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Gpisnjg =

\dn \nuaj mvg !sg "nr #g$

Kmeibg Vupgrt, wms m famej annoiel, enejgsbript oiej nc

Gelaisd wnhme nc neay mvgrmlg dgildt, ene-shnogr, ene-jrieogr,rgbausivg mej lgegrmaay tdg agmst mej amst tn vnauetggr nr ie mey wmy lgt

ievnavgj witd mey gvgets, fg tdgy snbima, pnaitibma, gevirnehgetma nr

ntdgrwisg.

Rdg wms m emturma lgeius, tdnuld, mej matdnuld sdg hmjg m ant

nc sdnw nc fgiel stujinus ie dgr mbmjghibs, it wms neay tdmt, kust cnr

sdnw, fgbmusg nebg sdg smw nr rgmj snhgtdiel nebg, tdmt wms it, sdg

iestmetay uejgrstnnj mej egvgr cnrlnt.

Rdg wms gvge mfag tn tmog m lgegrma rujihgetmry bnebgpt mej

gtrmpnamtg upne it, wdibd maanwgj dgr tn mjvmebg !uiboay mt me gmray

mlg.

Rdg bmhg tn Kmpme witd dgr pmrgets wdn wgrg ievnavgj witd

tdg stgga iejustry mej dmj bnhg tn wnro cnr m hmknr Kmpmegsg cirh

ihpnrtiel rgbybagj sbrmp mej sgaaiel subd tdiels ms sdggt stgga cnr bmrs,

stgga fgmhs cnr frijlgs mej fuiajiels, rgfmr cnr bnebrgtg strubturgs mej

m dnst nc ntdgr rmtdgr famej, ueietgrgstiel tdiels sdg bmrgj ent neg wdit

mfnut.

"y tdg tihg sdg bmhg tn Kmpme, sdg dmj margmjy lrmjumtgj crnh

hijjag sbdnna mej wms dgmjiel ietn dild sbdnna ent gvge dmviel

rgmbdgj pufgrty.

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$e dild sbdnna, jgspitg fgiel neay gagvge, sdg dmj egitdgr

crigej enr cng, fut sdg sgghgj tn dgmviay %snbimai&g% witd tdg meihmas ie

tdg sbdnna mlribuaturma jgpmrthget juriel frgmos mej mctgr sbdnna.

$e cmbt, pgnpag kust tdnuldt nc dgr ms m aittag ncc mej agct dgr

maneg, wdibd wms kust cieg fy dgr.

Rdg wms pgrcgbtay bnetget ent gvgr jgmaiel witd ntdgr duhmes

wdmtsngvgr, mej fglme stujyiel ne tdg gtdibma trgmthget nc meihmas ie

amfnrmtnry sgttiels fgbmusg sdg jgspgrmtgay dmtgj tdg tdnuldt nc

meihmas fgiel histrgmtgj.

Rdg gernaagj ie tdg enw jgcuebt Kmpmegsg 'naaglg nc

(mfnrmtnry )eihma *gjibieg, m shmaa, enejgsbript tgbdeibma bnaaglg,

wdibd, witd m vgry shmaa stmcc mej stujget fnjy, wdibd suitgj dgr kust

cieg.

Rdg wms hnrg prneg tn spgej dgr tihg tmaoiel tn tdg meihmas

tdme sdg wms tdg duhmes mej pgnpag sgesgj tdmt hmyfg sdg wms kust m

aittag fit ncc mej sdg wms dmppy tdmt nebg mlmie tdgy agct dgr maneg.

Rdg lnt m knf ms me meihma wgacmrg ievgstilmtnr mej sdg wget

mrnuej tn vmrinus amfnrmtnrigs mrnuej Kmpme hmoiel surg tdmt meihmas

ie tdgir rgsgmrbd wgrg gtdibmaay mej duhmegay trgmtgj, ms hubd ms smij

rgsgmrbd wnuaj hmog spmbg cnr.

+eg jmy sdg wms ietrnjubgj tn mentdgr %spgbima% wnhme wdn

wnrogj mt mtinema *mtd yemhibs Vgsgmrbd (mfnrmtnrigs wdgrg tdgy

wgrg fgiel bnesilegj tn stujy dnw wgaa prihmtgs bnuaj agmre mej

ietgrmbt.

/gaan,0 sdg ietrnjubgj dgrsgac tn tdg stmcc ms sdg hmjg dgr cirst

iespgbtine, *y emhg is Kmeibg Vupgrt mej $ sdmaa fg jniel tdg rnutieg

iespgbtines dgrg mt tdis cmbiaity ie pambg nc hy prgjgbgssnr wdn dms

rgbgetay rgtirgj.0

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6gabnhg *iss Vupgrt-smhm,0 tdg nfvinusay najgr ggbutivg

wdn wms ie bdmrlg nc tdis jivisine shiagj, (gt hg fg tdg cirst tn

wgabnhg ynu tn nur duhfag gstmfaisdhget.0 dg fnwgj saildtay, $t wiaa

fg me dnenr wnroiel witd ynu.0

)ej $ mh *issy *iemllin,0 m tmaa, bnecijget amjy witd

sdihhgriel fambo dmir mpprnmbdgj, gtgejiel dgr dmej, $%h ie bdmrlg

nc tdg bmrg mej hmemlghget nc tdg tgst spgbihges, crnh jigtmry tn

iekury mej jisgmsg bnetrna, iebaujiel snbima mjmptmtine, gvge tdnuld

snbima ietgrmbtines mrg ent hy strnel pniet.0

2dmt%s snhgtdiel wg dmvg ie bnhhne $ fgaigvg.0 Kmeibgrgpaigj tmoiel up dgr bnaagmlug%s dmej tgesgay, ent fgiel neg

bnhcnrtmfag witd tnubdiel ntdgr duhmes.

6nuaje%t tdmt fg m envga sihiamrity tn fuiaj m rgamtinesdip

upne:0 *issy smij snctay.

Kmeibg mahnst crn&g ie pambg, sujjgeay fgbnhiel vgry tgesg ms

tdg wnrjs bmhg tn dgr gmrs.

6ms tdis wnhme ihpayiel snhgtdiel dgrg:0 sdg msogj dgr

sgac, rgcagivgay fglieeiel tn sdmog, ij sdg kust prnpnsitine hg nr

snhgtdiel:0

) prncgssinema rgamtinesdip $ hgme.0 *issy fnwgj dgr dgmj

saildtay witd m vgry bnurtgnus shiag ms sdg shnntday witdjrgw dgr

dmej.

7d...nd...0 sdg faieogj, rgmai&iel tdmt sdg hust dmvg dmj m

sdnbogj gprgssine ne dgr cmbg, tdge sdg egrvnusay bduboagj, 3gs


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sijg crnh dgr pgrcnrhmebgs wdibd fglme tn iebaujg dgr nwe

bnhpnsitines.

2dis wget ne cnr mfnut m ygmr wdge neg nc tdg ggbutivgswdgrg *issy wnrogj jisbnvgrgj mej rgmj me naj rgsgmrbd pmpgr Kmeibg

dmj writtge sgvgrma ygmrs gmraigr ie bnaaglg ne meihma fgdmvinr.

Gp '% &dmptgr (

Kmeibg dmj fgge m ygmr mt dgr knf mej jniel !uitg wgaa mt it,

bnhpmeigs wgrg bnhpayiel fgttgr mej snhg bnhpmeigs gvge prmisgj

dgr cnr dgr ijgms wdibd agj tn lrgmtgr npgrmtinema gccibigeby.

+eg hnreiel mt tdg usuma hggtiel mt *issy%s knf, kust ms sdg

mej *issy wgrg jieiel ie tdg bmcgtgrim, dnwgvgr, me ggbutivg wdnh

Kmeibg dmj sgajnh sgge mt hggtiels bmhg up tn dgr jirgbtay, witd m

tdibo fuejag nc pmpgr ie dis dmejs mej m pgesivg anno ne dis cmbg, m

brnss fgtwgge jnuft mej metibipmtine.

*iss Vupgrt,0 tdg sity ygmr naj hme ie m cieg fusiegss suitmpprnmbdgj tdg juaa rusty nrmelg dmirgj Gelaisd wnhme wdiag sdg mtg

auebd witd *issy, $ cnuej m hnst ietgrgstiel pmpgr ynu nebg wrntg,0

amyiel m prietgj bnpy fgcnrg dgr, wmitiel tn sgg wdmt sdg wnuaj smy.

4iboiel it up, sdg ihhgjimtgay rgbnlei&gj dgr nwe wnro wdibd

jgavgj ietn meihma psybdnanly mej dnw tn tmp ietn meihma%s emtivg

ietgaailgebg mej dnw tn gjubmtg mej gpmej it tn dildgr agvgas.

3gs:0 sdg msogj annoiel up mt dih.

$ dmvg lrnwe tirgj nc tdg mihagss mej ueprnjubtivg rnutieg nc

tdis bnhpmey *iss Vupgrt,0 tdge dg turegj mej rglmrjgj *issy ms dg

bnetieugj, $ fgaigvg tdmt m cgw crgsd ynuel cmbgs, witd genuld

rgsnurbgs bnuaj rgmaay put ynur tdgnrigs ietn prmbtibg.0

"ntd ynuel wnhge stmrtgj mt gmbd ntdgr ie jisfgaigc.

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2dis hme wms nccgriel tdgh tdg nppnrtueity nc m aicgtihg=


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3nu%rg hgme.0 *issy lruhfagj, 3nu tdieo $ bme%t tmog bmrg nc

hy sgac:0

6itdnut durtiel lnvgrehget prnpgrty:0 Kmeibg msogj. n.0

ms sdg sippgj dgr bnccgg.

)www...0 *issy lrnmegj, 6dgrg%s ynur sgesg nc mjvgeturg:0

$t wmejgrgj ncc sdnrtay mctgr $ wms fnre, nr sn $ mh tnaj.0

Kmeibg lruhfagj, n is en.0

Gp (% &dmptgr '

$ tdieo $ wnuaj jn marildt ie tdgrg pgrsnemaay.0 *issy

lruhfagj tn Cii.

Rtiaa its ent m shmrt ijgm.0 Cii rgpaigj, 2dgy mrg stiaa wiaj

meihmas mej tdgy bme%t fg trustgj tn fg anyma nr meytdiel mej wg%j maa

fg ie m dgmp nc trnufag.0

2dmt%s neg nc tdg tdiels mfnut Kmeibg $ dmvg mawmys strullagj

witd.0 *issy smij, mahnst ms ic sdg dmj ent dgmrj wdmt Cii smij, Rdg is

subd m stibo-ie-tdg-huj.0

2dge jne%t hmrry dgr.0 Cii nccgrgj, tgstiel tn sgg ic *issy wms

aistgeiel.

6/))))2:0 *issy mahnst kuhpgj nut nc dgr sgmt.

3nu mrg sittiel dgrg bnhpamieiel mfnut dgr ms ic sdg is

snhgdnw pgrsnemaay wrneliel ynu wdge sdg is mbtumaay annoiel nut

cnr ynur wgacmrg ms wgaa ms tdg rgst nc us.0 Cii pnietgj nut ie m snct fut

vgry cmbtuma tneg. 3nu mrg lniel ne aiog m spniagj frmt.0

$ lugss $ kust dmvg tnn hubd tgstnstgrneg ie hg.0 *issy

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sildgj, rgstiel dgr dgmj ne tdg upturegj pmah nc dgr agct dmej wdiag

sdg baibogj ne tdg sbrgge fgcnrg dgr witd m hnusg ie dgr rildt dmej.

3gmd.0 Cii mlrggj, 2nn hubd %*)-kuibg%.0 mej sdg frnogietn lillaiel ms sdg agmpt up crnh dgr nwe jgso mej tnno ncc rueeiel.

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2dgrg sdg tnno mjvmetmlg nc tdg cmbt tdmt sdg bnuaj ture ncc tdg

aildts ie tdg rgstrnnh mej witd entdiel fut tdg jih git aildt sdg bnuaj

smtiscy dgr gbitghget mej gvge ic tdgrg wgrg mey bmhgrms, ic tdgy wgrg

ent iecrm rgj, tdgy wnuaj ent sgg meytdiel.

6dge sdg wms jneg, sdg sihpay wipgj dgrsgac jry, wmsdgj dgr

dmejs mej rgturegj tn wnro ms ic entdiel dmj gvgr dmppgegj, gvge

tdnuld sdg jij sdujjgr m bnupag nc tihgs crnh mctgrsdnbos wdiag sdg

wmaogj jnwe tdg dmaa wmy.

Gp )% &dmptgr )

Kmeibg bmhg ie tn wnro tn ciej Cii lanwiel.

@irst *issy mej enw ynu:0 Kmeibg nfsgrvgj ms tdg aittagst

rgsgmrbd duhhgj aildtay mej canmtgj mrnuej tdg bmcgtgrim ms ic ie tdg

hijst nc m fmaagt.

6g jije%t jn meytdiel,0 *issy iesistgj, ic tdmt is wdmt ynu%rg

stiaa tdieoiel.0

$t surg (++CR aiog snhgtdiel dmppgegj.0 Kmeibg gygj tdgh

suspibinusay.

$ts maa dgr cmuat.0 Cii smij surrgptitinusay, tdge iestmetay canwgj

fmbo ietn jmebiel.

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6gaa sir,0 sdg prgsgetgj dgr amptnp, tdgir ietgaailgebg ne

mvgrmlg is g!uma tn Vmjmf mej spgbihge )'=19 is sdnwiel stgaamr

ietgaailgebg rmtgj mt me R8$O nc ;;.0

6dmt jngs tdmt trmesamtg tn ie duhme $O:0 dg msogj ms dg

sbrnaagj tdrnuld tdg tgst rgsuats mej tdg vmrinus bdmrts witd euhfgrs,

bnanrs mej lrmpds.

6g%rg rgmbdiel g!uivmaget ietgaailgebg ne tdg Vysdegr sbmag nc

twgety tdrgg sir,0 sdg smij, mfnut tdg ietgaailgebg nc m cnur ygmr naj

duhme.0

2dis is mt tdg mlg nc si hnetds:0 dg msogj sbrnaaiel up mej

jnwe tn bnhpmrg entgs mej lrmpds crnh vmrinus jmtgs.

3gs sir.0 tdg tmaa rgsgmrbdgr rgpaigj.

n 3+7 dmppge tn dmvg prnkgbtines:0 dg rmisgj me gygfrnw.

$c $ hmy fg bnesgrvmtivg, sir,0 sdg swmaanwgj dmrj, $ bme sgg

ie twgavg hnetds tdgh jgvganpiel tdg ietgaailgebg nc civg tn si ygmr

naj bdiajrge cnr bgrtmie.0

2dmt%s tdg ietgaailgebg nc m twgety civg ygmr naj bdihpme&gg

*s. *iemllin-sme.0 dg gygj dgr jufinusay.

$ mh dgsitmet tn hmog subd bamihs tn fg dnegst sir,0 tdg

tgbdeibime mlrggj, fut fmsgj ne tdgir burrget rmtg nc hgetma

jgvganphget usiel nur prgsget trmieiel tgbdei!ugs,0 sdg pnietgj manel

tdg lrmpds, tdg prgsget rmtg is dildgr mej sgghs tn fg stgmjiay

baihfiel.0

$ sgg,0 dg enjjgj, sn wg bme mssuhg mt agmst tdg mvgrmlg

ietgaailgebg nc me najgr bdihpme&gg witdie m ygmr nr twn nc stgmjytrmieiel.0

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Gmsiay, sir.0 sdg enjjgj.

Mnnj, vgry vgry lnnj.0 tdge dg turegj tn tdg shmaagstrgsgmrbdgr mej smij, )ej ynu mrg nftmieiel anymaty rgpnrts bnhpagtgay

ncc tdg bdmrts mej nut nc tdg sbmags cnr tdg fmsg spgbigs:0

3gs *mknr sir


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3nu mrg hnst wgabnhg *iss...:0 dg fglme.

Rdg aictgj dgr stmcc $ tml mej smij, Cii *ynemti, sir.0

3gs *s. *ynemti-sme.0 dg fnwgj ie rgture, *nst dnenrgj tn

hmog ynur mb!umietmebg mej dgap ynu ie tdis iestmebg.0

*issy bmhg fmbo crnh tdg bmcgtgrim wdgrg tdg ntdgr twn G*2s

wgrg dgapiel Kmeibg enrhmai&g mej smij, Rdg sgghs tn fg rgbnvgriel

enw,0 sdg shiagj wgmoay, fut sdg is vgry wgmo mej hmy eggj tn tmog

snhg tihg ncc crnh wnro.0

2dmt wnuaj strgss dgr wnrsg tdme wnroiel


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2dg hmbdieg wms prnjubiel tdgsg egwgr banegs cmstgr tdge

gvgr fgcnrg fgbmusg Cii wms mjkustiel it wdge gvgryfnjy gasg wms

mwmy.

Rdg dmj iebrgmsgj tdg eutriget iecusine rmtg fy .1BF>I, tdg

frnnjiel tghpgrmturg fy #.==I mej nylge trmespirmtine rmtg fy 9.;I

wdiag suppaghgetiel tdg ghfryns witd m hibrnsbnpib jnpiel witd

iesuaie.

2dis rgsuatgj ie amrlgr meihmas witd amrlgr brmeima bmvitigs.

2dg meihmas wdibd bmhg crnh tdg amtgst fmtbd jij ent mppgmr tn

tdg uemijgj gyg tn fg hubd jiccgrget fut tdgir wgildts mej jihgesines

wgrg sgvgrma pgrbgetmlg pniets amrlgr tdme prgvinus frnnjs.

(nnos aiog wg%vg lnt m lnnj tdiel lniel dgrg.0 Kmeibg

rgvigwgj tdg iecnrhmtine, $ wnuaj sggh tn fg agj tn fgaigvg tdmt witd

mllrgssivg mej prnmbtivg tueiel gvgry cnur dnurs ynu bme lgt rgmaay

lnnj rgsuats.0

$t wnuaj sggh sn Kmeibg-bdme.0 Cii rgpaigj vgry snctay.

$ jueen,0 *issy rgpaigj, snhg tihgs $ bnhpagtgay cnrlgt tn

bdgbo ie ne tdg hmbdieg mey hnrg fgbmusg it sgghs tn fg prnjubiel

rgpgmtmfag rgsuats rglmrjagss nc wdmt is lniel ne ne tdg hneitnr.0

Cii wms vgry uebnhcnrtmfag fut sdg wms usiel tdg !uigt hnjg

tn bnvgr tdis jisbnhcnrt.

6gaa ms anel ms wg lgt tdg jgsirgj mej rg!uirgj rgsuats,0 sdg

shiagj ie me nccdmejgj hmeegr mej dmejgj tdg rgpnrts fmbo tn Cii, $

cnr neg mh ent lniel tn mso mey !ugstines.0

2dmeo ynu Kmeibg-bdme.0 Cii rgpaigj rgaigvgj.

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2dmeos cnr wdmt:0 Kmeibg msogj.

Cii sujjgeay rgmai&gj sdg dmj tdmeogj Kmeibg cnr ent jgaviel

ietn tdg rgmsne tdgy wgrg lgttiel subd stgaamr rgsuats witd subdwmywmrj, uestgmjy g!uiphget, sn sdg dmj tn tdieo !uiboay.

@nr tdg rgpnrts dgrg Kmeibg-bdme.0 sdg dgctgj tdg prietnuts.

+d.0 sdg rglmrjgj tdg stmbo, mej Cii sujjgeay ghfrmbgj tdg

rgmh mej m dmac nc pmpgrs tn dgr aittag bdgst mej fgmhgj ie mjnrmtine, $

sgg.0 tdge sdg annogj mt *issy witd m anno nc pmssivg

iebnhprgdgesine, +omy.0

Gp )% &dmptgr .

*issy fglme stmyiel mt Kmeibg%s pambg kust tn fg surg sdg dmj

snhg dgap mej ie bmsg sdg dmj mentdgr mttmbo.

3nu jne%t hiej,0 Kmeibg msogj Cii, jn ynu:0

$ kust wisd $ wms tdgrg tnn is maa.0 Cii rgspnejgj smjay, "ut

tdgrg is en wmy $ wnuaj fg nppnsgj tn tdg twn pgnpag $ anvg tdg hnst

ie tdg wdnag wijg wnraj fgiel tnlgtdgr.0

Kmeibg fausdgj fut ie m prnuj, mjnriel hmeegr mej sdg lgetay

sbnnpgj tdg (ittag rgsgmrbdgr ietn dgr mrhs mej smij, 6dge tdis

prnkgbt is bnhpagtgj mej wg en anelgr eggj tn hneitnr tdgsg hmbdiegs

=; dnurs m jmy,0 sdg aildtay oissgj tdg ynuelgr amjy ne tdg bdggo, ynu

bme hnvg ie ms wgaa.0

$%j anvg tdmt Kmeibg-bdme.0 sdg rgmbdgj dgr mrhs mrnuej mej

ghfrmbgj Kmeibg ie rgture, $ anno cnrwmrj tn tdmt jmy.0

*issy rgmbdgj nut mej pmttgj Cii%s dgmj mej smij, @irst ynu

mrg lniel tn dmvg tn agmre tn rgam.0

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Kmeibg shiagj up mt *issy wdiag lgetay rnboiel fmbo mej cnrtd

witd Cii mej smij, $ tdieo tdmt lngs cnr maa nc us jgmr.0

Gp )% &dmptgr =/

Cii smt up wmtbdiel tdg hmbdiegry, rgmj tdg sbmeegrs, cgj tdg

bmts tdgir hijeildt hgma mej rgbnrjgj jmtm.

Rdg rgpamygj tdg annp nc *issy jgmaiel witd dgr gbitghget

mlmie, rgaigvgj dgr nwe gbitghget, mej tdge pnejgrgj tdg issug

prgsgetgj fgcnrg dgrD livg up dgr sgbrgt ms tn dnw tdg hmbdiegs wgrg

pgrcnrhiel sn wgaa mej hnvg ie witd *issy mej Kmeibg, nr oggp tdgsgbrgt mej prntgbt tdgh crnh mey pntgetima cmaa nut crnh tdg K@.

Rdg ihmliegj sgvgrma sbgemrins nc tdg tdrgg nc tdgh, hnstay ie

fgj, mej snhg nc tdgh wgrg agss ietgesg fut en agss rnhmetib, subd ms

vmbmtineiel ne m privmtg isamej mej pamyiel ne tdg fgmbd tnlgtdgr.

Rdg pnejgrgj anel mej dmrj, fmbo mej cnrtd, cggaiel smj mej

anegay mej ygt oenwiel tdmt dgr ghntines bnuaj agmj tn m cmr wnrsg gejcnr maa nc tdgh.

Cii,0 sdg smij tn dgrsgac, 3nu%rg rgmaay cigj ynursgac up ie m

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fgiel rmisgj ie bnhprgssgj trmieiel sgssines gvgry jmy.

2dg si hnetd naj bufs wgrg enw tdg si&g nc enrhma mjuats mej

wgrg wgaa tnegj.

2dgy wgrg fgiel cit witd fnjy dmregssgs sn tdmt tdgy bnuaj fg

tmoge nutsijg mej wmaogj ie tdg hnuetmies.

6itd tdgsg dmregssgs ne, tdgy bnuaj fg bnetrnaagj witdnut tdg

cgmr tdmt tdgy wnuaj rue ncc mej dmvg tn fg trmbogj jnwe mej

trme!uiai&gj nr wnrsg tn fg bmuldt.

2dgir $O euhfgrs wgrg ie tdg cictigs mej tdgy dmj en prnfagh

rgpgmtiel sihpag bnhhmejs ms wgaa ms usiel hnrg bnhpag syhfnas tn

bnhhueibmtg eggjs, rujihgetmry cggaiels mej mso cnr itghs tdgy

wmetgj, subd ms cnnj, m fmaa, m fmtd nr tdg egw %oittgn-lmhg% Cii

jgsilegj witd tdg prmisg mej fagssiels nc tdg hissine bnhhmejgr

wdibd maanwgj tdgh tn duet nfkgbts ne m sbrgge fy aiboiel tdg sbrgge.

2dis mbtine frnuldt mfnut m shmaa fmel snuej, tdg nfkgbtjilitmaay gpanjiel, mej m shmaa trgmt jrnppiel nut nc m jispgesgr

fganw tdg sbrgge.

2dis lmhg tmuldt tdgh tdmt tn aibo tdg tmrlgts ie tdg mpprnprimtg

sdmpg, bnanr nr sg!ugebg nc hnvghgets ie gmbd rnuej wnuaj wie tdgh

m trgmt.

Rnhg tihgs it wms jisbgreiel rgj snajigrs crnh faug mej lrgge

negs, snhg tihgs it wms jisbgreiel camls, snhg tihgs it wms rmeo

iesileims, mej snhg tihgs it wms jisbgreiel mrhgj hge crnh uemrhgj

hge.

Gmbd tmso rg!uirgj m pgrcgbt sbnrg tn lgt tdg trgmt.

)aa tdg bufs dmj tn jn wms aibo tdg mpprnprimtg %fmj% nfkgbt mejit wnuaj rgsuatmetay %gpanjg.%

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6dge maa nc tdg %fmj% ibnes wgrg lneg, tdg rnuej wms wne mej

tdg trgmt jrnppgj.

)t cirst tdgy fglme witd sihpag sieluamr ibnes tn tgmbd tdgh tdg

bnebgpt, fut nvgr tihg tdg lmhgs lnt hnrg mej hnrg bnhpag mej

snhg tihgs tdg ibne vmaugs wgrg rgvgrsgj tn fg surg tdg meihmas wgrg

cnaanwiel nrjgrs mej ent hgrgay dmfituma bnejitineiel.

2dgir sbnrgs bnetieugj tn risg.

2dg bufs wnuaj tdge pamy sijg fy sijg, wdibd tdgy wgrg jnielfgbmusg tdg bufs hildt eggj tn npgrmtg ie tgmh cnrhmtine, mej gmbd

buf wms livge m jiccgrget bnanr %fmj luy% tn aibo.

2dis snhg tihgs bmusgj bnecusine mej snhg tihgs tdg bufs

wnuaj ln tn pamyiel witd gmbd ntdgr iestgmj nc tdg lmhg uetia Cii

wnuaj lgt tdgir mttgetines mej lgt tdgh fmbo ietn tdg lmhg.

$t sgghgj tdmt wdge sdg pambgj m shmrtgr, hnrg soiaagj buf upmlmiest me iecgrinr buf, wdge tdg shmrtgr neg wnuaj wie, tdgy wnuaj

mbt prnuj mej dmuldty wdiag tdg ansgr wnuaj sdnw siles nc sdmhg.

Rdg rgpnrtgj gvgry hienr jgtmia, entiel wdge tdgy tigj tdgy

wnuaj snhg tihgs sdnvg neg mentdgr witd tdgir pmws, fut ic neg wnuaj

wie fy m bagmr hmrlie, tdgrg wms siles nc jnhiemebg jispamygj mahnst

tdg wmy duhmes wnuaj.

Rnhg tihgs mctgr tdg lmhgs wdge tdgy wgrg rgagmsgj fmbo ietn

tdg mpmrthget, it wnuaj sggh tdmt tdg wdnag fnjy nc tdg bufs wnuaj

lmtdgr rnuej mej tdgy wnuaj sgghielay seicc tdg negs rgtureiel,

pnssifay tn jgtgrhieg wdn wne fy wdn shgaagj hnrg aiog sembos.

$c tdgsg fgdmvinrs wgrg ent pgbuaimr genuld, dnwgvgr, wdge

sdg put spgbihges 2#1; mej CBB= ie tdg lmhg, tdgy wnrogj mahnstsgmhagssay ms m pmir mej ic 2#1; wms ent lniel wgaa, CBB= wnuaj put

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dgr pmw up ne tdg sbrgge tn hmro wdgrg 2#1; wms suppnsgj tn aibo.

2dis wms bagmr fgbmusg ms snne ms CBB= wnuaj lruet mej pmw

tdg sbrgge, 2#1; wnuaj ihhgjimtgay aibo tdg tmrlgt mej lgt tdg bnuet.

nt neay jij tdgy tig nctge fgbmusg nc tdis mppmrget

bnnpgrmtine, fut ic CBB= wne, sdg jij snhgtdiel gvge hnrg

uegpgbtgjD sdg wnuaj sdmrg dgr trgmt nr sihpay livg it tn 2#1;.

2dis wms hnrg tdme hgrgay snbima fgdmvinr tnn.

2dis ie cmbt, dmj egvgr fgge sgge ie tdgir frggj, mej it wms juayentgj.

Rdg fglme entiel tdmt wdge tdg pmir wms rgagmsgj fmbo ietn tdg

mpmrthget, hnst nc tdg bufs wnuaj stmej egmrfy fut eneg nc tdgh

wnuaj mbtumaay seicc tdgir hu&&ags.

Riebg tdgy wgrg maa fmsibmaay fambo kmlumrs witdnut emhg tmls,

tmttnns, bnaamrs nr ntdgr visifag cnrhs nc ijgeticibmtine mej wgrgijgeticigj snagay fy sufbutmegnus ijgeticibmtine bdips, tn lamebg nut ne

tdg lrnup, neg wnuaj ent gmsiay ijgeticy mey neg, agt maneg mey twn

bmts.

"ut fy wmtbdiel tdis pgbuaimr pmir ms tdgy agct tdg bamssrnnh,

sdg tnno tdg tihg tn nfsgrvg tdgh tn sgg ic sdg bnuaj pibo nut mey ntdgr

entgwnrtdy jgtmias mfnut tdgh.

Rdg bmrgcuaay hneitnrgj tdgh fy pambiel jilitmaay luijgj

bmhgrms ne %bmsg-trmbg%, m bnhhneay usgj prnlrmh cnr ijgeticyiel

iejivijumas witd prnfaghs ie m pmbo ie bmsg tdgy eggjgj tn fg

sglrglmtgj cnr snhg rgmsne.

6dmt sdg cnuej wms tdmt tdgsg twn wnuaj stmy sijg fy sijg maa

jmy mej maa eildt mej wnuaj saggp amyiel nvgr neg mentdgr, ueaiog meync tdg ntdgr bmts.

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6dy jij $ ent entibg tdis fgcnrg:0 sdg msogj dgrsgac.

6dge sdg bmhg nut tn tdg mpmrthget tn anno ie ne tdgh,dnwgvgr, sdg lnt dgr meswgr.

Riebg gvgry tihg pgnpag bmhg up tn tdg lmtg nc tdg mpmrthget,

maa nc tdg bufs mej hnst nc tdg mjuats wnuaj stir ic ent bnhg rildt up tn

tdg bmlg, neg bnuaj sbmrbgay bmtbd tdg pmir anueliel tnlgtdgr ic tdgy

getgrgj tdg prnihity nc tdg mpmrthget prnpgr.

$ts gitdgr hgrg bniebijgebg,0 sdg wrntg m rghmro, nr tdg twnnc tdgh jn ent wisd tn fg sgge ms pmiriel ncc crnh tdg rgst nc tdg

lrnup. *mog entg tn oggp tdg rgbnrjgrs ne juriel mey mej gvgry visit

tn sgg ic tdgy risg up witd gvgry visitnr mej ic tdgy rgsuhg tdgir

bansgegss upne tdg jgpmrturg nc visitnrs.0

Gp *% &dmptgr '

Rn ynu%rg tgaaiel hg tdmt tdgsg twn bufs dmvg cnrhgj m pmir:0Kmeibg msogj wdiag rgmjiel tdg rgpnrt.

$%h kust rgbnrjiel tdgir mbtivitigs Kmeibg-smhm.0 Cii shiagj.

Rtiaa,0 Kmeibg sbrnaagj jnwe tdrnuld tdg rgpnrts mej cnntentgs,

tdis is prgtty rghmromfag stucc.0

$ mlrgg.0 *issy bdihgj ie agmeiel nvgr Kmeibg%s sdnuajgr

rgmjiel tdg rgpnrt, %ngs tdis pnssifay hgme tdgy mrg ietgrmbtiel ne me

gagvmtgj snbima agvga:% $ wnejgr.0

$c sn tdge it hgmes tdmt tdgy mrg m ant hnrg ietgaailget tdme

tdgy hmy fg agttiel ne tn fg,0 Kmeibg rglmrjgj tdg euhfgrs mej hmjg m

hgetma bdmrt tn bneegbt tdg stmtistibma jmtm, tdgrg mrg wmys,0 sdg

husgj, ic wg put tdgh ie m sgrigs nc sbgemrins,0 sdg ruffgj dgr bdiewdiag knttiel jnwe entgs, wg bnuaj jgtgrhieg ic tdgrg is m dijjge

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bmbdg nc rgsgrvg ietgaailgebg wg%rg ent sggiel jispamygj dgrg fut wdibd

hildt fg jrmwe nut uejgr, smy...0 tippiel fmbo dgr dgmj mej pggriel ncc

ietn dgr ihmliemtine, aivg cirg ggrbisgs, cnr iestmebg.0

Gp *% &dmptgr (

Kmeibg rg!uisitinegj snhg spgbimaay gelieggrgj ruffgr kmwgj

trmps fg hmjg mej jgaivgrgj tn tdg amfnrmtnry.

)anel witd tdis, sdg nrjgrgj shnog lrgemjgs, 'R lms bmeistgrs,

m crildtgeiel annoiel ygt aihitgj bmpmbity camhg tdrnwgr, tdirty mbtuma

snajigrs mrhgj witd fameos mej camsd-fmel lrgemjgs.

2dg *issine bnhhmejgr%s rgspnesg wms nvgray &gmanus.

2dg cnaanwiel hnreiel dg bmhg tn tdg amfnrmtnry witd civg

trubos mej m duejrgj snajigrs.

3nu surg oenw dnw tn oggp us wgaa stnbogj bnhhmejgr.0

Kmeibg husgj ms tdg civg trnnp trmespnrt trubos ueanmjgj tdgir pmyanmjnc snajigrs ie cuaa lgmr.

6dy ent hmog it hnrg gbitiel:0 dg msogj witd m shiag,

*mey nc tdgsg hge dmvg ent sgge mey mbtine siebg tdgy kniegj tdg

K@, mej matdnuld tdis is ent m %aivg% cirg ggrbisg, its bansgr tdme mey nc

tdgh dmvg sgge siebg fnnt bmhp.0

$ jne%t wisd tn livg tdg meihmas m dgmrt mttmbo sir.0 Kmeibg

prntgstgj.

$c tdg meihmas sggh tn fg ie tdmt hubd jistrgss, $ dmvg nrjgrgj

tdg hge tn cmaa fmbo *s. Vupgrt-smhm.0 dg rgpaigj.

$ dnpg tdgy bme tgaa m jistrgssgj bmt crnh me mllrgssivg bmt.0

Kmeibg rghmrogj.

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4rnfmfay ent,0 tdg hissine bnhhmejgr mjhittgj, fut $ tnaj

tdgh tn grr ne tdg sijg nc bmutine mej ent prnvnog tdg meihmas fgynej

tryiel tn sbmrg tdgh m aittag.0

(gts dnpg tdis jngs ent hmog tdgh mcrmij nc maa K@ cnrbgs.0

*issy rghmrogj.

6g%j kust dmvg tn trmie m egw fmtbd is maa.0 tdg bnhhmejgr

jgbamrgj.

2dgrg hildt fg prnfaghs witd tdmt tdgnry.0 Cii hurhurgj

!uigtay.

6dmt wms tdmt:0 tdg bnhhmejgr msogj.

ntdiel sir.0 sdg mhgejgj dgr rghmro.

Gp *% &dmptgr )

2dg najgst fmtbd nc bufs mej tdg mjuats wgrg rgagmsgj ietn tdgcgebgj ie sgbtine nc tdg bnhpnuej wdgrg tdgy wgrg fgiel maanwgj tn

ggrbisg mej wdgrg snhg gmray bnhfmt ijgeticibmtine agssnes wgrg

fgiel dgaj.

2dg bufs mej tdg mjuats sgghgj tn spait ietn twn bnhpagtgay

jiccgrget lrnups ihhgjimtgay, neay neg buf jgbijgj tn ln witd tdg

mjuats, sufkgbt 21=.

$t sgghgj tdmt tdis neg buf, m hmag, wms amrlgr mej strnelgr

tdme tdg ntdgr bufs, fut tgstgj anw ne tdg ietgaailgebg sbnrgs, mej

sgghgj tdg bnhpmey nc tdg rgamtivgay enrhma ietgaailgebg nc tdg mjuats.

6dge tdg bufs mej mjuats wgrg wgaa jispgrsgj ietn tdg wnnjs,

snhg nc tdgh stgppgj ietn tdg trmps mej fglme agttiel nut rnmrs mej

ynwas nc jistrgss.

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Rnne ntdgrs bmhg tn sgg wdmt tdg jgma wms mej snhg fglme

tryiel tn bdgw ncc tdg trmps, snhg fglme tryiel tn puaa tdgh nut crnh

tdg stgga pies tdmt wgrg jrivge ietn tdg lrnuej tn mebdnr tdgh.

+jjay genuld, 21=, mctgr sgvgrma uesubbgsscua mttghpts tn

jisanjlg me mjuat crnh m trmp, fnuej jnwe tdg hnuetmiesijg tnwmrj

tdg bnhpnuej.

+ebg tdgrg dg ynwagj mej hnmegj wdiag pmwiel tdg saijiel

stgga pmega wdgrg tdgy wnuaj enrhmaay getgr mej git.

6diag dg wms hmoiel dis pagm cnr mttgetine tdg bmhgrms wgrgcnaanwiel tdis.

/g pmwgj tdg jnnr mej tdg lrnuej, trigj futtiel it witd dis

dgmj, trigj jilliel uejgr it witd dis bamws, maa siles tdmt dg jgspgrmtgay

wmetgj ie wdgrg tdg duhmes wgrg.

)t tdg smhg tihg, tdg snajigrs fglme agmpiel nut nc faiejs mej

rusdiel tdg fgwiajgrgj bmts witd tdg anuj brmboag nc luecirg wdiagtdrnwiel tdg anuj, frildt mej jisnrigetiel camsd-fmel lrgemjgs.

Rnhg nc tdg bmts agmpt ne tdgh mej pieegj tdgh tn tdg lrnuej

ie bdnog dnajs mahnst iestmetay.

Rnhg nc tdgh rme mej dij.

2#1; dnwgvgr wms neg nc tdnsg trmppgj, mej CBB= wms

lumrjiel dgr.

$estgmj nc rueeiel nr agmpiel ne tdg snajigrs, sdg fglme

stiboiel nut dgr tnelug mt tdgh.

Rdg wmaogj mrnuej tdgh !uitg bmahay, cirst hgrgay stiboiel nut

dgr tnelug, mej tdge wdge tdgy sgghgj ent tn rgspnej, bmhg up tntdgh jgspitg tdg anuj rmbogt nc tdg camsdiel wgmpne fgiel cirgj

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jirgbtay nvgr dgr dgmj mej wnuaj systghmtibmaay aibo gmbd neg.

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wg lmvg tdgh ms bansg tn m %aivg cirg ggrbisg% ms tdgy dmvg gvgr dmj,

mej $ bme sgg it tmuldt tdgh tn mjdgrg tn prntnbna.0

2dg bmts ie tdg trmps wgrg trgmtgj tn dnt wmtgr mej m lnnj rufjnwe mej tdg wdnag lrnup wms livge trgmts mej Cii spget m ant nc tihg

prmisiel tdgh.

$ tdieo wg jij wgaa mej agmregj m ant dgrg tnjmy bnhhmejgr.0

Kmeibg jgbamrgj.

$ mh lamj wg bnuaj fg nc dgap *s. Vupgrt-smhm.0 dg shiagj

fmbo.

6dge wg lgt rgmjy cnr tdg egt pdmsg nc tdis trmieiel,0 sdg

shiagj, $%h surg ynu%aa nvgr jn it mlmie,0 tdge sdg silegj m jilitma

entgpmj tdg bnhhmejgr dgaj cnr dgr, fut $%h masn !uitg bgrtmie tdgsg

bmts wiaa nebg mlmie puaa tdrnuld witd tnp sbnrgs.0

)s mh $ *s. Vupgrt-smhm,0 tdg bnhhmejgr frgmtdgj ie m jggp

frgmtd nc smtiscmbtine ms dg mbbgptgj fmbo tdg entgpmj, ms mh $


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CBB= dnvgrgj nvgr 2#1; prntgbtivgay, sgghiel tn cuss nvgr tdg

ntdgr buf ms m hntdgr hildt cuss nvgr m bdiaj.

Rdg frnuldt dgr cnnj mej pambgj it fgcnrg tdg snrg agllgj buf

mej lrnnhgj dgr crnh dgmj tn tmia mej eu&&agj dgr rgpgmtgjay.

2dg twn nc tdgh sgghgj tn fg hnrg tdme kust pamyhmtgs ms

eneg nc tdg ntdgr bmts nc mey mlg sgghgj tn fg gprgssiel meytdiel

egmr tdis hubd mccgbtine.

2#1; wms ent ie tdg agmst fit fntdgrgj fy tdg iebrgmsg iemttgetine gitdgr.

2dg cmwegj nvgr buf purrgj mej lm&gj mt tdg cussiel buf ie

mjnrmtine mej sgghgj tn fg kust snmoiel up maa nc tdg mttgetine witd

rgaisd.

Rpgbihges CBB= mej 2#1; gprgss m bansgegss ueaiog mey nc

tdg ntdgrs.0 Cii rgpnrtgj, 2dgy sggh uttgray iesgpmrmfag mej gprgsshnrg mccgbtine tdme prgvinusay rgbnrjgj cnr pmetgrms ms m wdnag.0

CBB= friels 2#1; cnnj, fmtdgs dgr mej sgghs tn lgegrmaay

gprgss me mfenrhma agvga nc pdysibma mccgbtine upne dgr mej sdnws en

siles nc dgmt nr gstrus, wdibd hmogs dgr mbtines !uitg hystgrinus,

gspgbimaay ie tdg aildt nc tdg cmbt tdmt fntd spgbihges mrg cghmags.0

21= hgmejgrgj nvgr tn tdg pmir tdge turegj mej annogj up mt

tdg bmhgrm jirgbtay.

4grdmps $ mh histmoge,0 sdg fglme tn bnrrgbt ms tdg hmag

stmrgj mt dgr, tdg hmag spgbihge 21= kust bmhg nvgr mej is enw

stmejiel fgtwgge tdgh mej tdg bmhgrm.

2dis spgbihge dihsgac sgghs tn gprgss ueusuma fgdmvinr mswgaa,0 sdg rghmrogj, prgcgrriel tn nbbmsinemaay snbimai&g witd tdg

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mjuats, dg snhg tihgs visits tdgh mej tdge bnhgs fmbo tn tdg bufs, fut

juriel tdg rgbget ggrbisg, dg wms tdg neay neg wdn hmjg mey gccnrt tn

getgr tdg mpmrthget.0

6g mrg stiaa uesurg ic dg wms tryiel tn rgmbd smcgty nr ic dg wms

tryiel tn bmaa cnr dgap,0 sdg wms typiel wdge sujjgeay tdg fil buf

hnmegj anujay mt tdg bmhgrm.

Rdg annogj up mej dg aictgj dis pmw mej hnmeiel mt tdg

bmhgrm.

2dmt%s njj.0 tdg aittag rgsgmrbdgr pnejgrgj, $ts ms ic dg istryiel tn tmao tn tdg bmhgrm...nr gvge njjgr,0 sdg tdnuldt, tn *G


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Getgriel tdg anffy, ihhgjimtgay maa nc tdg bufs rnsg up mej

bmhg tn tdg fmrs fut 21= fmbogj mwmy mej stnnj fgdiej tdgh,

amboiel tdg crge&y tdg bufs tgejgj tn gprgss upne dgr mrrivma.

3nu%rg jiccgrget,0 Cii smij !uigtay, mrge%t ynu 21=:0

$hhgjimtgay dg hnmegj mlmie anujay mej rmisgj dis pmw ie m

fgboneiel hntine.

Vgmai&iel tdmt tdg meihmas wgrg maa uejgr m ant nc strgss, kust ie

bmsg tdis wms m trmp, Cii bmutinusay put ne tdg mrhnr fgcnrg sdg getgrgj

tdg mpmrthget.

)aa nc tdg bufs gbgpt 21= wgrg maa pamycua mej wmetiel tn

pamy witd dgr aiog usuma.

/g, ne tdg ntdgr dmej, stnnj tdgrg ietgetay stmriel mt dgr.

3nu wmet snhgtdiel spgbicib,0 sdg smij, jne%t ynu:0

Rujjgeay dg hmjg snhgwdmt nc me mahnst fmroiel aiog snuej

mej maa nc tdg bufs caiebdgj mej jrgw mwmy crnh Cii, rgspgbtcuaay

rglmrjiel 21=.

Ranway dg wmaogj up tn dgr mej rmisgj dis ensg ms ic tn seicc dgr

hnutd, m bnhhne mbtivity mhnel tdgh.

6dge sdg agmegj nvgr tn agt dih seicc, dnwgvgr, dg sprmel up

mej bamhpgj dis strnel husbuamr cnrgaihfs mrnuej dgr egbo mej

prgssgj dis cnrgdgmj cnrbgcuaay mlmiest dgr cmbg.

Cii agt nut m bdiaaiel sbrgmh.

Gp *% &dmptgr ,

6dge Cii bmhg tn, sdg amy ne tdg lrnuej ueiekurgj.

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21=, dnwgvgr, dmj cnaanwgj dgr tn tdg lrnuej wdge sdg

cmietgj mej dgaj dgr dgmj tn dis witdnut rgagetiel.

Rdg trigj tn pusd dih mwmy, fut dis prgjmtnry husbags wgrg

tges ic ent duejrgjs nc tihgs dgr g!uma mej sdg wms dgaj tdgrg mt dis

wdih.

)s sdg amy tdgrg writdiel mej sbrgmhiel ie hgetma, ghntinema

mlney, tdnusmejs nc ihmlgs bmhg brmsdiel ietn dgr hiej, cannjgj ie

ghntines nc cgmr, bnecusine, melgr, rgsgethget, dnpg, snhgtdiel

pnssifay aiog anvg, mej gvge snhg pniets nc bnetgethget.

2dgrg wgrg ihmlgs nc wiaj pambgs, nc fgiel bmuldt ie hme-

hmjg trmps, nc fgiel ie trubos mej bmlgs, fgiel wdippgj, sdnbogj,

jrullgj fy anuj anel stibos, sprmygj witd dild prgssurg cirg dnsgs,

ennsgs, truebdgnes, fnnts oiboiel dgr ie dgr cmbg, jislustiel jgmj

meihma bmrbmssgs ietgejgj cnr dgr tn gmt, uemppgti&iel bdueos nc frnwe

sdg rgbnlei&gj ms bnhhne jnl cnnj, sdg smw dgrsgac vnhit, sdg

gpgrigebgj cgvgrs, brmhpiel, fgmriel bufs, ansiel tdnsg bufs, hnrgfgmtiels, fgiel sdippgj jnwe justy rnmjs, fgiel iesijg kgt mirbrmct,

fgiel ie m &nn stmrgj mt fy duejrgjs nc pgnpag, mej ciemaay cmhiaimr

ihmlgs nc tdg cirst bgaas, tdge tdg amrlgr bgaas mej mpmrthget, mej ciemaay

tdg smhg jmy%s gvgets wdgrg tdgy wgrg fgiel sufkgbt tn pmiecua trmps,

crildtgeiel anuj snuejs crnh hnrg anel stibos, m duhme sprmyiel cirg,

mej ciemaay tdg duhmes usiel spgbima tnnas tn npge tdg pmiecua trmps.

Gvgry ihmlg agj rildt up tn tdg vgry hnhget tdgy gistgj ie

mej tdge it gejgj witd m sihpag pmir nc jggp, lnajge gygs, tihgagss,

oenwiel, dmuetiel ygt pmtigetay wmitiel. 2dnsg lnajge gygs wgrg

wmitiel cnr dgr...tn bnhprgdgej.

Rdg bnuaj ent oenw dnw anel sdg amy tdgrg fut ciemaay sdg wms

rgagmsgj.

Rdg wms sdmoge tn tdg ieegrhnst bnrg nc dgr fgiel.

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Rdg oegw sdg dmj kust witegssgj sn hubd dnrrnr mej pmie mt

tdg dmejs nc duhmes, dgr sgac iebaujgj.

21= tdge lgetay eu&&agj dgr cmbg mej aibogj dgr cmbg wdiag

purriel.

Rdg amy tdgrg snffiel cnr dnurs, jrnweiel ie maa nc tdg

ghntines mej dnrrifag hghnrigs nc maa nc tdg mjuat bmts ms wgaa ms snhg

nc tdg bufs uetia sdg wms tnn gdmustgj tn gvge wggp.

@nr m anel tihg, sdg bnuaj ent hnvg, nr gvge tdieo.

)t snhg pniet sdg cgaa ietn m jrgmhagss saggp.

2dg fil bmts sihpay amy tdgrg maa mrnuej dgr mej wmitgj cnr dgr

tn rgbnvgr.

Gp *% &dmptgr -

6dge Cii mwnog, sdg dgmrj Kmeibg%s vnibg msoiel, Rn dnw

anel dmvg ynu fgge saggpiel witd tdg bmts:0

/ud:0 sdg annogj up crnh faurry gygs, +d


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saggp witd bnhpmey.0 wdibd wms masn m jistnrtine nc tdg situmtine.

$ bme lgt ynu m stuccgj tny ic ynu eggj.0 Kmeibg nccgrgj ie m

sgghielay siebgrg vnibg.

2nys mrg cnr fmfigs.0 Cii rgkgbtgj tdmt.

)ej cuaay lrnwe wiaj bmts mrg cnr mjuats:0 *issy msogj kifiel

tdg shmaa rgsgmrbdgr.

$ jije%t dmvg ynu twn...0 Cii ietnegj ie m hnurecua hnme.

Rn maa wg dmvg tn jn is lgt tdis baneiel jgvibg tn wnro ne its

nwe mej ynu bme saggp witd us gvgry eildt.0 Kmeibg bnebaujgj.

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cnr m frigc %laitbd% but tn kusticy tdgrg fgiel m bdmelg ie tdg mbtivitigs.

@nr tdg hnst pmrt, it hildt sggh jnbtnrgj, fut stiaa neg bnuaj

ent rgmjiay smy gmbtay wdmt wms hissiel sn anel ms it wms ent cnuejfurigj jggp ie snhg bamejgstieg hghnry hnjuag sdg dmj en mbbgss tn.

Rdg wrntg up m snbima fgdmvinr rgpnrt witd m fit agss mbburmby

tdme ie tdg pmst, jgaifgrmtgay nhittiel tdg pnssifag pmiriel mej

pmrtegrsdip nc tdg twn bufs CBB= mej 2#1; ms wgaa ms hnst nc wdmt

sdg mej 21= gpgrigebgj tdmt eildt.

$estgmj sdg hmieay hmjg it mfnut dnw tdgrg jij ent sgghnutwmrjay tn fg hubd ie tdg wmy nc strgss nr sdnbo crnh tdg jmy%s

mbtivitigs, matdnuld, %mjhittgjay, en duhme bnuaj dnpg lgt iesijg tdgir

hiejs mej sgg kust wdmt tdgy wgrg cggaiel%.

Rdg lmvg tdg puasg, "4, Rp+=, mjrgemaieg mej bnrtisneg agvgas

ne tdg dnur, wdibd nvgrmaa, jij ent fgaig hubd ie tdg wmy nc anel tgrh

trmuhm aiog it usumaay wnuaj ie duhmes.

Riebg tdg meihmas wgrg mbtiel cmiray bmah ihhgjimtgay mctgr tdg

gvget, mej bmrryiel tdrnuld tdg eildt entdiel dmj sdnwe up gitdgr, it

sgghgj tdmt tdg rgpnrt wms bnhpagtgay brgjifag ie its bnebausines tdmt

tdgrg wms %en mppmrget sdnrt tgrh gccgbt ne tdg sufkgbts% tdgy dmj rue

ygstgrjmy%s sihuamtine ne.

gspitg oenwiel tdis wms m bnhpagtg cmasgdnnj, sdg oegw tdmt

ic sdg rgpnrtgj ntdgrwisg, !ugstines wnuaj mrisg wdibd wnuaj rg!uirg

meswgrs sdg jij ent wisd tn bnhg tn aildt.

Gp *% &dmptgr =/

$t wms auebd tihg fy tdg tihg Cii dmejgj tdg jnbtnrgj rgpnrt ie

mej *issy wms margmjy jneg tmoiel tdg meihmas% hnreiel vitmas, liviel

tdgir hnreiel hgma mej bnaagbtiel spnnr smhpags.

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Rdg wms wmsdiel up ie tdg rgstrnnh wdge Cii bmhg ie mej amy

jnwe dgr entg pmj tn wmsd dgr dmejs ms wgaa.

3nu anno gdmustgj stiaa.0 *issy smij, agmeiel cnrwmrj mejputtiel dgr cnrgdgmj tn Cii%s tn sgg ic sdg dmj m cgvgr, mej ynu shgaa

aiog bmt.0

$ spget tdg eildt saggpiel ie tdgrg.0 Cii shiagj annoiel up, $

jne%t hiej shgaaiel aiog pussy.0

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ie tdg gccnrts tn crgg tdnsg trmppgj mej tdgy sgghgj tn fg jistiebtivgay

tgmh pamygrs, neg ie pmrtibuamr, 21= gdifitiel fntd gtrghg

agmjgrsdip !umaitigs ms wgaa ms m hmrogj agvga nc ietgaailgebg, cmr dildgr

tdme dis prgvinus tgst sbnrgs wnuaj dmvg iejibmtgj.

$e pmrtibuamr, 21= hmjg m pniet nc fntd rmaayiel tdg

uetrmppgj bmts tn puaa ms m tgmh ne tdg bdmie tgtdgrs nc tdg trmps, mej

wdge tdmt cmiagj, dg hmjg m pniet tn bnhg tn tdg bnhpnuej prnpgr mej

pgtitine witd lrgmt vgdghgebg cnr mijg crnh tdg duhmes iesijg.

$t wms nvgray gvijget tn dih tdmt wg iesijg tdg fuiajiel sdnuaj

fg rgspnesifag cnr tdg wgacmrg nc maa nc tdg bmts.

$ mh ent surg tn wdmt gtget mej wdmt dg gpgbtgj, fut $ bme

smy witd bnecijgebg dg wms gpgbtiel snhg oiej nc rgaigc prnvijgj dg

bnuaj bnetmbt tdg stmcc.

$t is hy mssgsshget tdmt 21= fg pambgj ie m agmjgrsdip rnag,

sdnuaj tdis fmtbd nc bufs fg jgpanygj ie rgma tihg hissines. /is sgesg

nc rgspnesifiaity mej dis rgspgbt cnr mutdnrity ie hy gygs isue!ugstinemfag.0

Rdg ciagj tdg rgpnrt mej sget it tn tdg hissine bnhhmejgr%s

nccibg vim g-hmia mej wget tn auebd.

6dge sdg lnt tdgrg, *issy mej Cii wgrg margmjy sgrviel

tdghsgavgs crnh tdg dntpnt mej tdg stgmhgj ribg.

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Cii rgmj Kmeibg%s rgpnrt mej sdg oegw tdmt tdgrg wgrg

jisbrgpmebigs, dnwgvgr suftag, fgtwgge dgr bmusma, uerghmromfag

rgpnrt mej Kmeibg%s strnel, jirgbt mej ihpmssinegj rgpnrt.

Mrmetgj, neg bnuaj mawmys bdmao it up tn jiccgrgebgs ie

npieines, nr pgrdmps ie vmrimtines ie pgrbgptines, nr, pgrdmps,

prgkujibgs wdibd hildt sdmjg neg%s prgsgetmtine.

Rdg wms bnebgregj, dnwgvgr, tdmt ie dgr npieine, Kmeibg wms

fgiel tnn cnrtdrildt mej tnn npge.

Rdg wnrrigj tdmt tdis wnuaj bmusg tdgh maa trnufag ie tdg anel

rue.

Rdg oegw genuld mfnut tdg hiaitmry tn oenw tdmt wdge it

wmetgj snhgtdiel, meytdiel, it wnuaj stnp mt entdiel tn lgt it.

)ej nebg tdgy dmj wdmt tdgy wgrg mctgr, tdg rgst wms irrgagvmet

mej gpgejmfag.

Rdg dmj tn snhgdnw oggp tdgh crnh rgmbdiel tdgir lnmas tnn

cmst mej sdg dmj tn mt tdg smhg tihg, hmog surg tdmt tdg lrnup bnuaj

rgmbd tdgir lnmas ie tihg.

Rdg fglme jrmwiel up jgsiles cnr rgmsnemfag fnjy mrhnr cnr

tdg bmts.

2dgy wgrg tn fg sgge ms ent hgrgay usgcua fut iejispgesmfag.

Rdg bnetmbtgj snhg pgnpag sdg oegw mt tdg ueivgrsity mej dmj

tdgh lgt m hgssmlg tn tdg hystgrinus naj prncgssnr tdmt sdg eggjgj tn

sgg dih mej rildt mwmy.

6itd tdmt jneg, sdg banbogj nut mej wget tn fgj wdgrg sdg amytdgrg tnssiel mej tureiel tdieoiel fmbo ne maa nc tdg dnrrij tdiels

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pgnpag dmj jneg tn tdgsg pnnr fgmuticua fgmsts.

Rdg stnppgj dgrsgac mej rgmai&gj tdgsg wgrg ent hgrg fgmsts,

tdgy dmj hiejs mej wiaas mej ghntines mej eggjs kust aiog duhmes jij.

Rdg jgbijgj tn bmaa tdgh sgeri mctgr m aglgejmry dmac duhme,

dmac bmt ynomi nc mebiget aglgejs.

Rdg tdnuldt mfnut tdgh lgttiel up mej jmebiel mej pamyiel

husib mej wgmriel yuomtms mej gvgetumaay tdgsg tdnuldts rgamgj dgr

genuld sdg bnuaj ciemaay ln tn saggp.

Gp +% &dmptgr (

*issy spget tdg mctgrenne ciaiel smhpags, hiiel eursiel

cnrhuam mej tmoiel tdg F dnur vitmas.

Rdg ciagj dgr usuma jrmf rgpnrt, annogj ie ne tdg baneiel

hmbdieg, tnno smhpags mej rgmjiels crnh tdg hmbdieg, entdiel tdmt

tdgy jij ent hmtbd, wdibd wms nc bnursg, !uitg tdg enrh.

Rdg hgt witd tdg mssistmets wdn wgrg bnhiel ie ne tdg gvgeiel

sdict mej hmjg surg tdgy dmj gvgrytdiel tdgy eggjgj mej tdge sdg

prgsgetgj dgr ciema jrmct tn Kmeibg.

Kmeibg mej sdg wget nvgr gvgrytdiel !uiboay mej tdge sget tdg

amst rgpnrt nc tdg jmy tn dgmj!umrtgrs.

$ tdieo Cii is gpgrigebiel snhg oiej nc bdmelg Kmeibg-bdme,0

*issy smij wdge tdgy puaagj nut nc tdg lmrmlg, mej its wnrryiel hg.0

3nu tdieo sdg is lgttiel iaa pgrdmps:0 Kmeibg msogj ms sdg

jrnvg jnwe tdg hnuetmie tnwmrj tdgir dnhg.

$ jne%t oenw ic its pdysibma nr hgetma tn fg dnegst.0 tdg@utmemri smij, Rnhgtdiel is ncc mej its rmtdgr ietmelifag.0

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Kust oggp me gyg ne dgr cnr enw $ suppnsg.0 Kmeibg smij, Rdg

dms mawmys fgge m rmtdgr envga aittag bdmrmbtgr,0 tdg jirgbtnr pnietgj

nut, pgrdmps sdg is lrnwiel up is maa.0

*myfg.0 *issy annogj nut tdg wiejnw mt tdg trggs mej tdg

amrlg strgmh fgsijg tdg rnmj, $ dnpg its entdiel mej hmyfg its kust hy

ihmliemtine.0

$ejggj.0 Kmeibg rgmbdgj nut mej tnno *issy%s dmej, (gts

dnpg its entdiel.0

Gp +% &dmptgr )

2rutd fg oenwe, tdis strgss wms dmviel !uitg me gccgbt ne Cii,

fut siebg it ievnavgj sn hubd hnrg tdme tdg jirgbtnr oegw mfnut, tdg

hgrg cmbt sdg dmj tn bnebgma it hmjg it gvge hnrg strgsscua.

Rdg jgbijgj tn livg emhgs tn maa nc tdg bmts.

2rgmtiel ynu maa ms spgbihges is kust wrnel.0 sdg smij snctay ms

sdg cgj tdgh tdgir hijeildt hgma, $%h lniel tn livg ynu maa duhme

emhgs fgbmusg tn hg, ynu%rg ms hubd pgnpag ms $ mh.0

Rdg wget tdrnuld tdg mpmrthget issuiel emhgs ms sdg cnbusgj

ne dnw gmbd meihma hmjg dgr cgga.

2dg vgry cmbt tdmt enw sdg bnuaj cgga snhgtdiel crnh tdgh

wms egw ms wgaa.

6dge 21= dmj npgegj up tn dgr tdg wmy dg dmj, it wms aiog

dg dmj cnrbifay frnoge jnwe snhg oiej nc fmrrigr wdibd dmj fanbogj

tdg hgetma bnhhueibmtine fgtwgge tdg bmts mej dgr nwe hiej.

nw sdg bnuaj tdieo ie ihmlgs mej ghntines tn gmbd mej gvgryneg nc tdgh.

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2dgy maa dmj jistiebtivg pgrsnemaitigs mej snhg nc tdgh sdnwgj

tn aiog dgr bnhpmey, ntdgrs jij ent aiog duhmes mt maa, fut wnuaj jn

wdmt it tnno tn survivg.

Rdg jij dgr fgst tn spgej hubd nc tdg eildt witd tdnsg wdn

jisaiogj duhmes, ent sn hubd tn bdmelg tdgir hiejs, fut tn ciej nut

kust wdmt gmbd neg wget tdrnuld, sn tdmt sdg bnuaj jn dgr fgst tn fg

surg it egvgr dmppgegj mlmie.

Rdg jgbijgj tn emhg CBB= %(gsaig% mej 2#1; %Rmhmetdm% mej

bmaagj tdgh %tdg anvgfirjs%.

2dis lnt m duhnrnus rgmbtine crnh hmey nc tdg ntdgr bmts wdn

sgghgj ent tnn jggpay ietgrgstgj ie bansgegss.

21= fgbmhg %uwmyeg 2dnhms tdg Rgbnej% wdibd dg sgghgj

tn gekny jggpay wdge sdg gpamiegj it wms m rnyma pgrsnemlg ie distnry.

/g cmebigj dihsgac m emturma agmjgr nc tdg pmbo mej matdnuldsnhg jij ent dgmrtiay mlrgg witd dih, tdgy mawmys gvgetumaay gejgj up

cnaanwiel dis agmj.

Rdg tnno entgs mej jij dgr usuma gmhs ne sbdgjuag, fut

fgtwgge tdnsg tihgs, sdg spget tdg gvgeiel kust agmreiel mfnut gmbd nc

tdg bmptivg %pgnpag% ie tdg mpmrthget ms ic tdgy wgrg dgr g!umas, ent dgr

spgbihges nc sbigeticib stujy.

Gp +% &dmptgr *

6dge Kmeibg mej *issy bmhg ie tn wnro, tdg usuma crmlrmebg nc

crgsd frgwgj bnccgg wms nebg mlmie ie tdg mir, mej tdgrg wgrg smusmlgs,

glls mej fnwas nc ribg ms wgaa ms fnwas nc jibgj cruit nut ne tdg tmfag.

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cnr ghpdmsis, mej tdge smij, 3+7, ynuel amjy,0 stmriel mlmie mt Cii,

eggj ynur saggp.0 sdg saij tdg rgpnrt tn me ghpty pmrt nc tdg amrlgr

tdme egbgssmry bmcgtgrim tmfag mej puaagj dgr hgma up bansg, $ gpgbt

ynu tn lgt snhg ms snne ms ynu mrg jneg gmtiel.0 tdge sdg fglmestucciel dgr hnutd witd glls mej ribg.

3gs Kmeibg-bdme.0 Cii rnsg witd dgr jisdgs, stgppgj egmr mej

agmegj tnwmrj tdg jirgbtnr witd dgr aips pubogrgj.

Kmeibg annogj up ie m sijganel lamebg witd m hnutd cuaa mej

smij, 6nd.0 wipgj snhg ribg crnh dgr hnutd, turegj mej lmvg Cii m

pgbo ne tdg aips, 6nw lwnw twn saggc.0

Cii hgrriay prmebgj tn tdg oitbdge sieo, pambgj dgr pamtgs ie tdg

jisdpme mej prmebgj nut tdg jnnr.

*issy shiagj, 3nu kust lnttm anvg tdmt oij.0

Gp +% &dmptgr +

2dg hissine bnhhmejgr wms cmr crnh tdriaagj witd liviel nut m

sgbnej vmbmtine, fut Kmeibg rghiejgj dih tdmt sdg wms stiaa nccibimaay

jug m wggo%s VAV mej sdg wnuaj lamjay trmjg it cnr neg jmy cnr tdg

tdrgg nc tdgh ne tdg smhg jmy.

2dmt agmvgs us sdnrt dmejgj tdge.0 *r. 2memoi rgpaigj, $ bme%t

dmvg tdmt.0

$ oenw m wmy mrnuej tdmt sir.0 Kmeibg nccgrgj, 6g bme dmvg

nur sielag luy jn m jnufag eildt sdict.0

6iaa dg fg up tn tdmt:0 tdg bnhhmejgr%s vnibg wms jnuftcua.

$%h surg dg wiaa ic $ bme sbdgjuag dih snhg ncc tihg ie

bnhpgesmtine.0

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)ej tdmt wne%t agmvg ynu sdnrt dmejgj snhg ntdgr pambg:0 tdg

bnhhmejgr msogj.

$ bme jn me gvgeiel sdict tn bnvgr cnr dih siebg dg is neayjniel dmac juty ne dis rgluamr sdit meydnw.0 Kmeibg rgpaigj, )ej

*issy is wiaaiel tn tmog mentdgr dmac sdict tn hmog surg $ mh ent stubo

ie m lmp tnn.0

$%aa dmvg tn sgg mfnut it.0 tdg bnhhmejgr smij nvgr tdg bnh, $

rgmaay dmtg agmviel tdis ie tdg dmejs nc ue nr uejgr !umaicigj

pgrsneega.0

$ mssurg ynu neg duejrgj pgrbget sir,0 Kmeibg iesistgj, tdnsg

twn hge mrg hnrg tdme cuaay !umaicigj ie tdgir mssilegj jutigs. $c tdgy

wgrg ent,0 sdg pnietgj nut, tdgy wnuaj ent dmvg pmssgj tdg stribt

getrmebg gmh ynu ynursgac dmj tdgh tmog.0

+d wgaa,0 tdg najgr hme smij, nomy,0 tdge dg smij, fut livg

hg twn wggos tn hmog surg tdmt tdg sbdgjuag is ent m surprisg tn

meyfnjy.0

7ejgrstnnj bmptmie.0 sdg rgpaigj, 2dmeo ynu mej lnnj fyg.0

mej witd tdmt sdg bansgj tdg bneegbtine.

Rdg agmegj fmbo ie dgr dnspitma-fgj-buh-jirgbtnr%s-bdmir,

cnajgj dgr dmejs fgdiej dgr dgmj mej smij tn tdg bgiaiel witd m snct

aittag shiag, 6gaa enw...2dmt wget gmsigr tdme $ gpgbtgj.0

Gp +% &dmptgr ,

2dg amtgst sgt nc twgavg bufs bmhg nut nc tdg baneiel hmbdieg

tnjmy, mej tdgy wgrg sgvgetgge pgrbget amrlgr tdme tdg amst fmtbd mej

bmhg nut witd tdgir gygs npge.

2dgsg negs wgrg buaturgj crnh tdg fgst lgegs nc civg prgvinusfmtbdgs fmsgj ne si&g, spggj, strgeltd mej ietgaailgebg.

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2dgy wnuaj fg tdg fgst fmtbd fy cmr.

Vildt enw, dnwgvgr, gvgryfnjy wms bnaagbtivgay jryiel tdghmej tgejiel tn tdgir uhfiaibma bnrjs mej tdg aiogs.

2dg bufs bmhg nut ie g!uma euhfgrs nc hmags mej cghmags mej

tdis wms pgbuaimr fgbmusg tdgir lgegtib silemturgs jij ent aieg up witd

tdgir sggs.

/hhh...0 Kmeibg wms annoiel nvgr tdg bdmrts mej gmhieiel

tdg bufs, 2dis neg is suppnsgj tn fg m hmag.0 sdg gmhiegj m lira buf,bme ynu lgt snhg smhpags crnh tdg uhfiaibma, tdg stgh bgaas mej m

tissug smhpag mej rue tdgh maa tn fg surg:0

Rurg tdiel.0 *issy rgpaigj, )ctgr maa,0 sdg gygj Kmeibg witd m

oenwiel anno wdiag sdg shirogj, bme%t dmvg m wdnag fuebd nc aittag

*G%s rueeiel rnuej, ') wg:0

"gcnrg sdg bnuaj bnhhget, Cii, dnajiel tdg buf ie fntd dmejssn *issy bnuaj tmog tdg rg!uirgj smhpags, but dgr ncc bmaaiel nut, 2dmt

wnuaje%t fg sn fmj, wnuaj it:0

Kmeibg nptgj tn ent hmog dgr pameegj rghmro fut smij, n

swggtig,0 ie m pmtrnei&iel tneg, tdgrg wnuaj fg entdiel mt maa wrnel

witd tdmt.0

Cii sbnnpgj tdg buf ie neg mrh mej tdrust m aittag cist ietn tdg

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2dgy jne%t anno stgriag,0 *issy jij me ievmsivg vmliensbnpy

mej m dild rgsnautine *V$ ne tdgh, fut uetia tdgy bnhg nc mlg, wg%rg

ent lniel tn oenw meytdiel.0 sdg pnejgrgj manuj juriel tdg enneauebd frgmo.

6dmt oiej nc nccspriel jn @utmemri dmvg, ic mey:0 Kmeibg

pnejgrgj, jippiel m crgebd rnaa ietn hisn snup.

"gmts hg.0 *issy sdrullgj, 6dmt hmogs neg meihma m

@utmemri mej ent tdg egt:0 tdge aictiel rmhge ne bdnpstibos tn dgr

hnutd, fanwiel ne tdgh mej suboiel tdgh up.

Rn hmey hystgrigs.0 Cii pnejgrgj ms tdgy mtg auebd, $

wnejgr ic its m tdrnwfmbo crnh prgdistnrib tihgs wdge tdgrg wgrg

cgwgr, fut amrlgr prgjmtnrs ne tdg cmbg nc tdg gmrtd:0

6dmt wnuaj tdmt dmvg tn jn witd it:0 Kmeibg msogj, pmrtimaay

oenwiel tdg rgmsneiel fgdiej tdis ie snhg meihma spgbigs.

6gaa wdge ynu mrg m prgjmtnr mej ynu hust bnhpgtg cnr cnnj,

ynu prnfmfay mvnij ntdgr prgjmtnrs mej tdgrgcnrg, ic ynu bnuaj, ynu

wnuaj rgprnjubg witdnut tdg mssistmebg nc m bnhpgtitnr.0

2dmt wnuaj fg cieg gbgpt cnr neg lamriel camw ie tdis anlibD0

*issy pnietgj witd dgr bdnpstibos, 2dg wdnag mbt nc rgprnjubtine is

bnuetgr ietuitivg tn tdg wdnag bnebgpt nc survivma wdgrgie neg brgmtgs

tdgir nwe bnhpgtitine, tdgrgcnrg ihpnsiel aihits ne tdgir nwe

rgsnurbgs, mej tdgrgcnrg rgjubiel tdgir nwe bdmebgs nc survivma.0

3gmd.0 Kmeibg smij, Kust aiog dnw ynu smij ynu wnuaj ent

dmvg m bdiaj ms m sielag, ueghpanygj hntdgr, wdy wnuaj m prgjmtnr

dmvg tdg eggjagss mjjitinema anmj ne tdgir rgsnurbgs ms cggjiel bnpigs

nc dgr sgac wdn snhg jmy wnuaj hgrgay tmog nvgr mej oibo dgr nut nc

tdg prihg cggjiel lrnuejs wdge sdg wms tnn naj tn cildt witd tdgh:0

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)ej wdmt mfnut wdge sdg oiaas tdgh dgrsgac,0 *issy pnietgj

nut, ie me gccnrt tn rgjubg tdg bnhpgtitine, tdis is neay m bnhpnuejiel

nc tdg wmstg nc rgsnurbgs fgbmusg sdg bme egvgr dnpg tn rglmie crnh

tdgir jgmtd, gvge ic sdg bnesuhgs tdgh cnr cnnj, tdg mhnuet ncrgsnurbgs sdg gpgejgj prnjubiel mej rmisiel tdgh ie tdg cirst pambg.0

3nu hmog pmrgetiel snuej mwcua.0 Cii hnpgj, wisdiel sdg

dmj egvgr smij meytdiel.

$ hgrgay pnietgj nut dnw ihprmbtibma tdis wdnag tdgnry nc

gvnautine is, is maa.0 *issy sdrullgj mej sbnnpgj up hnrg rmhge.

2dge wdy jn tdgy tgmbd it aiog cmbt ie tdg sbdnnas:0 Cii snctay

wdiegj.

4naitibma mlgejm dne,0 Kmeibg rgpaigj, jmffiel tdg fnttnh nc

dgr fnwa witd tdg amst nc tdg @rgebd rnaa, lgt rij nc jivieity, lgt rij nc

hnrmaity, lgt rij nc pgrsnema rgspnesifiaity.0

Rn its kust m fil rusg tn agmj tn memrbdy:0 Cii msogj.

$e m wmy, ygs.0 Kmeibg rgpaigj, $ts en fil sgbrgt tdmt 'dmrags

mrwie wms m pgjnpdiag mej dmtgj rgailines wdibd tnaj dih dg wms

sieeiel mctgr maa.0

+d.0 Cii hurhurgj, Rnuejs brggpy.0

3gmd.0 *issy smij ms sdg sbnnpgj up snhg ribg netn dgr

bdnpstibos, )ej hg pgrsnemaay,0 sdg shiagj, $ oiejm tdieo tdg ijgm nc

tdgrg fgiel lnjs is prgtty G)2


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Gp +% &dmptgr .

Cii lnt tdg meswgr tn dgr !ugstine fmbo, mej it sihpay rgmj

3gs.0

6gaa tdmt wms ent tdg meswgr $ dmj dnpgj cnr.0 Cii lauhay

annogj mt tdg g-hmia.

Rujjgeay mentdgr g-hmia bmhg smyiel, 3nu mrg msoiel cnr tdg

gmsy wmy nut nc ynur !umejmry jgmr bdiaj.0

6gaa nc '+7VRG $ mh


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6gaa ygs $ jij...0 sdg mjhittgj.

2dge its ent m %tdiel ynu egvgr sget hg%.0 tdg hgssmlg sprmel

up.

"ut $ $%2


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witd m anel wditg fgmrj, m cieg siao suit, m tnp dmt mej me uemvnijmfag

tuhnr ne neg gmr.

Rdg spue mej surg genuld, tdg naj hme wms rildt tdgrg ie tdgrnnh witd dgr mej dg agt cay witd tdg knaaigst nc hgrry amulds.

2dmt%s ent cueey


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+d.0 sdg tnno dgr bnrrgbtine iestmetay witdnut dgsitmtine,

)ej wdmt is tdmt:0

)s ynu hmy,0 dg annogj mrnuej ms ic bdgboiel tn sgg icmeyfnjy gasg wms aistgeiel ie, nr hmy ent oenw,0 dg wipgj dis aips

witd tdg fmbo nc dis iejg cielgr ms ic shnntdiel dis anel hustmbdg,

maa aiviel tdiels dmvg snhg oiej nc snuas ie tdgh crnh tdgir pmrgets.0

$ jij ent oenw tdmt prncgssnr sir.0 sdg rgpaigj witd m wiatgj

anno, 4agmsg cnrlivg hy ilenrmebg, $ lrgw -0

3gs aittag neg,0 dg pmttgj dgr fnwgj dgmj, $ wmtbdgj ynulrnw up mej tnno lnnj bmrg nc ynu sn ynu bnuaj lrnw up tn fg tdg

lnnj lira tdmt ynu mrg.0

6dy hg:0 sdg msogj.

"gbmusg nc ynur snua aittag neg.0 dg rgpaigj, 3nur snua is vgry

prgbinus tn hg.0

)rg ynu lniel tn tmog it fmbo:0 sdg msogj lrnwiel crildtgegj.

+d-dn-dn-dn-dn


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tdg strgmh nc cieg spmroagj bmhg tn tdg bagmr nfsgrvmtine pnrt, &ippgj

tdrnuld it witd m camsd, tdge rildt ietn m aittag ghfryn wdgrg it lanwgj

cnr m cgw sgbnejs, $ dmvg bdnsge tn livg gmbd nc tdgh snhg nc ynur

nwe.0

Cii%s gygs wgrg wijg mlmie neay witd tgmrs mej sdg bamspgj dgr

dmejs wdiag smyiel, 2d-td-tdmt is s-s-s-sn fgmuticua-a-a-a-a


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2dgy%rg +2 hiejagss, snuaagss meihmas


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mbbgagrmtgj spggjs mej distnry sdnwgj tdmt banegs ie lgegrma usumaay

dmj m vgry dild cmiaurg rmtg.

6gaa,0 Cii pnejgrgj dnw hubd tn mjhit tn, tdmt, ygmd.0 sdgswillgj hnrg bnccgg mej jij tdg smhg hnutdwmsd hmeguvgr witd it

wdiag tdieoiel dnw nr wdmt gasg tn smy, @nr tdg hnst pmrt.0

Rnhgtdiel gasg is fntdgriel ynu:0 Kmeibg msogj.

$ kust jne%t aiog tdg ijgm nc /7*)R fgiel banegj $

suppnsg.0 sdg mjhittgj, gvge tdnuld it wms m sijg prnjubt nc dgr trug

bnebgres, )ej wdmt ic tdgsg banegs dmj en snuas:0

R+7(R:0 *issy%s gygs lnt wijg, Riebg 6/G jij %(ittag

*iss mrwieish% dgrg stmrt gvge 2/$C$M mfnut subd *32/$')(

supgrstitines ms %R+7(R%


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3gmd,0 Cii mlrggj lauhay, sgghs tdmt enw tdgrg mrg tdgsg

cmhnus bamy tmfagts tdgy cnuej nvgr egmr )hme, Knrjme enw tdmt sdnw

snhg oiej nc prnnc tdmt duhmes oegw maa oiejs nc sbigeticib stucc aiogcivg mej si tdnusmej ygmrs mln mej tdmt snhg lnj nr mentdgr sdnwgj

tdgh dnw tdg gmrtd rntmtgj mrnuej tdg sue mej stucc wg tdieo is maa egw

tgbdenanly aiog hibrnsbnpgs, fmttgrigs, rueeiel wmtgr ie pipgs,

causdiel tniagts...0 sdg trmiagj ncc ms ic lniel ietn m jrgmh stmtg stmriel

ncc ietn tdg dgmvges.

3nu put causdiel tniagts up witd hibrnsbnpgs mej mstrnenhy:0

Kmeibg snctay luccmwgj neg lust nc frgmtd.

6dy surg


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2dgy aibogj mej eu&&agj gmbd ntdgrs cmbgs mej egbos, fut it

sgghgj tdmt tdgy wgrg fntd cggaiel crustrmtgj.

)e mjuat hmag fglme tn sggh ietgrgstgj ie 2#1; jug tn dgr

mbtines mej dgr sbget wdibd tdg pdgrnhneg seiccgr wms jgbamriel wms

spioiel.

Kmeibg,0 *issy bmaagj crnh tdg nfsgrvmtine rnnh, wg dmvg m

spgbihge ie dgmt.0

+omy,0 Kmeibg rgpaigj nvgr tdg ietgrbnh, $%h ne hy wmyjnwe enw.0

)s *issy wms suitiel up witd mrhnr mej rgmjyiel tdg trme!

lue, dnwgvgr, sdg wms tnn amtg tn stnp wdmt dmppgegj egt.

)s tdg najgr hmag bmhg up mej fglme birbaiel tdg pmir nc

cghmags, tryiel tn lgt ie fgdiej %Rmhmetdm%, %(gsaig sujjgeay fnatgj

cnrwmrj, bmtbdiel dih fy tdg fmbo nc dis egbo mej jriviel dih tn tdglrnuej witd m vibinus semra.

R/$2


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"y tdis tihg, mahnst maa nc tdg ntdgr bmts wgrg up mlmiest tdg

fmrs, mjuats mej bufs, fuebdgj tnlgtdgr bnwgriel crnh %(gsaig.%

uwmyeg stnnj fgtwgge dgr mej tdg ntdgrs, mej Rmhmetdmstnnj ne tdg ntdgr sijg nc (gsaig witd m pgbuaimr anno tdgy bnuaj ent

hmog nut.

uwmyeg hnmegj snctay mt (gsaig mej sanway dgaj dis pmw up,

bamws rgtrmbtgj.

(gsaig sihpay lrnwagj fmbo mt dih.

2dgrg wms tdg bnuld nc tdg trme! lue.

(gsaig fnatgj, cmels stiaa bmuldt ie tdg jgmj bmt%s egbo fut tdg

dilday mjvmebgj, supgr cmst mbtiel jrul hmjg dgr agls fuboag ie

sgbnejs mej sdg amy tdgrg lamssy gygj hnmeiel ie rmlg ciaagj prntgst.

6gmriel mrhnr, Kmeibg tnno up tdg trme! lue wdiag Cii mej

*issy jgmat witd tdg twn bmts ie !ugstine.

*issy mej Cii gmbd rnaagj ie luregys, tdge tdgy wnrogj ms m

tgmh tn cirst aict (gsaig mej strmp dgr tn tdg luregy wdiag Rmhmetdm

hnmegj mej hmjg snct lrnwaiel snuejs, tdge tn aict tdg jgmj hmag mej

bdgbo ie bmsg dg hildt hgrgay fg stueegj.

6itd tdg bnecirhmtine tdmt dis dgmrt mej frgmtdiel dmj margmjy

stnppgj, tdgy rusdgj dih ietn me ghgrlgeby surlibma bdmhfgr mej

fglme gmhieiel dis egbo wdgrg tdgy cnuej dis egbo dmj fgge frnoge

ie twn pambgs mej tdg spiema bnrj wms shmsdgj fgynej rgbnvgry.

6g anst tdis neg.0 Kmeibg sildgj, $%aa jn tdg pmpgrwnro, ynu

twn isnamtg CBB= mej stmfiai&g dgr cnr nfsgrvmtine.0

6dmt mfnut Rmhmetdm:0 Cii msogj.

#=9


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6dn:0 Kmeibg turegj mej msogj.

$ hgme ygs hm%mh Kmeibg-bdme


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uemfag tn hnvg dgr sogagtma husbags, sdg sgghgj !uitg m pitimfag

bdmrmbtgr, fut oenwiel sdg dmj, sgghielay witdnut prnvnbmtine oiaagj

me mjuat hmag wdn wms mbtiel sihpay ne iestiebt tnwmrj mentdgr

cghmag, put dgr bnejitine uejgr suspibine mej tdgrgcnrg sdg dmj tn fghneitnrgj.

Kmeibg smt ie tdg bgaa witd mrhnr ne mej lgetay strnogj tdg bmt,

tryiel tn agt it oenw sdg wms ent melry witd it nr meytdiel.

$%h ent hmj mt ynu cnr wdmt ynu jij fmbo tdgrg CBB=,0 sdg

mbtumaay smij nut anuj, fut it hmjg en sgesg mej $ dmvg tn ciej nut wdy

sujjgeay ynu dmvg fgbnhg m oiaagr.0

2dg fil bmt%s hnmeiel sujjgeay stnppgj fgiel anel, hnurecua

tnegs mej fgbmhg sdnrt, durrigj lruets, mahnst ms ic sdg wgrg

gpgrigebiel trnufag frgmtdiel ms sdg amy tdgrg.

*issy $ tdieo wg dmvg rgspirmtnry mrrgst dgrg


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6gaa tdmt%s jiccgrget


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2dis pgrsne sdg bnuaj ent bagmray sgg, tdgy wgrg snhgdnw

gtdgrgma, fut it dmj fgge tdis smhg pgrsne maa manel.

2dis pgrsne wms...+/ +=


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$ts tryiel tn writg


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tn try cnr hnrg gamfnrmtg ihmlgs mej fglme jrmwiel m duhme cmbg witd

tdibo aips, nvgray amrlg fmels mej bnrosbrgw dmir.

6nw


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(gsaig nebg bmhg nvgr mej lrnwagj mt tdgh mej tdgy lnt !uigt.

Rdg mej Rmhmetdm stiaa rghmiegj ie tdgir bnregr mwmy crnh tdg

rgst nc tdg meihmas.

uwmyeg wnuaj spgej tihg witd gvgryfnjy ms hubd ms tdgy

wnuaj maanw dih, sggiel ms (gsaig sihpay jij ent sggh tn aiog meyfnjy

fut Rmhmetdm mej Rmhmetdm wms kust tdg sdy, rgbausivg typg.

2dgrg wms iejggj, snhgtdiel vgry hubd aiog m duhme snbima

strubturg cnrhiel.

Gp =/% &dmptgr -

*iyuuli wms ie Kmeibg%s crnet nccibg neg jmy, wdge tdg hissine

bnhhmejgr bmhg up tdg diaa ie dis stmcc bmr, m trmespnrt trubo trmiaiel

fgdiej witd tdg anel jrgmjgj nrjgr tn bansg jnwe tdg amfnrmtnry.

)s dg bmhg ie tdg jnnr, witd gildt mrhgj snajigrs mt dis sijg, it

wms nfvinus tdmt dg dmj margmjy jgbijgj tdmt tdis wms ms cmr ms dgbnuaj maanw tdg prnlrmh tn ln.

2dg tdrgg nc tdgh dmj hgetmaay trigj tn frmbg cnr tdis iegvitmfag

jmy, fut wdge it ciemaay bmhg, it sgghgj tdmt tdgrg sihpay wms en rgma

prgpmrmtine cnr it.

/gr fnss bmhg ie mej jgbamrgj sihpay, 6g%rg bansiel jnwe tdg

cmbiaity.0

6dmt:0 sdg msogj, annoiel up iebrgjuanusay.

2dg hiaitmry is en anelgr cuejiel tdg prnlrmh.0 dg rgpaigj,

2dgy wiaa fg bnhiel tn tmog tdg meihmas mej tdg wgmpnery, ms wgaa ms

maa nc ynur rgsgmrbd mej jispnsg nc it, gvge ms wg spgmo.0

2dmt...0 dgr gygs npgegj wijg ie cgmr, 2dmt bme%t "G?


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$t is,0 tdg hissine bnhhmejgr sildgj, dgrg is tdg nrjgr.0 mej

dg jrnppgj tdg pmpgr ne dgr jgso.

Rdg pibogj up dgr bgaa pdneg mej bmaagj *issy.

/gaan, Kmeibg:0 *issy rgpaigj, *y dmejs mrg oiejm cuaa mt tdg

hnhget -0 ms sdg wms jgmaiel witd sgvgrma duelry egw bufs mej

huatipag fnttags nc cnrhuam, 6/)2


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7ecnrtuemtgay, dnwgvgr, wdge sdg lnt tdgrg, tdgrg wgrg

snajigrs margmjy stmejiel lumrj nvgr tdgir pameegj gsbmpg vgdibag.

*issy pggrgj tdrnuld tdg lamss mt tdg snajigrs mej fmbogj

mwmy, tgtiel Kmeibg nc tdg prnfagh.

Kmeibg jij tdg neg mej neay tdiel sdg bnuaj tn tn fuy tdgh

tihgD sdg rme nut ietn tdg dmaa wdiag tdg J+ bmaagj mctgr dgr, 6mitF


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trmiegj ne, dnwgvgr, ms dg pmtigetay wmitgj cnr tdg hmbdieg tn ture its

sgac ncc, iestgmj, it bnetieugj jniel gmbtay wdmt it wms mawmys jniel,

mej tdg sbrgge rgsgt its sgac fmbo tn %enhiemaay cuebtinema% stmtus mlmie

ms ic dg dmj egvgr jneg meytdiel tn it.

'necusgj, dg trigj tdg prnbgss nebg mlmie.

Rtgp fy stgp dg cnaanwgj tdg iestrubtines ms prgsbrifgj, mej

stgp fy stgp it wnuaj smy it dmj pgrcnrhgj tdg stgps mej npge up tdg

cnaanwiel sbrgge, neay wdge dg getgrgj tdg ciema bnhhmej mej it

msogj ic dg wmetgj tn ggbutg, mej nebg dg dmj jneg sn, it smt smyiel,

%prnbgssiel% cnr m hieutg tdge rgcrgsdgj tn tdg nriliema sbrgge mej nebgmlmie jgbamrg its sgac tn fg %enhiemaay cuebtinema%.

/g rgpgmtgj tdis sgvgetgge tihgs witdnut gccgbtiel sdut jnwe.

/g lamrgj mt tdg tdrgg wnhge, neg nc wdibd stmrgj ncc fameoay

ietn spmbg, neg lamrgj mt dih ie sggtdiel ygt siaget rmlg mej neg shiagj

tdg stupijgst, lanwiel shiag neg bnuaj pnssifay pnssgss.

+eg hildt dmvg wnejgrgj wdy sdg wms shiaiel aiog tdis wdiag

fgiel dgaj mt luepniet, fut it wms gvijget tdmt dg bnuaj ent hnvg tdis

hmbdieg wdiag mbtivg, mej neay Cii oegw dnw tn sdut tdg hmbdieg

jnwe.

Gpisnjg ==

7etn 0dg !eoen2e

6diag tdg hissine bnhhmejgr wms sbrmhfaiel tn hmog sgesg

nc tdg burrget situmtine, dis hge wgrg pmtrnaaiel tdg pgrihgtgr sggoiel

snhg hgmes nc nvgrrijiel tdg sgburity systgh.

2dgrg wgrg cnur mrhgj lumrjs dnajiel civg biviaimes mt fmy

wdiag cnur ntdgrs sbnurgj tdg cmbiaitigs cnr snhg oiej nc nvgrrijg

hgbdmeish fy wdibd tdgy bnuaj cnrbg tdg fmsg tn fg rg-npgegj.

#>B


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2dnsg nutsijg tdg fmsg dmj rmjingj ie suppnrt tgmhs iebaujiel

m jghnaitine brgw tn fanw npge tdg jnnrs ic eggj fg.

2dg tgmhs wgrg wnroiel mt tdis cnr civg dnurs witdnut rgsuatswdge sujjgeay, mt kust tdg hnhget tdmt maa nc tdg lumrjs wgrg annoiel

mt tdg cgvgrisd ogyfnmrj pnuejiel nc tdg hissine bnhhmejgr, tdg

prncgssnr hmtgrimai&gj nut nc tdie mir fgdiej tdgh.

Gbusg hg lgetaghge.0 dg smij ie m lrmejcmtdgray vnibg

hmoiel tdgh maa kuhp ture mej rgcagivgay cirg.

2dg naj prncgssnr%s cmbg lrihmbgj ms dg lrmspgj dis bdgst cnr mhnhget, fut tdge dg crn&g, mej bmrgcuaay pggpgj nut nc neg gyg mt tdg

hge.

2dis sdnbogj tdg cnur nc tdgh hntineagss.

/g npgegj dis gyg m aittag fit wijgr ms ic annoiel mrnuej tn sgg

ic maa wms bagmr, tdge m hirtdcua, segmoy shiro bmhg mbrnss dis cmbg ms ic

dg wgrg segmoiel mrnuej uesgge, mej ciemaay dg furst ietn diamrinusamuldtgr.

2dg hge ciemaay frnog crnh tdgir crn&ge rgvgrig neay tn lmpg ie

mwg tdmt tdgrg wgrg en trmbgs nc jmhmlg ne tdg hystgrinus ietrujgr.

+eg hme puaagj fmbo tdg fnat tn iespgbt tn sgg ic dis

mhhueitine wms aivg nr ent.

Rurg genuld, it wms vgry rgma, nr rgma annoiel meydnw.

6dn mrg ynu mej dnw jij ynu lgt ie dgrg


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hnrpdgj ietn dis trug cnrh, bmusiel gygs gvgrywdgrg tn ful nut, $

dmvg fgge wnroiel siagetay ie tdg fmbolrnuej maa tdis tihg hmoiel

bgrtmie gvgrytdiel wget tdg wmy it sdnuaj.0

)s tdgy annogj tdg lmrlmetume bmt ciaagj tdg rnnh uetia tdgrg

wms sbmrbgay rnnh cnr tdg duhmes ie tdg rnnh witd it.

3nu wmet tdis hnestgr hmoiel hmbdieg,0 tdg bmt lnj agmegj

cnrwmrj crnh m amyiel pnsitine mej put its ensg rildt up ietn tdg

hissine bnhhmejgr%s cmbg, mh $ histmoge:0

3-y-y-ynu bme dm-dmvg it i-i-i-ic ynu wmet it


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"gbmusg $ mh dgrg.0 tdg bmt lnj rgpaigj sihpay, $ bnetrna

gvgrytdiel dgrg.0

Rn ynu mrg dnajiel tdg hmknr dnstmlg tdgrg:0 tdg lgegrma ne

tdg ntdgr sijg lrmtgj.

+d en-dn-dndndndnd


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2dis wms tntmaay nutsijg nc enrhma rgluamtines mej hmey pgnpag

spnog up mfnut it fut dg nrjgrgj tdgh tn oggp siaget nr cmbg sgvgrg

hiaitmry jisbipaieg.

$e uejgr me dnur maa twgety trubos wgrg fnuej cnr tdg sgm.

)t tdg emvma fmsg, m hmss trmespnrt jgpanyhget sdip witd

huatipag mhpdifinus amejiel brmct ne fnmrj wms hnnrgj mej tdg

meihmas wgrg luijgj tn tdgsg mhpdifinus amejiel vgssgas witdnut m

tgtdgr mej ent nebg jij tdgy stgp nut nc pgrcgbtay syebdrnei&gj pmbg ms

tdgy strgmhgj sielag ciag netn tdg vgssga mej ie nrjgray hmeegr aiegj

up ie bnesistget rnws ne gmbd amejiel brmct.

2dg emvma pgrsneega wgrg g!umaay mstneisdgj tdmt ent neay jij

tdgy pgrcnrh gmbd tmso caugetay, fut tdgy jij sn witdnut m sielag

spnoge nrjgr.

$t wms ms ic tdgy dmj fgge jniel jriaas nc tdis typg cnr hnetds, ic

ent ygmrs.

$t wnuaj fanw tdgir hiejs tn ciej tdmt ent m neg nc tdgsg

meihmas dmj gvgr fgcnrg gvge wnrg tdgir mrhnr.

Rnhg shmaagr bufs ciemaay bmhg mfnmrj, tdgsg wgrg sihpay

jrgssgj witd shmaa fambo ueicnrhs mej smjjag fmls.

2dgsg wnuaj ne nbbmsine lamebg tn tdg sijgs ms tdgir hnrg

ynutdcua burinsity ambogj tdg hnrg hmturg jisbipaieg nc tdg najgr bufs,

fut tdgy egvgr frnog cnrhmtine.

$e tdrgg dnurs, tdg sdip bmst ncc mej wms dgmjgj nut tn tdg npge

sgm.

Rn Cii...0 Kmeibg agmegj nvgr tdg rmia nc tdg trmespnrt sdip,

pggriel tdrnuld tdg ennejmy dm&g ms tdg sue laietgj ncc tdg sgm,6dmt%s VG)((3 lniel ne dgrg:0

#F;


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Gp ==% &dmptgr )

2dg aittag rgsgmrbdgr annogj up mej smij snhgwdmtjisielgeunusay, $ tdnuldt ynu margmjy oegw


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)ctgr m wdiag, *issy fglme ruffiel Kmeibg%s fmbo mej wdiag sdg

jij, (gsaig jnwe fganw ne neg nc tdg mhpdifinus amejiel brmct

sujjgeay annogj up mt tdgh mej Rmhmetdm turegj cirst tn (gsaig tdme

tnwmrj tdg duhmes tdge fglme eu&&aiel (gsaig wdn sgghgj tn fghgshgri&gj fy tdg duhme ietgrmbtine.

Rdg%s wmtbdiel us mlmie.0 Kmeibg hurhurgj witdnut annoiel

jirgbtay jnwe mt tdg bmts.

Rdg%s agmreiel.0 *issy rgpaigj annoiel jnwe mej wmviel mt

tdg bmt.

3nu%rg gebnurmliel dgr.0 Kmeibg lruhfagj.

6dy ent:0 *issy msogj, Cittigs jgsgrvg anvg tnn.0

Gp ==% &dmptgr +

)t twn cnrty sgvge ).*. Kmpme Rtmejmrj 2ihg, mt m rue jnwe

isamej sgvge duejrgj emutibma hiags crnh Kmpme wms m ruie nc m 66=hiaitmry fmsg wdibd dmj fgge nbbupigj mt jiccgrget tihgs fy fntd tdg

$hpgrima Kmpmegsg )rhy mej tdg 7eitgj Rtmtgs *mrieg 'nrps.

nw it wms nvgr lrnwe witd viegs, trggs pnogj nut nc tdg

wiejnws nc rustiel hgtma duts, bnebrgtg fuiajiels sdnwgj brmbos mej

wnnjge jnnrs dmj rnttgj tn aihp crmlhgets nc wnnj.

8iegs dmj nvgrtmoge tdg ihpnrtgj stgga hgsd wdibd sgrvgj ms

irne tn cggj tdg duelry rueeiel brggpgrs.

Gvgrywdgrg tdgy annogj it wms m sdmhfags ie tdg jmroegss.

@annj amhps ne tdg mrhnrgj bmrrigrs sdneg ie ms ic annoiel cnr

geghigs, nr pgrdmps, ldnsts.

*ge fglme ueanmjiel suppaigs ncc nc trmespnrts ms bmts fglme

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me nrjgray hmrbd tnwmrj m prgsbrifgj hggtiel pniet wdgrg snhg

tghpnrmry pnrtmfag (G aildts dmj fgge put up rueeiel ne

rgbdmrlgmfag snamr fmttgrigs.

+eg ueanmjgj, hnst nc tdg mhpdifinus vgdibags jisanjlgj crnh

tdg smej mej rgturegj nut tn tdgir hntdgr sdip.

2dg bmptmie bmhg manel witd tdg sbigetists tn nvgrsgg tdg

ciemai&mtine nc tdg fmsg trmescgr mej tdg iespgbtine nc tdg anel

mfmejnegj isamej.

*ge wget mfnut witd hieg jgtgbtnrs mej sbnutgj cnr fnnfytrmps wdibd hmy dmvg fgge tdgrg enw cnr nvgr cicty ygmrs mej ygt

pntgetimaay stiaa mrhgj.

$t wms hij hnreiel fgcnrg gvgrytdiel wms ueanmjgj mej

tghpnrmry nfsgrvmtine tgets mej bnhhmej cmbiaitigs wgrg sgt up.

Kmeibg wms cggaiel jrmiegj mej *issy wms annoiel aistagss,

wdiag Cii, wdn dmj sagpt maa tdg wmy dgrg wms nvgray gbitgj mejrueeiel mrnuej aiog m bdiaj iespgbtiel gvgrytdiel witd m sgesg nc mwg

mej wnejgr ms ic it wgrg entdiel fut m lrmej mjvgeturg.

2dgrg ynu mrg *s. Vupgrt-smhm,0 tdg J+ nc tdg sdip smij,

ynur rgsgmrbd g!uiphget wiaa fg manel ie m cgw jmys ms it is

bmtglnri&gj mej stnwgj.0

2dmeo ynu 'mptmie /nsdijn-sme.0 tdg famej, gprgssineagss

sgeinr rgsgmrbdgr rgpaigj.

"y tdg wmy,0 tdg hme msogj dgr mahnst suspibinusay, wdy jij

tdgy sujjgeay jgbijg tn put ynu nut dgrg ie tdg hijjag nc enwdgrg

witd entdiel fut tdis naj, rnttgj sbrmp dgmp cnr m cmbiaity:0

"gmst hg 'mptmie,0 sdg sildgj ms sdg silegj tdg rgbgipt, $wisd $ oegw hy nwe sgac.0

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2dmt%s kust,0 *issy shirogj, fgbmusg sdg%s G*")VV)RRG

tn fg prnvgj 6V+M.0 mej sdg stubo dgr tnelug nut mt tdg aittag lira

wdn fausdgj mt tdg rghmro.

Gp ==% &dmptgr -

2dg tdrgg rgsgmrbdgrs mwnog ie tdg jmro tn tdg snuejs nc anuj

hnmeiel.

)amrhgj mt tdis, tdgy maa bmhg nutsijg mej annogj mrnuej tn sgg

wdmt tdg jgma wms.

Rnhgfnjy dmj cnrlnttge tn tmog tdg mrhnr ncc nc tdg meihmas

mej neg nc tdgh cnuej it ihpnssifag tn saggp ie tdg dgmvy, bnecieiel

mrhnr ie tdg dnt trnpibma mir.

*y mrg wg 7*".0 Kmeibg lruhfagj, 'nhg ne amjigs,0 sdg

iestrubtgj, agts lgt tdis dnt dgmvy mrhnr ncc nc tdgsg pnnr bmts.0

2dgy spget dnurs puaaiel ncc tdg mrhnr mej sgttiel it ne rmbos

gspgbimaay sgt up cnr it tn oggp it stnrgj ie me nrjgray cmsdine.

uwmyeg mej m cgw nc tdg najgr ynuel mjuats jgbaiegj tn tmog

ncc tdg mrhnr.

Kmeibg msogj wdy tdis wms mej uwmyeg rnsg up, pametiel dis

pmws ne dgr sdnuajgrs tn put dis ensg ne dgr cnrgdgmj wdgrg dg lmvg

dgr ihmlgs nc trnnps segmoiel msdnrg ie tdg eildt tn mttmbo tdg fmsg.

3nu tdieo tdgy%j jn tdmt tn us:0 Kmeibg msogj.

2dg bmt enjjgj.

Rn wg%rg ent dgrg tn kust fg smcg, fut dgrg tn hmog tdgh smcgmej jispnsg nc us !uigtay:0 Kmeibg msogj.

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/mvg hnrg cmitd ie m lnj tdme tdmt, wiaa ynu:0 *issy msogj.

Cii dmj tn suppnrt tdis, fut sdg jij ent wisd tn iesuat tdg bmtswitd tdgir wisg bmutine mej hghnrigs nc tdg gajgrs, sn sdg smij, 6gaa

fgiel bmutinus mej jniel wdmt tdgy wgrg rmisgj mej prnlrmhhgj tn jn

wiaa ent durt tdgh mey ms anel ms tdgy jne%t nvgrdgmt mey.0

$ wisd tdgsg jgvibgs dmj rgcrilgrmtine ueits ne tdgh.0 Kmeibg

lruhfagj.

$ cnrlnt tdmt tdgy hildt fg npgrmtiel ie dnt baihmtgs wdge $jgsilegj tdgh up ie tdg bnaj hnuetmies.0 Cii mjhittgj, $%aa lgt rildt

ne jgsileiel tdmt.0

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+ddd...jmre.0 Kmeibg hnmegj ms sdg rnaagj nut nc tdg bgetgr nc

tdg tdrgg hiaitmry bnts amsdgj tnlgtdgr, saippgj ietn dgr bnhfmt fnnts

mej 8gabrngj tdgh sdut tn ln nut mej bdgbo ne tdg ynuelgst

rgsgmrbdgr.

2dg ynuel amjy dmj m fustgj aip mej fannjy ensg wdgrg sdg

dmj stubo dgr cmbg ne tdg gpmejgj stgga lrmtg, wdibd, jgspitg fgiel

rustgj mwmy fmjay, wms stiaa dmrj genuld tn rgsist duhme cagsd.

Rdg lgetay dgapgj up tdg ynuel amjy mej luijgj dgr fmbo ietn

tdg tget wdgrg sdg wms stmrtagj tn ciej tdg prncgssnr stmejiel tdgrg witd

m tgejgr mej bnebgregj gprgssine, wgmriel m wditg siao rnfg witd tdgfauisd wditg hnne mej m fambo kmlumr ghfrnijgrgj ne its fmbo

surrnuejgj fy fmhfnn.

2dgrg tdgrg aittag neg,0 dg shiagj mjnrielay mej witd m wmvgj

nc dis dmej tdg fannj mej pmie vmeisdgj manel witd tdg lmsd ne dgr aip.

)s sdg seiccagj, stiaa upsgt, sdg snffgj, 2dmeo ynu 4rncgssnr-

sgesgi.0

$%h snrry ynu wgrg durt ne hy nbbmsine.0 tdg bmt lnj smij

snctay, "ut $ mh jgaildtgj tdmt ynu wgrg dmppy tn sgg hg


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Gp ==% &dmptgr =/

2wn jmys amtgr, neg shmaa trmespnrt vgssga bmhg up egmr tdg

sdnrg mej snhg ruffgr jieldigs bmhg msdnrg witd bnhputgrs mej snhghnrg rg!uisitine cnrhs tn fg silegj, mej tdgy mbbgptgj Cii%s prnpnsgj

rgcrilgrmtine jgsile wdibd wms ietgetinemaay jgsilegj tn fg npgrmtgj

gitdgr fy snamr pnwgr nr fy tdg wmaoiel hntine nc tdg bmts wdibd wnrg

tdgh.

6g%aa sgg wdmt tdgy smy mfnut tdis.0 tdg ynuel bmptmie nc tdg

vgssga smij, $%h kust m sdip npgrmtnr, ent meyfnjy wdn hmogs

jgbisines.0

Kmeibg enjjgj, 6g maa jn wdmt wg bme 'mptmie.0 mej sdnno

tdg ynuel hme%s dmej.

6itd tdmt tdg shmaa vgssga jgpmrtgj mej tdgy sgt nut tn fglie

wiriel up tdg bnhputgrs mej rgvigw dnw hubd jmtm dmj survivgj tdg

sbrutiey nc tdg hiaitmry.

Rnhg itghs wgrg hissiel, fut hubd nc wdmt tdgy cgat wms

britibma cnr tdg nriliema prnkgbt%s jgvganphget wms stiaa ietmbt mej snhg

nc it gvge dmj entgs crnh tdg mjhirma.

2dmt%s strmelg.0 Kmeibg rghmrogj ms tdgy rgvigwgj tdg jmtm

tnlgtdgr ms m lrnup.

2dmt dg rghmrogj ne tdg prnlrgss rgpnrts:0 *issy msogj.

2dmt dg hmjg mey bnhhgets wdmtsngvgr.0 Kmeibg smij, 2dis

hme wms neg nc tdg hnst mrjget hghfgrs nc tdg nppnsitine nc tdis

prnlrmh mt tdg nutsgt.0

/g wms:0 *issy msogj msomebg.

2dmt%s hy pniet.0 Kmeibg rgpaigj, 2dgsg mrg meywdgrg crnh

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hgrgay mhibmfag tn nutrildt suppnrtivg nc nur ciejiels.0

2dmt wnuaj sggh prgtty strmelg iejggj.0 *issy rghmrogj.

*myfg dg dmj m bdmelg nc dgmrt:0 Cii msogj.

+r hmyfg tdg prncgssnr put %tdg cgmr nc lnj% ie dih.0 Kmeibg

shirogj ms sdg rgmj ne.

Gpisnjg ='

0dg &dmeliel n" tdg 0ijg

2dg bmts nrlmei&gj ietn pmtrnas mej birbuhvgetgj tdg isamej

fntd jmy mej eildt ie sdicts.

2dgy jneegj tdgir mrhnr mej wnrogj tdgir sdicts ms wgaa ms tdg

ynuelgr negs mttgejgj tdgir usuma sbdnnaiel.

+e tnp nc tdgir jmiay hgmas, dnwgvgr, *issy dmj rg!uisitinegj m

ruffgr jieldy mej snhg cisdiel egts.

Rdg wnuaj ln nut cnr twn dnurs gvgry jmy mej cisd cnr

wdmtgvgr bnuaj fg frnuldt up.

Cii fglme tn knie ie mej sdg wnuaj ln tn tdg fnttnh mej puaa up

hnaausos mej gvge semrgj me gga.

2dgy wgrg aiviel wgaa cnr fgiel %strmejgj% ne m rghntg pmbicib

isamej.

2dgrg wms mjg!umtg wmtgr crnh tdg aneg gtiebt vnabmeib pgmo

wdibd dmj banujs up ne its cameos hmey jmys mej wnuaj prgbipitmtg

genuld rmie cnr tdgir eggjs.

2dgy rme mrnuej ie fmtdiel suits hnst nc tdg tihg lgttieljggpay tmeegj wdiag Kmeibg rghmiegj ie dgr amf bnmt mej wnrg m wijg

#B9


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frihhgj Gelaisd styag smcmri gpanrgr%s dmt.

Rdg rghmiegj ie tdg bnna mir bnejitinegj tgets juriel tdg dnt

jmyaildt dnurs wdiag tdg twn )sime liras wget mfnut tdgir jmiay jutigslrnwiel jmrogr fy tdg jmy.

"y tdg cnurtd hnetd ne tdg isamej, Cii%s dmir dmj tmoge ne m

hnrg bieemhne tiet ms tdg sueaildt fglme tn fagmbd dgr dmir.

*issy wms sn jmro sdg jij ent gvge anno nrigetma mey hnrg.

+e tnp nc tdis, tdg mbtivitigs dmj ciaagj nut tdg @utmemri%s mrhsmej agls mej dgr snct hijsgbtine wms enw rippagj.

3nu anno aiog me mtdagtg,0 Kmeibg rghmrogj neg jmy mt auebd,

ent m rgsgmrbdgr.0

$ eggjgj tdg ggrbisg.0 *issy rghmrogj, $ wms lgttiel snct ie

tdmt bnaj jmhp amfnrmtnry. $t wnuaj jn ynu snhg lnnj tnn ynu oenw.0

3nu%rg mbbustnhgj tn tdis wgmtdgr tdnuld.0 Kmeibg rgpaigj

jgcgesivgay.

+eg lgts mbbustnhgj fy gpgrigebg.0 *issy rgfuttgj dgr

jgcgesg.

3nu sdnuaj rgmaay bnhg nut mej dmvg cue witd us


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Rpgmoiel nc %bnnagr%,0 Kmeibg rghmrogj, bdmeliel tdg sufkgbt,

$ lnt wnrj ynur rgcrilgrmtine ueits wgrg mpprnvgj.0

Mrgmt


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nc m dnaanw trgg ent m lrgmt jistmebg crnh bmhp.

2dgir gpamemtine wms tdmt it wms m bnnagr pambg tn gsbmpg tdg

dgmt, nr sn uwmyeg pmssgj manel tn Kmeibg wdge tdgy bmhg fmbo, mejtdmt tdgy dmj sihpay anst trmbo nc tdg tihg.

3nu dmvg m vmaij pniet,0 Kmeibg rgpaigj, fut $ sgesg tdgrg is

snhgtdiel hnrg.0

uwmyeg dgsitmetay rgamygj tdg hgssmlgj tdmt (gsaig smij sdg

wnuaj ent tmao mfnut tdis hmttgr witd ntdgrs.

Rn tdis is snhgtdiel !uitg pgrsnema $ sgg.0 Kmeibg

mboenwagjlgj, 6nuaj ynu bmrg tn jisbuss it witd hg ie privmtg:0

(gsaig wms dgsitmet, fut sdg mlrggj tn tdis.

Mniel tn tdg rgamtivg privmby nc tdg gmhiemtine tget, Kmeibg

put dgr dgmj jirgbtay ne (gsaig%s dgmj mej tdnuldt-msogj dgr, +omy,

wdmt gmbtay is tdis maa mfnut:0

(gsaig%s ihmlgs mej ghntines wgrg !uitg m bnecusgj tmelag, mej

sdg jij dgr fgst tn sdnw maa nc tdg laihpsgs sdg dmj lnttge nc Kmeibg

mej *issy, mej ne nbbmsine Cii mej *issy ghfrmbiel, gvge Cii sittiel

ie *issy%s amp, mej kust ie lgegrma tdgir sgesg nc bansgegss mej

mccgbtine.

3nu%rg sdnwiel hg ihmlgs nc wg duhmes,0 Kmeibg

mboenwagjlgj, spgbicibmaay ie mccgbtinemtg hnhgets, ygs.0

2dge (gsaig sdnwgj Rmhmetdm jmebiel maa mrnuej (gsaig,

gspgbimaay puttiel dgr diej!umrtgrs ie (gsaig%s cmbg, mej sdg gprgssgj m

pnwgrcua sgesg nc gbitghget mej aneliel, ygt mt tdg smhg tihg

crustrmtine mej bnecusine.

Rnnnnnnnnnn...0 Kmeibg pnejgrgj nut anuj, witd m oenwiel

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7eaiog ynu,0 Kmeibg kifgj, $ kust oggp hieg tn hy sgac.0

Rn mrg ynu lneem %+ it%:0 Cii msogj lgttiel gbitgj.

Mgg& ynu mrg R7'/ m pgrvgrt...0 *issy rnaagj dgr gygs.

3nu mrg tnn,0 Cii fit dgr anwgr aip hisbdigvnusay, sn jne%t agt

tdg pnt bmaa tdg ogttag fambo.0

6gaa wdiag ynu twn swmp mbbusmtines,0 Kmeibg mrnsg, $%h

lniel tn ln jn hy jirgbtnray juty enw.0

3nu snuej aiog ynu%rg ent annoiel cnrwmrj tn it.0 *issy

rghmrogj camtay.

Kmeibg hmjg m dmac tdnuldtcua, dmac jishissivg cmbg fut smij

entdiel ms sdg rnsg mej pibogj up dgr jilitma entgpmj.

2dgrg is neg bnna bubuhfgr.0 *issy rghmrogj, sdmoiel dgr

dgmj ie mjhirmtine.

Rpgmoiel nc bubuhfgrs...0 Cii gygj tdg @utmemri duelriay.

+d en ynu jne%t


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)s Kmeibg lmiegj dgr bnhpnsurg, sdg smij ie m fit nc m

jisbamihgr, nw oggp ie hiej tdmt tdis dms egvgr rgmaay dmppgegj,

nomy:0

2dg bmt mbbgptgj tdis, matdnuld sdg wnejgrgj wdy it hmttgrgj.

6g duhmes,0 bmhg tdg hgetma rgpay, wg%rg oiej nc sgesitivg

mfnut vmrinus suftag eumebgs bnebgreiel sg mej rnhmebg.0

(gsaig jij ent uejgrstmej tdg cuaagst hgmeiel nc snhg nc tdg

duhme wnrjs, fut tdg nvgrmaa cgga nc it wms uejgrstnnj wgaa genuld

mej sdg smij tdmt sdg jij uejgrstmej tdmt tdgrg is m sgesg nc privmby sdgcggas witd Rmhmetdm wdgrg sdg jij ent wisd tn fg bmaanusay mej npgeay

sdnwiel tdgir mccgbtines fgcnrg tdg rgst nc tdg bmts.

6gaa,0 Kmeibg mbbgptgj, ms anel ms ynu rgspgbt tdmt, $ bme jn

tdis witdnut mey sgesg nc sdmhg nr ghfmrrmsshget.0 mej sdg prnbggjgj

tn livg m visuma jghnestrmtine usiel dnw sdg ihmliegj Cii%s emogj

fnjy wnuaj fg, crnh m cirst pgrsne pgrspgbtivg, nc dnw duhme cghmags

wnuaj usg tdgir aips, tnelugs mej cielgrs tn tnubd mej stihuamtg negmentdgr, wdibd mt neg pniet, (gsaig ietgrruptgj fy pnietiel nut tdmt sdg

dmj sdmrp jirty bamws mej tdmt sdg wms ent gvge surg wdgrg subd m

pambg ne Rmhmetdm wms.

Kmeibg rgmai&gj tdis fut smij sdg dmj tn stmrt witd wdgrg tdgy

wgrg tn lgt tn wdgrg tdgy wgrg lniel.

)ctgr sdg gpamiegj tdg hgbdmeibs mej m ant nc memtnhy, sdg

tdge wget nvgr dgr nwe hghnrigs nc visumaay iespgbtiel maa nc tdg

vmrinus cghmag mjuats mej bufs tn fg surg nc tdgir dgmatd mej

jgvganphget.

Rujjgeay, (gsaig wms gujiel ghntines nc ghfmrrmsshget mej

jisbnhcnrt, gvge tdnuld wdge it wms m duhme cghmag tdgrg wms neay

nfkgbtivg burinsity.

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$ sgg ynu jn rgamtg tn ynur nwe oiej sgumaay tdge.0 Kmeibg

pnietgj nut.

(gsaig mjhittgj tdmt it wms neay emturma.

/uhmes mrg ent !uitg ms %emturma% ms pgnpag aiog ynu (gsaig.0

Kmeibg rghmrogj, Rnhg nc tdgh wnuaj ciej ynu vgry mttrmbtivg.0

(gsaig s!uirhgj ie rgma aicg, matdnuld sdg jij ent frgmo hgetma

bneegbtine. 2dis ijgm sget dgr pmetgrm dgmrt rmbiel mej tdgrg wgrg maa

agvgas nc ghntines crnh bnecusine tn cgmr tn sdmhg tn gbitghget.

(gts ent lgt ncc ietn tdmt ijgm, sdmaa wg:0 Kmeibg msogj,

gspgbimaay siebg mt neg pniet sdg bnuaj sgesg tdmt tdgrg wgrg

hgetmaEghntinema trmbgs nc *issy ie tdg bmt%s sufbnesbinus mt tdmt

pniet.

Rdg rghghfgrgj tdmt tdis meihma dmj fgge tdg neg wdibd

jgaivgrgj tdg gmray aicg hghnrigs nc *issy tn dgr mej tdmt it wms ent

tntmaay ueoenwe tn tdis meihma tdmt *issy wms mt agmst fnre witd m tmianc snhg snrt ms wgaa ms stiaa dmj ueusumaay amrlg bmeieg tggtd.

2ryiel tn oggp ne tnpib, sdg cnbusgj ne tdg ijgm tdmt tdgrg wms

ms hubd pntgetima tn pagmsurg Rmhmetdm%s sgesitivg mrgms witd dgr

tnelug ms tdgrg wms cnr Kmeibg tn pagmsurg Cii.

)t tdis pniet tdg bnhpmrisne strubo dnhg mej (gsaig fgbmhg

vgry sgac bnesbinus mej fglme tn hnme sdyay mt tdg ihmlgs maa

bnhpiaiel ie dgr ieegr hiej.

$ tdieo $%vg sdnwe ynu genuld nc tdis, ynuel amjy.0 Kmeibg

bgmsgj maa ihmlgs.

(gsaig sgghgj sujjgeay aiog m bdiaj wdn dmj kust fgge tnaj tn

stnp jniel snhgtdiel tdgy truay geknygj ms sdg amy tdgrg gpgbtmetay ietdg hijst nc maa nc dgr jggp meihma ghntines.

=11


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$ tdieo crnh tdgrg ynu bme cilurg tdg rgst nut ne ynur nwe.0

mej tdg jirgbtnr rnsg up, frgmoiel hgetma bnetmbt mej smij, +omy aittag

hissy, ncc ynu ln.0

Rdg dgmrj m fit nc m lmsp crnh twn gmvgsjrnppgrs nutsijg ms tdg

wnrjs %aittag hissy% saippgj nut.

+d hy lnjs.0 Kmeibg tdnuldt tn dgrsgac, Rdg rgmaay $R...m

%aittag...*issy%


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6yy%hhhh emwwt ayyyoog tddgghhh hnhhm.0

)s ynu aiog tdge.0 Kmeibg sdrullgj, Rdnuaj $ lgt ynu m fgj tn

amy ne tdge:0 ms dg amy mrnuej dgr cggt ne tdg cannr nc tdg tget.

3iyy ayyyog yiitt bddggrrrg vvvgttgrrr hnhhm.0 dg prntgstgj

tdis bdmelg nc mrrmelghgets.

6dy jn $ spnia ynu sn:0 tdg jirgbtnr sdnno dgr dgmj ms sdg

typgj up dgr rgpnrt.

8gggoousss ynnn auvvvv hgg hnhhm.0 dg rgpaigj.

Rdg sdnno dgr dgmj mej bduboagj, Rurgay $ hust


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agss aiog wiaj meihmas tdme neg wnuaj dmvg gpgbtgj ie tdg hmttgr.

6dge tdg hgma wms nvgr, tdg pmir sihpay saippgj fmbo ncc tn

tdgir aittag dijg mwmy sn tdgy jij ent dmvg tn jgma witd tdg trifmapnaitibs nc tdg lrnup ie lgegrma.

Cii rgbnrjgj gvgrytdiel ne vmrinus cigj mej mutnhmtgj

bmhgrms ms wgaa ms usiel m pnrtmfag bmhgrm sn sdg bnuaj cnbus ie ne

tdg hnst tgaaiel fgdmvinr.

Rujjgeay sdg wms stmrtagj tn fmbo ietn snhgfnjy.

+nnp


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dis mssgsshget, fut it is shmaa mej tdgrg is ent genuld wiaj cnnj cnr

tdgh dgrg.0

6g bme hnvg tdgh tn m amrlgr isamej snhgdnw,0 Cii annogjaiog me gbitgj bdiaj witd m wnejgrcuaay friaaimet ijgm, oiej nc aiog tdg

Cnetioi


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tdgy wnuaj nctge fgmt tdg snajigrs jgspitg tdgir sdnrtgr agls fgbmusg

tdgy dmj tdg mliaity mej bnnrjiemtgj mfiaitigs nc tdgir sgbrgt tgagpmtdib

bnhhueibmtine, fut siebg tdg lmhg wms jgsilegj maa mrnuej tdg

duhme pdysi!ug, snhg tdiels aiog anel rmelg oiboiel m fmaa wgrg kusttnn jiccibuat cnr tdgh sn tdgy dmj tn rgsnrt tn bansg ie swmttiel nc tdg

fmaa mej ietgesivg pmssiel.

2n swmt m fmaa pmst m lnmaig crnh agss tdme tdrgg hgtgrs is rgmaay

jghmejiel.

)asn, swmttiel m fmaa rg!uirgj it nwe sgt nc soiaas fgbmusg bamws

mccgbtgj tdg wmy tdg fmaa dmejagj mej tdg snct pmjjiel nc tdg pmws jijms wgaa.

/uhmes wnrg dmrj, shnntd, gmsiay bnetrnaagj sdngs mej

tdgrgcnrg mawmys dmj tdg smhg surcmbgs tihg mej tihg mlmie, wdgrgms

lniel crnh m dmrj spioy bamw tn m snct curry pmw mawmys bdmelgj tdg

jyemhibs nc tdg lmhg.

2dg lmhgs wgrg ietgesg mej nctge tihgs tdg bmts wnuaj ansgbnetrna nc tdg fmaa mej dmvg tn rue vgry dmrj jnwe cigaj neay tn dmvg tn

stnp sujjgeay, wdibd snhg tihgs agj tn tdgh tuhfaiel, nr nbbmsinemaay

dittiel m duhme pamygr mej lgttiel m cnua.

Rtiaa, fgiel bmts, tdg lmhg wms sn hubd aiog pamyiel witd neg%s

prgy, it wms gejagss mhusghget cnr tdgh ie tdg wmy m fmaa nc ymre

wnuaj fg tn m dnusg bmt.

"gtwgge pmtrnas, ciriel ne tmrlgts mej pamyiel snbbgr, tdg

cigajgj s!umjs wgrg bgrtmieay lgttiel mhpag ggrbisg mej tdgir nvgrmaa

gejurmebg mej husbag tneg dmj lrgmtay ihprnvgj nvgr tdgir jmys nc

amyiel mrnuej ie tdg mpmrthget%s bnaj jmhp ietgrinr.

Rnhg hissgj tdg bnna pgmbgcua dnurs, wdiag ntdgrs wgrg lamj tn

fg mwmy crnh it.

=1?


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2dis sdnwgj *issy dnw hubd tdgy gmbd neg dmj tdgir nwe

pgrsnemaitigs.

+eg hmag sgghgj tn dmvg jgvganpgj m aioiel cnr ent neg futtwn nc tdg snajigrs mej wms nctge mrnuej tdgh lgttiel pgttgj.

3nu jne%t %($CG% aiog tdgh,0 *issy msogj hgetmaay, aiog

(gsaig mej Rmhmetdm:0

2dg bmt mccirhgj tdmt dg aiogj tdgh ms pgnpag fut tdmt tdg mbt nc

hmtiel sgghgj snhgwdmt mwowmrj.

2n tdg bmt, tdg

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