NOCTURNAL DEPRESSION LYRICSdemo: "Soundtrack For A Suicide" (2005)

Voices From InsideThe Rope Circling My Neck

Springtime DepressionManchmal wenn sie schläft

Astre de nuit

album: "Nostalgia ‒ Fragments Of A Broken Past" (2006)And Fall The February Snow

A Life To SufferIntermezzo Pt. I ‒ Fragments Of The Past...

Suicidal Metal AnthemsIntermezzo Pt. II ‒ ...Lie Broken And Lifeless

NostalgiaIn My Dreams

demo: "Four Seasons To A Depression" (2006)Fjaer (Spring)

Sommer (Summer)Host (Autumn)Vinter (Winter)

album: "Soundtrack For A Suicide ‒ Opus II" (2007)Anthem To Self-Destruction

The Stars Lightening My PathBonus

Join Me With SuicideHear My Voice... Kill Yourself

album: "Reflections Of A Sad Soul" (2008)The Whispering SpectrumFading Away In The Fog

Solitude And DespairHer Ghost Haunts These Walls

Nevica

album: "The Cult Of Negation" (2010)Credo negativo

TheyWe're All Better Off Dead

Home AsylumDead Children

The Cult Of Negation

1. Voices From Inside

2. The Rope Circling My Neck

3. Springtime Depression

[Forgotten Tomb cover]

[instrumental]

4. Manchmal wenn sie schläft

[Nargaroth cover]

Manchmal wenn Sie schläft, wage ich nicht zu mäden, denn im Tod ist Zeit genug um auszuruhen.Meine Blicke fallen auf Sie und meine Gedanken beginnen neue Pfade zu begehen...

Manchmal wenn Sie schläft denke ich an Träume,die Ihr selbst im Schlaf keinen Frieden geben.Manchmal wenn Sie schläft sehe ich die Schatten,die Sie hinter Ihren Lidern jagen.Manchmal wenn Sie schläft rufe ich den Regen,der sanft auf Sie hernieder fällt.Manchmal wenn Sie schläft, tropft er dann auf Ihr Gesicht,um Ihre rotgeweinten Augen zu kählen.Manchmal wenn Sie schläft rauscht wilder Wein,und wilder Efeu deckt Sie zu.Manchmal wenn Sie schläft lege ich Ihrblaue Astern aufs Herz.Manchmal wenn Sie schläft bin Ich der Regen,der auf Sie hernieder fällt.Und manchmal wenn Sie schläft riecht Ihr Haar,wie frisch gefallenes Laub.Manchmal wenn Sie schläft fällt weiter der Regen,und so braucht Sie nicht zu weinen.Manchmal wenn Sie schläft fällt weiter das Laub,und so braucht Sie nicht zu fallen.Manchmal wenn Sie schläft denke ich an's Meer,

das Macht besitzt, doch kein Erbarmen weiß.Manchmal wenn Sie schläft enthällt dann ein Blitzein Lächeln, das (vielleicht) endlich Frieden verspricht.

5. Astre de nuit

1. And Fall The February Snow

2. A Life To Suffer

3. Intermezzo Pt. I ‒ Fragments Of The Past...

4. Suicidal Metal Anthems

5. Intermezzo Pt. II ‒ ...Lie Broken And Lifeless

6. Nostalgia

And once again despair is kissing meWith her cold ghostly lipsMy own destruction is leading me to my graveThat I digged for many timesAnd once again I'm becoming a spectral thoughtForgotten, sad, miserable shit

As I fall into the black spheres among lonely memoriesYou've broken us, piece by piece

The score of my soundtrack is written by bloodMusic of suicide written in redI did it myself, my wrists are also openedAnd like my tears, it's cascadingEverything has been lost behind usOn my knees, hands on my faceThe sun is appearing into the spring morningWhere I'm lying there's just nothing than my dust

Now you don't care about himYou live on the other side of feelingsBut our February snowIs now covering my lifeless body

7. In My Dreams

3. Host (Autumn)

Tears are falling like sad autumn LeafsTime is wasted you've destroyed everything around usSadness is embracing me with his cold ArmsSuicide is leading me, you are the Reason to my EndDepression rise again from the Bottom of my SoulDesecration of my Heart, sentenced to DeathSorrow is kissing me with her poisoned LipsSorrow embracing me and leading me to my Grave

1. Anthem To Self-Destruction

I have seen my death in your eyesyou are the most important suffering

The cleansing of humanity has begunsuicide is a way to the end

Everyone must have inspirationsFor ending his shitty life

Everything around you can be usedJust search in your mind

The anthem to self-destruction will sound eternally

2. The Stars Lightening My Path

3. Bonus

[Hidden track]

4. Join Me With Suicide

5. Hear My Voice... Kill Yourself

Hear my voice into your head, don't try to stop itThe poison streaming into your veins is me

The cold you can feel is my revengeYou're just a scum, a creeping filth, you inspire hate

Take this poisoned blade or are youSo cunt that you can't end your life?

Everyone has the right to kill himselfFamilies and friends are only excusesIt's stupid to say, I want to dieWhen you don't have the courage to kill yourself

I watch your blood flowing to my feetI smile watching you creeping like the worm you are

And your eyes are watching me asking for helpThe only thing you'll receive will be my foot on your face

These blades are tearing me and killing meYour hand try to reach me asking for help

So fucking sad human are you enjoying it?Hear my voice and fucking kill yourself now

1. The Whispering Spectrum

Midnight's bell rings, the air is becoming rolderSounds of sadness reaching meEach night I hear their whispersI feel their sorrow, their lost soulsAll around me they stayTheir laments trapped here, all sounds, all tear

I can hear them, crying to meI can see them, searching for helpI can feel them, their cold spectral handsThe whispering spectrum is standing next to you

Some screams of sufferingComing from the depths of darknessI rise each day, each night,Walking silently among youYour breath turns cold, as you cover yourselfBut even those things can't hear youI'm not alone there, around you in this pieceYou know it we are all your past errors

Hear my words, do what I tell youSee the death you gave birthFeel the sorrow that you hideI'm the whispering spectrum, to be free kill yourself

2. Fading Away In The Fog

Dead under a night sky I amAnd I gaze to these shooting starsMy eyes contemplate themAs my strength fades awayAll around me I feel nature movingWolves tearing the curtain of nightAs the cold rise on my corpse

My soul is walking towards his deliveranceLacerate my body to set him free

I get up from the natural groundThe darkness splendorI look behind me, I find my body the wrists open

A path covered of snow opens in front of meI see far away a light I will never reach

The fog is rising from the soilSome spectral people appearThey lead me far away from this place of sufferingI know each one of themThey are my sad memories from my past

Take me away from all of themTheir presence is insupportableTake me away from my sadnessI killed myself to flee you allWhy don't you leave me alone?Let me alone!Let my spirit fade away in the fog

3. Solitude And Despair

4. Her Ghost Haunts These Walls

My hands are caressing the stonesTheir coldness piercing my skin and creeping to my heartThe obscurity mixing black and grayMy blinded eyes open theirsEverything there is full of sorrowEverything there is cryingForever lost

I take your hands; I follow you to a better placeI take your hands; let me stay by your sideI take your hands; I follow you to a better placeI take your hands; let me stay with you

Among these ruins of our lifeI walk slowly, sufferings tearing meFlashes hurt my mindI see you everywhere, I can't forget youThe rain is falling out, the wind is whisperingThe world's turning dark, the ambient coldI feel your presence, your arms around meYour head on my backI killed myself to join you

5. Nevica

La notte cade e lamenti si alzanoSu questo suolo di pietra,Inizio il mio lungo sonnoI flash del mio passato, Visioni nere del mio futuroQualche cosa che non arriverà

Le tue parole hanno lacerato la mia pelleDirigesti la lama che mi uccidevaLe pietre strappavano le mie maniQueste cicatrici di sofferenza riaperte per sanguinareLacrime nate dalla tristezza,Gridi dal doloreRitorna il tuo ricordo e testimoni la mia decadenza

Nevica, l'inverno copra il mio corpoLa bellezza della sua purezza nasconda il mio visoIl mio corpo ripugnante intrappolando un'anima scuraDiffusando delle sue sensibilità negativeNevica, nessuna emozione ne rammaricoHo ucciso e sepolto tutto di teI venti freddi stanno soffiandoInfine la mia anima lascia il vostro posto

Nevica...

Riflesso di un'anima triste maledetta su questa terraQuest'orribile viso di mostroE' quello che hai fattoI sogni sono un luogo di protezioneDove I sentimenti non possono ferire

Io sono l'orribile cosa che li fanno diventare incubiIo sono morto, io giaccio su un posto dimenticatoIo sono morto e sepolto lontano da teIo sono vicino a te, io sono vicino a te

La tua fredda paura sono ioGuardi lo specchio e contempli il mio riflessoIl riflesso di un'anima triste

Nevica, l'inverno ha coperto il mio corpoNiente mi intrappola in questo postoEsisto come un pensiero spettraleQuello che vi guida verso la vostra distruzione

Nevica, nessuna emozione ne rammarico

La gioia sarà proibitaUna nuova era di sentimenti negativi si alza

Nevica...

1. Credo negativo

2. They

They offer us the bladesthat tear with pleasure our fleshAnd every strife carvestheir influence on our mindsWe live with this suffering,a fall into depressionThe self-mutilation pushes ustowards the meaning of our beings

They decrease us all the time until we reach the state of shitAnd every word molest our faces into woundsWe take all verbal injuries and keep them insideThe inner rottenness feed the ulcer, bleeding fear

They die, one after one,cause this is all they deserveAnd the smell of powder mixed to their bloodis intoxicatingWe bear the guns and load the bulletsblasting their headsWe're children of Despairand priest of negation

We are themWe offer your blades and break your mindsWe load your guns and press the relaxationWe are them and command your death

3. We're All Better Off Dead

I'm drowning into the waters of the oversightshadows embracing me and the cold devouring mecause all of you had illustrated the insignificance of being

A life withour values, a useless thingNo one likes us or you above or underwhen you'll break the chains and open your eyes, reject their words

We are nothing than empty wreckssinking down and reaching the depths into an ocean of despairWe are worthless lives lead by our sufferingsThink about our existence: we are all better off dead

I was born with stigmata on handand I use it to feed your hateMay you think to hurt mebut you're human crap that I manipulate

What we've done, our experiencesand past memoriesAre carved on our skinsas scars of an inner tormented sufferingWe are nothing than empty wrecks,we are worthless lives

We're all better off dead

4. Home Asylum

Welcome to a world of pain where no feelings burnAll my youth are lying on the prison of their mindsA dark corner full of dust, lightless and closedTheir laments and cries for only friends

Hiding on solitude, forgotten by allThe pleasure of pain and heat of their bloodTrapped and forsaken, suicidal thoughtsWhen children born their first toys are razorblades

They get the knife as the inner suffering explode outAnd let its grim tongue lick their skinsThey carve with pain on their armsThe death-desire and their love of painBlood streaming on the ground from woundsWith tears and sounds of lonelinessThey lacerate their faces to destroy ugliness"Free me from this life"

On corridors, behind dusty wallsSome bodies rot and the ground is gorged of bloodGuns embracing hands on a last unionThey sleep forever, a bullet for brainAll around you can only hear screams and cries

"Enjoy the pleasure of life"

5. Dead Children

Spread your hate

Some dead children with burnt skinsAre playing under a dead snow, wearing gas-masksA heavy and suffocating atmosphereMixing sulphur and dust with the smell of cadaversThey dance among the ruins, among human corpsesHand in hand, they enjoy their despair

Angels of misery...rise...

As they heard a move, they stop their gameTheir lifeless eyes gazing to mecrows are stopping their flights and vultures their lunchAll of them found in me their new target

claws and kicks are beating meViolating my bitter bodyI scream and enjoy this sufferingTill my blood color the ground

From above, the black snow is falling around meLost and mutilated in a world I can't understandThe children laugh about my own miserySpread your wings, angels of misery

6. The Cult Of Negation