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Dictation onWednesday, July 5, 20068:42 a.m.At the First Presidency Home in ColoradoSeeking of the Lord for His will. My last dictation was around 1 30 a.m. in the morning. TheLord has held me in hand in the heavenly session until now. I was shown and voiced that theFirst Presidency should visit three more houses in hiding where my family stays today, and weshould leave by 8:00 a.m. The Lord has held me in place. I have sent a message to the FirstPresidency to be ready in disguise clothes, but to be prayerful in their room downstairs until theysee me. I sent a message to the other three ladies staying here, Millie, Ida, and Ruthie, tellingthem their duties to help the First Presidency be ready, and also asked them if they were ready forthe heavenly sessions, and they??? developed a spiritual exertion of faith and heavenlysensitivity to be used. There was some noise this morning that showed they weren't fervent, justdoing earthly tasks, not sensitive. A heavenly wife who is one with me and the Lord, though sheis a thousand miles away will stop and pray and be fervent for me when she feels the greaterdistress is upon me. Most ofmy ladies are being carried in their faith, don't even realize howthey are still not exerting themselves properly. Though their hearts are right, they are beingworked with, yet very few are ready. And the Lord holding me in place is a test on both thequorum of the First Presidency and my ladies, because either group could be called into theheavenly session to witness the greater experiences. The Lord is showing that even those closethat I use often still have not learned that fervent faith required to come into the presence of God.They have been favored to know of His presence. So often that gift was handed them. Now theLord is requiring all my ladies to earn that gift lest they treat it lightly again.I saw in vision here a little after 8:00 a.m. my daughter Maryanne, as though I was at a placewhere she knew I had stopped where I had gone to a land of refuge. She was in the house whereI was, and she knew I was right there, and she even glanced and saw me, but she would not comeover and talk to me. I saw she had many questions. I also saw she was busy on some duties, hadquestions about how to work with children, but she would not seek the knowledge. She wouldnot come over and ask. She was ??? inspired and wanted to do??? I finally beckoned her andsaid, "Maryanne, why don't you come say hello and talk to me?" And she still hesitated, finallycame over and the Lord told me what was in her mind and heart already, what her questionswere, but she didn't dare ask. Then the Lord showed me in this vision that my daughterMaryanne still has doubts about herself, working with children and how to do things, and thosedoubts are making her not be inspired, making her not be filled with the heavenly fire in herduties as she needs to be; it can lead her to doubt the Priesthood over her and me where shewithdraws. This is the blessing when it is right there to be received. I need to give her a warningthat she must exert faith and not live by doubt or she could be darkened. And she is affecting thechildren. I saw her neglecting the children in helping children because she wasn't close inseeking counsel, and often acts on doubts and fears rather than faith and inspiration. So I thankthe Lord for that. He showed me she was reaching and yearning to know, but still holds ontothose hesitation doubts. So the Lord is answering the prayers she is offering, showing her truecondition where to do better. I will send a message as the Lord wills.Also, the last two days I have had visions of somebody trying to get close to me and take my life.Somebody professing loyalty, having done much good among the people, even having helpedme, been a blessing in many ways. I saw this individual whose face was taken from me

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constantly try to get close to me with good works, but the heart was darkened and ready to kill,filled with murder. I have been reaching unto the Lord to know who this is or if it is more thanone person.At one person I saw there was a person that was learned that had been to the schools that hadeducation like a doctor or engineer. I saw he was using his learning to gain influence and beuseful and get close to me, and then attempt to take my life. I know the Lord is warning me thereare traitors still among our people. I am yearning He will clean up the lands of refuge and notallow that falling away to take place. Now the Lord wants a gathering from the houses in hidingand a message to be given that they must qualify quickly or fall short and not be used, especiallythose of my family who have been taught and trained constantly, because I have given thetraining of the Lord on the prayer of oneness and being constant in their fervency. These otherhouses in hiding have not had much training from the Lord through me. And yesterday we wereat three long meetings. Today's meetings would be short because the message had been given.Today's messages would be a warning and final call. Now the Lord has held me here and shownme that even the ladies close to me had not learned the required fervent faith of oneness toparticipate in the heavenly sessions. They and most others just think ofthe physical part of it all.We must hunger for the knowledge of God in oneness with our Priesthood head, be willing togive our all and be a strength no matter who we are. May the Lord touch their hearts.Also I know the Lord holds me in place even after He names a time to leave because there aredangers ahead, and to teach me and all of us to be very directable. If He names a time, and amission and a work to do, then He expects us to exert the faith to accomplish it. And alwayswith that perfect humility in place, "Thy will be done in thy time and way; and may we beready." to see ifwe will rejoice in Him no matter what, and never complain, not even againstourselves.So I say again, Praise God from whom all blessings flow. The Lord is in charge and He sendsfather to direct us. And this is the Lord's work, father's work, and all the Prophet's work. I amthe lowest and weakest of all those the Lord is using, and I need the Lord's strength anddirection. I testify the Lord and father are near and others He sends. End dictation at 8:55 a.m.10:40 a.m.The Lord has held me in hand. I just saw in vision more people's hearts and characters andwhere they need to do better. I saw as though I had ladies who would help me in the heavenlysessions, and I had first my daughter Josephine among them, and there in the next room whatlooked like my son Roy-boy and also Ilene, my sister married to Wendell Nielsen. Along cameCarla. I saw circumstances where some of my ladies were revealing to Josephine the privacy ofthe Celestial Law and their private connections with me, being very open around her in their talk.In particular, I saw Carla was still too much of a talker, doesn't keep confidences. Yet as I was insession in this vision, I heard my sister Ilene just talking and talking about useless things. I gotup and walked out where she was doing the dishes and I just tapped her mouth and said, "Youare too much of a talker. You can't be used like that." And I turned to my son that first lookedlike Roy-boy. I tapped him and said, "You talk as much as the girls, just gossiping, gossiping.The Lord showed me that Josephine needs to be careful and not be curious about private issueswith the ladies. He showed me Carla needs to be more quiet and my sister Ilene needs to bemore quiet, and also my son Roy-boy needs to be trained to keep confidence. To be called on the

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mission they have to do that. The Lord's will be done.I have been held in place, thanking the Lord for every minute, yearning to do His will. There issomething happening, why I am being held in place. Praise God from whom all blessings flow.End dictation.

In this vision I saw Uncle Fred kneeling on the floor, and there was a wood platform and thewatch leaks came up through this wood. He looked at me and said, "Look there are leaks. Youhave got to throw some tissues down to sop it up." The leaks continued. And then I saw thesepeople who were just talkers in my family. It was very entertaining how the Lord used UncleFred's humble look, and said, "Look, there are leaks." Then I saw those people I named; justtalkers, talkers. End dictation.I add to my dictation that vision ofmy family talking to much, what Uncle Fred was showing tome, it was like there was solid wood table and yet it leaked from up underneath. And hemarveled how there were little puddles of water and he said, "It leaks." And the Lord showed meHe used Uncle Fred to show me that Uncle Fred's family leaks. They don't keep the Lord'sconfidence. There is too much connection with those who cannot be trusted away from thehouses in hiding, yearning the Lord to show me what it all means, where to do better. The Lord'swill be done.

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Dictation onTuesday, July 5, 20061:25 a.m.Dictating Monday, July 4, 2006I seek unto the Lord for His Spirit to be with me, marveling at the wonderful day, a great day inPriesthood History, as the Lord commenced a gathering through ordinance and training and untothe redemption of Zion from the houses in hiding. The Lord took me through the heavenlysession through the night until around 4:00 a.m. I was shown we must leave right at 6:00 a.m.and go forward and do this ordinance work. We were able to have circle prayer with the FirstPresidency at 5:15 a.m. and then had breakfast. Then we left exactly at 6:00 a.m. on the dot. Weheaded toward the Lee Steed home. The night before I had called LeRoy Steed and Allan Keateto meet at a certain place along the way. And we connected with them and the Bishop. Then wedrove south to the Lee Steed house in hiding in Florence, Colorado, arriving at 7:50a.m. At 7:30a.m. I had the First Presidency and all Elders present join in a circle prayer and rededicated thehome for the performing of sacred ordinances, and as a house of protection. There were presentmyself, Brother Wendell Nielsen, Brother Merril Jessop, Bishop William E. Jessop, NathanJessop, his counselor, LeRoy Steed, Allan Keate, and Isaac Jeffs.From 7:40 a.m. to 8:40 a.m., nine marriage sealings in the new and everlasting covenant, theCelestial Law were performed. I want them listed in the record.Brother Wendell received two ladies first: Martha Mae Hammon and Patricia HolmBrother Merril Jessop received two ladies ladies: Susanna Roundy and Sarah Ann Richter.Brother LeRoy Steed received two ladies: Lucia Allred and Leonna Allred.Allan Keate received one lady: Rosanna Nielsen because her mother was just sealed to BrotherWendell Nielsen.Lee Steed received Joanne Nielsen because her mother was sealed to Brother Wendell Nielsenjust a few minutes before.Then Nathan Carter Jessop received Teresa Jo Jessop because her mother was jus t barely sealedto Brother Merril Jessop.I then had each husband stand next to me as I brought in the wives and children and introducedthe children to their new fathers in the Priesthood. From 9: 10 a.m. until 10:50 a.m. we held aCottage Meeting where I took charge. We were able to sing songs, opening, middle, and endsong. I had Brother William E. Jessop open with prayer. Then Brother Wendell Nielsen spoke,Brother Merril Jessop spoke. We sang a song. Then I spoke and gave the Lord's message.Three meetings were held through the day at the houses in hiding, giving similar messages andthe final call to qualify for the redemption of Zion and a warning of greater trials if we do notqualify, and also training was given on how to qualify. All those meetings were recorded.Before we left the Lee Steed house, LeRoy Steed stepped up and asked for a naming of his newlittle baby through Lucia. I was impressed with the name after my mother, Merilyn Steed. TheFirst Presidency, LeRoy Steed and the Bishop, William E. Jessop joined in the ordinance ofgiving a name and a father's blessing.We left the Lee Steed home at 11 :20 a.m. and arrived at the Wendell Nielsen home in hiding inColorado Springs right at noon, 12:00 p.m. After Brother Wendell met all his family, we joinedin a Cottage Meeting from 12:40 p.m. until 2:15 p.m. As I was giving this training, I feltrestrained, and something not right in that home. And much of the training the Lord had me givewas a warning against the evils among them, bad feelings, criticisms, jealousies, and

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immoralities. I had Isaac Jeffs open with prayer and then Brother Wendell spoke, then BrotherMerril spoke, Leroy Nielsen spoke, then Ezra Nielsen spoke, then I spoke at the end. Then wejoined in a circle of rededication prayer, Brother Wendell was mouth, for the houses in hidingand the people of his family connected with him. Even after the prayer, I was impressed to sayagain, "If there are any of you young people involved with immoralities and secret evils, quicklywrite me a confession letter." I did not voice there, but it was a great contrast. When I spoke tothe Lee Steed house in hiding there was a flow of the Spirit of God and much innocence there.At the Wendell Nielsen house in hiding I felt a resistance of the evil powers present and the Lordrevealing that something was not right at that home. I later commented about this to BrotherWendell while we were at the next house in hiding, that I felt a darkness in his home, a concernthat something was wrong.At 3 05 p.m. we left the Wendell Nielsen house in hiding and at 5 :30 p.m. we arrived at theMerril Jessop house in hiding in a town called Carr, Colorado off Exit 288 in northern Coloradoon 125 the freeway. After Merril Jessop greeted everyone, from 6:00 p.m. until around 7:30 p.m.We held another Cottage Meeting. I had Brother Isaac Jeffs offer opening prayer. BrotherWendell spoke, Brother Merril spoke, then I gave the Lord's message. At this house in hidingthere was a free flow of the Spirit of God; simple training that even the children could understandas I sought unto the Lord that He could touch their hearts. And everyone there was very anxiousto qualify. I commented to Brother Merril, "There is a sweet Spirit here." Brother Merril thenhad interviews with his family members.I put on record that I received tithing from Sam Nielsen, Leroy Nielsen and Ezra Nielsen. I needto have it added up. I wrote that numbers on the envelopes. And then I distributed much of thattithing giving Seth Allred four thousand dollars. I handed it to LeRoy Steed who was going backto the Seth Allred house in hiding tonight. Then I gave three thousand dollars to Peter Barlow,three thousand dollars to Truman Jessop and three thousand dollars to Orval Jessop to help theMerril Jessop houses in hiding get their needs. And they told me that they would get moremoney on Tuesday from Wallace Jessop who was coming to meet them.We examined all these houses in hiding. The Lord directed that a picture history be kept. Andwe took pictures of every household and every family in the household with me and the FirstPresidency in many of the pictures.We saw that one of the house in hiding for Merril Jessop could be fixed up to receive morefamily. I seek unto the Lord to know what to do, or if we need to find another house in hiding.We left at 8:20 p.m. from the Merril Jessop home, traveled south and arrived at the FirstPresidency house in hiding at 12:55 a.m. in the morning, close to 1 00 a.m.I then had the First Presidency join with me in a thank you prayer and a rededication prayer, andtold them I would be seeking of the Lord to know what we were to do next.There were added to the Merril Jessop family today from the former family of Joseph Steed, twoladies and around twenty-two children, and to the Wendell Nielsen family there were added twoladies and with those two mothers around a dozen children. This was a great call to finalpreparation to be gathered to the redemption ofZion mission from the house in hiding. I can seemy family also needs this training in different places they are dwelling. The Lord's will be done.Brother Wendell reacted to my warning to his family. As we traveled back to the FirstPresidency house in hiding, between 9:15 p.m. and 10:00 p.m. he connected with his houses inhiding by phone and told the caretakers to interview each of the young people and call on them towrite letters of confession if they have secret evils. I will get those letters later.

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I acknowledge the Lord with rejoicing in all these happenings. It is a miracle to travel in my suitand white tie through Colorado, not even being in disguise. All the First Presidency brethrenwere in our suits, ready to hold Cottage Meetings, have ordinances performed.On our way south back to the First Presidency home in hiding, the Lord sent a strong rain stormmuch ofthe way. Also he had us travel on July 4th which is the celebration day of this nation,distracting them from seeking after us. I seek of the Lord to know what to do next with thesefamilies with the gathering to the redemption of Zion mission; the Lord's will be done. PraiseGod from whom all blessings flow. End dictation 1 42 a.m.

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Dictation onWednesday, July 5,20065:00 p.m.At the First Presidency Home in Colorado

I seek unto the Lord for His Spirit of understanding, wisdom, and revelation to guide all myrecord keeping and all my doings, seeking only to be an extension of God through Priesthoodthrough father. I have been held right down. I thank the Lord for this experience. I observe thishas happened often when the Lord directed something take place and then He has held me rightdown because of the lack of faith of individuals involved or the need for greater faith exerted inthose who could receive blessings or trainings. The Lord is teaching us all things are donethrough faith, and thus all according to His time and way.I was shown this morning I should travel with the First Presidency to three houses in hidingwhere my family and father's family is staying. We were to leave by 8:00 a.m. I sent themessage to the brethren to be in disguise. We would be leaving by 8:00 a.m. I sent the messageat 6:00 a.m. As I continued trying to go forward, the Lord held me down, even all day now. Ifinally sent Naomie to tell the two brethren they can change into their Priesthood clothessomewhere around noon. Even though I am reaching to know where to do better, alwaysrejoicing in the Lord and father, always going their pace, but wanting to know where to do moreand better to accomplish the Lord 's directives.When I am out of earthly consciousness for a time, and came back conscious around 3 :40 p.m. Ihave been reaching since then for the understanding of what I have been shown. I thank the Lordfor working with me.I saw myself in a heavenly session in one house separated from father's family. And Naomiewas with me. I was just being held down. Then I was able to see and hear father in his agedcondition page over the intercom that he wanted a class held. There was a special message forhis ladies to receive, and he wanted everybody assembled. And I knew that meant I was to bethere to assist him. He again page and insisted we hear a special message. As I tried to come outof this heavenly session, get up and get going, I said to Naomie to do certain things. Every time Idirected she do something, she wasn't able to do it, had an ache or pain, some distraction whereshe couldn't assist me. As hard as I tried to get up and go meet father in this class, any help Icalled for wasn' t ready. I thought of calling for other ladies. They weren't ready in their faithand whatever was needed to help me. I saw that father wanted Isaac present and Nephi present. Irealize in understanding this that the ladies of father's sealed to Isaac and the ladies of father'ssealed to Nephi need to hear this message.I somehow was able to get up, but none of my lady helpers were there, and I found myself face toface with a dark power, a personage opposing me on every side. And I came up against a wall ofopposition, still trying to reach father and do what he directed. And I came to a wall ofopposition and this evil power seemingly came to a wall of opposition. And I cried unto the Lordfor the Lord to open the way for me, and I just leaned against this wall, and I went right throughit. And then I observed this evil power went right through a similar barrier and ended up throughthe other side of the wall where I was to do my work still opposing me wherever I went. I wasstill reaching for help. I would call for Naomie and she would do some things. I saw Annette inthis vision. She was just open and ready to do anything directed no matter if people werewatching or right there in private. She was ready to help me. But then I saw and heard father's

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call to deliver this message. I came forth to where I saw some of the ladies. I needed to go up astaircase and there was my wife Shannon willing to attend me personally, but as I observed herworking with children, I had to correct her in her language in the way she dealt with childrenstill. I saw that she was still training children after her selfish will and traditions, and I correctedher as she did it. She seemed willing. I kept being determined to deliver this message. I sawIsaac and Naomie with me, but Isaac was worn out and famished, needed to take hold of Russelllohnson's food just to have energy to continue to be able to drive me and take us where weneeded to go; but he was willing and Naomie was willing and ready at this time.As we started of fon this errand, as we traveled on a side road, I looked over on the freeway,there was a line of diesels, five of them, some pulling some pushing a broken-down truck andtrailer, a diesel, semitrailer, pushing down the road. We all looked at it. I said, "They are justhelping each other in a time of need, but they are going nowhere." These people who are going adifferent direction than I was, though they had organized to move together, they were going thewrong direction, going nowhere.I have been reaching all day with rejoicing, knowing the Lord has taken me through many dayslike this where He has appointed something to be done, and then withheld me from it. I havebeen reaching all day to know if I am falling short, where we need to do better, where a greateroneness needs to exist.The Lord has shown me the meaning of this that father wants this message given to his ladies, astrong warning. He showed me that the atoning process alone, where the Lord allows me tointervene through atonement will not qualify these ladies. They must hear this message andwarning. And my ladies who assist me must exert greater faith and be more ready and fervent,not distracted by their own pains or wants or opinions. My ladies must make sure their husbandand head is their main duty, not their side duty after their own cares are taken care of, and beready and alive with the heavenly fire. And I saw I would meet opposition everywhere I go. Isaw with Isaac and Russell that I would have to have Russell do guarding while I had Isaac dodriving where Isaac couldn't do it all, but needed that extra helper on guard.I saw with these big trucks organized to help each other, moving at a seeming unity, but goingthe wrong direction. That if our Priesthood people join together to help each other, but it is notto accomplish the Lord's will, it will come to no benefit to them. And I was going forward withthose appointed to help me do father's will.I saw that I need to correct Shannon still on how she is raising children still with her owntraditions and habits. I saw that my wife Annette is anxious and ready to help me, and mustcontinue her spiritual growth. I ask the Lord to help me do better, and help all those who helpme to be ready to be used as one with a childlike fervency, not distracted from the oneness forany reason.Then I saw that I will meet opposition no matter where I go and I will need the constant guidanceof the Lord and father. I have been directing the ladies through Naomie to keep helping thebrethren of the First Presidency quorum, get them their food and their needs through the day. Isent word through Naomie that I requested these brethren be in their areas praying fervently andreading. The Lord is showing me that these brethren in seeing their families have gone through agreat test. Would their families cause them to lose focus or would they stay focused on theprayer of oneness. The Lord is showing me through His Spirit they are somewhat distracted andanxious to talk to their families again at the houses in hiding right away.So those with me did not have a full oneness exerted this morning. And as hard as I tried in this

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vision to go give this message to father's ladies sealed to me and Isaac and Nephi. We were notblessed and prospered. Then I saw I would yet do it as we exerted the greater oneness. I sawIsaac and Russell in this vision distracted by food, delighting in the food they had. And Isaacneeding to help me had to take Russell's food to have some energy, showed me they were notfully focused as they could be. I thank the Lord for this correction. Everybody is being tested;pain of body or pleasure of body, yearning for our families, yearning for this or that; but if welose focus and don't exert the prayer of oneness, the blessings don't flow. So even with the FirstPresidency and also my ladies in this home, the Lord has done a work of holding me in place inneed of their prayers, causing all of us to refocus on the prayer of oneness to accomplish whatwas directed and to be a strength to the Priesthood over us. So I have been held in place again asso often happens when the oneness is lacking, to cause us to reach more fervently. And I knowthis humbles the First Presidency brethren when something is appointed to be done and then thatprivilege is withdrawn. Oh may we not lose focus. Even the First Presidency brethren wentthrough a great test today. They were allowed to visit their families yesterday. They were taughtthree times the strong training on the prayer of oneness, and then we came to this morning andthe test was on -- Did they stay focused? Their hearts are right. All of us are learning. Thus farthe Lord has not even allowed me to visit with the ladies and brethren. And I am willing to dowhatever is directed.I have sent word to Millie, my wife, to make sure the brethren get their dinner by 6:00 p.m. TheLord's will be done. Thank the Lord for showing me that I and those with me must be moreprepared for the next directive. We are taught the prayer of oneness continually of perfectdiligence and a perfect devotion, and I must get this message to father's ladies soon, before verylong, because they must have the warning that the Lord is going to bring a judgment upon thepeople at the houses in hiding now if they continue in bad feelings and lack of preparation. I sawfather insisting, and I was trying so hard to get up and going to meet him, and every barrier cameup to stop me because there was not a oneness in place. I still feel father insisting this messageget to them to his ladies and my ladies soon, because greater events are going to happen now.May the Lord and father open the way, work with us still; may we not fall short and lose focus.I saw me being sent forth to make the connections as we became one again. May I do bettercontinually, willing to go through all the Lord directs, even atone so the blessing can be given. Isaw Isaac and Nephi could not give they message. They were involved because father's ladies,some of them are sealed to those brethren. And this message will include talking to the family atthe lands of refuge eventually again.I can see those who travel with me have to be focused, not distracted, for us to accomplish theLord's will. The Lord's will be done, I pray in the name of Jesus Christ, amen. End dictation5:25 p.m.