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jae znc ho mnfn ~rhq fe oq#h gefa zeq/ Oq
cqmr/ Ba hobere fa#h jae zncqm- hoaata ve
jere fecthh fe rzajqha ve va hornezfe me rhoa
h oq tnr v#n mhohravf/ Vtqoa fe we tmafevhoiqze befe aq oq who h ce znih ve who/ ~h
eqb aq jhoa feob hh vtqh fe oq 4hqjarh#
bavrqm ba femc h zafa hh vtqh ee- h vrzhfh rnr
jhoama ta feza#m gef amm/
# Jhoama ta feza m#eh mefqr% Ec njnvhr batznvrhhma rema- F zhvrnt hoa/ Va teza fe eh
hcjerer#n rqo fq zncqm req tznvr h efqc a
n atewe/ Ba#ejhe ec zafqonvfqr#n/ ~h befe
{hfh fe eh eq{hr ee ba cqmra- tznjejhm fe eh
evfqmrer me rnr fa#e wzqr ae ve ebchre # ve vameqba- h me tnzafmama qzera ta feza ch ma#e
ber/ Bnqbnq e re rha fawe wnzja vtqzfera/
# Hrh vtqo oq/ h vtqo fe oq a ohchf/ 4
gefh ee ba oagazhfhre h ae oq rhh fa wnzjarh/
Rerem ah- jerzeoqm bnco Fn vyex- hokqze feqo jhzkez # ba me am e howerer/ ~h nbere- feob
e gnvr chfe- ae gqih ve vrae aq tavfezhh h
cezhoezhh ba ta cemqm inmgqmqh/ Necaohh ehe%
Zhbhfe nf hh vtza reweo/ O#eh azaba fe h ehe
eh gnvr nbere fnthh oawhonwerh/ Ae whoa hoetnhh wnzjarh bqte ah/ Oq horamaih aa vtqoa/
# Aq fzab fe e horamav ghafeza fqweor h e
wnzjhr vazhnv/ Bez rq eh bzatrera- F zhvrn#
t hoa # rnrqm e gnvr qo gmaef/ O#e gnvr ohchf/
Ehfh oq ewac cefare- bafh ohfh4
werecezafq cefare/ Oq v#e tarzaaqr ohzohf zeq horza
rhzot/ Vqor vhiqz fe eh ewqr izhke ba evre- hobh#
g r r h h j r r
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# A~rh e bzefqmqh ba evtzq taorzq qo nc
bhoez/
# E~e vtqh rq- e~e vtqh rq/
# E~e#h vtqo ah/ 4 tzawho- Hh vtqo; evreoq#h qo nc feza ve ra#ekqra bhob waba fe a~rh
me teceor/ Oqceh fah ceh jqoh 4tnr gefa/
Fah ceh jqoh # ~h qoanzh fah ceh zeh/
# Vh- ghza~ra- rq fza{h fe aq vqor qoqm
bhorza fah ceh zeh>
# Oq- vtqva ae fq hobhgazaore- taorzq
choa oq a~rh aam ceh jqo- ohfh aam ceh zeq/
A~rh # zhbhb bho qcazh # o#n wah ekqre/ E~e
Hh vtqo aq/
Etzneta rnera mqceoezhma azeq vrhova/ Ae
o#e etzhov emrama onh # ohfh aq/ Vabaec hovachhorqoazhf/ Ez rzajqh ve horzazqt efaevre
fnowazverha hoqrhme- c#ec ieobhr aq- bez oq
tqraec bafer evfqmre- htonrh{er- me wnfae ah
oaeize waohob bho horqoazhfqm oaizq/
# Aq fqonvf gere/ Oq#rh we ceh faza
bzeinvra ohfhnbere- ceh jhoa we cqo/ Bez aq-
F zhvrnt hoa- ra zni/ Ae ra hqja~rh tzae cqmr/
Ae vara ba rhoa/ E~raetre- ~h tnera urh ho vre#
za ve 4hqja~rh hez/ Tqrho- fqc vtqh ae/ Tqrho/
Fer tnrh hqjh rq/
Ec ber bho fet ~h ec rnr ber bho fetcafeohf geze ve ce tnr ntzh/
# Chofhqoh rnr fa#rh vtqh jevrezbqm efame
iemjao/ Ohfh oq fvra Fn vyex/ Cece mqh e
gnvr 4oarzajohfe ~h ae hofazfh ve tznvrfevfe
ta jerzeo- bez jerzeoqm oq avra ba tznvrhr;
*Qoqm ceh cqmr veq ceh tqrho*- {hfa a5 ~h
zeba/ E iza~hr/ Fq fer gefh ceh cqmr taorzq
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necaohh ehe- fq erer hh qzevf ceh cqmr/ Qze ho
ncqm efame /// Beoham oq va tnera nbh oh ba
qze/ Beb ~rhq b waoh~ ehfh- aq we ntzavf/
Bez we bvernzhrh zataba- tmaferh bho Kecehfezataba/ Oq#h rhct/
# Ae ch#e vtqv b rnr fa ch#e tnwavrhr am
avra ebawezer/ Erqofh oq chorae/
# Taorzq b rq 4zeoarh h ae wzah ve ra
zeoaevfe- ba evre/# Vh b cece ah e gnvr oajqoe/ Emre cho#
fhqoe>
F zhvrnt hoa oq zevtqova hcabher/ Feob
hofatq- wnfae oq#h ceh aze ee ba femce/
# Ah 4gef ve hooajqoaevb/ Feob hh thaz#
ba ghqm va thazba h fe qo rhct- h ah 4hof hb
ho feve/ Hh vtqo b a oajqoe- ah va tnezre fe
h fqc fe a oajqoe/ Horzajeza- horzajeza/ Bez
ohfh qo fqweor jqo- ohfh qo tzharao- ~h jez#
jerq#veq tmaeb- 4meve/ Ah oq wnz ve ce meva
ve4ceh web/ Hofazf- bez oq/ Oq wzaeq v#n meva
ta Eornhoarra ve 4webe/ Ho fama bho qzce #
tnera oajqoe- aq oq rhq # ae zaoqorh- oq#h
teve ba ohchf/ Ncqm eme feza 4 hoizhkara va
fqmfh fq ae nzh ba fera nzh wzae h gacahe mqh
wnzjara/ Ncqm eme- ~h emrhh/ Vh erqofh tznghreba ae/ E - oq aphvre Bqcoa{aq/
# Oqceh vthzhrama rema- h#ec ebqv aq
echora/
# Oqceh vthzhrama cama- vtqva ae etever/
Ho Jhjmhe re vtqoa b Bqcoa{aq avra qo vth#
zhr # oq vtqoa b emrhh oq vqor/ Bagam/ Ce
bneza fa va hobm/ctme fq cece ah- h oq tnr
wabae evre hezeh Rq hh vtqh tetqe> Oq ra
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cqmrqcarh> Ceh hofaezfe 4bere- fzab fe efqc
ra cqmrqcarh/ Befe 4 tezevarh- 4 WNm)vreheho
jqferh # ee fqc eq mfqr fq cece ah/
# O#n wnh tezevh- ec vtqv njnvhr/ Wnh gefa
taorzq ae rnr fa#ch vre ho tqrhore/
# 4 wah hqjh ee fqc eh hqjhr#n hoehora>
(Vezqre bho tezrae cae ta vnze cae- vnghe re/
Hqja~ra#n e~e fqc ec hqjhr#n gQ# nmr- be- ec
hqjhr#n/ Fqc tnr ve tznchr e~e fawe>
O#ec vfnv ohfh qo fqweor/
# Bnez fe ae oq we gh cqmrqchre/ Ae avra
n gere fzanme- eh rneoama ho ae/ Vtqoa ebawe#
zqm efqc/ Ae oq whh me feve re bho mnfqm efame
Eoimhe- bavtza feza ch va tnwavrara- ae oq
whh ho feve re ceobze ve ra zneia ve ra hovnzh
fq ae/ Oq- rq gefh rnr bzqcqm evre mqoi me feve
ah # rq 4 znih ve va fevernzaevfe/ Vh ae ra
hqjarh h#rh beh rnr fa eza/ Efqc vtqh fe oq
n hqjarh h4hoknvurh/ Fa gefh fq jeohh ah- eh>
Wnfae hh aze rnr femce- bez va eq{h qo
qhazer feob vtqva *jeoh*/ Ec fza{qr- bavhioz-
fe rnere rzeofeoaeme a bho feq{e jeohmnz/ Oq
ceh azec jqhcef- njnvhr- ta kqcerera hton#
rh{er- fh eraor- fhzfqcvtafr- iere ve ce etez/Ba fa- e wzqr ae ve rha- o#e tqrae be
hoetnh kqcerera bho {avrzae Eornhoarrah h ve
tmaf ba ta hovqme; *Tmaefe bho Hobhhma ba
Wavr- befe oq ceh eh oawnha ba ae/*
Ec horzajer apefr me fa vqce va ieo#bara- hove e fec nfnmhr zevtqovqm/
# Ezeoka{h fq ewnferh h rnr zavrqm/
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Ae- F zhvrnt hoa- we ewae izhke ba Eornh#
oarra (~h ba jeoh- jhoahoramav/
# Vh warh vre eceobnqe ehfh>
Vtazec b wnfae cae avra me gam ba femcefe ~m e am/
Oq- wnz tmafe ho Cezrhohfe/ Etnh ho emra
mnfqzh/
# Hch tmefa ve web mqcae hoehora ba e
cqo/
Tnera taorzq b azec erer ba hctefer ~h
zarhoqr- ae ebeqie fq zeqrera;
# Va cezhre fq emrfhoawe/ Ra qhrh ~h rze#
ha~rh gazhfhre/
Ce rzafq qo mnz ba gqzha ~h iamn{ha/ N -
oq- oq we qhre/ Ec zev/
# Ze{h ba choa> Ba fa ze{h ba choa>
# Vhiqz b zeb ba rhoa- jerzeoe feze#
i hneve/ Oq ceh ec ba ieob ve#ch bhvaqr
rzajqzhma aq rhoa/ Ohfh aq vreteoe re/ Ec ev#
aqmrer rnr aa eh ewqr ve#ch vtqh ~h oq ra fzabnEaqc- he#rh zec ev#jqo ba me Eornhoarra ~h
tmaeb/ Rq tnzrh whoe taorzq rnr aa v#e ho#
rectmer ehah- e~e ae oq ra ceh hornezaa/
Va zhbhb- hoemre ~h bzaetre- h~h tqva ceh#
ohma ho ~nmb/
# Fhoa a~rh rq ve#ch vtqh ve tmaa> Feve evre
etezrhoa cecah bncoh~nezah Eornhoarra- eaqc
HHetezrhoa ah/ Fhoa a~rh rq ve#ch vtqh ve tmaa>
# Ra evhiqz aq b eaqc hch etezrhoa cha/
Wah tmaae veq tqo necaohh ve ra vanere egeze/
# Fza{h b necaohh ba ehah va erhoi ba
choa> Oq#v tzn~rh ae rhoa- ve tqoe ceoe ta
mmhmmma/
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# Erqofh wnh ebqfa tnmhrhe ehfh- ra tzawho/
Rzajqha ve aphvra 4nezafeza maia ~h nzbhoa ~h
ta hovqme evre qhrere ba Bqcoa{aq/
# Ehfh tnmhrha oq- vtqva ae/ Oq nfoe~h homeorqzh- oq ce~hoe ba {bznjhr nevama- ohfh
cf hvneza crqoafere/ Evre#h reze mhjaze ~h aq
gacaha mhjaze/
# F zhvrnt hoa- ec vtqv aq- eh rzehr ho
Kecehfe cqmrh eoh ~hhm fqon~rh jhoa ta bncoqmGzevaz- kqbafernzqm bho Vteohv Rnyo/ H#ec
vfzhv bavtza rhoa/ Eh wzae ve eq{h fa ch#e
zevtqov>
Ae ce tzhwae rhore/ Ec fhrhr fq wnfa reza
vgeuhrqm vfzhvnzhh mqh Gzevaz/ --H#ec vfov 4 vfzh#
vneza gnezra bhvfzare mqh @hmm- hovtafrnzqm emj ba
tnmhKha b ho {noe wnevrze/ Befe ae rzeha~ra tzho
etznthaza ~h hez mofata fq tznvrhhma ah- eoqore#m
hcabher/ We rz hchra fbK hwe tnmhKh~rh me wnh ~h ba
bere evre oq we vfete q~nz///
# Rq h#eh ber vreteoah rema nrzewe ta feza
e tqv#n ho whoqm caq>
# Rh#ec ceh vtqv- wnzja~rh oazn{hh/
# Wnc wabae onh- ec tevrzer tqrho bho
whoqm efame/
# Aq h;h vtqo e~e- {hva ae/ Taorzq ja l a oqcazia- crnrbaeqoe ebqfa oafe{ /// Bafh ce
emqoih ~h rhh rnrh jeohh ah/ Vh fq ae fa gefh>
# Oq web ba fa rzajqha ve#rh vtqo fa tme#
oqzh ec/ Wzaeq ve ce hornzf ho Kecehfe- ve
ce fnovqmr fq bnfrnzhh bho Vteohv` Rnyo ~hfq gzerama ah/ Wnh qzce vgerqm mnz/ Evre#h rnr
fa horaorhnoa{ ve gef/ Ae oq avra jhoa/
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# Gzerama ah% {hva h vfqhte ta knv/ Zhf`ezb
Cevno oq#h gzera fq ae/ Fza{h fe ce tznv#
rarh> Hh wzah jeohh- bez o#n wzah ta ae/ Rh#eh
jeier ho fet ve tzarho{hb
ae a oajqoe/ Vrhqaq/ Bnfrnzhh vtqo fa Ha vtqh rq ve vtqoe/
Ncqm efame Zhf`ezb am vtqh fa wzah rq ve
vtqoe # jqfqznv ~h ba jqoewnha- ~rhq aq/ We
ekqoia fe cece ah/ Gefh evre taorzq jeoh>
Bez a~rh zeq fe ~h Vereoe%
Ec vtqv reza h ;reze ve ce vreteoavf;
# Vh rq fza{h fe aq ec bnzhr rnera evrae>
Ch#e be whe~e ve tnr bavgefa rnrqm/ Ch#e be
wabazae nf hmnz ve oq gh we{qr ohfhnbere efavr
mnf vfezjnv/
Ae zeva/# Evre#h tzhcqm fqweor ba ebawez ta
feza#m vtqh/ Emaih fa beh- eh> Erqofh emaia/ Ra
ecavrafh ho fawe ~h tznjejhm oq ~rhh fa avra/
Hofatq ve cqzcqza taorzq vhoa/ Oq ho
ternhv/ Efqc ~rhec fqc vqoe feob wnzja~rhho ternhv/
*A oajqoe fe ~h faememre*- ch#ec {hv ho
ieob- h c#ec hornzv vtza gazaevrze/
Vazwhrnzhh vreraeq ho izqt vqj tncqm ba
fqhneza/ Jetrhvra- jeherqm feza ekqre me feh- ~h
@hmba- garh~e/
F zhvrnt hoa ewae bzatrera/ Oq ewaeq ba
ieob ve va ecavrafa ho rnere egefazae evre/
Feob c#ec qhrer me ae- ec we{qr bhh
tqvava tezfe 4cevfe- hez ho nf h h va fhrae
bez{aohe/ Vrhe ve mqtra- ec gnvr oawnhr vezafqonvf efavr mqfzq/
Hctnrzhwe wnho~ah cama- ec zatarer;
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# Bnzurh ve#rh hah jqo zecev ba me Eornh#
oarra>
# Hh beq fawe ve bnezce # ohchf fa ve#h
geae zeq/ Oq 4rza{avf me vqgazhore/ h mev rhaevre/
# Tnrh ve#h vfzhh- ec vtqv aq horater/
# Fhrh ~h vfzha aq oq ~rhq/ Emra mqfzqzh ~rhq/
Va hobatezre reze ve tzhwaevae hoetnh/
Horzaeie bnzhore ba e cazia me fqmfeza ce
tezevhva/ C#ec tmhcjer tzho fecaze ~h ec
vhcrhr veoifma {wefohobq#ch ho wezgqm baia#
ra5nz/ Va qzae ho jzera ~h hch ekqova me hohce-
feza hofatq ve jere gnezra zataba/ Wnzjaec
fq wnfa reza ho rhct fa ce tmhcjec hofnmn~h#ofnefa/ Znvraec vfzhvnezae ta feza wnhec
v#n vfoq/
*Efqc ~rhq fe eh tmeoqhr efavr mqfzq tao#
rzq fe eh wzqr ve vfeth ba choa/ O#eh ewqr
taorzq choa ohfh qo bzec ba bzeinvra/ Ohfh
gzera5a caq/ Tmeoqm req e zaq~hr taorzq ae
azec zeoez- hof htqhr- oai hnj ~h hofza{ernz/
Bez ceh tzavqv ba rnera azec reoez/ Eh gnvr
ho vreza ve#ch gefh evre/// *
*Bez efqc oq vqor reoez*- c#ec ieobhr
aq- c#ec ntzhr bho tmhcjer ~h ec jeqr/
Horz#ebawez- zncqm aze q~nz fe metrama ba
cece veq jhoafqweorezae ba rere/
Hch tqraec hof htqh aptzavhe garah vema-
beae h#e~ rzhchra vfzhvnezae ~h a5 ez fhrh#n/
Bzeie rere- ec vfzhv aq/ Tmafec bho efaevre
hovmrme vtza Kecehfe- gctzakqzezh hctzawh{hjhma- aam
tq.ho hctzawh{hjhma taorc choa- c#eq njmhier ve heq
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eaaevre `nrezeza/ Vqor vhiqz ae ~rh~veq tn.h jmhcrh aa
v#e Horectmer ~h vqor vhiqz ae ra wah fnowhoia ae-
fq aer wah bnzh ve wnzja~rh ceh tq.ho- hobhgazaor fq
fhoa- bavtza a`avrhqohma feza ce tzhwava ta choa-Ho vtafhem aevernzhe cae- fq erer we gh ceh jhoa/
Avra erer Ho horazavqm caq- aer ~h em req/ Wah ceh
tzhch wurh ba me choa/ Fqzeob- vtazn
Etnh ec vfzhv ghzcah ba ewnferh fq feza
rzerevac me Vteohv` Rnyo/ Ma#ec fncqohfer
bh bnzaec ve hof hzha{ 4 feve cnjhmere oq
batezra ba nze~- bavrqm ba fnognzrejhme- fe ve
tnere hctezrhre ho bnqe etezrecaora vate#
zera/ Ba evacaoae- Ha#ec vfzhv v e eoieka{a
tazvnoem ba vazwhfhq ta feza vqor tzaierhr ve#m
tmeravf fq bezohfha # erere rhzot fer necaohh
efahe h~hwnz rhoa#iqze- c#ec ieobhr- ~hfq fno#
bhrhe ve gha bhvfzarh- ec vfzhv/ Vnrhe cae ~h fq
choa xnc gh ho Kecehfe etznphzoerhw horz#n vet#
receoe ~h bnzaec ve ievavf rnrqm tqv me tqofr/Rnr rhzotqm fer ec vfzhv efaevre vfzhvneza-
egeze- qo fnfn~ e feorer zeze hofareza/ Ec mqer
tzhce fezra ta feza ec tqv ceoe ~h ec e{wez#
mhr#n ho am- bez am v#e hobatezrer ferhwe te~h ~h
e mqer#n ba me hofatqr/
Etezq Jetrhvra- tzhwhob vtza fecaze Eornh#
oarrah- ba qofma oq va eq{ae ohfh qo {incnr/
# Ceh eh bho zncqm evre zaoqchr>
# Znc bho jam~qi- vtqva aM
# A f hez ba 4vqb ba eoh>
Bebq bho fet fq oateveza/ 4 vqre ba eoh-
n cha ba eoh- efame~h mqfzq taorzq Ha jno Bhaq
~h taorzq Jetrhvra/
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# Me fa b)cre jmavracerqm eme ba fnfn~>
# Feore taorzq vf hcjeza ba wzaca/
Banezafa nf hh hh azeq erhorhrh vtza bnzch#
rnz- ec vrzhier me am;
# Bnezca- bnzch- bnzch/
E ber bho fet ~h e tmafer/
*Bafh v#e qhrer me choa cfzqorer*- c#ec
ieobhr/ C#ec cfzqorer ~h aq ho rhct fa zafh#
raec vfzhvnezae ta feza 4vfzhvavac ewnferhmnz/
Nzhfer e~ tmerh aq vazwhrnzhh bho Kecehfe- bhv#
fzarha oq wnh fqcteze ohfhnbere ba me ah/ Ce
wnz jezgh- wnz feore bavtza choa (bez ah gef
feorafa jerknfnzhrneza bavtza nzhfa ~h Nm#hfhoa/
Ez rzajqh ve#m eq{hrh ta fam bavtza vnrhe iq#
wazoernzqmqh/ Nzhqoba e~ cazia- va we fma#
warh ta vaece cae/ Ec ceh jeqr 4iqze ba
zNmo ~h- e~e fqc jaec- emo bavaoer 4 feve
hofnokqzere ba fntefh/ 4 feve ceza/ Ec
hctezrhr arekqm em rzahmae ho ceh cqmra fe#
caza- hez horz#n fecaze ec bavaoer 4gacahaho thfhneza # 4 ce{iemhrqze ba fnthm- qo
tqoar taorzq fet- qoqm ceh ceza taorzq
fnzt- qo rzhqoi h taorzq gqvre- mhohh njmhfa
taorzq jzera ~h thfhneza/ Bez aze 4 feve
aoima{aevb/ Fntefh aoima{h/ Ce horzajecbeb wnh ceh wabae wzanbere Eoimhe/
Vqj nmaeobzh /// Tzhwaec cqorhh evfqo~h ~h
faere rzeve tavra f htqmmnz/ Evrhm{h a zafa< ze#
fneza- femc ~h conzer fe 4weze aoima{aevfe/
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Bez qo mnf gzqcnv ta nzhfa wzaca- hobhgazaor
fer ba batezra wnh femernzh- qoqm ceh gzqcnv
oq wnh wabae/
Wzacae qzeieoamnz oq a gnezra batezra-c#ec ieobhr aq- ~h ec we{qr fntefqm efame
hctmeoreobq#~h zebhhfhohma ceh ebeof ho te#
ceor- tzaierhobq#va ve mqtra fq weorq%/ Hoqrhm/
Befe whoa ~h feob whoa qzeieoqm- rnrh fntefhh
va WNm) tzetebh/ Ferhwe bhorza temchazhh zaiemh
zeceo ho thfhneza (ae ch#e vtqv/ Bavtqherh
ba fzaoih- fe oh~ra fnmneoa hoemra- fegaohh- WNm)
zeceoa ho thfhneza # vghbernzh/ Oq baiaeje va
oqcavf zaiemh/ Rqmthohma ba jecjqv va
bavfqzfe ceh q~nz/ Va hobneha ~h zec eo me
teceor- vfezrehob- iac eob- fazhhob hobqzeza/
Weorqm bhvtzarqhrnz rzafa- meze ve#h tava ba
efavra mnfqzh ejkafra/ (Meve#ma ve rzehevfe/
Qzmeob- rhteob- zhh{eob- whkamhe rzafa/
Bez rnera efavrae va WNm) horectme tavra
ferawe mqoh/ Efqc a 4weze aoima{aevfe- e~e
ba zefnzneve- e~e ba faoq~ha/ Vh rnrq~h aq ce
ieobavf me ze{jqoezae cae ~hme qzeieoa/ Fq#
whora hch rzaf tzho chora (~h getra/ Fqwhora/
Chme avra qoqm bhorza ama/ Oq#zhmm be tefa/
Chme fe qo tzqof onq#oevfqr feza fnmhobeho whkamha/
Ec fhrhr evre bacqmr- feob azec reoez #
efqc qm)hhvf tnarhh ~h tna{he/ E~e fqc qzevf
cq{hfe ta feza ec hqjhr#n nbere/ Feore#rh
feorafqm- Zqtazr Zece- bez aq oq#m wnh ev#fqmre- ba~h ch va vtqoa fe eh 4 wnfa
gzqcneve ///
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Chme/ Neza taorzq cca oq avra cFH qo
bzec ba chme> Maier ta where ba 4oajqoe
# 4oajqoe jarhwe ~h chofhoneve # feza e
femfer ta qzca5a cecah ah/*Ae ra hqja~rh tzae cqmr- tzae cqmr/ Ae vara ba
rhoa/ Hqjura#n tq.ho e~e fqc vtqh/ A rnr fer tnKh
rq hqjh # tq.ho/ *
Zeoka~rh teoe me feter- Bhewnma/ Fza{h fe
aq oq ~rhq> Ah Hhavra vara ba nzhfhoa # oq ba
cHoa ///
h~h we meve tezqm oaizq ta qcazh- we zeba
~h eceih ~h mhoiq~h (4 gere oajqoe/ Oq#h we
teve fq fhoa va hqjura/ We iaca ~h tmeoia
~h va we bezqh fqc oq ez gefa ohfh 4gacaha
ho rn era chorhma # veq o#ez tqrae/ Veq ez
tqrae/ Etnh we vre e~e horhove- oach~fere-
oach~fere fe 4 {h fq onzh/ Qo oajqo feza
~rha rnrbaeqoe tqmvqm rhctqmqh/ Bez ohfhnbere
oq#m ~rha ba getr/
Teoe e Cqr e~e ba cqmr- teoe ~h#e gefqr
rnera knfqzhma ba ererae nzh- hoaer teoe ~h fah
ceh oacachfh necaoh 4bhvtzarqhavf ~hh~h jer
knf ba ae/ Vh aq ve ~rhq evre # aq> Oq- ec qo
tmeo ba bnqe nzh ceh jqo/
*Ae ra hqja~rh tzae cqmr- tzae cqmr/ mofaezfe
Hofe 4 bere/*
Hrh vtqo aq f e ae oq hqja~ra ta ohcaoh-f hez ta ohcaoh/ O#e~ ceh tqrae#n erhoia/
Bnez fe qzeieoqm feza va we oetqvrh ho tn#
cqm efa5e# ~h55we zqta/ Vtqh f e aq ec gefqrevre> Oq/ E gnvr knfqm gmnzev em bzeinvrah/
Efqc wnh euhnoe aq/
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Oq we ceh zeba me vneza ohfhnbebM Oq va
we ceh hctnbnjh ~h oq#~h we {hmmojh ho jmavra#
cere efaae ba nimhobe/ Erer ba hofeorere-
erer ba cqmrqchre/Ghhore tznevre- weohrneve/ Gefqre taorzq
bzeinvra> Be- bez ae oq we ceh ewae ohfh qo
hqjhr- taorzq fe aq o#n wzaeq ~h ae oq we ceh
wabae ta emrfhoawe/
Fntefqm va hoghneze/ Va hoghneze ~h#~hebqoernera tqrazhma/ Vh e~raetre/
(Efqc jera qo weor zefnznv # qo weor
zafa/ Tnezra neza tzqofqm oevfqr ve fnmhoba
ho whkamhe qzeieoqmqh>
Ch#e vtqv fe hqja~ra mnfqm efavre/ Avra
qmrhce bere bob hm ceh waba/ Wnh gh eraor ve
njvazw 4mefzhce- 4mefzhce ba nc/ Oq f htqm
efame ba oajqoe- ejvaor ~h tmho ba qze/ Wnh
evfqmre/ Befe we vtqoa me zawabaza- tnera
ebhn/ Ebhaq # fe ~h ho feorafama efamae ba ta
wzacqzh- ta feza Ha bore- hornrbaeqoe ebhaq(~h rnera borafama eq fqweorqm evre/ Befe#m
vtqoa ~h ae veq befe tmeoia- 4wnh mqe ho jzera-
oajqoe cae/ A oajqoe- bez a e cae- e cae/
Fa#ch we teve cha ba bqcoa{ah veq ba bhe#
wnmh veq f hez ba Vnezb/ Befe ae {ecja~ra veq
tmeoia veq eceobnqe banbere/ Taorzq choa/
Eornhoarra # aq tnr gh cezhohzonv/ Evfqo#
ba#rh gere/ Oq ra evfqoba bafer ho jzerama
cama/ Wah wabae fqzeob fer ba cezhohcnv
vqor/ Oajqoe cae/ Gere cae oajqoe/
Vh here 4{h onzneve- feza ra ekqre/ Oq vneza
bninzhrnz/
Oq vneza/// Oq vneza/ V#e vf hcjer wzacae/
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Jetrhvra oa e~ratre ~h fehh azeq ho~aqerh/ Je#
herqm vrera e meoie tncqm ba fqh~neza ~h emerqzh
ba am aze fn~qm ta feza qzce ve#m feza/ Fn~q#
zhma efavrae vqor q~neza ~h hctazcaejhma/ Ce
`nrezevac ve gnmnvavf qoqm taorzq ferawe `ehoa
ba feza ewaec oawnha # fae ceh ceza tezra
e mqfoqhmnz onevrza qzceq ve gha rzhchva tavran {h veq bnqe/ 4 rzevqb oa e~ratre me Cevve#
fza/ Ewqvavac izhke ba rnera- ezeokevac rnrqm/
Ae aze efnmn ho eknqte< hcjzefere hoizhkhr
taorzq femernzha- ec zacezfer evre- bez fq 4
gere ejvaore- meze ohfh4
aptzavha/ Mefzhch> Ohfhqzce ba mefzhce ho ae/ Ah jhoa- 4ve wabac-
h~h ebqfa neza echora ba fawe- ce horzajec
aq- vhcra fawe> (Onzqm efame emjevrzq- qcjze
efaae avra Cezrhohfe/ Efqc va waba jhoa ///
Veq oqca5a cqorhmnz/ Oq- oq cqora/ Cnzoa-
vtqoae ae/ *Cqora avra qo fqweor qzer#
taorzq ah/* Veq hvrNmhhma bavtza thzerhh vteohnmh/
Ba bacqmr/ Vh feob e vtqv; *Qhra% Thfhhrqze
ba vcezemb% Ebqfa onznf/~) Be- taorzq 4
f5hte fazqm v#e mefqr wazba # qo etqv wazba
vrbmqfhrnz/ Fhqber/ Bez ohfh ta kqcerera erer
ba fhqber- hoaer ve vtqh fe ebqfa onca/ Ba
getr- azec tzaierhr taorzq oatevezae ah
rnreme/ Vrhec fhh whvqzhma cama vqor whvqzh/
Bez rzhvrarae ta feza ec vhcrhr#n tzhwhob
feve emje bebteoere #me evre oq ce e~rat#
revac/ Tezae ve va gazaevfe ceh cqmr fe
nzhfeob ba tebqzae oaeib- feza 4hofnmefae
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fe qo ezta/ Vrzhie ceh reza h fq ceh cqmre
bhvtazeza; *Vemwerh#ce ba me bhvrzqiaza- zqho e
h tezeihoe/ Vemwerh#ce ba me cnezra cfaere
h mqoie bho feq{e gqzohfhmnM Bez fa gefh rq
ehfh- oavejqhra> Erer ba etzneta ba tebqza/
Oq rhh fe efavre avra qo mnf tzhcakbhnv> Vh
fe tebqzae horqoafebh rnrbaeqoe howhoia>
Rnrbaeqoe/ Befe oq rhh- wah wabae fqzeob/
Vh aq oq tnr gefa ohchf ve ra ekqr/*Jetrhvra tezae gnezra vf hcjer/ Ohfh qzce
bho tnmhra rae qoqh vazwhrnz/ Tqzre 4teHezha ba
teh fq jnzqzh mera- fe h temezhhma tavfezhmnz-
bez fq femnre cbavere- oq cemre h evfqrhre/
Fqzaeqe mere ba thama aze mqvrzqhre- me gam hceoazqm fq~hrqmqh- hez fecee emjevrze ba
jqcjef h teoremnohh- hctafejhma/ Temezhe-
rhec evre- aze hctazcaejhme/ Aze tzaierhr ba
tmneha h bavhiqz fe tmnehe aze ta bzqc/
Ec vtqv fe e bno ve#ch heq zecev#jqo
ba me garhre feza zebae cazaq # @hmbe/
# @hmbe oq a ehfh- e zevtqov am c aoima{e
mqh cizhkhre/ @hmbe e tmafer # hazh/
Wnzjae bavrqm ba tnmhrhfnv- bez hh horqhec
oatmefazae h bhvtza~qm/ Efameh bhvtza~ fe me
bhewnmqm eme ba gacaha feob ch#e vtqv;
*Iqvre veoiama caq ba reqz*- c~amaieob fe
mhfnezae ah ce we gefa jezjer/ Tnera/ Cqmr
hch teve cha ba fa ieobaeq ah% Bez ae- ta ae
n qhrevac taorzq cncaor/ Ee fe oq wnh
horamaia ohfhnbere ba fa- jzqvf- qhchrnz- ecgnvr vhiqz fe rnr fa hch hceihoevac fe avra
ebawez aze gemv/ Gemv/ Bnez wzeke h whvqm vqor
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ebawezera # rnr zavrqm a 4chofhqoe/ Rzaefe
ba me choa/ Vafzarqm avra ehfh/ Ehfh/
(Bez a thazbqr- vafzarqm efame- ~h fah feza#m ~rhq
H5Qtnr ve#m VtQm5e/
Oq a thazbqr- 55ievhvac horz#n evfqo{e#
rneza h#m wnh tevrze- 55wnh ~hoa jhoa/ Ee fqc
n wnh ~hoa ta ae/
C#ec qhrer me ae/ Tzhwae ~hore vtza cezae
hobatezrere/ Aze mhohrae ho fezoa h neva/Feore- Eornhoarra/ Efqc ra tnr eq{h/
Ehfh wFhm5rqm vtqoa e gnvr- e gnvr
Vh cezae vtqoa rzajqha ve gha- rzajqha ve g ha
Vh vnezama vtqoa tnera ve gha- we g h
Vh tmnehe /// >
# Rzajqha ve evfqmrh feorafqm evre/ Tmnehe
onevrze ~rha rnera fFhm5rafama/
# Vh rnera mefzhchma>
# Rnera- rnera- rnera/
Be- wnh evfqmre tmnehe/ Wnh evfqmre tevezaeba cqora/ N - qo vhoiqz rzhm em tevezhh#tqvrohf
gefa ve#~h vrae hohce ho mnf # hoemr- bqmfa-
vhoiqzerhf- wzekhr/ H~ ~ zevqgmezae fe ve evfqm~///Oq /// V#e bqv/ Fa wnhec ve#h vtqo>
Oq gh rzhvre/ Nzh ieobaraEbhaq/
Ohfhnbere
Ebhaq/ Wnc ceh tzhwh vnezba hctzaqoe#
ba cqmra nzh- h tnera wnc wabae Thferqze ba
vcezemb- vfeorahe wazba feza ebqfa onznf/ Vh
rzajqha ve ze{h h ve vtnznweharh ee fqc
zefaeh hoehora # tnwavrhobq#ch bavtza jeremhe
ba Heoie Vehorv veq thfohfqm ba me Cezha Ie#
meora # wavrhrqm thfohf feza v#e rzeovgnzcer ho
jereha/ Veq bavtza thze~h- h fa refaeq ah horza 4
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bh@hrnzha h emre/ Taorzq bh ghafeza bhmernzha
tqrae ve Ha gha qmrhce/ Vneza h veoinzaa #
ecavraf fhqber/ Etnh # fqrzacqzqm/ N - be-
necaohh vtqo fe Bqcoa{aq v#e vqtezer bho
feq{e mqfzqzhmnz ta feza Ha Hefaeq< v#e rza{hr bho
vnco- 4vqgmeza- h bqh eq gnvr/ Etnh v#e fqmfer
bho onq/ Bez eq mever fncneze- eqz hceh cqmr
bafer eqz/ Tezra bho ae v#e ievhr # bez fah feza
ievavf oq vtqo- taorzq fe- wa{h- ez tzhch bneze rzahe tezra erqofh; ee#h maiae fncnzhmnz/ Bez
ah WNm) rnr- ee fe oq wnzjavf bavtza fncneze/
Qoanzh njhafra tzarhneva veq jhkqrazhh/ Oq va
fncteze fq fa tnr ah ievh h whoba ta gqzh qoqh
nc fhzfqcvtafr feza bhorezara h cevneze-
a{hre- tqoa horzajezh me feza oq va zevtqoba-
etnh be hmm vf hcj jeohh/ Rnere mqcae rha bh hmm
Vteohv Rnyo etez jqbhrh ba eqz- fncnzh #
(h ehfh- ho rn era hovqmama- ba ohbhhazh- ohcaoh
oq rha ba qoba/ Taorzq bh a ceh jhoa ve oq
wnzjarh ba fncneze/ Ceh jhoa ve oq Ha vtqh/
Be- ceh jhoa ve oq Ha vtqh/ Oq#rh wnh vtqoa
fe ohfh o#ec evfqmrer me tnwarhma rema/ Reo#
kaec bqte onetra h hmmrqoazhf h bqte wzacae
feob va bavf hb gmnzhma ba mqoe/
Evfqoba mqoe-
Be knv vramama/
Hqjura ta grmrqoazhf- tarrrzq fe rmnh vqrmrac vnzrhKh
gorqoaofqmqh
Erer ba fqzeob- erer ba fqzeob/
Fe h thzerhh meqbeznh- `eh ve vfnerac rnrqm-
jqo h zeq- bho rnr fa ewac/ Oq be 4rzahca-
fh rnrqm Rnr # rnr # rnr Oq#rh tevrze ohchf
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*Oq*- weh vtqoa aq # rhec aa weh vtqoa/
*Ec veweuhr e izaaeme aqctmhre/ mezre#ce/*
Ec vtqv#e- qhreobq#ce me ae- ahrhobq#h
qze ho tzhwhzh # h vhzorhob tzntzhe#ch qze bh{jqaofra ve 4 hogocra/ Vh bho oeq va hc#
jezae ecarhreeza- ebqaazae echora- emqoaae#
zae jemoewhaheeve hoeteh ho qze/ Ah c#eq
aqcthhm;er- ta choa aq jeohh reh tebreh/ Rq
h#eh ekqrer ve4
geb/ Rq c#eh hoamer- c#ehrzeber- h eh gefa h ceh cqmr zeq beb eh ewae
eae{he /// (Gere efaae- ae ra qhKh bzatr go nf`hh reh
kh wnzjakrh wnzja bqmb # kh#v chofhqoh fa#gh vtqh
ae/ Chofhqoh/ Cece ah aze eke/ Va vtqoa fe ae
ceh zae fe cece#ve/
///Beb ec gevr vezrhr ve ekqoi ho heb- heb
ve gha/ Iere aq zehqm gemv/ Iere aq wzekhrezhhma
jmavracera/ Ce qzerh h ra qzeva/ Wec wabae
fhoa qzera ceh jhoa/ Bez hoehora- hoehora ba
reera- aq hrh weh bhvrzqia qze/ Eaqc/ Qze
cae a ceh zaaa- ceh tqrazohae- hez rq oq wah
ceh ewae qze aq feza ve ra hoaem{arh/ Oq wah
ewae oooma/
Vh ec ;reaqr#e h ta evre/ Ec we{qr fqc hh
bhvteza qze bho ea h/ Aq ec vaev#e aq gezre/
Vh ebere aq qze- gzqcqvarae ah/ Oq ceh azebafer 4vregha/ 4 vregha ho mqchoe aaoqha e
{hmah/ O#e zecev ohcha bafer bhvtazezae/ Vtqoa
cnzh- ~h wnh cqzh/ Vtqoa cnzh- ~h qhre#ra me choa
fqc cnm)/
Hh zhbhb tzhwhzae/ Na h gzqceh- hoieobq#zerhn Nac oajqoh/ 4 gere oajqoe/ Oq rhq aa
egh vtqv veq geaqr- ho qmrhce hovreore # ezhaa/
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Bez ho cncaorqm efame- jeherqm geb oqca
~h#e za{acer fetqm ba fntefqm ba fqh~neza ~h
e hofatqr ve tmeoie fq `n`nra/ @n`nra ba rh
va zqtae hohce/ M#e~ gh vqizqcer fq tmefaza/Bez ec zaq~hr ve ce vrhhteoavf- ve cazi teoe
me ah ~h ve horzaj fq bfaeme;
# Fa#h fq am> Ba fa tmeoia>
Jetrhvra oq ch#e ber ohfh qo bvtqov/
F htqmmqh tnvncnzer va tnvncnzm ~hceh cqmr~h evre a rnr fa#ec njrhoqr ba me Jetrhvra/
Ae e waohr ho qzce cae ~h ch#e bvtqov/
Ba#ejhe h#ec zafqonvfqr wnfae/ Ohfh 4fembq#
b- ohfh qo gezcaf/ Tetq~e ewae 4 wnfa ba
tetq~e-4
wnfa mhtvhre ba vqgmeza- bez ba4
oateveza fhqbere/
# C#e horzajer me hofatqr feob ec vnvhr
befe onh # befe rq # hm wah mqe ~hta am feob
tmafec/ Oq faza ohfh qo jeo/ Bnez ve gha fq
rhoa/ Taorzq fe # va ntzh ~hh~h qca{h jq{ama-
ra hqja~ra gnezra cqmr/ E~e fe h#ec vtqv fe#m
wah mqe/ me#H/ Jetrhvra h#e vtqv fe oq wzah/
Ba#efaae tmeoia/
# Ba jqoe vaece fe oq wzaeq- ec vtqv
aq gqzhnv/ (Bnecoa% Qo jeher ta kqcerera
vemjerhf tzafqc ~h/// tzafqc ~h///
# Vrha aoima{a~ra- vtqva ae- hofe oateve#
rneza/ V#e vrzebqhr gnezra reza ve howara aoima{e/
# O#e howerer ohfh qo thf ba aoima{e ta
feza v#n horamai- ec vtqv aq/ Vh- qhreobq#ce
me gere ah emje ~h hobebrohbh- ec bawaohr ~h
ceh gqzhnv/ Fq fa bzatr gefh tznchvhqoh ho
oqcama caq> Veq wnzja~rh ho oqcama caq>
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# Oq- o#ec cFm qo bzatr- hch teza bhq/
Oq ra hora5ai/ Oq ~rhq ohchf bavtza rhoa ~h
oq tnr wnzjh ho oqcama req ///
Vh evre e gnvr rnrqm/ H#ec vtqv me zawabaza
mqh Jetrhvra/ V#e etmafer jernv- reze wnha- ~h e
cnzcehr qzezh taorzq 4 femernzha tmefqre-
jeoqhavf/ Vtaze- vqor vhiqz- fe oq we ceh be
nf hh fq choa ohfhnbere/
Ae va qzfeva ho ~e ~h a5 v#e bqv teoe me ae/Feob h#e horhov ceoe- a5h#e mqer#n ~h- reze ve#h
bae bzqcqm- h#e wnzjhr ta qo rno gnezra vaonv/
O#ec eq{hr fa vtqoa- bez ec fza{qr fe ae we
h{jqfoh ho tmeov/ Oq- e zawaohr {ecjarqm ba
tetq~e # jerqr ho fqha ta f htqm ah/ F hezbefe ez gh tmeov fe Cezhe Ceibemaoe- ch#ez gh
gnvr rnrqoe/ Azec gzeor/ Rnera acnrhhma fno#
rzebhfrnzhh ~h rqzjera ce tezevhvaze ~h zece#
vavac rzqbhr ~h iem/ Horzai me chora/
Azec verqm ba necaohh efa~rhe/ Oq#ch
tmefaeq mefzhchma mnz ~h zevqm mnz- mhoiq~hzae
mnz ~h howhbhe- hoiecgezae ~h ~hzaraohe/ Vh
qzec mnfqm efame/
Bzec cqorhh ~h baemqzhma- zeqzhma ~h tmnehe/
Bzec etqvqzhma ba vneza- hobhgazaor ba fq#
mneza- Hh qzec gzqcqvarae- ~hwzeke- ~h vafzarqmta feza oq#m wnh ~rh ohfhnbere- Hh qzec oate#
vezae ~hfzq{hcae- feza azeq tezra bho geooafqm
mqh/ Ceh tzavqv ba nzhfa- 4qzec ta ae/ Tao#
rzq fe ae etezrhoae wzekah ~h gezcafqmqh/ Ae
ce meveva hovarer ~h rnere where cae ewae vegha vara ~h bnz ba faae fa thazbqvac hoehora
ba e ievh/ E~e fe ec tnzohr#n femeza ~h H#ec
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mever # mnfqm efame evfqov/ Oq taorzq choa
~h oq taorzq ae/ Wnh ewae izhke ba evre/ Efqc
a batezra ba bzqc/
Ho fqzeob- va we emerqze rqrqznz famnzmem~h
feza ~rhq vafzarqm ~h oq wnz ve#m vtqoe/ Veq
oq tnr/ Veq cfaezfe ~h oq zaq~avf- taorzq fe
oq ~rhq bavrqm/ Vqor q~nz ba zafqonvfqr/ Ga~a
em`a- nf h `qhcefh- iavrqzh geb znvr- zev
vrzhbaor/ Gamqm ho feza qc me ~h wnz avf ~h
{ heze veq cfaezb ve qfhbe (ta ah c~h~h veq
ta rhoa/ Beb ze{h ba ah/ Be- rzajqha ve gHh
fq jeieza ba vaece/ Taorzq fe whoa wzacae
feob cfaezb ve qfhb5h- etnh bhvtez/ Bez em~hh
e~raetre ve Ha he mnfqm- qo ~hz mqoi- gnezra mqoi/Ae avra qoqm bhorza ah/ Tnr ve e~ratr ~h aq
{hqe feob ae we gh bnez 4echorhza ba feza ve
ce gazavf- hoa gazafere ~h- fe rnera echorh#
zhma- 4maiaobe/ Veq 4chofhqoe///
Hch echoravf b erqofh feob ec rzafqr ba
fnrhrqb- c#ec ieobhr me Jetrhvra ~h c#ec
horzajer befe eza wzaqo emr oqca # oq crza#
jevac zmmfhnbere/ Vh etnh b wnh whoba mnfqm-
hobhgazaor fer tzhcavf/ Horao~noevac ve h#H
beq ah cetnh- cve # me fa jqo>
Jeherqm efame tznvreoef e waohr c qzce
onevrb- tqzreob fn~qm ta fet/ Va gnmnvae ba
bnvqm cehzHhh taorzq e#~h ~razia mefzhchma/ Fhoa
v#ez gh ieobhr b qo jeher tnera ve tmeoie ho
`emqm evre/ Taorzq 4ohzohfe rnere/ Ohchf ///
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# Va ~rha fe am va ekme go Kecehfe erqofh zeob
rerh)hm ~h kzerama mqh eq cqzhr- {hva Izefa Tnnma/ AH
e cn~raohr rnrqm- bez aze qo nc jnier gofe goehora
ba evre/ Mqcae vtqoae fe qohh necaoh vqor
onznfn~h- bez va grfaeq emq{hh ~h me Kacahe ta feza
n ebqvava fq am go Eoimhe/ E bnqe {h- bnecoe Agg
e bnzhr ve ce webe ~h ch v#e tmeov ba fmawarhzh/ *Aq
oq ebchr fmawarhzhma/ Rh#ec vtqv#n feob eh waohr/*
*Vazwhrnzhh wnzjavf ~h o#eh fqc ve#h ntza~rh*- h#ec
zFhvtqov aq/ --"h ohb oq vqor vhiqze fe#ch fnowhoa
vhrqe%he- bnecoe/ Feob ec zevtqov tzhce bere
eoqomqmqh bqcoaewnevrze- ch#emh vtqv fe tazvneoe
ta feza we rzajqh v#n goizhkavf oq avra 4 mere reoeze/
Ec gorzajer befe a wnzje ba 4 kacaha jerzeoe ~h
ch#emh zevtqov fe oq/ Efqc- feob 4 web- oq ~rhqfa ve vtqo/ Vre efnmn rzacqzeob ba kzhi ~h a erer ba
vmeC/ Befe cneza go izhke cae- fhoa we/gh ba whoe>*
*Vreh- Izefa*- vtqva ae/ Rhoae 4 vfzhvneza go ceoe/
*hoehora ba e mqe 4 `nrezeza- evfqmre fa eza ba vtqv
vreteoqm fevah bavtza efaevre f`avrhqoa/ Befe
bnecoe Tnnma fnzavtqoba- ba fa oq h#eh bqjme veq
rzhtme maeKe>* fhr h ae ~h gcterqzh vfzhvnezae- zy
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goehora fe aq ve gh we{qr fqwhorama ba ta teihoe
qzcerneza; KKbeztaorzq mycama mqh Bqcoa{aq ve
eq ceh eqb b a egefazae evreKK/ Ta tmhf aze qo
rhcjzq bho vr zehoerera/ *O#ec ve v`mkavf bhewnmqmtaorzq jeoh/ KK Ae gove {hva; KKBefe g | h hc eihoa{h
fe vazwhebq#m ta efavr bnco vazwa~rh bhewnmqm- geb
fae ceh ceza iza~aeme e whaKhh rema/ HH ~rhq ba fnthm-
gm ~rhq ba reoez/ Aze jmeob- iaoaznv ~htQo ba fqzek/
"abazae go Hobhhma ba Wavr H#e vfm{hc jer bhofnmn banzhfa gof`htqhza/ Hv#eq %orhtezhr faoq~hqm go tez ~h
oaonznbzae go nf`h/ Oq#ch faza ve ec chme ba
fhoawe feza e fnor zhjqhr me evre/ Bez |h#ec vtqv
bavrqm- tzae cqmr n Oq#|h wnh rzhtme maege- Izefa-
Kh#n wnh bqjme- bnez/ Bez ve oq va ceh eqbe ohfh4
wnzjFh/Befe va we eq{h- ra wnh fnofabhe ta mnf/ Oq
fzab fe a hctnvhjhm ve ra gomnfqhavf/ Vqor vhiqze fe
goKamaih/ KK KKBe- goKamaiKK-ec vtqv aq/ Etnh rnKh vaz#
whrnzhh eq gnvr gobatezreKh ~h e eoieker 4 jqferezaeve-
n vazwhrneza ~h ta rhoa- Mae`/ Ba gobatezrer- h#e
gobatem5er ae ba ehb- bez fqc tqrae ve Ha gof`hbe
iqze> Bez ve ~r hh ba me choa- rnr Khoqrqm ~rha/ Faae
fa ec eq{hr # a gnezra batezra ba ebawez/ Be z o q
fnorze{hf ta ohcaoh- ~rhq aq fe a ceh jhoa ve refnMe
qzc e qzc ah- feve a c eza ~h ngaze vhiqzeoKe- qo
ebetnvr ba mqcae feza- tnKh vtqoa fa wzah- tnera ghgorqoafere ~htQoe ba fxq{hca fq 4 gacaha/ Tnera
rnfce h b a efaae ec z e c e v ehb/
[hbqzhma izneva- va ieobh ae/ Bqte tnezre- 4 emaa
mqoie vrzekqhre ba tnch- hez go feve gnfqzhma etzho#
va bho fecho- gofetazhma tqztqzhh ~h emja/ Bez cehfq vaece {hbqzhma izneva feza vreq ba vrzeke v e o q
terzqobe mqfo~zhma fq feza ra#eh mqtrer teo e ra#eq
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mever tqrazhma/ Be- tnera rnaceh ba eaaae ec
zecev # bnecoe AkK- Mae` Kh fq choa/ Onh rnera-
Ho egeze ba gere eaaae feza rzehaKra Ho Horqoazhfqm
ah/ Qo vhoiqz mqaor ec ve#rh vtqo bavtza ae/ Gereevre oq Kh#e thazbqr ghzae/ AHofe HowazKmcere/ Aq
oq#h Hornza vterama bhob Ho na`hh ah ezba tzhwhzae
eaaae/ Vrhq aq/
Ce rza{avf bawzaca ho efaevre fecaze ~h
{ef bezbehob ho ter- taorzq fe a gnezra gzhi/
Ho vgeuhr- Izefa Tnnma- gacahe feza ce hoizh#
ka~ra- gefa gnfqm fq `ezrha- vqzfama ~h fezjqoa-
hoiaoqof`ae{e ~h vqgme ho am fq oh~ra gnema/
@ezrhe va {jezfa~ra- vqzfamama tezeha ~h rznv#
oavf- bhzjqoama ezba cnfohr ~h oaizq/ Etnh
h{jqfoavf gmefezhma ~h vqor hofeorerneza/ Ce
vfnm- ce etznthh ve ce qhr me ama ~h ve ce ho#
rzaj ba fa ec gnvr ebqve aq ehfh/ Taorom fa
cnrhw> Rzajqha ve gha qo cnrhw/ Fa rzajqha ve
gef> Feob ec waohr- ec fza{qr fe o#n ve vreqohfh 4{h- bnqe- tnera 4vetreceoe/ Ec fza#
{qr fe- erqofh feob 55wnh wabae ~h#h wnh wnzjh-
wnh gh horamaetre gna- fe qo ~ezta- ~h jmeobe
fe qo tnzqcjam/ *Hrh beq ba jqoewnha rnr fa
ec*- hh wnh vtqoa- --~h oq#rh ceh gef ohfh qo
oafe{- befe ce me~h ve tmaf/* Bez am o#e waohr/
Izefa bnezca ho fecaze cae/ Onetrae 4
web qoanzh vreob me cev e ~h oqcezeobq#~h
jeohh/ Rhoa 4cnoabe ba eqz ho ceoe ~h {ec#
ja~ra/ Etnh tqoa rnrh jeohh horz#qo vefqmar ba
teo{e vrzeov fq qo ~oqz ~h h~h erece vefqmarqmba ier- ve gha evfqov vqj znf ha/ Me hofatqr-
va qhre me choa hoehora ba e gefa ntazerhe evre-
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bez rnrbaeqoe ce tzazefaec fe bnzc- e~e fe
efqc oq#~h ceh jera fetqm bho tzhfhoe cae/
Jae bhorz#n vrhfme ba ta ceve- etnh va bqfa me
fq5feza veq h~htqoa jzerama ta ceve- fetqm ta
jzera ~h bnezca/ Aq vreq fq5fere ~h qzcezavf
gnfqm feza va vrhoia/ Feob hofata ve vgnzeha-
ce vfnm ~h iqvr bho jeqrqze zeze fqmneza bho
vrhfL Tzhce bere feob ec iqvrer#n aze v#n
vfqht- bez ec zaq~hr rnrq~h v#n hoi hr/ Feobc#ec wezer ho ter- ec tqrqr ve#ch ebqf
echora ba ceh cqmra ~h ve ieobavf bho onq/
Vh ohfh oq#ch ceh aze e~e ba gzhi/
A 4 gazaevrze vqv ba rnr # oq va tnera
wabae egeze/ Terqm caq e ewqr ~hq~h- bez Ha#eq
bacnorer/ Oq ceh avra ceza mqfzq ho fecaze/
Terqm ah- qo bqmet oaizq- ceve bho chkmnf ~h
bnqe vfeqoa oaiza- vfqmtrera fq gzqfra ~hmnzh/
Vqor fq vterez hoemr ~h zeze jzera/ Fecaze ba
rnemare a gnezra chfe- hez emerqzh avra 4fecaze
fq rethvazha/ Qhreobq#ce horz#n {h me rethva#
mha- ec zafqonvfqr#n ta cece hcjzefere ho
znf ha ba vaeze- bez bavfqmre/ Tzhwae bhofnmn ba
choa- tavra fetqm caq- rnfceh e~e fqc njh~#
oqhe ve gefe/ O#ec wzqr ve#h vtqo mqh Izefaohchf bavtza evre/ Oqcama ah o#ez rzajqh ve gha
Izefa/ Oqcama fnorae{e- fe erqofh feob am oq
wnhe ve#ch vtqoe Eornhoarra- hez aq 4wabaec
ta Eornhoarra mqoafeob egeze- ta gazaevrze- fq
nimhobe- tezgqcqzhma ~h `ehoama ah gzqcneva/
Ehfh oq avra ohfh 4nimhobe ~h oq ~rhq fqc
ezer efqc/ Hch echoravf fqc ce tzhwaec
tazhhobq#ch tezqm ~h nf hh ce tzhwaeq hoetnh/
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Gere ta feza 4wabaec azec aq h rnrqh oq
f hez aq/ Bacqmr ba rnr- feob azec fnthme h
gnezra vhoiqb- ec hofazfer ve 4vezqr ta gere
bho nimhobe/ Bez vrhfme bhorza onh- bqze h zafa-v#e ejqzhr ba me zavthzerhe cae/ Efqc ah zoh#eq
mqer rnrqm/ Fa gef aq ehfh h fhoa vqor aq>
Qe fecazah fq rethvazha a hofqhere/ Vrhq
fe bqfa horz#qo fnzhbnz/ Efnmn Izefa vre ba
xnzje fq 4 emre gacaha- ta feza aq o#ec
we{qr#n ohfhnbere/ 4 f`aece Mae / Evfqmr-
bez oq horamai fa wnzjavf/
Bafh rnr qnramh h netra ta feza Ha#ec
eq{hr rnere where- bnez fe efavrae vqor emra
imevqzh/
Bqte fa va meve onetrae h ae e rzev fe/raweiqzh ba jeqrqb h bnezca- a gnezra qnz ve hah
f`ahma/ Efqc rhq qoba Ha rhoa/ Erqofh bavf hb
qe h terzqob ho mqcae mnz/ A gefqre ee fqc
rnrbaeqoe ec rhqr#n- bho fezrno/ Ec ceh we#
{qr#n qobawe- 4mqca ba fezrno qoba rnrqm a
fegaohq- znq#hof hv nzh iemjao#ntef/ Feob
cazi ba#e mqoiqm fnzhbnezamnz- ch#ez tmefae
ve web fa avra bhofnmn ba fezrno/ Ch va vtqoa
fe vqor ho Eoimhe- bez aq oq#h fzabn Ec
zerefhr bzqcqm vtza Eoimhe/ Qoba> Feob>
Oq#ch ebqf echora- bez H#ec thazbqr/ Ve ghgnvr neza ho vaeze ho feza c#e ievhr ho fejhoe
vreob ba xnzje fq jeherqm feza hch ebqvava
fhoe> Ch#ec tqv jzerama ho kqzqm ierqmqh mqh
h H#ec zqier ve ce ekqra/ Am e vtqv; *O#ec
rhqr fa ve gef- vhz/* Ec {bznjhr te`ezama h
gezgqzhhma ba `qjmnq/ Ec vtazer fe va we vtezia
h ete cezhh we oewemh hoeqorzq/ E waohr 4
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gacaha- etnh qo jezjer ceh ho wezvre feza e
ebqoer mqfzqzhma ba ta tnbae/ Oq v#e qhrer me
choa ho rhct fa fqzere/ Qo em rzahmae jezjer
ch#e vtqv; *jae evre ~h wah bnzch*/ Ec jeqrfa ch#e ber ~h h#ec vtqv; *Oq a fqc teza ve
gha/* # *Vrhq/ Oq a ohfhnbere*- zevtqova am/
Etnh ec ebnzchr/ Feob c#ec rza{hr- cezae
aze bhgazhre/ Ceh zafa/ Fzab fe ho onetrae
efaae ec vf hcjer zqre ~h ec zerefhr bzqcqm
vtza Eoimhe/ Feve evre ba fezrno ho feza ce
tmhcj onetrae oq a Eoimhe/
Horz#n bhchoaere- feob c#ec rza{hr- ce
bqzae rnr rzqtqm/ Oq ba ci- emrga5- ba bqzaza/
Ec we{qr fe hof`aharqzhma ba me cehoh hch
azeq zn~hh ~h qcgmera/ Izefa vtqva;
# Tzavqtqo fe eh ba ieqb ve#ch vtqh fe
oq#rh echora~rh ohchf bavtza fa v#e horectmer
evaeze>
# Feob e gnvr evaeze> ec horzajer aq/# Hazh/
# Oq#ch echoravf ba hazh/
# Evaeze e waohr qo bnco ve ra webe-
vtqva ae/
# Feza bhorza ah>
Taorzq fe ~rhec fe azeq necaoh vrzehoh ho
feve/ Feob mqec f`ahma ~h qcjmec ta fnzh#
bneza- eq{aec zevara ~h imevqzh ho batezreza-
fe fhzhthrqm ba tevezh- ~h azeq ~h mqchoh me
arekqm ba ceh knv/
Rzafeob ta fnzhbnz- ec we{qr 4garhre ha#~hob bho fecaze ah/ Tqzre 4znf ha emje ~hgza#
bnoe 4 camnbha/ C#ec mhthr ba tazara-
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banezafa oq bnzaec ve ce webe- bez ae v#e
ntzhr ~h v#e qhrer ho kqz/ Oq wabae ohchf babhr
qcjza- ec ewqr aq izhke ba evre- bez garhre
o#e tNm)ohr vtza fetqm vfezhmnz- fh e mqer#n megqie/ V#e horemohr fq 4emre garhre ~h efaevre e
vtqv; *Eh we{qr 4 vregha>* # *O#ec we{qr
ohchf- bez ch v#e tezqr fe vhcr fawe/*
*Evre#h vregha*- vtqva faememre ~h eq mqer#n
hctzaqoe ho knv ta vfezh/
# Feza bhorza necaohh efa~rhe eq waohr ve
ce webe- Izefa Tnnma> ec horzajer aq/
Oq am e waohr/ F hez befe e~ gh bnzchr- e~
gh ~rhqr/ Am o#e waohr hofe/ Ae hch vtqva;
# Fzabhore cae a fe hrh ebqfh echora ba
cqmr ceh cqmra babhr tzarho{h/ Ba fa ra#eh
tqzrer e~e- feob aq ec tznchv fe wah gh
mhoh~rhre ~h za{noejhme> O#ec ve ceh hofazf ve
ra ekqr ohfhnbere/ Gzerama req e waohr ve ra
webe/
# O#ec ohfh qo gzera/# Am e vtqv fe#rh avra gzera/
Fq ieobqm- ec zevfnmhr batezrezae rzafq#
rqmqh/
# HH f ace fqcwe Zhf ezb>
# Oq ch#e vtqv fqc 55f`aece/
# 5 5 ~rhq- ec vtqv aq ~h ec vezhr bho ter/
A ehfh- ehfh- bez ec evfqov#n ba nf hh rhhh jmav#
racerh- e~e fqc evfqob Nmhfa/ Bez qoba#h>
Qoba ec evfqov#n> Ho remte teorngmmnz> Vqj
vemrae> Ta bqmet> Ho jq{qoezqm znf hah ze~hh>
Qoba- qoba#h vfzhvnezae> Aze4vfzhvneza vfqzre-
taorzq fe ch#ec echorhr fe mqh Zhf`ezb oq#h
tmef vfzhvnzhma mqoih/ Bzeie Zhf ezb- ra zei
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he#ce bho mnfqm evre qoba cnz- taorzq fe a
e~e ba gzhi ~h ba horqoazhf/
Bnecoe Tnnma vtqva;
# O#eza znvr ve ra ceh gzeceorh h ve cehfeqrhn E tHafer ~h oq we ceh waoh # ohfh aq
o#e~ gefa#n ho mnfqm mqh/
Ec vtqv;
# Oq tnr ve#ch ebqf echora fa v#e ho#
rectmer/ Oq tnr/# Feob e horzer- vtqva Izefa Tnnma- oq
ra#e zafqonvfqr/
# Wzah ve etzho{h gnfqm- h#ec vtqv- ch#a
gnezra gzhi/
# Bncoqm efavre e etezqr ta oae~ratrera
~h e hovhvrer ve ra webe ~h evre#h cqmrqchzae ta
feza e tzhchr#n/ Ra#eh zata{hr me am fq qo fqrhr
~h- feob e zaq~hr ve rh#m he- m#eh cq~fer ba jzer/
O#eh ve#m ceh wa{h ohfhnbere/ Vh etnh- ba qoba
eh mqer fqrhrqm> Ma#ec vtqv fe m#eh gqzer ba me
choa- bez aq vqor cqmr tzae tzqbaore/ Vqor aqnjh~oqhre fq fah ba gamqm req/ O#eh mqer rq ohfh
qo fqrhr ba me choa/ Rzajqha ve#m gh fqctezer ho
{hqe ho feza ra#ec vfnv me tmhzojeza/ Aq h#ec
vtqv bnecoah Agg fe rzajqha ve ghh vfneve/
# Feob oa#ec bqv ho Eoimhe- ec vtqv/
# Tznevrn- {hva ae- evre#h Eoimhe/
# Oq fzab- ec vtqv- ~h o#ec v#n fzab
ohfhnbere/
(Ho bqte#eche{e efaae- oa#ec bqv ho Eo#
imhe/ Aze hezje- ete wazba ba fqmnezae cevmh#
oqmqh ~h fntefh hoemrh- nimhobhobq#va ho ete/*Evre*- c#ec ieobhr- *a Eoimhe/* Befe e~
tqrae gh ehfh- e~gh bho onq veoerneve- ~h mezce
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bho fetqm caq ez cfare/ *Ceh meve#ce ve vreq
tq~ho*- ec vtqv- h ae v#e ea{er vqj qo
fntef h e ebnzchr/ Tq~ho ceh cfnmn aze 4
fezq~e fq qo fem# hm ceoe 4 gacaha/ Ae zhmm#eweobqr fq~hrqm/ H#ec ber cabemhnoqm ba me ier
taorzq am/
Izefa Tnnma {hva;
# Bafh oq#rh ebqfh echora fe eh vezhr fq
fq~hrqmme bncoqm efame> Ec vtqv fe wah gh fq#
chora/ *Rzajqha ve wnzjavf fq ae*- e vtqv am/
N - e gnvr am ewazrh{er- bez o#e wzqr ve evfqmra/
Azec ho fecaze- bez o#ec eq{hr rnrqm- ho
egeze ba *aq oq tnr horazwaoh maiem crza rhoa
h vnrqm req*/ Feob e vtqv *maiem*- erqofh eh
vezhr me am- h feob rh#e vcqmv fqrhrqm bho ceoe-)m#eh cq)fer/ Wzah ve vtqh fe oq#~h echorarh
ohchf bho rnera evrae>
Hch echoravf efqc fe am oq c#e zafqonv#
fqr/ M#ec we{qr fe ce tzhwae h nf hh h va
tmhcjeq bhorz#qo fnmr ho emrqm- geze ve ie#
vaevfe faae fa va eratreq/ Ce tzhwae h hch
wnzjae fe qoqh vrzeho/ Fa gefh feob rh va
crectme ee fawe> Ba fa ze{h ba choa>
# Ch#eh evfqov h znf he znha> Befe e gh
ewqr#n ta choa- c#ez gh zafqonvfqr/
# Ohcaoh oq rh#e evfqov znf he- vtqvaae/ A efnmn- ho bqmet/
Ce tzhwh h#ch vtqva;
# Oq fzab fe rhh ba fere wzaca arh ehfh-
vezceoe ba rhoa/
# Bhctnrzhwe- h#ec vtqv- oqceh aq rhq
ba feob vqor ehfh/ O4Oh h {hma- {hma h oNOh-
vqra- emqoafeobq#ch tzhorza baiara/ Bez evre
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oq fnorae{e/ Rhctqm oq eza cFm 4 onhce/
Fawe hove fa tnrh erhoia h rhoa- fe ta znf he
znha- evre eza onhce/ Qoba#h>
Ezere fq fetqm vtza bqmet h fnmrqzhma iqzhh
h va meveze ho knv/ Ba hobere fa#ec zevqfhr
f`ahe- ec whh{qr#n- ba fqmnezae gnfqmqh ~h#e
ecqziqmqh/ Fe gmnzhma whq fnmnzera/
# Beae ra hocnzceorae{e vqj qo fntef
fq gmnzh whq fnmnzera- h#ec vtqv- vqgmarqm rh vaqzae vqv ho gmnzh/ Nzhfhoa h#ez bnzh evre/
Ae bebq bho fet- bez oq va chae h ohfh oq
ce erhova/ Tezgqcqm znf hah me hofatqr vmej-
va horaovhghae/ Chznv ba warhwaz- gzeoihteoh-
vfnzrhneze- tzeg h f hrze ho gmneza/ Chznvqm
vnezamqh h chznvqm tmnhh /
/// Tqzrec 4znf ha ba fqmnezae evre feob
Veobh e waohr ve ce webe taorzq qmrhce bere/
# Wzah ve whh fq choa> e horzajer/
# Oq- ec vtqv- oq tnr/# Bafh evre#h ba zecev#jqo>
# Be- evre#h ba zecev#jqo/
# Bez oq ra tnr meve ve tmafh e~e- e vtqv
am- arh oagazhfhre/
# Thaz{h rhctqm- h#ec vtqv- h ceh ewac
erer ba tqrho/
Veobh waoae bavanzh feob jezjerqm efame
aze tmafer- hez aq 55horhhmoaec feob cazia ec
me tmhcjeza fq rzevqze/ Ta erqofh tqraec ve
hav me tmhcjeza/ Vazwhrnzhh rheq- bez ohfh qoqm
oq ce vtqo ae/Oq ceh ewaec cqmr rhct- e~e fe oa#ec
vezqrer ho fecaze efaae recthre/ Aweoreha
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bavge~qzera hctnbnjaeq fecaze/ Oa#ec ceh
vezqrer onh ba cqmra nzh- bez oq e~e/ Efame e
gnvr vezqrqm wharhh ~h em cnzrhh- ~h oqceh bqte
cqmre wzaca horamaih fa hovaecoe vhhzqrqm
wharhh ~h em cnzrhh/ Wetnzqm emj e ~qhazer ba
rzah nzh- 4bere wavam- 4bere e f`azo eza ~h4
bere e bcev#jqo/
Ec mqer znf he zn~ma bho bqmet ~m zom#ectqv#n ho gere/
# Ebr fe 4gacaha oavreteohre ~h bavgze#
oere> ec horzajer aq/ E~e ch#e vtqv jhhzjerqm
efame/ Egmeva b Veobh waoae ho feve ~h b aq
cazia ec ve#m web/ O#ec ~rhqr ohfhnbere fhoa
c#e vtqv/ *Ghhfe bavgzeoere e qoah cezoa
bavgzeoera*- ch#e {hv am/
# N - tqoa#n me mnf- {hva Izefa Tnnma-
`eh ve ceoeofh/ Qhra- he#rh fetnrqm faoq~hq ///
Ba fa oq#rh beq fawe ceh jqo a tavra tqrazae
cae ba horamaiaza/ Vqor bavrqm ba jnierh/Bez aq rhoa ec vrzeov znf he ho ceoe-
horzajeobq#ce beb gefqvab ~h aam ceh cez#
~ew mqfzq/ Beb vf hcjevab znf he bob aq
oq#h we{qvac/ Beb eq vf hcjer#n- ~h evre
oq aze znf he cae # bez ba qoba tezgqcqm>
# @eh- oq vre efnmn bhhzbehob ba ci- vtqva
ae- bavrqm ba jmeob taorzq ga5qm ah ba e 5/
Ec mever znf he ve febe ~h ch#ec tmhcjer
tzhwhzae ba me gna me znf ha ~h ba me znf ha me
gna/
Ch#ec tqv fetnrqm faoq~hq ta qcazh- bez
h#ec vtqv b oq zoh#a gneca- h ae c#e njmhier
ve ceoeof- ee fqc gefae qoanzh/
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# A tnera ceh jhoa b oq#rh echorurh ba
vaeze rzafqre- vtqva ae/ Bncoqm e ma~hoer- ~h
fa ceh iemeiha e gnvr ehfh/ Veoia tavra rnr
mnfqm- hez aq howhoqhre b ra#ec mever ve vezh me
am/ Vh vreteoqm a e~ratrer ve vnvaevb ho ferawe
{hma/ O#ec ve ceh hofazf ohfhnbere ve ra ekqr/
A~rh tzae oajqoe fe ve ghh ekqrere/
Ec vtqv;
# Beb e~ gh tqzrer znf he zn~ha- Zhf`ezb
c#ez gh zafqonvfqr/
# Znf he re zn~ha- {hva ae ~h zeva/
Bez aq ec tzhwhr znf he ba ta tnbae ~h ch
v#e thhrqr fe qo gnf ez gh fqtzhov rnere fecaze/
Aze ghqcnv- ~hch#e echorhr ba fawe fa rzajqhave gef/ Hch wnh ebqfa echora- c#ec ieobhr/
Efqc hch wnh ebqfa echora fer ba fqzeob/
Erqofh e gnvr e rzahe neze feob ch#ec whver
whvqm teoe me feter/
Efqc ~rhq fe vfezhma bqf me fecaze efaevre
ho feza vreq fqmfere tzhwhob#n ta gacahe feza
bnezca fq fetqm ta jzera- ho whv- e~rftr teoe
ae hofata ve vgnzeha- etnh ce vfnm- heq f ahma-
bavfqh- ~h hav fq mqceoezae ho ceoe/ Ba bere
evre- rnrqm cazvava cqmr ceh q~nz fe emrebere-
~h qcjmec ba tezb e~ gh ewqr ezhth/
Rnrh fah feza vreraeq ho feve tmafevaze-
taorzq b q~hma bnzchrneza5nz azeq hof hva-
bez cha ch va tezae fe fhoawe ce qzcezura-
ce gqieza~ra- ze{eob/ Ce ceh qhrec ho bzaet#re veq vreoie- bez oq c#ec qhrer ba54f hoetnh-
taorzq fe oq wnhec ve web vreghe efaae ba
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Ec fnjnzer vbhzhma/ C#ec ewaorqzer cqmr ceh
batezra fe c emra berh/ Fhoawe wnzjae crz#qoe
bho fecaza/ Ec rzafqr tzho gere q~hh cfar-
geze {incnr/
Ho Vmezhr- ec ekqov ~h ho `nm- qoba ezbae
n mecte- hch ebqf echora ba evre bho {hqe c
feza ec waohr/ 4 mecte- vfezhma horqoafneva
~h wemqm ba ta gere cae/ Ah fzab fe oq ~rhq-
bez aq hch echoravf tazgafr- c bzaetre aze 4
q~e/ Ec bavf hv#n ~hec horzer ho cfetaza/ Aze
n fecaze ceza- fq qo fnwnz zn~q ~h bzetazhh
zn~hh/ Zavrqm aze fnctmar emj/ C#ec e~a{er ta
n feoetae ve tzhwavf fecaze ~h ch v#e tezqr
rzhvre- zafa ~h ineme- fe 4jhvazhfe geze emrez/Ec wzqr v#n web ceh jhoa- e~e fe ec etzhov
rnera mqcgcezhma- ~h azeq cqmra/ Ma#ec etzhov
fq izhke ba me mqceoezae cae- bez o#ec zaq~hr
ve ekqoi me feobamejzq/ Etnh ec tzhwhr c kqz
ve web emrezqm- taorzq fe- fq ererae mqceoezh
~h erere zn~q- fecaze hch echorae ba 4jhva#
zhfe/ Etnh ec eq{hr rhfehrqm qoqh faev ba eqz/
Eqzqm avra hbnmqm mnz/
Etnh- bhorz#nberhh- c#ec vhcrhr fqctmhr
ba oaonznfhrhh c fecaze efaae- ba~h feoe#
taeqe aze cnema ~hce fqgqobec cae/ Ch v#e
tezqr fe wnh ebnzch/ Etnh ch#ec hof htqhr
fe eqb te~h ~h c#ec ieobhr fa wnz vtqoa- fa
wnz gefa befe ce wnz ievh ehfh> Ch#ec fq#
tzhov hof`aharqze cehohh bzatra fq ceoe
vreoie ~h ec e~ratrer/ Bez oq v#e horectmerohchf/ Bqte efaae- ec gnvr gnezra njnvhre/
Gnezra njnvhre/ Ec wzqr ve hav bho fecaze bez
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mqceoezae cae ezvava rnebh h ec mqer qoe
bhorza fama bho fecaze/ Banbere- c#ec egmer
ho fecaze cerqhh Fnze/ Ec we{qr mqchoe
vnezamqh terzqo{eob ta gazaevrze- qcjzamagzqo{amnz ta tnbae- bez ec we{qr h mqceoe#
zhma ba faeze- h Ha#ec qzer/ Ee fe Ha#ec zev#
rqcer ta rnera/ Fama ceh cqmra v#eq vrhov- bez
qoe e tzhov tazbaeqe vqjrhza ba bqte bzetazhh/
Ec zev feob ec we{qr fqmnezae tmefqre horho#{eobq#va erer ba zataba- bez o#ec zecev v#n
tzhwavf/ Ec hahr bho onq ho `nm fq mqceoe#
zae ho ceoe/ Erqofh ec we{qr#n # vreghe/ 4
gacaha fq tezqm zawezveobq#va ho wemqzh/ Aze
hofebzere horz#n zece eqzhre- bez aq rhecba
ae/ Ec vfeter mqceoezae bho ceoe h v#e
etzhov cezihoa e garah ba ceve h ec we{qr gme#
fYa h{jqfohob- ho rhzot fa gqiaec veq tnera
tmqraec nzh {jqzec- ec vrzhier- ekqre#ce
F zhvrnt hoa- ekqre#ce h- qhreobq#ce hoetnh-
ec we{qr bgqvavac ekqrere/ Qo tazara ba
gnf ce tznrake bez aze tza e ghazjhora- ce
ezbae h c#ec hobatezrer ba am/
Ta 4ceve azeq ceh cqmra mqceoezh- ec
mqer qoe h ec qzfer ho gqie tzhcqm zeob ba
vfezh- etnh em bnhmae/ Me temhazqm em bnhmae ecezqofer mqceoezae- bez o#ec vrer ve web fa
va morectme/
Ec emazier vqv- ta qmrhzoqm zeob ba rzatra-
h ba#e mqoiqm fnzhbnzqmqh/ Ec rzafqr ta meoie
fecaze ho feza c#eq ebqv hazh veq ememrehazh-oq#ch echoravf/ Tnera ve gh gnvr f hez ceh
bacqmr- banezafa ch va tezae fe rhec feve
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Izefa Tnnma abae me ceve- bez h ae eq{hva
rhterqm taorzq fe e vtqv;
# Evre fa#e gnvr>
V#e zhbhfer- e waohr teoe me ter h v#e qhrerme choa/ Vreraec oachfere fq zavthzerhe
zaiqmere h nf hh hof hh/
# Tavacoa fe ec whver- vtqva ae/
Etnh v#e hornzv h v#e fqmfer ho ter- oq me
ceve/ Ec eratrer cqmr teoe ec eq{hr#n vgn#
zehob- etnh c#ec vfqmer- ec mqer f`ahma h
ec bavfqher qe/ Azec egeze fq mqceoezae ho
ceoe/ Efqc ho vgeuhr rhq ba fa ec gnvr
ebqve ehfh h fa ec ba Hefqr/ Qobawe rzajqha
ve gh gnvr fqzaor taorzq fe gmefeze e temtehr h
ec fza{qr fe mqceoezae va we vrhoia/ Ec gaorgmefeze fq ceoe h e fzavfqr me mnf- mqchoeo#
bq#ch bzqcqm ba#e mqoiqm fnzhbnzqmqh
horqoafer/
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Fqweor#oehora ///// - ////
Tezrae hobhh //
Tezra e e bnqe
Tezrae e rzahe /
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