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TIME IN A BOTTLE
Written by Margaret Wahlstrom
To Every thing there is a season and a time to every purpose under the
heaven:
Ecclesiastes 3:1
………and a wise man’s heart discerneth both time and judgment
Ecclesiastes 8:5
We live in a time of natural disasters and temporal challenges. Many in the
world today fear the results of being caught up in one of these disasters or
faced with the results of lost jobs or lost wages due to illness or accident.
The images from the recent earthquake and tsunami in Japan are fresh
and compelling in our minds. We all watched helplessly as we saw the
devastation of homes and lives. We are disturbed nightly by our televised
images of people around the world who are starving or in physical pain.
From this fear we are motivated to prepare our food storage, medical
supplies, and extra supplies of clothing and items that would help us be
physically comfortable in the face of such calamities if they were to visit
us. After the disasters in Japan, stores carrying survival supplies and food
storage had a significant increase in business. We are taught through
lessons in provident living to save and spend wisely that we may be able
to withstand such things as the recent collapse of the economy. Most of
us are constantly worrying about the physical aspects of preparing every
needful thing.
But do we realize the critical importance of preparing ourselves spiritually
that we may be able to face any trial that will come our way both physical
and spiritual?
I have a personal testimony that burns constantly and fervently in my
heart of how important that spiritual preparation is to our ultimate
salvation here on earth and in Heaven.
September 11th 2001 was a beautiful morning. Our family was preparing
to go to the airport to see my daughter Maryann off on her mission to
Hamburg Germany. Later that day we would be picking up my husband’s
mother Mary Alice at the airport. She was returning home from Boston
where she had gone to take our nieces to college with her daughter
Carolyn. My son Andrew was in Nauvoo doing a BYU semester there in
the BYU Study program. My other children were all doing well and
engaged in good things. Life seemed perfect. As the news of the terrorist
attacks in New York City reached us, and the awful truth became our
shocking reality that Grandma Wahlstrom and Carolyn were on the first
airplane to crash into the World Trade Center, we gathered our family
around us in our home. Maryann was allowed to come home from the
MTC for a few days until she could fly out to commence her mission. Andy
was surrounded by loving friends in Nauvoo, heartbroken that he could
not be with the family at such a time. Almost immediately our yard was
filled with newspaper reporters and television crews wanting to talk with
us. My husband and his father had no desire to face the crowd of
cameras. Eventually my children began to try and satisfy the curiosity of
the gathering news forces by talking to them. What I realized quickly was
the depth of strength and conviction and testimony that my children
possessed. Their hearts were broken and yet they were at peace with
their gospel foundation. The comments that they were giving the
representatives of the media were mature and positive and full of love
and compassion. When a reporter thrust a microphone into my own face
and asked me if we wanted revenge for the deaths of our loved ones and if
we hated the terrorists, I realized in that split second moment that there
was no hate in my heart, no desire for revenge. I realized that Christ loves
all men no matter the state of their heart or their evil spirits. I realized
that if we are trying to live with Christ in our countenance and trying to
live His commandments then we too will not have hate in our hearts and
no need for revenge. The strength of my testimony and the understanding
it gave me and the testimonies of our family would take us through that
cruel trial and many many trials in the days and years to come. In the end
our testimonies would grow stronger and our faith brighter. I have come
to know that the more difficult the trial the greater the blessings.
Just nine months later a dear sweet harp friend of my daughters would be
kidnapped from her bedroom and put through a brutal nine months as a
prisoner of a man with terrible intentions. The strength of this remarkable
girl is a testament and a shining example to how vitally important the
spiritual preparation is to our physical and spiritual well being before we
are faced with such devastating events in our lives.
For some reason, I have personally known many who have had such
horrible events in their lives. I have a close and personal relationship with
several individuals who experienced the loss of loved ones because they
were brutally murdered. I shudder to mention such events and yet from
such dark moments I have witness a true brightness of gallantry, strength
and hope that was only possible because those individuals had
testimonies of tremendous power and understanding to fall back upon.
The greatness of their spirits and charitable acts as they weathered these
events was due to prior preparation and living their lives so that they
would have the strength of spirit needed when the test came. Their lamps
were full. How often have we read Job and marveled at his great strength?
I testify to you that I have a personal knowledge that if you prepare
yourself spiritually that you will be as Job when the calamities of this life
come at you with full force. There will be nothing that you will not be able
to withstand.
The parable of the Ten Virgins in Mattew 25:1-13 is extremely significant to each of us:
1aThen shall the kingdom of heaven be likened unto ten bvirgins, which took their clamps, and went forth to meet the bridegroom. 2And five of them were wise, and five
were foolish. 3They that were foolish took their lamps, and took no oil with them: 4But
the wise took oil in their vessels with their lamps. 5While the bridegroom tarried, they
all aslumbered and bslept. 6And at midnight there was a cry made, Behold, the abridegroom cometh; go ye out to meet him. 7Then all those virgins arose, and
trimmed their alamps. 8And the foolish said unto the wise, Give us of your oil; for our
lamps aare gone out. 9But the wise answered, saying, Not so; lest there be not
enough for us and you: but go ye rather to them that sell, and buy for yourselves.
10And while they went to buy, the bridegroom came; and they that were aready
went in with him to the marriage: and the door was bshut. 11Afterward came also the
other virgins, saying, Lord, Lord, open to us. 12But he answered and said, Verily I say
unto you, I aknow you not. 13aWatch therefore, for ye know neither the day nor the
hour wherein the Son of man cometh.
When I was a young girl I wondered why the wise virgins would not share
their oil with the foolish virgins. I now understand why. Our spiritual
strength and testimony can not be shared. Each person has to gain that by
themselves through effort and dedication and study. I would also say that
there needs to be constant and fervent prayer. Each person has to live
precious principles in order to understand them and believe in them.
Someone else cannot do that for us.
There is an important difference between getting our food storage and
filling our spiritual vessels. We can go to the store and buy foods that have
been canned and preserved by others for our food storage or buy pre-
packaged 72 hour kits or first aid kits. We can fill up our storage rooms
with things that have been prepared by others. But our Spiritual vessels
have to be filled by us.
So how do we fill our spiritual vessels when there seems to be so little
time to do it? Perhaps we need to “preserve time” like we preserve other
things. What if we could bottle up our time and spend it when we wanted
to? When my husband and I were dating we had a song that was special
to us called “Time in a Bottle.” I often wondered what it would be like to
have time in a bottle to be used as we wanted to so that it didn’t get away
from us. We could have time bottled up and preserved for reading our
scriptures or attending to our church stewardships and meetings. What
about time to pray and time to go to the temple? We should have time to
fast and ponder and time to read or listen to the testimonies of our
prophets and other church leaders. When you want to use that time, you
just take it off the shelf and open the jar. To use our bottled up time we
have to have a schedule when we can open the jar and enjoy that
dedicated time to spiritual things. If we don’t take the jars off the shelves
and use them as they were meant to be used then they will “spoil” and we
will lose that time.
By not using our vessels filled with dedicated time we cannot fill our
spiritual vessels!!
In the Doctrine and Covenants we read:
Organize yourselves; prepare every needful thing; and establish a bhouse, even a house of prayer, a house of fasting, a house of faith, a house of learning, a house of glory, a house of order, a house of God;
D.&C. 88:119
Preparing every needful thing means filling our spiritual vessels as well as
preparing for our temporal needs for times of disaster and times of trial.
I have a testimony of our loving Heavenly Father and his only begotten son
Jesus Christ. I have personally felt His unrestrained love and compassion in
the depth of my trials and have been lifted up in my afflictions by his
spirit. I know with every fiber of my being that if we will diligently
strengthen our testimony that it can get us through anything, and I mean
anything. We will have strength added to our spirits to the degree that our
hearts will feel that they cannot hold it. Satan will have no power over us
and we will have what we need to sustain us. I know that the church is
true and that the gospel was sent to us to help us live in peace and return
to our Heavenly father to be exalted and to live in His presence. I know
that the blessings we will receive after we have endured to the end in faith
will far surpass the wealth of any earthly millionaire. I know that the yoke
of the Lord will be light on our shoulders if we walk with Him and obey His
commandments and seek His spirit to always be with us. I say these things
in the name of Jesus Christ Amen
Time for every needful thing…
Oh How Lovely was the Morning
By Margaret Wahlstrom
My life has been abundantly full and overwhelmingly busy. It was my trademark
to run faster than I seemed able and to burn the candle at both ends at the same
time. I have felt a great deal of accomplishment and satisfaction at what I have
been able to juggle. The truth is that even the best juggler has their limits as to
how many balls can be kept in the air at the same time without dropping them. I
have observed jugglers who will get out of balance as they drop one ball and
while trying to save it, will end up losing every single ball that they had in the air.
I know that feeling!
I have been involved in so many different and variable lofty pursuits that it often
seemed like I was in a time prison where I had no control over any of my time. It
was already promised and committed to so many good things that the better
things were getting pushed aside. Even my to do lists were getting ignored and
items remained there for months waiting for me to get around to them as I
attend “must be there” meetings and gave needed assistance to my family and
friends. I was doing plenty of service that made me feel fulfilled but I was
missing some important ingredients in the “stewardship stew” of my own
spiritual nourishment.
I had to find a way to “create” more time…but HOW? I was exhausted at the end
of the day and trying to push into my hours of sleep was taking a toll on me. At
that time, as at all times in my life my priesthood leader in my home, my
adorable husband, showed me the way that would bless both of us and our
family and allow us to better fulfill all commitments. It was a simple observance
of the 88th section of the Doctrine and Covenants. Imagine that? By following the
Lords message of peace to us all we can actually have that peace. D&C 88:124
says “…….cease to sleep longer than is needful; retire to thy bed early, that ye
may not be weary; arise early, that your bodies and your minds may be
invigorated.”
Was invigorating the mind that easy? The answer is yes.
My husband and I began to go to bed by an earlier designated time every night
without exception and arise at 5:00 A.M. to exercise our bodies and then our
minds. First it is down to the gym and then home to use the remainder of time to
have a wonderful quiet, and often romantic, breakfast and reading time before
we head off to work and other busy agenda items. Having healthy sleeping
habits has helped us discover more time to use for spiritually uplifting things that
fill our vessels on a consistent basis. My husband began to go to the temple every
single Saturday morning at 5:00 A.M. since that was our regular wake up time.
This rigid schedule has blessed us abundantly as it has given us the “found” time
to do those things that bring us peace and the schedule has provided a healthier
lifestyle to us.
Often in the early morning hours I think of our prophet Joseph Smith as he rose
on that spring morning in 1820 and retired to the woods to pray. That morning
time seems significant to me as a time of enlightenment. Everything seems fresh
and new and promise is in the crispness of the air.
“Oh how lovely was the morning! Radiant beamed the sun above. Bees
were humming, sweet birds singing, Music ringing thru the grove, when
within the shady woodland Joseph sought the God of love, when within the
shady woodland, Joseph sought the God of love.” Hymns #26
Joseph sought his Heavenly Father in the morning and found Him. It seems
fitting that the morning is a preferred time for us also to seek our Heavenly
Father. When I am up and anxiously engaged in the morning I feel like I control
the world instead of the other way around. I am free of my “Time Prison”. Once
all the businesses open and the world is set on its daily schedule of run, run, run,
then I am caught up in the fray. It is only in the morning that I am the queen of
my destiny and there are no phone calls or visitors or appointments to distract
and interrupt that time that I have set aside for my own enlightenment.
I believe for it to work as a long term commitment, one has to be disciplined
enough to have the strict schedule as our missionaries do to get enough sleep
and to wake early.
As I have lived this principle of “early to bed and early to rise”, I have developed
a testimony of the Lord’s words in Section 88 of the Doctrine and Covenants. I
have better health and more energy and a clear mind. When I do not observe
this principle then I am visited with ill health and sluggish days of fatigue. I am
unable to accomplish the things that I know are needful for me to be able to push
the “refresh” button.
I know that if we will heed the Lord in managing our earthly probationary period of time that
we will not waste it and we will find the peace of mind and strength of heart to endure our
challenges. The Lord has given us all that we need to find the treasures of the world and the
riches of His kingdom. I encourage you to test the principles that the Lord has set for us. You
will find that your lives will be richer and fuller than you ever believed possible. I say these
things in the name of Jesus Christ Amen.
TIME FOR PRAYER……
If the Savior of the world felt the need for constant prayer, how much
greater is our need?
Communication is probably the number one focus of our world today.
We are fixated by the almost weekly advances in the world of
technology allowing us faster and better communication. Most of our
time is spent in communicating and “spreading our message”. Our
computers have replaced pen and pencil and somewhat outdated the
telephone. We can communicate with anyone in the world almost
instantly and with little expense. We marvel at these things and are so
fascinated by them that people spend hours a day “Communicating” by
cell phone or texting, and by using such marvels of technology as Face
book and e-mail and tweeting on twitter among other networking
avenues. And yet we have always had the ability to communicate
instantly with our Heavenly father. The personal privilege of prayer
and the magnificent miracle of ministrations from the Lord has always
been our special gift from our Heavenly father. If we are not taking
advantage of this gift as a constant state of our lives then we are
missing the greatest gifts that the Lord has available to us. These are
priceless gifts that fill our souls, the vessels of our spirituality, with
limitless peace and joy.
Two years ago my son’s kidney failed and he was placed on dialysis.
Anyone who has experienced this difficult way of living knows the
phrase that “dialysis may be a way to keep you living but it is no way
to live.” There is perhaps no way to even explain the difficulty and
endless discomfort of such an existence. My 19 year old daughter who
was attending the University of Arizona was immediately adamant that
she would be the one to donate her kidney to her brother. She could
not bear to see him suffer. We did not wish for her to have to face such
risks to herself or to make such a great sacrifice and tried to explore
other options. What was to be a frightening and tremendously difficult
time for us also became a time of constant and fervent prayer and
fasting individually for each member of our family but especially for
Mallory. Mallory prayed that she would be a perfect match for Andy
and could give her kidney to him. So great was her desire to serve her
brother and show him such unconditional love that she made talking to
her Heavenly Father and consulting Him about her promptings a
constant thing. When the results from the University Hospital came
back we were told that not only did Mallory match her brother as a
donor but she matched all 12 antigens that they test for. We were told
that was almost unheard of except in identical twins. After a very
difficult surgery with enormous complications for Mallory the family’s
ever present sincere prayers were answered and Mallory recovered.
We named the kidney Mindy because it was Mallory’s kidney. As we
watched Andy become healthier and healthier and enjoy added strength
and well being, we thought that we had turned the corner and that
things would slowly get better for Mallory also. Three weeks after the
surgery, with Mallory still very ill and suffering tremendous pain,
Andy ended up back in the hospital with blood tests indicating that his
new kidney was not working. We were all devastated. We had
watched miracles accompany the gift of life that Mallory had given her
brother. It had seemed that the Lord was mindful of us all and had
walked with us through the whole ordeal. We had suffered through
that horrible night with Mallory in the Intensive Care unit when her life
was at risk and in the balance. We had thought that the Lords blessings
had indicated that all would be well. On September 10th
, 2009 they
took Andy in to surgery and did a biopsy of Mindy the kidney. The
doctor later told me that he had almost removed the kidney at that time
because it looked so bad and was so soft that he thought that it was lost.
But something made him wait for the biopsy results to come back so he
sutured up the incision and we waited for the Pathology report. Later
that day we were told that the kidney was in necrosis and would have
to be removed. The kidney was no longer living and Andy would have
to go back on dialysis. They were ready to rush Andy back in to
surgery but his Potassium was so high that they needed to wait and get
it down so that he would not risk heart failure during surgery.
After we informed our other children of what was happening, they all
gathered to our home, like wagons circling, that night and waited with
us to hear from the hospital. The realization of the kind of love that our
family had for each other was truly humbling for me and my husband.
It would be a long night full of tears and hugs and many many prayers.
I remember literally pleading with the Lord with every fiber of my soul
for a miracle.
The call from the hospital finally came at about 5:00 A.M. and we all
headed for the University Hospital which was about a 50 minute drive
from our home. It was September 11th
which was always a difficult
day in our family because of the losses that we had suffered on that day
in 2001. On the drive down, my daughter Mallory was with me. She
seemed at peace after having a desperate breakdown the night before at
the hopeless news of the biopsy. Mallory very tenderly told me that
she knew that Heavenly Father could heal that kidney and make it live
again. She told me that if Heavenly Father was willing to make her a
perfect donor after she had pleaded with him to do so, then He would
also be willing to bless Andy and the kidney to be healed and made
whole. She told me that she had prayed all night for that miracle and
she seemed full of the Faith that sustained her belief that the Lord had
heard her prayers. I knew that what she said was possible, but would
the Lord bless us that way? Sometimes we do not get the answers that
we desire. I was so heartsick at the thought that Mallory’s Christ Like
sacrifice was in vain and Andy would again be back in that horrible
state of living with dialysis. We arrived to find Andy outside the
operating room waiting to go in. The doctor explained the procedure
of removing the non-functioning kidney and left to get some paperwork
for Andy to sign. Andy was quiet and contemplative. When the doctor
returned to us he was full of astonishment. He was absolutely puzzled
at what he had just found out. Andy was again making water and his
blood levels seemed to indicate that the kidney was working and had
made a miraculous and very quick recovery. He canceled the surgery
on the spot and suggested that we wait and see if Andy would recover.
The rest of the day was spent in wonder as we watched Andy’s blood
results get better and better. Not only had the Lord heard our prayers,
he had answered with a miracle; a miracle that the doctors could not
explain. It is a deeply humbling experience to have miracles. We felt
totally unworthy to receive them. I felt that the faith of my daughter as
well as the combined faith of our family had wrought a powerful work.
I felt like the brother of Jared must have when he saw the Lord’s hand
touch the stones. We too had seen the Lord’s hand. There is no
question that the Lord had answered the prayers of our family.
When you pray earnestly and constantly I can testify to you that you
will come to know the Savior on a personal level and you will feel of
his limitless love for you. I know that I am in need of His constant
companionship. I have always loved the song, I NEED THEE EVERY
HOUR. These are words that I find coming into my heart almost every
day.
I need thee, oh, I need thee;
Every hour I need thee!
Oh, bless me now, my Savior;
I come to thee!1
The words, “I COME TO THEE” are so very important. He cannot be there to bless our lives if we do not come to HIM. It might be safe to say as the apostle James wrote, “Ye have not because ye ask not”.
I love the picture of the Savior standing at the door waiting for us to open it.
“Behold, I stand at the door, and knock: if any man hear my voice, and open the
door, I will come in to him, and will sup with him, and he with me” (Revelation 3:20).
Elder Bruce R. McConkie (1915–85) of the Quorum of the Twelve Apostles
taught, “Temporal and spiritual blessings follow proper prayer. As all the
revelations show, the portals of heaven swing wide open to those who pray
in faith; the Lord rains down righteousness upon them; they are preserved
in perilous circumstances; the earth yields her fruits to them; and the joys of
the gospel dwell in their hearts.”3
I pray that each of you will open the door wide and leave it open. We are all in need of the
blessings and inspiration that constant prayer brings into our lives. So take down your bottle
of time for prayer and use it generously. That will keep it fresh.
Spiritual Preserves to replenish your Spiritual Reserves
The following article was printed in the Ensign March 1996 pages 61-
62 and it offers great insight to Replenishing your spiritual reserves….
Replenishing My Spiritual Reserves
Deborah S. Kent, ―Replenishing My Spiritual Reserves,‖ Ensign, Mar. 1996, 61–62
As I talked with my friends one day about maintaining personal spirituality, each one voiced the same lament: ―I don’t have time!‖ Later, my husband commented, ―We find time to do that which we really want to do—that which we love.‖ I realized then that desire is what motivates each of us to take the time to replenish our spiritual reserves.
Once I learned to recognize my own symptoms of spiritual thirst, I began to seek time in my busy schedule to drink from a spiritual well. Instead of trying to find time, however, I discovered that first I had to remove some of the ―time gluttons‖ from my day, thus creating time. Here’s what I did:
Television. Watching television not only takes time but also can adversely affect my thoughts and feelings, robbing me of precious spiritual reserves. Inappropriate pictures, words, and music that come unbidden to mind require extra effort to resist. By curtailing my viewing and being more discriminating in program selections, I have fewer worldly images to combat and more time for activities that fill my spiritual reserves.
Waiting time. I have found ways to turn waiting time into a spiritual filling station. One morning while waiting in a dentist’s chair and listening to distasteful music, I closed my eyes and mentally walked myself through the temple. This took effort and concentration, but I felt relaxed and refreshed by the time the dentist arrived.
I also carry a book bag nearly everywhere, with scriptures, lesson manuals, paper and pencils, and a good book inside. I always have something uplifting to read while I wait.
Telephone calls. The telephone, as wonderful as it is, can really eat up time. While visiting with a friend for a few minutes can be refreshing, lengthy calls made just to chat or to discuss subjects that are not uplifting or necessary take precious time out of the day.
After ―creating‖ more time in my day, I began using it to sip often from my well of spiritual refreshment and occasionally drink deeply from it in these ways: spending a full hour reading the scriptures, praying during long walks, pondering the problems of the day, and passing a whole day in spiritual renewal (for example, reading scriptures and
playing hymns on the piano while setting aside all other concerns as in Sabbath-day observance).
In addition, great natural and artistic beauties are to be found in the world that can help build our feelings of reverence for our Creator. By seeking time to sip from the well of spiritual nourishment often, we can be spiritually full, better prepared for the droughts and dry spells in life.—Deborah S. Kent, Moberly, Missouri
Like Sand through the Hourglass……
…….. so go the days of our
Lives.
Written by Margaret Wahlstrom
When I was a little girl there was a television show that started with the image of
an hourglass. The announcer would then say, “Like sand through the hourglass,
so go the days of our lives.” Even as a young person this image was unsettling to
me as I watched the grains of sand fall, never to be recalled again. As the amount
of sand in the top part of the hourglass got smaller, it seemed to visually predict
the days of our lives and the eventual end of those days that we have to use. I
also remember the scene in the Wizard of Oz when the Wicked Witch of the West
turns over the hourglass and tells Dorothy that was as much time as she and her
friends had left if she didn’t give the witch the Ruby Slippers. I can still hear that
frightful music in my head as the sand fell through.
Sand represents moments of time in the hourglass. I chose to use sand and golf
balls to give a visual representation of how we manage our time. The Golf Balls
represent the sacred and important things that we should be doing to fill up our
spiritual vessels. The sand represents all the little things that take our time that
are less important and in some cases unimportant. We are using two large glass
containers. The glass containers represent the vessels of our lives. In one we put
the measured sand in the jar of life first. If we fill the jar with the sand,
representing all the less important things first, then there is not enough room for
very many of the golf balls which represent the more important things that fill
our spiritual vessels. This shows how all the unimportant things can crowd out
the important things. In the second jar we will put the Golf Balls into the jar first.
Then we will put the measured sand in the jar. If we put the large important
things into our jars first the small things will fit around them and then we have
room for everything that we need to do. This should visually illustrate that we
can make room for every needful thing if we start with the important things first.
There is a hymn that also illustrates this principle. It is hymn
number 217, “Come, Let us Anew”. The second verse is especially
appropriate to the vision of our time “gliding swiftly away” as a
stream.
Come, let us anew our journey pursue, Roll round with the year,
And never stand still till the Master appear. His adorable will let
us gladly fulfill. And our talents improve By the patience of hope
and the labor of love, By the patience of hope and the labor of
love.
Our life as a dream, our time as a stream Glide swiftly away, And
the fugitive moment refuses to stay; For the arrow is flown and
the moments are gone. The millennial year Presses on to our view,
and eternity’s here, Presses on to our view, and eternity’s here.
Oh that each in the day of His coming may say, “I have fought my
way thru; I have finished the work thou didst give me to do.” Oh
that each from his Lord may receive the glad word: “Well and
faithfully done; Enter into my joy and sit down on my throne;
Enter in to my joy and sit down on my throne.”
I ponder the question: “What if after this life has passed, I find out
that I have not finished the work thou didst give me to do.” It
behooves us to lengthen our stride and put forth an extra effort to
find ways to spend our time wisely. It doesn’t hurt to be a super
achiever when it comes to finishing the work of the Lord.
*note….I explained this visual above with sand since it fits into our
symbol of “Time in the hourglass” I used wheat for the pictures
just to illustrate the visual.
Important and Crucial Spiritual Elements of our lives (Represented
by the golf balls) not fitting in to our life because we fill it with the
less essential things (represented by the wheat). If we fill our time
schedules with the good but less important things first then we
cannot always fit in the more important spiritual things that we
“should be doing.”
BELOW…
If we first fill our time jar with the essential spiritual things (Golf
Balls), then the less important but good things (Wheat) will fill in
around the Larger spiritual things and there will be time for Both
to fit in our jars.
Emergency Kit for “Filling your spiritual vessels” when you live an
extra busy life!
Remember the message of the Ten virgins in Matthew 25:2… And five of
them were wise, and five were foolish. 3.They that were foolish took their
lamps, and took no oil with them: 4But the wise took oil in their vessels with
their lamps. ……… 11Afterward came also the other virgins, saying, Lord, Lord,
open to us. 12But he answered and said, Verily I say unto you, I aknow you not.
The message is clear, the preparation has to be before the coming of the Lord.
We make emergency kits that we may use in case of Temporal disasters. Some
of us have 72 hour kits in the car or by the back door waiting for the need to use
them. We should each have our own Spiritual Emergency kit so that we can
constantly be able to fill those spiritual vessels when the moments present
themselves. Remember that each of us needs to make our own kit based on how
we prepare and our individual needs. I have my own bag that is ready to go out
the door with me to church or institute or even to the doctor’s office or dentist
office when I have time to sit. This would also be nice to have at breaks at work
or riding the bus or airplane. Use your imagination and include those things
that most help inspire you and allow you to be close to your Heavenly Father.
First you need a good bag. I found that a computer bag works great. Some
people like to just do everything on their computers or ipads or smart phones. I
like to have my own set of printed scriptures. So choose what works best for you.
Here are some suggestions for a spiritual emergency bag…
1. Scriptures in some form. (These are separate from the ones you use
at home)
2. Patriarchal blessing….you can shrink this and laminate it to fit in
your scriptures or your bag.
3. Copy of Proclamation of the Family Laminated
4. Copy of The Living Christ laminated
5. Current copy of the Ensign and/or other church magazines
6. Small hymnal
7. Current Relief Society Manual
8. Marking pens or pencils
9. Some people like to use their iPods with conference talks or church
talks on books or even recorded scriptures to listen to when they
exercise or do other chores.
10. Journal for writing down your spiritual feelings and inspirations
and testimony
You will find that having a “spiritual vessel filling emergency bag” to pick
up on the way out the door will allow you to find more times when you
can connect with your Heavenly Father and reach your goals of spiritual
reading and pondering time.
Service Vessels…..
The Christmas Jars…We have started a very wonderful tradition in our
family. After reading the book “Christmas Jars” by Jason F. Wright we
decided that each family member would start their own Christmas Jar and
give it anonymously to a needy person or family each Christmas. We find
that there are numerous opportunities to serve all around us every day
but this special Vessel of love insures that we are able to significantly
answer a prayer for someone every Christmas. I even find myself making
sure that I pay with currency that will assure that I get change back so that
my jar will fill faster, and I can fill more jars.
Also I find great joy and satisfaction in writing in my Responsibility Journal
at the end of every day where I answer the question, “Have I done any
good in the world today.” This journal helps me always stay on top of the
question, “Am a worthwhile person?” All I have to do is read my
responsibility journal to answer YES!!
Preparing “our” Physical Vessel so that it can be a Spiritual
Container
By Dawn McCullough
How We Treat our Vessels...
There are an enormous variety of wells in our lives that we dip in to as we fill our
different vessels. Some of these wells are; scriptures, church resources, home and
family , friends, careers, educational institutions, music, talents, sports,
recreational activities, and many others . The list could go on and on. Each well
fills different needs for our earthly vessels. We tend to go to particular wells at
certain times in our lives as we seek the ingredient that will help lift us and help us
endure particular trials or challenges. We ultimately hope it will make us a better
person or help us to cope with those events in our lives that may be difficult or
challenging for us.
We are usually inspired to seek out the best well that will fill our personal vessel
and that will sustain us the most as it buoys us up and keeps us afloat in the ever
raging sea of adversity.
A principle that I have come to personally appreciate and learn from lately is the
principle of being physically fit, where I am improving my personal Vessel so that it
can hold the sustaining nourishment of what the wells have to offer. I've been
working on the physical part of my earthly vessel, my body, and have been inspired
by the things that I have learned. It is interesting what physical limitations or
challenges a person can give themselves if they are not always mindful of caring for
the earthly vessel that they were given.
When I first started to try and improve my physical fitness 2 1/2 years ago, I could
barely walk on the treadmill for very long at all. I would quickly be winded and
have to stop. I found that I could not lift weights of more than 5 lbs for maybe 10
very short repetitions. I would go home exhausted and discouraged, but I kept
going morning after morning. I am now to the point where I can work out on the
treadmill for a half hour with a very steep incline. I can even keep up the speed
and not be winded. I can lift weights of 20 lbs and not feel like my arms will fall
off. I am gaining self esteem and confidence in myself. I know that I can do hard
things. It may not be easy at first, but with time and consistency I know that I can
get to the next level. As my vessel gets healthier, I find that it is easier for me to
handle more tasks and they are easier to complete. I have to take care of my body
now so that I do not develop those little “cracks” that will keep my vessel from
holding the spiritual things that I am in need of.
I always wished that I could run in races and participate in physical activities. I was
able to do that last summer. It was a small race, but I participated in it with my
whole family and I finished the race! I was not first, but I finished and that was an
accomplishment that I was proud of. It truly lifted my spirit to be able to say that I
had competed in a race that I had never thought that I would ever do. This
experience has taught me that I can do anything that I put my mind to if I just
persevere. I have found a new excitement in living life. I am also afraid of heights
and yet I recently went indoor skydiving. It was a most exhilarating experience. I
felt that all the fear was literally flying above me and gave me more confidence in
having my feet off the ground!
We all have to face hard things, but we are given those God given attributes to
achieve anything that comes our way. We are the ones who give up on ourselves
and quit trying. We need to put our faith in ourselves to achieve those great things
that will take us up to the next level.
Through my experience in preparing my body to be more physically fit I have found
that I enjoy the spiritual wells that I am drinking from more than at any other time.
More important, my vessel is remaining full longer.
Having a TO BE LIST instead of a TO DO LIST……
As we strive to tame the Time Bandit and organize our lives, I want to
bring your attention to the conference address given by Elder Lynn
Robbins of the Council of the Seventy in April Conference 2011. He gave a
fabulous talk beginning with the query, “TO BE OR NOT TO BE…..is actually
a very good question.” He went on to stress the difference between a To
Do list and a To Be list. A “TO DO LIST” is something where you complete
tasks that you are able to check off. A “TO BE LIST” is something that is
never complete for you are always striving to be like Christ. In Third Nephi
Chapter 27 verse 27 we read…..”ye shall be judges of this people,
according to the judgment which I shall give unto you, which shall be just.
Therefore, what manner of men ought ye to be? Verily I say unto you,
even as I am.” So that is the challenge. To constantly be striving to be like
Christ. We are going to give you a Time management program that we
want you to use as a TO BE list. As you decide on the things in your life
that you have TO DO, make sure that you include the things that you want
TO BE. That way as you decide on the To Do things you will want to make
sure that they will also help you accomplish your goals of To Be like Christ.
Spiritual Home Storage
by Regina Wahlstrom
Elder Neil L. Anderson said: “... we each have moments of spiritual power, moments of inspiration and revelation. We must sink them deep into the chambers of our souls. As we do, we prepare our spiritual home storage for moments of personal difficulty. Jesus said, ‘Settle this in your hearts, that ye will do the things which I shall teach, and command you.’ (Luke 14:28 JST) “... we are not alone. As disciples of the Lord Jesus Christ, we have enormous spiritual reservoirs of light and truth available to us. Fear and faith cannot coexist in our hearts at the same time... ‘Be not afraid, only believe.’ (Mark 5:36)...” I grew up in the church, graduated from BYU, served a mission, then married a convert with a 10 year old son and we soon added two children of our own to that family. Our little family had its share of ups and downs, but I would have been the first to say “It’s a Wonderful Life” until early 1999, when everything about my life changed with a series of losses. First my fabulous father, a man of great faith, full of enthusiasm for the gospel and love for his family, returned home early from his mission with my mother to die an agonizing death over a ten month period of lung cancer. Within a few months of his death, my husband and I began a painful separation and divorced after 18 years of marriage. As I reeled emotionally and spiritually from the challenges of these losses, I learned my 12
year career as an insurance underwriter was about to end due to a massive restructure announced by my employer. I responded to these losses with resilience and even a large dose of my dad’s great optimisim: I missed my dad immensely but treasured the gospel values and work ethic he taught me. I became active in the church singles program-- there was something and often someone for everyone-- and, can you believe it, I gained a testimony of and loved this church program! And I went back to school for a masters degree in teaching, something I had always wanted to do. Then, as a new empty-nester (my daughter left for BYU-Hawaii and my son got his first job and moved into his own apartment), I moved from the city side of Oregon to the rural side to start my first teaching assignment. By now I was feeling pretty good about my new life which was turning out to be in essence, a grand adventure. Was there anything I could not do with the Lord on my side?! Then there occurred one more loss, in truth, the greatest loss of all: my son, my Jordan, that bright precocious but incorrigible light in my life from the moment he was born-- died, a few days after his 21st birthday. It was a lot to process. So much to remember and rethink and regret. So much to come to terms with. There were days when I woke up and wondered what had happened to my life-- and who was this woman wearing my jeans and going through the motions of life? I was living a strange new life in a strange new place and I had no father, no husband, and now no son. I cried, and I cried, and then I cried some more. It became so difficult for me to sink to my knees and express my gratitude to my Heavenly Father for those short but precious years I had with my son (which is always what happened when I was on my knees) and start the crying cycle all over again that for some time I quit praying altogether. Those were dark days.
But 40+ years of lessons learned in Primary, in Sunday School, in Young Women’s and Relief Society, in Seminary and BYU Religion classes, in mission conferences and General Conferences had given me enormous spiritual reservoirs of light and truth to draw on My spiritual home storage was available to me in the darkest hours. My testimony that Jesus lives helped me to understand my son still lived. It did not stop my pain. It did even seem to lessen the pain. As an underwriter, I had been taught to look at the “big picture,” but as a faithful member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, there was available to me an eternal “big picture” perspective that one without 40 years of spiritual home storage would not have. How I love the Primary song: “Did Jesus really live again? Yes, when the third day came, He wakened and He left the tomb. He called Mary’s name. And there were nail prints in his hands, and a spear wound in his side. Did Jesus really live again, after He had died? Oh yes! And so shall I!” As Elder Neil L. Anderson said: “... we each have moments of spiritual power, moments of inspiration and revelation. We must sink them deep into the chambers of our souls. As we do, we prepare our spiritual home storage for moments of personal difficulty. Jesus said, ‘Settle this in your hearts, that ye will do the things which I shall teach, and command you.’ (Luke 14:28 JST) “... we are not alone. As disciples of the Lord Jesus Christ, we have enormous spiritual reservoirs of light and truth available to us. Fear and faith cannot coexist in our hearts at the same time... ‘Be not afraid, only believe.’ (Mark 5:36)...” Elder Neil A. Anderson
Today I am blessed with a husband who loves me and
loves the gospel of Jesus Christ (and who I met at a church singles
dance). My husband shares two of his own precious children
with me while my daughter has made me a grandmother twice
already. And though I worry every time a little one gets sick,
scrapes a knee, or swallows a quarter, my faith overcomes my
fears. I am also blessed to nurture and share my mornings with
15 delightful preschoolers. My blessings are tremendous.
I take great comfort in these words of Elder Joseph B.
Wirthlin: “The Lord compensates the faithful for every loss. That
which is taken away from those who love the Lord will be added
unto them in His own way. While it may not come at the time we
desire, the faithful will know that every tear today will eventually
be returned a hundredfold with tears of rejoicing and gratitude.”
I am also heartened by this exciting scripture: “Now, what
do we hear in the gospel which we have received? A voice of
gladness! A voice of mercy from heaven; and a voice of truth
out of the earth; glad tidings for the dead; a voice of gladness for
the living and the dead; glad tidings of great joy...” D & C 128:19
Ours IS a gospel of gladness and great joy. Our Savior lives
and loves us and watches over each one of us, this is my
testimony in His blessed name, Amen.
Saving Time in a Bottle
by Regina Wahlstrom
I remember my first attempt at budgeting was sectioning
off a small shoebox to make various areas which I labeled Tithing,
Savings, my Fun Fund, Clothes and Accessories, the New Bike,
and a great many other things a teenage girl wishes she could
fund from her allowance alone. Needless to say, I soon realized
there wasn’t nearly enough allowance to meet all of my needs--
even when I supplemented my allowance with an occasional
babysitting job at a whopping 50 cents an hour! But my mother,
a convert to the church with a pragmatic approach to gospel
teachings, made it simple when she said: If you pay tithing first,
you will be able to meet your obligations. If you don’t, you
won’t.
Through the years since then, I have come to realize the
same principle applies to scripture study and prayer. If you try to
manage your time in the sections of a shoebox, or even draw it
all out on paper, there simply are not enough hours in the day for
every good thing you would like do-- along with scripture study
and prayer. But if you could save time in a bottle-- and always
use that first bottle of the day for scripture study and prayer...
that is, if you could make scripture study and prayer (and I tend
to think of them as one not two separate practices) your very
first priority of every day, it would not only get done
consistently, every day, but as I have learned, the rest of the
hours in your day become both more productive and more
meaningful.
I was talking with a friend recently about filling our
spiritual vessels when time is short (and time always seems to be
in short supply in our lives, doesn’t it?) Just the day before we
had enjoyed a wonderful Relief Society lesson in which a long list
of ways to fill our spiritual reservoirs were written on the
chalkboard in the front of the room. No doubt that list included
all of the same kinds of things your Relief Society sisters would
identify as well. Then my friend said to me, the problem with
that list is when I need most desperately to fill my vessel is
always the time when I have the least desire and motivation to
do so. I have thought a long time about her point. It is one thing
to know what needs to be done-- and quite another thing to be
able to do it. Consistently. And I suspect that is what filling our
spiritual lamps is all about.
In his wonderful “Of Things That Matter Most” address,
President Dieter F. Uchtdorf said: “Let’s be honest: it’s rather
easy to be busy. We all can think up a list of tasks that will
overwhelm our schedules.”
Then he quoted Elder Dallin H. Oaks: “We have to forego
some good things in order to choose others that are better or
best because they develop faith in the Lord Jesus Christ and
strengthen our families.”
Our General Relief Society President Julie Beck has taught
us the difference between Essential, Necessary, and Nice-to-Do
tasks in our lives:
Essential--
The things that must be taken care of and if I don’t take
care of them, the blessings of eternal life won’t be mine nor will
they be the blessings of my family:
ESSENTIAL PERSONAL PREPARATION THAT STRENGTHENS
FAMILY AND HOME
Revelation
Pray always
Daily scripture study
Time to ponder and fast
Making and keeping covenants (sacrament meeting,
temple)
Love one another
Necessary--
Things we have to do as a part of mortal life in order to be
self-reliant and be of service to our families and the Lord:
NECESSARY
Marriage and family relationships
Homemaking (cooking, cleaning, working)
Self-reliance and provident living
Compassionate service
Temple and family history
Sharing the gospel
Church service
Nice to do--
These add variety to our lives, but they won’t save us:
Crafts
Hobbies
Recreational reading
Lunches with friends
Movies
Travel
Blogging and recreational computer time
What is on your list?
As sisters in Zion, we need to distinguish between good and
better, between better and best. Managing our time and
prioritizing will prevent us from sacrificing the Essential for Nice
but not even Necessary tasks. I testify that as we create more
time for those Essentials, our lives will be more productive and
more meaningful and we will prepare ourselves and our families
for eternal life, in Jesus’ sacred name, amen.