A word from the desk of one Von Kotterhausen

Aim small Miss small...

Above is a quote from the movie 'The Patriot' as the father in the film reminds his son how to shoot smart. If you aim for a barn door intellectually, you will hone in on a mountain side, and if you aim for an eye brow hair, you will get a head-shot. The more you pinpoint, the more you'll bull's-eye every time. So, the Full Crow Moon, or Full Worm Moon is like aworm about honing in. It's all about tunnel vision, organization, and preparations for the sowing season. Seeing ahead while simultaneously 'living in the Eternal Now' to the time of the inevitable harvest to last another cyclic rotation of the Wheel of the Year, knowing there will be hardships on horizon, equally as inevitable.

It definitely is survivable, and even through challenges met we thrive;think of one of the sayings professional fighters use: If you enter the ring scared and intimidated, thinking you are going to get hurt...you will get hurt.

There is risk assessment involved, even with any undefeated champion, you still get hit. As hard as anyone else will. Yet, this as we will find and explore is all about checks and balances feeling your own body and making sure 'all personal effects' are still on your person and have not been lifted. Are you aware of where you are? Not just big blue sky & I'm doin' fine, type aware. We are not aiming for mountainside; we are aiming for precision accuracy to cultivate our own divine and elite being natures. Think singular eyebrow hairs.

That other old saying, An ounce of prevention..., it rings true to this undertaking and really is worth that pound of cure.

We have transitioned to the Year of the Ram/Sheep. One of the major qualities is elegance, naturally flowing earth, Yin of the Tao, making sheer 'landscape of mind' challenges seem effortless. You have to recall, there is an 'old goat' living in there, but the landscape is more barren to most and unyielding...they seem to stand on impossibly vertical cliff sides. As to the shamanically leaning people, an animal nor a human would ever be separate from the landscape itself, whether the physical land or the psychological notion of landscapes. All too often, we see ourselves as separate conquerors over the landscape, and even then do the same with totem energies before full blown initiation experiences. Wouldn't it make sense that an animal associated with gracefulness or smooth savoir faire live in a lushgreen, rolling forest where fruit is everywhere and naked, white feathered maidens run wild, waterfalls and hot springs as though living inside the ultimate cornucopia? No, though.

So, here we see an internal core depth of a grace amidst harsher challenges, yet the exactitude and fortitude to thrive. Goats don't eat gourmet...they are designed to digest tin cans like it was buttered toast.

This idea is similar to the chaos underlying information systems and the 'pure white light' hovering just over them all, and the descent into the raw materials to uncover great things in yourself or even return to the world tribe with a healing vision and some new practical medicine or visionary medicine. Virgo is the sign of those who are into medicine fields, most of all. This beautiful month of March, we have a full Crow/Worm moon in Virgo.Which, I think is awesome, grand, and spectacular in every way, as the Virgin seems to compliment my Pisces sun and I attract glorious, intelligent Virgo souls often.

Raw materials always, always signifies the details that that old proverbial 'devil' is lyingin wait within, too. There are not many more 'devil' associated animals than the two birds thatare the owl and the crow. Just me, but I'm one of those oddball people who thinks the pure white dove...being pure whit light, is just as 'devil' associated because it is the pure Yang that denies, avoids, despises and cuts out Yin from the 'global game plan' as being the source of all of our problems. Once that is gone, we will be fine, right? WRONG!

This is not about white doves of blessing, though. It is about Crow, and as we can see by the unfolding elements at hand, even Owl. It is about the redeeming features so many bypass at the core of a common 'devil' association. Respectively, the trickster associated with chess (more commonly as Raven), keen observation, and strategy, whose tricks are often at the expense of deities to help humanity...very Promethian figure of shadow living in the Day. Then, we have the latter totem; wise old sorcerer of the eyes of the golden orb sun glowing inthe Dark. Between them, a beautiful cosmic yet earthbound synergy is created.

Both are essentially completely unloved by the other birds, yet necessity to the aviation community. By this term, I mean not just physical birds, but the BA of the human soul in astral and shamanic flight. While we say 'wise old owl' correctly, Blodeuwedd: Welsh goddess of spring, and the renewal growing, the Maiden to the Mother and the Crone, is the Owl. So, there is also a lust/love for life and the methods and various techniques for birthing and sowing and freshness. It is not some misconceived & stale 'nursing home resident' featureat all whatsoever.

So, looking at any Yin-Yang artwork, and there is tons of it in circulation, the tiny seed core of the One hidden in the Other is at once a most beautiful prospect, but often so threatening as the challenge or the change we must participate in, once we feel or think we have mastered the entirety of the context of any given polar feature. As I stated in a personal blog earlier on:

Those who fixate themselves in the exaltation of Light, will find a time coming they are drawn by chance, destiny, fate, and free will all synthesized, to extol virtues of the Night, and attune to the associated features...

and vice versa, when it comes to those who tend to fixate in the Dark as refuge needing to expand in the diurnal affairs beyond their propensities to their given habitats & habits. It is just a fact of Life [and half-life, and oversoul, and moving beyond ito the next life, and Deathhimself and/or herself], and does not need to be this huge melodramatic thing that eats us alive, but it also should not be sequestered away (by 'elder masters' of great title or merit) from passionate creativity and lust for life. This embodiment is not for the young alone, and what is youth, but for the perception of a fully aware and involved heart and unabashed radiance of soul?

Once again, all of this being written about now is bearing in mind Saturn in retrograde around the horizon, and the other issues thoroughly addressed. People here should be up to speed. There is no reason any retrograde cannot help you or is a dooming solar system fascist out to chuckle at your ultimate defeat...not even Saturn in retrograde, who is known for devouring his children now and again to maintain his sphere of dominion. Think of it like netting butterflies. It does not matter if the butterflies are going Northern updraft or Southern downdraft. You are either effective netter or not. You either are on the upshot of observing pattern and habit or your lifestyle is being keenly observed, with that does come the possibility you are set to be in net of some unaccounted for party. Simple as that.

The following info reduces current handicaps; the primary Fool is the King who does not acknowledge he is the Pawn on any other given board, at some vast cosmic scope.

So, now we can move on...

Let's go over the Ram/Sheep's attraction to the refined. One thing I picked up on looking at the stars a few days back: In styles of material wealth, mind, and emotional so then spiritual, too Posh and Gaudy are not the same thing. We might think of the zodiac totem of the ram belonging to Aries; true enough, and the [fish]goat is Capricorn, and right now, we have a sun in Pisces along with a year of the Ram, as well as lingering Winter beyond former record, that means it's time to take Time into consideration. Saturn is Capricorn. I see black and gold. I feel Yin receptivity in Earth as the Thing that Capricorn energy wishes to convey yet further. Capricorn is posh style while Rahu/North-True Node in Retrograde in Venus ruled Libra presents gaudy style, and that too was just addressed, but in the last presentation, it took on the more sinister temptation of the addiction, and toward the end essentially states 'Pick You Poison...because we are all addicted to something'. Even Dr. Phil McGraw is addicted to craving the spotlight where all can witness what a flawless healerhe is. Vanity at its most refined. He is a posh addiction attracted to 'fixing up' gaudy addiction. See where I'm going with this, now? Is Phil a Virgo? I think so. Check for yourselves, I need to move on...

Pisces as the opposing sign is Neptune ruled, or potentially the addiction in the gaudy oreven at times completely chintzy gifts Venus bears or seeks to abide in.

Pisces, in modern era, is Neptune ruled, and aptly so. In former times, also Jupiter ruled,and also aptly so with lingering effects yet strong today. Jupiter being expansion, and Pisces being an ocean to the degree of uncomfortable limitlessness, both to others externally affected and their own psychic internalized turmoil. A Piscean, much the opposite of what people as a whole are doing and say we should, must be able to sublimate and differentiate tostay sane and be able to continue on in life as a whole, functioning unit, which seems purely oxymoron or a misnomer.

In transition of the 4th sun to the 5th sun at the Eschatologic Solstice Greater, we are acknowledging the drive to produce and cast upon the face of the earth, compensation and to some extent overcompensation of light. What enters my thoughts is, all this is good, great, and fine...I am a cosmic artists aiding in ascension as a planetary intelligence with the rest of you souls. The main contending factor is: What kind of light are you talking about?

Freedom is a big general term that can sublet into many meanings and conditions and sacrifices of individual life units or whole currents they ride on, so is Light and Love and Positivity. A Pisces/Virgo commonality is to seem to compartmentalize for the sake to better the Whole over what they wish to deny or call the odd feature out..even that is 'a square or a drag', yet no sign is a square or a drag...trines, squares, sextiles, and drags or oppositions are exposed to all signs and reinforce, reimburse, tax and make all signs into vulnerable people again, or in direct 'netting' into ascending and developing souls into our natural divine evolutionary transformations between Celestial fields and Solar/Terra wheels.

To conjure the thing right, let's look at a simple illustration: Spirit is a Whole and consists of infinite variety of plurality under the Great Wing of. Exactly the way Water is everWater regardless of segmentation into 10 cups. One cup we make into tea, one into coffee, another into koolaid or fresh squeezed juice and so on and so forth ever after to the next aeon.

Soul/Sol is the exact same, and we have the Anima Mundi which is World Soul, while we have many, many lights...an infinite variety of souls. All One Fire and One World and OneWater. The Unity experiences entropy and disaster when the individuation a key word in line with divide and division, a composite subdivision under the Great Wind of Chaos and whirlpool of Strife is not just sacrificed for the greater good of the Whole and community, as we all must do and their can even be pleasure and reward in that on some level, but we ultimately fail in its demonizing, sequestering, oppression of, pressuring expressions of, and political correctness overbearing group sensitivity that overcompensates for other more core weakness of mastering spectral fields at the expense of expansions of horizon entering furtheron integration of challenging features in the naturally attracted opposites.

Easy enough?Okay, we can go on; but having stated that I hope clearly enough, I hope the notions of

a One Anything is and remains and nervous delicate pact with some of or own devils lurking in details not yet dealt with, and it is not a black carrion bird nor a nocturnal bird of mystical prey...it's now more than ever the light producing over compensation of a blaring white, pure clean dove to be rid of counterparts and opposites as absolute solution...clearly, not only are you insane at that point, but the solutions are swept under a rug to glorify yourself over the problem you've now been led to embody on many levels. Not good at all...just wearing the white knight mask. Let us work together and on or own free will clock that this is not the shoddy government we walk into over the course of the next two millennium.

If we embody Saturn in retrograde, we think we are kings on the board, but we are netted pawns and set for extinction as the custodial species living within the soul of this planet, not merely conquering over the surface of.

Capricorn energy as it stands now is being in full collaboration mode with the Scorpion ruler known as Pluto/Hades...Death God of the Underworld and transition to Diamond Body, Thunder Mind Life. The current Winter habitat stands as the transformer is initiating and getting things to move in the 'thickest element' of matter. Taurus is Fixed Earth, and Capricorn is Cardinal...therefore, we are mistaken all the ice and frigid storm as the bane of Spring, degradation of entrance to, and stagnation of activity or nothing happening in the lingering 'arrogant' message of Death yolked to humanity like an ultimate oppression. Not thecase. As stated before, much is going on under the ice that ice creative. There is what I and many others are coming to find as a universal participation error in mind where spirit is involved. Ice and Fire, though in Germanic mythology and creation scenarios have long stood equal precedence as both creative and so formative and so of equal import on the stage or level over the active, creative, and formative; these 3 being most often known as Assiah, Briah, and Yetzirah, not listed in their traditionally domiciled preconceptions, though respectively in the translation.

Pardon my bluntless here, I guess, but I will just clearly state I view it as one of the gnostic arrogance pitfalls as gnostic as I am anything else that these segmented elements into as column perforated from creation and formation and the archetypal should stand. In this case, I think those crazy ancient German pagans I also am as much as anything else were onto the benefits of equality in element as well as the feminine divine coupled in equality with appreciations of integrated differences between us all in our seeming bifurcation of polar extremes. Part of the mysterious glue holding us together is we are a banquet when one brings tea, one brings coffee, one brings juice, and pray a bunch of us decide to bring a bottle of wine to the Thing.

If we are all just trying to outdo each other in how clean we keep or water vessels andbring out more distilled water supply, we will end up crucifying one another into the next 4ages.

Spine comes from the heart, and supports the mind with a steady anchor, it doesn't organize into managed segments underneath unattached mind...that's the problem of the archon's perception. How do I know? The whole tree comes from a bursting [core] seed, and seed comes from the fruit at harvest. The best, most secure, deepest root is not managed by the cleanest appearing branch. At the core, we are Soul. Protecting and nurturing the flesh, we are pure Spirit, under the soul to the spheres is the skies...

Savvy?

Saturnus Ends Choose one or ten

Some of the 'meat and bones' in this presentation that I wanted to exhume and breathe life into is an old question from the Age of Pisces monotheist to the modern Pagan/reemerging Gnostic...us crows and owls...

Why do you 'hang on' to 10 or more gods? This is romanticizing a dead [therefore unclean] Thing.Clearly, there is 1 true God and this works best for us all...

Speaking tactfully as possible: No, that works best for you. For me life in particular, in tramples the shit out of those born with many defects that

make them wild, unable and not willing to conform to the drab institution, dangerous and innovative to the point of threatening long held power positions, and let us recall yours is a jealous god...whether because of Soul, because of the free will soul implies, or that there are other gods the free will engendering soul may become conscientious of to choose from, it is your matrix to figure all that specificity in. I am not going to begin to try and 'commandeer your Yetzirah'.

That's a thumb of the Wheel of the Year abounding the Zodiac.

I love Wheel of the Year arts. To so many misconceiving monotheists, wholly unclean. To myself and others, it is hope of better times, the best working its way in now, and the free will to offer chance to die, or perhaps even fail in life. If we could not disgrace our ancestors, we could not ever unfix ourselves from exaltation false self righteous claim to examine deeper; no Gaia or World Soul, no planet Earth...because no shaman tied to the land by voluntary anchoring, no heart at the core of matter, and no extolling the virtues of a crow or owl to save a nave, self and other damning white dove [to maintain managerial position and title] as lord over all lands...yours and mine...

So, why 10 or more gods? Well, the gnostic [pagans included as virtually no pagans are totally gnostic mystery ignorant, knowing the mystery of 1 in 3 and 3 in 1], the gnostic paganof modern science even if yet institutionally ostracized views the Anima Mundi as in ascension formations and that includes transcendental activity [both 'Right Hand Path' and 'Left Hand Path'] stating we are gods and becoming gods returning and 'from out there' is really gifted forth of truer known Self 'to within here'. It is a simple statement that is becoming more apparent to even Vatican approved science; should be no cause to be up in arms or alarmed at threat to religious disagreements.

Even the Christ said, 'Does it not say in your [jewish priesthood] scriptures that we are gods'? Christ never said, I am here to tell you how wrong you are, he moved on and didn't even think to argue, but spent the rest of his career as a prophet trying to get others interested in any sort of viable way who otherwise were locked in fear sponsored by hypocritical clergy bodies. Christ was a necessity...neither wholly a necessary evil, and so then neither a wholly necessary good. Simply put, having happened at all in Space-Time was Necessity as an integral occurrence in our history, in and of himself.

All this is getting deeper into philosophical conjecture, but any posed question requires some kind of a launch in the strategy of cosmology, both returning to and bridging in logic based narratives, i.e. Philosophy...at least some. I like to think my own is not stale, anyway.

The lowest common denominator in 'why' for me personally, and probably a bunch more people outside because the aesthetic is more attractive..you can do neat 'magic' or 'spellcrafting'..and it is less moralistically restrictive, making Saturn another cog in a bigger wheel instead of the black & white End All-Be All monad animator:

When the primary king or father or queen or mother royally screws up and absolute power corrupts absolutely, we have fail safes...we have 10 or more equally or more powerful gracious entities waiting in the wings to dethrone that cessation of causation ruling.

It is not flawless, by any means, but way more of an Old Roman Republic than a cosmicdespotic empire. To belong to a thousand is to have more room to form original self, rather than divinely inspired Stockholm and Munchausen syndrome by proxy. So, choose one or ten? ~

My own quote here:I would rather hear a thousand symphonies then transform into a thousand more

rather than perfect the single OM in eternity, and be unmoved...

This seems to many conventional buddhists as the bane of buddhism and enlightenment,but it is also a true Eastern Mystic principle of absolute liberation in action and...

if shying away from passion, the seed of all compassion is at the core this root emanates from.

I could end it there easily as that is beautiful, but there is more info that needs to be added into make this a 'perfect circle'.

Moving more mercurial for time's sake, as I have other works at hand that are equally pressing matters; down to the actual business of the most obvious things we are seeing in the solar system...

Note: this part was written observed March 2nd, moon yet in Aries. So, while moon is now in Virgo, the charging did occur and you will find this info stands and is presently underway into Equinox...

Earth and Water are receiving lunar, martian and saturnine all as a trine in Fire.It presents a resolution in matters of rulership, a shift, and a continuing struggle, but

with better vantage points and and boost in the weaponry and strategies to deal in your life...are you doing the tedious tasks it takes or rushing in headlong like a self immolating holy hand grenade samurai? It's up to you, I often live by the samurai code, but in other areas of my life, I walk as though I'm just always on 'thin ice'. The moon should help you in the intuitive sublimating of what force to apply and withhold when and where, but likely, now is the time to act on your waiting in the wings, especially if you have been already for some time slowly gardening with steady, plodding dedication...sowing legendary with your head down to see the stars, looking in and shining true from your core seed strengths.

You might make the decision to either 'go with the flow', and it is in season, or go against the grain in bravado with haste and lust for life, or bulwark yourself in anchoring and fixate things and much like Winter extending, your cardinal transformation or rebirth is a preservation of sorts. Ice equally a creative principle...gestation does not mean no wheels are turning, they turn truer deeper for a while, is all. You are getting something up and running with more intention that it will have longevity beyond seasons.

Are you able to synthesize between these things? Rahu/True Node being retrograde, in the Scales, you are being told 'NOPE', at the time being. Will you be a Promethean hero or otherwise defy the Fates? My best...

Subtly speaking, we all always already are doing that feature of working in everything to balance as such and juggle. Dynamic surface wise, though...a chemical reaction pushes on along one of the three roads of Hekate mentioned here.

One thing I definitely am seeing and starting to apprehend in these cycles and hours is the rise of Craft Work in amulets and talismans to keep moving at speed, rather than 'stoppingthe clock' and doing entire banishing big rituals or ceremonies...those, too, are receiving an agile, posh, sleek, classy change. Rather than gaudy or chintzy pomp, status, and decadence. Many feel the entropy with all that shit creeping in, too. With the profound Aquarian leaps in innovations and invention of the age at hand, we want something more realistic and less clumsy for a life lived on the fast move..a beauty and sadness is that we are beginning to grok, living as much one with the technology of the landscape, that we are short lived and wealong with the latest mobile device could be considered obsolete models quite quickly.

Embrace the Aquarian...my own Venus...acknowledge She can be a fickle mistress if you are not elite, modern, advanced, and both agile and adaptive while resolute and designed to last [especially going Capricorn in Vedic/jyotish astro]. Only then is your heart and mind fit to survive her Anima's Nature and habit..latter primarily being lust for the novelty in life. Invention as a word is synonymous with novelty. I have to live by the seat of the lifestyle of afrog..by that I mean impressing Venus through multi-tasking. If I myself do not juggle and make myself into the Magician in the tarot deck, in the realest sense, my syzygy begins to enter the waning period. So..now you know how to look for yourselves to know who you are,just by me introducing another dimension of myself. Women, instead of Venus, enact this with Mar's in your chart as Animus/cosmic-masculine-at-work in your spirit core, and look me up if you need solid help translating to optimized peaks. It only helps you in the long run...

Right now, Chiron heavy souls like me, you are being naturally maximized, the sun is clearing your clouds...drink it in...and gift yourself to replenish and keep abundance in flow, rather than just doing for others until you are bleeding back out again, then wither off the branch. Another beautiful Greek tragedy among so many voluntary statistics.

You do realize everything I'm talking about is the monad emanation returning to the Source and disseminating the Code in DNA??? Just checking... feel your body over..you know where you are? Of sound mind? Still have your wallet on you, etc etc?

Okay...let's do the shit right, then.

Kotter,

Out

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