They Said It Was Going To Be A Long And Cold Winter

Josh Walski

Wishing here…Staring through past

Reminiscing Carry this heart closed sealed in a bottle

What do you doWhen you love someone so much

But don’t know how to love them Pretty faces and thunder storms

Dilute my air waves Dialed, out of connection These are my misery signals

And they are burning bright and out of control Reveries Like particles of light from

sky to head A direct deposit of cumulonimbus And I am brain storming

This fantasy This grab me by the shirt To make me I’m paying attention

has to mean something Waking me And this waking should’ve been so easy

But this time it wasn’t I wasn’t sleeping

Merely living in an actual nightmare Of slaughtered dreams

Stuttering, speaking their last words in bits and gasps

Shattering pieces Like shattered glass from broken windows

Wind blows through these open panes Like it has always done through me

I am hollow Terror holds a grip And fails to falter when I tell it no It knew

more then I How frightening it would be To finally lose you

Lips like confection Sweet from all the work it took

Just waiting for you This is you These are the deepest desires

That ignite the fire in my soul

Friends? Dede

It's hard to find a perfect manespecially when this world is so cold,I thought i had the perfect oneto cherish, to love, and to hold.

But as months go byand things starts to change,his love disappearsbut along came th e pain.

We talked, we leftwe talked again,he let me gobut wanted to be friends.

How can i be friendswith the boy i loved?he was suppose to be my kingmy gift from above.

I decided to forgive himbut not be friends,all i ever wantedwas to find a good man

Heal this little crack

Brianne DH

Words are all I have and sometimes not even those.

There are no words to describe how I feel about you right now even though

Im lost without you I feel sometimes...

Yet sometimes with you I feel so incontrol.

Were over now and it hurts so bad, And I usually am always sad.

But sometimes I feel just fine and what

we once had is now gone and gone for good. And yet..

.When im all alone I end up thinking of could be's and should be's...

I end up thinking of you some more!

I even catch myself wondering if your thinking of me too,

But when I ask if you ever you just carlessly say you never!!

I say I moved on and sometimes I think I have...

But I think I just need time to just heal this

little crack!!!