to find rapture is to lose your mind; to let the eyesroll inward to the back of the head or to gaze out

blindly into the void with open hands; with peace and with pleasure;

whether through religion or sex or drugs, we seek experiences that exist beyond our rational brains; beyond our rational brains; to feel outside of the body; through speaking in tongues; initiating ecstatic states;

climaxing; as if there really is a spirit.