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The Compassionate Friends
Northern Virginia and DC Chapters
Arlington, Fairfax, Leesburg, Prince William,
Reston, Virginia and Washington, DC
VOLUME 20 , NO. 5 JULY 2011
The mission of The Compassionate Friends is to assist families in the positive resolution of
grief following the death of a child and to provide information to help others be supportive.
TCF National Conference
July 15-17, 2011
Minneapolis/St. Paul, Minnesota Compassionate Friends national conferences have always been a great healing experience for bereaved families and TCF’s 34th National Conference, to be held July 15-17, 2011, in Minneapolis/St. Paul, Minnesota, will be no exception. Pre-conference registration ended June 24. If you are unable to attend, you will still have the opportunity to purchase recordings of workshop sessions and DVDs of keynote speakers after the conference. If you are attending, please note that the Sheraton Bloomington-Minneapolis South will become the Doubletree Bloomington-Minneapolis South the same week as the start of the conference.
Bereaved Parents of the USA 2011 National Gathering
This event will be held July 28-31 in Reston, VA at the Sheraton Reston Hotel near Dulles International Airport. For additional information, go to www.bereavedparentsusa.org.
Combined Summer Issue
The August & September issues of this newsletter will be combined. Material for both of those months (articles, poems, tributes, etc.) needs to be provided to your chapter reporter in July.
The Shrine Down the Hall
In 2010, the New York Times published a photo
essay by Ashley Gilbertson which memorialized the
lives of young soldiers lost in the war in Iraq. It is
incredibly powerful and moving. Gilbertson
followed the Faces of the Fallen regularly printed in
the Washington Post and contacted families of those
who died. He visited their homes and took
photographs of the soldiers’ bedrooms, some
preserved for many years. This award winning photo
essay features 19 bedrooms and is titled “Bedrooms
of the Fallen”. You may view his photographs on:
http://www.nytimes.com/interactive/2010/03/21/
magazine/20100321-soliders-bedrooms-
slideshow.html
Inside this issue:
Calendar and Contacts 2
Arlington Chapter 3
Fairfax Chapter 4
Leesburg Chapter 5
Prince William Chapter 6
Reston Chapter 7
Washington, DC Chapter 9
Resources and Information 8
Our Children Remembered 10
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JULY 2011 MEETINGS
July 6 (first Wednesdays)
7:30 PM Fairfax Chapter
7:30 PM Leesburg Chapter
July 14 (second Thursdays)
7:30 PM Arlington Chapter
July 9 (second Saturdays)
2-4 PM TCF Reston
July 20 (third Wednesdays)
7-9 PM Washington DC Chapter
July 21 (third Thursdays)
7:30 PM Prince William Chapter
Arlington Chapter
Contact: Lois Copeland
(301) 530-1115
Trinity Presbyterian Church
5533 N.16th St
Arlington, VA
Second Thursdays 7:30 PM
Please send
“Love Gifts” to:
Kent Womack
1013 Riverside Dr.
Woodstock, VA 22664
Fairfax Chapter
Contact: Carol Marino
or Diane Burakow
Chapter Phone:
(703) 622-3639
OLD ST.MARY’S HALL,
next to St. Mary’s Historic
Church and Cemetery
Fairfax Station Rd
and Route 123
Fairfax, VA 22030
First Wednesdays 7:30 PM
Please send
“Love Gifts” to:
Monica Clark
5444 Ladue Lane
Fairfax, VA 22030
Attn: TCF
Leesburg Chapter
Contact: Bev or Bernie Elero
(540) 882-9707
St. James Episcopal Church
Janney Parlor
14 Cornwall St NW
Leesburg, VA
First Wednesdays 7:30 PM
Please send
“Love Gifts” to:
Mrs.Anne Shattuck
224 Walnut Ridge Ln.
Palmyra, VA 22963
Prince William
Chapter
Contact: Ken Adams
(703) 361-6574
Grace United Methodist Church
Library, 2nd Floor
9750 Wellington Rd
Manassas, VA
Third Thursdays 7:30 PM
Please send
“Love Gifts” to:
Melody Ridgeway
9366 Dahlia Ct.
Manassas, VA 20110
TCF Reston (for no surviving children)
Contact:
Nancy Vollmer (VA)
(703) 860-8587
Sharon Skarzynski (MD)
(410) 757-5049
North County Gov Bld.
Reston Police Station Bld.
12000 Bowman Towne Drive
Reston, VA
Second Saturdays 2-4 PM
(for no surviving children)
Washington, DC
Chapter
Contact: Olivia Gunter
(301) 552-2798
The Howard University
The Blackburn Center
2397 Sixth Street, NW
Washington, DC 20059
Third Wednesdays 7-9 PM
Please send
“Love Gifts” to:
Coralease Ruff
3314 Applegrove Ct.
Oak Hill, VA 20171
NEWSLETTER TEAM
Editor
Peggi Johnson
Database Manager
Brenda Sullivan
Treasurer
Kent Womack
1013 Riverside Drive
Woodstock, VA 22664
Reporters
Arlington
Lois Copeland
Fairfax
Katy Frank, [email protected]
District of Columbia
Michelle Lake, [email protected]
Leesburg
Bev Elero
Prince William
Jennifer Clark
Reston
Kathy Grapski, [email protected]
Regional Coordinator
Kathy Collins
4505 Rachael Manor Drive
Fairfax, VA 22032
TCF National Headquarters
PO Box 3696
Oak Brook IL 60522-3696 http://www.compassionatefriends.org
(877) 969-0010 (Toll-Free)
Arlington Website
http://www.tcfarlington.org
Webmaster: Mary M.Bell
Fairfax Website
www.tcffairfax.org
Leesburg Website
http://www.tcfleesburg.org
Prince William Website
http://www.tcfprincewilliam.org
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Vacations
Vacation time is upon us again. You may be having trouble with
that very thought, especially if you are recently bereaved. Large
places with many people many not be the answer, small places
with few people may not feel right or family-oriented locations
may bring painful reminders of years past. No vacation may be
an option.
Whatever you choose to do this summer, try to plan ahead.
Hope the sun warms the heart and brings reminders of some
happy memories.
~Lois Copeland, TCF, Arlington, VA
Summertime and the livin is easy…
The lazy, hazy days of summer…
What does summertime bring to your mind? I think of the beach
with the waves softly washing ashore. Walking along with the
sand between my toes. Finding “treasure” along the shoreline.
The sound of the ocean is calming. The sun is warm on my face.
Life seems good.
And then I realize that being at the beach is forever changed for
me. The memories of times past at the beach with my family
come flooding back. Lots of good memories.
I stare at the ocean and think…the ocean is like my grief.
Sometimes it seems wild and black with rage and almost
impossible to manage. Riptides, currents and storm surges.
Sometimes it’s like rough waves hitting the shore, continually
pounding. And sometimes the waves are smaller and are
enjoyable to play in. Then sometimes it is unusually calm and I
can wade in and let the cool water surround me.
So now I go to the beach to remember. And let the sun warm my
heart. Let the sound of the waves calm my soul. And get sand
between my toes. ~Carol Tomaszewski, Annapolis Chapter, BP/USA
An Accident
It was just an accident, a senseless stupid accident.
But I need someone to blame,
Somewhere to direct my anger,
Somewhere where it won’t
Bounce right back to me.
Someone to take all of my attention,
Someone to hold accountable,
Someone else to think about,
So I don’t think about you dying
About you being dead, when all it was
Was a senseless stupid accident
That took you from me.
In memory of my son, Shawn and my sister, Rhonda ~Deb Kostner, TCF, Oshkosh, WI~
FOR SIBLINGS…
Mark
Some people dread the holidays; others anniversaries or
birthdays. With me, it’s not just these days,
but spring and summer. From the first talk of
spring training to the last out of the World
Series, I MISS YOU. Baseball was such a big
part of your life. I see you in a baseball
uniform in so many of my memories. How I
wish we could catch a Royal’s game
together! Remember, they were World Champions in ’85!
I know that you have rounded third and slid in home, but that
doesn’t ease the pain in my heart. I love you so much!
~Tamala Lauffer, TCF Independence, MO
The August and September newsletters will be combined and
published at the end of July. Please send me any stories or
poems by July 10. If you want to make a love gift donation,
please have it to Kent Womack by the first week of July.
Welcome It is so hard to “welcome” family members to our meetings for the first time because we are so very
sorry for the reason you are here. Even if it was sad or painful to attend our meeting, please come again. It
will get easier.
Joe Cecil, lost his son Benjamin (Jamie), November 2010.
Shannon Malveaux and Jordon Malaveaux lost her
daughter and his sister,and Wellington Coddington, his girlfriend, Brittany, April 2011.
***WANTED: A volunteer to do the Arlington
Page of the newsletter. No experience necessary.
Call or email Lois Copeland for information.
301-520-0225 or [email protected]
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Welcome to our new members We welcome our new families with open arms:
Brad and Sherri Newman
of Herndon, VA, parents of Joshua Newman
Melinda and Carlos Santiago
of Fairfax, VA, parents of Michael Santiago
Shannon Malveaux and Jordan Malveaux
of Leesburg, VA, mother and brother of Brittany
Malveaux
Tiny Angels
Tiny Angels rest your wings
sit with me for awhile.
How I long to hold your hand,
And see your tender smile.
Tiny Angel, look at me,
I want this image clear....
That I will forget your precious face
Is my biggest fear.
Tiny Angel can you tell me,
Why you have gone away?
You weren't here for very long....
Why is it, you couldn't stay?
Tiny Angel shook his head,
"These things I do not know....
But I do know that you love me,
And that I love you so".
A Penny
I found a penny today
Just lying on the ground,
But it's not just a penny
This little coin I've found.
Found pennies come from heaven
That's what my Grandpa told me,
He said Angels toss them down
Oh, how I loved that story.
He said when an Angel misses you
They toss a penny down,
Sometimes just to cheer you up
To make a smile out of your frown.
So don't pass by that penny
When you're feeling blue,
It may be a penny from heaven
That an Angel's tossed to you.
Vacations
Vacation time can be painful for bereaved parents. Caught up with normal demands of making a living or keeping a household going, we have less time to think than we do on vacations, especially the "take it easy" kind-at a hideaway, tucked away somewhere.
In the summers following Tricia's death, I found vacations could bring a special kind of pain. We avoided going to places where we had vacationed with her. At one time, I thought Williamsburg might be off my list forever since we had a very happy time together there. I tried it one summer three years later and found that she walked the cobbled streets with me. Now that nine years have passed and the pain has eased, maybe the happy memories we shared in Williamsburg can heighten the pleasure of another visit there.
For the first few years after Tricia's death, we found fast-paced vacations at places we had never been before, to be the best. The stimulation of new experiences in new places with new people refreshed us and sent us home more ready to pick up our grief work. That is not to say when we did something or saw something that Tricia would have enjoyed, we didn't mention her. We did, but it seemed less painful than at home.
One caution: Do allow enough time for sleep; otherwise, an exhausted body can depress you.
We've said it many times: YOU HAVE TO FIND YOUR OWN WAY, YOUR OWN PEACE. Let vacation time be another try at that; but do give yourself a break in choosing the time and locale where that can best be accomplished. Don't be afraid of change-it can help with your re-evaluation of life.
~Elizabeth Estes, TCF Augusta. GA, in memory of
Tricia
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The Many Lessons You Taught Us By Susan M. Cleveland, Leesburg, VA TCF (Mother of Christopher Michael Cleveland Sept 15 - June 24)
The first lesson was about love. I saw this love when you were small and I kissed your boo-boos to make them all better. I find this love in your emails you sent to us during your travels and throughout the journals you wrote during your life. I see this love through the tributes your friends and family posted on www.chriscleveland.info<http://www.chriscleveland.info/>;. Without this love we would not feel the pain of grief and the emptiness in our hearts when you left us.
The second lesson you taught us was courage. Each day you showed courage in your quest to regain your strength, and your sense of balance so you could travel and live on your own again. You gave me the courage to try new things like returning to college to start a new career to become a teacher.
The third lesson you taught us was patience. Through this lesson of patience I have I found the gift to work with children with special needs and adults with disabilities. With patience and a slower pace, tasks and goals can be accomplished and dreams can be fulfilled.
The fourth lesson you taught was to feel joy. I see your joy in your smile and not just in your photographs. I feel joy when I see rainbows and butterflies because like you rainbows and butterflies are only here for a short time. I feel joy and see your smile in each sunrise and every sunset.
The fifth lesson you taught us was about generosity. To honor your generosity we established the Christopher Cleveland Memorial Fund to inspire further research for balance disorders, epilepsy, alopecia, and learning disabilities. You taught us that kindness towards others is more important than money or material possessions. Thank you for these lessons, I have learned to treasure each new day, Love Always, Mom
To Adam Steven Katz
Bombarded with reminders of you, dear son, sweet and sorrowful bound into one. A promising future gone in a flash, the moment you died in a violent crash. Existing without you is torturous to bear, your untimely death so dreadful and unfair. We’re trying to adapt to an altered life, while emptiness and craving you brings daily strife. We mourn, we honor, we do normal things, praying your spirit in the afterlife takes wings to envelop us in love and protection, ensuring we keep our eternal connection. Forever grateful to have reared our sunshine boy, you illuminated this earth with goodness and joy. With everlasting love and respect, Mom Linda Katz, Leesburg VA, TCF
Give Me The Vision
Shall I cry out in anger, O God, Because Thy gifts are mine but for a while?
Shall I be ungrateful for the moments of laughter,
The seasons of joy, the days of gladness and festivity, When tears cloud my eyes and darken the world
And my heart is heavy within me?
Shall I blot from mind the love I have known and in which I have rejoiced
When a fate beyond my understanding takes from me Friends and kin whom I have cherished, and leaves me
Bereft of shining presences that have lit my way Through the years of companionship and affection?
Give me the vision, O God, to see and feel That imbedded deep in each of Thy gifts
Is a core of eternity that survives the dread hours Of affliction and misery.
Those I have loved, though now beyond my view,
Have given form and quality to my being. They have led me into the wide universe I continue to
inhabit, and their presence is more vital to me than their absence.
What Thou givest, O Lord, Thou takest not away,
And bounties once granted shed their radiance evermore.
Rabbi Morris Adler, Reprinted with Permission, Solace Newsletter
“…there is no more ridiculous custom than the one that makes you express sympathy once and for all on a given day to a person whose sorrow will endure as long as his life. Such grief, felt in such a way, is always “present,” it is never too late to talk about it, never repetitious to mention it again.”
~~Marcel Proust~~
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Don’t Think I Do Not Grieve
Don’t think I do not feel;
because you see no tears.
A river rages deep inside
of grief, and loss, and fears.
Just because I do not cry now,
don’t think my heart’s not broken.
I keep inside the misery
of words not to be spoken.
Sometimes I smile, or crack a joke,
so you won’t see the pain;
or notice how my hands will shake,
or how I’ve gone insane.
Each time I chance to think of her,
my heart is ripped asunder.
The loss I feel is mine alone.
you will not see my thunder.
~Brenda Penepent
Drifting…….
Drifting through life is how I feel
The death of my son, doesn’t seem real.
I catch myself laughing the next moment I cry.
I try to quote reason, but my mouth spills out
“Why?”
I stare at his photo, now spotted with tears.
More distance from him is one of my fears.
My beautiful boy – his life became shorter.
Why couldn’t I go first? – That’s the right
order!
So I’ll continue to drift along life’s falling
rain,
until the day when our hearts meet again.
~ Kelly Boerger, TCF Cincinnati
Butterflies & Rainbows
You came to me on a Butterfly’s
wing, so very long ago.
What God had in his plans for us
how could we possibly know?
I watched you laugh and play and
dream as you grew into a man.
How beautiful you were to me, as you
chased rainbows in the sand.
It’s incomprehensible to think
that you have gone away.
And you won’t be coming back again,
not even for a day.
Two years have come and gone since
then and the sun still rises in the sky.
Butterflies and rainbows still exist,
and I have stopped asking why.
Your light shines brightly in my heart
and always will my dear.
You are with the rainbows there
and I’m with the butterflies here.
~ Robyn Bell – TCF, Valley Forge, PA
MEMORIES
Memories are flowers
growing in the heart.
Flowers picked on
happy days that time
arranges in bouquets to warm the heart in tender ways by
feelings they impart.
Memories are pictures taken through the years, pictures of
a smiling face, a happy time, a favorite place.
These pleasures, time cannot erase, they are kept as
souvenirs.
~Laura Rogers, TCF Northfield, NJ
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The summer heat has arrived. Many of us have a little more
time in the summer as things slow down, I thought these articles
might be good ones to read and think about. Wishing you a
restful summer.
Kathy Grapski
“COMMON SENSE” GRIEF RULES
In my work as a bereavement counselor for a number of funeral
homes, I contact family members of the deceased approximately
eight weeks after the death. The largest percentage of them are
what I call “I’m fine” calls. Surviving members tell me they’re
“fine.” In truth, many of them are, but many of them are not.
I hear comments such as, “I’m keeping busy so I don’t have time
to think about it” or “I hurt at first, but I just have to give it
time.” Or, “I try not to cry in front of my family. It upsets them
so much.” Few people will admit that they are hurting.
Unfortunately, this denial of grief is all too common in our
society. Actually, we have unwritten rules about it. They
are: Bury your feelings, replace the loss, grieve alone and give
it time. Did you pick up any of these rules in the above
comments?
We live in a fast-paced society that doesn’t allow the deep,
searing emotions that occur at the death of a special loved, one,
especially the death of a child. It’s not comfortable to listen to
another talk about his/her child, or cry, or show pictures of him
or her. We’ve got to “get on with life.” Thus,
the“rules.”
As bereaved parents we pay a high price for those rules. We pay
the price for swallowing our emotions in illness and chronic
depression that can plague us many years after our child
dies. We pay the price in self-blame when that magic year mark
comes and we aren’t “over” it.
We never stop and ask ourselves, who said we have to keep
busy, that crying is weakness, that talking about our deceased
child is morbid, that we must think only of the good memories,
or that time heals all wounds? We just take societal dictates as
truths. They are not!!
Ignore these “rules.” Let yourself grieve in healthy ways. Don’t
bury your feelings. Let them out. Get angry when you need
to. Cry when you hurt. Talk out your guilt. Don’t try to replace
the uniqueness of your child. You can’t. Don’t grieve
alone. Find people who will listen non-judgmentally to your
story told over and over again. Let go of the mistaken idea that
time heals. It isn’t time that heals, it’s the grief work you do
while the clock ticks away that heals.
Look at what you’re being told about grief. Question who they
are, what they think they know about grief. Don’t listen to those
who tell you not to grieve. Would you consult your neighbor on
financial matters if he were a mechanic? Would you ask an
attorney about your stomach problems? Of course, you
wouldn’t, so why listen to those who tell you how to grieve
when they have absolutely no knowledge of how to grieve or
how to recover if they’ve not walked this path.
The loss of a beloved child creates big changes in your
life. Don’t leave healthy recovery and positive personal growth
to “common sense” rules. Keep in mind that while the rules
may be “common” they don’t make sense.
~Margaret Gerner, Bereaved Parent
~Submitted in Loving Memory of Lisa Champlin by
her Mom, Linda Nielsen, Reston TCF
SUMMER THOUGHTS
Summer is a time when things naturally slow down, a time when many are waiting for the orderly routine of their lives to begin again. For those of us in grief whose lives are already in limbo, it can seem endless if we let it. Seeing children, babies and teenagers is not easy for us, and we see them everywhere from shopping centers to beaches. Everyone is out living, loving, enjoying carefree activities with their children, and we want to scream, “It’s not fair!” I was sitting on my patio on evening at dusk recently listing to the shouts of children playing, and I was crying as I remembered the sounds that my child used to make. I became very depressed as I thought what a long summer this was going to be.
In my reverie, I was reminded of a recent comment that I had heard at a TCF meeting: “My child was such a loving, giving person. He would not want me
(Continued on page 9)
If you would like to put a poem or article on this
page, contact Kathy Grapski ([email protected]
or 301-253-5509) Deadline for August and
September submissions is July 10th.
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JULY
Fireworks lighting the night in thundering array
Fireflies and butterflies on the air do play.
Squeaky chain on the old back porch swing
The chirping of crickets and frogs as they sing.
Watermelon in sweet juicy red
Summer vacations, sleeping in Grandma’s bed.
Long days filled with carefree play
Corn on the cob, the sweet scent of hay.
Sun-browned from swimming and fishing down at the
Lake
Dairy Queen Sundaes and thick milkshakes.
Family reunions, with family and food all around
Spreading a blanket out on the ground.
Warm rain fills puddles, inviting to splash with barefoot
feet
But my Birthday is by far the best July treat!
But if this is the month I should leave
Remember these things when your heart grieves.
Look at the beauty that fills this time
And remember forever our hearts are entwined.
~Sheila Simmons, TCF Atlanta, GA
For Siblings………..
FOREVER JOURNEY
It was us against the world! At least that’s the way we
figured it. We were destined to conquer any obstacle that
would jeopardize our future. Together we were fearless, to
be apart was not an option. We were to remain intact until
we reigned victorious over our journey with life. Little did
I know our journey would soon be postponed. During the
twelfth year of our journey, we were set apart.
Mike had completed his journey with life, and was taken to
a place he would reign victorious. Our life together was a
chapter, my memories much more than a story. We are
bonded together by a LOVE that stretches beyond that of
human comprehension. A LOVE that only we can reveal,
in a place where it will always be and forever remain; in
my heart.
Daniel Warford, TCF, Lakes Area, MI
Welcome to our New Members:
Corey and Kenann
Surviving
There’s no way to know,
in those first, early years,
if the crying will stop,
be an ending to tears.
But slowly, so slowly,
through the grieving and time,
will come moments and days,
when hopefulness shines.
Backwards and forwards,
into darkness, then out,
we begin to start living;
scraps of new life peek out.
This happens most surely,
survivors will tell,
when we find time for others
and give of ourselves.
~Genesse Bourdeau Gentry
STARS IN THE DEEPEST NIGHT, 1999
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to waste my life being bitter.” “I also remember a good friend telling me to “count my blessings” and naming all the things I had to be grateful for. I was furious at that time. Nothing I had to be grateful for could compensate for the fact that my child had died. Now, sitting in the twilight of this early summer evening, I began to see things differently. I determined that this summer would not be an eternity: I would not let it be. I decided first of all to stay busy.
I am also going to try to enjoy the simple things that used to give me so much pleasure, like flowers, and working in my garden. I then decided to try to be truly grateful for the blessings that I have, like my husband, my friends, my job etc.
It has been almost 5 years for me, and I know that last year this would not have worked. Of course I still have times of sadness; I know I always will. But I have decided that in the process of grieving we close so many doors, the only way to recovery is to reopen them gradually at our own pace.
I know I will never be the same person I was before the death of my child, but I hope eventually in some ways I will be a better person because suffering can be beneficial if we learn and grow through it. A year ago I didn’t feel that way, and I know I still have a long way to go, but in the meantime, I know the greatest tribute to my child will be to enjoy this summer as he would have done.
~Libby Gonzales, TCF Huntsville, AL
Resources and Information
The Compassionate Friends
home page: www.compassionatefriends.org
home page links:
Chat rooms
877-969-0010
Survivors of Suicide
www.suivivorsofsuicide.com
American Foundation for Suicide Prevention
www.afsp.org
888-333-2377
Parents of Murdered Children
888-818-7662
Haven of Northern Virginia
www.havenofnova.org
703-941-7000
CrisisLink
www.crisislink.org
703-527-4077
SHARE (pregnancy & infant loss support)
www.nationalshareoffice.com
800-821-6819
MISS Foundation (miscarriage, stillborns, infant loss
support) www.missfoundation.org.
local chapter: www.dcmissfoundaton.org
703-728-8446 Roberta Quirk
Washington Regional Transplant Community
www.beadonor.org
703-641-0100
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline
800-273-8255 (TALK)
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From the Editor:
While I am aware of the many ways profound grief can
take shape, I did not realize until the past few months that
a crisis of confidence can be created. A serious crisis. A
questioning of everything you thought you had learned or
mastered or had come to understand. No longer am I
confident of my beliefs, my values, my view of the
world. I am unsure of my decisions and my actions. I
worry that I am no longer capable of maintaining healthy
and honest relationships. Once upon a time, I felt that I
had grown: through experience and mistakes and
sometimes through accomplishment, hard work and
discipline. While I have never seen myself as naturally
insightful, I believed I had acquired some wisdom, some
ability to navigate through the world. But now I relate
more to Sgt. Schultz of the Hogan’s Heroes TV show: “I
know nothing.” If I offer an opinion, it is offered more
tentatively. So, add loss of confidence to the pile of
losses. Add it on.
~Peggi Johnson
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Matthew Rand Robert Gaber July 2 Cathy Gaber Prince William
Renard Anthony Harris July 2 Pamela Williams-Walker DC
Adam Seymour July 2 Beverly and Jim Seymour Fairfax
Peter M. DeGrazia July 3 John and Corrine DeGrazia Prince William
Elizabeth Gibson July 4 Joanne Gibson Arlington
Brad Hampton July 4 Beth Hampton Arlington
Christopher Buro July 5 Kathy and Ronald Brandel Fairfax
Nicholas Freeman July 5 Cecelia Freeman Fairfax
Matthew Harrington Hale July 6 Susanne Hale Leesburg
Michael Santiago July 6 Melinda and Carlos Santiago Fairfax
Nancy Kathleen "Kate" Hagopian July 8 Dave and Mary Hagopian Arlington
Jarrod Weston July 10 Meggan Strasbaugh Fairfax
Samuel Jermaine Blanks July 11 Samuel and Betty Blanks DC
John David Lindsay July 12 Elizabeth Lindsay Arlington
Marc Gordon Thomas July 12 Gordon and Barbel Thomas Arlington
Michael Durgala July 14 Mary Durgala Fairfax
Joshua Butler July 16 David Butler Fairfax
David Yoo July 16 Karen Yoo Arlington
Silecia Darlington July 17 Jean Darlington DC
Daniel Joseph Pawlak July 17 Debbie and Joe Pawlak Reston
Ryan Lopynski July 18 Jeremy Lopynski Fairfax
Jennifer Rebecca Toler July 18 Carol Brinegar Prince William
Sarah Renee Carter July 19 Susan Carter Fairfax
Andrew O'Brien July 19 Missy O'Brien Prince William
Paige Mackenzie Johnson July 20 Kay and Roger Lavallee, Trish and
David Stoskus, Matt Johnson Leesburg/Fairfax
Shey Allen July 21 Darcel and Josh Allen Fairfax
Sean Campbell July 21 Donald and Madelyn Campbell Arlington
Eirik Jon Jespersen July 22 Nils and Beth Jespersen Leesburg
Patricia Lynn "Patti" Schmid July 22 Stuart and Sharon Schmid Arlington
Todd Coder July 23 Courtney and Josh Coder,
Cheryl and Tony Coder Fairfax
Adam Christopher Smoot July 23 Lynn Burwitz Prince William
Christopher Michael Diegelmann July 26 Denise and Mike Diegelmann Reston
Will Foreman July 27 Louise and Mark Foreman Fairfax
Patrick Donoghue July 28 Shannon Donoghue Arlington
Klara Morgan Knight July 28 Ken Knight Prince William
Korri Summer Duffield July 29 Troy and Samantha Duffield Prince William
Mario St. George Boiardi July 30 Deborah and Mario Boiardi Arlington
Jason Clover July 30 Cheryl Clover Fairfax
David Evans Hobson July 31 Anne Shattuck Leesburg
Brandon Perle July 31 Patricia and Michael Perle Fairfax
Daniel Selmonosky July 31 Sonia and Carlos Selmomosky Arlington
Page 11 The Compassionate friends • Northern Virginia and DC July 2011
Ryan Marie Boykin July 1 Julia and Bruce Boykin
June Barry Arlington/Fairfax
Alyssia Cage July 1 Carol Moran Fairfax
Lynn Stephanie Densen July 1 Betty Densen Reston
Douglas Wayne Hosier July 2 Wayne and June Hosier Arlington
Camarie Glover July 3 Sharonda Glover Fairfax
Amanda Harpin July 3 Paul and Martha Harpin Fairfax
Brandon Perle July 3 Patricia and Michael Perle Fairfax
Renee Parkinson July 4 Natalie Parkinson Leesburg
Suhail "Sid" Chowdhury July 6 Anwar and Patricia Chowdhury Prince William
Matthew Coffelt July 7 Debbie Coffelt Leesburg
Danny Frank July 7 Nancy and Mike Frank Fairfax
Eirik Jon Jespersen July 8 Nils and Beth Jespersen Leesburg
Matthew Sean Clem July 9 Suzann Clem Leesburg
Cody DuWayne Pollard July 9 Andrea Pollard Prince William
Sevi Suerdem July 10 Demet and Taclan Suerdem Reston
Eric Alexander Jones July 13 Patty and Ralph Jones Reston
Erin Stanfield July 14 Jack and Susan Stanfield Fairfax
Patrick Ryan Gay July 15 Pam and Tom Gay Prince William
Robert Whiddon July 17 Donna and Robert St. Pierre Leesburg
Maxwell Harmon July 19 Rana and William Harmon Arlington
Kasey Haynes July 20 Elizabeth DiCristifaro Fairfax
Claire Alexis Sachse July 20 Kathleen and Brett Sachse Fairfax
Greg Snellings July 21 Kristen Snellings Fairfax
Trevor Stokol July 22 C. Jodi Stokol Arlington
David Patricio Castro July 23 Patricio and Clementina Castro Fairfax
Patrick Donoghue July 23 Shannon Donoghue Arlington
Holt Weeks July 23 Linton and Jan Taylor Weeks Fairfax
Stone Weeks July 23 Linton and Jan Taylor Weeks Fairfax
Jennifer Coyne July 24 Julie and Burton Simonds Leesburg
Angela Gardner July 24 Liz and Gerry Gardner Fairfax
Eric Monday July 26 Penny Rossi Fairfax
Darnell Smith Jr. July 26 Tanya Smith DC
Mark Robert Fracasso Jr. July 27 Michele and Mark Fracasso Fairfax
Klara Morgan Knight July 28 Ken Knight Prince William
Nancy Kathleen Hagopian July 29 Dave and Mary Hagopian Arlington
Alex Leonard July 29 Liz Kestler Fairfax
Marc Gordon Thomas July 29 Gordon and Barbel Thomas Arlington
LaShaun Maria Parker July 30 Lori and Barbara Parker DC
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“Grief and sadness knits two hearts in closer bonds than
happiness ever can; and common sufferings are far stronger
than common joys.”
-Alphonse de Lamartine