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    The Little Things in Life; a

    Collection of Two Essays

    By Melissa Ditty

    Edited by: English 306.01

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    CONTENTS

    PART ONE:

    I.

    The Truth Behind Addiction 7-37Original; Edited by Todd Mckinney

    Second Draft; Edited by Leigh Vorhees

    Third Draft; Edited by Will (with Rubric)

    Final Draft; by Melissa Ditty

    PART TWO:

    II. The Effects of Rescuing the Dot 38-87Original; Edited by Todd Mckinney

    Second Draft; Edited by Leigh Vorhees

    Third Draft; Edited by Krista

    Fourth Draft; Edited by Austin

    Final Draft; by Melissa Ditty

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    PART ONE;THE TRUTH BEHIND THE ADDICTION

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    Melissa Ditty

    English 306

    April, 24 2011

    The Truth behind Addiction

    One of the most addictive games, in my opinion, would have to be World of Warcraft

    (WoW). This massively multiplayer online role playing game (MMORPG) was developed by

    Blizzard Entertainment in 2004. Although, the game has been out for seven years, it still holds 62

    percent of the worlds MMO players. With its latest expansion, Cataclysm, WoW has roughly 12

    million subscribers worldwide (Wikipedia). My adventure with WoW didnt start until summer of

    2007, when I entered the realm Demon Soul, for the first time. I am now on my fourth year of

    WoW and on this date in 2011, all I have to show for my experience with WoW is the following.

    I used to hate WoW because it took real life away from my friends. I loathed the monthly

    subscription fee my friends paid to play a game instead of purchasing food to live on. However, my

    true hate for WoW evolved from the way WoWdissconected people from the outside world. I

    read on WoWaholics.org how the game was nothing more than an addiction and promoted

    depressed individuals to sit all day in front of a computer. I couldnt understand the thrill my sister

    had for playing a game where a character ran around mass murdering innocent non-violent pigs in

    order to loot their tusks because another character requested her to. If I had requested her to go

    outside and collect five feces samples from an animal (dog) that I renamed (Shaka Hound), Im not

    so sure my real life request would go as well as the WoW avatars had. The pigs she killed had no

    significance in her life, yet she shot arrows into them just to earn a necklace with a bloody fang on it

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    for her character to wear as a reward. The practice of this violence came off, to me, as inhumane

    and brutal. She, however, let out a long sigh of relief to have killed twenty or so pigs. She gloated

    to me about her ability to wear a bloody necklace for the statistical information written on the

    item. I was stumped at her act of violence. The necklace turned out to be a reward that allowed her

    to kill more pigs.

    I remember one day in early summer when I was sitting at home as a bored college student

    without classes to attend. My sister and I fought about how WoW was wasting her life, why I

    didnt want to try the game and said horrible things to each other we didnt mean. She wanted me

    to play WoW with her, but I was scared of the ramifications a WoW player endures After all, I had

    read about players of the game who were trying to break their addiction to the game on

    WoWDetox.com. I didnt want to be another statistic and I certainly had avoided all other

    addictive habits to this point in life: smoking, drinking, drugs and etc. My sister had other plans for

    my future however with her, You never know until you try it, and the you cant believe

    everything you read on the internet, attitude. She told me that she knew I would like the game and

    that it would give me something to do on my summer break, since the economy provided no part-

    time seasonal jobs.

    I had been on summer vacation for a month at the point of this fight and hadnt a single call

    back for employment. I felt down on myself and began to believe that there was some part of me

    employers didnt want working for them. Maybe I didnt have the right answer to question, I often

    get upset when guilty people are let free of punishment. I guess I should have disagreed instead of

    whatever I answered (each time was probably different. What person reads online applications

    word for word anyway?)

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    The next day I was awakened at 4pm by my sister, who was about to leave for her serving

    job at a local ice cream shop. She entered my room in great haste, slamming my door against the

    wall and still upset from me saying horrible things to her the night before. She threw an index card

    on my sleep covered face and said; just try it. After my morning grog disappeared I read the index

    card to realize she had left me with the information to her World of Warcraft account. Feeling

    already disconnected from the social world and unable to get a part-time job, I entered the

    information in the computer and logged on World of Warcraft for the first time. I created a

    character, picked its name and entered the unknown world. I was, in theory, birthed from nowhere

    cyberspace into this zone full of other people running around mass murdering worm looking

    creatures. Avatars collected around a single elf looking character that remained stagnant in position

    and had exclamation mark above his head. I could click on the elf, but he only responded by

    sending me to kill the worm creatures and ask me to report back to him. Like a socially competent

    person, I followed suit with the rest of the population. I collected worm eyes, turned them in and

    before I knew it I, Tglimus, was a level 3 Blood Elf Hunter.

    As I moved from quest to quest, I tried to convince myself of the unethical patterns I had

    been practicing and how the game was for losers. Yet, I kept on running around murdering animals

    and other people with my arrows. I ran bloody heads to the multiple quest giving characters like

    everyone else and received rewards of cash, money and items to wear. When my sister came home,

    she found me playing. She and I talked through the practices of the game and I tried to convince her

    that I wasnt having fun playing the game. Like all nice sisters, she laughed and shrugged me off

    with the, if you want to play tomorrow while Im at work, you can.

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    I did just that. I entered my second day of World of Warcraft out of quests and level ten.

    Unsure of what to do I stood outside what seemed to be a big city and read the quest telling me to

    go to a new place. There was only one problem, I had no idea how to GPS myself to this new

    location. So I stood outside this city pondering what to do when a screen popped up from nowhere

    asking me if I wanted to duel. I accepted and continued to stand in the same place. Out of nowhere

    the numbers, 3, 2 and 1, appeared on my screen and my health started decreasing. I was being

    attacked by another player in a city. I didnt know, at the time that was possible, so I ran away in

    panic. A few seconds later I was bowing and my chat box read, Sworth has defeated Tglimus in a

    duel. Then I received a message in my chat box from another player stating, Good duel. I

    replied, I have no idea what Im doing.

    This is how I met Sworth, my first WoW friend and joined my first guild. I had no idea

    what to expect of this guild I had joined. I knew that guilds were collections of people working

    together for communal betterment of the guild, but even with this thought, I was unsure how to

    act in the guild. Unfortunately for me, I was unable to figure out the inner workings of a guild

    because my membership lasted only a few days. I was kicked out of the guild for taking one gold

    from the guildsbank that I had deposited the day before. I realize now that I had committed a guild

    offense, but at the time I had no clue what I was doing. I spent the next ten levels without a guild

    and questing with my new friend, Sworth. As we quested, we chatted about different things and I

    began to understand this new world better. I eventually made more friends and gained more levels

    of experience in the game.

    The World of Warcraft is a brutal one. By my tenth level, I killed more people, animals and

    animal-people then I could count. I collected: heads, gizzards, wings, slime, teeth, hooves, feces,

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    water and even baby animals. I literally had killed everything for my own betterment. I, like my

    sister had, wanted the bloody fang necklace. I had traveled through forests with walking trees, been

    attacked by zombies, killed spiders bigger than my character, swam in an ocean without getting wet

    and even explored a catacomb all in one week of experience. The best part of it all was that I had

    completed most of those feats with little help from other players.

    A week later I was fed up with guild-hopping. No guild had what I looked for and Sworth

    hopped between six or seven different guilds. By my 26th level of the 70 levels I was to complete on

    my character, I considered myself well versed in the WoW. I ran to a local major city, collected

    other player signatures and created my own guild The Cost of Silence. Upon guild creation, I

    gathered all the people I met in the game and asked them to join. My guild thrived with over 100

    members by the time my character leveled to 27.

    At the time, I thought I was a successful guild leader. I had created rules, designed a guild

    crest, and managed to keep the guild peace for about a week. After that week, however, I found

    myself becoming bitter at some guild members and created rules to spite them. I even created a

    rule that prevented guild members from killing any of the cat critters (level one animals that are

    harmless) and another rule preventing annoying teenage guild members from raving havoc on other

    guild members. This first guild of mine was clearly a dictatorship that allowed for absolutely

    nothing to be chatted about that I was not okay with. I realize now just how much of a prude I was,

    but at that time I just removed guild members ranks without thinking about the ramifications of my

    actions.

    After a month, my guild had more drama then a high school at midterm time and everyone

    was fighting. I found myself disliking this guild I created and wanted out. I talked to my officers and

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    told them I was moving my highest level character to my sisters guild and transferring the leader

    position to one of my alternate characters. This is not how the guild leader shift went, however. I

    logged on my alternate character only to receive a long message from officer telling me that he was

    a power hungry mutant and was keeping my guild. (Well more or less.) His actual words were

    more of I like having power in the guild and I want to keep the guild.

    I was again alone in the World of Warcraft and found myself guild-hopping until my sisters

    guild took me in. I wasnt connected to her guild like she was and I refused to speak unless spoken

    to. I didnt want to anger anyone and I didnt want anyone to think I was a noob. If anyone in her

    guild knew I was a new player (noob), they would have attacked me quicker than sharks to a drop

    of blood in ocean. I realized how much I still had to learn and I learned the hard way that this guild

    my sister brought me into was way more serious about the game than I was about the actual content

    of the game. They liked to kill monsters and collect loot to make the guild better. I liked to chat

    about life and get questing advice. At this point I was more into the social aspect of World of

    Warcraft more so than beating in the faces of new players and enemy characters.

    In September of 2008, a year into my World of Warcraft experience, I created the guild

    Assimilated by Horde (ABH). ABH was founded by the players I got along with in my first guild

    and new people my sister found that werent as serious as her guild liked WoW players to be.

    After much contemplation on why my old guild failed, I entered ABH with higher hopes and new

    goals. I would be queen Tglimus and the guild members that werent in my royal ranks would be

    the minions or so I thought until I actually got to know my fellow guild members.

    A month after ABH creation, I was introduced to a player named Zenlode. My sister had

    found him being a social butterfly in a city general chat looking for a guild. She asked him to join

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    and the next thing I know I found myself talking to him about guild things and later about real life.

    As it turned out, Zenlode was a tell it like it is kind of guy and called me out on my prudish

    nature. We talked a lot and he would help me get through guild issues without losing my whole

    guild member list. A few months after first meeting Zenlode, he invited his friend Bunnymonster

    to join the guild, she invited her friends and ABH was growing in great numbers each day. The

    more serious ABH became some members, who disagreed with ABH policy, left to start their own

    guild. These ex-guild members spread rumors about higher ranked ABH members and turned ABH

    friends into enemies. As those members left, so did I from WoW. I found myself too involved in a

    game that was virtually uncontrollable.

    I disowned my character on WoW for a few months, but I still talked to my friends outside

    of the game. We discussed love, life, war, drugs, cats, and etc. Some of my guild members from

    Assimilated by Horde are the best friends I have ever had in my life. These people, who live miles

    away, have been there for me when my local college friends were not able to help. It is true that

    WoW takes away from real life, but it replaces it with a new real life with people that one would

    have otherwise never met.

    This is the glory of WoW. I determined the interaction that I had with other characters on

    the realm. I built friendships in a fake world, which I was able to transcend into the real world. The

    friends that I made in the game were there for me when I logged in, but dont always disappear

    when you log out. They arent like the fake friends I made in high school that I spent eight hours a

    day for four years with, only to leave behind for college. My high school friends developed lives.

    Overtime common high school interests grew distant and friendships dwindled. The same could

    happen with my WoW friends, but that is yet to be seen and unpredictable.

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    After four years of collecting millions of bloody fangs I realized that WoW, in theory, was

    supposed to be about the craft of war. This how many people fall into the addiction; they wanted to

    be the best player and have the best gear. Some WoW players did whatever, to whomever as long

    as they attained the best.

    To me, WoW is less about gear, but more about making friends in guilds and attaining

    accomplishments with those people. The game that I hated has taught me more about myself and

    the world than any real life friend that I have made. I have been able to take the leadership skills I

    learned in game and apply them to my real life. This is why no matter how many times in the last

    four years I have tried to quit the game I havent been able to. Maybe this is what all things in life

    boil down to; becoming so worthwhile that quitting becomes too difficult. Sounds like an addiction

    doesnt it? I suppose one could call it addiction, but would have to then call hanging out with their

    friends an addiction as well.

    Although some World of Warcraft players are antisocial basement dwellers, the stereotype

    does not fit the majority. Some people, myself included, learn more about the social norms of the

    world in game than from real life. If I mess up the social norms I change my characters name;

    problem solved. After placing myself into a game I once hated, I was able to develop an

    understanding about the addiction aspect of the game. With a little self control one can easily

    monitor their time in and out of game; just as one does by turning on and off an Xbox or closes an

    internet browser. The addiction isnt the game. The truth about the addiction is that humans are

    creatures that require social interaction. The ability to interact as a social being in game is what

    makes WoW so addictive and interesting. One never knows whats in store around the next

    mountain.

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    PART TWO;THE EFFECTS OF RESCUING THE DOT

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    Melissa Ditty

    English 306.01

    27, April 2011

    The Effects of Rescuing the Dot

    I. The storyIn the winter of 2010, I adopted my first pet of my adult life from an Animal Shelter. The

    animal was a young adult cat who the shelter named Carla. (I would later name her Dot.) While I

    cant explain how the unity happened exactly, I am aware that this fuzzy little brat chose me. There

    was a strange correlation between this cat and myself that, after one look, sparked me to walk

    through the rest of Petsmart thinking about her nonstop. Out of all the trips I had made to Petsmart

    and pets I had ever owned, I had never felt the same connection to them as I had with this long

    haired grey cat.

    This specific trip to Petsmart resulted from a failed normal Thanksgiving Day tradition. My

    father had surgery and was unable to eat a big meal of turkey and potatoes, so my family decided

    that the best course of action was just to cancel Thanksgiving for one year. My sister and I were

    both students of Ball State University at the time and lived closer to each other than either of us

    lived to our parents. After chatting online over World of Warcraft we decided that we would

    spend the holiday with each other and fine dining on Taco Bell, Pizza Hut and McDonalds.

    My sister and Is get togethers were often predictable in nature. One of us would drive to the

    others house. Whoever didnt make that long drive would drive to Meijer, Petsmart, and

    anywhere else in town we decided to go. Im not much of a window shopper or a shopper (period),

    but my sister is. She always had to look at everything in a store, in case there was something she

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    needed, but had forgotten to write down. She would debate over which shade of grey mouse toy

    was the best for her cat for more than an hour before deciding to purchase the purple one.

    I only ever went with her to Petsmart and, prior to this day, had only ever walked out with

    toys for my parents cats. Her hour long debate over a toy mouse, on this trip, left me with ample

    time to weigh all the possible outcomes of bringing an animal into my life. An animal would be a

    ten to fifteen year commitment and to this point, I had proven a failure to commit to anything for

    more than a couple years. I had changed majors two times in four years, became and gave up being

    a vegetarian in one year, I play multiple characters in games because I want to try the new in or

    popular thing. One could even take a glance at my debit card ownership and quickly figure out

    how uncommitted I am to keeping objects. Could I really take care of another living thing for its

    entire life?

    After picking a purple mouse for her already spoiled cats, my sister and I left Petsmart and

    returned to my apartment. I cant have a cat, mom and dad would kill me, I responded to my

    sisters, You know you wanted that cat. I could tell because you kept walkin over and petting it. It

    could die in that shelter in a couple days. Thirty minutes after leaving, I arrived back at Petsmart,

    located a Petsmart employee, and before I knew what was happening I was holding the scared grey

    and long haired cat. A silent little beast, whose paw hugged my arm and purred soft breaths to be

    out of her metal bar boxed in life.

    At the time of adoption I knew that my cat was from a kill animal shelter, although, I had no

    idea at the time what that fully meant. According to the Humane Society, most animal shelters

    have no set time limit for holding an animal. In the vast majority of shelters, decisions about

    adoption and euthanasia are based on factors that include the temperament and health of the animal,

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    Ditty-The Effects of Rescuing the Dot-81and the space and resources available to humanely house and properly care for the animal. They

    also, recommendthat shelters hold stray animals for a minimum of five operating days (Humane

    Society). Ive had a loaf of bread for a month before. How could they only allow a living creature

    only five days?

    A few weeks after adopting my cat a friend shared with me how barbaric the people working at

    these shelters were. They sent me the videos of shelters shoving many cats in a box where two

    shelter workers asphyxiated the cats with carbon monoxide or euthanized the cats using things

    called Heart-Sticks. I can only imagine how painful it must be to be electrocuted straight in the

    heart, let alone by a human being you placed full trust in. Simply put the humane euthanasia that

    shelters, like the one where I got my cat, claimed to do was actually just translated to (in my

    opinion) kill by any means possible. I was especially appalled by an animal shelter in North Carolina

    that posted a video of how they deal with animal control ("Davie's Law/ Humane Euthanasia in

    NC Animal Shelters"). I am sure these people have to appreciate life, the way they threw five to ten

    puppies or dogs into a box before filling it with toxic gas like a puppy concentration camp

    punishment.

    II. The effects of the causeGrowing up as a child, I was taught to do the right thing; taught that if we help out the

    community we will be paid back in some sort of fantasized afterlife. Animals had feelings, not quite

    like human feelings, but they were to be treated as living breathing creatures nonetheless. This is

    possibly why I was driven to figure out some way to help more animals than just my one adopted

    cat. I tried to convince my parents into allowing me to adopt many cats, but the odds of that

    happening were nonexistent. I spent the next few months after adopting my cat researching

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    different rescues and trying to figure out a way that I could help give back to the shelter that gave

    me a life time companion. In a long drawn out period of time I found nothing more than the same

    answers replicated or worded different on every website. No shelter, besides the Humane Society

    of the United States, admitted in their about sections to being a kill shelter. This struck me as odd

    because all the shelters that were no kill, such as Animal Rescue Fund of Muncie and Action for

    Animals of Muncie, stated there were No kill.

    My research continued for months until I found a current news website looking for someone to

    write on cat rescue. I eagerly submitted an application with writing examples and was sure that I

    could not only give back to a cause that changed my life, but could also pave way for my future

    writing career and generate a little self revenue. Although, I admit that the job paid less than a kids

    lemonade stand, I earned a total of twenty-five dollars for the entire time I wrote for

    Examiner.com.

    After my second month of writing, I began to realize that the job was never about the money,

    nor was it about fulfilling my communal obligation. It was about trying to help the animals because

    they could not and cannot help themselves. For this reason on Wednesday of every week I would

    post Crazy Kitty Wednesday, a column devoted only to promote available adoptable cats. While

    this article would not pay the one dollar I got for posting (up to five dollars a week), I wanted to

    help local shelters promote their cats that needed adoption.

    I spent the beginning of my summer vacation in 2010 interviewing Animal Shelters in my local

    area. I wanted to help more; I wanted to be involved. I wanted to know how shelters ran and what

    I could give to the shelter beyond donations. The shelters were not as open to me as I was to them.

    Most of the shelters gave me no response; this is excluding Action for Animals where a woman

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    named Teresa wrote me an email about what volunteers do at shelters and ways that people can

    help. It was a resourceful letter that not only said I could help by food and money donations, but by

    donating my time and talents (writing) as well. Although I was hoping for feedback from multiple

    shelters, the letter was the kick I needed to jumpstart more topics for more articles.

    III. Help not wantedAfter writing for months on cat rescue, I again ran out of ideas for topics. I had written about

    adoption, local shelters, why people should adopt, the problems that can arise in adoption,

    adopting my cat and just about anything I could find online about cat rescue. I had even created a

    Facebook page (Ditty2), a twitter page, and emailed several of the local Indiana Animal Rescues. I

    sent out business cards with letters asking people in the community to contact me with stories.

    I received very little back from the community. Maybe they viewed me as a scam writer. Some

    may have even thought I was wasting their time with insignificant trivial matters. Whatever their

    thinking, I wasnt taken seriously. I had only two animal rescues respond , both were by email and

    were the same shelters from before. One email was from Action for Animals and the other was

    from Muncie Animal Rescue Fund (ARF). I corresponded with both shelters for several weeks

    asking questions and collecting stories. I even took a trip to ARF where I interviewed Dana Salkosk.

    She walked me through ARFs Catty Shack house and answered my questions. I told her about my

    experience with adopting a cat at Petsmart. She explained to me that this happens with many

    animal adoption parents. The adoptive parent walks in wanting one kind of animal, but ends up

    leaving with another. From what I was able to understand, a person may walk into a shelter

    wanting an orange tabby, but walk out of the shelter with a Great Dane. The idea could also mean

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    that a person walks into a shelter wanting an orange short-haired tabby cat and leaving with a long

    haired black cat.

    I had never walked into an animal rescue facility prior to this interview. Looking back I realize

    how much I assumed about animal rescues. My mother had always told me that the rescues were

    flea infested diseased places where animals were euthanized if their stay was too long. She also told

    me, in my childhood days onto adulthood, that I could never handle an animal rescue because many

    of the shelters kill unwanted animals. It was, after all, their job to control the animal populations.

    In my article House in Indiana devoted to cat rescue, I discuss my interview I had with Salkosk at

    ARF. This interview not only gave me a subject to write about, but it also allowed me to question

    some of the logic about shelters pressed on me by my peers. I write, As Salkoski walked me

    through the house (Catty Shack) she began telling me stories of how the cats came into their

    possession. As she spoke I began to realize that preconception of people dumping off unwanted

    animals was a great misconception. Most of the cats ofARF ended up at the Catty Shack because of

    family financial obligations, health issues (much of the time a simple one time medication), they

    were born at ARF, or their owners passed away.

    After the interview with Salkosk of ARF was formally over, I asked how I could help her shelter

    and found out that unless I wanted to donate money or time at the shelter, they would appreciate

    any help they could get. However, this was contradicted a month later when I did a follow up

    interview of a volunteer at ARF (name withheld for her benefit) I was told to remove my article by

    that volunteer because it falsified what she said.Since I didnt have a voice recording, I had to

    remove the article. Instead of appreciating that a positive article was created to promote the

    betterment of animals at a shelter and showing the positives of volunteering at an animal rescue

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    facility, this volunteer was more worried that I misquoted her (unknown by me) about something

    in the article.

    What I concluded from my writing about animal rescue was that while animal shelters

    seemingly want supply donations, money donation, animal fosters and time donations. They do not

    (in the case of ARF) want people to write about the happenings of their facility, unless of course,

    you are a famous news outlet such as FOX or the less worldwide Star Press, who both recently

    covered the flooding of their shelter (Mc Cl ur e) .

    My animal shelter writing career was ended quickly by a lack of response from local animal

    shelters. I had run out of things to say and felt that I was writing the same thing over and over

    again. Without discussing the animal adoption world with people that cared about the animals, I

    had nothing new or fresh to create. What it all boils down to is that unless you are donating

    something the shelter can physically use, their rule is: Help Unwanted.

    IV. La Fine of the animal shelterWriting about animal rescue, if it gave me nothing else, allowed me to dive into a new world

    where a living thing has no say in its treatment. It would be silly to think that an animal chooses to

    be abandoned into a humanistic world where its survival instincts arent enough to fend off

    malicious humans. It allowed me to realize that I saved my cats life. Without me, my cat could

    have been euthanized (humanely or inhumanely). Most likely, in my opinion based on my research,

    my cat would have been shoved in a metal box with twenty other cats scratching to get out and

    fighting with other cats. After all the other cats were placed in the box, the lid would close and she

    would have been surrounded by total blackness. The blackness would then steal her ability to

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    breath and cause her, and the other cats, to stop moving. Eventually she would essentially

    asphyxiate, thrown onto a mound of other dead animals and left to rot in a nearby landfill.

    This is the cruel reality we live in. The worst part is the lack of remorse on the shelter workers

    face, the quotidian front the faces of these employees express. Their actions; as if it is normal to

    throw a two month old puppy into its death like it was the packaging to a Big Mac from

    McDonalds. Luckily, my cat will never have to suffer from anything beyond being chased around

    my apartment and laundry basket captures. Its hard to believe a little over a year ago I couldnt

    imagine a life caring for another living thing and now I cant imagine my life without it. I hear from

    friend and read all around the internet that this is how most animal-owner relationships are. As silly

    and crazy cat lady as it sounds, adopting my cat from a shelter filled a void in me somehow. My cat

    has taught me more about myself than any one person ever has. I realize how silly this sounds and

    unless you have adopted an animal in that time of your life when you are lost, I doubt you

    understand. I hope however, to be proved wrong in thinking this.

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