Rambunctious Winter 2013
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Winter2013
The Jamesville-Dewitt High School Magazine for Literature and Art
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A LETTER FROM THE EDITORS
Dear Jamesville-DeWitt High School
The Rambunctious staff is thrilled to present you with the 2012-2013 winter edition of the Rambunctious liter-
ary magazine We have included art poetry and prose from our very own students here at J-D High School
A special thanks to our staff members for organizing submissions and editing the hard work really paid off
Also a special thanks to the Art and English departments for helping to promote submissions Thank you to
Mr Phillips who has been a great club advisor and is full of good ideas Finally thank you to our contribu-
tors and readers without you this magazine would not have been possible
We hope you enjoy the magazine and amazing talent we have here at J-D
Editors-in-Chief
Mopati Kuswani
Kyrin Pollock
Staff Members
Dori Bergman
Jane Brown
Liz Burnam
Erin Jorgensen
Zach Leibmann
Mikayla Mizruchi
The Rambunctious Staff
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TABLE OF CONTENTS
TitleBeneath Shimmering Sparkles
Snow
My First Cross Country Race
Nostalgic Nostrils
Love is Special
With Age Comes Dissapointment
Untitled
Life on the CourtUntitled
Halloween Night
If These Walls Lived
Could I be Your Change
An Arrow
A Love for a Girl
Untitled
One Small Seed
My Tear For Her My Passion For Him
Russian Roulette
Home
Untitled
Author Leah Ifraim
Cayla Dedrick
Ashley Lawlesss
Laura Wengert
Ebere Joseph
Junghye Kim
Breanne Issacs
Laura WildridgeJack Martin
Tangela Hightower
Tangela Hightower
Bella Alibrandi
Cayla Dedrick
Harrison Franklin
Patrece Martin
Celeste Torres
Bella Alibrandi
Leah Ifraim
Dori Bergman
Christy Le
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4
6
7
7
9
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16
16
17
18
21
22
23
24
28
29
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Cover Artwork Claudia Lee- ldquoWinterscaperdquo
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Snow
Cayla Dedrick
There is something so eeting
About the delicate grass dusted with snow
It is so easy to taint the innocence
Stomping dirt into the pure white like snow
When you smile your eyes always sparkle
Much like the sunlight dancing on snow
Therersquos something I havenrsquot seen in a while
It melts away faster than the snow
Itrsquos been a few years now
Since I could play in the snow
Beneath Shimmering Sparkles
Leah Ifraim
Crystals hover down
Captivating an entire townEach speck descending
Snowakes and icicles blending
Plastering beds of owers
Frozen encounters
Coating rooftops of cars
Hugged inside avalanches of scarves
Stars
Light up the midnight sky
Like Christmas lights that shine like reies
Twinkling gold and bold
A reminder of all the winter memories
Made and to be made
Throughout this year
And into the next
Soft shimmers
Glistening skies
The crescent pops out whispering hello
A city blanketed in snow
Allison Emmel- ldquoEllierdquo
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My First Cross Country Race
Ashley Lawless
ldquoOkay girls You should get to the start-
ing line The race starts in ve minutesrdquo My
coach said She was so excited If only I could
be as calm as she was It was only a mile and a
half It was my rst cross-country race at Bald-winsville I want to get under 13 minutes since
I have never gotten a time that good in practice
Will I get under 13 minutes Am I that good
of a runner It was September 24 which is my
birthday
I got to the starting line with all of my
teammates We did drills and each time a min-
ute passed I got more and more nervous I was
terried I had butteries in my stomach my
knees were shaking and I was breathing hard
I just wanted to be home Right when I was
starting to calm my nerves the referee came
He was a tall guy with blue clothing on He
was putting his earplugs in He had a gun in one
hand and a neon orange ag in the other I was
getting waves of nausea
ldquoOkay ladies I am going to explain
the rules once so listen up I am going to blow
my whistle and then say runners to your markThen I will have my gun and ag straight out
and I will say get set Lastly I will raise the gun
and ag above my head and then I will pull
the trigger Good luck and have a good racerdquo I
heard the whistle which sounded like nails on a
chalkboard
ldquoRunners to your markrdquo his arms went
out with his gun and ag in both of his hands
ldquoGet setrdquo his arms went over his head BOOM
The gun went off and smoke was right above
me I took off like lightning I was sprinting
There were girls around me breathing heavily
I was close to entering the woods People were
cheering me on and coaches were yelling at
their athletes to beat the person in front of them
I looked to my right and saw my mom and dad
yelling at me to run fast My nerves were slow-
ly starting to fade I was telling myself to keepgoing and to push myself I was happy running
I kept repeating in my head that I was going
to do well and that I was going to get a time I
was proud of As I was entering the woods I
dropped to a slower pace so I wouldnrsquot burn
off all of my energy The whole time I was
in the woods I heard nothing but silence All
you could hear were the leaves rustling in the
wind and the shoes hitting the ground Each
time I took a step leaves were crunching and
so were the branches underneath them Every-
body around me including myself was sliding
in the mud The ground was covered in mud
and it was wet from the rain this morning The
trees had small dots of rainwater on each leaf I
heard people screaming Was I at the mile mark
already
ldquo822rdquo a person timing the peoplersquos
miles said I was so excited I am almost doneI looked in front of me and I saw ldquo The Wallrdquo
Itrsquos a huge hill that is straight up As I was run-
ning up I could taste the salt on my lips from
the sweat I was telling myself with each step
up the hill that I was one step closer to being
done I was more determined now to get under
13 minutes I felt good running The encourage-
ment from everyone around me made me want
to keep running I was running harder now
since I only had a half a mile left to go I round-
ed a corner and saw my coach standing there
ldquoKick it Ashley The nish line is right
thererdquo
I was now in a full out sprint My legs
were going extremely fast
ldquo1227 1228 1229helliprdquo a person timing
was screaming I was panting as I crossed the
nish lineldquo1230rdquo
As I nished I received a ribbon I was
so happy I nished my rst cross-country race
All my teammates were high-ving me and
congratulating me My family came over and
told me that I did an awesome job
ldquoLetrsquos sing Happy Birthday To Ashleyrdquo
one of my friends said I was so happy My
whole team was singing to me I could not have
been any happier This was the perfect start to
my thirteenth birthday
Maddie Vanheusen- ldquoUntitledrdquo
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Rachel Redmore- ldquoConverse All Starrdquo5
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Nostalgic Nostrils
Laura Wengert
I donrsquot have an extraordinarily keen sense of smell
But there are a few whiffs from which I can always tell
Like whatrsquos for dinner when I walk in the door The stinky stench of worms after the rain has poured
Those people who have their own distinct scent
The unwavering reminder of what Irsquove given up for lent
I like the smell of the laundry machine after itrsquos just washed some clothes
I like it when unknown wonders wander in and out of my nose
I liked the smell that mom carried after shersquod just been selling fries
But for all the good smells in life there are so many more to despise
I despise the smell of perfume that it always leaves me choking
I detest the puddle of drool Irsquoll discover when Irsquove awoken
I fear the trauma of old food that is no longer any good
But I like sitting up in a tree where I can smell the old wood
I think therersquos a weird smell hanging around a newly purchased shirt
And more weirdly than that I kind of like the smell of dirt
Smelling can be a dangerous activity
One that can easily go wild
Or it can act as serendipityAnd take you back to when you were a child
I remember my Grammy whose old sweaters will stay with me until much later
And plugging my nose when opening my grandparentrsquos basement refrigerator
I can transport myself to the parts of life where everything is well
All I need to do is nd that one perfect smell Holly Deng- ldquoBlooming Onionsrdquo
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Love is Special
Ebere Joseph
Love is special
UndeniableCaring
Optimistic
Daring
with no boundaries
And
Who shows that kind of love
Mom and only mom
With Age Comes Disappointment
Junghye Kim
Brown cows pee chocolate milk
And monsters live under the bedAnd the tooth fairy magically sneaks under your hair
And your parents can read your mind
Yoursquore not allowed to stay up past eight thirty
Or eat the sugar packets at restaurants
Or let go of your momrsquos hand
You dream of nding the end of the rainbow
And talking to mermaids
And growing up so you can do whatever you please
But little did you know that growing up comes faster than
you wish for
And people arenrsquot as kind as you once believed
And the magic of life disappears to a gray dullness
Carly Neugbauer- ldquoEmmardquo
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Arielle Nagar-
ldquoMomrdquo
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Untitled
Breanne Isaacs
ldquoTouchdownrdquo the speakers blared
as Ryan Blakeson scored the 3rd touchdown of
the game The crowd grew wild once again as
the New York Giants took on the Buffalo Bills
Ryan and his teammates gathered around in a
huddle swaying back and forth preparing for
the last quarter
Ryan is a 24 year old NFL star He
has been playing football ever since he could
remember and it meant more than anything to
him The quarterback has scored more than 20
touchdowns this past season The whole team
depended on him just as he did on them Ryanstood 6rsquo1 his blonde hair owed down his
face almost covering his ocean blue eyes Not
only did he become his dream of becoming a
professional football player but he also met a
gorgeous girl 4 years back Taylor was the girl
of his dreams he treasured every moment with
her He would marry his best friend in a few
months right after his team made it to the Super
Bowl
Every day he did the same routine Hebelieved that it was a good luck charm he had
everything he ever wanted A beautiful wife-
to-be and the career that made him millions to
do what he loves In the mornings he got up at
seven and ran a mile to the eld for a four hour
practice Nights were spent with Taylor and
weekends with his family Tonight was rela-
tively different he didnrsquot take her to dinner or
a movie he just sat around His head throbbedthe lights hurt his eyes and opening them made
him feel so sick He gured if he slept every-
thing would go away Taylor kissed him ldquoI
love you superstar goodnightrdquo she said as she
tucked him into bed When Ryan awoke in the
morning the pain was worse than ever He stuck
through and got himself to the pre-game prac-
tice The eld around him seemed like war Thescreaming fans made his head kill even more
All he wanted to do was go home and sleep but
he knew his team needed him After all it was
the big game the best two teams in the NFC
As the game went on he began getting dizzy
the whole world was spinning in front of him
Coach kept yelling things like ldquoGet your head
in the gamerdquo and ldquoWhat the heckrdquo Ryan didnrsquot
answer he kept as much focus as he could on
the game Everyone could tell something waswrong his usual sprint down the eld turned
into a fast jog He kept going he needed to
be the player he and everyone else he knew he
was
Two weeks went by and his headache
hadnrsquot gone away no one knew except for
Taylor He thought telling people would make
him seem like a baby so he didnrsquot He kept
his routine the same except he didnrsquot run to
practice he drove His teammates noticed butdidnrsquot question him In the locker room they
were gearing up for practice pushing and jok-
ing as usual As Ryan put on his helmet he felt
a large bump on the back part of his head So
many things ran through his mind at that mo-
ment everything but the upcoming practice He
struggled through practice thinking about the
bump and what it could be When he got home
he showed Taylor She started to freak out andmade him go get things checked out
At the doctorrsquos ofce he waited and
waited for hours until the doctor nally called
him in He slowly sat down on the table with
Taylor right there next to him holding his hand
Many questions were asked about the pain and
the symptoms and the doctor didnrsquot seem to
have much of an idea either Doctor Zogby was
his name known to be one of the best doc-tors in the area He felt Ryanrsquos head multiple
times then sent him off to get scans He had
MRIrsquos X-rays and blood drawn but the re-
sults wouldnrsquot be back until later that day They
instructed Ryan and Taylor to go home so he
could get some rest so he did
During his dinner that consisted of hot
soup and apple juice the phone rang Taylor
answered in a cheerful voice but before long it
turned into something different You could hear
the concerns from the tone of her voice as she
hung up the phone and stared at the oor Ryan
quickly jumped up and went over to her He
held her in his arms while a few tears streamed
down her face ldquoA tumorrdquo she whispered as he
wiped the tears from her Now he began to cry
too She told him that the doctors wanted him to
go to the hospital for the best care he could get
but neither of them moved very much Theystood still in complete shock that this star quar-
terback had something so serious When they
nally arrived at the hospital an assistant nurse
brought them to this little room at the end of a
long hallway The walk seemed to take forever
for these two not knowing what other informa-
tion they might be told next When they got into
the room it was empty just a hospital bed with
a few unknown machines Ryan held his head in
his hands the pain in his head had now gone
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through his entire body He couldnrsquot remember
the last time he had been this scared The brown
wooden door slowly swung open and two doc-
tors walked in one male and the other female
They introduced themselves as Taylorrsquos hands
started to quiver Doctor Ann stood directly
in front of Ryan holding two pieces of cream
color paper The minutes that went by seemedso long to him Finally she told him the news
ldquoRyan your scans have come back you have a
brain tumorrdquo The whole room suddenly became
quiet then she continued ldquoItrsquos small but it could
easily grow so we would like you to go for
chemotherapy as soon as possible Most people
will lose their hair and become very sick but
itrsquos all part of the road to recoveryrdquo The room
got silent Ryan looked at his hands then felt the
bump His whole career would be ushed down
the toilet ldquoIrsquom so sorry Ryanrdquo said the male
doctor Suddenly the doctorsrsquo names were called
over the loudspeaker and they exited the room
Taylor hugged Ryan tightly ldquoIrsquom gonna
love you through itrdquo she said with two small
tear droplets forming in the corner of her eye
They both cried at the thought of the future
what would happen with the wedding and
the team But most importantly they thoughtabout what would happen to him By the time
they had got themselves together two hours
had passed On the way out of the door Taylor
asked the receptionist when Ryan should return
for treatment hoping it would be soon They
would return in three days his blood count
must be good before anything can be done He
kept asking himself why why he was the one
to have cancer That night he wouldnrsquot eat he
pushed the chicken and corn back and forth on
his plate His nights turned into days he could
never sleep He watched as the clock ticked
150 am then 200 am The clock seemed as if
it wasnrsquot moving like it was dead Dead like the
way he felt after hearing the terrible news
Friday morning the day his treatments
started He awoke to the sound of his alarm
clock the same one that woke him up for foot-ball He wanted to go so bad he didnrsquot want to
be a weak man but he knew he had to do what
was best He slipped on his comfortable Under
Armour sweat pants and walked out the door
following Taylor
Morgan Guther- ldquoMy Best Friendrdquo
The sun shined through his car window
and he knew exactly why Four years ago his
dad passed away he must have been looking
down on him letting him know that everything
was going be okay Once again the car ride was
silent Ryan never talked much about his feel-
ings When they got to the hospital the waiting
room was so lled up People of all ages sat
around looking gloomy Four little kids which
the genders he couldnrsquot tell were playing with
the toys in a corner They stood out to him all
of their hair was gone but they didnrsquot seem to
mind The smiling faces of the kids lit up the
room knowing that these kids can go through
all of the pain and still have hope Seeing this
made Ryan believe in himself all until his name
got calledThe next room he was put in wasnrsquot
much better It was lled with beds chairs and
many chemotherapy bags Everyone seemed
okay but how he wondered how The lady in a
long blue coat came up to him with a few bags
and a needle so he took a seat He and Taylor
picked up a few magazines and started to read
while the medicine was inserted Hours went
by they lost track of time When the bags nal -
ly emptied they were allowed to leave Doctors
told him he would be sick after and that he
was As soon as they got on the highway he got
queasy With 5 minutes left he rolled down the
window and threw up He felt so sick not being
able to imagine feeling this way after every
chemo session When he got home he kept
getting sick his hands and arms shook non-stop
and his diet consisted of water and soup Two
days had gone by when he nally felt better sohe decided to bring himself to practice Football
was something he couldnrsquot live without At the
eld all the guys huddled around him as if he
was a newborn baby No one knew yet why he
had missed multiple practices and he wanted it
to stay that way Coach asked the team to take
a knee while Ryan explained He said ldquoOkay
guys you all know football means the world to
me but I canrsquot play for a while Last Thursday I
was diagnosed with a cancerous brain tumorrdquo
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Before he could say any more the boysrsquo helmets
hit the ground and the facial expressions turned
into shock Not only was he letting the team
down but the Giantsrsquo fans as well Ryan and the
guys huddled together one last time before he
had to go When he got home he remembered
that he would soon have to go through the same
things in another 8 days once again he askedhimself ldquoWhy merdquo
At this point his mom had just called the
house and Taylor answered She called multiple
times a day to check in on her son like any
mother should Four hours and 275 miles away
was the only distance between the two Mother
and son just like best friends every weekend
she came to check on him and the fact of him
Nicole Tanquary- ldquoSkeletonrdquo
having cancer scared her more than ever He
didnrsquot have a dad in the picture he passed away
years back from a car accident She could not
lose two loved ones they were basically the
only ones she ever had
Eight months passed 243 days and so
did 16 chemo treatments Every time he got
stronger because thatrsquos all he could be Thepain put him out of everything he couldnrsquot
help around the house or even make his own
meals He became so weak that his bones on
his feet cracked almost every time he walked
The dream life went from amazing to not very
good in a short amount of time Ryan went
from 245 pounds to 200 in just a little less than
a year And he still asked himself why All he
wanted to do was sleep and he swore if he
threw up one more time he would kill himself
But two days later he would be marrying the
girl he loved Taylor All of his best friends
and groomsmen gathered at the house to try to
prepare him for the big day Everything they
tried to do just made Ryan feel even worse it
denitely wouldnrsquot be the wedding he planned
on
His tux which was now a size too big
hung in his closet wrapped in bags Todaywas the big day a day that would change his
life once again He hated change so much he
wished things would go back to how it was
before when he was cancer free Since he and
Taylor couldnrsquot be together before the wedding
he sat with the male part of the wedding party
while she was off with the women Everyone
took a few shots but he didnrsquot He looked at
himself in the mirror his suit was baggy He
wasnrsquot happy with his appearance but the
spotlight was still on him The boys relaxed
and reminisced about old times but before
long Ryan fell asleep A few blocks away were
the girls getting ready They did each others
makeup and hair because appointments were
canceled Ryan and Taylor could never afford
everything for the wedding plus the hospital
feesAs the boys arrived at the church the
clouds started to go away The sun shined right
through the limo windows into Ryanrsquos eyes
Teardrops wanted to pour out but he was stron-
ger than that At that moment he knew who was
looking down on him his dad Ryan knew the
cancer could kill him he already felt dead The
tough football player turned into a weak man
who wanted to give up In 10 minutes he would
see the most beautiful girl become his wife
He stood with his best man at the altar
Slowly he looked up and down the crowd of
people smiling and laughing just like him For
the rst time in a while he felt alive Then the
music started playing and the doors opened
Taylor looked stunning The whole church
shifted to look at her half of them crying Ryan
walked halfway to meet her speechless he
took her hand They said their vows and Ryankissed his bride The happy couple walked hand
in hand down the aisle and then she stopped
and kissed his bald head For the rst time in a
long time he forgot about his cancer He forgot
about his pain all until the reception started
His head started to throb again and he
couldnrsquot stand up People huddled around him
as he held his head in his hands He felt warmer
than ever and his eyes were beyond bloodshot
His progress wasnrsquot getting better The people
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Megan
Bishop-ldquoButteriesrdquo
at the party just sat there hoping for the best of
the newly married man A doctor in the room
insisted they call 911 so that they did Minutes
passed before the ambulance arrived Taylor
and Ryanrsquos mom held him stable trying to get
him to move He knew something was wrong
but he needed to be strong for not only himself
but for Taylor too Ryan wanted to give up themen carried him off on a stretcher The peo-
ple attending the wedding watched the blaring
lights go off into the distance
Inside the ambulance Taylor held his
hand He closed his eyes so confused When
the paramedic sitting in the back asked him
questions he didnrsquot respond The hope in her
voice went from positive to negative She be-
came nervous and yelled something to the driv-
er in medical language Suddenly the vehicle
started to move faster speeding down the high-
way Taylor asked ldquoWhatrsquos going onrdquo then
started to cry At that very moment the heart
monitor started to beep faster Both women
watched as the lines slowly decreased Taylor
kissed Ryan on the lips ldquoNordquo she screamed
ldquoPlease donrsquot leave me Ryan be strong open
your eyes give me a sign that yoursquore hererdquo
His heartbeat was turning into a straight line asthe ambulance pulled to a stop The line was
now gone and so was he Taylorrsquos tears poured
down her face Her husband soul mate and best
friend had gone to heaven She held him in her
arms and said ldquoYou were so strong as strong as
you could be I love you so much Superstarrdquo
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Life on the Court
Laura Wildridge
Mind in the game
Eye on the ball
Step
Together
SMASH
TransitionJump
Block
Points rack up
Sweat drips down
Mind in the game
Soul
On the court
Samantha Williams- ldquoEmmardquo
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Untitled
Jack Martin
I would like to say that I just woke up
That the soft light came up from the horizon
like an orange sh from the deep dark ocean
and the mufed slow steps of my grandparents
woke me from deep long sleep I had rested
and dreamed and knew that when I awoke I
would be in the world I was meant to be in
with my parents and friends and the knowledge
of war and death that a normal kid should know
But I canrsquot I open my eyes slowly and sit up
even slower Sometimes I wish I could just
sleep all day lie in my warm bed and let my
mind numb My eyes are tired and I then noticea sharp pain in the crook of my arms I looked
down to examine them and lower the clock
from my chest and immediately feel cold like
my heart stopped beating
I feel warm and as happy as I could be
here with my father together for such a short
time and then hersquoll have to go But for now
I wonrsquot think about it now theyrsquore here with
me and thatrsquos all that matters in the world Myparents try to shield me from the world they
pretend that there is no war and that we will
always be together But I know itrsquos all a lie I
live in the lie because I love the lie Mother is
in the kitchen making dinner and father and I
are in the living room with the brand new clock
that he bought my mother for her birthday Itrsquos a
beautiful clock artfully drawn numbers formed
in a circle on thick white backing as white asivory framed in a sturdy wood with swirled gr-
ain and two thin hands that ticked like a heart-
beat my heartbeat I would always remember
them through this clock
My arms are dented with angry red
lines I must have had a nightmare last night
and hugged the clock too tight I pull the old
quilt off of me and swung off the bed and onto my feet I leave my lonely bed and small
old dresser in my room Before I head down
stairs I go to the window and shove it up and
feel the cold sting of the winter morning air I
pull on the frozen clothes line until my spare
pair of socks and a sweater comes close enough
to grab The worn cotton is stiff and I hope my
body heat will warm them quickly I stood at
the top of the stairs and prepared myself for
the scene downstairs I am greeted by cough-
ing my grandfather in his normal place in the
chair farthest away from the small kitchen
window I take a seat across from him and set
the clock down in front of me I think that the
bright sunlight like todays might hurt his fragile
skin I greet him after his coughing t subsides
while he takes a sip from his mug which is
lled with mostly hot water We manage to
keep small amounts of coffee in the apartmentthat he uses very sparingly He nods which is
an improvement from yesterday when he just
made a soft noise in the back of his throat The
war infuriates him he hates being forced to live
in this old tenement I used to love my grand-
pa He always made me laugh and pretended
to pull quarters from my ears Now he mostly
just stares at a wall or naps He hasnrsquot smiled
in months I looked over to my grandmother as
she moves franticly around the kitchen opening
an empty cabinet opening the one next to it
and then opening the rst one again She has
gone mad and therersquos no hope for her She
scares me when she tries to talk to her daughter
(my dead mother) The war has affected them
so much the loss of a daughter and any chance
of a happy life I would feel sorry for them if
I had the energy Therersquos half of a loaf of stalebread on the counter She must be looking for
the jam we ran out of weeks ago As I look at
the bread I notice again how unusually bright
the sun is today Itrsquos late winter and the sun
shouldnrsquot be shining like this until a few months
from now I squint my eyes and lean forward
to better look out the window The sun seemed
to be splitting in half and then thirds and then
fourths ldquoBombsrdquo I whisper
Samantha Williams- ldquoAngelrdquo
The sun pieces drift to the ground where
they erupt My grandmother shrieks and thenfaints Her frail head smacks against the counter
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I look at my grandpa even though he is old and
doesnrsquot care about me itrsquos amazing how I still
look to him for help And then I see something
equally as stunning as the bombs- my grand-
fatherrsquos face awakens to a look of surprise and
fear In a dull voice that sounds like a broken
whistle he says ldquoGet downrdquo Before I can even
think I dive for the hallway just as a wave of power shakes the earth The sound is like a muf-
ed thunder boom Cracks rip through the dry-
wall and the light over the kitchen table sways
I entwine myself around the clock If this is
where I die I want to die with this clock The
tempo of the clock still remains true a steady
tick tick tick that is oblivious to its surround-
ings I close my eyes and wait for death falling
deep into a rhythmic trance I wait through
more volleys of thunder akes of drywall fall
on me as the tenement is being shaken apart by
shock waves I hear the pandemonium outside
screams and buildings crashing to the ground
The end of my world and many of those like me
is happening Then something strange happens
A cold bony hand tightens around my leg My
eyes y open as my grandfather tightens his
grip on my ankle He lies on the ground with a
look of agony on his face He looks even worsethan normal if that is possible He reminds me
of a decaying corpse He opens his mouth and
breathes a phrase that is nearly inaudible ldquoWe
Have To Moverdquo He then coughs splattering
blood on the oor and in my face I stare at him
in awe How could he have hope now The
man who stares at a blank wall all day his eyes
like black holes The west side of the tenement
explodes in re My grandmotherrsquos limp body
is whipped across the room like rope Her back
is impaled with six inch splinters of wood My
eyes burn with re but seeing the will to live
in my grandfatherrsquos eyes awakens something in
me as well It reminds me of how I used to love
him He was what I aspired to be I tightened my
muscles wrapped one arm around the clock and
entwined the other in my grandfatherrsquos paperyleathery hand After I stomped out the small re
that had started on his left leg I heave his frail
body up into my arms My legs ache as I try to
pull myself and grandfather to the bathroom
rubble continues to break from the walls The
apartment is still being bended by the power of
the bombs I heave the dead weight of my grand-
father tugging it from debris Finally I reach thebathroom The sink is cracked and water ows
from the snapped pipe but over all the compact-
ed space of the bathroom is the least affected by
the bombs I drop my grandfather in the corner
hersquos unconscious or dead Shove the door shut
then climb into the cold marble bathtub and hugthe clock as tightly as I can to my chest trying tofuse it with my body The lights icker and then
die I let the booms shaking the world become
background noise allowing the ticking of theclock to ll my mind and then enter my dreams
Kateryna Lebedyeva- ldquoSunowerrdquo
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Halloween Night
Tangela Hightower
Wind howling
Moon rising
Clouds forming
This would be the night
A dark
And stormy night
That creepy things
Hidden in shadows
Will emerge
From shaggy willows
Seeking out little kids
Dragging home pillowsFilled with treats
That the creepy monsters want to eat
Katherine Sofetti- ldquoMaskrdquo
If These Walls Lived
Tangela Hightower
If walls could speak
Theyrsquod scream
Like their life depended on it
If walls could run
Theyrsquod break a world record
Faster than the fastest man ever
If walls could cry
Wersquod all live on boats
Because the earth would be ooded
If walls could dream
Theyrsquod smile in their sleep
Because of all the things theyrsquove seen
If walls could write
Wersquod run out of trees
Because there would be none left
If walls could love
Theyrsquod show us all
The meaning of that word
If walls could die
Well then I think
Wersquod all be exposed
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Could I Be Your Change
Bella Alibrandi
I want to leave a footprintOn the world
I want to make a difference
To create change
Someday I would like to be someonersquos hero
And have them look up to me
Irsquom going to die
And when I do
I want people to remember me
And laugh at all the good times we had
The last thing I would wantIs for people to cry over my passing
They should celebrate my moving on
My next step
I wish that they will hope
Irsquom happy and no longer
Feel any pain
If you choose to cry for me
I suppose I cannot stop you
But my dear friend and loved onePlease take note
That my life was full and happy
And you will always be a part
Of my soul
Paige Fiermonte- ldquoLadyrdquo
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An Arrow
Cayla Dedrick
It was the rst day of summer and already my
parents were shipping me off to some camp to
spend the summer An outdoors sports-y kind
of camp too Upon arriving I was admittedly
a bit impressed by the scenery Much nicer than
the camp from last summer
The place was pretty I suppose the lake
that they had here was actually larger than a
gloried pond and reected the clear blue of
the sky and luminescent little sparkles from the
sun Shadows from the trees around the camp
area dappled the ground creating a nice mix of
the shade and the sun
My parents insisted that it was betterto be outside with other children for the whole
summer rather than cooped up in my room
Personally I think they just wanted to get rid of
me so I wouldnrsquot ldquoaccidentallyrdquo blow the house
up in my boredom
It didnrsquot matter if it was nice here or not
I wouldnrsquot enjoy this I never did
The string of the bow bit rather pain-
fully into the sensitive skin of my hands as I
struggled to tug it back far enough to an arrowproperly I could feel the eyes of the other
children who were waiting for their turn at the
targets boring into my back as I fought to hold
the bow and aim
At this point it would have been great
for the arrow to hit the target or at least make it
far enough to do so but I had no such luck My
arrow skittered pitifully into the dust more than
a couple feet in front of where I was aiming
Soft snickering drifted from behind me but I
Katelyn
Killoran-
ldquoOld Red
Wagonrdquo
refrained from glaring at them like I was sotempted to It was better not to give people the
satisfaction of knowing that theyrsquod got to me
A hand rested on my shoulder startling me out
of my thoughts but I didnrsquot jump like anyone
else would instead glancing back with a mildly
annoyed look
The boy that stood behind me was older prob-
ably around fteen and smiling kindly in stark
contrast to the other kidsrsquo smirks If I hadnrsquot been
too busy brooding Irsquod probably have found him
cute with soft blonde locks and icy blue eyes that
glittered with warmth rather than malice despite
their color
ldquoNeed some helprdquo he inquired an undertone of
veiled amusement in his voice with a sidelong
glance at the bow I had still clenched at my side
Yes of course I needed help but Irsquod never admit
it
ldquoMaybe a littlerdquo I shrugged So I wouldadmit it but it wasnrsquot my fault Something about
this kid made it hard to say no He didnrsquot seemlike he was trying to make a mockery of me
He instructed me to stand like I was going to
shoot an arrow but not to actually pull the bow-
string back yet I obeyed and immediately he
was shifting the positioning of my legs by prod-
ding at my feet with his until I was standing
correctly After determining that I was standing
correctly he stepped behind me and put his hands
over mine to help me This time when I red the
arrow lodged itself into one of the blue rings of
the target the third to the outside of ve colors
Smiling slightly I turned to look up at the boy
ldquoThanksrdquo I muttered a bit reluctantly
cheeks ushing a light shade of pink at the grin
he sent me in return
ldquoNo problem kidrdquo
I frowned ldquoIrsquom not a kidrdquo I protested de-
fensively shaking my head in annoyance ldquoAnd
my name is TerranrdquoldquoYou are a kidrdquo he said with a laugh
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causing me to scowl further ldquoMy namersquos Se-
bastian by the way Nice to meet yourdquo
ldquoCharmedrdquo
So maybe sitting in a kayak in the mid-
dle of the lake with my life jacket un- buckled
when I was well aware of the fact that the boys
in my group that had some weird thing against
me were out there too wasnrsquot a great idea Butno one would dare to push me in when there
were counselors watching right
I shouldrsquove have guessed something
was up when they stole my paddle and my life
jacket and left me stranded there to wait for
someone to come rescue me We were too far
from shore to effectively yell back for help and
while I knew Sebastian was swimming at least
somewhat near here he was underwater too
much to hear meI was just a little caught up in my an-
noyance when I felt my kayak tip sideways
abruptly throwing me out to the side Hitting
the water so suddenly forced most of the breath
from my body and trying to gasp in surprise
only caused water to ood my mouth I man-
aged to thrash my way to the surface to take a
breath Through the sound of my own coughing
I could hear laughter Wonderful They wouldnrsquotbe of any help to me I could tread water to an
extent for a short amount of time but I tired
quickly and just as I was starting to give up on
being able to swim back to shore I felt arms
wrap around my waist from behind tugging my
head out of the water I started to struggle and
kick on instinct but stopped quickly when a
familiar voice reached through the haze of my
panic
ldquoTerran calm down Itrsquos okayrdquo it
soothed gently I fell still and blinked a few
times to attempt to clear my vision Attempt
being the operative word here water was still
splashing into my eyes It wasnrsquot like I was cry-
ing from the fear or anything it was just drip-
ping from my hair
ldquoSebrdquo I mumbled coughing He nod-
ded and shifted me around so it would be easierto keep my head above the surface I wound my
arms around his neck to cling to him just a little
desperately as he swam back to shore abandon-
ing my now waterlogged kayak
Sebastian kept his arm wrapped around
my shoulders after we got to the point where I
could stand up I wasnrsquot sure if it was because
I was still shivering or it was just a protective
thing but either way I was grateful He only re-
luctantly handed me off to one of the counselorsso I could dry off and get some hot chocolate to
warm up after brushing his lips over my damp-
ened hair and promising to come see me when
he could That made me turn bright red very
quickly Behind all the kindness in his gaze I
could see the cold promise that hersquod make sure
nothing like this happened again and I wasnrsquot
sure if that was scary or endearing
If there was one thing to really bedisliked at this camp other than the kids that at-
tended it it was the cabins They were cold and
drafty the oors and beds creaked with
the slightest of movements and at night the
wind made tree branches bang against the win-
dow Needless to say I got little to no sleep I
had no idea how everyone else managed
Honestly I found it easier to rest during
the day in a few choice locations around camp
that it was quite simple to sneak away to at
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certain points throughout the day My current
favourite was a little spot in the woods where
the ground was covered in moss Sebastian
would come and sit with me sometimes and
wersquod talk about whatever came to mind while I
used his shoulder as a pillow On occasion Irsquod
actually fall asleep part way through our con-
versation and hersquod always be nice and sit thereuntil I woke up Once or twice I even found him
dozing as well with his head leaning off the top
of mine
This was the kind of thing Irsquod really
miss when I went home As much as the camp
itself wasnrsquot great and most of the kids didnrsquot
talk to me here I had found a friend Maybe
more than a friend I mused once and a while
glancing at the hand that would nd its way to
rest on my armWe started ditching activities a few
weeks into camp After that incident where I
almost drowned he insisted on hanging around
me just in case It was slow at rst but we did
get to the point where we were comfortable
enough in each otherrsquos company to not only
talk for a long time about anything that came
to mind but sit in silence without it getting the
least bit awkward He asked for my phone num-ber so we could keep in touch before I could
work up the nerve to do so myself My shyness
had mostly dissipated around Sebastian but
little things like asking for contact information
seemed hard
Unfortunately all good things had a stu-
pid way of coming to pass right when they were
getting to the best part This little friendship I
had forged was no exception This camp would
end next week and everyone was going home
Seb had said hersquod visit if he could yet I doubt-
ed wersquod be able to work anything out Still for
now it was easier to fake a smile and agree
Curling up into a tighter ball on the
damp moss-laden ground I let my head fall
onto Sebastianrsquos shoulder as Irsquod done so many
times before closing my eyes He immediately
fell silent to let me rest if I wanted to Today I
couldnrsquot sleep though I didnrsquot want to waste
time sleeping
ldquoItrsquos been fun here Seb You made this
summer a lot more bearable for merdquo I mum-
bled standing on my toes to hug the older boy
quickly slipping a little note into his pocket
He smiled though it looked a bit forced
and nodded
ldquoYeah We should hang out sometimemayberdquo He trailed off a bit uncertainly as if
he wasnrsquot sure Irsquod want to see him again after
this summer
I laughed Between the two of us
he wasnrsquot supposed to be the shy one ldquoWe
shouldrdquo A shout of my name from the other
side of the little clearing where theyrsquod gathered
us to wait for our parents made me look up My
father was standing by one of the counselors
arms crossed and impatient I didnrsquot hesitate tostart walking over to him
ldquoByerdquo I called back over my shoulder
Sebastian waved once before turning away
On the silent ride home I stared out the
window wishing for the rst time that I didnrsquot
have to come home from camp this year
Later when he got home himself Se-
bastian would nd the little slip of paper I gave
him before we left and smile
[Thanks for everything Seb Irsquoll miss you lt3
-TM]
Sophie Luckette- ldquoLadybugsrdquo
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A Love for a Girl
Harrison Franklin
A mixed teen walks down the hall
passing by the conceded walls
looks of style
talk of white and black
he sits up slumps and sits back
again
quiet mostly but loud when he
chooses
he doesnrsquot have a place of status
quo
he speaks to with whom he chooses
he can be brazen or a phantom joyous or saddened
At night a man of style and
personality
steps forth to a scene
he is ready
the music plays and he listens
his favored electronic plays
the bass rumbles
his body moves rhythmicallyin precise time with the beats
he draws a wondering crowd who is
this dancer
everyday
repetition is the way
gray days masking
true blue skies
of hope lasting
graceand future passing
a cold world sobered up
washed out and cleaned up
DULL and BLAND
he walks the halls in search of
a love
the dancer dissipates from center
stage
oating from group to group copyingstyles
he stumbles across a maverick
beautiful in features and attire
freelancer of her own style
Up and down
around
in and out
trafc ows in the halls
the small being makes his way
he passes tons of beauties but the
eyes of one catches his
hers sneaky dangerous and swift in
movement
she passes by without
acknowledgement
The dancer now follows dangerously
close
he knows his purser and had his
dose
she took her glances
with her dangerous cool blue eyes
drunk in happiness in of the musicshe laughs in enjoyment unaware
she is pursued
day after day
he searches
for the face
he longed to see her
for her to acknowledge
for her to be INTERESTED
she passed by greeting himhesitation
recognition and progress
The party atmosphere ended
he searched for her
but to only compliment her elegant
dress
with colors in his liking
others left the dancer as usual lastto leave
the morning came I became whole
once again
with a desire to catch this girl
who attracted me
although her actions
led me up and down
on a roller coaster
I pursue this girl
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Untitled
Patrece Martin
She holds her head high
She walks around big and tall
She has light eyes that almost look like they could be white
When she talks I turn away
I donrsquot know why
Her words just seem so cold
Children seem to like herThey canrsquot see the harshness she brings
And I guess I canrsquot blame them
When shersquos around the fat man brings them presents
But I am no fool
I canrsquot wait for her to leave
Her sister is much nicer
She speaks with warm comforting words
Oh I canrsquot wait for the day
When winter leaves
And itrsquos time for Summer to step in
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My Tear For Her My Passion For Him
Bella Alibrandi
I was holding her hand walking
slowly with her like I always did Not mak-
ing her feel like her body was slowing down
Even though it was I saw her every day even
on Sundays Irsquove been her nanny since I was
fourteen When I began working for the Nicolas
family she was only four I thought she was
the cutest and sweetest little girl I would ever
care for And that was true but she wasnrsquot an
easy child With all her vitamins pills and her
allergies quite frankly I was very nervous when
talking care of her
During the summers she was all myresponsibility for thirteen hours a day What did
I do while I had school My schedule was very
complex Irsquod wake up every morning at ve in
the morning It didnrsquot matter if it was during the
week or the weekend I would get to her house
by six when I was younger and couldnrsquot drive
my mom would bring me to school around
seven thirty At the end of the day mom would
get me and drop me off at her house around
two thirty Her parents worked from one pm toeight pm The time period that I was at school
and her parents were at work she was the only
one home in their large empty mansion taking
her daily nap I was really worried about this
when I started working It was unsafe for a little
girl her age to be home alone and defenseless
I heard she has an older sibling that hersquos in my
eleventh grade class but I have never met him
or seen him around the house Which didnrsquot
surprise me so much considering how big their
house is But I began to be ok with the little girl
home alone because I met Marty
Marty is their front guard that lived
out in the guardhouse you had to pass by to
get in through their iron gates in the two mile
long driveway Marty showed me the Nicolasrsquos
security systems locks movement detectors
alarms and even alarms to detect any substancethat their little girl was allergic to If it detect-
ed any of her allergens it would immediately
notify her parentsrsquo cell phones work numbers
and the emergency hospital a couple blocks up
They even insisted that my cell be included in
the alarms and that I have my own identication
code for Marty Yeah they were that protective
Crazy huh Nope it all made sense when I met
Melina Nicolas
She had the softest milk chocolatebrown hair that had spiral curls that hung to her
mid back It felt like silk Mrs Nicolas always
dressed her in the princess dresses that people
bought to put their girls in pageants the kind of
dress that cost $50000 Yep that kind of rich
Everyday when I saw her she would jump for
joy and say ldquoMy nanny Kay Kayrsquos here What
do you want to play today Kay Kayrdquo Yeah my
name is Kayla Anne Merienda But most peoplecall me Kayla But Melina canrsquot say that so she
calls me Kay Kay
Every day I had a new game to teach
her I think shersquos the only child I have ever
met that loves to learn as much as she does
But after awhile I ran out of games So wersquod
play some of the old ones She started getting
bored with the new games So we made up our
own She was incredibly smart for a little girl
But right now shersquos seven and Irsquom seventeen
And right about now is when Mr and Mrs
Nicolas should be leaving the house Irsquom in my
last period class advanced Spanish But for
the last ten minutes I havenrsquot been listening
to my teacher Irsquove been tuning everyone out
except Austin Irsquod gotten lost in my own world
thinking about him and only him I had dedicat-
ed my whole high school career to Melina soIrsquove never been able to have a social life Yeah
there are some girls I talk to eat lunch with But
I donrsquot think I could consider them as friends
And some days more than others Irsquod feel so
lonely without friends in my life and especially
a boyfriend I canrsquot help look at his eyes I canrsquot
help get nervous around him even though we
donrsquot talk And I denitely canrsquot help but want
to be able to call him mine But that wonrsquot hap-
pen Itrsquos time to get into my snow covered carand drive to Melinarsquos house once again
When the bell rang I must have stood
up too quickly and gotten dizzy I tried to shake
it off and walk forward but ran right into some-
one I couldnrsquot see who it was because I was
now face rst on the oor once again looking
like an idiot I suddenly felt a warm hand on
my back ldquoHere let me help yourdquo I stood up
and regained my balance ldquoAre you ok You fellpretty hardrdquo I didnrsquot notice who had helped me
off the ground until now I was looking straight
into his blue eyes It was Austin
ldquoYeah Irsquom ne thanksrdquo I was swaying
side to side lightheaded But not because of the
impact of the ground I just took but because he
was talking to me Me And he saw me for the
rst time He grabbed my shoulders rm but
gentle
ldquoWoah there Should I take you to the
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nurserdquo No I had to get to Melinarsquos before she
wakes up
ldquoNo thanks I need to be somewhererdquo
I headed for the door but he caught me by the
arm which made my body tingle
ldquoIf you think Irsquom going to let you drive
yoursquore crazyrdquo
ldquoWhyrdquo I tried to pull away but hisstrong arms werenrsquot giving in anytime soon
ldquoYou fell and hit your head Finerdquo he
said while letting go ldquogo drive away in your
car and get in an accident Irsquoll be the last person
you ever talk tordquo That scared me a little bit He
grabbed his backpack and began to walk off
ldquoWaitrdquo I ran after him running into a
table or two He stopped not facing me But I
could totally tell he was smiling
ldquoCould you drive me somewhererdquo Hespun around with a casual look painted across
his excited face
ldquoI guessrdquo He oddly winked and said
with a wave of a hand ldquoThis wayrdquo
We got out into the ice and snow covered park-
ing lot We walked out quite far and stopped by
a black SLK with tan leather seating
ldquoNice carrdquo I said
ldquoYou into carsrdquo He looked surprisedldquoKinda My dad owns a dealershiprdquo He
laughed and we both got in
ldquoI have a BMW Chevroletrdquo He nodded
ldquoThatrsquos a nice carrdquo We both laughed
ldquoIrsquom Austin by the way You must have
known that though You wouldnrsquot have gotten
into a car with a total stranger rightrdquo He pre-
tended to glance at my face but I saw his eyes
scan over my body
ldquoYeah I knew your name you must
know mine because you wouldnrsquot let a total
stranger into your car would yourdquo I said smil-
ing at him He smiled back
ldquoGood call I do know your name Kayla
Anne Blake Rightrdquo Kinda creepy he knew my
whole name
ldquoYeah But you can just call me Kaylardquo
ldquoOh okay Kayla So which way nowrdquohe said stopping at a stoplight
ldquoTake a next left and then itrsquos the next
house on your leftrdquo I looked at his face He
looked puzzled ldquoIs something the matterrdquo He
didnrsquot answer for a second But then said
ldquoNo nothings wrongrdquo Something was
wrong here
We stopped at the iron gate and punched
in a code Was he related to these people He
must have seen me curiously looking at himbecause he said
ldquoIrsquom Melinarsquos Brotherrdquo I guessed I
should have guessed that considering his last
name was Nicolas Wow I feel so stupid
ldquoOh okay Irsquom herhelliprdquo I didnrsquot get to
nish because he did it for me
ldquoNanny Rightrdquo he smiled
ldquoYeah How did you know I havenrsquot
seen you around their houserdquo I was getting ner-vous He must have sensed it because he said
ldquoItrsquos okay Kayla Melina talks about
you a lot You donrsquot have to freak outrdquo He said
half smiling like he was trying to prove he was
a good guy
ldquoOkay sorry that just freaked me out for
a minute thererdquo
ldquoItrsquos okay By the way I need your
identication coderdquo I gave it to him and he
typed it in smoothly The gates swung open and
we drove up and parked in the driveway It was
snowing so he took off his coat and put it on
me Irsquom sure I blushed
ldquoThanksrdquo
When we got inside Mrs Nicolas was
crying with Mr Nicolas wrapped around her
ldquoDad what happenedrdquo
ldquoWherersquos Melinardquo I asked franticSomething must have happened They arenrsquot
supposed to be home With a deep breath Mr
Nicolas said
ldquoShersquos in the hospital We came to pick
you two up Get in our carrdquo
We drove to the hospital where we
found Melina in a bed connected to tubes and
wires I was freaking out and on the verge of
tears
ldquoMr and Mrs Nicolas please may Ihave a word with you two in the hallrdquo They
walked out leaving me with Austin He was
holding Melinarsquos delicate little hand
ldquoDo you think shersquoll be okayrdquo I asked
sitting next to him He was quiet for a minute
Then looked at me with tears in his eyes
ldquoI donrsquot knowrdquo He said it was a deep
strong voice but by his tears I knew he was
breaking insideI went and stood by the door and
watched the doctor down the hall with the
parents He was telling them bad news I knew
because they both started crying and so did I
I went and sat back down and waited for the
Nicolasrsquo to tell us something bad But when
Mrs Nicolas came in she said
ldquoEverything will be ne Melina is just a
little sick
Austin was driving me home and looked
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at me and said with sorrow in his voice
ldquoThey lied to usrdquo
ldquoWhat do you meanrdquo I asked
ldquoMelina isnrsquot just sick She has cancerrdquo
He pulled over where we both began to
sob and hold each other close for a time that
felt like forever
Morgan Gunther-
ldquoOcean Islerdquo
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Russian Roulette
Leah Ifraim
The spicy fumes
Circulate through the airBrushing across my nostrils
I see a beautifully plated row of giant sushi
Elegant underneath a drizzle of spicy mayo
I stare at them in awe
I delicately pick up one of the rolls
Bringing it up to my lips
As I take my rst bite
I feel a crunch
My tongue begins to sizzle
Spicy mayo
So creamy and rich
Fizzes across the center of my tongue
Jolting me alert
With each chew
I feel the fresh taste of chives
Fracture as a tooth bites into it
The tuna warms my taste buds
Mixing with the bits of sticky rice
Plastering the walls of each toothSavory tastes collide
Bouncing off each cell of my tongue
As the nal taste of perfection slips down my throat
My hand reaches for another roll
Irsquove never tasted anything so mysterious and incredible
This is the Russian Roulette
Jackie Halpin- ldquoFarmerrsquos Marketrdquo
Julia Slisz- ldquoChairrdquo
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Home
Dori Bergman
A homeIs nothing like
A house
Itrsquos a place
Where you belong
Itrsquos a feeling
That yoursquoll savor
Itrsquos a person
Who you look to
With my homeI feel wanted
Understood
Special
And loved
So I just thought
Irsquod let you know
That even though
Irsquove lost my way
With you
Irsquom nally
Home Allison Emmel- ldquoBalconyrdquo
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Untitled
Christy Le
I hear the NFL theme song go off in my
earmdashmy alarm itrsquos 545 am and I need to get
up for school I trudge to my closet carefully
picking out my clothes and doing my makeup
ensuring that my appearance is on the same par
as the suburban-elite girls from my school At
7am I realize itrsquos time to wake my two broth-
ers I walk to their room and gently shake them
awake They begrudgingly march to the bath-
roommdashmy cue to prepare breakfast I tiptoe
past my momrsquos room as not to wake her I know
shersquoll need her sleep before her twelve hour
shift at the nail salon At 705 am I say good-
bye to my younger brothers remind them not to
miss their bus and start the trek to my bus stop
At the bus stop I ght the urge to lie
down and take a nap The previous dayrsquos activi-
ties have exhausted memdashcooking dinner tutor-
ing my brothers cleaning my house and work-
ing on my four AP course workload until 2 am
When the bus arrives I board it and sit with one
of my best friends She and I fall into mindless
chatter about pop culture and other nonsensical
things but itrsquos all an illusion for me since Irsquom
not just a teenage girl Irsquom a ldquomotherrdquo to two
boysIrsquove been expected to be the caretaker
of my brothers since I was seven My mom has
always worked twelve hours a day six days a
week and without my dad in the picture the
responsibilities of my brothers were left to me
It was a role forced upon me but itrsquos a role Irsquove
accepted At the age of seven I began staying
home alone with my three-year-old brother and
my infant brother At the age of seven I stopped
being a child turning into the person my fam-ily needed me to bemdashthe one who changed
diapers prepared formula put my brothers to
sleep and took care of them in every way imag-
inable I gladly took on these responsibilities
because it was what my mom needed me to do
My mom had to work to support our family and
couldnrsquot afford a babysitter
I used to see my brothers as a burden
that kept me from my potential I resented the
fact that my mom forced me to stay home and
care for them Why did I have to sacrice
They werenrsquot my kids nor was I their mother
I fumed at the unfairness and resentfully cared
for them for years Now I realize that Irsquom
lucky to have them Taking care of my brothers
has made me into a chef a teacher a mentor
a maid a chauffeur and a supportive sister
Irsquove always been forced to juggle my brothers
school work volunteerism and a healthy social
life on a daily basis These roles shaped me into
the caring compassionate and capable person
that I am today Caring for my brothers didnrsquot
keep me from my potential it exponentially
increased my potential After being responsible
for the lives of two human beings Irsquove learned
priceless skills I can manage a household and
maintain a family I can be efcient in all that Ido and work hard at every job assigned to me
Such skills have allowed me to be successful
academically professionally and socially I can
manage a hectic life and still be a happy soul
with a great academic record Growing up with
my brothers has taught me to make the best
when Irsquom handed the least I now know that the
caretaking of my brothers hasnrsquot been a burden
instead itrsquos been a character-building experi-
enceNo one knows that I take on a soccer-
mom persona after school Yoursquoll never see me
without a smile at school so Irsquom perceived as a
happy-go-lucky carefree girl However my ap-
pearance at school is a faccedilade My friends from
school presume that I have the perfect life but
I donrsquot Irsquove just learned to positively deal with
my life I keep up an act to conceal the great
struggles that I endure Irsquom glad I can control
how I am perceived because it changes how I
am treated I have compassion for those who
have little control over their appearance due to
genetic deformities so I want to become a re-
constructive plastic surgeon I want to empower
people with the ability to portray themselves to
others as they wish so I want to dedicate my life
to being a reconstructive plastic surgeon and to
xing birth defects and genetic deformities
Nicole Tanquary- ldquoPotrait of Laurardquo
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Rambunctious Magazine
Jamesville-Dewitt High School
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A LETTER FROM THE EDITORS
Dear Jamesville-DeWitt High School
The Rambunctious staff is thrilled to present you with the 2012-2013 winter edition of the Rambunctious liter-
ary magazine We have included art poetry and prose from our very own students here at J-D High School
A special thanks to our staff members for organizing submissions and editing the hard work really paid off
Also a special thanks to the Art and English departments for helping to promote submissions Thank you to
Mr Phillips who has been a great club advisor and is full of good ideas Finally thank you to our contribu-
tors and readers without you this magazine would not have been possible
We hope you enjoy the magazine and amazing talent we have here at J-D
Editors-in-Chief
Mopati Kuswani
Kyrin Pollock
Staff Members
Dori Bergman
Jane Brown
Liz Burnam
Erin Jorgensen
Zach Leibmann
Mikayla Mizruchi
The Rambunctious Staff
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TABLE OF CONTENTS
TitleBeneath Shimmering Sparkles
Snow
My First Cross Country Race
Nostalgic Nostrils
Love is Special
With Age Comes Dissapointment
Untitled
Life on the CourtUntitled
Halloween Night
If These Walls Lived
Could I be Your Change
An Arrow
A Love for a Girl
Untitled
One Small Seed
My Tear For Her My Passion For Him
Russian Roulette
Home
Untitled
Author Leah Ifraim
Cayla Dedrick
Ashley Lawlesss
Laura Wengert
Ebere Joseph
Junghye Kim
Breanne Issacs
Laura WildridgeJack Martin
Tangela Hightower
Tangela Hightower
Bella Alibrandi
Cayla Dedrick
Harrison Franklin
Patrece Martin
Celeste Torres
Bella Alibrandi
Leah Ifraim
Dori Bergman
Christy Le
Page3
3
4
6
7
7
9
1314
16
16
17
18
21
22
23
24
28
29
30
Cover Artwork Claudia Lee- ldquoWinterscaperdquo
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Snow
Cayla Dedrick
There is something so eeting
About the delicate grass dusted with snow
It is so easy to taint the innocence
Stomping dirt into the pure white like snow
When you smile your eyes always sparkle
Much like the sunlight dancing on snow
Therersquos something I havenrsquot seen in a while
It melts away faster than the snow
Itrsquos been a few years now
Since I could play in the snow
Beneath Shimmering Sparkles
Leah Ifraim
Crystals hover down
Captivating an entire townEach speck descending
Snowakes and icicles blending
Plastering beds of owers
Frozen encounters
Coating rooftops of cars
Hugged inside avalanches of scarves
Stars
Light up the midnight sky
Like Christmas lights that shine like reies
Twinkling gold and bold
A reminder of all the winter memories
Made and to be made
Throughout this year
And into the next
Soft shimmers
Glistening skies
The crescent pops out whispering hello
A city blanketed in snow
Allison Emmel- ldquoEllierdquo
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My First Cross Country Race
Ashley Lawless
ldquoOkay girls You should get to the start-
ing line The race starts in ve minutesrdquo My
coach said She was so excited If only I could
be as calm as she was It was only a mile and a
half It was my rst cross-country race at Bald-winsville I want to get under 13 minutes since
I have never gotten a time that good in practice
Will I get under 13 minutes Am I that good
of a runner It was September 24 which is my
birthday
I got to the starting line with all of my
teammates We did drills and each time a min-
ute passed I got more and more nervous I was
terried I had butteries in my stomach my
knees were shaking and I was breathing hard
I just wanted to be home Right when I was
starting to calm my nerves the referee came
He was a tall guy with blue clothing on He
was putting his earplugs in He had a gun in one
hand and a neon orange ag in the other I was
getting waves of nausea
ldquoOkay ladies I am going to explain
the rules once so listen up I am going to blow
my whistle and then say runners to your markThen I will have my gun and ag straight out
and I will say get set Lastly I will raise the gun
and ag above my head and then I will pull
the trigger Good luck and have a good racerdquo I
heard the whistle which sounded like nails on a
chalkboard
ldquoRunners to your markrdquo his arms went
out with his gun and ag in both of his hands
ldquoGet setrdquo his arms went over his head BOOM
The gun went off and smoke was right above
me I took off like lightning I was sprinting
There were girls around me breathing heavily
I was close to entering the woods People were
cheering me on and coaches were yelling at
their athletes to beat the person in front of them
I looked to my right and saw my mom and dad
yelling at me to run fast My nerves were slow-
ly starting to fade I was telling myself to keepgoing and to push myself I was happy running
I kept repeating in my head that I was going
to do well and that I was going to get a time I
was proud of As I was entering the woods I
dropped to a slower pace so I wouldnrsquot burn
off all of my energy The whole time I was
in the woods I heard nothing but silence All
you could hear were the leaves rustling in the
wind and the shoes hitting the ground Each
time I took a step leaves were crunching and
so were the branches underneath them Every-
body around me including myself was sliding
in the mud The ground was covered in mud
and it was wet from the rain this morning The
trees had small dots of rainwater on each leaf I
heard people screaming Was I at the mile mark
already
ldquo822rdquo a person timing the peoplersquos
miles said I was so excited I am almost doneI looked in front of me and I saw ldquo The Wallrdquo
Itrsquos a huge hill that is straight up As I was run-
ning up I could taste the salt on my lips from
the sweat I was telling myself with each step
up the hill that I was one step closer to being
done I was more determined now to get under
13 minutes I felt good running The encourage-
ment from everyone around me made me want
to keep running I was running harder now
since I only had a half a mile left to go I round-
ed a corner and saw my coach standing there
ldquoKick it Ashley The nish line is right
thererdquo
I was now in a full out sprint My legs
were going extremely fast
ldquo1227 1228 1229helliprdquo a person timing
was screaming I was panting as I crossed the
nish lineldquo1230rdquo
As I nished I received a ribbon I was
so happy I nished my rst cross-country race
All my teammates were high-ving me and
congratulating me My family came over and
told me that I did an awesome job
ldquoLetrsquos sing Happy Birthday To Ashleyrdquo
one of my friends said I was so happy My
whole team was singing to me I could not have
been any happier This was the perfect start to
my thirteenth birthday
Maddie Vanheusen- ldquoUntitledrdquo
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Nostalgic Nostrils
Laura Wengert
I donrsquot have an extraordinarily keen sense of smell
But there are a few whiffs from which I can always tell
Like whatrsquos for dinner when I walk in the door The stinky stench of worms after the rain has poured
Those people who have their own distinct scent
The unwavering reminder of what Irsquove given up for lent
I like the smell of the laundry machine after itrsquos just washed some clothes
I like it when unknown wonders wander in and out of my nose
I liked the smell that mom carried after shersquod just been selling fries
But for all the good smells in life there are so many more to despise
I despise the smell of perfume that it always leaves me choking
I detest the puddle of drool Irsquoll discover when Irsquove awoken
I fear the trauma of old food that is no longer any good
But I like sitting up in a tree where I can smell the old wood
I think therersquos a weird smell hanging around a newly purchased shirt
And more weirdly than that I kind of like the smell of dirt
Smelling can be a dangerous activity
One that can easily go wild
Or it can act as serendipityAnd take you back to when you were a child
I remember my Grammy whose old sweaters will stay with me until much later
And plugging my nose when opening my grandparentrsquos basement refrigerator
I can transport myself to the parts of life where everything is well
All I need to do is nd that one perfect smell Holly Deng- ldquoBlooming Onionsrdquo
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Love is Special
Ebere Joseph
Love is special
UndeniableCaring
Optimistic
Daring
with no boundaries
And
Who shows that kind of love
Mom and only mom
With Age Comes Disappointment
Junghye Kim
Brown cows pee chocolate milk
And monsters live under the bedAnd the tooth fairy magically sneaks under your hair
And your parents can read your mind
Yoursquore not allowed to stay up past eight thirty
Or eat the sugar packets at restaurants
Or let go of your momrsquos hand
You dream of nding the end of the rainbow
And talking to mermaids
And growing up so you can do whatever you please
But little did you know that growing up comes faster than
you wish for
And people arenrsquot as kind as you once believed
And the magic of life disappears to a gray dullness
Carly Neugbauer- ldquoEmmardquo
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Arielle Nagar-
ldquoMomrdquo
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Untitled
Breanne Isaacs
ldquoTouchdownrdquo the speakers blared
as Ryan Blakeson scored the 3rd touchdown of
the game The crowd grew wild once again as
the New York Giants took on the Buffalo Bills
Ryan and his teammates gathered around in a
huddle swaying back and forth preparing for
the last quarter
Ryan is a 24 year old NFL star He
has been playing football ever since he could
remember and it meant more than anything to
him The quarterback has scored more than 20
touchdowns this past season The whole team
depended on him just as he did on them Ryanstood 6rsquo1 his blonde hair owed down his
face almost covering his ocean blue eyes Not
only did he become his dream of becoming a
professional football player but he also met a
gorgeous girl 4 years back Taylor was the girl
of his dreams he treasured every moment with
her He would marry his best friend in a few
months right after his team made it to the Super
Bowl
Every day he did the same routine Hebelieved that it was a good luck charm he had
everything he ever wanted A beautiful wife-
to-be and the career that made him millions to
do what he loves In the mornings he got up at
seven and ran a mile to the eld for a four hour
practice Nights were spent with Taylor and
weekends with his family Tonight was rela-
tively different he didnrsquot take her to dinner or
a movie he just sat around His head throbbedthe lights hurt his eyes and opening them made
him feel so sick He gured if he slept every-
thing would go away Taylor kissed him ldquoI
love you superstar goodnightrdquo she said as she
tucked him into bed When Ryan awoke in the
morning the pain was worse than ever He stuck
through and got himself to the pre-game prac-
tice The eld around him seemed like war Thescreaming fans made his head kill even more
All he wanted to do was go home and sleep but
he knew his team needed him After all it was
the big game the best two teams in the NFC
As the game went on he began getting dizzy
the whole world was spinning in front of him
Coach kept yelling things like ldquoGet your head
in the gamerdquo and ldquoWhat the heckrdquo Ryan didnrsquot
answer he kept as much focus as he could on
the game Everyone could tell something waswrong his usual sprint down the eld turned
into a fast jog He kept going he needed to
be the player he and everyone else he knew he
was
Two weeks went by and his headache
hadnrsquot gone away no one knew except for
Taylor He thought telling people would make
him seem like a baby so he didnrsquot He kept
his routine the same except he didnrsquot run to
practice he drove His teammates noticed butdidnrsquot question him In the locker room they
were gearing up for practice pushing and jok-
ing as usual As Ryan put on his helmet he felt
a large bump on the back part of his head So
many things ran through his mind at that mo-
ment everything but the upcoming practice He
struggled through practice thinking about the
bump and what it could be When he got home
he showed Taylor She started to freak out andmade him go get things checked out
At the doctorrsquos ofce he waited and
waited for hours until the doctor nally called
him in He slowly sat down on the table with
Taylor right there next to him holding his hand
Many questions were asked about the pain and
the symptoms and the doctor didnrsquot seem to
have much of an idea either Doctor Zogby was
his name known to be one of the best doc-tors in the area He felt Ryanrsquos head multiple
times then sent him off to get scans He had
MRIrsquos X-rays and blood drawn but the re-
sults wouldnrsquot be back until later that day They
instructed Ryan and Taylor to go home so he
could get some rest so he did
During his dinner that consisted of hot
soup and apple juice the phone rang Taylor
answered in a cheerful voice but before long it
turned into something different You could hear
the concerns from the tone of her voice as she
hung up the phone and stared at the oor Ryan
quickly jumped up and went over to her He
held her in his arms while a few tears streamed
down her face ldquoA tumorrdquo she whispered as he
wiped the tears from her Now he began to cry
too She told him that the doctors wanted him to
go to the hospital for the best care he could get
but neither of them moved very much Theystood still in complete shock that this star quar-
terback had something so serious When they
nally arrived at the hospital an assistant nurse
brought them to this little room at the end of a
long hallway The walk seemed to take forever
for these two not knowing what other informa-
tion they might be told next When they got into
the room it was empty just a hospital bed with
a few unknown machines Ryan held his head in
his hands the pain in his head had now gone
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through his entire body He couldnrsquot remember
the last time he had been this scared The brown
wooden door slowly swung open and two doc-
tors walked in one male and the other female
They introduced themselves as Taylorrsquos hands
started to quiver Doctor Ann stood directly
in front of Ryan holding two pieces of cream
color paper The minutes that went by seemedso long to him Finally she told him the news
ldquoRyan your scans have come back you have a
brain tumorrdquo The whole room suddenly became
quiet then she continued ldquoItrsquos small but it could
easily grow so we would like you to go for
chemotherapy as soon as possible Most people
will lose their hair and become very sick but
itrsquos all part of the road to recoveryrdquo The room
got silent Ryan looked at his hands then felt the
bump His whole career would be ushed down
the toilet ldquoIrsquom so sorry Ryanrdquo said the male
doctor Suddenly the doctorsrsquo names were called
over the loudspeaker and they exited the room
Taylor hugged Ryan tightly ldquoIrsquom gonna
love you through itrdquo she said with two small
tear droplets forming in the corner of her eye
They both cried at the thought of the future
what would happen with the wedding and
the team But most importantly they thoughtabout what would happen to him By the time
they had got themselves together two hours
had passed On the way out of the door Taylor
asked the receptionist when Ryan should return
for treatment hoping it would be soon They
would return in three days his blood count
must be good before anything can be done He
kept asking himself why why he was the one
to have cancer That night he wouldnrsquot eat he
pushed the chicken and corn back and forth on
his plate His nights turned into days he could
never sleep He watched as the clock ticked
150 am then 200 am The clock seemed as if
it wasnrsquot moving like it was dead Dead like the
way he felt after hearing the terrible news
Friday morning the day his treatments
started He awoke to the sound of his alarm
clock the same one that woke him up for foot-ball He wanted to go so bad he didnrsquot want to
be a weak man but he knew he had to do what
was best He slipped on his comfortable Under
Armour sweat pants and walked out the door
following Taylor
Morgan Guther- ldquoMy Best Friendrdquo
The sun shined through his car window
and he knew exactly why Four years ago his
dad passed away he must have been looking
down on him letting him know that everything
was going be okay Once again the car ride was
silent Ryan never talked much about his feel-
ings When they got to the hospital the waiting
room was so lled up People of all ages sat
around looking gloomy Four little kids which
the genders he couldnrsquot tell were playing with
the toys in a corner They stood out to him all
of their hair was gone but they didnrsquot seem to
mind The smiling faces of the kids lit up the
room knowing that these kids can go through
all of the pain and still have hope Seeing this
made Ryan believe in himself all until his name
got calledThe next room he was put in wasnrsquot
much better It was lled with beds chairs and
many chemotherapy bags Everyone seemed
okay but how he wondered how The lady in a
long blue coat came up to him with a few bags
and a needle so he took a seat He and Taylor
picked up a few magazines and started to read
while the medicine was inserted Hours went
by they lost track of time When the bags nal -
ly emptied they were allowed to leave Doctors
told him he would be sick after and that he
was As soon as they got on the highway he got
queasy With 5 minutes left he rolled down the
window and threw up He felt so sick not being
able to imagine feeling this way after every
chemo session When he got home he kept
getting sick his hands and arms shook non-stop
and his diet consisted of water and soup Two
days had gone by when he nally felt better sohe decided to bring himself to practice Football
was something he couldnrsquot live without At the
eld all the guys huddled around him as if he
was a newborn baby No one knew yet why he
had missed multiple practices and he wanted it
to stay that way Coach asked the team to take
a knee while Ryan explained He said ldquoOkay
guys you all know football means the world to
me but I canrsquot play for a while Last Thursday I
was diagnosed with a cancerous brain tumorrdquo
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Before he could say any more the boysrsquo helmets
hit the ground and the facial expressions turned
into shock Not only was he letting the team
down but the Giantsrsquo fans as well Ryan and the
guys huddled together one last time before he
had to go When he got home he remembered
that he would soon have to go through the same
things in another 8 days once again he askedhimself ldquoWhy merdquo
At this point his mom had just called the
house and Taylor answered She called multiple
times a day to check in on her son like any
mother should Four hours and 275 miles away
was the only distance between the two Mother
and son just like best friends every weekend
she came to check on him and the fact of him
Nicole Tanquary- ldquoSkeletonrdquo
having cancer scared her more than ever He
didnrsquot have a dad in the picture he passed away
years back from a car accident She could not
lose two loved ones they were basically the
only ones she ever had
Eight months passed 243 days and so
did 16 chemo treatments Every time he got
stronger because thatrsquos all he could be Thepain put him out of everything he couldnrsquot
help around the house or even make his own
meals He became so weak that his bones on
his feet cracked almost every time he walked
The dream life went from amazing to not very
good in a short amount of time Ryan went
from 245 pounds to 200 in just a little less than
a year And he still asked himself why All he
wanted to do was sleep and he swore if he
threw up one more time he would kill himself
But two days later he would be marrying the
girl he loved Taylor All of his best friends
and groomsmen gathered at the house to try to
prepare him for the big day Everything they
tried to do just made Ryan feel even worse it
denitely wouldnrsquot be the wedding he planned
on
His tux which was now a size too big
hung in his closet wrapped in bags Todaywas the big day a day that would change his
life once again He hated change so much he
wished things would go back to how it was
before when he was cancer free Since he and
Taylor couldnrsquot be together before the wedding
he sat with the male part of the wedding party
while she was off with the women Everyone
took a few shots but he didnrsquot He looked at
himself in the mirror his suit was baggy He
wasnrsquot happy with his appearance but the
spotlight was still on him The boys relaxed
and reminisced about old times but before
long Ryan fell asleep A few blocks away were
the girls getting ready They did each others
makeup and hair because appointments were
canceled Ryan and Taylor could never afford
everything for the wedding plus the hospital
feesAs the boys arrived at the church the
clouds started to go away The sun shined right
through the limo windows into Ryanrsquos eyes
Teardrops wanted to pour out but he was stron-
ger than that At that moment he knew who was
looking down on him his dad Ryan knew the
cancer could kill him he already felt dead The
tough football player turned into a weak man
who wanted to give up In 10 minutes he would
see the most beautiful girl become his wife
He stood with his best man at the altar
Slowly he looked up and down the crowd of
people smiling and laughing just like him For
the rst time in a while he felt alive Then the
music started playing and the doors opened
Taylor looked stunning The whole church
shifted to look at her half of them crying Ryan
walked halfway to meet her speechless he
took her hand They said their vows and Ryankissed his bride The happy couple walked hand
in hand down the aisle and then she stopped
and kissed his bald head For the rst time in a
long time he forgot about his cancer He forgot
about his pain all until the reception started
His head started to throb again and he
couldnrsquot stand up People huddled around him
as he held his head in his hands He felt warmer
than ever and his eyes were beyond bloodshot
His progress wasnrsquot getting better The people
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Megan
Bishop-ldquoButteriesrdquo
at the party just sat there hoping for the best of
the newly married man A doctor in the room
insisted they call 911 so that they did Minutes
passed before the ambulance arrived Taylor
and Ryanrsquos mom held him stable trying to get
him to move He knew something was wrong
but he needed to be strong for not only himself
but for Taylor too Ryan wanted to give up themen carried him off on a stretcher The peo-
ple attending the wedding watched the blaring
lights go off into the distance
Inside the ambulance Taylor held his
hand He closed his eyes so confused When
the paramedic sitting in the back asked him
questions he didnrsquot respond The hope in her
voice went from positive to negative She be-
came nervous and yelled something to the driv-
er in medical language Suddenly the vehicle
started to move faster speeding down the high-
way Taylor asked ldquoWhatrsquos going onrdquo then
started to cry At that very moment the heart
monitor started to beep faster Both women
watched as the lines slowly decreased Taylor
kissed Ryan on the lips ldquoNordquo she screamed
ldquoPlease donrsquot leave me Ryan be strong open
your eyes give me a sign that yoursquore hererdquo
His heartbeat was turning into a straight line asthe ambulance pulled to a stop The line was
now gone and so was he Taylorrsquos tears poured
down her face Her husband soul mate and best
friend had gone to heaven She held him in her
arms and said ldquoYou were so strong as strong as
you could be I love you so much Superstarrdquo
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Life on the Court
Laura Wildridge
Mind in the game
Eye on the ball
Step
Together
SMASH
TransitionJump
Block
Points rack up
Sweat drips down
Mind in the game
Soul
On the court
Samantha Williams- ldquoEmmardquo
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Untitled
Jack Martin
I would like to say that I just woke up
That the soft light came up from the horizon
like an orange sh from the deep dark ocean
and the mufed slow steps of my grandparents
woke me from deep long sleep I had rested
and dreamed and knew that when I awoke I
would be in the world I was meant to be in
with my parents and friends and the knowledge
of war and death that a normal kid should know
But I canrsquot I open my eyes slowly and sit up
even slower Sometimes I wish I could just
sleep all day lie in my warm bed and let my
mind numb My eyes are tired and I then noticea sharp pain in the crook of my arms I looked
down to examine them and lower the clock
from my chest and immediately feel cold like
my heart stopped beating
I feel warm and as happy as I could be
here with my father together for such a short
time and then hersquoll have to go But for now
I wonrsquot think about it now theyrsquore here with
me and thatrsquos all that matters in the world Myparents try to shield me from the world they
pretend that there is no war and that we will
always be together But I know itrsquos all a lie I
live in the lie because I love the lie Mother is
in the kitchen making dinner and father and I
are in the living room with the brand new clock
that he bought my mother for her birthday Itrsquos a
beautiful clock artfully drawn numbers formed
in a circle on thick white backing as white asivory framed in a sturdy wood with swirled gr-
ain and two thin hands that ticked like a heart-
beat my heartbeat I would always remember
them through this clock
My arms are dented with angry red
lines I must have had a nightmare last night
and hugged the clock too tight I pull the old
quilt off of me and swung off the bed and onto my feet I leave my lonely bed and small
old dresser in my room Before I head down
stairs I go to the window and shove it up and
feel the cold sting of the winter morning air I
pull on the frozen clothes line until my spare
pair of socks and a sweater comes close enough
to grab The worn cotton is stiff and I hope my
body heat will warm them quickly I stood at
the top of the stairs and prepared myself for
the scene downstairs I am greeted by cough-
ing my grandfather in his normal place in the
chair farthest away from the small kitchen
window I take a seat across from him and set
the clock down in front of me I think that the
bright sunlight like todays might hurt his fragile
skin I greet him after his coughing t subsides
while he takes a sip from his mug which is
lled with mostly hot water We manage to
keep small amounts of coffee in the apartmentthat he uses very sparingly He nods which is
an improvement from yesterday when he just
made a soft noise in the back of his throat The
war infuriates him he hates being forced to live
in this old tenement I used to love my grand-
pa He always made me laugh and pretended
to pull quarters from my ears Now he mostly
just stares at a wall or naps He hasnrsquot smiled
in months I looked over to my grandmother as
she moves franticly around the kitchen opening
an empty cabinet opening the one next to it
and then opening the rst one again She has
gone mad and therersquos no hope for her She
scares me when she tries to talk to her daughter
(my dead mother) The war has affected them
so much the loss of a daughter and any chance
of a happy life I would feel sorry for them if
I had the energy Therersquos half of a loaf of stalebread on the counter She must be looking for
the jam we ran out of weeks ago As I look at
the bread I notice again how unusually bright
the sun is today Itrsquos late winter and the sun
shouldnrsquot be shining like this until a few months
from now I squint my eyes and lean forward
to better look out the window The sun seemed
to be splitting in half and then thirds and then
fourths ldquoBombsrdquo I whisper
Samantha Williams- ldquoAngelrdquo
The sun pieces drift to the ground where
they erupt My grandmother shrieks and thenfaints Her frail head smacks against the counter
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I look at my grandpa even though he is old and
doesnrsquot care about me itrsquos amazing how I still
look to him for help And then I see something
equally as stunning as the bombs- my grand-
fatherrsquos face awakens to a look of surprise and
fear In a dull voice that sounds like a broken
whistle he says ldquoGet downrdquo Before I can even
think I dive for the hallway just as a wave of power shakes the earth The sound is like a muf-
ed thunder boom Cracks rip through the dry-
wall and the light over the kitchen table sways
I entwine myself around the clock If this is
where I die I want to die with this clock The
tempo of the clock still remains true a steady
tick tick tick that is oblivious to its surround-
ings I close my eyes and wait for death falling
deep into a rhythmic trance I wait through
more volleys of thunder akes of drywall fall
on me as the tenement is being shaken apart by
shock waves I hear the pandemonium outside
screams and buildings crashing to the ground
The end of my world and many of those like me
is happening Then something strange happens
A cold bony hand tightens around my leg My
eyes y open as my grandfather tightens his
grip on my ankle He lies on the ground with a
look of agony on his face He looks even worsethan normal if that is possible He reminds me
of a decaying corpse He opens his mouth and
breathes a phrase that is nearly inaudible ldquoWe
Have To Moverdquo He then coughs splattering
blood on the oor and in my face I stare at him
in awe How could he have hope now The
man who stares at a blank wall all day his eyes
like black holes The west side of the tenement
explodes in re My grandmotherrsquos limp body
is whipped across the room like rope Her back
is impaled with six inch splinters of wood My
eyes burn with re but seeing the will to live
in my grandfatherrsquos eyes awakens something in
me as well It reminds me of how I used to love
him He was what I aspired to be I tightened my
muscles wrapped one arm around the clock and
entwined the other in my grandfatherrsquos paperyleathery hand After I stomped out the small re
that had started on his left leg I heave his frail
body up into my arms My legs ache as I try to
pull myself and grandfather to the bathroom
rubble continues to break from the walls The
apartment is still being bended by the power of
the bombs I heave the dead weight of my grand-
father tugging it from debris Finally I reach thebathroom The sink is cracked and water ows
from the snapped pipe but over all the compact-
ed space of the bathroom is the least affected by
the bombs I drop my grandfather in the corner
hersquos unconscious or dead Shove the door shut
then climb into the cold marble bathtub and hugthe clock as tightly as I can to my chest trying tofuse it with my body The lights icker and then
die I let the booms shaking the world become
background noise allowing the ticking of theclock to ll my mind and then enter my dreams
Kateryna Lebedyeva- ldquoSunowerrdquo
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Halloween Night
Tangela Hightower
Wind howling
Moon rising
Clouds forming
This would be the night
A dark
And stormy night
That creepy things
Hidden in shadows
Will emerge
From shaggy willows
Seeking out little kids
Dragging home pillowsFilled with treats
That the creepy monsters want to eat
Katherine Sofetti- ldquoMaskrdquo
If These Walls Lived
Tangela Hightower
If walls could speak
Theyrsquod scream
Like their life depended on it
If walls could run
Theyrsquod break a world record
Faster than the fastest man ever
If walls could cry
Wersquod all live on boats
Because the earth would be ooded
If walls could dream
Theyrsquod smile in their sleep
Because of all the things theyrsquove seen
If walls could write
Wersquod run out of trees
Because there would be none left
If walls could love
Theyrsquod show us all
The meaning of that word
If walls could die
Well then I think
Wersquod all be exposed
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Could I Be Your Change
Bella Alibrandi
I want to leave a footprintOn the world
I want to make a difference
To create change
Someday I would like to be someonersquos hero
And have them look up to me
Irsquom going to die
And when I do
I want people to remember me
And laugh at all the good times we had
The last thing I would wantIs for people to cry over my passing
They should celebrate my moving on
My next step
I wish that they will hope
Irsquom happy and no longer
Feel any pain
If you choose to cry for me
I suppose I cannot stop you
But my dear friend and loved onePlease take note
That my life was full and happy
And you will always be a part
Of my soul
Paige Fiermonte- ldquoLadyrdquo
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An Arrow
Cayla Dedrick
It was the rst day of summer and already my
parents were shipping me off to some camp to
spend the summer An outdoors sports-y kind
of camp too Upon arriving I was admittedly
a bit impressed by the scenery Much nicer than
the camp from last summer
The place was pretty I suppose the lake
that they had here was actually larger than a
gloried pond and reected the clear blue of
the sky and luminescent little sparkles from the
sun Shadows from the trees around the camp
area dappled the ground creating a nice mix of
the shade and the sun
My parents insisted that it was betterto be outside with other children for the whole
summer rather than cooped up in my room
Personally I think they just wanted to get rid of
me so I wouldnrsquot ldquoaccidentallyrdquo blow the house
up in my boredom
It didnrsquot matter if it was nice here or not
I wouldnrsquot enjoy this I never did
The string of the bow bit rather pain-
fully into the sensitive skin of my hands as I
struggled to tug it back far enough to an arrowproperly I could feel the eyes of the other
children who were waiting for their turn at the
targets boring into my back as I fought to hold
the bow and aim
At this point it would have been great
for the arrow to hit the target or at least make it
far enough to do so but I had no such luck My
arrow skittered pitifully into the dust more than
a couple feet in front of where I was aiming
Soft snickering drifted from behind me but I
Katelyn
Killoran-
ldquoOld Red
Wagonrdquo
refrained from glaring at them like I was sotempted to It was better not to give people the
satisfaction of knowing that theyrsquod got to me
A hand rested on my shoulder startling me out
of my thoughts but I didnrsquot jump like anyone
else would instead glancing back with a mildly
annoyed look
The boy that stood behind me was older prob-
ably around fteen and smiling kindly in stark
contrast to the other kidsrsquo smirks If I hadnrsquot been
too busy brooding Irsquod probably have found him
cute with soft blonde locks and icy blue eyes that
glittered with warmth rather than malice despite
their color
ldquoNeed some helprdquo he inquired an undertone of
veiled amusement in his voice with a sidelong
glance at the bow I had still clenched at my side
Yes of course I needed help but Irsquod never admit
it
ldquoMaybe a littlerdquo I shrugged So I wouldadmit it but it wasnrsquot my fault Something about
this kid made it hard to say no He didnrsquot seemlike he was trying to make a mockery of me
He instructed me to stand like I was going to
shoot an arrow but not to actually pull the bow-
string back yet I obeyed and immediately he
was shifting the positioning of my legs by prod-
ding at my feet with his until I was standing
correctly After determining that I was standing
correctly he stepped behind me and put his hands
over mine to help me This time when I red the
arrow lodged itself into one of the blue rings of
the target the third to the outside of ve colors
Smiling slightly I turned to look up at the boy
ldquoThanksrdquo I muttered a bit reluctantly
cheeks ushing a light shade of pink at the grin
he sent me in return
ldquoNo problem kidrdquo
I frowned ldquoIrsquom not a kidrdquo I protested de-
fensively shaking my head in annoyance ldquoAnd
my name is TerranrdquoldquoYou are a kidrdquo he said with a laugh
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causing me to scowl further ldquoMy namersquos Se-
bastian by the way Nice to meet yourdquo
ldquoCharmedrdquo
So maybe sitting in a kayak in the mid-
dle of the lake with my life jacket un- buckled
when I was well aware of the fact that the boys
in my group that had some weird thing against
me were out there too wasnrsquot a great idea Butno one would dare to push me in when there
were counselors watching right
I shouldrsquove have guessed something
was up when they stole my paddle and my life
jacket and left me stranded there to wait for
someone to come rescue me We were too far
from shore to effectively yell back for help and
while I knew Sebastian was swimming at least
somewhat near here he was underwater too
much to hear meI was just a little caught up in my an-
noyance when I felt my kayak tip sideways
abruptly throwing me out to the side Hitting
the water so suddenly forced most of the breath
from my body and trying to gasp in surprise
only caused water to ood my mouth I man-
aged to thrash my way to the surface to take a
breath Through the sound of my own coughing
I could hear laughter Wonderful They wouldnrsquotbe of any help to me I could tread water to an
extent for a short amount of time but I tired
quickly and just as I was starting to give up on
being able to swim back to shore I felt arms
wrap around my waist from behind tugging my
head out of the water I started to struggle and
kick on instinct but stopped quickly when a
familiar voice reached through the haze of my
panic
ldquoTerran calm down Itrsquos okayrdquo it
soothed gently I fell still and blinked a few
times to attempt to clear my vision Attempt
being the operative word here water was still
splashing into my eyes It wasnrsquot like I was cry-
ing from the fear or anything it was just drip-
ping from my hair
ldquoSebrdquo I mumbled coughing He nod-
ded and shifted me around so it would be easierto keep my head above the surface I wound my
arms around his neck to cling to him just a little
desperately as he swam back to shore abandon-
ing my now waterlogged kayak
Sebastian kept his arm wrapped around
my shoulders after we got to the point where I
could stand up I wasnrsquot sure if it was because
I was still shivering or it was just a protective
thing but either way I was grateful He only re-
luctantly handed me off to one of the counselorsso I could dry off and get some hot chocolate to
warm up after brushing his lips over my damp-
ened hair and promising to come see me when
he could That made me turn bright red very
quickly Behind all the kindness in his gaze I
could see the cold promise that hersquod make sure
nothing like this happened again and I wasnrsquot
sure if that was scary or endearing
If there was one thing to really bedisliked at this camp other than the kids that at-
tended it it was the cabins They were cold and
drafty the oors and beds creaked with
the slightest of movements and at night the
wind made tree branches bang against the win-
dow Needless to say I got little to no sleep I
had no idea how everyone else managed
Honestly I found it easier to rest during
the day in a few choice locations around camp
that it was quite simple to sneak away to at
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certain points throughout the day My current
favourite was a little spot in the woods where
the ground was covered in moss Sebastian
would come and sit with me sometimes and
wersquod talk about whatever came to mind while I
used his shoulder as a pillow On occasion Irsquod
actually fall asleep part way through our con-
versation and hersquod always be nice and sit thereuntil I woke up Once or twice I even found him
dozing as well with his head leaning off the top
of mine
This was the kind of thing Irsquod really
miss when I went home As much as the camp
itself wasnrsquot great and most of the kids didnrsquot
talk to me here I had found a friend Maybe
more than a friend I mused once and a while
glancing at the hand that would nd its way to
rest on my armWe started ditching activities a few
weeks into camp After that incident where I
almost drowned he insisted on hanging around
me just in case It was slow at rst but we did
get to the point where we were comfortable
enough in each otherrsquos company to not only
talk for a long time about anything that came
to mind but sit in silence without it getting the
least bit awkward He asked for my phone num-ber so we could keep in touch before I could
work up the nerve to do so myself My shyness
had mostly dissipated around Sebastian but
little things like asking for contact information
seemed hard
Unfortunately all good things had a stu-
pid way of coming to pass right when they were
getting to the best part This little friendship I
had forged was no exception This camp would
end next week and everyone was going home
Seb had said hersquod visit if he could yet I doubt-
ed wersquod be able to work anything out Still for
now it was easier to fake a smile and agree
Curling up into a tighter ball on the
damp moss-laden ground I let my head fall
onto Sebastianrsquos shoulder as Irsquod done so many
times before closing my eyes He immediately
fell silent to let me rest if I wanted to Today I
couldnrsquot sleep though I didnrsquot want to waste
time sleeping
ldquoItrsquos been fun here Seb You made this
summer a lot more bearable for merdquo I mum-
bled standing on my toes to hug the older boy
quickly slipping a little note into his pocket
He smiled though it looked a bit forced
and nodded
ldquoYeah We should hang out sometimemayberdquo He trailed off a bit uncertainly as if
he wasnrsquot sure Irsquod want to see him again after
this summer
I laughed Between the two of us
he wasnrsquot supposed to be the shy one ldquoWe
shouldrdquo A shout of my name from the other
side of the little clearing where theyrsquod gathered
us to wait for our parents made me look up My
father was standing by one of the counselors
arms crossed and impatient I didnrsquot hesitate tostart walking over to him
ldquoByerdquo I called back over my shoulder
Sebastian waved once before turning away
On the silent ride home I stared out the
window wishing for the rst time that I didnrsquot
have to come home from camp this year
Later when he got home himself Se-
bastian would nd the little slip of paper I gave
him before we left and smile
[Thanks for everything Seb Irsquoll miss you lt3
-TM]
Sophie Luckette- ldquoLadybugsrdquo
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A Love for a Girl
Harrison Franklin
A mixed teen walks down the hall
passing by the conceded walls
looks of style
talk of white and black
he sits up slumps and sits back
again
quiet mostly but loud when he
chooses
he doesnrsquot have a place of status
quo
he speaks to with whom he chooses
he can be brazen or a phantom joyous or saddened
At night a man of style and
personality
steps forth to a scene
he is ready
the music plays and he listens
his favored electronic plays
the bass rumbles
his body moves rhythmicallyin precise time with the beats
he draws a wondering crowd who is
this dancer
everyday
repetition is the way
gray days masking
true blue skies
of hope lasting
graceand future passing
a cold world sobered up
washed out and cleaned up
DULL and BLAND
he walks the halls in search of
a love
the dancer dissipates from center
stage
oating from group to group copyingstyles
he stumbles across a maverick
beautiful in features and attire
freelancer of her own style
Up and down
around
in and out
trafc ows in the halls
the small being makes his way
he passes tons of beauties but the
eyes of one catches his
hers sneaky dangerous and swift in
movement
she passes by without
acknowledgement
The dancer now follows dangerously
close
he knows his purser and had his
dose
she took her glances
with her dangerous cool blue eyes
drunk in happiness in of the musicshe laughs in enjoyment unaware
she is pursued
day after day
he searches
for the face
he longed to see her
for her to acknowledge
for her to be INTERESTED
she passed by greeting himhesitation
recognition and progress
The party atmosphere ended
he searched for her
but to only compliment her elegant
dress
with colors in his liking
others left the dancer as usual lastto leave
the morning came I became whole
once again
with a desire to catch this girl
who attracted me
although her actions
led me up and down
on a roller coaster
I pursue this girl
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Untitled
Patrece Martin
She holds her head high
She walks around big and tall
She has light eyes that almost look like they could be white
When she talks I turn away
I donrsquot know why
Her words just seem so cold
Children seem to like herThey canrsquot see the harshness she brings
And I guess I canrsquot blame them
When shersquos around the fat man brings them presents
But I am no fool
I canrsquot wait for her to leave
Her sister is much nicer
She speaks with warm comforting words
Oh I canrsquot wait for the day
When winter leaves
And itrsquos time for Summer to step in
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My Tear For Her My Passion For Him
Bella Alibrandi
I was holding her hand walking
slowly with her like I always did Not mak-
ing her feel like her body was slowing down
Even though it was I saw her every day even
on Sundays Irsquove been her nanny since I was
fourteen When I began working for the Nicolas
family she was only four I thought she was
the cutest and sweetest little girl I would ever
care for And that was true but she wasnrsquot an
easy child With all her vitamins pills and her
allergies quite frankly I was very nervous when
talking care of her
During the summers she was all myresponsibility for thirteen hours a day What did
I do while I had school My schedule was very
complex Irsquod wake up every morning at ve in
the morning It didnrsquot matter if it was during the
week or the weekend I would get to her house
by six when I was younger and couldnrsquot drive
my mom would bring me to school around
seven thirty At the end of the day mom would
get me and drop me off at her house around
two thirty Her parents worked from one pm toeight pm The time period that I was at school
and her parents were at work she was the only
one home in their large empty mansion taking
her daily nap I was really worried about this
when I started working It was unsafe for a little
girl her age to be home alone and defenseless
I heard she has an older sibling that hersquos in my
eleventh grade class but I have never met him
or seen him around the house Which didnrsquot
surprise me so much considering how big their
house is But I began to be ok with the little girl
home alone because I met Marty
Marty is their front guard that lived
out in the guardhouse you had to pass by to
get in through their iron gates in the two mile
long driveway Marty showed me the Nicolasrsquos
security systems locks movement detectors
alarms and even alarms to detect any substancethat their little girl was allergic to If it detect-
ed any of her allergens it would immediately
notify her parentsrsquo cell phones work numbers
and the emergency hospital a couple blocks up
They even insisted that my cell be included in
the alarms and that I have my own identication
code for Marty Yeah they were that protective
Crazy huh Nope it all made sense when I met
Melina Nicolas
She had the softest milk chocolatebrown hair that had spiral curls that hung to her
mid back It felt like silk Mrs Nicolas always
dressed her in the princess dresses that people
bought to put their girls in pageants the kind of
dress that cost $50000 Yep that kind of rich
Everyday when I saw her she would jump for
joy and say ldquoMy nanny Kay Kayrsquos here What
do you want to play today Kay Kayrdquo Yeah my
name is Kayla Anne Merienda But most peoplecall me Kayla But Melina canrsquot say that so she
calls me Kay Kay
Every day I had a new game to teach
her I think shersquos the only child I have ever
met that loves to learn as much as she does
But after awhile I ran out of games So wersquod
play some of the old ones She started getting
bored with the new games So we made up our
own She was incredibly smart for a little girl
But right now shersquos seven and Irsquom seventeen
And right about now is when Mr and Mrs
Nicolas should be leaving the house Irsquom in my
last period class advanced Spanish But for
the last ten minutes I havenrsquot been listening
to my teacher Irsquove been tuning everyone out
except Austin Irsquod gotten lost in my own world
thinking about him and only him I had dedicat-
ed my whole high school career to Melina soIrsquove never been able to have a social life Yeah
there are some girls I talk to eat lunch with But
I donrsquot think I could consider them as friends
And some days more than others Irsquod feel so
lonely without friends in my life and especially
a boyfriend I canrsquot help look at his eyes I canrsquot
help get nervous around him even though we
donrsquot talk And I denitely canrsquot help but want
to be able to call him mine But that wonrsquot hap-
pen Itrsquos time to get into my snow covered carand drive to Melinarsquos house once again
When the bell rang I must have stood
up too quickly and gotten dizzy I tried to shake
it off and walk forward but ran right into some-
one I couldnrsquot see who it was because I was
now face rst on the oor once again looking
like an idiot I suddenly felt a warm hand on
my back ldquoHere let me help yourdquo I stood up
and regained my balance ldquoAre you ok You fellpretty hardrdquo I didnrsquot notice who had helped me
off the ground until now I was looking straight
into his blue eyes It was Austin
ldquoYeah Irsquom ne thanksrdquo I was swaying
side to side lightheaded But not because of the
impact of the ground I just took but because he
was talking to me Me And he saw me for the
rst time He grabbed my shoulders rm but
gentle
ldquoWoah there Should I take you to the
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nurserdquo No I had to get to Melinarsquos before she
wakes up
ldquoNo thanks I need to be somewhererdquo
I headed for the door but he caught me by the
arm which made my body tingle
ldquoIf you think Irsquom going to let you drive
yoursquore crazyrdquo
ldquoWhyrdquo I tried to pull away but hisstrong arms werenrsquot giving in anytime soon
ldquoYou fell and hit your head Finerdquo he
said while letting go ldquogo drive away in your
car and get in an accident Irsquoll be the last person
you ever talk tordquo That scared me a little bit He
grabbed his backpack and began to walk off
ldquoWaitrdquo I ran after him running into a
table or two He stopped not facing me But I
could totally tell he was smiling
ldquoCould you drive me somewhererdquo Hespun around with a casual look painted across
his excited face
ldquoI guessrdquo He oddly winked and said
with a wave of a hand ldquoThis wayrdquo
We got out into the ice and snow covered park-
ing lot We walked out quite far and stopped by
a black SLK with tan leather seating
ldquoNice carrdquo I said
ldquoYou into carsrdquo He looked surprisedldquoKinda My dad owns a dealershiprdquo He
laughed and we both got in
ldquoI have a BMW Chevroletrdquo He nodded
ldquoThatrsquos a nice carrdquo We both laughed
ldquoIrsquom Austin by the way You must have
known that though You wouldnrsquot have gotten
into a car with a total stranger rightrdquo He pre-
tended to glance at my face but I saw his eyes
scan over my body
ldquoYeah I knew your name you must
know mine because you wouldnrsquot let a total
stranger into your car would yourdquo I said smil-
ing at him He smiled back
ldquoGood call I do know your name Kayla
Anne Blake Rightrdquo Kinda creepy he knew my
whole name
ldquoYeah But you can just call me Kaylardquo
ldquoOh okay Kayla So which way nowrdquohe said stopping at a stoplight
ldquoTake a next left and then itrsquos the next
house on your leftrdquo I looked at his face He
looked puzzled ldquoIs something the matterrdquo He
didnrsquot answer for a second But then said
ldquoNo nothings wrongrdquo Something was
wrong here
We stopped at the iron gate and punched
in a code Was he related to these people He
must have seen me curiously looking at himbecause he said
ldquoIrsquom Melinarsquos Brotherrdquo I guessed I
should have guessed that considering his last
name was Nicolas Wow I feel so stupid
ldquoOh okay Irsquom herhelliprdquo I didnrsquot get to
nish because he did it for me
ldquoNanny Rightrdquo he smiled
ldquoYeah How did you know I havenrsquot
seen you around their houserdquo I was getting ner-vous He must have sensed it because he said
ldquoItrsquos okay Kayla Melina talks about
you a lot You donrsquot have to freak outrdquo He said
half smiling like he was trying to prove he was
a good guy
ldquoOkay sorry that just freaked me out for
a minute thererdquo
ldquoItrsquos okay By the way I need your
identication coderdquo I gave it to him and he
typed it in smoothly The gates swung open and
we drove up and parked in the driveway It was
snowing so he took off his coat and put it on
me Irsquom sure I blushed
ldquoThanksrdquo
When we got inside Mrs Nicolas was
crying with Mr Nicolas wrapped around her
ldquoDad what happenedrdquo
ldquoWherersquos Melinardquo I asked franticSomething must have happened They arenrsquot
supposed to be home With a deep breath Mr
Nicolas said
ldquoShersquos in the hospital We came to pick
you two up Get in our carrdquo
We drove to the hospital where we
found Melina in a bed connected to tubes and
wires I was freaking out and on the verge of
tears
ldquoMr and Mrs Nicolas please may Ihave a word with you two in the hallrdquo They
walked out leaving me with Austin He was
holding Melinarsquos delicate little hand
ldquoDo you think shersquoll be okayrdquo I asked
sitting next to him He was quiet for a minute
Then looked at me with tears in his eyes
ldquoI donrsquot knowrdquo He said it was a deep
strong voice but by his tears I knew he was
breaking insideI went and stood by the door and
watched the doctor down the hall with the
parents He was telling them bad news I knew
because they both started crying and so did I
I went and sat back down and waited for the
Nicolasrsquo to tell us something bad But when
Mrs Nicolas came in she said
ldquoEverything will be ne Melina is just a
little sick
Austin was driving me home and looked
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at me and said with sorrow in his voice
ldquoThey lied to usrdquo
ldquoWhat do you meanrdquo I asked
ldquoMelina isnrsquot just sick She has cancerrdquo
He pulled over where we both began to
sob and hold each other close for a time that
felt like forever
Morgan Gunther-
ldquoOcean Islerdquo
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Russian Roulette
Leah Ifraim
The spicy fumes
Circulate through the airBrushing across my nostrils
I see a beautifully plated row of giant sushi
Elegant underneath a drizzle of spicy mayo
I stare at them in awe
I delicately pick up one of the rolls
Bringing it up to my lips
As I take my rst bite
I feel a crunch
My tongue begins to sizzle
Spicy mayo
So creamy and rich
Fizzes across the center of my tongue
Jolting me alert
With each chew
I feel the fresh taste of chives
Fracture as a tooth bites into it
The tuna warms my taste buds
Mixing with the bits of sticky rice
Plastering the walls of each toothSavory tastes collide
Bouncing off each cell of my tongue
As the nal taste of perfection slips down my throat
My hand reaches for another roll
Irsquove never tasted anything so mysterious and incredible
This is the Russian Roulette
Jackie Halpin- ldquoFarmerrsquos Marketrdquo
Julia Slisz- ldquoChairrdquo
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Home
Dori Bergman
A homeIs nothing like
A house
Itrsquos a place
Where you belong
Itrsquos a feeling
That yoursquoll savor
Itrsquos a person
Who you look to
With my homeI feel wanted
Understood
Special
And loved
So I just thought
Irsquod let you know
That even though
Irsquove lost my way
With you
Irsquom nally
Home Allison Emmel- ldquoBalconyrdquo
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Untitled
Christy Le
I hear the NFL theme song go off in my
earmdashmy alarm itrsquos 545 am and I need to get
up for school I trudge to my closet carefully
picking out my clothes and doing my makeup
ensuring that my appearance is on the same par
as the suburban-elite girls from my school At
7am I realize itrsquos time to wake my two broth-
ers I walk to their room and gently shake them
awake They begrudgingly march to the bath-
roommdashmy cue to prepare breakfast I tiptoe
past my momrsquos room as not to wake her I know
shersquoll need her sleep before her twelve hour
shift at the nail salon At 705 am I say good-
bye to my younger brothers remind them not to
miss their bus and start the trek to my bus stop
At the bus stop I ght the urge to lie
down and take a nap The previous dayrsquos activi-
ties have exhausted memdashcooking dinner tutor-
ing my brothers cleaning my house and work-
ing on my four AP course workload until 2 am
When the bus arrives I board it and sit with one
of my best friends She and I fall into mindless
chatter about pop culture and other nonsensical
things but itrsquos all an illusion for me since Irsquom
not just a teenage girl Irsquom a ldquomotherrdquo to two
boysIrsquove been expected to be the caretaker
of my brothers since I was seven My mom has
always worked twelve hours a day six days a
week and without my dad in the picture the
responsibilities of my brothers were left to me
It was a role forced upon me but itrsquos a role Irsquove
accepted At the age of seven I began staying
home alone with my three-year-old brother and
my infant brother At the age of seven I stopped
being a child turning into the person my fam-ily needed me to bemdashthe one who changed
diapers prepared formula put my brothers to
sleep and took care of them in every way imag-
inable I gladly took on these responsibilities
because it was what my mom needed me to do
My mom had to work to support our family and
couldnrsquot afford a babysitter
I used to see my brothers as a burden
that kept me from my potential I resented the
fact that my mom forced me to stay home and
care for them Why did I have to sacrice
They werenrsquot my kids nor was I their mother
I fumed at the unfairness and resentfully cared
for them for years Now I realize that Irsquom
lucky to have them Taking care of my brothers
has made me into a chef a teacher a mentor
a maid a chauffeur and a supportive sister
Irsquove always been forced to juggle my brothers
school work volunteerism and a healthy social
life on a daily basis These roles shaped me into
the caring compassionate and capable person
that I am today Caring for my brothers didnrsquot
keep me from my potential it exponentially
increased my potential After being responsible
for the lives of two human beings Irsquove learned
priceless skills I can manage a household and
maintain a family I can be efcient in all that Ido and work hard at every job assigned to me
Such skills have allowed me to be successful
academically professionally and socially I can
manage a hectic life and still be a happy soul
with a great academic record Growing up with
my brothers has taught me to make the best
when Irsquom handed the least I now know that the
caretaking of my brothers hasnrsquot been a burden
instead itrsquos been a character-building experi-
enceNo one knows that I take on a soccer-
mom persona after school Yoursquoll never see me
without a smile at school so Irsquom perceived as a
happy-go-lucky carefree girl However my ap-
pearance at school is a faccedilade My friends from
school presume that I have the perfect life but
I donrsquot Irsquove just learned to positively deal with
my life I keep up an act to conceal the great
struggles that I endure Irsquom glad I can control
how I am perceived because it changes how I
am treated I have compassion for those who
have little control over their appearance due to
genetic deformities so I want to become a re-
constructive plastic surgeon I want to empower
people with the ability to portray themselves to
others as they wish so I want to dedicate my life
to being a reconstructive plastic surgeon and to
xing birth defects and genetic deformities
Nicole Tanquary- ldquoPotrait of Laurardquo
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TABLE OF CONTENTS
TitleBeneath Shimmering Sparkles
Snow
My First Cross Country Race
Nostalgic Nostrils
Love is Special
With Age Comes Dissapointment
Untitled
Life on the CourtUntitled
Halloween Night
If These Walls Lived
Could I be Your Change
An Arrow
A Love for a Girl
Untitled
One Small Seed
My Tear For Her My Passion For Him
Russian Roulette
Home
Untitled
Author Leah Ifraim
Cayla Dedrick
Ashley Lawlesss
Laura Wengert
Ebere Joseph
Junghye Kim
Breanne Issacs
Laura WildridgeJack Martin
Tangela Hightower
Tangela Hightower
Bella Alibrandi
Cayla Dedrick
Harrison Franklin
Patrece Martin
Celeste Torres
Bella Alibrandi
Leah Ifraim
Dori Bergman
Christy Le
Page3
3
4
6
7
7
9
1314
16
16
17
18
21
22
23
24
28
29
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Cover Artwork Claudia Lee- ldquoWinterscaperdquo
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Snow
Cayla Dedrick
There is something so eeting
About the delicate grass dusted with snow
It is so easy to taint the innocence
Stomping dirt into the pure white like snow
When you smile your eyes always sparkle
Much like the sunlight dancing on snow
Therersquos something I havenrsquot seen in a while
It melts away faster than the snow
Itrsquos been a few years now
Since I could play in the snow
Beneath Shimmering Sparkles
Leah Ifraim
Crystals hover down
Captivating an entire townEach speck descending
Snowakes and icicles blending
Plastering beds of owers
Frozen encounters
Coating rooftops of cars
Hugged inside avalanches of scarves
Stars
Light up the midnight sky
Like Christmas lights that shine like reies
Twinkling gold and bold
A reminder of all the winter memories
Made and to be made
Throughout this year
And into the next
Soft shimmers
Glistening skies
The crescent pops out whispering hello
A city blanketed in snow
Allison Emmel- ldquoEllierdquo
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My First Cross Country Race
Ashley Lawless
ldquoOkay girls You should get to the start-
ing line The race starts in ve minutesrdquo My
coach said She was so excited If only I could
be as calm as she was It was only a mile and a
half It was my rst cross-country race at Bald-winsville I want to get under 13 minutes since
I have never gotten a time that good in practice
Will I get under 13 minutes Am I that good
of a runner It was September 24 which is my
birthday
I got to the starting line with all of my
teammates We did drills and each time a min-
ute passed I got more and more nervous I was
terried I had butteries in my stomach my
knees were shaking and I was breathing hard
I just wanted to be home Right when I was
starting to calm my nerves the referee came
He was a tall guy with blue clothing on He
was putting his earplugs in He had a gun in one
hand and a neon orange ag in the other I was
getting waves of nausea
ldquoOkay ladies I am going to explain
the rules once so listen up I am going to blow
my whistle and then say runners to your markThen I will have my gun and ag straight out
and I will say get set Lastly I will raise the gun
and ag above my head and then I will pull
the trigger Good luck and have a good racerdquo I
heard the whistle which sounded like nails on a
chalkboard
ldquoRunners to your markrdquo his arms went
out with his gun and ag in both of his hands
ldquoGet setrdquo his arms went over his head BOOM
The gun went off and smoke was right above
me I took off like lightning I was sprinting
There were girls around me breathing heavily
I was close to entering the woods People were
cheering me on and coaches were yelling at
their athletes to beat the person in front of them
I looked to my right and saw my mom and dad
yelling at me to run fast My nerves were slow-
ly starting to fade I was telling myself to keepgoing and to push myself I was happy running
I kept repeating in my head that I was going
to do well and that I was going to get a time I
was proud of As I was entering the woods I
dropped to a slower pace so I wouldnrsquot burn
off all of my energy The whole time I was
in the woods I heard nothing but silence All
you could hear were the leaves rustling in the
wind and the shoes hitting the ground Each
time I took a step leaves were crunching and
so were the branches underneath them Every-
body around me including myself was sliding
in the mud The ground was covered in mud
and it was wet from the rain this morning The
trees had small dots of rainwater on each leaf I
heard people screaming Was I at the mile mark
already
ldquo822rdquo a person timing the peoplersquos
miles said I was so excited I am almost doneI looked in front of me and I saw ldquo The Wallrdquo
Itrsquos a huge hill that is straight up As I was run-
ning up I could taste the salt on my lips from
the sweat I was telling myself with each step
up the hill that I was one step closer to being
done I was more determined now to get under
13 minutes I felt good running The encourage-
ment from everyone around me made me want
to keep running I was running harder now
since I only had a half a mile left to go I round-
ed a corner and saw my coach standing there
ldquoKick it Ashley The nish line is right
thererdquo
I was now in a full out sprint My legs
were going extremely fast
ldquo1227 1228 1229helliprdquo a person timing
was screaming I was panting as I crossed the
nish lineldquo1230rdquo
As I nished I received a ribbon I was
so happy I nished my rst cross-country race
All my teammates were high-ving me and
congratulating me My family came over and
told me that I did an awesome job
ldquoLetrsquos sing Happy Birthday To Ashleyrdquo
one of my friends said I was so happy My
whole team was singing to me I could not have
been any happier This was the perfect start to
my thirteenth birthday
Maddie Vanheusen- ldquoUntitledrdquo
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Nostalgic Nostrils
Laura Wengert
I donrsquot have an extraordinarily keen sense of smell
But there are a few whiffs from which I can always tell
Like whatrsquos for dinner when I walk in the door The stinky stench of worms after the rain has poured
Those people who have their own distinct scent
The unwavering reminder of what Irsquove given up for lent
I like the smell of the laundry machine after itrsquos just washed some clothes
I like it when unknown wonders wander in and out of my nose
I liked the smell that mom carried after shersquod just been selling fries
But for all the good smells in life there are so many more to despise
I despise the smell of perfume that it always leaves me choking
I detest the puddle of drool Irsquoll discover when Irsquove awoken
I fear the trauma of old food that is no longer any good
But I like sitting up in a tree where I can smell the old wood
I think therersquos a weird smell hanging around a newly purchased shirt
And more weirdly than that I kind of like the smell of dirt
Smelling can be a dangerous activity
One that can easily go wild
Or it can act as serendipityAnd take you back to when you were a child
I remember my Grammy whose old sweaters will stay with me until much later
And plugging my nose when opening my grandparentrsquos basement refrigerator
I can transport myself to the parts of life where everything is well
All I need to do is nd that one perfect smell Holly Deng- ldquoBlooming Onionsrdquo
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Love is Special
Ebere Joseph
Love is special
UndeniableCaring
Optimistic
Daring
with no boundaries
And
Who shows that kind of love
Mom and only mom
With Age Comes Disappointment
Junghye Kim
Brown cows pee chocolate milk
And monsters live under the bedAnd the tooth fairy magically sneaks under your hair
And your parents can read your mind
Yoursquore not allowed to stay up past eight thirty
Or eat the sugar packets at restaurants
Or let go of your momrsquos hand
You dream of nding the end of the rainbow
And talking to mermaids
And growing up so you can do whatever you please
But little did you know that growing up comes faster than
you wish for
And people arenrsquot as kind as you once believed
And the magic of life disappears to a gray dullness
Carly Neugbauer- ldquoEmmardquo
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Arielle Nagar-
ldquoMomrdquo
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Untitled
Breanne Isaacs
ldquoTouchdownrdquo the speakers blared
as Ryan Blakeson scored the 3rd touchdown of
the game The crowd grew wild once again as
the New York Giants took on the Buffalo Bills
Ryan and his teammates gathered around in a
huddle swaying back and forth preparing for
the last quarter
Ryan is a 24 year old NFL star He
has been playing football ever since he could
remember and it meant more than anything to
him The quarterback has scored more than 20
touchdowns this past season The whole team
depended on him just as he did on them Ryanstood 6rsquo1 his blonde hair owed down his
face almost covering his ocean blue eyes Not
only did he become his dream of becoming a
professional football player but he also met a
gorgeous girl 4 years back Taylor was the girl
of his dreams he treasured every moment with
her He would marry his best friend in a few
months right after his team made it to the Super
Bowl
Every day he did the same routine Hebelieved that it was a good luck charm he had
everything he ever wanted A beautiful wife-
to-be and the career that made him millions to
do what he loves In the mornings he got up at
seven and ran a mile to the eld for a four hour
practice Nights were spent with Taylor and
weekends with his family Tonight was rela-
tively different he didnrsquot take her to dinner or
a movie he just sat around His head throbbedthe lights hurt his eyes and opening them made
him feel so sick He gured if he slept every-
thing would go away Taylor kissed him ldquoI
love you superstar goodnightrdquo she said as she
tucked him into bed When Ryan awoke in the
morning the pain was worse than ever He stuck
through and got himself to the pre-game prac-
tice The eld around him seemed like war Thescreaming fans made his head kill even more
All he wanted to do was go home and sleep but
he knew his team needed him After all it was
the big game the best two teams in the NFC
As the game went on he began getting dizzy
the whole world was spinning in front of him
Coach kept yelling things like ldquoGet your head
in the gamerdquo and ldquoWhat the heckrdquo Ryan didnrsquot
answer he kept as much focus as he could on
the game Everyone could tell something waswrong his usual sprint down the eld turned
into a fast jog He kept going he needed to
be the player he and everyone else he knew he
was
Two weeks went by and his headache
hadnrsquot gone away no one knew except for
Taylor He thought telling people would make
him seem like a baby so he didnrsquot He kept
his routine the same except he didnrsquot run to
practice he drove His teammates noticed butdidnrsquot question him In the locker room they
were gearing up for practice pushing and jok-
ing as usual As Ryan put on his helmet he felt
a large bump on the back part of his head So
many things ran through his mind at that mo-
ment everything but the upcoming practice He
struggled through practice thinking about the
bump and what it could be When he got home
he showed Taylor She started to freak out andmade him go get things checked out
At the doctorrsquos ofce he waited and
waited for hours until the doctor nally called
him in He slowly sat down on the table with
Taylor right there next to him holding his hand
Many questions were asked about the pain and
the symptoms and the doctor didnrsquot seem to
have much of an idea either Doctor Zogby was
his name known to be one of the best doc-tors in the area He felt Ryanrsquos head multiple
times then sent him off to get scans He had
MRIrsquos X-rays and blood drawn but the re-
sults wouldnrsquot be back until later that day They
instructed Ryan and Taylor to go home so he
could get some rest so he did
During his dinner that consisted of hot
soup and apple juice the phone rang Taylor
answered in a cheerful voice but before long it
turned into something different You could hear
the concerns from the tone of her voice as she
hung up the phone and stared at the oor Ryan
quickly jumped up and went over to her He
held her in his arms while a few tears streamed
down her face ldquoA tumorrdquo she whispered as he
wiped the tears from her Now he began to cry
too She told him that the doctors wanted him to
go to the hospital for the best care he could get
but neither of them moved very much Theystood still in complete shock that this star quar-
terback had something so serious When they
nally arrived at the hospital an assistant nurse
brought them to this little room at the end of a
long hallway The walk seemed to take forever
for these two not knowing what other informa-
tion they might be told next When they got into
the room it was empty just a hospital bed with
a few unknown machines Ryan held his head in
his hands the pain in his head had now gone
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through his entire body He couldnrsquot remember
the last time he had been this scared The brown
wooden door slowly swung open and two doc-
tors walked in one male and the other female
They introduced themselves as Taylorrsquos hands
started to quiver Doctor Ann stood directly
in front of Ryan holding two pieces of cream
color paper The minutes that went by seemedso long to him Finally she told him the news
ldquoRyan your scans have come back you have a
brain tumorrdquo The whole room suddenly became
quiet then she continued ldquoItrsquos small but it could
easily grow so we would like you to go for
chemotherapy as soon as possible Most people
will lose their hair and become very sick but
itrsquos all part of the road to recoveryrdquo The room
got silent Ryan looked at his hands then felt the
bump His whole career would be ushed down
the toilet ldquoIrsquom so sorry Ryanrdquo said the male
doctor Suddenly the doctorsrsquo names were called
over the loudspeaker and they exited the room
Taylor hugged Ryan tightly ldquoIrsquom gonna
love you through itrdquo she said with two small
tear droplets forming in the corner of her eye
They both cried at the thought of the future
what would happen with the wedding and
the team But most importantly they thoughtabout what would happen to him By the time
they had got themselves together two hours
had passed On the way out of the door Taylor
asked the receptionist when Ryan should return
for treatment hoping it would be soon They
would return in three days his blood count
must be good before anything can be done He
kept asking himself why why he was the one
to have cancer That night he wouldnrsquot eat he
pushed the chicken and corn back and forth on
his plate His nights turned into days he could
never sleep He watched as the clock ticked
150 am then 200 am The clock seemed as if
it wasnrsquot moving like it was dead Dead like the
way he felt after hearing the terrible news
Friday morning the day his treatments
started He awoke to the sound of his alarm
clock the same one that woke him up for foot-ball He wanted to go so bad he didnrsquot want to
be a weak man but he knew he had to do what
was best He slipped on his comfortable Under
Armour sweat pants and walked out the door
following Taylor
Morgan Guther- ldquoMy Best Friendrdquo
The sun shined through his car window
and he knew exactly why Four years ago his
dad passed away he must have been looking
down on him letting him know that everything
was going be okay Once again the car ride was
silent Ryan never talked much about his feel-
ings When they got to the hospital the waiting
room was so lled up People of all ages sat
around looking gloomy Four little kids which
the genders he couldnrsquot tell were playing with
the toys in a corner They stood out to him all
of their hair was gone but they didnrsquot seem to
mind The smiling faces of the kids lit up the
room knowing that these kids can go through
all of the pain and still have hope Seeing this
made Ryan believe in himself all until his name
got calledThe next room he was put in wasnrsquot
much better It was lled with beds chairs and
many chemotherapy bags Everyone seemed
okay but how he wondered how The lady in a
long blue coat came up to him with a few bags
and a needle so he took a seat He and Taylor
picked up a few magazines and started to read
while the medicine was inserted Hours went
by they lost track of time When the bags nal -
ly emptied they were allowed to leave Doctors
told him he would be sick after and that he
was As soon as they got on the highway he got
queasy With 5 minutes left he rolled down the
window and threw up He felt so sick not being
able to imagine feeling this way after every
chemo session When he got home he kept
getting sick his hands and arms shook non-stop
and his diet consisted of water and soup Two
days had gone by when he nally felt better sohe decided to bring himself to practice Football
was something he couldnrsquot live without At the
eld all the guys huddled around him as if he
was a newborn baby No one knew yet why he
had missed multiple practices and he wanted it
to stay that way Coach asked the team to take
a knee while Ryan explained He said ldquoOkay
guys you all know football means the world to
me but I canrsquot play for a while Last Thursday I
was diagnosed with a cancerous brain tumorrdquo
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Before he could say any more the boysrsquo helmets
hit the ground and the facial expressions turned
into shock Not only was he letting the team
down but the Giantsrsquo fans as well Ryan and the
guys huddled together one last time before he
had to go When he got home he remembered
that he would soon have to go through the same
things in another 8 days once again he askedhimself ldquoWhy merdquo
At this point his mom had just called the
house and Taylor answered She called multiple
times a day to check in on her son like any
mother should Four hours and 275 miles away
was the only distance between the two Mother
and son just like best friends every weekend
she came to check on him and the fact of him
Nicole Tanquary- ldquoSkeletonrdquo
having cancer scared her more than ever He
didnrsquot have a dad in the picture he passed away
years back from a car accident She could not
lose two loved ones they were basically the
only ones she ever had
Eight months passed 243 days and so
did 16 chemo treatments Every time he got
stronger because thatrsquos all he could be Thepain put him out of everything he couldnrsquot
help around the house or even make his own
meals He became so weak that his bones on
his feet cracked almost every time he walked
The dream life went from amazing to not very
good in a short amount of time Ryan went
from 245 pounds to 200 in just a little less than
a year And he still asked himself why All he
wanted to do was sleep and he swore if he
threw up one more time he would kill himself
But two days later he would be marrying the
girl he loved Taylor All of his best friends
and groomsmen gathered at the house to try to
prepare him for the big day Everything they
tried to do just made Ryan feel even worse it
denitely wouldnrsquot be the wedding he planned
on
His tux which was now a size too big
hung in his closet wrapped in bags Todaywas the big day a day that would change his
life once again He hated change so much he
wished things would go back to how it was
before when he was cancer free Since he and
Taylor couldnrsquot be together before the wedding
he sat with the male part of the wedding party
while she was off with the women Everyone
took a few shots but he didnrsquot He looked at
himself in the mirror his suit was baggy He
wasnrsquot happy with his appearance but the
spotlight was still on him The boys relaxed
and reminisced about old times but before
long Ryan fell asleep A few blocks away were
the girls getting ready They did each others
makeup and hair because appointments were
canceled Ryan and Taylor could never afford
everything for the wedding plus the hospital
feesAs the boys arrived at the church the
clouds started to go away The sun shined right
through the limo windows into Ryanrsquos eyes
Teardrops wanted to pour out but he was stron-
ger than that At that moment he knew who was
looking down on him his dad Ryan knew the
cancer could kill him he already felt dead The
tough football player turned into a weak man
who wanted to give up In 10 minutes he would
see the most beautiful girl become his wife
He stood with his best man at the altar
Slowly he looked up and down the crowd of
people smiling and laughing just like him For
the rst time in a while he felt alive Then the
music started playing and the doors opened
Taylor looked stunning The whole church
shifted to look at her half of them crying Ryan
walked halfway to meet her speechless he
took her hand They said their vows and Ryankissed his bride The happy couple walked hand
in hand down the aisle and then she stopped
and kissed his bald head For the rst time in a
long time he forgot about his cancer He forgot
about his pain all until the reception started
His head started to throb again and he
couldnrsquot stand up People huddled around him
as he held his head in his hands He felt warmer
than ever and his eyes were beyond bloodshot
His progress wasnrsquot getting better The people
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Megan
Bishop-ldquoButteriesrdquo
at the party just sat there hoping for the best of
the newly married man A doctor in the room
insisted they call 911 so that they did Minutes
passed before the ambulance arrived Taylor
and Ryanrsquos mom held him stable trying to get
him to move He knew something was wrong
but he needed to be strong for not only himself
but for Taylor too Ryan wanted to give up themen carried him off on a stretcher The peo-
ple attending the wedding watched the blaring
lights go off into the distance
Inside the ambulance Taylor held his
hand He closed his eyes so confused When
the paramedic sitting in the back asked him
questions he didnrsquot respond The hope in her
voice went from positive to negative She be-
came nervous and yelled something to the driv-
er in medical language Suddenly the vehicle
started to move faster speeding down the high-
way Taylor asked ldquoWhatrsquos going onrdquo then
started to cry At that very moment the heart
monitor started to beep faster Both women
watched as the lines slowly decreased Taylor
kissed Ryan on the lips ldquoNordquo she screamed
ldquoPlease donrsquot leave me Ryan be strong open
your eyes give me a sign that yoursquore hererdquo
His heartbeat was turning into a straight line asthe ambulance pulled to a stop The line was
now gone and so was he Taylorrsquos tears poured
down her face Her husband soul mate and best
friend had gone to heaven She held him in her
arms and said ldquoYou were so strong as strong as
you could be I love you so much Superstarrdquo
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Life on the Court
Laura Wildridge
Mind in the game
Eye on the ball
Step
Together
SMASH
TransitionJump
Block
Points rack up
Sweat drips down
Mind in the game
Soul
On the court
Samantha Williams- ldquoEmmardquo
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Untitled
Jack Martin
I would like to say that I just woke up
That the soft light came up from the horizon
like an orange sh from the deep dark ocean
and the mufed slow steps of my grandparents
woke me from deep long sleep I had rested
and dreamed and knew that when I awoke I
would be in the world I was meant to be in
with my parents and friends and the knowledge
of war and death that a normal kid should know
But I canrsquot I open my eyes slowly and sit up
even slower Sometimes I wish I could just
sleep all day lie in my warm bed and let my
mind numb My eyes are tired and I then noticea sharp pain in the crook of my arms I looked
down to examine them and lower the clock
from my chest and immediately feel cold like
my heart stopped beating
I feel warm and as happy as I could be
here with my father together for such a short
time and then hersquoll have to go But for now
I wonrsquot think about it now theyrsquore here with
me and thatrsquos all that matters in the world Myparents try to shield me from the world they
pretend that there is no war and that we will
always be together But I know itrsquos all a lie I
live in the lie because I love the lie Mother is
in the kitchen making dinner and father and I
are in the living room with the brand new clock
that he bought my mother for her birthday Itrsquos a
beautiful clock artfully drawn numbers formed
in a circle on thick white backing as white asivory framed in a sturdy wood with swirled gr-
ain and two thin hands that ticked like a heart-
beat my heartbeat I would always remember
them through this clock
My arms are dented with angry red
lines I must have had a nightmare last night
and hugged the clock too tight I pull the old
quilt off of me and swung off the bed and onto my feet I leave my lonely bed and small
old dresser in my room Before I head down
stairs I go to the window and shove it up and
feel the cold sting of the winter morning air I
pull on the frozen clothes line until my spare
pair of socks and a sweater comes close enough
to grab The worn cotton is stiff and I hope my
body heat will warm them quickly I stood at
the top of the stairs and prepared myself for
the scene downstairs I am greeted by cough-
ing my grandfather in his normal place in the
chair farthest away from the small kitchen
window I take a seat across from him and set
the clock down in front of me I think that the
bright sunlight like todays might hurt his fragile
skin I greet him after his coughing t subsides
while he takes a sip from his mug which is
lled with mostly hot water We manage to
keep small amounts of coffee in the apartmentthat he uses very sparingly He nods which is
an improvement from yesterday when he just
made a soft noise in the back of his throat The
war infuriates him he hates being forced to live
in this old tenement I used to love my grand-
pa He always made me laugh and pretended
to pull quarters from my ears Now he mostly
just stares at a wall or naps He hasnrsquot smiled
in months I looked over to my grandmother as
she moves franticly around the kitchen opening
an empty cabinet opening the one next to it
and then opening the rst one again She has
gone mad and therersquos no hope for her She
scares me when she tries to talk to her daughter
(my dead mother) The war has affected them
so much the loss of a daughter and any chance
of a happy life I would feel sorry for them if
I had the energy Therersquos half of a loaf of stalebread on the counter She must be looking for
the jam we ran out of weeks ago As I look at
the bread I notice again how unusually bright
the sun is today Itrsquos late winter and the sun
shouldnrsquot be shining like this until a few months
from now I squint my eyes and lean forward
to better look out the window The sun seemed
to be splitting in half and then thirds and then
fourths ldquoBombsrdquo I whisper
Samantha Williams- ldquoAngelrdquo
The sun pieces drift to the ground where
they erupt My grandmother shrieks and thenfaints Her frail head smacks against the counter
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I look at my grandpa even though he is old and
doesnrsquot care about me itrsquos amazing how I still
look to him for help And then I see something
equally as stunning as the bombs- my grand-
fatherrsquos face awakens to a look of surprise and
fear In a dull voice that sounds like a broken
whistle he says ldquoGet downrdquo Before I can even
think I dive for the hallway just as a wave of power shakes the earth The sound is like a muf-
ed thunder boom Cracks rip through the dry-
wall and the light over the kitchen table sways
I entwine myself around the clock If this is
where I die I want to die with this clock The
tempo of the clock still remains true a steady
tick tick tick that is oblivious to its surround-
ings I close my eyes and wait for death falling
deep into a rhythmic trance I wait through
more volleys of thunder akes of drywall fall
on me as the tenement is being shaken apart by
shock waves I hear the pandemonium outside
screams and buildings crashing to the ground
The end of my world and many of those like me
is happening Then something strange happens
A cold bony hand tightens around my leg My
eyes y open as my grandfather tightens his
grip on my ankle He lies on the ground with a
look of agony on his face He looks even worsethan normal if that is possible He reminds me
of a decaying corpse He opens his mouth and
breathes a phrase that is nearly inaudible ldquoWe
Have To Moverdquo He then coughs splattering
blood on the oor and in my face I stare at him
in awe How could he have hope now The
man who stares at a blank wall all day his eyes
like black holes The west side of the tenement
explodes in re My grandmotherrsquos limp body
is whipped across the room like rope Her back
is impaled with six inch splinters of wood My
eyes burn with re but seeing the will to live
in my grandfatherrsquos eyes awakens something in
me as well It reminds me of how I used to love
him He was what I aspired to be I tightened my
muscles wrapped one arm around the clock and
entwined the other in my grandfatherrsquos paperyleathery hand After I stomped out the small re
that had started on his left leg I heave his frail
body up into my arms My legs ache as I try to
pull myself and grandfather to the bathroom
rubble continues to break from the walls The
apartment is still being bended by the power of
the bombs I heave the dead weight of my grand-
father tugging it from debris Finally I reach thebathroom The sink is cracked and water ows
from the snapped pipe but over all the compact-
ed space of the bathroom is the least affected by
the bombs I drop my grandfather in the corner
hersquos unconscious or dead Shove the door shut
then climb into the cold marble bathtub and hugthe clock as tightly as I can to my chest trying tofuse it with my body The lights icker and then
die I let the booms shaking the world become
background noise allowing the ticking of theclock to ll my mind and then enter my dreams
Kateryna Lebedyeva- ldquoSunowerrdquo
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Halloween Night
Tangela Hightower
Wind howling
Moon rising
Clouds forming
This would be the night
A dark
And stormy night
That creepy things
Hidden in shadows
Will emerge
From shaggy willows
Seeking out little kids
Dragging home pillowsFilled with treats
That the creepy monsters want to eat
Katherine Sofetti- ldquoMaskrdquo
If These Walls Lived
Tangela Hightower
If walls could speak
Theyrsquod scream
Like their life depended on it
If walls could run
Theyrsquod break a world record
Faster than the fastest man ever
If walls could cry
Wersquod all live on boats
Because the earth would be ooded
If walls could dream
Theyrsquod smile in their sleep
Because of all the things theyrsquove seen
If walls could write
Wersquod run out of trees
Because there would be none left
If walls could love
Theyrsquod show us all
The meaning of that word
If walls could die
Well then I think
Wersquod all be exposed
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Could I Be Your Change
Bella Alibrandi
I want to leave a footprintOn the world
I want to make a difference
To create change
Someday I would like to be someonersquos hero
And have them look up to me
Irsquom going to die
And when I do
I want people to remember me
And laugh at all the good times we had
The last thing I would wantIs for people to cry over my passing
They should celebrate my moving on
My next step
I wish that they will hope
Irsquom happy and no longer
Feel any pain
If you choose to cry for me
I suppose I cannot stop you
But my dear friend and loved onePlease take note
That my life was full and happy
And you will always be a part
Of my soul
Paige Fiermonte- ldquoLadyrdquo
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An Arrow
Cayla Dedrick
It was the rst day of summer and already my
parents were shipping me off to some camp to
spend the summer An outdoors sports-y kind
of camp too Upon arriving I was admittedly
a bit impressed by the scenery Much nicer than
the camp from last summer
The place was pretty I suppose the lake
that they had here was actually larger than a
gloried pond and reected the clear blue of
the sky and luminescent little sparkles from the
sun Shadows from the trees around the camp
area dappled the ground creating a nice mix of
the shade and the sun
My parents insisted that it was betterto be outside with other children for the whole
summer rather than cooped up in my room
Personally I think they just wanted to get rid of
me so I wouldnrsquot ldquoaccidentallyrdquo blow the house
up in my boredom
It didnrsquot matter if it was nice here or not
I wouldnrsquot enjoy this I never did
The string of the bow bit rather pain-
fully into the sensitive skin of my hands as I
struggled to tug it back far enough to an arrowproperly I could feel the eyes of the other
children who were waiting for their turn at the
targets boring into my back as I fought to hold
the bow and aim
At this point it would have been great
for the arrow to hit the target or at least make it
far enough to do so but I had no such luck My
arrow skittered pitifully into the dust more than
a couple feet in front of where I was aiming
Soft snickering drifted from behind me but I
Katelyn
Killoran-
ldquoOld Red
Wagonrdquo
refrained from glaring at them like I was sotempted to It was better not to give people the
satisfaction of knowing that theyrsquod got to me
A hand rested on my shoulder startling me out
of my thoughts but I didnrsquot jump like anyone
else would instead glancing back with a mildly
annoyed look
The boy that stood behind me was older prob-
ably around fteen and smiling kindly in stark
contrast to the other kidsrsquo smirks If I hadnrsquot been
too busy brooding Irsquod probably have found him
cute with soft blonde locks and icy blue eyes that
glittered with warmth rather than malice despite
their color
ldquoNeed some helprdquo he inquired an undertone of
veiled amusement in his voice with a sidelong
glance at the bow I had still clenched at my side
Yes of course I needed help but Irsquod never admit
it
ldquoMaybe a littlerdquo I shrugged So I wouldadmit it but it wasnrsquot my fault Something about
this kid made it hard to say no He didnrsquot seemlike he was trying to make a mockery of me
He instructed me to stand like I was going to
shoot an arrow but not to actually pull the bow-
string back yet I obeyed and immediately he
was shifting the positioning of my legs by prod-
ding at my feet with his until I was standing
correctly After determining that I was standing
correctly he stepped behind me and put his hands
over mine to help me This time when I red the
arrow lodged itself into one of the blue rings of
the target the third to the outside of ve colors
Smiling slightly I turned to look up at the boy
ldquoThanksrdquo I muttered a bit reluctantly
cheeks ushing a light shade of pink at the grin
he sent me in return
ldquoNo problem kidrdquo
I frowned ldquoIrsquom not a kidrdquo I protested de-
fensively shaking my head in annoyance ldquoAnd
my name is TerranrdquoldquoYou are a kidrdquo he said with a laugh
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causing me to scowl further ldquoMy namersquos Se-
bastian by the way Nice to meet yourdquo
ldquoCharmedrdquo
So maybe sitting in a kayak in the mid-
dle of the lake with my life jacket un- buckled
when I was well aware of the fact that the boys
in my group that had some weird thing against
me were out there too wasnrsquot a great idea Butno one would dare to push me in when there
were counselors watching right
I shouldrsquove have guessed something
was up when they stole my paddle and my life
jacket and left me stranded there to wait for
someone to come rescue me We were too far
from shore to effectively yell back for help and
while I knew Sebastian was swimming at least
somewhat near here he was underwater too
much to hear meI was just a little caught up in my an-
noyance when I felt my kayak tip sideways
abruptly throwing me out to the side Hitting
the water so suddenly forced most of the breath
from my body and trying to gasp in surprise
only caused water to ood my mouth I man-
aged to thrash my way to the surface to take a
breath Through the sound of my own coughing
I could hear laughter Wonderful They wouldnrsquotbe of any help to me I could tread water to an
extent for a short amount of time but I tired
quickly and just as I was starting to give up on
being able to swim back to shore I felt arms
wrap around my waist from behind tugging my
head out of the water I started to struggle and
kick on instinct but stopped quickly when a
familiar voice reached through the haze of my
panic
ldquoTerran calm down Itrsquos okayrdquo it
soothed gently I fell still and blinked a few
times to attempt to clear my vision Attempt
being the operative word here water was still
splashing into my eyes It wasnrsquot like I was cry-
ing from the fear or anything it was just drip-
ping from my hair
ldquoSebrdquo I mumbled coughing He nod-
ded and shifted me around so it would be easierto keep my head above the surface I wound my
arms around his neck to cling to him just a little
desperately as he swam back to shore abandon-
ing my now waterlogged kayak
Sebastian kept his arm wrapped around
my shoulders after we got to the point where I
could stand up I wasnrsquot sure if it was because
I was still shivering or it was just a protective
thing but either way I was grateful He only re-
luctantly handed me off to one of the counselorsso I could dry off and get some hot chocolate to
warm up after brushing his lips over my damp-
ened hair and promising to come see me when
he could That made me turn bright red very
quickly Behind all the kindness in his gaze I
could see the cold promise that hersquod make sure
nothing like this happened again and I wasnrsquot
sure if that was scary or endearing
If there was one thing to really bedisliked at this camp other than the kids that at-
tended it it was the cabins They were cold and
drafty the oors and beds creaked with
the slightest of movements and at night the
wind made tree branches bang against the win-
dow Needless to say I got little to no sleep I
had no idea how everyone else managed
Honestly I found it easier to rest during
the day in a few choice locations around camp
that it was quite simple to sneak away to at
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certain points throughout the day My current
favourite was a little spot in the woods where
the ground was covered in moss Sebastian
would come and sit with me sometimes and
wersquod talk about whatever came to mind while I
used his shoulder as a pillow On occasion Irsquod
actually fall asleep part way through our con-
versation and hersquod always be nice and sit thereuntil I woke up Once or twice I even found him
dozing as well with his head leaning off the top
of mine
This was the kind of thing Irsquod really
miss when I went home As much as the camp
itself wasnrsquot great and most of the kids didnrsquot
talk to me here I had found a friend Maybe
more than a friend I mused once and a while
glancing at the hand that would nd its way to
rest on my armWe started ditching activities a few
weeks into camp After that incident where I
almost drowned he insisted on hanging around
me just in case It was slow at rst but we did
get to the point where we were comfortable
enough in each otherrsquos company to not only
talk for a long time about anything that came
to mind but sit in silence without it getting the
least bit awkward He asked for my phone num-ber so we could keep in touch before I could
work up the nerve to do so myself My shyness
had mostly dissipated around Sebastian but
little things like asking for contact information
seemed hard
Unfortunately all good things had a stu-
pid way of coming to pass right when they were
getting to the best part This little friendship I
had forged was no exception This camp would
end next week and everyone was going home
Seb had said hersquod visit if he could yet I doubt-
ed wersquod be able to work anything out Still for
now it was easier to fake a smile and agree
Curling up into a tighter ball on the
damp moss-laden ground I let my head fall
onto Sebastianrsquos shoulder as Irsquod done so many
times before closing my eyes He immediately
fell silent to let me rest if I wanted to Today I
couldnrsquot sleep though I didnrsquot want to waste
time sleeping
ldquoItrsquos been fun here Seb You made this
summer a lot more bearable for merdquo I mum-
bled standing on my toes to hug the older boy
quickly slipping a little note into his pocket
He smiled though it looked a bit forced
and nodded
ldquoYeah We should hang out sometimemayberdquo He trailed off a bit uncertainly as if
he wasnrsquot sure Irsquod want to see him again after
this summer
I laughed Between the two of us
he wasnrsquot supposed to be the shy one ldquoWe
shouldrdquo A shout of my name from the other
side of the little clearing where theyrsquod gathered
us to wait for our parents made me look up My
father was standing by one of the counselors
arms crossed and impatient I didnrsquot hesitate tostart walking over to him
ldquoByerdquo I called back over my shoulder
Sebastian waved once before turning away
On the silent ride home I stared out the
window wishing for the rst time that I didnrsquot
have to come home from camp this year
Later when he got home himself Se-
bastian would nd the little slip of paper I gave
him before we left and smile
[Thanks for everything Seb Irsquoll miss you lt3
-TM]
Sophie Luckette- ldquoLadybugsrdquo
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A Love for a Girl
Harrison Franklin
A mixed teen walks down the hall
passing by the conceded walls
looks of style
talk of white and black
he sits up slumps and sits back
again
quiet mostly but loud when he
chooses
he doesnrsquot have a place of status
quo
he speaks to with whom he chooses
he can be brazen or a phantom joyous or saddened
At night a man of style and
personality
steps forth to a scene
he is ready
the music plays and he listens
his favored electronic plays
the bass rumbles
his body moves rhythmicallyin precise time with the beats
he draws a wondering crowd who is
this dancer
everyday
repetition is the way
gray days masking
true blue skies
of hope lasting
graceand future passing
a cold world sobered up
washed out and cleaned up
DULL and BLAND
he walks the halls in search of
a love
the dancer dissipates from center
stage
oating from group to group copyingstyles
he stumbles across a maverick
beautiful in features and attire
freelancer of her own style
Up and down
around
in and out
trafc ows in the halls
the small being makes his way
he passes tons of beauties but the
eyes of one catches his
hers sneaky dangerous and swift in
movement
she passes by without
acknowledgement
The dancer now follows dangerously
close
he knows his purser and had his
dose
she took her glances
with her dangerous cool blue eyes
drunk in happiness in of the musicshe laughs in enjoyment unaware
she is pursued
day after day
he searches
for the face
he longed to see her
for her to acknowledge
for her to be INTERESTED
she passed by greeting himhesitation
recognition and progress
The party atmosphere ended
he searched for her
but to only compliment her elegant
dress
with colors in his liking
others left the dancer as usual lastto leave
the morning came I became whole
once again
with a desire to catch this girl
who attracted me
although her actions
led me up and down
on a roller coaster
I pursue this girl
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Untitled
Patrece Martin
She holds her head high
She walks around big and tall
She has light eyes that almost look like they could be white
When she talks I turn away
I donrsquot know why
Her words just seem so cold
Children seem to like herThey canrsquot see the harshness she brings
And I guess I canrsquot blame them
When shersquos around the fat man brings them presents
But I am no fool
I canrsquot wait for her to leave
Her sister is much nicer
She speaks with warm comforting words
Oh I canrsquot wait for the day
When winter leaves
And itrsquos time for Summer to step in
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My Tear For Her My Passion For Him
Bella Alibrandi
I was holding her hand walking
slowly with her like I always did Not mak-
ing her feel like her body was slowing down
Even though it was I saw her every day even
on Sundays Irsquove been her nanny since I was
fourteen When I began working for the Nicolas
family she was only four I thought she was
the cutest and sweetest little girl I would ever
care for And that was true but she wasnrsquot an
easy child With all her vitamins pills and her
allergies quite frankly I was very nervous when
talking care of her
During the summers she was all myresponsibility for thirteen hours a day What did
I do while I had school My schedule was very
complex Irsquod wake up every morning at ve in
the morning It didnrsquot matter if it was during the
week or the weekend I would get to her house
by six when I was younger and couldnrsquot drive
my mom would bring me to school around
seven thirty At the end of the day mom would
get me and drop me off at her house around
two thirty Her parents worked from one pm toeight pm The time period that I was at school
and her parents were at work she was the only
one home in their large empty mansion taking
her daily nap I was really worried about this
when I started working It was unsafe for a little
girl her age to be home alone and defenseless
I heard she has an older sibling that hersquos in my
eleventh grade class but I have never met him
or seen him around the house Which didnrsquot
surprise me so much considering how big their
house is But I began to be ok with the little girl
home alone because I met Marty
Marty is their front guard that lived
out in the guardhouse you had to pass by to
get in through their iron gates in the two mile
long driveway Marty showed me the Nicolasrsquos
security systems locks movement detectors
alarms and even alarms to detect any substancethat their little girl was allergic to If it detect-
ed any of her allergens it would immediately
notify her parentsrsquo cell phones work numbers
and the emergency hospital a couple blocks up
They even insisted that my cell be included in
the alarms and that I have my own identication
code for Marty Yeah they were that protective
Crazy huh Nope it all made sense when I met
Melina Nicolas
She had the softest milk chocolatebrown hair that had spiral curls that hung to her
mid back It felt like silk Mrs Nicolas always
dressed her in the princess dresses that people
bought to put their girls in pageants the kind of
dress that cost $50000 Yep that kind of rich
Everyday when I saw her she would jump for
joy and say ldquoMy nanny Kay Kayrsquos here What
do you want to play today Kay Kayrdquo Yeah my
name is Kayla Anne Merienda But most peoplecall me Kayla But Melina canrsquot say that so she
calls me Kay Kay
Every day I had a new game to teach
her I think shersquos the only child I have ever
met that loves to learn as much as she does
But after awhile I ran out of games So wersquod
play some of the old ones She started getting
bored with the new games So we made up our
own She was incredibly smart for a little girl
But right now shersquos seven and Irsquom seventeen
And right about now is when Mr and Mrs
Nicolas should be leaving the house Irsquom in my
last period class advanced Spanish But for
the last ten minutes I havenrsquot been listening
to my teacher Irsquove been tuning everyone out
except Austin Irsquod gotten lost in my own world
thinking about him and only him I had dedicat-
ed my whole high school career to Melina soIrsquove never been able to have a social life Yeah
there are some girls I talk to eat lunch with But
I donrsquot think I could consider them as friends
And some days more than others Irsquod feel so
lonely without friends in my life and especially
a boyfriend I canrsquot help look at his eyes I canrsquot
help get nervous around him even though we
donrsquot talk And I denitely canrsquot help but want
to be able to call him mine But that wonrsquot hap-
pen Itrsquos time to get into my snow covered carand drive to Melinarsquos house once again
When the bell rang I must have stood
up too quickly and gotten dizzy I tried to shake
it off and walk forward but ran right into some-
one I couldnrsquot see who it was because I was
now face rst on the oor once again looking
like an idiot I suddenly felt a warm hand on
my back ldquoHere let me help yourdquo I stood up
and regained my balance ldquoAre you ok You fellpretty hardrdquo I didnrsquot notice who had helped me
off the ground until now I was looking straight
into his blue eyes It was Austin
ldquoYeah Irsquom ne thanksrdquo I was swaying
side to side lightheaded But not because of the
impact of the ground I just took but because he
was talking to me Me And he saw me for the
rst time He grabbed my shoulders rm but
gentle
ldquoWoah there Should I take you to the
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nurserdquo No I had to get to Melinarsquos before she
wakes up
ldquoNo thanks I need to be somewhererdquo
I headed for the door but he caught me by the
arm which made my body tingle
ldquoIf you think Irsquom going to let you drive
yoursquore crazyrdquo
ldquoWhyrdquo I tried to pull away but hisstrong arms werenrsquot giving in anytime soon
ldquoYou fell and hit your head Finerdquo he
said while letting go ldquogo drive away in your
car and get in an accident Irsquoll be the last person
you ever talk tordquo That scared me a little bit He
grabbed his backpack and began to walk off
ldquoWaitrdquo I ran after him running into a
table or two He stopped not facing me But I
could totally tell he was smiling
ldquoCould you drive me somewhererdquo Hespun around with a casual look painted across
his excited face
ldquoI guessrdquo He oddly winked and said
with a wave of a hand ldquoThis wayrdquo
We got out into the ice and snow covered park-
ing lot We walked out quite far and stopped by
a black SLK with tan leather seating
ldquoNice carrdquo I said
ldquoYou into carsrdquo He looked surprisedldquoKinda My dad owns a dealershiprdquo He
laughed and we both got in
ldquoI have a BMW Chevroletrdquo He nodded
ldquoThatrsquos a nice carrdquo We both laughed
ldquoIrsquom Austin by the way You must have
known that though You wouldnrsquot have gotten
into a car with a total stranger rightrdquo He pre-
tended to glance at my face but I saw his eyes
scan over my body
ldquoYeah I knew your name you must
know mine because you wouldnrsquot let a total
stranger into your car would yourdquo I said smil-
ing at him He smiled back
ldquoGood call I do know your name Kayla
Anne Blake Rightrdquo Kinda creepy he knew my
whole name
ldquoYeah But you can just call me Kaylardquo
ldquoOh okay Kayla So which way nowrdquohe said stopping at a stoplight
ldquoTake a next left and then itrsquos the next
house on your leftrdquo I looked at his face He
looked puzzled ldquoIs something the matterrdquo He
didnrsquot answer for a second But then said
ldquoNo nothings wrongrdquo Something was
wrong here
We stopped at the iron gate and punched
in a code Was he related to these people He
must have seen me curiously looking at himbecause he said
ldquoIrsquom Melinarsquos Brotherrdquo I guessed I
should have guessed that considering his last
name was Nicolas Wow I feel so stupid
ldquoOh okay Irsquom herhelliprdquo I didnrsquot get to
nish because he did it for me
ldquoNanny Rightrdquo he smiled
ldquoYeah How did you know I havenrsquot
seen you around their houserdquo I was getting ner-vous He must have sensed it because he said
ldquoItrsquos okay Kayla Melina talks about
you a lot You donrsquot have to freak outrdquo He said
half smiling like he was trying to prove he was
a good guy
ldquoOkay sorry that just freaked me out for
a minute thererdquo
ldquoItrsquos okay By the way I need your
identication coderdquo I gave it to him and he
typed it in smoothly The gates swung open and
we drove up and parked in the driveway It was
snowing so he took off his coat and put it on
me Irsquom sure I blushed
ldquoThanksrdquo
When we got inside Mrs Nicolas was
crying with Mr Nicolas wrapped around her
ldquoDad what happenedrdquo
ldquoWherersquos Melinardquo I asked franticSomething must have happened They arenrsquot
supposed to be home With a deep breath Mr
Nicolas said
ldquoShersquos in the hospital We came to pick
you two up Get in our carrdquo
We drove to the hospital where we
found Melina in a bed connected to tubes and
wires I was freaking out and on the verge of
tears
ldquoMr and Mrs Nicolas please may Ihave a word with you two in the hallrdquo They
walked out leaving me with Austin He was
holding Melinarsquos delicate little hand
ldquoDo you think shersquoll be okayrdquo I asked
sitting next to him He was quiet for a minute
Then looked at me with tears in his eyes
ldquoI donrsquot knowrdquo He said it was a deep
strong voice but by his tears I knew he was
breaking insideI went and stood by the door and
watched the doctor down the hall with the
parents He was telling them bad news I knew
because they both started crying and so did I
I went and sat back down and waited for the
Nicolasrsquo to tell us something bad But when
Mrs Nicolas came in she said
ldquoEverything will be ne Melina is just a
little sick
Austin was driving me home and looked
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at me and said with sorrow in his voice
ldquoThey lied to usrdquo
ldquoWhat do you meanrdquo I asked
ldquoMelina isnrsquot just sick She has cancerrdquo
He pulled over where we both began to
sob and hold each other close for a time that
felt like forever
Morgan Gunther-
ldquoOcean Islerdquo
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Russian Roulette
Leah Ifraim
The spicy fumes
Circulate through the airBrushing across my nostrils
I see a beautifully plated row of giant sushi
Elegant underneath a drizzle of spicy mayo
I stare at them in awe
I delicately pick up one of the rolls
Bringing it up to my lips
As I take my rst bite
I feel a crunch
My tongue begins to sizzle
Spicy mayo
So creamy and rich
Fizzes across the center of my tongue
Jolting me alert
With each chew
I feel the fresh taste of chives
Fracture as a tooth bites into it
The tuna warms my taste buds
Mixing with the bits of sticky rice
Plastering the walls of each toothSavory tastes collide
Bouncing off each cell of my tongue
As the nal taste of perfection slips down my throat
My hand reaches for another roll
Irsquove never tasted anything so mysterious and incredible
This is the Russian Roulette
Jackie Halpin- ldquoFarmerrsquos Marketrdquo
Julia Slisz- ldquoChairrdquo
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Home
Dori Bergman
A homeIs nothing like
A house
Itrsquos a place
Where you belong
Itrsquos a feeling
That yoursquoll savor
Itrsquos a person
Who you look to
With my homeI feel wanted
Understood
Special
And loved
So I just thought
Irsquod let you know
That even though
Irsquove lost my way
With you
Irsquom nally
Home Allison Emmel- ldquoBalconyrdquo
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Untitled
Christy Le
I hear the NFL theme song go off in my
earmdashmy alarm itrsquos 545 am and I need to get
up for school I trudge to my closet carefully
picking out my clothes and doing my makeup
ensuring that my appearance is on the same par
as the suburban-elite girls from my school At
7am I realize itrsquos time to wake my two broth-
ers I walk to their room and gently shake them
awake They begrudgingly march to the bath-
roommdashmy cue to prepare breakfast I tiptoe
past my momrsquos room as not to wake her I know
shersquoll need her sleep before her twelve hour
shift at the nail salon At 705 am I say good-
bye to my younger brothers remind them not to
miss their bus and start the trek to my bus stop
At the bus stop I ght the urge to lie
down and take a nap The previous dayrsquos activi-
ties have exhausted memdashcooking dinner tutor-
ing my brothers cleaning my house and work-
ing on my four AP course workload until 2 am
When the bus arrives I board it and sit with one
of my best friends She and I fall into mindless
chatter about pop culture and other nonsensical
things but itrsquos all an illusion for me since Irsquom
not just a teenage girl Irsquom a ldquomotherrdquo to two
boysIrsquove been expected to be the caretaker
of my brothers since I was seven My mom has
always worked twelve hours a day six days a
week and without my dad in the picture the
responsibilities of my brothers were left to me
It was a role forced upon me but itrsquos a role Irsquove
accepted At the age of seven I began staying
home alone with my three-year-old brother and
my infant brother At the age of seven I stopped
being a child turning into the person my fam-ily needed me to bemdashthe one who changed
diapers prepared formula put my brothers to
sleep and took care of them in every way imag-
inable I gladly took on these responsibilities
because it was what my mom needed me to do
My mom had to work to support our family and
couldnrsquot afford a babysitter
I used to see my brothers as a burden
that kept me from my potential I resented the
fact that my mom forced me to stay home and
care for them Why did I have to sacrice
They werenrsquot my kids nor was I their mother
I fumed at the unfairness and resentfully cared
for them for years Now I realize that Irsquom
lucky to have them Taking care of my brothers
has made me into a chef a teacher a mentor
a maid a chauffeur and a supportive sister
Irsquove always been forced to juggle my brothers
school work volunteerism and a healthy social
life on a daily basis These roles shaped me into
the caring compassionate and capable person
that I am today Caring for my brothers didnrsquot
keep me from my potential it exponentially
increased my potential After being responsible
for the lives of two human beings Irsquove learned
priceless skills I can manage a household and
maintain a family I can be efcient in all that Ido and work hard at every job assigned to me
Such skills have allowed me to be successful
academically professionally and socially I can
manage a hectic life and still be a happy soul
with a great academic record Growing up with
my brothers has taught me to make the best
when Irsquom handed the least I now know that the
caretaking of my brothers hasnrsquot been a burden
instead itrsquos been a character-building experi-
enceNo one knows that I take on a soccer-
mom persona after school Yoursquoll never see me
without a smile at school so Irsquom perceived as a
happy-go-lucky carefree girl However my ap-
pearance at school is a faccedilade My friends from
school presume that I have the perfect life but
I donrsquot Irsquove just learned to positively deal with
my life I keep up an act to conceal the great
struggles that I endure Irsquom glad I can control
how I am perceived because it changes how I
am treated I have compassion for those who
have little control over their appearance due to
genetic deformities so I want to become a re-
constructive plastic surgeon I want to empower
people with the ability to portray themselves to
others as they wish so I want to dedicate my life
to being a reconstructive plastic surgeon and to
xing birth defects and genetic deformities
Nicole Tanquary- ldquoPotrait of Laurardquo
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Snow
Cayla Dedrick
There is something so eeting
About the delicate grass dusted with snow
It is so easy to taint the innocence
Stomping dirt into the pure white like snow
When you smile your eyes always sparkle
Much like the sunlight dancing on snow
Therersquos something I havenrsquot seen in a while
It melts away faster than the snow
Itrsquos been a few years now
Since I could play in the snow
Beneath Shimmering Sparkles
Leah Ifraim
Crystals hover down
Captivating an entire townEach speck descending
Snowakes and icicles blending
Plastering beds of owers
Frozen encounters
Coating rooftops of cars
Hugged inside avalanches of scarves
Stars
Light up the midnight sky
Like Christmas lights that shine like reies
Twinkling gold and bold
A reminder of all the winter memories
Made and to be made
Throughout this year
And into the next
Soft shimmers
Glistening skies
The crescent pops out whispering hello
A city blanketed in snow
Allison Emmel- ldquoEllierdquo
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My First Cross Country Race
Ashley Lawless
ldquoOkay girls You should get to the start-
ing line The race starts in ve minutesrdquo My
coach said She was so excited If only I could
be as calm as she was It was only a mile and a
half It was my rst cross-country race at Bald-winsville I want to get under 13 minutes since
I have never gotten a time that good in practice
Will I get under 13 minutes Am I that good
of a runner It was September 24 which is my
birthday
I got to the starting line with all of my
teammates We did drills and each time a min-
ute passed I got more and more nervous I was
terried I had butteries in my stomach my
knees were shaking and I was breathing hard
I just wanted to be home Right when I was
starting to calm my nerves the referee came
He was a tall guy with blue clothing on He
was putting his earplugs in He had a gun in one
hand and a neon orange ag in the other I was
getting waves of nausea
ldquoOkay ladies I am going to explain
the rules once so listen up I am going to blow
my whistle and then say runners to your markThen I will have my gun and ag straight out
and I will say get set Lastly I will raise the gun
and ag above my head and then I will pull
the trigger Good luck and have a good racerdquo I
heard the whistle which sounded like nails on a
chalkboard
ldquoRunners to your markrdquo his arms went
out with his gun and ag in both of his hands
ldquoGet setrdquo his arms went over his head BOOM
The gun went off and smoke was right above
me I took off like lightning I was sprinting
There were girls around me breathing heavily
I was close to entering the woods People were
cheering me on and coaches were yelling at
their athletes to beat the person in front of them
I looked to my right and saw my mom and dad
yelling at me to run fast My nerves were slow-
ly starting to fade I was telling myself to keepgoing and to push myself I was happy running
I kept repeating in my head that I was going
to do well and that I was going to get a time I
was proud of As I was entering the woods I
dropped to a slower pace so I wouldnrsquot burn
off all of my energy The whole time I was
in the woods I heard nothing but silence All
you could hear were the leaves rustling in the
wind and the shoes hitting the ground Each
time I took a step leaves were crunching and
so were the branches underneath them Every-
body around me including myself was sliding
in the mud The ground was covered in mud
and it was wet from the rain this morning The
trees had small dots of rainwater on each leaf I
heard people screaming Was I at the mile mark
already
ldquo822rdquo a person timing the peoplersquos
miles said I was so excited I am almost doneI looked in front of me and I saw ldquo The Wallrdquo
Itrsquos a huge hill that is straight up As I was run-
ning up I could taste the salt on my lips from
the sweat I was telling myself with each step
up the hill that I was one step closer to being
done I was more determined now to get under
13 minutes I felt good running The encourage-
ment from everyone around me made me want
to keep running I was running harder now
since I only had a half a mile left to go I round-
ed a corner and saw my coach standing there
ldquoKick it Ashley The nish line is right
thererdquo
I was now in a full out sprint My legs
were going extremely fast
ldquo1227 1228 1229helliprdquo a person timing
was screaming I was panting as I crossed the
nish lineldquo1230rdquo
As I nished I received a ribbon I was
so happy I nished my rst cross-country race
All my teammates were high-ving me and
congratulating me My family came over and
told me that I did an awesome job
ldquoLetrsquos sing Happy Birthday To Ashleyrdquo
one of my friends said I was so happy My
whole team was singing to me I could not have
been any happier This was the perfect start to
my thirteenth birthday
Maddie Vanheusen- ldquoUntitledrdquo
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Nostalgic Nostrils
Laura Wengert
I donrsquot have an extraordinarily keen sense of smell
But there are a few whiffs from which I can always tell
Like whatrsquos for dinner when I walk in the door The stinky stench of worms after the rain has poured
Those people who have their own distinct scent
The unwavering reminder of what Irsquove given up for lent
I like the smell of the laundry machine after itrsquos just washed some clothes
I like it when unknown wonders wander in and out of my nose
I liked the smell that mom carried after shersquod just been selling fries
But for all the good smells in life there are so many more to despise
I despise the smell of perfume that it always leaves me choking
I detest the puddle of drool Irsquoll discover when Irsquove awoken
I fear the trauma of old food that is no longer any good
But I like sitting up in a tree where I can smell the old wood
I think therersquos a weird smell hanging around a newly purchased shirt
And more weirdly than that I kind of like the smell of dirt
Smelling can be a dangerous activity
One that can easily go wild
Or it can act as serendipityAnd take you back to when you were a child
I remember my Grammy whose old sweaters will stay with me until much later
And plugging my nose when opening my grandparentrsquos basement refrigerator
I can transport myself to the parts of life where everything is well
All I need to do is nd that one perfect smell Holly Deng- ldquoBlooming Onionsrdquo
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Love is Special
Ebere Joseph
Love is special
UndeniableCaring
Optimistic
Daring
with no boundaries
And
Who shows that kind of love
Mom and only mom
With Age Comes Disappointment
Junghye Kim
Brown cows pee chocolate milk
And monsters live under the bedAnd the tooth fairy magically sneaks under your hair
And your parents can read your mind
Yoursquore not allowed to stay up past eight thirty
Or eat the sugar packets at restaurants
Or let go of your momrsquos hand
You dream of nding the end of the rainbow
And talking to mermaids
And growing up so you can do whatever you please
But little did you know that growing up comes faster than
you wish for
And people arenrsquot as kind as you once believed
And the magic of life disappears to a gray dullness
Carly Neugbauer- ldquoEmmardquo
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Arielle Nagar-
ldquoMomrdquo
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Untitled
Breanne Isaacs
ldquoTouchdownrdquo the speakers blared
as Ryan Blakeson scored the 3rd touchdown of
the game The crowd grew wild once again as
the New York Giants took on the Buffalo Bills
Ryan and his teammates gathered around in a
huddle swaying back and forth preparing for
the last quarter
Ryan is a 24 year old NFL star He
has been playing football ever since he could
remember and it meant more than anything to
him The quarterback has scored more than 20
touchdowns this past season The whole team
depended on him just as he did on them Ryanstood 6rsquo1 his blonde hair owed down his
face almost covering his ocean blue eyes Not
only did he become his dream of becoming a
professional football player but he also met a
gorgeous girl 4 years back Taylor was the girl
of his dreams he treasured every moment with
her He would marry his best friend in a few
months right after his team made it to the Super
Bowl
Every day he did the same routine Hebelieved that it was a good luck charm he had
everything he ever wanted A beautiful wife-
to-be and the career that made him millions to
do what he loves In the mornings he got up at
seven and ran a mile to the eld for a four hour
practice Nights were spent with Taylor and
weekends with his family Tonight was rela-
tively different he didnrsquot take her to dinner or
a movie he just sat around His head throbbedthe lights hurt his eyes and opening them made
him feel so sick He gured if he slept every-
thing would go away Taylor kissed him ldquoI
love you superstar goodnightrdquo she said as she
tucked him into bed When Ryan awoke in the
morning the pain was worse than ever He stuck
through and got himself to the pre-game prac-
tice The eld around him seemed like war Thescreaming fans made his head kill even more
All he wanted to do was go home and sleep but
he knew his team needed him After all it was
the big game the best two teams in the NFC
As the game went on he began getting dizzy
the whole world was spinning in front of him
Coach kept yelling things like ldquoGet your head
in the gamerdquo and ldquoWhat the heckrdquo Ryan didnrsquot
answer he kept as much focus as he could on
the game Everyone could tell something waswrong his usual sprint down the eld turned
into a fast jog He kept going he needed to
be the player he and everyone else he knew he
was
Two weeks went by and his headache
hadnrsquot gone away no one knew except for
Taylor He thought telling people would make
him seem like a baby so he didnrsquot He kept
his routine the same except he didnrsquot run to
practice he drove His teammates noticed butdidnrsquot question him In the locker room they
were gearing up for practice pushing and jok-
ing as usual As Ryan put on his helmet he felt
a large bump on the back part of his head So
many things ran through his mind at that mo-
ment everything but the upcoming practice He
struggled through practice thinking about the
bump and what it could be When he got home
he showed Taylor She started to freak out andmade him go get things checked out
At the doctorrsquos ofce he waited and
waited for hours until the doctor nally called
him in He slowly sat down on the table with
Taylor right there next to him holding his hand
Many questions were asked about the pain and
the symptoms and the doctor didnrsquot seem to
have much of an idea either Doctor Zogby was
his name known to be one of the best doc-tors in the area He felt Ryanrsquos head multiple
times then sent him off to get scans He had
MRIrsquos X-rays and blood drawn but the re-
sults wouldnrsquot be back until later that day They
instructed Ryan and Taylor to go home so he
could get some rest so he did
During his dinner that consisted of hot
soup and apple juice the phone rang Taylor
answered in a cheerful voice but before long it
turned into something different You could hear
the concerns from the tone of her voice as she
hung up the phone and stared at the oor Ryan
quickly jumped up and went over to her He
held her in his arms while a few tears streamed
down her face ldquoA tumorrdquo she whispered as he
wiped the tears from her Now he began to cry
too She told him that the doctors wanted him to
go to the hospital for the best care he could get
but neither of them moved very much Theystood still in complete shock that this star quar-
terback had something so serious When they
nally arrived at the hospital an assistant nurse
brought them to this little room at the end of a
long hallway The walk seemed to take forever
for these two not knowing what other informa-
tion they might be told next When they got into
the room it was empty just a hospital bed with
a few unknown machines Ryan held his head in
his hands the pain in his head had now gone
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through his entire body He couldnrsquot remember
the last time he had been this scared The brown
wooden door slowly swung open and two doc-
tors walked in one male and the other female
They introduced themselves as Taylorrsquos hands
started to quiver Doctor Ann stood directly
in front of Ryan holding two pieces of cream
color paper The minutes that went by seemedso long to him Finally she told him the news
ldquoRyan your scans have come back you have a
brain tumorrdquo The whole room suddenly became
quiet then she continued ldquoItrsquos small but it could
easily grow so we would like you to go for
chemotherapy as soon as possible Most people
will lose their hair and become very sick but
itrsquos all part of the road to recoveryrdquo The room
got silent Ryan looked at his hands then felt the
bump His whole career would be ushed down
the toilet ldquoIrsquom so sorry Ryanrdquo said the male
doctor Suddenly the doctorsrsquo names were called
over the loudspeaker and they exited the room
Taylor hugged Ryan tightly ldquoIrsquom gonna
love you through itrdquo she said with two small
tear droplets forming in the corner of her eye
They both cried at the thought of the future
what would happen with the wedding and
the team But most importantly they thoughtabout what would happen to him By the time
they had got themselves together two hours
had passed On the way out of the door Taylor
asked the receptionist when Ryan should return
for treatment hoping it would be soon They
would return in three days his blood count
must be good before anything can be done He
kept asking himself why why he was the one
to have cancer That night he wouldnrsquot eat he
pushed the chicken and corn back and forth on
his plate His nights turned into days he could
never sleep He watched as the clock ticked
150 am then 200 am The clock seemed as if
it wasnrsquot moving like it was dead Dead like the
way he felt after hearing the terrible news
Friday morning the day his treatments
started He awoke to the sound of his alarm
clock the same one that woke him up for foot-ball He wanted to go so bad he didnrsquot want to
be a weak man but he knew he had to do what
was best He slipped on his comfortable Under
Armour sweat pants and walked out the door
following Taylor
Morgan Guther- ldquoMy Best Friendrdquo
The sun shined through his car window
and he knew exactly why Four years ago his
dad passed away he must have been looking
down on him letting him know that everything
was going be okay Once again the car ride was
silent Ryan never talked much about his feel-
ings When they got to the hospital the waiting
room was so lled up People of all ages sat
around looking gloomy Four little kids which
the genders he couldnrsquot tell were playing with
the toys in a corner They stood out to him all
of their hair was gone but they didnrsquot seem to
mind The smiling faces of the kids lit up the
room knowing that these kids can go through
all of the pain and still have hope Seeing this
made Ryan believe in himself all until his name
got calledThe next room he was put in wasnrsquot
much better It was lled with beds chairs and
many chemotherapy bags Everyone seemed
okay but how he wondered how The lady in a
long blue coat came up to him with a few bags
and a needle so he took a seat He and Taylor
picked up a few magazines and started to read
while the medicine was inserted Hours went
by they lost track of time When the bags nal -
ly emptied they were allowed to leave Doctors
told him he would be sick after and that he
was As soon as they got on the highway he got
queasy With 5 minutes left he rolled down the
window and threw up He felt so sick not being
able to imagine feeling this way after every
chemo session When he got home he kept
getting sick his hands and arms shook non-stop
and his diet consisted of water and soup Two
days had gone by when he nally felt better sohe decided to bring himself to practice Football
was something he couldnrsquot live without At the
eld all the guys huddled around him as if he
was a newborn baby No one knew yet why he
had missed multiple practices and he wanted it
to stay that way Coach asked the team to take
a knee while Ryan explained He said ldquoOkay
guys you all know football means the world to
me but I canrsquot play for a while Last Thursday I
was diagnosed with a cancerous brain tumorrdquo
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Before he could say any more the boysrsquo helmets
hit the ground and the facial expressions turned
into shock Not only was he letting the team
down but the Giantsrsquo fans as well Ryan and the
guys huddled together one last time before he
had to go When he got home he remembered
that he would soon have to go through the same
things in another 8 days once again he askedhimself ldquoWhy merdquo
At this point his mom had just called the
house and Taylor answered She called multiple
times a day to check in on her son like any
mother should Four hours and 275 miles away
was the only distance between the two Mother
and son just like best friends every weekend
she came to check on him and the fact of him
Nicole Tanquary- ldquoSkeletonrdquo
having cancer scared her more than ever He
didnrsquot have a dad in the picture he passed away
years back from a car accident She could not
lose two loved ones they were basically the
only ones she ever had
Eight months passed 243 days and so
did 16 chemo treatments Every time he got
stronger because thatrsquos all he could be Thepain put him out of everything he couldnrsquot
help around the house or even make his own
meals He became so weak that his bones on
his feet cracked almost every time he walked
The dream life went from amazing to not very
good in a short amount of time Ryan went
from 245 pounds to 200 in just a little less than
a year And he still asked himself why All he
wanted to do was sleep and he swore if he
threw up one more time he would kill himself
But two days later he would be marrying the
girl he loved Taylor All of his best friends
and groomsmen gathered at the house to try to
prepare him for the big day Everything they
tried to do just made Ryan feel even worse it
denitely wouldnrsquot be the wedding he planned
on
His tux which was now a size too big
hung in his closet wrapped in bags Todaywas the big day a day that would change his
life once again He hated change so much he
wished things would go back to how it was
before when he was cancer free Since he and
Taylor couldnrsquot be together before the wedding
he sat with the male part of the wedding party
while she was off with the women Everyone
took a few shots but he didnrsquot He looked at
himself in the mirror his suit was baggy He
wasnrsquot happy with his appearance but the
spotlight was still on him The boys relaxed
and reminisced about old times but before
long Ryan fell asleep A few blocks away were
the girls getting ready They did each others
makeup and hair because appointments were
canceled Ryan and Taylor could never afford
everything for the wedding plus the hospital
feesAs the boys arrived at the church the
clouds started to go away The sun shined right
through the limo windows into Ryanrsquos eyes
Teardrops wanted to pour out but he was stron-
ger than that At that moment he knew who was
looking down on him his dad Ryan knew the
cancer could kill him he already felt dead The
tough football player turned into a weak man
who wanted to give up In 10 minutes he would
see the most beautiful girl become his wife
He stood with his best man at the altar
Slowly he looked up and down the crowd of
people smiling and laughing just like him For
the rst time in a while he felt alive Then the
music started playing and the doors opened
Taylor looked stunning The whole church
shifted to look at her half of them crying Ryan
walked halfway to meet her speechless he
took her hand They said their vows and Ryankissed his bride The happy couple walked hand
in hand down the aisle and then she stopped
and kissed his bald head For the rst time in a
long time he forgot about his cancer He forgot
about his pain all until the reception started
His head started to throb again and he
couldnrsquot stand up People huddled around him
as he held his head in his hands He felt warmer
than ever and his eyes were beyond bloodshot
His progress wasnrsquot getting better The people
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Megan
Bishop-ldquoButteriesrdquo
at the party just sat there hoping for the best of
the newly married man A doctor in the room
insisted they call 911 so that they did Minutes
passed before the ambulance arrived Taylor
and Ryanrsquos mom held him stable trying to get
him to move He knew something was wrong
but he needed to be strong for not only himself
but for Taylor too Ryan wanted to give up themen carried him off on a stretcher The peo-
ple attending the wedding watched the blaring
lights go off into the distance
Inside the ambulance Taylor held his
hand He closed his eyes so confused When
the paramedic sitting in the back asked him
questions he didnrsquot respond The hope in her
voice went from positive to negative She be-
came nervous and yelled something to the driv-
er in medical language Suddenly the vehicle
started to move faster speeding down the high-
way Taylor asked ldquoWhatrsquos going onrdquo then
started to cry At that very moment the heart
monitor started to beep faster Both women
watched as the lines slowly decreased Taylor
kissed Ryan on the lips ldquoNordquo she screamed
ldquoPlease donrsquot leave me Ryan be strong open
your eyes give me a sign that yoursquore hererdquo
His heartbeat was turning into a straight line asthe ambulance pulled to a stop The line was
now gone and so was he Taylorrsquos tears poured
down her face Her husband soul mate and best
friend had gone to heaven She held him in her
arms and said ldquoYou were so strong as strong as
you could be I love you so much Superstarrdquo
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Life on the Court
Laura Wildridge
Mind in the game
Eye on the ball
Step
Together
SMASH
TransitionJump
Block
Points rack up
Sweat drips down
Mind in the game
Soul
On the court
Samantha Williams- ldquoEmmardquo
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Untitled
Jack Martin
I would like to say that I just woke up
That the soft light came up from the horizon
like an orange sh from the deep dark ocean
and the mufed slow steps of my grandparents
woke me from deep long sleep I had rested
and dreamed and knew that when I awoke I
would be in the world I was meant to be in
with my parents and friends and the knowledge
of war and death that a normal kid should know
But I canrsquot I open my eyes slowly and sit up
even slower Sometimes I wish I could just
sleep all day lie in my warm bed and let my
mind numb My eyes are tired and I then noticea sharp pain in the crook of my arms I looked
down to examine them and lower the clock
from my chest and immediately feel cold like
my heart stopped beating
I feel warm and as happy as I could be
here with my father together for such a short
time and then hersquoll have to go But for now
I wonrsquot think about it now theyrsquore here with
me and thatrsquos all that matters in the world Myparents try to shield me from the world they
pretend that there is no war and that we will
always be together But I know itrsquos all a lie I
live in the lie because I love the lie Mother is
in the kitchen making dinner and father and I
are in the living room with the brand new clock
that he bought my mother for her birthday Itrsquos a
beautiful clock artfully drawn numbers formed
in a circle on thick white backing as white asivory framed in a sturdy wood with swirled gr-
ain and two thin hands that ticked like a heart-
beat my heartbeat I would always remember
them through this clock
My arms are dented with angry red
lines I must have had a nightmare last night
and hugged the clock too tight I pull the old
quilt off of me and swung off the bed and onto my feet I leave my lonely bed and small
old dresser in my room Before I head down
stairs I go to the window and shove it up and
feel the cold sting of the winter morning air I
pull on the frozen clothes line until my spare
pair of socks and a sweater comes close enough
to grab The worn cotton is stiff and I hope my
body heat will warm them quickly I stood at
the top of the stairs and prepared myself for
the scene downstairs I am greeted by cough-
ing my grandfather in his normal place in the
chair farthest away from the small kitchen
window I take a seat across from him and set
the clock down in front of me I think that the
bright sunlight like todays might hurt his fragile
skin I greet him after his coughing t subsides
while he takes a sip from his mug which is
lled with mostly hot water We manage to
keep small amounts of coffee in the apartmentthat he uses very sparingly He nods which is
an improvement from yesterday when he just
made a soft noise in the back of his throat The
war infuriates him he hates being forced to live
in this old tenement I used to love my grand-
pa He always made me laugh and pretended
to pull quarters from my ears Now he mostly
just stares at a wall or naps He hasnrsquot smiled
in months I looked over to my grandmother as
she moves franticly around the kitchen opening
an empty cabinet opening the one next to it
and then opening the rst one again She has
gone mad and therersquos no hope for her She
scares me when she tries to talk to her daughter
(my dead mother) The war has affected them
so much the loss of a daughter and any chance
of a happy life I would feel sorry for them if
I had the energy Therersquos half of a loaf of stalebread on the counter She must be looking for
the jam we ran out of weeks ago As I look at
the bread I notice again how unusually bright
the sun is today Itrsquos late winter and the sun
shouldnrsquot be shining like this until a few months
from now I squint my eyes and lean forward
to better look out the window The sun seemed
to be splitting in half and then thirds and then
fourths ldquoBombsrdquo I whisper
Samantha Williams- ldquoAngelrdquo
The sun pieces drift to the ground where
they erupt My grandmother shrieks and thenfaints Her frail head smacks against the counter
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I look at my grandpa even though he is old and
doesnrsquot care about me itrsquos amazing how I still
look to him for help And then I see something
equally as stunning as the bombs- my grand-
fatherrsquos face awakens to a look of surprise and
fear In a dull voice that sounds like a broken
whistle he says ldquoGet downrdquo Before I can even
think I dive for the hallway just as a wave of power shakes the earth The sound is like a muf-
ed thunder boom Cracks rip through the dry-
wall and the light over the kitchen table sways
I entwine myself around the clock If this is
where I die I want to die with this clock The
tempo of the clock still remains true a steady
tick tick tick that is oblivious to its surround-
ings I close my eyes and wait for death falling
deep into a rhythmic trance I wait through
more volleys of thunder akes of drywall fall
on me as the tenement is being shaken apart by
shock waves I hear the pandemonium outside
screams and buildings crashing to the ground
The end of my world and many of those like me
is happening Then something strange happens
A cold bony hand tightens around my leg My
eyes y open as my grandfather tightens his
grip on my ankle He lies on the ground with a
look of agony on his face He looks even worsethan normal if that is possible He reminds me
of a decaying corpse He opens his mouth and
breathes a phrase that is nearly inaudible ldquoWe
Have To Moverdquo He then coughs splattering
blood on the oor and in my face I stare at him
in awe How could he have hope now The
man who stares at a blank wall all day his eyes
like black holes The west side of the tenement
explodes in re My grandmotherrsquos limp body
is whipped across the room like rope Her back
is impaled with six inch splinters of wood My
eyes burn with re but seeing the will to live
in my grandfatherrsquos eyes awakens something in
me as well It reminds me of how I used to love
him He was what I aspired to be I tightened my
muscles wrapped one arm around the clock and
entwined the other in my grandfatherrsquos paperyleathery hand After I stomped out the small re
that had started on his left leg I heave his frail
body up into my arms My legs ache as I try to
pull myself and grandfather to the bathroom
rubble continues to break from the walls The
apartment is still being bended by the power of
the bombs I heave the dead weight of my grand-
father tugging it from debris Finally I reach thebathroom The sink is cracked and water ows
from the snapped pipe but over all the compact-
ed space of the bathroom is the least affected by
the bombs I drop my grandfather in the corner
hersquos unconscious or dead Shove the door shut
then climb into the cold marble bathtub and hugthe clock as tightly as I can to my chest trying tofuse it with my body The lights icker and then
die I let the booms shaking the world become
background noise allowing the ticking of theclock to ll my mind and then enter my dreams
Kateryna Lebedyeva- ldquoSunowerrdquo
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Halloween Night
Tangela Hightower
Wind howling
Moon rising
Clouds forming
This would be the night
A dark
And stormy night
That creepy things
Hidden in shadows
Will emerge
From shaggy willows
Seeking out little kids
Dragging home pillowsFilled with treats
That the creepy monsters want to eat
Katherine Sofetti- ldquoMaskrdquo
If These Walls Lived
Tangela Hightower
If walls could speak
Theyrsquod scream
Like their life depended on it
If walls could run
Theyrsquod break a world record
Faster than the fastest man ever
If walls could cry
Wersquod all live on boats
Because the earth would be ooded
If walls could dream
Theyrsquod smile in their sleep
Because of all the things theyrsquove seen
If walls could write
Wersquod run out of trees
Because there would be none left
If walls could love
Theyrsquod show us all
The meaning of that word
If walls could die
Well then I think
Wersquod all be exposed
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Could I Be Your Change
Bella Alibrandi
I want to leave a footprintOn the world
I want to make a difference
To create change
Someday I would like to be someonersquos hero
And have them look up to me
Irsquom going to die
And when I do
I want people to remember me
And laugh at all the good times we had
The last thing I would wantIs for people to cry over my passing
They should celebrate my moving on
My next step
I wish that they will hope
Irsquom happy and no longer
Feel any pain
If you choose to cry for me
I suppose I cannot stop you
But my dear friend and loved onePlease take note
That my life was full and happy
And you will always be a part
Of my soul
Paige Fiermonte- ldquoLadyrdquo
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An Arrow
Cayla Dedrick
It was the rst day of summer and already my
parents were shipping me off to some camp to
spend the summer An outdoors sports-y kind
of camp too Upon arriving I was admittedly
a bit impressed by the scenery Much nicer than
the camp from last summer
The place was pretty I suppose the lake
that they had here was actually larger than a
gloried pond and reected the clear blue of
the sky and luminescent little sparkles from the
sun Shadows from the trees around the camp
area dappled the ground creating a nice mix of
the shade and the sun
My parents insisted that it was betterto be outside with other children for the whole
summer rather than cooped up in my room
Personally I think they just wanted to get rid of
me so I wouldnrsquot ldquoaccidentallyrdquo blow the house
up in my boredom
It didnrsquot matter if it was nice here or not
I wouldnrsquot enjoy this I never did
The string of the bow bit rather pain-
fully into the sensitive skin of my hands as I
struggled to tug it back far enough to an arrowproperly I could feel the eyes of the other
children who were waiting for their turn at the
targets boring into my back as I fought to hold
the bow and aim
At this point it would have been great
for the arrow to hit the target or at least make it
far enough to do so but I had no such luck My
arrow skittered pitifully into the dust more than
a couple feet in front of where I was aiming
Soft snickering drifted from behind me but I
Katelyn
Killoran-
ldquoOld Red
Wagonrdquo
refrained from glaring at them like I was sotempted to It was better not to give people the
satisfaction of knowing that theyrsquod got to me
A hand rested on my shoulder startling me out
of my thoughts but I didnrsquot jump like anyone
else would instead glancing back with a mildly
annoyed look
The boy that stood behind me was older prob-
ably around fteen and smiling kindly in stark
contrast to the other kidsrsquo smirks If I hadnrsquot been
too busy brooding Irsquod probably have found him
cute with soft blonde locks and icy blue eyes that
glittered with warmth rather than malice despite
their color
ldquoNeed some helprdquo he inquired an undertone of
veiled amusement in his voice with a sidelong
glance at the bow I had still clenched at my side
Yes of course I needed help but Irsquod never admit
it
ldquoMaybe a littlerdquo I shrugged So I wouldadmit it but it wasnrsquot my fault Something about
this kid made it hard to say no He didnrsquot seemlike he was trying to make a mockery of me
He instructed me to stand like I was going to
shoot an arrow but not to actually pull the bow-
string back yet I obeyed and immediately he
was shifting the positioning of my legs by prod-
ding at my feet with his until I was standing
correctly After determining that I was standing
correctly he stepped behind me and put his hands
over mine to help me This time when I red the
arrow lodged itself into one of the blue rings of
the target the third to the outside of ve colors
Smiling slightly I turned to look up at the boy
ldquoThanksrdquo I muttered a bit reluctantly
cheeks ushing a light shade of pink at the grin
he sent me in return
ldquoNo problem kidrdquo
I frowned ldquoIrsquom not a kidrdquo I protested de-
fensively shaking my head in annoyance ldquoAnd
my name is TerranrdquoldquoYou are a kidrdquo he said with a laugh
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causing me to scowl further ldquoMy namersquos Se-
bastian by the way Nice to meet yourdquo
ldquoCharmedrdquo
So maybe sitting in a kayak in the mid-
dle of the lake with my life jacket un- buckled
when I was well aware of the fact that the boys
in my group that had some weird thing against
me were out there too wasnrsquot a great idea Butno one would dare to push me in when there
were counselors watching right
I shouldrsquove have guessed something
was up when they stole my paddle and my life
jacket and left me stranded there to wait for
someone to come rescue me We were too far
from shore to effectively yell back for help and
while I knew Sebastian was swimming at least
somewhat near here he was underwater too
much to hear meI was just a little caught up in my an-
noyance when I felt my kayak tip sideways
abruptly throwing me out to the side Hitting
the water so suddenly forced most of the breath
from my body and trying to gasp in surprise
only caused water to ood my mouth I man-
aged to thrash my way to the surface to take a
breath Through the sound of my own coughing
I could hear laughter Wonderful They wouldnrsquotbe of any help to me I could tread water to an
extent for a short amount of time but I tired
quickly and just as I was starting to give up on
being able to swim back to shore I felt arms
wrap around my waist from behind tugging my
head out of the water I started to struggle and
kick on instinct but stopped quickly when a
familiar voice reached through the haze of my
panic
ldquoTerran calm down Itrsquos okayrdquo it
soothed gently I fell still and blinked a few
times to attempt to clear my vision Attempt
being the operative word here water was still
splashing into my eyes It wasnrsquot like I was cry-
ing from the fear or anything it was just drip-
ping from my hair
ldquoSebrdquo I mumbled coughing He nod-
ded and shifted me around so it would be easierto keep my head above the surface I wound my
arms around his neck to cling to him just a little
desperately as he swam back to shore abandon-
ing my now waterlogged kayak
Sebastian kept his arm wrapped around
my shoulders after we got to the point where I
could stand up I wasnrsquot sure if it was because
I was still shivering or it was just a protective
thing but either way I was grateful He only re-
luctantly handed me off to one of the counselorsso I could dry off and get some hot chocolate to
warm up after brushing his lips over my damp-
ened hair and promising to come see me when
he could That made me turn bright red very
quickly Behind all the kindness in his gaze I
could see the cold promise that hersquod make sure
nothing like this happened again and I wasnrsquot
sure if that was scary or endearing
If there was one thing to really bedisliked at this camp other than the kids that at-
tended it it was the cabins They were cold and
drafty the oors and beds creaked with
the slightest of movements and at night the
wind made tree branches bang against the win-
dow Needless to say I got little to no sleep I
had no idea how everyone else managed
Honestly I found it easier to rest during
the day in a few choice locations around camp
that it was quite simple to sneak away to at
Lauren Morelli- ldquoUntitledrdquo
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certain points throughout the day My current
favourite was a little spot in the woods where
the ground was covered in moss Sebastian
would come and sit with me sometimes and
wersquod talk about whatever came to mind while I
used his shoulder as a pillow On occasion Irsquod
actually fall asleep part way through our con-
versation and hersquod always be nice and sit thereuntil I woke up Once or twice I even found him
dozing as well with his head leaning off the top
of mine
This was the kind of thing Irsquod really
miss when I went home As much as the camp
itself wasnrsquot great and most of the kids didnrsquot
talk to me here I had found a friend Maybe
more than a friend I mused once and a while
glancing at the hand that would nd its way to
rest on my armWe started ditching activities a few
weeks into camp After that incident where I
almost drowned he insisted on hanging around
me just in case It was slow at rst but we did
get to the point where we were comfortable
enough in each otherrsquos company to not only
talk for a long time about anything that came
to mind but sit in silence without it getting the
least bit awkward He asked for my phone num-ber so we could keep in touch before I could
work up the nerve to do so myself My shyness
had mostly dissipated around Sebastian but
little things like asking for contact information
seemed hard
Unfortunately all good things had a stu-
pid way of coming to pass right when they were
getting to the best part This little friendship I
had forged was no exception This camp would
end next week and everyone was going home
Seb had said hersquod visit if he could yet I doubt-
ed wersquod be able to work anything out Still for
now it was easier to fake a smile and agree
Curling up into a tighter ball on the
damp moss-laden ground I let my head fall
onto Sebastianrsquos shoulder as Irsquod done so many
times before closing my eyes He immediately
fell silent to let me rest if I wanted to Today I
couldnrsquot sleep though I didnrsquot want to waste
time sleeping
ldquoItrsquos been fun here Seb You made this
summer a lot more bearable for merdquo I mum-
bled standing on my toes to hug the older boy
quickly slipping a little note into his pocket
He smiled though it looked a bit forced
and nodded
ldquoYeah We should hang out sometimemayberdquo He trailed off a bit uncertainly as if
he wasnrsquot sure Irsquod want to see him again after
this summer
I laughed Between the two of us
he wasnrsquot supposed to be the shy one ldquoWe
shouldrdquo A shout of my name from the other
side of the little clearing where theyrsquod gathered
us to wait for our parents made me look up My
father was standing by one of the counselors
arms crossed and impatient I didnrsquot hesitate tostart walking over to him
ldquoByerdquo I called back over my shoulder
Sebastian waved once before turning away
On the silent ride home I stared out the
window wishing for the rst time that I didnrsquot
have to come home from camp this year
Later when he got home himself Se-
bastian would nd the little slip of paper I gave
him before we left and smile
[Thanks for everything Seb Irsquoll miss you lt3
-TM]
Sophie Luckette- ldquoLadybugsrdquo
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A Love for a Girl
Harrison Franklin
A mixed teen walks down the hall
passing by the conceded walls
looks of style
talk of white and black
he sits up slumps and sits back
again
quiet mostly but loud when he
chooses
he doesnrsquot have a place of status
quo
he speaks to with whom he chooses
he can be brazen or a phantom joyous or saddened
At night a man of style and
personality
steps forth to a scene
he is ready
the music plays and he listens
his favored electronic plays
the bass rumbles
his body moves rhythmicallyin precise time with the beats
he draws a wondering crowd who is
this dancer
everyday
repetition is the way
gray days masking
true blue skies
of hope lasting
graceand future passing
a cold world sobered up
washed out and cleaned up
DULL and BLAND
he walks the halls in search of
a love
the dancer dissipates from center
stage
oating from group to group copyingstyles
he stumbles across a maverick
beautiful in features and attire
freelancer of her own style
Up and down
around
in and out
trafc ows in the halls
the small being makes his way
he passes tons of beauties but the
eyes of one catches his
hers sneaky dangerous and swift in
movement
she passes by without
acknowledgement
The dancer now follows dangerously
close
he knows his purser and had his
dose
she took her glances
with her dangerous cool blue eyes
drunk in happiness in of the musicshe laughs in enjoyment unaware
she is pursued
day after day
he searches
for the face
he longed to see her
for her to acknowledge
for her to be INTERESTED
she passed by greeting himhesitation
recognition and progress
The party atmosphere ended
he searched for her
but to only compliment her elegant
dress
with colors in his liking
others left the dancer as usual lastto leave
the morning came I became whole
once again
with a desire to catch this girl
who attracted me
although her actions
led me up and down
on a roller coaster
I pursue this girl
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Untitled
Patrece Martin
She holds her head high
She walks around big and tall
She has light eyes that almost look like they could be white
When she talks I turn away
I donrsquot know why
Her words just seem so cold
Children seem to like herThey canrsquot see the harshness she brings
And I guess I canrsquot blame them
When shersquos around the fat man brings them presents
But I am no fool
I canrsquot wait for her to leave
Her sister is much nicer
She speaks with warm comforting words
Oh I canrsquot wait for the day
When winter leaves
And itrsquos time for Summer to step in
Rebecca Fuller- ldquoUntitledrdquo
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My Tear For Her My Passion For Him
Bella Alibrandi
I was holding her hand walking
slowly with her like I always did Not mak-
ing her feel like her body was slowing down
Even though it was I saw her every day even
on Sundays Irsquove been her nanny since I was
fourteen When I began working for the Nicolas
family she was only four I thought she was
the cutest and sweetest little girl I would ever
care for And that was true but she wasnrsquot an
easy child With all her vitamins pills and her
allergies quite frankly I was very nervous when
talking care of her
During the summers she was all myresponsibility for thirteen hours a day What did
I do while I had school My schedule was very
complex Irsquod wake up every morning at ve in
the morning It didnrsquot matter if it was during the
week or the weekend I would get to her house
by six when I was younger and couldnrsquot drive
my mom would bring me to school around
seven thirty At the end of the day mom would
get me and drop me off at her house around
two thirty Her parents worked from one pm toeight pm The time period that I was at school
and her parents were at work she was the only
one home in their large empty mansion taking
her daily nap I was really worried about this
when I started working It was unsafe for a little
girl her age to be home alone and defenseless
I heard she has an older sibling that hersquos in my
eleventh grade class but I have never met him
or seen him around the house Which didnrsquot
surprise me so much considering how big their
house is But I began to be ok with the little girl
home alone because I met Marty
Marty is their front guard that lived
out in the guardhouse you had to pass by to
get in through their iron gates in the two mile
long driveway Marty showed me the Nicolasrsquos
security systems locks movement detectors
alarms and even alarms to detect any substancethat their little girl was allergic to If it detect-
ed any of her allergens it would immediately
notify her parentsrsquo cell phones work numbers
and the emergency hospital a couple blocks up
They even insisted that my cell be included in
the alarms and that I have my own identication
code for Marty Yeah they were that protective
Crazy huh Nope it all made sense when I met
Melina Nicolas
She had the softest milk chocolatebrown hair that had spiral curls that hung to her
mid back It felt like silk Mrs Nicolas always
dressed her in the princess dresses that people
bought to put their girls in pageants the kind of
dress that cost $50000 Yep that kind of rich
Everyday when I saw her she would jump for
joy and say ldquoMy nanny Kay Kayrsquos here What
do you want to play today Kay Kayrdquo Yeah my
name is Kayla Anne Merienda But most peoplecall me Kayla But Melina canrsquot say that so she
calls me Kay Kay
Every day I had a new game to teach
her I think shersquos the only child I have ever
met that loves to learn as much as she does
But after awhile I ran out of games So wersquod
play some of the old ones She started getting
bored with the new games So we made up our
own She was incredibly smart for a little girl
But right now shersquos seven and Irsquom seventeen
And right about now is when Mr and Mrs
Nicolas should be leaving the house Irsquom in my
last period class advanced Spanish But for
the last ten minutes I havenrsquot been listening
to my teacher Irsquove been tuning everyone out
except Austin Irsquod gotten lost in my own world
thinking about him and only him I had dedicat-
ed my whole high school career to Melina soIrsquove never been able to have a social life Yeah
there are some girls I talk to eat lunch with But
I donrsquot think I could consider them as friends
And some days more than others Irsquod feel so
lonely without friends in my life and especially
a boyfriend I canrsquot help look at his eyes I canrsquot
help get nervous around him even though we
donrsquot talk And I denitely canrsquot help but want
to be able to call him mine But that wonrsquot hap-
pen Itrsquos time to get into my snow covered carand drive to Melinarsquos house once again
When the bell rang I must have stood
up too quickly and gotten dizzy I tried to shake
it off and walk forward but ran right into some-
one I couldnrsquot see who it was because I was
now face rst on the oor once again looking
like an idiot I suddenly felt a warm hand on
my back ldquoHere let me help yourdquo I stood up
and regained my balance ldquoAre you ok You fellpretty hardrdquo I didnrsquot notice who had helped me
off the ground until now I was looking straight
into his blue eyes It was Austin
ldquoYeah Irsquom ne thanksrdquo I was swaying
side to side lightheaded But not because of the
impact of the ground I just took but because he
was talking to me Me And he saw me for the
rst time He grabbed my shoulders rm but
gentle
ldquoWoah there Should I take you to the
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nurserdquo No I had to get to Melinarsquos before she
wakes up
ldquoNo thanks I need to be somewhererdquo
I headed for the door but he caught me by the
arm which made my body tingle
ldquoIf you think Irsquom going to let you drive
yoursquore crazyrdquo
ldquoWhyrdquo I tried to pull away but hisstrong arms werenrsquot giving in anytime soon
ldquoYou fell and hit your head Finerdquo he
said while letting go ldquogo drive away in your
car and get in an accident Irsquoll be the last person
you ever talk tordquo That scared me a little bit He
grabbed his backpack and began to walk off
ldquoWaitrdquo I ran after him running into a
table or two He stopped not facing me But I
could totally tell he was smiling
ldquoCould you drive me somewhererdquo Hespun around with a casual look painted across
his excited face
ldquoI guessrdquo He oddly winked and said
with a wave of a hand ldquoThis wayrdquo
We got out into the ice and snow covered park-
ing lot We walked out quite far and stopped by
a black SLK with tan leather seating
ldquoNice carrdquo I said
ldquoYou into carsrdquo He looked surprisedldquoKinda My dad owns a dealershiprdquo He
laughed and we both got in
ldquoI have a BMW Chevroletrdquo He nodded
ldquoThatrsquos a nice carrdquo We both laughed
ldquoIrsquom Austin by the way You must have
known that though You wouldnrsquot have gotten
into a car with a total stranger rightrdquo He pre-
tended to glance at my face but I saw his eyes
scan over my body
ldquoYeah I knew your name you must
know mine because you wouldnrsquot let a total
stranger into your car would yourdquo I said smil-
ing at him He smiled back
ldquoGood call I do know your name Kayla
Anne Blake Rightrdquo Kinda creepy he knew my
whole name
ldquoYeah But you can just call me Kaylardquo
ldquoOh okay Kayla So which way nowrdquohe said stopping at a stoplight
ldquoTake a next left and then itrsquos the next
house on your leftrdquo I looked at his face He
looked puzzled ldquoIs something the matterrdquo He
didnrsquot answer for a second But then said
ldquoNo nothings wrongrdquo Something was
wrong here
We stopped at the iron gate and punched
in a code Was he related to these people He
must have seen me curiously looking at himbecause he said
ldquoIrsquom Melinarsquos Brotherrdquo I guessed I
should have guessed that considering his last
name was Nicolas Wow I feel so stupid
ldquoOh okay Irsquom herhelliprdquo I didnrsquot get to
nish because he did it for me
ldquoNanny Rightrdquo he smiled
ldquoYeah How did you know I havenrsquot
seen you around their houserdquo I was getting ner-vous He must have sensed it because he said
ldquoItrsquos okay Kayla Melina talks about
you a lot You donrsquot have to freak outrdquo He said
half smiling like he was trying to prove he was
a good guy
ldquoOkay sorry that just freaked me out for
a minute thererdquo
ldquoItrsquos okay By the way I need your
identication coderdquo I gave it to him and he
typed it in smoothly The gates swung open and
we drove up and parked in the driveway It was
snowing so he took off his coat and put it on
me Irsquom sure I blushed
ldquoThanksrdquo
When we got inside Mrs Nicolas was
crying with Mr Nicolas wrapped around her
ldquoDad what happenedrdquo
ldquoWherersquos Melinardquo I asked franticSomething must have happened They arenrsquot
supposed to be home With a deep breath Mr
Nicolas said
ldquoShersquos in the hospital We came to pick
you two up Get in our carrdquo
We drove to the hospital where we
found Melina in a bed connected to tubes and
wires I was freaking out and on the verge of
tears
ldquoMr and Mrs Nicolas please may Ihave a word with you two in the hallrdquo They
walked out leaving me with Austin He was
holding Melinarsquos delicate little hand
ldquoDo you think shersquoll be okayrdquo I asked
sitting next to him He was quiet for a minute
Then looked at me with tears in his eyes
ldquoI donrsquot knowrdquo He said it was a deep
strong voice but by his tears I knew he was
breaking insideI went and stood by the door and
watched the doctor down the hall with the
parents He was telling them bad news I knew
because they both started crying and so did I
I went and sat back down and waited for the
Nicolasrsquo to tell us something bad But when
Mrs Nicolas came in she said
ldquoEverything will be ne Melina is just a
little sick
Austin was driving me home and looked
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at me and said with sorrow in his voice
ldquoThey lied to usrdquo
ldquoWhat do you meanrdquo I asked
ldquoMelina isnrsquot just sick She has cancerrdquo
He pulled over where we both began to
sob and hold each other close for a time that
felt like forever
Morgan Gunther-
ldquoOcean Islerdquo
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Russian Roulette
Leah Ifraim
The spicy fumes
Circulate through the airBrushing across my nostrils
I see a beautifully plated row of giant sushi
Elegant underneath a drizzle of spicy mayo
I stare at them in awe
I delicately pick up one of the rolls
Bringing it up to my lips
As I take my rst bite
I feel a crunch
My tongue begins to sizzle
Spicy mayo
So creamy and rich
Fizzes across the center of my tongue
Jolting me alert
With each chew
I feel the fresh taste of chives
Fracture as a tooth bites into it
The tuna warms my taste buds
Mixing with the bits of sticky rice
Plastering the walls of each toothSavory tastes collide
Bouncing off each cell of my tongue
As the nal taste of perfection slips down my throat
My hand reaches for another roll
Irsquove never tasted anything so mysterious and incredible
This is the Russian Roulette
Jackie Halpin- ldquoFarmerrsquos Marketrdquo
Julia Slisz- ldquoChairrdquo
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Home
Dori Bergman
A homeIs nothing like
A house
Itrsquos a place
Where you belong
Itrsquos a feeling
That yoursquoll savor
Itrsquos a person
Who you look to
With my homeI feel wanted
Understood
Special
And loved
So I just thought
Irsquod let you know
That even though
Irsquove lost my way
With you
Irsquom nally
Home Allison Emmel- ldquoBalconyrdquo
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Untitled
Christy Le
I hear the NFL theme song go off in my
earmdashmy alarm itrsquos 545 am and I need to get
up for school I trudge to my closet carefully
picking out my clothes and doing my makeup
ensuring that my appearance is on the same par
as the suburban-elite girls from my school At
7am I realize itrsquos time to wake my two broth-
ers I walk to their room and gently shake them
awake They begrudgingly march to the bath-
roommdashmy cue to prepare breakfast I tiptoe
past my momrsquos room as not to wake her I know
shersquoll need her sleep before her twelve hour
shift at the nail salon At 705 am I say good-
bye to my younger brothers remind them not to
miss their bus and start the trek to my bus stop
At the bus stop I ght the urge to lie
down and take a nap The previous dayrsquos activi-
ties have exhausted memdashcooking dinner tutor-
ing my brothers cleaning my house and work-
ing on my four AP course workload until 2 am
When the bus arrives I board it and sit with one
of my best friends She and I fall into mindless
chatter about pop culture and other nonsensical
things but itrsquos all an illusion for me since Irsquom
not just a teenage girl Irsquom a ldquomotherrdquo to two
boysIrsquove been expected to be the caretaker
of my brothers since I was seven My mom has
always worked twelve hours a day six days a
week and without my dad in the picture the
responsibilities of my brothers were left to me
It was a role forced upon me but itrsquos a role Irsquove
accepted At the age of seven I began staying
home alone with my three-year-old brother and
my infant brother At the age of seven I stopped
being a child turning into the person my fam-ily needed me to bemdashthe one who changed
diapers prepared formula put my brothers to
sleep and took care of them in every way imag-
inable I gladly took on these responsibilities
because it was what my mom needed me to do
My mom had to work to support our family and
couldnrsquot afford a babysitter
I used to see my brothers as a burden
that kept me from my potential I resented the
fact that my mom forced me to stay home and
care for them Why did I have to sacrice
They werenrsquot my kids nor was I their mother
I fumed at the unfairness and resentfully cared
for them for years Now I realize that Irsquom
lucky to have them Taking care of my brothers
has made me into a chef a teacher a mentor
a maid a chauffeur and a supportive sister
Irsquove always been forced to juggle my brothers
school work volunteerism and a healthy social
life on a daily basis These roles shaped me into
the caring compassionate and capable person
that I am today Caring for my brothers didnrsquot
keep me from my potential it exponentially
increased my potential After being responsible
for the lives of two human beings Irsquove learned
priceless skills I can manage a household and
maintain a family I can be efcient in all that Ido and work hard at every job assigned to me
Such skills have allowed me to be successful
academically professionally and socially I can
manage a hectic life and still be a happy soul
with a great academic record Growing up with
my brothers has taught me to make the best
when Irsquom handed the least I now know that the
caretaking of my brothers hasnrsquot been a burden
instead itrsquos been a character-building experi-
enceNo one knows that I take on a soccer-
mom persona after school Yoursquoll never see me
without a smile at school so Irsquom perceived as a
happy-go-lucky carefree girl However my ap-
pearance at school is a faccedilade My friends from
school presume that I have the perfect life but
I donrsquot Irsquove just learned to positively deal with
my life I keep up an act to conceal the great
struggles that I endure Irsquom glad I can control
how I am perceived because it changes how I
am treated I have compassion for those who
have little control over their appearance due to
genetic deformities so I want to become a re-
constructive plastic surgeon I want to empower
people with the ability to portray themselves to
others as they wish so I want to dedicate my life
to being a reconstructive plastic surgeon and to
xing birth defects and genetic deformities
Nicole Tanquary- ldquoPotrait of Laurardquo
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My First Cross Country Race
Ashley Lawless
ldquoOkay girls You should get to the start-
ing line The race starts in ve minutesrdquo My
coach said She was so excited If only I could
be as calm as she was It was only a mile and a
half It was my rst cross-country race at Bald-winsville I want to get under 13 minutes since
I have never gotten a time that good in practice
Will I get under 13 minutes Am I that good
of a runner It was September 24 which is my
birthday
I got to the starting line with all of my
teammates We did drills and each time a min-
ute passed I got more and more nervous I was
terried I had butteries in my stomach my
knees were shaking and I was breathing hard
I just wanted to be home Right when I was
starting to calm my nerves the referee came
He was a tall guy with blue clothing on He
was putting his earplugs in He had a gun in one
hand and a neon orange ag in the other I was
getting waves of nausea
ldquoOkay ladies I am going to explain
the rules once so listen up I am going to blow
my whistle and then say runners to your markThen I will have my gun and ag straight out
and I will say get set Lastly I will raise the gun
and ag above my head and then I will pull
the trigger Good luck and have a good racerdquo I
heard the whistle which sounded like nails on a
chalkboard
ldquoRunners to your markrdquo his arms went
out with his gun and ag in both of his hands
ldquoGet setrdquo his arms went over his head BOOM
The gun went off and smoke was right above
me I took off like lightning I was sprinting
There were girls around me breathing heavily
I was close to entering the woods People were
cheering me on and coaches were yelling at
their athletes to beat the person in front of them
I looked to my right and saw my mom and dad
yelling at me to run fast My nerves were slow-
ly starting to fade I was telling myself to keepgoing and to push myself I was happy running
I kept repeating in my head that I was going
to do well and that I was going to get a time I
was proud of As I was entering the woods I
dropped to a slower pace so I wouldnrsquot burn
off all of my energy The whole time I was
in the woods I heard nothing but silence All
you could hear were the leaves rustling in the
wind and the shoes hitting the ground Each
time I took a step leaves were crunching and
so were the branches underneath them Every-
body around me including myself was sliding
in the mud The ground was covered in mud
and it was wet from the rain this morning The
trees had small dots of rainwater on each leaf I
heard people screaming Was I at the mile mark
already
ldquo822rdquo a person timing the peoplersquos
miles said I was so excited I am almost doneI looked in front of me and I saw ldquo The Wallrdquo
Itrsquos a huge hill that is straight up As I was run-
ning up I could taste the salt on my lips from
the sweat I was telling myself with each step
up the hill that I was one step closer to being
done I was more determined now to get under
13 minutes I felt good running The encourage-
ment from everyone around me made me want
to keep running I was running harder now
since I only had a half a mile left to go I round-
ed a corner and saw my coach standing there
ldquoKick it Ashley The nish line is right
thererdquo
I was now in a full out sprint My legs
were going extremely fast
ldquo1227 1228 1229helliprdquo a person timing
was screaming I was panting as I crossed the
nish lineldquo1230rdquo
As I nished I received a ribbon I was
so happy I nished my rst cross-country race
All my teammates were high-ving me and
congratulating me My family came over and
told me that I did an awesome job
ldquoLetrsquos sing Happy Birthday To Ashleyrdquo
one of my friends said I was so happy My
whole team was singing to me I could not have
been any happier This was the perfect start to
my thirteenth birthday
Maddie Vanheusen- ldquoUntitledrdquo
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Nostalgic Nostrils
Laura Wengert
I donrsquot have an extraordinarily keen sense of smell
But there are a few whiffs from which I can always tell
Like whatrsquos for dinner when I walk in the door The stinky stench of worms after the rain has poured
Those people who have their own distinct scent
The unwavering reminder of what Irsquove given up for lent
I like the smell of the laundry machine after itrsquos just washed some clothes
I like it when unknown wonders wander in and out of my nose
I liked the smell that mom carried after shersquod just been selling fries
But for all the good smells in life there are so many more to despise
I despise the smell of perfume that it always leaves me choking
I detest the puddle of drool Irsquoll discover when Irsquove awoken
I fear the trauma of old food that is no longer any good
But I like sitting up in a tree where I can smell the old wood
I think therersquos a weird smell hanging around a newly purchased shirt
And more weirdly than that I kind of like the smell of dirt
Smelling can be a dangerous activity
One that can easily go wild
Or it can act as serendipityAnd take you back to when you were a child
I remember my Grammy whose old sweaters will stay with me until much later
And plugging my nose when opening my grandparentrsquos basement refrigerator
I can transport myself to the parts of life where everything is well
All I need to do is nd that one perfect smell Holly Deng- ldquoBlooming Onionsrdquo
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Love is Special
Ebere Joseph
Love is special
UndeniableCaring
Optimistic
Daring
with no boundaries
And
Who shows that kind of love
Mom and only mom
With Age Comes Disappointment
Junghye Kim
Brown cows pee chocolate milk
And monsters live under the bedAnd the tooth fairy magically sneaks under your hair
And your parents can read your mind
Yoursquore not allowed to stay up past eight thirty
Or eat the sugar packets at restaurants
Or let go of your momrsquos hand
You dream of nding the end of the rainbow
And talking to mermaids
And growing up so you can do whatever you please
But little did you know that growing up comes faster than
you wish for
And people arenrsquot as kind as you once believed
And the magic of life disappears to a gray dullness
Carly Neugbauer- ldquoEmmardquo
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Arielle Nagar-
ldquoMomrdquo
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Untitled
Breanne Isaacs
ldquoTouchdownrdquo the speakers blared
as Ryan Blakeson scored the 3rd touchdown of
the game The crowd grew wild once again as
the New York Giants took on the Buffalo Bills
Ryan and his teammates gathered around in a
huddle swaying back and forth preparing for
the last quarter
Ryan is a 24 year old NFL star He
has been playing football ever since he could
remember and it meant more than anything to
him The quarterback has scored more than 20
touchdowns this past season The whole team
depended on him just as he did on them Ryanstood 6rsquo1 his blonde hair owed down his
face almost covering his ocean blue eyes Not
only did he become his dream of becoming a
professional football player but he also met a
gorgeous girl 4 years back Taylor was the girl
of his dreams he treasured every moment with
her He would marry his best friend in a few
months right after his team made it to the Super
Bowl
Every day he did the same routine Hebelieved that it was a good luck charm he had
everything he ever wanted A beautiful wife-
to-be and the career that made him millions to
do what he loves In the mornings he got up at
seven and ran a mile to the eld for a four hour
practice Nights were spent with Taylor and
weekends with his family Tonight was rela-
tively different he didnrsquot take her to dinner or
a movie he just sat around His head throbbedthe lights hurt his eyes and opening them made
him feel so sick He gured if he slept every-
thing would go away Taylor kissed him ldquoI
love you superstar goodnightrdquo she said as she
tucked him into bed When Ryan awoke in the
morning the pain was worse than ever He stuck
through and got himself to the pre-game prac-
tice The eld around him seemed like war Thescreaming fans made his head kill even more
All he wanted to do was go home and sleep but
he knew his team needed him After all it was
the big game the best two teams in the NFC
As the game went on he began getting dizzy
the whole world was spinning in front of him
Coach kept yelling things like ldquoGet your head
in the gamerdquo and ldquoWhat the heckrdquo Ryan didnrsquot
answer he kept as much focus as he could on
the game Everyone could tell something waswrong his usual sprint down the eld turned
into a fast jog He kept going he needed to
be the player he and everyone else he knew he
was
Two weeks went by and his headache
hadnrsquot gone away no one knew except for
Taylor He thought telling people would make
him seem like a baby so he didnrsquot He kept
his routine the same except he didnrsquot run to
practice he drove His teammates noticed butdidnrsquot question him In the locker room they
were gearing up for practice pushing and jok-
ing as usual As Ryan put on his helmet he felt
a large bump on the back part of his head So
many things ran through his mind at that mo-
ment everything but the upcoming practice He
struggled through practice thinking about the
bump and what it could be When he got home
he showed Taylor She started to freak out andmade him go get things checked out
At the doctorrsquos ofce he waited and
waited for hours until the doctor nally called
him in He slowly sat down on the table with
Taylor right there next to him holding his hand
Many questions were asked about the pain and
the symptoms and the doctor didnrsquot seem to
have much of an idea either Doctor Zogby was
his name known to be one of the best doc-tors in the area He felt Ryanrsquos head multiple
times then sent him off to get scans He had
MRIrsquos X-rays and blood drawn but the re-
sults wouldnrsquot be back until later that day They
instructed Ryan and Taylor to go home so he
could get some rest so he did
During his dinner that consisted of hot
soup and apple juice the phone rang Taylor
answered in a cheerful voice but before long it
turned into something different You could hear
the concerns from the tone of her voice as she
hung up the phone and stared at the oor Ryan
quickly jumped up and went over to her He
held her in his arms while a few tears streamed
down her face ldquoA tumorrdquo she whispered as he
wiped the tears from her Now he began to cry
too She told him that the doctors wanted him to
go to the hospital for the best care he could get
but neither of them moved very much Theystood still in complete shock that this star quar-
terback had something so serious When they
nally arrived at the hospital an assistant nurse
brought them to this little room at the end of a
long hallway The walk seemed to take forever
for these two not knowing what other informa-
tion they might be told next When they got into
the room it was empty just a hospital bed with
a few unknown machines Ryan held his head in
his hands the pain in his head had now gone
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through his entire body He couldnrsquot remember
the last time he had been this scared The brown
wooden door slowly swung open and two doc-
tors walked in one male and the other female
They introduced themselves as Taylorrsquos hands
started to quiver Doctor Ann stood directly
in front of Ryan holding two pieces of cream
color paper The minutes that went by seemedso long to him Finally she told him the news
ldquoRyan your scans have come back you have a
brain tumorrdquo The whole room suddenly became
quiet then she continued ldquoItrsquos small but it could
easily grow so we would like you to go for
chemotherapy as soon as possible Most people
will lose their hair and become very sick but
itrsquos all part of the road to recoveryrdquo The room
got silent Ryan looked at his hands then felt the
bump His whole career would be ushed down
the toilet ldquoIrsquom so sorry Ryanrdquo said the male
doctor Suddenly the doctorsrsquo names were called
over the loudspeaker and they exited the room
Taylor hugged Ryan tightly ldquoIrsquom gonna
love you through itrdquo she said with two small
tear droplets forming in the corner of her eye
They both cried at the thought of the future
what would happen with the wedding and
the team But most importantly they thoughtabout what would happen to him By the time
they had got themselves together two hours
had passed On the way out of the door Taylor
asked the receptionist when Ryan should return
for treatment hoping it would be soon They
would return in three days his blood count
must be good before anything can be done He
kept asking himself why why he was the one
to have cancer That night he wouldnrsquot eat he
pushed the chicken and corn back and forth on
his plate His nights turned into days he could
never sleep He watched as the clock ticked
150 am then 200 am The clock seemed as if
it wasnrsquot moving like it was dead Dead like the
way he felt after hearing the terrible news
Friday morning the day his treatments
started He awoke to the sound of his alarm
clock the same one that woke him up for foot-ball He wanted to go so bad he didnrsquot want to
be a weak man but he knew he had to do what
was best He slipped on his comfortable Under
Armour sweat pants and walked out the door
following Taylor
Morgan Guther- ldquoMy Best Friendrdquo
The sun shined through his car window
and he knew exactly why Four years ago his
dad passed away he must have been looking
down on him letting him know that everything
was going be okay Once again the car ride was
silent Ryan never talked much about his feel-
ings When they got to the hospital the waiting
room was so lled up People of all ages sat
around looking gloomy Four little kids which
the genders he couldnrsquot tell were playing with
the toys in a corner They stood out to him all
of their hair was gone but they didnrsquot seem to
mind The smiling faces of the kids lit up the
room knowing that these kids can go through
all of the pain and still have hope Seeing this
made Ryan believe in himself all until his name
got calledThe next room he was put in wasnrsquot
much better It was lled with beds chairs and
many chemotherapy bags Everyone seemed
okay but how he wondered how The lady in a
long blue coat came up to him with a few bags
and a needle so he took a seat He and Taylor
picked up a few magazines and started to read
while the medicine was inserted Hours went
by they lost track of time When the bags nal -
ly emptied they were allowed to leave Doctors
told him he would be sick after and that he
was As soon as they got on the highway he got
queasy With 5 minutes left he rolled down the
window and threw up He felt so sick not being
able to imagine feeling this way after every
chemo session When he got home he kept
getting sick his hands and arms shook non-stop
and his diet consisted of water and soup Two
days had gone by when he nally felt better sohe decided to bring himself to practice Football
was something he couldnrsquot live without At the
eld all the guys huddled around him as if he
was a newborn baby No one knew yet why he
had missed multiple practices and he wanted it
to stay that way Coach asked the team to take
a knee while Ryan explained He said ldquoOkay
guys you all know football means the world to
me but I canrsquot play for a while Last Thursday I
was diagnosed with a cancerous brain tumorrdquo
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Before he could say any more the boysrsquo helmets
hit the ground and the facial expressions turned
into shock Not only was he letting the team
down but the Giantsrsquo fans as well Ryan and the
guys huddled together one last time before he
had to go When he got home he remembered
that he would soon have to go through the same
things in another 8 days once again he askedhimself ldquoWhy merdquo
At this point his mom had just called the
house and Taylor answered She called multiple
times a day to check in on her son like any
mother should Four hours and 275 miles away
was the only distance between the two Mother
and son just like best friends every weekend
she came to check on him and the fact of him
Nicole Tanquary- ldquoSkeletonrdquo
having cancer scared her more than ever He
didnrsquot have a dad in the picture he passed away
years back from a car accident She could not
lose two loved ones they were basically the
only ones she ever had
Eight months passed 243 days and so
did 16 chemo treatments Every time he got
stronger because thatrsquos all he could be Thepain put him out of everything he couldnrsquot
help around the house or even make his own
meals He became so weak that his bones on
his feet cracked almost every time he walked
The dream life went from amazing to not very
good in a short amount of time Ryan went
from 245 pounds to 200 in just a little less than
a year And he still asked himself why All he
wanted to do was sleep and he swore if he
threw up one more time he would kill himself
But two days later he would be marrying the
girl he loved Taylor All of his best friends
and groomsmen gathered at the house to try to
prepare him for the big day Everything they
tried to do just made Ryan feel even worse it
denitely wouldnrsquot be the wedding he planned
on
His tux which was now a size too big
hung in his closet wrapped in bags Todaywas the big day a day that would change his
life once again He hated change so much he
wished things would go back to how it was
before when he was cancer free Since he and
Taylor couldnrsquot be together before the wedding
he sat with the male part of the wedding party
while she was off with the women Everyone
took a few shots but he didnrsquot He looked at
himself in the mirror his suit was baggy He
wasnrsquot happy with his appearance but the
spotlight was still on him The boys relaxed
and reminisced about old times but before
long Ryan fell asleep A few blocks away were
the girls getting ready They did each others
makeup and hair because appointments were
canceled Ryan and Taylor could never afford
everything for the wedding plus the hospital
feesAs the boys arrived at the church the
clouds started to go away The sun shined right
through the limo windows into Ryanrsquos eyes
Teardrops wanted to pour out but he was stron-
ger than that At that moment he knew who was
looking down on him his dad Ryan knew the
cancer could kill him he already felt dead The
tough football player turned into a weak man
who wanted to give up In 10 minutes he would
see the most beautiful girl become his wife
He stood with his best man at the altar
Slowly he looked up and down the crowd of
people smiling and laughing just like him For
the rst time in a while he felt alive Then the
music started playing and the doors opened
Taylor looked stunning The whole church
shifted to look at her half of them crying Ryan
walked halfway to meet her speechless he
took her hand They said their vows and Ryankissed his bride The happy couple walked hand
in hand down the aisle and then she stopped
and kissed his bald head For the rst time in a
long time he forgot about his cancer He forgot
about his pain all until the reception started
His head started to throb again and he
couldnrsquot stand up People huddled around him
as he held his head in his hands He felt warmer
than ever and his eyes were beyond bloodshot
His progress wasnrsquot getting better The people
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Megan
Bishop-ldquoButteriesrdquo
at the party just sat there hoping for the best of
the newly married man A doctor in the room
insisted they call 911 so that they did Minutes
passed before the ambulance arrived Taylor
and Ryanrsquos mom held him stable trying to get
him to move He knew something was wrong
but he needed to be strong for not only himself
but for Taylor too Ryan wanted to give up themen carried him off on a stretcher The peo-
ple attending the wedding watched the blaring
lights go off into the distance
Inside the ambulance Taylor held his
hand He closed his eyes so confused When
the paramedic sitting in the back asked him
questions he didnrsquot respond The hope in her
voice went from positive to negative She be-
came nervous and yelled something to the driv-
er in medical language Suddenly the vehicle
started to move faster speeding down the high-
way Taylor asked ldquoWhatrsquos going onrdquo then
started to cry At that very moment the heart
monitor started to beep faster Both women
watched as the lines slowly decreased Taylor
kissed Ryan on the lips ldquoNordquo she screamed
ldquoPlease donrsquot leave me Ryan be strong open
your eyes give me a sign that yoursquore hererdquo
His heartbeat was turning into a straight line asthe ambulance pulled to a stop The line was
now gone and so was he Taylorrsquos tears poured
down her face Her husband soul mate and best
friend had gone to heaven She held him in her
arms and said ldquoYou were so strong as strong as
you could be I love you so much Superstarrdquo
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Life on the Court
Laura Wildridge
Mind in the game
Eye on the ball
Step
Together
SMASH
TransitionJump
Block
Points rack up
Sweat drips down
Mind in the game
Soul
On the court
Samantha Williams- ldquoEmmardquo
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Untitled
Jack Martin
I would like to say that I just woke up
That the soft light came up from the horizon
like an orange sh from the deep dark ocean
and the mufed slow steps of my grandparents
woke me from deep long sleep I had rested
and dreamed and knew that when I awoke I
would be in the world I was meant to be in
with my parents and friends and the knowledge
of war and death that a normal kid should know
But I canrsquot I open my eyes slowly and sit up
even slower Sometimes I wish I could just
sleep all day lie in my warm bed and let my
mind numb My eyes are tired and I then noticea sharp pain in the crook of my arms I looked
down to examine them and lower the clock
from my chest and immediately feel cold like
my heart stopped beating
I feel warm and as happy as I could be
here with my father together for such a short
time and then hersquoll have to go But for now
I wonrsquot think about it now theyrsquore here with
me and thatrsquos all that matters in the world Myparents try to shield me from the world they
pretend that there is no war and that we will
always be together But I know itrsquos all a lie I
live in the lie because I love the lie Mother is
in the kitchen making dinner and father and I
are in the living room with the brand new clock
that he bought my mother for her birthday Itrsquos a
beautiful clock artfully drawn numbers formed
in a circle on thick white backing as white asivory framed in a sturdy wood with swirled gr-
ain and two thin hands that ticked like a heart-
beat my heartbeat I would always remember
them through this clock
My arms are dented with angry red
lines I must have had a nightmare last night
and hugged the clock too tight I pull the old
quilt off of me and swung off the bed and onto my feet I leave my lonely bed and small
old dresser in my room Before I head down
stairs I go to the window and shove it up and
feel the cold sting of the winter morning air I
pull on the frozen clothes line until my spare
pair of socks and a sweater comes close enough
to grab The worn cotton is stiff and I hope my
body heat will warm them quickly I stood at
the top of the stairs and prepared myself for
the scene downstairs I am greeted by cough-
ing my grandfather in his normal place in the
chair farthest away from the small kitchen
window I take a seat across from him and set
the clock down in front of me I think that the
bright sunlight like todays might hurt his fragile
skin I greet him after his coughing t subsides
while he takes a sip from his mug which is
lled with mostly hot water We manage to
keep small amounts of coffee in the apartmentthat he uses very sparingly He nods which is
an improvement from yesterday when he just
made a soft noise in the back of his throat The
war infuriates him he hates being forced to live
in this old tenement I used to love my grand-
pa He always made me laugh and pretended
to pull quarters from my ears Now he mostly
just stares at a wall or naps He hasnrsquot smiled
in months I looked over to my grandmother as
she moves franticly around the kitchen opening
an empty cabinet opening the one next to it
and then opening the rst one again She has
gone mad and therersquos no hope for her She
scares me when she tries to talk to her daughter
(my dead mother) The war has affected them
so much the loss of a daughter and any chance
of a happy life I would feel sorry for them if
I had the energy Therersquos half of a loaf of stalebread on the counter She must be looking for
the jam we ran out of weeks ago As I look at
the bread I notice again how unusually bright
the sun is today Itrsquos late winter and the sun
shouldnrsquot be shining like this until a few months
from now I squint my eyes and lean forward
to better look out the window The sun seemed
to be splitting in half and then thirds and then
fourths ldquoBombsrdquo I whisper
Samantha Williams- ldquoAngelrdquo
The sun pieces drift to the ground where
they erupt My grandmother shrieks and thenfaints Her frail head smacks against the counter
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I look at my grandpa even though he is old and
doesnrsquot care about me itrsquos amazing how I still
look to him for help And then I see something
equally as stunning as the bombs- my grand-
fatherrsquos face awakens to a look of surprise and
fear In a dull voice that sounds like a broken
whistle he says ldquoGet downrdquo Before I can even
think I dive for the hallway just as a wave of power shakes the earth The sound is like a muf-
ed thunder boom Cracks rip through the dry-
wall and the light over the kitchen table sways
I entwine myself around the clock If this is
where I die I want to die with this clock The
tempo of the clock still remains true a steady
tick tick tick that is oblivious to its surround-
ings I close my eyes and wait for death falling
deep into a rhythmic trance I wait through
more volleys of thunder akes of drywall fall
on me as the tenement is being shaken apart by
shock waves I hear the pandemonium outside
screams and buildings crashing to the ground
The end of my world and many of those like me
is happening Then something strange happens
A cold bony hand tightens around my leg My
eyes y open as my grandfather tightens his
grip on my ankle He lies on the ground with a
look of agony on his face He looks even worsethan normal if that is possible He reminds me
of a decaying corpse He opens his mouth and
breathes a phrase that is nearly inaudible ldquoWe
Have To Moverdquo He then coughs splattering
blood on the oor and in my face I stare at him
in awe How could he have hope now The
man who stares at a blank wall all day his eyes
like black holes The west side of the tenement
explodes in re My grandmotherrsquos limp body
is whipped across the room like rope Her back
is impaled with six inch splinters of wood My
eyes burn with re but seeing the will to live
in my grandfatherrsquos eyes awakens something in
me as well It reminds me of how I used to love
him He was what I aspired to be I tightened my
muscles wrapped one arm around the clock and
entwined the other in my grandfatherrsquos paperyleathery hand After I stomped out the small re
that had started on his left leg I heave his frail
body up into my arms My legs ache as I try to
pull myself and grandfather to the bathroom
rubble continues to break from the walls The
apartment is still being bended by the power of
the bombs I heave the dead weight of my grand-
father tugging it from debris Finally I reach thebathroom The sink is cracked and water ows
from the snapped pipe but over all the compact-
ed space of the bathroom is the least affected by
the bombs I drop my grandfather in the corner
hersquos unconscious or dead Shove the door shut
then climb into the cold marble bathtub and hugthe clock as tightly as I can to my chest trying tofuse it with my body The lights icker and then
die I let the booms shaking the world become
background noise allowing the ticking of theclock to ll my mind and then enter my dreams
Kateryna Lebedyeva- ldquoSunowerrdquo
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Halloween Night
Tangela Hightower
Wind howling
Moon rising
Clouds forming
This would be the night
A dark
And stormy night
That creepy things
Hidden in shadows
Will emerge
From shaggy willows
Seeking out little kids
Dragging home pillowsFilled with treats
That the creepy monsters want to eat
Katherine Sofetti- ldquoMaskrdquo
If These Walls Lived
Tangela Hightower
If walls could speak
Theyrsquod scream
Like their life depended on it
If walls could run
Theyrsquod break a world record
Faster than the fastest man ever
If walls could cry
Wersquod all live on boats
Because the earth would be ooded
If walls could dream
Theyrsquod smile in their sleep
Because of all the things theyrsquove seen
If walls could write
Wersquod run out of trees
Because there would be none left
If walls could love
Theyrsquod show us all
The meaning of that word
If walls could die
Well then I think
Wersquod all be exposed
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Could I Be Your Change
Bella Alibrandi
I want to leave a footprintOn the world
I want to make a difference
To create change
Someday I would like to be someonersquos hero
And have them look up to me
Irsquom going to die
And when I do
I want people to remember me
And laugh at all the good times we had
The last thing I would wantIs for people to cry over my passing
They should celebrate my moving on
My next step
I wish that they will hope
Irsquom happy and no longer
Feel any pain
If you choose to cry for me
I suppose I cannot stop you
But my dear friend and loved onePlease take note
That my life was full and happy
And you will always be a part
Of my soul
Paige Fiermonte- ldquoLadyrdquo
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An Arrow
Cayla Dedrick
It was the rst day of summer and already my
parents were shipping me off to some camp to
spend the summer An outdoors sports-y kind
of camp too Upon arriving I was admittedly
a bit impressed by the scenery Much nicer than
the camp from last summer
The place was pretty I suppose the lake
that they had here was actually larger than a
gloried pond and reected the clear blue of
the sky and luminescent little sparkles from the
sun Shadows from the trees around the camp
area dappled the ground creating a nice mix of
the shade and the sun
My parents insisted that it was betterto be outside with other children for the whole
summer rather than cooped up in my room
Personally I think they just wanted to get rid of
me so I wouldnrsquot ldquoaccidentallyrdquo blow the house
up in my boredom
It didnrsquot matter if it was nice here or not
I wouldnrsquot enjoy this I never did
The string of the bow bit rather pain-
fully into the sensitive skin of my hands as I
struggled to tug it back far enough to an arrowproperly I could feel the eyes of the other
children who were waiting for their turn at the
targets boring into my back as I fought to hold
the bow and aim
At this point it would have been great
for the arrow to hit the target or at least make it
far enough to do so but I had no such luck My
arrow skittered pitifully into the dust more than
a couple feet in front of where I was aiming
Soft snickering drifted from behind me but I
Katelyn
Killoran-
ldquoOld Red
Wagonrdquo
refrained from glaring at them like I was sotempted to It was better not to give people the
satisfaction of knowing that theyrsquod got to me
A hand rested on my shoulder startling me out
of my thoughts but I didnrsquot jump like anyone
else would instead glancing back with a mildly
annoyed look
The boy that stood behind me was older prob-
ably around fteen and smiling kindly in stark
contrast to the other kidsrsquo smirks If I hadnrsquot been
too busy brooding Irsquod probably have found him
cute with soft blonde locks and icy blue eyes that
glittered with warmth rather than malice despite
their color
ldquoNeed some helprdquo he inquired an undertone of
veiled amusement in his voice with a sidelong
glance at the bow I had still clenched at my side
Yes of course I needed help but Irsquod never admit
it
ldquoMaybe a littlerdquo I shrugged So I wouldadmit it but it wasnrsquot my fault Something about
this kid made it hard to say no He didnrsquot seemlike he was trying to make a mockery of me
He instructed me to stand like I was going to
shoot an arrow but not to actually pull the bow-
string back yet I obeyed and immediately he
was shifting the positioning of my legs by prod-
ding at my feet with his until I was standing
correctly After determining that I was standing
correctly he stepped behind me and put his hands
over mine to help me This time when I red the
arrow lodged itself into one of the blue rings of
the target the third to the outside of ve colors
Smiling slightly I turned to look up at the boy
ldquoThanksrdquo I muttered a bit reluctantly
cheeks ushing a light shade of pink at the grin
he sent me in return
ldquoNo problem kidrdquo
I frowned ldquoIrsquom not a kidrdquo I protested de-
fensively shaking my head in annoyance ldquoAnd
my name is TerranrdquoldquoYou are a kidrdquo he said with a laugh
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causing me to scowl further ldquoMy namersquos Se-
bastian by the way Nice to meet yourdquo
ldquoCharmedrdquo
So maybe sitting in a kayak in the mid-
dle of the lake with my life jacket un- buckled
when I was well aware of the fact that the boys
in my group that had some weird thing against
me were out there too wasnrsquot a great idea Butno one would dare to push me in when there
were counselors watching right
I shouldrsquove have guessed something
was up when they stole my paddle and my life
jacket and left me stranded there to wait for
someone to come rescue me We were too far
from shore to effectively yell back for help and
while I knew Sebastian was swimming at least
somewhat near here he was underwater too
much to hear meI was just a little caught up in my an-
noyance when I felt my kayak tip sideways
abruptly throwing me out to the side Hitting
the water so suddenly forced most of the breath
from my body and trying to gasp in surprise
only caused water to ood my mouth I man-
aged to thrash my way to the surface to take a
breath Through the sound of my own coughing
I could hear laughter Wonderful They wouldnrsquotbe of any help to me I could tread water to an
extent for a short amount of time but I tired
quickly and just as I was starting to give up on
being able to swim back to shore I felt arms
wrap around my waist from behind tugging my
head out of the water I started to struggle and
kick on instinct but stopped quickly when a
familiar voice reached through the haze of my
panic
ldquoTerran calm down Itrsquos okayrdquo it
soothed gently I fell still and blinked a few
times to attempt to clear my vision Attempt
being the operative word here water was still
splashing into my eyes It wasnrsquot like I was cry-
ing from the fear or anything it was just drip-
ping from my hair
ldquoSebrdquo I mumbled coughing He nod-
ded and shifted me around so it would be easierto keep my head above the surface I wound my
arms around his neck to cling to him just a little
desperately as he swam back to shore abandon-
ing my now waterlogged kayak
Sebastian kept his arm wrapped around
my shoulders after we got to the point where I
could stand up I wasnrsquot sure if it was because
I was still shivering or it was just a protective
thing but either way I was grateful He only re-
luctantly handed me off to one of the counselorsso I could dry off and get some hot chocolate to
warm up after brushing his lips over my damp-
ened hair and promising to come see me when
he could That made me turn bright red very
quickly Behind all the kindness in his gaze I
could see the cold promise that hersquod make sure
nothing like this happened again and I wasnrsquot
sure if that was scary or endearing
If there was one thing to really bedisliked at this camp other than the kids that at-
tended it it was the cabins They were cold and
drafty the oors and beds creaked with
the slightest of movements and at night the
wind made tree branches bang against the win-
dow Needless to say I got little to no sleep I
had no idea how everyone else managed
Honestly I found it easier to rest during
the day in a few choice locations around camp
that it was quite simple to sneak away to at
Lauren Morelli- ldquoUntitledrdquo
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certain points throughout the day My current
favourite was a little spot in the woods where
the ground was covered in moss Sebastian
would come and sit with me sometimes and
wersquod talk about whatever came to mind while I
used his shoulder as a pillow On occasion Irsquod
actually fall asleep part way through our con-
versation and hersquod always be nice and sit thereuntil I woke up Once or twice I even found him
dozing as well with his head leaning off the top
of mine
This was the kind of thing Irsquod really
miss when I went home As much as the camp
itself wasnrsquot great and most of the kids didnrsquot
talk to me here I had found a friend Maybe
more than a friend I mused once and a while
glancing at the hand that would nd its way to
rest on my armWe started ditching activities a few
weeks into camp After that incident where I
almost drowned he insisted on hanging around
me just in case It was slow at rst but we did
get to the point where we were comfortable
enough in each otherrsquos company to not only
talk for a long time about anything that came
to mind but sit in silence without it getting the
least bit awkward He asked for my phone num-ber so we could keep in touch before I could
work up the nerve to do so myself My shyness
had mostly dissipated around Sebastian but
little things like asking for contact information
seemed hard
Unfortunately all good things had a stu-
pid way of coming to pass right when they were
getting to the best part This little friendship I
had forged was no exception This camp would
end next week and everyone was going home
Seb had said hersquod visit if he could yet I doubt-
ed wersquod be able to work anything out Still for
now it was easier to fake a smile and agree
Curling up into a tighter ball on the
damp moss-laden ground I let my head fall
onto Sebastianrsquos shoulder as Irsquod done so many
times before closing my eyes He immediately
fell silent to let me rest if I wanted to Today I
couldnrsquot sleep though I didnrsquot want to waste
time sleeping
ldquoItrsquos been fun here Seb You made this
summer a lot more bearable for merdquo I mum-
bled standing on my toes to hug the older boy
quickly slipping a little note into his pocket
He smiled though it looked a bit forced
and nodded
ldquoYeah We should hang out sometimemayberdquo He trailed off a bit uncertainly as if
he wasnrsquot sure Irsquod want to see him again after
this summer
I laughed Between the two of us
he wasnrsquot supposed to be the shy one ldquoWe
shouldrdquo A shout of my name from the other
side of the little clearing where theyrsquod gathered
us to wait for our parents made me look up My
father was standing by one of the counselors
arms crossed and impatient I didnrsquot hesitate tostart walking over to him
ldquoByerdquo I called back over my shoulder
Sebastian waved once before turning away
On the silent ride home I stared out the
window wishing for the rst time that I didnrsquot
have to come home from camp this year
Later when he got home himself Se-
bastian would nd the little slip of paper I gave
him before we left and smile
[Thanks for everything Seb Irsquoll miss you lt3
-TM]
Sophie Luckette- ldquoLadybugsrdquo
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A Love for a Girl
Harrison Franklin
A mixed teen walks down the hall
passing by the conceded walls
looks of style
talk of white and black
he sits up slumps and sits back
again
quiet mostly but loud when he
chooses
he doesnrsquot have a place of status
quo
he speaks to with whom he chooses
he can be brazen or a phantom joyous or saddened
At night a man of style and
personality
steps forth to a scene
he is ready
the music plays and he listens
his favored electronic plays
the bass rumbles
his body moves rhythmicallyin precise time with the beats
he draws a wondering crowd who is
this dancer
everyday
repetition is the way
gray days masking
true blue skies
of hope lasting
graceand future passing
a cold world sobered up
washed out and cleaned up
DULL and BLAND
he walks the halls in search of
a love
the dancer dissipates from center
stage
oating from group to group copyingstyles
he stumbles across a maverick
beautiful in features and attire
freelancer of her own style
Up and down
around
in and out
trafc ows in the halls
the small being makes his way
he passes tons of beauties but the
eyes of one catches his
hers sneaky dangerous and swift in
movement
she passes by without
acknowledgement
The dancer now follows dangerously
close
he knows his purser and had his
dose
she took her glances
with her dangerous cool blue eyes
drunk in happiness in of the musicshe laughs in enjoyment unaware
she is pursued
day after day
he searches
for the face
he longed to see her
for her to acknowledge
for her to be INTERESTED
she passed by greeting himhesitation
recognition and progress
The party atmosphere ended
he searched for her
but to only compliment her elegant
dress
with colors in his liking
others left the dancer as usual lastto leave
the morning came I became whole
once again
with a desire to catch this girl
who attracted me
although her actions
led me up and down
on a roller coaster
I pursue this girl
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Untitled
Patrece Martin
She holds her head high
She walks around big and tall
She has light eyes that almost look like they could be white
When she talks I turn away
I donrsquot know why
Her words just seem so cold
Children seem to like herThey canrsquot see the harshness she brings
And I guess I canrsquot blame them
When shersquos around the fat man brings them presents
But I am no fool
I canrsquot wait for her to leave
Her sister is much nicer
She speaks with warm comforting words
Oh I canrsquot wait for the day
When winter leaves
And itrsquos time for Summer to step in
Rebecca Fuller- ldquoUntitledrdquo
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My Tear For Her My Passion For Him
Bella Alibrandi
I was holding her hand walking
slowly with her like I always did Not mak-
ing her feel like her body was slowing down
Even though it was I saw her every day even
on Sundays Irsquove been her nanny since I was
fourteen When I began working for the Nicolas
family she was only four I thought she was
the cutest and sweetest little girl I would ever
care for And that was true but she wasnrsquot an
easy child With all her vitamins pills and her
allergies quite frankly I was very nervous when
talking care of her
During the summers she was all myresponsibility for thirteen hours a day What did
I do while I had school My schedule was very
complex Irsquod wake up every morning at ve in
the morning It didnrsquot matter if it was during the
week or the weekend I would get to her house
by six when I was younger and couldnrsquot drive
my mom would bring me to school around
seven thirty At the end of the day mom would
get me and drop me off at her house around
two thirty Her parents worked from one pm toeight pm The time period that I was at school
and her parents were at work she was the only
one home in their large empty mansion taking
her daily nap I was really worried about this
when I started working It was unsafe for a little
girl her age to be home alone and defenseless
I heard she has an older sibling that hersquos in my
eleventh grade class but I have never met him
or seen him around the house Which didnrsquot
surprise me so much considering how big their
house is But I began to be ok with the little girl
home alone because I met Marty
Marty is their front guard that lived
out in the guardhouse you had to pass by to
get in through their iron gates in the two mile
long driveway Marty showed me the Nicolasrsquos
security systems locks movement detectors
alarms and even alarms to detect any substancethat their little girl was allergic to If it detect-
ed any of her allergens it would immediately
notify her parentsrsquo cell phones work numbers
and the emergency hospital a couple blocks up
They even insisted that my cell be included in
the alarms and that I have my own identication
code for Marty Yeah they were that protective
Crazy huh Nope it all made sense when I met
Melina Nicolas
She had the softest milk chocolatebrown hair that had spiral curls that hung to her
mid back It felt like silk Mrs Nicolas always
dressed her in the princess dresses that people
bought to put their girls in pageants the kind of
dress that cost $50000 Yep that kind of rich
Everyday when I saw her she would jump for
joy and say ldquoMy nanny Kay Kayrsquos here What
do you want to play today Kay Kayrdquo Yeah my
name is Kayla Anne Merienda But most peoplecall me Kayla But Melina canrsquot say that so she
calls me Kay Kay
Every day I had a new game to teach
her I think shersquos the only child I have ever
met that loves to learn as much as she does
But after awhile I ran out of games So wersquod
play some of the old ones She started getting
bored with the new games So we made up our
own She was incredibly smart for a little girl
But right now shersquos seven and Irsquom seventeen
And right about now is when Mr and Mrs
Nicolas should be leaving the house Irsquom in my
last period class advanced Spanish But for
the last ten minutes I havenrsquot been listening
to my teacher Irsquove been tuning everyone out
except Austin Irsquod gotten lost in my own world
thinking about him and only him I had dedicat-
ed my whole high school career to Melina soIrsquove never been able to have a social life Yeah
there are some girls I talk to eat lunch with But
I donrsquot think I could consider them as friends
And some days more than others Irsquod feel so
lonely without friends in my life and especially
a boyfriend I canrsquot help look at his eyes I canrsquot
help get nervous around him even though we
donrsquot talk And I denitely canrsquot help but want
to be able to call him mine But that wonrsquot hap-
pen Itrsquos time to get into my snow covered carand drive to Melinarsquos house once again
When the bell rang I must have stood
up too quickly and gotten dizzy I tried to shake
it off and walk forward but ran right into some-
one I couldnrsquot see who it was because I was
now face rst on the oor once again looking
like an idiot I suddenly felt a warm hand on
my back ldquoHere let me help yourdquo I stood up
and regained my balance ldquoAre you ok You fellpretty hardrdquo I didnrsquot notice who had helped me
off the ground until now I was looking straight
into his blue eyes It was Austin
ldquoYeah Irsquom ne thanksrdquo I was swaying
side to side lightheaded But not because of the
impact of the ground I just took but because he
was talking to me Me And he saw me for the
rst time He grabbed my shoulders rm but
gentle
ldquoWoah there Should I take you to the
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nurserdquo No I had to get to Melinarsquos before she
wakes up
ldquoNo thanks I need to be somewhererdquo
I headed for the door but he caught me by the
arm which made my body tingle
ldquoIf you think Irsquom going to let you drive
yoursquore crazyrdquo
ldquoWhyrdquo I tried to pull away but hisstrong arms werenrsquot giving in anytime soon
ldquoYou fell and hit your head Finerdquo he
said while letting go ldquogo drive away in your
car and get in an accident Irsquoll be the last person
you ever talk tordquo That scared me a little bit He
grabbed his backpack and began to walk off
ldquoWaitrdquo I ran after him running into a
table or two He stopped not facing me But I
could totally tell he was smiling
ldquoCould you drive me somewhererdquo Hespun around with a casual look painted across
his excited face
ldquoI guessrdquo He oddly winked and said
with a wave of a hand ldquoThis wayrdquo
We got out into the ice and snow covered park-
ing lot We walked out quite far and stopped by
a black SLK with tan leather seating
ldquoNice carrdquo I said
ldquoYou into carsrdquo He looked surprisedldquoKinda My dad owns a dealershiprdquo He
laughed and we both got in
ldquoI have a BMW Chevroletrdquo He nodded
ldquoThatrsquos a nice carrdquo We both laughed
ldquoIrsquom Austin by the way You must have
known that though You wouldnrsquot have gotten
into a car with a total stranger rightrdquo He pre-
tended to glance at my face but I saw his eyes
scan over my body
ldquoYeah I knew your name you must
know mine because you wouldnrsquot let a total
stranger into your car would yourdquo I said smil-
ing at him He smiled back
ldquoGood call I do know your name Kayla
Anne Blake Rightrdquo Kinda creepy he knew my
whole name
ldquoYeah But you can just call me Kaylardquo
ldquoOh okay Kayla So which way nowrdquohe said stopping at a stoplight
ldquoTake a next left and then itrsquos the next
house on your leftrdquo I looked at his face He
looked puzzled ldquoIs something the matterrdquo He
didnrsquot answer for a second But then said
ldquoNo nothings wrongrdquo Something was
wrong here
We stopped at the iron gate and punched
in a code Was he related to these people He
must have seen me curiously looking at himbecause he said
ldquoIrsquom Melinarsquos Brotherrdquo I guessed I
should have guessed that considering his last
name was Nicolas Wow I feel so stupid
ldquoOh okay Irsquom herhelliprdquo I didnrsquot get to
nish because he did it for me
ldquoNanny Rightrdquo he smiled
ldquoYeah How did you know I havenrsquot
seen you around their houserdquo I was getting ner-vous He must have sensed it because he said
ldquoItrsquos okay Kayla Melina talks about
you a lot You donrsquot have to freak outrdquo He said
half smiling like he was trying to prove he was
a good guy
ldquoOkay sorry that just freaked me out for
a minute thererdquo
ldquoItrsquos okay By the way I need your
identication coderdquo I gave it to him and he
typed it in smoothly The gates swung open and
we drove up and parked in the driveway It was
snowing so he took off his coat and put it on
me Irsquom sure I blushed
ldquoThanksrdquo
When we got inside Mrs Nicolas was
crying with Mr Nicolas wrapped around her
ldquoDad what happenedrdquo
ldquoWherersquos Melinardquo I asked franticSomething must have happened They arenrsquot
supposed to be home With a deep breath Mr
Nicolas said
ldquoShersquos in the hospital We came to pick
you two up Get in our carrdquo
We drove to the hospital where we
found Melina in a bed connected to tubes and
wires I was freaking out and on the verge of
tears
ldquoMr and Mrs Nicolas please may Ihave a word with you two in the hallrdquo They
walked out leaving me with Austin He was
holding Melinarsquos delicate little hand
ldquoDo you think shersquoll be okayrdquo I asked
sitting next to him He was quiet for a minute
Then looked at me with tears in his eyes
ldquoI donrsquot knowrdquo He said it was a deep
strong voice but by his tears I knew he was
breaking insideI went and stood by the door and
watched the doctor down the hall with the
parents He was telling them bad news I knew
because they both started crying and so did I
I went and sat back down and waited for the
Nicolasrsquo to tell us something bad But when
Mrs Nicolas came in she said
ldquoEverything will be ne Melina is just a
little sick
Austin was driving me home and looked
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at me and said with sorrow in his voice
ldquoThey lied to usrdquo
ldquoWhat do you meanrdquo I asked
ldquoMelina isnrsquot just sick She has cancerrdquo
He pulled over where we both began to
sob and hold each other close for a time that
felt like forever
Morgan Gunther-
ldquoOcean Islerdquo
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Russian Roulette
Leah Ifraim
The spicy fumes
Circulate through the airBrushing across my nostrils
I see a beautifully plated row of giant sushi
Elegant underneath a drizzle of spicy mayo
I stare at them in awe
I delicately pick up one of the rolls
Bringing it up to my lips
As I take my rst bite
I feel a crunch
My tongue begins to sizzle
Spicy mayo
So creamy and rich
Fizzes across the center of my tongue
Jolting me alert
With each chew
I feel the fresh taste of chives
Fracture as a tooth bites into it
The tuna warms my taste buds
Mixing with the bits of sticky rice
Plastering the walls of each toothSavory tastes collide
Bouncing off each cell of my tongue
As the nal taste of perfection slips down my throat
My hand reaches for another roll
Irsquove never tasted anything so mysterious and incredible
This is the Russian Roulette
Jackie Halpin- ldquoFarmerrsquos Marketrdquo
Julia Slisz- ldquoChairrdquo
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Home
Dori Bergman
A homeIs nothing like
A house
Itrsquos a place
Where you belong
Itrsquos a feeling
That yoursquoll savor
Itrsquos a person
Who you look to
With my homeI feel wanted
Understood
Special
And loved
So I just thought
Irsquod let you know
That even though
Irsquove lost my way
With you
Irsquom nally
Home Allison Emmel- ldquoBalconyrdquo
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Untitled
Christy Le
I hear the NFL theme song go off in my
earmdashmy alarm itrsquos 545 am and I need to get
up for school I trudge to my closet carefully
picking out my clothes and doing my makeup
ensuring that my appearance is on the same par
as the suburban-elite girls from my school At
7am I realize itrsquos time to wake my two broth-
ers I walk to their room and gently shake them
awake They begrudgingly march to the bath-
roommdashmy cue to prepare breakfast I tiptoe
past my momrsquos room as not to wake her I know
shersquoll need her sleep before her twelve hour
shift at the nail salon At 705 am I say good-
bye to my younger brothers remind them not to
miss their bus and start the trek to my bus stop
At the bus stop I ght the urge to lie
down and take a nap The previous dayrsquos activi-
ties have exhausted memdashcooking dinner tutor-
ing my brothers cleaning my house and work-
ing on my four AP course workload until 2 am
When the bus arrives I board it and sit with one
of my best friends She and I fall into mindless
chatter about pop culture and other nonsensical
things but itrsquos all an illusion for me since Irsquom
not just a teenage girl Irsquom a ldquomotherrdquo to two
boysIrsquove been expected to be the caretaker
of my brothers since I was seven My mom has
always worked twelve hours a day six days a
week and without my dad in the picture the
responsibilities of my brothers were left to me
It was a role forced upon me but itrsquos a role Irsquove
accepted At the age of seven I began staying
home alone with my three-year-old brother and
my infant brother At the age of seven I stopped
being a child turning into the person my fam-ily needed me to bemdashthe one who changed
diapers prepared formula put my brothers to
sleep and took care of them in every way imag-
inable I gladly took on these responsibilities
because it was what my mom needed me to do
My mom had to work to support our family and
couldnrsquot afford a babysitter
I used to see my brothers as a burden
that kept me from my potential I resented the
fact that my mom forced me to stay home and
care for them Why did I have to sacrice
They werenrsquot my kids nor was I their mother
I fumed at the unfairness and resentfully cared
for them for years Now I realize that Irsquom
lucky to have them Taking care of my brothers
has made me into a chef a teacher a mentor
a maid a chauffeur and a supportive sister
Irsquove always been forced to juggle my brothers
school work volunteerism and a healthy social
life on a daily basis These roles shaped me into
the caring compassionate and capable person
that I am today Caring for my brothers didnrsquot
keep me from my potential it exponentially
increased my potential After being responsible
for the lives of two human beings Irsquove learned
priceless skills I can manage a household and
maintain a family I can be efcient in all that Ido and work hard at every job assigned to me
Such skills have allowed me to be successful
academically professionally and socially I can
manage a hectic life and still be a happy soul
with a great academic record Growing up with
my brothers has taught me to make the best
when Irsquom handed the least I now know that the
caretaking of my brothers hasnrsquot been a burden
instead itrsquos been a character-building experi-
enceNo one knows that I take on a soccer-
mom persona after school Yoursquoll never see me
without a smile at school so Irsquom perceived as a
happy-go-lucky carefree girl However my ap-
pearance at school is a faccedilade My friends from
school presume that I have the perfect life but
I donrsquot Irsquove just learned to positively deal with
my life I keep up an act to conceal the great
struggles that I endure Irsquom glad I can control
how I am perceived because it changes how I
am treated I have compassion for those who
have little control over their appearance due to
genetic deformities so I want to become a re-
constructive plastic surgeon I want to empower
people with the ability to portray themselves to
others as they wish so I want to dedicate my life
to being a reconstructive plastic surgeon and to
xing birth defects and genetic deformities
Nicole Tanquary- ldquoPotrait of Laurardquo
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Nostalgic Nostrils
Laura Wengert
I donrsquot have an extraordinarily keen sense of smell
But there are a few whiffs from which I can always tell
Like whatrsquos for dinner when I walk in the door The stinky stench of worms after the rain has poured
Those people who have their own distinct scent
The unwavering reminder of what Irsquove given up for lent
I like the smell of the laundry machine after itrsquos just washed some clothes
I like it when unknown wonders wander in and out of my nose
I liked the smell that mom carried after shersquod just been selling fries
But for all the good smells in life there are so many more to despise
I despise the smell of perfume that it always leaves me choking
I detest the puddle of drool Irsquoll discover when Irsquove awoken
I fear the trauma of old food that is no longer any good
But I like sitting up in a tree where I can smell the old wood
I think therersquos a weird smell hanging around a newly purchased shirt
And more weirdly than that I kind of like the smell of dirt
Smelling can be a dangerous activity
One that can easily go wild
Or it can act as serendipityAnd take you back to when you were a child
I remember my Grammy whose old sweaters will stay with me until much later
And plugging my nose when opening my grandparentrsquos basement refrigerator
I can transport myself to the parts of life where everything is well
All I need to do is nd that one perfect smell Holly Deng- ldquoBlooming Onionsrdquo
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Love is Special
Ebere Joseph
Love is special
UndeniableCaring
Optimistic
Daring
with no boundaries
And
Who shows that kind of love
Mom and only mom
With Age Comes Disappointment
Junghye Kim
Brown cows pee chocolate milk
And monsters live under the bedAnd the tooth fairy magically sneaks under your hair
And your parents can read your mind
Yoursquore not allowed to stay up past eight thirty
Or eat the sugar packets at restaurants
Or let go of your momrsquos hand
You dream of nding the end of the rainbow
And talking to mermaids
And growing up so you can do whatever you please
But little did you know that growing up comes faster than
you wish for
And people arenrsquot as kind as you once believed
And the magic of life disappears to a gray dullness
Carly Neugbauer- ldquoEmmardquo
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Arielle Nagar-
ldquoMomrdquo
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Untitled
Breanne Isaacs
ldquoTouchdownrdquo the speakers blared
as Ryan Blakeson scored the 3rd touchdown of
the game The crowd grew wild once again as
the New York Giants took on the Buffalo Bills
Ryan and his teammates gathered around in a
huddle swaying back and forth preparing for
the last quarter
Ryan is a 24 year old NFL star He
has been playing football ever since he could
remember and it meant more than anything to
him The quarterback has scored more than 20
touchdowns this past season The whole team
depended on him just as he did on them Ryanstood 6rsquo1 his blonde hair owed down his
face almost covering his ocean blue eyes Not
only did he become his dream of becoming a
professional football player but he also met a
gorgeous girl 4 years back Taylor was the girl
of his dreams he treasured every moment with
her He would marry his best friend in a few
months right after his team made it to the Super
Bowl
Every day he did the same routine Hebelieved that it was a good luck charm he had
everything he ever wanted A beautiful wife-
to-be and the career that made him millions to
do what he loves In the mornings he got up at
seven and ran a mile to the eld for a four hour
practice Nights were spent with Taylor and
weekends with his family Tonight was rela-
tively different he didnrsquot take her to dinner or
a movie he just sat around His head throbbedthe lights hurt his eyes and opening them made
him feel so sick He gured if he slept every-
thing would go away Taylor kissed him ldquoI
love you superstar goodnightrdquo she said as she
tucked him into bed When Ryan awoke in the
morning the pain was worse than ever He stuck
through and got himself to the pre-game prac-
tice The eld around him seemed like war Thescreaming fans made his head kill even more
All he wanted to do was go home and sleep but
he knew his team needed him After all it was
the big game the best two teams in the NFC
As the game went on he began getting dizzy
the whole world was spinning in front of him
Coach kept yelling things like ldquoGet your head
in the gamerdquo and ldquoWhat the heckrdquo Ryan didnrsquot
answer he kept as much focus as he could on
the game Everyone could tell something waswrong his usual sprint down the eld turned
into a fast jog He kept going he needed to
be the player he and everyone else he knew he
was
Two weeks went by and his headache
hadnrsquot gone away no one knew except for
Taylor He thought telling people would make
him seem like a baby so he didnrsquot He kept
his routine the same except he didnrsquot run to
practice he drove His teammates noticed butdidnrsquot question him In the locker room they
were gearing up for practice pushing and jok-
ing as usual As Ryan put on his helmet he felt
a large bump on the back part of his head So
many things ran through his mind at that mo-
ment everything but the upcoming practice He
struggled through practice thinking about the
bump and what it could be When he got home
he showed Taylor She started to freak out andmade him go get things checked out
At the doctorrsquos ofce he waited and
waited for hours until the doctor nally called
him in He slowly sat down on the table with
Taylor right there next to him holding his hand
Many questions were asked about the pain and
the symptoms and the doctor didnrsquot seem to
have much of an idea either Doctor Zogby was
his name known to be one of the best doc-tors in the area He felt Ryanrsquos head multiple
times then sent him off to get scans He had
MRIrsquos X-rays and blood drawn but the re-
sults wouldnrsquot be back until later that day They
instructed Ryan and Taylor to go home so he
could get some rest so he did
During his dinner that consisted of hot
soup and apple juice the phone rang Taylor
answered in a cheerful voice but before long it
turned into something different You could hear
the concerns from the tone of her voice as she
hung up the phone and stared at the oor Ryan
quickly jumped up and went over to her He
held her in his arms while a few tears streamed
down her face ldquoA tumorrdquo she whispered as he
wiped the tears from her Now he began to cry
too She told him that the doctors wanted him to
go to the hospital for the best care he could get
but neither of them moved very much Theystood still in complete shock that this star quar-
terback had something so serious When they
nally arrived at the hospital an assistant nurse
brought them to this little room at the end of a
long hallway The walk seemed to take forever
for these two not knowing what other informa-
tion they might be told next When they got into
the room it was empty just a hospital bed with
a few unknown machines Ryan held his head in
his hands the pain in his head had now gone
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through his entire body He couldnrsquot remember
the last time he had been this scared The brown
wooden door slowly swung open and two doc-
tors walked in one male and the other female
They introduced themselves as Taylorrsquos hands
started to quiver Doctor Ann stood directly
in front of Ryan holding two pieces of cream
color paper The minutes that went by seemedso long to him Finally she told him the news
ldquoRyan your scans have come back you have a
brain tumorrdquo The whole room suddenly became
quiet then she continued ldquoItrsquos small but it could
easily grow so we would like you to go for
chemotherapy as soon as possible Most people
will lose their hair and become very sick but
itrsquos all part of the road to recoveryrdquo The room
got silent Ryan looked at his hands then felt the
bump His whole career would be ushed down
the toilet ldquoIrsquom so sorry Ryanrdquo said the male
doctor Suddenly the doctorsrsquo names were called
over the loudspeaker and they exited the room
Taylor hugged Ryan tightly ldquoIrsquom gonna
love you through itrdquo she said with two small
tear droplets forming in the corner of her eye
They both cried at the thought of the future
what would happen with the wedding and
the team But most importantly they thoughtabout what would happen to him By the time
they had got themselves together two hours
had passed On the way out of the door Taylor
asked the receptionist when Ryan should return
for treatment hoping it would be soon They
would return in three days his blood count
must be good before anything can be done He
kept asking himself why why he was the one
to have cancer That night he wouldnrsquot eat he
pushed the chicken and corn back and forth on
his plate His nights turned into days he could
never sleep He watched as the clock ticked
150 am then 200 am The clock seemed as if
it wasnrsquot moving like it was dead Dead like the
way he felt after hearing the terrible news
Friday morning the day his treatments
started He awoke to the sound of his alarm
clock the same one that woke him up for foot-ball He wanted to go so bad he didnrsquot want to
be a weak man but he knew he had to do what
was best He slipped on his comfortable Under
Armour sweat pants and walked out the door
following Taylor
Morgan Guther- ldquoMy Best Friendrdquo
The sun shined through his car window
and he knew exactly why Four years ago his
dad passed away he must have been looking
down on him letting him know that everything
was going be okay Once again the car ride was
silent Ryan never talked much about his feel-
ings When they got to the hospital the waiting
room was so lled up People of all ages sat
around looking gloomy Four little kids which
the genders he couldnrsquot tell were playing with
the toys in a corner They stood out to him all
of their hair was gone but they didnrsquot seem to
mind The smiling faces of the kids lit up the
room knowing that these kids can go through
all of the pain and still have hope Seeing this
made Ryan believe in himself all until his name
got calledThe next room he was put in wasnrsquot
much better It was lled with beds chairs and
many chemotherapy bags Everyone seemed
okay but how he wondered how The lady in a
long blue coat came up to him with a few bags
and a needle so he took a seat He and Taylor
picked up a few magazines and started to read
while the medicine was inserted Hours went
by they lost track of time When the bags nal -
ly emptied they were allowed to leave Doctors
told him he would be sick after and that he
was As soon as they got on the highway he got
queasy With 5 minutes left he rolled down the
window and threw up He felt so sick not being
able to imagine feeling this way after every
chemo session When he got home he kept
getting sick his hands and arms shook non-stop
and his diet consisted of water and soup Two
days had gone by when he nally felt better sohe decided to bring himself to practice Football
was something he couldnrsquot live without At the
eld all the guys huddled around him as if he
was a newborn baby No one knew yet why he
had missed multiple practices and he wanted it
to stay that way Coach asked the team to take
a knee while Ryan explained He said ldquoOkay
guys you all know football means the world to
me but I canrsquot play for a while Last Thursday I
was diagnosed with a cancerous brain tumorrdquo
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Before he could say any more the boysrsquo helmets
hit the ground and the facial expressions turned
into shock Not only was he letting the team
down but the Giantsrsquo fans as well Ryan and the
guys huddled together one last time before he
had to go When he got home he remembered
that he would soon have to go through the same
things in another 8 days once again he askedhimself ldquoWhy merdquo
At this point his mom had just called the
house and Taylor answered She called multiple
times a day to check in on her son like any
mother should Four hours and 275 miles away
was the only distance between the two Mother
and son just like best friends every weekend
she came to check on him and the fact of him
Nicole Tanquary- ldquoSkeletonrdquo
having cancer scared her more than ever He
didnrsquot have a dad in the picture he passed away
years back from a car accident She could not
lose two loved ones they were basically the
only ones she ever had
Eight months passed 243 days and so
did 16 chemo treatments Every time he got
stronger because thatrsquos all he could be Thepain put him out of everything he couldnrsquot
help around the house or even make his own
meals He became so weak that his bones on
his feet cracked almost every time he walked
The dream life went from amazing to not very
good in a short amount of time Ryan went
from 245 pounds to 200 in just a little less than
a year And he still asked himself why All he
wanted to do was sleep and he swore if he
threw up one more time he would kill himself
But two days later he would be marrying the
girl he loved Taylor All of his best friends
and groomsmen gathered at the house to try to
prepare him for the big day Everything they
tried to do just made Ryan feel even worse it
denitely wouldnrsquot be the wedding he planned
on
His tux which was now a size too big
hung in his closet wrapped in bags Todaywas the big day a day that would change his
life once again He hated change so much he
wished things would go back to how it was
before when he was cancer free Since he and
Taylor couldnrsquot be together before the wedding
he sat with the male part of the wedding party
while she was off with the women Everyone
took a few shots but he didnrsquot He looked at
himself in the mirror his suit was baggy He
wasnrsquot happy with his appearance but the
spotlight was still on him The boys relaxed
and reminisced about old times but before
long Ryan fell asleep A few blocks away were
the girls getting ready They did each others
makeup and hair because appointments were
canceled Ryan and Taylor could never afford
everything for the wedding plus the hospital
feesAs the boys arrived at the church the
clouds started to go away The sun shined right
through the limo windows into Ryanrsquos eyes
Teardrops wanted to pour out but he was stron-
ger than that At that moment he knew who was
looking down on him his dad Ryan knew the
cancer could kill him he already felt dead The
tough football player turned into a weak man
who wanted to give up In 10 minutes he would
see the most beautiful girl become his wife
He stood with his best man at the altar
Slowly he looked up and down the crowd of
people smiling and laughing just like him For
the rst time in a while he felt alive Then the
music started playing and the doors opened
Taylor looked stunning The whole church
shifted to look at her half of them crying Ryan
walked halfway to meet her speechless he
took her hand They said their vows and Ryankissed his bride The happy couple walked hand
in hand down the aisle and then she stopped
and kissed his bald head For the rst time in a
long time he forgot about his cancer He forgot
about his pain all until the reception started
His head started to throb again and he
couldnrsquot stand up People huddled around him
as he held his head in his hands He felt warmer
than ever and his eyes were beyond bloodshot
His progress wasnrsquot getting better The people
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Megan
Bishop-ldquoButteriesrdquo
at the party just sat there hoping for the best of
the newly married man A doctor in the room
insisted they call 911 so that they did Minutes
passed before the ambulance arrived Taylor
and Ryanrsquos mom held him stable trying to get
him to move He knew something was wrong
but he needed to be strong for not only himself
but for Taylor too Ryan wanted to give up themen carried him off on a stretcher The peo-
ple attending the wedding watched the blaring
lights go off into the distance
Inside the ambulance Taylor held his
hand He closed his eyes so confused When
the paramedic sitting in the back asked him
questions he didnrsquot respond The hope in her
voice went from positive to negative She be-
came nervous and yelled something to the driv-
er in medical language Suddenly the vehicle
started to move faster speeding down the high-
way Taylor asked ldquoWhatrsquos going onrdquo then
started to cry At that very moment the heart
monitor started to beep faster Both women
watched as the lines slowly decreased Taylor
kissed Ryan on the lips ldquoNordquo she screamed
ldquoPlease donrsquot leave me Ryan be strong open
your eyes give me a sign that yoursquore hererdquo
His heartbeat was turning into a straight line asthe ambulance pulled to a stop The line was
now gone and so was he Taylorrsquos tears poured
down her face Her husband soul mate and best
friend had gone to heaven She held him in her
arms and said ldquoYou were so strong as strong as
you could be I love you so much Superstarrdquo
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Life on the Court
Laura Wildridge
Mind in the game
Eye on the ball
Step
Together
SMASH
TransitionJump
Block
Points rack up
Sweat drips down
Mind in the game
Soul
On the court
Samantha Williams- ldquoEmmardquo
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Untitled
Jack Martin
I would like to say that I just woke up
That the soft light came up from the horizon
like an orange sh from the deep dark ocean
and the mufed slow steps of my grandparents
woke me from deep long sleep I had rested
and dreamed and knew that when I awoke I
would be in the world I was meant to be in
with my parents and friends and the knowledge
of war and death that a normal kid should know
But I canrsquot I open my eyes slowly and sit up
even slower Sometimes I wish I could just
sleep all day lie in my warm bed and let my
mind numb My eyes are tired and I then noticea sharp pain in the crook of my arms I looked
down to examine them and lower the clock
from my chest and immediately feel cold like
my heart stopped beating
I feel warm and as happy as I could be
here with my father together for such a short
time and then hersquoll have to go But for now
I wonrsquot think about it now theyrsquore here with
me and thatrsquos all that matters in the world Myparents try to shield me from the world they
pretend that there is no war and that we will
always be together But I know itrsquos all a lie I
live in the lie because I love the lie Mother is
in the kitchen making dinner and father and I
are in the living room with the brand new clock
that he bought my mother for her birthday Itrsquos a
beautiful clock artfully drawn numbers formed
in a circle on thick white backing as white asivory framed in a sturdy wood with swirled gr-
ain and two thin hands that ticked like a heart-
beat my heartbeat I would always remember
them through this clock
My arms are dented with angry red
lines I must have had a nightmare last night
and hugged the clock too tight I pull the old
quilt off of me and swung off the bed and onto my feet I leave my lonely bed and small
old dresser in my room Before I head down
stairs I go to the window and shove it up and
feel the cold sting of the winter morning air I
pull on the frozen clothes line until my spare
pair of socks and a sweater comes close enough
to grab The worn cotton is stiff and I hope my
body heat will warm them quickly I stood at
the top of the stairs and prepared myself for
the scene downstairs I am greeted by cough-
ing my grandfather in his normal place in the
chair farthest away from the small kitchen
window I take a seat across from him and set
the clock down in front of me I think that the
bright sunlight like todays might hurt his fragile
skin I greet him after his coughing t subsides
while he takes a sip from his mug which is
lled with mostly hot water We manage to
keep small amounts of coffee in the apartmentthat he uses very sparingly He nods which is
an improvement from yesterday when he just
made a soft noise in the back of his throat The
war infuriates him he hates being forced to live
in this old tenement I used to love my grand-
pa He always made me laugh and pretended
to pull quarters from my ears Now he mostly
just stares at a wall or naps He hasnrsquot smiled
in months I looked over to my grandmother as
she moves franticly around the kitchen opening
an empty cabinet opening the one next to it
and then opening the rst one again She has
gone mad and therersquos no hope for her She
scares me when she tries to talk to her daughter
(my dead mother) The war has affected them
so much the loss of a daughter and any chance
of a happy life I would feel sorry for them if
I had the energy Therersquos half of a loaf of stalebread on the counter She must be looking for
the jam we ran out of weeks ago As I look at
the bread I notice again how unusually bright
the sun is today Itrsquos late winter and the sun
shouldnrsquot be shining like this until a few months
from now I squint my eyes and lean forward
to better look out the window The sun seemed
to be splitting in half and then thirds and then
fourths ldquoBombsrdquo I whisper
Samantha Williams- ldquoAngelrdquo
The sun pieces drift to the ground where
they erupt My grandmother shrieks and thenfaints Her frail head smacks against the counter
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I look at my grandpa even though he is old and
doesnrsquot care about me itrsquos amazing how I still
look to him for help And then I see something
equally as stunning as the bombs- my grand-
fatherrsquos face awakens to a look of surprise and
fear In a dull voice that sounds like a broken
whistle he says ldquoGet downrdquo Before I can even
think I dive for the hallway just as a wave of power shakes the earth The sound is like a muf-
ed thunder boom Cracks rip through the dry-
wall and the light over the kitchen table sways
I entwine myself around the clock If this is
where I die I want to die with this clock The
tempo of the clock still remains true a steady
tick tick tick that is oblivious to its surround-
ings I close my eyes and wait for death falling
deep into a rhythmic trance I wait through
more volleys of thunder akes of drywall fall
on me as the tenement is being shaken apart by
shock waves I hear the pandemonium outside
screams and buildings crashing to the ground
The end of my world and many of those like me
is happening Then something strange happens
A cold bony hand tightens around my leg My
eyes y open as my grandfather tightens his
grip on my ankle He lies on the ground with a
look of agony on his face He looks even worsethan normal if that is possible He reminds me
of a decaying corpse He opens his mouth and
breathes a phrase that is nearly inaudible ldquoWe
Have To Moverdquo He then coughs splattering
blood on the oor and in my face I stare at him
in awe How could he have hope now The
man who stares at a blank wall all day his eyes
like black holes The west side of the tenement
explodes in re My grandmotherrsquos limp body
is whipped across the room like rope Her back
is impaled with six inch splinters of wood My
eyes burn with re but seeing the will to live
in my grandfatherrsquos eyes awakens something in
me as well It reminds me of how I used to love
him He was what I aspired to be I tightened my
muscles wrapped one arm around the clock and
entwined the other in my grandfatherrsquos paperyleathery hand After I stomped out the small re
that had started on his left leg I heave his frail
body up into my arms My legs ache as I try to
pull myself and grandfather to the bathroom
rubble continues to break from the walls The
apartment is still being bended by the power of
the bombs I heave the dead weight of my grand-
father tugging it from debris Finally I reach thebathroom The sink is cracked and water ows
from the snapped pipe but over all the compact-
ed space of the bathroom is the least affected by
the bombs I drop my grandfather in the corner
hersquos unconscious or dead Shove the door shut
then climb into the cold marble bathtub and hugthe clock as tightly as I can to my chest trying tofuse it with my body The lights icker and then
die I let the booms shaking the world become
background noise allowing the ticking of theclock to ll my mind and then enter my dreams
Kateryna Lebedyeva- ldquoSunowerrdquo
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Halloween Night
Tangela Hightower
Wind howling
Moon rising
Clouds forming
This would be the night
A dark
And stormy night
That creepy things
Hidden in shadows
Will emerge
From shaggy willows
Seeking out little kids
Dragging home pillowsFilled with treats
That the creepy monsters want to eat
Katherine Sofetti- ldquoMaskrdquo
If These Walls Lived
Tangela Hightower
If walls could speak
Theyrsquod scream
Like their life depended on it
If walls could run
Theyrsquod break a world record
Faster than the fastest man ever
If walls could cry
Wersquod all live on boats
Because the earth would be ooded
If walls could dream
Theyrsquod smile in their sleep
Because of all the things theyrsquove seen
If walls could write
Wersquod run out of trees
Because there would be none left
If walls could love
Theyrsquod show us all
The meaning of that word
If walls could die
Well then I think
Wersquod all be exposed
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Could I Be Your Change
Bella Alibrandi
I want to leave a footprintOn the world
I want to make a difference
To create change
Someday I would like to be someonersquos hero
And have them look up to me
Irsquom going to die
And when I do
I want people to remember me
And laugh at all the good times we had
The last thing I would wantIs for people to cry over my passing
They should celebrate my moving on
My next step
I wish that they will hope
Irsquom happy and no longer
Feel any pain
If you choose to cry for me
I suppose I cannot stop you
But my dear friend and loved onePlease take note
That my life was full and happy
And you will always be a part
Of my soul
Paige Fiermonte- ldquoLadyrdquo
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An Arrow
Cayla Dedrick
It was the rst day of summer and already my
parents were shipping me off to some camp to
spend the summer An outdoors sports-y kind
of camp too Upon arriving I was admittedly
a bit impressed by the scenery Much nicer than
the camp from last summer
The place was pretty I suppose the lake
that they had here was actually larger than a
gloried pond and reected the clear blue of
the sky and luminescent little sparkles from the
sun Shadows from the trees around the camp
area dappled the ground creating a nice mix of
the shade and the sun
My parents insisted that it was betterto be outside with other children for the whole
summer rather than cooped up in my room
Personally I think they just wanted to get rid of
me so I wouldnrsquot ldquoaccidentallyrdquo blow the house
up in my boredom
It didnrsquot matter if it was nice here or not
I wouldnrsquot enjoy this I never did
The string of the bow bit rather pain-
fully into the sensitive skin of my hands as I
struggled to tug it back far enough to an arrowproperly I could feel the eyes of the other
children who were waiting for their turn at the
targets boring into my back as I fought to hold
the bow and aim
At this point it would have been great
for the arrow to hit the target or at least make it
far enough to do so but I had no such luck My
arrow skittered pitifully into the dust more than
a couple feet in front of where I was aiming
Soft snickering drifted from behind me but I
Katelyn
Killoran-
ldquoOld Red
Wagonrdquo
refrained from glaring at them like I was sotempted to It was better not to give people the
satisfaction of knowing that theyrsquod got to me
A hand rested on my shoulder startling me out
of my thoughts but I didnrsquot jump like anyone
else would instead glancing back with a mildly
annoyed look
The boy that stood behind me was older prob-
ably around fteen and smiling kindly in stark
contrast to the other kidsrsquo smirks If I hadnrsquot been
too busy brooding Irsquod probably have found him
cute with soft blonde locks and icy blue eyes that
glittered with warmth rather than malice despite
their color
ldquoNeed some helprdquo he inquired an undertone of
veiled amusement in his voice with a sidelong
glance at the bow I had still clenched at my side
Yes of course I needed help but Irsquod never admit
it
ldquoMaybe a littlerdquo I shrugged So I wouldadmit it but it wasnrsquot my fault Something about
this kid made it hard to say no He didnrsquot seemlike he was trying to make a mockery of me
He instructed me to stand like I was going to
shoot an arrow but not to actually pull the bow-
string back yet I obeyed and immediately he
was shifting the positioning of my legs by prod-
ding at my feet with his until I was standing
correctly After determining that I was standing
correctly he stepped behind me and put his hands
over mine to help me This time when I red the
arrow lodged itself into one of the blue rings of
the target the third to the outside of ve colors
Smiling slightly I turned to look up at the boy
ldquoThanksrdquo I muttered a bit reluctantly
cheeks ushing a light shade of pink at the grin
he sent me in return
ldquoNo problem kidrdquo
I frowned ldquoIrsquom not a kidrdquo I protested de-
fensively shaking my head in annoyance ldquoAnd
my name is TerranrdquoldquoYou are a kidrdquo he said with a laugh
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causing me to scowl further ldquoMy namersquos Se-
bastian by the way Nice to meet yourdquo
ldquoCharmedrdquo
So maybe sitting in a kayak in the mid-
dle of the lake with my life jacket un- buckled
when I was well aware of the fact that the boys
in my group that had some weird thing against
me were out there too wasnrsquot a great idea Butno one would dare to push me in when there
were counselors watching right
I shouldrsquove have guessed something
was up when they stole my paddle and my life
jacket and left me stranded there to wait for
someone to come rescue me We were too far
from shore to effectively yell back for help and
while I knew Sebastian was swimming at least
somewhat near here he was underwater too
much to hear meI was just a little caught up in my an-
noyance when I felt my kayak tip sideways
abruptly throwing me out to the side Hitting
the water so suddenly forced most of the breath
from my body and trying to gasp in surprise
only caused water to ood my mouth I man-
aged to thrash my way to the surface to take a
breath Through the sound of my own coughing
I could hear laughter Wonderful They wouldnrsquotbe of any help to me I could tread water to an
extent for a short amount of time but I tired
quickly and just as I was starting to give up on
being able to swim back to shore I felt arms
wrap around my waist from behind tugging my
head out of the water I started to struggle and
kick on instinct but stopped quickly when a
familiar voice reached through the haze of my
panic
ldquoTerran calm down Itrsquos okayrdquo it
soothed gently I fell still and blinked a few
times to attempt to clear my vision Attempt
being the operative word here water was still
splashing into my eyes It wasnrsquot like I was cry-
ing from the fear or anything it was just drip-
ping from my hair
ldquoSebrdquo I mumbled coughing He nod-
ded and shifted me around so it would be easierto keep my head above the surface I wound my
arms around his neck to cling to him just a little
desperately as he swam back to shore abandon-
ing my now waterlogged kayak
Sebastian kept his arm wrapped around
my shoulders after we got to the point where I
could stand up I wasnrsquot sure if it was because
I was still shivering or it was just a protective
thing but either way I was grateful He only re-
luctantly handed me off to one of the counselorsso I could dry off and get some hot chocolate to
warm up after brushing his lips over my damp-
ened hair and promising to come see me when
he could That made me turn bright red very
quickly Behind all the kindness in his gaze I
could see the cold promise that hersquod make sure
nothing like this happened again and I wasnrsquot
sure if that was scary or endearing
If there was one thing to really bedisliked at this camp other than the kids that at-
tended it it was the cabins They were cold and
drafty the oors and beds creaked with
the slightest of movements and at night the
wind made tree branches bang against the win-
dow Needless to say I got little to no sleep I
had no idea how everyone else managed
Honestly I found it easier to rest during
the day in a few choice locations around camp
that it was quite simple to sneak away to at
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certain points throughout the day My current
favourite was a little spot in the woods where
the ground was covered in moss Sebastian
would come and sit with me sometimes and
wersquod talk about whatever came to mind while I
used his shoulder as a pillow On occasion Irsquod
actually fall asleep part way through our con-
versation and hersquod always be nice and sit thereuntil I woke up Once or twice I even found him
dozing as well with his head leaning off the top
of mine
This was the kind of thing Irsquod really
miss when I went home As much as the camp
itself wasnrsquot great and most of the kids didnrsquot
talk to me here I had found a friend Maybe
more than a friend I mused once and a while
glancing at the hand that would nd its way to
rest on my armWe started ditching activities a few
weeks into camp After that incident where I
almost drowned he insisted on hanging around
me just in case It was slow at rst but we did
get to the point where we were comfortable
enough in each otherrsquos company to not only
talk for a long time about anything that came
to mind but sit in silence without it getting the
least bit awkward He asked for my phone num-ber so we could keep in touch before I could
work up the nerve to do so myself My shyness
had mostly dissipated around Sebastian but
little things like asking for contact information
seemed hard
Unfortunately all good things had a stu-
pid way of coming to pass right when they were
getting to the best part This little friendship I
had forged was no exception This camp would
end next week and everyone was going home
Seb had said hersquod visit if he could yet I doubt-
ed wersquod be able to work anything out Still for
now it was easier to fake a smile and agree
Curling up into a tighter ball on the
damp moss-laden ground I let my head fall
onto Sebastianrsquos shoulder as Irsquod done so many
times before closing my eyes He immediately
fell silent to let me rest if I wanted to Today I
couldnrsquot sleep though I didnrsquot want to waste
time sleeping
ldquoItrsquos been fun here Seb You made this
summer a lot more bearable for merdquo I mum-
bled standing on my toes to hug the older boy
quickly slipping a little note into his pocket
He smiled though it looked a bit forced
and nodded
ldquoYeah We should hang out sometimemayberdquo He trailed off a bit uncertainly as if
he wasnrsquot sure Irsquod want to see him again after
this summer
I laughed Between the two of us
he wasnrsquot supposed to be the shy one ldquoWe
shouldrdquo A shout of my name from the other
side of the little clearing where theyrsquod gathered
us to wait for our parents made me look up My
father was standing by one of the counselors
arms crossed and impatient I didnrsquot hesitate tostart walking over to him
ldquoByerdquo I called back over my shoulder
Sebastian waved once before turning away
On the silent ride home I stared out the
window wishing for the rst time that I didnrsquot
have to come home from camp this year
Later when he got home himself Se-
bastian would nd the little slip of paper I gave
him before we left and smile
[Thanks for everything Seb Irsquoll miss you lt3
-TM]
Sophie Luckette- ldquoLadybugsrdquo
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A Love for a Girl
Harrison Franklin
A mixed teen walks down the hall
passing by the conceded walls
looks of style
talk of white and black
he sits up slumps and sits back
again
quiet mostly but loud when he
chooses
he doesnrsquot have a place of status
quo
he speaks to with whom he chooses
he can be brazen or a phantom joyous or saddened
At night a man of style and
personality
steps forth to a scene
he is ready
the music plays and he listens
his favored electronic plays
the bass rumbles
his body moves rhythmicallyin precise time with the beats
he draws a wondering crowd who is
this dancer
everyday
repetition is the way
gray days masking
true blue skies
of hope lasting
graceand future passing
a cold world sobered up
washed out and cleaned up
DULL and BLAND
he walks the halls in search of
a love
the dancer dissipates from center
stage
oating from group to group copyingstyles
he stumbles across a maverick
beautiful in features and attire
freelancer of her own style
Up and down
around
in and out
trafc ows in the halls
the small being makes his way
he passes tons of beauties but the
eyes of one catches his
hers sneaky dangerous and swift in
movement
she passes by without
acknowledgement
The dancer now follows dangerously
close
he knows his purser and had his
dose
she took her glances
with her dangerous cool blue eyes
drunk in happiness in of the musicshe laughs in enjoyment unaware
she is pursued
day after day
he searches
for the face
he longed to see her
for her to acknowledge
for her to be INTERESTED
she passed by greeting himhesitation
recognition and progress
The party atmosphere ended
he searched for her
but to only compliment her elegant
dress
with colors in his liking
others left the dancer as usual lastto leave
the morning came I became whole
once again
with a desire to catch this girl
who attracted me
although her actions
led me up and down
on a roller coaster
I pursue this girl
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Untitled
Patrece Martin
She holds her head high
She walks around big and tall
She has light eyes that almost look like they could be white
When she talks I turn away
I donrsquot know why
Her words just seem so cold
Children seem to like herThey canrsquot see the harshness she brings
And I guess I canrsquot blame them
When shersquos around the fat man brings them presents
But I am no fool
I canrsquot wait for her to leave
Her sister is much nicer
She speaks with warm comforting words
Oh I canrsquot wait for the day
When winter leaves
And itrsquos time for Summer to step in
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My Tear For Her My Passion For Him
Bella Alibrandi
I was holding her hand walking
slowly with her like I always did Not mak-
ing her feel like her body was slowing down
Even though it was I saw her every day even
on Sundays Irsquove been her nanny since I was
fourteen When I began working for the Nicolas
family she was only four I thought she was
the cutest and sweetest little girl I would ever
care for And that was true but she wasnrsquot an
easy child With all her vitamins pills and her
allergies quite frankly I was very nervous when
talking care of her
During the summers she was all myresponsibility for thirteen hours a day What did
I do while I had school My schedule was very
complex Irsquod wake up every morning at ve in
the morning It didnrsquot matter if it was during the
week or the weekend I would get to her house
by six when I was younger and couldnrsquot drive
my mom would bring me to school around
seven thirty At the end of the day mom would
get me and drop me off at her house around
two thirty Her parents worked from one pm toeight pm The time period that I was at school
and her parents were at work she was the only
one home in their large empty mansion taking
her daily nap I was really worried about this
when I started working It was unsafe for a little
girl her age to be home alone and defenseless
I heard she has an older sibling that hersquos in my
eleventh grade class but I have never met him
or seen him around the house Which didnrsquot
surprise me so much considering how big their
house is But I began to be ok with the little girl
home alone because I met Marty
Marty is their front guard that lived
out in the guardhouse you had to pass by to
get in through their iron gates in the two mile
long driveway Marty showed me the Nicolasrsquos
security systems locks movement detectors
alarms and even alarms to detect any substancethat their little girl was allergic to If it detect-
ed any of her allergens it would immediately
notify her parentsrsquo cell phones work numbers
and the emergency hospital a couple blocks up
They even insisted that my cell be included in
the alarms and that I have my own identication
code for Marty Yeah they were that protective
Crazy huh Nope it all made sense when I met
Melina Nicolas
She had the softest milk chocolatebrown hair that had spiral curls that hung to her
mid back It felt like silk Mrs Nicolas always
dressed her in the princess dresses that people
bought to put their girls in pageants the kind of
dress that cost $50000 Yep that kind of rich
Everyday when I saw her she would jump for
joy and say ldquoMy nanny Kay Kayrsquos here What
do you want to play today Kay Kayrdquo Yeah my
name is Kayla Anne Merienda But most peoplecall me Kayla But Melina canrsquot say that so she
calls me Kay Kay
Every day I had a new game to teach
her I think shersquos the only child I have ever
met that loves to learn as much as she does
But after awhile I ran out of games So wersquod
play some of the old ones She started getting
bored with the new games So we made up our
own She was incredibly smart for a little girl
But right now shersquos seven and Irsquom seventeen
And right about now is when Mr and Mrs
Nicolas should be leaving the house Irsquom in my
last period class advanced Spanish But for
the last ten minutes I havenrsquot been listening
to my teacher Irsquove been tuning everyone out
except Austin Irsquod gotten lost in my own world
thinking about him and only him I had dedicat-
ed my whole high school career to Melina soIrsquove never been able to have a social life Yeah
there are some girls I talk to eat lunch with But
I donrsquot think I could consider them as friends
And some days more than others Irsquod feel so
lonely without friends in my life and especially
a boyfriend I canrsquot help look at his eyes I canrsquot
help get nervous around him even though we
donrsquot talk And I denitely canrsquot help but want
to be able to call him mine But that wonrsquot hap-
pen Itrsquos time to get into my snow covered carand drive to Melinarsquos house once again
When the bell rang I must have stood
up too quickly and gotten dizzy I tried to shake
it off and walk forward but ran right into some-
one I couldnrsquot see who it was because I was
now face rst on the oor once again looking
like an idiot I suddenly felt a warm hand on
my back ldquoHere let me help yourdquo I stood up
and regained my balance ldquoAre you ok You fellpretty hardrdquo I didnrsquot notice who had helped me
off the ground until now I was looking straight
into his blue eyes It was Austin
ldquoYeah Irsquom ne thanksrdquo I was swaying
side to side lightheaded But not because of the
impact of the ground I just took but because he
was talking to me Me And he saw me for the
rst time He grabbed my shoulders rm but
gentle
ldquoWoah there Should I take you to the
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nurserdquo No I had to get to Melinarsquos before she
wakes up
ldquoNo thanks I need to be somewhererdquo
I headed for the door but he caught me by the
arm which made my body tingle
ldquoIf you think Irsquom going to let you drive
yoursquore crazyrdquo
ldquoWhyrdquo I tried to pull away but hisstrong arms werenrsquot giving in anytime soon
ldquoYou fell and hit your head Finerdquo he
said while letting go ldquogo drive away in your
car and get in an accident Irsquoll be the last person
you ever talk tordquo That scared me a little bit He
grabbed his backpack and began to walk off
ldquoWaitrdquo I ran after him running into a
table or two He stopped not facing me But I
could totally tell he was smiling
ldquoCould you drive me somewhererdquo Hespun around with a casual look painted across
his excited face
ldquoI guessrdquo He oddly winked and said
with a wave of a hand ldquoThis wayrdquo
We got out into the ice and snow covered park-
ing lot We walked out quite far and stopped by
a black SLK with tan leather seating
ldquoNice carrdquo I said
ldquoYou into carsrdquo He looked surprisedldquoKinda My dad owns a dealershiprdquo He
laughed and we both got in
ldquoI have a BMW Chevroletrdquo He nodded
ldquoThatrsquos a nice carrdquo We both laughed
ldquoIrsquom Austin by the way You must have
known that though You wouldnrsquot have gotten
into a car with a total stranger rightrdquo He pre-
tended to glance at my face but I saw his eyes
scan over my body
ldquoYeah I knew your name you must
know mine because you wouldnrsquot let a total
stranger into your car would yourdquo I said smil-
ing at him He smiled back
ldquoGood call I do know your name Kayla
Anne Blake Rightrdquo Kinda creepy he knew my
whole name
ldquoYeah But you can just call me Kaylardquo
ldquoOh okay Kayla So which way nowrdquohe said stopping at a stoplight
ldquoTake a next left and then itrsquos the next
house on your leftrdquo I looked at his face He
looked puzzled ldquoIs something the matterrdquo He
didnrsquot answer for a second But then said
ldquoNo nothings wrongrdquo Something was
wrong here
We stopped at the iron gate and punched
in a code Was he related to these people He
must have seen me curiously looking at himbecause he said
ldquoIrsquom Melinarsquos Brotherrdquo I guessed I
should have guessed that considering his last
name was Nicolas Wow I feel so stupid
ldquoOh okay Irsquom herhelliprdquo I didnrsquot get to
nish because he did it for me
ldquoNanny Rightrdquo he smiled
ldquoYeah How did you know I havenrsquot
seen you around their houserdquo I was getting ner-vous He must have sensed it because he said
ldquoItrsquos okay Kayla Melina talks about
you a lot You donrsquot have to freak outrdquo He said
half smiling like he was trying to prove he was
a good guy
ldquoOkay sorry that just freaked me out for
a minute thererdquo
ldquoItrsquos okay By the way I need your
identication coderdquo I gave it to him and he
typed it in smoothly The gates swung open and
we drove up and parked in the driveway It was
snowing so he took off his coat and put it on
me Irsquom sure I blushed
ldquoThanksrdquo
When we got inside Mrs Nicolas was
crying with Mr Nicolas wrapped around her
ldquoDad what happenedrdquo
ldquoWherersquos Melinardquo I asked franticSomething must have happened They arenrsquot
supposed to be home With a deep breath Mr
Nicolas said
ldquoShersquos in the hospital We came to pick
you two up Get in our carrdquo
We drove to the hospital where we
found Melina in a bed connected to tubes and
wires I was freaking out and on the verge of
tears
ldquoMr and Mrs Nicolas please may Ihave a word with you two in the hallrdquo They
walked out leaving me with Austin He was
holding Melinarsquos delicate little hand
ldquoDo you think shersquoll be okayrdquo I asked
sitting next to him He was quiet for a minute
Then looked at me with tears in his eyes
ldquoI donrsquot knowrdquo He said it was a deep
strong voice but by his tears I knew he was
breaking insideI went and stood by the door and
watched the doctor down the hall with the
parents He was telling them bad news I knew
because they both started crying and so did I
I went and sat back down and waited for the
Nicolasrsquo to tell us something bad But when
Mrs Nicolas came in she said
ldquoEverything will be ne Melina is just a
little sick
Austin was driving me home and looked
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at me and said with sorrow in his voice
ldquoThey lied to usrdquo
ldquoWhat do you meanrdquo I asked
ldquoMelina isnrsquot just sick She has cancerrdquo
He pulled over where we both began to
sob and hold each other close for a time that
felt like forever
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ldquoOcean Islerdquo
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Russian Roulette
Leah Ifraim
The spicy fumes
Circulate through the airBrushing across my nostrils
I see a beautifully plated row of giant sushi
Elegant underneath a drizzle of spicy mayo
I stare at them in awe
I delicately pick up one of the rolls
Bringing it up to my lips
As I take my rst bite
I feel a crunch
My tongue begins to sizzle
Spicy mayo
So creamy and rich
Fizzes across the center of my tongue
Jolting me alert
With each chew
I feel the fresh taste of chives
Fracture as a tooth bites into it
The tuna warms my taste buds
Mixing with the bits of sticky rice
Plastering the walls of each toothSavory tastes collide
Bouncing off each cell of my tongue
As the nal taste of perfection slips down my throat
My hand reaches for another roll
Irsquove never tasted anything so mysterious and incredible
This is the Russian Roulette
Jackie Halpin- ldquoFarmerrsquos Marketrdquo
Julia Slisz- ldquoChairrdquo
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Home
Dori Bergman
A homeIs nothing like
A house
Itrsquos a place
Where you belong
Itrsquos a feeling
That yoursquoll savor
Itrsquos a person
Who you look to
With my homeI feel wanted
Understood
Special
And loved
So I just thought
Irsquod let you know
That even though
Irsquove lost my way
With you
Irsquom nally
Home Allison Emmel- ldquoBalconyrdquo
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Untitled
Christy Le
I hear the NFL theme song go off in my
earmdashmy alarm itrsquos 545 am and I need to get
up for school I trudge to my closet carefully
picking out my clothes and doing my makeup
ensuring that my appearance is on the same par
as the suburban-elite girls from my school At
7am I realize itrsquos time to wake my two broth-
ers I walk to their room and gently shake them
awake They begrudgingly march to the bath-
roommdashmy cue to prepare breakfast I tiptoe
past my momrsquos room as not to wake her I know
shersquoll need her sleep before her twelve hour
shift at the nail salon At 705 am I say good-
bye to my younger brothers remind them not to
miss their bus and start the trek to my bus stop
At the bus stop I ght the urge to lie
down and take a nap The previous dayrsquos activi-
ties have exhausted memdashcooking dinner tutor-
ing my brothers cleaning my house and work-
ing on my four AP course workload until 2 am
When the bus arrives I board it and sit with one
of my best friends She and I fall into mindless
chatter about pop culture and other nonsensical
things but itrsquos all an illusion for me since Irsquom
not just a teenage girl Irsquom a ldquomotherrdquo to two
boysIrsquove been expected to be the caretaker
of my brothers since I was seven My mom has
always worked twelve hours a day six days a
week and without my dad in the picture the
responsibilities of my brothers were left to me
It was a role forced upon me but itrsquos a role Irsquove
accepted At the age of seven I began staying
home alone with my three-year-old brother and
my infant brother At the age of seven I stopped
being a child turning into the person my fam-ily needed me to bemdashthe one who changed
diapers prepared formula put my brothers to
sleep and took care of them in every way imag-
inable I gladly took on these responsibilities
because it was what my mom needed me to do
My mom had to work to support our family and
couldnrsquot afford a babysitter
I used to see my brothers as a burden
that kept me from my potential I resented the
fact that my mom forced me to stay home and
care for them Why did I have to sacrice
They werenrsquot my kids nor was I their mother
I fumed at the unfairness and resentfully cared
for them for years Now I realize that Irsquom
lucky to have them Taking care of my brothers
has made me into a chef a teacher a mentor
a maid a chauffeur and a supportive sister
Irsquove always been forced to juggle my brothers
school work volunteerism and a healthy social
life on a daily basis These roles shaped me into
the caring compassionate and capable person
that I am today Caring for my brothers didnrsquot
keep me from my potential it exponentially
increased my potential After being responsible
for the lives of two human beings Irsquove learned
priceless skills I can manage a household and
maintain a family I can be efcient in all that Ido and work hard at every job assigned to me
Such skills have allowed me to be successful
academically professionally and socially I can
manage a hectic life and still be a happy soul
with a great academic record Growing up with
my brothers has taught me to make the best
when Irsquom handed the least I now know that the
caretaking of my brothers hasnrsquot been a burden
instead itrsquos been a character-building experi-
enceNo one knows that I take on a soccer-
mom persona after school Yoursquoll never see me
without a smile at school so Irsquom perceived as a
happy-go-lucky carefree girl However my ap-
pearance at school is a faccedilade My friends from
school presume that I have the perfect life but
I donrsquot Irsquove just learned to positively deal with
my life I keep up an act to conceal the great
struggles that I endure Irsquom glad I can control
how I am perceived because it changes how I
am treated I have compassion for those who
have little control over their appearance due to
genetic deformities so I want to become a re-
constructive plastic surgeon I want to empower
people with the ability to portray themselves to
others as they wish so I want to dedicate my life
to being a reconstructive plastic surgeon and to
xing birth defects and genetic deformities
Nicole Tanquary- ldquoPotrait of Laurardquo
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Nostalgic Nostrils
Laura Wengert
I donrsquot have an extraordinarily keen sense of smell
But there are a few whiffs from which I can always tell
Like whatrsquos for dinner when I walk in the door The stinky stench of worms after the rain has poured
Those people who have their own distinct scent
The unwavering reminder of what Irsquove given up for lent
I like the smell of the laundry machine after itrsquos just washed some clothes
I like it when unknown wonders wander in and out of my nose
I liked the smell that mom carried after shersquod just been selling fries
But for all the good smells in life there are so many more to despise
I despise the smell of perfume that it always leaves me choking
I detest the puddle of drool Irsquoll discover when Irsquove awoken
I fear the trauma of old food that is no longer any good
But I like sitting up in a tree where I can smell the old wood
I think therersquos a weird smell hanging around a newly purchased shirt
And more weirdly than that I kind of like the smell of dirt
Smelling can be a dangerous activity
One that can easily go wild
Or it can act as serendipityAnd take you back to when you were a child
I remember my Grammy whose old sweaters will stay with me until much later
And plugging my nose when opening my grandparentrsquos basement refrigerator
I can transport myself to the parts of life where everything is well
All I need to do is nd that one perfect smell Holly Deng- ldquoBlooming Onionsrdquo
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Love is Special
Ebere Joseph
Love is special
UndeniableCaring
Optimistic
Daring
with no boundaries
And
Who shows that kind of love
Mom and only mom
With Age Comes Disappointment
Junghye Kim
Brown cows pee chocolate milk
And monsters live under the bedAnd the tooth fairy magically sneaks under your hair
And your parents can read your mind
Yoursquore not allowed to stay up past eight thirty
Or eat the sugar packets at restaurants
Or let go of your momrsquos hand
You dream of nding the end of the rainbow
And talking to mermaids
And growing up so you can do whatever you please
But little did you know that growing up comes faster than
you wish for
And people arenrsquot as kind as you once believed
And the magic of life disappears to a gray dullness
Carly Neugbauer- ldquoEmmardquo
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Arielle Nagar-
ldquoMomrdquo
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Untitled
Breanne Isaacs
ldquoTouchdownrdquo the speakers blared
as Ryan Blakeson scored the 3rd touchdown of
the game The crowd grew wild once again as
the New York Giants took on the Buffalo Bills
Ryan and his teammates gathered around in a
huddle swaying back and forth preparing for
the last quarter
Ryan is a 24 year old NFL star He
has been playing football ever since he could
remember and it meant more than anything to
him The quarterback has scored more than 20
touchdowns this past season The whole team
depended on him just as he did on them Ryanstood 6rsquo1 his blonde hair owed down his
face almost covering his ocean blue eyes Not
only did he become his dream of becoming a
professional football player but he also met a
gorgeous girl 4 years back Taylor was the girl
of his dreams he treasured every moment with
her He would marry his best friend in a few
months right after his team made it to the Super
Bowl
Every day he did the same routine Hebelieved that it was a good luck charm he had
everything he ever wanted A beautiful wife-
to-be and the career that made him millions to
do what he loves In the mornings he got up at
seven and ran a mile to the eld for a four hour
practice Nights were spent with Taylor and
weekends with his family Tonight was rela-
tively different he didnrsquot take her to dinner or
a movie he just sat around His head throbbedthe lights hurt his eyes and opening them made
him feel so sick He gured if he slept every-
thing would go away Taylor kissed him ldquoI
love you superstar goodnightrdquo she said as she
tucked him into bed When Ryan awoke in the
morning the pain was worse than ever He stuck
through and got himself to the pre-game prac-
tice The eld around him seemed like war Thescreaming fans made his head kill even more
All he wanted to do was go home and sleep but
he knew his team needed him After all it was
the big game the best two teams in the NFC
As the game went on he began getting dizzy
the whole world was spinning in front of him
Coach kept yelling things like ldquoGet your head
in the gamerdquo and ldquoWhat the heckrdquo Ryan didnrsquot
answer he kept as much focus as he could on
the game Everyone could tell something waswrong his usual sprint down the eld turned
into a fast jog He kept going he needed to
be the player he and everyone else he knew he
was
Two weeks went by and his headache
hadnrsquot gone away no one knew except for
Taylor He thought telling people would make
him seem like a baby so he didnrsquot He kept
his routine the same except he didnrsquot run to
practice he drove His teammates noticed butdidnrsquot question him In the locker room they
were gearing up for practice pushing and jok-
ing as usual As Ryan put on his helmet he felt
a large bump on the back part of his head So
many things ran through his mind at that mo-
ment everything but the upcoming practice He
struggled through practice thinking about the
bump and what it could be When he got home
he showed Taylor She started to freak out andmade him go get things checked out
At the doctorrsquos ofce he waited and
waited for hours until the doctor nally called
him in He slowly sat down on the table with
Taylor right there next to him holding his hand
Many questions were asked about the pain and
the symptoms and the doctor didnrsquot seem to
have much of an idea either Doctor Zogby was
his name known to be one of the best doc-tors in the area He felt Ryanrsquos head multiple
times then sent him off to get scans He had
MRIrsquos X-rays and blood drawn but the re-
sults wouldnrsquot be back until later that day They
instructed Ryan and Taylor to go home so he
could get some rest so he did
During his dinner that consisted of hot
soup and apple juice the phone rang Taylor
answered in a cheerful voice but before long it
turned into something different You could hear
the concerns from the tone of her voice as she
hung up the phone and stared at the oor Ryan
quickly jumped up and went over to her He
held her in his arms while a few tears streamed
down her face ldquoA tumorrdquo she whispered as he
wiped the tears from her Now he began to cry
too She told him that the doctors wanted him to
go to the hospital for the best care he could get
but neither of them moved very much Theystood still in complete shock that this star quar-
terback had something so serious When they
nally arrived at the hospital an assistant nurse
brought them to this little room at the end of a
long hallway The walk seemed to take forever
for these two not knowing what other informa-
tion they might be told next When they got into
the room it was empty just a hospital bed with
a few unknown machines Ryan held his head in
his hands the pain in his head had now gone
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through his entire body He couldnrsquot remember
the last time he had been this scared The brown
wooden door slowly swung open and two doc-
tors walked in one male and the other female
They introduced themselves as Taylorrsquos hands
started to quiver Doctor Ann stood directly
in front of Ryan holding two pieces of cream
color paper The minutes that went by seemedso long to him Finally she told him the news
ldquoRyan your scans have come back you have a
brain tumorrdquo The whole room suddenly became
quiet then she continued ldquoItrsquos small but it could
easily grow so we would like you to go for
chemotherapy as soon as possible Most people
will lose their hair and become very sick but
itrsquos all part of the road to recoveryrdquo The room
got silent Ryan looked at his hands then felt the
bump His whole career would be ushed down
the toilet ldquoIrsquom so sorry Ryanrdquo said the male
doctor Suddenly the doctorsrsquo names were called
over the loudspeaker and they exited the room
Taylor hugged Ryan tightly ldquoIrsquom gonna
love you through itrdquo she said with two small
tear droplets forming in the corner of her eye
They both cried at the thought of the future
what would happen with the wedding and
the team But most importantly they thoughtabout what would happen to him By the time
they had got themselves together two hours
had passed On the way out of the door Taylor
asked the receptionist when Ryan should return
for treatment hoping it would be soon They
would return in three days his blood count
must be good before anything can be done He
kept asking himself why why he was the one
to have cancer That night he wouldnrsquot eat he
pushed the chicken and corn back and forth on
his plate His nights turned into days he could
never sleep He watched as the clock ticked
150 am then 200 am The clock seemed as if
it wasnrsquot moving like it was dead Dead like the
way he felt after hearing the terrible news
Friday morning the day his treatments
started He awoke to the sound of his alarm
clock the same one that woke him up for foot-ball He wanted to go so bad he didnrsquot want to
be a weak man but he knew he had to do what
was best He slipped on his comfortable Under
Armour sweat pants and walked out the door
following Taylor
Morgan Guther- ldquoMy Best Friendrdquo
The sun shined through his car window
and he knew exactly why Four years ago his
dad passed away he must have been looking
down on him letting him know that everything
was going be okay Once again the car ride was
silent Ryan never talked much about his feel-
ings When they got to the hospital the waiting
room was so lled up People of all ages sat
around looking gloomy Four little kids which
the genders he couldnrsquot tell were playing with
the toys in a corner They stood out to him all
of their hair was gone but they didnrsquot seem to
mind The smiling faces of the kids lit up the
room knowing that these kids can go through
all of the pain and still have hope Seeing this
made Ryan believe in himself all until his name
got calledThe next room he was put in wasnrsquot
much better It was lled with beds chairs and
many chemotherapy bags Everyone seemed
okay but how he wondered how The lady in a
long blue coat came up to him with a few bags
and a needle so he took a seat He and Taylor
picked up a few magazines and started to read
while the medicine was inserted Hours went
by they lost track of time When the bags nal -
ly emptied they were allowed to leave Doctors
told him he would be sick after and that he
was As soon as they got on the highway he got
queasy With 5 minutes left he rolled down the
window and threw up He felt so sick not being
able to imagine feeling this way after every
chemo session When he got home he kept
getting sick his hands and arms shook non-stop
and his diet consisted of water and soup Two
days had gone by when he nally felt better sohe decided to bring himself to practice Football
was something he couldnrsquot live without At the
eld all the guys huddled around him as if he
was a newborn baby No one knew yet why he
had missed multiple practices and he wanted it
to stay that way Coach asked the team to take
a knee while Ryan explained He said ldquoOkay
guys you all know football means the world to
me but I canrsquot play for a while Last Thursday I
was diagnosed with a cancerous brain tumorrdquo
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Before he could say any more the boysrsquo helmets
hit the ground and the facial expressions turned
into shock Not only was he letting the team
down but the Giantsrsquo fans as well Ryan and the
guys huddled together one last time before he
had to go When he got home he remembered
that he would soon have to go through the same
things in another 8 days once again he askedhimself ldquoWhy merdquo
At this point his mom had just called the
house and Taylor answered She called multiple
times a day to check in on her son like any
mother should Four hours and 275 miles away
was the only distance between the two Mother
and son just like best friends every weekend
she came to check on him and the fact of him
Nicole Tanquary- ldquoSkeletonrdquo
having cancer scared her more than ever He
didnrsquot have a dad in the picture he passed away
years back from a car accident She could not
lose two loved ones they were basically the
only ones she ever had
Eight months passed 243 days and so
did 16 chemo treatments Every time he got
stronger because thatrsquos all he could be Thepain put him out of everything he couldnrsquot
help around the house or even make his own
meals He became so weak that his bones on
his feet cracked almost every time he walked
The dream life went from amazing to not very
good in a short amount of time Ryan went
from 245 pounds to 200 in just a little less than
a year And he still asked himself why All he
wanted to do was sleep and he swore if he
threw up one more time he would kill himself
But two days later he would be marrying the
girl he loved Taylor All of his best friends
and groomsmen gathered at the house to try to
prepare him for the big day Everything they
tried to do just made Ryan feel even worse it
denitely wouldnrsquot be the wedding he planned
on
His tux which was now a size too big
hung in his closet wrapped in bags Todaywas the big day a day that would change his
life once again He hated change so much he
wished things would go back to how it was
before when he was cancer free Since he and
Taylor couldnrsquot be together before the wedding
he sat with the male part of the wedding party
while she was off with the women Everyone
took a few shots but he didnrsquot He looked at
himself in the mirror his suit was baggy He
wasnrsquot happy with his appearance but the
spotlight was still on him The boys relaxed
and reminisced about old times but before
long Ryan fell asleep A few blocks away were
the girls getting ready They did each others
makeup and hair because appointments were
canceled Ryan and Taylor could never afford
everything for the wedding plus the hospital
feesAs the boys arrived at the church the
clouds started to go away The sun shined right
through the limo windows into Ryanrsquos eyes
Teardrops wanted to pour out but he was stron-
ger than that At that moment he knew who was
looking down on him his dad Ryan knew the
cancer could kill him he already felt dead The
tough football player turned into a weak man
who wanted to give up In 10 minutes he would
see the most beautiful girl become his wife
He stood with his best man at the altar
Slowly he looked up and down the crowd of
people smiling and laughing just like him For
the rst time in a while he felt alive Then the
music started playing and the doors opened
Taylor looked stunning The whole church
shifted to look at her half of them crying Ryan
walked halfway to meet her speechless he
took her hand They said their vows and Ryankissed his bride The happy couple walked hand
in hand down the aisle and then she stopped
and kissed his bald head For the rst time in a
long time he forgot about his cancer He forgot
about his pain all until the reception started
His head started to throb again and he
couldnrsquot stand up People huddled around him
as he held his head in his hands He felt warmer
than ever and his eyes were beyond bloodshot
His progress wasnrsquot getting better The people
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Megan
Bishop-ldquoButteriesrdquo
at the party just sat there hoping for the best of
the newly married man A doctor in the room
insisted they call 911 so that they did Minutes
passed before the ambulance arrived Taylor
and Ryanrsquos mom held him stable trying to get
him to move He knew something was wrong
but he needed to be strong for not only himself
but for Taylor too Ryan wanted to give up themen carried him off on a stretcher The peo-
ple attending the wedding watched the blaring
lights go off into the distance
Inside the ambulance Taylor held his
hand He closed his eyes so confused When
the paramedic sitting in the back asked him
questions he didnrsquot respond The hope in her
voice went from positive to negative She be-
came nervous and yelled something to the driv-
er in medical language Suddenly the vehicle
started to move faster speeding down the high-
way Taylor asked ldquoWhatrsquos going onrdquo then
started to cry At that very moment the heart
monitor started to beep faster Both women
watched as the lines slowly decreased Taylor
kissed Ryan on the lips ldquoNordquo she screamed
ldquoPlease donrsquot leave me Ryan be strong open
your eyes give me a sign that yoursquore hererdquo
His heartbeat was turning into a straight line asthe ambulance pulled to a stop The line was
now gone and so was he Taylorrsquos tears poured
down her face Her husband soul mate and best
friend had gone to heaven She held him in her
arms and said ldquoYou were so strong as strong as
you could be I love you so much Superstarrdquo
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Life on the Court
Laura Wildridge
Mind in the game
Eye on the ball
Step
Together
SMASH
TransitionJump
Block
Points rack up
Sweat drips down
Mind in the game
Soul
On the court
Samantha Williams- ldquoEmmardquo
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Untitled
Jack Martin
I would like to say that I just woke up
That the soft light came up from the horizon
like an orange sh from the deep dark ocean
and the mufed slow steps of my grandparents
woke me from deep long sleep I had rested
and dreamed and knew that when I awoke I
would be in the world I was meant to be in
with my parents and friends and the knowledge
of war and death that a normal kid should know
But I canrsquot I open my eyes slowly and sit up
even slower Sometimes I wish I could just
sleep all day lie in my warm bed and let my
mind numb My eyes are tired and I then noticea sharp pain in the crook of my arms I looked
down to examine them and lower the clock
from my chest and immediately feel cold like
my heart stopped beating
I feel warm and as happy as I could be
here with my father together for such a short
time and then hersquoll have to go But for now
I wonrsquot think about it now theyrsquore here with
me and thatrsquos all that matters in the world Myparents try to shield me from the world they
pretend that there is no war and that we will
always be together But I know itrsquos all a lie I
live in the lie because I love the lie Mother is
in the kitchen making dinner and father and I
are in the living room with the brand new clock
that he bought my mother for her birthday Itrsquos a
beautiful clock artfully drawn numbers formed
in a circle on thick white backing as white asivory framed in a sturdy wood with swirled gr-
ain and two thin hands that ticked like a heart-
beat my heartbeat I would always remember
them through this clock
My arms are dented with angry red
lines I must have had a nightmare last night
and hugged the clock too tight I pull the old
quilt off of me and swung off the bed and onto my feet I leave my lonely bed and small
old dresser in my room Before I head down
stairs I go to the window and shove it up and
feel the cold sting of the winter morning air I
pull on the frozen clothes line until my spare
pair of socks and a sweater comes close enough
to grab The worn cotton is stiff and I hope my
body heat will warm them quickly I stood at
the top of the stairs and prepared myself for
the scene downstairs I am greeted by cough-
ing my grandfather in his normal place in the
chair farthest away from the small kitchen
window I take a seat across from him and set
the clock down in front of me I think that the
bright sunlight like todays might hurt his fragile
skin I greet him after his coughing t subsides
while he takes a sip from his mug which is
lled with mostly hot water We manage to
keep small amounts of coffee in the apartmentthat he uses very sparingly He nods which is
an improvement from yesterday when he just
made a soft noise in the back of his throat The
war infuriates him he hates being forced to live
in this old tenement I used to love my grand-
pa He always made me laugh and pretended
to pull quarters from my ears Now he mostly
just stares at a wall or naps He hasnrsquot smiled
in months I looked over to my grandmother as
she moves franticly around the kitchen opening
an empty cabinet opening the one next to it
and then opening the rst one again She has
gone mad and therersquos no hope for her She
scares me when she tries to talk to her daughter
(my dead mother) The war has affected them
so much the loss of a daughter and any chance
of a happy life I would feel sorry for them if
I had the energy Therersquos half of a loaf of stalebread on the counter She must be looking for
the jam we ran out of weeks ago As I look at
the bread I notice again how unusually bright
the sun is today Itrsquos late winter and the sun
shouldnrsquot be shining like this until a few months
from now I squint my eyes and lean forward
to better look out the window The sun seemed
to be splitting in half and then thirds and then
fourths ldquoBombsrdquo I whisper
Samantha Williams- ldquoAngelrdquo
The sun pieces drift to the ground where
they erupt My grandmother shrieks and thenfaints Her frail head smacks against the counter
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I look at my grandpa even though he is old and
doesnrsquot care about me itrsquos amazing how I still
look to him for help And then I see something
equally as stunning as the bombs- my grand-
fatherrsquos face awakens to a look of surprise and
fear In a dull voice that sounds like a broken
whistle he says ldquoGet downrdquo Before I can even
think I dive for the hallway just as a wave of power shakes the earth The sound is like a muf-
ed thunder boom Cracks rip through the dry-
wall and the light over the kitchen table sways
I entwine myself around the clock If this is
where I die I want to die with this clock The
tempo of the clock still remains true a steady
tick tick tick that is oblivious to its surround-
ings I close my eyes and wait for death falling
deep into a rhythmic trance I wait through
more volleys of thunder akes of drywall fall
on me as the tenement is being shaken apart by
shock waves I hear the pandemonium outside
screams and buildings crashing to the ground
The end of my world and many of those like me
is happening Then something strange happens
A cold bony hand tightens around my leg My
eyes y open as my grandfather tightens his
grip on my ankle He lies on the ground with a
look of agony on his face He looks even worsethan normal if that is possible He reminds me
of a decaying corpse He opens his mouth and
breathes a phrase that is nearly inaudible ldquoWe
Have To Moverdquo He then coughs splattering
blood on the oor and in my face I stare at him
in awe How could he have hope now The
man who stares at a blank wall all day his eyes
like black holes The west side of the tenement
explodes in re My grandmotherrsquos limp body
is whipped across the room like rope Her back
is impaled with six inch splinters of wood My
eyes burn with re but seeing the will to live
in my grandfatherrsquos eyes awakens something in
me as well It reminds me of how I used to love
him He was what I aspired to be I tightened my
muscles wrapped one arm around the clock and
entwined the other in my grandfatherrsquos paperyleathery hand After I stomped out the small re
that had started on his left leg I heave his frail
body up into my arms My legs ache as I try to
pull myself and grandfather to the bathroom
rubble continues to break from the walls The
apartment is still being bended by the power of
the bombs I heave the dead weight of my grand-
father tugging it from debris Finally I reach thebathroom The sink is cracked and water ows
from the snapped pipe but over all the compact-
ed space of the bathroom is the least affected by
the bombs I drop my grandfather in the corner
hersquos unconscious or dead Shove the door shut
then climb into the cold marble bathtub and hugthe clock as tightly as I can to my chest trying tofuse it with my body The lights icker and then
die I let the booms shaking the world become
background noise allowing the ticking of theclock to ll my mind and then enter my dreams
Kateryna Lebedyeva- ldquoSunowerrdquo
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Halloween Night
Tangela Hightower
Wind howling
Moon rising
Clouds forming
This would be the night
A dark
And stormy night
That creepy things
Hidden in shadows
Will emerge
From shaggy willows
Seeking out little kids
Dragging home pillowsFilled with treats
That the creepy monsters want to eat
Katherine Sofetti- ldquoMaskrdquo
If These Walls Lived
Tangela Hightower
If walls could speak
Theyrsquod scream
Like their life depended on it
If walls could run
Theyrsquod break a world record
Faster than the fastest man ever
If walls could cry
Wersquod all live on boats
Because the earth would be ooded
If walls could dream
Theyrsquod smile in their sleep
Because of all the things theyrsquove seen
If walls could write
Wersquod run out of trees
Because there would be none left
If walls could love
Theyrsquod show us all
The meaning of that word
If walls could die
Well then I think
Wersquod all be exposed
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Could I Be Your Change
Bella Alibrandi
I want to leave a footprintOn the world
I want to make a difference
To create change
Someday I would like to be someonersquos hero
And have them look up to me
Irsquom going to die
And when I do
I want people to remember me
And laugh at all the good times we had
The last thing I would wantIs for people to cry over my passing
They should celebrate my moving on
My next step
I wish that they will hope
Irsquom happy and no longer
Feel any pain
If you choose to cry for me
I suppose I cannot stop you
But my dear friend and loved onePlease take note
That my life was full and happy
And you will always be a part
Of my soul
Paige Fiermonte- ldquoLadyrdquo
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An Arrow
Cayla Dedrick
It was the rst day of summer and already my
parents were shipping me off to some camp to
spend the summer An outdoors sports-y kind
of camp too Upon arriving I was admittedly
a bit impressed by the scenery Much nicer than
the camp from last summer
The place was pretty I suppose the lake
that they had here was actually larger than a
gloried pond and reected the clear blue of
the sky and luminescent little sparkles from the
sun Shadows from the trees around the camp
area dappled the ground creating a nice mix of
the shade and the sun
My parents insisted that it was betterto be outside with other children for the whole
summer rather than cooped up in my room
Personally I think they just wanted to get rid of
me so I wouldnrsquot ldquoaccidentallyrdquo blow the house
up in my boredom
It didnrsquot matter if it was nice here or not
I wouldnrsquot enjoy this I never did
The string of the bow bit rather pain-
fully into the sensitive skin of my hands as I
struggled to tug it back far enough to an arrowproperly I could feel the eyes of the other
children who were waiting for their turn at the
targets boring into my back as I fought to hold
the bow and aim
At this point it would have been great
for the arrow to hit the target or at least make it
far enough to do so but I had no such luck My
arrow skittered pitifully into the dust more than
a couple feet in front of where I was aiming
Soft snickering drifted from behind me but I
Katelyn
Killoran-
ldquoOld Red
Wagonrdquo
refrained from glaring at them like I was sotempted to It was better not to give people the
satisfaction of knowing that theyrsquod got to me
A hand rested on my shoulder startling me out
of my thoughts but I didnrsquot jump like anyone
else would instead glancing back with a mildly
annoyed look
The boy that stood behind me was older prob-
ably around fteen and smiling kindly in stark
contrast to the other kidsrsquo smirks If I hadnrsquot been
too busy brooding Irsquod probably have found him
cute with soft blonde locks and icy blue eyes that
glittered with warmth rather than malice despite
their color
ldquoNeed some helprdquo he inquired an undertone of
veiled amusement in his voice with a sidelong
glance at the bow I had still clenched at my side
Yes of course I needed help but Irsquod never admit
it
ldquoMaybe a littlerdquo I shrugged So I wouldadmit it but it wasnrsquot my fault Something about
this kid made it hard to say no He didnrsquot seemlike he was trying to make a mockery of me
He instructed me to stand like I was going to
shoot an arrow but not to actually pull the bow-
string back yet I obeyed and immediately he
was shifting the positioning of my legs by prod-
ding at my feet with his until I was standing
correctly After determining that I was standing
correctly he stepped behind me and put his hands
over mine to help me This time when I red the
arrow lodged itself into one of the blue rings of
the target the third to the outside of ve colors
Smiling slightly I turned to look up at the boy
ldquoThanksrdquo I muttered a bit reluctantly
cheeks ushing a light shade of pink at the grin
he sent me in return
ldquoNo problem kidrdquo
I frowned ldquoIrsquom not a kidrdquo I protested de-
fensively shaking my head in annoyance ldquoAnd
my name is TerranrdquoldquoYou are a kidrdquo he said with a laugh
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causing me to scowl further ldquoMy namersquos Se-
bastian by the way Nice to meet yourdquo
ldquoCharmedrdquo
So maybe sitting in a kayak in the mid-
dle of the lake with my life jacket un- buckled
when I was well aware of the fact that the boys
in my group that had some weird thing against
me were out there too wasnrsquot a great idea Butno one would dare to push me in when there
were counselors watching right
I shouldrsquove have guessed something
was up when they stole my paddle and my life
jacket and left me stranded there to wait for
someone to come rescue me We were too far
from shore to effectively yell back for help and
while I knew Sebastian was swimming at least
somewhat near here he was underwater too
much to hear meI was just a little caught up in my an-
noyance when I felt my kayak tip sideways
abruptly throwing me out to the side Hitting
the water so suddenly forced most of the breath
from my body and trying to gasp in surprise
only caused water to ood my mouth I man-
aged to thrash my way to the surface to take a
breath Through the sound of my own coughing
I could hear laughter Wonderful They wouldnrsquotbe of any help to me I could tread water to an
extent for a short amount of time but I tired
quickly and just as I was starting to give up on
being able to swim back to shore I felt arms
wrap around my waist from behind tugging my
head out of the water I started to struggle and
kick on instinct but stopped quickly when a
familiar voice reached through the haze of my
panic
ldquoTerran calm down Itrsquos okayrdquo it
soothed gently I fell still and blinked a few
times to attempt to clear my vision Attempt
being the operative word here water was still
splashing into my eyes It wasnrsquot like I was cry-
ing from the fear or anything it was just drip-
ping from my hair
ldquoSebrdquo I mumbled coughing He nod-
ded and shifted me around so it would be easierto keep my head above the surface I wound my
arms around his neck to cling to him just a little
desperately as he swam back to shore abandon-
ing my now waterlogged kayak
Sebastian kept his arm wrapped around
my shoulders after we got to the point where I
could stand up I wasnrsquot sure if it was because
I was still shivering or it was just a protective
thing but either way I was grateful He only re-
luctantly handed me off to one of the counselorsso I could dry off and get some hot chocolate to
warm up after brushing his lips over my damp-
ened hair and promising to come see me when
he could That made me turn bright red very
quickly Behind all the kindness in his gaze I
could see the cold promise that hersquod make sure
nothing like this happened again and I wasnrsquot
sure if that was scary or endearing
If there was one thing to really bedisliked at this camp other than the kids that at-
tended it it was the cabins They were cold and
drafty the oors and beds creaked with
the slightest of movements and at night the
wind made tree branches bang against the win-
dow Needless to say I got little to no sleep I
had no idea how everyone else managed
Honestly I found it easier to rest during
the day in a few choice locations around camp
that it was quite simple to sneak away to at
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certain points throughout the day My current
favourite was a little spot in the woods where
the ground was covered in moss Sebastian
would come and sit with me sometimes and
wersquod talk about whatever came to mind while I
used his shoulder as a pillow On occasion Irsquod
actually fall asleep part way through our con-
versation and hersquod always be nice and sit thereuntil I woke up Once or twice I even found him
dozing as well with his head leaning off the top
of mine
This was the kind of thing Irsquod really
miss when I went home As much as the camp
itself wasnrsquot great and most of the kids didnrsquot
talk to me here I had found a friend Maybe
more than a friend I mused once and a while
glancing at the hand that would nd its way to
rest on my armWe started ditching activities a few
weeks into camp After that incident where I
almost drowned he insisted on hanging around
me just in case It was slow at rst but we did
get to the point where we were comfortable
enough in each otherrsquos company to not only
talk for a long time about anything that came
to mind but sit in silence without it getting the
least bit awkward He asked for my phone num-ber so we could keep in touch before I could
work up the nerve to do so myself My shyness
had mostly dissipated around Sebastian but
little things like asking for contact information
seemed hard
Unfortunately all good things had a stu-
pid way of coming to pass right when they were
getting to the best part This little friendship I
had forged was no exception This camp would
end next week and everyone was going home
Seb had said hersquod visit if he could yet I doubt-
ed wersquod be able to work anything out Still for
now it was easier to fake a smile and agree
Curling up into a tighter ball on the
damp moss-laden ground I let my head fall
onto Sebastianrsquos shoulder as Irsquod done so many
times before closing my eyes He immediately
fell silent to let me rest if I wanted to Today I
couldnrsquot sleep though I didnrsquot want to waste
time sleeping
ldquoItrsquos been fun here Seb You made this
summer a lot more bearable for merdquo I mum-
bled standing on my toes to hug the older boy
quickly slipping a little note into his pocket
He smiled though it looked a bit forced
and nodded
ldquoYeah We should hang out sometimemayberdquo He trailed off a bit uncertainly as if
he wasnrsquot sure Irsquod want to see him again after
this summer
I laughed Between the two of us
he wasnrsquot supposed to be the shy one ldquoWe
shouldrdquo A shout of my name from the other
side of the little clearing where theyrsquod gathered
us to wait for our parents made me look up My
father was standing by one of the counselors
arms crossed and impatient I didnrsquot hesitate tostart walking over to him
ldquoByerdquo I called back over my shoulder
Sebastian waved once before turning away
On the silent ride home I stared out the
window wishing for the rst time that I didnrsquot
have to come home from camp this year
Later when he got home himself Se-
bastian would nd the little slip of paper I gave
him before we left and smile
[Thanks for everything Seb Irsquoll miss you lt3
-TM]
Sophie Luckette- ldquoLadybugsrdquo
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A Love for a Girl
Harrison Franklin
A mixed teen walks down the hall
passing by the conceded walls
looks of style
talk of white and black
he sits up slumps and sits back
again
quiet mostly but loud when he
chooses
he doesnrsquot have a place of status
quo
he speaks to with whom he chooses
he can be brazen or a phantom joyous or saddened
At night a man of style and
personality
steps forth to a scene
he is ready
the music plays and he listens
his favored electronic plays
the bass rumbles
his body moves rhythmicallyin precise time with the beats
he draws a wondering crowd who is
this dancer
everyday
repetition is the way
gray days masking
true blue skies
of hope lasting
graceand future passing
a cold world sobered up
washed out and cleaned up
DULL and BLAND
he walks the halls in search of
a love
the dancer dissipates from center
stage
oating from group to group copyingstyles
he stumbles across a maverick
beautiful in features and attire
freelancer of her own style
Up and down
around
in and out
trafc ows in the halls
the small being makes his way
he passes tons of beauties but the
eyes of one catches his
hers sneaky dangerous and swift in
movement
she passes by without
acknowledgement
The dancer now follows dangerously
close
he knows his purser and had his
dose
she took her glances
with her dangerous cool blue eyes
drunk in happiness in of the musicshe laughs in enjoyment unaware
she is pursued
day after day
he searches
for the face
he longed to see her
for her to acknowledge
for her to be INTERESTED
she passed by greeting himhesitation
recognition and progress
The party atmosphere ended
he searched for her
but to only compliment her elegant
dress
with colors in his liking
others left the dancer as usual lastto leave
the morning came I became whole
once again
with a desire to catch this girl
who attracted me
although her actions
led me up and down
on a roller coaster
I pursue this girl
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Untitled
Patrece Martin
She holds her head high
She walks around big and tall
She has light eyes that almost look like they could be white
When she talks I turn away
I donrsquot know why
Her words just seem so cold
Children seem to like herThey canrsquot see the harshness she brings
And I guess I canrsquot blame them
When shersquos around the fat man brings them presents
But I am no fool
I canrsquot wait for her to leave
Her sister is much nicer
She speaks with warm comforting words
Oh I canrsquot wait for the day
When winter leaves
And itrsquos time for Summer to step in
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My Tear For Her My Passion For Him
Bella Alibrandi
I was holding her hand walking
slowly with her like I always did Not mak-
ing her feel like her body was slowing down
Even though it was I saw her every day even
on Sundays Irsquove been her nanny since I was
fourteen When I began working for the Nicolas
family she was only four I thought she was
the cutest and sweetest little girl I would ever
care for And that was true but she wasnrsquot an
easy child With all her vitamins pills and her
allergies quite frankly I was very nervous when
talking care of her
During the summers she was all myresponsibility for thirteen hours a day What did
I do while I had school My schedule was very
complex Irsquod wake up every morning at ve in
the morning It didnrsquot matter if it was during the
week or the weekend I would get to her house
by six when I was younger and couldnrsquot drive
my mom would bring me to school around
seven thirty At the end of the day mom would
get me and drop me off at her house around
two thirty Her parents worked from one pm toeight pm The time period that I was at school
and her parents were at work she was the only
one home in their large empty mansion taking
her daily nap I was really worried about this
when I started working It was unsafe for a little
girl her age to be home alone and defenseless
I heard she has an older sibling that hersquos in my
eleventh grade class but I have never met him
or seen him around the house Which didnrsquot
surprise me so much considering how big their
house is But I began to be ok with the little girl
home alone because I met Marty
Marty is their front guard that lived
out in the guardhouse you had to pass by to
get in through their iron gates in the two mile
long driveway Marty showed me the Nicolasrsquos
security systems locks movement detectors
alarms and even alarms to detect any substancethat their little girl was allergic to If it detect-
ed any of her allergens it would immediately
notify her parentsrsquo cell phones work numbers
and the emergency hospital a couple blocks up
They even insisted that my cell be included in
the alarms and that I have my own identication
code for Marty Yeah they were that protective
Crazy huh Nope it all made sense when I met
Melina Nicolas
She had the softest milk chocolatebrown hair that had spiral curls that hung to her
mid back It felt like silk Mrs Nicolas always
dressed her in the princess dresses that people
bought to put their girls in pageants the kind of
dress that cost $50000 Yep that kind of rich
Everyday when I saw her she would jump for
joy and say ldquoMy nanny Kay Kayrsquos here What
do you want to play today Kay Kayrdquo Yeah my
name is Kayla Anne Merienda But most peoplecall me Kayla But Melina canrsquot say that so she
calls me Kay Kay
Every day I had a new game to teach
her I think shersquos the only child I have ever
met that loves to learn as much as she does
But after awhile I ran out of games So wersquod
play some of the old ones She started getting
bored with the new games So we made up our
own She was incredibly smart for a little girl
But right now shersquos seven and Irsquom seventeen
And right about now is when Mr and Mrs
Nicolas should be leaving the house Irsquom in my
last period class advanced Spanish But for
the last ten minutes I havenrsquot been listening
to my teacher Irsquove been tuning everyone out
except Austin Irsquod gotten lost in my own world
thinking about him and only him I had dedicat-
ed my whole high school career to Melina soIrsquove never been able to have a social life Yeah
there are some girls I talk to eat lunch with But
I donrsquot think I could consider them as friends
And some days more than others Irsquod feel so
lonely without friends in my life and especially
a boyfriend I canrsquot help look at his eyes I canrsquot
help get nervous around him even though we
donrsquot talk And I denitely canrsquot help but want
to be able to call him mine But that wonrsquot hap-
pen Itrsquos time to get into my snow covered carand drive to Melinarsquos house once again
When the bell rang I must have stood
up too quickly and gotten dizzy I tried to shake
it off and walk forward but ran right into some-
one I couldnrsquot see who it was because I was
now face rst on the oor once again looking
like an idiot I suddenly felt a warm hand on
my back ldquoHere let me help yourdquo I stood up
and regained my balance ldquoAre you ok You fellpretty hardrdquo I didnrsquot notice who had helped me
off the ground until now I was looking straight
into his blue eyes It was Austin
ldquoYeah Irsquom ne thanksrdquo I was swaying
side to side lightheaded But not because of the
impact of the ground I just took but because he
was talking to me Me And he saw me for the
rst time He grabbed my shoulders rm but
gentle
ldquoWoah there Should I take you to the
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nurserdquo No I had to get to Melinarsquos before she
wakes up
ldquoNo thanks I need to be somewhererdquo
I headed for the door but he caught me by the
arm which made my body tingle
ldquoIf you think Irsquom going to let you drive
yoursquore crazyrdquo
ldquoWhyrdquo I tried to pull away but hisstrong arms werenrsquot giving in anytime soon
ldquoYou fell and hit your head Finerdquo he
said while letting go ldquogo drive away in your
car and get in an accident Irsquoll be the last person
you ever talk tordquo That scared me a little bit He
grabbed his backpack and began to walk off
ldquoWaitrdquo I ran after him running into a
table or two He stopped not facing me But I
could totally tell he was smiling
ldquoCould you drive me somewhererdquo Hespun around with a casual look painted across
his excited face
ldquoI guessrdquo He oddly winked and said
with a wave of a hand ldquoThis wayrdquo
We got out into the ice and snow covered park-
ing lot We walked out quite far and stopped by
a black SLK with tan leather seating
ldquoNice carrdquo I said
ldquoYou into carsrdquo He looked surprisedldquoKinda My dad owns a dealershiprdquo He
laughed and we both got in
ldquoI have a BMW Chevroletrdquo He nodded
ldquoThatrsquos a nice carrdquo We both laughed
ldquoIrsquom Austin by the way You must have
known that though You wouldnrsquot have gotten
into a car with a total stranger rightrdquo He pre-
tended to glance at my face but I saw his eyes
scan over my body
ldquoYeah I knew your name you must
know mine because you wouldnrsquot let a total
stranger into your car would yourdquo I said smil-
ing at him He smiled back
ldquoGood call I do know your name Kayla
Anne Blake Rightrdquo Kinda creepy he knew my
whole name
ldquoYeah But you can just call me Kaylardquo
ldquoOh okay Kayla So which way nowrdquohe said stopping at a stoplight
ldquoTake a next left and then itrsquos the next
house on your leftrdquo I looked at his face He
looked puzzled ldquoIs something the matterrdquo He
didnrsquot answer for a second But then said
ldquoNo nothings wrongrdquo Something was
wrong here
We stopped at the iron gate and punched
in a code Was he related to these people He
must have seen me curiously looking at himbecause he said
ldquoIrsquom Melinarsquos Brotherrdquo I guessed I
should have guessed that considering his last
name was Nicolas Wow I feel so stupid
ldquoOh okay Irsquom herhelliprdquo I didnrsquot get to
nish because he did it for me
ldquoNanny Rightrdquo he smiled
ldquoYeah How did you know I havenrsquot
seen you around their houserdquo I was getting ner-vous He must have sensed it because he said
ldquoItrsquos okay Kayla Melina talks about
you a lot You donrsquot have to freak outrdquo He said
half smiling like he was trying to prove he was
a good guy
ldquoOkay sorry that just freaked me out for
a minute thererdquo
ldquoItrsquos okay By the way I need your
identication coderdquo I gave it to him and he
typed it in smoothly The gates swung open and
we drove up and parked in the driveway It was
snowing so he took off his coat and put it on
me Irsquom sure I blushed
ldquoThanksrdquo
When we got inside Mrs Nicolas was
crying with Mr Nicolas wrapped around her
ldquoDad what happenedrdquo
ldquoWherersquos Melinardquo I asked franticSomething must have happened They arenrsquot
supposed to be home With a deep breath Mr
Nicolas said
ldquoShersquos in the hospital We came to pick
you two up Get in our carrdquo
We drove to the hospital where we
found Melina in a bed connected to tubes and
wires I was freaking out and on the verge of
tears
ldquoMr and Mrs Nicolas please may Ihave a word with you two in the hallrdquo They
walked out leaving me with Austin He was
holding Melinarsquos delicate little hand
ldquoDo you think shersquoll be okayrdquo I asked
sitting next to him He was quiet for a minute
Then looked at me with tears in his eyes
ldquoI donrsquot knowrdquo He said it was a deep
strong voice but by his tears I knew he was
breaking insideI went and stood by the door and
watched the doctor down the hall with the
parents He was telling them bad news I knew
because they both started crying and so did I
I went and sat back down and waited for the
Nicolasrsquo to tell us something bad But when
Mrs Nicolas came in she said
ldquoEverything will be ne Melina is just a
little sick
Austin was driving me home and looked
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at me and said with sorrow in his voice
ldquoThey lied to usrdquo
ldquoWhat do you meanrdquo I asked
ldquoMelina isnrsquot just sick She has cancerrdquo
He pulled over where we both began to
sob and hold each other close for a time that
felt like forever
Morgan Gunther-
ldquoOcean Islerdquo
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Russian Roulette
Leah Ifraim
The spicy fumes
Circulate through the airBrushing across my nostrils
I see a beautifully plated row of giant sushi
Elegant underneath a drizzle of spicy mayo
I stare at them in awe
I delicately pick up one of the rolls
Bringing it up to my lips
As I take my rst bite
I feel a crunch
My tongue begins to sizzle
Spicy mayo
So creamy and rich
Fizzes across the center of my tongue
Jolting me alert
With each chew
I feel the fresh taste of chives
Fracture as a tooth bites into it
The tuna warms my taste buds
Mixing with the bits of sticky rice
Plastering the walls of each toothSavory tastes collide
Bouncing off each cell of my tongue
As the nal taste of perfection slips down my throat
My hand reaches for another roll
Irsquove never tasted anything so mysterious and incredible
This is the Russian Roulette
Jackie Halpin- ldquoFarmerrsquos Marketrdquo
Julia Slisz- ldquoChairrdquo
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Home
Dori Bergman
A homeIs nothing like
A house
Itrsquos a place
Where you belong
Itrsquos a feeling
That yoursquoll savor
Itrsquos a person
Who you look to
With my homeI feel wanted
Understood
Special
And loved
So I just thought
Irsquod let you know
That even though
Irsquove lost my way
With you
Irsquom nally
Home Allison Emmel- ldquoBalconyrdquo
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Untitled
Christy Le
I hear the NFL theme song go off in my
earmdashmy alarm itrsquos 545 am and I need to get
up for school I trudge to my closet carefully
picking out my clothes and doing my makeup
ensuring that my appearance is on the same par
as the suburban-elite girls from my school At
7am I realize itrsquos time to wake my two broth-
ers I walk to their room and gently shake them
awake They begrudgingly march to the bath-
roommdashmy cue to prepare breakfast I tiptoe
past my momrsquos room as not to wake her I know
shersquoll need her sleep before her twelve hour
shift at the nail salon At 705 am I say good-
bye to my younger brothers remind them not to
miss their bus and start the trek to my bus stop
At the bus stop I ght the urge to lie
down and take a nap The previous dayrsquos activi-
ties have exhausted memdashcooking dinner tutor-
ing my brothers cleaning my house and work-
ing on my four AP course workload until 2 am
When the bus arrives I board it and sit with one
of my best friends She and I fall into mindless
chatter about pop culture and other nonsensical
things but itrsquos all an illusion for me since Irsquom
not just a teenage girl Irsquom a ldquomotherrdquo to two
boysIrsquove been expected to be the caretaker
of my brothers since I was seven My mom has
always worked twelve hours a day six days a
week and without my dad in the picture the
responsibilities of my brothers were left to me
It was a role forced upon me but itrsquos a role Irsquove
accepted At the age of seven I began staying
home alone with my three-year-old brother and
my infant brother At the age of seven I stopped
being a child turning into the person my fam-ily needed me to bemdashthe one who changed
diapers prepared formula put my brothers to
sleep and took care of them in every way imag-
inable I gladly took on these responsibilities
because it was what my mom needed me to do
My mom had to work to support our family and
couldnrsquot afford a babysitter
I used to see my brothers as a burden
that kept me from my potential I resented the
fact that my mom forced me to stay home and
care for them Why did I have to sacrice
They werenrsquot my kids nor was I their mother
I fumed at the unfairness and resentfully cared
for them for years Now I realize that Irsquom
lucky to have them Taking care of my brothers
has made me into a chef a teacher a mentor
a maid a chauffeur and a supportive sister
Irsquove always been forced to juggle my brothers
school work volunteerism and a healthy social
life on a daily basis These roles shaped me into
the caring compassionate and capable person
that I am today Caring for my brothers didnrsquot
keep me from my potential it exponentially
increased my potential After being responsible
for the lives of two human beings Irsquove learned
priceless skills I can manage a household and
maintain a family I can be efcient in all that Ido and work hard at every job assigned to me
Such skills have allowed me to be successful
academically professionally and socially I can
manage a hectic life and still be a happy soul
with a great academic record Growing up with
my brothers has taught me to make the best
when Irsquom handed the least I now know that the
caretaking of my brothers hasnrsquot been a burden
instead itrsquos been a character-building experi-
enceNo one knows that I take on a soccer-
mom persona after school Yoursquoll never see me
without a smile at school so Irsquom perceived as a
happy-go-lucky carefree girl However my ap-
pearance at school is a faccedilade My friends from
school presume that I have the perfect life but
I donrsquot Irsquove just learned to positively deal with
my life I keep up an act to conceal the great
struggles that I endure Irsquom glad I can control
how I am perceived because it changes how I
am treated I have compassion for those who
have little control over their appearance due to
genetic deformities so I want to become a re-
constructive plastic surgeon I want to empower
people with the ability to portray themselves to
others as they wish so I want to dedicate my life
to being a reconstructive plastic surgeon and to
xing birth defects and genetic deformities
Nicole Tanquary- ldquoPotrait of Laurardquo
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Love is Special
Ebere Joseph
Love is special
UndeniableCaring
Optimistic
Daring
with no boundaries
And
Who shows that kind of love
Mom and only mom
With Age Comes Disappointment
Junghye Kim
Brown cows pee chocolate milk
And monsters live under the bedAnd the tooth fairy magically sneaks under your hair
And your parents can read your mind
Yoursquore not allowed to stay up past eight thirty
Or eat the sugar packets at restaurants
Or let go of your momrsquos hand
You dream of nding the end of the rainbow
And talking to mermaids
And growing up so you can do whatever you please
But little did you know that growing up comes faster than
you wish for
And people arenrsquot as kind as you once believed
And the magic of life disappears to a gray dullness
Carly Neugbauer- ldquoEmmardquo
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Arielle Nagar-
ldquoMomrdquo
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Untitled
Breanne Isaacs
ldquoTouchdownrdquo the speakers blared
as Ryan Blakeson scored the 3rd touchdown of
the game The crowd grew wild once again as
the New York Giants took on the Buffalo Bills
Ryan and his teammates gathered around in a
huddle swaying back and forth preparing for
the last quarter
Ryan is a 24 year old NFL star He
has been playing football ever since he could
remember and it meant more than anything to
him The quarterback has scored more than 20
touchdowns this past season The whole team
depended on him just as he did on them Ryanstood 6rsquo1 his blonde hair owed down his
face almost covering his ocean blue eyes Not
only did he become his dream of becoming a
professional football player but he also met a
gorgeous girl 4 years back Taylor was the girl
of his dreams he treasured every moment with
her He would marry his best friend in a few
months right after his team made it to the Super
Bowl
Every day he did the same routine Hebelieved that it was a good luck charm he had
everything he ever wanted A beautiful wife-
to-be and the career that made him millions to
do what he loves In the mornings he got up at
seven and ran a mile to the eld for a four hour
practice Nights were spent with Taylor and
weekends with his family Tonight was rela-
tively different he didnrsquot take her to dinner or
a movie he just sat around His head throbbedthe lights hurt his eyes and opening them made
him feel so sick He gured if he slept every-
thing would go away Taylor kissed him ldquoI
love you superstar goodnightrdquo she said as she
tucked him into bed When Ryan awoke in the
morning the pain was worse than ever He stuck
through and got himself to the pre-game prac-
tice The eld around him seemed like war Thescreaming fans made his head kill even more
All he wanted to do was go home and sleep but
he knew his team needed him After all it was
the big game the best two teams in the NFC
As the game went on he began getting dizzy
the whole world was spinning in front of him
Coach kept yelling things like ldquoGet your head
in the gamerdquo and ldquoWhat the heckrdquo Ryan didnrsquot
answer he kept as much focus as he could on
the game Everyone could tell something waswrong his usual sprint down the eld turned
into a fast jog He kept going he needed to
be the player he and everyone else he knew he
was
Two weeks went by and his headache
hadnrsquot gone away no one knew except for
Taylor He thought telling people would make
him seem like a baby so he didnrsquot He kept
his routine the same except he didnrsquot run to
practice he drove His teammates noticed butdidnrsquot question him In the locker room they
were gearing up for practice pushing and jok-
ing as usual As Ryan put on his helmet he felt
a large bump on the back part of his head So
many things ran through his mind at that mo-
ment everything but the upcoming practice He
struggled through practice thinking about the
bump and what it could be When he got home
he showed Taylor She started to freak out andmade him go get things checked out
At the doctorrsquos ofce he waited and
waited for hours until the doctor nally called
him in He slowly sat down on the table with
Taylor right there next to him holding his hand
Many questions were asked about the pain and
the symptoms and the doctor didnrsquot seem to
have much of an idea either Doctor Zogby was
his name known to be one of the best doc-tors in the area He felt Ryanrsquos head multiple
times then sent him off to get scans He had
MRIrsquos X-rays and blood drawn but the re-
sults wouldnrsquot be back until later that day They
instructed Ryan and Taylor to go home so he
could get some rest so he did
During his dinner that consisted of hot
soup and apple juice the phone rang Taylor
answered in a cheerful voice but before long it
turned into something different You could hear
the concerns from the tone of her voice as she
hung up the phone and stared at the oor Ryan
quickly jumped up and went over to her He
held her in his arms while a few tears streamed
down her face ldquoA tumorrdquo she whispered as he
wiped the tears from her Now he began to cry
too She told him that the doctors wanted him to
go to the hospital for the best care he could get
but neither of them moved very much Theystood still in complete shock that this star quar-
terback had something so serious When they
nally arrived at the hospital an assistant nurse
brought them to this little room at the end of a
long hallway The walk seemed to take forever
for these two not knowing what other informa-
tion they might be told next When they got into
the room it was empty just a hospital bed with
a few unknown machines Ryan held his head in
his hands the pain in his head had now gone
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through his entire body He couldnrsquot remember
the last time he had been this scared The brown
wooden door slowly swung open and two doc-
tors walked in one male and the other female
They introduced themselves as Taylorrsquos hands
started to quiver Doctor Ann stood directly
in front of Ryan holding two pieces of cream
color paper The minutes that went by seemedso long to him Finally she told him the news
ldquoRyan your scans have come back you have a
brain tumorrdquo The whole room suddenly became
quiet then she continued ldquoItrsquos small but it could
easily grow so we would like you to go for
chemotherapy as soon as possible Most people
will lose their hair and become very sick but
itrsquos all part of the road to recoveryrdquo The room
got silent Ryan looked at his hands then felt the
bump His whole career would be ushed down
the toilet ldquoIrsquom so sorry Ryanrdquo said the male
doctor Suddenly the doctorsrsquo names were called
over the loudspeaker and they exited the room
Taylor hugged Ryan tightly ldquoIrsquom gonna
love you through itrdquo she said with two small
tear droplets forming in the corner of her eye
They both cried at the thought of the future
what would happen with the wedding and
the team But most importantly they thoughtabout what would happen to him By the time
they had got themselves together two hours
had passed On the way out of the door Taylor
asked the receptionist when Ryan should return
for treatment hoping it would be soon They
would return in three days his blood count
must be good before anything can be done He
kept asking himself why why he was the one
to have cancer That night he wouldnrsquot eat he
pushed the chicken and corn back and forth on
his plate His nights turned into days he could
never sleep He watched as the clock ticked
150 am then 200 am The clock seemed as if
it wasnrsquot moving like it was dead Dead like the
way he felt after hearing the terrible news
Friday morning the day his treatments
started He awoke to the sound of his alarm
clock the same one that woke him up for foot-ball He wanted to go so bad he didnrsquot want to
be a weak man but he knew he had to do what
was best He slipped on his comfortable Under
Armour sweat pants and walked out the door
following Taylor
Morgan Guther- ldquoMy Best Friendrdquo
The sun shined through his car window
and he knew exactly why Four years ago his
dad passed away he must have been looking
down on him letting him know that everything
was going be okay Once again the car ride was
silent Ryan never talked much about his feel-
ings When they got to the hospital the waiting
room was so lled up People of all ages sat
around looking gloomy Four little kids which
the genders he couldnrsquot tell were playing with
the toys in a corner They stood out to him all
of their hair was gone but they didnrsquot seem to
mind The smiling faces of the kids lit up the
room knowing that these kids can go through
all of the pain and still have hope Seeing this
made Ryan believe in himself all until his name
got calledThe next room he was put in wasnrsquot
much better It was lled with beds chairs and
many chemotherapy bags Everyone seemed
okay but how he wondered how The lady in a
long blue coat came up to him with a few bags
and a needle so he took a seat He and Taylor
picked up a few magazines and started to read
while the medicine was inserted Hours went
by they lost track of time When the bags nal -
ly emptied they were allowed to leave Doctors
told him he would be sick after and that he
was As soon as they got on the highway he got
queasy With 5 minutes left he rolled down the
window and threw up He felt so sick not being
able to imagine feeling this way after every
chemo session When he got home he kept
getting sick his hands and arms shook non-stop
and his diet consisted of water and soup Two
days had gone by when he nally felt better sohe decided to bring himself to practice Football
was something he couldnrsquot live without At the
eld all the guys huddled around him as if he
was a newborn baby No one knew yet why he
had missed multiple practices and he wanted it
to stay that way Coach asked the team to take
a knee while Ryan explained He said ldquoOkay
guys you all know football means the world to
me but I canrsquot play for a while Last Thursday I
was diagnosed with a cancerous brain tumorrdquo
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Before he could say any more the boysrsquo helmets
hit the ground and the facial expressions turned
into shock Not only was he letting the team
down but the Giantsrsquo fans as well Ryan and the
guys huddled together one last time before he
had to go When he got home he remembered
that he would soon have to go through the same
things in another 8 days once again he askedhimself ldquoWhy merdquo
At this point his mom had just called the
house and Taylor answered She called multiple
times a day to check in on her son like any
mother should Four hours and 275 miles away
was the only distance between the two Mother
and son just like best friends every weekend
she came to check on him and the fact of him
Nicole Tanquary- ldquoSkeletonrdquo
having cancer scared her more than ever He
didnrsquot have a dad in the picture he passed away
years back from a car accident She could not
lose two loved ones they were basically the
only ones she ever had
Eight months passed 243 days and so
did 16 chemo treatments Every time he got
stronger because thatrsquos all he could be Thepain put him out of everything he couldnrsquot
help around the house or even make his own
meals He became so weak that his bones on
his feet cracked almost every time he walked
The dream life went from amazing to not very
good in a short amount of time Ryan went
from 245 pounds to 200 in just a little less than
a year And he still asked himself why All he
wanted to do was sleep and he swore if he
threw up one more time he would kill himself
But two days later he would be marrying the
girl he loved Taylor All of his best friends
and groomsmen gathered at the house to try to
prepare him for the big day Everything they
tried to do just made Ryan feel even worse it
denitely wouldnrsquot be the wedding he planned
on
His tux which was now a size too big
hung in his closet wrapped in bags Todaywas the big day a day that would change his
life once again He hated change so much he
wished things would go back to how it was
before when he was cancer free Since he and
Taylor couldnrsquot be together before the wedding
he sat with the male part of the wedding party
while she was off with the women Everyone
took a few shots but he didnrsquot He looked at
himself in the mirror his suit was baggy He
wasnrsquot happy with his appearance but the
spotlight was still on him The boys relaxed
and reminisced about old times but before
long Ryan fell asleep A few blocks away were
the girls getting ready They did each others
makeup and hair because appointments were
canceled Ryan and Taylor could never afford
everything for the wedding plus the hospital
feesAs the boys arrived at the church the
clouds started to go away The sun shined right
through the limo windows into Ryanrsquos eyes
Teardrops wanted to pour out but he was stron-
ger than that At that moment he knew who was
looking down on him his dad Ryan knew the
cancer could kill him he already felt dead The
tough football player turned into a weak man
who wanted to give up In 10 minutes he would
see the most beautiful girl become his wife
He stood with his best man at the altar
Slowly he looked up and down the crowd of
people smiling and laughing just like him For
the rst time in a while he felt alive Then the
music started playing and the doors opened
Taylor looked stunning The whole church
shifted to look at her half of them crying Ryan
walked halfway to meet her speechless he
took her hand They said their vows and Ryankissed his bride The happy couple walked hand
in hand down the aisle and then she stopped
and kissed his bald head For the rst time in a
long time he forgot about his cancer He forgot
about his pain all until the reception started
His head started to throb again and he
couldnrsquot stand up People huddled around him
as he held his head in his hands He felt warmer
than ever and his eyes were beyond bloodshot
His progress wasnrsquot getting better The people
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Megan
Bishop-ldquoButteriesrdquo
at the party just sat there hoping for the best of
the newly married man A doctor in the room
insisted they call 911 so that they did Minutes
passed before the ambulance arrived Taylor
and Ryanrsquos mom held him stable trying to get
him to move He knew something was wrong
but he needed to be strong for not only himself
but for Taylor too Ryan wanted to give up themen carried him off on a stretcher The peo-
ple attending the wedding watched the blaring
lights go off into the distance
Inside the ambulance Taylor held his
hand He closed his eyes so confused When
the paramedic sitting in the back asked him
questions he didnrsquot respond The hope in her
voice went from positive to negative She be-
came nervous and yelled something to the driv-
er in medical language Suddenly the vehicle
started to move faster speeding down the high-
way Taylor asked ldquoWhatrsquos going onrdquo then
started to cry At that very moment the heart
monitor started to beep faster Both women
watched as the lines slowly decreased Taylor
kissed Ryan on the lips ldquoNordquo she screamed
ldquoPlease donrsquot leave me Ryan be strong open
your eyes give me a sign that yoursquore hererdquo
His heartbeat was turning into a straight line asthe ambulance pulled to a stop The line was
now gone and so was he Taylorrsquos tears poured
down her face Her husband soul mate and best
friend had gone to heaven She held him in her
arms and said ldquoYou were so strong as strong as
you could be I love you so much Superstarrdquo
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Life on the Court
Laura Wildridge
Mind in the game
Eye on the ball
Step
Together
SMASH
TransitionJump
Block
Points rack up
Sweat drips down
Mind in the game
Soul
On the court
Samantha Williams- ldquoEmmardquo
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Untitled
Jack Martin
I would like to say that I just woke up
That the soft light came up from the horizon
like an orange sh from the deep dark ocean
and the mufed slow steps of my grandparents
woke me from deep long sleep I had rested
and dreamed and knew that when I awoke I
would be in the world I was meant to be in
with my parents and friends and the knowledge
of war and death that a normal kid should know
But I canrsquot I open my eyes slowly and sit up
even slower Sometimes I wish I could just
sleep all day lie in my warm bed and let my
mind numb My eyes are tired and I then noticea sharp pain in the crook of my arms I looked
down to examine them and lower the clock
from my chest and immediately feel cold like
my heart stopped beating
I feel warm and as happy as I could be
here with my father together for such a short
time and then hersquoll have to go But for now
I wonrsquot think about it now theyrsquore here with
me and thatrsquos all that matters in the world Myparents try to shield me from the world they
pretend that there is no war and that we will
always be together But I know itrsquos all a lie I
live in the lie because I love the lie Mother is
in the kitchen making dinner and father and I
are in the living room with the brand new clock
that he bought my mother for her birthday Itrsquos a
beautiful clock artfully drawn numbers formed
in a circle on thick white backing as white asivory framed in a sturdy wood with swirled gr-
ain and two thin hands that ticked like a heart-
beat my heartbeat I would always remember
them through this clock
My arms are dented with angry red
lines I must have had a nightmare last night
and hugged the clock too tight I pull the old
quilt off of me and swung off the bed and onto my feet I leave my lonely bed and small
old dresser in my room Before I head down
stairs I go to the window and shove it up and
feel the cold sting of the winter morning air I
pull on the frozen clothes line until my spare
pair of socks and a sweater comes close enough
to grab The worn cotton is stiff and I hope my
body heat will warm them quickly I stood at
the top of the stairs and prepared myself for
the scene downstairs I am greeted by cough-
ing my grandfather in his normal place in the
chair farthest away from the small kitchen
window I take a seat across from him and set
the clock down in front of me I think that the
bright sunlight like todays might hurt his fragile
skin I greet him after his coughing t subsides
while he takes a sip from his mug which is
lled with mostly hot water We manage to
keep small amounts of coffee in the apartmentthat he uses very sparingly He nods which is
an improvement from yesterday when he just
made a soft noise in the back of his throat The
war infuriates him he hates being forced to live
in this old tenement I used to love my grand-
pa He always made me laugh and pretended
to pull quarters from my ears Now he mostly
just stares at a wall or naps He hasnrsquot smiled
in months I looked over to my grandmother as
she moves franticly around the kitchen opening
an empty cabinet opening the one next to it
and then opening the rst one again She has
gone mad and therersquos no hope for her She
scares me when she tries to talk to her daughter
(my dead mother) The war has affected them
so much the loss of a daughter and any chance
of a happy life I would feel sorry for them if
I had the energy Therersquos half of a loaf of stalebread on the counter She must be looking for
the jam we ran out of weeks ago As I look at
the bread I notice again how unusually bright
the sun is today Itrsquos late winter and the sun
shouldnrsquot be shining like this until a few months
from now I squint my eyes and lean forward
to better look out the window The sun seemed
to be splitting in half and then thirds and then
fourths ldquoBombsrdquo I whisper
Samantha Williams- ldquoAngelrdquo
The sun pieces drift to the ground where
they erupt My grandmother shrieks and thenfaints Her frail head smacks against the counter
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I look at my grandpa even though he is old and
doesnrsquot care about me itrsquos amazing how I still
look to him for help And then I see something
equally as stunning as the bombs- my grand-
fatherrsquos face awakens to a look of surprise and
fear In a dull voice that sounds like a broken
whistle he says ldquoGet downrdquo Before I can even
think I dive for the hallway just as a wave of power shakes the earth The sound is like a muf-
ed thunder boom Cracks rip through the dry-
wall and the light over the kitchen table sways
I entwine myself around the clock If this is
where I die I want to die with this clock The
tempo of the clock still remains true a steady
tick tick tick that is oblivious to its surround-
ings I close my eyes and wait for death falling
deep into a rhythmic trance I wait through
more volleys of thunder akes of drywall fall
on me as the tenement is being shaken apart by
shock waves I hear the pandemonium outside
screams and buildings crashing to the ground
The end of my world and many of those like me
is happening Then something strange happens
A cold bony hand tightens around my leg My
eyes y open as my grandfather tightens his
grip on my ankle He lies on the ground with a
look of agony on his face He looks even worsethan normal if that is possible He reminds me
of a decaying corpse He opens his mouth and
breathes a phrase that is nearly inaudible ldquoWe
Have To Moverdquo He then coughs splattering
blood on the oor and in my face I stare at him
in awe How could he have hope now The
man who stares at a blank wall all day his eyes
like black holes The west side of the tenement
explodes in re My grandmotherrsquos limp body
is whipped across the room like rope Her back
is impaled with six inch splinters of wood My
eyes burn with re but seeing the will to live
in my grandfatherrsquos eyes awakens something in
me as well It reminds me of how I used to love
him He was what I aspired to be I tightened my
muscles wrapped one arm around the clock and
entwined the other in my grandfatherrsquos paperyleathery hand After I stomped out the small re
that had started on his left leg I heave his frail
body up into my arms My legs ache as I try to
pull myself and grandfather to the bathroom
rubble continues to break from the walls The
apartment is still being bended by the power of
the bombs I heave the dead weight of my grand-
father tugging it from debris Finally I reach thebathroom The sink is cracked and water ows
from the snapped pipe but over all the compact-
ed space of the bathroom is the least affected by
the bombs I drop my grandfather in the corner
hersquos unconscious or dead Shove the door shut
then climb into the cold marble bathtub and hugthe clock as tightly as I can to my chest trying tofuse it with my body The lights icker and then
die I let the booms shaking the world become
background noise allowing the ticking of theclock to ll my mind and then enter my dreams
Kateryna Lebedyeva- ldquoSunowerrdquo
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Halloween Night
Tangela Hightower
Wind howling
Moon rising
Clouds forming
This would be the night
A dark
And stormy night
That creepy things
Hidden in shadows
Will emerge
From shaggy willows
Seeking out little kids
Dragging home pillowsFilled with treats
That the creepy monsters want to eat
Katherine Sofetti- ldquoMaskrdquo
If These Walls Lived
Tangela Hightower
If walls could speak
Theyrsquod scream
Like their life depended on it
If walls could run
Theyrsquod break a world record
Faster than the fastest man ever
If walls could cry
Wersquod all live on boats
Because the earth would be ooded
If walls could dream
Theyrsquod smile in their sleep
Because of all the things theyrsquove seen
If walls could write
Wersquod run out of trees
Because there would be none left
If walls could love
Theyrsquod show us all
The meaning of that word
If walls could die
Well then I think
Wersquod all be exposed
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Could I Be Your Change
Bella Alibrandi
I want to leave a footprintOn the world
I want to make a difference
To create change
Someday I would like to be someonersquos hero
And have them look up to me
Irsquom going to die
And when I do
I want people to remember me
And laugh at all the good times we had
The last thing I would wantIs for people to cry over my passing
They should celebrate my moving on
My next step
I wish that they will hope
Irsquom happy and no longer
Feel any pain
If you choose to cry for me
I suppose I cannot stop you
But my dear friend and loved onePlease take note
That my life was full and happy
And you will always be a part
Of my soul
Paige Fiermonte- ldquoLadyrdquo
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An Arrow
Cayla Dedrick
It was the rst day of summer and already my
parents were shipping me off to some camp to
spend the summer An outdoors sports-y kind
of camp too Upon arriving I was admittedly
a bit impressed by the scenery Much nicer than
the camp from last summer
The place was pretty I suppose the lake
that they had here was actually larger than a
gloried pond and reected the clear blue of
the sky and luminescent little sparkles from the
sun Shadows from the trees around the camp
area dappled the ground creating a nice mix of
the shade and the sun
My parents insisted that it was betterto be outside with other children for the whole
summer rather than cooped up in my room
Personally I think they just wanted to get rid of
me so I wouldnrsquot ldquoaccidentallyrdquo blow the house
up in my boredom
It didnrsquot matter if it was nice here or not
I wouldnrsquot enjoy this I never did
The string of the bow bit rather pain-
fully into the sensitive skin of my hands as I
struggled to tug it back far enough to an arrowproperly I could feel the eyes of the other
children who were waiting for their turn at the
targets boring into my back as I fought to hold
the bow and aim
At this point it would have been great
for the arrow to hit the target or at least make it
far enough to do so but I had no such luck My
arrow skittered pitifully into the dust more than
a couple feet in front of where I was aiming
Soft snickering drifted from behind me but I
Katelyn
Killoran-
ldquoOld Red
Wagonrdquo
refrained from glaring at them like I was sotempted to It was better not to give people the
satisfaction of knowing that theyrsquod got to me
A hand rested on my shoulder startling me out
of my thoughts but I didnrsquot jump like anyone
else would instead glancing back with a mildly
annoyed look
The boy that stood behind me was older prob-
ably around fteen and smiling kindly in stark
contrast to the other kidsrsquo smirks If I hadnrsquot been
too busy brooding Irsquod probably have found him
cute with soft blonde locks and icy blue eyes that
glittered with warmth rather than malice despite
their color
ldquoNeed some helprdquo he inquired an undertone of
veiled amusement in his voice with a sidelong
glance at the bow I had still clenched at my side
Yes of course I needed help but Irsquod never admit
it
ldquoMaybe a littlerdquo I shrugged So I wouldadmit it but it wasnrsquot my fault Something about
this kid made it hard to say no He didnrsquot seemlike he was trying to make a mockery of me
He instructed me to stand like I was going to
shoot an arrow but not to actually pull the bow-
string back yet I obeyed and immediately he
was shifting the positioning of my legs by prod-
ding at my feet with his until I was standing
correctly After determining that I was standing
correctly he stepped behind me and put his hands
over mine to help me This time when I red the
arrow lodged itself into one of the blue rings of
the target the third to the outside of ve colors
Smiling slightly I turned to look up at the boy
ldquoThanksrdquo I muttered a bit reluctantly
cheeks ushing a light shade of pink at the grin
he sent me in return
ldquoNo problem kidrdquo
I frowned ldquoIrsquom not a kidrdquo I protested de-
fensively shaking my head in annoyance ldquoAnd
my name is TerranrdquoldquoYou are a kidrdquo he said with a laugh
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causing me to scowl further ldquoMy namersquos Se-
bastian by the way Nice to meet yourdquo
ldquoCharmedrdquo
So maybe sitting in a kayak in the mid-
dle of the lake with my life jacket un- buckled
when I was well aware of the fact that the boys
in my group that had some weird thing against
me were out there too wasnrsquot a great idea Butno one would dare to push me in when there
were counselors watching right
I shouldrsquove have guessed something
was up when they stole my paddle and my life
jacket and left me stranded there to wait for
someone to come rescue me We were too far
from shore to effectively yell back for help and
while I knew Sebastian was swimming at least
somewhat near here he was underwater too
much to hear meI was just a little caught up in my an-
noyance when I felt my kayak tip sideways
abruptly throwing me out to the side Hitting
the water so suddenly forced most of the breath
from my body and trying to gasp in surprise
only caused water to ood my mouth I man-
aged to thrash my way to the surface to take a
breath Through the sound of my own coughing
I could hear laughter Wonderful They wouldnrsquotbe of any help to me I could tread water to an
extent for a short amount of time but I tired
quickly and just as I was starting to give up on
being able to swim back to shore I felt arms
wrap around my waist from behind tugging my
head out of the water I started to struggle and
kick on instinct but stopped quickly when a
familiar voice reached through the haze of my
panic
ldquoTerran calm down Itrsquos okayrdquo it
soothed gently I fell still and blinked a few
times to attempt to clear my vision Attempt
being the operative word here water was still
splashing into my eyes It wasnrsquot like I was cry-
ing from the fear or anything it was just drip-
ping from my hair
ldquoSebrdquo I mumbled coughing He nod-
ded and shifted me around so it would be easierto keep my head above the surface I wound my
arms around his neck to cling to him just a little
desperately as he swam back to shore abandon-
ing my now waterlogged kayak
Sebastian kept his arm wrapped around
my shoulders after we got to the point where I
could stand up I wasnrsquot sure if it was because
I was still shivering or it was just a protective
thing but either way I was grateful He only re-
luctantly handed me off to one of the counselorsso I could dry off and get some hot chocolate to
warm up after brushing his lips over my damp-
ened hair and promising to come see me when
he could That made me turn bright red very
quickly Behind all the kindness in his gaze I
could see the cold promise that hersquod make sure
nothing like this happened again and I wasnrsquot
sure if that was scary or endearing
If there was one thing to really bedisliked at this camp other than the kids that at-
tended it it was the cabins They were cold and
drafty the oors and beds creaked with
the slightest of movements and at night the
wind made tree branches bang against the win-
dow Needless to say I got little to no sleep I
had no idea how everyone else managed
Honestly I found it easier to rest during
the day in a few choice locations around camp
that it was quite simple to sneak away to at
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certain points throughout the day My current
favourite was a little spot in the woods where
the ground was covered in moss Sebastian
would come and sit with me sometimes and
wersquod talk about whatever came to mind while I
used his shoulder as a pillow On occasion Irsquod
actually fall asleep part way through our con-
versation and hersquod always be nice and sit thereuntil I woke up Once or twice I even found him
dozing as well with his head leaning off the top
of mine
This was the kind of thing Irsquod really
miss when I went home As much as the camp
itself wasnrsquot great and most of the kids didnrsquot
talk to me here I had found a friend Maybe
more than a friend I mused once and a while
glancing at the hand that would nd its way to
rest on my armWe started ditching activities a few
weeks into camp After that incident where I
almost drowned he insisted on hanging around
me just in case It was slow at rst but we did
get to the point where we were comfortable
enough in each otherrsquos company to not only
talk for a long time about anything that came
to mind but sit in silence without it getting the
least bit awkward He asked for my phone num-ber so we could keep in touch before I could
work up the nerve to do so myself My shyness
had mostly dissipated around Sebastian but
little things like asking for contact information
seemed hard
Unfortunately all good things had a stu-
pid way of coming to pass right when they were
getting to the best part This little friendship I
had forged was no exception This camp would
end next week and everyone was going home
Seb had said hersquod visit if he could yet I doubt-
ed wersquod be able to work anything out Still for
now it was easier to fake a smile and agree
Curling up into a tighter ball on the
damp moss-laden ground I let my head fall
onto Sebastianrsquos shoulder as Irsquod done so many
times before closing my eyes He immediately
fell silent to let me rest if I wanted to Today I
couldnrsquot sleep though I didnrsquot want to waste
time sleeping
ldquoItrsquos been fun here Seb You made this
summer a lot more bearable for merdquo I mum-
bled standing on my toes to hug the older boy
quickly slipping a little note into his pocket
He smiled though it looked a bit forced
and nodded
ldquoYeah We should hang out sometimemayberdquo He trailed off a bit uncertainly as if
he wasnrsquot sure Irsquod want to see him again after
this summer
I laughed Between the two of us
he wasnrsquot supposed to be the shy one ldquoWe
shouldrdquo A shout of my name from the other
side of the little clearing where theyrsquod gathered
us to wait for our parents made me look up My
father was standing by one of the counselors
arms crossed and impatient I didnrsquot hesitate tostart walking over to him
ldquoByerdquo I called back over my shoulder
Sebastian waved once before turning away
On the silent ride home I stared out the
window wishing for the rst time that I didnrsquot
have to come home from camp this year
Later when he got home himself Se-
bastian would nd the little slip of paper I gave
him before we left and smile
[Thanks for everything Seb Irsquoll miss you lt3
-TM]
Sophie Luckette- ldquoLadybugsrdquo
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A Love for a Girl
Harrison Franklin
A mixed teen walks down the hall
passing by the conceded walls
looks of style
talk of white and black
he sits up slumps and sits back
again
quiet mostly but loud when he
chooses
he doesnrsquot have a place of status
quo
he speaks to with whom he chooses
he can be brazen or a phantom joyous or saddened
At night a man of style and
personality
steps forth to a scene
he is ready
the music plays and he listens
his favored electronic plays
the bass rumbles
his body moves rhythmicallyin precise time with the beats
he draws a wondering crowd who is
this dancer
everyday
repetition is the way
gray days masking
true blue skies
of hope lasting
graceand future passing
a cold world sobered up
washed out and cleaned up
DULL and BLAND
he walks the halls in search of
a love
the dancer dissipates from center
stage
oating from group to group copyingstyles
he stumbles across a maverick
beautiful in features and attire
freelancer of her own style
Up and down
around
in and out
trafc ows in the halls
the small being makes his way
he passes tons of beauties but the
eyes of one catches his
hers sneaky dangerous and swift in
movement
she passes by without
acknowledgement
The dancer now follows dangerously
close
he knows his purser and had his
dose
she took her glances
with her dangerous cool blue eyes
drunk in happiness in of the musicshe laughs in enjoyment unaware
she is pursued
day after day
he searches
for the face
he longed to see her
for her to acknowledge
for her to be INTERESTED
she passed by greeting himhesitation
recognition and progress
The party atmosphere ended
he searched for her
but to only compliment her elegant
dress
with colors in his liking
others left the dancer as usual lastto leave
the morning came I became whole
once again
with a desire to catch this girl
who attracted me
although her actions
led me up and down
on a roller coaster
I pursue this girl
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Untitled
Patrece Martin
She holds her head high
She walks around big and tall
She has light eyes that almost look like they could be white
When she talks I turn away
I donrsquot know why
Her words just seem so cold
Children seem to like herThey canrsquot see the harshness she brings
And I guess I canrsquot blame them
When shersquos around the fat man brings them presents
But I am no fool
I canrsquot wait for her to leave
Her sister is much nicer
She speaks with warm comforting words
Oh I canrsquot wait for the day
When winter leaves
And itrsquos time for Summer to step in
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My Tear For Her My Passion For Him
Bella Alibrandi
I was holding her hand walking
slowly with her like I always did Not mak-
ing her feel like her body was slowing down
Even though it was I saw her every day even
on Sundays Irsquove been her nanny since I was
fourteen When I began working for the Nicolas
family she was only four I thought she was
the cutest and sweetest little girl I would ever
care for And that was true but she wasnrsquot an
easy child With all her vitamins pills and her
allergies quite frankly I was very nervous when
talking care of her
During the summers she was all myresponsibility for thirteen hours a day What did
I do while I had school My schedule was very
complex Irsquod wake up every morning at ve in
the morning It didnrsquot matter if it was during the
week or the weekend I would get to her house
by six when I was younger and couldnrsquot drive
my mom would bring me to school around
seven thirty At the end of the day mom would
get me and drop me off at her house around
two thirty Her parents worked from one pm toeight pm The time period that I was at school
and her parents were at work she was the only
one home in their large empty mansion taking
her daily nap I was really worried about this
when I started working It was unsafe for a little
girl her age to be home alone and defenseless
I heard she has an older sibling that hersquos in my
eleventh grade class but I have never met him
or seen him around the house Which didnrsquot
surprise me so much considering how big their
house is But I began to be ok with the little girl
home alone because I met Marty
Marty is their front guard that lived
out in the guardhouse you had to pass by to
get in through their iron gates in the two mile
long driveway Marty showed me the Nicolasrsquos
security systems locks movement detectors
alarms and even alarms to detect any substancethat their little girl was allergic to If it detect-
ed any of her allergens it would immediately
notify her parentsrsquo cell phones work numbers
and the emergency hospital a couple blocks up
They even insisted that my cell be included in
the alarms and that I have my own identication
code for Marty Yeah they were that protective
Crazy huh Nope it all made sense when I met
Melina Nicolas
She had the softest milk chocolatebrown hair that had spiral curls that hung to her
mid back It felt like silk Mrs Nicolas always
dressed her in the princess dresses that people
bought to put their girls in pageants the kind of
dress that cost $50000 Yep that kind of rich
Everyday when I saw her she would jump for
joy and say ldquoMy nanny Kay Kayrsquos here What
do you want to play today Kay Kayrdquo Yeah my
name is Kayla Anne Merienda But most peoplecall me Kayla But Melina canrsquot say that so she
calls me Kay Kay
Every day I had a new game to teach
her I think shersquos the only child I have ever
met that loves to learn as much as she does
But after awhile I ran out of games So wersquod
play some of the old ones She started getting
bored with the new games So we made up our
own She was incredibly smart for a little girl
But right now shersquos seven and Irsquom seventeen
And right about now is when Mr and Mrs
Nicolas should be leaving the house Irsquom in my
last period class advanced Spanish But for
the last ten minutes I havenrsquot been listening
to my teacher Irsquove been tuning everyone out
except Austin Irsquod gotten lost in my own world
thinking about him and only him I had dedicat-
ed my whole high school career to Melina soIrsquove never been able to have a social life Yeah
there are some girls I talk to eat lunch with But
I donrsquot think I could consider them as friends
And some days more than others Irsquod feel so
lonely without friends in my life and especially
a boyfriend I canrsquot help look at his eyes I canrsquot
help get nervous around him even though we
donrsquot talk And I denitely canrsquot help but want
to be able to call him mine But that wonrsquot hap-
pen Itrsquos time to get into my snow covered carand drive to Melinarsquos house once again
When the bell rang I must have stood
up too quickly and gotten dizzy I tried to shake
it off and walk forward but ran right into some-
one I couldnrsquot see who it was because I was
now face rst on the oor once again looking
like an idiot I suddenly felt a warm hand on
my back ldquoHere let me help yourdquo I stood up
and regained my balance ldquoAre you ok You fellpretty hardrdquo I didnrsquot notice who had helped me
off the ground until now I was looking straight
into his blue eyes It was Austin
ldquoYeah Irsquom ne thanksrdquo I was swaying
side to side lightheaded But not because of the
impact of the ground I just took but because he
was talking to me Me And he saw me for the
rst time He grabbed my shoulders rm but
gentle
ldquoWoah there Should I take you to the
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nurserdquo No I had to get to Melinarsquos before she
wakes up
ldquoNo thanks I need to be somewhererdquo
I headed for the door but he caught me by the
arm which made my body tingle
ldquoIf you think Irsquom going to let you drive
yoursquore crazyrdquo
ldquoWhyrdquo I tried to pull away but hisstrong arms werenrsquot giving in anytime soon
ldquoYou fell and hit your head Finerdquo he
said while letting go ldquogo drive away in your
car and get in an accident Irsquoll be the last person
you ever talk tordquo That scared me a little bit He
grabbed his backpack and began to walk off
ldquoWaitrdquo I ran after him running into a
table or two He stopped not facing me But I
could totally tell he was smiling
ldquoCould you drive me somewhererdquo Hespun around with a casual look painted across
his excited face
ldquoI guessrdquo He oddly winked and said
with a wave of a hand ldquoThis wayrdquo
We got out into the ice and snow covered park-
ing lot We walked out quite far and stopped by
a black SLK with tan leather seating
ldquoNice carrdquo I said
ldquoYou into carsrdquo He looked surprisedldquoKinda My dad owns a dealershiprdquo He
laughed and we both got in
ldquoI have a BMW Chevroletrdquo He nodded
ldquoThatrsquos a nice carrdquo We both laughed
ldquoIrsquom Austin by the way You must have
known that though You wouldnrsquot have gotten
into a car with a total stranger rightrdquo He pre-
tended to glance at my face but I saw his eyes
scan over my body
ldquoYeah I knew your name you must
know mine because you wouldnrsquot let a total
stranger into your car would yourdquo I said smil-
ing at him He smiled back
ldquoGood call I do know your name Kayla
Anne Blake Rightrdquo Kinda creepy he knew my
whole name
ldquoYeah But you can just call me Kaylardquo
ldquoOh okay Kayla So which way nowrdquohe said stopping at a stoplight
ldquoTake a next left and then itrsquos the next
house on your leftrdquo I looked at his face He
looked puzzled ldquoIs something the matterrdquo He
didnrsquot answer for a second But then said
ldquoNo nothings wrongrdquo Something was
wrong here
We stopped at the iron gate and punched
in a code Was he related to these people He
must have seen me curiously looking at himbecause he said
ldquoIrsquom Melinarsquos Brotherrdquo I guessed I
should have guessed that considering his last
name was Nicolas Wow I feel so stupid
ldquoOh okay Irsquom herhelliprdquo I didnrsquot get to
nish because he did it for me
ldquoNanny Rightrdquo he smiled
ldquoYeah How did you know I havenrsquot
seen you around their houserdquo I was getting ner-vous He must have sensed it because he said
ldquoItrsquos okay Kayla Melina talks about
you a lot You donrsquot have to freak outrdquo He said
half smiling like he was trying to prove he was
a good guy
ldquoOkay sorry that just freaked me out for
a minute thererdquo
ldquoItrsquos okay By the way I need your
identication coderdquo I gave it to him and he
typed it in smoothly The gates swung open and
we drove up and parked in the driveway It was
snowing so he took off his coat and put it on
me Irsquom sure I blushed
ldquoThanksrdquo
When we got inside Mrs Nicolas was
crying with Mr Nicolas wrapped around her
ldquoDad what happenedrdquo
ldquoWherersquos Melinardquo I asked franticSomething must have happened They arenrsquot
supposed to be home With a deep breath Mr
Nicolas said
ldquoShersquos in the hospital We came to pick
you two up Get in our carrdquo
We drove to the hospital where we
found Melina in a bed connected to tubes and
wires I was freaking out and on the verge of
tears
ldquoMr and Mrs Nicolas please may Ihave a word with you two in the hallrdquo They
walked out leaving me with Austin He was
holding Melinarsquos delicate little hand
ldquoDo you think shersquoll be okayrdquo I asked
sitting next to him He was quiet for a minute
Then looked at me with tears in his eyes
ldquoI donrsquot knowrdquo He said it was a deep
strong voice but by his tears I knew he was
breaking insideI went and stood by the door and
watched the doctor down the hall with the
parents He was telling them bad news I knew
because they both started crying and so did I
I went and sat back down and waited for the
Nicolasrsquo to tell us something bad But when
Mrs Nicolas came in she said
ldquoEverything will be ne Melina is just a
little sick
Austin was driving me home and looked
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at me and said with sorrow in his voice
ldquoThey lied to usrdquo
ldquoWhat do you meanrdquo I asked
ldquoMelina isnrsquot just sick She has cancerrdquo
He pulled over where we both began to
sob and hold each other close for a time that
felt like forever
Morgan Gunther-
ldquoOcean Islerdquo
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Russian Roulette
Leah Ifraim
The spicy fumes
Circulate through the airBrushing across my nostrils
I see a beautifully plated row of giant sushi
Elegant underneath a drizzle of spicy mayo
I stare at them in awe
I delicately pick up one of the rolls
Bringing it up to my lips
As I take my rst bite
I feel a crunch
My tongue begins to sizzle
Spicy mayo
So creamy and rich
Fizzes across the center of my tongue
Jolting me alert
With each chew
I feel the fresh taste of chives
Fracture as a tooth bites into it
The tuna warms my taste buds
Mixing with the bits of sticky rice
Plastering the walls of each toothSavory tastes collide
Bouncing off each cell of my tongue
As the nal taste of perfection slips down my throat
My hand reaches for another roll
Irsquove never tasted anything so mysterious and incredible
This is the Russian Roulette
Jackie Halpin- ldquoFarmerrsquos Marketrdquo
Julia Slisz- ldquoChairrdquo
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Home
Dori Bergman
A homeIs nothing like
A house
Itrsquos a place
Where you belong
Itrsquos a feeling
That yoursquoll savor
Itrsquos a person
Who you look to
With my homeI feel wanted
Understood
Special
And loved
So I just thought
Irsquod let you know
That even though
Irsquove lost my way
With you
Irsquom nally
Home Allison Emmel- ldquoBalconyrdquo
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Untitled
Christy Le
I hear the NFL theme song go off in my
earmdashmy alarm itrsquos 545 am and I need to get
up for school I trudge to my closet carefully
picking out my clothes and doing my makeup
ensuring that my appearance is on the same par
as the suburban-elite girls from my school At
7am I realize itrsquos time to wake my two broth-
ers I walk to their room and gently shake them
awake They begrudgingly march to the bath-
roommdashmy cue to prepare breakfast I tiptoe
past my momrsquos room as not to wake her I know
shersquoll need her sleep before her twelve hour
shift at the nail salon At 705 am I say good-
bye to my younger brothers remind them not to
miss their bus and start the trek to my bus stop
At the bus stop I ght the urge to lie
down and take a nap The previous dayrsquos activi-
ties have exhausted memdashcooking dinner tutor-
ing my brothers cleaning my house and work-
ing on my four AP course workload until 2 am
When the bus arrives I board it and sit with one
of my best friends She and I fall into mindless
chatter about pop culture and other nonsensical
things but itrsquos all an illusion for me since Irsquom
not just a teenage girl Irsquom a ldquomotherrdquo to two
boysIrsquove been expected to be the caretaker
of my brothers since I was seven My mom has
always worked twelve hours a day six days a
week and without my dad in the picture the
responsibilities of my brothers were left to me
It was a role forced upon me but itrsquos a role Irsquove
accepted At the age of seven I began staying
home alone with my three-year-old brother and
my infant brother At the age of seven I stopped
being a child turning into the person my fam-ily needed me to bemdashthe one who changed
diapers prepared formula put my brothers to
sleep and took care of them in every way imag-
inable I gladly took on these responsibilities
because it was what my mom needed me to do
My mom had to work to support our family and
couldnrsquot afford a babysitter
I used to see my brothers as a burden
that kept me from my potential I resented the
fact that my mom forced me to stay home and
care for them Why did I have to sacrice
They werenrsquot my kids nor was I their mother
I fumed at the unfairness and resentfully cared
for them for years Now I realize that Irsquom
lucky to have them Taking care of my brothers
has made me into a chef a teacher a mentor
a maid a chauffeur and a supportive sister
Irsquove always been forced to juggle my brothers
school work volunteerism and a healthy social
life on a daily basis These roles shaped me into
the caring compassionate and capable person
that I am today Caring for my brothers didnrsquot
keep me from my potential it exponentially
increased my potential After being responsible
for the lives of two human beings Irsquove learned
priceless skills I can manage a household and
maintain a family I can be efcient in all that Ido and work hard at every job assigned to me
Such skills have allowed me to be successful
academically professionally and socially I can
manage a hectic life and still be a happy soul
with a great academic record Growing up with
my brothers has taught me to make the best
when Irsquom handed the least I now know that the
caretaking of my brothers hasnrsquot been a burden
instead itrsquos been a character-building experi-
enceNo one knows that I take on a soccer-
mom persona after school Yoursquoll never see me
without a smile at school so Irsquom perceived as a
happy-go-lucky carefree girl However my ap-
pearance at school is a faccedilade My friends from
school presume that I have the perfect life but
I donrsquot Irsquove just learned to positively deal with
my life I keep up an act to conceal the great
struggles that I endure Irsquom glad I can control
how I am perceived because it changes how I
am treated I have compassion for those who
have little control over their appearance due to
genetic deformities so I want to become a re-
constructive plastic surgeon I want to empower
people with the ability to portray themselves to
others as they wish so I want to dedicate my life
to being a reconstructive plastic surgeon and to
xing birth defects and genetic deformities
Nicole Tanquary- ldquoPotrait of Laurardquo
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ldquoMomrdquo
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Untitled
Breanne Isaacs
ldquoTouchdownrdquo the speakers blared
as Ryan Blakeson scored the 3rd touchdown of
the game The crowd grew wild once again as
the New York Giants took on the Buffalo Bills
Ryan and his teammates gathered around in a
huddle swaying back and forth preparing for
the last quarter
Ryan is a 24 year old NFL star He
has been playing football ever since he could
remember and it meant more than anything to
him The quarterback has scored more than 20
touchdowns this past season The whole team
depended on him just as he did on them Ryanstood 6rsquo1 his blonde hair owed down his
face almost covering his ocean blue eyes Not
only did he become his dream of becoming a
professional football player but he also met a
gorgeous girl 4 years back Taylor was the girl
of his dreams he treasured every moment with
her He would marry his best friend in a few
months right after his team made it to the Super
Bowl
Every day he did the same routine Hebelieved that it was a good luck charm he had
everything he ever wanted A beautiful wife-
to-be and the career that made him millions to
do what he loves In the mornings he got up at
seven and ran a mile to the eld for a four hour
practice Nights were spent with Taylor and
weekends with his family Tonight was rela-
tively different he didnrsquot take her to dinner or
a movie he just sat around His head throbbedthe lights hurt his eyes and opening them made
him feel so sick He gured if he slept every-
thing would go away Taylor kissed him ldquoI
love you superstar goodnightrdquo she said as she
tucked him into bed When Ryan awoke in the
morning the pain was worse than ever He stuck
through and got himself to the pre-game prac-
tice The eld around him seemed like war Thescreaming fans made his head kill even more
All he wanted to do was go home and sleep but
he knew his team needed him After all it was
the big game the best two teams in the NFC
As the game went on he began getting dizzy
the whole world was spinning in front of him
Coach kept yelling things like ldquoGet your head
in the gamerdquo and ldquoWhat the heckrdquo Ryan didnrsquot
answer he kept as much focus as he could on
the game Everyone could tell something waswrong his usual sprint down the eld turned
into a fast jog He kept going he needed to
be the player he and everyone else he knew he
was
Two weeks went by and his headache
hadnrsquot gone away no one knew except for
Taylor He thought telling people would make
him seem like a baby so he didnrsquot He kept
his routine the same except he didnrsquot run to
practice he drove His teammates noticed butdidnrsquot question him In the locker room they
were gearing up for practice pushing and jok-
ing as usual As Ryan put on his helmet he felt
a large bump on the back part of his head So
many things ran through his mind at that mo-
ment everything but the upcoming practice He
struggled through practice thinking about the
bump and what it could be When he got home
he showed Taylor She started to freak out andmade him go get things checked out
At the doctorrsquos ofce he waited and
waited for hours until the doctor nally called
him in He slowly sat down on the table with
Taylor right there next to him holding his hand
Many questions were asked about the pain and
the symptoms and the doctor didnrsquot seem to
have much of an idea either Doctor Zogby was
his name known to be one of the best doc-tors in the area He felt Ryanrsquos head multiple
times then sent him off to get scans He had
MRIrsquos X-rays and blood drawn but the re-
sults wouldnrsquot be back until later that day They
instructed Ryan and Taylor to go home so he
could get some rest so he did
During his dinner that consisted of hot
soup and apple juice the phone rang Taylor
answered in a cheerful voice but before long it
turned into something different You could hear
the concerns from the tone of her voice as she
hung up the phone and stared at the oor Ryan
quickly jumped up and went over to her He
held her in his arms while a few tears streamed
down her face ldquoA tumorrdquo she whispered as he
wiped the tears from her Now he began to cry
too She told him that the doctors wanted him to
go to the hospital for the best care he could get
but neither of them moved very much Theystood still in complete shock that this star quar-
terback had something so serious When they
nally arrived at the hospital an assistant nurse
brought them to this little room at the end of a
long hallway The walk seemed to take forever
for these two not knowing what other informa-
tion they might be told next When they got into
the room it was empty just a hospital bed with
a few unknown machines Ryan held his head in
his hands the pain in his head had now gone
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through his entire body He couldnrsquot remember
the last time he had been this scared The brown
wooden door slowly swung open and two doc-
tors walked in one male and the other female
They introduced themselves as Taylorrsquos hands
started to quiver Doctor Ann stood directly
in front of Ryan holding two pieces of cream
color paper The minutes that went by seemedso long to him Finally she told him the news
ldquoRyan your scans have come back you have a
brain tumorrdquo The whole room suddenly became
quiet then she continued ldquoItrsquos small but it could
easily grow so we would like you to go for
chemotherapy as soon as possible Most people
will lose their hair and become very sick but
itrsquos all part of the road to recoveryrdquo The room
got silent Ryan looked at his hands then felt the
bump His whole career would be ushed down
the toilet ldquoIrsquom so sorry Ryanrdquo said the male
doctor Suddenly the doctorsrsquo names were called
over the loudspeaker and they exited the room
Taylor hugged Ryan tightly ldquoIrsquom gonna
love you through itrdquo she said with two small
tear droplets forming in the corner of her eye
They both cried at the thought of the future
what would happen with the wedding and
the team But most importantly they thoughtabout what would happen to him By the time
they had got themselves together two hours
had passed On the way out of the door Taylor
asked the receptionist when Ryan should return
for treatment hoping it would be soon They
would return in three days his blood count
must be good before anything can be done He
kept asking himself why why he was the one
to have cancer That night he wouldnrsquot eat he
pushed the chicken and corn back and forth on
his plate His nights turned into days he could
never sleep He watched as the clock ticked
150 am then 200 am The clock seemed as if
it wasnrsquot moving like it was dead Dead like the
way he felt after hearing the terrible news
Friday morning the day his treatments
started He awoke to the sound of his alarm
clock the same one that woke him up for foot-ball He wanted to go so bad he didnrsquot want to
be a weak man but he knew he had to do what
was best He slipped on his comfortable Under
Armour sweat pants and walked out the door
following Taylor
Morgan Guther- ldquoMy Best Friendrdquo
The sun shined through his car window
and he knew exactly why Four years ago his
dad passed away he must have been looking
down on him letting him know that everything
was going be okay Once again the car ride was
silent Ryan never talked much about his feel-
ings When they got to the hospital the waiting
room was so lled up People of all ages sat
around looking gloomy Four little kids which
the genders he couldnrsquot tell were playing with
the toys in a corner They stood out to him all
of their hair was gone but they didnrsquot seem to
mind The smiling faces of the kids lit up the
room knowing that these kids can go through
all of the pain and still have hope Seeing this
made Ryan believe in himself all until his name
got calledThe next room he was put in wasnrsquot
much better It was lled with beds chairs and
many chemotherapy bags Everyone seemed
okay but how he wondered how The lady in a
long blue coat came up to him with a few bags
and a needle so he took a seat He and Taylor
picked up a few magazines and started to read
while the medicine was inserted Hours went
by they lost track of time When the bags nal -
ly emptied they were allowed to leave Doctors
told him he would be sick after and that he
was As soon as they got on the highway he got
queasy With 5 minutes left he rolled down the
window and threw up He felt so sick not being
able to imagine feeling this way after every
chemo session When he got home he kept
getting sick his hands and arms shook non-stop
and his diet consisted of water and soup Two
days had gone by when he nally felt better sohe decided to bring himself to practice Football
was something he couldnrsquot live without At the
eld all the guys huddled around him as if he
was a newborn baby No one knew yet why he
had missed multiple practices and he wanted it
to stay that way Coach asked the team to take
a knee while Ryan explained He said ldquoOkay
guys you all know football means the world to
me but I canrsquot play for a while Last Thursday I
was diagnosed with a cancerous brain tumorrdquo
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Before he could say any more the boysrsquo helmets
hit the ground and the facial expressions turned
into shock Not only was he letting the team
down but the Giantsrsquo fans as well Ryan and the
guys huddled together one last time before he
had to go When he got home he remembered
that he would soon have to go through the same
things in another 8 days once again he askedhimself ldquoWhy merdquo
At this point his mom had just called the
house and Taylor answered She called multiple
times a day to check in on her son like any
mother should Four hours and 275 miles away
was the only distance between the two Mother
and son just like best friends every weekend
she came to check on him and the fact of him
Nicole Tanquary- ldquoSkeletonrdquo
having cancer scared her more than ever He
didnrsquot have a dad in the picture he passed away
years back from a car accident She could not
lose two loved ones they were basically the
only ones she ever had
Eight months passed 243 days and so
did 16 chemo treatments Every time he got
stronger because thatrsquos all he could be Thepain put him out of everything he couldnrsquot
help around the house or even make his own
meals He became so weak that his bones on
his feet cracked almost every time he walked
The dream life went from amazing to not very
good in a short amount of time Ryan went
from 245 pounds to 200 in just a little less than
a year And he still asked himself why All he
wanted to do was sleep and he swore if he
threw up one more time he would kill himself
But two days later he would be marrying the
girl he loved Taylor All of his best friends
and groomsmen gathered at the house to try to
prepare him for the big day Everything they
tried to do just made Ryan feel even worse it
denitely wouldnrsquot be the wedding he planned
on
His tux which was now a size too big
hung in his closet wrapped in bags Todaywas the big day a day that would change his
life once again He hated change so much he
wished things would go back to how it was
before when he was cancer free Since he and
Taylor couldnrsquot be together before the wedding
he sat with the male part of the wedding party
while she was off with the women Everyone
took a few shots but he didnrsquot He looked at
himself in the mirror his suit was baggy He
wasnrsquot happy with his appearance but the
spotlight was still on him The boys relaxed
and reminisced about old times but before
long Ryan fell asleep A few blocks away were
the girls getting ready They did each others
makeup and hair because appointments were
canceled Ryan and Taylor could never afford
everything for the wedding plus the hospital
feesAs the boys arrived at the church the
clouds started to go away The sun shined right
through the limo windows into Ryanrsquos eyes
Teardrops wanted to pour out but he was stron-
ger than that At that moment he knew who was
looking down on him his dad Ryan knew the
cancer could kill him he already felt dead The
tough football player turned into a weak man
who wanted to give up In 10 minutes he would
see the most beautiful girl become his wife
He stood with his best man at the altar
Slowly he looked up and down the crowd of
people smiling and laughing just like him For
the rst time in a while he felt alive Then the
music started playing and the doors opened
Taylor looked stunning The whole church
shifted to look at her half of them crying Ryan
walked halfway to meet her speechless he
took her hand They said their vows and Ryankissed his bride The happy couple walked hand
in hand down the aisle and then she stopped
and kissed his bald head For the rst time in a
long time he forgot about his cancer He forgot
about his pain all until the reception started
His head started to throb again and he
couldnrsquot stand up People huddled around him
as he held his head in his hands He felt warmer
than ever and his eyes were beyond bloodshot
His progress wasnrsquot getting better The people
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Megan
Bishop-ldquoButteriesrdquo
at the party just sat there hoping for the best of
the newly married man A doctor in the room
insisted they call 911 so that they did Minutes
passed before the ambulance arrived Taylor
and Ryanrsquos mom held him stable trying to get
him to move He knew something was wrong
but he needed to be strong for not only himself
but for Taylor too Ryan wanted to give up themen carried him off on a stretcher The peo-
ple attending the wedding watched the blaring
lights go off into the distance
Inside the ambulance Taylor held his
hand He closed his eyes so confused When
the paramedic sitting in the back asked him
questions he didnrsquot respond The hope in her
voice went from positive to negative She be-
came nervous and yelled something to the driv-
er in medical language Suddenly the vehicle
started to move faster speeding down the high-
way Taylor asked ldquoWhatrsquos going onrdquo then
started to cry At that very moment the heart
monitor started to beep faster Both women
watched as the lines slowly decreased Taylor
kissed Ryan on the lips ldquoNordquo she screamed
ldquoPlease donrsquot leave me Ryan be strong open
your eyes give me a sign that yoursquore hererdquo
His heartbeat was turning into a straight line asthe ambulance pulled to a stop The line was
now gone and so was he Taylorrsquos tears poured
down her face Her husband soul mate and best
friend had gone to heaven She held him in her
arms and said ldquoYou were so strong as strong as
you could be I love you so much Superstarrdquo
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Life on the Court
Laura Wildridge
Mind in the game
Eye on the ball
Step
Together
SMASH
TransitionJump
Block
Points rack up
Sweat drips down
Mind in the game
Soul
On the court
Samantha Williams- ldquoEmmardquo
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Untitled
Jack Martin
I would like to say that I just woke up
That the soft light came up from the horizon
like an orange sh from the deep dark ocean
and the mufed slow steps of my grandparents
woke me from deep long sleep I had rested
and dreamed and knew that when I awoke I
would be in the world I was meant to be in
with my parents and friends and the knowledge
of war and death that a normal kid should know
But I canrsquot I open my eyes slowly and sit up
even slower Sometimes I wish I could just
sleep all day lie in my warm bed and let my
mind numb My eyes are tired and I then noticea sharp pain in the crook of my arms I looked
down to examine them and lower the clock
from my chest and immediately feel cold like
my heart stopped beating
I feel warm and as happy as I could be
here with my father together for such a short
time and then hersquoll have to go But for now
I wonrsquot think about it now theyrsquore here with
me and thatrsquos all that matters in the world Myparents try to shield me from the world they
pretend that there is no war and that we will
always be together But I know itrsquos all a lie I
live in the lie because I love the lie Mother is
in the kitchen making dinner and father and I
are in the living room with the brand new clock
that he bought my mother for her birthday Itrsquos a
beautiful clock artfully drawn numbers formed
in a circle on thick white backing as white asivory framed in a sturdy wood with swirled gr-
ain and two thin hands that ticked like a heart-
beat my heartbeat I would always remember
them through this clock
My arms are dented with angry red
lines I must have had a nightmare last night
and hugged the clock too tight I pull the old
quilt off of me and swung off the bed and onto my feet I leave my lonely bed and small
old dresser in my room Before I head down
stairs I go to the window and shove it up and
feel the cold sting of the winter morning air I
pull on the frozen clothes line until my spare
pair of socks and a sweater comes close enough
to grab The worn cotton is stiff and I hope my
body heat will warm them quickly I stood at
the top of the stairs and prepared myself for
the scene downstairs I am greeted by cough-
ing my grandfather in his normal place in the
chair farthest away from the small kitchen
window I take a seat across from him and set
the clock down in front of me I think that the
bright sunlight like todays might hurt his fragile
skin I greet him after his coughing t subsides
while he takes a sip from his mug which is
lled with mostly hot water We manage to
keep small amounts of coffee in the apartmentthat he uses very sparingly He nods which is
an improvement from yesterday when he just
made a soft noise in the back of his throat The
war infuriates him he hates being forced to live
in this old tenement I used to love my grand-
pa He always made me laugh and pretended
to pull quarters from my ears Now he mostly
just stares at a wall or naps He hasnrsquot smiled
in months I looked over to my grandmother as
she moves franticly around the kitchen opening
an empty cabinet opening the one next to it
and then opening the rst one again She has
gone mad and therersquos no hope for her She
scares me when she tries to talk to her daughter
(my dead mother) The war has affected them
so much the loss of a daughter and any chance
of a happy life I would feel sorry for them if
I had the energy Therersquos half of a loaf of stalebread on the counter She must be looking for
the jam we ran out of weeks ago As I look at
the bread I notice again how unusually bright
the sun is today Itrsquos late winter and the sun
shouldnrsquot be shining like this until a few months
from now I squint my eyes and lean forward
to better look out the window The sun seemed
to be splitting in half and then thirds and then
fourths ldquoBombsrdquo I whisper
Samantha Williams- ldquoAngelrdquo
The sun pieces drift to the ground where
they erupt My grandmother shrieks and thenfaints Her frail head smacks against the counter
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I look at my grandpa even though he is old and
doesnrsquot care about me itrsquos amazing how I still
look to him for help And then I see something
equally as stunning as the bombs- my grand-
fatherrsquos face awakens to a look of surprise and
fear In a dull voice that sounds like a broken
whistle he says ldquoGet downrdquo Before I can even
think I dive for the hallway just as a wave of power shakes the earth The sound is like a muf-
ed thunder boom Cracks rip through the dry-
wall and the light over the kitchen table sways
I entwine myself around the clock If this is
where I die I want to die with this clock The
tempo of the clock still remains true a steady
tick tick tick that is oblivious to its surround-
ings I close my eyes and wait for death falling
deep into a rhythmic trance I wait through
more volleys of thunder akes of drywall fall
on me as the tenement is being shaken apart by
shock waves I hear the pandemonium outside
screams and buildings crashing to the ground
The end of my world and many of those like me
is happening Then something strange happens
A cold bony hand tightens around my leg My
eyes y open as my grandfather tightens his
grip on my ankle He lies on the ground with a
look of agony on his face He looks even worsethan normal if that is possible He reminds me
of a decaying corpse He opens his mouth and
breathes a phrase that is nearly inaudible ldquoWe
Have To Moverdquo He then coughs splattering
blood on the oor and in my face I stare at him
in awe How could he have hope now The
man who stares at a blank wall all day his eyes
like black holes The west side of the tenement
explodes in re My grandmotherrsquos limp body
is whipped across the room like rope Her back
is impaled with six inch splinters of wood My
eyes burn with re but seeing the will to live
in my grandfatherrsquos eyes awakens something in
me as well It reminds me of how I used to love
him He was what I aspired to be I tightened my
muscles wrapped one arm around the clock and
entwined the other in my grandfatherrsquos paperyleathery hand After I stomped out the small re
that had started on his left leg I heave his frail
body up into my arms My legs ache as I try to
pull myself and grandfather to the bathroom
rubble continues to break from the walls The
apartment is still being bended by the power of
the bombs I heave the dead weight of my grand-
father tugging it from debris Finally I reach thebathroom The sink is cracked and water ows
from the snapped pipe but over all the compact-
ed space of the bathroom is the least affected by
the bombs I drop my grandfather in the corner
hersquos unconscious or dead Shove the door shut
then climb into the cold marble bathtub and hugthe clock as tightly as I can to my chest trying tofuse it with my body The lights icker and then
die I let the booms shaking the world become
background noise allowing the ticking of theclock to ll my mind and then enter my dreams
Kateryna Lebedyeva- ldquoSunowerrdquo
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Halloween Night
Tangela Hightower
Wind howling
Moon rising
Clouds forming
This would be the night
A dark
And stormy night
That creepy things
Hidden in shadows
Will emerge
From shaggy willows
Seeking out little kids
Dragging home pillowsFilled with treats
That the creepy monsters want to eat
Katherine Sofetti- ldquoMaskrdquo
If These Walls Lived
Tangela Hightower
If walls could speak
Theyrsquod scream
Like their life depended on it
If walls could run
Theyrsquod break a world record
Faster than the fastest man ever
If walls could cry
Wersquod all live on boats
Because the earth would be ooded
If walls could dream
Theyrsquod smile in their sleep
Because of all the things theyrsquove seen
If walls could write
Wersquod run out of trees
Because there would be none left
If walls could love
Theyrsquod show us all
The meaning of that word
If walls could die
Well then I think
Wersquod all be exposed
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Could I Be Your Change
Bella Alibrandi
I want to leave a footprintOn the world
I want to make a difference
To create change
Someday I would like to be someonersquos hero
And have them look up to me
Irsquom going to die
And when I do
I want people to remember me
And laugh at all the good times we had
The last thing I would wantIs for people to cry over my passing
They should celebrate my moving on
My next step
I wish that they will hope
Irsquom happy and no longer
Feel any pain
If you choose to cry for me
I suppose I cannot stop you
But my dear friend and loved onePlease take note
That my life was full and happy
And you will always be a part
Of my soul
Paige Fiermonte- ldquoLadyrdquo
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An Arrow
Cayla Dedrick
It was the rst day of summer and already my
parents were shipping me off to some camp to
spend the summer An outdoors sports-y kind
of camp too Upon arriving I was admittedly
a bit impressed by the scenery Much nicer than
the camp from last summer
The place was pretty I suppose the lake
that they had here was actually larger than a
gloried pond and reected the clear blue of
the sky and luminescent little sparkles from the
sun Shadows from the trees around the camp
area dappled the ground creating a nice mix of
the shade and the sun
My parents insisted that it was betterto be outside with other children for the whole
summer rather than cooped up in my room
Personally I think they just wanted to get rid of
me so I wouldnrsquot ldquoaccidentallyrdquo blow the house
up in my boredom
It didnrsquot matter if it was nice here or not
I wouldnrsquot enjoy this I never did
The string of the bow bit rather pain-
fully into the sensitive skin of my hands as I
struggled to tug it back far enough to an arrowproperly I could feel the eyes of the other
children who were waiting for their turn at the
targets boring into my back as I fought to hold
the bow and aim
At this point it would have been great
for the arrow to hit the target or at least make it
far enough to do so but I had no such luck My
arrow skittered pitifully into the dust more than
a couple feet in front of where I was aiming
Soft snickering drifted from behind me but I
Katelyn
Killoran-
ldquoOld Red
Wagonrdquo
refrained from glaring at them like I was sotempted to It was better not to give people the
satisfaction of knowing that theyrsquod got to me
A hand rested on my shoulder startling me out
of my thoughts but I didnrsquot jump like anyone
else would instead glancing back with a mildly
annoyed look
The boy that stood behind me was older prob-
ably around fteen and smiling kindly in stark
contrast to the other kidsrsquo smirks If I hadnrsquot been
too busy brooding Irsquod probably have found him
cute with soft blonde locks and icy blue eyes that
glittered with warmth rather than malice despite
their color
ldquoNeed some helprdquo he inquired an undertone of
veiled amusement in his voice with a sidelong
glance at the bow I had still clenched at my side
Yes of course I needed help but Irsquod never admit
it
ldquoMaybe a littlerdquo I shrugged So I wouldadmit it but it wasnrsquot my fault Something about
this kid made it hard to say no He didnrsquot seemlike he was trying to make a mockery of me
He instructed me to stand like I was going to
shoot an arrow but not to actually pull the bow-
string back yet I obeyed and immediately he
was shifting the positioning of my legs by prod-
ding at my feet with his until I was standing
correctly After determining that I was standing
correctly he stepped behind me and put his hands
over mine to help me This time when I red the
arrow lodged itself into one of the blue rings of
the target the third to the outside of ve colors
Smiling slightly I turned to look up at the boy
ldquoThanksrdquo I muttered a bit reluctantly
cheeks ushing a light shade of pink at the grin
he sent me in return
ldquoNo problem kidrdquo
I frowned ldquoIrsquom not a kidrdquo I protested de-
fensively shaking my head in annoyance ldquoAnd
my name is TerranrdquoldquoYou are a kidrdquo he said with a laugh
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causing me to scowl further ldquoMy namersquos Se-
bastian by the way Nice to meet yourdquo
ldquoCharmedrdquo
So maybe sitting in a kayak in the mid-
dle of the lake with my life jacket un- buckled
when I was well aware of the fact that the boys
in my group that had some weird thing against
me were out there too wasnrsquot a great idea Butno one would dare to push me in when there
were counselors watching right
I shouldrsquove have guessed something
was up when they stole my paddle and my life
jacket and left me stranded there to wait for
someone to come rescue me We were too far
from shore to effectively yell back for help and
while I knew Sebastian was swimming at least
somewhat near here he was underwater too
much to hear meI was just a little caught up in my an-
noyance when I felt my kayak tip sideways
abruptly throwing me out to the side Hitting
the water so suddenly forced most of the breath
from my body and trying to gasp in surprise
only caused water to ood my mouth I man-
aged to thrash my way to the surface to take a
breath Through the sound of my own coughing
I could hear laughter Wonderful They wouldnrsquotbe of any help to me I could tread water to an
extent for a short amount of time but I tired
quickly and just as I was starting to give up on
being able to swim back to shore I felt arms
wrap around my waist from behind tugging my
head out of the water I started to struggle and
kick on instinct but stopped quickly when a
familiar voice reached through the haze of my
panic
ldquoTerran calm down Itrsquos okayrdquo it
soothed gently I fell still and blinked a few
times to attempt to clear my vision Attempt
being the operative word here water was still
splashing into my eyes It wasnrsquot like I was cry-
ing from the fear or anything it was just drip-
ping from my hair
ldquoSebrdquo I mumbled coughing He nod-
ded and shifted me around so it would be easierto keep my head above the surface I wound my
arms around his neck to cling to him just a little
desperately as he swam back to shore abandon-
ing my now waterlogged kayak
Sebastian kept his arm wrapped around
my shoulders after we got to the point where I
could stand up I wasnrsquot sure if it was because
I was still shivering or it was just a protective
thing but either way I was grateful He only re-
luctantly handed me off to one of the counselorsso I could dry off and get some hot chocolate to
warm up after brushing his lips over my damp-
ened hair and promising to come see me when
he could That made me turn bright red very
quickly Behind all the kindness in his gaze I
could see the cold promise that hersquod make sure
nothing like this happened again and I wasnrsquot
sure if that was scary or endearing
If there was one thing to really bedisliked at this camp other than the kids that at-
tended it it was the cabins They were cold and
drafty the oors and beds creaked with
the slightest of movements and at night the
wind made tree branches bang against the win-
dow Needless to say I got little to no sleep I
had no idea how everyone else managed
Honestly I found it easier to rest during
the day in a few choice locations around camp
that it was quite simple to sneak away to at
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certain points throughout the day My current
favourite was a little spot in the woods where
the ground was covered in moss Sebastian
would come and sit with me sometimes and
wersquod talk about whatever came to mind while I
used his shoulder as a pillow On occasion Irsquod
actually fall asleep part way through our con-
versation and hersquod always be nice and sit thereuntil I woke up Once or twice I even found him
dozing as well with his head leaning off the top
of mine
This was the kind of thing Irsquod really
miss when I went home As much as the camp
itself wasnrsquot great and most of the kids didnrsquot
talk to me here I had found a friend Maybe
more than a friend I mused once and a while
glancing at the hand that would nd its way to
rest on my armWe started ditching activities a few
weeks into camp After that incident where I
almost drowned he insisted on hanging around
me just in case It was slow at rst but we did
get to the point where we were comfortable
enough in each otherrsquos company to not only
talk for a long time about anything that came
to mind but sit in silence without it getting the
least bit awkward He asked for my phone num-ber so we could keep in touch before I could
work up the nerve to do so myself My shyness
had mostly dissipated around Sebastian but
little things like asking for contact information
seemed hard
Unfortunately all good things had a stu-
pid way of coming to pass right when they were
getting to the best part This little friendship I
had forged was no exception This camp would
end next week and everyone was going home
Seb had said hersquod visit if he could yet I doubt-
ed wersquod be able to work anything out Still for
now it was easier to fake a smile and agree
Curling up into a tighter ball on the
damp moss-laden ground I let my head fall
onto Sebastianrsquos shoulder as Irsquod done so many
times before closing my eyes He immediately
fell silent to let me rest if I wanted to Today I
couldnrsquot sleep though I didnrsquot want to waste
time sleeping
ldquoItrsquos been fun here Seb You made this
summer a lot more bearable for merdquo I mum-
bled standing on my toes to hug the older boy
quickly slipping a little note into his pocket
He smiled though it looked a bit forced
and nodded
ldquoYeah We should hang out sometimemayberdquo He trailed off a bit uncertainly as if
he wasnrsquot sure Irsquod want to see him again after
this summer
I laughed Between the two of us
he wasnrsquot supposed to be the shy one ldquoWe
shouldrdquo A shout of my name from the other
side of the little clearing where theyrsquod gathered
us to wait for our parents made me look up My
father was standing by one of the counselors
arms crossed and impatient I didnrsquot hesitate tostart walking over to him
ldquoByerdquo I called back over my shoulder
Sebastian waved once before turning away
On the silent ride home I stared out the
window wishing for the rst time that I didnrsquot
have to come home from camp this year
Later when he got home himself Se-
bastian would nd the little slip of paper I gave
him before we left and smile
[Thanks for everything Seb Irsquoll miss you lt3
-TM]
Sophie Luckette- ldquoLadybugsrdquo
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A Love for a Girl
Harrison Franklin
A mixed teen walks down the hall
passing by the conceded walls
looks of style
talk of white and black
he sits up slumps and sits back
again
quiet mostly but loud when he
chooses
he doesnrsquot have a place of status
quo
he speaks to with whom he chooses
he can be brazen or a phantom joyous or saddened
At night a man of style and
personality
steps forth to a scene
he is ready
the music plays and he listens
his favored electronic plays
the bass rumbles
his body moves rhythmicallyin precise time with the beats
he draws a wondering crowd who is
this dancer
everyday
repetition is the way
gray days masking
true blue skies
of hope lasting
graceand future passing
a cold world sobered up
washed out and cleaned up
DULL and BLAND
he walks the halls in search of
a love
the dancer dissipates from center
stage
oating from group to group copyingstyles
he stumbles across a maverick
beautiful in features and attire
freelancer of her own style
Up and down
around
in and out
trafc ows in the halls
the small being makes his way
he passes tons of beauties but the
eyes of one catches his
hers sneaky dangerous and swift in
movement
she passes by without
acknowledgement
The dancer now follows dangerously
close
he knows his purser and had his
dose
she took her glances
with her dangerous cool blue eyes
drunk in happiness in of the musicshe laughs in enjoyment unaware
she is pursued
day after day
he searches
for the face
he longed to see her
for her to acknowledge
for her to be INTERESTED
she passed by greeting himhesitation
recognition and progress
The party atmosphere ended
he searched for her
but to only compliment her elegant
dress
with colors in his liking
others left the dancer as usual lastto leave
the morning came I became whole
once again
with a desire to catch this girl
who attracted me
although her actions
led me up and down
on a roller coaster
I pursue this girl
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Untitled
Patrece Martin
She holds her head high
She walks around big and tall
She has light eyes that almost look like they could be white
When she talks I turn away
I donrsquot know why
Her words just seem so cold
Children seem to like herThey canrsquot see the harshness she brings
And I guess I canrsquot blame them
When shersquos around the fat man brings them presents
But I am no fool
I canrsquot wait for her to leave
Her sister is much nicer
She speaks with warm comforting words
Oh I canrsquot wait for the day
When winter leaves
And itrsquos time for Summer to step in
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My Tear For Her My Passion For Him
Bella Alibrandi
I was holding her hand walking
slowly with her like I always did Not mak-
ing her feel like her body was slowing down
Even though it was I saw her every day even
on Sundays Irsquove been her nanny since I was
fourteen When I began working for the Nicolas
family she was only four I thought she was
the cutest and sweetest little girl I would ever
care for And that was true but she wasnrsquot an
easy child With all her vitamins pills and her
allergies quite frankly I was very nervous when
talking care of her
During the summers she was all myresponsibility for thirteen hours a day What did
I do while I had school My schedule was very
complex Irsquod wake up every morning at ve in
the morning It didnrsquot matter if it was during the
week or the weekend I would get to her house
by six when I was younger and couldnrsquot drive
my mom would bring me to school around
seven thirty At the end of the day mom would
get me and drop me off at her house around
two thirty Her parents worked from one pm toeight pm The time period that I was at school
and her parents were at work she was the only
one home in their large empty mansion taking
her daily nap I was really worried about this
when I started working It was unsafe for a little
girl her age to be home alone and defenseless
I heard she has an older sibling that hersquos in my
eleventh grade class but I have never met him
or seen him around the house Which didnrsquot
surprise me so much considering how big their
house is But I began to be ok with the little girl
home alone because I met Marty
Marty is their front guard that lived
out in the guardhouse you had to pass by to
get in through their iron gates in the two mile
long driveway Marty showed me the Nicolasrsquos
security systems locks movement detectors
alarms and even alarms to detect any substancethat their little girl was allergic to If it detect-
ed any of her allergens it would immediately
notify her parentsrsquo cell phones work numbers
and the emergency hospital a couple blocks up
They even insisted that my cell be included in
the alarms and that I have my own identication
code for Marty Yeah they were that protective
Crazy huh Nope it all made sense when I met
Melina Nicolas
She had the softest milk chocolatebrown hair that had spiral curls that hung to her
mid back It felt like silk Mrs Nicolas always
dressed her in the princess dresses that people
bought to put their girls in pageants the kind of
dress that cost $50000 Yep that kind of rich
Everyday when I saw her she would jump for
joy and say ldquoMy nanny Kay Kayrsquos here What
do you want to play today Kay Kayrdquo Yeah my
name is Kayla Anne Merienda But most peoplecall me Kayla But Melina canrsquot say that so she
calls me Kay Kay
Every day I had a new game to teach
her I think shersquos the only child I have ever
met that loves to learn as much as she does
But after awhile I ran out of games So wersquod
play some of the old ones She started getting
bored with the new games So we made up our
own She was incredibly smart for a little girl
But right now shersquos seven and Irsquom seventeen
And right about now is when Mr and Mrs
Nicolas should be leaving the house Irsquom in my
last period class advanced Spanish But for
the last ten minutes I havenrsquot been listening
to my teacher Irsquove been tuning everyone out
except Austin Irsquod gotten lost in my own world
thinking about him and only him I had dedicat-
ed my whole high school career to Melina soIrsquove never been able to have a social life Yeah
there are some girls I talk to eat lunch with But
I donrsquot think I could consider them as friends
And some days more than others Irsquod feel so
lonely without friends in my life and especially
a boyfriend I canrsquot help look at his eyes I canrsquot
help get nervous around him even though we
donrsquot talk And I denitely canrsquot help but want
to be able to call him mine But that wonrsquot hap-
pen Itrsquos time to get into my snow covered carand drive to Melinarsquos house once again
When the bell rang I must have stood
up too quickly and gotten dizzy I tried to shake
it off and walk forward but ran right into some-
one I couldnrsquot see who it was because I was
now face rst on the oor once again looking
like an idiot I suddenly felt a warm hand on
my back ldquoHere let me help yourdquo I stood up
and regained my balance ldquoAre you ok You fellpretty hardrdquo I didnrsquot notice who had helped me
off the ground until now I was looking straight
into his blue eyes It was Austin
ldquoYeah Irsquom ne thanksrdquo I was swaying
side to side lightheaded But not because of the
impact of the ground I just took but because he
was talking to me Me And he saw me for the
rst time He grabbed my shoulders rm but
gentle
ldquoWoah there Should I take you to the
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nurserdquo No I had to get to Melinarsquos before she
wakes up
ldquoNo thanks I need to be somewhererdquo
I headed for the door but he caught me by the
arm which made my body tingle
ldquoIf you think Irsquom going to let you drive
yoursquore crazyrdquo
ldquoWhyrdquo I tried to pull away but hisstrong arms werenrsquot giving in anytime soon
ldquoYou fell and hit your head Finerdquo he
said while letting go ldquogo drive away in your
car and get in an accident Irsquoll be the last person
you ever talk tordquo That scared me a little bit He
grabbed his backpack and began to walk off
ldquoWaitrdquo I ran after him running into a
table or two He stopped not facing me But I
could totally tell he was smiling
ldquoCould you drive me somewhererdquo Hespun around with a casual look painted across
his excited face
ldquoI guessrdquo He oddly winked and said
with a wave of a hand ldquoThis wayrdquo
We got out into the ice and snow covered park-
ing lot We walked out quite far and stopped by
a black SLK with tan leather seating
ldquoNice carrdquo I said
ldquoYou into carsrdquo He looked surprisedldquoKinda My dad owns a dealershiprdquo He
laughed and we both got in
ldquoI have a BMW Chevroletrdquo He nodded
ldquoThatrsquos a nice carrdquo We both laughed
ldquoIrsquom Austin by the way You must have
known that though You wouldnrsquot have gotten
into a car with a total stranger rightrdquo He pre-
tended to glance at my face but I saw his eyes
scan over my body
ldquoYeah I knew your name you must
know mine because you wouldnrsquot let a total
stranger into your car would yourdquo I said smil-
ing at him He smiled back
ldquoGood call I do know your name Kayla
Anne Blake Rightrdquo Kinda creepy he knew my
whole name
ldquoYeah But you can just call me Kaylardquo
ldquoOh okay Kayla So which way nowrdquohe said stopping at a stoplight
ldquoTake a next left and then itrsquos the next
house on your leftrdquo I looked at his face He
looked puzzled ldquoIs something the matterrdquo He
didnrsquot answer for a second But then said
ldquoNo nothings wrongrdquo Something was
wrong here
We stopped at the iron gate and punched
in a code Was he related to these people He
must have seen me curiously looking at himbecause he said
ldquoIrsquom Melinarsquos Brotherrdquo I guessed I
should have guessed that considering his last
name was Nicolas Wow I feel so stupid
ldquoOh okay Irsquom herhelliprdquo I didnrsquot get to
nish because he did it for me
ldquoNanny Rightrdquo he smiled
ldquoYeah How did you know I havenrsquot
seen you around their houserdquo I was getting ner-vous He must have sensed it because he said
ldquoItrsquos okay Kayla Melina talks about
you a lot You donrsquot have to freak outrdquo He said
half smiling like he was trying to prove he was
a good guy
ldquoOkay sorry that just freaked me out for
a minute thererdquo
ldquoItrsquos okay By the way I need your
identication coderdquo I gave it to him and he
typed it in smoothly The gates swung open and
we drove up and parked in the driveway It was
snowing so he took off his coat and put it on
me Irsquom sure I blushed
ldquoThanksrdquo
When we got inside Mrs Nicolas was
crying with Mr Nicolas wrapped around her
ldquoDad what happenedrdquo
ldquoWherersquos Melinardquo I asked franticSomething must have happened They arenrsquot
supposed to be home With a deep breath Mr
Nicolas said
ldquoShersquos in the hospital We came to pick
you two up Get in our carrdquo
We drove to the hospital where we
found Melina in a bed connected to tubes and
wires I was freaking out and on the verge of
tears
ldquoMr and Mrs Nicolas please may Ihave a word with you two in the hallrdquo They
walked out leaving me with Austin He was
holding Melinarsquos delicate little hand
ldquoDo you think shersquoll be okayrdquo I asked
sitting next to him He was quiet for a minute
Then looked at me with tears in his eyes
ldquoI donrsquot knowrdquo He said it was a deep
strong voice but by his tears I knew he was
breaking insideI went and stood by the door and
watched the doctor down the hall with the
parents He was telling them bad news I knew
because they both started crying and so did I
I went and sat back down and waited for the
Nicolasrsquo to tell us something bad But when
Mrs Nicolas came in she said
ldquoEverything will be ne Melina is just a
little sick
Austin was driving me home and looked
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at me and said with sorrow in his voice
ldquoThey lied to usrdquo
ldquoWhat do you meanrdquo I asked
ldquoMelina isnrsquot just sick She has cancerrdquo
He pulled over where we both began to
sob and hold each other close for a time that
felt like forever
Morgan Gunther-
ldquoOcean Islerdquo
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Russian Roulette
Leah Ifraim
The spicy fumes
Circulate through the airBrushing across my nostrils
I see a beautifully plated row of giant sushi
Elegant underneath a drizzle of spicy mayo
I stare at them in awe
I delicately pick up one of the rolls
Bringing it up to my lips
As I take my rst bite
I feel a crunch
My tongue begins to sizzle
Spicy mayo
So creamy and rich
Fizzes across the center of my tongue
Jolting me alert
With each chew
I feel the fresh taste of chives
Fracture as a tooth bites into it
The tuna warms my taste buds
Mixing with the bits of sticky rice
Plastering the walls of each toothSavory tastes collide
Bouncing off each cell of my tongue
As the nal taste of perfection slips down my throat
My hand reaches for another roll
Irsquove never tasted anything so mysterious and incredible
This is the Russian Roulette
Jackie Halpin- ldquoFarmerrsquos Marketrdquo
Julia Slisz- ldquoChairrdquo
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Home
Dori Bergman
A homeIs nothing like
A house
Itrsquos a place
Where you belong
Itrsquos a feeling
That yoursquoll savor
Itrsquos a person
Who you look to
With my homeI feel wanted
Understood
Special
And loved
So I just thought
Irsquod let you know
That even though
Irsquove lost my way
With you
Irsquom nally
Home Allison Emmel- ldquoBalconyrdquo
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Untitled
Christy Le
I hear the NFL theme song go off in my
earmdashmy alarm itrsquos 545 am and I need to get
up for school I trudge to my closet carefully
picking out my clothes and doing my makeup
ensuring that my appearance is on the same par
as the suburban-elite girls from my school At
7am I realize itrsquos time to wake my two broth-
ers I walk to their room and gently shake them
awake They begrudgingly march to the bath-
roommdashmy cue to prepare breakfast I tiptoe
past my momrsquos room as not to wake her I know
shersquoll need her sleep before her twelve hour
shift at the nail salon At 705 am I say good-
bye to my younger brothers remind them not to
miss their bus and start the trek to my bus stop
At the bus stop I ght the urge to lie
down and take a nap The previous dayrsquos activi-
ties have exhausted memdashcooking dinner tutor-
ing my brothers cleaning my house and work-
ing on my four AP course workload until 2 am
When the bus arrives I board it and sit with one
of my best friends She and I fall into mindless
chatter about pop culture and other nonsensical
things but itrsquos all an illusion for me since Irsquom
not just a teenage girl Irsquom a ldquomotherrdquo to two
boysIrsquove been expected to be the caretaker
of my brothers since I was seven My mom has
always worked twelve hours a day six days a
week and without my dad in the picture the
responsibilities of my brothers were left to me
It was a role forced upon me but itrsquos a role Irsquove
accepted At the age of seven I began staying
home alone with my three-year-old brother and
my infant brother At the age of seven I stopped
being a child turning into the person my fam-ily needed me to bemdashthe one who changed
diapers prepared formula put my brothers to
sleep and took care of them in every way imag-
inable I gladly took on these responsibilities
because it was what my mom needed me to do
My mom had to work to support our family and
couldnrsquot afford a babysitter
I used to see my brothers as a burden
that kept me from my potential I resented the
fact that my mom forced me to stay home and
care for them Why did I have to sacrice
They werenrsquot my kids nor was I their mother
I fumed at the unfairness and resentfully cared
for them for years Now I realize that Irsquom
lucky to have them Taking care of my brothers
has made me into a chef a teacher a mentor
a maid a chauffeur and a supportive sister
Irsquove always been forced to juggle my brothers
school work volunteerism and a healthy social
life on a daily basis These roles shaped me into
the caring compassionate and capable person
that I am today Caring for my brothers didnrsquot
keep me from my potential it exponentially
increased my potential After being responsible
for the lives of two human beings Irsquove learned
priceless skills I can manage a household and
maintain a family I can be efcient in all that Ido and work hard at every job assigned to me
Such skills have allowed me to be successful
academically professionally and socially I can
manage a hectic life and still be a happy soul
with a great academic record Growing up with
my brothers has taught me to make the best
when Irsquom handed the least I now know that the
caretaking of my brothers hasnrsquot been a burden
instead itrsquos been a character-building experi-
enceNo one knows that I take on a soccer-
mom persona after school Yoursquoll never see me
without a smile at school so Irsquom perceived as a
happy-go-lucky carefree girl However my ap-
pearance at school is a faccedilade My friends from
school presume that I have the perfect life but
I donrsquot Irsquove just learned to positively deal with
my life I keep up an act to conceal the great
struggles that I endure Irsquom glad I can control
how I am perceived because it changes how I
am treated I have compassion for those who
have little control over their appearance due to
genetic deformities so I want to become a re-
constructive plastic surgeon I want to empower
people with the ability to portray themselves to
others as they wish so I want to dedicate my life
to being a reconstructive plastic surgeon and to
xing birth defects and genetic deformities
Nicole Tanquary- ldquoPotrait of Laurardquo
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Untitled
Breanne Isaacs
ldquoTouchdownrdquo the speakers blared
as Ryan Blakeson scored the 3rd touchdown of
the game The crowd grew wild once again as
the New York Giants took on the Buffalo Bills
Ryan and his teammates gathered around in a
huddle swaying back and forth preparing for
the last quarter
Ryan is a 24 year old NFL star He
has been playing football ever since he could
remember and it meant more than anything to
him The quarterback has scored more than 20
touchdowns this past season The whole team
depended on him just as he did on them Ryanstood 6rsquo1 his blonde hair owed down his
face almost covering his ocean blue eyes Not
only did he become his dream of becoming a
professional football player but he also met a
gorgeous girl 4 years back Taylor was the girl
of his dreams he treasured every moment with
her He would marry his best friend in a few
months right after his team made it to the Super
Bowl
Every day he did the same routine Hebelieved that it was a good luck charm he had
everything he ever wanted A beautiful wife-
to-be and the career that made him millions to
do what he loves In the mornings he got up at
seven and ran a mile to the eld for a four hour
practice Nights were spent with Taylor and
weekends with his family Tonight was rela-
tively different he didnrsquot take her to dinner or
a movie he just sat around His head throbbedthe lights hurt his eyes and opening them made
him feel so sick He gured if he slept every-
thing would go away Taylor kissed him ldquoI
love you superstar goodnightrdquo she said as she
tucked him into bed When Ryan awoke in the
morning the pain was worse than ever He stuck
through and got himself to the pre-game prac-
tice The eld around him seemed like war Thescreaming fans made his head kill even more
All he wanted to do was go home and sleep but
he knew his team needed him After all it was
the big game the best two teams in the NFC
As the game went on he began getting dizzy
the whole world was spinning in front of him
Coach kept yelling things like ldquoGet your head
in the gamerdquo and ldquoWhat the heckrdquo Ryan didnrsquot
answer he kept as much focus as he could on
the game Everyone could tell something waswrong his usual sprint down the eld turned
into a fast jog He kept going he needed to
be the player he and everyone else he knew he
was
Two weeks went by and his headache
hadnrsquot gone away no one knew except for
Taylor He thought telling people would make
him seem like a baby so he didnrsquot He kept
his routine the same except he didnrsquot run to
practice he drove His teammates noticed butdidnrsquot question him In the locker room they
were gearing up for practice pushing and jok-
ing as usual As Ryan put on his helmet he felt
a large bump on the back part of his head So
many things ran through his mind at that mo-
ment everything but the upcoming practice He
struggled through practice thinking about the
bump and what it could be When he got home
he showed Taylor She started to freak out andmade him go get things checked out
At the doctorrsquos ofce he waited and
waited for hours until the doctor nally called
him in He slowly sat down on the table with
Taylor right there next to him holding his hand
Many questions were asked about the pain and
the symptoms and the doctor didnrsquot seem to
have much of an idea either Doctor Zogby was
his name known to be one of the best doc-tors in the area He felt Ryanrsquos head multiple
times then sent him off to get scans He had
MRIrsquos X-rays and blood drawn but the re-
sults wouldnrsquot be back until later that day They
instructed Ryan and Taylor to go home so he
could get some rest so he did
During his dinner that consisted of hot
soup and apple juice the phone rang Taylor
answered in a cheerful voice but before long it
turned into something different You could hear
the concerns from the tone of her voice as she
hung up the phone and stared at the oor Ryan
quickly jumped up and went over to her He
held her in his arms while a few tears streamed
down her face ldquoA tumorrdquo she whispered as he
wiped the tears from her Now he began to cry
too She told him that the doctors wanted him to
go to the hospital for the best care he could get
but neither of them moved very much Theystood still in complete shock that this star quar-
terback had something so serious When they
nally arrived at the hospital an assistant nurse
brought them to this little room at the end of a
long hallway The walk seemed to take forever
for these two not knowing what other informa-
tion they might be told next When they got into
the room it was empty just a hospital bed with
a few unknown machines Ryan held his head in
his hands the pain in his head had now gone
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through his entire body He couldnrsquot remember
the last time he had been this scared The brown
wooden door slowly swung open and two doc-
tors walked in one male and the other female
They introduced themselves as Taylorrsquos hands
started to quiver Doctor Ann stood directly
in front of Ryan holding two pieces of cream
color paper The minutes that went by seemedso long to him Finally she told him the news
ldquoRyan your scans have come back you have a
brain tumorrdquo The whole room suddenly became
quiet then she continued ldquoItrsquos small but it could
easily grow so we would like you to go for
chemotherapy as soon as possible Most people
will lose their hair and become very sick but
itrsquos all part of the road to recoveryrdquo The room
got silent Ryan looked at his hands then felt the
bump His whole career would be ushed down
the toilet ldquoIrsquom so sorry Ryanrdquo said the male
doctor Suddenly the doctorsrsquo names were called
over the loudspeaker and they exited the room
Taylor hugged Ryan tightly ldquoIrsquom gonna
love you through itrdquo she said with two small
tear droplets forming in the corner of her eye
They both cried at the thought of the future
what would happen with the wedding and
the team But most importantly they thoughtabout what would happen to him By the time
they had got themselves together two hours
had passed On the way out of the door Taylor
asked the receptionist when Ryan should return
for treatment hoping it would be soon They
would return in three days his blood count
must be good before anything can be done He
kept asking himself why why he was the one
to have cancer That night he wouldnrsquot eat he
pushed the chicken and corn back and forth on
his plate His nights turned into days he could
never sleep He watched as the clock ticked
150 am then 200 am The clock seemed as if
it wasnrsquot moving like it was dead Dead like the
way he felt after hearing the terrible news
Friday morning the day his treatments
started He awoke to the sound of his alarm
clock the same one that woke him up for foot-ball He wanted to go so bad he didnrsquot want to
be a weak man but he knew he had to do what
was best He slipped on his comfortable Under
Armour sweat pants and walked out the door
following Taylor
Morgan Guther- ldquoMy Best Friendrdquo
The sun shined through his car window
and he knew exactly why Four years ago his
dad passed away he must have been looking
down on him letting him know that everything
was going be okay Once again the car ride was
silent Ryan never talked much about his feel-
ings When they got to the hospital the waiting
room was so lled up People of all ages sat
around looking gloomy Four little kids which
the genders he couldnrsquot tell were playing with
the toys in a corner They stood out to him all
of their hair was gone but they didnrsquot seem to
mind The smiling faces of the kids lit up the
room knowing that these kids can go through
all of the pain and still have hope Seeing this
made Ryan believe in himself all until his name
got calledThe next room he was put in wasnrsquot
much better It was lled with beds chairs and
many chemotherapy bags Everyone seemed
okay but how he wondered how The lady in a
long blue coat came up to him with a few bags
and a needle so he took a seat He and Taylor
picked up a few magazines and started to read
while the medicine was inserted Hours went
by they lost track of time When the bags nal -
ly emptied they were allowed to leave Doctors
told him he would be sick after and that he
was As soon as they got on the highway he got
queasy With 5 minutes left he rolled down the
window and threw up He felt so sick not being
able to imagine feeling this way after every
chemo session When he got home he kept
getting sick his hands and arms shook non-stop
and his diet consisted of water and soup Two
days had gone by when he nally felt better sohe decided to bring himself to practice Football
was something he couldnrsquot live without At the
eld all the guys huddled around him as if he
was a newborn baby No one knew yet why he
had missed multiple practices and he wanted it
to stay that way Coach asked the team to take
a knee while Ryan explained He said ldquoOkay
guys you all know football means the world to
me but I canrsquot play for a while Last Thursday I
was diagnosed with a cancerous brain tumorrdquo
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Before he could say any more the boysrsquo helmets
hit the ground and the facial expressions turned
into shock Not only was he letting the team
down but the Giantsrsquo fans as well Ryan and the
guys huddled together one last time before he
had to go When he got home he remembered
that he would soon have to go through the same
things in another 8 days once again he askedhimself ldquoWhy merdquo
At this point his mom had just called the
house and Taylor answered She called multiple
times a day to check in on her son like any
mother should Four hours and 275 miles away
was the only distance between the two Mother
and son just like best friends every weekend
she came to check on him and the fact of him
Nicole Tanquary- ldquoSkeletonrdquo
having cancer scared her more than ever He
didnrsquot have a dad in the picture he passed away
years back from a car accident She could not
lose two loved ones they were basically the
only ones she ever had
Eight months passed 243 days and so
did 16 chemo treatments Every time he got
stronger because thatrsquos all he could be Thepain put him out of everything he couldnrsquot
help around the house or even make his own
meals He became so weak that his bones on
his feet cracked almost every time he walked
The dream life went from amazing to not very
good in a short amount of time Ryan went
from 245 pounds to 200 in just a little less than
a year And he still asked himself why All he
wanted to do was sleep and he swore if he
threw up one more time he would kill himself
But two days later he would be marrying the
girl he loved Taylor All of his best friends
and groomsmen gathered at the house to try to
prepare him for the big day Everything they
tried to do just made Ryan feel even worse it
denitely wouldnrsquot be the wedding he planned
on
His tux which was now a size too big
hung in his closet wrapped in bags Todaywas the big day a day that would change his
life once again He hated change so much he
wished things would go back to how it was
before when he was cancer free Since he and
Taylor couldnrsquot be together before the wedding
he sat with the male part of the wedding party
while she was off with the women Everyone
took a few shots but he didnrsquot He looked at
himself in the mirror his suit was baggy He
wasnrsquot happy with his appearance but the
spotlight was still on him The boys relaxed
and reminisced about old times but before
long Ryan fell asleep A few blocks away were
the girls getting ready They did each others
makeup and hair because appointments were
canceled Ryan and Taylor could never afford
everything for the wedding plus the hospital
feesAs the boys arrived at the church the
clouds started to go away The sun shined right
through the limo windows into Ryanrsquos eyes
Teardrops wanted to pour out but he was stron-
ger than that At that moment he knew who was
looking down on him his dad Ryan knew the
cancer could kill him he already felt dead The
tough football player turned into a weak man
who wanted to give up In 10 minutes he would
see the most beautiful girl become his wife
He stood with his best man at the altar
Slowly he looked up and down the crowd of
people smiling and laughing just like him For
the rst time in a while he felt alive Then the
music started playing and the doors opened
Taylor looked stunning The whole church
shifted to look at her half of them crying Ryan
walked halfway to meet her speechless he
took her hand They said their vows and Ryankissed his bride The happy couple walked hand
in hand down the aisle and then she stopped
and kissed his bald head For the rst time in a
long time he forgot about his cancer He forgot
about his pain all until the reception started
His head started to throb again and he
couldnrsquot stand up People huddled around him
as he held his head in his hands He felt warmer
than ever and his eyes were beyond bloodshot
His progress wasnrsquot getting better The people
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Megan
Bishop-ldquoButteriesrdquo
at the party just sat there hoping for the best of
the newly married man A doctor in the room
insisted they call 911 so that they did Minutes
passed before the ambulance arrived Taylor
and Ryanrsquos mom held him stable trying to get
him to move He knew something was wrong
but he needed to be strong for not only himself
but for Taylor too Ryan wanted to give up themen carried him off on a stretcher The peo-
ple attending the wedding watched the blaring
lights go off into the distance
Inside the ambulance Taylor held his
hand He closed his eyes so confused When
the paramedic sitting in the back asked him
questions he didnrsquot respond The hope in her
voice went from positive to negative She be-
came nervous and yelled something to the driv-
er in medical language Suddenly the vehicle
started to move faster speeding down the high-
way Taylor asked ldquoWhatrsquos going onrdquo then
started to cry At that very moment the heart
monitor started to beep faster Both women
watched as the lines slowly decreased Taylor
kissed Ryan on the lips ldquoNordquo she screamed
ldquoPlease donrsquot leave me Ryan be strong open
your eyes give me a sign that yoursquore hererdquo
His heartbeat was turning into a straight line asthe ambulance pulled to a stop The line was
now gone and so was he Taylorrsquos tears poured
down her face Her husband soul mate and best
friend had gone to heaven She held him in her
arms and said ldquoYou were so strong as strong as
you could be I love you so much Superstarrdquo
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Life on the Court
Laura Wildridge
Mind in the game
Eye on the ball
Step
Together
SMASH
TransitionJump
Block
Points rack up
Sweat drips down
Mind in the game
Soul
On the court
Samantha Williams- ldquoEmmardquo
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Untitled
Jack Martin
I would like to say that I just woke up
That the soft light came up from the horizon
like an orange sh from the deep dark ocean
and the mufed slow steps of my grandparents
woke me from deep long sleep I had rested
and dreamed and knew that when I awoke I
would be in the world I was meant to be in
with my parents and friends and the knowledge
of war and death that a normal kid should know
But I canrsquot I open my eyes slowly and sit up
even slower Sometimes I wish I could just
sleep all day lie in my warm bed and let my
mind numb My eyes are tired and I then noticea sharp pain in the crook of my arms I looked
down to examine them and lower the clock
from my chest and immediately feel cold like
my heart stopped beating
I feel warm and as happy as I could be
here with my father together for such a short
time and then hersquoll have to go But for now
I wonrsquot think about it now theyrsquore here with
me and thatrsquos all that matters in the world Myparents try to shield me from the world they
pretend that there is no war and that we will
always be together But I know itrsquos all a lie I
live in the lie because I love the lie Mother is
in the kitchen making dinner and father and I
are in the living room with the brand new clock
that he bought my mother for her birthday Itrsquos a
beautiful clock artfully drawn numbers formed
in a circle on thick white backing as white asivory framed in a sturdy wood with swirled gr-
ain and two thin hands that ticked like a heart-
beat my heartbeat I would always remember
them through this clock
My arms are dented with angry red
lines I must have had a nightmare last night
and hugged the clock too tight I pull the old
quilt off of me and swung off the bed and onto my feet I leave my lonely bed and small
old dresser in my room Before I head down
stairs I go to the window and shove it up and
feel the cold sting of the winter morning air I
pull on the frozen clothes line until my spare
pair of socks and a sweater comes close enough
to grab The worn cotton is stiff and I hope my
body heat will warm them quickly I stood at
the top of the stairs and prepared myself for
the scene downstairs I am greeted by cough-
ing my grandfather in his normal place in the
chair farthest away from the small kitchen
window I take a seat across from him and set
the clock down in front of me I think that the
bright sunlight like todays might hurt his fragile
skin I greet him after his coughing t subsides
while he takes a sip from his mug which is
lled with mostly hot water We manage to
keep small amounts of coffee in the apartmentthat he uses very sparingly He nods which is
an improvement from yesterday when he just
made a soft noise in the back of his throat The
war infuriates him he hates being forced to live
in this old tenement I used to love my grand-
pa He always made me laugh and pretended
to pull quarters from my ears Now he mostly
just stares at a wall or naps He hasnrsquot smiled
in months I looked over to my grandmother as
she moves franticly around the kitchen opening
an empty cabinet opening the one next to it
and then opening the rst one again She has
gone mad and therersquos no hope for her She
scares me when she tries to talk to her daughter
(my dead mother) The war has affected them
so much the loss of a daughter and any chance
of a happy life I would feel sorry for them if
I had the energy Therersquos half of a loaf of stalebread on the counter She must be looking for
the jam we ran out of weeks ago As I look at
the bread I notice again how unusually bright
the sun is today Itrsquos late winter and the sun
shouldnrsquot be shining like this until a few months
from now I squint my eyes and lean forward
to better look out the window The sun seemed
to be splitting in half and then thirds and then
fourths ldquoBombsrdquo I whisper
Samantha Williams- ldquoAngelrdquo
The sun pieces drift to the ground where
they erupt My grandmother shrieks and thenfaints Her frail head smacks against the counter
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I look at my grandpa even though he is old and
doesnrsquot care about me itrsquos amazing how I still
look to him for help And then I see something
equally as stunning as the bombs- my grand-
fatherrsquos face awakens to a look of surprise and
fear In a dull voice that sounds like a broken
whistle he says ldquoGet downrdquo Before I can even
think I dive for the hallway just as a wave of power shakes the earth The sound is like a muf-
ed thunder boom Cracks rip through the dry-
wall and the light over the kitchen table sways
I entwine myself around the clock If this is
where I die I want to die with this clock The
tempo of the clock still remains true a steady
tick tick tick that is oblivious to its surround-
ings I close my eyes and wait for death falling
deep into a rhythmic trance I wait through
more volleys of thunder akes of drywall fall
on me as the tenement is being shaken apart by
shock waves I hear the pandemonium outside
screams and buildings crashing to the ground
The end of my world and many of those like me
is happening Then something strange happens
A cold bony hand tightens around my leg My
eyes y open as my grandfather tightens his
grip on my ankle He lies on the ground with a
look of agony on his face He looks even worsethan normal if that is possible He reminds me
of a decaying corpse He opens his mouth and
breathes a phrase that is nearly inaudible ldquoWe
Have To Moverdquo He then coughs splattering
blood on the oor and in my face I stare at him
in awe How could he have hope now The
man who stares at a blank wall all day his eyes
like black holes The west side of the tenement
explodes in re My grandmotherrsquos limp body
is whipped across the room like rope Her back
is impaled with six inch splinters of wood My
eyes burn with re but seeing the will to live
in my grandfatherrsquos eyes awakens something in
me as well It reminds me of how I used to love
him He was what I aspired to be I tightened my
muscles wrapped one arm around the clock and
entwined the other in my grandfatherrsquos paperyleathery hand After I stomped out the small re
that had started on his left leg I heave his frail
body up into my arms My legs ache as I try to
pull myself and grandfather to the bathroom
rubble continues to break from the walls The
apartment is still being bended by the power of
the bombs I heave the dead weight of my grand-
father tugging it from debris Finally I reach thebathroom The sink is cracked and water ows
from the snapped pipe but over all the compact-
ed space of the bathroom is the least affected by
the bombs I drop my grandfather in the corner
hersquos unconscious or dead Shove the door shut
then climb into the cold marble bathtub and hugthe clock as tightly as I can to my chest trying tofuse it with my body The lights icker and then
die I let the booms shaking the world become
background noise allowing the ticking of theclock to ll my mind and then enter my dreams
Kateryna Lebedyeva- ldquoSunowerrdquo
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Halloween Night
Tangela Hightower
Wind howling
Moon rising
Clouds forming
This would be the night
A dark
And stormy night
That creepy things
Hidden in shadows
Will emerge
From shaggy willows
Seeking out little kids
Dragging home pillowsFilled with treats
That the creepy monsters want to eat
Katherine Sofetti- ldquoMaskrdquo
If These Walls Lived
Tangela Hightower
If walls could speak
Theyrsquod scream
Like their life depended on it
If walls could run
Theyrsquod break a world record
Faster than the fastest man ever
If walls could cry
Wersquod all live on boats
Because the earth would be ooded
If walls could dream
Theyrsquod smile in their sleep
Because of all the things theyrsquove seen
If walls could write
Wersquod run out of trees
Because there would be none left
If walls could love
Theyrsquod show us all
The meaning of that word
If walls could die
Well then I think
Wersquod all be exposed
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Could I Be Your Change
Bella Alibrandi
I want to leave a footprintOn the world
I want to make a difference
To create change
Someday I would like to be someonersquos hero
And have them look up to me
Irsquom going to die
And when I do
I want people to remember me
And laugh at all the good times we had
The last thing I would wantIs for people to cry over my passing
They should celebrate my moving on
My next step
I wish that they will hope
Irsquom happy and no longer
Feel any pain
If you choose to cry for me
I suppose I cannot stop you
But my dear friend and loved onePlease take note
That my life was full and happy
And you will always be a part
Of my soul
Paige Fiermonte- ldquoLadyrdquo
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An Arrow
Cayla Dedrick
It was the rst day of summer and already my
parents were shipping me off to some camp to
spend the summer An outdoors sports-y kind
of camp too Upon arriving I was admittedly
a bit impressed by the scenery Much nicer than
the camp from last summer
The place was pretty I suppose the lake
that they had here was actually larger than a
gloried pond and reected the clear blue of
the sky and luminescent little sparkles from the
sun Shadows from the trees around the camp
area dappled the ground creating a nice mix of
the shade and the sun
My parents insisted that it was betterto be outside with other children for the whole
summer rather than cooped up in my room
Personally I think they just wanted to get rid of
me so I wouldnrsquot ldquoaccidentallyrdquo blow the house
up in my boredom
It didnrsquot matter if it was nice here or not
I wouldnrsquot enjoy this I never did
The string of the bow bit rather pain-
fully into the sensitive skin of my hands as I
struggled to tug it back far enough to an arrowproperly I could feel the eyes of the other
children who were waiting for their turn at the
targets boring into my back as I fought to hold
the bow and aim
At this point it would have been great
for the arrow to hit the target or at least make it
far enough to do so but I had no such luck My
arrow skittered pitifully into the dust more than
a couple feet in front of where I was aiming
Soft snickering drifted from behind me but I
Katelyn
Killoran-
ldquoOld Red
Wagonrdquo
refrained from glaring at them like I was sotempted to It was better not to give people the
satisfaction of knowing that theyrsquod got to me
A hand rested on my shoulder startling me out
of my thoughts but I didnrsquot jump like anyone
else would instead glancing back with a mildly
annoyed look
The boy that stood behind me was older prob-
ably around fteen and smiling kindly in stark
contrast to the other kidsrsquo smirks If I hadnrsquot been
too busy brooding Irsquod probably have found him
cute with soft blonde locks and icy blue eyes that
glittered with warmth rather than malice despite
their color
ldquoNeed some helprdquo he inquired an undertone of
veiled amusement in his voice with a sidelong
glance at the bow I had still clenched at my side
Yes of course I needed help but Irsquod never admit
it
ldquoMaybe a littlerdquo I shrugged So I wouldadmit it but it wasnrsquot my fault Something about
this kid made it hard to say no He didnrsquot seemlike he was trying to make a mockery of me
He instructed me to stand like I was going to
shoot an arrow but not to actually pull the bow-
string back yet I obeyed and immediately he
was shifting the positioning of my legs by prod-
ding at my feet with his until I was standing
correctly After determining that I was standing
correctly he stepped behind me and put his hands
over mine to help me This time when I red the
arrow lodged itself into one of the blue rings of
the target the third to the outside of ve colors
Smiling slightly I turned to look up at the boy
ldquoThanksrdquo I muttered a bit reluctantly
cheeks ushing a light shade of pink at the grin
he sent me in return
ldquoNo problem kidrdquo
I frowned ldquoIrsquom not a kidrdquo I protested de-
fensively shaking my head in annoyance ldquoAnd
my name is TerranrdquoldquoYou are a kidrdquo he said with a laugh
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causing me to scowl further ldquoMy namersquos Se-
bastian by the way Nice to meet yourdquo
ldquoCharmedrdquo
So maybe sitting in a kayak in the mid-
dle of the lake with my life jacket un- buckled
when I was well aware of the fact that the boys
in my group that had some weird thing against
me were out there too wasnrsquot a great idea Butno one would dare to push me in when there
were counselors watching right
I shouldrsquove have guessed something
was up when they stole my paddle and my life
jacket and left me stranded there to wait for
someone to come rescue me We were too far
from shore to effectively yell back for help and
while I knew Sebastian was swimming at least
somewhat near here he was underwater too
much to hear meI was just a little caught up in my an-
noyance when I felt my kayak tip sideways
abruptly throwing me out to the side Hitting
the water so suddenly forced most of the breath
from my body and trying to gasp in surprise
only caused water to ood my mouth I man-
aged to thrash my way to the surface to take a
breath Through the sound of my own coughing
I could hear laughter Wonderful They wouldnrsquotbe of any help to me I could tread water to an
extent for a short amount of time but I tired
quickly and just as I was starting to give up on
being able to swim back to shore I felt arms
wrap around my waist from behind tugging my
head out of the water I started to struggle and
kick on instinct but stopped quickly when a
familiar voice reached through the haze of my
panic
ldquoTerran calm down Itrsquos okayrdquo it
soothed gently I fell still and blinked a few
times to attempt to clear my vision Attempt
being the operative word here water was still
splashing into my eyes It wasnrsquot like I was cry-
ing from the fear or anything it was just drip-
ping from my hair
ldquoSebrdquo I mumbled coughing He nod-
ded and shifted me around so it would be easierto keep my head above the surface I wound my
arms around his neck to cling to him just a little
desperately as he swam back to shore abandon-
ing my now waterlogged kayak
Sebastian kept his arm wrapped around
my shoulders after we got to the point where I
could stand up I wasnrsquot sure if it was because
I was still shivering or it was just a protective
thing but either way I was grateful He only re-
luctantly handed me off to one of the counselorsso I could dry off and get some hot chocolate to
warm up after brushing his lips over my damp-
ened hair and promising to come see me when
he could That made me turn bright red very
quickly Behind all the kindness in his gaze I
could see the cold promise that hersquod make sure
nothing like this happened again and I wasnrsquot
sure if that was scary or endearing
If there was one thing to really bedisliked at this camp other than the kids that at-
tended it it was the cabins They were cold and
drafty the oors and beds creaked with
the slightest of movements and at night the
wind made tree branches bang against the win-
dow Needless to say I got little to no sleep I
had no idea how everyone else managed
Honestly I found it easier to rest during
the day in a few choice locations around camp
that it was quite simple to sneak away to at
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certain points throughout the day My current
favourite was a little spot in the woods where
the ground was covered in moss Sebastian
would come and sit with me sometimes and
wersquod talk about whatever came to mind while I
used his shoulder as a pillow On occasion Irsquod
actually fall asleep part way through our con-
versation and hersquod always be nice and sit thereuntil I woke up Once or twice I even found him
dozing as well with his head leaning off the top
of mine
This was the kind of thing Irsquod really
miss when I went home As much as the camp
itself wasnrsquot great and most of the kids didnrsquot
talk to me here I had found a friend Maybe
more than a friend I mused once and a while
glancing at the hand that would nd its way to
rest on my armWe started ditching activities a few
weeks into camp After that incident where I
almost drowned he insisted on hanging around
me just in case It was slow at rst but we did
get to the point where we were comfortable
enough in each otherrsquos company to not only
talk for a long time about anything that came
to mind but sit in silence without it getting the
least bit awkward He asked for my phone num-ber so we could keep in touch before I could
work up the nerve to do so myself My shyness
had mostly dissipated around Sebastian but
little things like asking for contact information
seemed hard
Unfortunately all good things had a stu-
pid way of coming to pass right when they were
getting to the best part This little friendship I
had forged was no exception This camp would
end next week and everyone was going home
Seb had said hersquod visit if he could yet I doubt-
ed wersquod be able to work anything out Still for
now it was easier to fake a smile and agree
Curling up into a tighter ball on the
damp moss-laden ground I let my head fall
onto Sebastianrsquos shoulder as Irsquod done so many
times before closing my eyes He immediately
fell silent to let me rest if I wanted to Today I
couldnrsquot sleep though I didnrsquot want to waste
time sleeping
ldquoItrsquos been fun here Seb You made this
summer a lot more bearable for merdquo I mum-
bled standing on my toes to hug the older boy
quickly slipping a little note into his pocket
He smiled though it looked a bit forced
and nodded
ldquoYeah We should hang out sometimemayberdquo He trailed off a bit uncertainly as if
he wasnrsquot sure Irsquod want to see him again after
this summer
I laughed Between the two of us
he wasnrsquot supposed to be the shy one ldquoWe
shouldrdquo A shout of my name from the other
side of the little clearing where theyrsquod gathered
us to wait for our parents made me look up My
father was standing by one of the counselors
arms crossed and impatient I didnrsquot hesitate tostart walking over to him
ldquoByerdquo I called back over my shoulder
Sebastian waved once before turning away
On the silent ride home I stared out the
window wishing for the rst time that I didnrsquot
have to come home from camp this year
Later when he got home himself Se-
bastian would nd the little slip of paper I gave
him before we left and smile
[Thanks for everything Seb Irsquoll miss you lt3
-TM]
Sophie Luckette- ldquoLadybugsrdquo
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A Love for a Girl
Harrison Franklin
A mixed teen walks down the hall
passing by the conceded walls
looks of style
talk of white and black
he sits up slumps and sits back
again
quiet mostly but loud when he
chooses
he doesnrsquot have a place of status
quo
he speaks to with whom he chooses
he can be brazen or a phantom joyous or saddened
At night a man of style and
personality
steps forth to a scene
he is ready
the music plays and he listens
his favored electronic plays
the bass rumbles
his body moves rhythmicallyin precise time with the beats
he draws a wondering crowd who is
this dancer
everyday
repetition is the way
gray days masking
true blue skies
of hope lasting
graceand future passing
a cold world sobered up
washed out and cleaned up
DULL and BLAND
he walks the halls in search of
a love
the dancer dissipates from center
stage
oating from group to group copyingstyles
he stumbles across a maverick
beautiful in features and attire
freelancer of her own style
Up and down
around
in and out
trafc ows in the halls
the small being makes his way
he passes tons of beauties but the
eyes of one catches his
hers sneaky dangerous and swift in
movement
she passes by without
acknowledgement
The dancer now follows dangerously
close
he knows his purser and had his
dose
she took her glances
with her dangerous cool blue eyes
drunk in happiness in of the musicshe laughs in enjoyment unaware
she is pursued
day after day
he searches
for the face
he longed to see her
for her to acknowledge
for her to be INTERESTED
she passed by greeting himhesitation
recognition and progress
The party atmosphere ended
he searched for her
but to only compliment her elegant
dress
with colors in his liking
others left the dancer as usual lastto leave
the morning came I became whole
once again
with a desire to catch this girl
who attracted me
although her actions
led me up and down
on a roller coaster
I pursue this girl
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Untitled
Patrece Martin
She holds her head high
She walks around big and tall
She has light eyes that almost look like they could be white
When she talks I turn away
I donrsquot know why
Her words just seem so cold
Children seem to like herThey canrsquot see the harshness she brings
And I guess I canrsquot blame them
When shersquos around the fat man brings them presents
But I am no fool
I canrsquot wait for her to leave
Her sister is much nicer
She speaks with warm comforting words
Oh I canrsquot wait for the day
When winter leaves
And itrsquos time for Summer to step in
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My Tear For Her My Passion For Him
Bella Alibrandi
I was holding her hand walking
slowly with her like I always did Not mak-
ing her feel like her body was slowing down
Even though it was I saw her every day even
on Sundays Irsquove been her nanny since I was
fourteen When I began working for the Nicolas
family she was only four I thought she was
the cutest and sweetest little girl I would ever
care for And that was true but she wasnrsquot an
easy child With all her vitamins pills and her
allergies quite frankly I was very nervous when
talking care of her
During the summers she was all myresponsibility for thirteen hours a day What did
I do while I had school My schedule was very
complex Irsquod wake up every morning at ve in
the morning It didnrsquot matter if it was during the
week or the weekend I would get to her house
by six when I was younger and couldnrsquot drive
my mom would bring me to school around
seven thirty At the end of the day mom would
get me and drop me off at her house around
two thirty Her parents worked from one pm toeight pm The time period that I was at school
and her parents were at work she was the only
one home in their large empty mansion taking
her daily nap I was really worried about this
when I started working It was unsafe for a little
girl her age to be home alone and defenseless
I heard she has an older sibling that hersquos in my
eleventh grade class but I have never met him
or seen him around the house Which didnrsquot
surprise me so much considering how big their
house is But I began to be ok with the little girl
home alone because I met Marty
Marty is their front guard that lived
out in the guardhouse you had to pass by to
get in through their iron gates in the two mile
long driveway Marty showed me the Nicolasrsquos
security systems locks movement detectors
alarms and even alarms to detect any substancethat their little girl was allergic to If it detect-
ed any of her allergens it would immediately
notify her parentsrsquo cell phones work numbers
and the emergency hospital a couple blocks up
They even insisted that my cell be included in
the alarms and that I have my own identication
code for Marty Yeah they were that protective
Crazy huh Nope it all made sense when I met
Melina Nicolas
She had the softest milk chocolatebrown hair that had spiral curls that hung to her
mid back It felt like silk Mrs Nicolas always
dressed her in the princess dresses that people
bought to put their girls in pageants the kind of
dress that cost $50000 Yep that kind of rich
Everyday when I saw her she would jump for
joy and say ldquoMy nanny Kay Kayrsquos here What
do you want to play today Kay Kayrdquo Yeah my
name is Kayla Anne Merienda But most peoplecall me Kayla But Melina canrsquot say that so she
calls me Kay Kay
Every day I had a new game to teach
her I think shersquos the only child I have ever
met that loves to learn as much as she does
But after awhile I ran out of games So wersquod
play some of the old ones She started getting
bored with the new games So we made up our
own She was incredibly smart for a little girl
But right now shersquos seven and Irsquom seventeen
And right about now is when Mr and Mrs
Nicolas should be leaving the house Irsquom in my
last period class advanced Spanish But for
the last ten minutes I havenrsquot been listening
to my teacher Irsquove been tuning everyone out
except Austin Irsquod gotten lost in my own world
thinking about him and only him I had dedicat-
ed my whole high school career to Melina soIrsquove never been able to have a social life Yeah
there are some girls I talk to eat lunch with But
I donrsquot think I could consider them as friends
And some days more than others Irsquod feel so
lonely without friends in my life and especially
a boyfriend I canrsquot help look at his eyes I canrsquot
help get nervous around him even though we
donrsquot talk And I denitely canrsquot help but want
to be able to call him mine But that wonrsquot hap-
pen Itrsquos time to get into my snow covered carand drive to Melinarsquos house once again
When the bell rang I must have stood
up too quickly and gotten dizzy I tried to shake
it off and walk forward but ran right into some-
one I couldnrsquot see who it was because I was
now face rst on the oor once again looking
like an idiot I suddenly felt a warm hand on
my back ldquoHere let me help yourdquo I stood up
and regained my balance ldquoAre you ok You fellpretty hardrdquo I didnrsquot notice who had helped me
off the ground until now I was looking straight
into his blue eyes It was Austin
ldquoYeah Irsquom ne thanksrdquo I was swaying
side to side lightheaded But not because of the
impact of the ground I just took but because he
was talking to me Me And he saw me for the
rst time He grabbed my shoulders rm but
gentle
ldquoWoah there Should I take you to the
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nurserdquo No I had to get to Melinarsquos before she
wakes up
ldquoNo thanks I need to be somewhererdquo
I headed for the door but he caught me by the
arm which made my body tingle
ldquoIf you think Irsquom going to let you drive
yoursquore crazyrdquo
ldquoWhyrdquo I tried to pull away but hisstrong arms werenrsquot giving in anytime soon
ldquoYou fell and hit your head Finerdquo he
said while letting go ldquogo drive away in your
car and get in an accident Irsquoll be the last person
you ever talk tordquo That scared me a little bit He
grabbed his backpack and began to walk off
ldquoWaitrdquo I ran after him running into a
table or two He stopped not facing me But I
could totally tell he was smiling
ldquoCould you drive me somewhererdquo Hespun around with a casual look painted across
his excited face
ldquoI guessrdquo He oddly winked and said
with a wave of a hand ldquoThis wayrdquo
We got out into the ice and snow covered park-
ing lot We walked out quite far and stopped by
a black SLK with tan leather seating
ldquoNice carrdquo I said
ldquoYou into carsrdquo He looked surprisedldquoKinda My dad owns a dealershiprdquo He
laughed and we both got in
ldquoI have a BMW Chevroletrdquo He nodded
ldquoThatrsquos a nice carrdquo We both laughed
ldquoIrsquom Austin by the way You must have
known that though You wouldnrsquot have gotten
into a car with a total stranger rightrdquo He pre-
tended to glance at my face but I saw his eyes
scan over my body
ldquoYeah I knew your name you must
know mine because you wouldnrsquot let a total
stranger into your car would yourdquo I said smil-
ing at him He smiled back
ldquoGood call I do know your name Kayla
Anne Blake Rightrdquo Kinda creepy he knew my
whole name
ldquoYeah But you can just call me Kaylardquo
ldquoOh okay Kayla So which way nowrdquohe said stopping at a stoplight
ldquoTake a next left and then itrsquos the next
house on your leftrdquo I looked at his face He
looked puzzled ldquoIs something the matterrdquo He
didnrsquot answer for a second But then said
ldquoNo nothings wrongrdquo Something was
wrong here
We stopped at the iron gate and punched
in a code Was he related to these people He
must have seen me curiously looking at himbecause he said
ldquoIrsquom Melinarsquos Brotherrdquo I guessed I
should have guessed that considering his last
name was Nicolas Wow I feel so stupid
ldquoOh okay Irsquom herhelliprdquo I didnrsquot get to
nish because he did it for me
ldquoNanny Rightrdquo he smiled
ldquoYeah How did you know I havenrsquot
seen you around their houserdquo I was getting ner-vous He must have sensed it because he said
ldquoItrsquos okay Kayla Melina talks about
you a lot You donrsquot have to freak outrdquo He said
half smiling like he was trying to prove he was
a good guy
ldquoOkay sorry that just freaked me out for
a minute thererdquo
ldquoItrsquos okay By the way I need your
identication coderdquo I gave it to him and he
typed it in smoothly The gates swung open and
we drove up and parked in the driveway It was
snowing so he took off his coat and put it on
me Irsquom sure I blushed
ldquoThanksrdquo
When we got inside Mrs Nicolas was
crying with Mr Nicolas wrapped around her
ldquoDad what happenedrdquo
ldquoWherersquos Melinardquo I asked franticSomething must have happened They arenrsquot
supposed to be home With a deep breath Mr
Nicolas said
ldquoShersquos in the hospital We came to pick
you two up Get in our carrdquo
We drove to the hospital where we
found Melina in a bed connected to tubes and
wires I was freaking out and on the verge of
tears
ldquoMr and Mrs Nicolas please may Ihave a word with you two in the hallrdquo They
walked out leaving me with Austin He was
holding Melinarsquos delicate little hand
ldquoDo you think shersquoll be okayrdquo I asked
sitting next to him He was quiet for a minute
Then looked at me with tears in his eyes
ldquoI donrsquot knowrdquo He said it was a deep
strong voice but by his tears I knew he was
breaking insideI went and stood by the door and
watched the doctor down the hall with the
parents He was telling them bad news I knew
because they both started crying and so did I
I went and sat back down and waited for the
Nicolasrsquo to tell us something bad But when
Mrs Nicolas came in she said
ldquoEverything will be ne Melina is just a
little sick
Austin was driving me home and looked
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at me and said with sorrow in his voice
ldquoThey lied to usrdquo
ldquoWhat do you meanrdquo I asked
ldquoMelina isnrsquot just sick She has cancerrdquo
He pulled over where we both began to
sob and hold each other close for a time that
felt like forever
Morgan Gunther-
ldquoOcean Islerdquo
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Russian Roulette
Leah Ifraim
The spicy fumes
Circulate through the airBrushing across my nostrils
I see a beautifully plated row of giant sushi
Elegant underneath a drizzle of spicy mayo
I stare at them in awe
I delicately pick up one of the rolls
Bringing it up to my lips
As I take my rst bite
I feel a crunch
My tongue begins to sizzle
Spicy mayo
So creamy and rich
Fizzes across the center of my tongue
Jolting me alert
With each chew
I feel the fresh taste of chives
Fracture as a tooth bites into it
The tuna warms my taste buds
Mixing with the bits of sticky rice
Plastering the walls of each toothSavory tastes collide
Bouncing off each cell of my tongue
As the nal taste of perfection slips down my throat
My hand reaches for another roll
Irsquove never tasted anything so mysterious and incredible
This is the Russian Roulette
Jackie Halpin- ldquoFarmerrsquos Marketrdquo
Julia Slisz- ldquoChairrdquo
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Home
Dori Bergman
A homeIs nothing like
A house
Itrsquos a place
Where you belong
Itrsquos a feeling
That yoursquoll savor
Itrsquos a person
Who you look to
With my homeI feel wanted
Understood
Special
And loved
So I just thought
Irsquod let you know
That even though
Irsquove lost my way
With you
Irsquom nally
Home Allison Emmel- ldquoBalconyrdquo
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Untitled
Christy Le
I hear the NFL theme song go off in my
earmdashmy alarm itrsquos 545 am and I need to get
up for school I trudge to my closet carefully
picking out my clothes and doing my makeup
ensuring that my appearance is on the same par
as the suburban-elite girls from my school At
7am I realize itrsquos time to wake my two broth-
ers I walk to their room and gently shake them
awake They begrudgingly march to the bath-
roommdashmy cue to prepare breakfast I tiptoe
past my momrsquos room as not to wake her I know
shersquoll need her sleep before her twelve hour
shift at the nail salon At 705 am I say good-
bye to my younger brothers remind them not to
miss their bus and start the trek to my bus stop
At the bus stop I ght the urge to lie
down and take a nap The previous dayrsquos activi-
ties have exhausted memdashcooking dinner tutor-
ing my brothers cleaning my house and work-
ing on my four AP course workload until 2 am
When the bus arrives I board it and sit with one
of my best friends She and I fall into mindless
chatter about pop culture and other nonsensical
things but itrsquos all an illusion for me since Irsquom
not just a teenage girl Irsquom a ldquomotherrdquo to two
boysIrsquove been expected to be the caretaker
of my brothers since I was seven My mom has
always worked twelve hours a day six days a
week and without my dad in the picture the
responsibilities of my brothers were left to me
It was a role forced upon me but itrsquos a role Irsquove
accepted At the age of seven I began staying
home alone with my three-year-old brother and
my infant brother At the age of seven I stopped
being a child turning into the person my fam-ily needed me to bemdashthe one who changed
diapers prepared formula put my brothers to
sleep and took care of them in every way imag-
inable I gladly took on these responsibilities
because it was what my mom needed me to do
My mom had to work to support our family and
couldnrsquot afford a babysitter
I used to see my brothers as a burden
that kept me from my potential I resented the
fact that my mom forced me to stay home and
care for them Why did I have to sacrice
They werenrsquot my kids nor was I their mother
I fumed at the unfairness and resentfully cared
for them for years Now I realize that Irsquom
lucky to have them Taking care of my brothers
has made me into a chef a teacher a mentor
a maid a chauffeur and a supportive sister
Irsquove always been forced to juggle my brothers
school work volunteerism and a healthy social
life on a daily basis These roles shaped me into
the caring compassionate and capable person
that I am today Caring for my brothers didnrsquot
keep me from my potential it exponentially
increased my potential After being responsible
for the lives of two human beings Irsquove learned
priceless skills I can manage a household and
maintain a family I can be efcient in all that Ido and work hard at every job assigned to me
Such skills have allowed me to be successful
academically professionally and socially I can
manage a hectic life and still be a happy soul
with a great academic record Growing up with
my brothers has taught me to make the best
when Irsquom handed the least I now know that the
caretaking of my brothers hasnrsquot been a burden
instead itrsquos been a character-building experi-
enceNo one knows that I take on a soccer-
mom persona after school Yoursquoll never see me
without a smile at school so Irsquom perceived as a
happy-go-lucky carefree girl However my ap-
pearance at school is a faccedilade My friends from
school presume that I have the perfect life but
I donrsquot Irsquove just learned to positively deal with
my life I keep up an act to conceal the great
struggles that I endure Irsquom glad I can control
how I am perceived because it changes how I
am treated I have compassion for those who
have little control over their appearance due to
genetic deformities so I want to become a re-
constructive plastic surgeon I want to empower
people with the ability to portray themselves to
others as they wish so I want to dedicate my life
to being a reconstructive plastic surgeon and to
xing birth defects and genetic deformities
Nicole Tanquary- ldquoPotrait of Laurardquo
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through his entire body He couldnrsquot remember
the last time he had been this scared The brown
wooden door slowly swung open and two doc-
tors walked in one male and the other female
They introduced themselves as Taylorrsquos hands
started to quiver Doctor Ann stood directly
in front of Ryan holding two pieces of cream
color paper The minutes that went by seemedso long to him Finally she told him the news
ldquoRyan your scans have come back you have a
brain tumorrdquo The whole room suddenly became
quiet then she continued ldquoItrsquos small but it could
easily grow so we would like you to go for
chemotherapy as soon as possible Most people
will lose their hair and become very sick but
itrsquos all part of the road to recoveryrdquo The room
got silent Ryan looked at his hands then felt the
bump His whole career would be ushed down
the toilet ldquoIrsquom so sorry Ryanrdquo said the male
doctor Suddenly the doctorsrsquo names were called
over the loudspeaker and they exited the room
Taylor hugged Ryan tightly ldquoIrsquom gonna
love you through itrdquo she said with two small
tear droplets forming in the corner of her eye
They both cried at the thought of the future
what would happen with the wedding and
the team But most importantly they thoughtabout what would happen to him By the time
they had got themselves together two hours
had passed On the way out of the door Taylor
asked the receptionist when Ryan should return
for treatment hoping it would be soon They
would return in three days his blood count
must be good before anything can be done He
kept asking himself why why he was the one
to have cancer That night he wouldnrsquot eat he
pushed the chicken and corn back and forth on
his plate His nights turned into days he could
never sleep He watched as the clock ticked
150 am then 200 am The clock seemed as if
it wasnrsquot moving like it was dead Dead like the
way he felt after hearing the terrible news
Friday morning the day his treatments
started He awoke to the sound of his alarm
clock the same one that woke him up for foot-ball He wanted to go so bad he didnrsquot want to
be a weak man but he knew he had to do what
was best He slipped on his comfortable Under
Armour sweat pants and walked out the door
following Taylor
Morgan Guther- ldquoMy Best Friendrdquo
The sun shined through his car window
and he knew exactly why Four years ago his
dad passed away he must have been looking
down on him letting him know that everything
was going be okay Once again the car ride was
silent Ryan never talked much about his feel-
ings When they got to the hospital the waiting
room was so lled up People of all ages sat
around looking gloomy Four little kids which
the genders he couldnrsquot tell were playing with
the toys in a corner They stood out to him all
of their hair was gone but they didnrsquot seem to
mind The smiling faces of the kids lit up the
room knowing that these kids can go through
all of the pain and still have hope Seeing this
made Ryan believe in himself all until his name
got calledThe next room he was put in wasnrsquot
much better It was lled with beds chairs and
many chemotherapy bags Everyone seemed
okay but how he wondered how The lady in a
long blue coat came up to him with a few bags
and a needle so he took a seat He and Taylor
picked up a few magazines and started to read
while the medicine was inserted Hours went
by they lost track of time When the bags nal -
ly emptied they were allowed to leave Doctors
told him he would be sick after and that he
was As soon as they got on the highway he got
queasy With 5 minutes left he rolled down the
window and threw up He felt so sick not being
able to imagine feeling this way after every
chemo session When he got home he kept
getting sick his hands and arms shook non-stop
and his diet consisted of water and soup Two
days had gone by when he nally felt better sohe decided to bring himself to practice Football
was something he couldnrsquot live without At the
eld all the guys huddled around him as if he
was a newborn baby No one knew yet why he
had missed multiple practices and he wanted it
to stay that way Coach asked the team to take
a knee while Ryan explained He said ldquoOkay
guys you all know football means the world to
me but I canrsquot play for a while Last Thursday I
was diagnosed with a cancerous brain tumorrdquo
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Before he could say any more the boysrsquo helmets
hit the ground and the facial expressions turned
into shock Not only was he letting the team
down but the Giantsrsquo fans as well Ryan and the
guys huddled together one last time before he
had to go When he got home he remembered
that he would soon have to go through the same
things in another 8 days once again he askedhimself ldquoWhy merdquo
At this point his mom had just called the
house and Taylor answered She called multiple
times a day to check in on her son like any
mother should Four hours and 275 miles away
was the only distance between the two Mother
and son just like best friends every weekend
she came to check on him and the fact of him
Nicole Tanquary- ldquoSkeletonrdquo
having cancer scared her more than ever He
didnrsquot have a dad in the picture he passed away
years back from a car accident She could not
lose two loved ones they were basically the
only ones she ever had
Eight months passed 243 days and so
did 16 chemo treatments Every time he got
stronger because thatrsquos all he could be Thepain put him out of everything he couldnrsquot
help around the house or even make his own
meals He became so weak that his bones on
his feet cracked almost every time he walked
The dream life went from amazing to not very
good in a short amount of time Ryan went
from 245 pounds to 200 in just a little less than
a year And he still asked himself why All he
wanted to do was sleep and he swore if he
threw up one more time he would kill himself
But two days later he would be marrying the
girl he loved Taylor All of his best friends
and groomsmen gathered at the house to try to
prepare him for the big day Everything they
tried to do just made Ryan feel even worse it
denitely wouldnrsquot be the wedding he planned
on
His tux which was now a size too big
hung in his closet wrapped in bags Todaywas the big day a day that would change his
life once again He hated change so much he
wished things would go back to how it was
before when he was cancer free Since he and
Taylor couldnrsquot be together before the wedding
he sat with the male part of the wedding party
while she was off with the women Everyone
took a few shots but he didnrsquot He looked at
himself in the mirror his suit was baggy He
wasnrsquot happy with his appearance but the
spotlight was still on him The boys relaxed
and reminisced about old times but before
long Ryan fell asleep A few blocks away were
the girls getting ready They did each others
makeup and hair because appointments were
canceled Ryan and Taylor could never afford
everything for the wedding plus the hospital
feesAs the boys arrived at the church the
clouds started to go away The sun shined right
through the limo windows into Ryanrsquos eyes
Teardrops wanted to pour out but he was stron-
ger than that At that moment he knew who was
looking down on him his dad Ryan knew the
cancer could kill him he already felt dead The
tough football player turned into a weak man
who wanted to give up In 10 minutes he would
see the most beautiful girl become his wife
He stood with his best man at the altar
Slowly he looked up and down the crowd of
people smiling and laughing just like him For
the rst time in a while he felt alive Then the
music started playing and the doors opened
Taylor looked stunning The whole church
shifted to look at her half of them crying Ryan
walked halfway to meet her speechless he
took her hand They said their vows and Ryankissed his bride The happy couple walked hand
in hand down the aisle and then she stopped
and kissed his bald head For the rst time in a
long time he forgot about his cancer He forgot
about his pain all until the reception started
His head started to throb again and he
couldnrsquot stand up People huddled around him
as he held his head in his hands He felt warmer
than ever and his eyes were beyond bloodshot
His progress wasnrsquot getting better The people
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Megan
Bishop-ldquoButteriesrdquo
at the party just sat there hoping for the best of
the newly married man A doctor in the room
insisted they call 911 so that they did Minutes
passed before the ambulance arrived Taylor
and Ryanrsquos mom held him stable trying to get
him to move He knew something was wrong
but he needed to be strong for not only himself
but for Taylor too Ryan wanted to give up themen carried him off on a stretcher The peo-
ple attending the wedding watched the blaring
lights go off into the distance
Inside the ambulance Taylor held his
hand He closed his eyes so confused When
the paramedic sitting in the back asked him
questions he didnrsquot respond The hope in her
voice went from positive to negative She be-
came nervous and yelled something to the driv-
er in medical language Suddenly the vehicle
started to move faster speeding down the high-
way Taylor asked ldquoWhatrsquos going onrdquo then
started to cry At that very moment the heart
monitor started to beep faster Both women
watched as the lines slowly decreased Taylor
kissed Ryan on the lips ldquoNordquo she screamed
ldquoPlease donrsquot leave me Ryan be strong open
your eyes give me a sign that yoursquore hererdquo
His heartbeat was turning into a straight line asthe ambulance pulled to a stop The line was
now gone and so was he Taylorrsquos tears poured
down her face Her husband soul mate and best
friend had gone to heaven She held him in her
arms and said ldquoYou were so strong as strong as
you could be I love you so much Superstarrdquo
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Life on the Court
Laura Wildridge
Mind in the game
Eye on the ball
Step
Together
SMASH
TransitionJump
Block
Points rack up
Sweat drips down
Mind in the game
Soul
On the court
Samantha Williams- ldquoEmmardquo
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Untitled
Jack Martin
I would like to say that I just woke up
That the soft light came up from the horizon
like an orange sh from the deep dark ocean
and the mufed slow steps of my grandparents
woke me from deep long sleep I had rested
and dreamed and knew that when I awoke I
would be in the world I was meant to be in
with my parents and friends and the knowledge
of war and death that a normal kid should know
But I canrsquot I open my eyes slowly and sit up
even slower Sometimes I wish I could just
sleep all day lie in my warm bed and let my
mind numb My eyes are tired and I then noticea sharp pain in the crook of my arms I looked
down to examine them and lower the clock
from my chest and immediately feel cold like
my heart stopped beating
I feel warm and as happy as I could be
here with my father together for such a short
time and then hersquoll have to go But for now
I wonrsquot think about it now theyrsquore here with
me and thatrsquos all that matters in the world Myparents try to shield me from the world they
pretend that there is no war and that we will
always be together But I know itrsquos all a lie I
live in the lie because I love the lie Mother is
in the kitchen making dinner and father and I
are in the living room with the brand new clock
that he bought my mother for her birthday Itrsquos a
beautiful clock artfully drawn numbers formed
in a circle on thick white backing as white asivory framed in a sturdy wood with swirled gr-
ain and two thin hands that ticked like a heart-
beat my heartbeat I would always remember
them through this clock
My arms are dented with angry red
lines I must have had a nightmare last night
and hugged the clock too tight I pull the old
quilt off of me and swung off the bed and onto my feet I leave my lonely bed and small
old dresser in my room Before I head down
stairs I go to the window and shove it up and
feel the cold sting of the winter morning air I
pull on the frozen clothes line until my spare
pair of socks and a sweater comes close enough
to grab The worn cotton is stiff and I hope my
body heat will warm them quickly I stood at
the top of the stairs and prepared myself for
the scene downstairs I am greeted by cough-
ing my grandfather in his normal place in the
chair farthest away from the small kitchen
window I take a seat across from him and set
the clock down in front of me I think that the
bright sunlight like todays might hurt his fragile
skin I greet him after his coughing t subsides
while he takes a sip from his mug which is
lled with mostly hot water We manage to
keep small amounts of coffee in the apartmentthat he uses very sparingly He nods which is
an improvement from yesterday when he just
made a soft noise in the back of his throat The
war infuriates him he hates being forced to live
in this old tenement I used to love my grand-
pa He always made me laugh and pretended
to pull quarters from my ears Now he mostly
just stares at a wall or naps He hasnrsquot smiled
in months I looked over to my grandmother as
she moves franticly around the kitchen opening
an empty cabinet opening the one next to it
and then opening the rst one again She has
gone mad and therersquos no hope for her She
scares me when she tries to talk to her daughter
(my dead mother) The war has affected them
so much the loss of a daughter and any chance
of a happy life I would feel sorry for them if
I had the energy Therersquos half of a loaf of stalebread on the counter She must be looking for
the jam we ran out of weeks ago As I look at
the bread I notice again how unusually bright
the sun is today Itrsquos late winter and the sun
shouldnrsquot be shining like this until a few months
from now I squint my eyes and lean forward
to better look out the window The sun seemed
to be splitting in half and then thirds and then
fourths ldquoBombsrdquo I whisper
Samantha Williams- ldquoAngelrdquo
The sun pieces drift to the ground where
they erupt My grandmother shrieks and thenfaints Her frail head smacks against the counter
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I look at my grandpa even though he is old and
doesnrsquot care about me itrsquos amazing how I still
look to him for help And then I see something
equally as stunning as the bombs- my grand-
fatherrsquos face awakens to a look of surprise and
fear In a dull voice that sounds like a broken
whistle he says ldquoGet downrdquo Before I can even
think I dive for the hallway just as a wave of power shakes the earth The sound is like a muf-
ed thunder boom Cracks rip through the dry-
wall and the light over the kitchen table sways
I entwine myself around the clock If this is
where I die I want to die with this clock The
tempo of the clock still remains true a steady
tick tick tick that is oblivious to its surround-
ings I close my eyes and wait for death falling
deep into a rhythmic trance I wait through
more volleys of thunder akes of drywall fall
on me as the tenement is being shaken apart by
shock waves I hear the pandemonium outside
screams and buildings crashing to the ground
The end of my world and many of those like me
is happening Then something strange happens
A cold bony hand tightens around my leg My
eyes y open as my grandfather tightens his
grip on my ankle He lies on the ground with a
look of agony on his face He looks even worsethan normal if that is possible He reminds me
of a decaying corpse He opens his mouth and
breathes a phrase that is nearly inaudible ldquoWe
Have To Moverdquo He then coughs splattering
blood on the oor and in my face I stare at him
in awe How could he have hope now The
man who stares at a blank wall all day his eyes
like black holes The west side of the tenement
explodes in re My grandmotherrsquos limp body
is whipped across the room like rope Her back
is impaled with six inch splinters of wood My
eyes burn with re but seeing the will to live
in my grandfatherrsquos eyes awakens something in
me as well It reminds me of how I used to love
him He was what I aspired to be I tightened my
muscles wrapped one arm around the clock and
entwined the other in my grandfatherrsquos paperyleathery hand After I stomped out the small re
that had started on his left leg I heave his frail
body up into my arms My legs ache as I try to
pull myself and grandfather to the bathroom
rubble continues to break from the walls The
apartment is still being bended by the power of
the bombs I heave the dead weight of my grand-
father tugging it from debris Finally I reach thebathroom The sink is cracked and water ows
from the snapped pipe but over all the compact-
ed space of the bathroom is the least affected by
the bombs I drop my grandfather in the corner
hersquos unconscious or dead Shove the door shut
then climb into the cold marble bathtub and hugthe clock as tightly as I can to my chest trying tofuse it with my body The lights icker and then
die I let the booms shaking the world become
background noise allowing the ticking of theclock to ll my mind and then enter my dreams
Kateryna Lebedyeva- ldquoSunowerrdquo
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Halloween Night
Tangela Hightower
Wind howling
Moon rising
Clouds forming
This would be the night
A dark
And stormy night
That creepy things
Hidden in shadows
Will emerge
From shaggy willows
Seeking out little kids
Dragging home pillowsFilled with treats
That the creepy monsters want to eat
Katherine Sofetti- ldquoMaskrdquo
If These Walls Lived
Tangela Hightower
If walls could speak
Theyrsquod scream
Like their life depended on it
If walls could run
Theyrsquod break a world record
Faster than the fastest man ever
If walls could cry
Wersquod all live on boats
Because the earth would be ooded
If walls could dream
Theyrsquod smile in their sleep
Because of all the things theyrsquove seen
If walls could write
Wersquod run out of trees
Because there would be none left
If walls could love
Theyrsquod show us all
The meaning of that word
If walls could die
Well then I think
Wersquod all be exposed
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Could I Be Your Change
Bella Alibrandi
I want to leave a footprintOn the world
I want to make a difference
To create change
Someday I would like to be someonersquos hero
And have them look up to me
Irsquom going to die
And when I do
I want people to remember me
And laugh at all the good times we had
The last thing I would wantIs for people to cry over my passing
They should celebrate my moving on
My next step
I wish that they will hope
Irsquom happy and no longer
Feel any pain
If you choose to cry for me
I suppose I cannot stop you
But my dear friend and loved onePlease take note
That my life was full and happy
And you will always be a part
Of my soul
Paige Fiermonte- ldquoLadyrdquo
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An Arrow
Cayla Dedrick
It was the rst day of summer and already my
parents were shipping me off to some camp to
spend the summer An outdoors sports-y kind
of camp too Upon arriving I was admittedly
a bit impressed by the scenery Much nicer than
the camp from last summer
The place was pretty I suppose the lake
that they had here was actually larger than a
gloried pond and reected the clear blue of
the sky and luminescent little sparkles from the
sun Shadows from the trees around the camp
area dappled the ground creating a nice mix of
the shade and the sun
My parents insisted that it was betterto be outside with other children for the whole
summer rather than cooped up in my room
Personally I think they just wanted to get rid of
me so I wouldnrsquot ldquoaccidentallyrdquo blow the house
up in my boredom
It didnrsquot matter if it was nice here or not
I wouldnrsquot enjoy this I never did
The string of the bow bit rather pain-
fully into the sensitive skin of my hands as I
struggled to tug it back far enough to an arrowproperly I could feel the eyes of the other
children who were waiting for their turn at the
targets boring into my back as I fought to hold
the bow and aim
At this point it would have been great
for the arrow to hit the target or at least make it
far enough to do so but I had no such luck My
arrow skittered pitifully into the dust more than
a couple feet in front of where I was aiming
Soft snickering drifted from behind me but I
Katelyn
Killoran-
ldquoOld Red
Wagonrdquo
refrained from glaring at them like I was sotempted to It was better not to give people the
satisfaction of knowing that theyrsquod got to me
A hand rested on my shoulder startling me out
of my thoughts but I didnrsquot jump like anyone
else would instead glancing back with a mildly
annoyed look
The boy that stood behind me was older prob-
ably around fteen and smiling kindly in stark
contrast to the other kidsrsquo smirks If I hadnrsquot been
too busy brooding Irsquod probably have found him
cute with soft blonde locks and icy blue eyes that
glittered with warmth rather than malice despite
their color
ldquoNeed some helprdquo he inquired an undertone of
veiled amusement in his voice with a sidelong
glance at the bow I had still clenched at my side
Yes of course I needed help but Irsquod never admit
it
ldquoMaybe a littlerdquo I shrugged So I wouldadmit it but it wasnrsquot my fault Something about
this kid made it hard to say no He didnrsquot seemlike he was trying to make a mockery of me
He instructed me to stand like I was going to
shoot an arrow but not to actually pull the bow-
string back yet I obeyed and immediately he
was shifting the positioning of my legs by prod-
ding at my feet with his until I was standing
correctly After determining that I was standing
correctly he stepped behind me and put his hands
over mine to help me This time when I red the
arrow lodged itself into one of the blue rings of
the target the third to the outside of ve colors
Smiling slightly I turned to look up at the boy
ldquoThanksrdquo I muttered a bit reluctantly
cheeks ushing a light shade of pink at the grin
he sent me in return
ldquoNo problem kidrdquo
I frowned ldquoIrsquom not a kidrdquo I protested de-
fensively shaking my head in annoyance ldquoAnd
my name is TerranrdquoldquoYou are a kidrdquo he said with a laugh
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causing me to scowl further ldquoMy namersquos Se-
bastian by the way Nice to meet yourdquo
ldquoCharmedrdquo
So maybe sitting in a kayak in the mid-
dle of the lake with my life jacket un- buckled
when I was well aware of the fact that the boys
in my group that had some weird thing against
me were out there too wasnrsquot a great idea Butno one would dare to push me in when there
were counselors watching right
I shouldrsquove have guessed something
was up when they stole my paddle and my life
jacket and left me stranded there to wait for
someone to come rescue me We were too far
from shore to effectively yell back for help and
while I knew Sebastian was swimming at least
somewhat near here he was underwater too
much to hear meI was just a little caught up in my an-
noyance when I felt my kayak tip sideways
abruptly throwing me out to the side Hitting
the water so suddenly forced most of the breath
from my body and trying to gasp in surprise
only caused water to ood my mouth I man-
aged to thrash my way to the surface to take a
breath Through the sound of my own coughing
I could hear laughter Wonderful They wouldnrsquotbe of any help to me I could tread water to an
extent for a short amount of time but I tired
quickly and just as I was starting to give up on
being able to swim back to shore I felt arms
wrap around my waist from behind tugging my
head out of the water I started to struggle and
kick on instinct but stopped quickly when a
familiar voice reached through the haze of my
panic
ldquoTerran calm down Itrsquos okayrdquo it
soothed gently I fell still and blinked a few
times to attempt to clear my vision Attempt
being the operative word here water was still
splashing into my eyes It wasnrsquot like I was cry-
ing from the fear or anything it was just drip-
ping from my hair
ldquoSebrdquo I mumbled coughing He nod-
ded and shifted me around so it would be easierto keep my head above the surface I wound my
arms around his neck to cling to him just a little
desperately as he swam back to shore abandon-
ing my now waterlogged kayak
Sebastian kept his arm wrapped around
my shoulders after we got to the point where I
could stand up I wasnrsquot sure if it was because
I was still shivering or it was just a protective
thing but either way I was grateful He only re-
luctantly handed me off to one of the counselorsso I could dry off and get some hot chocolate to
warm up after brushing his lips over my damp-
ened hair and promising to come see me when
he could That made me turn bright red very
quickly Behind all the kindness in his gaze I
could see the cold promise that hersquod make sure
nothing like this happened again and I wasnrsquot
sure if that was scary or endearing
If there was one thing to really bedisliked at this camp other than the kids that at-
tended it it was the cabins They were cold and
drafty the oors and beds creaked with
the slightest of movements and at night the
wind made tree branches bang against the win-
dow Needless to say I got little to no sleep I
had no idea how everyone else managed
Honestly I found it easier to rest during
the day in a few choice locations around camp
that it was quite simple to sneak away to at
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certain points throughout the day My current
favourite was a little spot in the woods where
the ground was covered in moss Sebastian
would come and sit with me sometimes and
wersquod talk about whatever came to mind while I
used his shoulder as a pillow On occasion Irsquod
actually fall asleep part way through our con-
versation and hersquod always be nice and sit thereuntil I woke up Once or twice I even found him
dozing as well with his head leaning off the top
of mine
This was the kind of thing Irsquod really
miss when I went home As much as the camp
itself wasnrsquot great and most of the kids didnrsquot
talk to me here I had found a friend Maybe
more than a friend I mused once and a while
glancing at the hand that would nd its way to
rest on my armWe started ditching activities a few
weeks into camp After that incident where I
almost drowned he insisted on hanging around
me just in case It was slow at rst but we did
get to the point where we were comfortable
enough in each otherrsquos company to not only
talk for a long time about anything that came
to mind but sit in silence without it getting the
least bit awkward He asked for my phone num-ber so we could keep in touch before I could
work up the nerve to do so myself My shyness
had mostly dissipated around Sebastian but
little things like asking for contact information
seemed hard
Unfortunately all good things had a stu-
pid way of coming to pass right when they were
getting to the best part This little friendship I
had forged was no exception This camp would
end next week and everyone was going home
Seb had said hersquod visit if he could yet I doubt-
ed wersquod be able to work anything out Still for
now it was easier to fake a smile and agree
Curling up into a tighter ball on the
damp moss-laden ground I let my head fall
onto Sebastianrsquos shoulder as Irsquod done so many
times before closing my eyes He immediately
fell silent to let me rest if I wanted to Today I
couldnrsquot sleep though I didnrsquot want to waste
time sleeping
ldquoItrsquos been fun here Seb You made this
summer a lot more bearable for merdquo I mum-
bled standing on my toes to hug the older boy
quickly slipping a little note into his pocket
He smiled though it looked a bit forced
and nodded
ldquoYeah We should hang out sometimemayberdquo He trailed off a bit uncertainly as if
he wasnrsquot sure Irsquod want to see him again after
this summer
I laughed Between the two of us
he wasnrsquot supposed to be the shy one ldquoWe
shouldrdquo A shout of my name from the other
side of the little clearing where theyrsquod gathered
us to wait for our parents made me look up My
father was standing by one of the counselors
arms crossed and impatient I didnrsquot hesitate tostart walking over to him
ldquoByerdquo I called back over my shoulder
Sebastian waved once before turning away
On the silent ride home I stared out the
window wishing for the rst time that I didnrsquot
have to come home from camp this year
Later when he got home himself Se-
bastian would nd the little slip of paper I gave
him before we left and smile
[Thanks for everything Seb Irsquoll miss you lt3
-TM]
Sophie Luckette- ldquoLadybugsrdquo
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A Love for a Girl
Harrison Franklin
A mixed teen walks down the hall
passing by the conceded walls
looks of style
talk of white and black
he sits up slumps and sits back
again
quiet mostly but loud when he
chooses
he doesnrsquot have a place of status
quo
he speaks to with whom he chooses
he can be brazen or a phantom joyous or saddened
At night a man of style and
personality
steps forth to a scene
he is ready
the music plays and he listens
his favored electronic plays
the bass rumbles
his body moves rhythmicallyin precise time with the beats
he draws a wondering crowd who is
this dancer
everyday
repetition is the way
gray days masking
true blue skies
of hope lasting
graceand future passing
a cold world sobered up
washed out and cleaned up
DULL and BLAND
he walks the halls in search of
a love
the dancer dissipates from center
stage
oating from group to group copyingstyles
he stumbles across a maverick
beautiful in features and attire
freelancer of her own style
Up and down
around
in and out
trafc ows in the halls
the small being makes his way
he passes tons of beauties but the
eyes of one catches his
hers sneaky dangerous and swift in
movement
she passes by without
acknowledgement
The dancer now follows dangerously
close
he knows his purser and had his
dose
she took her glances
with her dangerous cool blue eyes
drunk in happiness in of the musicshe laughs in enjoyment unaware
she is pursued
day after day
he searches
for the face
he longed to see her
for her to acknowledge
for her to be INTERESTED
she passed by greeting himhesitation
recognition and progress
The party atmosphere ended
he searched for her
but to only compliment her elegant
dress
with colors in his liking
others left the dancer as usual lastto leave
the morning came I became whole
once again
with a desire to catch this girl
who attracted me
although her actions
led me up and down
on a roller coaster
I pursue this girl
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Untitled
Patrece Martin
She holds her head high
She walks around big and tall
She has light eyes that almost look like they could be white
When she talks I turn away
I donrsquot know why
Her words just seem so cold
Children seem to like herThey canrsquot see the harshness she brings
And I guess I canrsquot blame them
When shersquos around the fat man brings them presents
But I am no fool
I canrsquot wait for her to leave
Her sister is much nicer
She speaks with warm comforting words
Oh I canrsquot wait for the day
When winter leaves
And itrsquos time for Summer to step in
Rebecca Fuller- ldquoUntitledrdquo
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My Tear For Her My Passion For Him
Bella Alibrandi
I was holding her hand walking
slowly with her like I always did Not mak-
ing her feel like her body was slowing down
Even though it was I saw her every day even
on Sundays Irsquove been her nanny since I was
fourteen When I began working for the Nicolas
family she was only four I thought she was
the cutest and sweetest little girl I would ever
care for And that was true but she wasnrsquot an
easy child With all her vitamins pills and her
allergies quite frankly I was very nervous when
talking care of her
During the summers she was all myresponsibility for thirteen hours a day What did
I do while I had school My schedule was very
complex Irsquod wake up every morning at ve in
the morning It didnrsquot matter if it was during the
week or the weekend I would get to her house
by six when I was younger and couldnrsquot drive
my mom would bring me to school around
seven thirty At the end of the day mom would
get me and drop me off at her house around
two thirty Her parents worked from one pm toeight pm The time period that I was at school
and her parents were at work she was the only
one home in their large empty mansion taking
her daily nap I was really worried about this
when I started working It was unsafe for a little
girl her age to be home alone and defenseless
I heard she has an older sibling that hersquos in my
eleventh grade class but I have never met him
or seen him around the house Which didnrsquot
surprise me so much considering how big their
house is But I began to be ok with the little girl
home alone because I met Marty
Marty is their front guard that lived
out in the guardhouse you had to pass by to
get in through their iron gates in the two mile
long driveway Marty showed me the Nicolasrsquos
security systems locks movement detectors
alarms and even alarms to detect any substancethat their little girl was allergic to If it detect-
ed any of her allergens it would immediately
notify her parentsrsquo cell phones work numbers
and the emergency hospital a couple blocks up
They even insisted that my cell be included in
the alarms and that I have my own identication
code for Marty Yeah they were that protective
Crazy huh Nope it all made sense when I met
Melina Nicolas
She had the softest milk chocolatebrown hair that had spiral curls that hung to her
mid back It felt like silk Mrs Nicolas always
dressed her in the princess dresses that people
bought to put their girls in pageants the kind of
dress that cost $50000 Yep that kind of rich
Everyday when I saw her she would jump for
joy and say ldquoMy nanny Kay Kayrsquos here What
do you want to play today Kay Kayrdquo Yeah my
name is Kayla Anne Merienda But most peoplecall me Kayla But Melina canrsquot say that so she
calls me Kay Kay
Every day I had a new game to teach
her I think shersquos the only child I have ever
met that loves to learn as much as she does
But after awhile I ran out of games So wersquod
play some of the old ones She started getting
bored with the new games So we made up our
own She was incredibly smart for a little girl
But right now shersquos seven and Irsquom seventeen
And right about now is when Mr and Mrs
Nicolas should be leaving the house Irsquom in my
last period class advanced Spanish But for
the last ten minutes I havenrsquot been listening
to my teacher Irsquove been tuning everyone out
except Austin Irsquod gotten lost in my own world
thinking about him and only him I had dedicat-
ed my whole high school career to Melina soIrsquove never been able to have a social life Yeah
there are some girls I talk to eat lunch with But
I donrsquot think I could consider them as friends
And some days more than others Irsquod feel so
lonely without friends in my life and especially
a boyfriend I canrsquot help look at his eyes I canrsquot
help get nervous around him even though we
donrsquot talk And I denitely canrsquot help but want
to be able to call him mine But that wonrsquot hap-
pen Itrsquos time to get into my snow covered carand drive to Melinarsquos house once again
When the bell rang I must have stood
up too quickly and gotten dizzy I tried to shake
it off and walk forward but ran right into some-
one I couldnrsquot see who it was because I was
now face rst on the oor once again looking
like an idiot I suddenly felt a warm hand on
my back ldquoHere let me help yourdquo I stood up
and regained my balance ldquoAre you ok You fellpretty hardrdquo I didnrsquot notice who had helped me
off the ground until now I was looking straight
into his blue eyes It was Austin
ldquoYeah Irsquom ne thanksrdquo I was swaying
side to side lightheaded But not because of the
impact of the ground I just took but because he
was talking to me Me And he saw me for the
rst time He grabbed my shoulders rm but
gentle
ldquoWoah there Should I take you to the
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nurserdquo No I had to get to Melinarsquos before she
wakes up
ldquoNo thanks I need to be somewhererdquo
I headed for the door but he caught me by the
arm which made my body tingle
ldquoIf you think Irsquom going to let you drive
yoursquore crazyrdquo
ldquoWhyrdquo I tried to pull away but hisstrong arms werenrsquot giving in anytime soon
ldquoYou fell and hit your head Finerdquo he
said while letting go ldquogo drive away in your
car and get in an accident Irsquoll be the last person
you ever talk tordquo That scared me a little bit He
grabbed his backpack and began to walk off
ldquoWaitrdquo I ran after him running into a
table or two He stopped not facing me But I
could totally tell he was smiling
ldquoCould you drive me somewhererdquo Hespun around with a casual look painted across
his excited face
ldquoI guessrdquo He oddly winked and said
with a wave of a hand ldquoThis wayrdquo
We got out into the ice and snow covered park-
ing lot We walked out quite far and stopped by
a black SLK with tan leather seating
ldquoNice carrdquo I said
ldquoYou into carsrdquo He looked surprisedldquoKinda My dad owns a dealershiprdquo He
laughed and we both got in
ldquoI have a BMW Chevroletrdquo He nodded
ldquoThatrsquos a nice carrdquo We both laughed
ldquoIrsquom Austin by the way You must have
known that though You wouldnrsquot have gotten
into a car with a total stranger rightrdquo He pre-
tended to glance at my face but I saw his eyes
scan over my body
ldquoYeah I knew your name you must
know mine because you wouldnrsquot let a total
stranger into your car would yourdquo I said smil-
ing at him He smiled back
ldquoGood call I do know your name Kayla
Anne Blake Rightrdquo Kinda creepy he knew my
whole name
ldquoYeah But you can just call me Kaylardquo
ldquoOh okay Kayla So which way nowrdquohe said stopping at a stoplight
ldquoTake a next left and then itrsquos the next
house on your leftrdquo I looked at his face He
looked puzzled ldquoIs something the matterrdquo He
didnrsquot answer for a second But then said
ldquoNo nothings wrongrdquo Something was
wrong here
We stopped at the iron gate and punched
in a code Was he related to these people He
must have seen me curiously looking at himbecause he said
ldquoIrsquom Melinarsquos Brotherrdquo I guessed I
should have guessed that considering his last
name was Nicolas Wow I feel so stupid
ldquoOh okay Irsquom herhelliprdquo I didnrsquot get to
nish because he did it for me
ldquoNanny Rightrdquo he smiled
ldquoYeah How did you know I havenrsquot
seen you around their houserdquo I was getting ner-vous He must have sensed it because he said
ldquoItrsquos okay Kayla Melina talks about
you a lot You donrsquot have to freak outrdquo He said
half smiling like he was trying to prove he was
a good guy
ldquoOkay sorry that just freaked me out for
a minute thererdquo
ldquoItrsquos okay By the way I need your
identication coderdquo I gave it to him and he
typed it in smoothly The gates swung open and
we drove up and parked in the driveway It was
snowing so he took off his coat and put it on
me Irsquom sure I blushed
ldquoThanksrdquo
When we got inside Mrs Nicolas was
crying with Mr Nicolas wrapped around her
ldquoDad what happenedrdquo
ldquoWherersquos Melinardquo I asked franticSomething must have happened They arenrsquot
supposed to be home With a deep breath Mr
Nicolas said
ldquoShersquos in the hospital We came to pick
you two up Get in our carrdquo
We drove to the hospital where we
found Melina in a bed connected to tubes and
wires I was freaking out and on the verge of
tears
ldquoMr and Mrs Nicolas please may Ihave a word with you two in the hallrdquo They
walked out leaving me with Austin He was
holding Melinarsquos delicate little hand
ldquoDo you think shersquoll be okayrdquo I asked
sitting next to him He was quiet for a minute
Then looked at me with tears in his eyes
ldquoI donrsquot knowrdquo He said it was a deep
strong voice but by his tears I knew he was
breaking insideI went and stood by the door and
watched the doctor down the hall with the
parents He was telling them bad news I knew
because they both started crying and so did I
I went and sat back down and waited for the
Nicolasrsquo to tell us something bad But when
Mrs Nicolas came in she said
ldquoEverything will be ne Melina is just a
little sick
Austin was driving me home and looked
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at me and said with sorrow in his voice
ldquoThey lied to usrdquo
ldquoWhat do you meanrdquo I asked
ldquoMelina isnrsquot just sick She has cancerrdquo
He pulled over where we both began to
sob and hold each other close for a time that
felt like forever
Morgan Gunther-
ldquoOcean Islerdquo
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Russian Roulette
Leah Ifraim
The spicy fumes
Circulate through the airBrushing across my nostrils
I see a beautifully plated row of giant sushi
Elegant underneath a drizzle of spicy mayo
I stare at them in awe
I delicately pick up one of the rolls
Bringing it up to my lips
As I take my rst bite
I feel a crunch
My tongue begins to sizzle
Spicy mayo
So creamy and rich
Fizzes across the center of my tongue
Jolting me alert
With each chew
I feel the fresh taste of chives
Fracture as a tooth bites into it
The tuna warms my taste buds
Mixing with the bits of sticky rice
Plastering the walls of each toothSavory tastes collide
Bouncing off each cell of my tongue
As the nal taste of perfection slips down my throat
My hand reaches for another roll
Irsquove never tasted anything so mysterious and incredible
This is the Russian Roulette
Jackie Halpin- ldquoFarmerrsquos Marketrdquo
Julia Slisz- ldquoChairrdquo
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Home
Dori Bergman
A homeIs nothing like
A house
Itrsquos a place
Where you belong
Itrsquos a feeling
That yoursquoll savor
Itrsquos a person
Who you look to
With my homeI feel wanted
Understood
Special
And loved
So I just thought
Irsquod let you know
That even though
Irsquove lost my way
With you
Irsquom nally
Home Allison Emmel- ldquoBalconyrdquo
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Untitled
Christy Le
I hear the NFL theme song go off in my
earmdashmy alarm itrsquos 545 am and I need to get
up for school I trudge to my closet carefully
picking out my clothes and doing my makeup
ensuring that my appearance is on the same par
as the suburban-elite girls from my school At
7am I realize itrsquos time to wake my two broth-
ers I walk to their room and gently shake them
awake They begrudgingly march to the bath-
roommdashmy cue to prepare breakfast I tiptoe
past my momrsquos room as not to wake her I know
shersquoll need her sleep before her twelve hour
shift at the nail salon At 705 am I say good-
bye to my younger brothers remind them not to
miss their bus and start the trek to my bus stop
At the bus stop I ght the urge to lie
down and take a nap The previous dayrsquos activi-
ties have exhausted memdashcooking dinner tutor-
ing my brothers cleaning my house and work-
ing on my four AP course workload until 2 am
When the bus arrives I board it and sit with one
of my best friends She and I fall into mindless
chatter about pop culture and other nonsensical
things but itrsquos all an illusion for me since Irsquom
not just a teenage girl Irsquom a ldquomotherrdquo to two
boysIrsquove been expected to be the caretaker
of my brothers since I was seven My mom has
always worked twelve hours a day six days a
week and without my dad in the picture the
responsibilities of my brothers were left to me
It was a role forced upon me but itrsquos a role Irsquove
accepted At the age of seven I began staying
home alone with my three-year-old brother and
my infant brother At the age of seven I stopped
being a child turning into the person my fam-ily needed me to bemdashthe one who changed
diapers prepared formula put my brothers to
sleep and took care of them in every way imag-
inable I gladly took on these responsibilities
because it was what my mom needed me to do
My mom had to work to support our family and
couldnrsquot afford a babysitter
I used to see my brothers as a burden
that kept me from my potential I resented the
fact that my mom forced me to stay home and
care for them Why did I have to sacrice
They werenrsquot my kids nor was I their mother
I fumed at the unfairness and resentfully cared
for them for years Now I realize that Irsquom
lucky to have them Taking care of my brothers
has made me into a chef a teacher a mentor
a maid a chauffeur and a supportive sister
Irsquove always been forced to juggle my brothers
school work volunteerism and a healthy social
life on a daily basis These roles shaped me into
the caring compassionate and capable person
that I am today Caring for my brothers didnrsquot
keep me from my potential it exponentially
increased my potential After being responsible
for the lives of two human beings Irsquove learned
priceless skills I can manage a household and
maintain a family I can be efcient in all that Ido and work hard at every job assigned to me
Such skills have allowed me to be successful
academically professionally and socially I can
manage a hectic life and still be a happy soul
with a great academic record Growing up with
my brothers has taught me to make the best
when Irsquom handed the least I now know that the
caretaking of my brothers hasnrsquot been a burden
instead itrsquos been a character-building experi-
enceNo one knows that I take on a soccer-
mom persona after school Yoursquoll never see me
without a smile at school so Irsquom perceived as a
happy-go-lucky carefree girl However my ap-
pearance at school is a faccedilade My friends from
school presume that I have the perfect life but
I donrsquot Irsquove just learned to positively deal with
my life I keep up an act to conceal the great
struggles that I endure Irsquom glad I can control
how I am perceived because it changes how I
am treated I have compassion for those who
have little control over their appearance due to
genetic deformities so I want to become a re-
constructive plastic surgeon I want to empower
people with the ability to portray themselves to
others as they wish so I want to dedicate my life
to being a reconstructive plastic surgeon and to
xing birth defects and genetic deformities
Nicole Tanquary- ldquoPotrait of Laurardquo
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Before he could say any more the boysrsquo helmets
hit the ground and the facial expressions turned
into shock Not only was he letting the team
down but the Giantsrsquo fans as well Ryan and the
guys huddled together one last time before he
had to go When he got home he remembered
that he would soon have to go through the same
things in another 8 days once again he askedhimself ldquoWhy merdquo
At this point his mom had just called the
house and Taylor answered She called multiple
times a day to check in on her son like any
mother should Four hours and 275 miles away
was the only distance between the two Mother
and son just like best friends every weekend
she came to check on him and the fact of him
Nicole Tanquary- ldquoSkeletonrdquo
having cancer scared her more than ever He
didnrsquot have a dad in the picture he passed away
years back from a car accident She could not
lose two loved ones they were basically the
only ones she ever had
Eight months passed 243 days and so
did 16 chemo treatments Every time he got
stronger because thatrsquos all he could be Thepain put him out of everything he couldnrsquot
help around the house or even make his own
meals He became so weak that his bones on
his feet cracked almost every time he walked
The dream life went from amazing to not very
good in a short amount of time Ryan went
from 245 pounds to 200 in just a little less than
a year And he still asked himself why All he
wanted to do was sleep and he swore if he
threw up one more time he would kill himself
But two days later he would be marrying the
girl he loved Taylor All of his best friends
and groomsmen gathered at the house to try to
prepare him for the big day Everything they
tried to do just made Ryan feel even worse it
denitely wouldnrsquot be the wedding he planned
on
His tux which was now a size too big
hung in his closet wrapped in bags Todaywas the big day a day that would change his
life once again He hated change so much he
wished things would go back to how it was
before when he was cancer free Since he and
Taylor couldnrsquot be together before the wedding
he sat with the male part of the wedding party
while she was off with the women Everyone
took a few shots but he didnrsquot He looked at
himself in the mirror his suit was baggy He
wasnrsquot happy with his appearance but the
spotlight was still on him The boys relaxed
and reminisced about old times but before
long Ryan fell asleep A few blocks away were
the girls getting ready They did each others
makeup and hair because appointments were
canceled Ryan and Taylor could never afford
everything for the wedding plus the hospital
feesAs the boys arrived at the church the
clouds started to go away The sun shined right
through the limo windows into Ryanrsquos eyes
Teardrops wanted to pour out but he was stron-
ger than that At that moment he knew who was
looking down on him his dad Ryan knew the
cancer could kill him he already felt dead The
tough football player turned into a weak man
who wanted to give up In 10 minutes he would
see the most beautiful girl become his wife
He stood with his best man at the altar
Slowly he looked up and down the crowd of
people smiling and laughing just like him For
the rst time in a while he felt alive Then the
music started playing and the doors opened
Taylor looked stunning The whole church
shifted to look at her half of them crying Ryan
walked halfway to meet her speechless he
took her hand They said their vows and Ryankissed his bride The happy couple walked hand
in hand down the aisle and then she stopped
and kissed his bald head For the rst time in a
long time he forgot about his cancer He forgot
about his pain all until the reception started
His head started to throb again and he
couldnrsquot stand up People huddled around him
as he held his head in his hands He felt warmer
than ever and his eyes were beyond bloodshot
His progress wasnrsquot getting better The people
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Megan
Bishop-ldquoButteriesrdquo
at the party just sat there hoping for the best of
the newly married man A doctor in the room
insisted they call 911 so that they did Minutes
passed before the ambulance arrived Taylor
and Ryanrsquos mom held him stable trying to get
him to move He knew something was wrong
but he needed to be strong for not only himself
but for Taylor too Ryan wanted to give up themen carried him off on a stretcher The peo-
ple attending the wedding watched the blaring
lights go off into the distance
Inside the ambulance Taylor held his
hand He closed his eyes so confused When
the paramedic sitting in the back asked him
questions he didnrsquot respond The hope in her
voice went from positive to negative She be-
came nervous and yelled something to the driv-
er in medical language Suddenly the vehicle
started to move faster speeding down the high-
way Taylor asked ldquoWhatrsquos going onrdquo then
started to cry At that very moment the heart
monitor started to beep faster Both women
watched as the lines slowly decreased Taylor
kissed Ryan on the lips ldquoNordquo she screamed
ldquoPlease donrsquot leave me Ryan be strong open
your eyes give me a sign that yoursquore hererdquo
His heartbeat was turning into a straight line asthe ambulance pulled to a stop The line was
now gone and so was he Taylorrsquos tears poured
down her face Her husband soul mate and best
friend had gone to heaven She held him in her
arms and said ldquoYou were so strong as strong as
you could be I love you so much Superstarrdquo
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Life on the Court
Laura Wildridge
Mind in the game
Eye on the ball
Step
Together
SMASH
TransitionJump
Block
Points rack up
Sweat drips down
Mind in the game
Soul
On the court
Samantha Williams- ldquoEmmardquo
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Untitled
Jack Martin
I would like to say that I just woke up
That the soft light came up from the horizon
like an orange sh from the deep dark ocean
and the mufed slow steps of my grandparents
woke me from deep long sleep I had rested
and dreamed and knew that when I awoke I
would be in the world I was meant to be in
with my parents and friends and the knowledge
of war and death that a normal kid should know
But I canrsquot I open my eyes slowly and sit up
even slower Sometimes I wish I could just
sleep all day lie in my warm bed and let my
mind numb My eyes are tired and I then noticea sharp pain in the crook of my arms I looked
down to examine them and lower the clock
from my chest and immediately feel cold like
my heart stopped beating
I feel warm and as happy as I could be
here with my father together for such a short
time and then hersquoll have to go But for now
I wonrsquot think about it now theyrsquore here with
me and thatrsquos all that matters in the world Myparents try to shield me from the world they
pretend that there is no war and that we will
always be together But I know itrsquos all a lie I
live in the lie because I love the lie Mother is
in the kitchen making dinner and father and I
are in the living room with the brand new clock
that he bought my mother for her birthday Itrsquos a
beautiful clock artfully drawn numbers formed
in a circle on thick white backing as white asivory framed in a sturdy wood with swirled gr-
ain and two thin hands that ticked like a heart-
beat my heartbeat I would always remember
them through this clock
My arms are dented with angry red
lines I must have had a nightmare last night
and hugged the clock too tight I pull the old
quilt off of me and swung off the bed and onto my feet I leave my lonely bed and small
old dresser in my room Before I head down
stairs I go to the window and shove it up and
feel the cold sting of the winter morning air I
pull on the frozen clothes line until my spare
pair of socks and a sweater comes close enough
to grab The worn cotton is stiff and I hope my
body heat will warm them quickly I stood at
the top of the stairs and prepared myself for
the scene downstairs I am greeted by cough-
ing my grandfather in his normal place in the
chair farthest away from the small kitchen
window I take a seat across from him and set
the clock down in front of me I think that the
bright sunlight like todays might hurt his fragile
skin I greet him after his coughing t subsides
while he takes a sip from his mug which is
lled with mostly hot water We manage to
keep small amounts of coffee in the apartmentthat he uses very sparingly He nods which is
an improvement from yesterday when he just
made a soft noise in the back of his throat The
war infuriates him he hates being forced to live
in this old tenement I used to love my grand-
pa He always made me laugh and pretended
to pull quarters from my ears Now he mostly
just stares at a wall or naps He hasnrsquot smiled
in months I looked over to my grandmother as
she moves franticly around the kitchen opening
an empty cabinet opening the one next to it
and then opening the rst one again She has
gone mad and therersquos no hope for her She
scares me when she tries to talk to her daughter
(my dead mother) The war has affected them
so much the loss of a daughter and any chance
of a happy life I would feel sorry for them if
I had the energy Therersquos half of a loaf of stalebread on the counter She must be looking for
the jam we ran out of weeks ago As I look at
the bread I notice again how unusually bright
the sun is today Itrsquos late winter and the sun
shouldnrsquot be shining like this until a few months
from now I squint my eyes and lean forward
to better look out the window The sun seemed
to be splitting in half and then thirds and then
fourths ldquoBombsrdquo I whisper
Samantha Williams- ldquoAngelrdquo
The sun pieces drift to the ground where
they erupt My grandmother shrieks and thenfaints Her frail head smacks against the counter
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I look at my grandpa even though he is old and
doesnrsquot care about me itrsquos amazing how I still
look to him for help And then I see something
equally as stunning as the bombs- my grand-
fatherrsquos face awakens to a look of surprise and
fear In a dull voice that sounds like a broken
whistle he says ldquoGet downrdquo Before I can even
think I dive for the hallway just as a wave of power shakes the earth The sound is like a muf-
ed thunder boom Cracks rip through the dry-
wall and the light over the kitchen table sways
I entwine myself around the clock If this is
where I die I want to die with this clock The
tempo of the clock still remains true a steady
tick tick tick that is oblivious to its surround-
ings I close my eyes and wait for death falling
deep into a rhythmic trance I wait through
more volleys of thunder akes of drywall fall
on me as the tenement is being shaken apart by
shock waves I hear the pandemonium outside
screams and buildings crashing to the ground
The end of my world and many of those like me
is happening Then something strange happens
A cold bony hand tightens around my leg My
eyes y open as my grandfather tightens his
grip on my ankle He lies on the ground with a
look of agony on his face He looks even worsethan normal if that is possible He reminds me
of a decaying corpse He opens his mouth and
breathes a phrase that is nearly inaudible ldquoWe
Have To Moverdquo He then coughs splattering
blood on the oor and in my face I stare at him
in awe How could he have hope now The
man who stares at a blank wall all day his eyes
like black holes The west side of the tenement
explodes in re My grandmotherrsquos limp body
is whipped across the room like rope Her back
is impaled with six inch splinters of wood My
eyes burn with re but seeing the will to live
in my grandfatherrsquos eyes awakens something in
me as well It reminds me of how I used to love
him He was what I aspired to be I tightened my
muscles wrapped one arm around the clock and
entwined the other in my grandfatherrsquos paperyleathery hand After I stomped out the small re
that had started on his left leg I heave his frail
body up into my arms My legs ache as I try to
pull myself and grandfather to the bathroom
rubble continues to break from the walls The
apartment is still being bended by the power of
the bombs I heave the dead weight of my grand-
father tugging it from debris Finally I reach thebathroom The sink is cracked and water ows
from the snapped pipe but over all the compact-
ed space of the bathroom is the least affected by
the bombs I drop my grandfather in the corner
hersquos unconscious or dead Shove the door shut
then climb into the cold marble bathtub and hugthe clock as tightly as I can to my chest trying tofuse it with my body The lights icker and then
die I let the booms shaking the world become
background noise allowing the ticking of theclock to ll my mind and then enter my dreams
Kateryna Lebedyeva- ldquoSunowerrdquo
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Halloween Night
Tangela Hightower
Wind howling
Moon rising
Clouds forming
This would be the night
A dark
And stormy night
That creepy things
Hidden in shadows
Will emerge
From shaggy willows
Seeking out little kids
Dragging home pillowsFilled with treats
That the creepy monsters want to eat
Katherine Sofetti- ldquoMaskrdquo
If These Walls Lived
Tangela Hightower
If walls could speak
Theyrsquod scream
Like their life depended on it
If walls could run
Theyrsquod break a world record
Faster than the fastest man ever
If walls could cry
Wersquod all live on boats
Because the earth would be ooded
If walls could dream
Theyrsquod smile in their sleep
Because of all the things theyrsquove seen
If walls could write
Wersquod run out of trees
Because there would be none left
If walls could love
Theyrsquod show us all
The meaning of that word
If walls could die
Well then I think
Wersquod all be exposed
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Could I Be Your Change
Bella Alibrandi
I want to leave a footprintOn the world
I want to make a difference
To create change
Someday I would like to be someonersquos hero
And have them look up to me
Irsquom going to die
And when I do
I want people to remember me
And laugh at all the good times we had
The last thing I would wantIs for people to cry over my passing
They should celebrate my moving on
My next step
I wish that they will hope
Irsquom happy and no longer
Feel any pain
If you choose to cry for me
I suppose I cannot stop you
But my dear friend and loved onePlease take note
That my life was full and happy
And you will always be a part
Of my soul
Paige Fiermonte- ldquoLadyrdquo
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An Arrow
Cayla Dedrick
It was the rst day of summer and already my
parents were shipping me off to some camp to
spend the summer An outdoors sports-y kind
of camp too Upon arriving I was admittedly
a bit impressed by the scenery Much nicer than
the camp from last summer
The place was pretty I suppose the lake
that they had here was actually larger than a
gloried pond and reected the clear blue of
the sky and luminescent little sparkles from the
sun Shadows from the trees around the camp
area dappled the ground creating a nice mix of
the shade and the sun
My parents insisted that it was betterto be outside with other children for the whole
summer rather than cooped up in my room
Personally I think they just wanted to get rid of
me so I wouldnrsquot ldquoaccidentallyrdquo blow the house
up in my boredom
It didnrsquot matter if it was nice here or not
I wouldnrsquot enjoy this I never did
The string of the bow bit rather pain-
fully into the sensitive skin of my hands as I
struggled to tug it back far enough to an arrowproperly I could feel the eyes of the other
children who were waiting for their turn at the
targets boring into my back as I fought to hold
the bow and aim
At this point it would have been great
for the arrow to hit the target or at least make it
far enough to do so but I had no such luck My
arrow skittered pitifully into the dust more than
a couple feet in front of where I was aiming
Soft snickering drifted from behind me but I
Katelyn
Killoran-
ldquoOld Red
Wagonrdquo
refrained from glaring at them like I was sotempted to It was better not to give people the
satisfaction of knowing that theyrsquod got to me
A hand rested on my shoulder startling me out
of my thoughts but I didnrsquot jump like anyone
else would instead glancing back with a mildly
annoyed look
The boy that stood behind me was older prob-
ably around fteen and smiling kindly in stark
contrast to the other kidsrsquo smirks If I hadnrsquot been
too busy brooding Irsquod probably have found him
cute with soft blonde locks and icy blue eyes that
glittered with warmth rather than malice despite
their color
ldquoNeed some helprdquo he inquired an undertone of
veiled amusement in his voice with a sidelong
glance at the bow I had still clenched at my side
Yes of course I needed help but Irsquod never admit
it
ldquoMaybe a littlerdquo I shrugged So I wouldadmit it but it wasnrsquot my fault Something about
this kid made it hard to say no He didnrsquot seemlike he was trying to make a mockery of me
He instructed me to stand like I was going to
shoot an arrow but not to actually pull the bow-
string back yet I obeyed and immediately he
was shifting the positioning of my legs by prod-
ding at my feet with his until I was standing
correctly After determining that I was standing
correctly he stepped behind me and put his hands
over mine to help me This time when I red the
arrow lodged itself into one of the blue rings of
the target the third to the outside of ve colors
Smiling slightly I turned to look up at the boy
ldquoThanksrdquo I muttered a bit reluctantly
cheeks ushing a light shade of pink at the grin
he sent me in return
ldquoNo problem kidrdquo
I frowned ldquoIrsquom not a kidrdquo I protested de-
fensively shaking my head in annoyance ldquoAnd
my name is TerranrdquoldquoYou are a kidrdquo he said with a laugh
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causing me to scowl further ldquoMy namersquos Se-
bastian by the way Nice to meet yourdquo
ldquoCharmedrdquo
So maybe sitting in a kayak in the mid-
dle of the lake with my life jacket un- buckled
when I was well aware of the fact that the boys
in my group that had some weird thing against
me were out there too wasnrsquot a great idea Butno one would dare to push me in when there
were counselors watching right
I shouldrsquove have guessed something
was up when they stole my paddle and my life
jacket and left me stranded there to wait for
someone to come rescue me We were too far
from shore to effectively yell back for help and
while I knew Sebastian was swimming at least
somewhat near here he was underwater too
much to hear meI was just a little caught up in my an-
noyance when I felt my kayak tip sideways
abruptly throwing me out to the side Hitting
the water so suddenly forced most of the breath
from my body and trying to gasp in surprise
only caused water to ood my mouth I man-
aged to thrash my way to the surface to take a
breath Through the sound of my own coughing
I could hear laughter Wonderful They wouldnrsquotbe of any help to me I could tread water to an
extent for a short amount of time but I tired
quickly and just as I was starting to give up on
being able to swim back to shore I felt arms
wrap around my waist from behind tugging my
head out of the water I started to struggle and
kick on instinct but stopped quickly when a
familiar voice reached through the haze of my
panic
ldquoTerran calm down Itrsquos okayrdquo it
soothed gently I fell still and blinked a few
times to attempt to clear my vision Attempt
being the operative word here water was still
splashing into my eyes It wasnrsquot like I was cry-
ing from the fear or anything it was just drip-
ping from my hair
ldquoSebrdquo I mumbled coughing He nod-
ded and shifted me around so it would be easierto keep my head above the surface I wound my
arms around his neck to cling to him just a little
desperately as he swam back to shore abandon-
ing my now waterlogged kayak
Sebastian kept his arm wrapped around
my shoulders after we got to the point where I
could stand up I wasnrsquot sure if it was because
I was still shivering or it was just a protective
thing but either way I was grateful He only re-
luctantly handed me off to one of the counselorsso I could dry off and get some hot chocolate to
warm up after brushing his lips over my damp-
ened hair and promising to come see me when
he could That made me turn bright red very
quickly Behind all the kindness in his gaze I
could see the cold promise that hersquod make sure
nothing like this happened again and I wasnrsquot
sure if that was scary or endearing
If there was one thing to really bedisliked at this camp other than the kids that at-
tended it it was the cabins They were cold and
drafty the oors and beds creaked with
the slightest of movements and at night the
wind made tree branches bang against the win-
dow Needless to say I got little to no sleep I
had no idea how everyone else managed
Honestly I found it easier to rest during
the day in a few choice locations around camp
that it was quite simple to sneak away to at
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certain points throughout the day My current
favourite was a little spot in the woods where
the ground was covered in moss Sebastian
would come and sit with me sometimes and
wersquod talk about whatever came to mind while I
used his shoulder as a pillow On occasion Irsquod
actually fall asleep part way through our con-
versation and hersquod always be nice and sit thereuntil I woke up Once or twice I even found him
dozing as well with his head leaning off the top
of mine
This was the kind of thing Irsquod really
miss when I went home As much as the camp
itself wasnrsquot great and most of the kids didnrsquot
talk to me here I had found a friend Maybe
more than a friend I mused once and a while
glancing at the hand that would nd its way to
rest on my armWe started ditching activities a few
weeks into camp After that incident where I
almost drowned he insisted on hanging around
me just in case It was slow at rst but we did
get to the point where we were comfortable
enough in each otherrsquos company to not only
talk for a long time about anything that came
to mind but sit in silence without it getting the
least bit awkward He asked for my phone num-ber so we could keep in touch before I could
work up the nerve to do so myself My shyness
had mostly dissipated around Sebastian but
little things like asking for contact information
seemed hard
Unfortunately all good things had a stu-
pid way of coming to pass right when they were
getting to the best part This little friendship I
had forged was no exception This camp would
end next week and everyone was going home
Seb had said hersquod visit if he could yet I doubt-
ed wersquod be able to work anything out Still for
now it was easier to fake a smile and agree
Curling up into a tighter ball on the
damp moss-laden ground I let my head fall
onto Sebastianrsquos shoulder as Irsquod done so many
times before closing my eyes He immediately
fell silent to let me rest if I wanted to Today I
couldnrsquot sleep though I didnrsquot want to waste
time sleeping
ldquoItrsquos been fun here Seb You made this
summer a lot more bearable for merdquo I mum-
bled standing on my toes to hug the older boy
quickly slipping a little note into his pocket
He smiled though it looked a bit forced
and nodded
ldquoYeah We should hang out sometimemayberdquo He trailed off a bit uncertainly as if
he wasnrsquot sure Irsquod want to see him again after
this summer
I laughed Between the two of us
he wasnrsquot supposed to be the shy one ldquoWe
shouldrdquo A shout of my name from the other
side of the little clearing where theyrsquod gathered
us to wait for our parents made me look up My
father was standing by one of the counselors
arms crossed and impatient I didnrsquot hesitate tostart walking over to him
ldquoByerdquo I called back over my shoulder
Sebastian waved once before turning away
On the silent ride home I stared out the
window wishing for the rst time that I didnrsquot
have to come home from camp this year
Later when he got home himself Se-
bastian would nd the little slip of paper I gave
him before we left and smile
[Thanks for everything Seb Irsquoll miss you lt3
-TM]
Sophie Luckette- ldquoLadybugsrdquo
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A Love for a Girl
Harrison Franklin
A mixed teen walks down the hall
passing by the conceded walls
looks of style
talk of white and black
he sits up slumps and sits back
again
quiet mostly but loud when he
chooses
he doesnrsquot have a place of status
quo
he speaks to with whom he chooses
he can be brazen or a phantom joyous or saddened
At night a man of style and
personality
steps forth to a scene
he is ready
the music plays and he listens
his favored electronic plays
the bass rumbles
his body moves rhythmicallyin precise time with the beats
he draws a wondering crowd who is
this dancer
everyday
repetition is the way
gray days masking
true blue skies
of hope lasting
graceand future passing
a cold world sobered up
washed out and cleaned up
DULL and BLAND
he walks the halls in search of
a love
the dancer dissipates from center
stage
oating from group to group copyingstyles
he stumbles across a maverick
beautiful in features and attire
freelancer of her own style
Up and down
around
in and out
trafc ows in the halls
the small being makes his way
he passes tons of beauties but the
eyes of one catches his
hers sneaky dangerous and swift in
movement
she passes by without
acknowledgement
The dancer now follows dangerously
close
he knows his purser and had his
dose
she took her glances
with her dangerous cool blue eyes
drunk in happiness in of the musicshe laughs in enjoyment unaware
she is pursued
day after day
he searches
for the face
he longed to see her
for her to acknowledge
for her to be INTERESTED
she passed by greeting himhesitation
recognition and progress
The party atmosphere ended
he searched for her
but to only compliment her elegant
dress
with colors in his liking
others left the dancer as usual lastto leave
the morning came I became whole
once again
with a desire to catch this girl
who attracted me
although her actions
led me up and down
on a roller coaster
I pursue this girl
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Untitled
Patrece Martin
She holds her head high
She walks around big and tall
She has light eyes that almost look like they could be white
When she talks I turn away
I donrsquot know why
Her words just seem so cold
Children seem to like herThey canrsquot see the harshness she brings
And I guess I canrsquot blame them
When shersquos around the fat man brings them presents
But I am no fool
I canrsquot wait for her to leave
Her sister is much nicer
She speaks with warm comforting words
Oh I canrsquot wait for the day
When winter leaves
And itrsquos time for Summer to step in
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My Tear For Her My Passion For Him
Bella Alibrandi
I was holding her hand walking
slowly with her like I always did Not mak-
ing her feel like her body was slowing down
Even though it was I saw her every day even
on Sundays Irsquove been her nanny since I was
fourteen When I began working for the Nicolas
family she was only four I thought she was
the cutest and sweetest little girl I would ever
care for And that was true but she wasnrsquot an
easy child With all her vitamins pills and her
allergies quite frankly I was very nervous when
talking care of her
During the summers she was all myresponsibility for thirteen hours a day What did
I do while I had school My schedule was very
complex Irsquod wake up every morning at ve in
the morning It didnrsquot matter if it was during the
week or the weekend I would get to her house
by six when I was younger and couldnrsquot drive
my mom would bring me to school around
seven thirty At the end of the day mom would
get me and drop me off at her house around
two thirty Her parents worked from one pm toeight pm The time period that I was at school
and her parents were at work she was the only
one home in their large empty mansion taking
her daily nap I was really worried about this
when I started working It was unsafe for a little
girl her age to be home alone and defenseless
I heard she has an older sibling that hersquos in my
eleventh grade class but I have never met him
or seen him around the house Which didnrsquot
surprise me so much considering how big their
house is But I began to be ok with the little girl
home alone because I met Marty
Marty is their front guard that lived
out in the guardhouse you had to pass by to
get in through their iron gates in the two mile
long driveway Marty showed me the Nicolasrsquos
security systems locks movement detectors
alarms and even alarms to detect any substancethat their little girl was allergic to If it detect-
ed any of her allergens it would immediately
notify her parentsrsquo cell phones work numbers
and the emergency hospital a couple blocks up
They even insisted that my cell be included in
the alarms and that I have my own identication
code for Marty Yeah they were that protective
Crazy huh Nope it all made sense when I met
Melina Nicolas
She had the softest milk chocolatebrown hair that had spiral curls that hung to her
mid back It felt like silk Mrs Nicolas always
dressed her in the princess dresses that people
bought to put their girls in pageants the kind of
dress that cost $50000 Yep that kind of rich
Everyday when I saw her she would jump for
joy and say ldquoMy nanny Kay Kayrsquos here What
do you want to play today Kay Kayrdquo Yeah my
name is Kayla Anne Merienda But most peoplecall me Kayla But Melina canrsquot say that so she
calls me Kay Kay
Every day I had a new game to teach
her I think shersquos the only child I have ever
met that loves to learn as much as she does
But after awhile I ran out of games So wersquod
play some of the old ones She started getting
bored with the new games So we made up our
own She was incredibly smart for a little girl
But right now shersquos seven and Irsquom seventeen
And right about now is when Mr and Mrs
Nicolas should be leaving the house Irsquom in my
last period class advanced Spanish But for
the last ten minutes I havenrsquot been listening
to my teacher Irsquove been tuning everyone out
except Austin Irsquod gotten lost in my own world
thinking about him and only him I had dedicat-
ed my whole high school career to Melina soIrsquove never been able to have a social life Yeah
there are some girls I talk to eat lunch with But
I donrsquot think I could consider them as friends
And some days more than others Irsquod feel so
lonely without friends in my life and especially
a boyfriend I canrsquot help look at his eyes I canrsquot
help get nervous around him even though we
donrsquot talk And I denitely canrsquot help but want
to be able to call him mine But that wonrsquot hap-
pen Itrsquos time to get into my snow covered carand drive to Melinarsquos house once again
When the bell rang I must have stood
up too quickly and gotten dizzy I tried to shake
it off and walk forward but ran right into some-
one I couldnrsquot see who it was because I was
now face rst on the oor once again looking
like an idiot I suddenly felt a warm hand on
my back ldquoHere let me help yourdquo I stood up
and regained my balance ldquoAre you ok You fellpretty hardrdquo I didnrsquot notice who had helped me
off the ground until now I was looking straight
into his blue eyes It was Austin
ldquoYeah Irsquom ne thanksrdquo I was swaying
side to side lightheaded But not because of the
impact of the ground I just took but because he
was talking to me Me And he saw me for the
rst time He grabbed my shoulders rm but
gentle
ldquoWoah there Should I take you to the
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nurserdquo No I had to get to Melinarsquos before she
wakes up
ldquoNo thanks I need to be somewhererdquo
I headed for the door but he caught me by the
arm which made my body tingle
ldquoIf you think Irsquom going to let you drive
yoursquore crazyrdquo
ldquoWhyrdquo I tried to pull away but hisstrong arms werenrsquot giving in anytime soon
ldquoYou fell and hit your head Finerdquo he
said while letting go ldquogo drive away in your
car and get in an accident Irsquoll be the last person
you ever talk tordquo That scared me a little bit He
grabbed his backpack and began to walk off
ldquoWaitrdquo I ran after him running into a
table or two He stopped not facing me But I
could totally tell he was smiling
ldquoCould you drive me somewhererdquo Hespun around with a casual look painted across
his excited face
ldquoI guessrdquo He oddly winked and said
with a wave of a hand ldquoThis wayrdquo
We got out into the ice and snow covered park-
ing lot We walked out quite far and stopped by
a black SLK with tan leather seating
ldquoNice carrdquo I said
ldquoYou into carsrdquo He looked surprisedldquoKinda My dad owns a dealershiprdquo He
laughed and we both got in
ldquoI have a BMW Chevroletrdquo He nodded
ldquoThatrsquos a nice carrdquo We both laughed
ldquoIrsquom Austin by the way You must have
known that though You wouldnrsquot have gotten
into a car with a total stranger rightrdquo He pre-
tended to glance at my face but I saw his eyes
scan over my body
ldquoYeah I knew your name you must
know mine because you wouldnrsquot let a total
stranger into your car would yourdquo I said smil-
ing at him He smiled back
ldquoGood call I do know your name Kayla
Anne Blake Rightrdquo Kinda creepy he knew my
whole name
ldquoYeah But you can just call me Kaylardquo
ldquoOh okay Kayla So which way nowrdquohe said stopping at a stoplight
ldquoTake a next left and then itrsquos the next
house on your leftrdquo I looked at his face He
looked puzzled ldquoIs something the matterrdquo He
didnrsquot answer for a second But then said
ldquoNo nothings wrongrdquo Something was
wrong here
We stopped at the iron gate and punched
in a code Was he related to these people He
must have seen me curiously looking at himbecause he said
ldquoIrsquom Melinarsquos Brotherrdquo I guessed I
should have guessed that considering his last
name was Nicolas Wow I feel so stupid
ldquoOh okay Irsquom herhelliprdquo I didnrsquot get to
nish because he did it for me
ldquoNanny Rightrdquo he smiled
ldquoYeah How did you know I havenrsquot
seen you around their houserdquo I was getting ner-vous He must have sensed it because he said
ldquoItrsquos okay Kayla Melina talks about
you a lot You donrsquot have to freak outrdquo He said
half smiling like he was trying to prove he was
a good guy
ldquoOkay sorry that just freaked me out for
a minute thererdquo
ldquoItrsquos okay By the way I need your
identication coderdquo I gave it to him and he
typed it in smoothly The gates swung open and
we drove up and parked in the driveway It was
snowing so he took off his coat and put it on
me Irsquom sure I blushed
ldquoThanksrdquo
When we got inside Mrs Nicolas was
crying with Mr Nicolas wrapped around her
ldquoDad what happenedrdquo
ldquoWherersquos Melinardquo I asked franticSomething must have happened They arenrsquot
supposed to be home With a deep breath Mr
Nicolas said
ldquoShersquos in the hospital We came to pick
you two up Get in our carrdquo
We drove to the hospital where we
found Melina in a bed connected to tubes and
wires I was freaking out and on the verge of
tears
ldquoMr and Mrs Nicolas please may Ihave a word with you two in the hallrdquo They
walked out leaving me with Austin He was
holding Melinarsquos delicate little hand
ldquoDo you think shersquoll be okayrdquo I asked
sitting next to him He was quiet for a minute
Then looked at me with tears in his eyes
ldquoI donrsquot knowrdquo He said it was a deep
strong voice but by his tears I knew he was
breaking insideI went and stood by the door and
watched the doctor down the hall with the
parents He was telling them bad news I knew
because they both started crying and so did I
I went and sat back down and waited for the
Nicolasrsquo to tell us something bad But when
Mrs Nicolas came in she said
ldquoEverything will be ne Melina is just a
little sick
Austin was driving me home and looked
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at me and said with sorrow in his voice
ldquoThey lied to usrdquo
ldquoWhat do you meanrdquo I asked
ldquoMelina isnrsquot just sick She has cancerrdquo
He pulled over where we both began to
sob and hold each other close for a time that
felt like forever
Morgan Gunther-
ldquoOcean Islerdquo
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Russian Roulette
Leah Ifraim
The spicy fumes
Circulate through the airBrushing across my nostrils
I see a beautifully plated row of giant sushi
Elegant underneath a drizzle of spicy mayo
I stare at them in awe
I delicately pick up one of the rolls
Bringing it up to my lips
As I take my rst bite
I feel a crunch
My tongue begins to sizzle
Spicy mayo
So creamy and rich
Fizzes across the center of my tongue
Jolting me alert
With each chew
I feel the fresh taste of chives
Fracture as a tooth bites into it
The tuna warms my taste buds
Mixing with the bits of sticky rice
Plastering the walls of each toothSavory tastes collide
Bouncing off each cell of my tongue
As the nal taste of perfection slips down my throat
My hand reaches for another roll
Irsquove never tasted anything so mysterious and incredible
This is the Russian Roulette
Jackie Halpin- ldquoFarmerrsquos Marketrdquo
Julia Slisz- ldquoChairrdquo
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Home
Dori Bergman
A homeIs nothing like
A house
Itrsquos a place
Where you belong
Itrsquos a feeling
That yoursquoll savor
Itrsquos a person
Who you look to
With my homeI feel wanted
Understood
Special
And loved
So I just thought
Irsquod let you know
That even though
Irsquove lost my way
With you
Irsquom nally
Home Allison Emmel- ldquoBalconyrdquo
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Untitled
Christy Le
I hear the NFL theme song go off in my
earmdashmy alarm itrsquos 545 am and I need to get
up for school I trudge to my closet carefully
picking out my clothes and doing my makeup
ensuring that my appearance is on the same par
as the suburban-elite girls from my school At
7am I realize itrsquos time to wake my two broth-
ers I walk to their room and gently shake them
awake They begrudgingly march to the bath-
roommdashmy cue to prepare breakfast I tiptoe
past my momrsquos room as not to wake her I know
shersquoll need her sleep before her twelve hour
shift at the nail salon At 705 am I say good-
bye to my younger brothers remind them not to
miss their bus and start the trek to my bus stop
At the bus stop I ght the urge to lie
down and take a nap The previous dayrsquos activi-
ties have exhausted memdashcooking dinner tutor-
ing my brothers cleaning my house and work-
ing on my four AP course workload until 2 am
When the bus arrives I board it and sit with one
of my best friends She and I fall into mindless
chatter about pop culture and other nonsensical
things but itrsquos all an illusion for me since Irsquom
not just a teenage girl Irsquom a ldquomotherrdquo to two
boysIrsquove been expected to be the caretaker
of my brothers since I was seven My mom has
always worked twelve hours a day six days a
week and without my dad in the picture the
responsibilities of my brothers were left to me
It was a role forced upon me but itrsquos a role Irsquove
accepted At the age of seven I began staying
home alone with my three-year-old brother and
my infant brother At the age of seven I stopped
being a child turning into the person my fam-ily needed me to bemdashthe one who changed
diapers prepared formula put my brothers to
sleep and took care of them in every way imag-
inable I gladly took on these responsibilities
because it was what my mom needed me to do
My mom had to work to support our family and
couldnrsquot afford a babysitter
I used to see my brothers as a burden
that kept me from my potential I resented the
fact that my mom forced me to stay home and
care for them Why did I have to sacrice
They werenrsquot my kids nor was I their mother
I fumed at the unfairness and resentfully cared
for them for years Now I realize that Irsquom
lucky to have them Taking care of my brothers
has made me into a chef a teacher a mentor
a maid a chauffeur and a supportive sister
Irsquove always been forced to juggle my brothers
school work volunteerism and a healthy social
life on a daily basis These roles shaped me into
the caring compassionate and capable person
that I am today Caring for my brothers didnrsquot
keep me from my potential it exponentially
increased my potential After being responsible
for the lives of two human beings Irsquove learned
priceless skills I can manage a household and
maintain a family I can be efcient in all that Ido and work hard at every job assigned to me
Such skills have allowed me to be successful
academically professionally and socially I can
manage a hectic life and still be a happy soul
with a great academic record Growing up with
my brothers has taught me to make the best
when Irsquom handed the least I now know that the
caretaking of my brothers hasnrsquot been a burden
instead itrsquos been a character-building experi-
enceNo one knows that I take on a soccer-
mom persona after school Yoursquoll never see me
without a smile at school so Irsquom perceived as a
happy-go-lucky carefree girl However my ap-
pearance at school is a faccedilade My friends from
school presume that I have the perfect life but
I donrsquot Irsquove just learned to positively deal with
my life I keep up an act to conceal the great
struggles that I endure Irsquom glad I can control
how I am perceived because it changes how I
am treated I have compassion for those who
have little control over their appearance due to
genetic deformities so I want to become a re-
constructive plastic surgeon I want to empower
people with the ability to portray themselves to
others as they wish so I want to dedicate my life
to being a reconstructive plastic surgeon and to
xing birth defects and genetic deformities
Nicole Tanquary- ldquoPotrait of Laurardquo
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Megan
Bishop-ldquoButteriesrdquo
at the party just sat there hoping for the best of
the newly married man A doctor in the room
insisted they call 911 so that they did Minutes
passed before the ambulance arrived Taylor
and Ryanrsquos mom held him stable trying to get
him to move He knew something was wrong
but he needed to be strong for not only himself
but for Taylor too Ryan wanted to give up themen carried him off on a stretcher The peo-
ple attending the wedding watched the blaring
lights go off into the distance
Inside the ambulance Taylor held his
hand He closed his eyes so confused When
the paramedic sitting in the back asked him
questions he didnrsquot respond The hope in her
voice went from positive to negative She be-
came nervous and yelled something to the driv-
er in medical language Suddenly the vehicle
started to move faster speeding down the high-
way Taylor asked ldquoWhatrsquos going onrdquo then
started to cry At that very moment the heart
monitor started to beep faster Both women
watched as the lines slowly decreased Taylor
kissed Ryan on the lips ldquoNordquo she screamed
ldquoPlease donrsquot leave me Ryan be strong open
your eyes give me a sign that yoursquore hererdquo
His heartbeat was turning into a straight line asthe ambulance pulled to a stop The line was
now gone and so was he Taylorrsquos tears poured
down her face Her husband soul mate and best
friend had gone to heaven She held him in her
arms and said ldquoYou were so strong as strong as
you could be I love you so much Superstarrdquo
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Life on the Court
Laura Wildridge
Mind in the game
Eye on the ball
Step
Together
SMASH
TransitionJump
Block
Points rack up
Sweat drips down
Mind in the game
Soul
On the court
Samantha Williams- ldquoEmmardquo
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Untitled
Jack Martin
I would like to say that I just woke up
That the soft light came up from the horizon
like an orange sh from the deep dark ocean
and the mufed slow steps of my grandparents
woke me from deep long sleep I had rested
and dreamed and knew that when I awoke I
would be in the world I was meant to be in
with my parents and friends and the knowledge
of war and death that a normal kid should know
But I canrsquot I open my eyes slowly and sit up
even slower Sometimes I wish I could just
sleep all day lie in my warm bed and let my
mind numb My eyes are tired and I then noticea sharp pain in the crook of my arms I looked
down to examine them and lower the clock
from my chest and immediately feel cold like
my heart stopped beating
I feel warm and as happy as I could be
here with my father together for such a short
time and then hersquoll have to go But for now
I wonrsquot think about it now theyrsquore here with
me and thatrsquos all that matters in the world Myparents try to shield me from the world they
pretend that there is no war and that we will
always be together But I know itrsquos all a lie I
live in the lie because I love the lie Mother is
in the kitchen making dinner and father and I
are in the living room with the brand new clock
that he bought my mother for her birthday Itrsquos a
beautiful clock artfully drawn numbers formed
in a circle on thick white backing as white asivory framed in a sturdy wood with swirled gr-
ain and two thin hands that ticked like a heart-
beat my heartbeat I would always remember
them through this clock
My arms are dented with angry red
lines I must have had a nightmare last night
and hugged the clock too tight I pull the old
quilt off of me and swung off the bed and onto my feet I leave my lonely bed and small
old dresser in my room Before I head down
stairs I go to the window and shove it up and
feel the cold sting of the winter morning air I
pull on the frozen clothes line until my spare
pair of socks and a sweater comes close enough
to grab The worn cotton is stiff and I hope my
body heat will warm them quickly I stood at
the top of the stairs and prepared myself for
the scene downstairs I am greeted by cough-
ing my grandfather in his normal place in the
chair farthest away from the small kitchen
window I take a seat across from him and set
the clock down in front of me I think that the
bright sunlight like todays might hurt his fragile
skin I greet him after his coughing t subsides
while he takes a sip from his mug which is
lled with mostly hot water We manage to
keep small amounts of coffee in the apartmentthat he uses very sparingly He nods which is
an improvement from yesterday when he just
made a soft noise in the back of his throat The
war infuriates him he hates being forced to live
in this old tenement I used to love my grand-
pa He always made me laugh and pretended
to pull quarters from my ears Now he mostly
just stares at a wall or naps He hasnrsquot smiled
in months I looked over to my grandmother as
she moves franticly around the kitchen opening
an empty cabinet opening the one next to it
and then opening the rst one again She has
gone mad and therersquos no hope for her She
scares me when she tries to talk to her daughter
(my dead mother) The war has affected them
so much the loss of a daughter and any chance
of a happy life I would feel sorry for them if
I had the energy Therersquos half of a loaf of stalebread on the counter She must be looking for
the jam we ran out of weeks ago As I look at
the bread I notice again how unusually bright
the sun is today Itrsquos late winter and the sun
shouldnrsquot be shining like this until a few months
from now I squint my eyes and lean forward
to better look out the window The sun seemed
to be splitting in half and then thirds and then
fourths ldquoBombsrdquo I whisper
Samantha Williams- ldquoAngelrdquo
The sun pieces drift to the ground where
they erupt My grandmother shrieks and thenfaints Her frail head smacks against the counter
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I look at my grandpa even though he is old and
doesnrsquot care about me itrsquos amazing how I still
look to him for help And then I see something
equally as stunning as the bombs- my grand-
fatherrsquos face awakens to a look of surprise and
fear In a dull voice that sounds like a broken
whistle he says ldquoGet downrdquo Before I can even
think I dive for the hallway just as a wave of power shakes the earth The sound is like a muf-
ed thunder boom Cracks rip through the dry-
wall and the light over the kitchen table sways
I entwine myself around the clock If this is
where I die I want to die with this clock The
tempo of the clock still remains true a steady
tick tick tick that is oblivious to its surround-
ings I close my eyes and wait for death falling
deep into a rhythmic trance I wait through
more volleys of thunder akes of drywall fall
on me as the tenement is being shaken apart by
shock waves I hear the pandemonium outside
screams and buildings crashing to the ground
The end of my world and many of those like me
is happening Then something strange happens
A cold bony hand tightens around my leg My
eyes y open as my grandfather tightens his
grip on my ankle He lies on the ground with a
look of agony on his face He looks even worsethan normal if that is possible He reminds me
of a decaying corpse He opens his mouth and
breathes a phrase that is nearly inaudible ldquoWe
Have To Moverdquo He then coughs splattering
blood on the oor and in my face I stare at him
in awe How could he have hope now The
man who stares at a blank wall all day his eyes
like black holes The west side of the tenement
explodes in re My grandmotherrsquos limp body
is whipped across the room like rope Her back
is impaled with six inch splinters of wood My
eyes burn with re but seeing the will to live
in my grandfatherrsquos eyes awakens something in
me as well It reminds me of how I used to love
him He was what I aspired to be I tightened my
muscles wrapped one arm around the clock and
entwined the other in my grandfatherrsquos paperyleathery hand After I stomped out the small re
that had started on his left leg I heave his frail
body up into my arms My legs ache as I try to
pull myself and grandfather to the bathroom
rubble continues to break from the walls The
apartment is still being bended by the power of
the bombs I heave the dead weight of my grand-
father tugging it from debris Finally I reach thebathroom The sink is cracked and water ows
from the snapped pipe but over all the compact-
ed space of the bathroom is the least affected by
the bombs I drop my grandfather in the corner
hersquos unconscious or dead Shove the door shut
then climb into the cold marble bathtub and hugthe clock as tightly as I can to my chest trying tofuse it with my body The lights icker and then
die I let the booms shaking the world become
background noise allowing the ticking of theclock to ll my mind and then enter my dreams
Kateryna Lebedyeva- ldquoSunowerrdquo
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Halloween Night
Tangela Hightower
Wind howling
Moon rising
Clouds forming
This would be the night
A dark
And stormy night
That creepy things
Hidden in shadows
Will emerge
From shaggy willows
Seeking out little kids
Dragging home pillowsFilled with treats
That the creepy monsters want to eat
Katherine Sofetti- ldquoMaskrdquo
If These Walls Lived
Tangela Hightower
If walls could speak
Theyrsquod scream
Like their life depended on it
If walls could run
Theyrsquod break a world record
Faster than the fastest man ever
If walls could cry
Wersquod all live on boats
Because the earth would be ooded
If walls could dream
Theyrsquod smile in their sleep
Because of all the things theyrsquove seen
If walls could write
Wersquod run out of trees
Because there would be none left
If walls could love
Theyrsquod show us all
The meaning of that word
If walls could die
Well then I think
Wersquod all be exposed
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Could I Be Your Change
Bella Alibrandi
I want to leave a footprintOn the world
I want to make a difference
To create change
Someday I would like to be someonersquos hero
And have them look up to me
Irsquom going to die
And when I do
I want people to remember me
And laugh at all the good times we had
The last thing I would wantIs for people to cry over my passing
They should celebrate my moving on
My next step
I wish that they will hope
Irsquom happy and no longer
Feel any pain
If you choose to cry for me
I suppose I cannot stop you
But my dear friend and loved onePlease take note
That my life was full and happy
And you will always be a part
Of my soul
Paige Fiermonte- ldquoLadyrdquo
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An Arrow
Cayla Dedrick
It was the rst day of summer and already my
parents were shipping me off to some camp to
spend the summer An outdoors sports-y kind
of camp too Upon arriving I was admittedly
a bit impressed by the scenery Much nicer than
the camp from last summer
The place was pretty I suppose the lake
that they had here was actually larger than a
gloried pond and reected the clear blue of
the sky and luminescent little sparkles from the
sun Shadows from the trees around the camp
area dappled the ground creating a nice mix of
the shade and the sun
My parents insisted that it was betterto be outside with other children for the whole
summer rather than cooped up in my room
Personally I think they just wanted to get rid of
me so I wouldnrsquot ldquoaccidentallyrdquo blow the house
up in my boredom
It didnrsquot matter if it was nice here or not
I wouldnrsquot enjoy this I never did
The string of the bow bit rather pain-
fully into the sensitive skin of my hands as I
struggled to tug it back far enough to an arrowproperly I could feel the eyes of the other
children who were waiting for their turn at the
targets boring into my back as I fought to hold
the bow and aim
At this point it would have been great
for the arrow to hit the target or at least make it
far enough to do so but I had no such luck My
arrow skittered pitifully into the dust more than
a couple feet in front of where I was aiming
Soft snickering drifted from behind me but I
Katelyn
Killoran-
ldquoOld Red
Wagonrdquo
refrained from glaring at them like I was sotempted to It was better not to give people the
satisfaction of knowing that theyrsquod got to me
A hand rested on my shoulder startling me out
of my thoughts but I didnrsquot jump like anyone
else would instead glancing back with a mildly
annoyed look
The boy that stood behind me was older prob-
ably around fteen and smiling kindly in stark
contrast to the other kidsrsquo smirks If I hadnrsquot been
too busy brooding Irsquod probably have found him
cute with soft blonde locks and icy blue eyes that
glittered with warmth rather than malice despite
their color
ldquoNeed some helprdquo he inquired an undertone of
veiled amusement in his voice with a sidelong
glance at the bow I had still clenched at my side
Yes of course I needed help but Irsquod never admit
it
ldquoMaybe a littlerdquo I shrugged So I wouldadmit it but it wasnrsquot my fault Something about
this kid made it hard to say no He didnrsquot seemlike he was trying to make a mockery of me
He instructed me to stand like I was going to
shoot an arrow but not to actually pull the bow-
string back yet I obeyed and immediately he
was shifting the positioning of my legs by prod-
ding at my feet with his until I was standing
correctly After determining that I was standing
correctly he stepped behind me and put his hands
over mine to help me This time when I red the
arrow lodged itself into one of the blue rings of
the target the third to the outside of ve colors
Smiling slightly I turned to look up at the boy
ldquoThanksrdquo I muttered a bit reluctantly
cheeks ushing a light shade of pink at the grin
he sent me in return
ldquoNo problem kidrdquo
I frowned ldquoIrsquom not a kidrdquo I protested de-
fensively shaking my head in annoyance ldquoAnd
my name is TerranrdquoldquoYou are a kidrdquo he said with a laugh
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causing me to scowl further ldquoMy namersquos Se-
bastian by the way Nice to meet yourdquo
ldquoCharmedrdquo
So maybe sitting in a kayak in the mid-
dle of the lake with my life jacket un- buckled
when I was well aware of the fact that the boys
in my group that had some weird thing against
me were out there too wasnrsquot a great idea Butno one would dare to push me in when there
were counselors watching right
I shouldrsquove have guessed something
was up when they stole my paddle and my life
jacket and left me stranded there to wait for
someone to come rescue me We were too far
from shore to effectively yell back for help and
while I knew Sebastian was swimming at least
somewhat near here he was underwater too
much to hear meI was just a little caught up in my an-
noyance when I felt my kayak tip sideways
abruptly throwing me out to the side Hitting
the water so suddenly forced most of the breath
from my body and trying to gasp in surprise
only caused water to ood my mouth I man-
aged to thrash my way to the surface to take a
breath Through the sound of my own coughing
I could hear laughter Wonderful They wouldnrsquotbe of any help to me I could tread water to an
extent for a short amount of time but I tired
quickly and just as I was starting to give up on
being able to swim back to shore I felt arms
wrap around my waist from behind tugging my
head out of the water I started to struggle and
kick on instinct but stopped quickly when a
familiar voice reached through the haze of my
panic
ldquoTerran calm down Itrsquos okayrdquo it
soothed gently I fell still and blinked a few
times to attempt to clear my vision Attempt
being the operative word here water was still
splashing into my eyes It wasnrsquot like I was cry-
ing from the fear or anything it was just drip-
ping from my hair
ldquoSebrdquo I mumbled coughing He nod-
ded and shifted me around so it would be easierto keep my head above the surface I wound my
arms around his neck to cling to him just a little
desperately as he swam back to shore abandon-
ing my now waterlogged kayak
Sebastian kept his arm wrapped around
my shoulders after we got to the point where I
could stand up I wasnrsquot sure if it was because
I was still shivering or it was just a protective
thing but either way I was grateful He only re-
luctantly handed me off to one of the counselorsso I could dry off and get some hot chocolate to
warm up after brushing his lips over my damp-
ened hair and promising to come see me when
he could That made me turn bright red very
quickly Behind all the kindness in his gaze I
could see the cold promise that hersquod make sure
nothing like this happened again and I wasnrsquot
sure if that was scary or endearing
If there was one thing to really bedisliked at this camp other than the kids that at-
tended it it was the cabins They were cold and
drafty the oors and beds creaked with
the slightest of movements and at night the
wind made tree branches bang against the win-
dow Needless to say I got little to no sleep I
had no idea how everyone else managed
Honestly I found it easier to rest during
the day in a few choice locations around camp
that it was quite simple to sneak away to at
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certain points throughout the day My current
favourite was a little spot in the woods where
the ground was covered in moss Sebastian
would come and sit with me sometimes and
wersquod talk about whatever came to mind while I
used his shoulder as a pillow On occasion Irsquod
actually fall asleep part way through our con-
versation and hersquod always be nice and sit thereuntil I woke up Once or twice I even found him
dozing as well with his head leaning off the top
of mine
This was the kind of thing Irsquod really
miss when I went home As much as the camp
itself wasnrsquot great and most of the kids didnrsquot
talk to me here I had found a friend Maybe
more than a friend I mused once and a while
glancing at the hand that would nd its way to
rest on my armWe started ditching activities a few
weeks into camp After that incident where I
almost drowned he insisted on hanging around
me just in case It was slow at rst but we did
get to the point where we were comfortable
enough in each otherrsquos company to not only
talk for a long time about anything that came
to mind but sit in silence without it getting the
least bit awkward He asked for my phone num-ber so we could keep in touch before I could
work up the nerve to do so myself My shyness
had mostly dissipated around Sebastian but
little things like asking for contact information
seemed hard
Unfortunately all good things had a stu-
pid way of coming to pass right when they were
getting to the best part This little friendship I
had forged was no exception This camp would
end next week and everyone was going home
Seb had said hersquod visit if he could yet I doubt-
ed wersquod be able to work anything out Still for
now it was easier to fake a smile and agree
Curling up into a tighter ball on the
damp moss-laden ground I let my head fall
onto Sebastianrsquos shoulder as Irsquod done so many
times before closing my eyes He immediately
fell silent to let me rest if I wanted to Today I
couldnrsquot sleep though I didnrsquot want to waste
time sleeping
ldquoItrsquos been fun here Seb You made this
summer a lot more bearable for merdquo I mum-
bled standing on my toes to hug the older boy
quickly slipping a little note into his pocket
He smiled though it looked a bit forced
and nodded
ldquoYeah We should hang out sometimemayberdquo He trailed off a bit uncertainly as if
he wasnrsquot sure Irsquod want to see him again after
this summer
I laughed Between the two of us
he wasnrsquot supposed to be the shy one ldquoWe
shouldrdquo A shout of my name from the other
side of the little clearing where theyrsquod gathered
us to wait for our parents made me look up My
father was standing by one of the counselors
arms crossed and impatient I didnrsquot hesitate tostart walking over to him
ldquoByerdquo I called back over my shoulder
Sebastian waved once before turning away
On the silent ride home I stared out the
window wishing for the rst time that I didnrsquot
have to come home from camp this year
Later when he got home himself Se-
bastian would nd the little slip of paper I gave
him before we left and smile
[Thanks for everything Seb Irsquoll miss you lt3
-TM]
Sophie Luckette- ldquoLadybugsrdquo
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A Love for a Girl
Harrison Franklin
A mixed teen walks down the hall
passing by the conceded walls
looks of style
talk of white and black
he sits up slumps and sits back
again
quiet mostly but loud when he
chooses
he doesnrsquot have a place of status
quo
he speaks to with whom he chooses
he can be brazen or a phantom joyous or saddened
At night a man of style and
personality
steps forth to a scene
he is ready
the music plays and he listens
his favored electronic plays
the bass rumbles
his body moves rhythmicallyin precise time with the beats
he draws a wondering crowd who is
this dancer
everyday
repetition is the way
gray days masking
true blue skies
of hope lasting
graceand future passing
a cold world sobered up
washed out and cleaned up
DULL and BLAND
he walks the halls in search of
a love
the dancer dissipates from center
stage
oating from group to group copyingstyles
he stumbles across a maverick
beautiful in features and attire
freelancer of her own style
Up and down
around
in and out
trafc ows in the halls
the small being makes his way
he passes tons of beauties but the
eyes of one catches his
hers sneaky dangerous and swift in
movement
she passes by without
acknowledgement
The dancer now follows dangerously
close
he knows his purser and had his
dose
she took her glances
with her dangerous cool blue eyes
drunk in happiness in of the musicshe laughs in enjoyment unaware
she is pursued
day after day
he searches
for the face
he longed to see her
for her to acknowledge
for her to be INTERESTED
she passed by greeting himhesitation
recognition and progress
The party atmosphere ended
he searched for her
but to only compliment her elegant
dress
with colors in his liking
others left the dancer as usual lastto leave
the morning came I became whole
once again
with a desire to catch this girl
who attracted me
although her actions
led me up and down
on a roller coaster
I pursue this girl
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Untitled
Patrece Martin
She holds her head high
She walks around big and tall
She has light eyes that almost look like they could be white
When she talks I turn away
I donrsquot know why
Her words just seem so cold
Children seem to like herThey canrsquot see the harshness she brings
And I guess I canrsquot blame them
When shersquos around the fat man brings them presents
But I am no fool
I canrsquot wait for her to leave
Her sister is much nicer
She speaks with warm comforting words
Oh I canrsquot wait for the day
When winter leaves
And itrsquos time for Summer to step in
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My Tear For Her My Passion For Him
Bella Alibrandi
I was holding her hand walking
slowly with her like I always did Not mak-
ing her feel like her body was slowing down
Even though it was I saw her every day even
on Sundays Irsquove been her nanny since I was
fourteen When I began working for the Nicolas
family she was only four I thought she was
the cutest and sweetest little girl I would ever
care for And that was true but she wasnrsquot an
easy child With all her vitamins pills and her
allergies quite frankly I was very nervous when
talking care of her
During the summers she was all myresponsibility for thirteen hours a day What did
I do while I had school My schedule was very
complex Irsquod wake up every morning at ve in
the morning It didnrsquot matter if it was during the
week or the weekend I would get to her house
by six when I was younger and couldnrsquot drive
my mom would bring me to school around
seven thirty At the end of the day mom would
get me and drop me off at her house around
two thirty Her parents worked from one pm toeight pm The time period that I was at school
and her parents were at work she was the only
one home in their large empty mansion taking
her daily nap I was really worried about this
when I started working It was unsafe for a little
girl her age to be home alone and defenseless
I heard she has an older sibling that hersquos in my
eleventh grade class but I have never met him
or seen him around the house Which didnrsquot
surprise me so much considering how big their
house is But I began to be ok with the little girl
home alone because I met Marty
Marty is their front guard that lived
out in the guardhouse you had to pass by to
get in through their iron gates in the two mile
long driveway Marty showed me the Nicolasrsquos
security systems locks movement detectors
alarms and even alarms to detect any substancethat their little girl was allergic to If it detect-
ed any of her allergens it would immediately
notify her parentsrsquo cell phones work numbers
and the emergency hospital a couple blocks up
They even insisted that my cell be included in
the alarms and that I have my own identication
code for Marty Yeah they were that protective
Crazy huh Nope it all made sense when I met
Melina Nicolas
She had the softest milk chocolatebrown hair that had spiral curls that hung to her
mid back It felt like silk Mrs Nicolas always
dressed her in the princess dresses that people
bought to put their girls in pageants the kind of
dress that cost $50000 Yep that kind of rich
Everyday when I saw her she would jump for
joy and say ldquoMy nanny Kay Kayrsquos here What
do you want to play today Kay Kayrdquo Yeah my
name is Kayla Anne Merienda But most peoplecall me Kayla But Melina canrsquot say that so she
calls me Kay Kay
Every day I had a new game to teach
her I think shersquos the only child I have ever
met that loves to learn as much as she does
But after awhile I ran out of games So wersquod
play some of the old ones She started getting
bored with the new games So we made up our
own She was incredibly smart for a little girl
But right now shersquos seven and Irsquom seventeen
And right about now is when Mr and Mrs
Nicolas should be leaving the house Irsquom in my
last period class advanced Spanish But for
the last ten minutes I havenrsquot been listening
to my teacher Irsquove been tuning everyone out
except Austin Irsquod gotten lost in my own world
thinking about him and only him I had dedicat-
ed my whole high school career to Melina soIrsquove never been able to have a social life Yeah
there are some girls I talk to eat lunch with But
I donrsquot think I could consider them as friends
And some days more than others Irsquod feel so
lonely without friends in my life and especially
a boyfriend I canrsquot help look at his eyes I canrsquot
help get nervous around him even though we
donrsquot talk And I denitely canrsquot help but want
to be able to call him mine But that wonrsquot hap-
pen Itrsquos time to get into my snow covered carand drive to Melinarsquos house once again
When the bell rang I must have stood
up too quickly and gotten dizzy I tried to shake
it off and walk forward but ran right into some-
one I couldnrsquot see who it was because I was
now face rst on the oor once again looking
like an idiot I suddenly felt a warm hand on
my back ldquoHere let me help yourdquo I stood up
and regained my balance ldquoAre you ok You fellpretty hardrdquo I didnrsquot notice who had helped me
off the ground until now I was looking straight
into his blue eyes It was Austin
ldquoYeah Irsquom ne thanksrdquo I was swaying
side to side lightheaded But not because of the
impact of the ground I just took but because he
was talking to me Me And he saw me for the
rst time He grabbed my shoulders rm but
gentle
ldquoWoah there Should I take you to the
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nurserdquo No I had to get to Melinarsquos before she
wakes up
ldquoNo thanks I need to be somewhererdquo
I headed for the door but he caught me by the
arm which made my body tingle
ldquoIf you think Irsquom going to let you drive
yoursquore crazyrdquo
ldquoWhyrdquo I tried to pull away but hisstrong arms werenrsquot giving in anytime soon
ldquoYou fell and hit your head Finerdquo he
said while letting go ldquogo drive away in your
car and get in an accident Irsquoll be the last person
you ever talk tordquo That scared me a little bit He
grabbed his backpack and began to walk off
ldquoWaitrdquo I ran after him running into a
table or two He stopped not facing me But I
could totally tell he was smiling
ldquoCould you drive me somewhererdquo Hespun around with a casual look painted across
his excited face
ldquoI guessrdquo He oddly winked and said
with a wave of a hand ldquoThis wayrdquo
We got out into the ice and snow covered park-
ing lot We walked out quite far and stopped by
a black SLK with tan leather seating
ldquoNice carrdquo I said
ldquoYou into carsrdquo He looked surprisedldquoKinda My dad owns a dealershiprdquo He
laughed and we both got in
ldquoI have a BMW Chevroletrdquo He nodded
ldquoThatrsquos a nice carrdquo We both laughed
ldquoIrsquom Austin by the way You must have
known that though You wouldnrsquot have gotten
into a car with a total stranger rightrdquo He pre-
tended to glance at my face but I saw his eyes
scan over my body
ldquoYeah I knew your name you must
know mine because you wouldnrsquot let a total
stranger into your car would yourdquo I said smil-
ing at him He smiled back
ldquoGood call I do know your name Kayla
Anne Blake Rightrdquo Kinda creepy he knew my
whole name
ldquoYeah But you can just call me Kaylardquo
ldquoOh okay Kayla So which way nowrdquohe said stopping at a stoplight
ldquoTake a next left and then itrsquos the next
house on your leftrdquo I looked at his face He
looked puzzled ldquoIs something the matterrdquo He
didnrsquot answer for a second But then said
ldquoNo nothings wrongrdquo Something was
wrong here
We stopped at the iron gate and punched
in a code Was he related to these people He
must have seen me curiously looking at himbecause he said
ldquoIrsquom Melinarsquos Brotherrdquo I guessed I
should have guessed that considering his last
name was Nicolas Wow I feel so stupid
ldquoOh okay Irsquom herhelliprdquo I didnrsquot get to
nish because he did it for me
ldquoNanny Rightrdquo he smiled
ldquoYeah How did you know I havenrsquot
seen you around their houserdquo I was getting ner-vous He must have sensed it because he said
ldquoItrsquos okay Kayla Melina talks about
you a lot You donrsquot have to freak outrdquo He said
half smiling like he was trying to prove he was
a good guy
ldquoOkay sorry that just freaked me out for
a minute thererdquo
ldquoItrsquos okay By the way I need your
identication coderdquo I gave it to him and he
typed it in smoothly The gates swung open and
we drove up and parked in the driveway It was
snowing so he took off his coat and put it on
me Irsquom sure I blushed
ldquoThanksrdquo
When we got inside Mrs Nicolas was
crying with Mr Nicolas wrapped around her
ldquoDad what happenedrdquo
ldquoWherersquos Melinardquo I asked franticSomething must have happened They arenrsquot
supposed to be home With a deep breath Mr
Nicolas said
ldquoShersquos in the hospital We came to pick
you two up Get in our carrdquo
We drove to the hospital where we
found Melina in a bed connected to tubes and
wires I was freaking out and on the verge of
tears
ldquoMr and Mrs Nicolas please may Ihave a word with you two in the hallrdquo They
walked out leaving me with Austin He was
holding Melinarsquos delicate little hand
ldquoDo you think shersquoll be okayrdquo I asked
sitting next to him He was quiet for a minute
Then looked at me with tears in his eyes
ldquoI donrsquot knowrdquo He said it was a deep
strong voice but by his tears I knew he was
breaking insideI went and stood by the door and
watched the doctor down the hall with the
parents He was telling them bad news I knew
because they both started crying and so did I
I went and sat back down and waited for the
Nicolasrsquo to tell us something bad But when
Mrs Nicolas came in she said
ldquoEverything will be ne Melina is just a
little sick
Austin was driving me home and looked
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at me and said with sorrow in his voice
ldquoThey lied to usrdquo
ldquoWhat do you meanrdquo I asked
ldquoMelina isnrsquot just sick She has cancerrdquo
He pulled over where we both began to
sob and hold each other close for a time that
felt like forever
Morgan Gunther-
ldquoOcean Islerdquo
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Russian Roulette
Leah Ifraim
The spicy fumes
Circulate through the airBrushing across my nostrils
I see a beautifully plated row of giant sushi
Elegant underneath a drizzle of spicy mayo
I stare at them in awe
I delicately pick up one of the rolls
Bringing it up to my lips
As I take my rst bite
I feel a crunch
My tongue begins to sizzle
Spicy mayo
So creamy and rich
Fizzes across the center of my tongue
Jolting me alert
With each chew
I feel the fresh taste of chives
Fracture as a tooth bites into it
The tuna warms my taste buds
Mixing with the bits of sticky rice
Plastering the walls of each toothSavory tastes collide
Bouncing off each cell of my tongue
As the nal taste of perfection slips down my throat
My hand reaches for another roll
Irsquove never tasted anything so mysterious and incredible
This is the Russian Roulette
Jackie Halpin- ldquoFarmerrsquos Marketrdquo
Julia Slisz- ldquoChairrdquo
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Home
Dori Bergman
A homeIs nothing like
A house
Itrsquos a place
Where you belong
Itrsquos a feeling
That yoursquoll savor
Itrsquos a person
Who you look to
With my homeI feel wanted
Understood
Special
And loved
So I just thought
Irsquod let you know
That even though
Irsquove lost my way
With you
Irsquom nally
Home Allison Emmel- ldquoBalconyrdquo
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Untitled
Christy Le
I hear the NFL theme song go off in my
earmdashmy alarm itrsquos 545 am and I need to get
up for school I trudge to my closet carefully
picking out my clothes and doing my makeup
ensuring that my appearance is on the same par
as the suburban-elite girls from my school At
7am I realize itrsquos time to wake my two broth-
ers I walk to their room and gently shake them
awake They begrudgingly march to the bath-
roommdashmy cue to prepare breakfast I tiptoe
past my momrsquos room as not to wake her I know
shersquoll need her sleep before her twelve hour
shift at the nail salon At 705 am I say good-
bye to my younger brothers remind them not to
miss their bus and start the trek to my bus stop
At the bus stop I ght the urge to lie
down and take a nap The previous dayrsquos activi-
ties have exhausted memdashcooking dinner tutor-
ing my brothers cleaning my house and work-
ing on my four AP course workload until 2 am
When the bus arrives I board it and sit with one
of my best friends She and I fall into mindless
chatter about pop culture and other nonsensical
things but itrsquos all an illusion for me since Irsquom
not just a teenage girl Irsquom a ldquomotherrdquo to two
boysIrsquove been expected to be the caretaker
of my brothers since I was seven My mom has
always worked twelve hours a day six days a
week and without my dad in the picture the
responsibilities of my brothers were left to me
It was a role forced upon me but itrsquos a role Irsquove
accepted At the age of seven I began staying
home alone with my three-year-old brother and
my infant brother At the age of seven I stopped
being a child turning into the person my fam-ily needed me to bemdashthe one who changed
diapers prepared formula put my brothers to
sleep and took care of them in every way imag-
inable I gladly took on these responsibilities
because it was what my mom needed me to do
My mom had to work to support our family and
couldnrsquot afford a babysitter
I used to see my brothers as a burden
that kept me from my potential I resented the
fact that my mom forced me to stay home and
care for them Why did I have to sacrice
They werenrsquot my kids nor was I their mother
I fumed at the unfairness and resentfully cared
for them for years Now I realize that Irsquom
lucky to have them Taking care of my brothers
has made me into a chef a teacher a mentor
a maid a chauffeur and a supportive sister
Irsquove always been forced to juggle my brothers
school work volunteerism and a healthy social
life on a daily basis These roles shaped me into
the caring compassionate and capable person
that I am today Caring for my brothers didnrsquot
keep me from my potential it exponentially
increased my potential After being responsible
for the lives of two human beings Irsquove learned
priceless skills I can manage a household and
maintain a family I can be efcient in all that Ido and work hard at every job assigned to me
Such skills have allowed me to be successful
academically professionally and socially I can
manage a hectic life and still be a happy soul
with a great academic record Growing up with
my brothers has taught me to make the best
when Irsquom handed the least I now know that the
caretaking of my brothers hasnrsquot been a burden
instead itrsquos been a character-building experi-
enceNo one knows that I take on a soccer-
mom persona after school Yoursquoll never see me
without a smile at school so Irsquom perceived as a
happy-go-lucky carefree girl However my ap-
pearance at school is a faccedilade My friends from
school presume that I have the perfect life but
I donrsquot Irsquove just learned to positively deal with
my life I keep up an act to conceal the great
struggles that I endure Irsquom glad I can control
how I am perceived because it changes how I
am treated I have compassion for those who
have little control over their appearance due to
genetic deformities so I want to become a re-
constructive plastic surgeon I want to empower
people with the ability to portray themselves to
others as they wish so I want to dedicate my life
to being a reconstructive plastic surgeon and to
xing birth defects and genetic deformities
Nicole Tanquary- ldquoPotrait of Laurardquo
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Life on the Court
Laura Wildridge
Mind in the game
Eye on the ball
Step
Together
SMASH
TransitionJump
Block
Points rack up
Sweat drips down
Mind in the game
Soul
On the court
Samantha Williams- ldquoEmmardquo
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Untitled
Jack Martin
I would like to say that I just woke up
That the soft light came up from the horizon
like an orange sh from the deep dark ocean
and the mufed slow steps of my grandparents
woke me from deep long sleep I had rested
and dreamed and knew that when I awoke I
would be in the world I was meant to be in
with my parents and friends and the knowledge
of war and death that a normal kid should know
But I canrsquot I open my eyes slowly and sit up
even slower Sometimes I wish I could just
sleep all day lie in my warm bed and let my
mind numb My eyes are tired and I then noticea sharp pain in the crook of my arms I looked
down to examine them and lower the clock
from my chest and immediately feel cold like
my heart stopped beating
I feel warm and as happy as I could be
here with my father together for such a short
time and then hersquoll have to go But for now
I wonrsquot think about it now theyrsquore here with
me and thatrsquos all that matters in the world Myparents try to shield me from the world they
pretend that there is no war and that we will
always be together But I know itrsquos all a lie I
live in the lie because I love the lie Mother is
in the kitchen making dinner and father and I
are in the living room with the brand new clock
that he bought my mother for her birthday Itrsquos a
beautiful clock artfully drawn numbers formed
in a circle on thick white backing as white asivory framed in a sturdy wood with swirled gr-
ain and two thin hands that ticked like a heart-
beat my heartbeat I would always remember
them through this clock
My arms are dented with angry red
lines I must have had a nightmare last night
and hugged the clock too tight I pull the old
quilt off of me and swung off the bed and onto my feet I leave my lonely bed and small
old dresser in my room Before I head down
stairs I go to the window and shove it up and
feel the cold sting of the winter morning air I
pull on the frozen clothes line until my spare
pair of socks and a sweater comes close enough
to grab The worn cotton is stiff and I hope my
body heat will warm them quickly I stood at
the top of the stairs and prepared myself for
the scene downstairs I am greeted by cough-
ing my grandfather in his normal place in the
chair farthest away from the small kitchen
window I take a seat across from him and set
the clock down in front of me I think that the
bright sunlight like todays might hurt his fragile
skin I greet him after his coughing t subsides
while he takes a sip from his mug which is
lled with mostly hot water We manage to
keep small amounts of coffee in the apartmentthat he uses very sparingly He nods which is
an improvement from yesterday when he just
made a soft noise in the back of his throat The
war infuriates him he hates being forced to live
in this old tenement I used to love my grand-
pa He always made me laugh and pretended
to pull quarters from my ears Now he mostly
just stares at a wall or naps He hasnrsquot smiled
in months I looked over to my grandmother as
she moves franticly around the kitchen opening
an empty cabinet opening the one next to it
and then opening the rst one again She has
gone mad and therersquos no hope for her She
scares me when she tries to talk to her daughter
(my dead mother) The war has affected them
so much the loss of a daughter and any chance
of a happy life I would feel sorry for them if
I had the energy Therersquos half of a loaf of stalebread on the counter She must be looking for
the jam we ran out of weeks ago As I look at
the bread I notice again how unusually bright
the sun is today Itrsquos late winter and the sun
shouldnrsquot be shining like this until a few months
from now I squint my eyes and lean forward
to better look out the window The sun seemed
to be splitting in half and then thirds and then
fourths ldquoBombsrdquo I whisper
Samantha Williams- ldquoAngelrdquo
The sun pieces drift to the ground where
they erupt My grandmother shrieks and thenfaints Her frail head smacks against the counter
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I look at my grandpa even though he is old and
doesnrsquot care about me itrsquos amazing how I still
look to him for help And then I see something
equally as stunning as the bombs- my grand-
fatherrsquos face awakens to a look of surprise and
fear In a dull voice that sounds like a broken
whistle he says ldquoGet downrdquo Before I can even
think I dive for the hallway just as a wave of power shakes the earth The sound is like a muf-
ed thunder boom Cracks rip through the dry-
wall and the light over the kitchen table sways
I entwine myself around the clock If this is
where I die I want to die with this clock The
tempo of the clock still remains true a steady
tick tick tick that is oblivious to its surround-
ings I close my eyes and wait for death falling
deep into a rhythmic trance I wait through
more volleys of thunder akes of drywall fall
on me as the tenement is being shaken apart by
shock waves I hear the pandemonium outside
screams and buildings crashing to the ground
The end of my world and many of those like me
is happening Then something strange happens
A cold bony hand tightens around my leg My
eyes y open as my grandfather tightens his
grip on my ankle He lies on the ground with a
look of agony on his face He looks even worsethan normal if that is possible He reminds me
of a decaying corpse He opens his mouth and
breathes a phrase that is nearly inaudible ldquoWe
Have To Moverdquo He then coughs splattering
blood on the oor and in my face I stare at him
in awe How could he have hope now The
man who stares at a blank wall all day his eyes
like black holes The west side of the tenement
explodes in re My grandmotherrsquos limp body
is whipped across the room like rope Her back
is impaled with six inch splinters of wood My
eyes burn with re but seeing the will to live
in my grandfatherrsquos eyes awakens something in
me as well It reminds me of how I used to love
him He was what I aspired to be I tightened my
muscles wrapped one arm around the clock and
entwined the other in my grandfatherrsquos paperyleathery hand After I stomped out the small re
that had started on his left leg I heave his frail
body up into my arms My legs ache as I try to
pull myself and grandfather to the bathroom
rubble continues to break from the walls The
apartment is still being bended by the power of
the bombs I heave the dead weight of my grand-
father tugging it from debris Finally I reach thebathroom The sink is cracked and water ows
from the snapped pipe but over all the compact-
ed space of the bathroom is the least affected by
the bombs I drop my grandfather in the corner
hersquos unconscious or dead Shove the door shut
then climb into the cold marble bathtub and hugthe clock as tightly as I can to my chest trying tofuse it with my body The lights icker and then
die I let the booms shaking the world become
background noise allowing the ticking of theclock to ll my mind and then enter my dreams
Kateryna Lebedyeva- ldquoSunowerrdquo
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Halloween Night
Tangela Hightower
Wind howling
Moon rising
Clouds forming
This would be the night
A dark
And stormy night
That creepy things
Hidden in shadows
Will emerge
From shaggy willows
Seeking out little kids
Dragging home pillowsFilled with treats
That the creepy monsters want to eat
Katherine Sofetti- ldquoMaskrdquo
If These Walls Lived
Tangela Hightower
If walls could speak
Theyrsquod scream
Like their life depended on it
If walls could run
Theyrsquod break a world record
Faster than the fastest man ever
If walls could cry
Wersquod all live on boats
Because the earth would be ooded
If walls could dream
Theyrsquod smile in their sleep
Because of all the things theyrsquove seen
If walls could write
Wersquod run out of trees
Because there would be none left
If walls could love
Theyrsquod show us all
The meaning of that word
If walls could die
Well then I think
Wersquod all be exposed
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Could I Be Your Change
Bella Alibrandi
I want to leave a footprintOn the world
I want to make a difference
To create change
Someday I would like to be someonersquos hero
And have them look up to me
Irsquom going to die
And when I do
I want people to remember me
And laugh at all the good times we had
The last thing I would wantIs for people to cry over my passing
They should celebrate my moving on
My next step
I wish that they will hope
Irsquom happy and no longer
Feel any pain
If you choose to cry for me
I suppose I cannot stop you
But my dear friend and loved onePlease take note
That my life was full and happy
And you will always be a part
Of my soul
Paige Fiermonte- ldquoLadyrdquo
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An Arrow
Cayla Dedrick
It was the rst day of summer and already my
parents were shipping me off to some camp to
spend the summer An outdoors sports-y kind
of camp too Upon arriving I was admittedly
a bit impressed by the scenery Much nicer than
the camp from last summer
The place was pretty I suppose the lake
that they had here was actually larger than a
gloried pond and reected the clear blue of
the sky and luminescent little sparkles from the
sun Shadows from the trees around the camp
area dappled the ground creating a nice mix of
the shade and the sun
My parents insisted that it was betterto be outside with other children for the whole
summer rather than cooped up in my room
Personally I think they just wanted to get rid of
me so I wouldnrsquot ldquoaccidentallyrdquo blow the house
up in my boredom
It didnrsquot matter if it was nice here or not
I wouldnrsquot enjoy this I never did
The string of the bow bit rather pain-
fully into the sensitive skin of my hands as I
struggled to tug it back far enough to an arrowproperly I could feel the eyes of the other
children who were waiting for their turn at the
targets boring into my back as I fought to hold
the bow and aim
At this point it would have been great
for the arrow to hit the target or at least make it
far enough to do so but I had no such luck My
arrow skittered pitifully into the dust more than
a couple feet in front of where I was aiming
Soft snickering drifted from behind me but I
Katelyn
Killoran-
ldquoOld Red
Wagonrdquo
refrained from glaring at them like I was sotempted to It was better not to give people the
satisfaction of knowing that theyrsquod got to me
A hand rested on my shoulder startling me out
of my thoughts but I didnrsquot jump like anyone
else would instead glancing back with a mildly
annoyed look
The boy that stood behind me was older prob-
ably around fteen and smiling kindly in stark
contrast to the other kidsrsquo smirks If I hadnrsquot been
too busy brooding Irsquod probably have found him
cute with soft blonde locks and icy blue eyes that
glittered with warmth rather than malice despite
their color
ldquoNeed some helprdquo he inquired an undertone of
veiled amusement in his voice with a sidelong
glance at the bow I had still clenched at my side
Yes of course I needed help but Irsquod never admit
it
ldquoMaybe a littlerdquo I shrugged So I wouldadmit it but it wasnrsquot my fault Something about
this kid made it hard to say no He didnrsquot seemlike he was trying to make a mockery of me
He instructed me to stand like I was going to
shoot an arrow but not to actually pull the bow-
string back yet I obeyed and immediately he
was shifting the positioning of my legs by prod-
ding at my feet with his until I was standing
correctly After determining that I was standing
correctly he stepped behind me and put his hands
over mine to help me This time when I red the
arrow lodged itself into one of the blue rings of
the target the third to the outside of ve colors
Smiling slightly I turned to look up at the boy
ldquoThanksrdquo I muttered a bit reluctantly
cheeks ushing a light shade of pink at the grin
he sent me in return
ldquoNo problem kidrdquo
I frowned ldquoIrsquom not a kidrdquo I protested de-
fensively shaking my head in annoyance ldquoAnd
my name is TerranrdquoldquoYou are a kidrdquo he said with a laugh
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causing me to scowl further ldquoMy namersquos Se-
bastian by the way Nice to meet yourdquo
ldquoCharmedrdquo
So maybe sitting in a kayak in the mid-
dle of the lake with my life jacket un- buckled
when I was well aware of the fact that the boys
in my group that had some weird thing against
me were out there too wasnrsquot a great idea Butno one would dare to push me in when there
were counselors watching right
I shouldrsquove have guessed something
was up when they stole my paddle and my life
jacket and left me stranded there to wait for
someone to come rescue me We were too far
from shore to effectively yell back for help and
while I knew Sebastian was swimming at least
somewhat near here he was underwater too
much to hear meI was just a little caught up in my an-
noyance when I felt my kayak tip sideways
abruptly throwing me out to the side Hitting
the water so suddenly forced most of the breath
from my body and trying to gasp in surprise
only caused water to ood my mouth I man-
aged to thrash my way to the surface to take a
breath Through the sound of my own coughing
I could hear laughter Wonderful They wouldnrsquotbe of any help to me I could tread water to an
extent for a short amount of time but I tired
quickly and just as I was starting to give up on
being able to swim back to shore I felt arms
wrap around my waist from behind tugging my
head out of the water I started to struggle and
kick on instinct but stopped quickly when a
familiar voice reached through the haze of my
panic
ldquoTerran calm down Itrsquos okayrdquo it
soothed gently I fell still and blinked a few
times to attempt to clear my vision Attempt
being the operative word here water was still
splashing into my eyes It wasnrsquot like I was cry-
ing from the fear or anything it was just drip-
ping from my hair
ldquoSebrdquo I mumbled coughing He nod-
ded and shifted me around so it would be easierto keep my head above the surface I wound my
arms around his neck to cling to him just a little
desperately as he swam back to shore abandon-
ing my now waterlogged kayak
Sebastian kept his arm wrapped around
my shoulders after we got to the point where I
could stand up I wasnrsquot sure if it was because
I was still shivering or it was just a protective
thing but either way I was grateful He only re-
luctantly handed me off to one of the counselorsso I could dry off and get some hot chocolate to
warm up after brushing his lips over my damp-
ened hair and promising to come see me when
he could That made me turn bright red very
quickly Behind all the kindness in his gaze I
could see the cold promise that hersquod make sure
nothing like this happened again and I wasnrsquot
sure if that was scary or endearing
If there was one thing to really bedisliked at this camp other than the kids that at-
tended it it was the cabins They were cold and
drafty the oors and beds creaked with
the slightest of movements and at night the
wind made tree branches bang against the win-
dow Needless to say I got little to no sleep I
had no idea how everyone else managed
Honestly I found it easier to rest during
the day in a few choice locations around camp
that it was quite simple to sneak away to at
Lauren Morelli- ldquoUntitledrdquo
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certain points throughout the day My current
favourite was a little spot in the woods where
the ground was covered in moss Sebastian
would come and sit with me sometimes and
wersquod talk about whatever came to mind while I
used his shoulder as a pillow On occasion Irsquod
actually fall asleep part way through our con-
versation and hersquod always be nice and sit thereuntil I woke up Once or twice I even found him
dozing as well with his head leaning off the top
of mine
This was the kind of thing Irsquod really
miss when I went home As much as the camp
itself wasnrsquot great and most of the kids didnrsquot
talk to me here I had found a friend Maybe
more than a friend I mused once and a while
glancing at the hand that would nd its way to
rest on my armWe started ditching activities a few
weeks into camp After that incident where I
almost drowned he insisted on hanging around
me just in case It was slow at rst but we did
get to the point where we were comfortable
enough in each otherrsquos company to not only
talk for a long time about anything that came
to mind but sit in silence without it getting the
least bit awkward He asked for my phone num-ber so we could keep in touch before I could
work up the nerve to do so myself My shyness
had mostly dissipated around Sebastian but
little things like asking for contact information
seemed hard
Unfortunately all good things had a stu-
pid way of coming to pass right when they were
getting to the best part This little friendship I
had forged was no exception This camp would
end next week and everyone was going home
Seb had said hersquod visit if he could yet I doubt-
ed wersquod be able to work anything out Still for
now it was easier to fake a smile and agree
Curling up into a tighter ball on the
damp moss-laden ground I let my head fall
onto Sebastianrsquos shoulder as Irsquod done so many
times before closing my eyes He immediately
fell silent to let me rest if I wanted to Today I
couldnrsquot sleep though I didnrsquot want to waste
time sleeping
ldquoItrsquos been fun here Seb You made this
summer a lot more bearable for merdquo I mum-
bled standing on my toes to hug the older boy
quickly slipping a little note into his pocket
He smiled though it looked a bit forced
and nodded
ldquoYeah We should hang out sometimemayberdquo He trailed off a bit uncertainly as if
he wasnrsquot sure Irsquod want to see him again after
this summer
I laughed Between the two of us
he wasnrsquot supposed to be the shy one ldquoWe
shouldrdquo A shout of my name from the other
side of the little clearing where theyrsquod gathered
us to wait for our parents made me look up My
father was standing by one of the counselors
arms crossed and impatient I didnrsquot hesitate tostart walking over to him
ldquoByerdquo I called back over my shoulder
Sebastian waved once before turning away
On the silent ride home I stared out the
window wishing for the rst time that I didnrsquot
have to come home from camp this year
Later when he got home himself Se-
bastian would nd the little slip of paper I gave
him before we left and smile
[Thanks for everything Seb Irsquoll miss you lt3
-TM]
Sophie Luckette- ldquoLadybugsrdquo
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A Love for a Girl
Harrison Franklin
A mixed teen walks down the hall
passing by the conceded walls
looks of style
talk of white and black
he sits up slumps and sits back
again
quiet mostly but loud when he
chooses
he doesnrsquot have a place of status
quo
he speaks to with whom he chooses
he can be brazen or a phantom joyous or saddened
At night a man of style and
personality
steps forth to a scene
he is ready
the music plays and he listens
his favored electronic plays
the bass rumbles
his body moves rhythmicallyin precise time with the beats
he draws a wondering crowd who is
this dancer
everyday
repetition is the way
gray days masking
true blue skies
of hope lasting
graceand future passing
a cold world sobered up
washed out and cleaned up
DULL and BLAND
he walks the halls in search of
a love
the dancer dissipates from center
stage
oating from group to group copyingstyles
he stumbles across a maverick
beautiful in features and attire
freelancer of her own style
Up and down
around
in and out
trafc ows in the halls
the small being makes his way
he passes tons of beauties but the
eyes of one catches his
hers sneaky dangerous and swift in
movement
she passes by without
acknowledgement
The dancer now follows dangerously
close
he knows his purser and had his
dose
she took her glances
with her dangerous cool blue eyes
drunk in happiness in of the musicshe laughs in enjoyment unaware
she is pursued
day after day
he searches
for the face
he longed to see her
for her to acknowledge
for her to be INTERESTED
she passed by greeting himhesitation
recognition and progress
The party atmosphere ended
he searched for her
but to only compliment her elegant
dress
with colors in his liking
others left the dancer as usual lastto leave
the morning came I became whole
once again
with a desire to catch this girl
who attracted me
although her actions
led me up and down
on a roller coaster
I pursue this girl
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Untitled
Patrece Martin
She holds her head high
She walks around big and tall
She has light eyes that almost look like they could be white
When she talks I turn away
I donrsquot know why
Her words just seem so cold
Children seem to like herThey canrsquot see the harshness she brings
And I guess I canrsquot blame them
When shersquos around the fat man brings them presents
But I am no fool
I canrsquot wait for her to leave
Her sister is much nicer
She speaks with warm comforting words
Oh I canrsquot wait for the day
When winter leaves
And itrsquos time for Summer to step in
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My Tear For Her My Passion For Him
Bella Alibrandi
I was holding her hand walking
slowly with her like I always did Not mak-
ing her feel like her body was slowing down
Even though it was I saw her every day even
on Sundays Irsquove been her nanny since I was
fourteen When I began working for the Nicolas
family she was only four I thought she was
the cutest and sweetest little girl I would ever
care for And that was true but she wasnrsquot an
easy child With all her vitamins pills and her
allergies quite frankly I was very nervous when
talking care of her
During the summers she was all myresponsibility for thirteen hours a day What did
I do while I had school My schedule was very
complex Irsquod wake up every morning at ve in
the morning It didnrsquot matter if it was during the
week or the weekend I would get to her house
by six when I was younger and couldnrsquot drive
my mom would bring me to school around
seven thirty At the end of the day mom would
get me and drop me off at her house around
two thirty Her parents worked from one pm toeight pm The time period that I was at school
and her parents were at work she was the only
one home in their large empty mansion taking
her daily nap I was really worried about this
when I started working It was unsafe for a little
girl her age to be home alone and defenseless
I heard she has an older sibling that hersquos in my
eleventh grade class but I have never met him
or seen him around the house Which didnrsquot
surprise me so much considering how big their
house is But I began to be ok with the little girl
home alone because I met Marty
Marty is their front guard that lived
out in the guardhouse you had to pass by to
get in through their iron gates in the two mile
long driveway Marty showed me the Nicolasrsquos
security systems locks movement detectors
alarms and even alarms to detect any substancethat their little girl was allergic to If it detect-
ed any of her allergens it would immediately
notify her parentsrsquo cell phones work numbers
and the emergency hospital a couple blocks up
They even insisted that my cell be included in
the alarms and that I have my own identication
code for Marty Yeah they were that protective
Crazy huh Nope it all made sense when I met
Melina Nicolas
She had the softest milk chocolatebrown hair that had spiral curls that hung to her
mid back It felt like silk Mrs Nicolas always
dressed her in the princess dresses that people
bought to put their girls in pageants the kind of
dress that cost $50000 Yep that kind of rich
Everyday when I saw her she would jump for
joy and say ldquoMy nanny Kay Kayrsquos here What
do you want to play today Kay Kayrdquo Yeah my
name is Kayla Anne Merienda But most peoplecall me Kayla But Melina canrsquot say that so she
calls me Kay Kay
Every day I had a new game to teach
her I think shersquos the only child I have ever
met that loves to learn as much as she does
But after awhile I ran out of games So wersquod
play some of the old ones She started getting
bored with the new games So we made up our
own She was incredibly smart for a little girl
But right now shersquos seven and Irsquom seventeen
And right about now is when Mr and Mrs
Nicolas should be leaving the house Irsquom in my
last period class advanced Spanish But for
the last ten minutes I havenrsquot been listening
to my teacher Irsquove been tuning everyone out
except Austin Irsquod gotten lost in my own world
thinking about him and only him I had dedicat-
ed my whole high school career to Melina soIrsquove never been able to have a social life Yeah
there are some girls I talk to eat lunch with But
I donrsquot think I could consider them as friends
And some days more than others Irsquod feel so
lonely without friends in my life and especially
a boyfriend I canrsquot help look at his eyes I canrsquot
help get nervous around him even though we
donrsquot talk And I denitely canrsquot help but want
to be able to call him mine But that wonrsquot hap-
pen Itrsquos time to get into my snow covered carand drive to Melinarsquos house once again
When the bell rang I must have stood
up too quickly and gotten dizzy I tried to shake
it off and walk forward but ran right into some-
one I couldnrsquot see who it was because I was
now face rst on the oor once again looking
like an idiot I suddenly felt a warm hand on
my back ldquoHere let me help yourdquo I stood up
and regained my balance ldquoAre you ok You fellpretty hardrdquo I didnrsquot notice who had helped me
off the ground until now I was looking straight
into his blue eyes It was Austin
ldquoYeah Irsquom ne thanksrdquo I was swaying
side to side lightheaded But not because of the
impact of the ground I just took but because he
was talking to me Me And he saw me for the
rst time He grabbed my shoulders rm but
gentle
ldquoWoah there Should I take you to the
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nurserdquo No I had to get to Melinarsquos before she
wakes up
ldquoNo thanks I need to be somewhererdquo
I headed for the door but he caught me by the
arm which made my body tingle
ldquoIf you think Irsquom going to let you drive
yoursquore crazyrdquo
ldquoWhyrdquo I tried to pull away but hisstrong arms werenrsquot giving in anytime soon
ldquoYou fell and hit your head Finerdquo he
said while letting go ldquogo drive away in your
car and get in an accident Irsquoll be the last person
you ever talk tordquo That scared me a little bit He
grabbed his backpack and began to walk off
ldquoWaitrdquo I ran after him running into a
table or two He stopped not facing me But I
could totally tell he was smiling
ldquoCould you drive me somewhererdquo Hespun around with a casual look painted across
his excited face
ldquoI guessrdquo He oddly winked and said
with a wave of a hand ldquoThis wayrdquo
We got out into the ice and snow covered park-
ing lot We walked out quite far and stopped by
a black SLK with tan leather seating
ldquoNice carrdquo I said
ldquoYou into carsrdquo He looked surprisedldquoKinda My dad owns a dealershiprdquo He
laughed and we both got in
ldquoI have a BMW Chevroletrdquo He nodded
ldquoThatrsquos a nice carrdquo We both laughed
ldquoIrsquom Austin by the way You must have
known that though You wouldnrsquot have gotten
into a car with a total stranger rightrdquo He pre-
tended to glance at my face but I saw his eyes
scan over my body
ldquoYeah I knew your name you must
know mine because you wouldnrsquot let a total
stranger into your car would yourdquo I said smil-
ing at him He smiled back
ldquoGood call I do know your name Kayla
Anne Blake Rightrdquo Kinda creepy he knew my
whole name
ldquoYeah But you can just call me Kaylardquo
ldquoOh okay Kayla So which way nowrdquohe said stopping at a stoplight
ldquoTake a next left and then itrsquos the next
house on your leftrdquo I looked at his face He
looked puzzled ldquoIs something the matterrdquo He
didnrsquot answer for a second But then said
ldquoNo nothings wrongrdquo Something was
wrong here
We stopped at the iron gate and punched
in a code Was he related to these people He
must have seen me curiously looking at himbecause he said
ldquoIrsquom Melinarsquos Brotherrdquo I guessed I
should have guessed that considering his last
name was Nicolas Wow I feel so stupid
ldquoOh okay Irsquom herhelliprdquo I didnrsquot get to
nish because he did it for me
ldquoNanny Rightrdquo he smiled
ldquoYeah How did you know I havenrsquot
seen you around their houserdquo I was getting ner-vous He must have sensed it because he said
ldquoItrsquos okay Kayla Melina talks about
you a lot You donrsquot have to freak outrdquo He said
half smiling like he was trying to prove he was
a good guy
ldquoOkay sorry that just freaked me out for
a minute thererdquo
ldquoItrsquos okay By the way I need your
identication coderdquo I gave it to him and he
typed it in smoothly The gates swung open and
we drove up and parked in the driveway It was
snowing so he took off his coat and put it on
me Irsquom sure I blushed
ldquoThanksrdquo
When we got inside Mrs Nicolas was
crying with Mr Nicolas wrapped around her
ldquoDad what happenedrdquo
ldquoWherersquos Melinardquo I asked franticSomething must have happened They arenrsquot
supposed to be home With a deep breath Mr
Nicolas said
ldquoShersquos in the hospital We came to pick
you two up Get in our carrdquo
We drove to the hospital where we
found Melina in a bed connected to tubes and
wires I was freaking out and on the verge of
tears
ldquoMr and Mrs Nicolas please may Ihave a word with you two in the hallrdquo They
walked out leaving me with Austin He was
holding Melinarsquos delicate little hand
ldquoDo you think shersquoll be okayrdquo I asked
sitting next to him He was quiet for a minute
Then looked at me with tears in his eyes
ldquoI donrsquot knowrdquo He said it was a deep
strong voice but by his tears I knew he was
breaking insideI went and stood by the door and
watched the doctor down the hall with the
parents He was telling them bad news I knew
because they both started crying and so did I
I went and sat back down and waited for the
Nicolasrsquo to tell us something bad But when
Mrs Nicolas came in she said
ldquoEverything will be ne Melina is just a
little sick
Austin was driving me home and looked
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at me and said with sorrow in his voice
ldquoThey lied to usrdquo
ldquoWhat do you meanrdquo I asked
ldquoMelina isnrsquot just sick She has cancerrdquo
He pulled over where we both began to
sob and hold each other close for a time that
felt like forever
Morgan Gunther-
ldquoOcean Islerdquo
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Russian Roulette
Leah Ifraim
The spicy fumes
Circulate through the airBrushing across my nostrils
I see a beautifully plated row of giant sushi
Elegant underneath a drizzle of spicy mayo
I stare at them in awe
I delicately pick up one of the rolls
Bringing it up to my lips
As I take my rst bite
I feel a crunch
My tongue begins to sizzle
Spicy mayo
So creamy and rich
Fizzes across the center of my tongue
Jolting me alert
With each chew
I feel the fresh taste of chives
Fracture as a tooth bites into it
The tuna warms my taste buds
Mixing with the bits of sticky rice
Plastering the walls of each toothSavory tastes collide
Bouncing off each cell of my tongue
As the nal taste of perfection slips down my throat
My hand reaches for another roll
Irsquove never tasted anything so mysterious and incredible
This is the Russian Roulette
Jackie Halpin- ldquoFarmerrsquos Marketrdquo
Julia Slisz- ldquoChairrdquo
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Home
Dori Bergman
A homeIs nothing like
A house
Itrsquos a place
Where you belong
Itrsquos a feeling
That yoursquoll savor
Itrsquos a person
Who you look to
With my homeI feel wanted
Understood
Special
And loved
So I just thought
Irsquod let you know
That even though
Irsquove lost my way
With you
Irsquom nally
Home Allison Emmel- ldquoBalconyrdquo
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Untitled
Christy Le
I hear the NFL theme song go off in my
earmdashmy alarm itrsquos 545 am and I need to get
up for school I trudge to my closet carefully
picking out my clothes and doing my makeup
ensuring that my appearance is on the same par
as the suburban-elite girls from my school At
7am I realize itrsquos time to wake my two broth-
ers I walk to their room and gently shake them
awake They begrudgingly march to the bath-
roommdashmy cue to prepare breakfast I tiptoe
past my momrsquos room as not to wake her I know
shersquoll need her sleep before her twelve hour
shift at the nail salon At 705 am I say good-
bye to my younger brothers remind them not to
miss their bus and start the trek to my bus stop
At the bus stop I ght the urge to lie
down and take a nap The previous dayrsquos activi-
ties have exhausted memdashcooking dinner tutor-
ing my brothers cleaning my house and work-
ing on my four AP course workload until 2 am
When the bus arrives I board it and sit with one
of my best friends She and I fall into mindless
chatter about pop culture and other nonsensical
things but itrsquos all an illusion for me since Irsquom
not just a teenage girl Irsquom a ldquomotherrdquo to two
boysIrsquove been expected to be the caretaker
of my brothers since I was seven My mom has
always worked twelve hours a day six days a
week and without my dad in the picture the
responsibilities of my brothers were left to me
It was a role forced upon me but itrsquos a role Irsquove
accepted At the age of seven I began staying
home alone with my three-year-old brother and
my infant brother At the age of seven I stopped
being a child turning into the person my fam-ily needed me to bemdashthe one who changed
diapers prepared formula put my brothers to
sleep and took care of them in every way imag-
inable I gladly took on these responsibilities
because it was what my mom needed me to do
My mom had to work to support our family and
couldnrsquot afford a babysitter
I used to see my brothers as a burden
that kept me from my potential I resented the
fact that my mom forced me to stay home and
care for them Why did I have to sacrice
They werenrsquot my kids nor was I their mother
I fumed at the unfairness and resentfully cared
for them for years Now I realize that Irsquom
lucky to have them Taking care of my brothers
has made me into a chef a teacher a mentor
a maid a chauffeur and a supportive sister
Irsquove always been forced to juggle my brothers
school work volunteerism and a healthy social
life on a daily basis These roles shaped me into
the caring compassionate and capable person
that I am today Caring for my brothers didnrsquot
keep me from my potential it exponentially
increased my potential After being responsible
for the lives of two human beings Irsquove learned
priceless skills I can manage a household and
maintain a family I can be efcient in all that Ido and work hard at every job assigned to me
Such skills have allowed me to be successful
academically professionally and socially I can
manage a hectic life and still be a happy soul
with a great academic record Growing up with
my brothers has taught me to make the best
when Irsquom handed the least I now know that the
caretaking of my brothers hasnrsquot been a burden
instead itrsquos been a character-building experi-
enceNo one knows that I take on a soccer-
mom persona after school Yoursquoll never see me
without a smile at school so Irsquom perceived as a
happy-go-lucky carefree girl However my ap-
pearance at school is a faccedilade My friends from
school presume that I have the perfect life but
I donrsquot Irsquove just learned to positively deal with
my life I keep up an act to conceal the great
struggles that I endure Irsquom glad I can control
how I am perceived because it changes how I
am treated I have compassion for those who
have little control over their appearance due to
genetic deformities so I want to become a re-
constructive plastic surgeon I want to empower
people with the ability to portray themselves to
others as they wish so I want to dedicate my life
to being a reconstructive plastic surgeon and to
xing birth defects and genetic deformities
Nicole Tanquary- ldquoPotrait of Laurardquo
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Untitled
Jack Martin
I would like to say that I just woke up
That the soft light came up from the horizon
like an orange sh from the deep dark ocean
and the mufed slow steps of my grandparents
woke me from deep long sleep I had rested
and dreamed and knew that when I awoke I
would be in the world I was meant to be in
with my parents and friends and the knowledge
of war and death that a normal kid should know
But I canrsquot I open my eyes slowly and sit up
even slower Sometimes I wish I could just
sleep all day lie in my warm bed and let my
mind numb My eyes are tired and I then noticea sharp pain in the crook of my arms I looked
down to examine them and lower the clock
from my chest and immediately feel cold like
my heart stopped beating
I feel warm and as happy as I could be
here with my father together for such a short
time and then hersquoll have to go But for now
I wonrsquot think about it now theyrsquore here with
me and thatrsquos all that matters in the world Myparents try to shield me from the world they
pretend that there is no war and that we will
always be together But I know itrsquos all a lie I
live in the lie because I love the lie Mother is
in the kitchen making dinner and father and I
are in the living room with the brand new clock
that he bought my mother for her birthday Itrsquos a
beautiful clock artfully drawn numbers formed
in a circle on thick white backing as white asivory framed in a sturdy wood with swirled gr-
ain and two thin hands that ticked like a heart-
beat my heartbeat I would always remember
them through this clock
My arms are dented with angry red
lines I must have had a nightmare last night
and hugged the clock too tight I pull the old
quilt off of me and swung off the bed and onto my feet I leave my lonely bed and small
old dresser in my room Before I head down
stairs I go to the window and shove it up and
feel the cold sting of the winter morning air I
pull on the frozen clothes line until my spare
pair of socks and a sweater comes close enough
to grab The worn cotton is stiff and I hope my
body heat will warm them quickly I stood at
the top of the stairs and prepared myself for
the scene downstairs I am greeted by cough-
ing my grandfather in his normal place in the
chair farthest away from the small kitchen
window I take a seat across from him and set
the clock down in front of me I think that the
bright sunlight like todays might hurt his fragile
skin I greet him after his coughing t subsides
while he takes a sip from his mug which is
lled with mostly hot water We manage to
keep small amounts of coffee in the apartmentthat he uses very sparingly He nods which is
an improvement from yesterday when he just
made a soft noise in the back of his throat The
war infuriates him he hates being forced to live
in this old tenement I used to love my grand-
pa He always made me laugh and pretended
to pull quarters from my ears Now he mostly
just stares at a wall or naps He hasnrsquot smiled
in months I looked over to my grandmother as
she moves franticly around the kitchen opening
an empty cabinet opening the one next to it
and then opening the rst one again She has
gone mad and therersquos no hope for her She
scares me when she tries to talk to her daughter
(my dead mother) The war has affected them
so much the loss of a daughter and any chance
of a happy life I would feel sorry for them if
I had the energy Therersquos half of a loaf of stalebread on the counter She must be looking for
the jam we ran out of weeks ago As I look at
the bread I notice again how unusually bright
the sun is today Itrsquos late winter and the sun
shouldnrsquot be shining like this until a few months
from now I squint my eyes and lean forward
to better look out the window The sun seemed
to be splitting in half and then thirds and then
fourths ldquoBombsrdquo I whisper
Samantha Williams- ldquoAngelrdquo
The sun pieces drift to the ground where
they erupt My grandmother shrieks and thenfaints Her frail head smacks against the counter
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I look at my grandpa even though he is old and
doesnrsquot care about me itrsquos amazing how I still
look to him for help And then I see something
equally as stunning as the bombs- my grand-
fatherrsquos face awakens to a look of surprise and
fear In a dull voice that sounds like a broken
whistle he says ldquoGet downrdquo Before I can even
think I dive for the hallway just as a wave of power shakes the earth The sound is like a muf-
ed thunder boom Cracks rip through the dry-
wall and the light over the kitchen table sways
I entwine myself around the clock If this is
where I die I want to die with this clock The
tempo of the clock still remains true a steady
tick tick tick that is oblivious to its surround-
ings I close my eyes and wait for death falling
deep into a rhythmic trance I wait through
more volleys of thunder akes of drywall fall
on me as the tenement is being shaken apart by
shock waves I hear the pandemonium outside
screams and buildings crashing to the ground
The end of my world and many of those like me
is happening Then something strange happens
A cold bony hand tightens around my leg My
eyes y open as my grandfather tightens his
grip on my ankle He lies on the ground with a
look of agony on his face He looks even worsethan normal if that is possible He reminds me
of a decaying corpse He opens his mouth and
breathes a phrase that is nearly inaudible ldquoWe
Have To Moverdquo He then coughs splattering
blood on the oor and in my face I stare at him
in awe How could he have hope now The
man who stares at a blank wall all day his eyes
like black holes The west side of the tenement
explodes in re My grandmotherrsquos limp body
is whipped across the room like rope Her back
is impaled with six inch splinters of wood My
eyes burn with re but seeing the will to live
in my grandfatherrsquos eyes awakens something in
me as well It reminds me of how I used to love
him He was what I aspired to be I tightened my
muscles wrapped one arm around the clock and
entwined the other in my grandfatherrsquos paperyleathery hand After I stomped out the small re
that had started on his left leg I heave his frail
body up into my arms My legs ache as I try to
pull myself and grandfather to the bathroom
rubble continues to break from the walls The
apartment is still being bended by the power of
the bombs I heave the dead weight of my grand-
father tugging it from debris Finally I reach thebathroom The sink is cracked and water ows
from the snapped pipe but over all the compact-
ed space of the bathroom is the least affected by
the bombs I drop my grandfather in the corner
hersquos unconscious or dead Shove the door shut
then climb into the cold marble bathtub and hugthe clock as tightly as I can to my chest trying tofuse it with my body The lights icker and then
die I let the booms shaking the world become
background noise allowing the ticking of theclock to ll my mind and then enter my dreams
Kateryna Lebedyeva- ldquoSunowerrdquo
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Halloween Night
Tangela Hightower
Wind howling
Moon rising
Clouds forming
This would be the night
A dark
And stormy night
That creepy things
Hidden in shadows
Will emerge
From shaggy willows
Seeking out little kids
Dragging home pillowsFilled with treats
That the creepy monsters want to eat
Katherine Sofetti- ldquoMaskrdquo
If These Walls Lived
Tangela Hightower
If walls could speak
Theyrsquod scream
Like their life depended on it
If walls could run
Theyrsquod break a world record
Faster than the fastest man ever
If walls could cry
Wersquod all live on boats
Because the earth would be ooded
If walls could dream
Theyrsquod smile in their sleep
Because of all the things theyrsquove seen
If walls could write
Wersquod run out of trees
Because there would be none left
If walls could love
Theyrsquod show us all
The meaning of that word
If walls could die
Well then I think
Wersquod all be exposed
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Could I Be Your Change
Bella Alibrandi
I want to leave a footprintOn the world
I want to make a difference
To create change
Someday I would like to be someonersquos hero
And have them look up to me
Irsquom going to die
And when I do
I want people to remember me
And laugh at all the good times we had
The last thing I would wantIs for people to cry over my passing
They should celebrate my moving on
My next step
I wish that they will hope
Irsquom happy and no longer
Feel any pain
If you choose to cry for me
I suppose I cannot stop you
But my dear friend and loved onePlease take note
That my life was full and happy
And you will always be a part
Of my soul
Paige Fiermonte- ldquoLadyrdquo
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An Arrow
Cayla Dedrick
It was the rst day of summer and already my
parents were shipping me off to some camp to
spend the summer An outdoors sports-y kind
of camp too Upon arriving I was admittedly
a bit impressed by the scenery Much nicer than
the camp from last summer
The place was pretty I suppose the lake
that they had here was actually larger than a
gloried pond and reected the clear blue of
the sky and luminescent little sparkles from the
sun Shadows from the trees around the camp
area dappled the ground creating a nice mix of
the shade and the sun
My parents insisted that it was betterto be outside with other children for the whole
summer rather than cooped up in my room
Personally I think they just wanted to get rid of
me so I wouldnrsquot ldquoaccidentallyrdquo blow the house
up in my boredom
It didnrsquot matter if it was nice here or not
I wouldnrsquot enjoy this I never did
The string of the bow bit rather pain-
fully into the sensitive skin of my hands as I
struggled to tug it back far enough to an arrowproperly I could feel the eyes of the other
children who were waiting for their turn at the
targets boring into my back as I fought to hold
the bow and aim
At this point it would have been great
for the arrow to hit the target or at least make it
far enough to do so but I had no such luck My
arrow skittered pitifully into the dust more than
a couple feet in front of where I was aiming
Soft snickering drifted from behind me but I
Katelyn
Killoran-
ldquoOld Red
Wagonrdquo
refrained from glaring at them like I was sotempted to It was better not to give people the
satisfaction of knowing that theyrsquod got to me
A hand rested on my shoulder startling me out
of my thoughts but I didnrsquot jump like anyone
else would instead glancing back with a mildly
annoyed look
The boy that stood behind me was older prob-
ably around fteen and smiling kindly in stark
contrast to the other kidsrsquo smirks If I hadnrsquot been
too busy brooding Irsquod probably have found him
cute with soft blonde locks and icy blue eyes that
glittered with warmth rather than malice despite
their color
ldquoNeed some helprdquo he inquired an undertone of
veiled amusement in his voice with a sidelong
glance at the bow I had still clenched at my side
Yes of course I needed help but Irsquod never admit
it
ldquoMaybe a littlerdquo I shrugged So I wouldadmit it but it wasnrsquot my fault Something about
this kid made it hard to say no He didnrsquot seemlike he was trying to make a mockery of me
He instructed me to stand like I was going to
shoot an arrow but not to actually pull the bow-
string back yet I obeyed and immediately he
was shifting the positioning of my legs by prod-
ding at my feet with his until I was standing
correctly After determining that I was standing
correctly he stepped behind me and put his hands
over mine to help me This time when I red the
arrow lodged itself into one of the blue rings of
the target the third to the outside of ve colors
Smiling slightly I turned to look up at the boy
ldquoThanksrdquo I muttered a bit reluctantly
cheeks ushing a light shade of pink at the grin
he sent me in return
ldquoNo problem kidrdquo
I frowned ldquoIrsquom not a kidrdquo I protested de-
fensively shaking my head in annoyance ldquoAnd
my name is TerranrdquoldquoYou are a kidrdquo he said with a laugh
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causing me to scowl further ldquoMy namersquos Se-
bastian by the way Nice to meet yourdquo
ldquoCharmedrdquo
So maybe sitting in a kayak in the mid-
dle of the lake with my life jacket un- buckled
when I was well aware of the fact that the boys
in my group that had some weird thing against
me were out there too wasnrsquot a great idea Butno one would dare to push me in when there
were counselors watching right
I shouldrsquove have guessed something
was up when they stole my paddle and my life
jacket and left me stranded there to wait for
someone to come rescue me We were too far
from shore to effectively yell back for help and
while I knew Sebastian was swimming at least
somewhat near here he was underwater too
much to hear meI was just a little caught up in my an-
noyance when I felt my kayak tip sideways
abruptly throwing me out to the side Hitting
the water so suddenly forced most of the breath
from my body and trying to gasp in surprise
only caused water to ood my mouth I man-
aged to thrash my way to the surface to take a
breath Through the sound of my own coughing
I could hear laughter Wonderful They wouldnrsquotbe of any help to me I could tread water to an
extent for a short amount of time but I tired
quickly and just as I was starting to give up on
being able to swim back to shore I felt arms
wrap around my waist from behind tugging my
head out of the water I started to struggle and
kick on instinct but stopped quickly when a
familiar voice reached through the haze of my
panic
ldquoTerran calm down Itrsquos okayrdquo it
soothed gently I fell still and blinked a few
times to attempt to clear my vision Attempt
being the operative word here water was still
splashing into my eyes It wasnrsquot like I was cry-
ing from the fear or anything it was just drip-
ping from my hair
ldquoSebrdquo I mumbled coughing He nod-
ded and shifted me around so it would be easierto keep my head above the surface I wound my
arms around his neck to cling to him just a little
desperately as he swam back to shore abandon-
ing my now waterlogged kayak
Sebastian kept his arm wrapped around
my shoulders after we got to the point where I
could stand up I wasnrsquot sure if it was because
I was still shivering or it was just a protective
thing but either way I was grateful He only re-
luctantly handed me off to one of the counselorsso I could dry off and get some hot chocolate to
warm up after brushing his lips over my damp-
ened hair and promising to come see me when
he could That made me turn bright red very
quickly Behind all the kindness in his gaze I
could see the cold promise that hersquod make sure
nothing like this happened again and I wasnrsquot
sure if that was scary or endearing
If there was one thing to really bedisliked at this camp other than the kids that at-
tended it it was the cabins They were cold and
drafty the oors and beds creaked with
the slightest of movements and at night the
wind made tree branches bang against the win-
dow Needless to say I got little to no sleep I
had no idea how everyone else managed
Honestly I found it easier to rest during
the day in a few choice locations around camp
that it was quite simple to sneak away to at
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certain points throughout the day My current
favourite was a little spot in the woods where
the ground was covered in moss Sebastian
would come and sit with me sometimes and
wersquod talk about whatever came to mind while I
used his shoulder as a pillow On occasion Irsquod
actually fall asleep part way through our con-
versation and hersquod always be nice and sit thereuntil I woke up Once or twice I even found him
dozing as well with his head leaning off the top
of mine
This was the kind of thing Irsquod really
miss when I went home As much as the camp
itself wasnrsquot great and most of the kids didnrsquot
talk to me here I had found a friend Maybe
more than a friend I mused once and a while
glancing at the hand that would nd its way to
rest on my armWe started ditching activities a few
weeks into camp After that incident where I
almost drowned he insisted on hanging around
me just in case It was slow at rst but we did
get to the point where we were comfortable
enough in each otherrsquos company to not only
talk for a long time about anything that came
to mind but sit in silence without it getting the
least bit awkward He asked for my phone num-ber so we could keep in touch before I could
work up the nerve to do so myself My shyness
had mostly dissipated around Sebastian but
little things like asking for contact information
seemed hard
Unfortunately all good things had a stu-
pid way of coming to pass right when they were
getting to the best part This little friendship I
had forged was no exception This camp would
end next week and everyone was going home
Seb had said hersquod visit if he could yet I doubt-
ed wersquod be able to work anything out Still for
now it was easier to fake a smile and agree
Curling up into a tighter ball on the
damp moss-laden ground I let my head fall
onto Sebastianrsquos shoulder as Irsquod done so many
times before closing my eyes He immediately
fell silent to let me rest if I wanted to Today I
couldnrsquot sleep though I didnrsquot want to waste
time sleeping
ldquoItrsquos been fun here Seb You made this
summer a lot more bearable for merdquo I mum-
bled standing on my toes to hug the older boy
quickly slipping a little note into his pocket
He smiled though it looked a bit forced
and nodded
ldquoYeah We should hang out sometimemayberdquo He trailed off a bit uncertainly as if
he wasnrsquot sure Irsquod want to see him again after
this summer
I laughed Between the two of us
he wasnrsquot supposed to be the shy one ldquoWe
shouldrdquo A shout of my name from the other
side of the little clearing where theyrsquod gathered
us to wait for our parents made me look up My
father was standing by one of the counselors
arms crossed and impatient I didnrsquot hesitate tostart walking over to him
ldquoByerdquo I called back over my shoulder
Sebastian waved once before turning away
On the silent ride home I stared out the
window wishing for the rst time that I didnrsquot
have to come home from camp this year
Later when he got home himself Se-
bastian would nd the little slip of paper I gave
him before we left and smile
[Thanks for everything Seb Irsquoll miss you lt3
-TM]
Sophie Luckette- ldquoLadybugsrdquo
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A Love for a Girl
Harrison Franklin
A mixed teen walks down the hall
passing by the conceded walls
looks of style
talk of white and black
he sits up slumps and sits back
again
quiet mostly but loud when he
chooses
he doesnrsquot have a place of status
quo
he speaks to with whom he chooses
he can be brazen or a phantom joyous or saddened
At night a man of style and
personality
steps forth to a scene
he is ready
the music plays and he listens
his favored electronic plays
the bass rumbles
his body moves rhythmicallyin precise time with the beats
he draws a wondering crowd who is
this dancer
everyday
repetition is the way
gray days masking
true blue skies
of hope lasting
graceand future passing
a cold world sobered up
washed out and cleaned up
DULL and BLAND
he walks the halls in search of
a love
the dancer dissipates from center
stage
oating from group to group copyingstyles
he stumbles across a maverick
beautiful in features and attire
freelancer of her own style
Up and down
around
in and out
trafc ows in the halls
the small being makes his way
he passes tons of beauties but the
eyes of one catches his
hers sneaky dangerous and swift in
movement
she passes by without
acknowledgement
The dancer now follows dangerously
close
he knows his purser and had his
dose
she took her glances
with her dangerous cool blue eyes
drunk in happiness in of the musicshe laughs in enjoyment unaware
she is pursued
day after day
he searches
for the face
he longed to see her
for her to acknowledge
for her to be INTERESTED
she passed by greeting himhesitation
recognition and progress
The party atmosphere ended
he searched for her
but to only compliment her elegant
dress
with colors in his liking
others left the dancer as usual lastto leave
the morning came I became whole
once again
with a desire to catch this girl
who attracted me
although her actions
led me up and down
on a roller coaster
I pursue this girl
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Untitled
Patrece Martin
She holds her head high
She walks around big and tall
She has light eyes that almost look like they could be white
When she talks I turn away
I donrsquot know why
Her words just seem so cold
Children seem to like herThey canrsquot see the harshness she brings
And I guess I canrsquot blame them
When shersquos around the fat man brings them presents
But I am no fool
I canrsquot wait for her to leave
Her sister is much nicer
She speaks with warm comforting words
Oh I canrsquot wait for the day
When winter leaves
And itrsquos time for Summer to step in
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My Tear For Her My Passion For Him
Bella Alibrandi
I was holding her hand walking
slowly with her like I always did Not mak-
ing her feel like her body was slowing down
Even though it was I saw her every day even
on Sundays Irsquove been her nanny since I was
fourteen When I began working for the Nicolas
family she was only four I thought she was
the cutest and sweetest little girl I would ever
care for And that was true but she wasnrsquot an
easy child With all her vitamins pills and her
allergies quite frankly I was very nervous when
talking care of her
During the summers she was all myresponsibility for thirteen hours a day What did
I do while I had school My schedule was very
complex Irsquod wake up every morning at ve in
the morning It didnrsquot matter if it was during the
week or the weekend I would get to her house
by six when I was younger and couldnrsquot drive
my mom would bring me to school around
seven thirty At the end of the day mom would
get me and drop me off at her house around
two thirty Her parents worked from one pm toeight pm The time period that I was at school
and her parents were at work she was the only
one home in their large empty mansion taking
her daily nap I was really worried about this
when I started working It was unsafe for a little
girl her age to be home alone and defenseless
I heard she has an older sibling that hersquos in my
eleventh grade class but I have never met him
or seen him around the house Which didnrsquot
surprise me so much considering how big their
house is But I began to be ok with the little girl
home alone because I met Marty
Marty is their front guard that lived
out in the guardhouse you had to pass by to
get in through their iron gates in the two mile
long driveway Marty showed me the Nicolasrsquos
security systems locks movement detectors
alarms and even alarms to detect any substancethat their little girl was allergic to If it detect-
ed any of her allergens it would immediately
notify her parentsrsquo cell phones work numbers
and the emergency hospital a couple blocks up
They even insisted that my cell be included in
the alarms and that I have my own identication
code for Marty Yeah they were that protective
Crazy huh Nope it all made sense when I met
Melina Nicolas
She had the softest milk chocolatebrown hair that had spiral curls that hung to her
mid back It felt like silk Mrs Nicolas always
dressed her in the princess dresses that people
bought to put their girls in pageants the kind of
dress that cost $50000 Yep that kind of rich
Everyday when I saw her she would jump for
joy and say ldquoMy nanny Kay Kayrsquos here What
do you want to play today Kay Kayrdquo Yeah my
name is Kayla Anne Merienda But most peoplecall me Kayla But Melina canrsquot say that so she
calls me Kay Kay
Every day I had a new game to teach
her I think shersquos the only child I have ever
met that loves to learn as much as she does
But after awhile I ran out of games So wersquod
play some of the old ones She started getting
bored with the new games So we made up our
own She was incredibly smart for a little girl
But right now shersquos seven and Irsquom seventeen
And right about now is when Mr and Mrs
Nicolas should be leaving the house Irsquom in my
last period class advanced Spanish But for
the last ten minutes I havenrsquot been listening
to my teacher Irsquove been tuning everyone out
except Austin Irsquod gotten lost in my own world
thinking about him and only him I had dedicat-
ed my whole high school career to Melina soIrsquove never been able to have a social life Yeah
there are some girls I talk to eat lunch with But
I donrsquot think I could consider them as friends
And some days more than others Irsquod feel so
lonely without friends in my life and especially
a boyfriend I canrsquot help look at his eyes I canrsquot
help get nervous around him even though we
donrsquot talk And I denitely canrsquot help but want
to be able to call him mine But that wonrsquot hap-
pen Itrsquos time to get into my snow covered carand drive to Melinarsquos house once again
When the bell rang I must have stood
up too quickly and gotten dizzy I tried to shake
it off and walk forward but ran right into some-
one I couldnrsquot see who it was because I was
now face rst on the oor once again looking
like an idiot I suddenly felt a warm hand on
my back ldquoHere let me help yourdquo I stood up
and regained my balance ldquoAre you ok You fellpretty hardrdquo I didnrsquot notice who had helped me
off the ground until now I was looking straight
into his blue eyes It was Austin
ldquoYeah Irsquom ne thanksrdquo I was swaying
side to side lightheaded But not because of the
impact of the ground I just took but because he
was talking to me Me And he saw me for the
rst time He grabbed my shoulders rm but
gentle
ldquoWoah there Should I take you to the
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nurserdquo No I had to get to Melinarsquos before she
wakes up
ldquoNo thanks I need to be somewhererdquo
I headed for the door but he caught me by the
arm which made my body tingle
ldquoIf you think Irsquom going to let you drive
yoursquore crazyrdquo
ldquoWhyrdquo I tried to pull away but hisstrong arms werenrsquot giving in anytime soon
ldquoYou fell and hit your head Finerdquo he
said while letting go ldquogo drive away in your
car and get in an accident Irsquoll be the last person
you ever talk tordquo That scared me a little bit He
grabbed his backpack and began to walk off
ldquoWaitrdquo I ran after him running into a
table or two He stopped not facing me But I
could totally tell he was smiling
ldquoCould you drive me somewhererdquo Hespun around with a casual look painted across
his excited face
ldquoI guessrdquo He oddly winked and said
with a wave of a hand ldquoThis wayrdquo
We got out into the ice and snow covered park-
ing lot We walked out quite far and stopped by
a black SLK with tan leather seating
ldquoNice carrdquo I said
ldquoYou into carsrdquo He looked surprisedldquoKinda My dad owns a dealershiprdquo He
laughed and we both got in
ldquoI have a BMW Chevroletrdquo He nodded
ldquoThatrsquos a nice carrdquo We both laughed
ldquoIrsquom Austin by the way You must have
known that though You wouldnrsquot have gotten
into a car with a total stranger rightrdquo He pre-
tended to glance at my face but I saw his eyes
scan over my body
ldquoYeah I knew your name you must
know mine because you wouldnrsquot let a total
stranger into your car would yourdquo I said smil-
ing at him He smiled back
ldquoGood call I do know your name Kayla
Anne Blake Rightrdquo Kinda creepy he knew my
whole name
ldquoYeah But you can just call me Kaylardquo
ldquoOh okay Kayla So which way nowrdquohe said stopping at a stoplight
ldquoTake a next left and then itrsquos the next
house on your leftrdquo I looked at his face He
looked puzzled ldquoIs something the matterrdquo He
didnrsquot answer for a second But then said
ldquoNo nothings wrongrdquo Something was
wrong here
We stopped at the iron gate and punched
in a code Was he related to these people He
must have seen me curiously looking at himbecause he said
ldquoIrsquom Melinarsquos Brotherrdquo I guessed I
should have guessed that considering his last
name was Nicolas Wow I feel so stupid
ldquoOh okay Irsquom herhelliprdquo I didnrsquot get to
nish because he did it for me
ldquoNanny Rightrdquo he smiled
ldquoYeah How did you know I havenrsquot
seen you around their houserdquo I was getting ner-vous He must have sensed it because he said
ldquoItrsquos okay Kayla Melina talks about
you a lot You donrsquot have to freak outrdquo He said
half smiling like he was trying to prove he was
a good guy
ldquoOkay sorry that just freaked me out for
a minute thererdquo
ldquoItrsquos okay By the way I need your
identication coderdquo I gave it to him and he
typed it in smoothly The gates swung open and
we drove up and parked in the driveway It was
snowing so he took off his coat and put it on
me Irsquom sure I blushed
ldquoThanksrdquo
When we got inside Mrs Nicolas was
crying with Mr Nicolas wrapped around her
ldquoDad what happenedrdquo
ldquoWherersquos Melinardquo I asked franticSomething must have happened They arenrsquot
supposed to be home With a deep breath Mr
Nicolas said
ldquoShersquos in the hospital We came to pick
you two up Get in our carrdquo
We drove to the hospital where we
found Melina in a bed connected to tubes and
wires I was freaking out and on the verge of
tears
ldquoMr and Mrs Nicolas please may Ihave a word with you two in the hallrdquo They
walked out leaving me with Austin He was
holding Melinarsquos delicate little hand
ldquoDo you think shersquoll be okayrdquo I asked
sitting next to him He was quiet for a minute
Then looked at me with tears in his eyes
ldquoI donrsquot knowrdquo He said it was a deep
strong voice but by his tears I knew he was
breaking insideI went and stood by the door and
watched the doctor down the hall with the
parents He was telling them bad news I knew
because they both started crying and so did I
I went and sat back down and waited for the
Nicolasrsquo to tell us something bad But when
Mrs Nicolas came in she said
ldquoEverything will be ne Melina is just a
little sick
Austin was driving me home and looked
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at me and said with sorrow in his voice
ldquoThey lied to usrdquo
ldquoWhat do you meanrdquo I asked
ldquoMelina isnrsquot just sick She has cancerrdquo
He pulled over where we both began to
sob and hold each other close for a time that
felt like forever
Morgan Gunther-
ldquoOcean Islerdquo
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Russian Roulette
Leah Ifraim
The spicy fumes
Circulate through the airBrushing across my nostrils
I see a beautifully plated row of giant sushi
Elegant underneath a drizzle of spicy mayo
I stare at them in awe
I delicately pick up one of the rolls
Bringing it up to my lips
As I take my rst bite
I feel a crunch
My tongue begins to sizzle
Spicy mayo
So creamy and rich
Fizzes across the center of my tongue
Jolting me alert
With each chew
I feel the fresh taste of chives
Fracture as a tooth bites into it
The tuna warms my taste buds
Mixing with the bits of sticky rice
Plastering the walls of each toothSavory tastes collide
Bouncing off each cell of my tongue
As the nal taste of perfection slips down my throat
My hand reaches for another roll
Irsquove never tasted anything so mysterious and incredible
This is the Russian Roulette
Jackie Halpin- ldquoFarmerrsquos Marketrdquo
Julia Slisz- ldquoChairrdquo
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Home
Dori Bergman
A homeIs nothing like
A house
Itrsquos a place
Where you belong
Itrsquos a feeling
That yoursquoll savor
Itrsquos a person
Who you look to
With my homeI feel wanted
Understood
Special
And loved
So I just thought
Irsquod let you know
That even though
Irsquove lost my way
With you
Irsquom nally
Home Allison Emmel- ldquoBalconyrdquo
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Untitled
Christy Le
I hear the NFL theme song go off in my
earmdashmy alarm itrsquos 545 am and I need to get
up for school I trudge to my closet carefully
picking out my clothes and doing my makeup
ensuring that my appearance is on the same par
as the suburban-elite girls from my school At
7am I realize itrsquos time to wake my two broth-
ers I walk to their room and gently shake them
awake They begrudgingly march to the bath-
roommdashmy cue to prepare breakfast I tiptoe
past my momrsquos room as not to wake her I know
shersquoll need her sleep before her twelve hour
shift at the nail salon At 705 am I say good-
bye to my younger brothers remind them not to
miss their bus and start the trek to my bus stop
At the bus stop I ght the urge to lie
down and take a nap The previous dayrsquos activi-
ties have exhausted memdashcooking dinner tutor-
ing my brothers cleaning my house and work-
ing on my four AP course workload until 2 am
When the bus arrives I board it and sit with one
of my best friends She and I fall into mindless
chatter about pop culture and other nonsensical
things but itrsquos all an illusion for me since Irsquom
not just a teenage girl Irsquom a ldquomotherrdquo to two
boysIrsquove been expected to be the caretaker
of my brothers since I was seven My mom has
always worked twelve hours a day six days a
week and without my dad in the picture the
responsibilities of my brothers were left to me
It was a role forced upon me but itrsquos a role Irsquove
accepted At the age of seven I began staying
home alone with my three-year-old brother and
my infant brother At the age of seven I stopped
being a child turning into the person my fam-ily needed me to bemdashthe one who changed
diapers prepared formula put my brothers to
sleep and took care of them in every way imag-
inable I gladly took on these responsibilities
because it was what my mom needed me to do
My mom had to work to support our family and
couldnrsquot afford a babysitter
I used to see my brothers as a burden
that kept me from my potential I resented the
fact that my mom forced me to stay home and
care for them Why did I have to sacrice
They werenrsquot my kids nor was I their mother
I fumed at the unfairness and resentfully cared
for them for years Now I realize that Irsquom
lucky to have them Taking care of my brothers
has made me into a chef a teacher a mentor
a maid a chauffeur and a supportive sister
Irsquove always been forced to juggle my brothers
school work volunteerism and a healthy social
life on a daily basis These roles shaped me into
the caring compassionate and capable person
that I am today Caring for my brothers didnrsquot
keep me from my potential it exponentially
increased my potential After being responsible
for the lives of two human beings Irsquove learned
priceless skills I can manage a household and
maintain a family I can be efcient in all that Ido and work hard at every job assigned to me
Such skills have allowed me to be successful
academically professionally and socially I can
manage a hectic life and still be a happy soul
with a great academic record Growing up with
my brothers has taught me to make the best
when Irsquom handed the least I now know that the
caretaking of my brothers hasnrsquot been a burden
instead itrsquos been a character-building experi-
enceNo one knows that I take on a soccer-
mom persona after school Yoursquoll never see me
without a smile at school so Irsquom perceived as a
happy-go-lucky carefree girl However my ap-
pearance at school is a faccedilade My friends from
school presume that I have the perfect life but
I donrsquot Irsquove just learned to positively deal with
my life I keep up an act to conceal the great
struggles that I endure Irsquom glad I can control
how I am perceived because it changes how I
am treated I have compassion for those who
have little control over their appearance due to
genetic deformities so I want to become a re-
constructive plastic surgeon I want to empower
people with the ability to portray themselves to
others as they wish so I want to dedicate my life
to being a reconstructive plastic surgeon and to
xing birth defects and genetic deformities
Nicole Tanquary- ldquoPotrait of Laurardquo
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I look at my grandpa even though he is old and
doesnrsquot care about me itrsquos amazing how I still
look to him for help And then I see something
equally as stunning as the bombs- my grand-
fatherrsquos face awakens to a look of surprise and
fear In a dull voice that sounds like a broken
whistle he says ldquoGet downrdquo Before I can even
think I dive for the hallway just as a wave of power shakes the earth The sound is like a muf-
ed thunder boom Cracks rip through the dry-
wall and the light over the kitchen table sways
I entwine myself around the clock If this is
where I die I want to die with this clock The
tempo of the clock still remains true a steady
tick tick tick that is oblivious to its surround-
ings I close my eyes and wait for death falling
deep into a rhythmic trance I wait through
more volleys of thunder akes of drywall fall
on me as the tenement is being shaken apart by
shock waves I hear the pandemonium outside
screams and buildings crashing to the ground
The end of my world and many of those like me
is happening Then something strange happens
A cold bony hand tightens around my leg My
eyes y open as my grandfather tightens his
grip on my ankle He lies on the ground with a
look of agony on his face He looks even worsethan normal if that is possible He reminds me
of a decaying corpse He opens his mouth and
breathes a phrase that is nearly inaudible ldquoWe
Have To Moverdquo He then coughs splattering
blood on the oor and in my face I stare at him
in awe How could he have hope now The
man who stares at a blank wall all day his eyes
like black holes The west side of the tenement
explodes in re My grandmotherrsquos limp body
is whipped across the room like rope Her back
is impaled with six inch splinters of wood My
eyes burn with re but seeing the will to live
in my grandfatherrsquos eyes awakens something in
me as well It reminds me of how I used to love
him He was what I aspired to be I tightened my
muscles wrapped one arm around the clock and
entwined the other in my grandfatherrsquos paperyleathery hand After I stomped out the small re
that had started on his left leg I heave his frail
body up into my arms My legs ache as I try to
pull myself and grandfather to the bathroom
rubble continues to break from the walls The
apartment is still being bended by the power of
the bombs I heave the dead weight of my grand-
father tugging it from debris Finally I reach thebathroom The sink is cracked and water ows
from the snapped pipe but over all the compact-
ed space of the bathroom is the least affected by
the bombs I drop my grandfather in the corner
hersquos unconscious or dead Shove the door shut
then climb into the cold marble bathtub and hugthe clock as tightly as I can to my chest trying tofuse it with my body The lights icker and then
die I let the booms shaking the world become
background noise allowing the ticking of theclock to ll my mind and then enter my dreams
Kateryna Lebedyeva- ldquoSunowerrdquo
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Halloween Night
Tangela Hightower
Wind howling
Moon rising
Clouds forming
This would be the night
A dark
And stormy night
That creepy things
Hidden in shadows
Will emerge
From shaggy willows
Seeking out little kids
Dragging home pillowsFilled with treats
That the creepy monsters want to eat
Katherine Sofetti- ldquoMaskrdquo
If These Walls Lived
Tangela Hightower
If walls could speak
Theyrsquod scream
Like their life depended on it
If walls could run
Theyrsquod break a world record
Faster than the fastest man ever
If walls could cry
Wersquod all live on boats
Because the earth would be ooded
If walls could dream
Theyrsquod smile in their sleep
Because of all the things theyrsquove seen
If walls could write
Wersquod run out of trees
Because there would be none left
If walls could love
Theyrsquod show us all
The meaning of that word
If walls could die
Well then I think
Wersquod all be exposed
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Could I Be Your Change
Bella Alibrandi
I want to leave a footprintOn the world
I want to make a difference
To create change
Someday I would like to be someonersquos hero
And have them look up to me
Irsquom going to die
And when I do
I want people to remember me
And laugh at all the good times we had
The last thing I would wantIs for people to cry over my passing
They should celebrate my moving on
My next step
I wish that they will hope
Irsquom happy and no longer
Feel any pain
If you choose to cry for me
I suppose I cannot stop you
But my dear friend and loved onePlease take note
That my life was full and happy
And you will always be a part
Of my soul
Paige Fiermonte- ldquoLadyrdquo
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An Arrow
Cayla Dedrick
It was the rst day of summer and already my
parents were shipping me off to some camp to
spend the summer An outdoors sports-y kind
of camp too Upon arriving I was admittedly
a bit impressed by the scenery Much nicer than
the camp from last summer
The place was pretty I suppose the lake
that they had here was actually larger than a
gloried pond and reected the clear blue of
the sky and luminescent little sparkles from the
sun Shadows from the trees around the camp
area dappled the ground creating a nice mix of
the shade and the sun
My parents insisted that it was betterto be outside with other children for the whole
summer rather than cooped up in my room
Personally I think they just wanted to get rid of
me so I wouldnrsquot ldquoaccidentallyrdquo blow the house
up in my boredom
It didnrsquot matter if it was nice here or not
I wouldnrsquot enjoy this I never did
The string of the bow bit rather pain-
fully into the sensitive skin of my hands as I
struggled to tug it back far enough to an arrowproperly I could feel the eyes of the other
children who were waiting for their turn at the
targets boring into my back as I fought to hold
the bow and aim
At this point it would have been great
for the arrow to hit the target or at least make it
far enough to do so but I had no such luck My
arrow skittered pitifully into the dust more than
a couple feet in front of where I was aiming
Soft snickering drifted from behind me but I
Katelyn
Killoran-
ldquoOld Red
Wagonrdquo
refrained from glaring at them like I was sotempted to It was better not to give people the
satisfaction of knowing that theyrsquod got to me
A hand rested on my shoulder startling me out
of my thoughts but I didnrsquot jump like anyone
else would instead glancing back with a mildly
annoyed look
The boy that stood behind me was older prob-
ably around fteen and smiling kindly in stark
contrast to the other kidsrsquo smirks If I hadnrsquot been
too busy brooding Irsquod probably have found him
cute with soft blonde locks and icy blue eyes that
glittered with warmth rather than malice despite
their color
ldquoNeed some helprdquo he inquired an undertone of
veiled amusement in his voice with a sidelong
glance at the bow I had still clenched at my side
Yes of course I needed help but Irsquod never admit
it
ldquoMaybe a littlerdquo I shrugged So I wouldadmit it but it wasnrsquot my fault Something about
this kid made it hard to say no He didnrsquot seemlike he was trying to make a mockery of me
He instructed me to stand like I was going to
shoot an arrow but not to actually pull the bow-
string back yet I obeyed and immediately he
was shifting the positioning of my legs by prod-
ding at my feet with his until I was standing
correctly After determining that I was standing
correctly he stepped behind me and put his hands
over mine to help me This time when I red the
arrow lodged itself into one of the blue rings of
the target the third to the outside of ve colors
Smiling slightly I turned to look up at the boy
ldquoThanksrdquo I muttered a bit reluctantly
cheeks ushing a light shade of pink at the grin
he sent me in return
ldquoNo problem kidrdquo
I frowned ldquoIrsquom not a kidrdquo I protested de-
fensively shaking my head in annoyance ldquoAnd
my name is TerranrdquoldquoYou are a kidrdquo he said with a laugh
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causing me to scowl further ldquoMy namersquos Se-
bastian by the way Nice to meet yourdquo
ldquoCharmedrdquo
So maybe sitting in a kayak in the mid-
dle of the lake with my life jacket un- buckled
when I was well aware of the fact that the boys
in my group that had some weird thing against
me were out there too wasnrsquot a great idea Butno one would dare to push me in when there
were counselors watching right
I shouldrsquove have guessed something
was up when they stole my paddle and my life
jacket and left me stranded there to wait for
someone to come rescue me We were too far
from shore to effectively yell back for help and
while I knew Sebastian was swimming at least
somewhat near here he was underwater too
much to hear meI was just a little caught up in my an-
noyance when I felt my kayak tip sideways
abruptly throwing me out to the side Hitting
the water so suddenly forced most of the breath
from my body and trying to gasp in surprise
only caused water to ood my mouth I man-
aged to thrash my way to the surface to take a
breath Through the sound of my own coughing
I could hear laughter Wonderful They wouldnrsquotbe of any help to me I could tread water to an
extent for a short amount of time but I tired
quickly and just as I was starting to give up on
being able to swim back to shore I felt arms
wrap around my waist from behind tugging my
head out of the water I started to struggle and
kick on instinct but stopped quickly when a
familiar voice reached through the haze of my
panic
ldquoTerran calm down Itrsquos okayrdquo it
soothed gently I fell still and blinked a few
times to attempt to clear my vision Attempt
being the operative word here water was still
splashing into my eyes It wasnrsquot like I was cry-
ing from the fear or anything it was just drip-
ping from my hair
ldquoSebrdquo I mumbled coughing He nod-
ded and shifted me around so it would be easierto keep my head above the surface I wound my
arms around his neck to cling to him just a little
desperately as he swam back to shore abandon-
ing my now waterlogged kayak
Sebastian kept his arm wrapped around
my shoulders after we got to the point where I
could stand up I wasnrsquot sure if it was because
I was still shivering or it was just a protective
thing but either way I was grateful He only re-
luctantly handed me off to one of the counselorsso I could dry off and get some hot chocolate to
warm up after brushing his lips over my damp-
ened hair and promising to come see me when
he could That made me turn bright red very
quickly Behind all the kindness in his gaze I
could see the cold promise that hersquod make sure
nothing like this happened again and I wasnrsquot
sure if that was scary or endearing
If there was one thing to really bedisliked at this camp other than the kids that at-
tended it it was the cabins They were cold and
drafty the oors and beds creaked with
the slightest of movements and at night the
wind made tree branches bang against the win-
dow Needless to say I got little to no sleep I
had no idea how everyone else managed
Honestly I found it easier to rest during
the day in a few choice locations around camp
that it was quite simple to sneak away to at
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certain points throughout the day My current
favourite was a little spot in the woods where
the ground was covered in moss Sebastian
would come and sit with me sometimes and
wersquod talk about whatever came to mind while I
used his shoulder as a pillow On occasion Irsquod
actually fall asleep part way through our con-
versation and hersquod always be nice and sit thereuntil I woke up Once or twice I even found him
dozing as well with his head leaning off the top
of mine
This was the kind of thing Irsquod really
miss when I went home As much as the camp
itself wasnrsquot great and most of the kids didnrsquot
talk to me here I had found a friend Maybe
more than a friend I mused once and a while
glancing at the hand that would nd its way to
rest on my armWe started ditching activities a few
weeks into camp After that incident where I
almost drowned he insisted on hanging around
me just in case It was slow at rst but we did
get to the point where we were comfortable
enough in each otherrsquos company to not only
talk for a long time about anything that came
to mind but sit in silence without it getting the
least bit awkward He asked for my phone num-ber so we could keep in touch before I could
work up the nerve to do so myself My shyness
had mostly dissipated around Sebastian but
little things like asking for contact information
seemed hard
Unfortunately all good things had a stu-
pid way of coming to pass right when they were
getting to the best part This little friendship I
had forged was no exception This camp would
end next week and everyone was going home
Seb had said hersquod visit if he could yet I doubt-
ed wersquod be able to work anything out Still for
now it was easier to fake a smile and agree
Curling up into a tighter ball on the
damp moss-laden ground I let my head fall
onto Sebastianrsquos shoulder as Irsquod done so many
times before closing my eyes He immediately
fell silent to let me rest if I wanted to Today I
couldnrsquot sleep though I didnrsquot want to waste
time sleeping
ldquoItrsquos been fun here Seb You made this
summer a lot more bearable for merdquo I mum-
bled standing on my toes to hug the older boy
quickly slipping a little note into his pocket
He smiled though it looked a bit forced
and nodded
ldquoYeah We should hang out sometimemayberdquo He trailed off a bit uncertainly as if
he wasnrsquot sure Irsquod want to see him again after
this summer
I laughed Between the two of us
he wasnrsquot supposed to be the shy one ldquoWe
shouldrdquo A shout of my name from the other
side of the little clearing where theyrsquod gathered
us to wait for our parents made me look up My
father was standing by one of the counselors
arms crossed and impatient I didnrsquot hesitate tostart walking over to him
ldquoByerdquo I called back over my shoulder
Sebastian waved once before turning away
On the silent ride home I stared out the
window wishing for the rst time that I didnrsquot
have to come home from camp this year
Later when he got home himself Se-
bastian would nd the little slip of paper I gave
him before we left and smile
[Thanks for everything Seb Irsquoll miss you lt3
-TM]
Sophie Luckette- ldquoLadybugsrdquo
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A Love for a Girl
Harrison Franklin
A mixed teen walks down the hall
passing by the conceded walls
looks of style
talk of white and black
he sits up slumps and sits back
again
quiet mostly but loud when he
chooses
he doesnrsquot have a place of status
quo
he speaks to with whom he chooses
he can be brazen or a phantom joyous or saddened
At night a man of style and
personality
steps forth to a scene
he is ready
the music plays and he listens
his favored electronic plays
the bass rumbles
his body moves rhythmicallyin precise time with the beats
he draws a wondering crowd who is
this dancer
everyday
repetition is the way
gray days masking
true blue skies
of hope lasting
graceand future passing
a cold world sobered up
washed out and cleaned up
DULL and BLAND
he walks the halls in search of
a love
the dancer dissipates from center
stage
oating from group to group copyingstyles
he stumbles across a maverick
beautiful in features and attire
freelancer of her own style
Up and down
around
in and out
trafc ows in the halls
the small being makes his way
he passes tons of beauties but the
eyes of one catches his
hers sneaky dangerous and swift in
movement
she passes by without
acknowledgement
The dancer now follows dangerously
close
he knows his purser and had his
dose
she took her glances
with her dangerous cool blue eyes
drunk in happiness in of the musicshe laughs in enjoyment unaware
she is pursued
day after day
he searches
for the face
he longed to see her
for her to acknowledge
for her to be INTERESTED
she passed by greeting himhesitation
recognition and progress
The party atmosphere ended
he searched for her
but to only compliment her elegant
dress
with colors in his liking
others left the dancer as usual lastto leave
the morning came I became whole
once again
with a desire to catch this girl
who attracted me
although her actions
led me up and down
on a roller coaster
I pursue this girl
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Untitled
Patrece Martin
She holds her head high
She walks around big and tall
She has light eyes that almost look like they could be white
When she talks I turn away
I donrsquot know why
Her words just seem so cold
Children seem to like herThey canrsquot see the harshness she brings
And I guess I canrsquot blame them
When shersquos around the fat man brings them presents
But I am no fool
I canrsquot wait for her to leave
Her sister is much nicer
She speaks with warm comforting words
Oh I canrsquot wait for the day
When winter leaves
And itrsquos time for Summer to step in
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My Tear For Her My Passion For Him
Bella Alibrandi
I was holding her hand walking
slowly with her like I always did Not mak-
ing her feel like her body was slowing down
Even though it was I saw her every day even
on Sundays Irsquove been her nanny since I was
fourteen When I began working for the Nicolas
family she was only four I thought she was
the cutest and sweetest little girl I would ever
care for And that was true but she wasnrsquot an
easy child With all her vitamins pills and her
allergies quite frankly I was very nervous when
talking care of her
During the summers she was all myresponsibility for thirteen hours a day What did
I do while I had school My schedule was very
complex Irsquod wake up every morning at ve in
the morning It didnrsquot matter if it was during the
week or the weekend I would get to her house
by six when I was younger and couldnrsquot drive
my mom would bring me to school around
seven thirty At the end of the day mom would
get me and drop me off at her house around
two thirty Her parents worked from one pm toeight pm The time period that I was at school
and her parents were at work she was the only
one home in their large empty mansion taking
her daily nap I was really worried about this
when I started working It was unsafe for a little
girl her age to be home alone and defenseless
I heard she has an older sibling that hersquos in my
eleventh grade class but I have never met him
or seen him around the house Which didnrsquot
surprise me so much considering how big their
house is But I began to be ok with the little girl
home alone because I met Marty
Marty is their front guard that lived
out in the guardhouse you had to pass by to
get in through their iron gates in the two mile
long driveway Marty showed me the Nicolasrsquos
security systems locks movement detectors
alarms and even alarms to detect any substancethat their little girl was allergic to If it detect-
ed any of her allergens it would immediately
notify her parentsrsquo cell phones work numbers
and the emergency hospital a couple blocks up
They even insisted that my cell be included in
the alarms and that I have my own identication
code for Marty Yeah they were that protective
Crazy huh Nope it all made sense when I met
Melina Nicolas
She had the softest milk chocolatebrown hair that had spiral curls that hung to her
mid back It felt like silk Mrs Nicolas always
dressed her in the princess dresses that people
bought to put their girls in pageants the kind of
dress that cost $50000 Yep that kind of rich
Everyday when I saw her she would jump for
joy and say ldquoMy nanny Kay Kayrsquos here What
do you want to play today Kay Kayrdquo Yeah my
name is Kayla Anne Merienda But most peoplecall me Kayla But Melina canrsquot say that so she
calls me Kay Kay
Every day I had a new game to teach
her I think shersquos the only child I have ever
met that loves to learn as much as she does
But after awhile I ran out of games So wersquod
play some of the old ones She started getting
bored with the new games So we made up our
own She was incredibly smart for a little girl
But right now shersquos seven and Irsquom seventeen
And right about now is when Mr and Mrs
Nicolas should be leaving the house Irsquom in my
last period class advanced Spanish But for
the last ten minutes I havenrsquot been listening
to my teacher Irsquove been tuning everyone out
except Austin Irsquod gotten lost in my own world
thinking about him and only him I had dedicat-
ed my whole high school career to Melina soIrsquove never been able to have a social life Yeah
there are some girls I talk to eat lunch with But
I donrsquot think I could consider them as friends
And some days more than others Irsquod feel so
lonely without friends in my life and especially
a boyfriend I canrsquot help look at his eyes I canrsquot
help get nervous around him even though we
donrsquot talk And I denitely canrsquot help but want
to be able to call him mine But that wonrsquot hap-
pen Itrsquos time to get into my snow covered carand drive to Melinarsquos house once again
When the bell rang I must have stood
up too quickly and gotten dizzy I tried to shake
it off and walk forward but ran right into some-
one I couldnrsquot see who it was because I was
now face rst on the oor once again looking
like an idiot I suddenly felt a warm hand on
my back ldquoHere let me help yourdquo I stood up
and regained my balance ldquoAre you ok You fellpretty hardrdquo I didnrsquot notice who had helped me
off the ground until now I was looking straight
into his blue eyes It was Austin
ldquoYeah Irsquom ne thanksrdquo I was swaying
side to side lightheaded But not because of the
impact of the ground I just took but because he
was talking to me Me And he saw me for the
rst time He grabbed my shoulders rm but
gentle
ldquoWoah there Should I take you to the
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Kelsey Kissane- ldquoUntitledrdquo
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nurserdquo No I had to get to Melinarsquos before she
wakes up
ldquoNo thanks I need to be somewhererdquo
I headed for the door but he caught me by the
arm which made my body tingle
ldquoIf you think Irsquom going to let you drive
yoursquore crazyrdquo
ldquoWhyrdquo I tried to pull away but hisstrong arms werenrsquot giving in anytime soon
ldquoYou fell and hit your head Finerdquo he
said while letting go ldquogo drive away in your
car and get in an accident Irsquoll be the last person
you ever talk tordquo That scared me a little bit He
grabbed his backpack and began to walk off
ldquoWaitrdquo I ran after him running into a
table or two He stopped not facing me But I
could totally tell he was smiling
ldquoCould you drive me somewhererdquo Hespun around with a casual look painted across
his excited face
ldquoI guessrdquo He oddly winked and said
with a wave of a hand ldquoThis wayrdquo
We got out into the ice and snow covered park-
ing lot We walked out quite far and stopped by
a black SLK with tan leather seating
ldquoNice carrdquo I said
ldquoYou into carsrdquo He looked surprisedldquoKinda My dad owns a dealershiprdquo He
laughed and we both got in
ldquoI have a BMW Chevroletrdquo He nodded
ldquoThatrsquos a nice carrdquo We both laughed
ldquoIrsquom Austin by the way You must have
known that though You wouldnrsquot have gotten
into a car with a total stranger rightrdquo He pre-
tended to glance at my face but I saw his eyes
scan over my body
ldquoYeah I knew your name you must
know mine because you wouldnrsquot let a total
stranger into your car would yourdquo I said smil-
ing at him He smiled back
ldquoGood call I do know your name Kayla
Anne Blake Rightrdquo Kinda creepy he knew my
whole name
ldquoYeah But you can just call me Kaylardquo
ldquoOh okay Kayla So which way nowrdquohe said stopping at a stoplight
ldquoTake a next left and then itrsquos the next
house on your leftrdquo I looked at his face He
looked puzzled ldquoIs something the matterrdquo He
didnrsquot answer for a second But then said
ldquoNo nothings wrongrdquo Something was
wrong here
We stopped at the iron gate and punched
in a code Was he related to these people He
must have seen me curiously looking at himbecause he said
ldquoIrsquom Melinarsquos Brotherrdquo I guessed I
should have guessed that considering his last
name was Nicolas Wow I feel so stupid
ldquoOh okay Irsquom herhelliprdquo I didnrsquot get to
nish because he did it for me
ldquoNanny Rightrdquo he smiled
ldquoYeah How did you know I havenrsquot
seen you around their houserdquo I was getting ner-vous He must have sensed it because he said
ldquoItrsquos okay Kayla Melina talks about
you a lot You donrsquot have to freak outrdquo He said
half smiling like he was trying to prove he was
a good guy
ldquoOkay sorry that just freaked me out for
a minute thererdquo
ldquoItrsquos okay By the way I need your
identication coderdquo I gave it to him and he
typed it in smoothly The gates swung open and
we drove up and parked in the driveway It was
snowing so he took off his coat and put it on
me Irsquom sure I blushed
ldquoThanksrdquo
When we got inside Mrs Nicolas was
crying with Mr Nicolas wrapped around her
ldquoDad what happenedrdquo
ldquoWherersquos Melinardquo I asked franticSomething must have happened They arenrsquot
supposed to be home With a deep breath Mr
Nicolas said
ldquoShersquos in the hospital We came to pick
you two up Get in our carrdquo
We drove to the hospital where we
found Melina in a bed connected to tubes and
wires I was freaking out and on the verge of
tears
ldquoMr and Mrs Nicolas please may Ihave a word with you two in the hallrdquo They
walked out leaving me with Austin He was
holding Melinarsquos delicate little hand
ldquoDo you think shersquoll be okayrdquo I asked
sitting next to him He was quiet for a minute
Then looked at me with tears in his eyes
ldquoI donrsquot knowrdquo He said it was a deep
strong voice but by his tears I knew he was
breaking insideI went and stood by the door and
watched the doctor down the hall with the
parents He was telling them bad news I knew
because they both started crying and so did I
I went and sat back down and waited for the
Nicolasrsquo to tell us something bad But when
Mrs Nicolas came in she said
ldquoEverything will be ne Melina is just a
little sick
Austin was driving me home and looked
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at me and said with sorrow in his voice
ldquoThey lied to usrdquo
ldquoWhat do you meanrdquo I asked
ldquoMelina isnrsquot just sick She has cancerrdquo
He pulled over where we both began to
sob and hold each other close for a time that
felt like forever
Morgan Gunther-
ldquoOcean Islerdquo
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Russian Roulette
Leah Ifraim
The spicy fumes
Circulate through the airBrushing across my nostrils
I see a beautifully plated row of giant sushi
Elegant underneath a drizzle of spicy mayo
I stare at them in awe
I delicately pick up one of the rolls
Bringing it up to my lips
As I take my rst bite
I feel a crunch
My tongue begins to sizzle
Spicy mayo
So creamy and rich
Fizzes across the center of my tongue
Jolting me alert
With each chew
I feel the fresh taste of chives
Fracture as a tooth bites into it
The tuna warms my taste buds
Mixing with the bits of sticky rice
Plastering the walls of each toothSavory tastes collide
Bouncing off each cell of my tongue
As the nal taste of perfection slips down my throat
My hand reaches for another roll
Irsquove never tasted anything so mysterious and incredible
This is the Russian Roulette
Jackie Halpin- ldquoFarmerrsquos Marketrdquo
Julia Slisz- ldquoChairrdquo
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Home
Dori Bergman
A homeIs nothing like
A house
Itrsquos a place
Where you belong
Itrsquos a feeling
That yoursquoll savor
Itrsquos a person
Who you look to
With my homeI feel wanted
Understood
Special
And loved
So I just thought
Irsquod let you know
That even though
Irsquove lost my way
With you
Irsquom nally
Home Allison Emmel- ldquoBalconyrdquo
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Untitled
Christy Le
I hear the NFL theme song go off in my
earmdashmy alarm itrsquos 545 am and I need to get
up for school I trudge to my closet carefully
picking out my clothes and doing my makeup
ensuring that my appearance is on the same par
as the suburban-elite girls from my school At
7am I realize itrsquos time to wake my two broth-
ers I walk to their room and gently shake them
awake They begrudgingly march to the bath-
roommdashmy cue to prepare breakfast I tiptoe
past my momrsquos room as not to wake her I know
shersquoll need her sleep before her twelve hour
shift at the nail salon At 705 am I say good-
bye to my younger brothers remind them not to
miss their bus and start the trek to my bus stop
At the bus stop I ght the urge to lie
down and take a nap The previous dayrsquos activi-
ties have exhausted memdashcooking dinner tutor-
ing my brothers cleaning my house and work-
ing on my four AP course workload until 2 am
When the bus arrives I board it and sit with one
of my best friends She and I fall into mindless
chatter about pop culture and other nonsensical
things but itrsquos all an illusion for me since Irsquom
not just a teenage girl Irsquom a ldquomotherrdquo to two
boysIrsquove been expected to be the caretaker
of my brothers since I was seven My mom has
always worked twelve hours a day six days a
week and without my dad in the picture the
responsibilities of my brothers were left to me
It was a role forced upon me but itrsquos a role Irsquove
accepted At the age of seven I began staying
home alone with my three-year-old brother and
my infant brother At the age of seven I stopped
being a child turning into the person my fam-ily needed me to bemdashthe one who changed
diapers prepared formula put my brothers to
sleep and took care of them in every way imag-
inable I gladly took on these responsibilities
because it was what my mom needed me to do
My mom had to work to support our family and
couldnrsquot afford a babysitter
I used to see my brothers as a burden
that kept me from my potential I resented the
fact that my mom forced me to stay home and
care for them Why did I have to sacrice
They werenrsquot my kids nor was I their mother
I fumed at the unfairness and resentfully cared
for them for years Now I realize that Irsquom
lucky to have them Taking care of my brothers
has made me into a chef a teacher a mentor
a maid a chauffeur and a supportive sister
Irsquove always been forced to juggle my brothers
school work volunteerism and a healthy social
life on a daily basis These roles shaped me into
the caring compassionate and capable person
that I am today Caring for my brothers didnrsquot
keep me from my potential it exponentially
increased my potential After being responsible
for the lives of two human beings Irsquove learned
priceless skills I can manage a household and
maintain a family I can be efcient in all that Ido and work hard at every job assigned to me
Such skills have allowed me to be successful
academically professionally and socially I can
manage a hectic life and still be a happy soul
with a great academic record Growing up with
my brothers has taught me to make the best
when Irsquom handed the least I now know that the
caretaking of my brothers hasnrsquot been a burden
instead itrsquos been a character-building experi-
enceNo one knows that I take on a soccer-
mom persona after school Yoursquoll never see me
without a smile at school so Irsquom perceived as a
happy-go-lucky carefree girl However my ap-
pearance at school is a faccedilade My friends from
school presume that I have the perfect life but
I donrsquot Irsquove just learned to positively deal with
my life I keep up an act to conceal the great
struggles that I endure Irsquom glad I can control
how I am perceived because it changes how I
am treated I have compassion for those who
have little control over their appearance due to
genetic deformities so I want to become a re-
constructive plastic surgeon I want to empower
people with the ability to portray themselves to
others as they wish so I want to dedicate my life
to being a reconstructive plastic surgeon and to
xing birth defects and genetic deformities
Nicole Tanquary- ldquoPotrait of Laurardquo
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Halloween Night
Tangela Hightower
Wind howling
Moon rising
Clouds forming
This would be the night
A dark
And stormy night
That creepy things
Hidden in shadows
Will emerge
From shaggy willows
Seeking out little kids
Dragging home pillowsFilled with treats
That the creepy monsters want to eat
Katherine Sofetti- ldquoMaskrdquo
If These Walls Lived
Tangela Hightower
If walls could speak
Theyrsquod scream
Like their life depended on it
If walls could run
Theyrsquod break a world record
Faster than the fastest man ever
If walls could cry
Wersquod all live on boats
Because the earth would be ooded
If walls could dream
Theyrsquod smile in their sleep
Because of all the things theyrsquove seen
If walls could write
Wersquod run out of trees
Because there would be none left
If walls could love
Theyrsquod show us all
The meaning of that word
If walls could die
Well then I think
Wersquod all be exposed
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Could I Be Your Change
Bella Alibrandi
I want to leave a footprintOn the world
I want to make a difference
To create change
Someday I would like to be someonersquos hero
And have them look up to me
Irsquom going to die
And when I do
I want people to remember me
And laugh at all the good times we had
The last thing I would wantIs for people to cry over my passing
They should celebrate my moving on
My next step
I wish that they will hope
Irsquom happy and no longer
Feel any pain
If you choose to cry for me
I suppose I cannot stop you
But my dear friend and loved onePlease take note
That my life was full and happy
And you will always be a part
Of my soul
Paige Fiermonte- ldquoLadyrdquo
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An Arrow
Cayla Dedrick
It was the rst day of summer and already my
parents were shipping me off to some camp to
spend the summer An outdoors sports-y kind
of camp too Upon arriving I was admittedly
a bit impressed by the scenery Much nicer than
the camp from last summer
The place was pretty I suppose the lake
that they had here was actually larger than a
gloried pond and reected the clear blue of
the sky and luminescent little sparkles from the
sun Shadows from the trees around the camp
area dappled the ground creating a nice mix of
the shade and the sun
My parents insisted that it was betterto be outside with other children for the whole
summer rather than cooped up in my room
Personally I think they just wanted to get rid of
me so I wouldnrsquot ldquoaccidentallyrdquo blow the house
up in my boredom
It didnrsquot matter if it was nice here or not
I wouldnrsquot enjoy this I never did
The string of the bow bit rather pain-
fully into the sensitive skin of my hands as I
struggled to tug it back far enough to an arrowproperly I could feel the eyes of the other
children who were waiting for their turn at the
targets boring into my back as I fought to hold
the bow and aim
At this point it would have been great
for the arrow to hit the target or at least make it
far enough to do so but I had no such luck My
arrow skittered pitifully into the dust more than
a couple feet in front of where I was aiming
Soft snickering drifted from behind me but I
Katelyn
Killoran-
ldquoOld Red
Wagonrdquo
refrained from glaring at them like I was sotempted to It was better not to give people the
satisfaction of knowing that theyrsquod got to me
A hand rested on my shoulder startling me out
of my thoughts but I didnrsquot jump like anyone
else would instead glancing back with a mildly
annoyed look
The boy that stood behind me was older prob-
ably around fteen and smiling kindly in stark
contrast to the other kidsrsquo smirks If I hadnrsquot been
too busy brooding Irsquod probably have found him
cute with soft blonde locks and icy blue eyes that
glittered with warmth rather than malice despite
their color
ldquoNeed some helprdquo he inquired an undertone of
veiled amusement in his voice with a sidelong
glance at the bow I had still clenched at my side
Yes of course I needed help but Irsquod never admit
it
ldquoMaybe a littlerdquo I shrugged So I wouldadmit it but it wasnrsquot my fault Something about
this kid made it hard to say no He didnrsquot seemlike he was trying to make a mockery of me
He instructed me to stand like I was going to
shoot an arrow but not to actually pull the bow-
string back yet I obeyed and immediately he
was shifting the positioning of my legs by prod-
ding at my feet with his until I was standing
correctly After determining that I was standing
correctly he stepped behind me and put his hands
over mine to help me This time when I red the
arrow lodged itself into one of the blue rings of
the target the third to the outside of ve colors
Smiling slightly I turned to look up at the boy
ldquoThanksrdquo I muttered a bit reluctantly
cheeks ushing a light shade of pink at the grin
he sent me in return
ldquoNo problem kidrdquo
I frowned ldquoIrsquom not a kidrdquo I protested de-
fensively shaking my head in annoyance ldquoAnd
my name is TerranrdquoldquoYou are a kidrdquo he said with a laugh
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causing me to scowl further ldquoMy namersquos Se-
bastian by the way Nice to meet yourdquo
ldquoCharmedrdquo
So maybe sitting in a kayak in the mid-
dle of the lake with my life jacket un- buckled
when I was well aware of the fact that the boys
in my group that had some weird thing against
me were out there too wasnrsquot a great idea Butno one would dare to push me in when there
were counselors watching right
I shouldrsquove have guessed something
was up when they stole my paddle and my life
jacket and left me stranded there to wait for
someone to come rescue me We were too far
from shore to effectively yell back for help and
while I knew Sebastian was swimming at least
somewhat near here he was underwater too
much to hear meI was just a little caught up in my an-
noyance when I felt my kayak tip sideways
abruptly throwing me out to the side Hitting
the water so suddenly forced most of the breath
from my body and trying to gasp in surprise
only caused water to ood my mouth I man-
aged to thrash my way to the surface to take a
breath Through the sound of my own coughing
I could hear laughter Wonderful They wouldnrsquotbe of any help to me I could tread water to an
extent for a short amount of time but I tired
quickly and just as I was starting to give up on
being able to swim back to shore I felt arms
wrap around my waist from behind tugging my
head out of the water I started to struggle and
kick on instinct but stopped quickly when a
familiar voice reached through the haze of my
panic
ldquoTerran calm down Itrsquos okayrdquo it
soothed gently I fell still and blinked a few
times to attempt to clear my vision Attempt
being the operative word here water was still
splashing into my eyes It wasnrsquot like I was cry-
ing from the fear or anything it was just drip-
ping from my hair
ldquoSebrdquo I mumbled coughing He nod-
ded and shifted me around so it would be easierto keep my head above the surface I wound my
arms around his neck to cling to him just a little
desperately as he swam back to shore abandon-
ing my now waterlogged kayak
Sebastian kept his arm wrapped around
my shoulders after we got to the point where I
could stand up I wasnrsquot sure if it was because
I was still shivering or it was just a protective
thing but either way I was grateful He only re-
luctantly handed me off to one of the counselorsso I could dry off and get some hot chocolate to
warm up after brushing his lips over my damp-
ened hair and promising to come see me when
he could That made me turn bright red very
quickly Behind all the kindness in his gaze I
could see the cold promise that hersquod make sure
nothing like this happened again and I wasnrsquot
sure if that was scary or endearing
If there was one thing to really bedisliked at this camp other than the kids that at-
tended it it was the cabins They were cold and
drafty the oors and beds creaked with
the slightest of movements and at night the
wind made tree branches bang against the win-
dow Needless to say I got little to no sleep I
had no idea how everyone else managed
Honestly I found it easier to rest during
the day in a few choice locations around camp
that it was quite simple to sneak away to at
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certain points throughout the day My current
favourite was a little spot in the woods where
the ground was covered in moss Sebastian
would come and sit with me sometimes and
wersquod talk about whatever came to mind while I
used his shoulder as a pillow On occasion Irsquod
actually fall asleep part way through our con-
versation and hersquod always be nice and sit thereuntil I woke up Once or twice I even found him
dozing as well with his head leaning off the top
of mine
This was the kind of thing Irsquod really
miss when I went home As much as the camp
itself wasnrsquot great and most of the kids didnrsquot
talk to me here I had found a friend Maybe
more than a friend I mused once and a while
glancing at the hand that would nd its way to
rest on my armWe started ditching activities a few
weeks into camp After that incident where I
almost drowned he insisted on hanging around
me just in case It was slow at rst but we did
get to the point where we were comfortable
enough in each otherrsquos company to not only
talk for a long time about anything that came
to mind but sit in silence without it getting the
least bit awkward He asked for my phone num-ber so we could keep in touch before I could
work up the nerve to do so myself My shyness
had mostly dissipated around Sebastian but
little things like asking for contact information
seemed hard
Unfortunately all good things had a stu-
pid way of coming to pass right when they were
getting to the best part This little friendship I
had forged was no exception This camp would
end next week and everyone was going home
Seb had said hersquod visit if he could yet I doubt-
ed wersquod be able to work anything out Still for
now it was easier to fake a smile and agree
Curling up into a tighter ball on the
damp moss-laden ground I let my head fall
onto Sebastianrsquos shoulder as Irsquod done so many
times before closing my eyes He immediately
fell silent to let me rest if I wanted to Today I
couldnrsquot sleep though I didnrsquot want to waste
time sleeping
ldquoItrsquos been fun here Seb You made this
summer a lot more bearable for merdquo I mum-
bled standing on my toes to hug the older boy
quickly slipping a little note into his pocket
He smiled though it looked a bit forced
and nodded
ldquoYeah We should hang out sometimemayberdquo He trailed off a bit uncertainly as if
he wasnrsquot sure Irsquod want to see him again after
this summer
I laughed Between the two of us
he wasnrsquot supposed to be the shy one ldquoWe
shouldrdquo A shout of my name from the other
side of the little clearing where theyrsquod gathered
us to wait for our parents made me look up My
father was standing by one of the counselors
arms crossed and impatient I didnrsquot hesitate tostart walking over to him
ldquoByerdquo I called back over my shoulder
Sebastian waved once before turning away
On the silent ride home I stared out the
window wishing for the rst time that I didnrsquot
have to come home from camp this year
Later when he got home himself Se-
bastian would nd the little slip of paper I gave
him before we left and smile
[Thanks for everything Seb Irsquoll miss you lt3
-TM]
Sophie Luckette- ldquoLadybugsrdquo
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A Love for a Girl
Harrison Franklin
A mixed teen walks down the hall
passing by the conceded walls
looks of style
talk of white and black
he sits up slumps and sits back
again
quiet mostly but loud when he
chooses
he doesnrsquot have a place of status
quo
he speaks to with whom he chooses
he can be brazen or a phantom joyous or saddened
At night a man of style and
personality
steps forth to a scene
he is ready
the music plays and he listens
his favored electronic plays
the bass rumbles
his body moves rhythmicallyin precise time with the beats
he draws a wondering crowd who is
this dancer
everyday
repetition is the way
gray days masking
true blue skies
of hope lasting
graceand future passing
a cold world sobered up
washed out and cleaned up
DULL and BLAND
he walks the halls in search of
a love
the dancer dissipates from center
stage
oating from group to group copyingstyles
he stumbles across a maverick
beautiful in features and attire
freelancer of her own style
Up and down
around
in and out
trafc ows in the halls
the small being makes his way
he passes tons of beauties but the
eyes of one catches his
hers sneaky dangerous and swift in
movement
she passes by without
acknowledgement
The dancer now follows dangerously
close
he knows his purser and had his
dose
she took her glances
with her dangerous cool blue eyes
drunk in happiness in of the musicshe laughs in enjoyment unaware
she is pursued
day after day
he searches
for the face
he longed to see her
for her to acknowledge
for her to be INTERESTED
she passed by greeting himhesitation
recognition and progress
The party atmosphere ended
he searched for her
but to only compliment her elegant
dress
with colors in his liking
others left the dancer as usual lastto leave
the morning came I became whole
once again
with a desire to catch this girl
who attracted me
although her actions
led me up and down
on a roller coaster
I pursue this girl
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Untitled
Patrece Martin
She holds her head high
She walks around big and tall
She has light eyes that almost look like they could be white
When she talks I turn away
I donrsquot know why
Her words just seem so cold
Children seem to like herThey canrsquot see the harshness she brings
And I guess I canrsquot blame them
When shersquos around the fat man brings them presents
But I am no fool
I canrsquot wait for her to leave
Her sister is much nicer
She speaks with warm comforting words
Oh I canrsquot wait for the day
When winter leaves
And itrsquos time for Summer to step in
Rebecca Fuller- ldquoUntitledrdquo
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My Tear For Her My Passion For Him
Bella Alibrandi
I was holding her hand walking
slowly with her like I always did Not mak-
ing her feel like her body was slowing down
Even though it was I saw her every day even
on Sundays Irsquove been her nanny since I was
fourteen When I began working for the Nicolas
family she was only four I thought she was
the cutest and sweetest little girl I would ever
care for And that was true but she wasnrsquot an
easy child With all her vitamins pills and her
allergies quite frankly I was very nervous when
talking care of her
During the summers she was all myresponsibility for thirteen hours a day What did
I do while I had school My schedule was very
complex Irsquod wake up every morning at ve in
the morning It didnrsquot matter if it was during the
week or the weekend I would get to her house
by six when I was younger and couldnrsquot drive
my mom would bring me to school around
seven thirty At the end of the day mom would
get me and drop me off at her house around
two thirty Her parents worked from one pm toeight pm The time period that I was at school
and her parents were at work she was the only
one home in their large empty mansion taking
her daily nap I was really worried about this
when I started working It was unsafe for a little
girl her age to be home alone and defenseless
I heard she has an older sibling that hersquos in my
eleventh grade class but I have never met him
or seen him around the house Which didnrsquot
surprise me so much considering how big their
house is But I began to be ok with the little girl
home alone because I met Marty
Marty is their front guard that lived
out in the guardhouse you had to pass by to
get in through their iron gates in the two mile
long driveway Marty showed me the Nicolasrsquos
security systems locks movement detectors
alarms and even alarms to detect any substancethat their little girl was allergic to If it detect-
ed any of her allergens it would immediately
notify her parentsrsquo cell phones work numbers
and the emergency hospital a couple blocks up
They even insisted that my cell be included in
the alarms and that I have my own identication
code for Marty Yeah they were that protective
Crazy huh Nope it all made sense when I met
Melina Nicolas
She had the softest milk chocolatebrown hair that had spiral curls that hung to her
mid back It felt like silk Mrs Nicolas always
dressed her in the princess dresses that people
bought to put their girls in pageants the kind of
dress that cost $50000 Yep that kind of rich
Everyday when I saw her she would jump for
joy and say ldquoMy nanny Kay Kayrsquos here What
do you want to play today Kay Kayrdquo Yeah my
name is Kayla Anne Merienda But most peoplecall me Kayla But Melina canrsquot say that so she
calls me Kay Kay
Every day I had a new game to teach
her I think shersquos the only child I have ever
met that loves to learn as much as she does
But after awhile I ran out of games So wersquod
play some of the old ones She started getting
bored with the new games So we made up our
own She was incredibly smart for a little girl
But right now shersquos seven and Irsquom seventeen
And right about now is when Mr and Mrs
Nicolas should be leaving the house Irsquom in my
last period class advanced Spanish But for
the last ten minutes I havenrsquot been listening
to my teacher Irsquove been tuning everyone out
except Austin Irsquod gotten lost in my own world
thinking about him and only him I had dedicat-
ed my whole high school career to Melina soIrsquove never been able to have a social life Yeah
there are some girls I talk to eat lunch with But
I donrsquot think I could consider them as friends
And some days more than others Irsquod feel so
lonely without friends in my life and especially
a boyfriend I canrsquot help look at his eyes I canrsquot
help get nervous around him even though we
donrsquot talk And I denitely canrsquot help but want
to be able to call him mine But that wonrsquot hap-
pen Itrsquos time to get into my snow covered carand drive to Melinarsquos house once again
When the bell rang I must have stood
up too quickly and gotten dizzy I tried to shake
it off and walk forward but ran right into some-
one I couldnrsquot see who it was because I was
now face rst on the oor once again looking
like an idiot I suddenly felt a warm hand on
my back ldquoHere let me help yourdquo I stood up
and regained my balance ldquoAre you ok You fellpretty hardrdquo I didnrsquot notice who had helped me
off the ground until now I was looking straight
into his blue eyes It was Austin
ldquoYeah Irsquom ne thanksrdquo I was swaying
side to side lightheaded But not because of the
impact of the ground I just took but because he
was talking to me Me And he saw me for the
rst time He grabbed my shoulders rm but
gentle
ldquoWoah there Should I take you to the
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nurserdquo No I had to get to Melinarsquos before she
wakes up
ldquoNo thanks I need to be somewhererdquo
I headed for the door but he caught me by the
arm which made my body tingle
ldquoIf you think Irsquom going to let you drive
yoursquore crazyrdquo
ldquoWhyrdquo I tried to pull away but hisstrong arms werenrsquot giving in anytime soon
ldquoYou fell and hit your head Finerdquo he
said while letting go ldquogo drive away in your
car and get in an accident Irsquoll be the last person
you ever talk tordquo That scared me a little bit He
grabbed his backpack and began to walk off
ldquoWaitrdquo I ran after him running into a
table or two He stopped not facing me But I
could totally tell he was smiling
ldquoCould you drive me somewhererdquo Hespun around with a casual look painted across
his excited face
ldquoI guessrdquo He oddly winked and said
with a wave of a hand ldquoThis wayrdquo
We got out into the ice and snow covered park-
ing lot We walked out quite far and stopped by
a black SLK with tan leather seating
ldquoNice carrdquo I said
ldquoYou into carsrdquo He looked surprisedldquoKinda My dad owns a dealershiprdquo He
laughed and we both got in
ldquoI have a BMW Chevroletrdquo He nodded
ldquoThatrsquos a nice carrdquo We both laughed
ldquoIrsquom Austin by the way You must have
known that though You wouldnrsquot have gotten
into a car with a total stranger rightrdquo He pre-
tended to glance at my face but I saw his eyes
scan over my body
ldquoYeah I knew your name you must
know mine because you wouldnrsquot let a total
stranger into your car would yourdquo I said smil-
ing at him He smiled back
ldquoGood call I do know your name Kayla
Anne Blake Rightrdquo Kinda creepy he knew my
whole name
ldquoYeah But you can just call me Kaylardquo
ldquoOh okay Kayla So which way nowrdquohe said stopping at a stoplight
ldquoTake a next left and then itrsquos the next
house on your leftrdquo I looked at his face He
looked puzzled ldquoIs something the matterrdquo He
didnrsquot answer for a second But then said
ldquoNo nothings wrongrdquo Something was
wrong here
We stopped at the iron gate and punched
in a code Was he related to these people He
must have seen me curiously looking at himbecause he said
ldquoIrsquom Melinarsquos Brotherrdquo I guessed I
should have guessed that considering his last
name was Nicolas Wow I feel so stupid
ldquoOh okay Irsquom herhelliprdquo I didnrsquot get to
nish because he did it for me
ldquoNanny Rightrdquo he smiled
ldquoYeah How did you know I havenrsquot
seen you around their houserdquo I was getting ner-vous He must have sensed it because he said
ldquoItrsquos okay Kayla Melina talks about
you a lot You donrsquot have to freak outrdquo He said
half smiling like he was trying to prove he was
a good guy
ldquoOkay sorry that just freaked me out for
a minute thererdquo
ldquoItrsquos okay By the way I need your
identication coderdquo I gave it to him and he
typed it in smoothly The gates swung open and
we drove up and parked in the driveway It was
snowing so he took off his coat and put it on
me Irsquom sure I blushed
ldquoThanksrdquo
When we got inside Mrs Nicolas was
crying with Mr Nicolas wrapped around her
ldquoDad what happenedrdquo
ldquoWherersquos Melinardquo I asked franticSomething must have happened They arenrsquot
supposed to be home With a deep breath Mr
Nicolas said
ldquoShersquos in the hospital We came to pick
you two up Get in our carrdquo
We drove to the hospital where we
found Melina in a bed connected to tubes and
wires I was freaking out and on the verge of
tears
ldquoMr and Mrs Nicolas please may Ihave a word with you two in the hallrdquo They
walked out leaving me with Austin He was
holding Melinarsquos delicate little hand
ldquoDo you think shersquoll be okayrdquo I asked
sitting next to him He was quiet for a minute
Then looked at me with tears in his eyes
ldquoI donrsquot knowrdquo He said it was a deep
strong voice but by his tears I knew he was
breaking insideI went and stood by the door and
watched the doctor down the hall with the
parents He was telling them bad news I knew
because they both started crying and so did I
I went and sat back down and waited for the
Nicolasrsquo to tell us something bad But when
Mrs Nicolas came in she said
ldquoEverything will be ne Melina is just a
little sick
Austin was driving me home and looked
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at me and said with sorrow in his voice
ldquoThey lied to usrdquo
ldquoWhat do you meanrdquo I asked
ldquoMelina isnrsquot just sick She has cancerrdquo
He pulled over where we both began to
sob and hold each other close for a time that
felt like forever
Morgan Gunther-
ldquoOcean Islerdquo
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Russian Roulette
Leah Ifraim
The spicy fumes
Circulate through the airBrushing across my nostrils
I see a beautifully plated row of giant sushi
Elegant underneath a drizzle of spicy mayo
I stare at them in awe
I delicately pick up one of the rolls
Bringing it up to my lips
As I take my rst bite
I feel a crunch
My tongue begins to sizzle
Spicy mayo
So creamy and rich
Fizzes across the center of my tongue
Jolting me alert
With each chew
I feel the fresh taste of chives
Fracture as a tooth bites into it
The tuna warms my taste buds
Mixing with the bits of sticky rice
Plastering the walls of each toothSavory tastes collide
Bouncing off each cell of my tongue
As the nal taste of perfection slips down my throat
My hand reaches for another roll
Irsquove never tasted anything so mysterious and incredible
This is the Russian Roulette
Jackie Halpin- ldquoFarmerrsquos Marketrdquo
Julia Slisz- ldquoChairrdquo
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Home
Dori Bergman
A homeIs nothing like
A house
Itrsquos a place
Where you belong
Itrsquos a feeling
That yoursquoll savor
Itrsquos a person
Who you look to
With my homeI feel wanted
Understood
Special
And loved
So I just thought
Irsquod let you know
That even though
Irsquove lost my way
With you
Irsquom nally
Home Allison Emmel- ldquoBalconyrdquo
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Untitled
Christy Le
I hear the NFL theme song go off in my
earmdashmy alarm itrsquos 545 am and I need to get
up for school I trudge to my closet carefully
picking out my clothes and doing my makeup
ensuring that my appearance is on the same par
as the suburban-elite girls from my school At
7am I realize itrsquos time to wake my two broth-
ers I walk to their room and gently shake them
awake They begrudgingly march to the bath-
roommdashmy cue to prepare breakfast I tiptoe
past my momrsquos room as not to wake her I know
shersquoll need her sleep before her twelve hour
shift at the nail salon At 705 am I say good-
bye to my younger brothers remind them not to
miss their bus and start the trek to my bus stop
At the bus stop I ght the urge to lie
down and take a nap The previous dayrsquos activi-
ties have exhausted memdashcooking dinner tutor-
ing my brothers cleaning my house and work-
ing on my four AP course workload until 2 am
When the bus arrives I board it and sit with one
of my best friends She and I fall into mindless
chatter about pop culture and other nonsensical
things but itrsquos all an illusion for me since Irsquom
not just a teenage girl Irsquom a ldquomotherrdquo to two
boysIrsquove been expected to be the caretaker
of my brothers since I was seven My mom has
always worked twelve hours a day six days a
week and without my dad in the picture the
responsibilities of my brothers were left to me
It was a role forced upon me but itrsquos a role Irsquove
accepted At the age of seven I began staying
home alone with my three-year-old brother and
my infant brother At the age of seven I stopped
being a child turning into the person my fam-ily needed me to bemdashthe one who changed
diapers prepared formula put my brothers to
sleep and took care of them in every way imag-
inable I gladly took on these responsibilities
because it was what my mom needed me to do
My mom had to work to support our family and
couldnrsquot afford a babysitter
I used to see my brothers as a burden
that kept me from my potential I resented the
fact that my mom forced me to stay home and
care for them Why did I have to sacrice
They werenrsquot my kids nor was I their mother
I fumed at the unfairness and resentfully cared
for them for years Now I realize that Irsquom
lucky to have them Taking care of my brothers
has made me into a chef a teacher a mentor
a maid a chauffeur and a supportive sister
Irsquove always been forced to juggle my brothers
school work volunteerism and a healthy social
life on a daily basis These roles shaped me into
the caring compassionate and capable person
that I am today Caring for my brothers didnrsquot
keep me from my potential it exponentially
increased my potential After being responsible
for the lives of two human beings Irsquove learned
priceless skills I can manage a household and
maintain a family I can be efcient in all that Ido and work hard at every job assigned to me
Such skills have allowed me to be successful
academically professionally and socially I can
manage a hectic life and still be a happy soul
with a great academic record Growing up with
my brothers has taught me to make the best
when Irsquom handed the least I now know that the
caretaking of my brothers hasnrsquot been a burden
instead itrsquos been a character-building experi-
enceNo one knows that I take on a soccer-
mom persona after school Yoursquoll never see me
without a smile at school so Irsquom perceived as a
happy-go-lucky carefree girl However my ap-
pearance at school is a faccedilade My friends from
school presume that I have the perfect life but
I donrsquot Irsquove just learned to positively deal with
my life I keep up an act to conceal the great
struggles that I endure Irsquom glad I can control
how I am perceived because it changes how I
am treated I have compassion for those who
have little control over their appearance due to
genetic deformities so I want to become a re-
constructive plastic surgeon I want to empower
people with the ability to portray themselves to
others as they wish so I want to dedicate my life
to being a reconstructive plastic surgeon and to
xing birth defects and genetic deformities
Nicole Tanquary- ldquoPotrait of Laurardquo
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Could I Be Your Change
Bella Alibrandi
I want to leave a footprintOn the world
I want to make a difference
To create change
Someday I would like to be someonersquos hero
And have them look up to me
Irsquom going to die
And when I do
I want people to remember me
And laugh at all the good times we had
The last thing I would wantIs for people to cry over my passing
They should celebrate my moving on
My next step
I wish that they will hope
Irsquom happy and no longer
Feel any pain
If you choose to cry for me
I suppose I cannot stop you
But my dear friend and loved onePlease take note
That my life was full and happy
And you will always be a part
Of my soul
Paige Fiermonte- ldquoLadyrdquo
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An Arrow
Cayla Dedrick
It was the rst day of summer and already my
parents were shipping me off to some camp to
spend the summer An outdoors sports-y kind
of camp too Upon arriving I was admittedly
a bit impressed by the scenery Much nicer than
the camp from last summer
The place was pretty I suppose the lake
that they had here was actually larger than a
gloried pond and reected the clear blue of
the sky and luminescent little sparkles from the
sun Shadows from the trees around the camp
area dappled the ground creating a nice mix of
the shade and the sun
My parents insisted that it was betterto be outside with other children for the whole
summer rather than cooped up in my room
Personally I think they just wanted to get rid of
me so I wouldnrsquot ldquoaccidentallyrdquo blow the house
up in my boredom
It didnrsquot matter if it was nice here or not
I wouldnrsquot enjoy this I never did
The string of the bow bit rather pain-
fully into the sensitive skin of my hands as I
struggled to tug it back far enough to an arrowproperly I could feel the eyes of the other
children who were waiting for their turn at the
targets boring into my back as I fought to hold
the bow and aim
At this point it would have been great
for the arrow to hit the target or at least make it
far enough to do so but I had no such luck My
arrow skittered pitifully into the dust more than
a couple feet in front of where I was aiming
Soft snickering drifted from behind me but I
Katelyn
Killoran-
ldquoOld Red
Wagonrdquo
refrained from glaring at them like I was sotempted to It was better not to give people the
satisfaction of knowing that theyrsquod got to me
A hand rested on my shoulder startling me out
of my thoughts but I didnrsquot jump like anyone
else would instead glancing back with a mildly
annoyed look
The boy that stood behind me was older prob-
ably around fteen and smiling kindly in stark
contrast to the other kidsrsquo smirks If I hadnrsquot been
too busy brooding Irsquod probably have found him
cute with soft blonde locks and icy blue eyes that
glittered with warmth rather than malice despite
their color
ldquoNeed some helprdquo he inquired an undertone of
veiled amusement in his voice with a sidelong
glance at the bow I had still clenched at my side
Yes of course I needed help but Irsquod never admit
it
ldquoMaybe a littlerdquo I shrugged So I wouldadmit it but it wasnrsquot my fault Something about
this kid made it hard to say no He didnrsquot seemlike he was trying to make a mockery of me
He instructed me to stand like I was going to
shoot an arrow but not to actually pull the bow-
string back yet I obeyed and immediately he
was shifting the positioning of my legs by prod-
ding at my feet with his until I was standing
correctly After determining that I was standing
correctly he stepped behind me and put his hands
over mine to help me This time when I red the
arrow lodged itself into one of the blue rings of
the target the third to the outside of ve colors
Smiling slightly I turned to look up at the boy
ldquoThanksrdquo I muttered a bit reluctantly
cheeks ushing a light shade of pink at the grin
he sent me in return
ldquoNo problem kidrdquo
I frowned ldquoIrsquom not a kidrdquo I protested de-
fensively shaking my head in annoyance ldquoAnd
my name is TerranrdquoldquoYou are a kidrdquo he said with a laugh
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causing me to scowl further ldquoMy namersquos Se-
bastian by the way Nice to meet yourdquo
ldquoCharmedrdquo
So maybe sitting in a kayak in the mid-
dle of the lake with my life jacket un- buckled
when I was well aware of the fact that the boys
in my group that had some weird thing against
me were out there too wasnrsquot a great idea Butno one would dare to push me in when there
were counselors watching right
I shouldrsquove have guessed something
was up when they stole my paddle and my life
jacket and left me stranded there to wait for
someone to come rescue me We were too far
from shore to effectively yell back for help and
while I knew Sebastian was swimming at least
somewhat near here he was underwater too
much to hear meI was just a little caught up in my an-
noyance when I felt my kayak tip sideways
abruptly throwing me out to the side Hitting
the water so suddenly forced most of the breath
from my body and trying to gasp in surprise
only caused water to ood my mouth I man-
aged to thrash my way to the surface to take a
breath Through the sound of my own coughing
I could hear laughter Wonderful They wouldnrsquotbe of any help to me I could tread water to an
extent for a short amount of time but I tired
quickly and just as I was starting to give up on
being able to swim back to shore I felt arms
wrap around my waist from behind tugging my
head out of the water I started to struggle and
kick on instinct but stopped quickly when a
familiar voice reached through the haze of my
panic
ldquoTerran calm down Itrsquos okayrdquo it
soothed gently I fell still and blinked a few
times to attempt to clear my vision Attempt
being the operative word here water was still
splashing into my eyes It wasnrsquot like I was cry-
ing from the fear or anything it was just drip-
ping from my hair
ldquoSebrdquo I mumbled coughing He nod-
ded and shifted me around so it would be easierto keep my head above the surface I wound my
arms around his neck to cling to him just a little
desperately as he swam back to shore abandon-
ing my now waterlogged kayak
Sebastian kept his arm wrapped around
my shoulders after we got to the point where I
could stand up I wasnrsquot sure if it was because
I was still shivering or it was just a protective
thing but either way I was grateful He only re-
luctantly handed me off to one of the counselorsso I could dry off and get some hot chocolate to
warm up after brushing his lips over my damp-
ened hair and promising to come see me when
he could That made me turn bright red very
quickly Behind all the kindness in his gaze I
could see the cold promise that hersquod make sure
nothing like this happened again and I wasnrsquot
sure if that was scary or endearing
If there was one thing to really bedisliked at this camp other than the kids that at-
tended it it was the cabins They were cold and
drafty the oors and beds creaked with
the slightest of movements and at night the
wind made tree branches bang against the win-
dow Needless to say I got little to no sleep I
had no idea how everyone else managed
Honestly I found it easier to rest during
the day in a few choice locations around camp
that it was quite simple to sneak away to at
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certain points throughout the day My current
favourite was a little spot in the woods where
the ground was covered in moss Sebastian
would come and sit with me sometimes and
wersquod talk about whatever came to mind while I
used his shoulder as a pillow On occasion Irsquod
actually fall asleep part way through our con-
versation and hersquod always be nice and sit thereuntil I woke up Once or twice I even found him
dozing as well with his head leaning off the top
of mine
This was the kind of thing Irsquod really
miss when I went home As much as the camp
itself wasnrsquot great and most of the kids didnrsquot
talk to me here I had found a friend Maybe
more than a friend I mused once and a while
glancing at the hand that would nd its way to
rest on my armWe started ditching activities a few
weeks into camp After that incident where I
almost drowned he insisted on hanging around
me just in case It was slow at rst but we did
get to the point where we were comfortable
enough in each otherrsquos company to not only
talk for a long time about anything that came
to mind but sit in silence without it getting the
least bit awkward He asked for my phone num-ber so we could keep in touch before I could
work up the nerve to do so myself My shyness
had mostly dissipated around Sebastian but
little things like asking for contact information
seemed hard
Unfortunately all good things had a stu-
pid way of coming to pass right when they were
getting to the best part This little friendship I
had forged was no exception This camp would
end next week and everyone was going home
Seb had said hersquod visit if he could yet I doubt-
ed wersquod be able to work anything out Still for
now it was easier to fake a smile and agree
Curling up into a tighter ball on the
damp moss-laden ground I let my head fall
onto Sebastianrsquos shoulder as Irsquod done so many
times before closing my eyes He immediately
fell silent to let me rest if I wanted to Today I
couldnrsquot sleep though I didnrsquot want to waste
time sleeping
ldquoItrsquos been fun here Seb You made this
summer a lot more bearable for merdquo I mum-
bled standing on my toes to hug the older boy
quickly slipping a little note into his pocket
He smiled though it looked a bit forced
and nodded
ldquoYeah We should hang out sometimemayberdquo He trailed off a bit uncertainly as if
he wasnrsquot sure Irsquod want to see him again after
this summer
I laughed Between the two of us
he wasnrsquot supposed to be the shy one ldquoWe
shouldrdquo A shout of my name from the other
side of the little clearing where theyrsquod gathered
us to wait for our parents made me look up My
father was standing by one of the counselors
arms crossed and impatient I didnrsquot hesitate tostart walking over to him
ldquoByerdquo I called back over my shoulder
Sebastian waved once before turning away
On the silent ride home I stared out the
window wishing for the rst time that I didnrsquot
have to come home from camp this year
Later when he got home himself Se-
bastian would nd the little slip of paper I gave
him before we left and smile
[Thanks for everything Seb Irsquoll miss you lt3
-TM]
Sophie Luckette- ldquoLadybugsrdquo
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A Love for a Girl
Harrison Franklin
A mixed teen walks down the hall
passing by the conceded walls
looks of style
talk of white and black
he sits up slumps and sits back
again
quiet mostly but loud when he
chooses
he doesnrsquot have a place of status
quo
he speaks to with whom he chooses
he can be brazen or a phantom joyous or saddened
At night a man of style and
personality
steps forth to a scene
he is ready
the music plays and he listens
his favored electronic plays
the bass rumbles
his body moves rhythmicallyin precise time with the beats
he draws a wondering crowd who is
this dancer
everyday
repetition is the way
gray days masking
true blue skies
of hope lasting
graceand future passing
a cold world sobered up
washed out and cleaned up
DULL and BLAND
he walks the halls in search of
a love
the dancer dissipates from center
stage
oating from group to group copyingstyles
he stumbles across a maverick
beautiful in features and attire
freelancer of her own style
Up and down
around
in and out
trafc ows in the halls
the small being makes his way
he passes tons of beauties but the
eyes of one catches his
hers sneaky dangerous and swift in
movement
she passes by without
acknowledgement
The dancer now follows dangerously
close
he knows his purser and had his
dose
she took her glances
with her dangerous cool blue eyes
drunk in happiness in of the musicshe laughs in enjoyment unaware
she is pursued
day after day
he searches
for the face
he longed to see her
for her to acknowledge
for her to be INTERESTED
she passed by greeting himhesitation
recognition and progress
The party atmosphere ended
he searched for her
but to only compliment her elegant
dress
with colors in his liking
others left the dancer as usual lastto leave
the morning came I became whole
once again
with a desire to catch this girl
who attracted me
although her actions
led me up and down
on a roller coaster
I pursue this girl
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Untitled
Patrece Martin
She holds her head high
She walks around big and tall
She has light eyes that almost look like they could be white
When she talks I turn away
I donrsquot know why
Her words just seem so cold
Children seem to like herThey canrsquot see the harshness she brings
And I guess I canrsquot blame them
When shersquos around the fat man brings them presents
But I am no fool
I canrsquot wait for her to leave
Her sister is much nicer
She speaks with warm comforting words
Oh I canrsquot wait for the day
When winter leaves
And itrsquos time for Summer to step in
Rebecca Fuller- ldquoUntitledrdquo
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My Tear For Her My Passion For Him
Bella Alibrandi
I was holding her hand walking
slowly with her like I always did Not mak-
ing her feel like her body was slowing down
Even though it was I saw her every day even
on Sundays Irsquove been her nanny since I was
fourteen When I began working for the Nicolas
family she was only four I thought she was
the cutest and sweetest little girl I would ever
care for And that was true but she wasnrsquot an
easy child With all her vitamins pills and her
allergies quite frankly I was very nervous when
talking care of her
During the summers she was all myresponsibility for thirteen hours a day What did
I do while I had school My schedule was very
complex Irsquod wake up every morning at ve in
the morning It didnrsquot matter if it was during the
week or the weekend I would get to her house
by six when I was younger and couldnrsquot drive
my mom would bring me to school around
seven thirty At the end of the day mom would
get me and drop me off at her house around
two thirty Her parents worked from one pm toeight pm The time period that I was at school
and her parents were at work she was the only
one home in their large empty mansion taking
her daily nap I was really worried about this
when I started working It was unsafe for a little
girl her age to be home alone and defenseless
I heard she has an older sibling that hersquos in my
eleventh grade class but I have never met him
or seen him around the house Which didnrsquot
surprise me so much considering how big their
house is But I began to be ok with the little girl
home alone because I met Marty
Marty is their front guard that lived
out in the guardhouse you had to pass by to
get in through their iron gates in the two mile
long driveway Marty showed me the Nicolasrsquos
security systems locks movement detectors
alarms and even alarms to detect any substancethat their little girl was allergic to If it detect-
ed any of her allergens it would immediately
notify her parentsrsquo cell phones work numbers
and the emergency hospital a couple blocks up
They even insisted that my cell be included in
the alarms and that I have my own identication
code for Marty Yeah they were that protective
Crazy huh Nope it all made sense when I met
Melina Nicolas
She had the softest milk chocolatebrown hair that had spiral curls that hung to her
mid back It felt like silk Mrs Nicolas always
dressed her in the princess dresses that people
bought to put their girls in pageants the kind of
dress that cost $50000 Yep that kind of rich
Everyday when I saw her she would jump for
joy and say ldquoMy nanny Kay Kayrsquos here What
do you want to play today Kay Kayrdquo Yeah my
name is Kayla Anne Merienda But most peoplecall me Kayla But Melina canrsquot say that so she
calls me Kay Kay
Every day I had a new game to teach
her I think shersquos the only child I have ever
met that loves to learn as much as she does
But after awhile I ran out of games So wersquod
play some of the old ones She started getting
bored with the new games So we made up our
own She was incredibly smart for a little girl
But right now shersquos seven and Irsquom seventeen
And right about now is when Mr and Mrs
Nicolas should be leaving the house Irsquom in my
last period class advanced Spanish But for
the last ten minutes I havenrsquot been listening
to my teacher Irsquove been tuning everyone out
except Austin Irsquod gotten lost in my own world
thinking about him and only him I had dedicat-
ed my whole high school career to Melina soIrsquove never been able to have a social life Yeah
there are some girls I talk to eat lunch with But
I donrsquot think I could consider them as friends
And some days more than others Irsquod feel so
lonely without friends in my life and especially
a boyfriend I canrsquot help look at his eyes I canrsquot
help get nervous around him even though we
donrsquot talk And I denitely canrsquot help but want
to be able to call him mine But that wonrsquot hap-
pen Itrsquos time to get into my snow covered carand drive to Melinarsquos house once again
When the bell rang I must have stood
up too quickly and gotten dizzy I tried to shake
it off and walk forward but ran right into some-
one I couldnrsquot see who it was because I was
now face rst on the oor once again looking
like an idiot I suddenly felt a warm hand on
my back ldquoHere let me help yourdquo I stood up
and regained my balance ldquoAre you ok You fellpretty hardrdquo I didnrsquot notice who had helped me
off the ground until now I was looking straight
into his blue eyes It was Austin
ldquoYeah Irsquom ne thanksrdquo I was swaying
side to side lightheaded But not because of the
impact of the ground I just took but because he
was talking to me Me And he saw me for the
rst time He grabbed my shoulders rm but
gentle
ldquoWoah there Should I take you to the
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nurserdquo No I had to get to Melinarsquos before she
wakes up
ldquoNo thanks I need to be somewhererdquo
I headed for the door but he caught me by the
arm which made my body tingle
ldquoIf you think Irsquom going to let you drive
yoursquore crazyrdquo
ldquoWhyrdquo I tried to pull away but hisstrong arms werenrsquot giving in anytime soon
ldquoYou fell and hit your head Finerdquo he
said while letting go ldquogo drive away in your
car and get in an accident Irsquoll be the last person
you ever talk tordquo That scared me a little bit He
grabbed his backpack and began to walk off
ldquoWaitrdquo I ran after him running into a
table or two He stopped not facing me But I
could totally tell he was smiling
ldquoCould you drive me somewhererdquo Hespun around with a casual look painted across
his excited face
ldquoI guessrdquo He oddly winked and said
with a wave of a hand ldquoThis wayrdquo
We got out into the ice and snow covered park-
ing lot We walked out quite far and stopped by
a black SLK with tan leather seating
ldquoNice carrdquo I said
ldquoYou into carsrdquo He looked surprisedldquoKinda My dad owns a dealershiprdquo He
laughed and we both got in
ldquoI have a BMW Chevroletrdquo He nodded
ldquoThatrsquos a nice carrdquo We both laughed
ldquoIrsquom Austin by the way You must have
known that though You wouldnrsquot have gotten
into a car with a total stranger rightrdquo He pre-
tended to glance at my face but I saw his eyes
scan over my body
ldquoYeah I knew your name you must
know mine because you wouldnrsquot let a total
stranger into your car would yourdquo I said smil-
ing at him He smiled back
ldquoGood call I do know your name Kayla
Anne Blake Rightrdquo Kinda creepy he knew my
whole name
ldquoYeah But you can just call me Kaylardquo
ldquoOh okay Kayla So which way nowrdquohe said stopping at a stoplight
ldquoTake a next left and then itrsquos the next
house on your leftrdquo I looked at his face He
looked puzzled ldquoIs something the matterrdquo He
didnrsquot answer for a second But then said
ldquoNo nothings wrongrdquo Something was
wrong here
We stopped at the iron gate and punched
in a code Was he related to these people He
must have seen me curiously looking at himbecause he said
ldquoIrsquom Melinarsquos Brotherrdquo I guessed I
should have guessed that considering his last
name was Nicolas Wow I feel so stupid
ldquoOh okay Irsquom herhelliprdquo I didnrsquot get to
nish because he did it for me
ldquoNanny Rightrdquo he smiled
ldquoYeah How did you know I havenrsquot
seen you around their houserdquo I was getting ner-vous He must have sensed it because he said
ldquoItrsquos okay Kayla Melina talks about
you a lot You donrsquot have to freak outrdquo He said
half smiling like he was trying to prove he was
a good guy
ldquoOkay sorry that just freaked me out for
a minute thererdquo
ldquoItrsquos okay By the way I need your
identication coderdquo I gave it to him and he
typed it in smoothly The gates swung open and
we drove up and parked in the driveway It was
snowing so he took off his coat and put it on
me Irsquom sure I blushed
ldquoThanksrdquo
When we got inside Mrs Nicolas was
crying with Mr Nicolas wrapped around her
ldquoDad what happenedrdquo
ldquoWherersquos Melinardquo I asked franticSomething must have happened They arenrsquot
supposed to be home With a deep breath Mr
Nicolas said
ldquoShersquos in the hospital We came to pick
you two up Get in our carrdquo
We drove to the hospital where we
found Melina in a bed connected to tubes and
wires I was freaking out and on the verge of
tears
ldquoMr and Mrs Nicolas please may Ihave a word with you two in the hallrdquo They
walked out leaving me with Austin He was
holding Melinarsquos delicate little hand
ldquoDo you think shersquoll be okayrdquo I asked
sitting next to him He was quiet for a minute
Then looked at me with tears in his eyes
ldquoI donrsquot knowrdquo He said it was a deep
strong voice but by his tears I knew he was
breaking insideI went and stood by the door and
watched the doctor down the hall with the
parents He was telling them bad news I knew
because they both started crying and so did I
I went and sat back down and waited for the
Nicolasrsquo to tell us something bad But when
Mrs Nicolas came in she said
ldquoEverything will be ne Melina is just a
little sick
Austin was driving me home and looked
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at me and said with sorrow in his voice
ldquoThey lied to usrdquo
ldquoWhat do you meanrdquo I asked
ldquoMelina isnrsquot just sick She has cancerrdquo
He pulled over where we both began to
sob and hold each other close for a time that
felt like forever
Morgan Gunther-
ldquoOcean Islerdquo
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Russian Roulette
Leah Ifraim
The spicy fumes
Circulate through the airBrushing across my nostrils
I see a beautifully plated row of giant sushi
Elegant underneath a drizzle of spicy mayo
I stare at them in awe
I delicately pick up one of the rolls
Bringing it up to my lips
As I take my rst bite
I feel a crunch
My tongue begins to sizzle
Spicy mayo
So creamy and rich
Fizzes across the center of my tongue
Jolting me alert
With each chew
I feel the fresh taste of chives
Fracture as a tooth bites into it
The tuna warms my taste buds
Mixing with the bits of sticky rice
Plastering the walls of each toothSavory tastes collide
Bouncing off each cell of my tongue
As the nal taste of perfection slips down my throat
My hand reaches for another roll
Irsquove never tasted anything so mysterious and incredible
This is the Russian Roulette
Jackie Halpin- ldquoFarmerrsquos Marketrdquo
Julia Slisz- ldquoChairrdquo
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Home
Dori Bergman
A homeIs nothing like
A house
Itrsquos a place
Where you belong
Itrsquos a feeling
That yoursquoll savor
Itrsquos a person
Who you look to
With my homeI feel wanted
Understood
Special
And loved
So I just thought
Irsquod let you know
That even though
Irsquove lost my way
With you
Irsquom nally
Home Allison Emmel- ldquoBalconyrdquo
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Untitled
Christy Le
I hear the NFL theme song go off in my
earmdashmy alarm itrsquos 545 am and I need to get
up for school I trudge to my closet carefully
picking out my clothes and doing my makeup
ensuring that my appearance is on the same par
as the suburban-elite girls from my school At
7am I realize itrsquos time to wake my two broth-
ers I walk to their room and gently shake them
awake They begrudgingly march to the bath-
roommdashmy cue to prepare breakfast I tiptoe
past my momrsquos room as not to wake her I know
shersquoll need her sleep before her twelve hour
shift at the nail salon At 705 am I say good-
bye to my younger brothers remind them not to
miss their bus and start the trek to my bus stop
At the bus stop I ght the urge to lie
down and take a nap The previous dayrsquos activi-
ties have exhausted memdashcooking dinner tutor-
ing my brothers cleaning my house and work-
ing on my four AP course workload until 2 am
When the bus arrives I board it and sit with one
of my best friends She and I fall into mindless
chatter about pop culture and other nonsensical
things but itrsquos all an illusion for me since Irsquom
not just a teenage girl Irsquom a ldquomotherrdquo to two
boysIrsquove been expected to be the caretaker
of my brothers since I was seven My mom has
always worked twelve hours a day six days a
week and without my dad in the picture the
responsibilities of my brothers were left to me
It was a role forced upon me but itrsquos a role Irsquove
accepted At the age of seven I began staying
home alone with my three-year-old brother and
my infant brother At the age of seven I stopped
being a child turning into the person my fam-ily needed me to bemdashthe one who changed
diapers prepared formula put my brothers to
sleep and took care of them in every way imag-
inable I gladly took on these responsibilities
because it was what my mom needed me to do
My mom had to work to support our family and
couldnrsquot afford a babysitter
I used to see my brothers as a burden
that kept me from my potential I resented the
fact that my mom forced me to stay home and
care for them Why did I have to sacrice
They werenrsquot my kids nor was I their mother
I fumed at the unfairness and resentfully cared
for them for years Now I realize that Irsquom
lucky to have them Taking care of my brothers
has made me into a chef a teacher a mentor
a maid a chauffeur and a supportive sister
Irsquove always been forced to juggle my brothers
school work volunteerism and a healthy social
life on a daily basis These roles shaped me into
the caring compassionate and capable person
that I am today Caring for my brothers didnrsquot
keep me from my potential it exponentially
increased my potential After being responsible
for the lives of two human beings Irsquove learned
priceless skills I can manage a household and
maintain a family I can be efcient in all that Ido and work hard at every job assigned to me
Such skills have allowed me to be successful
academically professionally and socially I can
manage a hectic life and still be a happy soul
with a great academic record Growing up with
my brothers has taught me to make the best
when Irsquom handed the least I now know that the
caretaking of my brothers hasnrsquot been a burden
instead itrsquos been a character-building experi-
enceNo one knows that I take on a soccer-
mom persona after school Yoursquoll never see me
without a smile at school so Irsquom perceived as a
happy-go-lucky carefree girl However my ap-
pearance at school is a faccedilade My friends from
school presume that I have the perfect life but
I donrsquot Irsquove just learned to positively deal with
my life I keep up an act to conceal the great
struggles that I endure Irsquom glad I can control
how I am perceived because it changes how I
am treated I have compassion for those who
have little control over their appearance due to
genetic deformities so I want to become a re-
constructive plastic surgeon I want to empower
people with the ability to portray themselves to
others as they wish so I want to dedicate my life
to being a reconstructive plastic surgeon and to
xing birth defects and genetic deformities
Nicole Tanquary- ldquoPotrait of Laurardquo
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An Arrow
Cayla Dedrick
It was the rst day of summer and already my
parents were shipping me off to some camp to
spend the summer An outdoors sports-y kind
of camp too Upon arriving I was admittedly
a bit impressed by the scenery Much nicer than
the camp from last summer
The place was pretty I suppose the lake
that they had here was actually larger than a
gloried pond and reected the clear blue of
the sky and luminescent little sparkles from the
sun Shadows from the trees around the camp
area dappled the ground creating a nice mix of
the shade and the sun
My parents insisted that it was betterto be outside with other children for the whole
summer rather than cooped up in my room
Personally I think they just wanted to get rid of
me so I wouldnrsquot ldquoaccidentallyrdquo blow the house
up in my boredom
It didnrsquot matter if it was nice here or not
I wouldnrsquot enjoy this I never did
The string of the bow bit rather pain-
fully into the sensitive skin of my hands as I
struggled to tug it back far enough to an arrowproperly I could feel the eyes of the other
children who were waiting for their turn at the
targets boring into my back as I fought to hold
the bow and aim
At this point it would have been great
for the arrow to hit the target or at least make it
far enough to do so but I had no such luck My
arrow skittered pitifully into the dust more than
a couple feet in front of where I was aiming
Soft snickering drifted from behind me but I
Katelyn
Killoran-
ldquoOld Red
Wagonrdquo
refrained from glaring at them like I was sotempted to It was better not to give people the
satisfaction of knowing that theyrsquod got to me
A hand rested on my shoulder startling me out
of my thoughts but I didnrsquot jump like anyone
else would instead glancing back with a mildly
annoyed look
The boy that stood behind me was older prob-
ably around fteen and smiling kindly in stark
contrast to the other kidsrsquo smirks If I hadnrsquot been
too busy brooding Irsquod probably have found him
cute with soft blonde locks and icy blue eyes that
glittered with warmth rather than malice despite
their color
ldquoNeed some helprdquo he inquired an undertone of
veiled amusement in his voice with a sidelong
glance at the bow I had still clenched at my side
Yes of course I needed help but Irsquod never admit
it
ldquoMaybe a littlerdquo I shrugged So I wouldadmit it but it wasnrsquot my fault Something about
this kid made it hard to say no He didnrsquot seemlike he was trying to make a mockery of me
He instructed me to stand like I was going to
shoot an arrow but not to actually pull the bow-
string back yet I obeyed and immediately he
was shifting the positioning of my legs by prod-
ding at my feet with his until I was standing
correctly After determining that I was standing
correctly he stepped behind me and put his hands
over mine to help me This time when I red the
arrow lodged itself into one of the blue rings of
the target the third to the outside of ve colors
Smiling slightly I turned to look up at the boy
ldquoThanksrdquo I muttered a bit reluctantly
cheeks ushing a light shade of pink at the grin
he sent me in return
ldquoNo problem kidrdquo
I frowned ldquoIrsquom not a kidrdquo I protested de-
fensively shaking my head in annoyance ldquoAnd
my name is TerranrdquoldquoYou are a kidrdquo he said with a laugh
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causing me to scowl further ldquoMy namersquos Se-
bastian by the way Nice to meet yourdquo
ldquoCharmedrdquo
So maybe sitting in a kayak in the mid-
dle of the lake with my life jacket un- buckled
when I was well aware of the fact that the boys
in my group that had some weird thing against
me were out there too wasnrsquot a great idea Butno one would dare to push me in when there
were counselors watching right
I shouldrsquove have guessed something
was up when they stole my paddle and my life
jacket and left me stranded there to wait for
someone to come rescue me We were too far
from shore to effectively yell back for help and
while I knew Sebastian was swimming at least
somewhat near here he was underwater too
much to hear meI was just a little caught up in my an-
noyance when I felt my kayak tip sideways
abruptly throwing me out to the side Hitting
the water so suddenly forced most of the breath
from my body and trying to gasp in surprise
only caused water to ood my mouth I man-
aged to thrash my way to the surface to take a
breath Through the sound of my own coughing
I could hear laughter Wonderful They wouldnrsquotbe of any help to me I could tread water to an
extent for a short amount of time but I tired
quickly and just as I was starting to give up on
being able to swim back to shore I felt arms
wrap around my waist from behind tugging my
head out of the water I started to struggle and
kick on instinct but stopped quickly when a
familiar voice reached through the haze of my
panic
ldquoTerran calm down Itrsquos okayrdquo it
soothed gently I fell still and blinked a few
times to attempt to clear my vision Attempt
being the operative word here water was still
splashing into my eyes It wasnrsquot like I was cry-
ing from the fear or anything it was just drip-
ping from my hair
ldquoSebrdquo I mumbled coughing He nod-
ded and shifted me around so it would be easierto keep my head above the surface I wound my
arms around his neck to cling to him just a little
desperately as he swam back to shore abandon-
ing my now waterlogged kayak
Sebastian kept his arm wrapped around
my shoulders after we got to the point where I
could stand up I wasnrsquot sure if it was because
I was still shivering or it was just a protective
thing but either way I was grateful He only re-
luctantly handed me off to one of the counselorsso I could dry off and get some hot chocolate to
warm up after brushing his lips over my damp-
ened hair and promising to come see me when
he could That made me turn bright red very
quickly Behind all the kindness in his gaze I
could see the cold promise that hersquod make sure
nothing like this happened again and I wasnrsquot
sure if that was scary or endearing
If there was one thing to really bedisliked at this camp other than the kids that at-
tended it it was the cabins They were cold and
drafty the oors and beds creaked with
the slightest of movements and at night the
wind made tree branches bang against the win-
dow Needless to say I got little to no sleep I
had no idea how everyone else managed
Honestly I found it easier to rest during
the day in a few choice locations around camp
that it was quite simple to sneak away to at
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certain points throughout the day My current
favourite was a little spot in the woods where
the ground was covered in moss Sebastian
would come and sit with me sometimes and
wersquod talk about whatever came to mind while I
used his shoulder as a pillow On occasion Irsquod
actually fall asleep part way through our con-
versation and hersquod always be nice and sit thereuntil I woke up Once or twice I even found him
dozing as well with his head leaning off the top
of mine
This was the kind of thing Irsquod really
miss when I went home As much as the camp
itself wasnrsquot great and most of the kids didnrsquot
talk to me here I had found a friend Maybe
more than a friend I mused once and a while
glancing at the hand that would nd its way to
rest on my armWe started ditching activities a few
weeks into camp After that incident where I
almost drowned he insisted on hanging around
me just in case It was slow at rst but we did
get to the point where we were comfortable
enough in each otherrsquos company to not only
talk for a long time about anything that came
to mind but sit in silence without it getting the
least bit awkward He asked for my phone num-ber so we could keep in touch before I could
work up the nerve to do so myself My shyness
had mostly dissipated around Sebastian but
little things like asking for contact information
seemed hard
Unfortunately all good things had a stu-
pid way of coming to pass right when they were
getting to the best part This little friendship I
had forged was no exception This camp would
end next week and everyone was going home
Seb had said hersquod visit if he could yet I doubt-
ed wersquod be able to work anything out Still for
now it was easier to fake a smile and agree
Curling up into a tighter ball on the
damp moss-laden ground I let my head fall
onto Sebastianrsquos shoulder as Irsquod done so many
times before closing my eyes He immediately
fell silent to let me rest if I wanted to Today I
couldnrsquot sleep though I didnrsquot want to waste
time sleeping
ldquoItrsquos been fun here Seb You made this
summer a lot more bearable for merdquo I mum-
bled standing on my toes to hug the older boy
quickly slipping a little note into his pocket
He smiled though it looked a bit forced
and nodded
ldquoYeah We should hang out sometimemayberdquo He trailed off a bit uncertainly as if
he wasnrsquot sure Irsquod want to see him again after
this summer
I laughed Between the two of us
he wasnrsquot supposed to be the shy one ldquoWe
shouldrdquo A shout of my name from the other
side of the little clearing where theyrsquod gathered
us to wait for our parents made me look up My
father was standing by one of the counselors
arms crossed and impatient I didnrsquot hesitate tostart walking over to him
ldquoByerdquo I called back over my shoulder
Sebastian waved once before turning away
On the silent ride home I stared out the
window wishing for the rst time that I didnrsquot
have to come home from camp this year
Later when he got home himself Se-
bastian would nd the little slip of paper I gave
him before we left and smile
[Thanks for everything Seb Irsquoll miss you lt3
-TM]
Sophie Luckette- ldquoLadybugsrdquo
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A Love for a Girl
Harrison Franklin
A mixed teen walks down the hall
passing by the conceded walls
looks of style
talk of white and black
he sits up slumps and sits back
again
quiet mostly but loud when he
chooses
he doesnrsquot have a place of status
quo
he speaks to with whom he chooses
he can be brazen or a phantom joyous or saddened
At night a man of style and
personality
steps forth to a scene
he is ready
the music plays and he listens
his favored electronic plays
the bass rumbles
his body moves rhythmicallyin precise time with the beats
he draws a wondering crowd who is
this dancer
everyday
repetition is the way
gray days masking
true blue skies
of hope lasting
graceand future passing
a cold world sobered up
washed out and cleaned up
DULL and BLAND
he walks the halls in search of
a love
the dancer dissipates from center
stage
oating from group to group copyingstyles
he stumbles across a maverick
beautiful in features and attire
freelancer of her own style
Up and down
around
in and out
trafc ows in the halls
the small being makes his way
he passes tons of beauties but the
eyes of one catches his
hers sneaky dangerous and swift in
movement
she passes by without
acknowledgement
The dancer now follows dangerously
close
he knows his purser and had his
dose
she took her glances
with her dangerous cool blue eyes
drunk in happiness in of the musicshe laughs in enjoyment unaware
she is pursued
day after day
he searches
for the face
he longed to see her
for her to acknowledge
for her to be INTERESTED
she passed by greeting himhesitation
recognition and progress
The party atmosphere ended
he searched for her
but to only compliment her elegant
dress
with colors in his liking
others left the dancer as usual lastto leave
the morning came I became whole
once again
with a desire to catch this girl
who attracted me
although her actions
led me up and down
on a roller coaster
I pursue this girl
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Untitled
Patrece Martin
She holds her head high
She walks around big and tall
She has light eyes that almost look like they could be white
When she talks I turn away
I donrsquot know why
Her words just seem so cold
Children seem to like herThey canrsquot see the harshness she brings
And I guess I canrsquot blame them
When shersquos around the fat man brings them presents
But I am no fool
I canrsquot wait for her to leave
Her sister is much nicer
She speaks with warm comforting words
Oh I canrsquot wait for the day
When winter leaves
And itrsquos time for Summer to step in
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My Tear For Her My Passion For Him
Bella Alibrandi
I was holding her hand walking
slowly with her like I always did Not mak-
ing her feel like her body was slowing down
Even though it was I saw her every day even
on Sundays Irsquove been her nanny since I was
fourteen When I began working for the Nicolas
family she was only four I thought she was
the cutest and sweetest little girl I would ever
care for And that was true but she wasnrsquot an
easy child With all her vitamins pills and her
allergies quite frankly I was very nervous when
talking care of her
During the summers she was all myresponsibility for thirteen hours a day What did
I do while I had school My schedule was very
complex Irsquod wake up every morning at ve in
the morning It didnrsquot matter if it was during the
week or the weekend I would get to her house
by six when I was younger and couldnrsquot drive
my mom would bring me to school around
seven thirty At the end of the day mom would
get me and drop me off at her house around
two thirty Her parents worked from one pm toeight pm The time period that I was at school
and her parents were at work she was the only
one home in their large empty mansion taking
her daily nap I was really worried about this
when I started working It was unsafe for a little
girl her age to be home alone and defenseless
I heard she has an older sibling that hersquos in my
eleventh grade class but I have never met him
or seen him around the house Which didnrsquot
surprise me so much considering how big their
house is But I began to be ok with the little girl
home alone because I met Marty
Marty is their front guard that lived
out in the guardhouse you had to pass by to
get in through their iron gates in the two mile
long driveway Marty showed me the Nicolasrsquos
security systems locks movement detectors
alarms and even alarms to detect any substancethat their little girl was allergic to If it detect-
ed any of her allergens it would immediately
notify her parentsrsquo cell phones work numbers
and the emergency hospital a couple blocks up
They even insisted that my cell be included in
the alarms and that I have my own identication
code for Marty Yeah they were that protective
Crazy huh Nope it all made sense when I met
Melina Nicolas
She had the softest milk chocolatebrown hair that had spiral curls that hung to her
mid back It felt like silk Mrs Nicolas always
dressed her in the princess dresses that people
bought to put their girls in pageants the kind of
dress that cost $50000 Yep that kind of rich
Everyday when I saw her she would jump for
joy and say ldquoMy nanny Kay Kayrsquos here What
do you want to play today Kay Kayrdquo Yeah my
name is Kayla Anne Merienda But most peoplecall me Kayla But Melina canrsquot say that so she
calls me Kay Kay
Every day I had a new game to teach
her I think shersquos the only child I have ever
met that loves to learn as much as she does
But after awhile I ran out of games So wersquod
play some of the old ones She started getting
bored with the new games So we made up our
own She was incredibly smart for a little girl
But right now shersquos seven and Irsquom seventeen
And right about now is when Mr and Mrs
Nicolas should be leaving the house Irsquom in my
last period class advanced Spanish But for
the last ten minutes I havenrsquot been listening
to my teacher Irsquove been tuning everyone out
except Austin Irsquod gotten lost in my own world
thinking about him and only him I had dedicat-
ed my whole high school career to Melina soIrsquove never been able to have a social life Yeah
there are some girls I talk to eat lunch with But
I donrsquot think I could consider them as friends
And some days more than others Irsquod feel so
lonely without friends in my life and especially
a boyfriend I canrsquot help look at his eyes I canrsquot
help get nervous around him even though we
donrsquot talk And I denitely canrsquot help but want
to be able to call him mine But that wonrsquot hap-
pen Itrsquos time to get into my snow covered carand drive to Melinarsquos house once again
When the bell rang I must have stood
up too quickly and gotten dizzy I tried to shake
it off and walk forward but ran right into some-
one I couldnrsquot see who it was because I was
now face rst on the oor once again looking
like an idiot I suddenly felt a warm hand on
my back ldquoHere let me help yourdquo I stood up
and regained my balance ldquoAre you ok You fellpretty hardrdquo I didnrsquot notice who had helped me
off the ground until now I was looking straight
into his blue eyes It was Austin
ldquoYeah Irsquom ne thanksrdquo I was swaying
side to side lightheaded But not because of the
impact of the ground I just took but because he
was talking to me Me And he saw me for the
rst time He grabbed my shoulders rm but
gentle
ldquoWoah there Should I take you to the
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nurserdquo No I had to get to Melinarsquos before she
wakes up
ldquoNo thanks I need to be somewhererdquo
I headed for the door but he caught me by the
arm which made my body tingle
ldquoIf you think Irsquom going to let you drive
yoursquore crazyrdquo
ldquoWhyrdquo I tried to pull away but hisstrong arms werenrsquot giving in anytime soon
ldquoYou fell and hit your head Finerdquo he
said while letting go ldquogo drive away in your
car and get in an accident Irsquoll be the last person
you ever talk tordquo That scared me a little bit He
grabbed his backpack and began to walk off
ldquoWaitrdquo I ran after him running into a
table or two He stopped not facing me But I
could totally tell he was smiling
ldquoCould you drive me somewhererdquo Hespun around with a casual look painted across
his excited face
ldquoI guessrdquo He oddly winked and said
with a wave of a hand ldquoThis wayrdquo
We got out into the ice and snow covered park-
ing lot We walked out quite far and stopped by
a black SLK with tan leather seating
ldquoNice carrdquo I said
ldquoYou into carsrdquo He looked surprisedldquoKinda My dad owns a dealershiprdquo He
laughed and we both got in
ldquoI have a BMW Chevroletrdquo He nodded
ldquoThatrsquos a nice carrdquo We both laughed
ldquoIrsquom Austin by the way You must have
known that though You wouldnrsquot have gotten
into a car with a total stranger rightrdquo He pre-
tended to glance at my face but I saw his eyes
scan over my body
ldquoYeah I knew your name you must
know mine because you wouldnrsquot let a total
stranger into your car would yourdquo I said smil-
ing at him He smiled back
ldquoGood call I do know your name Kayla
Anne Blake Rightrdquo Kinda creepy he knew my
whole name
ldquoYeah But you can just call me Kaylardquo
ldquoOh okay Kayla So which way nowrdquohe said stopping at a stoplight
ldquoTake a next left and then itrsquos the next
house on your leftrdquo I looked at his face He
looked puzzled ldquoIs something the matterrdquo He
didnrsquot answer for a second But then said
ldquoNo nothings wrongrdquo Something was
wrong here
We stopped at the iron gate and punched
in a code Was he related to these people He
must have seen me curiously looking at himbecause he said
ldquoIrsquom Melinarsquos Brotherrdquo I guessed I
should have guessed that considering his last
name was Nicolas Wow I feel so stupid
ldquoOh okay Irsquom herhelliprdquo I didnrsquot get to
nish because he did it for me
ldquoNanny Rightrdquo he smiled
ldquoYeah How did you know I havenrsquot
seen you around their houserdquo I was getting ner-vous He must have sensed it because he said
ldquoItrsquos okay Kayla Melina talks about
you a lot You donrsquot have to freak outrdquo He said
half smiling like he was trying to prove he was
a good guy
ldquoOkay sorry that just freaked me out for
a minute thererdquo
ldquoItrsquos okay By the way I need your
identication coderdquo I gave it to him and he
typed it in smoothly The gates swung open and
we drove up and parked in the driveway It was
snowing so he took off his coat and put it on
me Irsquom sure I blushed
ldquoThanksrdquo
When we got inside Mrs Nicolas was
crying with Mr Nicolas wrapped around her
ldquoDad what happenedrdquo
ldquoWherersquos Melinardquo I asked franticSomething must have happened They arenrsquot
supposed to be home With a deep breath Mr
Nicolas said
ldquoShersquos in the hospital We came to pick
you two up Get in our carrdquo
We drove to the hospital where we
found Melina in a bed connected to tubes and
wires I was freaking out and on the verge of
tears
ldquoMr and Mrs Nicolas please may Ihave a word with you two in the hallrdquo They
walked out leaving me with Austin He was
holding Melinarsquos delicate little hand
ldquoDo you think shersquoll be okayrdquo I asked
sitting next to him He was quiet for a minute
Then looked at me with tears in his eyes
ldquoI donrsquot knowrdquo He said it was a deep
strong voice but by his tears I knew he was
breaking insideI went and stood by the door and
watched the doctor down the hall with the
parents He was telling them bad news I knew
because they both started crying and so did I
I went and sat back down and waited for the
Nicolasrsquo to tell us something bad But when
Mrs Nicolas came in she said
ldquoEverything will be ne Melina is just a
little sick
Austin was driving me home and looked
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at me and said with sorrow in his voice
ldquoThey lied to usrdquo
ldquoWhat do you meanrdquo I asked
ldquoMelina isnrsquot just sick She has cancerrdquo
He pulled over where we both began to
sob and hold each other close for a time that
felt like forever
Morgan Gunther-
ldquoOcean Islerdquo
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Russian Roulette
Leah Ifraim
The spicy fumes
Circulate through the airBrushing across my nostrils
I see a beautifully plated row of giant sushi
Elegant underneath a drizzle of spicy mayo
I stare at them in awe
I delicately pick up one of the rolls
Bringing it up to my lips
As I take my rst bite
I feel a crunch
My tongue begins to sizzle
Spicy mayo
So creamy and rich
Fizzes across the center of my tongue
Jolting me alert
With each chew
I feel the fresh taste of chives
Fracture as a tooth bites into it
The tuna warms my taste buds
Mixing with the bits of sticky rice
Plastering the walls of each toothSavory tastes collide
Bouncing off each cell of my tongue
As the nal taste of perfection slips down my throat
My hand reaches for another roll
Irsquove never tasted anything so mysterious and incredible
This is the Russian Roulette
Jackie Halpin- ldquoFarmerrsquos Marketrdquo
Julia Slisz- ldquoChairrdquo
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Home
Dori Bergman
A homeIs nothing like
A house
Itrsquos a place
Where you belong
Itrsquos a feeling
That yoursquoll savor
Itrsquos a person
Who you look to
With my homeI feel wanted
Understood
Special
And loved
So I just thought
Irsquod let you know
That even though
Irsquove lost my way
With you
Irsquom nally
Home Allison Emmel- ldquoBalconyrdquo
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Untitled
Christy Le
I hear the NFL theme song go off in my
earmdashmy alarm itrsquos 545 am and I need to get
up for school I trudge to my closet carefully
picking out my clothes and doing my makeup
ensuring that my appearance is on the same par
as the suburban-elite girls from my school At
7am I realize itrsquos time to wake my two broth-
ers I walk to their room and gently shake them
awake They begrudgingly march to the bath-
roommdashmy cue to prepare breakfast I tiptoe
past my momrsquos room as not to wake her I know
shersquoll need her sleep before her twelve hour
shift at the nail salon At 705 am I say good-
bye to my younger brothers remind them not to
miss their bus and start the trek to my bus stop
At the bus stop I ght the urge to lie
down and take a nap The previous dayrsquos activi-
ties have exhausted memdashcooking dinner tutor-
ing my brothers cleaning my house and work-
ing on my four AP course workload until 2 am
When the bus arrives I board it and sit with one
of my best friends She and I fall into mindless
chatter about pop culture and other nonsensical
things but itrsquos all an illusion for me since Irsquom
not just a teenage girl Irsquom a ldquomotherrdquo to two
boysIrsquove been expected to be the caretaker
of my brothers since I was seven My mom has
always worked twelve hours a day six days a
week and without my dad in the picture the
responsibilities of my brothers were left to me
It was a role forced upon me but itrsquos a role Irsquove
accepted At the age of seven I began staying
home alone with my three-year-old brother and
my infant brother At the age of seven I stopped
being a child turning into the person my fam-ily needed me to bemdashthe one who changed
diapers prepared formula put my brothers to
sleep and took care of them in every way imag-
inable I gladly took on these responsibilities
because it was what my mom needed me to do
My mom had to work to support our family and
couldnrsquot afford a babysitter
I used to see my brothers as a burden
that kept me from my potential I resented the
fact that my mom forced me to stay home and
care for them Why did I have to sacrice
They werenrsquot my kids nor was I their mother
I fumed at the unfairness and resentfully cared
for them for years Now I realize that Irsquom
lucky to have them Taking care of my brothers
has made me into a chef a teacher a mentor
a maid a chauffeur and a supportive sister
Irsquove always been forced to juggle my brothers
school work volunteerism and a healthy social
life on a daily basis These roles shaped me into
the caring compassionate and capable person
that I am today Caring for my brothers didnrsquot
keep me from my potential it exponentially
increased my potential After being responsible
for the lives of two human beings Irsquove learned
priceless skills I can manage a household and
maintain a family I can be efcient in all that Ido and work hard at every job assigned to me
Such skills have allowed me to be successful
academically professionally and socially I can
manage a hectic life and still be a happy soul
with a great academic record Growing up with
my brothers has taught me to make the best
when Irsquom handed the least I now know that the
caretaking of my brothers hasnrsquot been a burden
instead itrsquos been a character-building experi-
enceNo one knows that I take on a soccer-
mom persona after school Yoursquoll never see me
without a smile at school so Irsquom perceived as a
happy-go-lucky carefree girl However my ap-
pearance at school is a faccedilade My friends from
school presume that I have the perfect life but
I donrsquot Irsquove just learned to positively deal with
my life I keep up an act to conceal the great
struggles that I endure Irsquom glad I can control
how I am perceived because it changes how I
am treated I have compassion for those who
have little control over their appearance due to
genetic deformities so I want to become a re-
constructive plastic surgeon I want to empower
people with the ability to portray themselves to
others as they wish so I want to dedicate my life
to being a reconstructive plastic surgeon and to
xing birth defects and genetic deformities
Nicole Tanquary- ldquoPotrait of Laurardquo
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causing me to scowl further ldquoMy namersquos Se-
bastian by the way Nice to meet yourdquo
ldquoCharmedrdquo
So maybe sitting in a kayak in the mid-
dle of the lake with my life jacket un- buckled
when I was well aware of the fact that the boys
in my group that had some weird thing against
me were out there too wasnrsquot a great idea Butno one would dare to push me in when there
were counselors watching right
I shouldrsquove have guessed something
was up when they stole my paddle and my life
jacket and left me stranded there to wait for
someone to come rescue me We were too far
from shore to effectively yell back for help and
while I knew Sebastian was swimming at least
somewhat near here he was underwater too
much to hear meI was just a little caught up in my an-
noyance when I felt my kayak tip sideways
abruptly throwing me out to the side Hitting
the water so suddenly forced most of the breath
from my body and trying to gasp in surprise
only caused water to ood my mouth I man-
aged to thrash my way to the surface to take a
breath Through the sound of my own coughing
I could hear laughter Wonderful They wouldnrsquotbe of any help to me I could tread water to an
extent for a short amount of time but I tired
quickly and just as I was starting to give up on
being able to swim back to shore I felt arms
wrap around my waist from behind tugging my
head out of the water I started to struggle and
kick on instinct but stopped quickly when a
familiar voice reached through the haze of my
panic
ldquoTerran calm down Itrsquos okayrdquo it
soothed gently I fell still and blinked a few
times to attempt to clear my vision Attempt
being the operative word here water was still
splashing into my eyes It wasnrsquot like I was cry-
ing from the fear or anything it was just drip-
ping from my hair
ldquoSebrdquo I mumbled coughing He nod-
ded and shifted me around so it would be easierto keep my head above the surface I wound my
arms around his neck to cling to him just a little
desperately as he swam back to shore abandon-
ing my now waterlogged kayak
Sebastian kept his arm wrapped around
my shoulders after we got to the point where I
could stand up I wasnrsquot sure if it was because
I was still shivering or it was just a protective
thing but either way I was grateful He only re-
luctantly handed me off to one of the counselorsso I could dry off and get some hot chocolate to
warm up after brushing his lips over my damp-
ened hair and promising to come see me when
he could That made me turn bright red very
quickly Behind all the kindness in his gaze I
could see the cold promise that hersquod make sure
nothing like this happened again and I wasnrsquot
sure if that was scary or endearing
If there was one thing to really bedisliked at this camp other than the kids that at-
tended it it was the cabins They were cold and
drafty the oors and beds creaked with
the slightest of movements and at night the
wind made tree branches bang against the win-
dow Needless to say I got little to no sleep I
had no idea how everyone else managed
Honestly I found it easier to rest during
the day in a few choice locations around camp
that it was quite simple to sneak away to at
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certain points throughout the day My current
favourite was a little spot in the woods where
the ground was covered in moss Sebastian
would come and sit with me sometimes and
wersquod talk about whatever came to mind while I
used his shoulder as a pillow On occasion Irsquod
actually fall asleep part way through our con-
versation and hersquod always be nice and sit thereuntil I woke up Once or twice I even found him
dozing as well with his head leaning off the top
of mine
This was the kind of thing Irsquod really
miss when I went home As much as the camp
itself wasnrsquot great and most of the kids didnrsquot
talk to me here I had found a friend Maybe
more than a friend I mused once and a while
glancing at the hand that would nd its way to
rest on my armWe started ditching activities a few
weeks into camp After that incident where I
almost drowned he insisted on hanging around
me just in case It was slow at rst but we did
get to the point where we were comfortable
enough in each otherrsquos company to not only
talk for a long time about anything that came
to mind but sit in silence without it getting the
least bit awkward He asked for my phone num-ber so we could keep in touch before I could
work up the nerve to do so myself My shyness
had mostly dissipated around Sebastian but
little things like asking for contact information
seemed hard
Unfortunately all good things had a stu-
pid way of coming to pass right when they were
getting to the best part This little friendship I
had forged was no exception This camp would
end next week and everyone was going home
Seb had said hersquod visit if he could yet I doubt-
ed wersquod be able to work anything out Still for
now it was easier to fake a smile and agree
Curling up into a tighter ball on the
damp moss-laden ground I let my head fall
onto Sebastianrsquos shoulder as Irsquod done so many
times before closing my eyes He immediately
fell silent to let me rest if I wanted to Today I
couldnrsquot sleep though I didnrsquot want to waste
time sleeping
ldquoItrsquos been fun here Seb You made this
summer a lot more bearable for merdquo I mum-
bled standing on my toes to hug the older boy
quickly slipping a little note into his pocket
He smiled though it looked a bit forced
and nodded
ldquoYeah We should hang out sometimemayberdquo He trailed off a bit uncertainly as if
he wasnrsquot sure Irsquod want to see him again after
this summer
I laughed Between the two of us
he wasnrsquot supposed to be the shy one ldquoWe
shouldrdquo A shout of my name from the other
side of the little clearing where theyrsquod gathered
us to wait for our parents made me look up My
father was standing by one of the counselors
arms crossed and impatient I didnrsquot hesitate tostart walking over to him
ldquoByerdquo I called back over my shoulder
Sebastian waved once before turning away
On the silent ride home I stared out the
window wishing for the rst time that I didnrsquot
have to come home from camp this year
Later when he got home himself Se-
bastian would nd the little slip of paper I gave
him before we left and smile
[Thanks for everything Seb Irsquoll miss you lt3
-TM]
Sophie Luckette- ldquoLadybugsrdquo
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A Love for a Girl
Harrison Franklin
A mixed teen walks down the hall
passing by the conceded walls
looks of style
talk of white and black
he sits up slumps and sits back
again
quiet mostly but loud when he
chooses
he doesnrsquot have a place of status
quo
he speaks to with whom he chooses
he can be brazen or a phantom joyous or saddened
At night a man of style and
personality
steps forth to a scene
he is ready
the music plays and he listens
his favored electronic plays
the bass rumbles
his body moves rhythmicallyin precise time with the beats
he draws a wondering crowd who is
this dancer
everyday
repetition is the way
gray days masking
true blue skies
of hope lasting
graceand future passing
a cold world sobered up
washed out and cleaned up
DULL and BLAND
he walks the halls in search of
a love
the dancer dissipates from center
stage
oating from group to group copyingstyles
he stumbles across a maverick
beautiful in features and attire
freelancer of her own style
Up and down
around
in and out
trafc ows in the halls
the small being makes his way
he passes tons of beauties but the
eyes of one catches his
hers sneaky dangerous and swift in
movement
she passes by without
acknowledgement
The dancer now follows dangerously
close
he knows his purser and had his
dose
she took her glances
with her dangerous cool blue eyes
drunk in happiness in of the musicshe laughs in enjoyment unaware
she is pursued
day after day
he searches
for the face
he longed to see her
for her to acknowledge
for her to be INTERESTED
she passed by greeting himhesitation
recognition and progress
The party atmosphere ended
he searched for her
but to only compliment her elegant
dress
with colors in his liking
others left the dancer as usual lastto leave
the morning came I became whole
once again
with a desire to catch this girl
who attracted me
although her actions
led me up and down
on a roller coaster
I pursue this girl
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Untitled
Patrece Martin
She holds her head high
She walks around big and tall
She has light eyes that almost look like they could be white
When she talks I turn away
I donrsquot know why
Her words just seem so cold
Children seem to like herThey canrsquot see the harshness she brings
And I guess I canrsquot blame them
When shersquos around the fat man brings them presents
But I am no fool
I canrsquot wait for her to leave
Her sister is much nicer
She speaks with warm comforting words
Oh I canrsquot wait for the day
When winter leaves
And itrsquos time for Summer to step in
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My Tear For Her My Passion For Him
Bella Alibrandi
I was holding her hand walking
slowly with her like I always did Not mak-
ing her feel like her body was slowing down
Even though it was I saw her every day even
on Sundays Irsquove been her nanny since I was
fourteen When I began working for the Nicolas
family she was only four I thought she was
the cutest and sweetest little girl I would ever
care for And that was true but she wasnrsquot an
easy child With all her vitamins pills and her
allergies quite frankly I was very nervous when
talking care of her
During the summers she was all myresponsibility for thirteen hours a day What did
I do while I had school My schedule was very
complex Irsquod wake up every morning at ve in
the morning It didnrsquot matter if it was during the
week or the weekend I would get to her house
by six when I was younger and couldnrsquot drive
my mom would bring me to school around
seven thirty At the end of the day mom would
get me and drop me off at her house around
two thirty Her parents worked from one pm toeight pm The time period that I was at school
and her parents were at work she was the only
one home in their large empty mansion taking
her daily nap I was really worried about this
when I started working It was unsafe for a little
girl her age to be home alone and defenseless
I heard she has an older sibling that hersquos in my
eleventh grade class but I have never met him
or seen him around the house Which didnrsquot
surprise me so much considering how big their
house is But I began to be ok with the little girl
home alone because I met Marty
Marty is their front guard that lived
out in the guardhouse you had to pass by to
get in through their iron gates in the two mile
long driveway Marty showed me the Nicolasrsquos
security systems locks movement detectors
alarms and even alarms to detect any substancethat their little girl was allergic to If it detect-
ed any of her allergens it would immediately
notify her parentsrsquo cell phones work numbers
and the emergency hospital a couple blocks up
They even insisted that my cell be included in
the alarms and that I have my own identication
code for Marty Yeah they were that protective
Crazy huh Nope it all made sense when I met
Melina Nicolas
She had the softest milk chocolatebrown hair that had spiral curls that hung to her
mid back It felt like silk Mrs Nicolas always
dressed her in the princess dresses that people
bought to put their girls in pageants the kind of
dress that cost $50000 Yep that kind of rich
Everyday when I saw her she would jump for
joy and say ldquoMy nanny Kay Kayrsquos here What
do you want to play today Kay Kayrdquo Yeah my
name is Kayla Anne Merienda But most peoplecall me Kayla But Melina canrsquot say that so she
calls me Kay Kay
Every day I had a new game to teach
her I think shersquos the only child I have ever
met that loves to learn as much as she does
But after awhile I ran out of games So wersquod
play some of the old ones She started getting
bored with the new games So we made up our
own She was incredibly smart for a little girl
But right now shersquos seven and Irsquom seventeen
And right about now is when Mr and Mrs
Nicolas should be leaving the house Irsquom in my
last period class advanced Spanish But for
the last ten minutes I havenrsquot been listening
to my teacher Irsquove been tuning everyone out
except Austin Irsquod gotten lost in my own world
thinking about him and only him I had dedicat-
ed my whole high school career to Melina soIrsquove never been able to have a social life Yeah
there are some girls I talk to eat lunch with But
I donrsquot think I could consider them as friends
And some days more than others Irsquod feel so
lonely without friends in my life and especially
a boyfriend I canrsquot help look at his eyes I canrsquot
help get nervous around him even though we
donrsquot talk And I denitely canrsquot help but want
to be able to call him mine But that wonrsquot hap-
pen Itrsquos time to get into my snow covered carand drive to Melinarsquos house once again
When the bell rang I must have stood
up too quickly and gotten dizzy I tried to shake
it off and walk forward but ran right into some-
one I couldnrsquot see who it was because I was
now face rst on the oor once again looking
like an idiot I suddenly felt a warm hand on
my back ldquoHere let me help yourdquo I stood up
and regained my balance ldquoAre you ok You fellpretty hardrdquo I didnrsquot notice who had helped me
off the ground until now I was looking straight
into his blue eyes It was Austin
ldquoYeah Irsquom ne thanksrdquo I was swaying
side to side lightheaded But not because of the
impact of the ground I just took but because he
was talking to me Me And he saw me for the
rst time He grabbed my shoulders rm but
gentle
ldquoWoah there Should I take you to the
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nurserdquo No I had to get to Melinarsquos before she
wakes up
ldquoNo thanks I need to be somewhererdquo
I headed for the door but he caught me by the
arm which made my body tingle
ldquoIf you think Irsquom going to let you drive
yoursquore crazyrdquo
ldquoWhyrdquo I tried to pull away but hisstrong arms werenrsquot giving in anytime soon
ldquoYou fell and hit your head Finerdquo he
said while letting go ldquogo drive away in your
car and get in an accident Irsquoll be the last person
you ever talk tordquo That scared me a little bit He
grabbed his backpack and began to walk off
ldquoWaitrdquo I ran after him running into a
table or two He stopped not facing me But I
could totally tell he was smiling
ldquoCould you drive me somewhererdquo Hespun around with a casual look painted across
his excited face
ldquoI guessrdquo He oddly winked and said
with a wave of a hand ldquoThis wayrdquo
We got out into the ice and snow covered park-
ing lot We walked out quite far and stopped by
a black SLK with tan leather seating
ldquoNice carrdquo I said
ldquoYou into carsrdquo He looked surprisedldquoKinda My dad owns a dealershiprdquo He
laughed and we both got in
ldquoI have a BMW Chevroletrdquo He nodded
ldquoThatrsquos a nice carrdquo We both laughed
ldquoIrsquom Austin by the way You must have
known that though You wouldnrsquot have gotten
into a car with a total stranger rightrdquo He pre-
tended to glance at my face but I saw his eyes
scan over my body
ldquoYeah I knew your name you must
know mine because you wouldnrsquot let a total
stranger into your car would yourdquo I said smil-
ing at him He smiled back
ldquoGood call I do know your name Kayla
Anne Blake Rightrdquo Kinda creepy he knew my
whole name
ldquoYeah But you can just call me Kaylardquo
ldquoOh okay Kayla So which way nowrdquohe said stopping at a stoplight
ldquoTake a next left and then itrsquos the next
house on your leftrdquo I looked at his face He
looked puzzled ldquoIs something the matterrdquo He
didnrsquot answer for a second But then said
ldquoNo nothings wrongrdquo Something was
wrong here
We stopped at the iron gate and punched
in a code Was he related to these people He
must have seen me curiously looking at himbecause he said
ldquoIrsquom Melinarsquos Brotherrdquo I guessed I
should have guessed that considering his last
name was Nicolas Wow I feel so stupid
ldquoOh okay Irsquom herhelliprdquo I didnrsquot get to
nish because he did it for me
ldquoNanny Rightrdquo he smiled
ldquoYeah How did you know I havenrsquot
seen you around their houserdquo I was getting ner-vous He must have sensed it because he said
ldquoItrsquos okay Kayla Melina talks about
you a lot You donrsquot have to freak outrdquo He said
half smiling like he was trying to prove he was
a good guy
ldquoOkay sorry that just freaked me out for
a minute thererdquo
ldquoItrsquos okay By the way I need your
identication coderdquo I gave it to him and he
typed it in smoothly The gates swung open and
we drove up and parked in the driveway It was
snowing so he took off his coat and put it on
me Irsquom sure I blushed
ldquoThanksrdquo
When we got inside Mrs Nicolas was
crying with Mr Nicolas wrapped around her
ldquoDad what happenedrdquo
ldquoWherersquos Melinardquo I asked franticSomething must have happened They arenrsquot
supposed to be home With a deep breath Mr
Nicolas said
ldquoShersquos in the hospital We came to pick
you two up Get in our carrdquo
We drove to the hospital where we
found Melina in a bed connected to tubes and
wires I was freaking out and on the verge of
tears
ldquoMr and Mrs Nicolas please may Ihave a word with you two in the hallrdquo They
walked out leaving me with Austin He was
holding Melinarsquos delicate little hand
ldquoDo you think shersquoll be okayrdquo I asked
sitting next to him He was quiet for a minute
Then looked at me with tears in his eyes
ldquoI donrsquot knowrdquo He said it was a deep
strong voice but by his tears I knew he was
breaking insideI went and stood by the door and
watched the doctor down the hall with the
parents He was telling them bad news I knew
because they both started crying and so did I
I went and sat back down and waited for the
Nicolasrsquo to tell us something bad But when
Mrs Nicolas came in she said
ldquoEverything will be ne Melina is just a
little sick
Austin was driving me home and looked
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at me and said with sorrow in his voice
ldquoThey lied to usrdquo
ldquoWhat do you meanrdquo I asked
ldquoMelina isnrsquot just sick She has cancerrdquo
He pulled over where we both began to
sob and hold each other close for a time that
felt like forever
Morgan Gunther-
ldquoOcean Islerdquo
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Russian Roulette
Leah Ifraim
The spicy fumes
Circulate through the airBrushing across my nostrils
I see a beautifully plated row of giant sushi
Elegant underneath a drizzle of spicy mayo
I stare at them in awe
I delicately pick up one of the rolls
Bringing it up to my lips
As I take my rst bite
I feel a crunch
My tongue begins to sizzle
Spicy mayo
So creamy and rich
Fizzes across the center of my tongue
Jolting me alert
With each chew
I feel the fresh taste of chives
Fracture as a tooth bites into it
The tuna warms my taste buds
Mixing with the bits of sticky rice
Plastering the walls of each toothSavory tastes collide
Bouncing off each cell of my tongue
As the nal taste of perfection slips down my throat
My hand reaches for another roll
Irsquove never tasted anything so mysterious and incredible
This is the Russian Roulette
Jackie Halpin- ldquoFarmerrsquos Marketrdquo
Julia Slisz- ldquoChairrdquo
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Home
Dori Bergman
A homeIs nothing like
A house
Itrsquos a place
Where you belong
Itrsquos a feeling
That yoursquoll savor
Itrsquos a person
Who you look to
With my homeI feel wanted
Understood
Special
And loved
So I just thought
Irsquod let you know
That even though
Irsquove lost my way
With you
Irsquom nally
Home Allison Emmel- ldquoBalconyrdquo
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Untitled
Christy Le
I hear the NFL theme song go off in my
earmdashmy alarm itrsquos 545 am and I need to get
up for school I trudge to my closet carefully
picking out my clothes and doing my makeup
ensuring that my appearance is on the same par
as the suburban-elite girls from my school At
7am I realize itrsquos time to wake my two broth-
ers I walk to their room and gently shake them
awake They begrudgingly march to the bath-
roommdashmy cue to prepare breakfast I tiptoe
past my momrsquos room as not to wake her I know
shersquoll need her sleep before her twelve hour
shift at the nail salon At 705 am I say good-
bye to my younger brothers remind them not to
miss their bus and start the trek to my bus stop
At the bus stop I ght the urge to lie
down and take a nap The previous dayrsquos activi-
ties have exhausted memdashcooking dinner tutor-
ing my brothers cleaning my house and work-
ing on my four AP course workload until 2 am
When the bus arrives I board it and sit with one
of my best friends She and I fall into mindless
chatter about pop culture and other nonsensical
things but itrsquos all an illusion for me since Irsquom
not just a teenage girl Irsquom a ldquomotherrdquo to two
boysIrsquove been expected to be the caretaker
of my brothers since I was seven My mom has
always worked twelve hours a day six days a
week and without my dad in the picture the
responsibilities of my brothers were left to me
It was a role forced upon me but itrsquos a role Irsquove
accepted At the age of seven I began staying
home alone with my three-year-old brother and
my infant brother At the age of seven I stopped
being a child turning into the person my fam-ily needed me to bemdashthe one who changed
diapers prepared formula put my brothers to
sleep and took care of them in every way imag-
inable I gladly took on these responsibilities
because it was what my mom needed me to do
My mom had to work to support our family and
couldnrsquot afford a babysitter
I used to see my brothers as a burden
that kept me from my potential I resented the
fact that my mom forced me to stay home and
care for them Why did I have to sacrice
They werenrsquot my kids nor was I their mother
I fumed at the unfairness and resentfully cared
for them for years Now I realize that Irsquom
lucky to have them Taking care of my brothers
has made me into a chef a teacher a mentor
a maid a chauffeur and a supportive sister
Irsquove always been forced to juggle my brothers
school work volunteerism and a healthy social
life on a daily basis These roles shaped me into
the caring compassionate and capable person
that I am today Caring for my brothers didnrsquot
keep me from my potential it exponentially
increased my potential After being responsible
for the lives of two human beings Irsquove learned
priceless skills I can manage a household and
maintain a family I can be efcient in all that Ido and work hard at every job assigned to me
Such skills have allowed me to be successful
academically professionally and socially I can
manage a hectic life and still be a happy soul
with a great academic record Growing up with
my brothers has taught me to make the best
when Irsquom handed the least I now know that the
caretaking of my brothers hasnrsquot been a burden
instead itrsquos been a character-building experi-
enceNo one knows that I take on a soccer-
mom persona after school Yoursquoll never see me
without a smile at school so Irsquom perceived as a
happy-go-lucky carefree girl However my ap-
pearance at school is a faccedilade My friends from
school presume that I have the perfect life but
I donrsquot Irsquove just learned to positively deal with
my life I keep up an act to conceal the great
struggles that I endure Irsquom glad I can control
how I am perceived because it changes how I
am treated I have compassion for those who
have little control over their appearance due to
genetic deformities so I want to become a re-
constructive plastic surgeon I want to empower
people with the ability to portray themselves to
others as they wish so I want to dedicate my life
to being a reconstructive plastic surgeon and to
xing birth defects and genetic deformities
Nicole Tanquary- ldquoPotrait of Laurardquo
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certain points throughout the day My current
favourite was a little spot in the woods where
the ground was covered in moss Sebastian
would come and sit with me sometimes and
wersquod talk about whatever came to mind while I
used his shoulder as a pillow On occasion Irsquod
actually fall asleep part way through our con-
versation and hersquod always be nice and sit thereuntil I woke up Once or twice I even found him
dozing as well with his head leaning off the top
of mine
This was the kind of thing Irsquod really
miss when I went home As much as the camp
itself wasnrsquot great and most of the kids didnrsquot
talk to me here I had found a friend Maybe
more than a friend I mused once and a while
glancing at the hand that would nd its way to
rest on my armWe started ditching activities a few
weeks into camp After that incident where I
almost drowned he insisted on hanging around
me just in case It was slow at rst but we did
get to the point where we were comfortable
enough in each otherrsquos company to not only
talk for a long time about anything that came
to mind but sit in silence without it getting the
least bit awkward He asked for my phone num-ber so we could keep in touch before I could
work up the nerve to do so myself My shyness
had mostly dissipated around Sebastian but
little things like asking for contact information
seemed hard
Unfortunately all good things had a stu-
pid way of coming to pass right when they were
getting to the best part This little friendship I
had forged was no exception This camp would
end next week and everyone was going home
Seb had said hersquod visit if he could yet I doubt-
ed wersquod be able to work anything out Still for
now it was easier to fake a smile and agree
Curling up into a tighter ball on the
damp moss-laden ground I let my head fall
onto Sebastianrsquos shoulder as Irsquod done so many
times before closing my eyes He immediately
fell silent to let me rest if I wanted to Today I
couldnrsquot sleep though I didnrsquot want to waste
time sleeping
ldquoItrsquos been fun here Seb You made this
summer a lot more bearable for merdquo I mum-
bled standing on my toes to hug the older boy
quickly slipping a little note into his pocket
He smiled though it looked a bit forced
and nodded
ldquoYeah We should hang out sometimemayberdquo He trailed off a bit uncertainly as if
he wasnrsquot sure Irsquod want to see him again after
this summer
I laughed Between the two of us
he wasnrsquot supposed to be the shy one ldquoWe
shouldrdquo A shout of my name from the other
side of the little clearing where theyrsquod gathered
us to wait for our parents made me look up My
father was standing by one of the counselors
arms crossed and impatient I didnrsquot hesitate tostart walking over to him
ldquoByerdquo I called back over my shoulder
Sebastian waved once before turning away
On the silent ride home I stared out the
window wishing for the rst time that I didnrsquot
have to come home from camp this year
Later when he got home himself Se-
bastian would nd the little slip of paper I gave
him before we left and smile
[Thanks for everything Seb Irsquoll miss you lt3
-TM]
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A Love for a Girl
Harrison Franklin
A mixed teen walks down the hall
passing by the conceded walls
looks of style
talk of white and black
he sits up slumps and sits back
again
quiet mostly but loud when he
chooses
he doesnrsquot have a place of status
quo
he speaks to with whom he chooses
he can be brazen or a phantom joyous or saddened
At night a man of style and
personality
steps forth to a scene
he is ready
the music plays and he listens
his favored electronic plays
the bass rumbles
his body moves rhythmicallyin precise time with the beats
he draws a wondering crowd who is
this dancer
everyday
repetition is the way
gray days masking
true blue skies
of hope lasting
graceand future passing
a cold world sobered up
washed out and cleaned up
DULL and BLAND
he walks the halls in search of
a love
the dancer dissipates from center
stage
oating from group to group copyingstyles
he stumbles across a maverick
beautiful in features and attire
freelancer of her own style
Up and down
around
in and out
trafc ows in the halls
the small being makes his way
he passes tons of beauties but the
eyes of one catches his
hers sneaky dangerous and swift in
movement
she passes by without
acknowledgement
The dancer now follows dangerously
close
he knows his purser and had his
dose
she took her glances
with her dangerous cool blue eyes
drunk in happiness in of the musicshe laughs in enjoyment unaware
she is pursued
day after day
he searches
for the face
he longed to see her
for her to acknowledge
for her to be INTERESTED
she passed by greeting himhesitation
recognition and progress
The party atmosphere ended
he searched for her
but to only compliment her elegant
dress
with colors in his liking
others left the dancer as usual lastto leave
the morning came I became whole
once again
with a desire to catch this girl
who attracted me
although her actions
led me up and down
on a roller coaster
I pursue this girl
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Untitled
Patrece Martin
She holds her head high
She walks around big and tall
She has light eyes that almost look like they could be white
When she talks I turn away
I donrsquot know why
Her words just seem so cold
Children seem to like herThey canrsquot see the harshness she brings
And I guess I canrsquot blame them
When shersquos around the fat man brings them presents
But I am no fool
I canrsquot wait for her to leave
Her sister is much nicer
She speaks with warm comforting words
Oh I canrsquot wait for the day
When winter leaves
And itrsquos time for Summer to step in
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My Tear For Her My Passion For Him
Bella Alibrandi
I was holding her hand walking
slowly with her like I always did Not mak-
ing her feel like her body was slowing down
Even though it was I saw her every day even
on Sundays Irsquove been her nanny since I was
fourteen When I began working for the Nicolas
family she was only four I thought she was
the cutest and sweetest little girl I would ever
care for And that was true but she wasnrsquot an
easy child With all her vitamins pills and her
allergies quite frankly I was very nervous when
talking care of her
During the summers she was all myresponsibility for thirteen hours a day What did
I do while I had school My schedule was very
complex Irsquod wake up every morning at ve in
the morning It didnrsquot matter if it was during the
week or the weekend I would get to her house
by six when I was younger and couldnrsquot drive
my mom would bring me to school around
seven thirty At the end of the day mom would
get me and drop me off at her house around
two thirty Her parents worked from one pm toeight pm The time period that I was at school
and her parents were at work she was the only
one home in their large empty mansion taking
her daily nap I was really worried about this
when I started working It was unsafe for a little
girl her age to be home alone and defenseless
I heard she has an older sibling that hersquos in my
eleventh grade class but I have never met him
or seen him around the house Which didnrsquot
surprise me so much considering how big their
house is But I began to be ok with the little girl
home alone because I met Marty
Marty is their front guard that lived
out in the guardhouse you had to pass by to
get in through their iron gates in the two mile
long driveway Marty showed me the Nicolasrsquos
security systems locks movement detectors
alarms and even alarms to detect any substancethat their little girl was allergic to If it detect-
ed any of her allergens it would immediately
notify her parentsrsquo cell phones work numbers
and the emergency hospital a couple blocks up
They even insisted that my cell be included in
the alarms and that I have my own identication
code for Marty Yeah they were that protective
Crazy huh Nope it all made sense when I met
Melina Nicolas
She had the softest milk chocolatebrown hair that had spiral curls that hung to her
mid back It felt like silk Mrs Nicolas always
dressed her in the princess dresses that people
bought to put their girls in pageants the kind of
dress that cost $50000 Yep that kind of rich
Everyday when I saw her she would jump for
joy and say ldquoMy nanny Kay Kayrsquos here What
do you want to play today Kay Kayrdquo Yeah my
name is Kayla Anne Merienda But most peoplecall me Kayla But Melina canrsquot say that so she
calls me Kay Kay
Every day I had a new game to teach
her I think shersquos the only child I have ever
met that loves to learn as much as she does
But after awhile I ran out of games So wersquod
play some of the old ones She started getting
bored with the new games So we made up our
own She was incredibly smart for a little girl
But right now shersquos seven and Irsquom seventeen
And right about now is when Mr and Mrs
Nicolas should be leaving the house Irsquom in my
last period class advanced Spanish But for
the last ten minutes I havenrsquot been listening
to my teacher Irsquove been tuning everyone out
except Austin Irsquod gotten lost in my own world
thinking about him and only him I had dedicat-
ed my whole high school career to Melina soIrsquove never been able to have a social life Yeah
there are some girls I talk to eat lunch with But
I donrsquot think I could consider them as friends
And some days more than others Irsquod feel so
lonely without friends in my life and especially
a boyfriend I canrsquot help look at his eyes I canrsquot
help get nervous around him even though we
donrsquot talk And I denitely canrsquot help but want
to be able to call him mine But that wonrsquot hap-
pen Itrsquos time to get into my snow covered carand drive to Melinarsquos house once again
When the bell rang I must have stood
up too quickly and gotten dizzy I tried to shake
it off and walk forward but ran right into some-
one I couldnrsquot see who it was because I was
now face rst on the oor once again looking
like an idiot I suddenly felt a warm hand on
my back ldquoHere let me help yourdquo I stood up
and regained my balance ldquoAre you ok You fellpretty hardrdquo I didnrsquot notice who had helped me
off the ground until now I was looking straight
into his blue eyes It was Austin
ldquoYeah Irsquom ne thanksrdquo I was swaying
side to side lightheaded But not because of the
impact of the ground I just took but because he
was talking to me Me And he saw me for the
rst time He grabbed my shoulders rm but
gentle
ldquoWoah there Should I take you to the
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nurserdquo No I had to get to Melinarsquos before she
wakes up
ldquoNo thanks I need to be somewhererdquo
I headed for the door but he caught me by the
arm which made my body tingle
ldquoIf you think Irsquom going to let you drive
yoursquore crazyrdquo
ldquoWhyrdquo I tried to pull away but hisstrong arms werenrsquot giving in anytime soon
ldquoYou fell and hit your head Finerdquo he
said while letting go ldquogo drive away in your
car and get in an accident Irsquoll be the last person
you ever talk tordquo That scared me a little bit He
grabbed his backpack and began to walk off
ldquoWaitrdquo I ran after him running into a
table or two He stopped not facing me But I
could totally tell he was smiling
ldquoCould you drive me somewhererdquo Hespun around with a casual look painted across
his excited face
ldquoI guessrdquo He oddly winked and said
with a wave of a hand ldquoThis wayrdquo
We got out into the ice and snow covered park-
ing lot We walked out quite far and stopped by
a black SLK with tan leather seating
ldquoNice carrdquo I said
ldquoYou into carsrdquo He looked surprisedldquoKinda My dad owns a dealershiprdquo He
laughed and we both got in
ldquoI have a BMW Chevroletrdquo He nodded
ldquoThatrsquos a nice carrdquo We both laughed
ldquoIrsquom Austin by the way You must have
known that though You wouldnrsquot have gotten
into a car with a total stranger rightrdquo He pre-
tended to glance at my face but I saw his eyes
scan over my body
ldquoYeah I knew your name you must
know mine because you wouldnrsquot let a total
stranger into your car would yourdquo I said smil-
ing at him He smiled back
ldquoGood call I do know your name Kayla
Anne Blake Rightrdquo Kinda creepy he knew my
whole name
ldquoYeah But you can just call me Kaylardquo
ldquoOh okay Kayla So which way nowrdquohe said stopping at a stoplight
ldquoTake a next left and then itrsquos the next
house on your leftrdquo I looked at his face He
looked puzzled ldquoIs something the matterrdquo He
didnrsquot answer for a second But then said
ldquoNo nothings wrongrdquo Something was
wrong here
We stopped at the iron gate and punched
in a code Was he related to these people He
must have seen me curiously looking at himbecause he said
ldquoIrsquom Melinarsquos Brotherrdquo I guessed I
should have guessed that considering his last
name was Nicolas Wow I feel so stupid
ldquoOh okay Irsquom herhelliprdquo I didnrsquot get to
nish because he did it for me
ldquoNanny Rightrdquo he smiled
ldquoYeah How did you know I havenrsquot
seen you around their houserdquo I was getting ner-vous He must have sensed it because he said
ldquoItrsquos okay Kayla Melina talks about
you a lot You donrsquot have to freak outrdquo He said
half smiling like he was trying to prove he was
a good guy
ldquoOkay sorry that just freaked me out for
a minute thererdquo
ldquoItrsquos okay By the way I need your
identication coderdquo I gave it to him and he
typed it in smoothly The gates swung open and
we drove up and parked in the driveway It was
snowing so he took off his coat and put it on
me Irsquom sure I blushed
ldquoThanksrdquo
When we got inside Mrs Nicolas was
crying with Mr Nicolas wrapped around her
ldquoDad what happenedrdquo
ldquoWherersquos Melinardquo I asked franticSomething must have happened They arenrsquot
supposed to be home With a deep breath Mr
Nicolas said
ldquoShersquos in the hospital We came to pick
you two up Get in our carrdquo
We drove to the hospital where we
found Melina in a bed connected to tubes and
wires I was freaking out and on the verge of
tears
ldquoMr and Mrs Nicolas please may Ihave a word with you two in the hallrdquo They
walked out leaving me with Austin He was
holding Melinarsquos delicate little hand
ldquoDo you think shersquoll be okayrdquo I asked
sitting next to him He was quiet for a minute
Then looked at me with tears in his eyes
ldquoI donrsquot knowrdquo He said it was a deep
strong voice but by his tears I knew he was
breaking insideI went and stood by the door and
watched the doctor down the hall with the
parents He was telling them bad news I knew
because they both started crying and so did I
I went and sat back down and waited for the
Nicolasrsquo to tell us something bad But when
Mrs Nicolas came in she said
ldquoEverything will be ne Melina is just a
little sick
Austin was driving me home and looked
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at me and said with sorrow in his voice
ldquoThey lied to usrdquo
ldquoWhat do you meanrdquo I asked
ldquoMelina isnrsquot just sick She has cancerrdquo
He pulled over where we both began to
sob and hold each other close for a time that
felt like forever
Morgan Gunther-
ldquoOcean Islerdquo
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Russian Roulette
Leah Ifraim
The spicy fumes
Circulate through the airBrushing across my nostrils
I see a beautifully plated row of giant sushi
Elegant underneath a drizzle of spicy mayo
I stare at them in awe
I delicately pick up one of the rolls
Bringing it up to my lips
As I take my rst bite
I feel a crunch
My tongue begins to sizzle
Spicy mayo
So creamy and rich
Fizzes across the center of my tongue
Jolting me alert
With each chew
I feel the fresh taste of chives
Fracture as a tooth bites into it
The tuna warms my taste buds
Mixing with the bits of sticky rice
Plastering the walls of each toothSavory tastes collide
Bouncing off each cell of my tongue
As the nal taste of perfection slips down my throat
My hand reaches for another roll
Irsquove never tasted anything so mysterious and incredible
This is the Russian Roulette
Jackie Halpin- ldquoFarmerrsquos Marketrdquo
Julia Slisz- ldquoChairrdquo
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Home
Dori Bergman
A homeIs nothing like
A house
Itrsquos a place
Where you belong
Itrsquos a feeling
That yoursquoll savor
Itrsquos a person
Who you look to
With my homeI feel wanted
Understood
Special
And loved
So I just thought
Irsquod let you know
That even though
Irsquove lost my way
With you
Irsquom nally
Home Allison Emmel- ldquoBalconyrdquo
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Untitled
Christy Le
I hear the NFL theme song go off in my
earmdashmy alarm itrsquos 545 am and I need to get
up for school I trudge to my closet carefully
picking out my clothes and doing my makeup
ensuring that my appearance is on the same par
as the suburban-elite girls from my school At
7am I realize itrsquos time to wake my two broth-
ers I walk to their room and gently shake them
awake They begrudgingly march to the bath-
roommdashmy cue to prepare breakfast I tiptoe
past my momrsquos room as not to wake her I know
shersquoll need her sleep before her twelve hour
shift at the nail salon At 705 am I say good-
bye to my younger brothers remind them not to
miss their bus and start the trek to my bus stop
At the bus stop I ght the urge to lie
down and take a nap The previous dayrsquos activi-
ties have exhausted memdashcooking dinner tutor-
ing my brothers cleaning my house and work-
ing on my four AP course workload until 2 am
When the bus arrives I board it and sit with one
of my best friends She and I fall into mindless
chatter about pop culture and other nonsensical
things but itrsquos all an illusion for me since Irsquom
not just a teenage girl Irsquom a ldquomotherrdquo to two
boysIrsquove been expected to be the caretaker
of my brothers since I was seven My mom has
always worked twelve hours a day six days a
week and without my dad in the picture the
responsibilities of my brothers were left to me
It was a role forced upon me but itrsquos a role Irsquove
accepted At the age of seven I began staying
home alone with my three-year-old brother and
my infant brother At the age of seven I stopped
being a child turning into the person my fam-ily needed me to bemdashthe one who changed
diapers prepared formula put my brothers to
sleep and took care of them in every way imag-
inable I gladly took on these responsibilities
because it was what my mom needed me to do
My mom had to work to support our family and
couldnrsquot afford a babysitter
I used to see my brothers as a burden
that kept me from my potential I resented the
fact that my mom forced me to stay home and
care for them Why did I have to sacrice
They werenrsquot my kids nor was I their mother
I fumed at the unfairness and resentfully cared
for them for years Now I realize that Irsquom
lucky to have them Taking care of my brothers
has made me into a chef a teacher a mentor
a maid a chauffeur and a supportive sister
Irsquove always been forced to juggle my brothers
school work volunteerism and a healthy social
life on a daily basis These roles shaped me into
the caring compassionate and capable person
that I am today Caring for my brothers didnrsquot
keep me from my potential it exponentially
increased my potential After being responsible
for the lives of two human beings Irsquove learned
priceless skills I can manage a household and
maintain a family I can be efcient in all that Ido and work hard at every job assigned to me
Such skills have allowed me to be successful
academically professionally and socially I can
manage a hectic life and still be a happy soul
with a great academic record Growing up with
my brothers has taught me to make the best
when Irsquom handed the least I now know that the
caretaking of my brothers hasnrsquot been a burden
instead itrsquos been a character-building experi-
enceNo one knows that I take on a soccer-
mom persona after school Yoursquoll never see me
without a smile at school so Irsquom perceived as a
happy-go-lucky carefree girl However my ap-
pearance at school is a faccedilade My friends from
school presume that I have the perfect life but
I donrsquot Irsquove just learned to positively deal with
my life I keep up an act to conceal the great
struggles that I endure Irsquom glad I can control
how I am perceived because it changes how I
am treated I have compassion for those who
have little control over their appearance due to
genetic deformities so I want to become a re-
constructive plastic surgeon I want to empower
people with the ability to portray themselves to
others as they wish so I want to dedicate my life
to being a reconstructive plastic surgeon and to
xing birth defects and genetic deformities
Nicole Tanquary- ldquoPotrait of Laurardquo
30
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Rambunctious Magazine
Jamesville-Dewitt High School
PO Box 606
6845 Edinger Drive
DeWitt NY 13214-0606
(315) 445-8340 Rambunctious
Winter 2013
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A Love for a Girl
Harrison Franklin
A mixed teen walks down the hall
passing by the conceded walls
looks of style
talk of white and black
he sits up slumps and sits back
again
quiet mostly but loud when he
chooses
he doesnrsquot have a place of status
quo
he speaks to with whom he chooses
he can be brazen or a phantom joyous or saddened
At night a man of style and
personality
steps forth to a scene
he is ready
the music plays and he listens
his favored electronic plays
the bass rumbles
his body moves rhythmicallyin precise time with the beats
he draws a wondering crowd who is
this dancer
everyday
repetition is the way
gray days masking
true blue skies
of hope lasting
graceand future passing
a cold world sobered up
washed out and cleaned up
DULL and BLAND
he walks the halls in search of
a love
the dancer dissipates from center
stage
oating from group to group copyingstyles
he stumbles across a maverick
beautiful in features and attire
freelancer of her own style
Up and down
around
in and out
trafc ows in the halls
the small being makes his way
he passes tons of beauties but the
eyes of one catches his
hers sneaky dangerous and swift in
movement
she passes by without
acknowledgement
The dancer now follows dangerously
close
he knows his purser and had his
dose
she took her glances
with her dangerous cool blue eyes
drunk in happiness in of the musicshe laughs in enjoyment unaware
she is pursued
day after day
he searches
for the face
he longed to see her
for her to acknowledge
for her to be INTERESTED
she passed by greeting himhesitation
recognition and progress
The party atmosphere ended
he searched for her
but to only compliment her elegant
dress
with colors in his liking
others left the dancer as usual lastto leave
the morning came I became whole
once again
with a desire to catch this girl
who attracted me
although her actions
led me up and down
on a roller coaster
I pursue this girl
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Untitled
Patrece Martin
She holds her head high
She walks around big and tall
She has light eyes that almost look like they could be white
When she talks I turn away
I donrsquot know why
Her words just seem so cold
Children seem to like herThey canrsquot see the harshness she brings
And I guess I canrsquot blame them
When shersquos around the fat man brings them presents
But I am no fool
I canrsquot wait for her to leave
Her sister is much nicer
She speaks with warm comforting words
Oh I canrsquot wait for the day
When winter leaves
And itrsquos time for Summer to step in
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My Tear For Her My Passion For Him
Bella Alibrandi
I was holding her hand walking
slowly with her like I always did Not mak-
ing her feel like her body was slowing down
Even though it was I saw her every day even
on Sundays Irsquove been her nanny since I was
fourteen When I began working for the Nicolas
family she was only four I thought she was
the cutest and sweetest little girl I would ever
care for And that was true but she wasnrsquot an
easy child With all her vitamins pills and her
allergies quite frankly I was very nervous when
talking care of her
During the summers she was all myresponsibility for thirteen hours a day What did
I do while I had school My schedule was very
complex Irsquod wake up every morning at ve in
the morning It didnrsquot matter if it was during the
week or the weekend I would get to her house
by six when I was younger and couldnrsquot drive
my mom would bring me to school around
seven thirty At the end of the day mom would
get me and drop me off at her house around
two thirty Her parents worked from one pm toeight pm The time period that I was at school
and her parents were at work she was the only
one home in their large empty mansion taking
her daily nap I was really worried about this
when I started working It was unsafe for a little
girl her age to be home alone and defenseless
I heard she has an older sibling that hersquos in my
eleventh grade class but I have never met him
or seen him around the house Which didnrsquot
surprise me so much considering how big their
house is But I began to be ok with the little girl
home alone because I met Marty
Marty is their front guard that lived
out in the guardhouse you had to pass by to
get in through their iron gates in the two mile
long driveway Marty showed me the Nicolasrsquos
security systems locks movement detectors
alarms and even alarms to detect any substancethat their little girl was allergic to If it detect-
ed any of her allergens it would immediately
notify her parentsrsquo cell phones work numbers
and the emergency hospital a couple blocks up
They even insisted that my cell be included in
the alarms and that I have my own identication
code for Marty Yeah they were that protective
Crazy huh Nope it all made sense when I met
Melina Nicolas
She had the softest milk chocolatebrown hair that had spiral curls that hung to her
mid back It felt like silk Mrs Nicolas always
dressed her in the princess dresses that people
bought to put their girls in pageants the kind of
dress that cost $50000 Yep that kind of rich
Everyday when I saw her she would jump for
joy and say ldquoMy nanny Kay Kayrsquos here What
do you want to play today Kay Kayrdquo Yeah my
name is Kayla Anne Merienda But most peoplecall me Kayla But Melina canrsquot say that so she
calls me Kay Kay
Every day I had a new game to teach
her I think shersquos the only child I have ever
met that loves to learn as much as she does
But after awhile I ran out of games So wersquod
play some of the old ones She started getting
bored with the new games So we made up our
own She was incredibly smart for a little girl
But right now shersquos seven and Irsquom seventeen
And right about now is when Mr and Mrs
Nicolas should be leaving the house Irsquom in my
last period class advanced Spanish But for
the last ten minutes I havenrsquot been listening
to my teacher Irsquove been tuning everyone out
except Austin Irsquod gotten lost in my own world
thinking about him and only him I had dedicat-
ed my whole high school career to Melina soIrsquove never been able to have a social life Yeah
there are some girls I talk to eat lunch with But
I donrsquot think I could consider them as friends
And some days more than others Irsquod feel so
lonely without friends in my life and especially
a boyfriend I canrsquot help look at his eyes I canrsquot
help get nervous around him even though we
donrsquot talk And I denitely canrsquot help but want
to be able to call him mine But that wonrsquot hap-
pen Itrsquos time to get into my snow covered carand drive to Melinarsquos house once again
When the bell rang I must have stood
up too quickly and gotten dizzy I tried to shake
it off and walk forward but ran right into some-
one I couldnrsquot see who it was because I was
now face rst on the oor once again looking
like an idiot I suddenly felt a warm hand on
my back ldquoHere let me help yourdquo I stood up
and regained my balance ldquoAre you ok You fellpretty hardrdquo I didnrsquot notice who had helped me
off the ground until now I was looking straight
into his blue eyes It was Austin
ldquoYeah Irsquom ne thanksrdquo I was swaying
side to side lightheaded But not because of the
impact of the ground I just took but because he
was talking to me Me And he saw me for the
rst time He grabbed my shoulders rm but
gentle
ldquoWoah there Should I take you to the
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nurserdquo No I had to get to Melinarsquos before she
wakes up
ldquoNo thanks I need to be somewhererdquo
I headed for the door but he caught me by the
arm which made my body tingle
ldquoIf you think Irsquom going to let you drive
yoursquore crazyrdquo
ldquoWhyrdquo I tried to pull away but hisstrong arms werenrsquot giving in anytime soon
ldquoYou fell and hit your head Finerdquo he
said while letting go ldquogo drive away in your
car and get in an accident Irsquoll be the last person
you ever talk tordquo That scared me a little bit He
grabbed his backpack and began to walk off
ldquoWaitrdquo I ran after him running into a
table or two He stopped not facing me But I
could totally tell he was smiling
ldquoCould you drive me somewhererdquo Hespun around with a casual look painted across
his excited face
ldquoI guessrdquo He oddly winked and said
with a wave of a hand ldquoThis wayrdquo
We got out into the ice and snow covered park-
ing lot We walked out quite far and stopped by
a black SLK with tan leather seating
ldquoNice carrdquo I said
ldquoYou into carsrdquo He looked surprisedldquoKinda My dad owns a dealershiprdquo He
laughed and we both got in
ldquoI have a BMW Chevroletrdquo He nodded
ldquoThatrsquos a nice carrdquo We both laughed
ldquoIrsquom Austin by the way You must have
known that though You wouldnrsquot have gotten
into a car with a total stranger rightrdquo He pre-
tended to glance at my face but I saw his eyes
scan over my body
ldquoYeah I knew your name you must
know mine because you wouldnrsquot let a total
stranger into your car would yourdquo I said smil-
ing at him He smiled back
ldquoGood call I do know your name Kayla
Anne Blake Rightrdquo Kinda creepy he knew my
whole name
ldquoYeah But you can just call me Kaylardquo
ldquoOh okay Kayla So which way nowrdquohe said stopping at a stoplight
ldquoTake a next left and then itrsquos the next
house on your leftrdquo I looked at his face He
looked puzzled ldquoIs something the matterrdquo He
didnrsquot answer for a second But then said
ldquoNo nothings wrongrdquo Something was
wrong here
We stopped at the iron gate and punched
in a code Was he related to these people He
must have seen me curiously looking at himbecause he said
ldquoIrsquom Melinarsquos Brotherrdquo I guessed I
should have guessed that considering his last
name was Nicolas Wow I feel so stupid
ldquoOh okay Irsquom herhelliprdquo I didnrsquot get to
nish because he did it for me
ldquoNanny Rightrdquo he smiled
ldquoYeah How did you know I havenrsquot
seen you around their houserdquo I was getting ner-vous He must have sensed it because he said
ldquoItrsquos okay Kayla Melina talks about
you a lot You donrsquot have to freak outrdquo He said
half smiling like he was trying to prove he was
a good guy
ldquoOkay sorry that just freaked me out for
a minute thererdquo
ldquoItrsquos okay By the way I need your
identication coderdquo I gave it to him and he
typed it in smoothly The gates swung open and
we drove up and parked in the driveway It was
snowing so he took off his coat and put it on
me Irsquom sure I blushed
ldquoThanksrdquo
When we got inside Mrs Nicolas was
crying with Mr Nicolas wrapped around her
ldquoDad what happenedrdquo
ldquoWherersquos Melinardquo I asked franticSomething must have happened They arenrsquot
supposed to be home With a deep breath Mr
Nicolas said
ldquoShersquos in the hospital We came to pick
you two up Get in our carrdquo
We drove to the hospital where we
found Melina in a bed connected to tubes and
wires I was freaking out and on the verge of
tears
ldquoMr and Mrs Nicolas please may Ihave a word with you two in the hallrdquo They
walked out leaving me with Austin He was
holding Melinarsquos delicate little hand
ldquoDo you think shersquoll be okayrdquo I asked
sitting next to him He was quiet for a minute
Then looked at me with tears in his eyes
ldquoI donrsquot knowrdquo He said it was a deep
strong voice but by his tears I knew he was
breaking insideI went and stood by the door and
watched the doctor down the hall with the
parents He was telling them bad news I knew
because they both started crying and so did I
I went and sat back down and waited for the
Nicolasrsquo to tell us something bad But when
Mrs Nicolas came in she said
ldquoEverything will be ne Melina is just a
little sick
Austin was driving me home and looked
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at me and said with sorrow in his voice
ldquoThey lied to usrdquo
ldquoWhat do you meanrdquo I asked
ldquoMelina isnrsquot just sick She has cancerrdquo
He pulled over where we both began to
sob and hold each other close for a time that
felt like forever
Morgan Gunther-
ldquoOcean Islerdquo
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Russian Roulette
Leah Ifraim
The spicy fumes
Circulate through the airBrushing across my nostrils
I see a beautifully plated row of giant sushi
Elegant underneath a drizzle of spicy mayo
I stare at them in awe
I delicately pick up one of the rolls
Bringing it up to my lips
As I take my rst bite
I feel a crunch
My tongue begins to sizzle
Spicy mayo
So creamy and rich
Fizzes across the center of my tongue
Jolting me alert
With each chew
I feel the fresh taste of chives
Fracture as a tooth bites into it
The tuna warms my taste buds
Mixing with the bits of sticky rice
Plastering the walls of each toothSavory tastes collide
Bouncing off each cell of my tongue
As the nal taste of perfection slips down my throat
My hand reaches for another roll
Irsquove never tasted anything so mysterious and incredible
This is the Russian Roulette
Jackie Halpin- ldquoFarmerrsquos Marketrdquo
Julia Slisz- ldquoChairrdquo
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Home
Dori Bergman
A homeIs nothing like
A house
Itrsquos a place
Where you belong
Itrsquos a feeling
That yoursquoll savor
Itrsquos a person
Who you look to
With my homeI feel wanted
Understood
Special
And loved
So I just thought
Irsquod let you know
That even though
Irsquove lost my way
With you
Irsquom nally
Home Allison Emmel- ldquoBalconyrdquo
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Untitled
Christy Le
I hear the NFL theme song go off in my
earmdashmy alarm itrsquos 545 am and I need to get
up for school I trudge to my closet carefully
picking out my clothes and doing my makeup
ensuring that my appearance is on the same par
as the suburban-elite girls from my school At
7am I realize itrsquos time to wake my two broth-
ers I walk to their room and gently shake them
awake They begrudgingly march to the bath-
roommdashmy cue to prepare breakfast I tiptoe
past my momrsquos room as not to wake her I know
shersquoll need her sleep before her twelve hour
shift at the nail salon At 705 am I say good-
bye to my younger brothers remind them not to
miss their bus and start the trek to my bus stop
At the bus stop I ght the urge to lie
down and take a nap The previous dayrsquos activi-
ties have exhausted memdashcooking dinner tutor-
ing my brothers cleaning my house and work-
ing on my four AP course workload until 2 am
When the bus arrives I board it and sit with one
of my best friends She and I fall into mindless
chatter about pop culture and other nonsensical
things but itrsquos all an illusion for me since Irsquom
not just a teenage girl Irsquom a ldquomotherrdquo to two
boysIrsquove been expected to be the caretaker
of my brothers since I was seven My mom has
always worked twelve hours a day six days a
week and without my dad in the picture the
responsibilities of my brothers were left to me
It was a role forced upon me but itrsquos a role Irsquove
accepted At the age of seven I began staying
home alone with my three-year-old brother and
my infant brother At the age of seven I stopped
being a child turning into the person my fam-ily needed me to bemdashthe one who changed
diapers prepared formula put my brothers to
sleep and took care of them in every way imag-
inable I gladly took on these responsibilities
because it was what my mom needed me to do
My mom had to work to support our family and
couldnrsquot afford a babysitter
I used to see my brothers as a burden
that kept me from my potential I resented the
fact that my mom forced me to stay home and
care for them Why did I have to sacrice
They werenrsquot my kids nor was I their mother
I fumed at the unfairness and resentfully cared
for them for years Now I realize that Irsquom
lucky to have them Taking care of my brothers
has made me into a chef a teacher a mentor
a maid a chauffeur and a supportive sister
Irsquove always been forced to juggle my brothers
school work volunteerism and a healthy social
life on a daily basis These roles shaped me into
the caring compassionate and capable person
that I am today Caring for my brothers didnrsquot
keep me from my potential it exponentially
increased my potential After being responsible
for the lives of two human beings Irsquove learned
priceless skills I can manage a household and
maintain a family I can be efcient in all that Ido and work hard at every job assigned to me
Such skills have allowed me to be successful
academically professionally and socially I can
manage a hectic life and still be a happy soul
with a great academic record Growing up with
my brothers has taught me to make the best
when Irsquom handed the least I now know that the
caretaking of my brothers hasnrsquot been a burden
instead itrsquos been a character-building experi-
enceNo one knows that I take on a soccer-
mom persona after school Yoursquoll never see me
without a smile at school so Irsquom perceived as a
happy-go-lucky carefree girl However my ap-
pearance at school is a faccedilade My friends from
school presume that I have the perfect life but
I donrsquot Irsquove just learned to positively deal with
my life I keep up an act to conceal the great
struggles that I endure Irsquom glad I can control
how I am perceived because it changes how I
am treated I have compassion for those who
have little control over their appearance due to
genetic deformities so I want to become a re-
constructive plastic surgeon I want to empower
people with the ability to portray themselves to
others as they wish so I want to dedicate my life
to being a reconstructive plastic surgeon and to
xing birth defects and genetic deformities
Nicole Tanquary- ldquoPotrait of Laurardquo
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Untitled
Patrece Martin
She holds her head high
She walks around big and tall
She has light eyes that almost look like they could be white
When she talks I turn away
I donrsquot know why
Her words just seem so cold
Children seem to like herThey canrsquot see the harshness she brings
And I guess I canrsquot blame them
When shersquos around the fat man brings them presents
But I am no fool
I canrsquot wait for her to leave
Her sister is much nicer
She speaks with warm comforting words
Oh I canrsquot wait for the day
When winter leaves
And itrsquos time for Summer to step in
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My Tear For Her My Passion For Him
Bella Alibrandi
I was holding her hand walking
slowly with her like I always did Not mak-
ing her feel like her body was slowing down
Even though it was I saw her every day even
on Sundays Irsquove been her nanny since I was
fourteen When I began working for the Nicolas
family she was only four I thought she was
the cutest and sweetest little girl I would ever
care for And that was true but she wasnrsquot an
easy child With all her vitamins pills and her
allergies quite frankly I was very nervous when
talking care of her
During the summers she was all myresponsibility for thirteen hours a day What did
I do while I had school My schedule was very
complex Irsquod wake up every morning at ve in
the morning It didnrsquot matter if it was during the
week or the weekend I would get to her house
by six when I was younger and couldnrsquot drive
my mom would bring me to school around
seven thirty At the end of the day mom would
get me and drop me off at her house around
two thirty Her parents worked from one pm toeight pm The time period that I was at school
and her parents were at work she was the only
one home in their large empty mansion taking
her daily nap I was really worried about this
when I started working It was unsafe for a little
girl her age to be home alone and defenseless
I heard she has an older sibling that hersquos in my
eleventh grade class but I have never met him
or seen him around the house Which didnrsquot
surprise me so much considering how big their
house is But I began to be ok with the little girl
home alone because I met Marty
Marty is their front guard that lived
out in the guardhouse you had to pass by to
get in through their iron gates in the two mile
long driveway Marty showed me the Nicolasrsquos
security systems locks movement detectors
alarms and even alarms to detect any substancethat their little girl was allergic to If it detect-
ed any of her allergens it would immediately
notify her parentsrsquo cell phones work numbers
and the emergency hospital a couple blocks up
They even insisted that my cell be included in
the alarms and that I have my own identication
code for Marty Yeah they were that protective
Crazy huh Nope it all made sense when I met
Melina Nicolas
She had the softest milk chocolatebrown hair that had spiral curls that hung to her
mid back It felt like silk Mrs Nicolas always
dressed her in the princess dresses that people
bought to put their girls in pageants the kind of
dress that cost $50000 Yep that kind of rich
Everyday when I saw her she would jump for
joy and say ldquoMy nanny Kay Kayrsquos here What
do you want to play today Kay Kayrdquo Yeah my
name is Kayla Anne Merienda But most peoplecall me Kayla But Melina canrsquot say that so she
calls me Kay Kay
Every day I had a new game to teach
her I think shersquos the only child I have ever
met that loves to learn as much as she does
But after awhile I ran out of games So wersquod
play some of the old ones She started getting
bored with the new games So we made up our
own She was incredibly smart for a little girl
But right now shersquos seven and Irsquom seventeen
And right about now is when Mr and Mrs
Nicolas should be leaving the house Irsquom in my
last period class advanced Spanish But for
the last ten minutes I havenrsquot been listening
to my teacher Irsquove been tuning everyone out
except Austin Irsquod gotten lost in my own world
thinking about him and only him I had dedicat-
ed my whole high school career to Melina soIrsquove never been able to have a social life Yeah
there are some girls I talk to eat lunch with But
I donrsquot think I could consider them as friends
And some days more than others Irsquod feel so
lonely without friends in my life and especially
a boyfriend I canrsquot help look at his eyes I canrsquot
help get nervous around him even though we
donrsquot talk And I denitely canrsquot help but want
to be able to call him mine But that wonrsquot hap-
pen Itrsquos time to get into my snow covered carand drive to Melinarsquos house once again
When the bell rang I must have stood
up too quickly and gotten dizzy I tried to shake
it off and walk forward but ran right into some-
one I couldnrsquot see who it was because I was
now face rst on the oor once again looking
like an idiot I suddenly felt a warm hand on
my back ldquoHere let me help yourdquo I stood up
and regained my balance ldquoAre you ok You fellpretty hardrdquo I didnrsquot notice who had helped me
off the ground until now I was looking straight
into his blue eyes It was Austin
ldquoYeah Irsquom ne thanksrdquo I was swaying
side to side lightheaded But not because of the
impact of the ground I just took but because he
was talking to me Me And he saw me for the
rst time He grabbed my shoulders rm but
gentle
ldquoWoah there Should I take you to the
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nurserdquo No I had to get to Melinarsquos before she
wakes up
ldquoNo thanks I need to be somewhererdquo
I headed for the door but he caught me by the
arm which made my body tingle
ldquoIf you think Irsquom going to let you drive
yoursquore crazyrdquo
ldquoWhyrdquo I tried to pull away but hisstrong arms werenrsquot giving in anytime soon
ldquoYou fell and hit your head Finerdquo he
said while letting go ldquogo drive away in your
car and get in an accident Irsquoll be the last person
you ever talk tordquo That scared me a little bit He
grabbed his backpack and began to walk off
ldquoWaitrdquo I ran after him running into a
table or two He stopped not facing me But I
could totally tell he was smiling
ldquoCould you drive me somewhererdquo Hespun around with a casual look painted across
his excited face
ldquoI guessrdquo He oddly winked and said
with a wave of a hand ldquoThis wayrdquo
We got out into the ice and snow covered park-
ing lot We walked out quite far and stopped by
a black SLK with tan leather seating
ldquoNice carrdquo I said
ldquoYou into carsrdquo He looked surprisedldquoKinda My dad owns a dealershiprdquo He
laughed and we both got in
ldquoI have a BMW Chevroletrdquo He nodded
ldquoThatrsquos a nice carrdquo We both laughed
ldquoIrsquom Austin by the way You must have
known that though You wouldnrsquot have gotten
into a car with a total stranger rightrdquo He pre-
tended to glance at my face but I saw his eyes
scan over my body
ldquoYeah I knew your name you must
know mine because you wouldnrsquot let a total
stranger into your car would yourdquo I said smil-
ing at him He smiled back
ldquoGood call I do know your name Kayla
Anne Blake Rightrdquo Kinda creepy he knew my
whole name
ldquoYeah But you can just call me Kaylardquo
ldquoOh okay Kayla So which way nowrdquohe said stopping at a stoplight
ldquoTake a next left and then itrsquos the next
house on your leftrdquo I looked at his face He
looked puzzled ldquoIs something the matterrdquo He
didnrsquot answer for a second But then said
ldquoNo nothings wrongrdquo Something was
wrong here
We stopped at the iron gate and punched
in a code Was he related to these people He
must have seen me curiously looking at himbecause he said
ldquoIrsquom Melinarsquos Brotherrdquo I guessed I
should have guessed that considering his last
name was Nicolas Wow I feel so stupid
ldquoOh okay Irsquom herhelliprdquo I didnrsquot get to
nish because he did it for me
ldquoNanny Rightrdquo he smiled
ldquoYeah How did you know I havenrsquot
seen you around their houserdquo I was getting ner-vous He must have sensed it because he said
ldquoItrsquos okay Kayla Melina talks about
you a lot You donrsquot have to freak outrdquo He said
half smiling like he was trying to prove he was
a good guy
ldquoOkay sorry that just freaked me out for
a minute thererdquo
ldquoItrsquos okay By the way I need your
identication coderdquo I gave it to him and he
typed it in smoothly The gates swung open and
we drove up and parked in the driveway It was
snowing so he took off his coat and put it on
me Irsquom sure I blushed
ldquoThanksrdquo
When we got inside Mrs Nicolas was
crying with Mr Nicolas wrapped around her
ldquoDad what happenedrdquo
ldquoWherersquos Melinardquo I asked franticSomething must have happened They arenrsquot
supposed to be home With a deep breath Mr
Nicolas said
ldquoShersquos in the hospital We came to pick
you two up Get in our carrdquo
We drove to the hospital where we
found Melina in a bed connected to tubes and
wires I was freaking out and on the verge of
tears
ldquoMr and Mrs Nicolas please may Ihave a word with you two in the hallrdquo They
walked out leaving me with Austin He was
holding Melinarsquos delicate little hand
ldquoDo you think shersquoll be okayrdquo I asked
sitting next to him He was quiet for a minute
Then looked at me with tears in his eyes
ldquoI donrsquot knowrdquo He said it was a deep
strong voice but by his tears I knew he was
breaking insideI went and stood by the door and
watched the doctor down the hall with the
parents He was telling them bad news I knew
because they both started crying and so did I
I went and sat back down and waited for the
Nicolasrsquo to tell us something bad But when
Mrs Nicolas came in she said
ldquoEverything will be ne Melina is just a
little sick
Austin was driving me home and looked
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at me and said with sorrow in his voice
ldquoThey lied to usrdquo
ldquoWhat do you meanrdquo I asked
ldquoMelina isnrsquot just sick She has cancerrdquo
He pulled over where we both began to
sob and hold each other close for a time that
felt like forever
Morgan Gunther-
ldquoOcean Islerdquo
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Russian Roulette
Leah Ifraim
The spicy fumes
Circulate through the airBrushing across my nostrils
I see a beautifully plated row of giant sushi
Elegant underneath a drizzle of spicy mayo
I stare at them in awe
I delicately pick up one of the rolls
Bringing it up to my lips
As I take my rst bite
I feel a crunch
My tongue begins to sizzle
Spicy mayo
So creamy and rich
Fizzes across the center of my tongue
Jolting me alert
With each chew
I feel the fresh taste of chives
Fracture as a tooth bites into it
The tuna warms my taste buds
Mixing with the bits of sticky rice
Plastering the walls of each toothSavory tastes collide
Bouncing off each cell of my tongue
As the nal taste of perfection slips down my throat
My hand reaches for another roll
Irsquove never tasted anything so mysterious and incredible
This is the Russian Roulette
Jackie Halpin- ldquoFarmerrsquos Marketrdquo
Julia Slisz- ldquoChairrdquo
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Home
Dori Bergman
A homeIs nothing like
A house
Itrsquos a place
Where you belong
Itrsquos a feeling
That yoursquoll savor
Itrsquos a person
Who you look to
With my homeI feel wanted
Understood
Special
And loved
So I just thought
Irsquod let you know
That even though
Irsquove lost my way
With you
Irsquom nally
Home Allison Emmel- ldquoBalconyrdquo
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Untitled
Christy Le
I hear the NFL theme song go off in my
earmdashmy alarm itrsquos 545 am and I need to get
up for school I trudge to my closet carefully
picking out my clothes and doing my makeup
ensuring that my appearance is on the same par
as the suburban-elite girls from my school At
7am I realize itrsquos time to wake my two broth-
ers I walk to their room and gently shake them
awake They begrudgingly march to the bath-
roommdashmy cue to prepare breakfast I tiptoe
past my momrsquos room as not to wake her I know
shersquoll need her sleep before her twelve hour
shift at the nail salon At 705 am I say good-
bye to my younger brothers remind them not to
miss their bus and start the trek to my bus stop
At the bus stop I ght the urge to lie
down and take a nap The previous dayrsquos activi-
ties have exhausted memdashcooking dinner tutor-
ing my brothers cleaning my house and work-
ing on my four AP course workload until 2 am
When the bus arrives I board it and sit with one
of my best friends She and I fall into mindless
chatter about pop culture and other nonsensical
things but itrsquos all an illusion for me since Irsquom
not just a teenage girl Irsquom a ldquomotherrdquo to two
boysIrsquove been expected to be the caretaker
of my brothers since I was seven My mom has
always worked twelve hours a day six days a
week and without my dad in the picture the
responsibilities of my brothers were left to me
It was a role forced upon me but itrsquos a role Irsquove
accepted At the age of seven I began staying
home alone with my three-year-old brother and
my infant brother At the age of seven I stopped
being a child turning into the person my fam-ily needed me to bemdashthe one who changed
diapers prepared formula put my brothers to
sleep and took care of them in every way imag-
inable I gladly took on these responsibilities
because it was what my mom needed me to do
My mom had to work to support our family and
couldnrsquot afford a babysitter
I used to see my brothers as a burden
that kept me from my potential I resented the
fact that my mom forced me to stay home and
care for them Why did I have to sacrice
They werenrsquot my kids nor was I their mother
I fumed at the unfairness and resentfully cared
for them for years Now I realize that Irsquom
lucky to have them Taking care of my brothers
has made me into a chef a teacher a mentor
a maid a chauffeur and a supportive sister
Irsquove always been forced to juggle my brothers
school work volunteerism and a healthy social
life on a daily basis These roles shaped me into
the caring compassionate and capable person
that I am today Caring for my brothers didnrsquot
keep me from my potential it exponentially
increased my potential After being responsible
for the lives of two human beings Irsquove learned
priceless skills I can manage a household and
maintain a family I can be efcient in all that Ido and work hard at every job assigned to me
Such skills have allowed me to be successful
academically professionally and socially I can
manage a hectic life and still be a happy soul
with a great academic record Growing up with
my brothers has taught me to make the best
when Irsquom handed the least I now know that the
caretaking of my brothers hasnrsquot been a burden
instead itrsquos been a character-building experi-
enceNo one knows that I take on a soccer-
mom persona after school Yoursquoll never see me
without a smile at school so Irsquom perceived as a
happy-go-lucky carefree girl However my ap-
pearance at school is a faccedilade My friends from
school presume that I have the perfect life but
I donrsquot Irsquove just learned to positively deal with
my life I keep up an act to conceal the great
struggles that I endure Irsquom glad I can control
how I am perceived because it changes how I
am treated I have compassion for those who
have little control over their appearance due to
genetic deformities so I want to become a re-
constructive plastic surgeon I want to empower
people with the ability to portray themselves to
others as they wish so I want to dedicate my life
to being a reconstructive plastic surgeon and to
xing birth defects and genetic deformities
Nicole Tanquary- ldquoPotrait of Laurardquo
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Rambunctious Magazine
Jamesville-Dewitt High School
PO Box 606
6845 Edinger Drive
DeWitt NY 13214-0606
(315) 445-8340 Rambunctious
Winter 2013
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My Tear For Her My Passion For Him
Bella Alibrandi
I was holding her hand walking
slowly with her like I always did Not mak-
ing her feel like her body was slowing down
Even though it was I saw her every day even
on Sundays Irsquove been her nanny since I was
fourteen When I began working for the Nicolas
family she was only four I thought she was
the cutest and sweetest little girl I would ever
care for And that was true but she wasnrsquot an
easy child With all her vitamins pills and her
allergies quite frankly I was very nervous when
talking care of her
During the summers she was all myresponsibility for thirteen hours a day What did
I do while I had school My schedule was very
complex Irsquod wake up every morning at ve in
the morning It didnrsquot matter if it was during the
week or the weekend I would get to her house
by six when I was younger and couldnrsquot drive
my mom would bring me to school around
seven thirty At the end of the day mom would
get me and drop me off at her house around
two thirty Her parents worked from one pm toeight pm The time period that I was at school
and her parents were at work she was the only
one home in their large empty mansion taking
her daily nap I was really worried about this
when I started working It was unsafe for a little
girl her age to be home alone and defenseless
I heard she has an older sibling that hersquos in my
eleventh grade class but I have never met him
or seen him around the house Which didnrsquot
surprise me so much considering how big their
house is But I began to be ok with the little girl
home alone because I met Marty
Marty is their front guard that lived
out in the guardhouse you had to pass by to
get in through their iron gates in the two mile
long driveway Marty showed me the Nicolasrsquos
security systems locks movement detectors
alarms and even alarms to detect any substancethat their little girl was allergic to If it detect-
ed any of her allergens it would immediately
notify her parentsrsquo cell phones work numbers
and the emergency hospital a couple blocks up
They even insisted that my cell be included in
the alarms and that I have my own identication
code for Marty Yeah they were that protective
Crazy huh Nope it all made sense when I met
Melina Nicolas
She had the softest milk chocolatebrown hair that had spiral curls that hung to her
mid back It felt like silk Mrs Nicolas always
dressed her in the princess dresses that people
bought to put their girls in pageants the kind of
dress that cost $50000 Yep that kind of rich
Everyday when I saw her she would jump for
joy and say ldquoMy nanny Kay Kayrsquos here What
do you want to play today Kay Kayrdquo Yeah my
name is Kayla Anne Merienda But most peoplecall me Kayla But Melina canrsquot say that so she
calls me Kay Kay
Every day I had a new game to teach
her I think shersquos the only child I have ever
met that loves to learn as much as she does
But after awhile I ran out of games So wersquod
play some of the old ones She started getting
bored with the new games So we made up our
own She was incredibly smart for a little girl
But right now shersquos seven and Irsquom seventeen
And right about now is when Mr and Mrs
Nicolas should be leaving the house Irsquom in my
last period class advanced Spanish But for
the last ten minutes I havenrsquot been listening
to my teacher Irsquove been tuning everyone out
except Austin Irsquod gotten lost in my own world
thinking about him and only him I had dedicat-
ed my whole high school career to Melina soIrsquove never been able to have a social life Yeah
there are some girls I talk to eat lunch with But
I donrsquot think I could consider them as friends
And some days more than others Irsquod feel so
lonely without friends in my life and especially
a boyfriend I canrsquot help look at his eyes I canrsquot
help get nervous around him even though we
donrsquot talk And I denitely canrsquot help but want
to be able to call him mine But that wonrsquot hap-
pen Itrsquos time to get into my snow covered carand drive to Melinarsquos house once again
When the bell rang I must have stood
up too quickly and gotten dizzy I tried to shake
it off and walk forward but ran right into some-
one I couldnrsquot see who it was because I was
now face rst on the oor once again looking
like an idiot I suddenly felt a warm hand on
my back ldquoHere let me help yourdquo I stood up
and regained my balance ldquoAre you ok You fellpretty hardrdquo I didnrsquot notice who had helped me
off the ground until now I was looking straight
into his blue eyes It was Austin
ldquoYeah Irsquom ne thanksrdquo I was swaying
side to side lightheaded But not because of the
impact of the ground I just took but because he
was talking to me Me And he saw me for the
rst time He grabbed my shoulders rm but
gentle
ldquoWoah there Should I take you to the
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nurserdquo No I had to get to Melinarsquos before she
wakes up
ldquoNo thanks I need to be somewhererdquo
I headed for the door but he caught me by the
arm which made my body tingle
ldquoIf you think Irsquom going to let you drive
yoursquore crazyrdquo
ldquoWhyrdquo I tried to pull away but hisstrong arms werenrsquot giving in anytime soon
ldquoYou fell and hit your head Finerdquo he
said while letting go ldquogo drive away in your
car and get in an accident Irsquoll be the last person
you ever talk tordquo That scared me a little bit He
grabbed his backpack and began to walk off
ldquoWaitrdquo I ran after him running into a
table or two He stopped not facing me But I
could totally tell he was smiling
ldquoCould you drive me somewhererdquo Hespun around with a casual look painted across
his excited face
ldquoI guessrdquo He oddly winked and said
with a wave of a hand ldquoThis wayrdquo
We got out into the ice and snow covered park-
ing lot We walked out quite far and stopped by
a black SLK with tan leather seating
ldquoNice carrdquo I said
ldquoYou into carsrdquo He looked surprisedldquoKinda My dad owns a dealershiprdquo He
laughed and we both got in
ldquoI have a BMW Chevroletrdquo He nodded
ldquoThatrsquos a nice carrdquo We both laughed
ldquoIrsquom Austin by the way You must have
known that though You wouldnrsquot have gotten
into a car with a total stranger rightrdquo He pre-
tended to glance at my face but I saw his eyes
scan over my body
ldquoYeah I knew your name you must
know mine because you wouldnrsquot let a total
stranger into your car would yourdquo I said smil-
ing at him He smiled back
ldquoGood call I do know your name Kayla
Anne Blake Rightrdquo Kinda creepy he knew my
whole name
ldquoYeah But you can just call me Kaylardquo
ldquoOh okay Kayla So which way nowrdquohe said stopping at a stoplight
ldquoTake a next left and then itrsquos the next
house on your leftrdquo I looked at his face He
looked puzzled ldquoIs something the matterrdquo He
didnrsquot answer for a second But then said
ldquoNo nothings wrongrdquo Something was
wrong here
We stopped at the iron gate and punched
in a code Was he related to these people He
must have seen me curiously looking at himbecause he said
ldquoIrsquom Melinarsquos Brotherrdquo I guessed I
should have guessed that considering his last
name was Nicolas Wow I feel so stupid
ldquoOh okay Irsquom herhelliprdquo I didnrsquot get to
nish because he did it for me
ldquoNanny Rightrdquo he smiled
ldquoYeah How did you know I havenrsquot
seen you around their houserdquo I was getting ner-vous He must have sensed it because he said
ldquoItrsquos okay Kayla Melina talks about
you a lot You donrsquot have to freak outrdquo He said
half smiling like he was trying to prove he was
a good guy
ldquoOkay sorry that just freaked me out for
a minute thererdquo
ldquoItrsquos okay By the way I need your
identication coderdquo I gave it to him and he
typed it in smoothly The gates swung open and
we drove up and parked in the driveway It was
snowing so he took off his coat and put it on
me Irsquom sure I blushed
ldquoThanksrdquo
When we got inside Mrs Nicolas was
crying with Mr Nicolas wrapped around her
ldquoDad what happenedrdquo
ldquoWherersquos Melinardquo I asked franticSomething must have happened They arenrsquot
supposed to be home With a deep breath Mr
Nicolas said
ldquoShersquos in the hospital We came to pick
you two up Get in our carrdquo
We drove to the hospital where we
found Melina in a bed connected to tubes and
wires I was freaking out and on the verge of
tears
ldquoMr and Mrs Nicolas please may Ihave a word with you two in the hallrdquo They
walked out leaving me with Austin He was
holding Melinarsquos delicate little hand
ldquoDo you think shersquoll be okayrdquo I asked
sitting next to him He was quiet for a minute
Then looked at me with tears in his eyes
ldquoI donrsquot knowrdquo He said it was a deep
strong voice but by his tears I knew he was
breaking insideI went and stood by the door and
watched the doctor down the hall with the
parents He was telling them bad news I knew
because they both started crying and so did I
I went and sat back down and waited for the
Nicolasrsquo to tell us something bad But when
Mrs Nicolas came in she said
ldquoEverything will be ne Melina is just a
little sick
Austin was driving me home and looked
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at me and said with sorrow in his voice
ldquoThey lied to usrdquo
ldquoWhat do you meanrdquo I asked
ldquoMelina isnrsquot just sick She has cancerrdquo
He pulled over where we both began to
sob and hold each other close for a time that
felt like forever
Morgan Gunther-
ldquoOcean Islerdquo
27
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Russian Roulette
Leah Ifraim
The spicy fumes
Circulate through the airBrushing across my nostrils
I see a beautifully plated row of giant sushi
Elegant underneath a drizzle of spicy mayo
I stare at them in awe
I delicately pick up one of the rolls
Bringing it up to my lips
As I take my rst bite
I feel a crunch
My tongue begins to sizzle
Spicy mayo
So creamy and rich
Fizzes across the center of my tongue
Jolting me alert
With each chew
I feel the fresh taste of chives
Fracture as a tooth bites into it
The tuna warms my taste buds
Mixing with the bits of sticky rice
Plastering the walls of each toothSavory tastes collide
Bouncing off each cell of my tongue
As the nal taste of perfection slips down my throat
My hand reaches for another roll
Irsquove never tasted anything so mysterious and incredible
This is the Russian Roulette
Jackie Halpin- ldquoFarmerrsquos Marketrdquo
Julia Slisz- ldquoChairrdquo
28
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Home
Dori Bergman
A homeIs nothing like
A house
Itrsquos a place
Where you belong
Itrsquos a feeling
That yoursquoll savor
Itrsquos a person
Who you look to
With my homeI feel wanted
Understood
Special
And loved
So I just thought
Irsquod let you know
That even though
Irsquove lost my way
With you
Irsquom nally
Home Allison Emmel- ldquoBalconyrdquo
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Untitled
Christy Le
I hear the NFL theme song go off in my
earmdashmy alarm itrsquos 545 am and I need to get
up for school I trudge to my closet carefully
picking out my clothes and doing my makeup
ensuring that my appearance is on the same par
as the suburban-elite girls from my school At
7am I realize itrsquos time to wake my two broth-
ers I walk to their room and gently shake them
awake They begrudgingly march to the bath-
roommdashmy cue to prepare breakfast I tiptoe
past my momrsquos room as not to wake her I know
shersquoll need her sleep before her twelve hour
shift at the nail salon At 705 am I say good-
bye to my younger brothers remind them not to
miss their bus and start the trek to my bus stop
At the bus stop I ght the urge to lie
down and take a nap The previous dayrsquos activi-
ties have exhausted memdashcooking dinner tutor-
ing my brothers cleaning my house and work-
ing on my four AP course workload until 2 am
When the bus arrives I board it and sit with one
of my best friends She and I fall into mindless
chatter about pop culture and other nonsensical
things but itrsquos all an illusion for me since Irsquom
not just a teenage girl Irsquom a ldquomotherrdquo to two
boysIrsquove been expected to be the caretaker
of my brothers since I was seven My mom has
always worked twelve hours a day six days a
week and without my dad in the picture the
responsibilities of my brothers were left to me
It was a role forced upon me but itrsquos a role Irsquove
accepted At the age of seven I began staying
home alone with my three-year-old brother and
my infant brother At the age of seven I stopped
being a child turning into the person my fam-ily needed me to bemdashthe one who changed
diapers prepared formula put my brothers to
sleep and took care of them in every way imag-
inable I gladly took on these responsibilities
because it was what my mom needed me to do
My mom had to work to support our family and
couldnrsquot afford a babysitter
I used to see my brothers as a burden
that kept me from my potential I resented the
fact that my mom forced me to stay home and
care for them Why did I have to sacrice
They werenrsquot my kids nor was I their mother
I fumed at the unfairness and resentfully cared
for them for years Now I realize that Irsquom
lucky to have them Taking care of my brothers
has made me into a chef a teacher a mentor
a maid a chauffeur and a supportive sister
Irsquove always been forced to juggle my brothers
school work volunteerism and a healthy social
life on a daily basis These roles shaped me into
the caring compassionate and capable person
that I am today Caring for my brothers didnrsquot
keep me from my potential it exponentially
increased my potential After being responsible
for the lives of two human beings Irsquove learned
priceless skills I can manage a household and
maintain a family I can be efcient in all that Ido and work hard at every job assigned to me
Such skills have allowed me to be successful
academically professionally and socially I can
manage a hectic life and still be a happy soul
with a great academic record Growing up with
my brothers has taught me to make the best
when Irsquom handed the least I now know that the
caretaking of my brothers hasnrsquot been a burden
instead itrsquos been a character-building experi-
enceNo one knows that I take on a soccer-
mom persona after school Yoursquoll never see me
without a smile at school so Irsquom perceived as a
happy-go-lucky carefree girl However my ap-
pearance at school is a faccedilade My friends from
school presume that I have the perfect life but
I donrsquot Irsquove just learned to positively deal with
my life I keep up an act to conceal the great
struggles that I endure Irsquom glad I can control
how I am perceived because it changes how I
am treated I have compassion for those who
have little control over their appearance due to
genetic deformities so I want to become a re-
constructive plastic surgeon I want to empower
people with the ability to portray themselves to
others as they wish so I want to dedicate my life
to being a reconstructive plastic surgeon and to
xing birth defects and genetic deformities
Nicole Tanquary- ldquoPotrait of Laurardquo
30
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Rambunctious publishes three issues a yearContact us at rambunctious2013gmailcom for submission informartion
Rambunctious Magazine
Jamesville-Dewitt High School
PO Box 606
6845 Edinger Drive
DeWitt NY 13214-0606
(315) 445-8340 Rambunctious
Winter 2013
7282019 Rambunctious Winter 2013
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My Tear For Her My Passion For Him
Bella Alibrandi
I was holding her hand walking
slowly with her like I always did Not mak-
ing her feel like her body was slowing down
Even though it was I saw her every day even
on Sundays Irsquove been her nanny since I was
fourteen When I began working for the Nicolas
family she was only four I thought she was
the cutest and sweetest little girl I would ever
care for And that was true but she wasnrsquot an
easy child With all her vitamins pills and her
allergies quite frankly I was very nervous when
talking care of her
During the summers she was all myresponsibility for thirteen hours a day What did
I do while I had school My schedule was very
complex Irsquod wake up every morning at ve in
the morning It didnrsquot matter if it was during the
week or the weekend I would get to her house
by six when I was younger and couldnrsquot drive
my mom would bring me to school around
seven thirty At the end of the day mom would
get me and drop me off at her house around
two thirty Her parents worked from one pm toeight pm The time period that I was at school
and her parents were at work she was the only
one home in their large empty mansion taking
her daily nap I was really worried about this
when I started working It was unsafe for a little
girl her age to be home alone and defenseless
I heard she has an older sibling that hersquos in my
eleventh grade class but I have never met him
or seen him around the house Which didnrsquot
surprise me so much considering how big their
house is But I began to be ok with the little girl
home alone because I met Marty
Marty is their front guard that lived
out in the guardhouse you had to pass by to
get in through their iron gates in the two mile
long driveway Marty showed me the Nicolasrsquos
security systems locks movement detectors
alarms and even alarms to detect any substancethat their little girl was allergic to If it detect-
ed any of her allergens it would immediately
notify her parentsrsquo cell phones work numbers
and the emergency hospital a couple blocks up
They even insisted that my cell be included in
the alarms and that I have my own identication
code for Marty Yeah they were that protective
Crazy huh Nope it all made sense when I met
Melina Nicolas
She had the softest milk chocolatebrown hair that had spiral curls that hung to her
mid back It felt like silk Mrs Nicolas always
dressed her in the princess dresses that people
bought to put their girls in pageants the kind of
dress that cost $50000 Yep that kind of rich
Everyday when I saw her she would jump for
joy and say ldquoMy nanny Kay Kayrsquos here What
do you want to play today Kay Kayrdquo Yeah my
name is Kayla Anne Merienda But most peoplecall me Kayla But Melina canrsquot say that so she
calls me Kay Kay
Every day I had a new game to teach
her I think shersquos the only child I have ever
met that loves to learn as much as she does
But after awhile I ran out of games So wersquod
play some of the old ones She started getting
bored with the new games So we made up our
own She was incredibly smart for a little girl
But right now shersquos seven and Irsquom seventeen
And right about now is when Mr and Mrs
Nicolas should be leaving the house Irsquom in my
last period class advanced Spanish But for
the last ten minutes I havenrsquot been listening
to my teacher Irsquove been tuning everyone out
except Austin Irsquod gotten lost in my own world
thinking about him and only him I had dedicat-
ed my whole high school career to Melina soIrsquove never been able to have a social life Yeah
there are some girls I talk to eat lunch with But
I donrsquot think I could consider them as friends
And some days more than others Irsquod feel so
lonely without friends in my life and especially
a boyfriend I canrsquot help look at his eyes I canrsquot
help get nervous around him even though we
donrsquot talk And I denitely canrsquot help but want
to be able to call him mine But that wonrsquot hap-
pen Itrsquos time to get into my snow covered carand drive to Melinarsquos house once again
When the bell rang I must have stood
up too quickly and gotten dizzy I tried to shake
it off and walk forward but ran right into some-
one I couldnrsquot see who it was because I was
now face rst on the oor once again looking
like an idiot I suddenly felt a warm hand on
my back ldquoHere let me help yourdquo I stood up
and regained my balance ldquoAre you ok You fellpretty hardrdquo I didnrsquot notice who had helped me
off the ground until now I was looking straight
into his blue eyes It was Austin
ldquoYeah Irsquom ne thanksrdquo I was swaying
side to side lightheaded But not because of the
impact of the ground I just took but because he
was talking to me Me And he saw me for the
rst time He grabbed my shoulders rm but
gentle
ldquoWoah there Should I take you to the
24
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Kelsey Kissane- ldquoUntitledrdquo
25
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nurserdquo No I had to get to Melinarsquos before she
wakes up
ldquoNo thanks I need to be somewhererdquo
I headed for the door but he caught me by the
arm which made my body tingle
ldquoIf you think Irsquom going to let you drive
yoursquore crazyrdquo
ldquoWhyrdquo I tried to pull away but hisstrong arms werenrsquot giving in anytime soon
ldquoYou fell and hit your head Finerdquo he
said while letting go ldquogo drive away in your
car and get in an accident Irsquoll be the last person
you ever talk tordquo That scared me a little bit He
grabbed his backpack and began to walk off
ldquoWaitrdquo I ran after him running into a
table or two He stopped not facing me But I
could totally tell he was smiling
ldquoCould you drive me somewhererdquo Hespun around with a casual look painted across
his excited face
ldquoI guessrdquo He oddly winked and said
with a wave of a hand ldquoThis wayrdquo
We got out into the ice and snow covered park-
ing lot We walked out quite far and stopped by
a black SLK with tan leather seating
ldquoNice carrdquo I said
ldquoYou into carsrdquo He looked surprisedldquoKinda My dad owns a dealershiprdquo He
laughed and we both got in
ldquoI have a BMW Chevroletrdquo He nodded
ldquoThatrsquos a nice carrdquo We both laughed
ldquoIrsquom Austin by the way You must have
known that though You wouldnrsquot have gotten
into a car with a total stranger rightrdquo He pre-
tended to glance at my face but I saw his eyes
scan over my body
ldquoYeah I knew your name you must
know mine because you wouldnrsquot let a total
stranger into your car would yourdquo I said smil-
ing at him He smiled back
ldquoGood call I do know your name Kayla
Anne Blake Rightrdquo Kinda creepy he knew my
whole name
ldquoYeah But you can just call me Kaylardquo
ldquoOh okay Kayla So which way nowrdquohe said stopping at a stoplight
ldquoTake a next left and then itrsquos the next
house on your leftrdquo I looked at his face He
looked puzzled ldquoIs something the matterrdquo He
didnrsquot answer for a second But then said
ldquoNo nothings wrongrdquo Something was
wrong here
We stopped at the iron gate and punched
in a code Was he related to these people He
must have seen me curiously looking at himbecause he said
ldquoIrsquom Melinarsquos Brotherrdquo I guessed I
should have guessed that considering his last
name was Nicolas Wow I feel so stupid
ldquoOh okay Irsquom herhelliprdquo I didnrsquot get to
nish because he did it for me
ldquoNanny Rightrdquo he smiled
ldquoYeah How did you know I havenrsquot
seen you around their houserdquo I was getting ner-vous He must have sensed it because he said
ldquoItrsquos okay Kayla Melina talks about
you a lot You donrsquot have to freak outrdquo He said
half smiling like he was trying to prove he was
a good guy
ldquoOkay sorry that just freaked me out for
a minute thererdquo
ldquoItrsquos okay By the way I need your
identication coderdquo I gave it to him and he
typed it in smoothly The gates swung open and
we drove up and parked in the driveway It was
snowing so he took off his coat and put it on
me Irsquom sure I blushed
ldquoThanksrdquo
When we got inside Mrs Nicolas was
crying with Mr Nicolas wrapped around her
ldquoDad what happenedrdquo
ldquoWherersquos Melinardquo I asked franticSomething must have happened They arenrsquot
supposed to be home With a deep breath Mr
Nicolas said
ldquoShersquos in the hospital We came to pick
you two up Get in our carrdquo
We drove to the hospital where we
found Melina in a bed connected to tubes and
wires I was freaking out and on the verge of
tears
ldquoMr and Mrs Nicolas please may Ihave a word with you two in the hallrdquo They
walked out leaving me with Austin He was
holding Melinarsquos delicate little hand
ldquoDo you think shersquoll be okayrdquo I asked
sitting next to him He was quiet for a minute
Then looked at me with tears in his eyes
ldquoI donrsquot knowrdquo He said it was a deep
strong voice but by his tears I knew he was
breaking insideI went and stood by the door and
watched the doctor down the hall with the
parents He was telling them bad news I knew
because they both started crying and so did I
I went and sat back down and waited for the
Nicolasrsquo to tell us something bad But when
Mrs Nicolas came in she said
ldquoEverything will be ne Melina is just a
little sick
Austin was driving me home and looked
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at me and said with sorrow in his voice
ldquoThey lied to usrdquo
ldquoWhat do you meanrdquo I asked
ldquoMelina isnrsquot just sick She has cancerrdquo
He pulled over where we both began to
sob and hold each other close for a time that
felt like forever
Morgan Gunther-
ldquoOcean Islerdquo
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Russian Roulette
Leah Ifraim
The spicy fumes
Circulate through the airBrushing across my nostrils
I see a beautifully plated row of giant sushi
Elegant underneath a drizzle of spicy mayo
I stare at them in awe
I delicately pick up one of the rolls
Bringing it up to my lips
As I take my rst bite
I feel a crunch
My tongue begins to sizzle
Spicy mayo
So creamy and rich
Fizzes across the center of my tongue
Jolting me alert
With each chew
I feel the fresh taste of chives
Fracture as a tooth bites into it
The tuna warms my taste buds
Mixing with the bits of sticky rice
Plastering the walls of each toothSavory tastes collide
Bouncing off each cell of my tongue
As the nal taste of perfection slips down my throat
My hand reaches for another roll
Irsquove never tasted anything so mysterious and incredible
This is the Russian Roulette
Jackie Halpin- ldquoFarmerrsquos Marketrdquo
Julia Slisz- ldquoChairrdquo
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Home
Dori Bergman
A homeIs nothing like
A house
Itrsquos a place
Where you belong
Itrsquos a feeling
That yoursquoll savor
Itrsquos a person
Who you look to
With my homeI feel wanted
Understood
Special
And loved
So I just thought
Irsquod let you know
That even though
Irsquove lost my way
With you
Irsquom nally
Home Allison Emmel- ldquoBalconyrdquo
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Untitled
Christy Le
I hear the NFL theme song go off in my
earmdashmy alarm itrsquos 545 am and I need to get
up for school I trudge to my closet carefully
picking out my clothes and doing my makeup
ensuring that my appearance is on the same par
as the suburban-elite girls from my school At
7am I realize itrsquos time to wake my two broth-
ers I walk to their room and gently shake them
awake They begrudgingly march to the bath-
roommdashmy cue to prepare breakfast I tiptoe
past my momrsquos room as not to wake her I know
shersquoll need her sleep before her twelve hour
shift at the nail salon At 705 am I say good-
bye to my younger brothers remind them not to
miss their bus and start the trek to my bus stop
At the bus stop I ght the urge to lie
down and take a nap The previous dayrsquos activi-
ties have exhausted memdashcooking dinner tutor-
ing my brothers cleaning my house and work-
ing on my four AP course workload until 2 am
When the bus arrives I board it and sit with one
of my best friends She and I fall into mindless
chatter about pop culture and other nonsensical
things but itrsquos all an illusion for me since Irsquom
not just a teenage girl Irsquom a ldquomotherrdquo to two
boysIrsquove been expected to be the caretaker
of my brothers since I was seven My mom has
always worked twelve hours a day six days a
week and without my dad in the picture the
responsibilities of my brothers were left to me
It was a role forced upon me but itrsquos a role Irsquove
accepted At the age of seven I began staying
home alone with my three-year-old brother and
my infant brother At the age of seven I stopped
being a child turning into the person my fam-ily needed me to bemdashthe one who changed
diapers prepared formula put my brothers to
sleep and took care of them in every way imag-
inable I gladly took on these responsibilities
because it was what my mom needed me to do
My mom had to work to support our family and
couldnrsquot afford a babysitter
I used to see my brothers as a burden
that kept me from my potential I resented the
fact that my mom forced me to stay home and
care for them Why did I have to sacrice
They werenrsquot my kids nor was I their mother
I fumed at the unfairness and resentfully cared
for them for years Now I realize that Irsquom
lucky to have them Taking care of my brothers
has made me into a chef a teacher a mentor
a maid a chauffeur and a supportive sister
Irsquove always been forced to juggle my brothers
school work volunteerism and a healthy social
life on a daily basis These roles shaped me into
the caring compassionate and capable person
that I am today Caring for my brothers didnrsquot
keep me from my potential it exponentially
increased my potential After being responsible
for the lives of two human beings Irsquove learned
priceless skills I can manage a household and
maintain a family I can be efcient in all that Ido and work hard at every job assigned to me
Such skills have allowed me to be successful
academically professionally and socially I can
manage a hectic life and still be a happy soul
with a great academic record Growing up with
my brothers has taught me to make the best
when Irsquom handed the least I now know that the
caretaking of my brothers hasnrsquot been a burden
instead itrsquos been a character-building experi-
enceNo one knows that I take on a soccer-
mom persona after school Yoursquoll never see me
without a smile at school so Irsquom perceived as a
happy-go-lucky carefree girl However my ap-
pearance at school is a faccedilade My friends from
school presume that I have the perfect life but
I donrsquot Irsquove just learned to positively deal with
my life I keep up an act to conceal the great
struggles that I endure Irsquom glad I can control
how I am perceived because it changes how I
am treated I have compassion for those who
have little control over their appearance due to
genetic deformities so I want to become a re-
constructive plastic surgeon I want to empower
people with the ability to portray themselves to
others as they wish so I want to dedicate my life
to being a reconstructive plastic surgeon and to
xing birth defects and genetic deformities
Nicole Tanquary- ldquoPotrait of Laurardquo
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Rambunctious publishes three issues a yearContact us at rambunctious2013gmailcom for submission informartion
Rambunctious Magazine
Jamesville-Dewitt High School
PO Box 606
6845 Edinger Drive
DeWitt NY 13214-0606
(315) 445-8340 Rambunctious
Winter 2013
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nurserdquo No I had to get to Melinarsquos before she
wakes up
ldquoNo thanks I need to be somewhererdquo
I headed for the door but he caught me by the
arm which made my body tingle
ldquoIf you think Irsquom going to let you drive
yoursquore crazyrdquo
ldquoWhyrdquo I tried to pull away but hisstrong arms werenrsquot giving in anytime soon
ldquoYou fell and hit your head Finerdquo he
said while letting go ldquogo drive away in your
car and get in an accident Irsquoll be the last person
you ever talk tordquo That scared me a little bit He
grabbed his backpack and began to walk off
ldquoWaitrdquo I ran after him running into a
table or two He stopped not facing me But I
could totally tell he was smiling
ldquoCould you drive me somewhererdquo Hespun around with a casual look painted across
his excited face
ldquoI guessrdquo He oddly winked and said
with a wave of a hand ldquoThis wayrdquo
We got out into the ice and snow covered park-
ing lot We walked out quite far and stopped by
a black SLK with tan leather seating
ldquoNice carrdquo I said
ldquoYou into carsrdquo He looked surprisedldquoKinda My dad owns a dealershiprdquo He
laughed and we both got in
ldquoI have a BMW Chevroletrdquo He nodded
ldquoThatrsquos a nice carrdquo We both laughed
ldquoIrsquom Austin by the way You must have
known that though You wouldnrsquot have gotten
into a car with a total stranger rightrdquo He pre-
tended to glance at my face but I saw his eyes
scan over my body
ldquoYeah I knew your name you must
know mine because you wouldnrsquot let a total
stranger into your car would yourdquo I said smil-
ing at him He smiled back
ldquoGood call I do know your name Kayla
Anne Blake Rightrdquo Kinda creepy he knew my
whole name
ldquoYeah But you can just call me Kaylardquo
ldquoOh okay Kayla So which way nowrdquohe said stopping at a stoplight
ldquoTake a next left and then itrsquos the next
house on your leftrdquo I looked at his face He
looked puzzled ldquoIs something the matterrdquo He
didnrsquot answer for a second But then said
ldquoNo nothings wrongrdquo Something was
wrong here
We stopped at the iron gate and punched
in a code Was he related to these people He
must have seen me curiously looking at himbecause he said
ldquoIrsquom Melinarsquos Brotherrdquo I guessed I
should have guessed that considering his last
name was Nicolas Wow I feel so stupid
ldquoOh okay Irsquom herhelliprdquo I didnrsquot get to
nish because he did it for me
ldquoNanny Rightrdquo he smiled
ldquoYeah How did you know I havenrsquot
seen you around their houserdquo I was getting ner-vous He must have sensed it because he said
ldquoItrsquos okay Kayla Melina talks about
you a lot You donrsquot have to freak outrdquo He said
half smiling like he was trying to prove he was
a good guy
ldquoOkay sorry that just freaked me out for
a minute thererdquo
ldquoItrsquos okay By the way I need your
identication coderdquo I gave it to him and he
typed it in smoothly The gates swung open and
we drove up and parked in the driveway It was
snowing so he took off his coat and put it on
me Irsquom sure I blushed
ldquoThanksrdquo
When we got inside Mrs Nicolas was
crying with Mr Nicolas wrapped around her
ldquoDad what happenedrdquo
ldquoWherersquos Melinardquo I asked franticSomething must have happened They arenrsquot
supposed to be home With a deep breath Mr
Nicolas said
ldquoShersquos in the hospital We came to pick
you two up Get in our carrdquo
We drove to the hospital where we
found Melina in a bed connected to tubes and
wires I was freaking out and on the verge of
tears
ldquoMr and Mrs Nicolas please may Ihave a word with you two in the hallrdquo They
walked out leaving me with Austin He was
holding Melinarsquos delicate little hand
ldquoDo you think shersquoll be okayrdquo I asked
sitting next to him He was quiet for a minute
Then looked at me with tears in his eyes
ldquoI donrsquot knowrdquo He said it was a deep
strong voice but by his tears I knew he was
breaking insideI went and stood by the door and
watched the doctor down the hall with the
parents He was telling them bad news I knew
because they both started crying and so did I
I went and sat back down and waited for the
Nicolasrsquo to tell us something bad But when
Mrs Nicolas came in she said
ldquoEverything will be ne Melina is just a
little sick
Austin was driving me home and looked
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at me and said with sorrow in his voice
ldquoThey lied to usrdquo
ldquoWhat do you meanrdquo I asked
ldquoMelina isnrsquot just sick She has cancerrdquo
He pulled over where we both began to
sob and hold each other close for a time that
felt like forever
Morgan Gunther-
ldquoOcean Islerdquo
27
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Russian Roulette
Leah Ifraim
The spicy fumes
Circulate through the airBrushing across my nostrils
I see a beautifully plated row of giant sushi
Elegant underneath a drizzle of spicy mayo
I stare at them in awe
I delicately pick up one of the rolls
Bringing it up to my lips
As I take my rst bite
I feel a crunch
My tongue begins to sizzle
Spicy mayo
So creamy and rich
Fizzes across the center of my tongue
Jolting me alert
With each chew
I feel the fresh taste of chives
Fracture as a tooth bites into it
The tuna warms my taste buds
Mixing with the bits of sticky rice
Plastering the walls of each toothSavory tastes collide
Bouncing off each cell of my tongue
As the nal taste of perfection slips down my throat
My hand reaches for another roll
Irsquove never tasted anything so mysterious and incredible
This is the Russian Roulette
Jackie Halpin- ldquoFarmerrsquos Marketrdquo
Julia Slisz- ldquoChairrdquo
28
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Home
Dori Bergman
A homeIs nothing like
A house
Itrsquos a place
Where you belong
Itrsquos a feeling
That yoursquoll savor
Itrsquos a person
Who you look to
With my homeI feel wanted
Understood
Special
And loved
So I just thought
Irsquod let you know
That even though
Irsquove lost my way
With you
Irsquom nally
Home Allison Emmel- ldquoBalconyrdquo
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Untitled
Christy Le
I hear the NFL theme song go off in my
earmdashmy alarm itrsquos 545 am and I need to get
up for school I trudge to my closet carefully
picking out my clothes and doing my makeup
ensuring that my appearance is on the same par
as the suburban-elite girls from my school At
7am I realize itrsquos time to wake my two broth-
ers I walk to their room and gently shake them
awake They begrudgingly march to the bath-
roommdashmy cue to prepare breakfast I tiptoe
past my momrsquos room as not to wake her I know
shersquoll need her sleep before her twelve hour
shift at the nail salon At 705 am I say good-
bye to my younger brothers remind them not to
miss their bus and start the trek to my bus stop
At the bus stop I ght the urge to lie
down and take a nap The previous dayrsquos activi-
ties have exhausted memdashcooking dinner tutor-
ing my brothers cleaning my house and work-
ing on my four AP course workload until 2 am
When the bus arrives I board it and sit with one
of my best friends She and I fall into mindless
chatter about pop culture and other nonsensical
things but itrsquos all an illusion for me since Irsquom
not just a teenage girl Irsquom a ldquomotherrdquo to two
boysIrsquove been expected to be the caretaker
of my brothers since I was seven My mom has
always worked twelve hours a day six days a
week and without my dad in the picture the
responsibilities of my brothers were left to me
It was a role forced upon me but itrsquos a role Irsquove
accepted At the age of seven I began staying
home alone with my three-year-old brother and
my infant brother At the age of seven I stopped
being a child turning into the person my fam-ily needed me to bemdashthe one who changed
diapers prepared formula put my brothers to
sleep and took care of them in every way imag-
inable I gladly took on these responsibilities
because it was what my mom needed me to do
My mom had to work to support our family and
couldnrsquot afford a babysitter
I used to see my brothers as a burden
that kept me from my potential I resented the
fact that my mom forced me to stay home and
care for them Why did I have to sacrice
They werenrsquot my kids nor was I their mother
I fumed at the unfairness and resentfully cared
for them for years Now I realize that Irsquom
lucky to have them Taking care of my brothers
has made me into a chef a teacher a mentor
a maid a chauffeur and a supportive sister
Irsquove always been forced to juggle my brothers
school work volunteerism and a healthy social
life on a daily basis These roles shaped me into
the caring compassionate and capable person
that I am today Caring for my brothers didnrsquot
keep me from my potential it exponentially
increased my potential After being responsible
for the lives of two human beings Irsquove learned
priceless skills I can manage a household and
maintain a family I can be efcient in all that Ido and work hard at every job assigned to me
Such skills have allowed me to be successful
academically professionally and socially I can
manage a hectic life and still be a happy soul
with a great academic record Growing up with
my brothers has taught me to make the best
when Irsquom handed the least I now know that the
caretaking of my brothers hasnrsquot been a burden
instead itrsquos been a character-building experi-
enceNo one knows that I take on a soccer-
mom persona after school Yoursquoll never see me
without a smile at school so Irsquom perceived as a
happy-go-lucky carefree girl However my ap-
pearance at school is a faccedilade My friends from
school presume that I have the perfect life but
I donrsquot Irsquove just learned to positively deal with
my life I keep up an act to conceal the great
struggles that I endure Irsquom glad I can control
how I am perceived because it changes how I
am treated I have compassion for those who
have little control over their appearance due to
genetic deformities so I want to become a re-
constructive plastic surgeon I want to empower
people with the ability to portray themselves to
others as they wish so I want to dedicate my life
to being a reconstructive plastic surgeon and to
xing birth defects and genetic deformities
Nicole Tanquary- ldquoPotrait of Laurardquo
30
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Rambunctious publishes three issues a yearContact us at rambunctious2013gmailcom for submission informartion
Rambunctious Magazine
Jamesville-Dewitt High School
PO Box 606
6845 Edinger Drive
DeWitt NY 13214-0606
(315) 445-8340 Rambunctious
Winter 2013
7282019 Rambunctious Winter 2013
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nurserdquo No I had to get to Melinarsquos before she
wakes up
ldquoNo thanks I need to be somewhererdquo
I headed for the door but he caught me by the
arm which made my body tingle
ldquoIf you think Irsquom going to let you drive
yoursquore crazyrdquo
ldquoWhyrdquo I tried to pull away but hisstrong arms werenrsquot giving in anytime soon
ldquoYou fell and hit your head Finerdquo he
said while letting go ldquogo drive away in your
car and get in an accident Irsquoll be the last person
you ever talk tordquo That scared me a little bit He
grabbed his backpack and began to walk off
ldquoWaitrdquo I ran after him running into a
table or two He stopped not facing me But I
could totally tell he was smiling
ldquoCould you drive me somewhererdquo Hespun around with a casual look painted across
his excited face
ldquoI guessrdquo He oddly winked and said
with a wave of a hand ldquoThis wayrdquo
We got out into the ice and snow covered park-
ing lot We walked out quite far and stopped by
a black SLK with tan leather seating
ldquoNice carrdquo I said
ldquoYou into carsrdquo He looked surprisedldquoKinda My dad owns a dealershiprdquo He
laughed and we both got in
ldquoI have a BMW Chevroletrdquo He nodded
ldquoThatrsquos a nice carrdquo We both laughed
ldquoIrsquom Austin by the way You must have
known that though You wouldnrsquot have gotten
into a car with a total stranger rightrdquo He pre-
tended to glance at my face but I saw his eyes
scan over my body
ldquoYeah I knew your name you must
know mine because you wouldnrsquot let a total
stranger into your car would yourdquo I said smil-
ing at him He smiled back
ldquoGood call I do know your name Kayla
Anne Blake Rightrdquo Kinda creepy he knew my
whole name
ldquoYeah But you can just call me Kaylardquo
ldquoOh okay Kayla So which way nowrdquohe said stopping at a stoplight
ldquoTake a next left and then itrsquos the next
house on your leftrdquo I looked at his face He
looked puzzled ldquoIs something the matterrdquo He
didnrsquot answer for a second But then said
ldquoNo nothings wrongrdquo Something was
wrong here
We stopped at the iron gate and punched
in a code Was he related to these people He
must have seen me curiously looking at himbecause he said
ldquoIrsquom Melinarsquos Brotherrdquo I guessed I
should have guessed that considering his last
name was Nicolas Wow I feel so stupid
ldquoOh okay Irsquom herhelliprdquo I didnrsquot get to
nish because he did it for me
ldquoNanny Rightrdquo he smiled
ldquoYeah How did you know I havenrsquot
seen you around their houserdquo I was getting ner-vous He must have sensed it because he said
ldquoItrsquos okay Kayla Melina talks about
you a lot You donrsquot have to freak outrdquo He said
half smiling like he was trying to prove he was
a good guy
ldquoOkay sorry that just freaked me out for
a minute thererdquo
ldquoItrsquos okay By the way I need your
identication coderdquo I gave it to him and he
typed it in smoothly The gates swung open and
we drove up and parked in the driveway It was
snowing so he took off his coat and put it on
me Irsquom sure I blushed
ldquoThanksrdquo
When we got inside Mrs Nicolas was
crying with Mr Nicolas wrapped around her
ldquoDad what happenedrdquo
ldquoWherersquos Melinardquo I asked franticSomething must have happened They arenrsquot
supposed to be home With a deep breath Mr
Nicolas said
ldquoShersquos in the hospital We came to pick
you two up Get in our carrdquo
We drove to the hospital where we
found Melina in a bed connected to tubes and
wires I was freaking out and on the verge of
tears
ldquoMr and Mrs Nicolas please may Ihave a word with you two in the hallrdquo They
walked out leaving me with Austin He was
holding Melinarsquos delicate little hand
ldquoDo you think shersquoll be okayrdquo I asked
sitting next to him He was quiet for a minute
Then looked at me with tears in his eyes
ldquoI donrsquot knowrdquo He said it was a deep
strong voice but by his tears I knew he was
breaking insideI went and stood by the door and
watched the doctor down the hall with the
parents He was telling them bad news I knew
because they both started crying and so did I
I went and sat back down and waited for the
Nicolasrsquo to tell us something bad But when
Mrs Nicolas came in she said
ldquoEverything will be ne Melina is just a
little sick
Austin was driving me home and looked
26
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at me and said with sorrow in his voice
ldquoThey lied to usrdquo
ldquoWhat do you meanrdquo I asked
ldquoMelina isnrsquot just sick She has cancerrdquo
He pulled over where we both began to
sob and hold each other close for a time that
felt like forever
Morgan Gunther-
ldquoOcean Islerdquo
27
7282019 Rambunctious Winter 2013
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Russian Roulette
Leah Ifraim
The spicy fumes
Circulate through the airBrushing across my nostrils
I see a beautifully plated row of giant sushi
Elegant underneath a drizzle of spicy mayo
I stare at them in awe
I delicately pick up one of the rolls
Bringing it up to my lips
As I take my rst bite
I feel a crunch
My tongue begins to sizzle
Spicy mayo
So creamy and rich
Fizzes across the center of my tongue
Jolting me alert
With each chew
I feel the fresh taste of chives
Fracture as a tooth bites into it
The tuna warms my taste buds
Mixing with the bits of sticky rice
Plastering the walls of each toothSavory tastes collide
Bouncing off each cell of my tongue
As the nal taste of perfection slips down my throat
My hand reaches for another roll
Irsquove never tasted anything so mysterious and incredible
This is the Russian Roulette
Jackie Halpin- ldquoFarmerrsquos Marketrdquo
Julia Slisz- ldquoChairrdquo
28
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Home
Dori Bergman
A homeIs nothing like
A house
Itrsquos a place
Where you belong
Itrsquos a feeling
That yoursquoll savor
Itrsquos a person
Who you look to
With my homeI feel wanted
Understood
Special
And loved
So I just thought
Irsquod let you know
That even though
Irsquove lost my way
With you
Irsquom nally
Home Allison Emmel- ldquoBalconyrdquo
29
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Untitled
Christy Le
I hear the NFL theme song go off in my
earmdashmy alarm itrsquos 545 am and I need to get
up for school I trudge to my closet carefully
picking out my clothes and doing my makeup
ensuring that my appearance is on the same par
as the suburban-elite girls from my school At
7am I realize itrsquos time to wake my two broth-
ers I walk to their room and gently shake them
awake They begrudgingly march to the bath-
roommdashmy cue to prepare breakfast I tiptoe
past my momrsquos room as not to wake her I know
shersquoll need her sleep before her twelve hour
shift at the nail salon At 705 am I say good-
bye to my younger brothers remind them not to
miss their bus and start the trek to my bus stop
At the bus stop I ght the urge to lie
down and take a nap The previous dayrsquos activi-
ties have exhausted memdashcooking dinner tutor-
ing my brothers cleaning my house and work-
ing on my four AP course workload until 2 am
When the bus arrives I board it and sit with one
of my best friends She and I fall into mindless
chatter about pop culture and other nonsensical
things but itrsquos all an illusion for me since Irsquom
not just a teenage girl Irsquom a ldquomotherrdquo to two
boysIrsquove been expected to be the caretaker
of my brothers since I was seven My mom has
always worked twelve hours a day six days a
week and without my dad in the picture the
responsibilities of my brothers were left to me
It was a role forced upon me but itrsquos a role Irsquove
accepted At the age of seven I began staying
home alone with my three-year-old brother and
my infant brother At the age of seven I stopped
being a child turning into the person my fam-ily needed me to bemdashthe one who changed
diapers prepared formula put my brothers to
sleep and took care of them in every way imag-
inable I gladly took on these responsibilities
because it was what my mom needed me to do
My mom had to work to support our family and
couldnrsquot afford a babysitter
I used to see my brothers as a burden
that kept me from my potential I resented the
fact that my mom forced me to stay home and
care for them Why did I have to sacrice
They werenrsquot my kids nor was I their mother
I fumed at the unfairness and resentfully cared
for them for years Now I realize that Irsquom
lucky to have them Taking care of my brothers
has made me into a chef a teacher a mentor
a maid a chauffeur and a supportive sister
Irsquove always been forced to juggle my brothers
school work volunteerism and a healthy social
life on a daily basis These roles shaped me into
the caring compassionate and capable person
that I am today Caring for my brothers didnrsquot
keep me from my potential it exponentially
increased my potential After being responsible
for the lives of two human beings Irsquove learned
priceless skills I can manage a household and
maintain a family I can be efcient in all that Ido and work hard at every job assigned to me
Such skills have allowed me to be successful
academically professionally and socially I can
manage a hectic life and still be a happy soul
with a great academic record Growing up with
my brothers has taught me to make the best
when Irsquom handed the least I now know that the
caretaking of my brothers hasnrsquot been a burden
instead itrsquos been a character-building experi-
enceNo one knows that I take on a soccer-
mom persona after school Yoursquoll never see me
without a smile at school so Irsquom perceived as a
happy-go-lucky carefree girl However my ap-
pearance at school is a faccedilade My friends from
school presume that I have the perfect life but
I donrsquot Irsquove just learned to positively deal with
my life I keep up an act to conceal the great
struggles that I endure Irsquom glad I can control
how I am perceived because it changes how I
am treated I have compassion for those who
have little control over their appearance due to
genetic deformities so I want to become a re-
constructive plastic surgeon I want to empower
people with the ability to portray themselves to
others as they wish so I want to dedicate my life
to being a reconstructive plastic surgeon and to
xing birth defects and genetic deformities
Nicole Tanquary- ldquoPotrait of Laurardquo
30
7282019 Rambunctious Winter 2013
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Rambunctious Magazine
Jamesville-Dewitt High School
PO Box 606
6845 Edinger Drive
DeWitt NY 13214-0606
(315) 445-8340 Rambunctious
Winter 2013
7282019 Rambunctious Winter 2013
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at me and said with sorrow in his voice
ldquoThey lied to usrdquo
ldquoWhat do you meanrdquo I asked
ldquoMelina isnrsquot just sick She has cancerrdquo
He pulled over where we both began to
sob and hold each other close for a time that
felt like forever
Morgan Gunther-
ldquoOcean Islerdquo
27
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Russian Roulette
Leah Ifraim
The spicy fumes
Circulate through the airBrushing across my nostrils
I see a beautifully plated row of giant sushi
Elegant underneath a drizzle of spicy mayo
I stare at them in awe
I delicately pick up one of the rolls
Bringing it up to my lips
As I take my rst bite
I feel a crunch
My tongue begins to sizzle
Spicy mayo
So creamy and rich
Fizzes across the center of my tongue
Jolting me alert
With each chew
I feel the fresh taste of chives
Fracture as a tooth bites into it
The tuna warms my taste buds
Mixing with the bits of sticky rice
Plastering the walls of each toothSavory tastes collide
Bouncing off each cell of my tongue
As the nal taste of perfection slips down my throat
My hand reaches for another roll
Irsquove never tasted anything so mysterious and incredible
This is the Russian Roulette
Jackie Halpin- ldquoFarmerrsquos Marketrdquo
Julia Slisz- ldquoChairrdquo
28
7282019 Rambunctious Winter 2013
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Home
Dori Bergman
A homeIs nothing like
A house
Itrsquos a place
Where you belong
Itrsquos a feeling
That yoursquoll savor
Itrsquos a person
Who you look to
With my homeI feel wanted
Understood
Special
And loved
So I just thought
Irsquod let you know
That even though
Irsquove lost my way
With you
Irsquom nally
Home Allison Emmel- ldquoBalconyrdquo
29
7282019 Rambunctious Winter 2013
httpslidepdfcomreaderfullrambunctious-winter-2013 3132
Untitled
Christy Le
I hear the NFL theme song go off in my
earmdashmy alarm itrsquos 545 am and I need to get
up for school I trudge to my closet carefully
picking out my clothes and doing my makeup
ensuring that my appearance is on the same par
as the suburban-elite girls from my school At
7am I realize itrsquos time to wake my two broth-
ers I walk to their room and gently shake them
awake They begrudgingly march to the bath-
roommdashmy cue to prepare breakfast I tiptoe
past my momrsquos room as not to wake her I know
shersquoll need her sleep before her twelve hour
shift at the nail salon At 705 am I say good-
bye to my younger brothers remind them not to
miss their bus and start the trek to my bus stop
At the bus stop I ght the urge to lie
down and take a nap The previous dayrsquos activi-
ties have exhausted memdashcooking dinner tutor-
ing my brothers cleaning my house and work-
ing on my four AP course workload until 2 am
When the bus arrives I board it and sit with one
of my best friends She and I fall into mindless
chatter about pop culture and other nonsensical
things but itrsquos all an illusion for me since Irsquom
not just a teenage girl Irsquom a ldquomotherrdquo to two
boysIrsquove been expected to be the caretaker
of my brothers since I was seven My mom has
always worked twelve hours a day six days a
week and without my dad in the picture the
responsibilities of my brothers were left to me
It was a role forced upon me but itrsquos a role Irsquove
accepted At the age of seven I began staying
home alone with my three-year-old brother and
my infant brother At the age of seven I stopped
being a child turning into the person my fam-ily needed me to bemdashthe one who changed
diapers prepared formula put my brothers to
sleep and took care of them in every way imag-
inable I gladly took on these responsibilities
because it was what my mom needed me to do
My mom had to work to support our family and
couldnrsquot afford a babysitter
I used to see my brothers as a burden
that kept me from my potential I resented the
fact that my mom forced me to stay home and
care for them Why did I have to sacrice
They werenrsquot my kids nor was I their mother
I fumed at the unfairness and resentfully cared
for them for years Now I realize that Irsquom
lucky to have them Taking care of my brothers
has made me into a chef a teacher a mentor
a maid a chauffeur and a supportive sister
Irsquove always been forced to juggle my brothers
school work volunteerism and a healthy social
life on a daily basis These roles shaped me into
the caring compassionate and capable person
that I am today Caring for my brothers didnrsquot
keep me from my potential it exponentially
increased my potential After being responsible
for the lives of two human beings Irsquove learned
priceless skills I can manage a household and
maintain a family I can be efcient in all that Ido and work hard at every job assigned to me
Such skills have allowed me to be successful
academically professionally and socially I can
manage a hectic life and still be a happy soul
with a great academic record Growing up with
my brothers has taught me to make the best
when Irsquom handed the least I now know that the
caretaking of my brothers hasnrsquot been a burden
instead itrsquos been a character-building experi-
enceNo one knows that I take on a soccer-
mom persona after school Yoursquoll never see me
without a smile at school so Irsquom perceived as a
happy-go-lucky carefree girl However my ap-
pearance at school is a faccedilade My friends from
school presume that I have the perfect life but
I donrsquot Irsquove just learned to positively deal with
my life I keep up an act to conceal the great
struggles that I endure Irsquom glad I can control
how I am perceived because it changes how I
am treated I have compassion for those who
have little control over their appearance due to
genetic deformities so I want to become a re-
constructive plastic surgeon I want to empower
people with the ability to portray themselves to
others as they wish so I want to dedicate my life
to being a reconstructive plastic surgeon and to
xing birth defects and genetic deformities
Nicole Tanquary- ldquoPotrait of Laurardquo
30
7282019 Rambunctious Winter 2013
httpslidepdfcomreaderfullrambunctious-winter-2013 3232
Rambunctious publishes three issues a yearContact us at rambunctious2013gmailcom for submission informartion
Rambunctious Magazine
Jamesville-Dewitt High School
PO Box 606
6845 Edinger Drive
DeWitt NY 13214-0606
(315) 445-8340 Rambunctious
Winter 2013
7282019 Rambunctious Winter 2013
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Russian Roulette
Leah Ifraim
The spicy fumes
Circulate through the airBrushing across my nostrils
I see a beautifully plated row of giant sushi
Elegant underneath a drizzle of spicy mayo
I stare at them in awe
I delicately pick up one of the rolls
Bringing it up to my lips
As I take my rst bite
I feel a crunch
My tongue begins to sizzle
Spicy mayo
So creamy and rich
Fizzes across the center of my tongue
Jolting me alert
With each chew
I feel the fresh taste of chives
Fracture as a tooth bites into it
The tuna warms my taste buds
Mixing with the bits of sticky rice
Plastering the walls of each toothSavory tastes collide
Bouncing off each cell of my tongue
As the nal taste of perfection slips down my throat
My hand reaches for another roll
Irsquove never tasted anything so mysterious and incredible
This is the Russian Roulette
Jackie Halpin- ldquoFarmerrsquos Marketrdquo
Julia Slisz- ldquoChairrdquo
28
7282019 Rambunctious Winter 2013
httpslidepdfcomreaderfullrambunctious-winter-2013 3032
Home
Dori Bergman
A homeIs nothing like
A house
Itrsquos a place
Where you belong
Itrsquos a feeling
That yoursquoll savor
Itrsquos a person
Who you look to
With my homeI feel wanted
Understood
Special
And loved
So I just thought
Irsquod let you know
That even though
Irsquove lost my way
With you
Irsquom nally
Home Allison Emmel- ldquoBalconyrdquo
29
7282019 Rambunctious Winter 2013
httpslidepdfcomreaderfullrambunctious-winter-2013 3132
Untitled
Christy Le
I hear the NFL theme song go off in my
earmdashmy alarm itrsquos 545 am and I need to get
up for school I trudge to my closet carefully
picking out my clothes and doing my makeup
ensuring that my appearance is on the same par
as the suburban-elite girls from my school At
7am I realize itrsquos time to wake my two broth-
ers I walk to their room and gently shake them
awake They begrudgingly march to the bath-
roommdashmy cue to prepare breakfast I tiptoe
past my momrsquos room as not to wake her I know
shersquoll need her sleep before her twelve hour
shift at the nail salon At 705 am I say good-
bye to my younger brothers remind them not to
miss their bus and start the trek to my bus stop
At the bus stop I ght the urge to lie
down and take a nap The previous dayrsquos activi-
ties have exhausted memdashcooking dinner tutor-
ing my brothers cleaning my house and work-
ing on my four AP course workload until 2 am
When the bus arrives I board it and sit with one
of my best friends She and I fall into mindless
chatter about pop culture and other nonsensical
things but itrsquos all an illusion for me since Irsquom
not just a teenage girl Irsquom a ldquomotherrdquo to two
boysIrsquove been expected to be the caretaker
of my brothers since I was seven My mom has
always worked twelve hours a day six days a
week and without my dad in the picture the
responsibilities of my brothers were left to me
It was a role forced upon me but itrsquos a role Irsquove
accepted At the age of seven I began staying
home alone with my three-year-old brother and
my infant brother At the age of seven I stopped
being a child turning into the person my fam-ily needed me to bemdashthe one who changed
diapers prepared formula put my brothers to
sleep and took care of them in every way imag-
inable I gladly took on these responsibilities
because it was what my mom needed me to do
My mom had to work to support our family and
couldnrsquot afford a babysitter
I used to see my brothers as a burden
that kept me from my potential I resented the
fact that my mom forced me to stay home and
care for them Why did I have to sacrice
They werenrsquot my kids nor was I their mother
I fumed at the unfairness and resentfully cared
for them for years Now I realize that Irsquom
lucky to have them Taking care of my brothers
has made me into a chef a teacher a mentor
a maid a chauffeur and a supportive sister
Irsquove always been forced to juggle my brothers
school work volunteerism and a healthy social
life on a daily basis These roles shaped me into
the caring compassionate and capable person
that I am today Caring for my brothers didnrsquot
keep me from my potential it exponentially
increased my potential After being responsible
for the lives of two human beings Irsquove learned
priceless skills I can manage a household and
maintain a family I can be efcient in all that Ido and work hard at every job assigned to me
Such skills have allowed me to be successful
academically professionally and socially I can
manage a hectic life and still be a happy soul
with a great academic record Growing up with
my brothers has taught me to make the best
when Irsquom handed the least I now know that the
caretaking of my brothers hasnrsquot been a burden
instead itrsquos been a character-building experi-
enceNo one knows that I take on a soccer-
mom persona after school Yoursquoll never see me
without a smile at school so Irsquom perceived as a
happy-go-lucky carefree girl However my ap-
pearance at school is a faccedilade My friends from
school presume that I have the perfect life but
I donrsquot Irsquove just learned to positively deal with
my life I keep up an act to conceal the great
struggles that I endure Irsquom glad I can control
how I am perceived because it changes how I
am treated I have compassion for those who
have little control over their appearance due to
genetic deformities so I want to become a re-
constructive plastic surgeon I want to empower
people with the ability to portray themselves to
others as they wish so I want to dedicate my life
to being a reconstructive plastic surgeon and to
xing birth defects and genetic deformities
Nicole Tanquary- ldquoPotrait of Laurardquo
30
7282019 Rambunctious Winter 2013
httpslidepdfcomreaderfullrambunctious-winter-2013 3232
Rambunctious publishes three issues a yearContact us at rambunctious2013gmailcom for submission informartion
Rambunctious Magazine
Jamesville-Dewitt High School
PO Box 606
6845 Edinger Drive
DeWitt NY 13214-0606
(315) 445-8340 Rambunctious
Winter 2013
7282019 Rambunctious Winter 2013
httpslidepdfcomreaderfullrambunctious-winter-2013 3032
Home
Dori Bergman
A homeIs nothing like
A house
Itrsquos a place
Where you belong
Itrsquos a feeling
That yoursquoll savor
Itrsquos a person
Who you look to
With my homeI feel wanted
Understood
Special
And loved
So I just thought
Irsquod let you know
That even though
Irsquove lost my way
With you
Irsquom nally
Home Allison Emmel- ldquoBalconyrdquo
29
7282019 Rambunctious Winter 2013
httpslidepdfcomreaderfullrambunctious-winter-2013 3132
Untitled
Christy Le
I hear the NFL theme song go off in my
earmdashmy alarm itrsquos 545 am and I need to get
up for school I trudge to my closet carefully
picking out my clothes and doing my makeup
ensuring that my appearance is on the same par
as the suburban-elite girls from my school At
7am I realize itrsquos time to wake my two broth-
ers I walk to their room and gently shake them
awake They begrudgingly march to the bath-
roommdashmy cue to prepare breakfast I tiptoe
past my momrsquos room as not to wake her I know
shersquoll need her sleep before her twelve hour
shift at the nail salon At 705 am I say good-
bye to my younger brothers remind them not to
miss their bus and start the trek to my bus stop
At the bus stop I ght the urge to lie
down and take a nap The previous dayrsquos activi-
ties have exhausted memdashcooking dinner tutor-
ing my brothers cleaning my house and work-
ing on my four AP course workload until 2 am
When the bus arrives I board it and sit with one
of my best friends She and I fall into mindless
chatter about pop culture and other nonsensical
things but itrsquos all an illusion for me since Irsquom
not just a teenage girl Irsquom a ldquomotherrdquo to two
boysIrsquove been expected to be the caretaker
of my brothers since I was seven My mom has
always worked twelve hours a day six days a
week and without my dad in the picture the
responsibilities of my brothers were left to me
It was a role forced upon me but itrsquos a role Irsquove
accepted At the age of seven I began staying
home alone with my three-year-old brother and
my infant brother At the age of seven I stopped
being a child turning into the person my fam-ily needed me to bemdashthe one who changed
diapers prepared formula put my brothers to
sleep and took care of them in every way imag-
inable I gladly took on these responsibilities
because it was what my mom needed me to do
My mom had to work to support our family and
couldnrsquot afford a babysitter
I used to see my brothers as a burden
that kept me from my potential I resented the
fact that my mom forced me to stay home and
care for them Why did I have to sacrice
They werenrsquot my kids nor was I their mother
I fumed at the unfairness and resentfully cared
for them for years Now I realize that Irsquom
lucky to have them Taking care of my brothers
has made me into a chef a teacher a mentor
a maid a chauffeur and a supportive sister
Irsquove always been forced to juggle my brothers
school work volunteerism and a healthy social
life on a daily basis These roles shaped me into
the caring compassionate and capable person
that I am today Caring for my brothers didnrsquot
keep me from my potential it exponentially
increased my potential After being responsible
for the lives of two human beings Irsquove learned
priceless skills I can manage a household and
maintain a family I can be efcient in all that Ido and work hard at every job assigned to me
Such skills have allowed me to be successful
academically professionally and socially I can
manage a hectic life and still be a happy soul
with a great academic record Growing up with
my brothers has taught me to make the best
when Irsquom handed the least I now know that the
caretaking of my brothers hasnrsquot been a burden
instead itrsquos been a character-building experi-
enceNo one knows that I take on a soccer-
mom persona after school Yoursquoll never see me
without a smile at school so Irsquom perceived as a
happy-go-lucky carefree girl However my ap-
pearance at school is a faccedilade My friends from
school presume that I have the perfect life but
I donrsquot Irsquove just learned to positively deal with
my life I keep up an act to conceal the great
struggles that I endure Irsquom glad I can control
how I am perceived because it changes how I
am treated I have compassion for those who
have little control over their appearance due to
genetic deformities so I want to become a re-
constructive plastic surgeon I want to empower
people with the ability to portray themselves to
others as they wish so I want to dedicate my life
to being a reconstructive plastic surgeon and to
xing birth defects and genetic deformities
Nicole Tanquary- ldquoPotrait of Laurardquo
30
7282019 Rambunctious Winter 2013
httpslidepdfcomreaderfullrambunctious-winter-2013 3232
Rambunctious publishes three issues a yearContact us at rambunctious2013gmailcom for submission informartion
Rambunctious Magazine
Jamesville-Dewitt High School
PO Box 606
6845 Edinger Drive
DeWitt NY 13214-0606
(315) 445-8340 Rambunctious
Winter 2013
7282019 Rambunctious Winter 2013
httpslidepdfcomreaderfullrambunctious-winter-2013 3132
Untitled
Christy Le
I hear the NFL theme song go off in my
earmdashmy alarm itrsquos 545 am and I need to get
up for school I trudge to my closet carefully
picking out my clothes and doing my makeup
ensuring that my appearance is on the same par
as the suburban-elite girls from my school At
7am I realize itrsquos time to wake my two broth-
ers I walk to their room and gently shake them
awake They begrudgingly march to the bath-
roommdashmy cue to prepare breakfast I tiptoe
past my momrsquos room as not to wake her I know
shersquoll need her sleep before her twelve hour
shift at the nail salon At 705 am I say good-
bye to my younger brothers remind them not to
miss their bus and start the trek to my bus stop
At the bus stop I ght the urge to lie
down and take a nap The previous dayrsquos activi-
ties have exhausted memdashcooking dinner tutor-
ing my brothers cleaning my house and work-
ing on my four AP course workload until 2 am
When the bus arrives I board it and sit with one
of my best friends She and I fall into mindless
chatter about pop culture and other nonsensical
things but itrsquos all an illusion for me since Irsquom
not just a teenage girl Irsquom a ldquomotherrdquo to two
boysIrsquove been expected to be the caretaker
of my brothers since I was seven My mom has
always worked twelve hours a day six days a
week and without my dad in the picture the
responsibilities of my brothers were left to me
It was a role forced upon me but itrsquos a role Irsquove
accepted At the age of seven I began staying
home alone with my three-year-old brother and
my infant brother At the age of seven I stopped
being a child turning into the person my fam-ily needed me to bemdashthe one who changed
diapers prepared formula put my brothers to
sleep and took care of them in every way imag-
inable I gladly took on these responsibilities
because it was what my mom needed me to do
My mom had to work to support our family and
couldnrsquot afford a babysitter
I used to see my brothers as a burden
that kept me from my potential I resented the
fact that my mom forced me to stay home and
care for them Why did I have to sacrice
They werenrsquot my kids nor was I their mother
I fumed at the unfairness and resentfully cared
for them for years Now I realize that Irsquom
lucky to have them Taking care of my brothers
has made me into a chef a teacher a mentor
a maid a chauffeur and a supportive sister
Irsquove always been forced to juggle my brothers
school work volunteerism and a healthy social
life on a daily basis These roles shaped me into
the caring compassionate and capable person
that I am today Caring for my brothers didnrsquot
keep me from my potential it exponentially
increased my potential After being responsible
for the lives of two human beings Irsquove learned
priceless skills I can manage a household and
maintain a family I can be efcient in all that Ido and work hard at every job assigned to me
Such skills have allowed me to be successful
academically professionally and socially I can
manage a hectic life and still be a happy soul
with a great academic record Growing up with
my brothers has taught me to make the best
when Irsquom handed the least I now know that the
caretaking of my brothers hasnrsquot been a burden
instead itrsquos been a character-building experi-
enceNo one knows that I take on a soccer-
mom persona after school Yoursquoll never see me
without a smile at school so Irsquom perceived as a
happy-go-lucky carefree girl However my ap-
pearance at school is a faccedilade My friends from
school presume that I have the perfect life but
I donrsquot Irsquove just learned to positively deal with
my life I keep up an act to conceal the great
struggles that I endure Irsquom glad I can control
how I am perceived because it changes how I
am treated I have compassion for those who
have little control over their appearance due to
genetic deformities so I want to become a re-
constructive plastic surgeon I want to empower
people with the ability to portray themselves to
others as they wish so I want to dedicate my life
to being a reconstructive plastic surgeon and to
xing birth defects and genetic deformities
Nicole Tanquary- ldquoPotrait of Laurardquo
30
7282019 Rambunctious Winter 2013
httpslidepdfcomreaderfullrambunctious-winter-2013 3232
Rambunctious publishes three issues a yearContact us at rambunctious2013gmailcom for submission informartion
Rambunctious Magazine
Jamesville-Dewitt High School
PO Box 606
6845 Edinger Drive
DeWitt NY 13214-0606
(315) 445-8340 Rambunctious
Winter 2013
7282019 Rambunctious Winter 2013
httpslidepdfcomreaderfullrambunctious-winter-2013 3232
Rambunctious publishes three issues a yearContact us at rambunctious2013gmailcom for submission informartion
Rambunctious Magazine
Jamesville-Dewitt High School
PO Box 606
6845 Edinger Drive
DeWitt NY 13214-0606
(315) 445-8340 Rambunctious
Winter 2013