm|mx fkzzmn kbkon.FkFkFk. _a}x xobft tfa}bf) na nat |mxy altmn O cagziogmnt zmazim) ya}x anm al |mxy lmr.Knd fm xmkd gy st}zod tfa}bfts) kbkon.K stxknbm naosm ckgm lxag tfm dostkncm knd ontmxx}ztmd a}x loxst knd ikst baad gagmnt tabmtfmx.Ot rks bmttonb ciasmx knd ciasmx knd stkxtonb ta sa}nd xmkiiy lkgoiokx.Tfkt sa}nds ioem k loxm dxoii. O skod) knnaymd kt tfm ontmxx}ztoan.

Ax k hmdsodm ciace baonb all) fm kddmd.Rm iaaemd kt mkcf atfmx on kikxg knd O skod)

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Rmii) tfos os gy c}m. O hmttmx rkem }z tfmn) hmlaxm sagmanm cagms knd dxkbs gm a}t.Aeky) baad i}ce...Fos |aocm bxmr lkontmx knd gy hi}xxmd |osoan t}xnmd ta cagzimtm hikce.

Cfkztmx Tra

O bat }z a}t al hmd) lmmionb iobft fmkdmd knd doppy) sgkcemd tfm kikxg sf}t knd caiikzsmdhkce anta gy zoiiar `}st ks sagmanm enacemd an tfm daax.Na nat enacemd) gaxm ioem hknbmd.M|k+ _a}nb ikdy) ya} fkd hmttmx nat hm stoii ksimmz+ Bmt dxmssmd) hx}sf ya}x fkox knd cagmdarn ta hxmkelkst on ;: gon}tms+Fk1 O faostmd gysmil all tfm hmd knd stkxmd kxa}nd gm bah sgkcemd. Tfos os na axdonkxy boxisxaag. Tfos rks fkil tfm sopm al k xmb}ikx fa}sm+ Tfm gaxnonb s}niobft rks stxmkgonb tfxa}bf tfmfkil'z}iimd azmn z}xzim dxkzmxy knd ot bk|m tfm xaag tfos z}xzim biottmxy iaae. Tfm rkiis rmxm kiobft |oaimt caia}x knd tfmxm rks dkxe M}xazmkn c}sfoans zoimd nmktiy on k fmkz on anm caxnmx.Tfmxm rmxm ciatfms stxmrn kxa}nd tfm xaag knd k zkox al enocemxs fknbonb lxag tfm cagz}tmxcfkox. Kii on kii) tfos xaag rks smt }z ta hm k zxoncmssms. K |mxy z}xzim'ia|onb) ikpy) szaoitzxoncmss. Tfos togm sagmanm enacemd bmntiy an tfm daax knd skod)M|k) gky O cagm on dmkx1Rmii) ots nat tfm loxst ikdy) tfkts lax s}xm. Randmx rfa tfos srmmt ikdy os tfmn. O rkiemd ta tfmdaax knd stazzmd khx}ztiy ks O ckgm ta lkcm k goxxax. Rfa tfm fmii os tfos zmxsan1 Knd rfkt kxmtfmy daonb stkxonb kt gm1 O azmnmd gy ga}tf ta szmke knd xmkiosmd tfkt tfm goxxax dod taa. Fk)stxknbm boxi. O sf}t gy ga}tf knd sfm dod taa. Afgybad) ots gm.Far ca}id k boxi iaaeonb ioem gm) t}xn ta k boxi iaaeonb ioem tfkt) O randmx1

Tfm boxi tfkt rks s}zzasmdiy gm) fkd hmk}tol}i k}h}xn caia}xmd fkox tfkt rks zmxlmctiy stxkobftknd liaronb zkst gy sfa}idmxs) rotf iottim c}xis kt tfm mnds. Gy ancm a|ki lkcm txknslaxgmd onta kdmiocktm fmkxt sfkzmd anm. Gy seon rks cxmkgy knd likrimss) knd iaaemd ioem ot rks biaronb.Rfmxmks O }smd ta fk|m k tfon taz ioz knd l}ii hattag ioz) O nar kdaztmd k l}ii zkox al stxkrhmxxyiozs tfkt rmxm k hmk}tol}i cantxkst ta tfm mgmxkid caia}x al gy sfkzmd myms. O iaaemd darn kt gyhady knd xmkiosmd O rks rmkxonb k zkox al iobft zone enocemxs knd k rfotm sonbimt. O rks al k|mxkbmfmobft &;


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K zi}gz ikdy nat tkiimx tfkn gy sfa}idmx knd kha}t on fmx god'laxtoms rkiemd onta tfm xaag kndz}iimd gm hkce rotf fmx.Af M|knbkionm) iaae kt tfos gmss+ _a}x gatfmx mvzmcts ya} darn ta mkt on imss tfkn < gon}tmsknd ya} iaae ioem ya} `}st bat }z a}t al hmd.Tfkts hmck}sm O `}st dod. O xmziomd.

Sfm xkosmd fmx mymhxars kt gm) rfoim stoii todyonb }z knd t}ttmd.O dant enar rfkts battmn onta ya} tfmsm dkys) h}t ya}x gatfmx os fk|onb nanm al ot. Sfm stoiimvzmcts ya} ta da ya}x hmst kt scfaai knd nat z}t tfm lkgoiy nkgm ta sfkgm. _a} enar Omvzikonmd ta fmx tfkt kd}itfaad os k dolloc}it togm h}t.O fkd na ci}m rfkt sfm rks an kha}t) sa O dxarnmd a}t fmx |aocm knd rkiemd }z ta tfm rkxdxahmta bmt dxmssmd. O azmnmd tfm daaxs knd rkiemd on) ta rfkt O hmiom|m os k rfaim staxm. Sagmtfonbh}stimd hmfond gm knd O t}xnmd ta smm tfm ikdy x}sfonb on.Dant `}st stknd tfmxm M|k. Tmii gm rfkt ya} rknt ta rmkx ta scfaai tadky. Af) cagm an tfmnLonm dant zoce knytfonb. O sfkii fk|m tfm fana}x ta zoce tfmg a}t lax ya}.Sfm canton}md rkieonb on rfoim g}ttmxonb sagmtfonb ioem0 Rfkt tadkyKnd Na) taa zoneAxNmceionm taa xm|mkionb knd tfmn s}ddmniy.

K'Fk+ Tfos os rfkt ya}ii rmkx tadky gy dmkxmst)Sfm ckgm a}t lxag hmfond k xkce) faidonb k zmkcfy caia}xmd sonbimt rotf rfotm ikcm txoggonbsknd tfm nmceionm rks nmotfmx taa sfaronb nax taa fobf h}t rmnt darn ks k \ sfkzm.Z}t tfos an rfoim O lond ya} k sfkri ax k ckxdobkn ta ca|mx ya} }z k hot. Sfm tfxmr tfm sonbimt ongy doxmctoan knd O bxkhhmd ot ta z}t an. Tfmn sfm x}llimd tfxa}bf tfm `kcemt smctoan al tfmc}zhakxd knd la}nd k rfotm smm'tfxa}bf sfkri tfkt ckgm darn ta gy mihars knd tomd }z on knmkt enat on tfm cmntxm.Fmxm ya} ba) Sfm t}xnmd kxa}nd knd skr gm stoii stkndonb tfmxm) Af srmmt iaxd+ M|k dant `}ststknd tfmxm cagm an) cfaz cfaz+ Ba z}t tfmg an rfoim O lond ya} k nocm seoxt ax k zkox al `mknszmxfkzs. Rfy dant ya} ba lond sagm sfams ta rmkx rfoim ya} rkot tfmn1 All ya} ba) cagm an.O rmnt a}t ta gy xaag knd }ndxmssmd. Tfm taz lottmd zmxlmctiy knd rmnt rmii rotf tfm sfkri. Okct}kiiy tfa}bft ot hxa}bft a}t gy dm|miazonb hxmksts) tfmy|m nm|mx hmmn k txa}him hmlaxm) h}tnar O nmmdmd k z}sf'}z hxk lax fmk|mns skem+ @}st ks O lonosfmd) tfm ikdy ckgm a}t) rotfrksfmd a}t seonny `mkns knd k zkox al kneim imnbtf) h}ceim }z cxmkgy haats rotf k fmmi naianbmx tfmn gy ondmv lonbmx.O enmr ya} ra}idnt fk|m lonosfmd ymt) rfkts rxanb rotf ya}1 Siar tfos gaxnonb kxmnt ya}1Saxxy) O dant lmmi ioem gysmil tfos gaxnonb. O skod) nat mntoxmiy k iom._ms ya}xm {}otm xobft5 ya} dant iaae ioem ya}xsmil tfos gaxnonb. Sfm hxa}bft k lonbmx ta fmx ioz)ks tfa}bf sfm rks tfoneonb knd fmx hxar l}xxarmd }z.O stollmnmd knd t}xnmd ta iaae kt gysmil on tfm goxxax) ta smm ol tfos oii}soan fkd kny lk}its ta ot.Nanm tfkt O ckn smm.

Knyrky) fmxm ya} ba) z}t tfmg an knd sot on tfm cfkox sa O ckn cagh ya}x fkox. Far ra}id ya}ioem ot danm tadky1O dant gond xmkiiy. Rfktm|mx ya} ioem.O z}t an gy `mkns knd lkstmnmd gy haats tfmn z}iimd a}t k cfkox on lxant al tfm |knoty tkhim kndskt.Xmkdy lax tfm loxst dky al ymkx mim|mn1Og kct}kiiy k iottim nmx|a}s h}t yms) O tfone Oii da lonm.Al ca}xsm ya} roii dmkx.Sfm smt ta raxe hx}sfonb knd tfmn z}iionb tfon stxknds al gy fkox knd hxkodonb tfmg ta laxg kianb zikot darn gy hkce. O }smd tfm {}omt togm ta tfone kha}t m|mxytfonb tfkt fks fkzzmnmd tagm) sa lkx. O kct}kiiy tfone tfkt Og tkeonb tfos iobftiy. O gmkn) O dodnt m|mn hmiom|m on kii tfmsm

zkxknaxgki st}ll knyrky. H}t O b}mss) rfmn ya} mvzmxomncm sagmtfonb) ya} fk|m ta hmiom|m on ot)rfmtfmx ya} ioem ot ax nat.



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Sa tfm skyonb os xobft) O tfa}bft) Smmonb) os hmiom|onb.Ckn O kse ya} k {}mstoan1Kse krky+ Knytfonb ya} rknt. Fmx hxkodonb siarmd knd sfm iaaemd kt gm on tfm goxxaxc}xoa}siy. Knd nat lax tfm loxst togm) O randmxmd ol sfm tfa}bft O kg kct}kiiy k dollmxmnt zmxsankitabmtfmx.

Rfkts ya}x nkgm1 O gmkn) ioem) rfkt da O ckii ya}1Sfm bikncmd kt gm kbkon knd ioltmd kn mymhxar rfoim skyonb.Rmii) ckii gm tfm skgm ks ya} kirkys ckii gm ia|m. O fk|mnt cfknbmd gy nkgm soncm O loxstckgm ta raxe fmxm._a} smm) O lmii kt seoonb knd O eond al laxbat rfkt O }smd ta ckii ya}ckn O ckii ya} kny atfmxnkgm1O cknt emmz ckiionb fmx Tfm ikdy knygaxm) m|mn on gy arn tfa}bfts.Af far krl}i dmkx+ Kxm ya} s}xm ya}xm kixobft1 Fmx lkcm rks stxocemn rotf skdnmss._ms) yms) Og baad) dant ya} raxxy kha}t gm. Lot ks k loddim) O kg+ O tfone tfkt rks k hot taacfmmxy.Rmii aeky) ol ya} onsost. Rfkt kha}t ckiionb gm Nkn1 Sfm skod hmkgonb kt gm.

Zmxlmct+ S}otms ya} `}st lonm. Sfm os saaa b}iiohim) tfknel}iiy tfkts lax gy hmnmlot.Sfm sgoimd kt gm kbkon) h}t fmx hxars stkymd enattmd tabmtfmx) knd sfm canton}md hxkodonb gyfkox) rotfa}t knatfmx raxd.Rfas tkeonb gm ta scfaai tadky Nkn1 O ksemd.Af) }g Kimvkndmx roii tkem ya} tadky soncm fm fks ta x}n kn mxxknd lax ya}x gatfmx sa ots anfos rky. Af baad Iaxd+ Iaae kt tfm togm) ya}x iktm. Cagm kianb nar bxkh ya}x hkb) dant iaae ktgm ioem tfkt'O kixmkdy zkcemd ot ikst nobft' knd x}n kianb ta mkt rfoim O cimkn }z fmxm.O bxkhhmd gy scfaai hkb knd xkcmd darn stkoxs) rfoim mym'hkiionb m|mxytfonb knd m|mxyanmkxa}nd gm. Iaaes ioem M|k io|md on styim' knd gaxm+ O mksoiy la}nd tfm dononb xaag) rfa ca}idgoss ot1 Rotf ots af'sa'lonm raadmn dononb tkhim tfkt ca}id lot kt imkst k rfaim kxgy. Tfm tkhimrks lottmd rotf k cimkx sfmmt knd tfmxm rmxm hxkss ckndims an taz al ot. Tfm rkiis rmxm k dmmzbaid caia}x knd tfm c}xtkons rmxm z}iimd azmn rotf baid xazms fknbonb lxag tfmg) rfoim lxag tfmcmoionb) f}nb hmk}tol}i cxystki cfkndmiomxs tfkt biostmnmd on tfm gaxnonb iobft. O la}nd gy laad smta}t an k txky knd O rmnt ta mkt.Kt tfkt mvkct gagmnt) gy stagkcf x}ghimd knd O li}sfmd. Knatfmx ikdy rmkxonb k Bxmy knd zoneseoxt knd kzxan rkiemd on knd sgoimd rkxgiy kt gm.O dodnt enar ol ya} ra}id ioem sagm axknbm `}ocm ax tmk. Sa O gkdm ya} hatf) `}st on cksm. Sfmmvcikogmd.Na ots aeky. @}ocm os lonm. O ca}id saaa imkxn ta io|m ioem tfos.T}xns a}t M|k fkd ot kii5 tfm iaaes) ganmy) lkgoiy tfm iat+O stkxtmd cfmronb gy h}ttmxmd takst ckxml}iiy rfoim sozzonb tfm `}ocm knd rktcfonb m|mxyanm

xkconb kxa}nd gm ta bmt tfonbs danm. Ancm on k rfoim anm ax tra ra}id t}xn kxa}nd knd cktcfgy mym knd sgoim sfmmzosfiy kt gm tfmn f}xxomdiy canton}m tfmox raxe ta gkem tfos zkikcm al kfa}sm cimkn.O srkiiarmd gy ikst hotm knd tozzmd gy fmkd hkce ta dxkon gy c}z rfmn s}ddmniy sagmanmckgm stagzonb darn tfm stkoxs sfa}tonb.Kii tfmsm zmazim on tfm fa}sm knd na anm fkd tfm dmcmncy ta rkem gm }z an togm. Sfmmsf)rfkts rxanb rotf m|mxyanm1Rmii) rfy dant ya} smt tfkt kikxg }z lax k cfknbm mf1Tfkt rks tfm skgm ikdy tfkt loxst raem gm }z) O b}mss. Lonkiiy O smm rfa tfasm tra gystmxoa}s|aocms kct}kiiy hmianb ta. Knd hay rks O on lax k HOB s}xzxosm.Stkndonb on lxant al gm rmxm tra al tfm gast hmk}tol}i zmazim O fk|m m|mx smmn on gy mntoxm iolm.

Kct}kiiy scxktcf tfkt) tfmy KXM tfm gast hmk}tol}i zmazim on tfm raxid. Rar. S}ddmniy gy iolmrks hmonb loiimd }z rotf hmk}tol}i zmazim. Nar tfm aid gm lmmis ioem cxkz.



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Loxst O stkxmd azmn ga}tfmd kt tfm ikdy rfocf O taae ta hm gy sostmx hmck}sm al far ya}nb kndio|miy sfm iaaemd) ymt O dostonctiy xmgmghmx Cfxostazfmx skyonb O fkd na sostmxs. Af iaxd. Sfmg}st hm gy g}g.Sfm fkd k `mt hikce hah ks k styiosf fkoxc}t) rfocf rks lxkgonb fmx zaxcmikon seon tfkt gkdm fmxdkppionb bxmmn myms hxobft knd szkxeiy. Fmx simndmx hady rks hkxmiy ca|mxmd hy k hkhy hi}m

enmm fobf stxkzimss dxmss tfkt fkd k dmmz c}t lxag tfm hkce knd iottim sm{}mncms ca|mxonb tfmfmg ionm kt tfm lxant.Sfm t}xnmd ta fmx sodm rotf k dmiocktm fknd an fmx tfon rkost knd stkxmd darn kt tfm gkn nmvt tafmx m|mn tfa}bf fm rks sm|mxki oncfms tkiimx tfkn fmx. Af fkoi ta tfm zarmx al hmk}ty.O t}xnmd gy fmkd siobftiy ta st}dy tfm nmvt gmghmx al tfos mvatoc lkgoiy) knd gy hxmktf ck}bft ongy tfxakt nmkxiy ck}sonb gm ta cfaem.Fkndsagm os rfkt ya} gobft xmlmx ta k tkii knd hxakd eondk gkn) h}t tfos b}y on lxant al gm rksstxoeonbiy st}nnonb.Fm iaaemd natfonb ioem gm ax fos }gg gy gatfmx. Fm iaaemd ioem kn Kxkhokn Zxoncm. Randmxrfa fm tkems kltmx. Rfoim gm knd g}g fmxm) kxm zkzmx rfotm knd bxmmn mymd) hob hxatfmx rks kzmxlmctiy s}n tknnmd caia}x rotf k gkss al cfacaiktm caia}xmd }nx}iy iaces) dknbionb onta fos

dkxe myms) tfkt smmgmd kigast hikce. Fos lkcm fkd zmxlmctiy cfosmiimd lmkt}xms knd fm fkd knktfimtms hady) rotfa}t hmonb a|mxhakxd) knd tfxa}bf fos tobft rfotm t'sfoxt ya} ckn mksoiy smm tfma}tionm al fos tanmd


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O sr}nb gy hkcezkce a|mx gy sfa}idmx knd azmnmd tfm daax. O xkcmd ta tfm 8::? gadmi)hikce Cfxysimx Smdkn knd `}gzmd onta tfm rodm azmn daax. Tfmxm rks salt xace zikyonb an tfmxkdoa knd Kimvkndmx rks ykzzonb an tfm zfanm knd m|mxy lmr gagmnts fm ra}id ymii sagmtfonbioem0 Na) O szmcolockiiy skodKnd Rfmxm da ya} iostmn lxagAxDa ya} m|mn iostmn kt kiirfmn

O dodnt rknt ta ontx}dm an fos raxe'iolm sa O t}nmd a}t knd dmcodmd ta rktcf tfm scmnmxy szmmdonbzkst gy rondar. Tfm xmst al tfm dxo|m rks mvkctiy tfm skgm.O fkd h}ttmxlioms on gy t}ggy knd rks nmx|a}s kha}t gmmtonb nmr zmazim ax m|mn raxsm)gmmtonb M|ks aid lxomnds knd nat enaronb knytfonb kha}t tfmg. O tfone tfos ra}id hm k baadtogm ks kny ta gkem k zxkymx) kitfa}bf O dodnt enar ta rfag. Fmx baddmss ax Bad1 Ol fmmvostmd kt kii nar. Soncm O gmt Fmx Baddmss knd nat Bad fogsmil) O ogkbonm zxkyonb ta Fmx ra}idhm mksomx tfmn ta sagmanm O dodnt hmiom|m on. Tfkt `}st lmit rxanb. Sa xm|osmd k {}oce sogzimzxkymx on gy fmkd knd emzt xmzmktonb ot0

O dant enar rfy O rks zocemd lax tfos `ah)H}t soncm O kg) ckn ya} fmiz gm a}t1

Oii kdgot Og stoii k iottim sckxmd. ImtsStxoem k dmki ya} zkss gm onlaxgktoan

Lxag M|k fmxsmil) knd Oii da gy]tgast hmst ta lond tfkt boxi) knd

M|mxytfonb kha}t fmx.Kgmn1

O dant enar ol gkeonb k dmki rotf k Baddmss os k baad odmk) h}t ot rks tfm aniy anm O fkd. SaO rkotmd) lax Og nat s}xm rfkt) soncm O rksnt mvzmctonb kn knsrmx) mszmcokiiy lxag k gkims|aocm sa ot eond al sfacemd gm.Og fmxm ta fmiz ya} xmgmghmx1 Oii hm on ya}x fmkd gast al tfm togm) sa na hkd tfa}bftsKnd `}st ks fm cf}ceimd) fos |aocm lkdmd. Bxmkt. Sa nar fms rotf gm zmxgknmntiy. Loxst{}mstoan ta kse)Rfkt kxm gy lxomnds nkgms1 O tfa}bft.Rfmn tfm togm cagms lax ya} ta lkcm tfmg) ya} roii xmgmghmxKxbf+ Da ya} kirkys szmke on xoddims1S}ddmniy O rks `aitmd a}t al gy gmntki hikhhmx knd tfm ckx stazzmd.Baad i}ce) nat tfkt ya} nmmd ot) dant raxxy m|mxytfonb roii hm lonm. Cfmmxoa+Kimvkndmx fkd tfm zfanm an fos cfmst knd ks saan ks O rks a}t) fm rks hkce ta tkieonb an tfmzfanm knd tfm ckx szmd all. O rks imlt kianm ta stkxm kt tfm f}bm) iaagonb bktms al gy fobfscfaai.

Hy0 Sfmxmmn Kiekdgkno Zkbm0 ;:


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Cfkztmx Tfxmm

O stxadm }z ta tfm bktm knd likttmnmd gysmil kbkonst tfm hxoce rkii nmvt ta ot. Gy fmkxt rks

tf}gzonb sa ia}diy) O rks sckxmd ot ra}id `}gz xobft a}t al gy cfmst. O zmmemd lxag tfm caxnmx altfm rkii knd skr gkny f}ndxmds al st}dmnts sottonb kxa}nd on sgkii bxa}zs ax f}ddimd }z kxa}ndsagmanm) bo|onb tfm xobft Aafs+Knd Kkfs+rfmn nmcmsskxy.H}t tfkt rks aniy tfm boxis sa lkx. Tfm b}ys taae }z tfm rfaim lxant ikrn) hy zikyonb laaty kndlimvonb tfmox g}scims kt kny boxi rfa natocms tfmg tfmxm. H}t ks on rotf m|mxy scfaai) tfmxm oskirkys anm bxa}z al zmazim tfkt x}imd kii) knd rmxm tfm gast zaz}ikx. K boxi rks sk}ntmxonb antfm lxmsfiy garn bxkss rotf k bxa}z al hatf boxis knd hays txkoionb hmfond fmx ks tfa}bf tfmraxid xm|ai|md kxa}nd fmx. Sfm t}xnmd kxa}nd knd O biogzsmd k iaae kt fmx lkcm) `}st ks sfmiaaemd on gy doxmctoan knd O snktcfmd gy fmkd hkce knd imknmd kbkonst tfm rkii) fkzzy lax otszxatmctoan. K hi}m RXV ckx z}iimd }z on lxant al tfm bktms knd tfm daax azmnmd ta xm|mki) rfkt Orknt ta tfone al fog ks5 gy odmki dxmkg b}y.

Fm taae fos dkgn zxmcoa}s togm bmttonb a}t al tfm ckx knd O taae tfkt azzaxt}noty ta cfmce foga}t. Fm fkd k s}xlmx tanmd hady rotf hi}m' hikce kxtl}iiy gmssmd }z fkox tfkt biottmxmd on tfm

Hy0 Sfmxmmn Kiekdgkno Zkbm0 ;;


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s}niobft knd rks fkilrky ca|mxonb fos mkxs) rotf k boxiosf lxonbm kt tfm lxant) sa tfkt rfmnm|mx fmga|md) fm ra}id lioce fos fmkd hkce knd tfm lxonbm ra}id smttim af'sa'c}tmiy. Fos seon rks lkoxiyrfotm) kitfa}bf nat ks g}cf ks gonm knd fos myms rmxm `}st hmk}tol}i. Tfmy rmxm rodm azmn kndskzzfoxm hi}m rotf ianb dkxe iksfms tfkt srmzt a|mx fos myms rfmn fm hionemd.Tfmn O ca}idnt canton}m stkxonb kt fog) hmck}sm fm fkd sf}t tfm daax knd stkxtmd rkieonb ta

scfaaiknd rks stkxonb xobft kt gm) rotf k iottim sgoim zikyonb an fos i}scoa}s iozs. O lmit gycfmmes likgonb knd stkxtonb ta bmt xmkiiy rkxg) knd tfmn O xmgmghmxmd O iaaemd ioem k cagzimtmodoat stkndonb zxmssmd kbkonst k rkii knd O {}oceiy ga|md ta ba on tfm scfaai `}st ks tfm hmiirmnt.Sk|md hy tfm hmii.

O x}sfmd onta tfm h}oidonb) nat enaronb rfmxm ta ba) rfmn k |aocm on gy fmkd skod hottmxiy)C}tm osnt fm1 Nar emmz rkieonb stxkobft.nar t}xn ta ya}x imlt knd k sfkxz t}xn ta ya}x xobft.Tfkt daax imkds ta ya}x fagmxaag. Baad i}ce+Ol ya} dant rknt ta enar rfkt O tfone kha}t tfm b}ys) tfmn txy ta emmz a}t al gy fmkd. O xmziomdk iottim mghkxxkssmd knd knnaymd.

Lxag tfm a}tsodm tfm scfaai fkd iaaemd bxknd knd rmii iaaemd kltmx) h}t tfm onsodm rks mvkctiyioem kny atfmx fobf scfaais knd tatkiiy axdonkxy. Nar O lmit gaxm kt fagm. I}cey tfmy fkd sobnskxa}nd taa) O dant fk|m ta xmiy an Cfxostazfmx nar) tfkne Bad.Rmii smmKff+ Fm damsnt imkxn.O taae k dmmz sf}ddmxonb hxmktf knd mvfkimd) ckigmd gysmil darn tfmn stmzzmd laxrkxd ta azmngy fagmxaag daax.

Kha}t 82 fmkds t}xnmd knd =4 zkoxs al myms stkxmd kt gm rotf k govt}xm al mvcotmgmnt kndkrm rxottmn kii a|mx tfmox lkcms.Knatfmx |mxy krerkxd gagmnt.Tfmn `}st ks O rks kha}t ta sky sagmtfonb) sagmanm hmfond gm gkdm kn Kfmg naosm. O t}xnmdkxa}nd siobftiy) knd tfmn `}gzmd a}t al tfm rky nmkxiy enaceonb a|mx tfm haaestknd. Sa O staadtfmxm txyonb ta stmkdy ot) rfoim xmca|mxonb. Gy odmki dxmkg b}y ckgm onta gy fagmxaag rotfGoss Zaz}ikxoty fknbonb an fos kxg knd ta}cfonb fos cfmme rfmnm|mx zassohim. Fm sgoimdsfmmzosfiy kt gm knd H.S uHay'snktcfmx) nmvt ta fogw rks bikxonb kt gm tfxa}bf fmx lxonbm.Rfkt k bxmkt stkxt.Sfm iaaes m|mn hmttmx ciasm }z) ioem k x}n'rky gadmi ax anm al tfasm zasmxs lax\ab}m. Fmx fkoxrks k baxbma}s hiandm) tfm caia}x al rfmkt on Szxonb) knd rks styiosfiy ianb ikymxmd knd liaronb

zkst fmx mihars. Sfm rks siobftiy tkiimx tfkn gm) knd fkd k hady tfkt m|mn z}t gy nmr anm ontasfkgm+ M|mxy boxi) dxmkgs al fk|onb k s}n'biaronb tkn tfkt kirkys iksts knd bimkgs) ymt an H.S)ot iaaemd zmxlmctiy nkt}xki. Fmx myms rmxm k iobft acmkn hi}m caia}x knd sfm fkd k tony dokgandszkxeionb an tfm sodm al fmx nasm. Sa) kltmx gmntoanonb kii tfkt) O ckn cimkxiy sky) tfkt) kii on kii' Ofktm fmx. L}ii staz.Na randmx sfm tfones sfm ckn fk|m G.O.D.B uGy odmki dxmkg b}yw knd bmt krky rotf ot. Nocm) O`}st bat fmxm knd kixmkdy O fkd kn mnmgy. Tfos os tfm smcand togm O|m x}n onta fog knd fms smmngm gkem k cagzimtm odoat al gysmil. O rkiemd ta kn mgzty dmse5 krkxm al m|mxyanms mymsrktcfonb tfm scmnm) knd rks `}st kha}t ta sot darn rfmn tfm dmse rks z}iimd krky knd O skrtra boxis knd k b}y bmst}xonb lax gm ta ga|m ciasmx. Fk) rmoxdas+ Rfa kxm tfmy1_a} s}xm ya} dant nmmd gy fmiz ymt1

O ckn sa zoct}xm fos sgoxe.Lonm) O s}xxmndmxmd) bmt an rotf ot) ya} ron tfos xa}nd.

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FmFmFm'&Af) fm dod NAT `}st bobbim./'Rfktm|mx) f}xxy }z knd iostmn. Tfm boxi an ya}x imlt rotf tfm hi}m xa}nd myms knd tfkts xmkcfonb}z ta li}ll fmx salt hiandm fkox os Kiosan) Kiiy lax sfaxt. Tfm atfmx anm nmvt ta fmx os Zazzy) na ikstnkgm'

Rfkts fmx ikst nkgm) `}st sky ot roii ya}1 O ontmxx}ztmd knnaymd.'Na ya} odnm|mx gond) `}st staz ontmxx}ztonb gm. Sfm xmkiiy damsnt fk|m k ikst nkgm) nat tfktknyanm enars al knyrky) sfms nm|mx taid ot ta knyanm) dant enar rfy) knd dant xmkiiy ckxm.Ga|onb an) sfms k hxkonokc) ya} enar gktfs ia|mx knd kii. Zxmtty c}tm kct}kiiy) ya} enar) rotftfm dkxe fkox knd dkxe myms knd tfmn tfm tknnmd seon) ioem k gadmi) dant ya} tfone1Lax sagm xmksan) fog hmonb tatkiiy fanmst kha}t far sfm iaaes hatfmxmd gm hkdiy.*Sobf*. Knd tfm b}y nmvt ta tfmg os @kxmd knd fms bky.Dant hm x}dm+Na smxoa}siy fm os) taa hkd. Fm ra}id|m scaxmd k lmr fat cfoces ol fm rksntSfkgm.O txomd fkxd nat ta ik}bf knd skod loxgiy)Rmii ol fms fkzzy bky) tfkts kii tfkt ca}nts.

Tfmn O xmgmghmxmd O rks stoii on gy fagmxaag knd O randmxmd lax far ianb O rks t}nmd a}t. Ocfmcemd tfm ciace an tfm rkii.Lo|m smcands+ Rfak+ Rky caai.Af) stoii fk|m ta knsrmx.Fmy @kxmd) Kiiy) Zazzy) far rmxm ya}x faiodkys1 O skod cfmmxl}iiy.Haxonb xmkiiy. Rfmxm rmxm ya} on tfm ikst tra rmmes1 _a} `}st doskzzmkxmd) rm gossmd ya}.Kiiys tanm skod mvkctiy tfm azzasotm.Tfm txknsiktoan sa}ndmd ioem0Rfmxm tfm fmii rmxm ya} kii tfos togm+ Ol rm rmxmnt on scfaai xobft nar ya}d hm dmkd.Kitfa}bf sfm zxahkhiy ra}id|m skod sagmtfonb rky gaxm tfxmktmnonb tfkn tfm raxd fmii.B}iz. Fmiz gm ya} st}zod Cfxostazfmx+_a}xm an ya}x arn lax narO dmcodmd ta tkem gy cfkncms knd skod tfm loxst tfonb tfkt ckgm ta gy gond)Fmxm knd tfmxm kct}kiiy. O gossmd ya} b}ys taa.Zazzy iaaemd kt gm rmoxdiy tfmn rfmn sfm skr gm iaae kt fmx sfm sgoimd kt gm skdiy. Tfmn kfknd cikzzmd gm an tfm hkce knd @kxmd skod)Rmii) ots baad ta fk|m ya} hkce fanmy. Rm xmkiiy dod goss ya}.

K soimnt f}sf lmii a|mx tfm cikss knd Zazzy rks iaaeonb hmfond gm) rotf Kiiy stkxonb knd fmxxa}nd myms baonb xa}ndmx. Sa O t}xnmd ta smm k tmkcfmx on fos iktm trmntoms mntmx tfm cikss.*Rfostim* Kiiy imt a}t k iar rfostim knd O fkd ta kbxmm rotf fmx tfkt fm rks fat lax k tmkcfmx.Gaxnonb b}ys. Gy nkgm os Hxmtt Soganms) h}t `}st ckiionb gm Hxmtt roii hm lonm. M|mxyanm xmkdy

lax tfm loxst dky al ymkx ;;1K xa}nd al Nas knd Haas sa}ndmd kxa}nd tfm cikss rfoim Hxmtt ik}bfmd knd ioltmd fos fknd }zlax soimncm.Aeky) Aeky. O enar far mntf}sokstoc ya} kii kxm) na nmmd ta sfar ot tfa}bf. Xobft) imts bmt anrotf ot tfmnFm stkxtmd baonb tfxa}bf tfm nkgms al tfm cikss rfoim O iostmnmd mvzmctkntiy lax G.O.D.Bs nkgmknd al ca}xsm lax H.Ss anm taa.Kiosan @knm TfktcfmxZxmsmnt+Gaxm nkgms.Zazzy.

Rar. Cfxostazfmx rks xobft. @}st Zazzy) na ikst nkgm onci}dmd. K {}omt fmxm) ckgm lxag nmvtta gm knd O stoii rkotmd.



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@kxmd Ckxitan_aK sogzim fmxm roii da @kxmd.Tfmn lonkiiy.Smn|aomi Ikghaseo1

Fmxm Sox.Kxm ya} nmr fmxm tfmn1_ms) tadkys gy loxst dky kct}kiiy. Osnt ot ya}xs taa1_ms ot os) h}t tfm scfaai smnt gm k cazy al tfm xaii on tfm faiodkys knd ya}x nkgm rksnt an ot.Fard ya} enar gy nkgm tfmn1Rmii) sagmanm rxatm ot }ndmx Kdkgs nkgmAf) aeky caai.Rmoxd. Rfkt k l}nny nkgm taa. Ot rks zxana}ncmd Smn'|ay'mi.Aeky) knyanm mism nmr hmlaxm O canton}m1_mkf gm.Tfm |aocm rks dmmz ymt srmmt knd sagmfar O enmr rfa ot hmianbmd ta.

Rfkts ya}x nkgm1Gkxc}s DoLaistmn) Sox.Kixobft ya}xm kddmd taa. Dod ya} hatf cagm lxag tfm skgm scfaai1_ms Sox.Sa tfkts far Smn|aomi enars fog. Onsodm) O rks l}gonb.Na anm mism1 Aeky Oii canton}m.

Gkxc}s. Tfm nkgm s}otmd fog. Gkxc}s. Ot `}st smmgmd ta xaii all ya}x tanb}m. Sagmanm miharmdgm on tfm xohs. A}cf.M|k) d}dm) sky fmxm Ot rks @kxmd. Aazs) O dodnt fmkx gy nkgm hmonb ckiimd a}t.M|knbkionm Gkcxkp1]f) fmxm+ O skod k iottim hot li}stmxmd.O iaaemd kxa}nd) mghkxxkssmd) knd gy mym ck}bft Gkxc}ss myms knd kbkon fm bk|m gm anm alfos srmmt) srmmt sgoims. Mvcmzt tfos togm) O gknkbmd ta sgoim on xmt}xn. Tfmn) rky ta x}on k baadgagmnt) tfm hmii xknb.Cagm an) rm|m bat Hoaiaby tabmtfmx loxst zmxoad. Tfmn ya}xm rotf Zazzy knd @kxmd on Ckic}i}smvtmnsoan.Knatfmx b}iz.Kiiy bxkhhmd gy kxg knd fkil dxkbbmd knd z}iimd gm a}t tfm daax. O b}mss sfm iaaes knbxy) Orandmx ol ots lxag gm. O gknkbmd ta t}xn kxa}nd knd bo|m k iottim rk|m ta @kxmd knd Zazzy)onci}donb k sgkii sgoim ta Gkxc}s) rfocf mkxnmd gm knatfmx bikxm lxag Smn|aomi) hmlaxm O rksa}t tfm daax.

Rmii) sfm os tfm ikst zmxsan an gy gond) xobft nar5 O fk|m hobbmx losf ta lxy) xobft fmxm.O la}nd gysmil s{}ksfmd on tfm cxardmd caxxodaxs knd O lmit k smnsm al }ttmx xmioml ta hm hkce kio|mknd rotf sa gkny zmazim kxa}nd gm.

Tfmn O xmkiosmd tfkt sagmanm rks stkxonb kt gm sa fkxd) tfkt O ca}id kct}kiiy lmmi ot h}xnonb kfaim on tfm sodm al gy fmkd.M|mxytfonb onsodm gm rks rkxnonb gm nat ta t}xn kxa}nd knd smm rfa ot os knd rfkt tfmy rknt)h}t ks }s}ki O obnaxmd tfkt rkxnonb knd t}xnmd kxa}nd m|mx sa siobftiy) ta smm Kiiy onszmctonb gmrotf s}szocoa}s) nkxxar myms.Rfkt1 O hi}xtmd.Natfonb) Sfm sfx}bbmd nancfkikntiy. Ots `}st hmmn sa ianb soncm O|m smmn ya}. _a} enar rm

fk|m sa g}cf ta cktcf }z an.Rm da1 O skod }ncaglaxtkhiy.



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_ms) rm da. Sfm naddmd. O fk|m ia'a'a'ats ta tmii ya} knd Og s}xm ya}ii tmii gm mvkctiy rfmxmya} rmxm on tfm ikst 8 rmmes taa. Sfm kddmd gkttmx al lkctiy.Xobft. O skod mkbmx ta cfknbm tfm s}h`mct. Sa rfkt xaag da rm fk|m hoaiaby on1O rks kha}t ta z}ii a}t gy togmtkhim) tfmn O xmgmghmxmd tfkt O fkdnt battmn ot rfoim O rks imk|onbtfm xaii ckii cikss on s}cf k f}xxy.

Kiiy) dod ya} bmt k togmtkhim1 Hy tfm rky sfm rks x}ggkbonb tfxa}bf fmx hkb) O ra}id b}mssnat.Nazm) laxbat ta. Ao) Sfm bxkhhmd anm al tfm zmazim x}sfonb zkst. _a} on hoaiaby1Na) on Dxkgk. H}t gy gktm fks hoaiaby) rkot imggo kse fog lax yk.Hy tfm togm rm bat tfm xobft xaag n}ghmx) rm rmxm x}nnonb ta cikss knd rmxm lo|m gon}tms iktm.I}ceoiy) tfm tmkcfmx fkdnt kxxo|md ymt) sa rm mntmxmd tfm ikh knd O sfkxmd k tkhim rotf tfos boxihmck}sm tfmxm rks na xaag lax Kiiy. _mt tfm lkcm sfm bk|m gm cimkxiy skod tfkt rm roii canton}mtfm can|mxsktoan iktmx) knd tfkt iktmx gmknt |mxy saan) zxahkhiy nmvt hxmke rfocf os xobft kltmxtfos cikss. Tfmxm rks na anm lxag gy xaii ckii on gy hoaiaby cikss knd O dodnt kct}kiiy enarknyanm. Gastiy tfa}bf) tadky rks k eond al gmmt knd bxmkt imssan) rfocf rks baad an gyhmfkil.

Tfm gon}tms dxkbbmd an knd tfmn lonkiiy tfm hmii xknb knd O x}sfmd }z ta tfm tmkcfmx ta fmiz fmxzkce }z tfm xaag) knytfonbs hmttmx tfmn gmmtonb Kiiy kbkon5 rfocf rks imknonb zktomntiy kbkonsttfm daax lxkgm. O fkd na odmk rfkt O rks baonb ta sky ta fmx.Bmt ot a|mx knd danm rotf kixmkdy. Oii fmiz ya} a}t ol ya} nmmd fmiz. @}st xmikv.Knd lax tfm loxst togm) O rks bxktml}i lax fos ciasmnmss.Af rmii) fmxm bams natfonb.

Cfkztmx La}x

O fmid gy fmkd fobf knd rkiemd haidiy kii tfm rky ta tfm daax) rfoim an tfm onsodm O rkstxmghionb lxag tfm lmkx al tfm }nenarn.Lonkiiy. Soncm rfmn dod ya} hmcagm k tmkcfmxs zmt fk1Rfkts rxanb rotf hmonb baad ta zmazim lax k cfknbm1

Rfktm|mx) rm fk|m gaxm ogzaxtknt tfonbs ta tkie kha}t knyrky. Da ya} rknt ta stkxt loxst axsfa}id O1 Rkot dant knsrmx) Oii dmcodm. _a} roii tkie loxst. Kiiy sgoimd kt gm hxobftiy.

Hy0 Sfmxmmn Kiekdgkno Zkbm0 ;=


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Aeky) rfmxm da O stkxt1 Tfm {}mstoan rks kct}kiiy lax Cfxostazfmx knd Kiiy5 lax O smxoa}siy fkdna ci}m rfmxm ta stkxt knd rfkt Og stkxtonb.Rfmxm dod ya} doskzzmkx ta) kltmx tfm snar faiodky rm rmnt ta1Sky tfkt ya} rmxm ckiimd fagm hmck}sm al k lkgoiy mgmxbmncy knd tfkt ya}x gatfmx nmmdmdya}) Cfxostazfmx skod.

O xmzmktmd rfkt fm skod ta Kiiy knd sfm smmgmd ta h}y ot5 Faae) hkot) sonemx knd xad.Lkox mna}bf) lkox mna}bf. Tfmn rfy dodnt ya} ckii) tmvt) gmsskbm ax knytfonb1 _a} smm M|k)tfkt os tfm hmk}ty al fk|onb k zfanm) knd rfy ot rks on|mntmd ta stkxt rotf+ Sfm skod.Aeky) aeky) saxxy) O enar O sfa}id|m. Saxxy kixobft1 O ioltmd gy fknds }z on gace s}xxmndmx.O g}st|m iaaemd bmn}onmiy saxxy) hmck}sm on tfm nmvt smcand) sfm fkd fmx kxgs rxkzzmdkxa}nd gm knd rks sahhonb0Af M|k) O xmkiiy dod goss ya}. Sa g}cf fks fkzzmnmd soncm O ikst skr ya}. O|kn d}gzmd gmkbkon+ Knd tfos togm ot kct}kiiy fks natfonb ta da rotf gm) }nioem tfm atfmx togms) O srmkx+ Ots tfkthotcf Axoknk5 O srmkx ta ya}) m|mx soncm O stkxtmd baonb a}t rotf O|kn sfms fkd fmx myms an fog.Kff+ Sfms s}cf k si}t+ S}ddmniy sfm z}iimd krky lxag gm knd stkxtmd rkieonb all rfoimsfkeonb fmx lost on tfm kox dxkgktockiiy)

Af) sfm fks NAT smmn tfm ikst al gm) tfkts lax s}xm. Fm rks gonm loxst) knd O ROII fk|m foghkce. Cagm an M|k) rm fk|m ta gmmt tfm atfmxs sa rm ckn dmcodm rfkt rmxm baonb ta da. Af)knd tfmy fk|m ta tkem ya} ta ya}x nmvt cikss.O rks stoii stkndonb tfmxm on tfm goddim al tfm fkiirky) tfoneonbRar. Tfkt rmnt hmttmx tfkn O mvzmctmd.O txomd laiiaronb fmx kganb kii tfm zmazim on tfm fkii knd m|mnt}kiiy O bk|m }z) fk|onb nat smmnfmx fmkd knyrfmxm on sobft. O dmcodmd O gobft ks rmii }sm gy togm rosmiy knd tkem k iaae kxa}ndtfm scfaai5 bo|m gysmil k ta}x knd an tfm rky) gkyhm ba bmt k togmtkhim. O randmxmd kxa}nd tfmcaxxodax) stazzonb ta iaae onsodm tfm cikssxaags knd txyonb ta lob}xm a}t) rfocf cikssxaags laxrfkt. I}ceoiy) tfm allocm rksnt lkx knd O z}sfmd azmn tfm daax knd rkotmd gy t}xn ta kse tfmikdy lax gy togmtkhim) lonkiiy ot ckgm.Fo) gy nkgm os M|k) M|knbkionm Gkcxkp. O dodnt xmcmo|m gy togmtkhim tfos gaxnonb5 ra}id ya}zimksm bo|m gm k cazy al gonm1 Kt imkst O xmgmghmxmd ta }sm gy gknnmxs.Al ca}xsm ia|m) `}st rkot k gagmnt.Sfm sc}xxomd all ta lond gm k cazy knd O rkotmd zktomntiy lax fmx xmt}xn. Tfmn sfm rks hkce kndfkndmd gm gy togmtkhim) O skod k {}oce tfknes knd rkiemd all ta lond gy lxomnds) dmcodonb tatkem k dollmxmnt xa}tm ta tfm bkxdmns.Tfmn ks O rks zkssonb tfm szaxts fkii) O fmkxd tra |aocms kxb}onb knd fmkxd snktcfms al tfmoxcan|mxsktoans)_a} fk|m khsai}tmiy na xobft ta hm ckiionb gm tfmsm nkgms'Af yms O da) O fk|m m|mxy xobft } sekne+

Dant ontmxx}zt gm+ _a} DANT fk|m k xobft hmck}sm ot rks ya}x mvs lk}it nat gonm+Rmii fm ah|oa}siy fks |mxy hkd tkstm ol fm cfasm ya} a|mx gm tfkts lax s}xm.O fkd k lmmionb ot ra}id hm Kiiy knd tfkt Axoknk boxi tfkt rmxm scxmkgonb ioem tfkt) sa O `abbmd tatfm fkii) knd dodnt fmsotktm an tkeonb Kiiys sodm) m|mn tfa}bf O rks ;::- cmxtkon tfkt O|kn rks kzikymx) knd O enmr tfkt Kiiy enmr ot taa.Kiiy knd Axoknk rmxm s}xxa}ndmd hy k bxa}z al zmazim tfkt iaaemd mkbmx lax k lobft ta hxmke a}t.Fmy) Kiiy O skod rfoim scknnonb tfm kxmk lax kny nmkxhy tmkcfmxs. Iostmn) rfy dant ya} ba tkieta fmx sagmrfmxm zxo|ktm1Af) O dant tfone sa fanmy+ Tfkt hotcf dmsmx|ms ta hm sfkgmd knd fmx tx}m lkcm sfa}id hmsfarn ta m|mxyanm on tfos sfot'faim+Kiiy rks zaontonb kt Axoknk knd fmx lkcm rks t}xnonb k zxmtty sfkdm al zone. O sobfmd onrkxdiy

knd tfa}bft tfkt tfm aniy rky tfos lobft rks baonb ta hxmke }z rks ol O ontmxlmxmd.

Hy0 Sfmxmmn Kiekdgkno Zkbm0 ;


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Aeky) Axoknk rfy dant ya} mvzikon ta gm mvkctiy rfkt fkzzmnmd knd tfmn rm ckn saxt tfos a}tioem zxazmx gkt}xm kd}its1M|ks xobft. Iaaes ioem Oii fk|m ta fk|m k nocm tkie ta O|kn taaOt rks tfkt dmmz srmmt |aocm kbkon) tfm anm O enmr ra}id hm fk}ntonb gm on m|mxy dxmkg. Ohxmktfmd on) sf}t gy myms hxomliy knd t}xnmd kxa}nd ta gmmt fog.

Fmxm rm ba kbkon Cfxostazfmx skod hottmxiy.Gkxc}s. O skod.Anm raxd tfkt smmgmd ta gmkn sa g}cf gaxm ta gm.M|k. Fm xmziomd rotf k siobft nad.Lxag tfm caxnmx al gy mym O skr Kiiy stkndonb knd iaaeonb kt gm tfmn kt Gkxc}s tfmn hkce kt gmkbkon) O ca}id zxkctockiiy smm tfm rfmmis t}xnonb xkzodiy on fmx fmkd knd tfmn sfm t}xnmd kndliksfmd gm k f}bm bxon.Af Af) O tfa}bft) iaaes ioem tfmxms baonb ta hm gaxm {}opponb iktmx an._ms) rfy dant rm kii ba knd sot darn knd ks M|k s}bbmstmd) tkie tfos a|mx ioem zxazmx gkt}xmkd}its. Kiiy skod on k s}itxy |aocm.O t}xnmd kxa}nd knd bikxmd kt fmx) dkxonb fmx ta txy sagmtfonb. Sfm ck}bft gy mym knd ronemd

rfoim sgoionb tfmn rfoximd kxa}nd knd rkiemd a}t al tfm fkii) imk|onb }s ta laiiar fmx.

Kiiy rks sottonb darn an tfm hmncf a}tsodm tfm scomncm hiace) sronbonb anm imb a|mx tfm atfmxknd iaaeonb cagzimtmiy caglaxtkhim' Gkxc}s skt nmvt ta fmx knd azzasotm fog rks gm kndAxoknk. O s{}oxgmd on gy smkt knd szattmd Zazzy rkieonb sodm hy sodm rotf @kxmd.Zazzy+ @kxmd+ A|mx fmxm b}ys+ O rk|md kt tfmg.@kxmd sgoimd) bxkhhmd Zazzys fknd knd xkcmd a|mx ta tfm tkhim) aniy ta staz dmkd knd stkxm ktGkxc}s.Rfkt kxm ya} daonb fmxm1Gkxc}s ioltmd fos fmkd }z siariy Rmii fmiia ta ya} taa gktm.O ksemd ya} k sogzim {}mstoan Gkxc}s) nar knsrmx ot.Rar. Od nm|mx tfa}bft tfkt @kxmd ca}id sa}nd tfkt gmnkconb. Fm g}st xmkiiy fktm Gkxc}s) nartfm aniy {}mstoan os Rfy1Fmy b}ys) }gg gkyhm ya} sfa}id sot darn @kxmd) knd rm ckn) ioem) saxt tfos a}t1 Zazzys}bbmstmd.Fmy) @ky d}dm. _a} enar Gkxc}s1 Tfkne baadnmss lax Kiiy) kirkys stxkobft ta tfm zaont.F}gzf+ Enar fog+ Gkxc}s fmxm) rks gy hmst lxomnd.Tfmy rmxm1_a} rmxm1 O skod a}t ia}d) knd O tfone O sa}ndmd xmkiiy st}zod tfmn._ms rm rmxm. ]ntoi fm tatkiiy gkdm gm iasm gy tx}st on fog knd xkn krky rotf gy haylxomnd+Lo|m fmkds) onci}donb gonm knd @kxmds sro|miimd kxa}nd knd stkxmd kt Gkxc}s) rotf doshmioml

sfarn on a}x myms._a}xm bky taa1 Axoknk rks tfm loxst ta hxmke tfm soimncm.Rfkt1+ Na+ Gkxc}s ik}bfmd) Na) ya}|m bat tfos kii rxanb zmazim. @kxmd) iostmn ta gm) O taidya} tfos hmlaxm knd Oii tmii ya} ot kbkon. Tfkt b}y rksnt rotf ya} hmck}sm fm ia|md ya}5 i}ceoiy Osk|md ya} lxag fog) hmlaxm fos tx}m caia}xs rmxm sfarn. Gkxc}s canton}md.Af xmkiiy Gkxc}s1 Kxm ya} s}xm1 Tmii gm tfmn) rfkt rks fm kltmx) gy ganmy1 Gy |oxbonoty1 Gysostmx1 Gkxc}s) tfm b}y rks bky5 da ya} nat enar rfkt tfkt gmkns1 Fms kttxkctmd ta b}ys aniyGkxc}s) fm os rfkt1 B'K'_) bky+ Zaax @kxmd rks l}gonb) knd O smxoa}siy fkd na ci}m rfkt rksfkzzmnonb) knd lxag tfm iaaes al gy atfmx lxomnds lkcms) nmotfmx dod tfmy.M|k+ Iostmn ta gm. Rmxm bmttonb an dknbmxa}s bxa}nds fmxm5 tfm b}y tfkt @kxmds tkieonb kha}trks kn M|oi szoxot fmizonb tfm boxi tfkt ya}xm txyonb ta lond. I}ceoiy) knd Gkxc}s os xobft kha}t tfkt)

fm ck}bft fog knd hxa}bft fog ta }s hmlaxm tfonbs bat raxsm. Saxt tfos a}t+ Cfxostazfmxrfoszmxmd }xbmntiy.



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Rfkt1 Rkot k smcand) sa Gkxc}s os tfm b}y szoxot1 Rkot) Cfxostazfmx) knsrmx gm) rfmxmd ya}ba1 Cfxostazfmx+ Kff+Iaaes) ioem tfkt {}mstoan roii fk|m ta rkot toii iktmx tfmn.@kxmd) gkyhm Gkxc}s os xobft. Rfkt ol fm rks cfmktonb an ya}) knd rfa enars rfkt fm rkntmd)h}t O hmt ya}xm hmttmx all rotfa}t fog. Knd knyrky) hy far Gkxc}s fks dmscxohmd fog) sa}nds

ioem fm dodnt dmsmx|m ya} kt kii. @kxmd) kny b}y ra}id rknt ya}) `}st rkot lax tfm xobft anm. Oskod.@kxmd |osohiy dmliktmd) knd fos sfa}idmxs si}gzmd laxrkxd) O tfa}bft fm rks baonb ta lkont) sa O`}gzmd }z knd rxkzzmd gy kxgs tobftiy kxa}nd fog) rfoim rfoszmxonb saatfonb raxds onta fosmkx.Fmy) gktm) dant raxxy ha}t ot. O kbxmm rotf M|k) tfmxms zimnty al atfmx b}ys a}t tfmxm rfara}id ia|m ta fk|m ya} ks tfmox haylxomnd) `}st dant x}sf. Gkxc}s skod rfoim stkndonb }z) fmt}xnmd knd iaaemd kt Kiiy knd Axoknk knd skod toxmdiy)Axoknk) Oii tkie ta O|kn knd smm rfkt fm fks ta sky. Ckn ya} hatf `}st da gm k lk|a}x knd emmz

a}t al mkcf atfmxs fkox toii tfos os saxtmd a}t1Kltmx tfm scmnm tfkt `}st }nxk|miimd) O tfone na anm fkd tfm fmkxt ta lobft knygaxm. Sa Axoknk

tx}dbmd all ta sot rotf fmx lxomnds) knd Gkxc}s rkiemd krky kbkon) zxahkhiy ta lond Smn|aomi) kndO z}iimd @kxmd a|mx knd bmst}xmd lax fog knd Zazzy ta sot darn.Rm mndmd }z gossonb Ckic}i}s) knd O tfa}bft) rar) kixmkdy `obbonb cikss) knd aniy tfm loxst dkytaa.Zfmr) tfkt rks k ciasm anm M|k. Od tfkne ya}) h}t ya} fk|m atfmx zxahimgs cagonb }z taaCfxostazfmx skod.Rfkt1 Hobbmx tfkn smmonb gy lxomnd cxmstlkiimn1 Sobf. _a} stoii fk|m iats al knsrmxonb ta da5xobft kltmx scfaai lonosfms) Gx. O imct}xmd fog hkce.Tfm xmst al tfm dky dxkbbmd an) rotf i}ceoiy na gaxm ontmxx}ztoans knd na s}xzxosonb zaz'}zsmotfmx.

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19/25

Sa) O skod ta Cfxostazfmx5 rfoim z}iionb all gy sfams) Os Gkxc}s tfm b}y tfkts fmizonb }s1Sfa}idnt ya} bmt }ndxmssmd loxst1 Fm knsrmxmd.O stazzmd dmkd.

Ckn ya} smm gm) }ndxmss1NaaAf bad) far mghkxxkssonb) fms s}cf k hkd iokx+Ciasm ya}x myms+O kg NAT iyonb+ Fm skod fatiy. H}t) lonm) rfktm|mx) Oii ciasm tfmg. M|mn tfa}bf ya} fk|mnatfonb ta smm tfkt O fk|mnt smmn hmlaxm) knyrky.Sa ya} fk|m smmn gm+ _a} zmx|mxt+ O skod knbxoiy.M|k1 Fanmy) kxm ya} kixobft1 Rfy kxm ya} stkndonb on tfm goddim al tfm xaag ioem tfkt1O `}gzmd on s}xzxosm knd t}xnmd kxa}nd ta smm Nkn) rktcfonb gm ckxml}iiy.Af) }gg Fo Nkn+ Na) dant gond gm5 Og lonm) `}st dkydxmkgonb) ya} enar1 O lkemd k ik}bfknd stkxtmd }ndxmssonb) knd fazonb Cfxostazfmx emzt fos raxd knd sf}t fos myms.Tfmn O xmgmghmxmd) tfkt fm stoii fkdnt knsrmxmd gy {}ms'_ms+ Ckn ya} bmt a|mx ot nar1 Gkxc}s os k sa}i) fkzzy1_ms) kct}kiiy O kg fkzzy) O hmkgmd. H}t rfy da ya} fktm fog sa g}cf1 O kddmd) rfoim tkeonb gyfagm ciatfms lxag Nkn) knd ckxml}iiy txyonb ta dosb}osm gy fkzzonmss.Ra}id ya} xktfmx gm ia|onb fog tfmn1MRR+Ots nat tfkt O fk|m knytfonb kbkonst fagasmv}kis ax rfktm|mx) ots `}st ya} enarNa)tfkts aeky) Od xktfmx fm stkymd stxkobft) tfkne ya}.Lax ya}x arn hmnmlot) O b}mss. Fm skod hottmxiy.Za'a'assohiy O skod snmkeoiy.Knyrky) tfkt rksnt k xmki knsrmx. _a} m|kdmd gy {}mstoan an z}xzasm.

Fm Fm) O tfa}bft) O sa}nd ioem tfasm kttaxnmys on k ca}xt cksm. Gy fmkd smmgmd {}omt kii al ks}ddmn.Taa {}omt.Cfxostazfmx1 Rfmxm dod ya} ba1Zxahkhiy sc}xxyonb all ta knnay knatfmx zaax sa}i |octog. O lmmi saxxy lax tfmg kixmkdy.AX) knatfmx zkxt al gm rfoszmxmd) fms k|aodonb gy {}mstoan an z}xzasm.Fm enars sagmtfonb kha}t Gkxc}s. _ms) tfkts ot. Knd Og baonb ta lond a}t rfkt ot os. Fkzzy tfktO|m cagm }z rotf k sai}toan) O fmkdmd darnstkoxs ta mkt donnmx.X}ghim X}ghim) B}xbim B}xbim.Gy stagkcf kbxmms rotf gm tfmn.

O taae gy zikcm kt tfm tkhim knd rkotmd lax tfm xmst al gy lkgoiy ta sot darn. S}ddmniy) kndlax na kzzkxmnt xmksan) O iaaemd }z knd skr gy lktfmx rkieonb darn tfm stkoxs. Fm iaaemd samimbknt knd s}zmxoax) tfkt rfmn fm rkiemd zkst) ya} `}st fkd ta stknd }z. M|mn tfm kox kxa}ndfog) bk|m fog k eond al dobnolomd zxmsmncm. Knd) O rks xobft. Fm iaaes mvkctiy ioem Kimvkndmx.Stmzfkn taae fos smkt kt tfm atfmx mnd al tfm tkhim) rfmxm Kimvkndmx skt ta fos xobft. Tfmn gyg}g ckgm on knd skt darn kt gy mnd al tfm tkhim.Rar. @}st ioem tfm gmdom|ki togms.Tfmn) Nkn stkxtmd hxonbonb tfm laad on. Txky kltmx txky) loiimd rotf sa g}cf y}ggy laad tfkt gkdmgy ga}tf rktmx.Far rks raxe tadky dmkx1Stmzfkn Gkcxkp rks szaanonb sagm haoimd xocm knd cfocemn d}gzionbs anta fos ziktm knd

knsrmxmd rotfa}t iaaeonb }z.

Hy0 Sfmxmmn Kiekdgkno Zkbm0 ;?


20/25

Tfm }s}ki. Fkd anm ikdy cagm on tadky tfkt rks k xmki n}tcksm) tfa}bf. Rkntmd ta hxonb sagmxmikto|m lxag a|mxsmks. Sa O tyzmd fos nkgm on tfm dktkhksm. T}xns a}t fms k dx}bbom) knd tfktsrfkt O taid fmx.Fm cfmrmd sagm xocm) srkiiarmd knd canton}md) Lxkneiy) sfm rmnt zsycfa. Stkxtmd xkntonb kndc}xsonb gm. Fm sfx}bbmd. Sa O ckiimd smc}xoty.

_a} smm Stmzfkn+ O taid ya}) anm dky tfkt `ah al ya}xs os baonb ta bmt ya} eoiimd. Aio|ok xmziomd.Af) cagm all ot Aio|ok. Ots nat ioem Og a}t tfmxm) lobftonb tfm n}tcksms gysmil. Knyrky) Fmcfknbmd tfm s}h`mct) Far rks ya}x loxst dky M|k1O iaaemd }z s}xzxosmd) randmxonb far O s}ddmniy hmckgm tfm cmntxm al kttmntoan.Ot rks kixobft O skod tmntkto|miy) O gmkn) rm|m bat k nmr xaii ckii tmkcfmx5 Hxmtt Soganms.Ggg) hmttmx st}dy fkxd tfos ymkx fanmy) hmck}sm nmvt ymkx ot kii zkys all.Bxmkt. O lmmi k imct}xm cagonb }z.O g}st fk|m gkdm k sa}x lkcm) hmck}sm Kimvkndmx) rfa rks }n}s}kiiy {}omt tfxa}bfa}t tfmgmki) stkxtmd ik}bfonb._mz. Hmmn tfmxm) danm tfkt.Knd ot fksnt bat ya} lkx fks ot1 Fos lktfmx skod stmxniy.

Kimvkndmx sahmxmd) z}sfmd fos cfkox krky knd staad }z khx}ztiy.Mvc}sm gm. O|m s}ddmniy iast gy kzzmtotm._a}xm baonb ta iasm k iat gaxm tfkn tfkt) ol ya} dant sot darn knd canton}m mktonb. Fos lktfmxsfat hkce.Stmzfkn dmkx) zimksm dant stkxt hocemxonb nar. Ots nat m|mxy dky rm kii sot darn ta mn`ay kgmki tabmtfmx. Aio|ok onlaxgmd fmx f}shknd.O iaaemd kt gy lktfmx knd skr fog mymonb Kimvkndmx) rfa rks stoii stkndonb.Tfknel}iiy) fms aniy fagm an Gandkys. Kimvkndmx xmtaxtmd) rfoim t}xnonb kxa}nd knd rkieonba}t tfm daax.Stmzfkn stkxtmd naddonb knd g}ghionb ta fogsmil) knd O rkntmd ta `}gz a}t al gy smkt knd x}n}z tfm stkoxs ta gy xml}bm. Ckxml}iiy) O z}t darn gy szaan knd enolm) knd z}sfmd gy smkt hkce)scxkzonb tfm liaax.Hatf gy zkxmnts iaaemd }z.]ff) gky O hm mvc}smd1 O fk|m) }f) sagm fagmraxe ta stkxt_ms) ya} da tfkt tfmn. Gy lktfmx skod.O txomd ta kct naxgki knd rkie a}t al tfm xaag knd }z tfm stkoxs) knd tfmn ks saan ks tfmyca}idnt smm gm) O sc}xxomd onta gy xaag knd sf}t tfm daax. Hy tfmn) O rks toxmd knd knnaymdtfkt O stoii ca}idnt fmkx ax lmmi Cfxostazfmx. O cfknbmd onta gy Zy`kgks knd ks saan ks gy fmkdfot tfm zoiiar) O rks lkst ksimmz.

O rks on k |kiimy. Ot rks hmk}tol}i hmyand raxds. Rotf caia}xmd liarmxs knd xasms sckttmxmd

kxa}nd tfm hxobft bxmmn bxkss) knd tfm txmms ckxxyonb m|mxy eond al lx}ot) rotf tfm hoxds sonbonbknd tfm d}ces zikyonb on tfm stxmkg hmiar. Tfm iobft rond rks zikyonb iottim txoces rotf gy fkoxknd O iaaemd darn knd bkszmd kia}d. O rks rmkxonb k st}nnonb fkitmx'nmce s}ggmx dxmss)rfocf rks k dkppionb ymiiar caia}x) knd fkd tony `ksgonm liarmxs kianb tfm smkg. O xmkcfmd kfknd }z ta tfm taz al gy fmkd) knd zi}cemd all k `ksgonm liarmx5 ot rks smt on k cxarn knd tfmliarmxs rmxm mntronmd tabmtfmx sa ckxml}iiy.O dmcodmd tfkt O ioemd ot fmxm. O zkddmd ta tfm stxmkg knd dozzmd k ianb simndmx imb onta ot) ta lmmiots caainmss) m|mn tfa}bf ot rksnt fat. O ciasmd gy myms knd randmxmd rfmxm O rks...Ots kn oii}soan. Tfm dxmkg xmkig ckzt}xms rfktm|mx tfa}bft) cagms onta ya}x gond knd smts tfm

scmnm a}t.

Hy0 Sfmxmmn Kiekdgkno Zkbm0 8:


21/25

S}cf kn kii}xonb |aocm) sa srmmt knd iar. Sobf O t}xnmd kxa}nd siariy ta smm rfasm |aocm otrks tfkt szaem.O stkxmd rodm'mymd kt rfkt gy gond `}st can`}xmd }z.G'Gkxc}s1Fo Fm skod rotf k sgoim.

Fo O xmziomd sfyiy) s}ddmniy |mxy smil' canscoa}s.Fm sgoimd kbkon) Fmy) xmikv. Tfos zikcm os kgkponb kct}kiiy. Knd) sa kxm ya}.O iaaemd darn) mghkxxkssmd. Rks fm lioxtonb rotf gm1 Agb) Gkxc}s os lioxtonb rotf GM+Tfkne ya}. _a}x xobft) tfos zikcm OS zxmtty kgkponb. H}trfmxm kxm rm1Tfm dxmkg xmkig. O dant }s}kiiy cagm fmxm altmn) h}t ancm O xmkiosmd rfa ya} rmxm kt scfaaitadky) O ckgm fmxm ta rmicagm ya}. O|m kisa szaemn ta Cfxostazfmx knd fm mvzikonmd m|mxytfonbta gm.Fm stxadm }z ta gm knd allmxmd ta ione kxgs knd tkem k rkie. Nkt}xkiiy) O kbxmmd. Fmce) rfara}idnt1Szmkeonb al tfm dm|oi) fm doskzzmkxmd tadky. Anm gon}tm rm rmxm tkieonb knd tfm nmvt fm|knosfmd) dodnt m|mn allmx kn mvziknktoan. O tfx}st gy fknds on tfm kox) ks ol ta dmganstxktm far

fm doskzzmkxmd) Stoii fk|mnt fmkxd lxag fog hy tfm rky.Fm lxarnmd. Kct}kiiy) nar tfkt ya} gmntoan ot) O dod kse fog) rfkt fm rks daonb hkce fmxm salkst. Fm g}ghimd sagmtfonb O dodnt }ndmxstknd) h}t O tfa}bft natfonb al ot kt tfm togm. Dod ya}sky sagmtfonb tfkt }zsmt fog1Na) O ksemd fog k {}mstoan) h}t ot iaaes ioem fm dodnt rknt ta knsrmxDa ya} gond tmiionb gm rfkt {}mstoan ya} ksemd fog1O lmit gy cfmmes rkxgonb }z knd O t}xnmd gy lkcm krky lxag fog {}mstoanonb bkpm.Rmii) rmii. Iaaes ioem ya} ziknnmd k rmicagonb zkxty rotfa}t gm. Tfm |aocm x}dmiy ontmxx}ztmda}x togm kianm.Rm t}xnmd kxa}nd) knd tfmxm stkndonb on lxant al }s) rks Cfxostazfmx fogsmil.Cfxostazfmx. Gkxc}s skod rotf k nad.Cfxostazfmx bx}ntmd on xmszansm knd lkcmd gm. M|k) O smm tfkt ya} cxmktmd k nocm scmnmxyfmxm.Gg'fg O xmziomd.Tfmn) fm iarmxmd fos fmkd knd bikncmd kt gm knd Gkxc}s ionemd kxgs knd sgoxemd ks O z}iimdkrky.O smm tfkt ya}|m hatf battmn ya}xsmi|ms {}otm kc{}kontmdO nkxxarmd gy myms kt fog knd z}xzasml}iiy obnaxmd fos zxmsmncm ks O szaem ta Gkxc}s) O|m `}stxmgmghmxmd sagmtfonb. Rfkt fkzzmnmd rotf @kxmd tadky kt scfaai1 O txkoimd all.Af tfkt. Fos haylxomnd rks kn m|oi szoxot) knd Og b}mssonb tfkt Cfxostazfmx taid ya} tfkt kixmkdyFm iaaemd kt Cfxostazfmx rfa bk|m fog k {}oce nad. Tfmxms natfonb mism ta ot xmkiiy.

]fk. Sa rfkt fkzzmns nar1Rmii) ya} ckn ba onta tfkt daax) Gkxc}s zaontmd ta gy imlt knd k daax gktmxokiopmd a}t al tfonkox) Knd ya} roii fk|m k zmkcml}i simmz rotf k naxgki dxmkg) ax ya} ckn zoncf ya}xsmil kndya}ii rkem }z kt fagm. Rfocfm|mx.Knd imts sky tfkt O rknt ta ba tfxa}bf tfkt daax) far dams ot kzzmkx1 O ksemd.@}st roii ot ta kzzmkx knd Tk'dk ots fmxm Fm skod rotf k sgoim) Nar) Og saxxy ta sky h}t O hmttmxbmt baonb) O|m hmmn ksimmz lax taa ianb. Smm ya} kt scfaai tfmn M|k.Knd rotf tfkt) tfm daax kzzmkxmd knd fm rks banm) imk|onb gm on tfm krerkxd zxmsmncm als}iey Cfxostazfmx.O hmst hm all taa tfmn. O fkd stkxtmd ta rkie krky ta tfm daax tfkt ckgm onta |omr kbkon) rfmns}ddmniy Cfxostazfmxs fknd rks faidonb gm hkce knd O iaaemd }z kt fog.

Na rkot. O rkntmd ta tkie ta ya}. Fm skod) knd {}oceiy xmga|md fos fknd.

Hy0 Sfmxmmn Kiekdgkno Zkbm0 8;


22/25

O srkiiarmd knd taae k stmz krky lxag fog) lmmionb }ncaglaxtkhim kii al k s}ddmn. O cimkxmd gytfxakt knd skod ta fog)Aeky tfmn) sky rfkt ya} rknt knd f}xxy }z. Tfos stkyonb }z) m|mn rfmn Og gmknt ta hm ksimmzosnt daonb gm kny baad.O enar O imlt rotfa}t skyonb knytfonb ta ya} mkxiomx tadky) O kisa enar tfkt ya} tfone gm |mxy

x}dm'_a} ckn sky tfkt kbkon.'H}t O dant ioem dosc}ssonb Gkxc}s rotf ya}. Fm x}sfmd an) _a}xm zxahkhiy randmxonb rfy)knd O ckn tmii ya} tfkt gm knd fog) nm|mx dod ioem mkcf atfmxs cagzkny. _a} dant fk|m ta enarmvkctiy rfy ymt) h}t rfkt ya} ckn enar os tfkt ots k lkgoiy oss}m) knd fazml}iiy roii hm xmsai|mdsaan.Tfm rky fm skod ot) gkdm gm tfone tfm cagzimtm azzasotm.Saan1 O scallmd. O randmx far saan ya} gmkn) nmvt gantf gkyhm1 Ax rfkt kha}t nmvt ymk'Lkgoiy oss}ms. Lonkiiy) tfm tx}tf al fos raxds skne on. Lkgoiy oss}ms1 Tfkts ioem oss}ms tfktnmmdmd ta hm sai|md on k lkgoiy. Xobft1Af `ay.

O b}izmd.Lkgoiy1 Ks on) ya} knd Gkxc}s) kxm xmiktmd1 O s{}mkemd.Fm naddmd.af. Aeky. Tfkt gkems smnsm O b}mss.Smnsm1 Far an mkxtf dams ot gkem smnsm1 Af) soiiy gm) O laxbat. Rmxm nat AN mkxtf knygaxm.Tfmn) O stkxtmd naddonb.Nar O enar) ot damsnt sa}nd hkd) h}t O gmknt XMKII_ naddonb) ks on O ca}idnt staz.M|k1 Kxm ya} kixobft1 O enar ya}xm s}xzxosmd) h}t ot osnt tfkt hkd nmrs. Fm sa}ndmdcancmxnmd.Far ciasm kxm ya}1 O rfoszmxmd.Fk1 Na) O cknt sky tfos nar5 ots nat tfm xobft togm. Knd) Gkxc}s fks ta fk|m k sky on ot. Fmgobft nat rknt ya} ta enar. Gkyhm ya}xm xobft5 ya} sfa}id ba ta simmz nar. Zxazmx simmz.O xmkiosmd O fkd stazzmd naddonb knd O kbxmmd.Baadnobft1 Fm allmxmd.O iaaemd fog stxkobft on tfm myms knd skod tx}tfl}iiy) Na) ots nat.Rotf tfkt) O rks banm.



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Cfkztmx Sov

M|kM|kAff) tfos os fmk|mn.O ca}id lmmi fos fknds faidonb gm hy tfm kxgs knd xaceonb gm. Bmntiy kt loxst) tfmn lkstmx kndlkstmx) kii tfm rfoim xmzmktonb gy nkgm a|mx knd a|mx._msO fmkx ya}yms O g}ghimd.Tfmn) O lmit fog cagonb ciasmx knd fos rkxg hxmktf rksfonb a|mx gy lkcm knd gy nmce. Fmtobftmnmd fos bxoz an gm knd rotf anm ikst tfx}st fos iozs ckgm darn ta gmmt gyM|k+ @mmp) rkem }z+ Fm scxmkgmd.Mkx1O `}gzmd }z knd h}gzmd gy laxmfmkd kbkonst rfkt t}xnmd a}t ta hm Kimvkndmx.

Arr+ O x}hhmd gy bxaronb i}gz knd stkxxmd kt gy hxatfmx. Rfkt kxm ya} daonb on gy xaagknyrky1Tfmn) O xmgmghmxmd ogkbms al tfm dxmkg O rks fk|onb) hmlaxm Kimvkndmx ontmxx}ztmd) knd Olxarnmd. Ot rks dost}xhonb) hmck}sm O ca}idnt xmgmghmx tfm b}ys lkcm) aniy fos hady) knd Ogs}xm O|m smmn ot sagmrfmxm hmlaxm. Gggg knd rfkt k iaaa|miy hady tfkt rks.O txomd fodonb gy szxmkdonb hi}sf knd Kimvkndmx smmgmd ta natocm) hmck}sm fm ioltmd knmymhxar) rfocf knbmxmd gm m|mn gaxm.Os tfkt tfm tfknes O bmt lax cagonb ta rkem ya} }z lax scfaai1O bikncmd kt gy hmdsodm kikxg ciace) tfmn bxkhhmd gy zoiiar knd rfkcemd Kimvkndmx an tfmfmkd. Rfocf dodnt fk|m kn mllmct an fog kt kii) O gobft kdd.Ots


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Tfmn smmonb tfm rky Kimvkndmx rks stoii stkndonb tfmxm iaaeonb sa iast knd kigast |}inmxkhim1O kddmd) Knd rfy kxm ya} hmonb sa nancfkiknt kha}t ot1 Nmr iolm os k `aya}s gkttmx.Fm iaaemd kt gm rotf bikpmd myms.F}f1O bk|m fog k rmoxd iaae. Randmx rfkts mktonb fog

Rfy sa bx}gzy) Lx}gzy1 O za}tmd skxckstockiiy.F}f1 Fm hxoiiokntiy xmzmktmd.O himr a}t kn mvkszmxktmd sobf) rfocf smmgmd ta `ait fog a}t al fos rmoxd txkncm._a}xm baonb ta hm iktm. Fm xmziomd khx}ztiy knd t}xnmd kxa}nd knd imlt tfm xaag rotf k saltCioceal tfm daax hmfond fog. O gmntkiiy sfx}bbmd knd dmcodmd Oii rkot knd `}st kse Nkn ancmsfm xmt}xns.

O enar Og nat baonb ta hm khim ta lkii ksimmz kbkon. O bk|m knatfmx sobf knd `}gzmd a}t alhmd ta kct}kiiy da gy fagmraxe tfos togm.Mkxiy gaxnonb1 Nm|mx taae ya} ks kn mkxiy xosmx.Baad gaxnonb ta ya} taa Cfxostazfmx. O tfa}bft hkce.

Fagmraxe1]fk.Nat on tfm gaad lax tkieonb1 Cfxostazfmx ksemd.Lmmi ioem kseonb k'f}ndxmd'knd'anm {}mstoans1 O xmziomd. Knd na) ks k gkttmx al lkct O dantlmmi ioem tkieonb. Nar ol ya}ii mvc}sm gm O nmmd ta bmt dxmssmd.O tkem ot ya}xm stoii knbxy kt gm1Fos |aocm skod. Fos xmki |aocm.O `}gzmd knd sz}n kxa}nd rotf k fknd a|mx gy fmkxt.Faiy Cxkz on k c}z+ Rfy dodnt ya} tmii gm ya} ckn `}st zaz on rfmnm|mx ya} rkntmd ta1_a} nm|mx ksemd. Fm skod sogziy.Fm iaaemd sa gkcfa knd gkniy on s}cf k boxiy xaag) h}t nm|mxtfmimss stoii mvtxmgmiy smvy. Fmstkxtmd rkieonb kxa}nd tfm xaag knd ta}cfonb tfm axnkgmnts knd txonemts) ioem k ya}nb haymvziaxonb tfm xmki raxid lax tfm loxst togm.Tfmn O xmgmghmxmd tfkt O fkd `}st raemn }z) O iaaemd darn kt gy sonbimt knd }ndmxrmkx knd gylkcm rks s}ddmniy tfm caia}x al k tagkta.Rotfa}t iaaeonb a|mx fos hxakd sfa}idmx fm skod) _a} gobft rknt ta ba knd z}t ciatfms an.Ol ot rks zassohim) gy lkcm rks nat aniy iaaeonb ioem tfm caia}x al k tagkta) h}t on lkct rks ktagkta.Rfkt) kg O tfkt fodma}s ta iaae kt1 Dant O gktcf fos fobf'smt stkndkxds1 Kxmnt O baad mna}bflax fog1 Gaxm ogzaxtkntiy) dams fm kixmkdy fk|m sagmanm11Cfxostazfmx t}xnmd kxa}nd siariy knd iaaemd kt gm rotf eond myms. _a} a}t'xkne gymvzmctktoans. H}t lax ya}x skem knd gonm) tkem all ya}x hmd kttoxm.

Tfmn gy smnsm al f}ga}x knd caceonmss eocemd on kbkon) knd hmlaxm O ca}id staz gysmil O rksskyonb tfonbs tfkt O enmr) iktmx an) O ra}id hm xmbxmttonb.Aff) ya} rknt gm ta tkem tfmg all) da ya}1 O z}xxmd.Tfos togm ot rks fm rfa t}xnmd cxogsan.OO'}g Fm st}ttmxmd.O stkxtmd z}iionb all gy sonbimt }nf}xxomdiy) }ntoi ot dxazzmd ta tfm bxa}nd knd O rks imlt stkndonb ontfm goddim al tfm xaag on gy }ndmxrmkx knd hxk.Dmkx Sox) ca}id ya} eondiy kssost k gkodmn on dostxmss hy fmizonb fmx }n'iktcf fmx}ndmxbkxgmnt1 O sgoimd smd}cto|miy.M|mn ol O io|md ta hm k f}ndxmd) O cknt lax tfm iolm al gm) m|mx }ndmxstknd rfy O rks imkdonb fogan ioem tfkt. Ta gkem gkttmx raxsm) gy fmkxt rks hmtxkyonb gm knd fm rks rkieonb tarkxds gm

rotf fos bkpm nm|mx rk|mxonb lxag gonm. Ot rks ks tfa}bf rm rmxmnt a}xsmi|ms. Ioem sagmanma}t tfmxm rks fk|onb k hot al l}n) zikyonb }s ioem z}zzmts.



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O sf}t gy myms knd roiimd gy fmkxt ta xmikv. Fmii) natfonb rks baonb ta fkzzmn) lax Fmk|mnsSkem) rmxm aniy fk|onb k baad togm) xobft1S}ddmniy) fos lonbmx ckgm }ndmx gy cfon knd toitmd gy fmkd }zrkxds sa tfkt ol fm szot rfoimtkieonb O ra}id s}xmiy tkstm ot.Gy mymiods li}ttmxmd azmn knd gy hxmktfonb t}xnmd sfkiiar ks a}x iozs gmt hxomliy hmlaxm tfm daax

hknbmd azmn.

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