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Self Study Mindy Montgomery 2012 Mindy Montgomery My Life as an Artist Growing up I always loved to draw. In fact, I won my first art contest when I was in the first grade. A local bank sponsored a poster contest, I can remember creating my marker drawing on the 12 x 18 manila paper like it was yesterday. The tooth of the paper gripped the markers as I created streamers and confetti in the air to celebrate the bank and all it had to offer. I won a $10 deposit to my savings account, and more importantly to me at that time was my photo in the paper. Nothing could stop me from drawing now; bunnies became my subject of choice. I had a certain schema I chose to repeat over and over. Literally hundreds of bunnies I had to have drawn between first and second grades. My mom always encouraged me to create art. She enjoyed art, and was inspired herself by my Grandfather’s artistic ability. She created for me what she called “the rainy day” box. It was filled with paint, brushes, glue, Self Study Artistic Development University of Florida Fall 2012 White Charcoal on black paper, 12x18

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This a self study of my life as an artist. I created it for my Artistic development course I am enrolledin at the University of Florida.

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 Self  Study   Mindy  Montgomery    2012  

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  Growing  up  I  always  loved  to  draw.    In  fact,  I  won  my  first  art  contest  when  I  was  in  the  first  grade.    A  local  bank  sponsored  a  poster  contest,  I  can  remember  creating  my  marker  drawing  on  the  12  x  18  manila  paper  like  it  was  yesterday.    The  tooth  of  the  paper  gripped  the  markers  as  I  created  streamers  and  confetti  in  the  air  to  celebrate  the  bank  and  all  it  had  to  offer.    I  won  a  $10  deposit  to  my  savings  account,  and  more  importantly  to  me  at  that  time  was  my  photo  in  the  paper.  Nothing  could  stop  me  from  drawing  now;  bunnies  became  my  subject  of  choice.    I  had  a  certain  schema  I  chose  to  repeat  over  and  over.    Literally  hundreds  of  bunnies  I  had  to  have  drawn  between  first  and  second  grades.      

My  mom  always  encouraged  me  to  create  art.    She  enjoyed  art,  and  was  inspired  herself  by  my  Grandfather’s  artistic  ability.    She  created  for  me  what  she  called  “the  rainy  day”  box.    It  was  filled  with  paint,  brushes,  glue,    

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markers,  construction  paper,  red  safety  scissors,  colored  pencils  and  pink  cotton  balls.    I  am  not  sure  what  the  cotton  balls  were  for,  but  I  remember  the  fluffiness  taking  up  quite  a  bit  of  room  in  my  box.    I  loved  this  box  and  pulled  it  out  frequently,  until  the  ill-­‐fated  day  that  I  spilled  red  paint  onto  our  new  carpet.    My  Mom  scrubbed  and  scrubbed,  trying  to  lift  the  red  stain  from  the  copper  colored  carpet  to  no  avail.    She  finally  just  moved  a  table  to  hide  the  stain  from  my  Dad.    I  remember  him  asking  about  why  the  table  was  in  a  new  spot,  Mom  just  replied,  “I  was  sick  of  it  over  there!”    Thanks  Mom,  Dad  was  never  quite  as  understanding  of  my  art  messes!  

  I  continued  to  enjoy  art  throughout  school,  creating  and  drawing  quite  often  in  and  out  of  the  art  room.    I  remember  making  masks  in  3rd  grade,  and  drawing  scribble  designs  that  we  colored  in.    I  repeated  the  scribbles  at  home.    This  was  common  for  me,  I  took  what  I  learned  in  the  art  room  and  repeated  it  over  and  over.    Looking  back  I  fit  well  into  Lowenfeld’s  stages  of  development  (Wilson  &  Wilson,  1981).      

  Art  making  was  not  my  only  endeavor  in  the  fine  arts.    I  also  was  a  dancer.    I  started  when  I  was  3  years  old  and  just  kept  going.    For  a  long  time  in  my  early  teenage  years  that  is  what  I  thought  I  would  be,  a  dancer.    I  ended  up  spending  4-­‐5  nights  a  week  at  the  dance  studio.    I  assistant  taught  the  younger  kid’s  classes  in  order  to  help  pay  for  my  own  classes.    We  traveled  to  Chicago  each  summer  to  take  classes  at  Gus  Giordano’s  studio.    The  opportunities  which  dance  gave  me  are  immeasurable.    I  made  friends,  and  created  lasting  benefits  to  my  mind  and  body.  

  During  this  time  art  became  my  refuge  when  I  was  home.    My  Dad  was  an  alcoholic  and  life  in  my  house  wasn’t  always  easy.    I  would  shut  myself  in  my  bedroom  and  create  projects.      I  would  sink  hours  into  being  creative  with  any  school  assignment  given.    I  re-­‐created  a  newspaper  from    

   

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Etching  with  aquatint,  4x5  

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the  colonial  times,  writing  each  section  out  in  calligraphy.    I  researched  and  drew  authentic  political  cartoons.    I  dipped  the  paper  in  tea  to  make  it  look  aged.    My  teacher  was  amazed  and  it  felt  good  to  get  the  attention  for  my  talents.      

When  I  got  to  high  school,  I  took  a  Zoology  class  during  9th  grade.    We  dissected  animals  each  week.    Along  with  our  lab  reports  we  had  to  complete  detailed  drawings  of  each  creature.    The  first  one  was  a  crawfish.    I  quickly  created  an  accurate  drawing  that  by  far  surpassed  the  average  student’s  rudimentary  sketch.    I  can  remember  Mr.  McCollum  encouraging  me  to  take  an  art  class.    So,  I  did.  

I  signed  up  for  Design  1;  I  was  the  only  freshman  in  the  class.    I  can  remember  feeling  intimidated  by  the  seniors  taking  the  class  just  to  get  their  art  credit.    When  I  sat  down  the  first  day,  I  can  remember  Mrs.  Corwin  setting  out  seashells  for  us  to  draw.    We  were  expected  to  create  a  good  composition  with  5  -­‐7  different  shells  in  pen  and  ink.      She  gave  a  stern  warning  about  tracing.    I  carefully  looked  at  each  shell  and  drew  them  the  very  best  I  could.    I  was  so  proud  when  I  finished,  I  remember  the  look  on  many  of  the  upper  class  mans  faces  of  jealousy-­‐except  for  the  kid  behind  me  always  smelled  like  pot-­‐I  do  not  think  he  cared  about  anything!    My  heart  was  broken  when  I  got  called  up  to  the  teacher’s  desk  and  was  accused  of  tracing.    I  held  back  the  tears,  as  she  gave  me  the  chance  to  re-­‐draw  the  shells  in  front  of  her.    I  easily  re-­‐created  my  first  drawing.    I  was  now  her  favorite  student!    I  remember  later  in  the  year  when  we  did  painting  projects,  she  had  special  paint  that  only  I  was  permitted  to  use.    I  had  to  hide  it  when  I  was  finished.    I  remember  her  raving  over  a  watercolor  flower  I  painted.    This  was  her  last  year  at  my  school,  she  retired  and  we  got  a  brand  new  teacher.    This  was  exciting,  a  new  teacher  straight  out  of  college  whom  was  full  of  new  ideas.      

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Mrs.  Day  changed  my  life  forever.    She  inspired  me  in  so  many  ways,  not  only  did  she  teach  me  about  art,  but  about  life  as  well.        We  created  projects  that  were  interesting  and  captivating.    She  made  the  class  fun,  something  that  I  took  with  me  into  my  own  career.    Vygotsky  (Cole  &  Wertsch,  n.d.)  felt  that  what  and  how  the  young  artist  grows  up  or  their  culture  influences  children,  thus  directing  how  they  develop.  I  was  no  doubt  influenced  by  factors  that  happened  during  this  time  in  my  life  and  the  people  in  it.      

  The  summer  before  my  senior  year  changed  my  life  forever.    My  Dad  passed  away.    This  created  a  tension  inside  me  that  I  could  not  explain.    I  was  too  young  to  truly  understand  the  loss  I  had  suffered.    Many  other  things  changed,  my  mom  sold  our  house  that  I  had  lived  in  my  whole  life  to  my  older  sister  and  moved  into  an  apartment.    I  refused  to  move,  so  my  sister  let  me  stay  with  her  and  her  family.    Looking  back  this  was  such  a  poor  choice.    I  quit  dancing,  and  got  a  job  at  the  mall.    I  continued  to  make  art.    I  remember  getting  yelled  at  for  drawing  while  I  should  have  been  working  one  night.    I  cried  because  it  was  a  sketchbook  assignment  that  was  due  the  next  day.    My  boss  told  me  I  was  the  most  uptight  teenager  he  had  ever  met,  and  I  was.    Art  was  really  the  only  thing  I  enjoyed  at  this  point.    It  got  me  through  one  of  the  toughest  times  in  my  life.      

  During  this  time,  I  came  home  one  day  to  find  my  nephew  and  his  friend  in  my  bedroom,  tearing  up  all  of  my  artwork.    I  still  to  this  day  am  not  sure  what  they  were  thinking.    It  was  a  very  sad  day  in  my  life.    I  lost  most  of  what  I  had  created  to  this  point.    I  have  only  a  few  sketches  left  from  this  time  in  my  life.      

  The  following  winter  I  started  college  at  Miami  University.    I  didn’t  have  a  clue  what  I  wanted  to  do.    I  knew  I  loved  art,  but  what  could  I  do  with  an  art  degree?    I  began  taking  studio  classes,  and  I  fell  in  love.    A  hole  in  my  heart  was  filled  that  had  been  empty.    I  learned  so  many  knew  processes  and  was  introduced  to  new  ideas  I  had  never  even  thought  existed.    I  loved  the  atmosphere  and  the  smell  of  art  supplies  that  filled  the  halls.  The  professors  were  amazing  and  I  made  life  long  friendships.    When  it  came  time  to  choose  my  career,  my  first  thought  was  that  I  would  go  into  graphic  design.    My  sister  was  able  to  get  me  an  internship  with  the  Department  of  Energy  in  the  graphics  department.    That  was  the  longest  summer  of  my  life.    I  quickly  realized  an  office  job  was  not  for  me.    That  is  when  it  hit  me-­‐  I  wanted  to  teach  art.    I  quickly  rearranged  my  course  load  to  include  the  education  classes  and  I  was  on  my  way.    I  was  accepted  into  the  art  education  department  and  continued  my  way  through  school.    This  change  in  major  added  an  extra  year  to  my  college  career,  looking  back  now  it  was  well  worth  it.    I  also  was  able  to  get  some  more  electives  in  the  studio  area.    It  felt  so  great  to  be  able  to  learn  so  many  different  processes.    

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Metals,  ceramics,  sculpture,  painting,  printmaking  and  drawing,  what  an  amazing  time  it  was.    I  learned  so  much  about  how  to  make,  talk  and  look  at  art.    I  really  didn’t  want  to  graduate  I  was  having  so  much  fun.      Into  the  real  world  I  had  to  go,  and  before  I  knew  it  I  had  my  dream  job  teaching  high  school  art.  

I  still  felt  I  had/have  not  found  my  niche  as  an  artist.    I  like  everything,  what  is  my  media  of  choice?    I  still  haven’t  discovered  that!    I  do  not  think  I  ever  will.    I  get  excited  at  the  idea  of  a  new  project.    I  am  an  impatient  artist  and  often  move  on  to  a  new  project  before  an  old  one  is  complete.    I  have  included  several  pictures  of  a  few  of  my  many  unfinished  pieces.    I  long  for  more  time  to  work  on  my  art;  it  is  part  of  what  completes  me  in  life.    I  have  become  accustomed  to  working  so  much  on  this  masters  and  training  myself  to  focus,  that  I  hope  once  it  is  complete  I  will  have  that  ability  to  finish  some  work  and  truly  explore  my  artistic  side.      

 

References  

Cole,  M.,  &  Wertsch,  J.  V.  (n.d.)  Beyond  the  individual-­‐social  antimony  in  discussions  of  Piaget  and      Vygotsky.  Retrieved  from  http://webpages.charter.net/schmolze1/vygotsky/  

Gardner,  H.  (2002).  On  the  three  faces  of  intelligence.  Daedalus,  131(1),  139-­‐142.  

 Wilson,  B.,  &  Wilson,  M.  (1981).  The  use  and  uselessness  of  developmental  stages.  Art  Education,    

     34(5),  4-­‐5.  

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Charcoal  on  paper,  24x36  

Charcoal  on  paper,  12x18  

Charcoal  on  paper,  8x12  

Unfinished  Woodblock,  24x36  

Acrylic  on  Canvas,  36x36  

 

Acrylic  on  Canvas,  36x36  

Fabric  and  paper  collage,  18x36  

Pencil  on  paper,  8x12