How I tried to self medicate my depression by doing sports

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08/03/2014 eurucamp, Berlin How I tried to self medicate my depression by doing sports

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Living a developers life makes you more susceptible to mental illnesses like depression. However, these things have always been stigmatised and therefore are a tricky thing to talk about. That is because people naturally assume the worst. Depression e.g. can get pretty serious, leading to a disconnect with the world and finally ending with a person taking his/her own life. In my talk, I'll explain the hows and whys of depression based on what I’ve experienced first hand. You will hear about how I slowly recognized that something might be wrong with my life. I’ll show you the unusual way I tried to self medicate my symptoms instead of reaching out to family or friends. You will also hear a few strategies that have helped me dealing with my depression.

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08/03/2014

eurucamp, Berlin

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André CedikRuby developer

Hamburg !

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How i got here

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Year of firsts

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after the marathonsore but happy

(kind of)

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mood changer

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What depression feels like

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splitshire.com

is it really this bad?

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first contact

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telling family & friends

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Date Activity before after

04/04/2014 Rails girls: installparty 4 5

04/05/2014 Rails girls: workshop 5 8

04/06/2014 bike ride 5 7

04/07/2014 running 5 6

04/19/2014 Last long run before the marathon 5 8

04/23/2014first training session of the

triabolos rookie program 20146 8 (6)

05/08/2014 Educational Reading (with flu symptoms) 4 5

05/09/2014 Reading for fun 3 4

05/10/2014 visiting my parents 3 4

05/11/2014 listening to music 3 3

05/13/2014 Educational Reading & listening to music 3 5

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Why are we prone for depression and how to fight it

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impostor syndrome

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“70% of all people feel like fakes at one time or another,

but it's most common in successful women and people of color”

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masking symptoms is easy

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insomnia

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can’t fall asleep

not getting enough sleep

getting (even more) depressed

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Ways to fight back

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diet & sleep

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excercise

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meet new people

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try new stuff

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@andrecedik !

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