Accidental Marriage

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PREFACE

Bani Dixit thought that she was finally moving on. Five years after the tragicplane crash which had shattered her bright world, she had gathered the

remnants of her life to start living again. But it seemed that fate had verydifferent plans.

Jai Walia had had enough of his mockery of a marriage with Pia. He had putup with Pia's infidelities and blatant disregard for him and their three year

old daughter Sonia for far too long. He was going to file for divorce andSonia's custody. But the accident had changed Pia- she had become like thewarm vivacious woman he had fallen madly in love with four years ago. But

he was determined not to let her ruin his life again.So how do Jai and Bani's fates get crossed? To find out, read 'Accidental

Marriage'!

Chapter 1

She couldn't move. Something was holding her back. It felt strangely like tubes? Butshe was in a plane, boarding a flight to Chicago to visit her best friend Rano. So this


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should be a seat belt. Then why the hell couldn't she move? She tried to scream but nosound came out, her throat was aching. She tried again but she could barely open her

eyes. Wait a second, they were bandaged! What was going on?

Before she could gather her thoughts, she heard a voice. It was gentle, soothing- adoctor's voice. "Mrs. Walia, how do you feel now?" The girl on the bed panicked. Mrs

Walia? She was Bani Dixit. Ms. Dixit and definitely not anyone's wife! Her head startedto spin now. She tried to speak again but no words would come out. Tears trickled downher cheeks as she agitatedly moved her hands. Good lord, they weren't moving either!

The doctor sensed her desperation and hushed her. "Remember me- Dr. MohanKhandelwal, your husband's best friend? Relax Mrs. Walia, you will be in perfect shapein no time. No internal injuries at all. You and Sonia made it in good time. Speaking ofher, Jai left your side only a few minutes ago to be with her. Sonia was refusing to eatand you know how kids are. Only parents can handle them at these times, even we

doctors fail at these times!"

Bani knew he was trying to make her smile, but her cheek muscles ached too much.

Her head was going to burst any moment and before she knew it, she had fallen into adisturbed but dreamless sleep.

The next time she woke up, she could sense someone sitting next to her. This time, shewas able to open her eyes, albeit with difficulty, as they were still partially bandaged.Her frantic gaze met the steady black gaze of who? The man at her side sensedher anxiety and clasped her small hands in his firm, rather large ones. Almost like in atrance, she raised her stricken gaze to his. His eyes had compassion but his smile did

not reach his eyes. It was concerned, polite but not happy. Not unhappy either, but it didnot reflect the relief or the joy of seeing someone close to you survive a brush with

death.

Bani closed her eyes in frustration. The doctor was wrong- her brain was affected by thecrash. She was expecting a handsome-she couldn't see his face clearly, but she knewhe was - stranger to hug her in overwhelming relief and to express his profound elation

at seeing her alive. But then, why was he here if he didn't know her?

"Relax Pia", he said in a calming voice, his deep baritone all too obvious despite thegentleness he was employing. "You and Sonia are going to be absolutely fine. The

doctors are very optimistic about you- just one surgery and you'll look as beautiful asever. Much more in fact!"

Pia? Surgery? Before she could even attempt to try to speak, the pleasant doctor came

striding in. Beaming at Bani, he said jovially, "Ahan, Mrs. Walia, you are finally awake.Jai has been waiting for you to wake up for the past five hours."

Bani stared blankly at the two men in front of her, their words staying with her yet notmaking any sense. From what she gathered, it was obvious that they were in the wrongroom. This Jai Walia was the husband of some Pia Walia, who probably got injured inthe same plane crash as her. Who are these people? Why are they mistaking her for

Pia? Who is Sonia? How can a man mistake his own wife?


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Chapter 2

The days had passed in a daze. Scores of people came to visit Pia Walia everyday but

Bani Dixit did not find this amusing in the least. This case of mistaken identity wasterrifying her. The friendly blustering doctor Mohan Khandelwal checked on her severaltimes a day, making jokes she would have normally laughed at but she was too petrified

to do that. During his last visit, Dr. Mohan came with a team of highly competent stifflooking doctors. While Mohan was his usual robust self, the team hovered around Bani

like bees, making notes, taking her blood pressure, heartbeat level, discussing hersurgery in hushed voices. But Bani's reporter ears picked up their words and she

thought that she was going to die of a very painful and quick heart attack at the age of27- her plastic surgery was scheduled after three days! During all this time, her

"husband" had been sitting next to her, holding her hand.

With her bandages removed, she could finally see Jai Walia and was not disappointed

with her hunch that he was handsome. He was, as Rano would say, a dish. Ebony blackeyes with eyebrows to match, aquiline nose, a slightly jutted chin, and a gorgeous tan.

Since he was always sitting when Bani woke up, she couldn't guess his height but knewhe was tall and well built if his muscular arms were a fair indication of the rest of him.

Bani had almost groaned in frustration- here she was at the verge of losing her identityand being given a stranger's face, and she was drooling at her so called husband. Shehad tried to speak many times , but Mohan had carefully told her that her vocal chordshad been damaged. Of course, everything would be just as before after the surgery. Of

course, he didn't know that this "as before" would rob Bani Dixit of her identity.

Each time Bani looked at Jai, she saw pain warring with confusion in those compelling

black depths. He never made any attempt to touch her except hold her hands in order tocurtail her agitated movements. She had regained some movement of her hands but itwas nowhere enough to overcome the strength of his, despite fact that he held her

hands very gently. How was she supposed to ask for paper to write that she was notPia? That in all probability, Pia had died in the crash and he was a widower? Whenever

she tried to speak, her futile attempts frustrated her to make her give up in a fewseconds and tears flowed freely. Each time, Jai would leave her hands to wipe away the

tears and say in his deep soothing voice, "Hush Pia, everything is going to be alright.Your voice, your face will be back. The doctors are very optimistic. They'll fix the bones

in your arms, your vocal chords too. There won't be a single scar left on your face."Never, even in the deepest moments of her distress, did he use an endearment to

address her. I would have killed him if I had been this cold unfeeling man had been myhusband, swore Bani viciously. However that would have to wait.

Bani was desperate today. Her surgery was in a few hours and she had only a fewminutes before she could tell Jai the truth. Jai was due in a few minutes and she had tomake him understand somehow. She was not his Pia and she could not undergo any

plastic surgery that would literally finish her existence. She practiced moving her handsgingerly. Today Jai will understand her.


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Jai Walia stood outside his wife's room, taking a deep breath. The past two weeks hadtaken a great toll on his whole family, but no one could even begin to imagine thetorment he went through daily. His heart had nearly stopped beating when he was

surfing through the channels and saw the breaking news of the plane crash- the planecarrying his wife and daughter. Sonia was Jai's life, the reason for putting up with Pia forall those years. However much he had come to regret his impulsive marriage, he would

always be grateful to Pia for giving him Sonia. He had been Sonia's mother, father,friend everything. Pia's excitement at becoming a mother completely fizzled out aboutthree months after Sonia's birth. After that, it was a steady journey downhill. Affairs,

public flirtations, regular alcohol and occasional drugs became a part of life but she wasno longer a part of Jai's life. They had separate bedrooms and Jai had finally drawn

divorce papers.

But whatever ill he wished Pia, he never wanted her dead. And now he was indebted toher. Despite her indifferent and rather callous behavior towards Sonia, Pia had risked

her life to save her. Sonia had managed to tell him that much when she was not having

nightmares. He owed her something. The only decent thing to do would be was to stallthe divorce till Pia fully recuperated.

A sardonic smile touched his lips. Saving Sonia was probably a spur of the momentaccidental maternal reaction. In the past, Pia derived almost sadistic pleasure from

taunting Sonia, scolding her publicly for miniscule things like spilling juice till tears cameout of her eyes. As a result, Sonia had withdrawn into a shell and was a timid,

perpetually frightened girl who only opened up to her father, and that too was rare.

But something had changed. Pia was unable to speak, to move but her eyes spokevolumes. They beseeched him through the gaps in the bandages, but for what he didn't

know. They looked greener than before, more vulnerable, begging for answers only hecould give. Each time she cried, he felt his heart wrench although he had trained it tonot feel anything for her. Ironically, he had never seen Pia cry before the crash.

Probably mourning for her beautiful face, thought Jai sarcastically. Her beauty was onething which had improved with time and was the cause of his destruction. Every time

she made those frantic gestures, her hands were directed towards her face, obviouslyworried about the upcoming surgery. Not once had she asked for Sonia. Well, what elsedid he expect- the crash to make her the woman he had once loved to distraction and

now despised with equal passion?

Jai stopped the train of his bitter thoughts. He had to remain civil till Pia had fullyrecovered. After that, he will divorce her. Nothing changes that. With that final thought,

Jai entered the room.

"Hello Pia", Jai greeted her politely. Bani groaned inwardly. What is this man made of-his wife was was critically injured, going for a complicated surgery and this was the besthe could manage? How did he become one of the most successful businessmen in the

country with such limited sensitivity? With the bandages from her eyes completelyremoved and her orientation completely in place, she had immediately recognized Jai

Walia of Walia Industries. A magnate with a Midas touch, he had diversified his father's


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business and made it reach new heights. He was an almost undisputed choice for theposition of the company's head C.E.O. Bani knew this since covering the inside story

regarding the Walia Group's new C.E.O had been her next assignment. It was just whatshee needed to be taken seriously as a reporter and carry Pushkar's legacy as an ace

reporter. But preserving her identity was a more crucial issue at the moment.

Bani flickered her eyelids madly, hoping Jai would get the message. He did, afterstaring at her for a few seconds blankly. He sat next to her, but at a careful distance. " I

am sorry Sonia hasn't visited you yet, but wellyou know she's going through atough time. She will be upset seeing you like this, I'll bring her to see you as soon as

you gain consciousness. Mom, Dad, Ranveer, Roshni all came to wish you in themorning, but you were asleep."

Bani couldn't care less about them at the moment. All she remembered about thesepeople was some friendly but strained faces, wishing her and offering words of solace.

She remembered neither their faces nor voices.

Bani moved her hands, pointing towards her face and shaking her head wildly. Jai shother a concerned look and tried to hold her hands but she wouldn't let him. She kept onshaking her head and pointing towards her face, and tried to make the gesture of paper

but couldn't . Jai suddenly held her face in his palms, looking directly into her eyes.Bani's wild movements came to an abrupt halt aand she stared at him with brimmingeyes. Against his better judgement, Jai 's hands softly stroked her cheeks while his

thumbs brushed away tears. In a low voice, he said, "Despite whatever that has gonewrong with our marriage, I have never wanted any harm to fall upon you and still don't.You were my first love Pia and still are the mother of my daughter. You'll be perfectly

fine Pia, just like before. See, I brought your latest photos. The doctors will use them tomake you look just like you used to."

Her tearful gaze shifted to the photo Jai was holding and her breathing became labored.Her head was spinning so wildly that it would be a mercy to simply faint. A lot of things

were beginning to make sense now why she was mistaken as Pia, being calledSonia's savior , her being under the Walia's care, Jai not recognizing her. Everything.

The reason was very simple. She had been seated next to Pia and Sonia during herflight. To add icing to the cake, she and Pia resembled so much that both had thoughtthey were looking at mirrors. The whole scene flashed before Bani's eyes like a film.

She fainted before she was wheeled away and anaesthised.

Chapter 3

Bani fumed inwards. It had been a hectic day at the office yet again, with the boss pilingall the last minute articles on his "most reliable employee". Bani sighed, it was disloyal

of her to think of her mentor that way. AD sir had been her constant support ,emotionally and financially, since her husband Pushkar's untimely death. Solely on the

basis of being his star reporter's young widow, he had promoted Bani to the post ofsenior news correspondent from a junior one. Bani had not disappointed him. Living


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upto Pushkar's reputation as the best journalist at "Daily News" had become anobsession for Bani and proved theurapetic in dealing with her grief after being widowed

after three months of a blissful marriage.

Right now she was locating her seat in the plane, cursing under her breath. Aftermaking her slave for weeks and then finally giving her the Walia assignment she hadbeen begging for, AD sir had finally given her a well deserved vacation. Bani couldn't

wait to meet her best friend Rano- the last time being at Bani's wedding.

"543 A.found it!!", Bani exclaimed triumphantly and then stopped short. Occupying theseats next to hers was a little girl of about three and a woman about her age. But whatmade Bani' s mouth open wide in shock was that the woman in front of her was almosther splitting image. More sophisticated definitely, but same eyes, bone structure, better

but very similar features. The lady also looked at her very curiously before giving ahaughty look and returning to her magazine. Bani felt conscious of her button nose asopposed to the other woman's delicate straight one. Bani then glared at her defiantly

before taking her seat, shifting her attention to the little girl who had been staring goggle

eyed at the silent exchange.

"Hi sweetie", Bani said, touching the girl's soft cheek. Pushkar had wanted at least fourchildren, smugly telling Bani she would have his cooperation all the way. They were

going to wait for two years while their marital and professional lives would be somewhatestablished before going the family way. Fate had different plans, they were barely out

of their honeymoon phase when calamity struck.

Bani resumed talking to the little girl. Although she disliked her mother on sight, Banicouldn't help being surprised at her look alike's lack of concern as a total stranger

conversed with her daughter. Although Bani had lost her parents within two years of

each other when she was a teenager, she had loving memories of them. Sheremembered how religiously her mother used to instruct her on not talking to strangers.Her father too was very protective of his only child. Then Pushkar came into her life, to

give immeasurable but brief happiness.

Bani was getting angry at herself. Remembering all the loved ones she had lost was nota promising start to a well earned holiday. But she had been feeling restless since the

morning, unable to explain why. The little girl tugged Bani's locket, breaking her reverie.Bani smiled as she asked, "Whose pictures are these?" Bani pretended to think beforesaying mischievously, "I can't tell you unless I know your name." The girl looked at herwith her huge green eyes unblinkingly before saying solemnly, "Sonia." "That's a very

pretty name sweetheart!" Bani exclaimed. She couldn't hide her grin as Sonia's cheeks

bloomed pink and her pigtails crashed with each other as she tried to remove Bani'slocket. Bani gently removed her hands and unclasped the locket herself. Sonia eagerlyopened the pendant but was disappointed to see no pictures. "No pictures!" Sonia said

in a small voice.

Before Bani could reply, Sonia's mother looked up from her magazine irritated andsnapped, "Sonia why don't you just shut up and stop fidgeting? I am trying to read

something and your endless chatter is bugging me girl!" Without another glance, she


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returned to her magazine and Bani had to clench the armrest so as to not give in to theimpulse of scratching the horrid woman's face. Sonia's hands were trembling, lips

quivering and tears had already made their way to her cheeks. Bani instinctively undidSonia's seatbelt and pulled her on her lap, wiping her tears. "Hey, I am very hurt Sonia," Bani said with mock hurt. "Why?" Sonia asked in a wobbly voice. "You haven't askedme my name yet!" "Oh!" Sonia giggled a little."What's your name Aunty?" Bani opened

her mouth tom answer but no words ever came out.

Suddenly there was a booming crash. Bani was still secured with a belt but hit her headhard. Sonia fell down her lap and hit the floor, rolling away to the corner. Head

throbbing, Bani struggled to open her eyes. There was pandemonium everywhere,people were screaming, struggling to get of their seats. There was fire everywhere. Banicould not see Sonia's mother anywhere. She copuld hear Sonia's screams. Stumbling in

their direction, Bani found herself engulfed by the fire. Something heavy fell on herneck, knocking her down. No scream came out of her throat. She could feel the blood

pouring down her back. Her hands were numb, lifeless as she recalled somethingalmost as heavy falling on them. Half crawling, half dragging herself, Bani followed

Sonia's cries, her head too heavy and vision dimming by the second. Finally reachingSonia, Bani lightly touched her huddled figure. Sonia launched herself into Bani's arms,

howling. That knocked down the remaining strength in Bani's body. She fainted.

The next time she woke up, it was in the hospital as Pia Walia. Bani Dixit was dead forthe world.Pia Walia had been declared dead under Bani's name.

Bani lay listlessly in her bed. She had been anaesthised while she had fainted and hersurgery had been conducted. She had Pia Walia's face now. There was absolutely

nothing she could do to change that fact. Her face was covered with bandages but sheknew what lay behind them. A stranger's face did. It may be shockingly similar to hers,but it wasn't hers.

Tears of futile rage poured down her face. Oh not her face- Pia's face. The name filledher with hatred. A brief meeting with that woman was enough to convince Bani that she

was a prize oh did that matter? She would have been equally miserable if she hadreceived Angelina Jolie's face. A gurgle of hysterical laughter bubbled in her throat. Sheshould have died, Bani thought viciously. Pushkar had died in a plane crash too, whenhe had caught an early fight back from an assignment to surprise her. I t would have

been a fitting end to her not so happy life.

Bani was so lost in her thoughts that she didn't hear the door open. I t wasn't until theperson was walking that Bani heard approaching footsteps and she stiffened. Her eyesmay have been bandaged too, but she certainly knew it was very late in the night. Thewhole Walia family had visited her when she was unconscious after the surgery, the

nurse told her. She was gripping the bedsheets anxiously. Had somebody discoveredthe mix up? What was going to happen with her now?

'What the hell Pia!" someone hissed in her ears. Bani froze. The voice was menacing,


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the breath in her ears making shivers of terror run down her spine. She instinctivelyknew this person was not here to enquire about her health.She couldn't even tell if thevoice was male or female. Her heart was hammering too loudly and her brain was too

fuzzy with sedatives and tension to think clearly. But she heard the stranger's nextwords with alarming alacrity and heightened fear.

"Don't you dare think of giving any death bed confessions woman. You entered JaiWalia's life with a purpose and don't you forget that. You have already created enough

problems in my plan with your recklessness and stupidity. This crash couldn't havecome at a worse time, Jai had finally drawn divorce papers. Never mind, that was

beyond even my control. But nothing else is beyond me so get this straight-you have tomake Jai divorce you, claim at least half of half of his wealth and Sonia. What you do

with that brat is not my concern but you know the objective-make Jai Walia's life a livinghell, so broken that he won't know where to go. That's when the final phase of my plantakes place, when Jai is at his most vulnerable state. This time, I will succeed and youPia are going to make sure of that." With a last cackle which chilled Bani to the bones,

the stranger left.

Bani was trembling. Her sheets were getting damp with her perspiration. Not only hadher identity been crushed, she had been given the face of a beautiful but dangerouswoman. Now i she was an accomplice in some highly complex plan to destroy Jai

Walia. Bani was shaking. What was the plan? Kill him? Lead him to bankruptcy? Somepersonal or professional vengeance? Damnit all!

There was no way to get out of it. The mastermind who just confided in her wasobviously a family member. Only the Walias had access to the special suite Bani had. IfBani claimed her real identity, the conspirator would know who she is but she won't. He

or she would kill her. Petrified Bani tried to think of an alternative. She found none.

Prone to hysterics in times of misery, Bani thought of a wild scheme. Why not go withthe flow? She already had Pia's face and identity. Why not assume her life temporarily

too? It's not as if she planned it. In fact, she would give anything to not be in thispredicament. But with this, she could kill two birds with one stone. An intimate insidescoop on the Walia CEO mystery. As Jai's wife she would be privy to all details and

provide a brilliant article, guaranteeing promotion.

Ashamed at her materialistic thoughts, Bani thought of the other nobler reasons. Shewas herself in mortal danger and could not reveal her identity. This way, she could find

out who was the mastermind and his or her plan and save Jai Walia and his family.There really was no other option. Unable to bear her thought anymore, Bani drifted off

to sleep. She knew what she was doing was foolhardy and dangerous, but for the life ofher, she would not be able to stop herself. Jai Walia better be prepared to welcome his

wife with open arms.

Chapter 4

"Aditya I think living with Jigyasa has taken a toll on you. You have lost your mind!" Jai


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fumed at his brother-in-law and close friend Aditya Bali. He was married to his oldersister Jigyasa and lived in the palatial Walia mansion on Jigyasa's insistence since theirmarriage. Aditya was his confidante and Jai trusted him implicitly but Jai could not agree

with what Aditya had suggested this time.

"Why not Jai? Aditya asked with arched eyebrows, no sign of his usual humour. "Youhave put up with Pia and her nonsense for years despite having the upper hand in the

marriage. She has used you for the longest of time. It's your turn Jai, and believe me it'snot as vindictive as it sounds. You won't be harming her in any way. Knowing Pia, shewould only be delighted at the prospect of being Mrs. Walia for some more time, much

more comfortable than being divorced with negligible chances of a hefty alimony. "Aditya couldn't help the last sardonic comment. He had disliked Pia on sight and knew itwouldn't be long before Jai regretted his choice. That was one time when Aditya would

have been happy if he had been proven wrong.

Jai replied caustically, his face hard with remembered anger, " I don't see any reason toprolong the divorce now Aditya. Pia has fully recovered, the doctors have allowed her to

leave. Why the hell should I put up with her for a second more?" Aditya was ready withhis reply, he seemed to have rehearsed it. "Because you have suffered enough at her

hands Jai. You have given this company your sweat and blood. You are the undisputedright choice for the position of C.E.O. I wouldn't have asked you to tolerate Pia anymoreif it hadn't been absolutely essential. Our board of directors unfortunately comprises of a

bunch of hypocritical conservative stuffed shirts. If you divorce Pia, they are going touse that as an excuse to not give you the post on the basis of "your unstable personal

life". Years of hard work down the drain." Aditya looked at Jai expectantly, hoping to seeacquiesce.

"Damnit Aditya!" Jai swore viciously. "What has my marriage got to do with my being

C.E.O? I have proved my competence over and over again. What else am I supposedto do? Lick those pretentious bastards' feet?"

"That won't be necessary Jai, if you use a little foresight and tolerance. Maintain theimage of a devoted, very much in love couple, celebrate your wedding anniversary

lavishly and just appear happy together till you are announced C.E.O. Don't give theboard any reasons to deprive you of your right. Change the rules once you have the

power. Until then, follow them. And you know the rule at the moment- the C.E.O has t oconduct his personal and professional life ideally. Remember-if you can't beat them, jointhem". The last line was added to lighten the atmosphere, but only succeeded in Aditya

earning a fulminating glare from Jai.

"You know Aditya, if you hadn't been my closest chum, I would have thought this wasyour ingenious plan to drive me insane," Jai said grudgingly with a reluctant smile.

Aditya grinned broadly. "Rest assured, you do not have to worry from that quarter. Youhave enough on your plate with Pia, another enemy would be pushing you too far, So

do I take your generous praise as your assent for my foolproof plan?"

Jai closed his eyes for a moment. Physically, Pia has recovered much faster and betterthan anyone had dared to hope for. Her health was restored, but she was definitely


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different. The doctors assured him it was a part of surviving a near death experience,but Jai wasn't convinced. Pia had become-he struggled for the right word- nice. Shewas polite to the doctors and nurses, did not complain while going through vigourous

physical therapy even though her mounting frustration was evident. She even enquiredabout her room's cleaning lady's daughter's health who had malaria. Jai nearly

staggered in shock when she did that. This was in total contrast with the Pia who madethe doctors contemplate murder when she was admitted here for her caesarian at

Sonia's birth.

She always smiled at him when he came to visit her, which was as less as he couldmange without looking unconcerned, and he never smiled back. That did not deter her.She would talk animatedly about her day, who visited her, the food, her progress. Hervoice was soft and melodious, not shrill as before.It was soothing to listen to, though

he'd never accept that. His lack of response or monosyllable replies did not discourageher. His mother Krishna, who was her strongest critic, was baffled too. Despite herefforts on the contrary, she found herself almost liking her daughter-in-law, she had

confessed bewilderedly to her son. Jai did not blame her. Pia had antagonized Krishna

right from the start with her brashness and disregard for everything the Walia familyheld dear. Krishna adored Sonia, and Pia's blatant disregard for her daughter had beenthe final nail in the coffin in the already non existent relationship between his wife andmother. Pia's new avatar may be a shock, but he was no fool. He had already been on

that road once and had no intention of repeating the journey.

"Alright", he said defeated to a beaming Aditya. "The marriage remains intact till I havethat bloody position. After that, divorcing Pia is my life's aim." "Trust me Jai, you won't

regret your decision." Aditya hurriedly left the room, to avoid the risk of Jai changing hismind.

Jai wished he could share Aditya's optimism. Unfortunately, his track record with Pia didnot support any positive feelings.

Bani was getting bored. She had been in the hospital for a month and physicallyspeaking, had a hellish time. Being able to hold a coffee mug herself was a

groundbreaking achievement initially. She had wept buckets of tears discreetly, oftenberating herself for her foolhardy plan. Assuming a dead beautiful and extremelydisliked woman's identity was no piece of cake. Her many slips had gone totally

unnoticed in the frenzy after the surgery and the doctor's eternal logic- Pia would sufferlapses of memory loss because of being hit on her hear during the crash.

Bani gazed at the mirror again. Staring at the lovely reflection, she would almost notknow that she had been given someone else's face. Her button nose was replaced bystraight perfectly shaped one and she had higher, more prominent cheekbones now.Her skin was blemish free now, her small splatter of freckles gone, leaving her skin

looking translucent and glowing now that she had a healthy diet. She thanked her starsthat her ears were untouched. Pushkar often joked that he had fallen in love with her

tiny earlobes before seeing the rest of her face. Earrings always looked fantastic on her


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tiny earlobes.

Pia's eyes had been just a little lighter than Bani's pixie green shade and this wasthankfully another feature of hers which did not suffer the torturous surgery. The

difference was very subtle, so thankfully nobody raised any doubts. In fact it was onlythe nose which was really different from her real face. But then again, it made her look

like a different person altogether.

Bani was twiddling her thumbs when she noticed the wedding band she wore. I t hadbeen "returned" to her as part of the luggage recovered during the crash. It was glinting,obviously very expensive but a little gaudy for her taste. It felt dishonest to wear anotherwoman's wedding band and steal her husband, even if it was in name only. She had no

plans of loving Jai Walia in any way. Thinking of him, she recalled Sonia's visit to herthe day most of her bandages had been removed.

Bani's heart had been hammering rapidly since the nurse told her Jai was bringingSonia to visit her. She remembered the timid little doll who had looked at her with such

trust as Bani saved her from being enveloped by the fire. Will she remember her? Soniawas just three years old, she wouldn't. Bani accepted that fact sadly. But she was

damned if Sonia flinched at her sight as she did at Pia's.

Bani smiled as Sonia entered the room, clutching Jai's hand as if her life depended it onit. Jai, although ruffling her hair, looked warily at Bani. God this Pia must have been awitch! Jai was also scared of her! An uncontrollable urge to giggle then hurt the dead

woman rose in Bani so rapidly that she gasped. Sonia instantly moved towards her butwithdrew, an expression of fear setting on her cherubic face. Bani felt a lump rise in her

throat as Sonia sat on the far edge of Bani's bed, just staring at her. Jai was simplystanding, smiling encouragingly at his daughter. Sonia hesitatingly placed a hand in her

shirt's pocket and looked at Bani, unsure. Bani smiled brightly at her. "Come onsweetheart, don't you have something to give Mommy? Come here."

Sonia looked on as Bani nodded at her. Jai was too baffled to say anything. He justnodded his head mechanically in Bani's direction. Sonia slowly walked towards Bani,each step increasing Bani's nervousness. When Sonia finally settled next to Bani, she

handed her a piece of paper, her hands trembling. Bani gripped one tiny hand, andlooked at her gift with teary eyes. It was a handmade card, with "Get well soon" writtenin almost illegible scrawl and in different colours. "It's lovely darling! Thank you! Did you

make it youself?" Bani asked in a rush.

Sonia nodded quickly, looking at Bani with glowing eyes. Bani said softly, "Mommy is

not well. Won't you even hug her?" Sonia just hurled herself into Bani's arms, howling.Her tears wet Bani's shirt but she didn't mind as she soothed the scared girl. Sonia

touched Bani's numerous bandages and more tears flowed. Bani assured her that shewas going to be fine and come back to her very soon.

All this time, Jai had been watching the exchange with his mouth open. Bani would havelaughed if the situation hadn't been so emotional. As Jai took a reluctant Sonia away

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set and his eyes were narrowed ominously. Without a word, he left with Sonia.

Bani's reverie was broken as her "husband" entered the room. It was the day of herdischarge. She fervently prayed to God to not end her successful impersonation of Piaanytime too soon. Too much was at stake. With bated breath, she watched Jai near her

where she was standing at the window.

Chapter 5

Bani took a deep breath and turned to greet Jai but her breath was hitched in her throat.He looked devastating. He had just taken a shower and his wet hair was carelessly

slicked back. Her hands itched to mess up his controlled look. The forest green shirt hewore on black pants enhanced his dark colouring and Bani knew that his pictures in the

magazines did no justice to the real man."Hi," Bani said a little huskily. God, what was happening to her! Bani groaned inwards.

She did not need a psychic to tell her that Pia was no favourite with the Walias but

these people made her want to tear her hair apart with their "walking on eggshells"attitude.

"Hello Pia. I hope you are feeling better. You are getting discharged today;" Jai saidcurtly. He had no desire to make small talk with his wife. "I suppose you don't have any

packing to do, the airlines sent us whatever was retrieved. I'll just wait for you in thereception. " At that very moment, Bani sneezed loudly. She always had a tendency offalling down when she sneezed and today was no exception. The only difference was

that Jai held her waist and steadied her as she was tripping."Th-thank you," Bani stammered while looking desperately for a tissue. Jai quietlyhanded her his monogrammed handkerchief which she accepted without a second

thought. All this time, Jai could not tear his gaze from her face. She had such a beautiful

face but that had always been so. It was alluring now, much more expressive. A rangeof emotions- anger, despair, joy, frustration, excitement- could cross her face in a matterof seconds.

And her waist was so tiny- both his hands just about spanned it. As he observed herelfish frame, he had to swallow hard. The dress she wore hung loosely on her petitefigure and gave him a good glimpse of her cleavage. His heart began to race. It had

been months since they had made love and they slept in separate bedrooms. Since hewas what Mohan called a good fool, neither had he touched another woman. The long

abstinence was showing its effects now. He was lusting after his own wife now.Bani looked in the direction of Jai's gaze and blushed a fiery red. Although Pia had been

petite too, she was blessed with generous assets and was voluptuous whereas Banialways lamented that everything about her was too small, although 5'5 was a pretty

good height- another thing she had in common with Pia. If Pia hadn't been such a witch,Bani would have considered the possibility of her being a long lost twin. Nooo- her

parents were too nice to give birth to such a monster.Jai hurriedly let go of her, almost causing her to stumble and giving rise to her healthytemper which she had so far controlled. "I'll wait for you in the reception," Jai said stiffly

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Jai looked at her with eyes narrowed ominously. "My problem?" he repeated. "That isexactly what I said unless you are short of hearing as well as a coward!" Bani

screamed. Jai yelled back, "What the hell do you mean by that?" Bani calmed down alittle but retorted back sarcastically, "What I mean is that if you find me attractive, accept

it. Don't avert your face like a little boy who made a mistake and can't bear it."Jai gave a hollow laugh, "My darling wife, the crash may have changed a lot of things

but not your phenomenal conceit. If I wanted you in my bed, I would have had you therewith your full cooperation months ago. Thanks for the offer but I am not interested."Bani snorted angrily, "Not interested or not offered? I can't imagine why!" The last

phrase was delivered with a pitying look at his body."That does it!" Jai snarled and snared her hair in his hands, gripping her chin in the

other hand. Before Bani could even fully open her mouth to scream, his tongueswooped in. Bani immediately went limp in his arms, stunned. At first she was terrifiedbut some instinct told her that Jai would never hurt her, at least physically, even in themidst of extreme anger. Unconsciously, her tongue dueled with his while she was filled

with unknown sensations. She had never been kissed with so much passion before,even if it was fuelled by anger. Pushkar had been gentle, loving and incredibly patient

with her. But not this man. He seemed to have been possessed by some demon,determined punish Bani for something. His jaw was hard, and wonderingly Bani's hand

reached out to touch it, coaxing him to soften the tenor of the kiss. And it did.His lips softened, moving teasingly on hers instead of bruising, placing butterfly kisses

at the corners of her mouth. He could feel her body sagging in his arms and thatbrought him back to reality. His eyes snapped open in disbelief as he realized who he

was holding and how. Pia! Her eyes were wide open and luminous, as if it was their firstkiss. Jai snorted in disgust, Pia and modesty just did not go together. Despite that

angry thought, he could not ignore the hardening of his body as he heard her choppybreaths and saw her shining wet lips. With a smothered curse, he pushed her on the

chair behind her and stomped out of the room.

Bani slumped on the chair. Her heart was beating furiously. She felt shaken to the core.She had been shocked when Jai began kissing her, but did not want him to stop oncehe started. Oh God what was she thinking of! She had understood from Jai's behaviorthat he and Pia no longer shared marital intimacies so had considered herself safe on

that account. But this? Bani grimaced at the irony of the situation. She had received themost passionate kiss of her life at the age of 27, from a man who mistakenly assumed

she was the wife he detested, and he had kissed her in anger!Touching her throbbing lips gingerly, Bani remembered the feel of his lips on hers. It

had felt heavenly but it was wrong. She had accepted Pushkar's death and hoped thatone day she would feel the same love for another man and have the marriage she

dreamt of. But Jai was not that man.Even if he hated Pia and wouldn't touch her, hehadn't touched Bani either. Bani groaned in frustration, she was going to reach the

mental asylum faster than the Walia mansion if this Bani-Pia confusion didn't end verysoon. She wanted to shout out that she was Bani everytime anyone called her by thatdreaded witch's name, that too with such carefully controlled distaste. Bani thoughthard and eureka! The solution was so simple that Bani let out a small chuckle at herslowness. Smiling victoriously, she gathered her handbag and left the room. Not only

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The drive home was silent. Jai was coldly silent, refusing to acknowledge her presencewhereas Bani made herself comfortable in the luxurious car. This sleek Ferrari was a far

cry from her ancient Fiat, although she was planning to buy a new car. The car suitedhim to a T. Powerful, immaculate, in and out of control as you please- just like the

owner. Bani sighed pensively. This drama was an emotional roller coaster. One momentit was exciting, fooling everyone. Then it would be touching when Sonia would sneak in

to visit her despite Krishna's disapproval. Frustrating as everyone disliked her forsomeone else's deeds. And of course, maddening as her "husband" kept her at an

arm's length like a contaminated object.Hearing her sigh again, Jai looked at irritated and snapped at her. "Stop making those

stupid sounds!" "Those are sighs Mr. High and Mighty. And why should I?" Baniretorted with her nose high in the air. "Because it's my car!" Jai said smugly. "It's mymouth", Bani said in a simpering sweet voice. "I can think of much better things to do

with it," Jai said without thinking.There was heavy silence in the car after that statement. Jai mentally kicked himself forhis comment. That was so out of character for him- flirtatious arguments with Pia had

been rare and a thing of the distant past. She was blushing like a school girl at the

moment. Jai shook his head in disgust. He could not understand how she could conjureblushes at the drop of a hat. He had never seen her blush in four years of marriage.

Bani's cheeks were flaming hot. She had never been good at flirting and it used to givePushkar a high making her blush at his will. But Jai obviously had not expected her toblush. The impression she had of Pia was sufficient to tell her that the witch was devil

reincarnated.Jai stopped the car in front of a gigantic mansion. Bani gasped. Her flat would easily fithere at least two hundred times. It was gorgeous, a classic combination of casual yetelegant. It was designed ranch style, a red brick structure with slanting roof of greenterracotta tiles. There was an Olympic size swimming pool next to the garden, which

was another world altogether. There was a splatter of roses, lilies, sunflowers, gladiolas,

apple blossoms, blue bells etc. An ardent believer of the language of flowers, Baniobserved the garden with barely concealed interest. Beech for prosperity, ash tree forgrandeur definitely were great choices. She stifled a laugh as she saw barberry for ill

temper."Did you plant the barberries Jai?" Bani asked with a smile. She had a beautifulsmile, warm and genuine. Jai was too startled to be sarcastic and replied quietly, "Momplanted all the flowers." Bani frowned as she saw the carnations for disdain and felt her

heartbeat stop as she saw bilberry for treachery. She was getting paranoid- now sheexpected flowers with negative meanings to attack Jai!

She shook herself firmly. She needed her wits about to write her article and protect Jai.Concentrating on the gorgeous flowers, she decided what she would plant as she wasan avid gardener herself. Carolina roses were her favourite- but they were for "love is

dangerous"! Or crocus- but that was for "I am his", or blue violets for faithfulness. Ahan

altheas! But those represented "dying for love"! Oh God, why was she thinking of love,that too with this man! Falling for Jai would be fighting a losing battle. He hated Pia-that

reminded Bani of her task!Jai was moving towards the entrance when Bani took his name timidly, "Jai?" He lookedat her warily, "Yes Pia?" Bani crossed her fingers behind her back as she lied throughher teeth, "At the hospital, I thought a lot of my past behavior and I thought I neededsome soul searching. I called an astrologer, Mr. A.D." Forgive me Sir for using your

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uh change my name so um my horoscope changes for the better," Bani falteredseeing the sneer forming on Jai's face. Straight faced, he asked, "What name did your

Mr. A.D suggest to accomplish this rather impossible feat?" Bani fingered with the collarof her dress. "Bani", she replied softly. Jai felt a sudden tightening in his chest as he

heard the name. "Bani?" he said softly and Bani felt tingly all over as he said her name.Her name, not Pia's. His next statement knocked the breath out of her. "Isn't she the

passenger seated next to you and Sonia who didn't survive?" "Y-yes", Bani stammered.Confirming her own death? Oh God, what else was expected of her?

Jai resumed his stoical expression. "Do whatever you please PI-" "Bani !" sheinterrupted. Jai looked at her icily before continuing, "Whatever Bani. Don't you thinkthat it's a bit late for miracles. You are still the same person, and nothing changes the

past. Our equation remains the same. Act the good wife for some more time till Ibecome the C.E.O. After that we will get the divorce and I'll give you your lovely

alimony. Stay out of my way till then.""Your honesty is so refreshing Jai. You certainly don't mince words," Bani said in a

saccharine sweet tone that didn't deceive Jai for a moment. Jai rolled his eyes and hadto bite back a laugh under the pretext of a laugh. Pia-no Bani- had never been much of

a conversationalist. Before marriage, she agreed blindly with whatever he said and aftermarrying and Sonia, they barely talked. If they did, it escalated to a showdown. But with

Bani, he didn't feel angry. Their exchanges in a single day left him feelinginvigorated, actually looking forward to their arguments. She was saucy , infuriating and

different!Reminding himself of all the reasons why he hated this woman, Jai firmly took hold ofher elbow and propelled her towards the door. The faade of a happy marriage begins.

Chapter 6

Bani was wondering why committing suicide was a sin. Seriously-if you push someonetowards it, why should the poor person be blamed? And if there were more people like

the Walias in the world, the suicide rate was going to soar.Ever since Bani and Jai entered the house, the atmosphere was highly charged. Eachword was weighed carefully, spoken slowly and each time Bani resisted the urge to killsomeone. Krishna talked to her in clipped tones and Uday Walia, her "father-in-law"

hurriedly asked about her health before leaving for the office. Ranveer was visiblyuncomfortable while talking to her and kept on darting looks at Roshni who was lookingat Bani icily behind her back. He looked visibly relieved when dinner was announced.

Bani didn't care about all these people but Sonia mattered. When Bani opened her armsto hug her, Sonia looked at her fearfully and rant into Krishna' arms, who smiled at Banitriumphantly while patting Sonia's back. Bani suddenly felt her eyes tearing and rubbed

them quickly, not noticing Jai watching her circumspectly but not angrily.To her relief, she was more or less ignored at the dinner table as everyone discussed

the upcoming announcement of the new C.E.O. "So Jai, when are we getting a party foryour victory?" asked Roshni mischievously. Jai grimaced, "Don't bet on it Roshni, those

stuffed shirts will do everything in their power to see the last of me." Krishna visiblyblanched as he said that and snapped, "Think carefully before you talk Jai! How many

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Grinning at Jai, his father put a pacifying hand on her shoulder and said, "Relax dear,Jai did not mean it literally. You'll see our son will come laughing after the

announcement is made."Straight faced Ranveer quipped, " Hysterical or happy laughter dad?" Seeing everyone

barring Sonia glaring at him, he turned red and muttered "Sorry, bad joke" under hisbreath.

Bani watched the exchange with fascination. The only child of doting parents, she neverhad siblings to banter with and not many relatives either. Her belief of wealthy families

being distant and pretentious also seemed pretty half baked at the moment. Thisdiscussion would provide good insight for her article, Bani thought decisively. No need

to get emotionally involved with anyone in this family.The Irish stew Bani was eating was scrumptious and she wanted to ask the recipe, butcouldn't as it would probably cause Krishna a heart attack. Sonia reached for a fork and

her elbow knocked down the glass of orange juice on her side, drenching Sonia'ssunflower yellow frock and spilling on Bani's plate. There was a sudden hush on the

table. Bani made an irritated sound and sought for napkins when she heard Jigyasa'sdaughter Anu snicker, "Now the brat's in for it!" Bani turned sharply to look at her. At

sixteen, Anu showed the signs of promising beauty but her manners left a lot to bedesired. The constant bored air and petulant pout she sported irritated Bani but she kept

her cool. She could deal with her later. She shifted her attention to Sonia.Bani felt her stomach turn as she saw Sonia's tearful expression. Her lips were

trembling and her hands were shaking. She shot a desperate look towards Krishna whoimmediately tried to get up but stopped at Uday's restaining hand. Jai's hands clenched

as he controlled the urge not to get up and cradle Sonia. He always tried to avoidconfrontations with his wife when Sonia was around, he did not want her to be a witnessto warring parents. But if Pia- oh God Bani- said anything to hurt his baby, he wouldn't

take it lying down. Waiting for things to improve had already hurt Sonia enough.As Sonia looked at Bani fearfully, Bani looked at Sonia's drenched frock with mock hurt.

"Oh dear Sonia, this colour combination just doesn't gel sweetie. We'll have to change."Ranveer spilled his water in open mouthed shock while Jai's grip on his glass relaxed.Krishna looked like she was in need of air and Anu looked disappointed. Bani thankedher stars that Jigyasa and Aditya were out on a business dinner. She didn't want moreaudience and the little she had seen of her "sister-in-law", Bani knew she could do well

without her. Jigyasa Bali was a tough nut to crack."Can I wear my pink dress Mommy?" Sonia asked in a small voice. Bani patted her

cheek lightly shaking her head. "It's time for wearing a night suit Sonia. What about yourpink pajamas?" Bani crossed her fingers under the table. Please God, let her have pink

pajamas, all girls do!Sonia nodded happily and let Bani carry her to her bedroom, leaving behind a stunnedaudience. Roshni was grinning in shock while wiping Ranveer's soggy shirt. "Well well,

we just witnessed the closest thing to a miracle!" She looked expectantly at Jai who satstony faced for a while before storming off.

"Sonia!" Bani laughed as the little girl splashed soapy water on her. Bani had made abubble bath for Sonia who was enjoying it to the fullest. She angled her head obedientlyas Bani began shampooing her hair, feeling very mushy. How she would love to have a

child just like Sonia! Sonia' hair was not brown like Pia's, but jet black just like herfather's. She was an adorable elf- green eyes, black hair, pink cheeks! Bani' s brown


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hair was streaked with golden highlights due to many hours under the sun as aprofessional journalist and amateur photographer, but it seemed so was Pia's since

nobody raised any questions."Daddy!" Sonia squealed happily as Bani was washing her hair. Bani froze as she sawJai getting closer but squaring her shoulders, she resumed the task. She wasn't scaredof Jai! "What's my favourite girl doing?" Jai asked Sonia with a fond smile at Sonia. Banilooked at him resentfully. Will it kill his muscles to smile at her too? All he did was throw

murderous scowls in her direction whenever their gazes locked.Sonia pointed excitedly at the bubbles. "Mommy gave me a bubble bath! Isn't she

nice?" Jai could not ignore the appeal in Sonia's bi green eyes and agreed with obviousreluctance. "Yeah, that's .verynice of Mommy." God, thought Bani sarcastically. Any

more of these pained expressions and Jai wouldn't need to make up one. She'll makesure it becomes a permanent part of his handsome features.

"There Sonia, you are done", Bani announced and started looking for a towel. Beforeshe could, Jai came up with a pink fluffy towel and after drying a giggling Sonia, he

wrapped her in it and carried her out of the tub with what Bani thought was an extremelytender, goofy expression. Her eyes smarted as she felt teary again. It was so obvious

that Jai totally loved his daughter. His family adored him too. So who was trying todestroy him? Who was she to try to play James Bond and manipulate Sonia's tender

feelings? Soni was malleable as far sher mother was concerned.Wouldn't that make heras low as the plotter she wanted to reveal?

Her reverie was broken at Jai's impatient, "Do you mind coming? Sonia wants you tochoose her night suit." Bani smiled as a childish thought entered her hyperactive mind,"Are you jealous Jai?" Bani asked with mock sweetness. Jai looked at her angrily. He

was about to retort when Sonia's plaintive cry reached them. "Mommy Daddy it's cold!""I'll deal with you later", Jai promised through clenched teeth. "Ooh I am shivering in my

shoes!" Bani said with her eyes rolled. Jai shot her one last disdainful look beforestorming out of the bathroom with Bani showing her tongue behind his back.

Jai was tickling Sonia when Bani got out the room. Resolving firmly to not let Jai Waliaget under her skin, Bani walked towards the chest of drawers next to Sonia's to takeout the night suit. "Bani, Sonia's night suits are in the closet", Jai called out behind her.

Shocked Bani stopped waqlking but regained her composure with alacrity . Flashing himan arrogant smile, Bani said, "I know that Jai. I was getting the blow dryer and Sonia's

comb. She can't sleep with wet hair." Jai simply grunted in response and resumedrubbing Sonia's hair dry. Bani sighed with relief- her first real slip!

Bani helped Sonia wear her pajamas while Jai tackled the shirt. It was no easy taskdressing an active three year old who was determined to be of no help. But Bani didn'tmind. Sonia's reactions to her mother were extreme- either fear or adoration, there was

no balancing point. Bani knew this wasn't healthy, but she had to win Sonia'sconfidence before trying to stabilize her emotions. Bani closed her eyes in resignation.

Separating her emotions from this job was not possible. A few hours here were enoughto tall her that much. But she will not extend her emotions to anyone but Sonia.

Definitely not Jai.Bani finished drying Sonia's hair while Jai turned off the light, but leaving the lamp on.

Ignoring Bani's questioning look, he leaned forward and pressed a kiss to Sonia'sforehead whispering, "Goodnight sweetheart. Sleep well. Remember, Daddy's in thenext room- he won't let any harm come on you," Jai's voice was gruff as he said that.


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Her voice shaking a bit, Bani simply whispered 'Goodnight" while smoothing Sonia' shair on the pillow. To her complete surprise, Sonia threw her arms around Bani's neckand said softly, "I love you Mommy!" Too choked to reply, Bani just hugged her tightly

and rocked her till she was asleep.As soon as Bani tucked her in, she was shocked out of her wits as Jai fiercely pulled herfrom the bed and dragged her till what she presumed was Pia's bedroom. "What the hell

Jai!" Bani questioned angrily as she rubbed her sore arm. Jai was breathing heavily,controlling the urge to snap her neck. "Get this straight Bani"- he hated the fact that her

new name came so easily on his tongue-" Whatever your master plan is, keep mydaughter out of it. You've never given two hoots about her so spare us all this belated

good mother act. Sonia' emotions may be a game for you, but not for me. "Bani stared at him defiantly, though there was a strange ache in her heart. "Has it

occurred to you that she is my daughter too?" Jai gave a hollow laugh. "That's someyears too late isn't it Bani? If you had touched or looked at her so lovingly before, we

wouldn't be in this situation. The crash causes her awful nightmares, Sonia hasn't beenherself lately so don't make it any worse!!

"I was also in that crash Mr. Walia- and I suffered in more ways than you can imagine!"

Bani screamed and made no effort to stop the flow of angry tears. Jai rubbed his neckwearily and averted his gaze. He couldn't- no wait- he didn't want to see her crying.

"Look Bani I am sorry. You suffered too and I am grateful for you saving Sonia. But allaside, you know the score. Our situation is hopeless so lets just keep out of each other's

way till the announcement and our divorce."Bani just glared at him angrily and slammed the door angrily as soon s he got out. All

the while, they hadn't noticed a figure lurking in the shadows, looking thoughtful and notvery pleased.

Chapter 7

Bani stretched lazily on the luxurious bed. Ah, this felt like heaven after the not socomfortable hospital bed. She squinted her eyes open only to shut them as soon as the

piercing sunlight touched them. Smiling sleepily, she reached for her cell phone butcouldn't locate it. Grumbling, she opened her eyes and wished she hadn't. With a

muffled groan and a loud curse, Bani buried her face in the fluffy pillow. The events ofthe past few turbulent weeks flashed in front of her eyes like a movie going too fast.Exhaling resignedly, Bani tried to plan her day. She could take Sonia to the park she

saw on the way to the house yesterday. Sonia badly needed company of kids her ownage- the morbid atmosphere at home was not at all conducive for a growing child. Then

she would go shop for a completely new wardrobe. Any more of Pia's gravity defyingcleavages and Bani would have a fit. If Rano saw the rather conservatively dressed

Bani in Pia's pathetic excuse for clothes, she'd never stop laughing!

Rano! Bani sat up on the bed with a start. Rano would have gone hysterical with grief bynow. Both girls had been thicker than thieves throughout school and being neighboursadded icing to the cake. Their paths changed when Bani got a full scholarship for her

bachelors in journalism at Oxford, where she met and fell in love with Pushkar. Rano onthe other hand went on to specialize in child psychology at Stanford after her bachelors

and then bagged a lucrative job in Chicago. Fiery as a firecracker and soft as butter


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when required, Rano fit the job to T. The last time they had met three years ago inChicago with Bani still unable to come to terms with Pushkar's untimely demise. Rano

had done her best to convince Bani to move on but it fell to deaf ears at that time.Right now though, Bani was contemplating between a phone call or a letter to contactRano. Deciding that a call was too risky, she opted for a letter. Once Rano recovered

from some terrible shock, Bani was sure she'd fly straight to this city to personallymurder Bani this time. Once Bani convinced Rano not to kill her, she'd take an

appointment for Sonia. The nightmares and submissive personality will have to leavemy daughter, Bani thought fiercely and didn't ignore her feelings. She knew she hadbeen more of a mother to the girl in two days than Pia had ever been. Composing

herself, she wrote the letter and sealed it neatly in an envelope. Rereading it, Bani knewit was brief to the point of rude but she didn't want to scare Rano more than what she'll

undoubtedly be after reading it. Hiding the letter under her bed, Bani went to take a coolshower.

Bani got out of the bathroom after half an hour, muttering angrily. There were too manydamn buttons in the tub and it took her ten minutes to finally locate the correct one.

Squeezing the water out of her thoroughly wet hair, Bani cursed Pia loudly for her figure

and outrageous clothes. As she fumbled with the extensive but useless wardrobe, Banididn't hear the insistent knocks on the door.

Jai tapped his foot impatiently. He needed to lay the ground rules with his soon to be exwife. No need to act cosy with the family especially Sonia, just act the perfect wife in

public. Jai spent an awful night having harrowing nightmares where Sonia was sobbingand simultaneously blaming him for her mother hating her. Jai was not going to let thatwoman entertain herself at the expense of his daughter's tender emotions. Jai had since

long ceased to think of Pia as Sonia's mother but that was the only word that came tomind when he thought of Bani. Damn that woman for making him going through this

roller coaster of emotions. He wasn't the obvious choice for C.E.O. for nothing. Bani canfool the world but not him with her act. With that resolve firm in his mind, Jai pushed

open the door and then stopped short.Bani jumped out of her skin an d stumbled as the door burst open. Jai was looking ather as if in a trance, unable to look away. His Adam's apple was moving convulsivelyand she could see the rapid movement of chest. Wrapped in a lavender towel that did

not reach her knees, Bani looked delectable. Her slender legs seemed endless and hershapely hands clutched towel with all her might. Wisps of damp hair clung to her facebut she didn't dare move. Her eyes were unusually bright and seeing her bite her full

lips uncertainly brought X-rated thoughts in his already drugged mind.That was enough to startle him out of his wayward thoughts. Disgusted with himself, he

took a step back. Bani knew the exact moment he remembered who she was, rather

who he though she was, by the expression darkening his face. Bani gave him a goodglare and gripped the towel more firmly. Before Jai could open his mouth, Bani did. Withas much haughtiness as she could muster, she said, 'Why the hell haven't you bought

me any decent clothes Jai Walia?'Stunned, Jai forgot what he came here to say. In a bewildered tone, he said, 'Excuse

me?' Bani glared at him malevolently. 'Don't act innocent with me. Are these clothes fora woman or a Barbie doll? They are so tight that I contemplate using an oxygen mask.


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And the length of these dresses- why bother wearing them at all? They barely cover mybare essentials!'

Jai's expression had regained its iciness. 'I remember saying the same thing when youcame with this crappy wardrobe- more civilly, but the same gist. Now it doesn't matter,

you've done your own thing for far too long to hurt me now.'Bani snapped angrily, ' Have you always been unbalanced or is it just me who bringsout the worst in you? You manage to bark orders at me when we are on the verge ofdivorce and I am capable of ruining your dreams with the minimum of effort. Yet youdidn't have the guts to control me when I was truly your wife. What kind of man are

you?'Jai had looked at her menacingly throughout her outburst. Now he took slow steps

towards her, his gaze fixed and unflinching on her pale face. Bani kept a brave front tillhe was too near. She nervously backed into the wall behind her till her back touched it.

Jai stopped till their faces were only a breath away. Keeping his hands on her shouldersin a grip which was just short of being cruel, he began in a voice which was low yet

reverberating with terrible anger:'I am the kind of man who wooed you with flowers, chocolates and poetry despite being

told by many well wishers that a blank cheque would be enough. I am the man whomarried you after knowing you for a few weeks, ignoring the wishes of those people I

had known for years. I am the man who risked a ready made future and relations to bewith you. I am the man who was always caught in the conflicts between you and all

those who mattered to me. I am the man who helplessly watched you become a womanI didn't know and couldn't love. I am the man who begged you on my knees to tell mewhat was wrong, but you only laughed. I am the man who threatened to kill you if youaborted my child. I am the man who has ben both father and mother to our child since

the day she was born. I am the man who still hoped for a future together until youinfidelities became too many to ignore as rumours. I am the man who'll never fall in love

again, least of all with you. You were not the only one to change ; I am no longer the

lovesick fool who expected love to bring back the illusion he had loved.' Breathingharshly, he looked at her.Bani had listed to Jai mutely all this time, too transfixed to move. Unable to tear her

gaze away from his compelling black depths, she kept on staring. Hearing him recounthis mockery of a marriage made her heart ache and guilt suffuse, as if she was

prolonging his misery. Her throat felt unbearably dry. She wanted to say something, toreach out to him but just couldn't. Seeing her pained expression, Jai abruptly left her

shoulders and winced seeing the imprints of his hands, but made no comment.In a carefully controlled voice, Jai continued, 'As my wife, you are expected to

accompany to company events and anywhere where the media is expected. We have tolook like a couple in love- the news that our marriage is on the rocks has been

circulating for months now and we need to quash it. Our anniversary is on Saturday and

Adi has planned something he says will kill all rumours. Just cooperate Bani, as a lastfavour. I know this is hypocrisy of the highest order, but this is beyond my control. A lotof people have worked hard to make our company reach the pinnacle of success and

our counting on me to continue this. "As Bani nooded wordlessly, Jai added, 'You don't need to extend this act to Sonia.'Seeing Bani ready to protest, he cut her sharply. 'For God's sake Bani! You haven't

shown your own daughter a glimmer of compassion all her life and now you aresuddenly filled with overwhelming love for her? Please. Sonia is young, she'll forget this


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time eventually but it will be too difficult if you persist in making her dependant on you.We've learned to live without Pia easily; we can't afford to love Bani.'

Trembling, Bani whispered, 'Why are you so convinced this is all an act Jai? What haveI done to shatter your trust like this? Do you have any proof that I was unfaithful?'

Jai wanted to answer that question but couldn't. All of Pia's acts, he had seen with hisown eyes- her rudeness, lack of compassion, flirtations, disregard for everything thatmattered to him. Yet he never had any concrete proof of an affair. He had consideredhiring a private detective but couldn't stoop so low. His various acquaintances cited

seeing Pia with different men in a number of posh restaurants. Eventually thecoincidences and frequent absences from home were too blatant to ignore. In any case,their marital life had never been happy. It had been Pia's mission from day 1 to give him

as much unhappiness as possible. She succeeded with flying colours.It wasn't a single incident that destroyed their marriage; it was a deteriorating journey

from the start. And now, this woman in front of him bore no resemblance to the womanhe despised. Even physically, she was different- slimmer, brighter eyes and he hadnever noticed her ears before today- so tiny that he had this uncontrollable urge to

nuzzle her there. Emotionally, she was unrecognizable- witty, perky, loving, blunt. If he

wasn't careful, he might fall in love with his wife all over again, much stronger moreirrevocably than last time. He couldn't afford that.

'Forget the past Bani, ' he said curtly. 'Our concern is the party, where the whole boardwill be present, waiting for a single goof- up. I hope you'll not let me down.' Without

looking back, he left the room. Bani locked the door and collapsed on the carpeted floor.Raising her gaze, she saw it- a message for her scrawled on the mirror with her ownlipstick tube. Jai and she were too immersed in their heated conversation to notice it.

Anyway, Jai had his back to the mirror and couldn't have noticed it.She did now. Heart in her throat, she read it. 'Great act Pia. But cut it out. Get the

bloody divorce and humiliate Jai till he won't know where to hide his face. I'll carry outmy plan from there.'

Bani fell on the bed and burst out crying.

In Chicago, Rano Kapoor was reading a letter and her expression was getting morehorrified by the second. It read:

'Dear Rano,This is not a prank so don't you dare ignore it. I didn't die in that crash- the woman next

to me i.e. Pia Walia, industrialist Jai Walia's wife did. She has been buried under myname and I have been given her face by plastic surgery. Our identities were mistaken, Iwas pretty much burnt and Sonia had been holding my locket. Oh and Pia resembled

me a lot, except she's an arrogant bitch which you know I am not. Anyway, the point is, Ineed to see you. I have written the address and residence number at the bottom of theletter. Please come here at the earliest flight possible. You know this is my handwriting.

I almost forgot, I am here as Jai's soon to be ex wife Pia but I managed to makeeveryone call me Bani. So you won't have to be worried about confusing my name! See

you soon.Love Bani."

Rano read the letter again. Then she fainted.

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Bani played with her food. She normally loved pasta and the one she was eating wasprobably the most delicious she had ever tasted, but Bani was oblivious to that. Therewas a film of perspiration on her upper lip, and her hands were not quite steady as she

reached for her glass. She had asked Rano to email her reply and Bani received it threedays after she had sent the letter.

Jai had looked at her strangely when she had asked for the internet's password andlooked vaguely amused when she muttered wanting to check the reviews for "Bachna

Ae Haseeno". "Ranbir Kapoor is very talented and good looking Jai," she said hotly.Quirking an eyebrow, he said, "Mighty brave too, handling three women. For us meremortals, one is enough to handle. " Bani shot him a hateful look before storming out of

the room, leaving Jai feeling oddly light hearted.Back to the present, Bani just could not feel light. Rano was not a person to cross withand Bani was terrified of her reaction. Her reply was terse and brief-"If this is a joke, I

am going to make sure you concoct all your future stories in a mental asylum, whoeveryou are. If this is true, Bani Dixit, you are going to regret surviving the crash and puttingme through hell. I have booked a flight to your said city for tonight and will meet you at

the restaurant you stated i.e. Gunsmoke at two o'clock the next day."After five more minutes of torturous waiting, Bani saw the partition of the private diningarea she had reserved open and Rano enter. Dressed in her favourire gypsy black and

a flaring red blouse, Rano looked ready for battle . Upon seeing Bani, hope anddisbelief clashed on her overly expressive face and Bano could not stop the tears from

seeping out. Rano knew this was Bani- there was no mistaking those eyes Rano alwayswished she had. As Bani raised her hand to wave, Rano saw the unmistakable proof-

Bani always wore her watch on her right hand, defying convention and ignoring teasing.Rano sprinted towards Bani and nearly knocked her down with the fierceness of her

hug. Both girls were crying and talking simultaneously, and were not making any sense.Finally, Bani pushed Rano away lightly and forced her to sit.

Rano jerkily sat down and launched a barrage of questions. "What is happening Bani? Ihad to identify your body damnit! Your chain was found next to it and given to me

because of its sentimental value! People in tour office are still mourning and your A.D.sir? That man organizes your memorial service every two weeks! He loved you like adaughter Bani." Seeing Bani sob now, Rano paused for a while and gruffly

patted Bani's hand, but she was in no way finished."Why did you get this new face Bani? Another woman's face? I know you always

complained about your nose but this is the giddy limit! You don't look much differenteither," Rano said harshly, too upset to think clearly. She was incensed to see Bani

laughing through her tears whereas her heartbeat was yet to return to normal. Bani letout a loud burst of incredulous laughter but sobered up looking at an irate Rano. "I maybe dramatic Rano, but even I have some limitations. Believe me, if I could turn back the

clock, I would. She proceeded to tell Rano the whole story- saving Sonia, her injuries,inability to speak or move, futile attempts to do so anyway, the mysterious person, the

Walia family.Rano's eyes were popping out by the time Bani finished recounting her experiences. "

Bani this is crazy. You can't act as his bodyguard- go tell the police, they'll protect him." Bani smiled sarcastically, "You don't think it occurred to me? What proof will I give?Someone told me of his or her plans to destroy Ji when I was heavily sedated? That I


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don't even know if that person is male or female, let alone recognize the person? Noonewill buy that."

Rano looked ready to explode. "Is your husband I mean Jai Walia senile? Can't he tellthe difference between his wife and just any other woman?" Bani felt the blood rush to

her face as Rano accidentally addressed Jai as her husband but ignoring that, rushed toJai's defence. "How likely is it for a man to meet a woman who looks just like his

deceased wide, and oh, he doesn't know she's dead? The difference in our figures isattributed to weight loss after the surgery. As for the complete personality change, allthe Walias except Jai believe it's a post trauma reaction whereas Jai is convinced that

this is "Pia's" plot to get into his good books now that he is the sure shot choice forC.E.O. It's too obvious that Jai and Pia had not been intimate for quite some time- wehave separate rooms- so my "husband" hasn't had the opportunity to examine me in

detail!"Bani looked convinced with her explanations but Rano was skeptical. "O.K. today he

doesn't want to touch you but tomorrow? From how you have described yourinteractions, the chemistry is palpable. He is intrigued and don't forget, however muchhe hates Pia now, he did think he loved her at a point. You are rekindling the flames.

Bani you lost Pushkar almost five years ago- you deserve to move on. He was a gem ofa guy, and he loved you. I would be the happiest in the world whjen you fall in love

again but this is not right."Bani looked at her uneasily before mumbling, "I never said I love Jai." Rano narrowed

her eyes shrewdly. "But you are falling for him Bani. Hard. And it will be more difficult torecover from this fall. What do you think he'll do on discovering the truth? Believe that

you did it for his and Sonia's sakes and welcome you with open arms? No my dear. He'llbelieve what anyone would- that you did this all for a sensational scoop and have you

thrown in prison faster than you can say wait!''Bani was looking more and more troubled by the second but she looked at Rano with

firm resolution. "I've taken the plunge Rano. It's too late to turn back. The truth will

unravel one day, but I'll know everything by then. Jai will know that whatever my originalmotives were, his safety was the only thing that mattered in the end." Seeing Rano'sunhappy expression, Bani added with a mischievous grin, "In any case, I've thought of a

back up story- I had amnesia and didn't remember anything till I was caught!"Rano couldn't bite back a snort of laughter at that and temporarily gave up so they could

eat the very appetizing looking club sandwiched laid in front of them. A psychologicaltherapy session at the clinic always left her feeling exhausted, but Bani's tale left herfeeling ravenous as well. As she commented on this and ordered more sandwiches,Bani swallowed her bite quickly. "I almost forgot, I need to set up an appointment for

Sonia. She has these recurring nightmares about the crash and her personality is too.suppressed. Pia scared her and her grandmother mollycoddles her too much. She

needs help Rano."

Rano listened in detail and agreed to see Sonia the following week. As both friends gotout of the restaurant laughing, Bani's heart did a dangerous somersault as she saw Jaiand Ranveer walking towards them. They stopped just in front of the two females and

there was an uneasily silence for a few seconds which was broken by Ranveer'shesitant, "Fancy seeing you here Bani! Won't you 8ntroduce us to your friend?" Banismiled tremulously and said a little shyly, "This is Rano, my best friend who lives in

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Jai had maintained a stoical silence but upon the introductions, felt something warmtravel all over him. Bestowing a friendly smile on Rano, he said, "Did you attend ourwedding- I am sorry, I think I've seen you but in some other capacity." Rano frowned

uncertainly when Bani exclaimed, "Of course you have. Rano is a popular childpsychologist and often comes on those boring T.V. shows no one watches!" Rano

mock punched Bani in the stomach and Bani laughed and gasped as she was about totrip over the pavement, but a pair if strong hands steadied her. "Are you O.K? Jai askedin a concerned voice. Bani nodded quickly, not trusting her voice and dying to kill Rano

and Ranveer for their knowing smirks.Jai let go off Bani as soon as she stood steady on her feet. Looking at Rano, he said,

"You didn't come to our wedding, but I hope you'll come to our anniversary party. It's onSaturday at 7 .m. at my hotel." Rano looked uneasily at a delighted Bani, who mouthed

a yes so Rano smiled and nodded her acceptance. All this time, Ranveer had beenobserving the whole exchange with interest but what worried her was that his gaze

lingered longer on Rano's face than it was necessary. Bani knew Ranveer was a goodman and totally besotted with his wife Roshni, who in turn guarded him from Bani. Bani

recalled her confrontation with Ranveer the previous day.

Bani had been sitting idly all day and was bored out of her mind. Seeing Ranveer walkby, Bani approached him with the idea of asking him to drive Sonia and her to the park."Ranveer !" she called out and got up. Ranveer stiffened and looked at her warily, "Yes

Bani?" Frowning at his tone, Bani was about to answer when Roshni stormed in,shooting Bani a malevolent glare. "So you're up to your tricks again Pia? Oh don't giveme that wide eyed look or that I-am-Bani lecture! Why don't you leave my husband and

concentrate on your own? I thought you had changed but no you are still the samemoney hungry man eater- but keep your hands off Ranveer!" Giving a bitter cry, she ranout of the room, leaving a defeated looking Ranveer who glared at Bani. "Got what youwanted? Satisfied ?" he snapped. Bani lost her cool. "What the hell is wrong with this

family, treating me like a leper? What did I do in the past that everyone hates the sightof me? Jai can't stand the sight of me, Sonia needs her granny's approval before

coming with me, Roshni treats me like a the lowest of the low and you jump whwnever Iam in the vicinity, like I am about to pounce on you!"

Ranveer looked at her with narrowed eyes. "Can you blame anyone for theie behaviorBani? You alienated everyone from yourself- you seemed to revel in making our lives

miserable. You didn't give two hoots about your marriage, you did your best to destroymine as well." Bani gasped audibly and Ranveer saw her whiten visibly. She swayed

unsteadily on her feet and Ranveer instinctively grabbed her elbow. She looked at himwith dawning horror. "Did I try to seduce you?" she asked in a barely audible whisper.

Ranveer looked at her sharply and said with emphasis, "Unsuccessfully." Bani looked at

him with hanted eyes, "Why did I do that? I have Jai and Sonia. Why would I risk mymarried lifein this way, with my own husband's brother? You must be mistaken

Ranveer!" She looked at him appealingly but he remained grim."A man can mistake gestures and signals, but it is pretty clear what a woman wants

when she throws herself at a man. And your record is quite wide spread- I am not theonly one you tried your charms on. You should be glad Jai does not know about thestunts you pulled on me, he would have kicked you out without a thought. He's only


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aware of your not so subtle flirtations with any other man you laid eyes on. That causedhim enough misery as it is. "

Bani sank back on the sofa. Ranveer looked at her confused. As much as he hadavoided Pia in the past, Bani seemed like another woman. Someone very easy to like innormal circumstances, but with her past record, it was impossible. He cleared his throatand looked at the agitated woman in front of him. She wasn't begging for forgiveness or

claiming that he misunderstood her intentions. She was looking distraught but alsoblank! Looking at her, it seemed as if she had no recollection of her past life! Carefully,

keeping his tone neutral, he asked, "Did you hit your head during the crash?" Banilooked at him angrily and snapped "Yes". He continued as if he hadn't heard her. "Youact like you have amnesia. It's hard to associate you with the woman you were Bani. I

would be very happy if this change is real and permanent, and let bygones be bygones.IF you are genuinely sorry for the past, I wish you all the luck in redeeming yourself ineveryone's eyes. I hope everything turns out for the best." With that he turned and left

abruptly, unsures of how to deal with this stranger in front of him.

Ranveer gave Bani a conscious smile and asked Rano where she was staying. On herreply, he said, "In that case, you have bagged a free ride. I am going to the same hotelfor a meeting. I'll drop you." Rano looked at Jai and Bani uncertainly when Jai laughed

lightly saying, "Don't worry Rano. He is a married man and his wife doesn't let him out ofher sight. You are more than safe." Ranveer looked at Jai in mock embarrassment whileRano chuckled and hugged Bani goodbye. As they left, Bani was looking at the ground

when Jai said, "We have to collect your sari from the boutique. It's ready with the alteredmeasurements you gave." Bani nodded, relieved that the ordeal of wearing Pia's clothes

was over. The journey to the boutique was in silence from both parties, but the radioplaying at Bani's insistence. For some reason, both were unable to talk.

It was the night of the party. Bani cursed the designer for the millionth time. There wereway too many criss cross doris for her to handle. It was a stunning creation no doubt,but it was too complicated. Deep red, it was just the shade of the wedding dress she

had worn when getting married to Pushkar. I t had black sequined work on the corners,adding a sparkle to the otherwise simple dress. The blouse was halter style and the

whole outfit complimented her figure beautifully. She had fun doing her eye make up,creating a very dramatic smoky effect with dark kohl and blended eye shadows of

mainly grey and silver and a very light red. Sighing she resumed her task. Hearing Jai'simpatient knock, she just shouted "come in".

Jai was dressed in a crisp black salwar kameez and a red stole around his neck. Hewasn't fond of traditional wear but Aditya had insisted on the couple wearing red so Jai

compromised. There was no way he'd wear a red suit or shirt. But Bani in red was avision. It highlighted her ample curves and fair colouring. He had never seen her thisbeautiful before, even before marriage. Seeing her stiffen and shield her back from hisvision, he understood her dilemma. Without saying a word, he turned her around andhis nimble fingers dealt with the strings deftly. His touch made Bani tremble and she

withdrew on the pretext of checking her final reflection. Jai released her and offered herhis hand as they left the hotel room. Nervously, she accepted it.


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There was thundering applause as the descended down the stairs. Bani gripped Jai'shand tightly and he squeezed her fingers reassuringly, unconscious of the camerasflashing in their direction. Bani smiled gratefully and he blinked at the brilliance of it.They were receiving bouquets and congratulations on the stage when Aditya's voiceboomed through the speakers. Jai looked mildly irritated- the atmosphere was too

wedding like for him. Shooting the couple an apologetic look, he announced, "Friens,tonight we have gathered here to celebrate Jai and Bani's fourth wedding anniversary.

This occasion is special for more than one reason. Bani survived a very traumatic crasha few months ago and is here with us today. For those who don't know, Pia changed her

name after the crash due to astrological reasons, However, the poor girl still has thesame husband." There were loud guffaws at this and he continued, "To mark this veryspecial occasion, we have planned something unique which is a surprise even for thecouple. They are going to renew their vows right now. Ladies and gentlemen, we are

about to witness the wedding of Jai and Bani!"

Chapter 9

Bani's amused smile froze, as did the rest of her body. The thunderous applausereceded into a humdrum buzzing noise as she thought she was finally going to have afatal heart attack. Wouldn't death be better than this- her "re-nuptials" with a man who

was not her husband?Jai looked at Aditya with his face white with fury and knuckle so tightly clench that theymight fall off. But Adi was immune to it all. Jai could not believe what was happening.Everyone knew Aditya was one of the best P.R. consultants in the business, but this

was just not on! Redo his nuptials whe

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