Tales We Never Told Our Father - Reflections on sexuality, culture and being Nigerian

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Tales we never told our father is a collection of autobiographical reflections from same gender loving men of Nigerian origin. Their stories initially featured on the forum OutTales around the Fire. In this collection, the men explore issues covering religion, coming out, self-acceptance, family and being Nigerian.

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Page 30: Tales We Never Told Our Father - Reflections on sexuality, culture and being Nigerian

Tales we never told our father is a collection of autobiographical reflections from same gender loving men of Nigerian origin. Their stories initially featured on the forum OutTales around the Fire. In this collection, the men explore issues covering religion, coming out, self-acceptance, family and being Nigerian.

“Stories help us. They are teachers. They are medicine.

They keep us connected to what matters. They keep us awake.

This has always been true” – Mark Nepo

(As Far as the Heart Can See: Stories to Illuminate the Soul)

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