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    Anchorage Gospel Rescue Mission

    A Ministry of

    Rescue & Discipleshipa publication of the

    Anchorage Gospel Rescue Mission Anchorage, Alaska

    Larry AldrichOperations Manager

    David WilliamsProgram Director

    Randy HessMaintenance Supervisor

    Larry OConnor

    Greg Mann

    Roger Klein

    David McKnightVan Driver

    Solomona TalivaaMaintenance

    Darlene WhaleyKitchen Manager

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    What does Independence Day mean to you? As I reflect back on the events of the

    world and see the rioting in the streets of Iran, the political turmoil in North Korea,

    and the democratic struggle in Iraq, Im grateful to have been born in America.

    Sadly, it has taken many years for me to think of the 4th of July as anything other

    than picnics and fireworks. As a child, those were the important aspects of the

    holiday. As a young adult, my pursuits focused more and more on me; therefore,

    the significance of freedom was lost to me. Now that Im approaching 50, I can

    appreciate the sacrifices that got us here as a nation. Although here is not where it

    used to be, and I could write a book complaining about the loss of, or at least the

    attempts to eradicate basic freedoms afforded us by our founding fathers, I chose

    not to do so. A birthday party is not the proper forum to air grievances. Americans

    have set aside this day as a time of celebration, a time to pay homage to everything

    we have ever been as a nation. Weve had our finest hours and our not-so-fine

    hours. From the Halls of Montezuma, to the Shores of Tripoli, weve been willing

    to include others under the umbrella of our democratic process. We are the most

    giving nation on earth; so much so, we will give our lives to insure that people we

    dont even know have a safe place to exist.

    There are those who misunderstand us because they see us through filters of hate. We

    will defend you. There are those who wish to use us for their own selfish motives.

    We will defend you. There are those who would have us wiped from the face of the

    earth for reasons we will never understand. We will defend you as well. We will

    defend you because we understand how precious freedom is. We believe once you

    get a taste of it you will become a defender rather than a destroyer.

    As you spend time with your families this year we ask that you not forget the men,

    women, and children who depend on the Anchorage Gospel Rescue Mission for

    their 4th of July meal. Many of our homeless population served in our nations

    military, placing themselves in harms way to insure all of our freedoms. This is

    their day too and we ask you to help us make it a celebration worthy of one nationunder God.

    God Bless America,

    Land that I love.

    Stand beside her, and guide her

    Thru the night with a light from above.

    From the mountains, to the prairies,

    To the oceans, white with foam

    God bless America, My home sweet home.

    Happy 4th of July!

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    Your steps are being prepared.

    The steps of a goodman are ordered by the LORD,And He delights in his way.Psalm 37:23 (New King James Version)

    I can remember a time when I would spend a good deal

    of time staring at myself in the mirror and desperately

    trying to figure out why in the world I was ever born.

    Even though it may seem like ages ago, it is a time that

    is really not all that distant in the rear view mirror of

    life.

    I used to feel as though I was not living, I just seemed to

    exist. You know what I mean, just breathing and eatingand consuming resources but not really serving any

    purpose in life. I felt as though I was going through an

    endless cycle of nothingness, where I got up every day

    and went to work and did the same thing over and over

    again and not really making any contribution to life.

    Well, God, by his mercy changed my understanding

    about life and He changed how I see the reflection staring

    back at me in the mirror. You know, one of the greatest

    lies that I ever bought was the fact that my life had no

    significant meaning. Today, some of the most talentedpeople that I know walk around feeling as though they

    are not going anywhere in life. They have no sense of

    purpose or direction in life, and therefore feel as though

    they are not really alive. You must understand that God

    designed each one of us with a very special purpose. He

    is the designer of the world, and He is the designer

    of our lives.

    I have three fairly young children and it seems

    as though I can walk through the house at any

    given time and find a piece of some jig saw

    puzzle just lying around on the floor somewhere.

    When I see a piece of a puzzle on the floor somewhere

    collecting dust, I see the strange shape and the weird

    abstract colors that seem to make no sense, and it

    appears to be a useless piece of cardboard. However,

    the jig saw puzzle it belongs to will never be complete

    without that one in its rightful place. The designer of the

    puzzle sees the colors and the odd shape of the puzzle

    piece and sees something that belongs, sees something

    that fits in a perfectly designed place that adds beauty to

    the overall portrait, the completed project.

    Our lives are like small pieces of the puzzle that

    make up the larger and perfect design of God.

    Sometimes we see our lives as a weird shape with

    strange abstract colors and we think: How in the world

    could this life ever mean anything? We can only see

    the small picture of life and to us, sometimes, it may

    seem as though we dont fit anywhere. But my friend,

    God sees the big picture and He created your life to

    fit in the larger portrait that He has painted upon the

    canvas of time. The portrait will never seem complete

    unless you are in your rightful place

    .

    I thank the Lord for the Anchorage Rescue

    Mission and for the assistance they are providing

    some of the puzzle pieces that are trying

    desperately to find the place where they fit in life.I am humbled each time I walk through the doors

    and see the loving hands of God working through the

    mission to carefully place the puzzle pieces together.

    I am blessed to know the staff and residents of the

    Anchorage Rescue Mission, and each day I get to spend

    with them I am learning the value of these people and

    I see just how much God can love. For its through the

    Anchorage Rescue Mission that I see and understand

    what true ministry really is.

    I want to say thank you from the bottom of my heart tothe staff of the Anchorage Rescue Mission for allowing

    me the privilege to see you in action and to learn the

    true meaning of ministry. It is because of you that

    I can now see my lifes purpose more clearly. I know

    exactly where I fit in the puzzle of life.

    Your humble Servant,Tom Barber

    Radiant Life Church

    Pastor Tom Barber has come to Anchorage for the last

    two years to volunteer his time here at the Anchorage

    Gospel Rescue Mission. While here, Pastor Tom makes

    sure our computer network has its annual checkup and

    is running as it should. He also teaches the morning

    Bible study, which gives Bro. Don a much neededbreak after a year long marathon of classes.

    Pastor Tom has become more than a volunteer. He

    has become a treasured friend to the staff, the men in

    NewLife, and to me and my wife. We already miss

    you and look forward to your return.

    David M. Williams

    Contributing Author

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    Oldies With A MessageBro. Don has received a great deal of feedback on his

    article Oldies With A Message. So much so, I felt

    excited at the prospect of including my favorite hymn

    of all time while he and Mrs. Charlotte are away on

    vacation.

    Softly and TenderlySoftly and tenderly Jesus is calling,

    calling for you and me;

    See, on the portals He's waiting and watching,

    watching for you and for me.

    Why should we tarry when Jesus is pleading,

    Pleading for you and for me?

    Why should we linger and heed not his mercies,

    Mercies for you and for me?

    Time is now fleeting, the moments are passing,

    Passing from you and from me;

    Shadows are gathering, deaths night is coming,

    Coming for you and for me.

    O for the wonderful love He has promised,

    Promised for you and for me!

    Though we have sinned, he has mercy and pardon,

    Pardon for you and for me.

    Chorus:

    Come home, come home,

    you who are weary, come home;

    Earnestly, tenderly, Jesus is calling,

    calling, O sinner, come home!

    I dont know why the old hymns touch my heart the way

    they do. I suppose the contemporary Christian music is OK

    but for me there is nothing like the old Gospel Hymns to

    get my mind and heart in a place where Im ready to pay

    attention to what God is trying to teach me.

    Living Memorials.touch lives as they honor the memory

    of loved ones and friends.

    In Memory of

    Danny Wright

    Wesley Small

    Simeon Boots

    Stanley Ivey

    And two unidentified brothers.

    Perhaps youve read about or have heard about the

    recent deaths among the homeless community. The

    Anchorage Gospel Rescue Mission would like to

    express our heartfelt sadness at the loss of these men.

    We extend our condolences to their families, whoever

    or wherever they may be. Know this: your sons,

    brothers, husbands, and friends found warmth, comfort,

    nourishment, and a kind word here at the Mission. We

    feel your loss because it is also our loss.

    In Memory of

    The American Soldier

    Throughout the history of our nation there have been

    countless men and women who have served and

    sacrificed to ensure the freedoms we who call America

    home, enjoy. John 15:13 says: Greater love hath noman than this, that a man lay down his life for his

    friends. You called me friend and never knew me. You

    gave me freedom yet never knew me. I know you and

    I remember!

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    If we want to win in the race for eternal life, we have to

    let our past go. Every thing must go; our marriage, our

    children and our job must be put on hold. The only wayto survive is to focus only on God. By demonstrating

    your faith in God, and by trusting and obeying the Word

    of God, God himself will give you everything that you

    lost and more, if your faith is strong. Just look at what

    He did for Job. Its just like Pattie La Belle sings in

    her song I Have a New Attitude and this is what

    we need to have, a new attitude. In Revelation 21: 5,

    God says: Look, I am making everything new! Ever

    since the first sin in the Garden of Eden, God has been

    working to restore His earth to its original perfection.

    Recovery involves discovering the good things that wehave misused and learning how to enjoy them in the

    way God intended. The true test for us comes when we

    come out of this environment. It is important for us to

    create a sober environment outside this building which

    includes sober friends, places and play, or we may be

    headed for a relapse. This is when we really need true

    friends who will hold us accountable for our actions.

    To thy own self be true. You can get away with lying

    to your friends and family for a while, but in the end,

    it will all catch up with you. You may even enroll in atreatment center to try and win your wife and family

    back, or even your job. But if youre doing it for that

    reason alone, then it wont work. Nobody can save

    you but you. Jesus wants to help you, but you have

    to ask Him first. You must remember that God gave

    us freedom of choice. Therefore there are choices and

    consequences. Choose wisely.

    I like the song by Frank Sinatra, titled Thats Life.

    It tells the story of a man who has been through every

    situation that life can throw at a person, and still bounceback. Some people who have an addiction problem often

    relapse. In the song it says: Ive been up and down,

    around and around and heres one thing, each time I

    find myself, lying flat on my face, I pick my self up

    and get back in the race... Thats life. As addicts, we

    often feel as though our problems are drowning us and

    that everyone is attacking us. No one is ever

    there to take our side. In times like these,

    we should cry out to God for help, submit

    to His will, and entrust our life to His care. Ive often

    said that the devil has 3 jobs, and that is to steal, kill

    and destroy. The devil enjoys it when we are Slippinginto Darkness. If one of us stumbles and relapses, we

    shouldnt hold that person down. We should give him

    or her encouragement and help that person get back up

    on his or her feet. Now for the one who did fall, you

    need to be strong. Yes, people in here are going to talk;

    thats because you didnt come to your brothers first

    with your problem. You probably thought that nobody

    knows how to deal with your particular situation.

    You put yourself in the line of

    fire. Not only did you refuse

    help from your brothers in theprogram, you didnt contact

    your mentor, you didnt talk it

    over with godly people at your

    church. You took matters into

    your own hands. This type of

    attitude only leads you to relapse

    because youre still in denial.

    The NewLife Discipleship

    Training Program was designed

    to teach us how to get alongwith people without using drugs

    and alcohol. Nobody here was

    forced to be here. We came here

    voluntarily of our own choosing.

    In Genesis 4:6-7, the Bible

    teaches us that we need to be

    careful when we face obstacles.

    We need to carefully weigh the

    strong feelings w e encounter

    within our selves before acting on them. If we dont, we

    may be passing up an excellent opportunity for a freshstart. Our recovery is based on Gods grace, which

    always offers us an opportunity to begin again. Its hard

    for some of us to give up control. We want to do things

    our way, and we want the credit for success!

    In 2 Chronicles 20: 17-20, God told the people of Judah

    to stand still and watch as He gave them a great victory.

    In recovery we must learn to give our battles to God.

    Showing consideration to others is crucial for successful

    ARE WE

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    recovery. Our human relationships are second in

    importance only to our relationship with God. If we are

    not at peace with others, we will be at war within ourselves, and that is a perfect recipe forrelapse. Proverbs

    22:3 states this: A prudent person foresees danger and

    takes precautions. The simpleton goes blindly on and

    suffers the consequences. Proverbs 21:29 states this:

    The wicked bluff their way through, but the virtuous

    think before they act. I cant speak for other addicts,

    but I can speak for myself. Every time that I was under

    the influence of any type of drug, somehow I thought

    that I was feeling

    better. I wasnt

    fooling anyone butme. The only thing

    that I was doing

    was falling straight

    into Satans hands.

    Romans 12:3 says

    this: I give you

    this warning: Dont

    think you are better

    than you really

    are. Be honest

    in your evaluationof yourselves,

    m e a s u r i n g

    yourselves by the

    faith God has given

    us. Every thing that

    the Bible says is

    true. Drugs do give

    you a feeling of

    thinking that you

    know everything and that you are always right when

    actually youre dead wrong.

    The N ewLife

    Discipleship Training Program has really changed my

    outlook on life. The requirements of this program are

    for us to join a church, get a mentor, participate in

    church functions and get a job. Well I always did work,

    but it wasnt until I really started to read the Bible and

    begin to understand it that it began to work for me.

    My faith started to grow. To me, faith is like a muscle;

    the more you exercise it, the larger it grows. Do you

    remember that commercial that says Try It, Youll

    Like It? Well in Malachi 3:10, the Bible tells me thatGod says the same thing. If you give Me a tenth of

    your earnings I will pour out a blessing on you thats

    so great that youll be amazed. Try It! Put Me tothe

    test! Well, as you know, the Bible doesnt lie. I can

    safely say that what Hes done for me Hell do it for

    you. God doesnt need our wealth to run His world. Our

    tithes are our acknowledgement of our gratitude. After

    all, its His money anyway, we are just the caretakers

    of it, and He wants us to use it properly. Gods Word is

    the only firm foundation that we have. The Bible tells

    us that our LORD will be there for us no matter whatsituation were in, Jesus tells us not to be afraid. We are

    to be courageous and trust Him.

    This is what makes me feel like Im on the right track

    to becoming a winner. I know my race isnt over until

    I reach Heaven, but until then, Ill continue to imitate

    Jesus Christ and the apostles. I enjoy giving my

    testimony and spreading the Word of God, telling the

    people of the world that God desires that our life be like

    the fruitful branches of a grapevine. The only way to be

    fruitful is to remain connected to Jesus, the vine, andallow God, the gardener, to prune our life to stimulate

    growth and fruitfulness. It is Gods cultivating, weeding,

    and pruning in our life that brings forth spiritual fruit,

    character development, and progress in recovery. We

    need to stay close to Jesus, the source of power and

    practical help for recovery. We can make a difference in

    other peoples lives if we stick to the program that God

    has designed for us. Did any body say it was going to

    be easy? Can you accept the challenge to be a winner?

    Cado SpatesClient Supervisor

    INNERS?

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    Attitude is a ChoiceI saw my life flash before my eyes this weekend,

    TWICE! What can I say, Im a slow learner.

    The weekend fishing trip began like most with a fair

    amount of planning. A dear friend of mine, Glenn andI sat down to plan our second annual Copper River

    Salmon Dip Netting Alaskan Adventure. Last years

    trip was a success because we both netted our limit,

    twenty nine Copper River Reds and one King Salmon,

    each. The best part was that our lives only flashed

    before our eyes once. Well thats not quite accurate

    Glenn was asleep therefore our life flashed before

    my eyes. Now that I think about it thats not accurate

    either because although I was driving I was asleep also

    therefore, technically our lives didnt actually flash

    before our eyes. When hitting the ditch woke us upthis idea of our life flashing across our eyes probably

    at some point crossed our minds. Dont stress it Im

    just as confused as you are. Anyway you can imagine

    how excited we were at the prospect of another trip.

    Authors Note: Great Alaska Adventures are scheduled

    only once a year because it usually takes that long

    to forget the near death experience of the previous

    trip. Being a fisherman in Alaska gives one the

    opportunity to take full advantage of the dim-witted

    gene men have been blessed with. Females would

    never contemplate let alone sit down and plan a second

    attempt to die on the Copper River. Your reluctance

    is duly noted and our condolences are extended.

    Like every well planned trip this one went awry early

    on. A third person was added to the roster which was

    OK but for two important details. The first being I

    didnt know this person, (I have this thing about dying

    with a stranger), and the second was that our new

    partner was never filled in on the itinerary. However,

    Glenn informed me he had known this person for years

    and had, on numerous occasions, almost died. That

    was good enough to overcome my initial reluctance.

    There will be some naysayers out there who will

    believe I gave in so quickly because Glenns boat was

    destroyed in a house fire and our new partner had a

    boat. I protest! I will be filling a formal complaint with

    the National Organization of the Naysayers

    of America to clear my good name.

    We hit the river early the next morning, considering it a

    good sign when the back of Glenns truck submerged in

    the river while launching the boat. This is good because

    now that the impending catastrophe was out of the way

    we could relax and enjoy a peaceful day on the river.The second catastrophe, to our delight, was also taken

    care of relatively quickly. The moment we pushed off

    from shore the boat motor died. Although the new guy

    seemed a little concerned, (rookie), Glenn and I took

    it all in stride. Even crashing into the bridge piling

    didnt dampen our enthusiasm. We were FISHING!

    The new guy was able to get the motor running although

    Im a little confused as to how this was possible with

    the arm waving and shouting. He was able to ignore

    it all with a calmness reminiscent of MacGyver. Wereturned to our original launch site, which I could tell

    aggravated Glenn because, like me, he would have

    pointed the boat down river rather than going back

    where we had just come from. As it turns out the new

    guy is an airline pilot and they tend to be cautious

    when it comes to operating malfunctioning equipment.

    We worked on the engine until it was running like a top

    and then re-boarded the boat and pushed off from shore

    for the second time that day. We quickly discovered

    tops dont make good outboard motors, because the

    engine died, and we found ourselves yet again hurling

    down the Copper River without power. The best part

    about your life flashing before your eyes in quick

    succession is that your heart doesnt have to work too

    hard to get back up to speed because it never really

    slowed down from the last life threatening situation.

    Im sure the Lord was sitting in heaven belly

    laughing at this episode of the Three Stooges, but

    despite the distraction of tear filled eyes, He was

    able to save us by lodging us onto a gravel bar

    before we hit the main channel and ended up in the

    Gulf of Alaska. That is, if we had survived the trip

    through the canyon gorges of the Copper River.

    Saving my life was not all God did for me that day.

    In fact, that was the easy part: teaching me a lesson

    usually turns out to be the challenge.

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    The Lord began preparing me for this trip a month

    in advance by directing me onto a bible study about

    attitude. Ive learned my attitude is my choice and I

    could have been depressed at not being able to fish that

    day. Rather than wallow in my sorrow I chose to look

    around me and marvel at Gods handy work. There I

    was sitting in the Copper River Basin with beautiful

    majestic mountain vistas to enjoy while Bald Eagles

    soared above my head. What a blessed man I am!

    The three of us left the river that day: a joyous group,

    counting our blessings by praising the Lord and

    thanking him for His love and kindness. Not only did

    I leave the river with a new appreciation of God and

    His glory but I was rewarded with a new friend, Vince,

    who I can now proudly recommend to all those Great

    Alaskan Adventures out there as a person who can risk

    his life with the best of them.

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