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Mount Saint Mary College‟s Annual Literary Magazine
2012
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In Loving Memory of
Dr. Virginia Davidson
From all of your students that knew and loved you, we dedicate this
magazine to your memory, laughter, and compassion for us. You were
an unbelievable mentor and friend to us all. We miss you terribly and
think of you whenever we read a good piece of literature.
“There’s teachers you grow to like at school. There are some you even
enjoy. And then there’s those that you really adore. Because you
know they care. Because you know they love you back. And because
you know they were and always would have been there. “
-- Danielle Kearns
"Life is no brief candle for me. It is a sort of splendid torch which I
have got hold of for the moment and I want to make it burn as brightly
as possible before handing it on to future generations."
-- George Bernard Shaw
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Executive Board
President: Meagan O‟Gallagher
Vice President: Danielle Kearns
Secretary: Stephanie Weaver
Treasurer: Michael McNicholas
Advisor: Dr. Peter Witkowsky
Cover Photo: William Biersack Back Cover Photo: Dakin Roy
Table of Contents
Flying Sheets By Crescentia Danner…………………………………...4
Untitled By Joshua Wilamowski………………………………………...5
A Lie Within a Lie By Gerald Ortiz……………………………………..5
Flower Pots and Body Bags By Kevin Berry…………………………..6
Illuminating Desire By Steven Broschart ……………………………………...7
Alone By Dana-Graff Ernano…………………………………………….8
Compensate By Rachel Sangalli…………………………………………8
Once Upon A Time By Nick Contarino…………………………………9
Clipped Wings By Joseph Mastando…………………………………...10
Number Seventy-Nine By Madeline McQuade……………………….11
In My Mind By Dana-Graff Ernano…………………………………….11
Man Child By Erin-Therese Vecchi…………………………………….12
Song of Summer By Laura Lamica……………………………………..12
Blessed are the Free of Heart By James Fitz Gerald………………..13
Untitled By Crescentia Danner……………………………………..18-19
Arctic Wasteland By Joseph Mastando…………………………….20-21
From a Father to His Son By James Fitz Gerald…………………22-23
The Journey By Donnie Hiland…………………………………………24
Midnight Wait By Pamela Delano……………………………………...25
The Inner Thought Chronicles By Anthony F. Krueger……...……..26
Queen of Swords, Queen of Cups By Christopher Bernadino..…….27
The Cold That Lingers By Emily Knapp…………………………..28-29
Modern Mythology By Glen Russo………………………………….30-31
Photo Credit: William Biersack Photo Credit: Joseph Mastando
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I was standing on mist, falling up through exploding stars.
The sea was walking up mountains and the rain was flying sideways
looking for a place to perch.
My face was showing my hands how to whistle,
while my feet made love to my breasts.
My skin was writing futile love letters to my lungs
(futile because they would never meet).
My hair was yelling at scissors in a chorus of reproaches,
while they wooed a sheet of paper.
My veins were gasping as my heart denied them air
because it had been betrayed by water, road and trees.
Life was arguing with Fate, because Fate was manipulative and deceptive.
Hope was strung out on fear, dying slowly, crashing from an overdose of failed tries.
The sky was keening over her lost virginity, while the planets laughed viciously.
Tornadoes birthed bastard sons of hurricanes
which wreaked havoc on the insides of symphonies.
The trees screamed in a bitter chorus of wailing sirens.
Doors ran down halls looking for hallucinogens.
Light bulbs leaked mist into the cloud I stood on, the stars exploded while I fell up
through them.
Flying Sheets By Crescentia Danner
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Is that a poem or are you just rhyming,
Trying to perfect your pathetic timing,
You should probably go back to the start
and rediscover this thing we call art.
Silver spoon progressions, carbon copy hands
Faded moonlight projected across moonlit sands
Emptiness has faded like the sinking tides
Ugliness is stated behind your blood soaked eyes
Masticating vultures picking bone from flesh
Procrastinating cultures bleed from unpaid debts
Caravan or pachyderm pack it up and let it burn
Machine guns singing soft goodnight
Seven silver serpents alcoholic haze
Living for night and dead by day
Untitled By Joshua Wilamowski
You know there‟s strength in numbers So you didn‟t stop with just one lie You kept the story going But you never told me why You said it wasn‟t worth it That you didn‟t have the time You said that I was stoic And that trying was a crime You made me feel so worthless You held me at the gate You stole my trust in people
And made me hesitate Now I‟m bleeding out and hallowed A pain I can‟t explain A joy that turned to sorrow A soul you loved to drain There is sin in never knowing The life that could have been If I had never met you And the lies that dwelt within But now the story‟s over The book was not a friend There might be no tomorrow But this pain will never end
A Lie Within a Lie By Gerald Ortiz
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Flower Pots and Body Bags By Kevin Berry
Roses standing in their pots, stuck in the place of their birth Rose dying in their pots, trapped till their dying moment
Sitting in the same diner from town to dead end town
Dying from moment to moment, this place has become my body bag
Trapping my cold soul inside this warm body gazing at the roses, trapped in their flower pots, growing rich from
sunshine, from excrement
Crossing borders here and there As my state of mind goes nowhere
Rose‟s dying in their pots, stuck there wilting from the chill of winters‟ air
My soul keeps rotting in my body, as it tries to escape in travel from
here to there
Driving, running and flying through the same world Hoping to find a gift from the universe, knowing that I‟ll always be
too far away
Knowing this truth My body is still warm, but my soul has become corpse cold, as I
watch roses die in their flower pots
My warm body moving from here to there Knowing that this cold soul is dead
That this world is its body bag
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Illuminating Desire By Steven Broschart
Cheers and laughs swell the air with anticipation
Beer and wine relax the core
Yet across the noise the room goes deaf
The smell of her desperation and exhaustion ignites my passion
Solitary yet refined she sits alone
Surrounded in an atmosphere of isolated caution
My heart pulls forward as my feet drag without direction
Vision blurry, my mouths depletes its air of delirious obsession
Her legs shuffle underneath as I approach slowly; caught in her womanly grace her
skirt rides high
Blood pumping into my every pore, my tongue struggles to gain its footing
I stumble forward onto the bar; gain my posture enveloped in the passion and lust
of my own mind
A glance to my right illuminates my soul with light as I study her every move
Stumbling internally, searching for words, I manage a dry gasp
A shuffle and a scratch reveal an empty void next to me, where my opportunity
was lost in my moment of trepidation
As her skirt turns the corner, my lips catch forward and whisper “Hello”.
Photo Credit: William Biersack
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Alone By Dana Graff-Ernano
Alone. In the corner. Your shadow is your worst enemy. You feed off the demons in your mind. Shattered in a million pieces, your heart aches for the happiness it once held. Don‟t bother climbing the stairs. They are never ending. You could walk a million miles and still be in Hell. Salmon and macaroni down your throat is hard to swallow when you don‟t even want it. Compensate
By Rachel Sangalli
Smash my toes, I‟ll use my heels.
Break my legs, my arms grow
stronger.
Lock my doors, I‟ll use the window.
Protect it with glass, I‟ll spare some
blood.
Steal my clothes, I‟ll embrace my
beauty.
Laugh in my face and I‟ll laugh with
you.
Whatever you do, however you do it,
I‟ll move on, I‟ll compensate.
In the end, I‟ll still have my spirit.
That‟s something your actions can‟t
take.
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Once Upon A Time By Nick Contarino
This poem is didactic—it is to teach a lesson.
Do not follow in my footsteps, this is my confession.
Not every day does an angel touch your heart.
To be quite honest, I was not very smart.
Deep does your eyes cut to my core.
I long for that smile with radiance galore.
I had you once, but let you go.
Since then, my life has been an everlasting low.
The panes of my heart are streaked with the tears of my soul.
I worry one day that it shall never again be whole.
The list of reasons why I love you is far too long.
It takes a man to admit this, but a bigger one to admit
when he is wrong.
“There is nothing to fear, but fear itself.”
I have searched every outlet looking for help.
The conclusion I have come up with is quite simple.
For everyday without you is yet another ripple.
I hope one day that you are not too far from my grasp.
That will be the day these demons fully allow my body to collapse.
If you smitten lovers are reading this
Do not make the same mistake.
Hold on to your love, whatever risks that might take.
If you are reading this, I end on this note.
The next few lines are based on foolish hope.
I cannot have you now, I could not have you then.
You will be mine again someday, the only question is when?
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Clipped Wings By Joseph Mastando
Sharp thoughts rise like the edifice above,
Scraping higher hues of blue, black, and white.
Sturdy and strong, block the majestic dove.
Luminous even in the depths of night,
When all should cease and rest their dreary might.
What lies beneath to stir such conception?
That which intersects, crosses, and crashes,
Amplified by a hawk‟s eye projection.
Momentarily, blind by the masses,
But molded simply to fill those glasses.
For if these thoughts would nature calmly brew,
Could sweet harmony and true peace embrace.
Sparrows swinging above would sing anew,
The willow bends would my eye firmly trace,
And in this frame might muddled minds replace.
But without voracious visions clouding,
Minds stagnate in the orchestrated pain.
A vulture to a bare brain, consuming,
Rip, tear, swallow--prided personal gain,
In deep dry deserts--soul‟s sorrow sustain.
In shape and in form, these thoughts twist and turn.
They melt in cognition, dripping in one.
And swans swimming by will bleed in concern,
For as their feathers had glistened the sun,
Now drip drop in oil, their fate sealed and done.
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Number Seventy-Nine By Madeline McQuade
Look through the green, a place between
comfort and curiosity.
Imbalanced brown faults generosity
creating a division of two.
What I think is me and you.
A bit of light and human might
planned a frame where it was bare
They disregarded perchance we‟d care,
you there and I here,
sitting unconsciously near.
If we were to speak we may concur
but green averts words that are
heard.
So instead we‟ll listen to the birds
that laugh with each chirp they
purr;
everything we infer.
What‟s the name I neglect to
know?
Can it be something like my own?
It may but still remains unsown.
Like the buds on green or the
green on brown;
entities temporarily unfound.
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In My Mind By Dana Graff-Ernano
In my mind I am the pearl wearing Apron „round my waist
Sock darning Brownie baking
June Cleaver wannabe I can never be.
I traded those images for a Sterling Silver wearing
Stained pajama lounging Fast food ordering
Life of a modern day wannabe Woman.
To state I am a woman is such a
joke. I am still in my mind a
Girl. Never a
Lady. Once.
Twice. Three times.
Sold.
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Song of Summer By Laura Lamica
Photo Credit: William Biersack
I don‟t know how you to be a man
but you became one so I could
stay a child.
How did we get from
partners in crime,
to you worrying what
time I came home?
People say we look alike
but I see no matching
features or resemblance
Both of us as tall as skyscrapers,
you standing proud as
a monument
me attempting to shrink myself
so not to stand out
You have the sun kissed Sicilian
skin, Emerald Isle eyes
I was saddled with the Irish pal-
lor and Italian appetite
When did you decide to become
the parent, the example you
didn‟t have,
to make sure my life would be
easier than yours?
Failure is something
you didn‟t inherit.
And yet there is no Hallmark
holiday to thank you.
No half painted mugs or ties or
screwdrivers or clever cards
to say thanks for making sure I
could ride a bike
and that two seats were
always in my corner.
Still you make it easy to
remember who you are
as you take the last cookie and
wrestle me for TV control
I don‟t know how you
became a man
but sometimes you
really can be a child.
Man Child By Erin Therese Vecchi
My feet feel best when wiggling in Water and sand, grass and soil; When they walk „long driftwood
On secluded beaches With hidden
campfire pits And worn-out tires half sunk
Or hoisted up as swings.
My lips feel best when lightly Chapped by wind and sunshine;
While bitten in anticipation.
My eyes feel best while smiling Into loving eyes and
Swimming glim‟ring rivers; While catching shifts in
Leaves and clouds and body.
My heart and feet feel best When bare and naked—
Sensitive to touch.
My spirit sings when summer sings to me
And holds my breath Securely in her hands.
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Blessed are the Free of Heart By James Fitz Gerald
Your body is a Gordian knot that only I can untangle from
those mind-forged shackles of your
mother‟s morals. and when I stretch too far
you clench my arms tightly around your supple skin that
rises towards those maternal mountains and dips into the neck that
curves
reaches towards your red lips and above your button nose
rests a head that houses Pandora‟s box
ready to be set free into the oceans of my imagination
and yet it‟s locked locked locked up by an elder‟s superstition based on
magic tricks and steeples and hearsay and no way
but that baby bird we found dying while we walked through the fields of
grass and lilies suffered every one of her last precious moments because
she
leapt from her nest too soon and jumped for sovereignty before the air
knew her wings were meant to glide
that bird died and sighed painfully and we both know that‟s true
but that bird‟s pain was a free pain and for that we should be jealous
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Untitled By Crescentia Danner
…and then I felt
I felt things I had never
I never thought I could feel
that way
it was more, more than anything
it was overflowing
it was my soul spilling
my soul is spilling
it was feeling connections to strangers
feeling connections
light was filling my chest but it’s burning my eyes
I could see music
I heard colors
it was an energy
it was drinking life from the source
I am swimming in life.
Souls are shiny
Technicolor
souls are cold
like iridescent ice
but they aren’t solid
you can’t touch them
you wouldn’t want to touch them if you could
you can’t tell what kind they are
good or bad
not by looking at them
sometimes you can feel it in the cold
bad is a different kind
of cold
a different kind of ice
a chalky ice
the good souls are
liquid ice
but at the same time
liquid fire.
And souls have tastes you can tell that way
if they are good or bad
the bad ones taste burnt
charred like cigarette butts
but without the smoke
without the addiction
tasting souls is strange
like full energy
when you consume
them
good souls are almost tasteless
slightly sour
kind of tangy
refreshing
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the good souls are addicting
their faintness is so distinct
it can’t be imitated
they all taste the same
aside from good and bad
you can’t tell one from another
they aren’t
as individual
as people think
the only difference
is the amount
of energy
that they are made of
sometimes it’s only
a pinprick
other times
a tsunami
it’s feeling things
you never felt
every time
your own soul spills
whets your body for
things you’ve never done
things you can’t imagine
things you wish
you wish you could have
things
you believe
that are reserved for the gods of myth
not for mortals
not for a soul-eater like you.
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Arctic Wasteland By Joseph Mastando
Icy, bitter winds whistle through the air. Meeting the water‟s
surface, the gusts mark their presence with the creation of a few rip-
ples. The mini waves carry to the ends of the pond, crashing against
bodies of frigid ice and eroded earth. The stale, cold smell of winter
lingers about the atmosphere. Away from home, he sits, passing the
days.
The winds pick up their momentum, and soon enough, they ca-
ress the body of the beast. His fur juts backwards, opposing its pat-
tern of growth and returning to a more comfortable state once the
currents cease. He lay sprawled out; his head rests on one boulder,
while his torso and limbs all sit on another. His reflection soon re-
gains its form in the water‟s recently disturbed surface. He stares at
it, slowly blinking his tiresome eyes. Reacting to a nearby scent, his
thick, black nostrils begin to fluctuate. Gasps from the distance
sound like an alarm as he lifts his head off the rock, observing his
surroundings. Anticipation grows, thickening its chokehold on the
spectators who watch in angst. This continues for about thirty sec-
onds until the creature places his head back down and returns to his
daily routine of lying still, staring into his reflection. Every person
takes turns gripping the freezing metal bars and staring out into the
arctic wasteland. A large cement wall reaching much higher than
any viewer‟s field of vision casts an unbelievable shadow upon the
entire surface. It darkens the ice and snow, and blackens the beast‟s
white fur.
After minutes pass, the bear braces a feeble stance and lunges
off the rocks and into the pond. The loud audience sounds off once
more, cheering and clapping to the animal‟s instinctive behavior.
Underneath the surface, he embraces a world of adventure, swirling
in bliss, spinning in comfort, and swimming in silence. When he
rises, beads of water drip from the corners of his eyes and down his
snout as the burdens of fame and misfortune reappear. He peddles
around the fifty feet of water for a while longer, walking shortly af-
ter onto the fabricated icebergs. The ice covers most of the area, bor-
dering the pond and extending across the approximate one hundred
feet to the cement wall. Foreign to the onlookers, a dark and eerie
cave lies beneath the wall‟s surface. It amplifies all sound, echoing
even the slightest whisper. At times, the bear will enter the cave out
of frustration and bellow deeply.
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All of the bystanders‟ eyes will spring open, fearing the monstrous
howl. They will walk away angry that their money‟s worth was not
accounted for. Like all others, they will view the animal‟s dismay
and weariness as a defiant irritation. If they listen closely, they will
hear it: the sorrowful sounds of sadness and solitude.
He travels back and forth across the ice. Rocks scattered spo-
radically about interrupt his path. He uses his nose to push a
smaller one out of the way, attempting to entertain his boredom.
Then, a powerful nudge sends the mass flying into the water. The
bear stares at it for a second, and then continues walking. The spec-
tators gleam in amazement, holding binoculars and lenses against
their eyes in order to capture the intriguing behavior. Some begin a
steady jumping motion while the rest stand with giant eyes, grin-
ning from cheek to cheek. Soon enough, it is impossible for the ob-
servers to contain their thrills and astonishment. One woman be-
gins running around in circles while another man almost throws his
daughter into the environment just so that he can see more of the
beast‟s behavior. Gradually, everyone begins talking: “Did you see
that? Isn‟t it amazing? I can‟t believe he‟s doing that! How
incredible!” But the bear just continues walking back and forth.
With a deep sigh, the animal climbs back onto his rocks. He lay
sprawled out; his head rests on one boulder, while his torso and
limbs all sit on another.
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From a Father to His Son By James Fitz Gerald
I saw you once,
An apparition in the corner of my room.
It was morning, but the windowless center of my insomnianic rage
Held no space for sunlight- no space for life.
And yet there you were, a glowing boy with mud-laden jeans and
Untied shoes- how I yearn to teach you how to tie them.
Your thin amber hair that you got from mommy fell just above your
brow.
Your eyes, those warm, blue eyes,
Stared towards me with remorse- an apology.
Thin straps from your pied backpack coiled over your shoulders
With a bitter, strangling tension.
You shook, my poor boy, you shook from the bitter frost of neglect
that
My bloodstained hands will never be washed of.
I lay in bed, whispering muffled pleas that turned into vivacious bel-
lows-
“Forgive! Forgive!”
In vain I howled, huddled under
My covers like a terrified infant.
With minute steps you came towards me,
Your arms reaching out and your lips quivering
With a ferocious fury that served to portend
The tempest that soon flowed from your eyes.
“Forgive! Forgive!”
As the tears began to fall from your supple face
And seep into the thin carpet, I reached my arm
Out to catch them like a bucket
under a leaking ceiling.
They coalesced into a thick sap and grew blacker as they
Dried into my palm.
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I stretched out to hold you, as if my grasp would be enough
To justify the life you never had, or the short
One that you did- the playgrounds you
Never played on, the schools you never learned in.
And yet, my hands grabbed only the emptiness of my desolate room.
The vast isolation- a small atom in the realm of the universe.
I glared at my palms, soaked with the sanguine reminder of
My ignominious treachery.
“Forgive me,” I whispered,
“Forgive me.”
Photo Credit: William Biersack
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Follow the grey fox to the deepest
glade in the forest.
Do not trust it,
For it will try to deceive you.
Keep a close eye the path,
Lest it wander off
And leave you in Darkness.
Drink from the spring that flows
from Nowhere;
Stifle your curiosity.
Should you see a fairy,
Or a gnome,
Or a nymph,
Leave it be.
They may stare and gawk in your
direction,
But take no offense;
They are merely amazed
To find that you are real.
When you realize that the fox has
abandoned you—
And it will—
Rejoice.
It was leading you into trouble
anyway.
Stop and take a deep breath,
Enjoy the afternoon air,
Then turn around and go home.
You need not venture any fur-
ther.
Not yet.
Remember what you have seen
And smile when you dream.
And then,
When you are ready,
Go back.
Trust the grey fox;
It is your friend.
Wander from the path;
It will find you when you stray.
Taste the sweetness of the ber-
ries
And follow the spring to its
source.
Nothing is elusive to you now.
Converse with any fair folk that
you meet.
You are one of them,
Or will be soon.
Watch the sun set beyond the
western border,
And do not fear the Dark.
Bid the fox farewell
And thank it for its guidance.
Walk in whatever direction you
please.
Fly, if you wish.
When you arrive at the other side
of the wood,
Continue,
And see what more there is to
find.
The Journey By Donnie Hiland
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Midnight Wait By Pamela Delano
At night when I feel like I'm the only one awake, I glide through these streets with the wind's exhalation, Silent but strong like the red bricks that stare, I hold up a structure that is barely there, Yet has great weight. My soul is paved below for you to stand, My hands quiver with the limber tree branches, My thoughts scatter like grains of sand. With each inhalation my body aches, I wait for the sun my eyes forsake, When I feel like I'm the only one awake.
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There are times in your life when you feel like you are no longer in
the driver‟s seat. A surreal feeling because the choices you‟ve made
in the past have put you in that state. So much runs through your
mind. So many words from your inner self and those around you cir-
culate through you at a rapid pace. You begin to distance yourself
from the bad choices by wondering how you got to where you are
now in the first place. Thinking back to even a year or two ago, you
wonder what lead you to making the choices that you did. No
amount of love or words of encouragement or hugs can mask the
way you truly feel. The worst part of it all is after you reflect on the
choices you have made, good or bad, nothing seems to change. You
continue on this path in life as if everything was wiped cleaned and
is once again okay.
Love what do those four separate letters formed together really
mean? That question can be seen as one of the mysteries to life.
Many people offer up their ideas and opinions. However can we ever
create a substantial overall quote on quote “definition” of the word
that everyone can agree with? I personally say no. There are aspects
of the word that everyone can surely agree upon but there are
things that the word brings that are different for each individual
and the situation that they find themselves in. Therefore again it
needs to be said, love a simple four letter word, that we as a world
cannot and will not ever be able to all universally agree upon.
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Queen of Cups, Queen of Swords By Christopher Bernadino
I trace the moon across the blade as she raises it to the full height of her
arm. It‟s virgin steel, unblemished and colorless except for my blood drip-
ping off its edge. I draw breath, savoring the coolness of it in my throat,
the taste of pine needles on my tongue, and the smell of loam in my nose.
As I accept my fate, comfortable in the choice I have made, I see some-
thing golden reflecting in her eyes and off hilt of her sword. A glowing arc
flashes across my vision as the sword rushes towards my throat, and halts
the blade hair-widths from my veins, quivering with its staying power.
A chalice blocks the sword. A cup, wrought of the purest gold, rimmed
with rubies, body flecked with emeralds and sapphires. Its elegance is a
testament to the skill of the craftsman. Slender, graceful fingers hold the
cup steady against the sword with hidden strength.I trace my gaze up my
protector‟s arm, she wears a gown of delicate silk, shining brightly and
moving like quicksilver in the moonlight. She wears a crown, not of metal,
but of laurel on her head. Her face is gentle and warm as she looks down
at me, eyes smiling, lips slightly separated.
The Queen of Cups whispers to me “Get behind me, and don‟t be afraid.
I‟m here now, you‟re safe.” I trust her implicitly and begin to inch along
the ground, blessed with the strength of her words. I manage to sit up and
gaze at the Queens from a safe distance.
The Queen of Swords is rooted in disbelief, uncomprehending of how her
prey has gotten away in its final moment. Her sword-hand shakes in an-
ger, and her eyes flit from me, to the Queen of Cups, and back, rage seeth-
ing beneath her skin.
“HE‟S MINE” she wails, half in anger, half in despair, and launches her-
self at the Queen of Cups, striking wildly and without tact, forgoing her
swordsmanship for a berserking wrath. Clashes of steel and gold echo
through the forest as I brace myself, afraid for my protector.
The Queen of Cups parries each blow effortlessly, without even moving
her feet. She stands firm, feet shoulder width apart, hands outreached
forming a shield in front of me. The Queen of Swords hops back, sobered
by the enemy who still stands against her, unharmed by the assault.
She launches again at the Queen of Cups, lashing out hysterically. The
Queen of Cups parries a thrust downward and externally, twisting her
assailant and exposing her backside. No mercy shown this time: she
strikes the back of her head, sending her sprawling to the forest floor.
The Queen of Cups plants a bare foot on the chest of the Queen of Swords.
She bends over to speak with her enemy, so close their noses are almost
kissing. “You may no longer harm him” she whispers, and before hearing
the reply, she bludgeons her face in.
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The cold air whipped violently around her red cheeks, making her shiver
involuntarily. She shoved her hands quickly in her pockets, curling them into tight
fists. She shifted her feet uncomfortably inside her old black shoes that were being
to wear on the side from years of use and cold, wet nights.
She felt the cold flakes of snow falling on her face, melting and quickly slid-
ing down her face to rest at the nape of her neck. The cool liquid seeped into her
collar, causing her dull button-down shirt to stick to her skin. The cool fabric felt
heavy like plaster on her small frame, weighing her down, pushing her farther into
the piled snow.
She began her walk forward, forcing her feet into motion even though they
protested with every step. The wind, now at her back, flung her dark curls in every
direction. The hairs sprayed against her face, thrashing against her once alabaster
skin, now pink from the bitter and cold air. Her ears ached as the cold seeped into
them, no longer blanketed by her hair. The back of her neck stung as the snow
smashed into it with each hurl of wind. And still she carried on.
The trees on both sides of her weaved in and out of her sight, dipping with
the curves of the land. Every once in awhile they would close around her, cutting
off the brutal wind. But they always pulled away sharply and suddenly, as one
would do when touching a hot ember, pulling back from the burning pain. The
trees pulled away from her as they seemed to nurse their burns, allowing the harsh
reality of situation to whip around her again.
She drudged forward still, an air of determination exuding with each delib-
erate and painful step that sunk into the cold, thick layers of the snow that covered
the ground. Her eyes were fixed on an unknown source in front of her, holding the
same intensity as the wind did.
She walked for what seemed like hours, years, a lifetime, moving past her
in a blur of color. She had no sense of what was around her; the beauty of the snow
that outlined the dark, dried branches of the largest oak trees, the sparkle that
bounced off each flake as it fell slowly from the sky, waltzing don to her as the wind
blew. She had no awareness of the quiet hum of life moving about her; the young
rabbit colony bundling closer and closer together below the base of a hallow tree,
the small fox standing guard of its den by standing on a small rock, or the doe mov-
ing slowly beside her, making her way back to her dwindling herd.
All she could hear was the airy laughter that the wind carried, reminding
her of every lost moment. All she could feel was the coldness forming in her heart,
icicles slowly spiraling downwards to her chest, filling it with pain and searing cold.
All she could see was her own reflection in the snow, her green eyes peering life-
lessly up at her.
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Finally her numb feet began to slow down, her destination coming into
view. A long, ominous, black fence took shape, stretching down the land for an eter-
nity. She walked to the fence, letting her fingers run down the side of the bar. It
flaked with years of neglect, the dark crimson rust falling at the softest of touches,
coming to rest on the bright snow. The fence was falling apart, and it seemed that
with one more good push it would all fall over, the once beautifully strong and pro-
tective structure failing from lack of care and attention. It was once elegant and or-
nate but was now decrepit and useless.
She looked at the large house in the distance, a swirl of fantastical architec-
ture and blackened bricks blurred by the falling snow. She remembered the happi-
ness that she felt when she was here before, sitting in front of the large fire, the
flames cracking in front of her. She sighed to herself and sat down in the snow,
wrapping her fingers longingly around the iron bars. She sat there for some time
before finally convincing herself to let go of the fence. She fell backwards into the
snow as the wind pushed against her face. She felt the cool snow slip down her
neck, cooling her whole body that seemed to have been suddenly set on fire from
the inside. She could feel it wetting her curls as she watched the snowflakes dance
from the sky, falling gracefully on her pale skin.
She brought her hands to her face, taking in the now blackened skin, col-
ored with age, the integrity of the fence. She placed them in the snow, trying to rub
away the past that was left lingering on her palms, a feeble attempt she knew. She
closed her eyes, feeling the cold liquid drip down her eyelids and pool at her lashes.
She allowed herself to drift asleep, lulled by memories that swirled across her mind,
encircling her like a blanket, closing her off from the cold and the rest of the world.
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to C
redit: D
akin
Ro
y
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The Trinity of Existence
When the two Immortals Time and Space came together, there was
a huge explosion which created another, known as Chaos. They con-
tinue to grow even to this day. Without these three, nothing can ex-
ist. While Time and Space have rules and discipline, Chaos is a
trickster and evidence of the Immortal‟s mischief is all around.
The wise worship Time, as the quest for knowledge is eternal; the
powerful worship Space, as the ownership of land gives power over
the world; and only the most courageous worship Chaos, as one
must be brave to push for change, or to deal in chance, which are the
Immortal‟s right and left hands.
As Time went on, Space complained of feeling empty and devoid of
anything. Chaos heard the plea and made an effort to make some-
thing out of nothing. Failure after failure was witnessed before Time
finally decided to help.
Together, the two Immortals were able to create the stars which lit
up the Realm of Existence. Yet, Space still complained of emptiness.
So, they made Great Rocks to spin around the lights. Each one of
these planets formed differently based on how close they were to the
stars. Space was satisfied by the Ornaments of the Universe and no
longer felt so empty…
The Ingredients of Life
On a certain Great Rock, three different disconnected beings roamed
the world. They were called Body, Mind, and Spirit.
Body was slothful and had no motivation to sustain itself. Mind was
small and too terrified to expand. Spirit, however, was free to be it-
self and wandered around trying to figure out just why it was there
in the first place.
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Chaos came to the Great Rock in the form of a storm cloud and
called these three abominations who threatened the very fabric of
existence. Body and Mind both willingly submitted to the judgment
of Chaos; however, Spirit refused to be pushed around by such a
bully. Mind was secretly inspired by Spirit‟s courage and formulated
a plan. Laughing at the insolence, Chaos summoned the Destroyer
to get rid of them.
Taking the form of
a great burning
wrecking ball, the
Destroyer decided
that Body would
be the easiest,
Mind would be the
next, and Spirit
would be the hard-
est to get rid of.
Just when Body
was about to be
pulverized, Mind
possessed it and
moved them both out of the way. Chaos had not foreseen this and
told the Destroyer to go after Spirit first instead.
Mind and Body both resolved to protect their friend and told Spirit
to join them. Together, they are the Trinity of Life.
Outraged, Chaos cursed them to be forever entwined; however, they
were better off that way in the first place! It was not long before the
secret of Life spread throughout the entire Realm of Existence and
continues to prosper to this day.
Those who seek power worship Body, as it is the container of physi-
cal strength and no one can be in charge of anything without a body;
those who seek wisdom worship Mind, as it ties knowledge together
and makes sense of information; and those who seek courage wor-
ship Spirit, as bravery comes from the soul.
The Destroyer looms over the Body, Mind, and Spirit of all Life wait-
ing for one to slip up and capitalize on their mistake…
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to C
redit: W
illiam
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