Truman Capote - The Thanksgiving Visitor
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T.ll.t'out mean! odd Hmderson ws the nemest human crearure
Ard I'm sp€aking ofa .welve-1ca-old bon not some groxtup who
hes hrd the time ro ripen a mturally *il dispositioD. At least, Odd!:s trelve in 1932, when w mre borh wond-graders attending a
seall-mm *hool in rural Alabma.Tall fot his age, a bony boy with muddy-red hair md narow )€l
lor e1es, he rowered over all his closmares-rculd have in aay event,
6r the rest of us were only smn or eight lcars old. Odd had failed
6m grade rrice md *a now sening his second rerm in the se.ondgnde. This rctry record wcn't due ro dumbness-Odd was intellig.nt, naybe onning is a bener rcrd-t'ut he took after the rest oftlle Hendersons. The whole family (there were ten of them, notcountins Dad Herdetson, who rru a boodegger and sua[y jn iail,all scrunched together in a fou-room house nst door to a Negro
church) \r a shifdess, surly bunch, oery one of them ready to doyou a bad ruq odd reo't the rcrst of tbe lot, md brother, that is
Many childr€D in our sch@l came from families poorer than the
Hendersons; Odd had a pair of shoes, while some boys, girls toq
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were forced to go barefooc righr through the bicrerest *€acher-
rhat's how hard the DePressiotr had hit Alab+ma Bur nobodv, Idon'c care who, looked as dom-and'our as odd-a skimv, freckled
s€arecrol, in sweacy cesFoffoveralls that would hart been a humilia'
don ro a chain-gang convict You mighr have felt Pitv for him ifhe
hadn t been so hareful All the kids reared him. no! jusr s \ounger
kids, but *en boys his om age and older
Nobody oer picked a 6ghr eith him excePt one rime a gnl named
Ann "Iumbo" Fi'chburg, who happened ro be the other rown bu v'
Jumbo, a sased-off but solid tombov with an all'hel-letloose
wresrliDs cechdque, jumPed odd from behind duritrg recess one
dul mornin& a,1d n took three ceachers, e*h ofwhom must have
ushed the combatot! would kil eeh other, a good long while to
seprate them. The result \6 a sorr ofdraw: Jumbo lost a tooth and
halfher hair and develoPed a gralsh cloud ia her left eve (she nevet
could see cle* again); odds afflicdons included a broken rhumb,
plus sc(atch scars thrt wil stay wilh him to the d'v they shut his cof'
6o. For months aftermtd, odd Plafd every kiod oftrick co goad
Jumbo inro a rematch; bucJurnbo had gotten her licks and gave him
considerabte berth. As I would have done ifhe'd let me; alas, I wEs the
object of odds relentless attentions.
Considering the era and locale, I was fairlv wel off-living, as I di4
in a high-ceilinged old counrry house situ'ted wh're the town ended
and the farrns and forests beg1n. The house belonged to drstaat rela-
.ilts, elde+ coulins, and rhese cor.rsins, rhree maiden ldies 'rdtheir ba€helor brother, had t l(en me under their roof because of
a disrurbance a.rnoog my more immediate famih a custody batde
rh.t, for inrclved realons, had left me stranded in this somewhat ec-
ceotric Alabama household Not that I was urhaPPv thete; indeed,
moments ofthose few years ru$ed our to be rhe haPPiest Part ofdoth€rwise dimcdr childhood, mainlv because the voungest of the
cousins, a womm in her sixties, became my firsc friend As she w* a
child herself (many Peopie thoughr her less chd chat, and mur-
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mured abour he! 6 chough she were the twin of poor nice Lester
Tucker, who .omed the screets in a sweet daze), she understood chil-
dren, and understood me absolutely.
P.rhaps ir wa strsge for a young boy to have a! his besr ftiend maging spinster, but neither ofus had d oidinary oudook or brk-sround, and so it war iflevirable, in our sepdate loneliness, that we
should come to share a friendship apart. Except for the hours I spent
.r school, rhe rhre€ ofus, me md old Queenie, our feisry litde rar !er-
rier and Miss Sook, s seryone called my friend, were almost al$ays
together. we hunced herbs ir the \roods, went fishing on remote
creeks (wich dried sugatcane stalks for fishing poles) md gathaed
curious ferns afld greeneries that we trosplmted md gew withrr.iling flourish in tin pails and chmber pors. Mosth though, our
tife was lived in the ki.chen-a farmhouse kiccheo, doniflated by a
big black mod-burning stove, that wo often dark and sunny at the
same.ime.
Miss Sook, sensirive a shy-lady fern, a recluse who had never trav-
eled beyond the couty boundaries, was rotally unlike her brother
and sisters, rhe larter being do\tn-to-earth, vaguely msculine ladies
who operared a dry-goods store and sewral o.her business wnrures.
The brothea Uncle 8., owned a number of cortor fems scarrered
around the countryside; because he refused ro drive a car or endure
any coDtacr whate\,€r with mobilized machinern he rode horseback,
jogsing aI day from one properly m anoth€r. He {r€! a kind man,
.hough a silent one: he grunced rs or no, and rea.lly never opened his
mouth except ro feed ir. At aery meal he had th€ appetite of dAlaskan grizly afcer a winrer's hibernation, and it war Miss sook s
rask to filI him up.
Breakfat w6 our principa.l mea.l; mid&y dinf,er, ucept on Sun'
dals, od supper were casual menus, often composed of leftovers
from the morning. These breakfasrs, served pronptly at 5:30 A.M.,
were regular stomach swellers. To the preseot day I retain a nostalgic
huDser for those cockcrow repcts ofham and fried €hicken, fried
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n.rL choDs, frted c'rnsh fled squirrel lrn season) fned eggs'
['i,; ;l;; ;,:;';;,..rxk eved peas corrards u(h (ouard Irquor
l:l:lilJ;;;."'"in br'(uiis Pound'ake Pan('kesandm-o'
il:J;;.;l;.r"...b. home'nad'e iams ,"d rerrie"we€r mrLk
fi."r-'*,'.",*" **'-fl'tor€d and hor a! Had's
The .ook, 'ccomPanied
by her ass$ta$rs' Que'nie and myself'
-,"'*- -"*i" i' r"'r ronre the *ow and vc rhe rable and ger
::il;;;;;;:""* ai rhar hour wls no*he hrdshrp ir m'v
lllil, .'.i-"." *"a -,i ,"d anldav we arwav<weni ro bed a'5soon
:iil'.:: il,J ;J,1"'," li::*1,:;Iillil,lliflliiend wa-s not as f6il as she teemed' thotrgh sr
:;lI;;;;"."" -ere huched \he had s'irong huds and
:::;;;:;" ..,,. --" *:l *' 1"'1,:fl:":l :[:"il::r'*"a ,*-' shoes she lnunablv wre sqt
1,1i1""" i."" *i *"''dnsunhed race' wirh rts deric'terv crumsv
iill,."' *l tl**,. ,urhr,r eves bespoke r rortirude rhr( sus-
'i"'"J'i,-,' -"" *";"'ad orar rnrenor sprriruat shrne than the
iis,lle su'rx" or m"r" mortal health' -.-drhenumbetofhands
Neverth€less, dePendins o' '1" '"*'l i-",,-"" * -*y * n"
.dDloved on Uncle B' s farms' rh*e wete sor
llil''"",i1'"'.r*"'''o thos'drwnbinque6: rhe handswereen'
'fi:J::Hi::*;; ;l x:::; :*::;,;il'J5*lr N.ero worna rd"' "' * "r
r luvand unreliabie butcrern rhe house and do th"
'::'"1 :: l:":",#;r';';;; ;,r lifelons friend of Miss sooks.*irch.m:Jt
ihe work herself. she
,- -n.la"' rePlx'ns hN.rnd simPrv^:']"r.ri.r."",.,".r."r",.a
.hooDed6rewood rended r large menagerle
;::::il;;.;""' mended a, our cto'lhes: ver when I came
il'.. ii"l "t'"' "" -as arwavs eager-to k*p m€ comPanv -to
llilJ"..J-,-" """t -ook d rush offm a mushroom hunt or
Ii-:;;i;^;;. "'." we s$ 'n
rhe kirhens w*ng rr'lernoon
hsht, helP me wi(h homework"".i" il'""a ,o,*" *"'mv kxtbooks (he seosrrphr arlas espe-
crallv r'oh, Buddv.- she would say because sh' 'aled me Buddv'
:;1,;;;;-. a rake named rrricaca rhrt rearv *iscs som'where
'].i" *"ii:,
", edu(auon sas her educaEion as werl Due to her
"iioi.". *""". *" n, had almo$ no schoolns: her h'ndwrnins
i.]-I ""i"' "i "t-;t ""Ptions the sPeurns a highrv personat ud
.t."*,ff-" , ..,f a A'eadvwure ard read wirh asmootherassur
1""" ,n* 'i" ** **'e ofthough she msas€d (o "srudl'one
"ii" ii"r,". "*t o" -d never mtssed Lirlle orPhan Annie or
:;" #;;;:';* .omi(s'arried bv'!he Mobrre PaPer) she
-"i "i'L,i"" **" * 'oui' rePor' cards f Gosh Buddvr FNe As
'""* .u,i-*lli a.* a*" to iope m'd get an A in arirhmetic")'
* -*l -r',"" - *' -hv I hared s(hool' whv some mommss T
*"0, *o p,*a"a *nh 'ncle
B" rhe deciding vorce I n the house co
"';;;;;;.;^", thar t hated schoor: what t hrred was odd
";;;;;".".-""" he conftivedr For instln'e he used to wart
;;';;;';J.* ""der a Mter oak rhat darkened an edge or
:;. ..;";;;;;;* . his hmd he herd a paper sack sruffed with
..tut-.i+u* -rr."ed on hrsmv ro school rhere ws no sense
l'-.1"" - """". nt.' tr he wa' qu(k a5 a c^il'd snake: like a raF
:;; ;;;;;,..-"..e ro rhe ground md hrs sr*tv evts greerul
::;;;;;;;.; ; mv s..rp usuanv a cir're or kids s'nsed
"..""i - ,t""" - **eni ro; thev didnt reallv rhink it tunnp but
:il;tr,".;"" ""d readv to Please' Later' hidrns ia a tolet
i i" *":1"... i"'"* untansle the bu s knor'ing mv hrr: this
.".f...". -a *"vt *ernr mtssing ihe 6rsr b'll''-
O". ,".."d-t-U" "*her Miss Armsrrong' was stmPathetic' for
*."*."*,"a il* ** naPPening: but evenruailv exa-sperated by
;; ;;;:;;.;-".' .he ruged aL me rn rronr oT: :11-Y
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'*u.u* ot" *n**. what a brg head he hasl rvaluing ln h'rc
;;; ;;;;,"'",r.".,r" berr' A harr hos " \there"":l':'5,-il'p."*a *
"uo n-derson md shouted: "Ye[ at him'
one lo blame. The sonafabitch''
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I knew a loc of curse words }f( 'ven I $Et shocked when I h€rd
-i- ii*i."*,.** rn .,n awrtr s.ence sd Miss Armsrrons'
:J:**il;;;;;i:,i' *,,':y,'if :,#,: J*:;:: ::;hands. str. Palms uP, sn Then' whtle Udd n(
l'l.i.ii.t-" '-il. *" tris*red the Parms or mv h ds wrth her
br.rs-edeed ruler unrilthe room blurred'"'? *ii"n" ' "'*
* smarl Pnnt io risr the rmarnr!iv' Punrsh'
-j;: &;il;:',. *.rr ":"':i.ii ili*,[""117*.< the serxe ofdour expecrarions he
'ndu€:?#; ";;;;;;'i
r asked him "r'ishr ou'[ $ha( had I done
l,j.5"i"i"iir*" -. 'o muchr suddenrv he relared r't me roose
:""IH:'|r;;;a;'', r'm ius, slraishren,ns lou our 'He was
lii.i',*.,.i"r.,'"';' and the mom"nr h' srid rt r reariTed rhere
Hl'.-i;;;.:; " 'o arter his rudsmenr o'[he.ho
'loughen
mvselfto accePt od defend rhe fact"''*,".. * i 'o'*o
*e Peace ofihe w'rm krr'hel w:ere a'lr'ej''
",Io,i"i, * .""-'"t * "la
d'g "p uon" and mt iri'nd Pu*er ms
I:' l';1";;:";;;;'r'r or oid Hendmon -ourd bre$edrv sride
.-^* -..h.ulders Bur Loo otreD rr nltsht' rhe nat rou lton eves
[::":1,':;T;,il,r" i', iu,' r,""n *'*.'ronouncing crLrer
Promises hr'sed rn mv ea o(casionJty crres ansrng
Mv friend s bedroom was ne'r to mnei
.# -J.ui-''" """":* *:T' l:;*:l ;::f:l: :T;,"rl sha.ke m' out of 3n odd Henderson
il;,H;;;:*"* "*" "'*1 3":"'" she\ shaking And
:li- '.
,"r",",, i",i" *""gins wet' Ma)be $< ousht @ cJ Do'tor
;;; ;;;;';*'"- .n"' r' "';' " r"'"" 'r'"
r'*u rha'[ Ir was'be'
:il:#;;;,;i;""'boor'ror rhad 'lordand
rord her howodd
Henderson rre ed me'"'l]l ..- i:J ',."* terkrns ibolr.ic nev'r m'n'ioned ii anv
-J*.'i.""*'." ;i"."0 :" *-"':'::?:":H
il',|]ITi:*"1:,s bd as I made hirr our' lnnocence' Pre:
;::::;;:il;r''sora(edMrsssook kr'[herincapabreoFen'
comPassing an eul 50 comPLere
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"oh,' she mighc say, rubbing hear inco my chiled hands"'h' onlv
-.t , "n
,., .r, ofpJ""v He ' not smarr and Prelw as vou are''
l. ,.* '"1""a""rn" "tng
ro keeP 'n
mind BLrddv' is thrsbovcl" t
i",, *'1', "i,r, n" -"* r know env difrerenr' all rhose Henderson
.i.L*. r',*'*a ',
n'a' And vou can lav rh'at rr D;d Henderson s
J.." , O"n, ,tn" ." *, n, but that man never was 'rything
ex€ePr a
i*.nl"? *o " .r. ,tu *u know utrcte B' horsewhiPPed him once?
.."'i. n. i*,-* " o;s d hoBewhiPPed hrm on the sPot' rhe
i"..i,"*,r'* *". n"pp*ed $E! when lhev locked him uP JtsLrte
;*.. u.i. i;";;";'"orrv Henderson beror' she married Dad'
,'i',i*" .. 'r,*" .t" -as and fr'h from snmewhere aross rhe
.*. ii"-*.'*o a. t"oe Dmvers dom rhe rod' le*rune ro be a
O'.""-.UJh" *"a to Oiss hete and see me ho€ing in the gdden-
.".ir ,.t'," "",,
*nn '"*lv
red hair' md so rppreciatiw ofewrv
.it"']i..",,i* * t'" her a bunch of sweet Peas or a raPonica'
,"oli"l* i*r' '" 'otr'cianve' rhen she besan srrorrins bvdm
,, ..- *t* orAn*a""on-and him so much older and a perfecr
,..- Or"r*, **. *tU' rhe t'rd must haw H$ re&sons' But ii s
,]i-"-., ".rt.- '
o" rnore thar rhirw-Eve rd rhere she rs with-
"", ".."rn *'n* t*a * a dlme m her name Nothing but a house-
ii .r "r,ira.""
.o feed You've sor ro take al1 that into account'
Ruddv. and be Pa.Eienr'""-",."r., *f'r. ** tn" u'e ofdi\cussing 't? Pinallv Ehough my
n,""i i,J -.t**o 'he seriousnes of mv despeir' rhe realiza'
,,"" *,*"0 '.
, O"*' 'ay ard *as nor the outcome of unhappv
,i*:r. *"** l" otJins scenes with uncle B It happened one
,,i"v November rwilighr *hen we w're si(flng Jone tn the kirchen
)il.1t..'i or"-"-" ore.upper was over' rhe dshe' sracked ard
..,"*;i";;.i* i' " "'ke'
s"'"'s I courd hed mv rriends
;;:.:";;;;;";;""nderrhe rkppinsnoiseorrain on rheroor
;;;;,;;.,..' ;, worrre*nd t M' no'[ r(endins' rhoush I
-.. "J,"* .n* n* *Ol*t was Thanksgiving' then a week auav'
"'"" ."""t"' *O ""*' "'auied
(Uncle B had 'tto'r
ma'ried' but
t'. i'.".* ."-.".0 tn" "ngagernent
ring when she sw rhat sharing
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r house wirh rhree verv rndrvidurl 'prnsrers uould be ptr ofthe bar-
:;:;;;; il;*red ex,ensive tamrrv c"nnecrions rhroush'
il:;;;:;;,;,:;"',". aprenry ard o aun! Mr\ Mdv ravror
;;i;';;; *r," *,..." h'[rndred sd three v'ears ord As our
i.""" *ri.* r."*' *a the most convenienrlv looted' it i{as tra'
i.,"., a. .n*"-""'io's ro aim themselves our wJv everv vear ar
-;-.;i;;.";t rhere were serdom rewer chan rhirw cere'
;.;,,.:,;.".; ","rous chore because qe Provrded onrv the
se(,ns and .n amp,e num*.:l'i:1:.:::Y:.; ,,"m con,ribu,ins
The suesrs ,uPPlied rhe lrimmrngs ea<n (
t"" "..1*r"..r*' o'" 'ousin rw(e removed' Hdriec Parker from
;i;;;;,;J" r".i".,.mbrosia '[ransPrlenr ordse dices com'
ilfi; ;;""d t.."d coconuq Harriecs sisrer Alice usua,v ar'".;::..;.,
a ai'u or *r'pp"a and *isinsr the
.""ii" ,I'i"i ".
*o '
rs Bir conkrin and their quarret of hand
;;";;;;;;.'. ;;",. broughr a dericiou5 arrav or wgerabres
.,""; il,," the mmd Mv own favorice was a cold banana
;il;;,;;"d re'rp" or ir'" s(ienr runr who desPrre her
il;'1 ;:.;,i;.,"'i''ar' "'"'g"'i'' .. o"' *rrow she rcok rhe
"""i* .iin il. **" *" oied ir 1e34' ase one hundred dd flve (and
il;,;;;;;;-;"".'!hecurrainrshewas "'iackedandrrampredbva bull in aPrcure)'"" ;;;'*; *-*r'nson rhese ma(erswhire mv m':ndwan'
.".J;;;;;; ;-;" * -eianchorv as rhe vtt twilight suddeolv 1
r'""ra r'* o'ir.r.r"" 'p 't'e kitchen table: "Buddvl"
'You havent Iistened to one word'"
-,i',1" *n, *"0 *" "rkevs
this vear' u4ren I sPok€ 'o
uncle B'
,""",i" n" '"0 * **"d,ou to krll them' Dress rh'm too"'
-ll'"111r."",rr, ," -nou how '!o
do lhrnss rike 'lhar
'
.r"#*.r"t-* '*r" u's job tr w6 s ordeal for me ro watch
him butcher a hog ot eve. wling a chicken's rcck Mv rriend felt the
*-" wav: neirher "f us ..uld abide anv violence bloodier than swat'
ting tlies, so I was ral<en aback 'r her carual r'l'ying of rhis com-
Now she smiled. "Of course you won't I'[ ger Bubber or some
other colored boy Pay him a nickel Bur," she sdd' her tone descend-
inc conspirarorially. lwe ll l€r Uncle B' believe it sat you Then he II
t"-pr""..a -a "op -r.g ir ' 'uch a bad rhrng''
"whar's a bad thitrg7'
"our always beini rogecher He s'vs vou ought to have other
ftiendr, boys your om a'ge. Well' he's righr"'
"I dofl'c want Y other friend "
"Hush, Buddy Now hush You've been real good to me' I don'r
know what l'd do without vou' Just become m old crab But I want
to see you happy, Buddy. Sttong, able ro go out in the world And
y"" '";*"' s;;;s.. ,""1vou come to rerms with people like odd
H.nderson and curn rhem Lnco friends''
"Himl He's the lalt friend in rheworldlwan'"
"Please, Buddy-invire that bov here for Thanlsgiving dinner'"
rrrougrr tte pair or us occasionaUv quibbled' we oever quarreled'
At firsr l"was u;.ble to believe she neant het request as someching
more rhan a smple of poor-tcce humor; but then' seeing rhat sh€
*a! serious, I reatized, with bewilderment, rhat we were edging
toward a faUing-out.
"I choughr You were mYf;e'd "
"I am, BuddY TrulY."
'lfyou were, yo,: couldnt think uP a rhing like th't odd Hender'
son hares me. He's mY era,l ""He can'r hate you. He do€snt know you "
"wel,I ha.e him."
"Because ),ou dorlt know him That's a1l I ask The chance for,Du
to know eaci other a lhtle Then I think this rrouble will stoP And
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maybe you're right, Buddy, m+e vou bovs won'r ever be friends'
But I doubt rhat he'd Pick on )ou oy more'"
"You don'r understand You've never hated anybody'D
"No, I never have. we're allofted just so nuch rime on earth' and I
woulaln't sant the Lrd to s€e me wdting mine in any such mannei"
"I won't do iL He'd thinl I was 'razy
And I would be "
The rain had ler uP, leaving a siletrce rhat lengthened miserably
Mv foend s .led eyes co nremPlared me as though lwere a Rook cdd
she ws decidhg how ro plav: she maneuter'd I salt-pepper lock or
hair offher foJead and sighed. "Then l will' Tomorrow"' she said'
"I'I put on my hat and Pav a call on Moly Henderson " This sate-
meni cotified her derermiration, for I'd never known Miss sook to
Dlu, (all on ,one, not on\ because she uas ennrejv urhour so-
d:l rrlent. but also be(ause she ms too modesr to Presume a wel-
come. "I dont suPPose rhere wil be much Thanksgiving in rheir
house. Probably Molly would be verv Plesed r' have odd sit down
wirh us. Oh,I know Uncle B would never perrnir ic' but the flice
rhing ro do is invile them all "
Mv lauehrer woke Queenrer ard afrer a surprised rnsrmt mv frrend
la,,gr,"i r".. He,.he"ks pinked and a Ughi flared in her eves: rrsing'
shiugged me md said, "oh, Buddv, I knew vou'd forgive me ddrecognize there was some sense ro mv norion ''
she wm mistalen. Mv merrimenr had other origins Tm one *"rthe picture of Uncle B. carviog turkey for.ll those canlankerous
nenierrcns. rhe *cond was: Ic h'd occurred to me that I had no
cause for atarm; Miss Sook mighr excend the inviration 'nd
Odds
mother mighr a.cePt it in his behale but Odd wouldn'r shos uP in a
ne would be too proud. For instance, throughout the DePression
,eu,. our schooldsrribued free mrlk and sald$iches ro Jlcbildren
$hose families were oo Poor to P'dide rhem qth a lun(h box' Buc
Odd, emaciated as he *as, refsed ro have anlthing to do wirh these
handouts; he'd wder oft'by hinself and devour a Pocketful ofpeanuis or gnaw a large raw turniP- This kind of Pride \6 characteF
isricofrhe Hendersonbreedr they might steal, gouge the gold out o[
a dead man's teeth, but chey would ne!€r accePt a gift onered oPenh
for mything smacking of charity was offensive to them. Odd was
sure to 6gure Miss sook's invic.tion 6 a charireble Sesture; or see
it-and nor iocorrecdy-as a bl&kmailing stunt meant co make him
I went to bed thac nighr with a Iight heari, for I was certaifl my
Thankssiving would not be marred by rhe premnce of such an un-
The next motning l had a bad col4 which was Plearanq it meant
no school. lr also meanr I could have a fire io my room and cream-of-
tomato soup md hours alone with Mr. Micawber and David Copper'
6e1d: the happiest ofsByabeds. Ic was drizzling agaiq but ftue co her
promise, my ftiend ferched her hat, a straw cartwheel de'orated \ ith@ather-faded velver roses. and set our for che H.nderson home. "Iwon\ be but a mirute," she said. In f.cr, she was gone che better Pdtofrm hours.I coutdn't imagifle Miss Sook sustaining so long acon-
vers.tion ex.ePr with me or herself (she talked to herself ofreo, a
habi! of san Persons of . solitary nature); and when she returned,
she did seem drained.
scill wearing her hat and u old loose raincoat, she diPPed a ther'
momerer in my mourh, then stt ar rhe foot oflhe bed''1like her,"
she said 6rmly. "I always haw Iiked Molly Henderson' she does atl
she can, ard the house e6 clean ar Bob SPencer's Engernails" Bob
spencer being . BaPtist minister famed for his hygienic gleam "bur
bitter cold. wnh a cin roofend the wind right in the rood and nor a
screp of6re in the fireplace she offered ne refreshmenc, and I surely
would have welcomed a cuP ofcofree, bur I said no. Because I don'tqpect rhere {€! any coffee on rhe Preoises Or sugar'
"k m.de rIIe f.el ashamed, Buddy. It hurts me aI the my down to
se somebody srruggling lile MoUy. Nryer able ro see e 'lear
dav' I
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dorlr say peoPle should have evervthing thev wanr' Though' come !o
ctri"t oi it, r a".,:t s"" *r'at's nong wirh rhat, eirher You ought to
have a bike ro ride, and whv shouldnl Queenie have a beef boft
aerv dav? Y.s, no$ ir s co I Lrndersrsd: we re'Iv aI
"f us .,gtrr rc r,^e **yrhjng we w'nt' I ll ber vou a dime rhar s
what the Lord inrends. And when all around us we see PeoPle who
can't satis& the Plainest needs, I feel arhmed oh, not ofmyself' be-
."u* who am r, an ord nobodv who n*er owned a nritq ifl hadrlt
had a fanily to Pay my wav, rd haw stared 'r heen senc 'o
the
Counr/ Home. The shame I feel is for all ofus who have 'nlthing
extra when other people have nothing
"I mentioned to Monv how we had more quiLs here rhan !'e 'ould
.ver use-thereh a trunk of scBp quilts in the attic, 'he
ones I made
when I was a girl and couldn'! go outdoors much- Buc she cuc me off'
sad the ne;rsons were doing just 6ne, rhank vou' and the onlv
thing rhey wanted wa Dad to be set free and senr home to his peo-
oh. lMrss Sook, she told me' Dad is a good husbsd no ma(er
whal else he mishr be Meanwhile. she hd her 'hildren ro cere ior'
"And, Buddy, you musr be Mong abour her bov odd Ar least Par'
ri.Iy. MoIy says het a great hetP ro her dd a great comfort' Neler
complains, regatdless ofhow marv chores she gives him Sa)' he can
sing'good s you hear on .he radro' and when rhe younger chiJdren
",i,l.r "" , *.1*. t
" .m quiet rhem down b\ sl nslns
'o them
sless us." Je hmented, retrieving rhe thermooetei' "a[ we can do
for people like Molly is tesPecr them and remesber them in our
The rheroo'netd had k€Pr me silenr; now I demdde4 "But whai
abour rhe inviBrion?""Sometimes," she sai4 scowling at rhe scdle' rhread in the glass'
"I think thes€ eyes are gMng our' At mv age, a body srarts to look
around,€ry cloely. so you'li remember how cobwebs reallv iooked
Buc to ansrer your question, Molly wa hapPy to hear vou thought
enough of odd to dk him over for Thanksgivi'g And"' she contin'
THE THANxsGIvING VIsIroR
ued, ignoring my 8roan, "she said she was sure he'd be tictled ro
come. Your temperaruie is jusr over rhe hundred mark. I guess vou
cm count on staying home tomorrow. That oughE ro bring smilesl
Let's see you smile, BuddY."
As it happened, I wa5 smiling a good deal during the next few davs
prior to che big feast, for my cold hed advanced co crouP and I sas
out ofschool the entire period. I had no conr1ct wirh odd Hender-
son md therefore could not PersoDally ascertain his reaction ro the
invitarion; buc I imagined it musr have m.de him laugh first ud spit
n*i The p.ospect ofhis a.tu*lly appearing didnt worry me; it \i€!
6 farftt hed a possibility as Queenie snarling at me or Miss Sook be-
rr.ying my rrust ir her.
Yet odd remeined a Presence, . redheaded silhouette on ihe
rhreshold of my cheerfuhess still, I was tmralized by the descriP-
cion his mother had ptovided; I wondered if it was true he had
another side, that somewhere undernealh che evil a speck of hu-
maneness existed. Bur thlt was irnpossiblel Anybodv who beli4ed so
would leare their house r:nlocked *hen che gypsies came ro coxn Alt
you had to do va.s look at him.
Miss Sook war as?re that my crouP was not as s-ere as Ipretended, md so in the mornings, when che others had absented
.hemselves-Uncle B ro his farms dd the sisters to their dry'8oods
store she toleraed my gecring out ofbed and even le' me ssist
in the springlike house.leuing rhet always preceded che Thanksgiv-
ing dsedbly. rhere was such a loc ro do, enough for a dozen hands'
we polished rhe Parlor furnirure, the Piano, the black curio cabi
net (which concained only a fr.gment of Stone Mountain rhe sis'
rers had brooght back from a buliness lriP co Atlanta), che formal
walnu! rockers and florid Biedermeier Pieces-rubbed them with
ledon-scetrted ws until the place was shinv as lenon skin ddsmelled like a cicrus grove. Currains were lauDdered and rehung, Pil-
lo\rs punched, rugs beaten; wherser one glance4 dusc motes md
cifly fearhets drifred in the sPa*Iing November lighr sifting through
THr CoM?LE rE SToRrEs oF TRUMAN Capor!
the ra.ll rooms. poor eueeDie w4 relesared to rhe kircheD. for fearrhe mrghr lerw a s ay hajr. perhaps. fler. ,n rhe more drSninedareu ofthe house.
_ The most delicace task was preparing che Dapkins aDd tabtectochs
tha. rculd decorare the dining room. The tiao had belonged ro myfriend's molher who had receiwd ir .s a wedding gifc; though ;t hadbeen ued onty once or twice a rrar say rwo hundred rim;s in rheprsr eighry vears. newrihet.ss ,r tr"s eiShry,eds old, and mendedparches and-freckhd djscoloradons wtre rpparmr ftobrbry ii hadnor bee. a frne marerial !o begin wirh, bur Miss sook rrcared ir a!though it had beer woven by gotden hands od healrnly tooms: .Mymother sai4 'The day may come when ail we .an oEar is welr \rEcerand cold cornbread, bur at leasr we,ll be abte ro serve ir on a rable serwirh proper ]inen.,,,
At nighr, afrer the dals d2shinS about md when the rest ofthe house \B dark, one Gebte lamp burned lare while my friend,propped in bed wirh napkiDs massed on her lap, repaired btemishesand rears wirh rhread md Deedle, her forehead crumpted, her eyescruelly squeez4 yec ilumin.red by rhe farigued rapture ofa pitgrimapproaching o attar ar journey's end.
. From hour ro hour as the shivery rotls ofrhe fdasEy courrhouse
dock rumbered ten od ereven and c-elve, r irould waie up md seehd lamp scil lir, and would drowsily lurch inro her .oonto r€pri-mod her: "yououghr ro be asle.p!,,
"In a minure, Buddy. I can,! just no!r. when I rhink of alt rhecompatry coming ir scdes me. Srarrs oy head whirting,,, she srd,ce6ing ro sdcch and lubbiog her eyes. ,,w7hirting wirh srars.,,
chrysmtbemums:some as big as a baby's head. Bundles ofcurtedpenny-coiored leaves wirh flickeiing laveDder uderhues. ..Ch8sen_themums," my friend commented 6 we moved rbrough our garden5rrlking flower-show btossoms slrh decaprraring shears, -ee likeI'ons. Krngiv ch lfreB. J altrays er?e.r lhem ro rp,,g. ro rurn onme wirh a growl ud a roar.,,
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It was che kind of remark rhar caused peopte to wonder abourMisr sook. rhough I undersr.rd rhrr ontv,n rerospecr. for I alwayskre" iusr $ har sh. medr. and rn rh,s insrance rh. whote ide. of ir,the nocjon ofiugging al rhose growjing8orgeous roaring Irons rntothe house and cagrngrhem in Lackyrases lour final decorarive e!onThdkssiving Eve) made us so siggty and giddy ad srupid we weresoon ourorbreath.
"Look at Queenie,,, ny friend said, srurcerinq wirh mirrh. ,.Look
at her elrs. Buddy. Sredrng rnajghr up. She\ ;h,nking. wel. wharkind of luDarics are rhese lm mixed up wirhi Ah, eueenie. Comehere, hone, I'm going ro gii€ you a biscuic dipped in hot coffee.,,
A lively day, char Thdksgiving. Lively wirh oD-dd-off showersand abrupt sky clearings accompanied by chrusrs of raw sun andsudden bandir winds snarching aurumn,s teflo!€r leaves.
The noises ofthe house were tovely, roor pors and pans md UncleB.'s unused and rusry voice .s he srood in the hall iD his creakinssunday suir, greeting our guests as rhey arrived. A rew cane by horse-back or mule-&awn wagon, the m.ioriry in shined-up farm cruct(sDd rackery fliwers. Mr and Mrs. Conkiin dd .hei. four beaurifuldaughrers drove up in a minr-greeD 1932 chewoler (Mr. Conklinwas well ofl he omed s*eralfshing smackers .har operaced our ofMobile), aJ' object which doused warm curiosiry amo.g rhe menpresentj chey srudied md poked ir dld aI bur rook itapdr.
The Ersr guesrs ro erive {rre Mrs. Mey Taytor Wheelwrighr, es-cofted by her custodims, a grandson and his wife. She wa! a precylittle rhing, Mrs. v&eelwrightj she wore her age as tightty..s the rinyred bonner rha(. tike rhe.herrv on a verlla sundae s perkJy aropher milky hair "Darlin, Bobbn,, she said hussirg Uncle B., ,l reaLiz;weie u irg-bir efflv. buL vou knw me..lwa)s puncruJ ro a f.uh.wc,ch war an apology desened. for it uas nor yer nine o ciock andguests werent expecred much beto.e noon_
Ho\\'eee\ de,?botb affiv.d earlier rhm we iDtended-ex€epc rhePerk Mccloud family, who suffered two blowours in the space of
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TlrE CoMPLETE SToRIES oF TRUMAN CAPoTE
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'*,"r or. w€t
m$-ti*md**i#r'.*rn:*ffi ;
''lll".tTiinl:,l:::: y:::l,t * ;,,il# I* :*:Twith her rh$ I fert odd.H'*"::]"::l T:,';;;,. say. an experi'h,m berore r s'w hirn:th" '"':" " P"" lll'-l,i,r.
" nnie.o,bobcet
""."a *".a"- "r*'rnpending
encounter u
'"l':i.l:,".,h*e,he re*ow.srood arii:.$',i";;:,U"**:
'" halfour' To othershe musr beve seemeosl
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--i".,-.,. ***."a rnd sitr,st.r,! ';i :il:lli:?:'iH: *:.":*tf ;i::"L'il::t1," ,".'rld ni show up, vu* ' *' --
brme rhis awaired dey.
'oua *-" *' or'p"'"* "
*'o""l:t-li"i i". 6rm. .crobtic
However. odd had nor ve' '"" *:-lll^ o*,. *o dverad h!m,
6nser5 somersaurBns ove' *" -"Ti'l:".:;. *li.,gl'n" n,toihe wes wrchingher' Ii* **:'"1 *ll lr'i]i"i. ni"" n "-come upon rr". ai*ored ar. -"*'i"::":1,:;;;; ni, a,".ay ..a,. ift,"'-"," "o*"'pr"a"t :'"'"
*"":: ]:."""
""daTedhim I q,.!
exs raabecome prmren'l' *:'"i::1t-; ;;;, ,he hau ro ch.
able !o squeeze direcdv Pasr him ano ru
k,tchen. "He s here:" . , .r. L^urs earhe( moreoEr rtrMv friend had comPr'ted n* *'1-, 'l-i;;,, ;" n, o*" t,o'
had rwo corored women h"'o'" "ll.)lT',** "
preense of k GP'
ins in (he kit'hen sin(e o" Par1':1":;;*-;lldof minsrins,.!,h" * "a
q*""i" 'mPanv
rn rrucn s
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with any group, even one comPosed of reldi!€s' which was why'
a*o,* i.-,."ri-* o' lhe Bible and its Hero she reelv went (o
.i,'l.i. "**"n 'r,"
r"*d all thtldren and was at e*e with rhem'
.i" ** ".. *.1*"0r" * a child ltr she codd nor accept benelfas
. *". "t
-t.*"*t *O '' a (oIecoon ofrhem behaved like m aq k-
*li "."in,"ar, ",,"". -d E(herarrcrushed' Bur the
'rd'z ofParties
"iu,-"ir..i*r, " , otry she couldni take Part rnvisiblx for ihen
how festive she soutd have fel('
I noriced thar my friends hands were rremblingj s
u* """J.",nt -"';""a of calico dresses' tennis shoes and Uncle
,." a"J"a "***", "e had no
'lothes aPProPriate to srarchv oc-
l*,"*.i.*, "t" ** ast inside somethins borrowed from one of
her stout sisters, a ffepy naly-blue dress its owier had worn to er"erv
funeral itr the courry since dme remembered'--lt J" r,.."," , ,"r.'-"a her for the third tim'' "odd Henderso' "
"tt* -n, **" *",nn him?" she said admonishinglv "rhaCs
"- oai,", a,aar. Hat y"uI Parcicul'r guest You ou8hr rc be out
.here seeinghe meels everubodv and has a good 'im€
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THE CoMPLETE SroRIES oF TRUMAN CAPoTETHE THANxscrvlNc VlslroR
Hauling me oflward, mv friend introduced hersdfto him: "Buddy
and I, *"'ie * happy 1." could come " odd had the manners of a
Uly go.t, he aia. r sta"a uP or ofter his hard, h'rdly looked at htr
."i it -e ""t at .ll p.unted bur dead game, mv friend said' "Mavbe
odd wi[ sing us a rune. I know he can; his nother told me so'
Annab€I, sugar, Play som€thing odd can sing'"
Reading back,I s€e that I havent thoroughlv describcd odd Hcn-
derson's eais-a maFr omission, for thev s€re a Pair ofeve<atchcrs'
like Aralffs ln the c/Lr Gdng coredv Pictures Now' because of
Annabel's fl.ttering re.ePrivity to my friends requesc' his ears be"
came so be*-brighi it ma& )our eves smart He mumbled' he shook
his head hangG but Ann.bel sid: "Do ,ou knN 'I Haw seen th'
Lishi?- He didrl,but her next sugges(ion was greered with a Siin of
reioenicion; rhe biggesr fool could iellhis modesry wes aI Put on
oiggl,ng. ennabelstruck I rich chord' md odd in awice Preco'
"i",i,--i,t* ,-q 'when Ehe red' red robrn comes bob bos bob-
Uln A".g"ir'" ea,-: "PPle
in his t'nse ihroac FmP'd: Amab€l's
enthusi.-im .ccele.ated; the somen's shri[ hen charter slalkened as
rh* becrme a*are of the enterrainmenr' odd was good he could
sins ror surc. and rhe jealousv charging through me had enough
poi.. to "t""t"o.ot"
. -.rderei Murder was what I had in mird; I
codd have killed him as easilv as sw't a mosquito' Easiei
once more, unnori€ed e\€n by mv friend, who w* absorbed in th'
musicale, I esclPed the Parlo! and sought The Islmd That sEs thc
name I had given a PIa.e in the house where I uenr whetr I felt blue
or iftxDlicablv exuberant orjusr when I wanled ro rhrnk thrngs owr'
rt ws r mammorh cloec anached rc our only bathtoom: rhe beth-
roon itseli excePr for ics sanitarv fxrurcs, was like a cozy winter PaF
tor, -;trr a io*Jr,a. tove "eat,
scattet rugs, a bureau' a fireplace and
framed reProductions of "Th' Dodor's Visit," "sePcemb'r Morn'"
"The Sam Pool" ard calendars ga'tore'
There were two small stained-glos windows in the closeti loznS€'
Iike patrerns ofrose, amber ud green light filt€red through rhe witt'
dows. which looked out on the bathroom ProPer' Here and thctc
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"I6r'r I c.n\ sPeak to him"'
""""'i. *" *'r"a .' n"r Lp having a head rub: mv friend (ood
,"]J,-r.t q*en" -o disciosrng a srerch ofnarv-blue marerial
.i.t*"i *,n o* n".. 'eid 8'dd)' You mear vou hiven.r sPoke'
,l *t.r,",r."0**s obLerared her omidiry: akingme bv the
h:nd. she sreered me to rhe Parlot''-;n.J '", hru tretLed owr odd's werare rhe choms of
Atrf,abel Conklin had dram him to rhe Piano lnde€d' he was
'.."..n"0 * O^a" *"n rhe Piano seat'slrting rheresrudlngher
orrn.iir-u*, n'' "*
opaque rs the orbs ofrhe sruffed whale |d
."",i,n" *rn-", *r'"" " rounnghonkv+onk pa'ssed rhrough rowrt
,. *- "a*."*a * ,'" of,gjMl MobJ |{ck- and n (ost 6!'e
'enrs ro
;;;; *.,,'* *r',t a s,,*t of (rooksr). A< ror Annaber' she
*."ta nO, *.f, *y.n-g that 'alked
or crawled-no' that's unfair'
f.t-n 1'- *Afy . f."- "f generosity, of simPly b€ing aliv€ Sti[' it
ga* me a h".r m se" he' playing cure \tich that mule skinner'
tHn aoMpr.FrE SroprEs oF TRUMAN CaPo rE
patches ofcolor had faded from the glass ot been chipped auag by
applying m eye to one of rhese clearings, ir ws possible to idendry
rhe room's visitors. Afcer I'd been secluded rhere awhile, brooding
ws my enemls success, foorsteps iDtruded: Mrs. Mary Taylor
wheelwright, who stoppedbefore a mirrot smacked he( face with.powder puff, rou8ed her anrique cheeks and then, perusing the
effect, announ ed: "Very nice, Mary. Even if Mary says so herselt"
lr rs well knoM rhat women ouLLve menj could ,r merely be.upe-
rio. vsiry rh.r keeps rhem goingl An vay, Mrs. wheelMighr sweet-
ened my mood, so when, following her depature, a heaitily rungdinner bell sounded through rhe house, I decided to quir my refuge
od enjoy the feast, regardless ofodd Henderson.
Bur just rhen foorseps echoed again. He appeared, looking less
sulen than I'd ewr seen him. strutly. whisding. Unbuttoning his
trousers and Ietcins so wich a forceful splarh, he whisded alotrg,
jaunty ar a j+nd in a neu ofsunflowers. Ar he w..s leavirg, m open
bo: on the bureau summoned his acrentior. Ir w6 a cigar box inwhich ny friend kepc recipes torn out of newspapers ud other junk,
as well a a caneo brooch her father had long ago given her. senti"
mentel lElue aside, her imagi.ation had conferred upotr the ob.iecc a
raR cosr.iin€ss: wbenever w. had caue for seflous gri*ance agan*her sisters or Uncle B., she would san "Never mind, Buddy. we'll se[my cameo and go away. we'll rake the bus co New orleans." Though
ne\€r discussirg what we would do once we arived in New orleans,
or what we would live on after the cameo money rm out, we both rel-
ished this fanr6y. Perhes each ofus secredy realiu d rhe brooch was
orny a Seds Roebuck noveltf all the same, ir seemed to ur a talisman
of rrue, rhough unteste4 magic: a cham thac promised us our free-
dom ifindeed we did decide ro pursue our luck in falled spheres. so
my friend never wore it, for ir w6 rco much a creasure co risk irs loss
Now I saw Odd's serilegious firgers reach roward it, wacched himboun€e it in the paLE of his hand, drop it btk in rhe box and turn
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THE THANI(scrvrNc VrsrroR
ro go. Then retu.n. This rime he swifdy retrieved rhe carneo and
sneaked it into his pocker. My boiling fiisr insriftrwas to rush outof the closet md challeoge him; at that momen!, I believe I coddhave pimed Odd to the floor &t-well do you recalt how, in sim-
pler days, funoy-paper arrisB used to illustrate the birrh ofm idea
by skelchins an incandescenr lighc bulb above the brow ofMurc or
JetT or whomever? That's how ic was with m.: a sizzting lighc bulb
suddenly radiated my brain. The shock and brillidce ofir made me
burn md shiver laugh, too. odd had huded me o ideal instru-
ment For reEnse, one that would make uP for all the cockleburs.
In the dining room, long tables h.d bee. joined to shaPe a T.
Uncte B. wd ac rhe upper cenrer, Mrs. Mary Taylor wheelmighr at
his righ. md Mrs. Conklin at his hft. Odd was seated between rwo of.he Conklin sisrers, one ofthem Anoabel, whos. complimenrs kept
him in rop condicion. My friend had put hetselfar the fooc oftberabie mong the youngest children; accotding ro her, she had chosen
rhe position because ir provided qui.ker ecess to the kirchen, but ofcourse it war be.ause rhat was where she wished to be Queenie, who
had somehow gor loose, \,!€s under the ralle-.rembling and was-
ging wi.h ecsrasy s she skittered becween che rows of legs but oo-
body seemed to object, ptobably because they were hr?norized by che
uncared, iuriously glazed turkel's aad the ucellenc aromas rising
€rom dishes ofokraand corn, onion fricrers dd hor mince Pies.
My om mouth would have wacered ifit hadn'c gone bone'dry at
.he hedt-pounding prospect oftotal revenge. For a second, glancing
ar odd Henderson\ suftused face, I experienced a fragmentary re-
gret, bu.I rea.lly had oo qualms.
Uncle B. recired grace. Head bowed, eyes shut, caloused hands
prayerfully pked, he intoned: "Bless You, O Lord, for the bounty
ofour table. rhe varied fruirs we cm be thankful for on rhis Thanksgiving Day of a troubled yee"-his voice, so infrequendy heard,
€roalcd wirh rhe hollow imperfeccions of an old orgm in an aban'
doned church "Amen."
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The., 6 chrrs were adjusred and.aPkins rusded, che necessaiv
pause I'd been tisre.ing for rrived. "someone here is a thiet" I sPoke
clearly od repe.red the accusarion in even more measured tones:
"Odd Henderson is a chiel He scole Miss Sook's cameo."
Napkins glemed in suPended, immobilized hands. Men coughe4
rhe Conklin siscers ssped in quadrupler unison md little Perk
Mccloud,Jr., began ro hiccup, as very young childre' Mll whe' smr-
ded.
My fliend, in a voice teerering between reProach and anguish,
sai4 "Buddy doesn't mean rhaL He's only reasing."
"I do mean ir. Ifyou don't believe me, go look in your box' The
cameo isnt there. Odd Henderson has it in his Pocker."
"Buddy's had a bad crouP," she murmured "Don't blame him,
odd. He hdn't a no.ion what he's saying."
I said, "Go look in your box. I saw him r.ke it."
Uncle 8., scaring .t me wirh u alaiming win$iness, took charge.
"Maybe you'd bettet" he Eold Miss sook. "Tl'a' should sertle the
Ir was not ofteD lhat my friend disobeyed her brocher; she did not
noq Bu! her pallor, the mortified mgle of her shoulders, revealed
eith what disraste she accepced rhe errard. She was gone only a
minute, but her absence seemed an eon. Hosrilitv sproured md
surged aound the table Iike . thorn'encrusted vine growing vithun€anny speed and the vic.im EraPPed in i* cendrils was not rhe ac-
cuse4 but his accuser. Stomach sickness griPPed mei odd, on the
ocher hdd, seemedcalm s acorPse-
Miss sook rerurned snilirg. "Shme on rou, Buddy," she chided,
shaking a finger. "Playing thac kiDd ofjoke My.aneo was exa.tly
where I Iefr ir."Uncle B. said, "Buddy, I wmc to hee you apologize ro our
guest,"
"No. he don't have to do chac," Odd Henderson said, rising. "He
was telling rhe truth." He dug ioto his Pocket and Put the cameo ofl
rhe rable. "I wish I had some excuse to give. Bur I ain'r got norc-"
THE THANI(s6rvrNc VrsrroR
Starting for che door, he sai4 "You mustbe a spe.ial ladn Miss Sook,
co fib for me like chat." And chen, damn his soul, he walked righr out
so did L Except I ran. I pushed back my chair, knocking ir over The
crarh Eriggered Que.nie; she scooted from under the cable, barked
dd bared her reerh. AndMiss Sook, as I went part her, tried to srop
me: "Buddy!" But I wured oo partofher or Queenie. That dog had
snarled ar me md my friend had calrcn Odd Hendersorls side, she'd
lied to save his skin, betrayed our friendship, my loe: things I'drhought could never happen.
simpso.'s palture Iay below rhe house, a meadow briliant withhigh November gold and russer grass. At the edge of the pascure
rhere stre a gray bain, e pig corral, a fenced-in chicker ydd od a
smokehouse. It wa! the smokehouse I slipped into, a black chamber
cool on even the hottes! summer days.Ii had a dirrfloor md a smoke
pit that smelled of hickory cindets and oeosotq rows ofhams hung
from raftere. Ir was a place I'd always been \ry of, bur no\ its dark'
ness seemed sheltering. I fell on the grouad, my ribs heaving like the
gilts ofa beach*rranded fish; ad I didn'r care .hat I s"r demolish-
insmyonenice suit, che onewich long trousers, by chrashing about
on rhe floor in a messy miture ofearth and ashes dd pork greae.
One thing I knew: I w6 goiog to quit that house, rhac rown, thatoight. Hit rhe roed. Hop . freighc and head for California. Make
my living shinins shoes in Holl}ryood. Fred Asraire's shoes. Clark
cable\. or inaybe I just might become e movie srar myself Look ar
Jarkie Cooper oh, thdd be sory rhen. vhen I Ir rich and famous
and refused to answer thei. Ierrers md wen telegrams, probably.
Suddenly I rhought of somerhing that would male rhem even
solrier. The door to the shed v6 ajar, and a knife ofsunshine q-posed a shelf supporring weral bottles. Duscy bonles vith skull-
md-crossbone labels. IfI druk from one ofthose, then all ofthemup there in rhe dining rcom, the whole swilling md gobbling caboo'
dle, would know what sorry *"!. Ir ws rcrth i!, if only to witness
THE TIANI(saTvING VISITORTHE CoMpLETE S roRIEs oF TRUMAN CaPorE
Utrcle B.'s remorse when rhey found me cold endsriffon the smoke-
hose floor: wotth ic Eo hear che humd wails 3nd Queeniet howls
as ny coffin *€s Iowered iflto cemetery dePths
The only hit h s€!, I wouldnt acrually be able ro see ot het aay
of rhis: how could I, being dead? And unless one can obsetve the
guilt and regret ofthe mourners, surely rhere is nothing sacisfacto'y
Uncle B. must have forbidden Miss Sook to go Iook for me until
rhe last guesr had left Ehe table. Ir was late afternoon before I heard
her voice floating across the Pa re; she caled Inv na'ne sofdv' for-
lornly as a mourning dove l srayed where I was and did nor answer'
k war Queenie ho found me; she 'me sniffrng 'round the
smokehouse and yapped when she caughr mv scent, rhen enrered
ard crawled towatd me and licked mv hard, an ear aad a cheek she
knerv she had .reded me badly.
Presently, the door suung oPen and rhe [gh! widened Mv friend
said, "Come here, Buddy." And I sanred to go to her When she saw
me, she laughed. "Goodness, bov. You look diPPed in ta and all
readyfor featherrng But there were no lecrrminr'ions or references
Queenie Eorted orT ro pesrer some cows; and rrailirg after her
inro the pasture, lve sat down on a lree stumP "I saved 1'ou a drun-
stick," she said, handing me 3 Parcel M'PPed in waxed PaPei 'And
your frvoure Piece ofNrkey. The pullev"
The hunger thar drenensrnons hed numbed nos hrr me Irke a
belly-punch. t gnawed the drumstick clean, rhen stripped che pullev'
the sweet part of rhe turkey around rhe wishbore'
while r was earing, Miss Sook pur her am around mv shoulders
"There's just rhis I wdt co say, Buddy- Two wrongs nertr made a
.ight.It s€s Mong ofhim to Eake the caneo But we don't know why
le roor< it. l.laybe he nwer meant ro keeP ic' v'ha!€!tt his reoon' ic
cm'c have been calculated. Whi.h is whv whar vou did was much
worse: ),ou pLrr.d to humiliate him. It was delibera'e Now listen !o
me, Buddy: chere is only one unpa.donable sin-delibeure wlry. Alelse cm be forgiv.n. That, ftver. Do you understand me, Buddy?"
I di4 din y, and rime has taught me thar she was righc. But at
rhat domenc I mainly compreherded that because my revenge had
failed, my merhod must have beer wrong. odd Henderson had
emerged-how? why? as someone suPerior to me, even more honest.
"Do you, Buddy? Undersrsd?""sorroa PuU," I sai4 ofrering her one prongofthe wishbone.
ve split iq my halfwas rhe larget which e'titled me ro a eish. She
wmred to know wha! I'd wished.
"That ,ou're sril my ftiend."
"Dumbhead," she said, and hugsed se.
"I worlt be here forevet Buddy. Nor will you." Her voice sank like
the sun on rhe pasture's horizoD, *as silent a second aad then
climbed with rhe scrength ofa new sun. "But yes, foreve. The Lond
willing, you'll be here long .fter I've gone. And as long as you remem-
ber mq rhen we'tl alwals be together." . . .
After{ar4 Odd Henderson let me alone. He starred tussling wirh
a boy his om age, squirrel McMillan. And the nexr year, because ofodd's poor grades md general bad conduct, our school PrinciPatwouldnt allow hi,l to attend closes, so he spenr rhe winter wo.king
as a hmd on a dairy farm. The last time I saw him xas shordy before
he hirchhiked to Mobile, joined the Merchmr Marine and disaP-
peded. Ir must have been rhe )tar before I w6 Packed off ro . miser-
able lace in a military academy, and rwo years prior to my friend's
dearh. Thac woutd make ic che aurumn of 1934.
Miss Sook had sumlioned me to che garden; she had trans-
planced a blossoming chrysmthemum bush inro a tin washub and
needed help ro haul it up the sreps onto the front porch, where itwould make a frne display. k was heavier than forry fat pirates, rndwhile we were struggling wich it ineffe.rually, odd Hendcrson
pssed along lhe road. He paused ar the garden gate and thcn
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