Ebook 2

Ode to the Infinite Mother

Written & Illustrated by Hanneke Jennings

Another step closer to the Infinite Mother. Another step closer to solving the 'mystery of l ife'. Another step closer to 'going Home'. Another Step on the Journey to Wholeness!

Headings 1 Sweet Comfort 21 Rose Garden 42 Worship

2 Yearning Heart 22 Well Paid 43 Brotherhood of Man

3 True Love 23 True Reflection 44 Graduation Day

4 Celestial Princess 24 Mind, Body, Spirit 45 Ascension

5 Atlantis 25 Born Again

6 High Priestess 26 Butterfly

7 Mother Centered 27 The Mystery of Life

8 Sweet Dreams 28 Birth

9 Knowing 29 Love Bonds

IO Rest in Peace 30 At Oneness

11 Garden Gnome 31 The Real Me

12 Central Sun 32 Manana

13Acceptance 33My Temple

14 Starry Encounter 34 Surrender

15 Need 35 Consciousness

16 Now 36 Pilot Light

17 Realisation of Self 37 The Violet Flame

18 Beauty 38 The Light of Christ

19 Lifespan 39 Cosmic Horoscope

20 Mr. Sandman 40 Mermaid

41 Fertility Rites

1

SWEET COMFORT

as I lay dozing,

in the silence

of the night;

my body in r e p o s e ;

sleeping -

yet, not awake;

heavy burdens

on my mind;

responsibility on my shoulders;

sadness in my heart

grieving

this day passed.

I hear a tiny fluttering

of wings;

a sweet whisper

in my ear,

a kiss

upon my brow;

my heart uplifted.

my sweet angel

comes to me

with promises

of a better to-morrow.

2

YEARNING HEART

my sweet

tender heart

yearns

for secret

love trysts;

freeing

the flow

of tenderness,

that has been

walled up

inside

for so long.

the pur ity of my Love

untrammelled

uncontaminated

by a life Lived

among the mortals;

tumbles tree.

I offer it

To Thee.

3

TRUE LOVE

I have

never known

such love,

not in this

existence

and even now:

I only catch

a glimpse of it,

when

I reach out

to

Thee

and hold Thy Hand

and walk with Thee

through the magic

Kingdom

of Thy Love

Divine

4

Celestial Princess

Princess:

regal,

royal,

celestial;

golden hair

flowing:

robed in

silvery blue

gossamer,

hair bejewelled.

she smiles;

the radiance

of her face

lights up my room;

as I lay dreaming.

she stretches out

her hands in

the Infinite Mothers

blessing

to me,

imprisoned

in mortal

form,

uplifting

my heart

5

ATLANTIS Heavenly Infinite Mother,

heal my pain,

the

anguish,

that

has been

in my

heart

for aeons of t ime.

memories of power,

disloyalty,

greed and

deceit;

flood

my mind

and

make me

cringe

with sorrow.

then everything

explodes

in fragments of

shimmering colour,

the

memories recede

into

the dim

archives

of the

faraway past.

Mother,

forgive me.

Amen

THE INFINITE MOTHER

FORGIVES ALL

6

HIGHPRIESTESS

child

of the sun

daughter

of the moon

high priestess

of the starry realms;

where do you come from?

Venus surely, must have

borne you.

behind gossamer veils

a mystery;

hiding your countenance.

won't you reveal

the beauty

of your starry face

to this mere mortal?

Highpriestess,

cloaked

in ritual

initiation

contemplation;

the Universe is

your playground.

please liberate me.

7

MOTHER CENTERED

The Infinite Mother

is the Centre

of my Being

rad iat i ng outward ;

express i ng

its true nature

through me,

D i v i ne

ever connected

never separate

L i fe-force

t he Source

of L i fe;

my reason

for L i v i ng .

8

SWEET DREAMS

fragments of dreams

afleeting

across my consciousness

as I lay

sleeping

in the arms

of Orpheus.

that is when....

h e co m es t o me

talks sweet words

of love to me.

tales of wondrous adventures.

dances

in the moonlight;

light-hearted beingness;

of love

never leaving.

the melody of

sweet surrender,

echoes

in my lonely heart

as I awaken;

alone.

THE INFINITE MOTHER 1S MY HOME

9

KNOWING

you claim to know me?

the inner recesses

of my mind;

my heart exposed;

my soul laid bare?

my secret yearnings

and desires,

the flame of passion

burning in my heart,

my wild excesses;

the need to be free

the tenderness,

love,

compassion,

the sweet repose

of my soul

experiences of past times

culminating into the One.

How can you know me!

my journey to the light?

10

REST IN PEACE

I rest

in the arms

of the Infinite Mother:

protected

loved,

all earthly chatter

of the mind

stilled

rising

above all material

concerns.

realising:

where there is

Light;

there can be

no darkness;

where there is

abundance

there can be

no lack;

where there is

Love;

no fear or hatred;

where there is Peace;

there can be

no war.

11

GARDEN GNOME

my l itt le friend,

peaked cap,

long grey beard;

takes a break

f r o m h i s l a b o u r ;

leaning on his spade.

lovingly; he looks

at his charges

growing

in my garden:

winking and

smil ing and

chatting

with me

sharing

his love for

the Infinite Mothers

wondrous

Creation with me.

12

CENTRAL SUN

Light

Life-g i v i n g

encompassing

omnipotent

glorious

spurs me on,

to greater vista's

lights, stars, sun.

irresistible

moth to the flame

drawn out

of darkness

into the Light

Life

Rays

Sun.

THE INFINITE MOTHER

IS THE CENTRE OF MY UNIVERSE

13

ACCEPTANCE

why???

must I play

this game?

this endless game

of appearances;

this display

of heartless caring,

this guile

this pretense?

must I keep up

with the Joneses

or run

with the mob;

be part of

mass opinion

to gain acceptance,

to be loved?

I know a better world:

a world,

where I belong:

a world of harmony,

gentility,

tranquility,

friendship,

loyalty,

peace

and Love;

which is Divine.

14

STARRY ENCOUNTER

standing

in my garden;

I look up

at the night sky,

b l a c k v e l v e t ,

firmament bejeweled,

magnificent splendor.

a little star

winks at me,

flirts with me,

blinks at me, beckons me;

shoots little darts

of sparkling rays

at me .....

so inviting!

the night is still:

I play

my starry game,

entranced;

mesmerized;

on gossamer wings,

I fly away.

15

NEED

I don't NEED

anybody!!!!!!

my whole life:

a life of need.

my days,

were days of woe

loneliness

and despair.

loud

was my lament:

many turned away.

I need you!

to make me happy

and I paid

no heed

to my inner voice.

then I looked within:

for my happiness

for my wholeness.

my being

needed much repair.

I healed

the cause of my despair;

learned

to love myself;

hold myself

in high esteem;

knowing;

that I am worthy

to receive

the goodness,

the beauty

and the abundance

of the Universe.

16

Now

this instant,

this NOW

is all there is.

How can I l ive

in the past?

I can think about

the past;

dwell constantly

in the past;

but not l ive it .

I can plan

the future,

worry about

the future;

but not l ive it .

I l ive in the NOW.

free from the

limitations

of time.

glorious,

Infinite Mother

centered,

living within

the ful lness of

my Mother given

Power.

17

REALISATION OF SELF

there are no words

to describe

the Glory of the Infinite Mother;

when I go

into the Silence

of the I AM.

the brilliance

of the Light;

no darkness

can penetrate;

no evil

can dwell

the Mother within.

the Mother within; the beauty

of my heart;

that is where

She dwells

and has Her

Being.

18

BEAUTY the mystery

of the Moon,

the splendour

of the Sun,

the br i l l iance

o f t h e S t a r s

cannot compare;

with the beauty

of Thy Radiance,

the magnificence

of Thy Creation.

and I AM part

of it All ! !

19

LIFE SPAN

I was never born!

I do not die!

Eternity

my time frame;

the Universe

my playground

Planet Earth

my school

of learning.

Life;

my taskmaster;

Love;

my Teacher Divine;

Inspiration

the Force,

that drives me on.

lessons;

knowledge

experience

wisdom

into

ENLIGHTENMENT.

THE INFINITE MOTHER

IS ETERNAL Life

20

Mr. Sandman

tiptoes

into my room,

where I lay resting;

unable, to sleep:

hops upon my pillow:

my little companion

of so many restless nights

of anguish and torment

he tells me many stories

of magic kingdoms,

kings and queens;

of chivalrous

knights.

I drift off

Into the land

of sweet dreams;

smiling.

21

ROSEGARDEN

the still summer air

is laden with

a wondrous perfume;

as I sit among the roses:

petals strewn

at my feet.

many colours;

many blooms

turning their eager faces

towards the sun.

I see

silvery wings aflutter;

laughing pixy faces;

my beautiful

faerie friends

mischievous, loving,

light, caring,

as they tend

their rose charges.

I share

my Love and Light

with them and

honour

their Presence;

as I sit in my

summer faerieland

of joyous delight.

22

WELL PAID

no worldly acclaim

no praise

or adulation

no popularity

no riches

no approval

of the masses

is my reward

for serving

the Infinite Mother

with all my heart

and soul.

being part of

establishing

the Christ Light

on Earth;

the Golden Age

of Peace and Harmony

that is my reward!

23

TRUE REFLECTION

I look into the mirror.

the mirror

of life

and see

my reflection

smiling at me.

is this stranger

really me?

this being

so poised

and in control?

warped by fear

and memories

of the past?

I look deep

into my eyes

and I see

the inner beauty

and the Love Divine

within my soul.

Showing

the true reflection

of the

Infinite Mother Consciousness

within me.

24

MIND, BODY, SPIRIT

floating

in the sea of

nothingness

Spirit

fills me.

no illusion

no pretense

no appearances

of the mind.

my body,

temple of

Divine Consciousness

perfectly expressed.

THE INFINITE MOTHER

IS CONSCIOUSNESS SUPREME

25

BORN AGAIN

bathing

in the silvery lake;

drinking in

the beauty

of Venus;

diving

splashing

playing

laughing with

ultimate delight.

I am youthing!

sipping from

crystal goblets,

elixir of youth.

silvery quivers

down my spine;

molten fire

in my Veins....

every cell

renewed

with Light.

body

weightless

gossamer

rejuvenated

reborn.

26

BUTTERFLY

in that space

where no-one else

can follow me;

I dwell:

communing with

the Ultimate,

staying within my Power.

hibernation over,

I awaken,

breaking the silken bonds

of my cocoon.

free at last

I soar away

on magic wings

towards the Sun.

27

THE MYSTERY OF LIFE

the angels

are singing,

their words

so sweet,

so pure;

the sound;

a message

of hope;

a promise of

tomorrow.

a wave of

heavenly music

fills the air.

the angels

are singing

so sweet

so pure.

the mystery of life

a mystery

no more.

THE INFINITE MOTHER

IS MY SONG OF JOY

28

BIRTH

out of the

womb

of Mother God

I come;

created

not born,

I was always

there;

carrying

the Divine

Spark within.

individualised.

eternally blessed.

29

LOVE BONDS

no mortal love

has a claim

on me;

calls me

its possession;

imprisons me

with its physical

need,

which suffocates me.

shackles me

with the chains

of love;

empty promises

of passion,

whispers sweet words

of love to me,

which turn into

betrayal..

my true Love,

does not bind me;

sets me free

to go

to my Highest Good.

30

AT ONENESS

I AM ONE

with the Infinite

Source

of Life;

Unlimited

Eternal

Perfect

Omnipresent

forever connected;

ever expanding

Divine

Awareness

of the Oneness

of the all.

31

THE REAL ME

is eternal,

invincible,

all knowing

Love Divine.

no-one

can harm me

betray me,

attack me,

steal from me,

or do me injustice.

the "real" ME

is invincible!

this is my heritage.

THE INFINITE MOTHER

IS MY HERITAGE

32

MANANA

NOW

in the NOW;

it all takes place.

in the NOW;

past, present and future.

It has

always been so!

or

should it be;

it IS always so!

why worry

plan

scheme and

manipulate

or insure?

insure against

a tomorrow

that never comes

33

MY TEMPLE

my body

is my temple;

my sanctum;

holy

pure

and Sacred.

keeper of

the Eternal Flame

Fire Magnificent

Omnipotent, purifying

Infinite Mother

THE MOTHER IS ALL

ENCOMPASSING

34

SURRENDER

In utter love

and humility

I come to Thee.

lay my head

upon Thy shoulder;

my battles won.

surrounded by

Thy Beauty, Love

and Glory

my heart sings

in tune at last.

A PRAYER OF SURRENDER

35

CONSCIOUSNESS

vibrational splendour

forever

expanding

on the journey of

Conscious Awareness.

wondrous beauties

on the horizon:

radiant colours

penetrating

my awareness.

I commune with

the Heavenly Beings:

guiding,

inspiring,

directing me

towards the never

ending

Glory of the Infinite Mother.

THE INFINITE MOTHER

IS CONSCIOUSNESS SUPREME

36

PILOT LIGHT

keeping the Flame

barely alight,

all these years

of contemplation,

meditation,

assimilation,

preparation;

liberation

at last:

full ignition;

the Divine Spark

comes alive

into the Flame

ascending.

37

THE VIOLET FLAME

the Flame

in my heart

consumes:

all sadness,

all regret,

all hatred,

all despair

and leaves

but ashes

of nothingness.

purity remains,

the purity

of love

crucified

and

victories.

THE INFINITE MOTHER

IS VICTORIOUS

38

THE LIGHT OF CHRIST

Christlight flows

through me,

purifying my soul;

enlightening my mind,

rejuvenating my body;

healing my life;

enveloping my being

with a Divine Glow.

It's Divine Spark

is my energy,

a flame everlasting;

lighting my path.

guiding me

to my Divine Purpose,

protecting,

purifying,

Sustaining.

CHRIST IS THE LIGHT OF THE WORLD

39

COSMIC HOROSCOPE

my home

among the stars;

dreaming of

the moon;

worshiping

the sun.

borne of Venus,

Mercury

my heavenly messenger,

Saturn

my taskmaster.

Jupiter

expanding

my mind,

Pisces

my feeling-world.

Mars

my inner conflict..

being mastered.

Uranus

my changing pace.

my wheel of births

complete

I break away

from all limitation

and soar away

free

to the Central Sun.

40

MERMAID

Princess

of the sea;

daughter

of Neptune

combing

your golden hair

streaming down

your back..

admiring

your reflection

in your sparkling

mirror.

so graceful.

beautifying

the silvery waters

bewitching all

who sail them

luring away

those mortals

who cannot resist

your beauty and song

taking them

unresisting

your prize

of love

to the depth of

your watery palace.

forever

under your spell.

41

FERTILITY RITES

to the beat

of the drums,

the silvery tunes

of the pipes,

they dance

holding hands,

the village virgins.

flowers

in their hair;

dressed

in white,

young

laughing faces

unmarked

by time.

round and round

in a magic

circle;

pagan ritual

worshiping

the God

of the Sun.

42

WORSHIP

I worship Thee,

I AM

part of Thee,

I live

through Thee

and have my Being....

yet, in my

humanity

I cannot know Thee..

I catch just

a glimpse

of Thee

in the stillness

of my soul

in the loneliness

of my pain...

I free myself

from the bonds

of mortal form

and rise up

to be with Thee

once more.

43

BROTHERHOOD OF MAN

Imagine

no ownership,

no borders,

no countries,

no flags,

no patriotism,

no religion, no tools and

machines

of war;

armies disbanded....

Imagine....

if Men were

Brothers....

shared

their riches,

medical knowledge

and scientific

expertise;

shared

their food chain,

Loved one another!

Imagine....

Peace

Imagine....

Abundance!

44

GRADUATION DAY

Joyously

I graduated

from the world

of form:

passed

my final tests

with "flying" colours.

radiating

my true essence

for all to see;

to the music

of the heavenly choirs.

angels

accompanying me

on my journey

Back to Thee.

The End!