The Crush, The Best Friend and The Admirer

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The Crush, The Best Friend and The Admirer

By: ceecayas

The complicated life of Chelsea with her crush, her best friend and her admirer.

There he was, Jeff, the guy who I secretly have a crush on since the first grade, the guy who I can only

steal glances from afar, they guy who can never fall in love with someone like me.

Then there’s Gino, our parents were best friends so we knew each other since we were kids, the guy

who never failed to make me laugh, the guy who was always there for me, my best friend.

But then there’s also this mysterious guy who kept on leaving sweet notes in my locker, the guy who

constantly supported me and cheered me on through his cards, the anonymous guy who I wanted tomeet.

And here I am, the simple girl who goes by the name, Chelsea, a girl who dreams about meeting

someone who would love and accept me for who I am.

And this… is my story.

The Crush,

The Best Friend and

The Admirer



Chapter 1

I believe in fate, in destiny, in love at first sight, yes, all those mushy stuff. I blame the movies, the

dramas, and the songs for this childish belief. But who can blame me? Is there anything wrong in loving

and in asking to be loved in return? I constantly believe that someday, in the right place, at the right

time, at the right moment, I’ll meet the man of my dreams, the man who I’m destined to love forever.

“Miss Summers!” *clears throat* “Miss Summers!!”

“Hmm???”

I opened my eyes and suddenly realized that I fell asleep in class.

Oh no. I’m so in trouble!

“MISS SUMMERS!!”

I sat up straight, rubbed my eyes and looked at our professor.

“I’m so sorry ma’am. It won’t happen again I promise.”

Please let me off the hook. Please. Please.

“You better not do it again! If I caught you sleeping again, I’ll make sure to give you a 5! Do I make

myself clear?”

“Yes ma’am.”

Our professor was about to say something else, but then…

*bell rings*

Saved by the bell. *whew*

Everyone hurried outside the door. I walked slowly to avoid bumping into people. But then someone hit

me on the head.

“OUCH!”

“HAHAHAH! Sleepy head!!”

“Stop it Gino! It’s not funny and that hurts you know?”

I gave him a punch on the arm. I’m such a weakling, I can’t even punch hard enough.

“Well I’m not the one who got caught sleeping! HAHAHA!”



“Don’t you have another class to go to?” I said irritated.

“I do but I’ll get there on time don’t worry.”

He patted my head. I brushed his hand off.

“Well, get there early! Go! Go!” I pushed him away.

“Fine! But you have to tell me later why you fell asleep in class!”

“It’s none of your business Gino!!” I walked away from him.

“SLEEPYHEAD!!” he yelled. So loudly that everyone looked at me.

“GO AWAY!” I walked faster.

“Are you and Gino fighting again?”

The voice surprised me. Oh it was just Laine.

“You know us, that’s like our daily routine.”

“Yeah, and I’m getting sick of it! Why’d you still keep up with him C?”

I laughed. “He’s my best friend L! I’ve known the guy forever! It’s not like I could just ditch him.” I don’t

know why but I was irritated with Laine’s question.

“I’m your best friend too right? Anyway, whatever, I still hate him. And I bet he’s teasing you like crazy

because he likes you.”

“Of course he likes me! We’re best friends!”

“HAHAHA! You are so clueless!”

She grabbed my hand and literally dragged me to the canteen. We bought some drinks, sat at our usual

table and I took out my notes to review for my midterm exam.

“OMG! C!! Look!! There’s Jeff!!”

I was anxious to see him, the guy who I had a crush on since the day I saw him enter the room when we

were in the first grade. I looked to where Miranda was looking.

“I can’t see him!”

“He’s by the vending machine! You are a sleepyhead! HAHAH!”

I ignored the joke and looked again. And to my delight, there he was, standing beside the vending

machine with his perfect hair, perfect clothes and perfect smile. I smiled.



Pure perfection. I thought to myself.

Someone stood in front of me, ruining the moment.

“You’re Chelsea right?”

I nodded. Pissed.

“Someone asked me to give you this.”

He handed me a white piece of paper. I smiled and thanked him. Laine grabbed the paper from me and

looked at it.

That’s Laine.

“Ohh! That’s so sweet!” She smiled and gave me the paper.

I read it.

You have the most beautiful smile that I’ve ever seen. Keep on smiling! Have a great day! :)

-Anonymous

I smiled a little after reading it. It’s the anonymous guy again. I looked around. Since the start of my

freshman year I’ve been receiving these kinds of letters everyday.

How thoughtful.

“I wonder who that guy is. Why is he hiding?”

“Maybe he’s just shy.”

“But why? It’s not like you’re going to slay him or something.”

“He’s probably scared of you!” I laughed.

“Funny”

She looked away. As I was going to say something, Jeff walked passed our table. He looked at me. I was

so shocked that I immediately looked away.

Dreams do come true!!

“OH MY GOSH! L! Did you see that?! He looked at me! Jeff looked at me!!” I was ecstatic!

“Don’t get so excited! He always looks at everyone!”

“Whatever! What matters is that even for a tiny second, I registered in his mind!” I smiled widely.



“You are getting paranoid! Anyway, I got to go, my next class is about to start.”

“Ohh. Okayy.” I said still smiling and looking at the distance.

“Hey day dreamer!” She sang. “Bye!”

I waved still not looking at her direction. Just then, someone waved back. I snapped out of my

daydreaming and looked at the guy who waved.

Have I seen this guy before? And why is he approaching me? Oh no. This is so embarrassing.

“Hi! I’m Nate.” He smiled. Too widely I think. I smiled back.

“You probably don’t know me. Uhm. I’m not from your department.”

“Oh.” I smiled awkwardly.

Wait. How did he know which department I belong to?

“I have to go. I still have another class. It was nice to finally talk to you.” He smiled nervously.

“Likewise.” I smiled. “Oh. By the way, I’m Chelsea.”

“I know. See you!”

He knows? That was weird.

I checked my watch. 10:25. Oh no!! My next class starts at 10:30!! I immediately ran!



After school.

I was in front of my locker, flipping every book, almost pulling out everything in my locker.

“AHH! Where is it??”

Someone covered my eyes.

“Gino! I know it’s you okay? So please! I’m not in the mood.”

He let go, laughing.

“What’s wrong sleepyhead? And what the hell happened to your locker? It’s like a storm happened in

there!”

“HA! Funny!” I said, irritated. “I lost my notebook okay?!”

“Notebook? Which subject? Maybe you could just borrow some notes from me or something.”

“Aww. That’s thoughtful but you don’t like to write our lectures remember?” I said sarcastically.

“True. But where did you last use it? Did you look in the classrooms?”

Then I suddenly remembered.

“The canteen! I left it there!”

I ran. Gino kept up with me. I went to our table. I looked at the seats, under the table and under the

chairs, it was gone!

*sigh* “It’s not here anymore.”

“Is that notebook important? What subject was it?”

“Yes. It’s our midterm exam there the day after tomorrow. It’s Political Science.”

I slowly walked out of the canteen, disappointed and angry at myself for being so careless.

Gino and I went home in silence. I was just not in the mood to talk. Gino’s house and mine are just

beside each other. Our house was before theirs.

“Sleep well.”

“You too.” I slightly smiled and walked to our doorway.

“Chelsea.” I turned back.

“I’ll make a way okay?” He smiled.

“Thanks Gino.” I smiled back. “And I’m sorry if I was so silent earlier. I’m just so angry at myself.”



“I understand. Now go inside, it’s getting chilly out here, and don’t forget to eat dinner okay?”

“Yes daddy!” I laughed. He laughed as well.

“Good night Gino!”

“Good night Chelsea.”

Gino’s POV

As I looked at Chelsea’s disappointed face, I can’t help but feel sad as well. I don’t know why but I want

to do something to make that sad face go away. And I’m so stupid for sounding like a dad! ARGH! I’m

just really worried. And I care for her…



Next morning.

*kringggggggggggggg*

Stupid alarm clock.

I grabbed it at my bedside table and tossed it on the wall. Just when I was about to get back to sleep…

“CHELSEA!!! Wake up!! Chelsea!!”

My mom. Just great.

“I’m awake!!”

I prepared myself to school and went downstairs for breakfast.

*ding dong*

“I’ll get it!” my sister, Cady said.

I bet it’s Gino. We always go to school together. Like ALWAYS. One time he didn’t talk to me f or a week

because I went to school without him. I don’t know why he always wants to go to school together. But as

years passed by, I kind of got used to it.

“It’s Gino! Chelsea!” She shouted.

“I’m coming!” I shouted back.

I grabbed two toasts, grabbed my backpack and said my goodbyes to my parents.

“Take care Chelsea!” They both said.

I hurried to the door and saw Gino wearing his favorite New York cap as always. He looks better without

that filthy cap. Seriously.

“What took you so long sleepyhead?” He joked.

“HA-HA was that supposed to be a joke?” I rebutted.

“Fine. I’ll stop calling you sleepyhead. Sleepyhead.” He laughed.

“Can we just go to school please?” I walked towards him and shoved the toasts in his chests.

“Here. I know how much you like my mom’s toasts.”

“Aww. Thank you sleepyhead.” He patted me on the forehead.

Am I a puppy or something?



We walked to school teasing each other. When we finally got there, he stopped. I looked at him and

gave him a why-are-we-stopping kind of look.

He grabbed his bag and tried finding something. Until now I still don’t get the whole situation. Finally he

handed me pieces of papers that looked like photocopies of something.

“What’s this? Trash?” I laughed.

“No. It’s Political Science notes. I borrowed notes from one of my classmates and photocopied it.”

I was shocked and happy that Gino did this for me.

“WHAT?! OMG! Thank you so much Gino!” I jumped and gave him a bear hug. He almost lost his

balance.

“Ohh. I’m sorry. I’m just really happy!!”

“It’s ok. I’m glad that I could help.” He laughed.

*bell rings*

“OMG! We are going to be late!! Thanks again Gino! See you later! Love you!” I said while running.

Gino’s POV

I’m glad to have made Chelsea smile. It made me happy. And for some reason… I wanted to shout “I

LOVE YOU TOO!”

Lunch.

I sat at our usual table and waited for Laine.

*ding* A text message came.

C, I’m sick. Not going to school today. Sorry.

-L

Great! Now I don’t have anyone to talk to during l unch.

“Hi!”

I looked up and was shocked to see Nate smiling there.

“Hey!”



“Where’s your friend?”

“Oh. She’s sick so I’m alone today.”

“Mind if I join you?”

“No. No. Sit.” I smiled.

This guy’s acting like we know each other or something. Oh well, he seems nice and it never hurts to have

a new friend.

“So. Uhm. What course are you taking?”

“Uhh. Uhm.” He seems nervous.

“I’m taking up Secondary Education.”

“Wow! That’s cool! So you like to be a teacher huh?”

“Yeah, I guess.”

This guy’s weird.

“I’m taking Political Science.”

“Yeah I know.”

How did he know?

“Uhm. Really? How did you know?”

He started sweating for some reason. He even knocked over his drink. He stood up.

“Uhm. I’m going to get some napkins for this. I’ll be right back.”

“Okayyy.”

What’s wrong with that guy? Am I scary looking? Why did he seem so nervous? And how did he know

things about me?

As I was trying to figure things out, I noticed someone standing beside my table. I looked up.

It was the same kid from before.

“Chelsea right? Someone asked me to give you this.” He handed me a note and ran.

Another note? This sure is coming often.



All I ever want is to be by your side always. I want to be the one you can depend on. Someday,

somehow, I know it’ll come true.

- Anonymous

This note is actually quite freaky. Who’s sending these stuff ?

I got freaked out and I hurriedly stood up to get out of this cafeteria. I was walking fast while looking at

the ground so whoever the freaky guy who sent it won’t see me.

“Ouch!” I bumped into someone and lost my balance. My things are all scattered on the floor.

PERFECT! JUST PERFECT!

The person that I bumped into bent down and started helping me gather my things.

“I’m so sorry.”

I think I recognize that voice. I looked and to my disbelief it was Jeff!!

“Are you okay? Here.” He handed me some of my things.

I couldn’t say anything. I was speechless. Jeff, the guy who I have a crush on since the first grade is just a

few centimeteres away from me. I just looked at him. He smiled.

“I’m really sorry.”

I just smiled.

When I finally fixed my stuff, he stood up. I just stayed there.

“Here let me help you.” He offered his hand.

I felt embarrassed and snapped out of my daydreaming.

“No. It’s okay. I can stand up by myself.” I stood up.

“Thanks.” I said while looking on the floor.

This is so embarrassing.

“No. I was the one who bumped into you so you don’t have to thank me.”

That was so sweet!!

“I guess I uhh uhm will see you around.” I said nervously.

Wow Chelsea. Wow. Now he’ll think you’re a stalker or something.

“Guess so. Well then, see you around Chelsea.” He smiled, patted my shoulder and walked away.



Did I hear that right??! Did he just say my name?!?!

I can’t help but smile. I held my shoulder.

I’m NEVER going to wash this shirt again!!! KYAAAA!

I was literally skipping on my way out.

The whole day I was smiling and I was so giddy. Some of my classmates are freaked out by this positive

vibes that I was giving.

“Hey. Are you high?” A classmate asked.

I just laughed.

The bell rang and I walked out of the room still with a huge smile on my face. I kept repeating those

words.

See you around Chelsea! See you around Chelsea! See you around Chelsea!!! KYAAAA!!

Just then someone tapped me on the head.

“What happened to you?”

“It’s none of your business GINO!” I walked passed him.

“Everyone’s asking me if you’re on drugs or something. HAHA!”

“Laugh all you want! I won’t let you ruin my perfect day!” I said while staring blankly at something.

“You’re freaking me out. What really happened? And where’s that Laine who-hates-me-so-much?”

“HAHA! She’s sick. Stop pissing her off so she would actually start liking you.”

“Nah. Someday she’ll see the charm that you saw in me.” He joked.

“What charm?! Wait, do you even have a charm? Pfft. Pleaseee.” I laughed.

He laughed as well and hit me on the head again.

“HEY! Please stop doing that!”

He got serious. “You’re not answering my question. What happened that made you so happy like this?”

We started walking.

“Fine! If you really want to know then I’ll tell you. But it’s girl’s stuff so…”

“Try me!”



“Wait. It’s not about periods or something like that right?”

“HAHAH! Of course not!”

“Well come on! Let’s hear it!”

“Well, I was at the cafeteria earlier and then I got this freaky note.”

“Note? What note? Did you just say freaky note?”

I took the note in my bag and showed it to him.

“Wait. Who gave you this? Is this what made you so happy? “

“I don’t know. I’ve been receiving those kinds of notes since we were freshmen. At first I would find

them in my locker but now some boy is delivering them every lunch.”

“Why didn’t you tell me about these notes?”

“You wouldn’t care about them anyway.”

“Plus I don’t know who’s sending them so what’s the point?”

“Hmm. So this note isn’t the reason why you’re so happy?”

“What?! No! Of course not! I was actually freaked out by that last note.”

“Why? I think it’s kind of sweet.”

“And very stalker-ish.”

“Ohh.”

“So anyway, I was freaked out right? So I hurriedly walked out of the cafeteria just then.”

The scene came flashing back. I smiled.

“Then?”

“Earth to Chelsea!” He snapped his fingers at me.

“Right. Then I bumped into someone.”

“Who was it?”

“It was JEFF!! OMG! He is so perfect! Our faces were like so close to each other. And he tried to help me

and he said sorry and he admitted that it was his fault. Awww. Gino! He is just the sweetest person

ever!!!”

“Jeff? Was that the guy you had a crush on when we were on the first grade?”



“SINCE we were on the first grade Gino! SINCE!” I said with that same smile that I had all day.

“So? That was it? That’s what made you smile like a clown?”

“No! The best part is that he knows my name!!!” I started dancing like a ballerina.

“Of course he knows your name! You both go to the same school!”

“Well it’s the first time that I heard him say it! Gino, why do you always have to ruin the moment?”

“Seriously! You don’t want me to be happy do you?”

“What?”

“Whatever Gino!”

I ran as fast as I can until I reached my house.

What was Gino’s problem? I knew this would happen! I never should’ve tol d him! I always knew that he

would always ruin my perfect day!

“You want some dinner honey?” My mom asked as soon as she heard me enter the house.

“No thanks mom. I’m not hungry.”

I went straight to my room. I changed my clothes and went to bed. I tried to forget about what

happened with Gino and I tried to remember that awesome moment with Jeff. I smiled and fell asleep.

I was in the cafeteria, drinking my iced tea when suddenly I saw Jeff walking towards me. I looked at him

and he waved. I waved back and pointed the empty chair in front of me. He was about to sit when Gino

suddenly sat at the empty chair.

“Seat’s taken. Find another one dude!”

I was in shock! I couldn’t do anything. Jeff started walking away. I called him.

“JEFF!!”

“JEFF!!”

“JEFF!!!!!”

I sat up straight. It was just a dream. And once again, Gino ruined it!



Chapter 2

Next morning.

The familiar sound of my alarm clock woke me up again. I grabbed and tossed it as always but this time

it didn’t stop ringing.

Thank you alarm clock. Pfft.

I picked it up, put in back on my bedside table and got ready for school.

As I was eating my breakfast, I remembered Gino and I’s conversation, the way he reacted just totally

pissed me off and that dream made it even worst!

Just then…

*ding dong*

I don’t want to see him or even talk to him! He always wants me to feel miserable just like how his life

is! I know he is my best friend but I have my limits too!

“It’s Gino!” Cady yelled.

I bid my goodbyes to my parents and went straight to the door.

He doesn’t deserve any toasts this morning

I opened the door and saw him standing there, smiling like nothing happened with of course his NY cap.

“Good morning!” He said while holding up his palm, obviously expecting for his toast.

I just looked at him blankly and quickly went passed him.

“Hey! Sleepyhead!”

I ignored him and just kept on walking. I wasn’t in the mood to play games with him.

“Sleepyhead!”

I ignored him still.

“Chelsea look! It’s Jeff!”

I immediately looked to where he was pointing but…

Of course he’s lying! That’s his specialty!

I glared at him, he was laughing.

“Everything’s a joke to you isn’t it?”



He stopped laughing and I turned and walked as fast as I can.

I was constantly looking behind me to see if Gino kept up. Suddenly..

“Ouch!”

I turned my head and to my surprise it was Jeff!

“Oh my gosh! I’m so sorry.”

“It’s cool. This bumping into each other thing is getting frequent huh?”

I’m completely embarrassed.

“I’m sorry.”

“Hey, I said it’s cool. No need to say sorry.”

“Sorry.” I laughed and put a hand on my face.

He laughed as well.

It was the first time that I heard his laugh from this close distance.

I could make his laugh my ringtone. I thought to myself.

“See you around Chelsea!”

Aww.He said my name again. Say it again please.

“Yeahhhh.” I said while smiling like a complete idiot.

I was still smiling when I suddenly saw fingers snapping in front of my face. It was Laine.

“Drooling much?”

“Was I?” I checked the side of my mouth.

*Whew* No drool.

“Someone’s lucky today!” She teased.

“Oh stop it!” I slapped her arm.

“Oh my god! You’re blushing!”

“I’m not!” I covered my cheeks.

Suddenly I saw Gino walking passed us.



“Wow! Someone changed as well!”

“You and Gino not talking?”

“Yeah. He was being a jerk.”

“When was he not?”

“L!”

“Fine! I’ll stop! But that doesn’t mean that I’ll start liking him.”

I have my first class with Gino. Good thing we’re not seatmates though.

“Okay class, I’m now going to give you your group project. Since movies, particularly acting are a part of

our Humanities curriculum, your project is to do re-enactment of a movie. You can pick…”

Wow! A play in College? Great! Not!

“So how do you liked to be grouped? By friends? Random?”

Not by friends please.

“No answer? Guess we’ll just go for random.”

Yes!

“Start counting.”

“1!”

“2!”

“3!”

“4!”

“5!”

“6!”

“7!”

“We still have 30 minutes, you can use that to plan for your project.”

“No.7?” I asked a classmate, he shook his head no.

Where the hell are my groupmates?



I saw Gino with his groupmates and I went passed them.

“Chelsea!”

I turned my head.

“Yep?”

“You’re no.7 right?”

“Yah, I was just looking for my groupmates.”

“Well, you found them! I mean us!” She laughed.

Oh no!

“You can sit beside Gino since you guys are best friends anyway.” She offered.

“Thanks.” I said with a hidden tone of sarcasm.

“Since this is a movie play, what story do you guys want do?”

“Chelsea?”

“Anything is fine.”

“Hmm. Gino? Any suggestion?”

“I’m cool with anything too.”

“Did you guys fight or something? You’re both acting weird.”

“No!”

“No!”

We said in unison.

“Okay…”

After a lot of discussions and suggestions we finally decided on a movie to re-enact, well actually the

girls except me decided on this movie.

“Okay! So our movie is A Walk to Remember! I’m so excited!”

The boys were not happy believe me. Haha!

“So who are we going to cast as Landon and Jaime?”

Everyone started looking at different directions.



“Fine! I’ll decided then!”

“Let’s cast Gino as Landon and Chelsea as Jaime!”

“WHAT?!” Gino and I said in unison again.

“No way!” I protested.

“Why not?”

“I… I…” I can’t think of an excuse! Damn it!

“Look! You and Gino are best friends! You’re already comfortable with each other. Please Chelsea?”

“Yeah. You’ll guys will be able to work easily.” Someone else agreed.

“But…”

“Please Chelsea.” Everyone started showing their puppy faces.

I surrendered. “Fine.”

“YES! How about you Gino? Don’t tell you’ll play hard to get too?”

He looked at me, then to the leader and he nodded.

Can this day get anymore perfect? T.T

Lunch.

“C! Over here!” Laine called me from our usual table.

“Hey.”

“Why so sad? Heard you got casted for a play.”

Word sure travels fast.

“It’s not a play! Well.. not really. But it’s just for our project, no biggie.”

“You don’t look happy.”

“Why would I be? I don’t know how to act!”

“Yeah right! I remembered one time you told me you’ve joined the drama club in high school.”

“I know but...”



“No more buts! Now, who’s going to be the prince charming?”

“Gino…”

“EWWW! You guys should change your movie to frog prince.”

We both laughed.

“Chelsea? Here.”

Of course! Lunch meant another note. I hope it’s not a creepy one like last time.

“Ohhh! Another note? Let me see!”

She grabbed it even before I had the chance to open it.

Your smile takes my breath away. Keep on smiling!

- Anonymous

“HAHA! It’s corny!”

I read it.

“I think it’s sweet!”

“Well for you I guess since you like those mushy things.”

Oh Laine.

“Hi Chelsea!” A somewhat familiar voice greeted me.

I looked up to see who it was, it was Nate.

“Hi!”

“Mind if I join you?”

I looked at Laine who was also looking at me, she had one of her eyebrows raised.

“Of course not.”

“Uhm. Nate. This is my friend, Laine.”

“Uhhh. Yeah, I know… But uhm. Nice meeting you Laine.” He offered his hand, Laine just looked at it.

“So… what brings you here Nate?” I asked to somewhat loosen the atmosphere.

“Ohh! Uhm. Uhm…” Was he getting nervous again?



“Hey dude! What is your problem?” Laine finally spoke.

“Huh? Uhm. Nothing… I.. uhh… don’t have any problem.” He was sweating again. He was more nervous

now than he was before.

“Yo! Do you like my friend Chelsea?”

“L!!”

“So, do you?”

“Huh?! I uhh…”

He stood up and ran out of the cafeteria.

“Ok. He likes you.”

“He does not okay?”

“Did you see how nervous he was?”

“Yah but that doesn’t prove anything.”

“Well that proved something to me.”

“Whatever Laine! I’ve met the guy before and he was also like that, he was more nervous earlier

though.”

“See! What if he’s the guy who’s been sending you those love notes?”

“That’s impossible! I only see Nate during lunch.”

“And when does your love notes come?”

“Lunch...”

“Mystery solved!”

During class.

While the professor was discussing, I couldn’t help but think if Nate was really the one sending me those

notes. It’s impossible…isn’t it? I mean what are the chances?

The notes were usually inside my locker but then it just randomly became delivered by a boy during

lunch, and well, the first time that it happened was also the day that I met Nate. And how did he know so

much about me? My name, my course? Even the department that I’m in? And now that I’ve mentioned

it, when I introduced Laine to him earlier, he again said that he knows. OMG. IT IS POSSIBLE.



But why do I have this feeling that he’s not the one sending those notes? I mean don’t get me wrong,

Nate’s pretty good -looking. The only bad thing about him is how nervous he always was when we’re

talking.

This is so weird. Can Nate really be the anonymous guy?

After class.

“Chelsea!”

“Hey!” It was my Humanities classmate, our group leader.

“You don’t have classes tomorrow right?”

She knows that I don’t have classes on Thursdays?

“Yeah, why?”

“We’ll have our first practice tomorrow.”

“That soon? But what about the script and everything? We aren’t even finished with that right?”

I’m really not in the mood to practice.

“I know but don’t worry! I’ll do the script tonight. We’re just going to re-enact a movie so the scripts just

the same.”

“Ok. What time?”

“Around 10AM. Is that cool? Tell Gino too! Bye!”

She didn’t even give me the chance to answer! 10AM is too early! Ugh! And why do I have to tell Gino?!

I went out of the campus. I looked at Gino and I’s meeting place but he wasn’t there, he didn’t wait for

me. I got angrier!

When I got home I had dinner, took a bath and then prepared myself to do our assignments.

I can’t concentrate. I can’t help but think about Gino. I mean why am I feeling so guilty all of a sudden?

Isn’t he the one at fault? I remembered that I had to tell him about our practice, I decided to text him.

To: Gino

Gi, practice tom for play. 10AM.

-Chelsea



If he replied like usual, I’m going to apologize, I swear. I kind of miss my best friend.

*ding*

From: Gino

Ok.

That’s it?

“Fine! If that’s the way you want it to be Gino, then that’s the way it’s going to be.”

Practice day.

I got to school at exactly 10AM, everyone was already there.

“Well it’s about time Chelsea.”

“What? It’s exactly 10AM.”

Our leader started distributing the script and then she explained everything from the costumes to the

props.

“Okay. Let’s practice scene 1.”

“Gino, you stand here and then Chelsea you’ll be over here.” She instructed.

“Okay then Landon’s friends will be beside Gino. Got it? Okay! Action!”

The first scene was easy, I only had to walk passed the bullies and pretend like I don’t give a damn.

But then we got to the play part when Jaime was singing to Landon. I didn’t have a good voice so we

decided to just lip-synch. It was also the part where Landon kissed Jaime.

When it was time for the kiss, I pulled away.

“It’s only practice right?” I raised an eyebrow then I gave Gino a glare.

“Seriously Chelsea, what is your problem?”

I was taken aback. His tone was so harsh it pissed me off.

“I didn’t do anything to you Gino! You owe me!”

“Owe you?! Come on!”

“Guys, guys! Stop it!” Our leader said.



We both looked away.

“What is wrong with you two? You’re best friends right? You’ve been treating each other like sh*t all

day!”

“It’s not my fault.” I exclaimed.

“Yes, cause it’s always my fault right Chelsea?”

“Jerk!”

“STOP IT! You two! Go over there and fix this! It’s a romantic story, I want the viewers to feel the love

not the hatred!”

Gino walked towards the back of the building and I followed.

No one talked at first.

“That was so mean Gino, I didn’t do anything to you.”

“Mean? You didn’t even say a word to me yesterday morning and now I’m the mean one?”

“Don’t pretend like you forgot!”

“Forgot what? How you drool over that Jeff guy? Oh trust me I didn’t forget.”

“What is wrong with you? Why are you like this Gino? You’re supposed to be my best friend.” I was

already getting teary-eyed.

He didn’t say anything, he took a deep breath and finally spoke.

“You’re right. I’m sorry.”

“Do you really mean that?”

“Yes. I’m sorry.”

“I’m sorry too.”

“Peace?”

“Yeah.”

Then we did our secret handshake and got back to our practice.



Gino’s POV

After the practice I went straight home. I can’t believe that I did those things to Chelsea.

I mean she was right. I should’ve have been supportive of her feelings for that Jeff guy. I don’ t even know

why I reacted that way when she told me.

Am I getting jealous? Oh no, that’s impossible. Guys don’t get jealous… do they?

I even yelled at her earlier, wow! That’s so low of you Gino!

I wanted to just punch the wall.

What did she like about that Jeff guy anyway? I’m better than that dude!

Wait! Why am I comparing myself to him?

Does this means that I love…

No. No. That’s not possible right?

But there was that one time when she said ‘love you’ and I suddenly just felt an urge to say ‘ I love you

too.’

Nghhh. That’s weird. She’s my best friend. I couldn’t possibly love her…

But her smile, oh that smile! I always wanted to see it, to be the reason behind it. That smile just…

No! No way Gino! Get a hold of yourself!

I covered my face with my hands. I couldn’t believe it. Is it really possible to be…

In love with your best friend?



Chapter 3

Lunch.

Laine and I are having our usual lunch but somehow it doesn’t feel right.

“See! I’m totally right about Nate!”

“Huh? Why would say that all of a sudden?”

“Duh! Where is your daily note? Plus, I don’t see him anywhere.”

Laine was right, I usually receive the notes on mid-lunch, but now, it’s practically over and I haven’t seen

the delivery kid yet. And well, it’s true, Nate didn’t show up today too. So was it really Nate?

“Hello! Chelsea!!” She snapped her fingers at me.

“I’m sorry. What were you saying?”

“I was asking about your play?”

“Ohh, right, the play.. uhm. Well, the play is going well I guess.”

“So does that mean you and Gino are friends again?”

“Well, yeah. I mean we were best friends for years! I can’t just forget that because of how unsupportive

he was.”

“Whatever. Oh, did you know that the play that gets the highest in each class will be presented at our

General Assembly?”

“Really? I didn’t hear anything about that.”

“Well, you’ve heard it now and it’s true. That’s why you’ve got to do your best girl!”

“No way! I don’t want my face to fill the whole auditorium.”

“But Chelsea! Your group’s story is amazing!”

“Yeah, the story is but the actress isn’t.”

“Oh whatever. Anyway, it’s one group per class anyway so…”

“Even so.”

*dinggggg*

End of lunch! Perfect timing.



We had Political Science and our professor distributed the test papers.

“Well done Ms. Summers.”

“Thanks sir.”

I got a 95! And it’s all thanks to Gino! If he didn’t help me get notes, I would have never come close to

this score.

I’ ll thank him later.

After class.

We had play practice again, as much as I hate staying late in school, I’m actually loving all these acting.

“Chelsea! Are your lines memorized?” Our leader slash director asked.

“Yes, they are!” I said excitedly, too excited I think.

“Well, that’s good, now we can rehearse the other scenes easily.”

“When are we going to start filming?” Someone from the group asked.

“Oh, as soon as we settled everything including the props and costumes, we’re ready to go. Oh, where’s

Gino? Chelsea!”

I looked at her.

“Where’s Gino?”

Where is that guy?

“I don’t know, we haven’t talked all day.”

Now that I’ve mentioned it, we really haven’t talked ALL day. We went to school earlier together like

usual and I finally gave him toasts but… there was really something different.

“You two are already okay right?”

“Yeah, we talked about it already, we’re cool.”

So where is he?

“OHH! Sorry I’m late guys.”

“GINO! Don’t you ever come late again!”

“Yes, ma’am I’m sorry.”



“Did you memorize your lines already?”

“Yes ma’am.”

“Good! Now everyone to their places! Ready? Action!”

Things were going smoothly, now we had to rehearse the “first-date” part. Gino and I were already at

our positions.

We all got our dinner lines done, now it was time for the dance.

I held his shoulder and he just stood there.

“Gino! Hold her waist!”

“Ohh… right!... Sorry.”

He held my waist, but he kept looking on the floor. What was wrong with him?

“Gino! Look at Chelsea!”

“Yes! … Yes. I’m sorry.”

“Gi, is there something wrong?” I whispered to him.

“Wh-what? No. No! I’m good…” He was laughing rather nervously.

“Did anything happen?”

“No…I told you I’m fine… Really.” He smiled. I didn’t even know if it was real.

“We’re cool right?”

“Yeah.”

“Best friends?”

“Definitely.”

We stopped practice early because we just agreed to have it every day after class and the whole

Thursday. I was tired but I feel great! It’s been so long since I’ve been on a play, I miss it.

As I was preparing to go, I saw Gino at our waiting place.

“Yo!” I said with a big smile.

“Let’s go.”



That was awkward.

“Hey!”

“What?”

“I thought nothing happened? Clearly something did.”

“Don’t mind me, let’s just go.”

“No!”

I dragged him at a nearby bench and forced him to sit, I was going to make him talk and I don’t care how

long it’ll take to make him do so!

“What is it?” I asked him straight-forwardly.

“I told you, nothing.”

“Come on Gi! Spill it!”

“No. There’s nothing to spill.”

“I know there’s something! I know you!”

“You don’t know anything Chelsea…” He bowed his head.

“That’s why I’m asking you Gino…” I tried to touch his arm but he moved.

What was wrong with Gino? What was wrong with my best friend? The thought of not knowing anything

worries me. Are we really growing apart? I felt tears in my eyes, I grabbed my handkerchief and wiped

them.

“Chelsea, are you crying?”

“No.” Him asking made me cry even more.

“Ohh. Chelsea. Stop crying. You don’t have anything to worry about I promise.”

“Then why do I feel like we’re growing apart?”

“Chelsea, no, we’re not. It’s just… it’s complicated alright? Come on stop crying.”

He moved closer to me and he hugged me.

“I just really miss my best friend.”

“Don’t worry, he’s back.”



Gino’s POV

She was important to me, I couldn’t let my feelings get in the way of our friendship, it was not fair to

her…

Next day.

I had my usual morning routine but this time I asked my mom to make the French toasts extra special

today. I have a feeling this day would be great!

*ding dong*

The familiar early morning doorbell! I grabbed my things, the toasts and I said my goodbyes to my

family.

I opened the door.

“Good morning sleepyhead!” He said while patting me on the head.

I miss that.

“Here! Extra special for today!”

“Wow! You love me too much huh?”

“Of course! You’re my best friend!” I smiled widely and started walking.

“Hey turtle! Keep up will you?”

He laughed and ran so we’re walking together. It was a very easy feeling and I loved it.

We were endlessly teasing each other again on the way to school. I saw Laine waiting at the gate.

“Good morning L!”

“Good morning C! Good morning wearer of that filthy old New York cap.” She sarcastically said to Gino.

“Good morning to you too Laine.”

“Okay! Time for our class you guys!” Someone’s got to break the ice.

“See you at practice sleepyhead!”

I nodded and waved goodbye.

“What’s up with your mood today?”

“Huh? Why?”



“You’re so…cheerful.”

“Is that a bad thing?”

“No, but you’re creeping me out.”

“I just really have a feeling that this day is going to be amazing.”

“Whatever. See you at lunch?”

“Yep! Bye L!”

“Bye weird C!?”

3 weeks later.

3 weeks have passed and everyday was just the same old routine. Classes in the morning, practice after

class, assignments before going to bed and it just repeats. I was actually getting tired of the whole

routine but my friends made it all worth it.

Laine was still Laine. Haha! We still eat together during lunch and we still talk about boys, gossips and

everything, the notes, Nate, just everything.

The notes? Well, I got none for the past 3 weeks. I even asked the delivery boy once and he just told me

that “the guy” just stopped. And if you’re asking for Nate, hmm, I also didn’t see him. Wel l, I saw him

once but when I called him and offered a seat with me and Laine he immediately ran out of the cafeteria.

And Gino, I don’t know if it’s just me but he’s been such a gentleman for the past weeks. Once, he offered

to carry my books for me, I was shocked of course but he told me I looked tired so he insisted. Plus during

rehearsals he was always asking me if I was okay.

Speaking of the play, finally, it was D-O-N-E! I swear we worked our butts off for this play! Gino and I

even had to KISS… thrice! And let me tell you, I was feeling so awkward after! But Gino was all cool about

it so I got over it immediately. It was just a light smack on the lips anyway so I guess there’s really no big

deal.

And of course, Jeff, who wouldn’t ask about that hot dude? Well, I still see him from afar during lunch

and unfortunately we didn’t bump into each other again. Darn! Oh well, I’m used to this anyway, you

know just stealing glances and stuff. I mean come on! I’m not degrading myself or anything , I’m just

being realistic. I mean those scenarios where the guy you like eventually falls for you only happens in

movies, novels and dramas. In real life? Zero chances. NADA! IN YOUR DREAMS!

While I was replaying the things that happened these past few weeks, it was time for our professor to

announce our grades for the play.



“Everyone did an outstanding job! I was really impressed at the amount of effort you exerted for your

play, give yourselves a round of applause.”

We all applauded, the applause was more from the relief of finally finishing the project rather than the

project itself.

“But of course there was a group that really outshined the rest. They got the grade of 1.”

The class got wild and excited, they were really anticipating who the winning group is.

“Settle down! Anyway, as you all might have heard, the winning group’s video will be presented at the

General Assembly.”

Great! Pfft.

“But that’s not all! The Department of Arts decided to conduct a contest thru voting. The group with the

highest number of votes will be exempted from the f inals. Yes, finals from all your subjects that’s under

our Department.”

There was uproar in the class after our professor said the word “exempted”.

Now, even I wanted us to be the winning group.

“The winning group will compete against the other class’ winning groups and the overall winner will be

decided from there.”

“Now, the group that has the chance of getting exempted is…”

Seriously! Can he just announce it already?!

Everyone’s at the edge of their seats.

“The movie… A Walk to Remember!”

I was disappointed then Gino suddenly came up to me and hugged me!

“Gino! What are you doing?”

“We won sleepyhead!”

“We did?”

He nodded.

“Oh my gosh!!” I hugged him back.



General Assembly.

This is it, the day that every winning group was looking for. Even though I’m happy that our group won,

somehow the idea of being watched by every freshman in the campus freaks me out.

“You okay?”

“Yeah. I think.”

“Don’t worry, at least we tried right?”

“Yeah, I guess.” I didn’t know what to say anymore, I was just so nervous… about everyone watching us,

watching me!

The MC started the assembly. We sang the national anthem then the university hymn. The principal

then gave some opening remarks. Finally, the head of the Department of Arts introduced the project

and the contest mechanics.

Finally, they dimmed the lights, the first group’s video started. There movie was Harry Potter, the first

one. The way they acted was good but they just looked ‘bloody’ ridiculous in those costumes. Ha!

Second group now, they did Lord of the Rings. It was actually good. The one who played Legolas was

hot, well I guess I was just biased! It was Jeff who played it! ^o^v

The third group did Odysseus. Seriously? What’s up with this action slash fantasy slash magical movies?

The fourth group was the best one for me because it was our movie! Haha! After the movie we all saw

girls wiping their eyes. Did we really make them cry?

“Look!” Gino was pointing at a crying girl.

I laughed. “Our acting was that good huh?”

“You mean MY acting right?”

I scoffed and punched him on the arm while laughing.

The fifth one was boring! It was a sci-fi movie that I didn’t know. Plus we were all bored and hungry so

everyone really didn’t watch it.

The lights went back on and it was time to vote. Everyone lined up to get their votes in the ballot box.

“We’ll announce the winners on Monday.”

Someone shouted BOO and everyone else went to have lunch.

“Hey! You played Jaime right?” Some girl asked.

“Yah.”



“You were great! I cried!”

“Thanks?”

“OMG! You were amazing!”

“Thank you?”

I didn’t know her.

“C!!!”

Now that’s a voice I know.

She hugged me!

“You were so brilliant!! I know you were fit for those things!”

“Whatever. I really couldn’t have done without..”

“Me?” Gino cut me off.

“Yeah right.” I said.

“Were you guys talking about my brilliant acting skills?”

“AS IF!” Laine protested.

“But I have to admit you’re acting was good too…”

“See! I told you she’ll see my charm.” Gino whispered to me, I just laughed.

“Chelsea! Gino! Oh my God!! Everyone told me they loved it!!” Our leader suddenly announced to us.

“Really?!”

“Yah!! OMG! We are so getting exempted!!”

Hope so.

“I wish!”

Laine, Gino and I finally went inside the cafeteria. It was weird, most students were praising us.

“You two have chemistry! You should really try dating each other!”

“EWWW!” I said looking at Gino.

I can’t imagine ever dating Gino! *goosebumps*



“I should be the one saying that!”

“Chelsea! You were brilliant! You were better than Mandy Moore!” Another classmate said.

“I’m not!”

Am I really getting praised for my acting? What the?

“She is isn’t she?”

“YES! Totally!” The classmate agreed.

“You were great as well!”

“Thanks, it’s natural.”

The classmate kind of took it the wrong way.

“He’s kidding!” I said while giving Gino a stern stare. The classmate walked away.

“What?”

“You are so full of yourself.” We both laughed.

“Let’s get our lunch!” Gino offered.

“Laine you coming?”

“Huh? What?” She was busy texting.

“We’re going to get some food, you coming?”

“No, no, I’ll catch up with you later.”

That was a first.

“What do you want to eat?”

I looked at all the food. I saw lasagna. Yum!

“I’m getting lasagna!” I hurried to the back of the line.

“I don’t feel like eating pasta today. Hmm. I’ll check someplace else.”

“Ok. I’ll see you at our table?”

“Yep.”

As I was waiting, I felt a tap on my shoulder.



“Can I help you?” I said while I turned around. I was surprised.

“Hey!”

OMG! Is this really happening? Is Jeff really talking to me like we’re , you know, friends?

“Chelsea?”

He said my name again.

I pinched myself.

“Ouch.”

“Huh? Why? Did I step on you?”

“Oh no. Sorry.”

“It’s that sorry again.”

“Sorry.”

We laughed.

“Sorry.”

Oh my gosh! I’m such a failure!

“It’s cool. So.. Chelsea.”

“Yeah, that’s me!” I joked, he didn’t get it.

“I saw your movie today.”

“Yeah, saw yours too. Legolas huh?”

He laughed.

“You and that guy dating?”

WHAT?!

“What?! Gino?! No! NO! We’re best friends.”

“Really. That’s good then.”

Did he just say that’s good then? Why is my heart beating so fast?

“It’s good?” I played dumb.



“Yeah, now I can say that I…”

Yes.. Yes.. You what Jeff?! YIEEE!

“Yes?”

“I uhhhh… enjoyed watching your movie earlier, really it was better than the original. Hehe.”

*sigh*

“Ohhh! Thanks! I enjoyed yours too.” I tried my best to hide the disappointment in my tone.

“Your acting was really good. Really.”

“Yeah.. Thanks. I’ve been getting that a lot today.”

“Because it’s true.”

Disappointment fading in 3 2 1. *blush*

“Thanks.”

“Sure. Sure.”

“So uhm.. Chelsea.”

Just then…

“Your order miss?” The cashier asked.

“Huh? What?”

“Your order!”

“Ohh! Uhm. Sorry. I’ll have a lasagna and coke please.”

“Healthy.” He joked.

“Well, I don’t really care. I eat what I like.”

“You’re very different from the others do you know that?”

Awww.

I just smiled. The waitress gave me my change and the claiming stub.

“Uhm. I guess I’ll just see you around?”

“Yeah, I guess I’ll bump into you again soon right?”



Chapter 4

Did Jeff really say that? Did he just say “Eat with me?”

My heart’s pounding fast.

“Wh-what?” I asked as if I didn’t hear anything.

“Uhm…” He scratched his head.

Was he nervous?

“I asked if you would like to eat with uhh *ehem* me?”

“Ohh. I uhh. Sure.”

“Ok.”

When we finally and awkwardly got our orders he looked at me.

“Which table?”

“Huh?”

“I assume you want to eat with your friends right?”

“Yeah, uhm, follow me.”

Now I’m nervous. I’m not going to get the end of this with Laine.

When we got to our table, Laine was still texting and Gino was still not there.

“Hey Laine!”

“WHAT?” She shouted at me and I pointed Jeff using my eyes and she was shocked.

“Jeff?!?”

Oh no.

“Hi! You must be?”

“Laine. Chelsea’s best friend.”

“Yeah yeah I always see you guys together. Nice to meet you.”

Does that mean he was always looking at us? Yieee!

“Likewise.”



There was silence.

“Ohh. Uhm. Laine, Jeff is going to eat with us.”

“OHHHH really?!” Then she looked at me and raised both her eyebrows.

“Come sit.”

He took Gino’s seat.

Again, silence.

Then Gino came and saw Jeff sitting at his seat.

“What’s he doing here?”

He is so rude.

“Jeff that’s my other best friend, Gino.”

“Nice to meet you man, you were great earlier.”

“You too.” It was a blank, emotionless reply.

“That’s my seat by the way.”

“You can take the seat beside.” I eyed him.

He scoffed and took the seat.

We were eating awkwardly, it felt so weird.

“So…” I started.

“Oh! Have you guys heard about the acquaintance party?” Laine cut in and for the first time, I was glad

she did.

“No, didn’t know there’s going to be one. Are you guys going?” I asked particularly at Jeff.

“I don’t know, I’m not really into that stuff .” He answered.

My heart broke a little.

“Really…”

“But if you…”

“I’m going!” Gino butted in.

“Who asked you? Besides you don’t have a date.”



“And you do?”

“Of course!”

“Yeah right! Who would date you?”

“How dare you! You should ask that to yourself!”

They are starting their fight again, I looked at Jeff and mouthed sorry.

“Are they always like that?” He whispered.

“Yeah.” I whispered back.

“You know, they say the more you hate someone, the more you love them.”

I laughed.

“Do you think it’s possible?”

“Nothing’s impossible.” Then he winked and we both laughed.

Gino and Laine noticed Jeff and I’s little chat and they both looked at us.

I just gave them a questioning look.

“How about you sleepyhead, are you going?”

The three of them are looking at me. Hot seat much?

“I don’t know, you guys know how much I hate dancing.”

“Oh come on C! Don’t be such a party pooper!”

“I’m not!”

“If it helps I’ll be your date.” Gino offered.

“EWWW! As if that will help.”

“What if I’ll be your date?”

Everyone held their breaths and looked at Jeff.

“I’ll be your date if you want.” He looked at me.

Oh my gosh!

“Well, it’s settled then! We’re all going! Yay!”



I’m still in shock.

“Hey Jeff!” Someone called.

That snapped me back to reality.

“I have to go. Talk to you later Chelsea. Bye.”

Talk to me later? I still couldn’t believe what’s happening.

As soon as he was out of sight.

“OH MY GOD!! C!!! What was that?!”

“I.. I… don’t know L!”

“You talking to Jeff, him eating lunch with us, and don’t forget him asking you to be his date!!”

“I know!”

“What did you do huh? Did you put some sort of a love potion in his food?”

I just laughed.

“Be careful with that guy.” Gino said.

“And why?”

“I have a weird feeling about him.”

“You’re just jealous Gino!”

“Yeah right.”

“Whatever, Chelsea’s dreams are finally coming true, don’t ruin it!”

“Just be careful alright sleepyhead?”

“Of course! It’s not like something’s going to happen between us.”

He just nodded.

*dingggg*

“See you later guys!” I was literally skipping on my way to class.

Dismissal.

“Sleepyhead!” Gino yelled from our meeting place. I ran towards him.



“You in a hurry or something?”

“No, want to go somewhere?”

I forgot it was Friday.

“I should probably call Laine and ask…”

“NO!”

“Huh?”

“I mean, no, you know, let’s just go, just the two of us.”

That’s weird.

“Fine. But you better take me somewhere amazing.”

We walked for a couple of minutes and we climbed up an abandoned building. It was just in time for the

sunset, it was the best sunset that I’ve ever seen.

“Wow! That’s so beautiful.”

“I know.”

“How did you did you find this place?”

“This is one of my secret places.”

Ah! The secret places. Gino has a lot and he goes there when he just wants to be alone and think about

stuff. I only know one when he took me there a long time ago and well, I guess I now know two of those

secret places.

“You are really good at finding places.”

“Well, how could I think if the view’s not pretty.”

“Thanks.”

He looked at me.

“For what?”

“For showing me this secret place.”

“Well..” He scratched his head.

“And for the Political Science notes.”

He looked at me again.



“I got a 95 in the test! Can you believe that?”

“You’re smart Chelsea! That’s not something to be shocked about.”

“Well I couldn’t have done it without your help.”

He smiled, I smiled back.

“Wait, that test was like weeks ago right? Why only thank me now?”

“I keep on forgetting to thank you, I’m sorry. I guess I was so focused on the play.”

“Well, you know I’ll do anything for you right?”

I smiled at him.

The sun has set, it was a bit dark.

“Should we go?”

“No, let’s stay for a bit.”

He brought out a blanket.

Did he plan this?

“Why do you have a blanket in your bag?”

“Well…uhh.”

“Did you plan this?”

“No, of course not!”

“So you normally just carry a blanket?”

He laughed awkwardly.

He placed the blanket on the floor and I sat and so did he.

I lied down and looked at the sky.

“Oh look! The first star! Make a wish!”

“A wish on the first star? Really? Pfft.”

“It’s fine if you don’t believe me, I’m going to make a wish myself then.”

I closed my eyes and made a wish.



When I opened my eyes, I looked over at Gino and he had his eyes closed too.

And he said he didn’t believe me. Ha!

I laughed, he opened his eyes.

“You don’t believe in the first star wish huh?” I teased.

“I thought it was worth a shot.”

“What did you wish for?”

“Why would I tell you? It wouldn’t come true.”

I laughed.

“How about you?”

“Hmm?”

“What did you wish for? Was it for you and that Jeff dude to finally live happily ever after?”

“Funny but no, I’m not that desperate.”

“What then?”

“I don’t want to tell you! Like you said, it wouldn’t come true.”

He lied down beside me.

“This is the life.”

“I love the stars so much.”

“Why?”

“They are so pretty, and they beautify the sky, imagine a sky without stars. And it makes you think that

nothing’s impossible, I mean how come stars are up there? Nothing is impossible with God.”

“Funny comparison but somewhat true.”

“What’s your dream Gino?”

“To be successful, to help my mom and my siblings.”

“That’s all?”

“Yeah, why? What’s yours.”

“Same as yours but, I have another dream.”



“I dream of finding my true love someday, the one who loves me for me, who will accept me for

everything that I am, and who will f ight for me. Am I selfish?”

He didn’t answer so I just looked at him, he was looking at me too. I don’t know what he’s thinking.

“Gino?”

Suddenly…

HE KISSED ME!

I was so shocked! I slapped him and pushed him away.

“WHAT THE HELL?!”

“Chelsea I’m sorry.” He was attempting to touch me.

“STAY AWAY FROM ME! WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU GINO?!”

I got my things and ran.

What’s with him?! Why did he do that?! I don’t understand!

I ran as fast as I can, when I reached my house I immediately went to my room.

The tears started to fall, I don’t know what just happened. I don’t know anything. What was wrong with

Gino?! Does he have some sort of feelings for me? That’s impossible right? We’re best friends, friends

don’t fall for friends, do they?

Now the tears won’t stop when I thought about tomorrow and the coming days. How could I face him? Isthis the end of our friendship? Will it just end like that?!

I fell asleep from crying.

Next morning.

I woke up and eyes and head hurt. I realized it was Saturday, I then remembered what happened last

night. I was kind of glad that I didn’t have to face Gino today. Although we usually hang out on Saturdays

I could just choose not to.

I was angry at him for kissing me. I was also angry at him for having that sort of feelings towards me, I

mean, we’ve been friends our whole life, I was so used to that, I didn’t know his feelings will develop into

something more. Is this why he was acting so weird these past weeks?

I need a long long bath.

After my bath I decided to watch a movie to get my mind off things but then…



*ring*

I grabbed my cellphone and was glad to see that it was Laine calling.

“Hello.”

“C! Did I wake you? It’s like 11AM!”

“No, no.”

“Good! Anyway, can you help me pick a dress for the acquaintance party?”

“That’s still 2 weeks from now.”

“I know but I can’t wait any longer! And how about you? You need a new dress too right?”

I remembered Jeff, somehow the thought of him made me smile.

“Yeah, but I really don’t feel like buying today.”

“Well, whatever! Just help me please?”

“Ok..”

“Meet you at the mall at 12:30?”

“Ok. Sure.”

“Ok! Oh! Make sure Gino doesn’t come alright?”

Trust me he wouldn’t!

“Yes, of course.”

At the mall.

I met up with Laine and we went to our favorite store. She was looking for dresses but my mind was just

not there, I really still can’t get what happened with Gino and I off my head.

“Hey! C!”

“Huh? What?”

“Didn’t you hear what I said?”

“Oh. No, sorry Laine, my mind is just somewhere.”

“Looks like it. What’s wrong?”



Am I going to tell Laine?

“Nothing…”

“Don’t fool around. I know you.”

“It’s Gino..”

“Pfft. What’s new. Did you fight again?”

“No..”

“No? Then what?”

“He…”

“He…”

I couldn’t say it.

“He what?!”

“Chelsea!”

“HE KISSED ME! ALRIGHT?! GINO KISSED ME!” I shouted, everyone was looking at us now.

Laine pulled me somewhere else.

“He what?! OHH! I KNEW IT!! I JUST KNEW IT!”

“Knew what?!”

“He likes you Chelsea!!”

“I told you we’re best friends, he’s supposed to like me.”

“Oh don’t be so naive Chelsea!”

She was right.

“But…but…why? How?”

“I don’t know, maybe he somewhat just fell.”

“But I didn’t do anything to make him…fall.”

“Oh C! Love doesn’t work that way alright? It just happens suddenly without you even realizing it.”

“So you mean he loves me?”



“DUH!”

“But…we’re best friends!”

“I thought you like reading books and watching movies? That happens all the time!”

“I know but I didn’t know it can happen it real life!”

“Well it can! And it happened to you!”

“But how can I face him now?”

“I don’t know. But it’s not like you also have feelings for him, you don’t right?”

“No! Of course not!”

“Then facing you is his problem!”

“So like what? I’m just going to pretend like nothing happened? I can’t do that.”

“Well, it’s the only choice you’ve got if you want to keep the friendship.”

I don’t understand anything.

“I don’t understand, it’s impossible to just let it pass, it’s a kiss Laine, a KISS!”

“I know! But he’s the one in love so why worry?”

I really really don’t get it.

Sunday went by fast, I did my homework and cleaned my room but whenever I think about tomorrow, I

just can’t stop worrying.

I don’t like Gino the way that he likes me, so if I just ignored his feelings wouldn’t that be unfair for him?

And how would I act around him if I already know what his feelings are? If I tell him that I don’t feel the

same wouldn’t that hurt him and make him ignore me and be all awkward around me? I’m going to lose

my best friend…

The thought hurts, here comes the tears again.



Monday.

When I heard my alarm clock, I literally felt like dying. I don’t want to go to school, I don’t want to face

anyone.

“Honey! Wake up!”

“I’m awake!”

I forced myself to get ready for school. I went downstairs for breakfast.

“No, French toasts today but I made these for Gino last night.”

Great.

“Thanks mom.” I smiled lightly.

*ding dong*

There it was, the doorbell.

“I’ll get it!” My sister yelled out.

“Chelsea!! It’s…”



Chapter 5

“Chelsea!! It’s Laine!”

Laine?

I ran to the door and I heard right! Laine was standing at my doorstep.

“Laine? What are you doing here?”

“Well, I know you and Gino go to school together but I was thinking maybe he wouldn’t show up? So I

thought of going with you instead.”

I was touched.

“Aww. Thanks Laine.” I hugged her.

“Well, it’s like what I thought, he didn’t show up.”

“I guess…”

“Come on, we’re going to be late.”

Laine and I walked to school together, it was weird I wasn’t used to walking to school with Laine but I

was still glad that she decided to accompany me today.

“See you later C!”

“Yep. Thanks again L!” I smiled and waved.

Good thing Gino and I only have Humanities together, it’ll be so darn awkward if we shared the same

classes. But… the thought of just losing him so easily still makes me sad. I don’t want it to end this way,

hell! I never imagined it would happen this way! So what should I do?

I couldn’t concentrate during class, I was distracted by my own thoughts. I need to get out.

“Sir, may I be excused?”

“Sure Ms. Summers.”

I went out of the room but I didn’t know where to go. I couldn’t leave the campus because my bag is still

in the room but, where should I go?

I went to Gino and I’s favorite spot at school, under the tree.

I just sat there and closed my eyes. If Gino has feelings for me but I don’t, how can I still save the

friendship? Laine told me to ignore it because it’s his problem but wouldn’t that make him feel awkward

and stuff? But what if I decided to not ignore it and...No! No!



I went back to class.

The professor kind of questioned my long absence but I just told him I had my “girl problems.”

Lunch.

*ding*

From: Laine

C, group meeting. Sorry.

-L

I’m alone again. *sigh*

Just then..

“For you Chelsea.” It’s the note delivery kid. He handed me a note.

“Thanks.”

I read it.

Smile.

-Anonymous

I was kind of shocked. It was nothing like the notes I’ve received. Just then I thought of Nate. Maybe

he’ll show up too since the note showed up. I looked around, he was not there. Can Nate still be the

sender?

“I see you’re alone today.”

That voice!

I looked up, it was Jeff! Our chats are getting frequent, I love it!

“Yeah…”

“You okay?”

Just seeing him made me forget about my problems.

“Yeah, I’m fine.” I tried to smile.

“You’re not eating lunch?”



I looked down, it was only now that I realized that I didn’t have anything.

I just smiled.

“Hey, are you sure you’re okay?”

“Yeah, why wouldn’t I?”

“Do you want me to get you anything?”

Aww. But I didn’t want to order him around or something.

“No. Thanks though.”

He just nodded.

“Jeff!” Someone called again.

He immediately stood up.

“I’ll see you again Chelsea.”

I nodded.

When he was gone, that’s when I realized how badly I behaved in front of him. I acted so coldly to Jeff!

The thought made me want to disappear!

That was Jeff Chelsea! The guy of your dreams! And you just acted like a jerk! I covered my face with my

hands. What was wrong with me?

*bell rings*

I wasn’t in the mood for the next class so I decided to ditch it. I went to the spot under the tree again.

This is not me, I don’t know why I’m acting this way. AHHH! I messed up my hair like a crazy person.

Should I just go with my plan B for Gino? Which was to…. Make him think that I like him too just so I can

keep our friendship? But, what about Jeff? AHHH! Just when we’re starting to be friends, just when he

asked me to be his date. AHHH!

I had to choose and it wasn’t easy, believe me.

After class.

I texted Gino to talk to me at our usual place and I was glad that he showed up.

“Hey…”



He just looked at me.

“Gino…”

“Chelsea stop.” He cut me off.

“With what I did, I don’t deserve to be your best friend anymore.”

Ouch.

“But Gi…”

“No, Chelsea, I like you okay? No, actually, I love you. I’ve been fighting hard to get rid of it and I’ve been

trying my best to act like everything’s the same but… it’s never going to be the same.”

Ohhno…

“I’m sorry. I just can’t be your best friend anymore.”

“Gi…”

“I’ll try to sort out my feelings don’t worry. But at the mean time… let’s just ignore each other.”

The tears started falling.

He turned and started walking.

Is this it?

“BE MY DATE GINO!!!” I shouted.

He turned around and gave me a weird look.

“I don’t need your pity Chelsea, I told you I’m going to be okay.”

“Besides, you already have a date.”

“I don’t! I turned him down!” I lied.

“What?”

“I-I uhh talked to Jeff earlier and told him I was going with you.”

He didn’t say anything, I went near him and held his hand.

“I want you to be my date Gino, please.”

“Why?”

I never thought that he would actually ask why. What am I going to say?



“Because I…”

“I…”

“I love you too Gino!”

“Chelsea…”

“No, I really do. You’ve been there for me through everything, I trust you so much and you’re the one

who can never fail to make me smile.”

What I said was true but the feelings though…weren’t.

“Really?”

“Yes. You know, now I actually believe that losing someone can make you realize how important they

are. But what I realized was more than just you being important to me…it was me feeling the same way

as you do.” The lies just kept on coming.

“How can I know this is not just pity Chelsea?”

I took a deep breath and

I kissed him!

He was surprised at what I did but eventually he was kissing me back. I closed my eyes and kissed as

passionately as possible.

When we separated, he smiled, I did too.

“So…”

“So…”

“I guess that makes us…”

“boyfriend and girlfriend?”

I smiled and held his hand.

Was this the right thing to do? I don’t know anything anymore.



Next morning.

I did my usual routine and again went downstairs for breakfast.

“Are you alright sweetie? You don’t look so good.”

I was filled with guilt, I felt awful.

“Yes, I’m fine.” I tried to smile.

“Should I give Gino some toasts today? I saw yesterday that Laine was the one who went here.”

“Yes, please. Gino and I are fine now.”

Ohhh the guilt! I managed to keep my bestfriend, isn’t this what I wanted?

*ding dong*

The doorbell startled me, I wanted to go back in my room and never come out.

“Bye.” I said to my parents and sister.

I took a deep breath and opened the door.

As expected, Gino was there, with a big smile on his face and a…

“Here.”

“You got me flowers?”

He scratched his head. I felt more guilty.

We were silent at first then he held out his hand.

“Ohh, sorry. Here.” I gave him the toasts.

“Thank you.” Then he kissed me.

I’m so sorry Gino.

“Let’s go?”

“Yeah.” Then he held my hand.

We were walking hand in hand while going to school, as usual Laine was at the gate and as expected she

was shocked at what she was seeing.

“Good morning?” She gave me a weird look.



“Good morning Laine.”

She just nodded.

“See you at lunch beautiful.” Gino said then he kissed me.

“Yeah.”

When he was gone…

“WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT!?!”

I wanted to ignore the question, I started walking.

“CHELSEA!!!”

“WHAT?! CAN’T YOU SEE?! WE’RE GOING OUT!”

“WHAT?!? I DON’T UNDERSTAND THIS!”

Me too Laine, me too.

“I know, I’m sorry I didn’t tell you.”

“NO! IT’S NOT ABOUT THAT! LAST SATURDAY YOU TOLD ME YOU DIDN’T HAVE ANY FEELINGS FOR HIM

AND NOW SUDDENLY YOU’RE GOING OUT WITH HIM?!?”

“Laine, stop yelling!”

“WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM CHELSEA?!”

“I don’t know okay!? I don’t know!!”

“Do you really love him?”

I looked at her and shook my head no.

“Then why are you doing this?”

“I-I just…I didn’t want to lose him alright?” Tears started falling again.

“Ohh Chelsea… What has gotten into you?”

I just looked at her.

“What about Jeff then?”

I cried even more.

“You finally have your chance C! And you’re just going to blow it?”



“I had to make a choice Laine.”

“I just hope you’re prepared for the consequences of your actions Chelsea.” Then she walked away.

Now, I don’t know if I can stop myself from crying.

Class.

Again, I can’t concentrate. Everything just felt so wrong. I got my best friend back but I just said goodbye

to the man that I wanted to be with. Everything is so messed up. Now I have to think of another lie to say

to Jeff, how could I say that he can’t be my date anymore? I was goi ng to turn down Jeff?! This is the

worst.

Lunch.

This was it, I know Jeff is going to be here soon. I sat at our table and waited for Laine.

“Hey…”

“Hey.”

“Have you thought about it?”

“Thought about what?”

“Everything? About your decision perhaps?”

“I don’t know what to think anymore.”

Just then.

“Hey babe. Bought you some lasagna, I know it’s your favorite.”

“Thanks.” And I kissed him and looked at Laine. She just raised an eyebrow and shrugged.

“Want to share my pie? Heard it’s yummy.”

“Really? Yes sure, I love pies.” I was trying my best to sound happy.

“Here.” He fed me, I was surprised but I just smiled.

“Can you both please just go to another table if you’re not going to stop doing that?”

“L!”

“Oh I’m SORRY C!! I just couldn’t BELIEVE what is happening. I NEVER expected this. REALLY.”



“Well expect it Laine, we’re for real.” Then he held my hand.

“Chelsea?”

This is not happening.

I took away my hand from Gino’s grasp, he looked at me in shocked.

“Jeff!”

“What’s going on? I thought..” I stopped him and grabbed him somewhere. I know Gino would get angry

at what I did but…I had to do this.

“Jeff…”

“You told me you two were just friends.”

“I know but things just got out of hand.”

“I don’t understand.”

“I’m sorry.”

“Guess you don’t need a date anymore huh?”

“Jeff…”

“Save it Chelsea! I thought you were different, but I was very wrong. I was even- ah! Forget it!” He

looked so angry then he walked away.

I couldn’t do anything… All I can do was to stare at his back and quietly say goodbye. My crush, my

dream guy, goodbye.

I tried my best to stop my tears from falling as I was walking back to our table. I noticed Laine wasn’t

there anymore.

“Where’s Laine?”

“She just stood up and went outside, but more important than that, what the hell did I just saw?”

“Huh?”

“Oh come on Chelsea! Don’t tell me you still have feelings for that Jeff?”

“Are you jealous?”

“Of course I am! I’m your boyfriend.”

Here comes another lie.



“Babe, you know I don’t feel anything more than just a crush for him, I told you how I felt about you,

isn’t that enough?”

“Come on! Gino!”

“Are you sure you don’t feel anything else?”

“Yes. Now let’s go eat that pie.”

A jealous Gino was not a Gino that I want.

2 weeks later.

I’ve been going out with Gino for two weeks now. Although I’m kind of getting used to it, I still feel guilty

every time. But somehow, I can honestly say that I am kind of developing some feelings for Gino too,

even just a little. He is sweeter than ever and I can really feel his love and care for me. Maybe if I hang onlong enough I could actually give him the love that he deserves.

This weekend also marks the day for the acquaintance party. I still don’t have a dress, but good thing it’s

Thursday, I didn’t have classes so I can go to the mall and buy one… by myself.

After that lunch 2 weeks ago, I haven’t heard from Laine since. I texted her, called her and even waited

for her but she still refused to talk to me. She told me she’ll only talk to me when I fix everything.

And Jeff, well, of course, what would you expect? He ignores me. It was my fault, I have no one to blame

but myself.

I was already at the mall picking out dresses to fit when…

“Laine!”

She was shocked as I was. She ignored me and was about to leave the store but I stopped her.

“Laine please, talk to me.”

“Chelsea I told you, you have to fix your mess first.”

“But it’s my mess Laine, I promise I won’t get you in it.”

“You don’t get anything do you? I’m not ignoring you because I don’t want to get tangled in your messy

life, I’m ignoring you because I wanted you to see your mistakes.”

“I know…”

“Then why are you still doing it?”



“Laine, Jeff is already angry at me okay? I don’t know how I can fix things anymore with him and I’m

well… I’m starting to get used to me and you know, Gino.”

“It’s your fault why Jeff is mad at you, and the thought of you and Gino still disgusts me.”

“I understand. And you’re right, everything’s my fault, I know. I just really miss you L.” I hugged her.

“Geez. Don’t make me cry! I miss you too C!”

“I’m sorry for making bad decisions.”

“I told you, you should listen to me more often.”

We both laughed.

“Help me pick out a dress?”

“Sure! What are friends for right?”

Girl friends are definitely much more understanding, easier to please and definitely more forgiving. I’m

glad I have Laine.

Acquaintance Party.

It’s finally the day that everyone’s looking forward to, the acquaintance party. I’m not really into dancing

and parties but I told Gino I’ll be his date so, I can’t back out now, and besides I already have a dress.

I got in my dress, did my hair and put a light make-up on. I went downstairs to wait for Gino.

“Sweetie! You look amazing!”

“Thanks mom.” I smiled.

“That dress really suits you.”

I was also quite happy with the way I look tonight. The purple dress that Laine and I picked really fits

perfectly.

*ding dong*

“It’s Gino!” Cady yelled.

“Bye.”

“Have fun tonight!”

“I will.”



I opened the door and was so surprised at how Gino looked. He was wearing a black long sleeve polo

shirt and he had on a vest, his hair was also neatly styled. It was a different Gino and I actually love it.

“Wow.” He said.

“Wow yourself.”

“You look great Gino!”

“No, you look great.”

We kissed each other and we both laughed.

“Come on.”

He took me to a car that was parked in front of his house.

“Are we?-“

“Uhuh.”

“Seriously?”

He nodded and opened the door of the passenger’s seat then he went to the other side to get in.

“Do you know how to drive?”

“Of course.” He proudly said.

The ride was a bit short since the party was just going to be held at our school’s gym. We could’ve have

just walked like usual.

We went to the gym’s entrance hand in hand. I saw Jeff at the entrance and he was looking at me. I

smiled at him but he just looked away. *sigh*

“Something wrong?” Gino must have heard my sigh.

“No, I’m fine.” I smiled at him.

“Let’s go?”

“Let’s wait for Laine. I want to see her date.”

Minutes later, Laine came, her hands were wrapped around a guy that I haven’t seen before.

“Hey!” She greeted cheerfully.

“Wow! Hi Laine!”

“Guys, I want you to meet Sebastian, Sebastian this is my friend Chelsea and her FRIEND Gino.”



“Boyfriend actually.”

“Nice to meet you Sebastian. Let’s go inside?”

“Nice to meet you too.”

When we were about to go inside, I grabbed Laine’s arm.

“Where did you meet that guy?”

“He’s my brother’s friend.”

“Is he okay?”

“Yeah, look at him! He’s so your type of guy.”

“I know right! How lucky of me!”

“Whatever. Let’s go?”

“Have you seen Jeff?”

“Yeah, I saw him earlier but he ignored me as usual.”

“Hey look! There he is!” She pointed at where Jeff was. He was with his friends drinking beer.

“Do you think he has a date?”

“I don’t know.”

I’m hoping he doesn’t.

“Look at what you did to that guy. Tsk.”

I just sighed.

“Hey, I’m going to look for Gino, okay?”

“Yeah, sure.”

I was looking everywhere for Gino, I couldn’t find him.

“Where is he?”

It was too crowded and hot in the gym, I went outside to get some air. We have like a mini park outside

our gym so I went there and sat at one of the swings. All of a sudden, someone sat beside me.

“Where’s your boyfriend?”

It was Jeff and he was obviously quite drunk.



“He’s probably inside. I was just-“ I was explaining when suddenly…

He kissed me! Oh my gosh! Jeff was kissing me!! I couldn’t believe it but it was wrong and he was drunk!

I pushed him.

“What the hell?!” I pretended to be angry.

“Why are you doing this to me Chelsea?”

What? I couldn’t understand. What am I doing to him?

He got up the swing and knelt in front of me.

“Jeff, get up!”

“Chelsea, I don’t understand…”

Me either.

“Huh?”

“I don’t know what you have that made me feel this way.”

“Jeff, you’re drunk. Come on get up!” I was saying while trying to help him get up.

“Don’t! I’m not drunk!!”

“Yes, you are! Now come on!”

“Why do you care?”

“Jeff…”

“No, actually why do I care?”

What is he saying?

“Why do I care if you turned me down? Why do I care if you already have a boyfriend? AHHH!” He was

really angry.

I got off the swing and helped him.

“Jeff, come on.”

“No! No! Leave me! Go to your BOYFRIEND.”

“Jeff, please.”

“I-I like you Chelsea.”



I was shocked at what he said. My hands got cold and my heart started beating fast.

“Jeff..” As I was about to say something he pulled me towards him and hugged me.

“Jeff, let go.”

“Be with me.”

Oh my gosh.

“Choose me.”

“Let me make you happy.”

Was Jeff really saying this? Jeff? My crush?

“Jeff you know-“

“Do you love him?” His voice became low and calm.

I was taken aback. I didn’t know what to say.

“Do you?”

What am I going to say? Should I tell him the truth? What about Gino then?

“Answer me Chelsea.”

Without me knowing, I unconsciously answered.

“No.”

He held me on my shoulders and pulled me away from him. He was looking at me in the eyes.

“Who do you love then?”

“You…” I said slowly.

He then stood up and so did I. He grabbed my hand and was literally dragging me towards the gym.

“Jeff! Stop! No!!”

He stopped.

“Why? You don’t love him.”

“I know but…”

“But what?!”



“It’s not that easy. He’s my best friend.”

“That’s a ridiculous excuse!”

“He loves me.”

“And I don’t?”

I just looked at the ground.

“Please Jeff, not now.”

“I don’t get you. You are so random Chelsea.”

I know.

“I’m sorry.”

He let go of my hand and he went inside, I was still standing there in the dark, now I don’t feel like going

back to the party anymore. But then a thought flashed in my head! What if Jeff says something to Gino?

Or what if he suddenly punches him?! I ran immediately inside.

“Gino?!” I was yelling.

“Hey! I’ve been looking everywhere for you. Where have you been?”

“Gino! Are you okay?”

“Yes of course! Why wouldn’t I? Are you okay?”

I nodded. And I breathe a sigh of relief.

The night went by quite fast, I didn’t saw Jeff anymore after that horrible incident.

“You wanna dance?” Gino asked.

“Sure.”

We went to the dance floor and danced. It was a slow dance so we hugged each other and my head was

on his shoulder.

“Are you sure you’re okay?”

I nodded, I’m just not sure if he saw it.

After dancing to 3 or 4 songs I told Gino I was tired so we went back to our table. Laine and Sebastian

were there too.

“Hey, enjoyed you dance?”



I nodded.

“I’ll get you something to drink.” Gino said.

“Thanks.”

“I saw Jeff earlier and he looked angry.” Laine whispered to me.

“I know.”

“You do?”

“Yeah he kind of..”

“What? Tell me C!”

“He confessed to me!”

“HE WHAT?!” She shouted and everyone looked at her.

“Sorry.” She was saying to the others who were looking.

“Really?”

I nodded.

“What did you say to him?”

“I love him too.”

“You did not! Oh my God! You are so twisted!”

“I know.”

“What are you going to do now?”

“I don’t know.”

“Well you have to make a choice girl.”

I know and I hate to make one really.

“I don’t know who to choose.”

“Duh! Choose the one you love!”

But I love them both! Well, I love Jeff more though but.. ahh! What have I gotten myself into?

The Crush, The Best Friend and The Admirer

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