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rmxomib hguqdmi zgkz`g qk qomif qodq M rdx qogug rogi M rdx ugd``}

g`xgrogug)%


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mxmq oqqz


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qog xdcg bwug egnkug, dia M gxzghmd``} ikqmhga qrk cgi rok dzzgduga

qk eg xog`qgumib qogcxg`~gx nukc qog rmia mi qog akkurd} kn d okwxg

xkcg amxqdihg wz qog xquggq) M qumga qk audr c} hkczdimki"x dqqgiqmki qk

qogc6 ewq og bd~g d `mqq`g gldhw`dqmki kn mczdqmgihg, dia hkiqmiwga

qk xqdug miqk qog xquggq) Ckug qodi kihg og abgqga rmqo omx nggq dia

qdzzga udzma`} rmqo omx ibgux wzki qog rd``) Mq rdx g~magiq qk cgqodq og rdx eghkcmib wigdx}, dia qodq omx z`dix rgug ikq rkufmib kwq

d`qkbgqogu dx og oda okzga) Dq `dxq, dx cmaimboq dzzukdhoga dia

qog xquggq budawd``} h`gduga, og zdhga wz dia akri qog ukkc mi

wihkiquk``de`g dbmqdqmki) M rdx dekwq qk cdfg xkcg ugcduf qk omc, rogi

M udmxga c} g}gx qk qog `mboqga rmiakr, dia dbdmi gzgumgihga d`ckxq dx

bugdq d xwuzumxg dx egnkug) M h`wqhoga Ok`cgx"x duc, dia zkmiqga wzrdua)

%Qog xodakr odx ck~ga$% M humga)

Mq rdx miagga ik `kibgu qog zuk`g, ewq qog edhf, romho rdx qwuiga

qkrduax wx)

Qougg }gdux oda hguqdmi`} ikq xckkqoga qog dxzgumqmgx kn omx qgczgu ku

omx mczdqmgihg rmqo d `gxx dhqm~g miqg``mbgihg qodi omx kri)

%Kn hkwuxg mq odx ck~ga,% xdma og) %Dc M xwho d nduhmhd` ewib`gu,

Rdqxki, qodq M xokwà gughq di ke~mkwx awcc}, dia gzghq qodq xkcg kn

qog xoduzgxq cgi mi Gwukzg rkwà eg aghgm~ga e} mq; Rg od~g eggi mi

qomx ukkc qrk okwux, dia Cux) Owaxki odx cdag xkcg hodibg mi qodq b#

wug

gmboq qmcgx, ku kihg mi g~gu} twduqgu kn di okwu) Xog rkufx mq nukc qognukiq, xk qodq ogu xodakr cd} ig~gu eg xggi) Do$% Og augr mi omx eugdqo

rmqo d xoum``, ghmqga miqdfg) Mi qog amc `mboq M xdr omx ogda qoukri

nkurdua, omx rok`g dqqmqwag umbma rmqo dqqgiqmki) Kwqxmag qog xquggq

rdx dexk`wqg`} agxguqga) Qokxg qrk cgi cmboq xqm`` eg hukwhomib mi qog

akkurd}, ewq M hkwà ik `kibgu xgg qogc) D`` rdx xqm`` dia aduf, xd~g

ki`} qodq eum``mdiq }g``kr xhuggi mi nukiq kn wx rmqo qog e`dhf bwug


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mxmq oqqz


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figg`mib wzki qog kku og egiq nkurdua dia qougr d`` omx rgmboq dia

xqugibqo wzki xkcg `g~gu, rmqo qog ugxw`q qodq qogug hdcg d `kib,

romu`mib, bumiamib ikmxg, giamib kihg ckug mi d zkrgunw` h`mhf) Og

xqudmboqgiga omcxg`n qogi, dia M xdr qodq rodq og ogà mi omx odia rdx

d xkuq kn bwi, rmqo d hwumkwx`} cmxxodzgi ewqq) Og kzgiga mq dq qog

euggho, zwq xkcgqomib mi, dia xidzzga qog euggho#`khf) Qogi, hukwhomibakri, og ugxqga qog gia kn qog eduug` wzki qog `gabg kn qog kzgi rmiakr,

dia M xdr omx `kib ckwxqdhog aukkz k~gu qog xqkhf dia omx g}g b`gdc dx

mq zgguga d`kib qog xmboqx) M ogdua d `mqq`g xmbo kn xdqmxndhqmki dx

og hwaa`ga qog ewqq miqk omx xokwàgu6 dia xdr qodq dcd|mib qdubgq,

qog e`dhf cdi ki qog }g``kr bukwia, xqdiamib h`gdu dq qog gia kn omx

nkugxmboq) Nku di mixqdiq og rdx umbma dia ckqmki`gxx) Qogi omx ibgu

qmboqgiga ki qog qumbbgu) Qogug rdx d xqudibg, `kwa rom| dia d `kib,xm`~gu} qmif`g kn eukfgi b`dxx) Dq qodq mixqdiq Ok`cgx xzudib `mfg d

qmbgu ki qk qog cdufxcdi"x edhf, dia owu`ga omc dq wzki omx ndhg) Og

rdx wz dbdmi mi d ckcgiq, dia rmqo hki~w`xm~g xqugibqo og xgm|ga

Ok`cgx e} qog qoukdq, ewq M xquwhf omc ki qog ogda rmqo qog ewqq kn c}

ug~k`~gu, dia og aukzzga dbdmi wzki qog kku) M ng`` wzki omc, dia dx

M ogà omc c} hkcudag e`gr d xoum`` hd`` wzki d romxq`g) Qogug rdx qog

h`dqqgu kn uwiimib nggq wzki qog zd~gcgiq, dia qrk zk`mhgcgi mi wimnkuc,rmqo kig z`dmi#h`kqogx agqghqm~g, uwxoga qoukwbo qog nukiq giqudihg dia

miqk qog ukkc)

%Qodq }kw, @gxqudag;% xdma Ok`cgx)

%]gx, Cu) Ok`cgx) M qkkf qog lke c}xg`n) Mq"x bkka qk xgg }kw edhf mi

@kiaki, xmu)%

%M qomif }kw rdiq d `mqq`g wiknhmd` og`z) Qougg wiagqghqga cwuagux mi

kig }gdu rki"q ak, @gxqudag) Ewq }kw odia`ga qog Ck`gxg} C}xqgu} rmqo

`gxx qodi }kwu wxwd`##qodq"x qk xd}, }kw odia`ga mq ndmu`} rg``)%

Rg oda d`` umxgi qk kwu nggq, kwu zumxkigu eugdqomib odua, rmqo d


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mxmq oqqz


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omx xd~dbg g}gx dia eumxq`mib ckwxqdhog og rdx rkiagunw``} `mfg d qmbgu

omcxg`n)

%M rkiagu qodq c} ~gu} xmcz`g xqudqdbgc hkwà aghgm~g xk kà d XOM#

FDUM,%

xdma Ok`cgx) %Mq cwxq eg ~gu} ndcm`mdu qk }kw) Od~g }kw ikq qgqoguga d}kwib fma wiagu d qugg, `dmi dek~g mq rmqo }kwu umg, dia rdmqga nku

qog edmq qk eumib wz }kwu qmbgu; Qomx gczq} okwxg mx c} qugg, dia }kw

dug c} qmbgu) ]kw od~g zkxxme`} oda kqogu bwix mi ugxgu~g mi hdxg qogug

xokwà eg xg~gud` qmbgux, ku mi qog wi`mfg`} xwzzkxmqmki kn }kwu kri dmc

ndm`mib }kw) Qogxg,% og zkmiqga dukwia, %dug c} kqogu bwix) Qog zdud``g`

mx gdhq)%

Hk`kig` Ckudi xzudib nkurdua rmqo d xidu` kn udbg, ewq qog hkixqde`gx

audbbga omc edhf) Qog nwu} wzki omx ndhg rdx qguume`g qk `kkf dq)

%M hkingxx qodq }kw oda kig xcd`` xwuzumxg nku cg,% xdma Ok`cgx) %M ama

ikq diqmhmzdqg qodq }kw rkwà }kwuxg`n cdfg wxg kn qomx gczq} okwxg dia

qomx hki~gimgiq nukiq rmiakr) M oda mcdbmiga }kw dx kzgudqmib nukc qog

xquggq, rogug c} numgia, @gxqudag dia omx cguu} cgi rgug drdmqmib }kw)Rmqo qodq ghgzqmki, d`` odx bkig dx M gzghqga)%

Hk`kig` Ckudi qwuiga qk qog knhmd` agqghqm~g)

%]kw cd} ku cd} ikq od~g lwxq hdwxg nku duugxqmib cg,% xdma og, %ewq dq

`gdxq qogug hdi eg ik ugdxki ro} M xokwà xwecmq qk qog bmegx kn qomx

zguxki) Mn M dc mi qog odiax kn qog `dr, `gq qomibx eg akig mi d `gbd`rd})%

%Rg``, qodq"x ugdxkide`g gikwbo,% xdma @gxqudag) %Ikqomib nwuqogu }kw

od~g qk xd}, Cu) Ok`cgx, egnkug rg bk;%

Ok`cgx oda zmhfga wz qog zkrgunw` dmu#bwi nukc qog kku, dia rdx


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mxmq oqqz


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Kwu kà hodcegux oda eggi `gnq wihodibga qoukwbo qog xwzgu~mxmki kn

C}huknq Ok`cgx dia qog mccgamdqg hdug kn Cux) Owaxki) Dx M giqguga M

xdr, mq mx quwg, di wirkiqga qmamigxx, ewq qog kà `diacdufx rgug d``

mi qogmu z`dhg) Qogug rgug qog hogcmhd` hkuigu dia qog dhma#xqdmiga,

agd`#qkzzga qde`g) Qogug wzki d xog`n rdx qog ukr kn nkucmade`g

xhudz#ekkfx dia ekkfx kn ugngugihg romho cdi} kn kwu ng``kr#hmqm|gixrkwà od~g eggi xk b`da qk ewui) Qog amdbudcx, qog ~mk`mi#hdxg, dia qog

zmzg#udhf##g~gi qog Zguxmdi x`mzzgu romho hkiqdmiga qog qkedhhk##d``

cgq c} g}gx dx M b`dihga ukwia cg) Qogug rgug qrk khhwzdiqx kn qog

ukkc##kig, Cux) Owaxki, rok egdcga wzki wx ekqo dx rg giqguga##qog

kqogu, qog xqudibg awcc} romho oda z`d}ga xk mczkuqdiq d zduq mi qog

g~gimib"x da~giqwugx) Mq rdx d rd#hk`kwuga ckag` kn c} numgia, xk

dacmude`} akig qodq mq rdx d zgunghq ndhxmcm`g) Mq xqkka ki d xcd``zgagxqd` qde`g rmqo di kà augxxmib#bkri kn Ok`cgx"x xk audzga ukwia mq

qodq qog m``wxmki nukc qog xquggq rdx dexk`wqg`} zgunghq)

%M okzg }kw kexgu~ga d`` zughdwqmkix, Cux) Owaxki;% xdma Ok`cgx)

%M rgiq qk mq ki c} figgx, xmu, lwxq dx }kw qkà cg)%

%Ghg``giq) ]kw hduumga qog qomib kwq ~gu} rg``) Ama }kw kexgu~g rogug

qog ew``gq rgiq;%

%]gx, xmu) M"c dnudma mq odx xzkm`q }kwu egdwqmnw` ewxq, nku mq zdxxga

umboq qoukwbo qog ogda dia dqqgiga mqxg`n ki qog rd``) M zmhfga mq wz

nukc qog hduzgq) Ogug mq mx$%

Ok`cgx ogà mq kwq qk cg) %D xknq ug~k`~gu ew``gq, dx }kw zguhgm~g,

Rdqxki) Qogug"x bgimwx mi qodq, nku rok rkwà gzghq qk ia xwho d

qomib uga nukc di dmubwi; D`` umboq, Cux) Owaxki) M dc cwho ke`mbga

nku }kwu dxxmxqdihg) Dia ikr, Rdqxki, `gq cg xgg }kw mi }kwu kà xgdq

kihg ckug, nku qogug dug xg~gud` zkmiqx romho M xokwà `mfg qk amxhwxx

rmqo }kw)%


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mxmq oqqz


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Cmimxqgu qk Zguxmd) Gawhdqga Gqki dia Knkua) Xgu~ga mi Lkrdfm Hdc#

zdmbi,

Dnbodi Hdczdmbi, Hodudxmde /agxzdqhogx-, Xoguzwu, dia Hdew`) Dwqoku kn

OGD ] BDCG KN QOG RGXQGUI OMCD@D]DX /4??4-6 QOUGG

CKIQOX MI QOG

LWIB@G /4??1-) Daaugxx< Hkiawmq Xquggq) H`wex< Qog Dib`k#Miamdi, qogQdifgu~m``g, qog Edbdqg``g Hdua H`we)

Ki qog cdubmi rdx rumqqgi, mi Ok`cgx"x zughmxg odia

Kwu ckiqox kn zduqiguxomz oda ikq eggi xk wig~giqnw` dx og oda xqdqga,

nku M ia, ki `kkfmib k~gu c} ikqgx, qodq qomx zgumka mih`wagx qog hdxg

kn qog zdzgux kn g#Zugxmagiq Cwum``k, dia d`xk qog xokhfmib dnndmu kn

qog Awqho xqgdcxomz NUMGX@DIA, romho xk igdu`} hkxq wx ekqo kwu `m~gx)

Omx hkà dia zukwa idqwug rdx d`rd}x d~guxg, okrg~gu, nukc di}qomibmi qog xodzg kn zwe`mh dzz`dwxg, dia og ekwia cg mi qog ckxq

xqumibgiq qgucx qk xd} ik nwuqogu rkua kn omcxg`n, omx cgqokax, ku omx

xwhhgxxgx##d zukomemqmki romho, dx M od~g gz`dmiga, odx ki`} ikr eggi

ugck~ga)

Cu) Xogu`khf Ok`cgx rdx `gdimib edhf mi omx hodmu dnqgu omx romcxmhd`

zukqgxq, dia rdx winkàmib omx ckuimib zdzgu mi d `gmxwug`} ndxomki,rogi kwu dqqgiqmki rdx duugxqga e} d qugcgiakwx umib dq qog eg``,

nk``krga mccgamdqg`} e} d ok``kr auwccmib xkwia, dx mn xkcgkig rgug

egdqmib ki qog kwqgu akku rmqo omx xq) Dx mq kzgiga qogug hdcg d

qwcw`qwkwx uwxo miqk qog od``, udzma nggq h`dqqguga wz qog xqdmu, dia di

mixqdiq `dqgu d rmà#g}ga dia nudiqmh }kwib cdi, zd`g, amxog~g`ga, dia

zd`zmqdqmib, ewuxq miqk qog ukkc) Og `kkfga nukc kig qk qog kqogu kn wx,

dia wiagu kwu bd|g kn mitwmu} og eghdcg hkixhmkwx qodq xkcg dzk`kb} rdxiggaga nku qomx wihgugckimkwx giqu})

%M"c xkuu}, Cu) Ok`cgx,% og humga) %]kw cwxqi"q e`dcg cg) M dc igdu`}

cda) Cu) Ok`cgx, M dc qog wiodzz} Lkoi Oghqku ChNdu`dig)%

Og cdag qog diikwihgcgiq dx mn qog idcg d`kig rkwà gz`dmi ekqo omx

~mxmq dia mqx cdiigu, ewq M hkwà xgg, e} c} hkczdimki"x wiugxzkixm~gndhg, qodq mq cgdiq ik ckug qk omc qodi qk cg)

%Od~g d hmbdugqqg, Cu) ChNdu`dig,% xdma og, zwxomib omx hdxg dhukxx)

%M dc xwug qodq, rmqo }kwu x}czqkcx, c} numgia Au) Rdqxki ogug rkwà

zugxhumeg d xgadqm~g) Qog rgdqogu odx eggi xk ~gu} rduc qogxg `dxq ngr

ad}x) Ikr, mn }kw ngg` d `mqq`g ckug hkczkxga, M xokwà eg b`da mn }kw


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%Mn }kw oda `kkfga dq mq, xmu, }kw rkwà od~g xggi dq d b`dihg rodq qog

guudia mx ki romho M od~g hkcg qk }kw qomx ckuimib) M ngg` dx mn c} idcg

dia c} cmxnkuqwig cwxq eg mi g~gu} cdi"x ckwqo)% Og qwuiga mq k~gu qk

gzkxg qog hgiqud` zdbg) %Ogug mq mx, dia rmqo }kwu zgucmxxmki M

rm`` ugda mq qk }kw) @mxqgi qk qomx, Cu) Ok`cgx) Qog ogda`migx dug

%Ko, }kw qomif xk;%

%Aki"q }kw;%

%Rg``, mq mx twmqg zkxxme`g, ewq qog hdxg mx ikq h`gdu qk cg }gq)%

%Ikq h`gdu; Rg``, mn qodq mxi"q h`gdu, rodq HKW@A eg h`gdu; Ogug mx d

}kwib cdi rok `gduix xwaagi`} qodq, mn d hguqdmi kàgu cdi amgx, og rm``

xwhhgga qk d nkuqwig) Rodq akgx og ak; Og xd}x ikqomib qk di}kig, ewq

og duudibgx qodq og xod`` bk kwq ki xkcg zugqgq qk xgg omx h`mgiq qodq

imboq) Og rdmqx wiqm` qog ki`} kqogu zguxki mi qog okwxg mx mi ega, dia

qogi mi qog xk`mqwag kn d cdi"x ukkc og cwuagux omc, ewuix omx eka} mi

qog rkka#zm`g, dia agzduqx qk d igmboekwumib okqg`) Qog e`kka#xqdmix miqog ukkc dia d`xk ki qog xqmhf dug ~gu} x`mboq) Mq mx zukede`g qodq og

mcdbmiga omx humcg qk eg d e`kka`gxx kig, dia okzga qodq mn qog

eka} rgug hkixwcga mq rkwà omag d`` qudhgx kn qog cgqoka kn omx

agdqo##qudhgx romho, nku xkcg ugdxki, cwxq od~g zkmiqga qk omc) Mx ikq

d`` qomx ke~mkwx;%

%Mq xqumfgx cg, c} bkka @gxqudag, dx egmib lwxq d qumg qkk ke~mkwx,%xdma Ok`cgx) %]kw ak ikq daa mcdbmidqmki qk }kwu kqogu bugdq twd`mqmgx,

ewq mn }kw hkwà nku kig ckcgiq zwq }kwuxg`n mi qog z`dhg kn qomx }kwib

cdi, rkwà }kw hokkxg qog ~gu} imboq dnqgu qog rm`` oda eggi cdag qk

hkccmq }kwu humcg; Rkwà mq ikq xggc adibgukwx qk }kw qk cdfg xk ~gu}

h`kxg d ug`dqmki egqrggi qog qrk mihmagiqx; Dbdmi, rkwà }kw hokkxg di

khhdxmki rogi }kw dug fikri qk eg mi qog okwxg, rogi d xgu~diq odx `gq

}kw mi; Dia, id``}, rkwà }kw qdfg qog bugdq zdmix qk hkihgd` qogeka}, dia }gq `gd~g }kwu kri xqmhf dx d xmbi qodq }kw rgug qog humcmid`;

Hkingxx, @gxqudag, qodq d`` qomx mx ~gu} wi`mfg`})%

%Dx qk qog xqmhf, Cu) Ok`cgx, }kw fikr dx rg`` dx M ak qodq d humcmid`

mx knqgi wuumga, dia akgx xwho qomibx, romho d hkk` cdi rkwà d~kma)

Og rdx ~gu} `mfg`} dnudma qk bk edhf qk qog ukkc) Bm~g cg dikqogu qogku}


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mxmq oqqz


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C} numgia xggcga xquwhf e} qomx ugcduf)

%M aki"q cgdi qk agi} qodq qog g~magihg mx mi xkcg rd}x ~gu} xqukib`}

mi nd~kwu kn }kwu qogku},% xdma og) %M ki`} rmxo qk zkmiq kwq qodq

qogug dug kqogu qogkumgx zkxxme`g) Dx }kw xd}, qog nwqwug rm`` aghmag)

Bkka#ckuimib$ M adug xd} qodq mi qog hkwuxg kn qog ad} M xod`` aukz midq Ikurkka dia xgg okr }kw dug bgqqmib ki)%

Rogi qog agqghqm~g agzduqga, c} numgia ukxg dia cdag omx zugzdudqmkix

nku qog ad}"x rkuf rmqo qog d`guq dmu kn d cdi rok odx d hkibgimd` qdxf

egnkug omc)

%C} uxq ck~gcgiq Rdqxki,% xdma og, dx og ewxq`ga miqk omx nukhfhkdq,%cwxq, dx M xdma, eg mi qog amughqmki kn E`dhfogdqo)%

%Dia ro} ikq Ikurkka;%

%Eghdwxg rg od~g mi qomx hdxg kig xmibw`du mihmagiq hkcmib h`kxg qk qog

ogg`x kn dikqogu xmibw`du mihmagiq) Qog zk`mhg dug cdfmib qog cmxqdfg kn

hkihgiqudqmib qogmu dqqgiqmki wzki qog xghkia, eghdwxg mq odzzgix qkeg qog kig romho mx dhqwd``} humcmid`) Ewq mq mx g~magiq qk cg qodq qog

`kbmhd` rd} qk dzzukdho qog hdxg mx qk egbmi e} qu}mib qk qoukr xkcg

`mboq wzki qog uxq mihmagiq##qog hwumkwx rm``, xk xwaagi`} cdag, dia

qk xk wigzghqga di ogmu) Mq cd} ak xkcgqomib qk xmcz`mn} rodq nk``krga)

Ik, c} agdu ng``kr, M aki"q qomif }kw hdi og`z cg) Qogug mx ik zukxzghq

kn adibgu, ku M xokw`a ikq augdc kn xqmuumib kwq rmqokwq }kw) M quwxq

qodq rogi M xgg }kw mi qog g~gimib, M rm`` eg de`g qk ugzkuq qodq M od~geggi de`g qk ak xkcgqomib nku qomx winkuqwidqg }kwibxqgu, rok odx qoukri

omcxg`n wzki c} zukqghqmki)%

Mq rdx `dqg rogi c} numgia ugqwuiga, dia M hkw`a xgg, e} d b`dihg dq omx

odbbdua dia dimkwx ndhg, qodq qog ombo okzgx rmqo romho og oda xqduqga

oda ikq eggi nw```ga) Nku di okwu og aukiga drd} wzki omx ~mk`mi,


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ak rmqo omc)" Xog uwccdbga mi d ewugdw, dia zugxgiq`} xog zukawhga d

zokqkbudzo kn d rkcdi, xodcgnw``} agndhga dia cwqm`dqga rmqo d fimng)

"Qodq mx c} kri zokqkbudzo," xog xdma) "Og xgiq mq qk cg mi qodq xqdqg,

rmqo omx hwuxg, wzki c} rgaamib ckuimib)"

%"Rg``," xdma M, "dq `gdxq og odx nkubm~gi }kw ikr, xmihg og odx `gnqd`` omx zukzguq} qk }kwu xki)"

%"Igmqogu c} xki iku M rdiq di}qomib nukc Lkidx Kàdhug, agda ku d`m~g$"

xog humga, rmqo d zukzgu xzmumq) "Qogug mx d Bka mi ogd~gi, Cu) Ok`cgx,

dia qodq xdcg Bka rok odx zwimxoga qodq rmhfga cdi rm`` xokr, mi Omx

kri

bkka qmcg, qodq c} xki"x odiax dug bwm`q`gxx kn omx e`kka)"

%Rg``, M qumga kig ku qrk `gdax, ewq hkwà bgq dq ikqomib romho rkwà

og`z kwu o}zkqogxmx, dia xg~gud` zkmiqx romho rkwà cdfg dbdmixq mq) M

bd~g mq wz dq `dxq dia knn M rgiq qk Ikurkka)

%Qomx z`dhg, Aggz Agig Okwxg, mx d emb ckagui ~m``d kn xqdumib eumhf,

xqdiamib edhf mi mqx kri bukwiax, rmqo d `dwug`#h`wczga `dri mi nukiqkn mq) Qk qog umboq dia xkcg amxqdihg edhf nukc qog ukda rdx qog

qmcegu#}dua romho oda eggi qog xhgig kn qog ug) Ogug"x d ukwbo z`di

ki d `gdn kn c} ikqgekkf) Qomx rmiakr ki qog `gnq mx qog kig romho kzgix

miqk Kàdhug"x ukkc) ]kw hdi `kkf miqk mq nukc qog ukda, }kw xgg) Qodq

mx dekwq qog ki`} emq kn hkixk`dqmki M od~g oda qk#ad}) @gxqudag rdx

ikq qogug, ewq omx ogda hkixqde`g ama qog okikwux) Qog} oda lwxq nkwia d

bugdq qugdxwug#quk~g) Qog} oda xzgiq qog ckuimib udfmib dckib qog dxogxkn qog ewuiga rkka#zm`g, dia egxmagx qog hoduuga kubdimh ugcdmix qog}

oda xghwuga xg~gud` amxhk`kwuga cgqd` amxhx) M gdcmiga qogc rmqo

hdug, dia qogug rdx ik akweq qodq qog} rgug qukwxgu ewqqkix) M g~gi

amxqmibwmxoga qodq kig kn qogc rdx cdufga rmqo qog idcg kn "O}dcx," rok

rdx Kàdhugx qdm`ku) M qogi rkufga qog `dri ~gu} hdugnw``} nku xmbix dia

qudhgx, ewq qomx aukwboq odx cdag g~gu}qomib dx odua dx muki) Ikqomib


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od`n#zdxq qgi) Ogu ukkc rdx dq qog kqogu gia kn qog okwxg, dia xog hkwà

ogdu ikqomib kn rodq oda zdxxga) Cu) ChNdu`dig oda `gnq omx odq, dia qk

qog egxq kn ogu oda eggi drdfgiga e} qog d`duc kn ug) Ogu zkku, agdu

cdxqgu oda hguqdmi`} eggi cwuaguga) Oda og di} gigcmgx; Rg``, g~gu}

cdi

oda gigcmgx, ewq Cu) Kàdhug fgzq omcxg`n ~gu} cwho qk omcxg`n, dia ki`}cgq zgkz`g mi qog rd} kn ewxmigxx) Xog oda xggi qog ewqqkix, dia rdx

xwug qodq qog} eg`kibga qk qog h`kqogx romho og oda rkui `dxq imboq)

Qog rkka#zm`g rdx ~gu} au}, nku mq oda ikq udmiga nku d ckiqo) Mq ewuiga

`mfg qmiagu, dia e} qog qmcg xog ugdhoga qog xzkq, ikqomib hkwà eg xggi

ewq dcgx) Xog dia d`` qog ugcgi xcg``ga qog ewuiga gxo nukc

mixmag mq) Xog figr ikqomib kn qog zdzgux, iku kn Cu) Kàdhug"x zum~dqg

dnndmux)

%Xk, c} agdu Rdqxki, qogug"x c} ugzkuq kn d ndm`wug) Dia }gq##dia }gq##%

og h`gihoga omx qomi odiax mi d zduk}xc kn hki~mhqmki##%M FIKR mq"x d``

rukib) M ngg` mq mi c} ekigx) Qogug mx xkcgqomib qodq odx ikq hkcg kwq,

dia qodq okwxgfggzgu fikrx mq) Qogug rdx d xkuq kn xw`f} agdihg mi ogu

g}gx, romho ki`} bkgx rmqo bwm`q} fikr`gabg) Okrg~gu, qogug"x ik bkka

qd`fmib di} ckug dekwq mq, Rdqxki6 ewq wi`gxx xkcg `whf} hodihg hkcgxkwu rd} M ngdu qodq qog Ikurkka Amxdzzgdudihg Hdxg rm`` ikq bwug mi

qodq houkimh`g kn kwu xwhhgxxgx romho M nkugxgg qodq d zdqmgiq zwe`mh

rm`` xkkigu ku `dqgu od~g qk giawug)%

%Xwug`},% xdma M, %qog cdi"x dzzgdudihg rkwà bk ndu rmqo di} lwu};%

%Qodq mx d adibgukwx dubwcgiq c} agdu Rdqxki) ]kw ugcgcegu qodq qgu#ume`g

cwuagugu, Eguq Xqg~gix, rok rdiqga wx qk bgq omc knn mi "?2; Rdx qogug

g~gu d ckug cmà#cdiiguga, Xwiad}#xhokk` }kwib cdi;%

%Mq mx quwg)%


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%Mq mx @gxqudag"x `mqq`g hkhf#d#akka`g kn ~mhqku},% Ok`cgx dixrguga,

rmqo d emqqgu xcm`g) %Dia }gq mq cd} eg zugcdqwug qk dediaki qog hdxg)

Dnqgu d``, mczkuqdiq nugxo g~magihg mx d qrk#gabga qomib, dia cd}

zkxxme`} hwq mi d ~gu} amnngugiq amughqmki qk qodq romho @gxqudag

mcdbmigx) Qdfg }kwu eugdfndxq, Rdqxki, dia rg rm`` bk kwq qkbgqogu dia

xgg rodq rg hdi ak) M ngg` dx mn M xod`` igga }kwu hkczdi} dia }kwuckud` xwzzkuq qkad})%

C} numgia oda ik eugdfndxq omcxg`n, nku mq rdx kig kn omx zghw`mdumqmgx

qodq mi omx ckug miqgixg ckcgiqx og rkw`a zgucmq omcxg`n ik nkka, dia M

od~g fikri omc zugxwcg wzki omx muki xqugibqo wiqm` og odx ndmiqga nukc

zwug midimqmki) %Dq zugxgiq M hdiikq xzdug gigub} dia igu~g nkuhg nku

ambgxqmki,% og rkw`a xd} mi dixrgu qk c} cgamhd` ugckixqudihgx) M rdxikq xwuzumxga, qogugnkug, rogi qomx ckuimib og `gnq omx wiqkwhoga

cgd` egomia omc, dia xqduqga rmqo cg nku Ikurkka) D hukra kn ckuema

xmboqxggux rgug xqm`` bdqoguga ukwia Aggz Agig Okwxg, romho rdx lwxq

xwho d xwewuedi ~m``d dx M oda zmhqwuga) Rmqomi qog bdqgx @gxqudag cgq

wx, omx ndhg wxoga rmqo ~mhqku}, omx cdiigu bukxx`} qumwczodiq)

%Rg``, Cu) Ok`cgx, od~g }kw zuk~ga wx qk eg rukib }gq; Od~g }kw nkwia}kwu qudcz;% og humga)

%M od~g nkucga ik hkih`wxmki rodqg~gu,% c} hkczdimki dixrguga)

%Ewq rg nkucga kwux }gxqguad}, dia ikr mq zuk~gx qk eg hkuughq, xk }kw

cwxq dhfikr`gabg qodq rg od~g eggi d `mqq`g mi nukiq kn }kw qomx qmcg,

Cu) Ok`cgx)%

%]kw hguqdmi`} od~g qog dmu kn xkcgqomib wiwxwd` od~mib khhwuuga,% xdma

Ok`cgx)

@gxqudag `dwboga `kwa`})


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mxmq oqqz


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Xkcgqomib mi omx qkig hdwboq c} gdu, dia M qwuiga qk `kkf dq omc) Di

gqudkuamidu} hodibg oda hkcg k~gu omx ndhg) Mq rdx rumqomib rmqo mirdua

cguumcgiq) Omx qrk g}gx rgug xomimib `mfg xqdux) Mq xggcga qk cg qodq

og rdx cdfmib agxzgudqg gnnkuqx qk ugxqudmi d hki~w`xm~g dqqdhf kn

`dwboqgu)

%Agdu cg$ Agdu cg$% og xdma dq `dxq) %Rg``, ikr, rok rkwà od~g qokwboq

mq; Dia okr aghgzqm~g dzzgdudihgx cd} eg, qk eg xwug$ Xwho d imhg }kwib

cdi qk `kkf dq$ Mq mx d `gxxki qk wx ikq qk quwxq kwu kri lwabcgiq, mx

mq ikq, @gxqudag;%

%]gx, xkcg kn wx dug d `mqq`g qkk cwho mih`miga qk eg hkhf#xwug, Cu)

Ok`cgx,% xdma @gxqudag) Qog cdi"x mixk`gihg rdx cdaagimib, ewq rghkwà

ikq ugxgiq mq)

%Rodq d zuk~magiqmd` qomib qodq qomx }kwib cdi xokwà zugxx omx umboq

qowce dbdmixq qog rd`` mi qdfmib omx odq nukc qog zgb$ Xwho d ~gu}

idqwud` dhqmki, qkk, mn }kw hkcg qk qomif kn mq)% Ok`cgx rdx kwqrdua`}

hd`c, ewq omx rok`g eka} bd~g d rumbb`g kn xwzzugxxga ghmqgcgiq dx ogxzkfg)

%E} qog rd}, @gxqudag, rok cdag qomx ugcdufde`g amxhk~gu};%

%Mq rdx qog okwxgfggzgu, Cux) @gmibqki, rok augr qog imboq hkixqde`g"x

dqqgiqmki qk mq)%

%Rogug rdx qog imboq hkixqde`g;%

%Og ugcdmiga ki bwdua mi qog egaukkc rogug qog humcg rdx hkccmqqga,

xk

dx qk xgg qodq ikqomib rdx qkwhoga)%


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%M rkwà odua`} bk xk ndu dx qk xd} qodq, c} agdu Rdqxki) Qog ndhq mx

qodq qogug mx kig ugd``} xgumkwx dr mi qomx g~magihg qk romho kwu

numgia dqqdhogx xk cwho mczkuqdihg)%

%Miagga, Ok`cgx$ Rodq mx mq;%

%Ki`} qomx< qodq M FIKR qodq qodq cduf rdx ikq qogug rogi M gdcmiga

qog

od`` }gxqguad}) Dia ikr, Rdqxki, `gq wx od~g d `mqq`g xquk`` ukwia mi

qog xwixomig)%

Rmqo d hkinwxga eudmi, ewq rmqo d ogduq miqk romho xkcg rducqo kn okzg

rdx ugqwuimib, M dhhkczdimga c} numgia mi d rd`f ukwia qog bduagi)Ok`cgx qkkf gdho ndhg kn qog okwxg mi qwui, dia gdcmiga mq rmqo bugdq

miqgugxq) Og qogi `ga qog rd} mixmag, dia rgiq k~gu qog rok`g ewmàmib

nukc edxgcgiq qk dqqmh) Ckxq kn qog ukkcx rgug winwuimxoga, ewq ikig qog

`gxx Ok`cgx mixzghqga qogc d`` cmiwqg`}) Nmid``}, ki qog qkz hkuumaku,

romho udi kwqxmag qougg wiqgidiqga egaukkcx, og dbdmi rdx xgm|ga rmqo d

xzdxc kn cguumcgiq)

%Qogug dug ugd``} xkcg ~gu} wimtwg ngdqwugx dekwq qomx hdxg, Rdqxki,%

xdma og) %M qomif mq mx qmcg ikr qodq rg qkkf kwu numgia @gxqudag miqk

kwu hkiagihg) Og odx oda omx `mqq`g xcm`g dq kwu gzgixg, dia zguodzx

rg cd} ak dx cwho e} omc, mn c} ugdamib kn qomx zuke`gc zuk~gx qk eg

hkuughq) ]gx, }gx, M qomif M xgg okr rg xokwà dzzukdho mq)%

Qog Xhkq`dia ]dua mixzghqku rdx xqm`` rumqmib mi qog zdu`kwu rogi Ok`cgxmiqguuwzqga omc)

%M wiaguxqkka qodq }kw rgug rumqmib d ugzkuq kn qomx hdxg,% xdma og)

%Xk M dc)%


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Qog G`ghqukimh Ekkfx Nkwiadqmki >:

eg kn qog bugdqgxq dxxmxqdihg mi zukawhmib qog rmqigxx rokc M ugtwmug)

Qodif }kw ~gu} cwho) M eg`mg~g }kw od~g xkcg cdqhogx mi }kwu zkhfgq

Rdqxki) Ikr, Cu) @gxqudag, M rm`` dxf }kw d`` qk dhhkczdi} cg qk qog qkz

`diamib)%

Dx M od~g xdma, qogug rdx d eukda hkuumaku qogug, romho udi kwqxmagqougg gczq} egaukkcx) Dq kig gia kn qog hkuumaku rg rgug d`` cduxod``ga

e} Xogu`khf Ok`cgx, qog hkixqde`gx bumiimib dia @gxqudag xqdumib dq

c} numgia rmqo dcd|gcgiq, gzghqdqmki, dia agumxmki hodxmib gdho kqogu

dhukxx omx ngdqwugx) Ok`cgx xqkka egnkug wx rmqo qog dmu kn d hkilwugu

rok mx zgunkucmib d qumhf)

%Rkw`a }kw fmia`} xgia kig kn }kwu hkixqde`gx nku qrk ewhfgqx kn rdqgu;Zwq qog xqudr ki qog kku ogug, nugg nukc qog rd`` ki gmqogu xmag) Ikr

M qomif qodq rg dug d`` ugda})%

@gxqudag"x ndhg oda egbwi qk bukr uga dia dibu}) %M aki"q fikr rogqogu

}kw dug z`d}mib d bdcg rmqo wx, Cu) Xogu`khf Ok`cgx,% xdma og) %Mn }kw

fikr di}qomib, }kw hdi xwug`} xd} mq rmqokwq d`` qomx qkcnkk`gu})%

%M dxxwug }kw, c} bkka @gxqudag, qodq M od~g di ghg``giq ugdxki nku

g~gu}qomib qodq M ak) ]kw cd} zkxxme`} ugcgcegu qodq }kw hodnnga cg d

`mqq`g, xkcg okwux dbk, rogi qog xwi xggcga ki }kwu xmag kn qog ogabg,

xk }kw cwxq ikq buwabg cg d `mqq`g zkcz dia hgugcki} ikr) Cmboq M dxf

}kw, Rdqxki, qk kzgi qodq rmiakr, dia qogi qk zwq d cdqho qk qog gabg kn

qog xqudr;%

M ama xk, dia aum~gi e} qog audwboq d hkm` kn bud} xckfg xrmu`ga akri

qog hkuumaku, rom`g qog au} xqudr hudhf`ga dia dcga)

%Ikr rg cwxq xgg mn rg hdi ia qomx rmqigxx nku }kw, @gxqudag) Cmboq

M dxf }kw d`` qk lkmi mi qog hu} kn "Nmug$"; Ikr qogi6 kig, qrk,

qougg####%


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mxmq oqqz4

%Nmug$% rg d`` }g``ga)

%Qodif }kw) M rm`` qukwe`g }kw kihg dbdmi)%

%Nmug$%

%Lwxq kihg ckug, bgiq`gcgi, dia d`` qkbgqogu)%

%Nmug$% Qog xokwq cwxq od~g uwib k~gu Ikurkka)

Mq oda odua`} amga drd} rogi di dcd|mib qomib odzzgiga) D akku xwa#

agi`}

gr kzgi kwq kn rodq dzzgduga qk eg xk`ma rd`` dq qog gia kn qoghkuumaku, dia d `mqq`g, rm|giga cdi aduqga kwq kn mq, `mfg d udeemq kwq

kn mqx ewuukr)

%Hdzmqd`$% xdma Ok`cgx, hd`c`}) %Rdqxki, d ewhfgq kn rdqgu k~gu qog

xqudr) Qodq rm`` ak$ @gxqudag, d``kr cg qk zugxgiq }kw rmqo }kwu

zumihmzd` cmxxmib rmqigxx, Cu) Lkidx Kàdhug)%

Qog agqghqm~g xqduga dq qog igrhkcgu rmqo e`dif dcd|gcgiq) Qog `dqqgu

rdx e`mifmib mi qog eumboq `mboq kn qog hkuumaku, dia zggumib dq wx

dia dq qog xckwàgumib ug) Mq rdx di kamkwx ndhg##hudnq}, ~mhmkwx,

cd`mbidiq, rmqo xomnq}, `mboq#bud} g}gx dia romqg `dxogx)

%Rodq"x qomx, qogi;% xdma @gxqudag, dq `dxq) %Rodq od~g }kw eggi akmib

d`` qomx qmcg, go;%

Kàdhug bd~g di wigdx} `dwbo, xoumifmib edhf nukc qog nwumkwx uga ndhg

kn qog dibu} agqghqm~g)

%M od~g akig ik oduc)%


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Qog G`ghqukimh Ekkfx Nkwiadqmki >5

%Ik oduc; ]kw od~g akig }kwu egxq qk bgq di miikhgiq cdi odibga) Mn mq

rdxi"q nku qomx bgiq`gcdi ogug, M dc ikq xwug qodq }kw rkwà ikq od~g

xwhhggaga)%

Qog rugqhoga hugdqwug egbdi qk romczgu)

%M dc xwug, xmu, mq rdx ki`} c} zudhqmhd` lkfg)%

%Ko$ d lkfg, rdx mq; ]kw rki"q ia qog `dwbo ki }kwu xmag, M zukcmxg

}kw) Qdfg omc akri, dia fggz omc mi qog xmqqmib#ukkc wiqm` M hkcg) Cu)

Ok`cgx,% og hkiqmiwga, rogi qog} oda bkig, %M hkwà ikq xzgdf egnkug qog

hkixqde`gx, ewq M aki"q cmia xd}mib, mi qog zugxgihg kn Au) Rdqxki,

qodq qomx mx qog eumboqgxq qomib qodq }kw od~g akig }gq, qokwbo mq mx dc}xqgu} qk cg okr }kw ama mq) ]kw od~g xd~ga di miikhgiq cdi"x `mng,

dia }kw od~g zug~giqga d ~gu} bud~g xhdiad`, romho rkwà od~g uwmiga

c}

ugzwqdqmki mi qog Nkuhg)%

Ok`cgx xcm`ga, dia h`dzzga @gxqudag wzki qog xokwàgu)

%Mixqgda kn egmib uwmiga, c} bkka xmu, }kw rm`` ia qodq }kwu

ugzwqdqmki odx eggi gikuckwx`} giodihga) Lwxq cdfg d ngr d`qgudqmkix mi

qodq ugzkuq romho }kw rgug rumqmib, dia qog} rm`` wiaguxqdia okr odua mq

mx qk qoukr awxq mi qog g}gx kn Mixzghqku @gxqudag)%

%Dia }kw aki"q rdiq }kwu idcg qk dzzgdu;%

%Ikq dq d``) Qog rkuf mx mqx kri ugrdua) Zguodzx M xod`` bgq qog hugamq

d`xk dq xkcg amxqdiq ad}, rogi M zgucmq c} |gd`kwx omxqkumdi qk `d} kwq

omx nkk`xhdz kihg ckug##go, Rdqxki; Rg``, ikr, `gq wx xgg rogug qomx udq

odx eggi `wufmib)%

D dqo#dia#z`dxqgu zduqmqmki oda eggi uwi dhukxx qog zdxxdbg xm nggq


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mxmq oqqz8

nukc qog gia, rmqo d akku hwiimib`} hkihgd`ga mi mq) Mq rdx `mq rmqomi

e} x`mqx wiagu qog gd~gx) D ngr duqmh`gx kn nwuimqwug dia d xwzz`} kn

nkka dia rdqgu rgug rmqomi, qkbgqogu rmqo d iwcegu kn ekkfx dia zdzgux)

%Qogug"x qog da~diqdbg kn egmib d ewmàgu,% xdma Ok`cgx, dx rg hdcg

kwq) %Og rdx de`g qk wz omx kri `mqq`g omamib#z`dhg rmqokwq di}hkingagudqg##xd~g, kn hkwuxg, qodq zughmkwx okwxgfggzgu kn omx, rokc M

xokwà `kxg ik qmcg mi daamib qk }kwu edb, @gxqudag)%

%M"`` qdfg }kwu da~mhg) Ewq okr ama }kw fikr kn qomx z`dhg, Cu) Ok`cgx;%

%M cdag wz c} cmia qodq qog ng``kr rdx mi omamib mi qog okwxg) Rogi M

zdhga kig hkuumaku dia nkwia mq xm nggq xokuqgu qodi qog hkuugxzkiamibkig eg`kr, mq rdx zugqq} h`gdu rogug og rdx) M qokwboq og oda ikq qog

igu~g qk `mg twmgq egnkug di d`duc kn ug) Rg hkwà, kn hkwuxg, od~g

bkig mi dia qdfgi omc, ewq mq dcwxga cg qk cdfg omc ug~gd` omcxg`n)

Egxmagx, M krga }kw d `mqq`g c}xqmhdqmki, @gxqudag, nku }kwu hodnn mi

qog ckuimib)%

%Rg``, xmu, }kw hguqdmi`} bkq gtwd` rmqo cg ki qodq) Ewq okr mi qogrkuà ama }kw fikr qodq og rdx mi qog okwxg dq d``;%

%Qog qowce#cduf, @gxqudag) ]kw xdma mq rdx id`6 dia xk mq rdx, mi d

~gu} amnngugiq xgixg) M figr mq oda ikq eggi qogug qog ad} egnkug) M zd}

d bkka agd` kn dqqgiqmki qk cdqqgux kn agqdm`, dx }kw cd} od~g kexgu~ga,

dia M oda gdcmiga qog od``, dia rdx xwug qodq qog rd`` rdx h`gdu)

Qogugnkug, mq oda eggi zwq ki awumib qog imboq)%

%Ewq okr;%

%^gu} xmcz`}) Rogi qokxg zdhfgqx rgug xgd`ga wz, Lkidx Kàdhug bkq

ChNdu`dig qk xghwug kig kn qog xgd`x e} zwqqmib omx qowce wzki qog xknq

rd) Mq rkwà eg akig xk twmhf`} dia xk idqwud``}, qodq M adugxd} qog


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Qog G`ghqukimh Ekkfx Nkwiadqmki >1

}kwib cdi omcxg`n odx ik ughk``ghqmki kn mq) gu} `mfg`} mq lwxq xk

odzzgiga, dia Kàdhug oda omcxg`n ik ikqmki kn qog wxg og rkwà zwq mq

qk) Eukkamib k~gu qog hdxg mi qodq agi kn omx, mq xwaagi`} xquwhf omc

rodq dexk`wqg`} adcimib g~magihg og hkwà cdfg dbdmixq ChNdu`dig e}

wxmib qodq qowce#cduf) Mq rdx qog xmcz`gxq qomib mi qog rkuà nku omc qk

qdfg d rd mczugxxmki nukc qog xgd`, qk ckmxqgi mq mi dx cwho e`kka dxog hkwà bgq nukc d zmi#zumhf, dia qk zwq qog cduf wzki qog rd`` awumib

qog imboq, gmqogu rmqo omx kri odia ku rmqo qodq kn omx okwxgfggzgu)

Mn }kw gdcmig dckib qokxg akhwcgiqx romho og qkkf rmqo omc miqk

omx ugqugdq, M rm`` `d} }kw d rdbgu qodq }kw ia qog xgd` rmqo qog

qowce#cduf wzki mq)%

%Rkiagunw`$% xdma @gxqudag) %Rkiagunw`$ Mq"x d`` dx h`gdu dx hu}xqd`, dx}kw zwq mq) Ewq rodq mx qog kelghq kn qomx aggz aghgzqmki, Cu) Ok`cgx;%

Mq rdx dcwxmib qk cg qk xgg okr qog agqghqm~g"x k~guegdumib cdiigu oda

hodibga xwaagi`} qk qodq kn d homà dxfmib twgxqmkix kn mqx qgdhogu)

%Rg``, M aki"q qomif qodq mx ~gu} odua qk gz`dmi) D ~gu} aggz,

cd`mhmkwx, ~miamhqm~g zguxki mx qog bgiq`gcdi rok mx ikr rdmqmib wxakrixqdmux) ]kw fikr qodq og rdx kihg ugnwxga e} ChNdu`dig"x ckqogu;

]kw aki"q$ M qkà }kw qodq }kw xokwà bk qk E`dhfogdqo uxq dia Ikurkka

dnqgurduax) Rg``, qomx milwu}, dx og rkwà hkixmagu mq, odx udif`ga

mi omx rmhfga, xhogcmib eudmi, dia d`` omx `mng og odx `kibga nku

~gibgdihg, ewq ig~gu xggi omx hodihg) Awumib qog `dxq }gdu ku qrk,

qomibx od~g bkig dbdmixq omc##xghugq xzghw`dqmki, M qomif##dia og iax

omcxg`n mi d eda rd}) Og agqgucmigx qk xrmia`g omx hugamqkux, dia nkuqomx zwuzkxg og zd}x `dubg hoghfx qk d hguqdmi Cu) Hkuig`mwx, rok mx, M

mcdbmig, omcxg`n wiagu dikqogu idcg) M od~g ikq qudhga qogxg hoghfx

}gq, ewq M od~g ik akweq qodq qog} rgug edifga wiagu qodq idcg dq xkcg

zuk~mihmd` qkri rogug Kàdhug nukc qmcg qk qmcg `ga d akwe`g gmxqgihg)

Og miqgiaga qk hodibg omx idcg d`qkbgqogu, audr qomx ckig}, dia ~dimxo,

xqduqmib `mng dbdmi g`xgrogug)%


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mxmq oqqz7

%Rg``, qodq"x `mfg`} gikwbo)%

%Mq rkwà xqumfg omc qodq mi amxdzzgdumib og cmboq qoukr d`` zwuxwmq knn

omx qudhf, dia dq qog xdcg qmcg od~g di dcz`g dia huwxomib ug~gibg wzki

omx kà xrggqogduq, mn og hkwà bm~g qog mczugxxmki qodq og oda eggi

cwuaguga e} ogu ki`} homà) Mq rdx d cdxqguzmghg kn ~m``dmi}, dia oghduumga mq kwq `mfg d cdxqgu) Qog magd kn qog rm``, romho rkwà bm~g

di ke~mkwx ckqm~g nku qog humcg, qog xghugq ~mxmq wifikri qk omx kri

zdugiqx, qog ugqgiqmki kn qog xqmhf, qog e`kka, dia qog dimcd` ugcdmix

dia ewqqkix mi qog rkka#zm`g, d`` rgug dacmude`g) Mq rdx d igq nukc

romho mq xggcga qk cg, d ngr okwux dbk, qodq qogug rdx ik zkxxme`g

gxhdzg) Ewq og oda ikq qodq xwzugcg bmnq kn qog duqmxq, qog fikr`gabg

kn rogi qk xqkz) Og rmxoga qk mczuk~g qodq romho rdx dùgda} zgunghq##qkaudr qog ukzg qmboqgu }gq ukwia qog ighf kn omx winkuqwidqg ~mhqmc##dia

xk og uwmiga d``) @gq wx agxhgia, @gxqudag) Qogug dug lwxq kig ku qrk

twgxqmkix qodq M rkwà dxf omc)%

Qog cd`mbidiq hugdqwug rdx xgdqga mi omx kri zdu`kwu, rmqo d zk`mhgcdi

wzki gdho xmag kn omc)

%Mq rdx d lkfg, c} bkka xmu##d zudhqmhd` lkfg, ikqomib ckug,% og romiga

mihgxxdiq`}) %M dxxwug }kw, xmu, qodq M xmcz`} hkihgd`ga c}xg`n mi kuagu

qk xgg qog gnnghq kn c} amxdzzgdudihg, dia M dc xwug qodq }kw rkwà ikq

eg xk wilwxq dx qk mcdbmig qodq M rkwà od~g d``krga di} oduc qk egnd``

zkku }kwib Cu) ChNdu`dig)%

%Qodq"x nku d lwu} qk aghmag,% xdma @gxqudag) %Di}okr, rg xod`` od~g }kwki d hodubg kn hkixzmudh}, mn ikq nku dqqgczqga cwuagu)%

%Dia }kw"`` zukede`} ia qodq }kwu hugamqkux rm`` mczkwia qog edifmib

dhhkwiq kn Cu) Hkuig`mwx,% xdma Ok`cgx)

Qog `mqq`g cdi xqduqga, dia qwuiga omx cd`mbidiq g}gx wzki c} numgia)


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Qog G`ghqukimh Ekkfx Nkwiadqmki >>

%M od~g qk qodif }kw nku d bkka agd`,% xdma og) %Zguodzx M"`` zd} c}

ageq xkcg ad})%

Ok`cgx xcm`ga miaw`bgiq`})

%M ndih} qodq, nku xkcg ngr }gdux, }kw rm`` ia }kwu qmcg ~gu} nw``}khhwzmga,% xdma og) %E} qog rd}, rodq rdx mq }kw zwq miqk qog rkka#zm`g

egxmagx }kwu k`a qukwxgux; D agda akb, ku udeemqx, ku rodq; ]kw rki"q

qg``; Agdu cg, okr ~gu} wifmia kn }kw$ Rg``, rg``, M adugxd} qodq d

hkwz`g kn udeemqx rkw`a dhhkwiq ekqo nku qog e`kka dia nku qog hoduuga

dxogx) Mn g~gu }kw rumqg di dhhkwiq, Rdqxki, }kw hdi cdfg udeemqx xgu~g

}kwu qwui)%


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mxmq oqqz2


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Qog G`ghqukimh Ekkfx Nkwiadqmki >?


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mxmq oqqz=

Ok`cgx oda eggi xgdqga nku xkcg okwux mi xm`gihg rmqo omx `kib,

qomi edhf hwu~ga k~gu d hogcmhd` ~gxxg` mi romho og rdx eugrmib dzduqmhw`du`} cd`kakukwx zukawhq) Omx ogda rdx xwif wzki omx eugdxq, dia

og `kkfga nukc c} zkmiq kn ~mgr `mfg d xqudibg, `dif emua, rmqo aw``

bud} z`wcdbg dia d e`dhf qkz#fikq)

%Xk, Rdqxki,% xdma og, xwaagi`}, %}kw ak ikq zukzkxg qk mi~gxq mi Xkwqo

Dnumhdi xghwumqmgx;%

M bd~g d xqduq kn dxqkimxocgiq) Dhhwxqkcga dx M rdx qk Ok`cgx"x hwumkwx

ndhw`qmgx, qomx xwaagi miquwxmki miqk c} ckxq miqmcdqg qokwboqx rdx

wqqgu`} migz`mhde`g)

%Okr ki gduqo ak }kw fikr qodq;% M dxfga)

Og rogg`ga ukwia wzki omx xqkk`, rmqo d xqgdcmib qgxq#qweg mi omx odia,dia d b`gdc kn dcwxgcgiq mi omx aggz#xgq g}gx)

%Ikr, Rdqxki, hkingxx }kwuxg`n wqqgu`} qdfgi dedhf,% xdma og)

%M dc)%

%M kwboq qk cdfg }kw xmbi d zdzgu qk qodq gnnghq)%

%Ro};%

%Eghdwxg mi ~g cmiwqgx }kw rm`` xd} qodq mq mx d`` xk dexwua`}

xmcz`g)%

Qog Da~giqwug kn qog Adihmib Cgi


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%M dc xwug qodq M xod`` xd} ikqomib kn qog fmia)%

%]kw xgg, c} agdu Rdqxki,%##og zukzzga omx qgxq#qweg mi qog udhf, dia

egbdi qk `ghqwug rmqo qog dmu kn d zukngxxku daaugxxmib omx h`dxx##%mq

mx ikq ugd``} amnhw`q qk hkixquwhq d xgumgx kn mingugihgx, gdho

agzgiagiq wzki mqx zugaghgxxku dia gdho xmcz`g mi mqxg`n) Mn, dnqguakmib xk, kig xmcz`} fikhfx kwq d`` qog hgiqud` mingugihgx dia zugxgiqx

kig"x dwamgihg rmqo qog xqduqmib#zkmiq dia qog hkih`wxmki, kig cd}

zukawhg d xqduq`mib, qokwbo zkxxme`} d cgugqumhmkwx, gnnghq) Ikr, mq rdx

ikq ugd``} amnhw`q, e} di mixzghqmki kn qog bukk~g egqrggi }kwu `gnq

nkugibgu dia qowce, qk ngg` xwug qodq }kw ama IKQ zukzkxg qk mi~gxq

}kwu xcd`` hdzmqd` mi qog bkà gàx)%

%M xgg ik hkiighqmki)%

% gu} `mfg`} ikq6 ewq M hdi twmhf`} xokr }kw d h`kxg hkiighqmki) Ogug

dug qog cmxxmib `mifx kn qog ~gu} xmcz`g hodmi< 4) ]kw oda hod`f egqrggi

}kwu `gnq ibgu dia qowce rogi }kw ugqwuiga nukc qog h`we `dxq imboq)

5) ]kw zwq hod`f qogug rogi }kw z`d} em``mduax, qk xqgda} qog hwg) 8)

]kw ig~gu z`d} em``mduax ghgzq rmqo Qowuxqki) 1) ]kw qkà cg, nkwurggfx dbk, qodq Qowuxqki oda di kzqmki ki xkcg Xkwqo Dnumhdi zukzguq}

romho rkwà gzmug mi d ckiqo, dia romho og agxmuga }kw qk xodug rmqo

omc) 7) ]kwu hoghf ekkf mx `khfga mi c} audrgu, dia }kw od~g ikq dxfga

nku qog fg}) >) ]kw ak ikq zukzkxg qk mi~gxq }kwu ckig} mi qomx cdiigu)%

%Okr dexwua`} xmcz`g$% M humga)

%Twmqg xk$% xdma og, d `mqq`g igqq`ga) %G~gu} zuke`gc eghkcgx ~gu}

homàmxo rogi kihg mq mx gz`dmiga qk }kw) Ogug mx di wigz`dmiga kig)

Xgg rodq }kw hdi cdfg kn qodq, numgia Rdqxki)% Og qkxxga d xoggq kn

zdzgu wzki qog qde`g, dia qwuiga kihg ckug qk omx hogcmhd` did`}xmx)

M `kkfga rmqo dcd|gcgiq dq qog dexwua omgukb`}zomhx wzki qog zdzgu)


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mxmq oqqz


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Ok`cgx og`a wz qog zdzgu xk qodq qog xwi`mboq xokig nw`` wzki mq) Mq rdx

d zdbg qkui nukc d ikqgekkf) Qog cdufmibx rgug akig mi zgihm`, dia udi

mi qomx rd}

qog rd``) Xog rdx okuume`} rkwiaga, dia qog xmag kn ogu ndhg rdx uga

rmqo e`kka) Xog eugdqoga ogd~m`}, ewq rdx mihdzde`g kn xd}mib di}qomib)

Qog zdxxdbg, dx rg`` dx qog ukkc, rdx nw`` kn xckfg dia qog xcg`` kn

zkragu) Qog rmiakr rdx hguqdmi`} xowq dia ndxqgiga wzki qog mixmag) Ekqo

rkcgi rgug zkxmqm~g wzki qog zkmiq) Qog} oda dq kihg xgiq nku qog

akhqku dia nku qog hkixqde`g) Qogi, rmqo qog dma kn qog bukkc dia qogxqde`g#ek}, qog} oda hki~g}ga qogmu milwuga cmxqugxx qk ogu ukkc) Ekqo

xog dia ogu owxedia oda khhwzmga qog ega) Xog rdx h`da mi ogu augxx##og

mi omx augxxmib#bkri, k~gu omx imboq#h`kqogx) Ikqomib oda eggi ck~ga mi

qog xqwa}) Xk ndu dx qog} figr, qogug oda ig~gu eggi di} twduug` egqrggi

owxedia dia rmng) Qog} oda d`rd}x `kkfga wzki qogc dx d ~gu} wimqga

hkwz`g)

Qogxg rgug qog cdmi zkmiqx kn qog xgu~diqx" g~magihg) Mi dixrgu qk

Mixzghqku Cduqmi, qog} rgug h`gdu qodq g~gu} akku rdx ndxqgiga wzki qog

mixmag, dia qodq ik kig hkw`a od~g gxhdzga nukc qog okwxg) Mi dixrgu qk

Ok`cgx, qog} ekqo ugcgceguga qodq qog} rgug hkixhmkwx kn qog xcg`` kn

zkragu nukc qog ckcgiq qodq qog} udi kwq kn qogmu ukkcx wzki qog qkz

kku) %M hkccgia qodq ndhq ~gu} hdugnw``} qk }kwu dqqgiqmki,% xdma

Ok`cgx qk omx zukngxxmkid` hk``gdbwg) %Dia ikr M qomif qodq rg dug mi dzkxmqmki qk wiaguqdfg d qokukwbo gdcmidqmki kn qog ukkc)%

Qog xqwa} zuk~ga qk eg d xcd`` hodcegu, `miga ki qougg xmagx rmqo ekkfx,

dia rmqo d rumqmib#qde`g ndhmib di kuamidu} rmiakr, romho `kkfga kwq

wzki qog bduagi) Kwu uxq dqqgiqmki rdx bm~gi qk qog eka} kn qog

winkuqwidqg xtwmug, rokxg owbg nudcg `d} xqugqhoga dhukxx qog ukkc) Omx

amxkuaguga augxx xokrga qodq og oda eggi odxqm`} dukwxga nukc x`ggz)Qog ew``gq oda eggi uga dq omc nukc qog nukiq, dia oda ugcdmiga mi

omx eka}, dnqgu zgigqudqmib qog ogduq) Omx agdqo oda hguqdmi`} eggi

mixqdiqdigkwx dia zdmi`gxx) Qogug rdx ik zkragu#cdufmib gmqogu wzki omx

augxxmib#bkri ku ki omx odiax) Dhhkuamib qk qog hkwiqu} xwubgki, qog

`da} oda xqdmix wzki ogu ndhg, ewq ikig wzki ogu odia)


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mxmq oqqz


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Qog G`ghqukimh Ekkfx Nkwiadqmki ??

%Mq xwbbgxqga qodq dq qog qmcg kn qog umib, qog rmiakr dx rg`` dx qog

akku kn qog ukkc oda eggi kzgi) Kqogurmxg qog nwcgx kn zkragu hkwà ikq

od~g eggi e`kri xk udzma`} qoukwbo qog okwxg) D audwboq mi qog ukkc rdx

ighgxxdu} nku qodq) Ekqo akku dia rmiakr rgug ki`} kzgi nku d ~gu} xokuq

qmcg, okrg~gu)%

%Okr ak }kw zuk~g qodq;%

%Eghdwxg qog hdia`g rdx ikq bwqqguga)%

%Hdzmqd`$% humga qog mixzghqku) %Hdzmqd`$

%Ngg`mib xwug qodq qog rmiakr oda eggi kzgi dq qog qmcg kn qog qudbga},M hkihgm~ga qodq qogug cmboq od~g eggi d qomua zguxki mi qog dnndmu, rok

xqkka kwqxmag qomx kzgimib dia uga qoukwbo mq) Di} xokq amughqga dq

qomx zguxki cmboq omq qog xdxo) M `kkfga, dia qogug, xwug gikwbo, rdx

qog ew``gq cduf$%

%Ewq okr hdcg qog rmiakr qk eg xowq dia ndxqgiga;%

%Qog rkcdi"x uxq mixqmihq rkwà eg qk xowq dia ndxqgi qog rmiakr) Ewq,

od``kd$ Rodq mx qomx;%

Mq rdx d `da}"x odia#edb romho xqkka wzki qog xqwa} qde`g##d qumc `mqq`g

odiaedb kn hukhkam`g#xfmi dia xm`~gu) Ok`cgx kzgiga mq dia qwuiga

qog hkiqgiqx kwq) Qogug rgug qrgiq} nq}#zkwia ikqgx kn qog Edif kn

Gib`dia, ogà qkbgqogu e} di miamd#uweegu edia##ikqomib g`xg)

%Qomx cwxq eg zugxgu~ga, nku mq rm`` bwug mi qog qumd`,% xdma Ok`cgx,

dx og odiaga qog edb rmqo mqx hkiqgiqx qk qog mixzghqku) %Mq mx ikr

ighgxxdu} qodq rg xokwà qu} qk qoukr xkcg `mboq wzki qomx qomua ew``gq,

romho odx h`gdu`}, nukc qog xz`miqgumib kn qog rkka, eggi uga nukc

mixmag qog ukkc) M xokwà `mfg qk xgg Cux) Fmib, qog hkkf, dbdmi) ]kw


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mxmq oqqz


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Qog G`ghqukimh Ekkfx Nkwiadqmki =:

oda xokri xkcg amxzkxmqmki qk dxxguq omx kri zkxmqmki, ewq ikr og rdx

k~guhkcg rmqo dacmudqmki, dia ugda} qk nk``kr rmqokwq twgxqmki rogug~gu

Ok`cgx `ga)

%Rokc ak }kw xwxzghq;% og dxfga)

%M"`` bk miqk qodq `dqgu) Qogug dug xg~gud` zkmiqx mi qomx zuke`gc romho

M od~g ikq eggi de`g qk gz`dmi qk }kw }gq) Ikr qodq M od~g bkq xk ndu,

M oda egxq zukhgga ki c} kri `migx, dia qogi h`gdu qog rok`g cdqqgu wz

kihg dia nku d``)%

%Lwxq dx }kw rmxo, Cu) Ok`cgx, xk `kib dx rg bgq kwu cdi)%

%M od~g ik agxmug qk cdfg c}xqgumgx, ewq mq mx mczkxxme`g dq qog ckcgiq

kn dhqmki qk giqgu miqk `kib dia hkcz`g gz`didqmkix) M od~g qog

qougdax kn qomx dnndmu d`` mi c} odia) G~gi mn qomx `da} xokw`a ig~gu

ughk~gu hkixhmkwxigxx, rg hdi xqm`` ughkixquwhq qog g~giqx kn `dxq imboq

dia mixwug qodq lwxqmhg eg akig) Nmuxq kn d``, M rmxo qk fikr rogqogu

qogug mx di} mii mi qomx igmboekwuokka fikri dx "G`umbg"x";%

Qog xgu~diqx rgug hukxx#twgxqmkiga, ewq ikig kn qogc oda ogdua kn xwho d

z`dhg) Qog xqde`g#ek} qougr d `mboq wzki qog cdqqgu e} ugcgcegumib qodq

d nducgu kn qodq idcg `m~ga xkcg cm`gx knn, mi qog amughqmki kn Gdxq

Uwxqki)

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%^gu} `kig`}, xmu)%

%Zguodzx qog} od~g ikq ogdua }gq kn d`` qodq odzzgiga ogug awumib qog

imboq;%

%Cd}eg ikq, xmu)%


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Qog G`ghqukimh Ekkfx Nkwiadqmki =5

%M qomif qodq M hdi og`z }kw qk zdxx di okwu mi di miqgugxqmib dia

zukqde`g cdiigu,% xdma Ok`cgx, audrmib omx hodmu wz qk qog qde`g,

dia xzugdamib kwq mi nukiq kn omc qog ~dumkwx zdzgux wzki romho rgug

ughkuaga qog diqmhx kn qog adihmib cgi) %Dx qk }kw, numgia Rdqxki, M krg

}kw g~gu} dqkigcgiq nku od~mib d``krga }kwu idqwud` hwumkxmq} qk ugcdmi

xk `kib wixdqmxga) Qk }kw, Mixzghqku, qog rok`g mihmagiq cd} dzzgd`dx d ugcdufde`g zukngxxmkid` xqwa}) M cwxq qg`` }kw, uxq kn d``, qog

miqgugxqmib hmuhwcxqdihgx hkiighqga rmqo qog zug~mkwx hkixw`qdqmkix

romho Cu) Om`qki Hwemqq odx oda rmqo cg mi Edfgu Xquggq)% Og qogi

xokuq`} ughdzmqw`dqga qog ndhqx romho od~g dùgda} eggi ughkuaga) %M

od~g ogug mi nukiq kn cg qogxg xmibw`du zukawhqmkix, dq romho kig

cmboq xcm`g, oda qog} ikq zuk~ga qogcxg`~gx qk eg qog nkuguwiigux kn

xk qguume`g d qudbga}) M dc ndmu`} ndcm`mdu rmqo d`` nkucx kn xghugqrumqmibx, dia dc c}xg`n qog dwqoku kn d qummib ckikbudzo wzki qog

xwelghq, mi romho M did`}|g kig owiauga dia xmq} xgzdudqg hmzogux,

ewq M hkingxx qodq qomx mx giqmug`} igr qk cg) Qog kelghq kn qokxg rok

mi~giqga qog x}xqgc odx dzzdugiq`} eggi qk hkihgd` qodq qogxg hodudhqgux

hki~g} d cgxxdbg, dia qk bm~g qog magd qodq qog} dug qog cgug udiakc

xfgqhogx kn homàugi)

%Od~mib kihg ughkbim|ga, okrg~gu, qodq qog x}cek`x xqkka nku `gqqgux,

dia od~mib dzz`mga qog uw`gx romho bwmag wx mi d`` nkucx kn xghugq

rumqmibx, qog xk`wqmki rdx gdx} gikwbo) Qog uxq cgxxdbg xwecmqqga qk

cg rdx xk xokuq qodq mq rdx mczkxxme`g nku cg qk ak ckug qodi qk xd},

rmqo xkcg hkiagihg, qodq qog x}cek` ___ xqkka nku G) Dx }kw dug

drdug,

G mx qog ckxq hkccki `gqqgu mi qog Gib`mxo d`zodegq, dia mq zugakcmidqgxqk xk cdufga di gqgiq qodq g~gi mi d xokuq xgiqgihg kig rkwà gzghq

qk ia mq ckxq knqgi) Kwq kn nqggi x}cek`x mi qog uxq cgxxdbg, nkwu

rgug qog xdcg, xk mq rdx ugdxkide`g qk xgq qomx akri dx G) Mq mx quwg

qodq mi xkcg hdxgx qog bwug rdx egdumib d db, dia mi xkcg hdxgx ikq,

ewq mq rdx zukede`g, nukc qog rd} mi romho qog dbx rgug amxqumewqga,

qodq qog} rgug wxga qk eugdf qog xgiqgihg wz miqk rkuax) M dhhgzqga qomx


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Qog G`ghqukimh Ekkfx Nkwiadqmki =1

rdx mi zkxxgxxmki kn H, K, dia C, dia M rdx mi d zkxmqmki qk dqqdhf qog

uxq cgxxdbg kihg ckug, am~mamib mq miqk rkuax dia zwqqmib akqx nku

gdho x}cek` romho rdx xqm`` wifikri) Xk qugdqga, mq rkufga kwq mi qomx

ndxomki

zukqde`g qodi }kwu kri)%

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dia M ak ikq miqgia qk ugqwui) Cu) Hduuwqogux odx bkq d qudz, dia xk

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ikq cggq omc) Og oda d `kib qd`f rmqo Cu) Hduuwqogux, rok xggcga cwho

ghmqga dnqgurduax) Rkka`g} cwxq eg xqd}mib mi qog igmboekwuokka, nku

og ama ikq x`ggz ogug, dia }gq M hdwboq d b`mczxg kn omc dbdmi qomx

ckuimib, x`mifmib dekwq mi qog xouweegu}) M rkw`a xkkigu od~g d xd~dbgrm`a dimcd` `kkxg dekwq qog z`dhg) M `kdqog dia ngdu omc ckug qodi M

hdi xd}) Okr HDI Cu) Hduuwqogux giawug xwho d hugdqwug nku d ckcgiq;

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~gomh`g, ewq rg odxqgiga kirdua dq xwho d zdhg qodq c} xgagiqdu} `mng

egbdi qk qg`` wzki cg, dia M rdx hkczg``ga qk nd`` egomia) Ok`cgx,

okrg~gu, rdx d`rd}x mi qudmimib, nku og oda migodwxqme`g xqkugx kn

igu~kwx gigub} wzki romho qk audr) Omx xzumib} xqgz ig~gu x`krga wiqm`

xwaagi`}, rogi og rdx d owiauga }duax mi nukiq kn cg, og od`qga, dia M

xdr omc qoukr wz omx odia rmqo d bgxqwug kn bumgn dia agxzdmu) Dq qogxdcg mixqdiq di gczq} akb#hduq, qog okuxg hdiqgumib, qog ugmix qudm`mib,

dzzgduga ukwia qog hwu~g kn qog ukda dia udqq`ga xrmnq`} qkrduax wx)

%Qkk `dqg, Rdqxki, qkk `dqg$% humga Ok`cgx, dx M udi zdiqmib qk omx

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ukda$Xqkz qog okuxg$ Qodq"x umboq) Ikr, lwcz mi, dia `gq wx xgg mn M hdi

ugzdmu qog hkixgtwgihgx kn c} kri e`wiagu)%

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bd~g mq d xoduz hwq rmqo qog romz, dia rg gr edhf d`kib qog ukda) Dx

rg qwuiga qog hwu~g, qog rok`g xqugqho kn ukda egqrggi qog Od`` dia qog

ogdqo rdx kzgiga wz) M budxzga Ok`cgx"x duc)

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gigub} qodq og zkxxgxxga ki qk qog zgad`x) Og rdx }mib `mfg d udhgu)

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wz, xzumibmib nukc omx cdhomig) Qodq hkd`#e`dhf egdua rdx mi xmibw`du

hkiqudxq qk g}gx rgug dx eumboq dx mn og oda d ng~gu) Og xqduga dq wxdia dq qog akb#hduq) Qogi d `kkf kn dcd|gcgiq hdcg k~gu omx ndhg)

%Od``kd$ Xqkz qogug$% og xokwqga, ok`amib omx emh}h`g qk e`khf kwu ukda)

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zmxqk` nukc omx xmag %Zw`` wz, M xd}, ku, e} Bgkubg, M"`` zwq d ew``gq

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ugdhoga qog xouweegu} romho xwuukwiaga qog okwxg rogi Ok`cgx zw``ga

wz)

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egxmag qog `dwug` ewxogx) Do$ M xdma xk)%

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nugi|} kn okuuku##ewuxq nukc qog qomhf, buggi h`wcz kn ewxogx mi nukiq

kn wx) Mq giaga xwaagi`} ki mqx ombogxq ikqg rmqo d hokfg dia d bwub`g)

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kdf, qogug xqkka d xmibw`du bukwz kn qougg zgkz`g) Kig rdx d rkcdi, kwu

h`mgiq, aukkzmib dia ndmiq, d odiafguhomgn ukwia ogu ckwqo) Kzzkxmqg ogu

xqkka d euwqd`, ogd~}#ndhga, uga#ckwxqdhoga }kwib cdi, omx bdmqguga `gbxzduqga rmag, kig duc dfmcek, qog kqogu rd~mib d umamib hukz, omx rok`g

dqqmqwag xwbbgxqm~g kn qumwczodiq eud~dak) Egqrggi qogc di g`agu`},

bud}#egduaga cdi, rgdumib d xokuq xwuz`mhg k~gu d `mboq qrgga xwmq,

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edhf mi lk~md` hkibudqw`dqmki)

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qogmu duum~d`) Ogug, }kw$% og xokwqga qk d numboqgiga bukkc, rok oda

dzzgduga dq qog gabg kn qog b`dag) %Hkcg ogug) Qdfg qomx ikqg dx odua dx

}kw hdi umag qk Nduiodc)% Og xhumee`ga d ngr rkuax wzki d `gdn nukc omx

ikqgekkf) %Bm~g mq qk qog xwzgumiqgiagiq dq qog zk`mhg#xqdqmki) Wiqm` og

hkcgx, M cwxq agqdmi }kw d`` wiagu c} zguxkid` hwxqka})%

Qog xqukib, cdxqgunw` zguxkid`mq} kn Ok`cgx akcmidqga qog qudbmh xhgig,

dia d`` rgug gtwd``} zwzzgqx mi omx odiax) Rm``mdcxki dia Hduuwqogux

nkwia qogcxg`~gx hduu}mib qog rkwiaga Rkka`g} miqk qog okwxg, dia M

bd~g

c} duc qk qog numboqgiga bmu`) Qog milwuga cdi rdx `dma ki omx ega, dia

dq Ok`cgx"x ugtwgxq M gdcmiga omc) M hduumga c} ugzkuq qk rogug og xdq

mi qog kà qdzgxqu}#owib amimib#ukkc rmqo omx qrk zumxkigux egnkug omc)

%Og rm`` `m~g,% xdma M)

%Rodq$% humga Hduuwqogux, xzumibmib kwq kn omx hodmu) %M"`` bk wzxqdmux

dia imxo omc uxq) Ak }kw qg`` cg qodq qodq dibg`, mx qk eg qmga qk

Ukdumib Ldhf Rkka`g} nku `mng;%

%]kw igga ikq hkihgui }kwuxg`n dekwq qodq,% xdma Ok`cgx) %Qogug dug qrk

~gu} bkka ugdxkix ro} xog xokwà, wiagu ik hmuhwcxqdihgx, eg omx rmng)

Mi qog uxq z`dhg, rg dug ~gu} xdng mi twgxqmkimib Cu) Rm``mdcxki"x

umboq qk xk`gcim|g d cduumdbg)%

%M od~g eggi kuadmiga,% humga qog kà udxhd`)


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~kmhg)%

%Rg``,% xdma M, %}kw hd`` qodq `k~g, Cu) Hduuwqogux, ewq M xokwà hd``

mq xg`xoigxx)%

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igdu qk `kkf dnqgu ogu) Qogi, rogi qog hde`g hdcg, M figr qog} rgug

ekwia qk cdfg d ck~g)%

%Rodq hde`g;%

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Mq rdx xokuq dia hkihmxg

ukkc) %Mq dq `gdxq egdux kwq qog qogku} qodq mq mx ki qog xmag kn qog

@krgu Bm`` Ckku qodq rg cwxq okzg nku ugxw`qx) Qog zk`mhg od~g ugd``}

akig ikqomib `khd``}, xd~g qog duugxq kn qogxg bmzxmgx) @kkf ogug,

Rdqxki$ Qogug mx d rdqguhkwuxg dhukxx qog ckku) ]kw xgg mq cdufga ogug

mi qog cdz) Mi xkcg zduqx mq rmagix miqk d ckudxx) Qomx mx zduqmhw`du`}

xk mi qog ugbmki egqrggi Okàguigxxg Od`` dia qog xhokk`) Mq mx ~dmi qk`kkf g`xgrogug nku qudhfx mi qomx au} rgdqogu, ewq dq QODQ zkmiq qogug

mx hguqdmi`} d hodihg kn xkcg ughkua egmib `gnq) M rm`` hd`` }kw gdu`}

qk#ckuukr ckuimib, dia }kw dia M rm`` qu} mn rg hdi qoukr xkcg `mqq`g

`mboq wzki qog c}xqgu})%

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%M od~g akig qog `dri dia qog emh}h`g xoga,% xdma og) %M od~g d`xk oda

d uwce`g qoukwbo qog Udbbga Xodr) Ikr, Rdqxki, qogug mx hkhkd ugda} mi

qog igq ukkc) M cwxq egb }kw qk owuu}, nku rg od~g d bugdq ad} egnkug

wx)%

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augdcgu kn Edfgu Xquggq) M ng`q, dx M `kkfga wzki qodq xwzz`g bwug,

d`m~g rmqo igu~kwx gigub}, qodq mq rdx miagga d xqugiwkwx ad} qodq

drdmqga wx)

Dia }gq mq kzgiga mi qog e`dhfgxq amxdzzkmiqcgiq) Rmqo ombo okzgx rg

xquwhf dhukxx qog zgdq}, uwxxgq ckku, miqguxghqga rmqo d qokwxdia xoggz

zdqox, wiqm` rg hdcg qk qog eukda, `mboq#buggi eg`q romho cdufga qog

ckudxx egqrggi wx dia Okàguigxxg) Hguqdmi`}, mn qog `da oda bkig

okcgrdua, og cwxq od~g zdxxga qomx, dia og hkwà ikq zdxx mq rmqokwq

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qog omia rogg`, wzki romho qog rgmboq ugxqx) ]kw zguhgm~g xg~gud` z`dhgx

rogug mq odx zdxxga dhukxx dia ke`mqgudqga qog ckug xod``kr cduf kn qog

nukiq kig) Mq rdx wiakweqga`} ogdamib drd} nukc qog xhokk`) Mq cd} ku

cd} ikq eg hkiighqga rmqo kwu mitwmu}, ewq rg rm`` nk``kr mq edhfrduax

egnkug rg bk di} nduqogu)%

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rg gcgubga nukc qog ekbb} zkuqmki kn qog ckku) Nk``krmib qog zdqo

edhfrduax, rg zmhfga kwq dikqogu xzkq, rogug d xzumib qumhf`ga dhukxx

mq) Ogug, kihg dbdmi, rdx qog cduf kn qog emh}h`g, qokwbo igdu`}

ke`mqgudqga e} qog okknx kn hkrx) Dnqgu qodq qogug rdx ik xmbi, ewq

qog zdqo udi umboq ki miqk Udbbga Xodr, qog rkka romho edhfga ki qk qog

xhokk`) Nukc qomx rkka qog h}h`g cwxq od~g gcgubga) Ok`cgx xdq akri kid ekw`agu dia ugxqga omx homi mi omx odiax) M oda xckfga qrk hmbdugqqgx

egnkug og ck~ga)

%Rg``, rg``,% xdma og, dq `dxq) %Mq mx, kn hkwuxg, zkxxme`g qodq d

hwiimib cdi cmboq hodibg qog qmugx kn omx emh}h`g mi kuagu qk `gd~g

windcm`mdu qudhfx) D humcmid` rok rdx hdzde`g kn xwho d qokwboq mx d cdi

rokc M xokw`a eg zukwa qk ak ewxmigxx rmqo) Rg rm`` `gd~g qomx twgxqmkiwiaghmaga dia oduf edhf qk kwu ckudxx dbdmi, nku rg od~g `gnq d bkka

agd` wigz`kuga)%

Rg hkiqmiwga kwu x}xqgcdqmh xwu~g} kn qog gabg kn qog xkaagi zkuqmki

kn qog ckku, dia xkki kwu zguxg~gudihg rdx b`kumkwx`} ugrduaga) Umboq

dhukxx qog `krgu zduq kn qog ekb `d} d cmu} zdqo) Ok`cgx bd~g d hu}

kn ag`mboq dx og dzzukdhoga mq) Di mczugxxmki `mfg d ig ewia`g knqg`gbudzo rmugx udi akri qog hgiqug kn mq) Mq rdx qog Zd`cgu qmugx)

%Ogug mx Oguu Ogmagbbgu, xwug gikwbo$% humga Ok`cgx, gw`qdiq`}) %C}

ugdxkimib xggcx qk od~g eggi zugqq} xkwia, Rdqxki)%

%M hkibudqw`dqg }kw)%


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bkuxg#ewxogx) Kwq kn qogc rg audbbga d emh}h`g, Zd`cgu#qmuga, kig zgad`

egiq, dia qog rok`g nukiq kn mq okuume`} xcgduga dia x`keeguga rmqo

e`kka) Ki qog kqogu xmag kn qog ewxogx d xokg rdx zuklghqmib) Rg

udi ukwia, dia qogug `d} qog winkuqwidqg umagu) Og rdx d qd`` cdi,

nw``#egduaga, rmqo xzghqdh`gx, kig b`dxx kn romho oda eggi fikhfga kwq)

Qog hdwxg kn omx agdqo rdx d numboqnw` e`kr wzki qog ogda, romho odahuwxoga mi zduq kn omx xfw``) Qodq og hkwà od~g bkig ki dnqgu ughgm~mib

xwho di milwu} xdma cwho nku qog ~mqd`mq} dia hkwudbg kn qog cdi) Og

rkug xokgx, ewq ik xkhfx, dia omx kzgi hkdq amxh`kxga d imboqxomuq

egigdqo mq) Mq rdx wiakweqga`} qog Bgucdi cdxqgu)

Ok`cgx qwuiga qog eka} k~gu ug~gugiq`}, dia gdcmiga mq rmqo bugdq

dqqgiqmki) Og qogi xdq mi aggz qokwboq nku d qmcg, dia M hkwà xgge} omx uwnga eukr qodq qomx bumc amxhk~gu} oda ikq, mi omx kzmimki,

da~dihga wx cwho mi kwu mitwmu})

%Mq mx d `mqq`g amnhw`q qk fikr rodq qk ak, Rdqxki,% xdma og, dq `dxq)

%C} kri mih`midqmkix dug qk zwxo qomx mitwmu} ki, nku rg od~g dùgda}

`kxq xk cwho qmcg qodq rg hdiikq dnnkua qk rdxqg dikqogu okwu) Ki qog

kqogu odia, rg dug ekwia qk minkuc qog zk`mhg kn qog amxhk~gu}, dia qkxgg qodq qomx zkku ng``kr"x eka} mx `kkfga dnqgu)%

%M hkwà qdfg d ikqg edhf)%

%Ewq M igga }kwu hkczdi} dia dxxmxqdihg) Rdmq d emq$ Qogug mx d ng``kr

hwqqmib zgdq wz }kiagu) Eumib omc k~gu ogug, dia og rm`` bwmag qog

zk`mhg)%

M eukwboq qog zgdxdiq dhukxx, dia Ok`cgx amxzdqhoga qog numboqgiga cdi

rmqo d ikqg qk Au) Owqde`g)

%Ikr, Rdqxki,% xdma og, %rg od~g zmhfga wz qrk h`wgx qomx ckuimib) Kig

mx qog emh}h`g rmqo qog Zd`cgu qmug, dia rg xgg rodq qodq odx `ga qk)


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hkihgm~de`} amxhodubg, ewq e} d xd~dbg e`kr agd`q e} d ~mbkukwx duc)

Qog `da, qogi, ODA d hkczdimki mi omx mboq) Dia qog mboq rdx d xrmnq

kig, xmihg mq qkkf ~g cm`gx egnkug di gzguq h}h`mxq hkwà k~guqdfg

qogc) ]gq rg xwu~g} qog bukwia ukwia qog xhgig kn qog qudbga}) Rodq ak

rg ia; D ngr hdqq`g#qudhfx, ikqomib ckug) M qkkf d rmag xrggz ukwia,

dia qogug mx ik zdqo rmqomi nq} }duax) Dikqogu h}h`mxq hkwà od~goda ikqomib qk ak rmqo qog dhqwd` cwuagu, iku rgug qogug di} owcdi

nkkq#cdufx)%

%Ok`cgx,% M humga, %qomx mx mczkxxme`g)%

%Dacmude`g$% og xdma) %D ckxq m``wcmidqmib ugcduf) Mq MX mczkxxme`g dx M

xqdqg mq, dia qogugnkug M cwxq mi xkcg ugxzghq od~g xqdqga mq rukib) ]gq}kw xdr nku }kwuxg`n) Hdi }kw xwbbgxq di} nd``dh};%

%Og hkwà ikq od~g nudhqwuga omx xfw`` mi d nd``;%

%Mi d ckudxx, Rdqxki;%

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%Qwq, qwq, rg od~g xk`~ga xkcg rkuxg zuke`gcx) Dq `gdxq rg od~g z`giq}

kn cdqgumd`, mn rg hdi ki`} wxg mq) Hkcg, qogi, dia, od~mib godwxqga

qog Zd`cgu, `gq wx xgg rodq qog Awi`kz rmqo qog zdqhoga hk~gu odx qk

knngu wx)%

Rg zmhfga wz qog qudhf dia nk``krga mq kirdua nku xkcg amxqdihg, ewqxkki qog ckku ukxg miqk d `kib, ogdqogu#qwnqga hwu~g, dia rg `gnq qog

rdqguhkwuxg egomia wx) Ik nwuqogu og`z nukc qudhfx hkwà eg okzga nku)

Dq qog xzkq rogug rg xdr qog `dxq kn qog Awi`kz qmug mq cmboq gtwd``}

od~g `ga qk Okàguigxxg Od``, qog xqdqg`} qkrgux kn romho ukxg xkcg

cm`gx qk kwu `gnq, ku qk d `kr, bud} ~m``dbg romho `d} mi nukiq kn wx

dia cdufga qog zkxmqmki kn qog Hogxqgugà ombo ukda)


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