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t o s p e a k w h i l e d r e a m i n g
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E l e n i S i k e l i a n o s
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to speak while dreamingwas originally published by Selva Editions (Boulder, 1993).
copyright Eleni Sikelianos
Some of these poems originally appeared in Big Rain, The Black Warrior Review, Bombay Gin, Breakto Open, The Colorado North Review, Concept, Exit Zero, Exquisite Corpse, Feminist Studies, In This
Corner, the little magazine, Mesechabe, The New Censorship, The Santa Barbara News-Press, & TheThrasing Dove Review.
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C o n t e n t s
Locations / 6
A Woman Alone / 7Katie / 8H.D. / 9What I Learned From Sea / 10Thru the Mouth / 29These are the Tones / 30Ringed by the Magdalene / 31This Autumn / 32Auguries / 33More Accurately / 34The Mans Back / 35Love Songs / 37Orpheus & 3 Conversations / 39
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The morning is not yet & will be soon / 41
the place between yr legs / 42who touches this touches a woman / 43You, a someone smoke surrounds / 44Straddled by snow, we go / 45Compost creeps the hot / 46the frame of this or any / 47a wound down sky of / 48Send a messenger a handspan high / 49Tell Euphrates / 50And when she spoke / 51Dont be mad at me / 52HenryV/ 53December bares her teeth & trees drop / 54Lipo via Eiko / 55This is a black geography / 56bring the muse back into the kitchen / 57A History of Ballads / 58having dismantled all trophies / 59What angel do you carry in yr cheek / 60so cranes latins a little off so / 61She who had her nest in your heart / 62We are what the movies have made us / 63America, rise up / 64
This worlds a trumped up charge / 65It is indeed all falling / 66Ill have to ask / 67Im loading up for a tour / 68the 28 constellations of the moon / 69
t h e s o n n e t s
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for many, including my mother, Peter, Poetsdead & living, & many others without whom
I would not be doing what I do.
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LocaLocaLocaLocaLocationstionstionstionstions
ruby-throated most common the one who camein sleep with secrets & mountains openedeach morning in blue under bottle brush tree.That was a place.This, flicker or Clarks nutcracker,in Estes winged creatures keepno secrets silent bird
calls
the Rockies closeinstead of open.
context: a post that cant be openedto words, the ones surrounding me here.As in: Languagesurrounded by fear.My friends all needled in,a homegirls life is at homein trailer park, in bar
to tilt
away from it I cannot adjustto fit, wait for the aperturein vein synthetic fluids form them
& for me poesys violent flow.
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AAAAAWWWWWoman Aloman Aloman Aloman Aloman Aloneoneoneoneone
is like a tubular pregnancyor fishbone
gets stuck in the throatsharp gullet that holds/
holds millionsof diamonds & whale
bone to lock itto force the locket & let
loves diatoms pour forth.
o diaphanous vertebrae! the throesof this woman
the threadsbreak apart
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KaKaKaKaKatietietietietie
all that was ought, a hymn to it& her, bright star or caravelher red shirt
she says she is cynical about it & drawsher sail
a small spiral,helical, a cylinder at bottom
of page, a maze& amazed at her
glasses (i am)so thick-horned & heavy to frame
or something aboutthe sure car of herself,driving sockless, not wrong
& to write without herwould be a sail without windwould be fish or fry
to a spoono!
to give her skirt
or,room
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H.D.H.D.H.D.H.D.H.D.
aortic arch, my apogeeas in aphotic & apetalous lifea caravel or any of several sailing shipscloaked by capuchin went in
to carcinogen & bedeckedby carcanet swiftly
to the neck
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WhaWhaWhaWhaWhat I Learned frt I Learned frt I Learned frt I Learned frt I Learned from Som Som Som Som Seaeaeaeaea
From large bodieskelp-ridden & flot infestedthose waves where i sank
& swam, early morning caughtin sand
boardedwas it sedge
that laced our hair
each handrolled & flecked its finger out
abalone olivellaanemone
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the pools we wandered & werestalked foam lapped
restless slaps
the ankles
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And the point near marshmuck & reed again in morning
path i walked,& in those
wet grey hours, a great blue Heron
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The waves that lappedup shore things
i didnt know that lay there likesoft cnidaria or ctenophone
sprouting colonies on stalk ingentle push, the dark slap
-suction of water,H
20bends
at surfacethats why a bladecan float there
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To get toDevereaux the marshy point i went
each morning from asphaltto sea shore camp
in wild cypress where enchantedbut then also Devereauxa home
a hospitalautism &trisomy21 dwelt there
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My mother, who could neverpay the rent
sentout for another, for
a sidekick, a loversent
her daughterto summer
camp.
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& when I went backall had been boarded
weeds in the stables,campground &
cabins
covered over
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where Tom told storiesabout the chicken heart that ate New York
BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM
hed play the part
of the heart.
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The haybins broken
Twice scared by a violinspider in straw
where wedkiss.
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a walk along the high road to kiosk& then the road thru
marsh grassEucalyptus
yarrow vetch poor-willswallow crow, or
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And iwalked each (morning) shoes asleep
in mud i once hada plot of land there
my onlyone
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I couldnt rememberthe dead mans name
Many a time we ate a mealon the stone steps that led up
to the spire, me
& my friend from the resnow dead,
Barbara Dee.
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Monarchs breed onthe track that leads to grave
granite spire to mark a sailor
Colin Powys Campbell Lieut. ColonelCentral Indian Horse Army
1859 1923
& on the other side, Ian Drummond, age 2, his son
theyd cometo bug the Injunsbut crashed
down to sand shored, the strange tumbleweed & dune field jelly comb & yellow flower
tidepools half
a handful wide
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There was no marking,no sign
or cross
for the Chumash
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Sally forth, my dark-eyed waters,my waiter-on-seas
What spirit that swelled thereunder kelp & squall,
the long-nosed eel fish that frightenedme once, far out in the waves
the horse shoe crab half-buried in bay
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The path i talk about leads from other the sideof jailed or crazy or disabledwho scared me when they grimaced
thru the chainlink
12 years & there
a fire ring, wed singsongs where
up in the air junior birdmenup in the air & upside downIll give you two box tops& one thin di - i- ime.
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before i went to search athwart for elf inCypress old stage by sea
where wehad watermelon hunt & feast or
played sardines packed in the hollow
of the bloodthick
trees
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& in the dry
pine & sand, we heard
the sea
where we
drowned
almost many times,
& really.
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ThrThrThrThrThru the Mu the Mu the Mu the Mu the Mouthouthouthouthouth
the hard things that lay there whereblood should go its flow
lumped inrichest
fed smithy,fired in memory
Put a hot hand on it! Oread, meltmelt & maneuvre thru the mouthmolten, not gun metalmeltdown
Texas man kills 22, shoots self
I too am loaded then triggered bya twig or leaf falling, amemory of what has been, whatpast-tense was sap to limb- a little girlsmouth on pap hardenedin resinher mindsa fly in amber heldby lower spinal sorrow
o rosin thy brow tea drinker sinnersing roseate
& gold rhododendron on the mouth-mema membranebrain stretched thin flimflam element a veil a mouthpiecea reed to blow by
what stretches acrosscalifornia means child hooded the hazysea morning over your aies.A mattress to stretch out across is thismem is this sea
row there to lie,stretch strain a descant
slam! o gothere to spread out across & to dreamwhile speaking.
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These arThese arThese arThese arThese are thee thee thee thee the TTTTTonesonesonesonesones
Saturday night screams from State Streetback lot of the Schooner Inn
BITCH! YOURE SUCH A FUCKING BITCH!
His voice deepening dry into concrete, etchesacross parking, rattles gravel
Her words, unheardapologetic tonesher voice
swallowed & lost to dirt
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Ringed bRinged bRinged bRinged bRinged by the My the My the My the My the Maaaaagdalenegdalenegdalenegdalenegdalene
Love,
a many fingered thingmany hammered
a multitude of moods in herblank
sutra,she should rend it, anodyne
to desire
it is height & depth,breadth of gold
on her breathshe craves
nothingbut a room where no voices are heardwhere even the moths
dont make noise
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This aThis aThis aThis aThis autumnutumnutumnutumnutumn
a few barkbits scatter slate, nothing speaksof cat fastasleep on woodpile where firenearby burns.He turns over in bed she, away cantmake a cold hand warm she stays up readingmuch of the night.
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AAAAAuguries.uguries.uguries.uguries.uguries.
To find the rhythms ofthe rhythms of daily
I cantWhere spirituality is a luxury & we are isolatedeven from ourselves.Where my eye closes to the lampshade, the nightpressed up against the window, and voices driftfrom deeper rooms. Next to me,a page turns, and we do not speak.
Next to me, a page turns, & we sleep.
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MMMMMororororore Ae Ae Ae Ae Accccccuracuracuracuracuratelteltelteltelyyyyy
We are alone unto the sunrisehe said
We are alone unto the kitchenunto our chocolate cake
she said, more accurately
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The MThe MThe MThe MThe Mananananans Bs Bs Bs Bs Baaaaack,ck,ck,ck,ck,
pits plums in lowlight, tabledby equations of
love, light leather,harness to bit,
She chomps of oldhers not a fruit
that keeps
Hes inher
nownosabre or pistol
Hes in herhair stiff peak
egg whippedsea foam
mountain lip
in her as pit isto plum, no stonedcherry left
undone. An endrometriumcauldron rises &
in her each month: muchbuild up.
He bathes
while she waits under coverquilted & feathered, fine in
this returnno wagonsor worms, no pony for mail
no model for love, no way
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look up, peony,
engine off door slamshes made the jamnew man
cookscleanssews
but bottle cap to babydoll, bigdifference in men
&women
diced in domino,in ebony & onyx a mean cradled rolling:
out of sea, we creepa species or two ahead
untailed, maimedby
whatbut
Erostook his time-
tables with him when he left
yet he would be in her as gheeis to butter, as seedis to shell, soft
oyster gel in hergutbloom
applewood or plum,bloom, sleek
strata of cellmouth,
bloom, spoutred & ringed in
her & ofwhom?
him.
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LoLoLoLoLovvvvve Se Se Se Se Songsongsongsongsongs
i.
man next to me leafingthru sleep, he leaveshis headlights on, sleepslight allnight. Not rue,sleeps dark wingedhorse & thing in
dream heavy time. His breatha tree spreads
deep.
ii.
Nowim-possible, I amwith needly leg & bandy headed
night what do but banter itup
hid hip underslip cover shock test
cold blanketautumn a.m. as in
latelip to lip we warm it
My legswake up.
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iii.
iv.
Which is something like saying Im a baseballfan & Ive never seena game.
But will play that wide-mirrors arch,poet given water-born Archa cough reflected breathes airoff my armpit, the coughingof the one I love.
v.
This is not the descant I mean to be but
some of us cant carry a tune muchless a letter box or mailstation under the arm.Pit stop, silly. Close yer eyes.
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OOOOOrprprprprpheus & 3 Convheus & 3 Convheus & 3 Convheus & 3 Convheus & 3 Conversaersaersaersaersationstionstionstionstions
Loving like saltwe will go
to hunt a code
a phone line cut offisolated
in a hell in a hole incranked silence
Call the policeto investigate
this scene thisopening door
Pass over this open mouththis beggars alarm
a thief in rags comesteel the words
pluckedfrom the mouth as raisin or grape
o resonateor soak usin oaken casks & pine sap
oh give us this day,Orpheus,our molten bread
the grains like small birds in handthe glitter of oat
barley,wheat
Openthe hand,let us eat.
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T h e S o n n e t sT h e S o n n e t sT h e S o n n e t sT h e S o n n e t sT h e S o n n e t s
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the morning is not yet & will be soonwashed of my eyes& yesterdays & todays undone,those ballasts & ties
i realizeI am always any, other or some but I do pinpoint itsometimes: this is willow or thrombosis & you canlean on me as night, as you mighta pillow, I am a lamp to theewho see a door, who relish a roadway, who move onthru the suffering of a woman, of a man whobecomes bull of seven battles who becomes
undone, whobecomes
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the place between yr legs which is the placearched & describedbetween 2 stars
wounds of a fashion, it was sd,as an orchid, & opens
sweetly confident in sword/Swarm yer battalions, little brother,with honey & ants, inch your waytoward luminous night where wedisarm the eye & bone pipes whistlewith birds singing thru them, our darkcoral in blood swinging from tide to tide,
never arrived, always just begun.Begin. Again.
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who touches this touches a womanI spring into your arms in Whitmanic whatobviously I have nothing
butwhat brings the wind/ what the windhums I doget afternoon dark I dogrow pale & slow & now I comein the wings of itas the world in you I will fetcha strong fahrenheit for youI will count it out,
I will reduce it to indigo I will carry you homelittle by little
in my hands
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You, a someone smoke surroundsare in Antarctica, the machinery in your breathclanks & grinds
(momentary halt)
Send your thots out, let them ridethis carnival affair: air
Sing thru your yer teeth,Hammering oxygen, let your ear acquire me
You are as firm as winter ice & I
am waiting for things to soften, O bigman, fetch the seal oil & anoint us, &remember on your way to the floe:
let fallyr weapons
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Straddled by snow, we goout like a lark like a firegoes out with a hiss, ashes neighin dusty death the way thisvillage has emptied to cold.We are spent in dark woven veins, the milk
hasnt come homesince 1966,
when rue filled uswith country. We cometo this tethered island, our mothers in fullthreshing floor lit for
the bell spills its heart into Sunday,beat of this village
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Compost creeps the hotautumn race & Hyacinthus shoutsat every petals base:
that flower-heros been fooledby a change in season, by suns quick tilting from reason.
Poisonous bulb struck by a discus, thiswest winds got it in for us
Blood numbed, this is aboutthe hyacinth almost bloomed outside my October-
heavy door butO knows more & I
am no good greek, cant tearhair for love
s flower
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the frame of this or anyhouse where i sit without& under
dark cloud cover & there is noroof, just trees w/ their
( regular )
leaves. this is in silhouette
of a maiden, of a fern, of the crow flying straight& all other thingsa bee might make
heres the breakbetween a paper cup
& grass shooting upthe soles of my feet
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a wound down sky ofColorado flies over& over again i say these men these womenthis airplane in my heart oranyones sun undressed There is nothingto express a morning glory or the wayim unhappywith my white ink which spreadscool & uncouth thruout
a closed mouthOh let it church itself right
& into
arrivals cathedral
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Send a messenger a handspan higho You(th), tell me, what secret words I knowYou fly like birds in all directions, cockrowedYouve got your midnight skin onNow that your high tide & blush are overyou go quicker, into the light & ancientCathay can never hold
soft hands to your dressI am impressed
by the newness in the sky & your fastadvancements, your conversations with night,
but Let me in on the secret phone call:I know death, I know womenwho dont get up,I know how they look in the morning.
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TTTTTell Eell Eell Eell Eell Eupupupupuphrahrahrahrahratestestestestes
to see how she gumbled fingers gentlyjointed, she jumbles & scours it up w/legs like a crane, lincoln green
at home in her womaningher saffron paps are unlaced she is
undone as a homemakeror have these hags away!
& yr head aches to see her so nakedtoken exposed, a greedy cormorant
soft, quote one height Sibylshe plucked
my beds of embermy itching finger
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Dont be mad at me: Rise, rusty goddessmy loves sweet coffin a sorrow,a truant muse,
old Decembers biteis bigger than her bark & we
waiton soft snows
of some shaken house.Let this sad interim like the ocean be
an elemental thangDid I chide dark
flowers for turning? This is the low of it:
Strong microscopes made men &out of you, a women tightens her necktie
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HHHHHenrenrenrenrenryyyyy VVVVV
guard the crown in yr hearthell rake there for it.
metal posturegreyhound cannon speaks mettletrumpet mines beseiged myspeech O discipline knavebeseech this half-fleur buried heartsilver pike splits it we
no longerawe defensible winter
coming on, retire, o callalilyto that bitter mouthof soft snow
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December bares her teeth & trees droptheir load as snow,as leaves. This season slaps where
There are sirenswhen I cry, & tongue-tied
emotion rides sidesaddle to the threshing floor. Its a ground in full in
earths iced belly, this house seeks heat whileHands
spread backtheir sap & gently shake
O Open, palm, iris, see
winters funny parachutes withEyes to wonder straight
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LiPLiPLiPLiPLiPo via Eo via Eo via Eo via Eo via Eikikikikikooooo
What stem & gleam, a butterflycomes to
wings caught
in split
& again
in the East, suns caughton trees branchesI knowa woman planting melonat the blue gatewho waitson sun, on moonA humble position is always like thisIve seen many high school ballets based on it
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This is a black geographyThis, a told tray sureA testA WinnebagoAn untold dictionaryA dreamerThis is resin in nightA jasmine petalA nation
with rulesAn autumn, an Empress in grammar blueA back hand breakAny more like this &well all be wearing leather jackets for sure
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bring the muse back into the kitchenor at least into this field of magnetic airshe is a young art studentw/ critical manicure & critical hairshe is siddhi-cynical & wakes
closing an eye to do some religiousdevotional to her
darkness matinaleO let her forge us a rocket lion
or something aboutthe unreasonable power
of these mountains white beneath the loom
of Aves, crying for penny candy, she savesthose of we who jump to prove, prays
crave love
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A HA HA HA HA Histististististororororory of By of By of By of By of Ballallallallalladsadsadsadsads
no one kens whose hook lies therein the chthonic, in the mouth of herearthen lake is a pit& outside the door, jackmanjiitrumpets take three years to rootEros mixt, she pulls hawks & houndsawkward from a pan. rejected as flimsy
& bounded old :pike out the bluest eye
who fears the folded moon, folded armsin deadly storm, the gold
kim, gold combs, gold quimher eyelid
falls
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having dismantled all trophiesof roses & nutsthe delicious female plunged& into
the fact that the seadevours cliffson which we contemplate the value of eyemight mean something more than... (what?dirge? dare i use so fractitious a world?)yet thee in thy august continentof grace & gravy o god america how i love
thee like i love a dogs tooth,a drowning man, a banner or what is to be saidfor a rusty knife?
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What angel do you carry in yr cheek,Sky,
transfixed & prayingfor baseball by water: el rio el rio
Thus the chords rise out of the mountainto join
the real w/ the seaweed
as we sit near the very end & breakscattered over the wooden
platesLet some hairsplitter awake,for none of these words are minechoreograph some other odd spine & loose themon vague & on oceans sputtering their breathto newly made veils; And I, no bride, wish peaceon the South Platte or anyMississippi
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so cranes latins a little off soread wings by oriole, by wingbankVast the engines outward, Eastern it towardspeeding
light & failedvision come home
to here where it rainsas an infusion of gypsy song
Jump lightning, jump andalusian dogo shine pasture / pastoral ear of goldenSpanish sesame
which began with the Bronxboys showing their waists
cinched as some great river, some bluetongue of the sea
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she who had her nest in your heartcomes here with a perfect (church) in her mouthshe is leaving w/ lights
she leavesw/ highbeams unwinding
the yarn in her throatthe two soft pools
that serve her will not polisha glass solar plexus
she crossesthe ticket counter as the river comes into you
& the wind makes a hut in your fingers, enough
to fill tobacco jars & she knows your eyes as hidingin some distant star
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We are what the movies have made usimmense& longingly triste, a dulcet seaI who sit Sunday out on the couch see the kiss itscouplement of iron & form & myoh my this cannot be helpedby changing a screen, these birds cannot be calmedwhose only measure is buy a kiss buy lipsBide yr time, for these that we achein our knees stutters at the counter,shooting out a wish:after all the tuna fish is paid for,
after this bomb of a heart we come
home to here where we put our feet up& hope for the matine to find us
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America, rise up& talk your clothes off, speak thy nameunto rivers, say itto moons, till your colors drop offDiscover me to carry a flag, say your nameunto the steppes, unto a flys fine wingsgrub yourself into the night & wind tight
into the dark curl of itLet thy symmetry disperse!Salute your silver & dollar, the blankmetallic state in yr mouth, spitit out & let me rest
my head in a hummingbirdsnest, not thots not this.
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This worlds a trumped up charge &Ive battled my way out of nursing homes& yes I hear you as it covers
California, thisradio wave thisradioactive what
Id like to make a commentIm just a nobodyThere is nothing out thereI am in my right mindIm just a volunteerI am on watch
I am this chain, thispolitics imprisoned.
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It is indeed all fallingto carbon & rust
butthere is a reason for whichbones do not break
downinto dust
I am a motor hoping for fractal or cropIts a circle that breaks
round this streaming, this freeze on a dove
Some heat waves its handover ice this household on high where the blood dries
up,Stroke hearts thermostat fast, eat stonesfor the ore, mud for the salt.
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Ill have to askit, sky lurch thrustwhatform cuts sparrow from sky Imean what shape does she cutas a what.Mariner, miner, make the axe like a soul, digit deep our elements beneath this earth-sea wecreep: mix it up, mild in mud
a we in itmeaning what? :
Binding our branches a long whilewe stay. Dangle
your girdle gems, the gates of heavenare wide open
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Im loading up for a tourof the weather, a large backyard w/ no medalsto hold me, I am searching a shadow under
(beauty, black-eyed & salty-tongued,Give me the wild boar
for courage from a break in the sun)
these hands like crickets, as manyas shake from the sky & insideis a dark universe Hold outfor the slender boat, stand in for this
rough dancethere is a way of seeingthe day pass on & i do trust numbers enoughto write their signs.
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the 28 constellations of the moonare fastened & belted to this:spindly snow bee, buckled below, unloosethe wise ice pick of yr eye,
prepare mefor earth & all other dissolution
That a lake is just watermoving thru water proves it, & what can be carriedto it comes to. Tune into the seven belts of the sea, let meland in the distance, in a clearing of angels,
in a term that is not legal, let me arrive,
created thing, with my bones in my body& into the bright, slanted lights