Harmony Magazine (2011)

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‑Vme expairhtkin ic tme mubhn experken`e kn kts entkr ety -- hnf tmriudm haa hvhkahoae befkubs -- ks tme diha ic tme befk`ha mubhnktkes pridrhb.‒

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Mhrbiny h mubhnktkes bhdhzkne



Biinakdmt ?

Sk`jy Ptribee



‑Vme expairhtkin ic tme mubhn experken`e kn kts entkrety ‐ hnf tmriudm haa hvhkahoae befkubs ‐ ks tme diha ic tme befk`ha mubhnktkes pr idrhb.‒

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\_ID_HB KN BEFK@HA MUBHNKVKEP H MUBHNKVKEP BHDHWKNE 8


Cir bire kncirbhtkin, paehse vkskt tme \ridrhb kn Befk`ha Mubhnktkes weoskteht mttp7//mubhnktkes.befk`kne.hrkzinh.efu @ibpaete dukfeaknes cir suos`rkptkins,

finhtkins, hnf suobksskins bhy oe ciunf kn tme oh`j ic tmks giurnha.

Mhrbiny ks h puoak`htkin ic tme

Hrkzinh Mehatm P`kenès @enterhnf ks spinsiref oy

Vme Unkverskty ic Hrkzinh

@iaaede ic Befk`kne

Befk`ha Mubhnktkes \ridrhb

hnf tme

Jennetm Mkaa Bebirkha Ciunfhtkin

hs h dkct cir tme ìbbunkty.

Haa wirjs kn Mhrbiny,

oitm vksuha hnf akterhry,

hre tme exàuskve priperty

ic tme hrtkst ir hutmir

hnf hre puoaksmef

wktm mer/mks perbksskin.

Hutmirs rethkn tmekr ìpyrkdmt

cir haa puoaksmef bhterkhas.

Hny use ir reprifu`tkin ic

tmese wirjs requkres tme

wrktten ìnsent ic tme hutmir.

Skews expressef hre siaeay tme

ipknkins ic tme knfkvkfuha hutmirs hnf

hre nit representhtkve ic tme efktirs,

hfvksiry oihrf, ir HMP@.

Fkre`tir

_in Drhnt, BF, BCH

Efktir-kn-@mkec

Gehnne Ceuerstekn

Sksuha Hrts Efktirs

Hhrin \utt

Mha Ptrk`m, B\M

Jevkn _kaey, BF

@ipy Efktirs

Hnne @iaebhn

Hnnh Bhrke Aipez, BF

Ptepmhnke \ehrbhkn

Nkjiahs _ioknh

Efwkn Tind B`Jknstry

Drhpmk` Feskdner

_ibh Jreos, HMP@ Oki@ibbunk`htkins

Ppe`kha Vmhnjs

Pteven Diafs`mbkf, BF

Vme Mkaa Chbkay

V. \mkakp Bhahn, Gr., \mF, BF

Meaae Bhtmkhsen, @hnf.bhd, \mF

Jennetm G. _yhn, BF

Nhn`y Jicc, \mF

_eoe``h \hrhfh

Knti tme Oaue

Sk`jy Ptribee

In tme crint ìver7

_ehakty

Mhyaee P`mkhvi

In tme oh`j ìver7



? H MUBHNKVKEP BHDHWKNE \_ID_HB KN BEFK@HA MUBHNKVKEP

Tea ibe Fkre`tir

Teaìbe ti tmksyehr‛s ‑new hnfkbprivef‒ efktkinic Mhrbiny, tmeUnkverskty icHrkzinh‛s, @iaaedeic Befk`kne‛s cirhyknti tme wirafic hrt, wrktknd,hnf mubhnktkes.Mhvknd oeensuoge`t ti tmefepresskin hnfhnder tmht ìbes

wktm reèkvknd rege`tkin aetters, K `hn teaayiu tmht tmks yehr‛s efktirkha thsj ic fenyknddiif hnf tmiudmtcua wirj resuatef kn h drehthbiunt ic persinha knternha fkstress. Cir tmeckrst tkbe sknè by tenure hs tme Fkre`tiric tme Befk`ha Mubhnktkes pridrhb oedhntmree yehrs hdi, K mhf ti bhje mhrf `mikès knfe`kfknd wmi hnf wmht ti prknt. Kt‛s èrthknayni cun ti teaa sibeine tmht tmekr suobksskinwhsn‛t qukte diif eniudm cir tmks yehr‛s

bhdhzkne ‐ aess cun wmen yiu jniw sibe ictme chès oemknf tmht wirj.

Tmht tmks uatkbhteay behns, miwever, ks

h frhbhtk` kn`rehse kn nit gust nuboer icsuobksskins, out quhakty ic ìntent. Vmks ksdiif news, hnf nit gust cir be hnf tme sthteic tme puoak`htkin, out cir haa iur ìntrkoutirshnf rehfers. K bust hfbkt tmht K fi ceea oetterjniwknd tmht wktm bire rege`tkins ìbesprestkde hnf oy ecce`t bire rehfersmkp. Vmeenf resuat, h bhdhzkne we `hn haa oe priuf ic.

Vmhnj yiu cir yiur suobksskins hnf yiurìntknuef ìntrkoutkins ti tme ckeaf ic befk`hamubhnktkes. Hs we hre aehrnknd, tme ‑hrt‒ ic

prh`tk`knd befk`kne ks bire tmhn bhjkndh fkhdnisks in hn kaa phtkent ir rebivkndfksehsef tkssue wktm h s`hapea. Kt ks hoiuttrehtknd tme phtkent (hnf tme persin wmitrehts tme phtkent!) hs h mubhn oeknd wktmfkstkn`t mubhn neefs.

\aehse engiy tmks yehr‛s exèptkinhabhdhzkne.

Efktir

Mhrbiny serves bhny purpises. Kt bhy oe tme pribpt

requkref ti oedkn tme `rehtkve prièss, ir tme knèntkve ti

gust thje h step oh`j crib yiur `riwfef fhys hnf knmhokt h

fkccerent sphè. K suddest tmht Mhrbiny serves ti unkte.

Kn tme mispktha peipae cun`tkin kn fkstkn`t riaes ‐ tme nurse,

tme phtkent, tme `hceterkh `hsmker, hnf si in ‐ hnf we `hn aise

iurseaves ti tmese knstktutkinha pisktkins. Vmks nhrriwef vkew

ks h ìbbin struddae. Out, tmriudm wrktknd hnf rehfknd hnf

tmknjknd hoiut tme sènes, hnf stirkes tmht knmhokt iur akves,

we `hn bive oeyinf tmese pres`rkoef riaes hnf kn fiknd si

oeìbe oetter ht iur gios. Te `hn oeìbe oetter phtkents,

oetter hfbknkstrhtirs, oetter stufents, hnf bist kbpirthntay

oetter peipae.

Ahte ahst yehr K shw h phtkent kn tme Eberden`y Fephrtbentwktm @mrink` Iostru`tkve \uabinhry Fksehse. Te thajef

hoiut mer chbkay. Hoiut mer skoaknds, tme twkn sksters wmi

mhf fkef furknd `mkafokrtm, hoiut tme oiht mer bitmer mhf

thjen haind tme Bkssksskppk _kver. Mer stirkes were h reakec

crib tme binitiny ic s`miia hnf stufy. K fe`kfef ti wrkte

hoiut tme phtkent, hnf kn fiknd si, tmiudmt hoiut mer stirkes7

hoiut mer chbkay hnf mer fksehse prièss, mer succerknd hnf

perseverhnè, mer persinhakty hnf ahudm. K aet tme wmiae

experkenè stew cir fhys, hnf tmen write h pieb.

Bire tmhn hnytmknd K mhf fine prevkius kn befk`ha s`miia,

wrktknd tmht pieb meapef be smef by riae, bhjknd be ceeabire akje h mubhn oeknd tmhn h befk`ha stufent. \ermhps kt

seebs h stret`m, out K tmknj tmht Mhrbiny mhs tmks hokakty, oitm

cir tme peipae wmi ìntrkoute hnf cir tme peipae wmi rehf kt.

Mipecuaay yiu wkaa mhve tkbe ti ìbe oh`j ti tmks kssue hdhkn

hnf hdhkn, fksìverknd new stirkes, smeffknd h okt ic tme riae

yiu ìbe ti cknf yiurseac kn‖inè kn h wmkae dakbpsknd knti

tme stirkes ic itmer peipae‛s akves.

_in Drhnt, BF, BCH rdrhntLebhka.hrkzinh.efu

Gehnne Ceuerstekn gceuerstLdbhka.ìb




Bhtmkhsen \rise Hwhrf Tknners

Jennetm _yhn Sksuha Hrts Hwhrf Tknners

Hcter h chase sthrt ht h `hreer kn h`hfebk`sBhrdi Ohrnes aect \urfue Unkverskty‛s

drhfuhte s`miia hnf went ti wirj hs efktir kn

`mkec ic h sbhaa newsphper, inay ti oe re`ruktef

hwhy h yehr ahter knti h ?<-yehr ìrpirhte `hreer

tmht ùabknhtef hs senkir vkè preskfent ic Ohyer @irpirhtkin. Kn ?<<8 sme aect Ohyer hnf

bivef ti Vu`sin ti pursue h aind-meaf frehb ic `rehtknd h ninprickt hnkbha weachre

hden`y ‐ HTHPH ‐ Hnkbha Teachre Haakhnè ic Piutmern Hrkzinh, wmk`m whs ciunfef kn

?<<? hnf wmere sme servef hs `mhkrbhn ic kts oihrf cir severha yehrs. ‑By Chtmer‛s Dkct‒ ks

hn kterhtkin ic tme ckrst `mhpter ic mer bebikr @ryohoy, wmk`m ks ùrrentay kn tme mhnfs ic

h New [irj akterhry hdent. Bhrdi ks ùrrentay wirjknd in mer seìnf oiij.

By Chtmer‛s Dkct phde 65-5<

Pteve @usmbhn mhs puoaksmef twi niveas,

Mehrt Tktm Giy hnf \irtksvkaae, hs weaa hs h

smirt stiry ìaae`tkin, Crh`ture @kty. Cir tme

phst ekdmteen yehrs, Pteve mhs wirjef hs hn

]-_hy Ve`mniaidkst hnf niw urrentay wirjs ht

Bises @ine Bebirkha Mispktha kn Dreensoiri, N@. Cir bire kncirbhtkin in Pteve hnf mks

wrktknd, vkskt www.steveùsmbhn.net

Upin Thjknd cribh @HOD phde 84

Sk`jy Ptribee‛s pricesskinha `hreer oedhn hs

h psy`mitmerhpkst hnf sme ìntknues ti teh`m

hnf supervkse knternsmkp stufents tmriudm tme

Bhsters ic @iunseaknd pridrhb ht Unkverskty ic

\mienkx. Pme‛s oeen knterestef kn pmitidrhpmy haa by akce ‐ crib mer ehrakest bebirkes

ic mer fhf‛s ohsebent fhrjriib hnf tme bhdk` ic wht`mknd pk`tures eberde crib tme

`mebk`ha ohtm ti mer ckrst oriwnke `hberh ht hde 4. Pme aives expairknd tme nhturha wiraf

hnf aiijknd cir essentkha eaebents hnf tme knterpahy ic ìair, smhpe, texture, hnf phttern.

8< yehrs hdi Sk`jy smkctef mer ciùs crib hbhteur ti ckne hrt pmitidrhpmy. Pme‛s urrentay

representef oy \miti\ahè Dhaaery kn Bkffaeoury, St, hnf hrt+knterkirs kn New [irj.

www.Sk`jyPtribee\mitidrhpmy.ìb

Knti tme Oauein tme crint ìver

Dred @meeney ks h 6tm yehr befk`ha stufent httme Unkverskty ic Hrkzinh @iaaede ic Befk`kne.

Me httenfef tme Unkverskty ic Hrkzinh hs

hn unferdrhfuhte wmere me bhgiref kn

Oki`mebkstry hnf Biaeùahr hnf @eaauahr

Okiaidy. Me tiij h yehr icc hcter mks seìnf yehr ic befk`ha s`miia ti pursue àknk`ha

resehr`m ht tme Unkverskty ic Kiwh wmere me tiij ‑Oriijayn \hrj.‒ Tmkae kn Kiwh @kty me

ùt tmriudm tmks cirest phrj everyfhy in mks why ti wirj. Vme pk`ture whs thjen furknd

tme ckrst wknter wmkte iut ic tme ?<<;-?<8< sehsin.

Oriijayn \hrj phde ?5



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Fe`ahrhtkin ic tme Hostruse

Jhrren Peeay




Fe`ahrhtkin ic tme Hostruse

Jhrren Peeay




Ahkah Mhahoy

K wkaa whaj wktm yiu hwmkae

‖ cir Miwe

K wkaa whaj wktm yiu

hwmkae

thaj wktm yiu

h bkae

ir twi

ir twenty

fepenfknd in tme wehtmer

hnf tme ìnvershtkin

tmks rihf ks fesert

nit fesertef

yesterfhy‛s creewhys

hre oemknf be

K tissef by auddhde

iut

wht`mef kt oiunè

fiwn

ebohnjbents

ìntents caund

h`riss smhrp drhsses

frkvers kn ekdmteen wmeeaers

mustaers

aivers

akhrs

shw

by feorks

sprehf iut haind tme smiuafers

s`htteref untkfkay

whktknd in h curaiudmef prksiner

ti ìbe haind hnf stucc kt haa

knti hn irhnde pahstk` ohd

tmks rihf rkdmt mere

rkdmt niw

ks quket

hnf iosùre

weaìbes

h whajknd giurney

yiur vikè

ìvers be nkèay

akje h drhnfbh‛s smhwa

in h ìia sprknd nkdmt

stkaa cuaa ic mipe

tme oehuty ic tifhy

K `hn cknhaay see

ks tmht

thaj wktm

whaj wktm

next ti wktm

mhnfs orusmknd

kntkbhte

eyes snhddknd

fkddknd feep

fiesn‛t behn

kt mhs ti di fiwn

tmht rihf

bhyoe kt‛s oetter

tmhn haa tmht

bhyoe kt gust ks

h àiuf ic sweet akttae `mkafren

run oemknf us

nit tryknd ti `ht`m up

gust mhppy kn eh`m itmer

K wkaa whaj wktm yiu

hwmkae




Fhaahs P`miiaoiij Fepisktiry

Pjkp Jrkedea



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Hutubn in tme Jenhk

Gimn Burpmy



\_ID_HB KN BEFK@HA MUBHNKVKEP H MUBHNKVKEP BHDHWKNE ;

Nk`miae Dicc

By Puncaiwer Mehrt

by suncaiwer mehrt

oaissibknd puases

‖fkahtknd‖

oaiif-niurksmef oaiib

yiur ch`e ks hawhys

cknfknd kts be``hs

aiijknd tiwhrf Mibe

strind-stebbef…

tme `iaubn

ic by spkne

yiu unciaf saiway

hnf K tenf ti yiu

k tu`j by cknders knti

yiur oaiifkef sika

hnf ceea Aive

Ghnet Haessk

Ohf Hrtkst

Oaiif frhw, tmkrf vekn oaiwn,

Oruksknd sprehfknd phkn. Gust h

Akttae prk`j yiu shkf.



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Gehnne Ceuerstekn

Oeskfe Etmea

Bibbh tiij mer fiwn tme Imki _kver.

Vwenty-ciur ic tmise jkfs

Ciur fehf

Vwkns furknd ahoir ourkef wktm tmekr bibbh

Iut kn tme yhrf.

Pternub ti mer `mkn

@iuafn‛t even mehr mer mehrt

Out kt whs cuaa hnf oh`jknd up

@reepknd in mer ne`j

Gust akje mer fhffy.

Nit shf K tmknj

Aehnknd iver

Unfer mer bhn‛s drhkny eyes.

Mer teetm in h skfe thoae, tuoes kn mer nise,

Orukses in mer hrbs hnf aeds hnf stibh`m.

K press by cknders ti mer smkn

Hnf sme sbkaes.

Pme ks h chrb dkra.

H munter, h cksmer,

H okoae, hn iaf stiry.

By kbprknt sthys

In mer aed

Untka hcter

K mhve aect

Vme riib.




Pk \mh Fin

Eaksh _idiwktz



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Ghn Fedhn

Hn Hbokvhaent Aedh`y

Vme pmine rhnd si knnièntay ‐ akje bist evenknds ‐ kn tme frhbh ic hcter-wirj hnf tryknd ti

det fknner rehfy. K drhooef kt, tmknjknd ic tme bkaakin tmknds K mhf ti fi oy oeftkbe. K mhf gust

hrrkvef mibe, hnf by 0 akttae `mkafren were haa àhbirknd cir httentkin. By musohnf whs mibe ‐

iut ic ehrsmit - sibewmere ease kn iur miuse.

Mer vikè skbpay shkf ‐ hatmiudm K ohaj ht rebeboerknd even niw ‐ ‑Fhf‛s dine, me mund

mkbseac kn tme ohsebent.‒ Caht, tmen skaenè. By wiraf spkns fiwn ti mehf hnf mehrt. K try ti

tmknj ‐ ti dhkn ìntria oy smkctknd fiwn. Out by kbbefkhte tmiudmt ks ic tme krreverskokakty ic

wmht sme‛s gust shkf. ‑Me‛s dine‒ ‐ nit sk`j, nit en riute ti tme mispktha, out dine ‐ fehf, kn ch`t.

Me‛s niw phst-tense. Me whs by Chtmer, out me ks ni bire. Kn h bkaakseìnf, K hosiroef tmht.

Unreha. K `haa ;88, hnf haa tme hwcua events oedkn. Akje h frehb. K whaj hnf thaj hnf reh`t. Te

ìnsiae eh`m itmer hnf iur Bitmer. Pme h`ts hs tmiudm sme‛s fine tmks oecire, out we jniw.

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Pi bhny trkdders cir bebirkes ‐ diif ines hnf ohf ines. Inè furknd tme bivke ‑Oahzknd

Phffaes‒, tmere ks suffenay h ìbbin Testern sène ic h ìwoiy wktm h niise hriunf mks ne`j,skttknd in h mirse, whktknd cir tme mirse ti oe jk`jef iut crib unfer mkb. Vme ìwoiy whs cunny,

hnf tme hufkenè whs ahudmknd. K ìveref by eyes ht tme ckrst dakbpse hnf sht unbivknd hnf

whntknd ti vibkt. Vme pmine `haa ìbes ti bknf, hnf tmen K oai`j kt crib by bknf ti jeep crib

cayknd hphrt. Pi bhny tkbes, trkdders wiuaf sthrt tme trhkn, hnf kn tme enf K‛f oai`j kt, swhaaiw kt,

hnf aehve kt feep fiwn knskfe ic be.

Me aect us oe`huse tmks jknf hnf dentae bhn‛s orhkn whs rkffaef wktm `hnèr, sprehf crib mks

`kdhrette-wehry aunds. Mhvknd sbijef h akcetkbe wmkae ht mks newsphper gio, mks aunds dhve up,

out nit oecire sprehfknd fksehse tmriudmiut mks oify. Me whs kn phkn, hatmiudm hawhys fenyknd

tmht, hnf wiuaf never whnt hnyine ti mhve ti `hre cir mkb. Me whs tme dkver, nit ever h thjer,

nit ever h oitmer ti hnyine. Verbknha kaaness enfs kn febhnfknd bu`m crib tmise wmi aive yiu,

hnf cknhaay enfs kn fehtm. Mks diif kntentkins ti sphre us enfef kn h aedh`y we‛aa never es`hpe.

Tmen h oritmer-kn-ahw tmrehtenef suk`kfe yehrs ahter, me dhve be tme whrnknd besshde.

Vme ourfen whs bkne ti reh`t, prite`t, hnf kntervene. K ìunseaef mkb wktm su`m shfness ic

bebiry ‐ wksmknd by Chtmer mhf `haaef sibeine, mhf hsjef cir ìunsea hnf bhyoe feahyef

mks iwn fehtm. By phnk` tmht fhy `husef hn iutpiurknd ti tmise hriunf be ic by iwn stiry ic

suk`kfe, tme aedh`y tmht akves wktmkn be. Vme very h`t ic teaaknd oe`hbe by phtm ti shavhtkin hnf

pehè. Inè chèf, K ìuaf di cirwhrf, stip tme oai`jknd, tme phnk` ic oeknd iverwmeabef oy

bebirkes.

Vme unexpe`tef oaessknd crib by Chtmer‛s fehtm eventuhaay oe`hbe by dkct ti itmers. K akvef tme

aiss ic by aivef ine fyknd oy mks iwn mhnf. K whs tmere, hnf K hb stkaa tmere sibetkbes. Bhny

tkbes, K‛ve wktnessef itmers chater hnf tehr up hs tmey oedkn ti rebeboer tmekr iwn aedh`kes. Vi

gust shy tme wirf, suk`kfe, `hn re`haa haa tme mehrtorehj we struddae ti oury. Pi, we oedkn ti thaj,

ti unehrtm sibe ic tme sirriw hnf phkn. Tktm tmht we `hn rebeboer, cirdkve, hnf uatkbhteay

cknf pehè.

_ehsin teaas be tmere wkaa never oe hn hnswer, h siautkin, ir h oetter enfknd. Feep wktmkn be

niw ks h driwknd h`èpthnè hnf denukne cirdkveness kn tme aedh`y K‛ve oeen dkven. Hnf K hb

oetter cir kt.




Birpmef Tmk`m Thy

Ghnet Haessk




Bhry Jnhtteruf

Fe-(d)aivef

K jnew kt wiuaf oe druesibe

wmen K aiijef up fedaivef7

h type ic hvuaskin

horuptay hnf ìbpaeteay tirn-icc sjkn

severef oaiif suppay

h akbo, h rknd cknder, h wmiae chè peeaef oh`j

hwhy crib ktseac

haa ht inè

h inè tkdmt-ckttknd daive

cir`koay rebivef, akdmtnknd-chst

fksckdurknd trhubh, kc survkvef

Out K‛ve never qukte aiijef up hdhkn

hcter oeknd fe-aivef 7

ine aess aetter

hnf tme bi`jery ic h ìnne`tknd mypmen

yet tme fecknktkin ks tme shbe

Bhry Jnhtteruf

@hthrh`ts Iut, ?<8<

Vme aind-retkref prkn`kpha, diknd unfer cir surdery

butterknd ti tme nurse hoiut mks fhudmter wirjknd cir surdeins

‑kt‛s tme `rhzkest tmknd, oy diaay,

tmey‛re haa why fiwn kn Vu`sin‒

out sme‛s skttknd mibe kn mer jkfs‛ iaf riib kn tme @ktkes

tmekr fiaas hnf stuccef hnkbhas hoive

sme whjes up ehray, tii endrissef ti thaj

nioify rkdmt tmere hnywhy

turns in, hnf ti, mer binktir,

(wmise ipenknd trkaa me mehrs crib tme duestriib oef)

hnf sthys kn tmere tkaa h quk`j orun`m, tmen supper,

diknd haa iver tme befk`ha wiraf, frknjknd kn tme bhnus`rkpts,

h chr `ry crib mks yehrs phtriaaknd mkdm s`miia mhaas

ti see mer triaaknd s`reens

si berrkay, stkaa ht mibe

enhoaknd trh`j `mhndes in Tirf

eae`trkckef hnf e-ìnne`tef




Bhry Jnhtteruf

‑Veaaknd, butknd, teaeìbbutknd‒

Vinskas Iut, 8;3<

Vme aind-hosent jknferdhrtner, ìbknd up hcter surdery

busknd ti merseac hoiut mer fhf hnf bib dreetknd tme surdein

‑kt‛s tme nehtest tmknd, by diifness,

tmey‛re oitm why fiwn phst fiwntiwn‒

out sme‛s diknd mibe ti mer fehr iaf riib kn h seìnf

mer fiaas hnf new teffy oehr hwhkt

sme whjes up ehray, tii mihrse ti thaj

nioify rkdmt tmere hnywhy

turns hwhy mer whter dahss

(wmise dentae saism sme mehrs crib mer Pt. Hnsdhr‛s oef)

hnf sthys kn tmere tkaa tme nun aehns kn hnf mksses

yiu‛re nit diknd hnywmere, yiu‛re nit frknjknd eniudm

h crhudmt `ry hs mer phrents murry fiwn tme mhaas

ti see mer riaaknd tehrs

si bkserhoay, stkaa nit mibe

unhoae ti `rihj iut h wirf

stupeckef hnf fksìnne`tef




Xuket Hcterniin in tme D.@.

Bhry Bhttmews




Pteve @usmbhn

Frehb Gio

Ahst weej h ohoy whs oriudmt

kn wktm 0; `kdhrette ourns,

eh`m ni okdder tmhn h pen`ka

erhser, haa iver mks oify.

Tmen K hsjef tme bitmer

hoiut tme ourns, sme shkf

we fi kt wmen me‛s ohf

ir win‛t stip ryknd.

Hnf kn sibe sk`j why,

sknè K‛ve seen kt si bhny tkbes

oecire, tmks fiesn‛t surprkse be

oe`huse sme aiijs exh`tay akje

haa tme itmer bitmers wmi mhve

tiaf be su`m tmknds, strund-iut

hnf nhka-oktknd nervius.

Out wmht K‛aa never unfersthnf

ks wmy sme `rkes, hnf even

seebs surprksef, wmen

we thje mer ohoy hwhy.

Pteve @usmbhn

Upin Thjknd crib h @HOD

Duy ipens mks eyes, s`hns tme riib,

trkes ti ciùs, wmkte hnf oaue àitmes,

mehrs tme vikès ic ben hnf wiben

phkf ti `hre cir mkb. Me ks tmknjknd

hoiut mks wkce Pteaah, hoiut h Vuesfhy

kn Ghnuhry, oh`j kn 46, me‛f snu`j

iut ic wirj ehray ti di cksmknd

hnf ciunf Pteaah hsaeep in tme ìu`m,

nhppknd, tmekr ohoy oiy in mer `mest

hnf mks pahns cir cksmknd sakppef hwhy

hs me sht oeskfe mer in tme caiir,

jkssef mer ciremehf, wht`mef tmeb

orehtme tidetmer, jniwknd me ìuaf

never aehve tmeb, nit tmen, nit niw.



8= H MUBHNKVKEP BHDHWKNE \_ID_HB KN BEFK@HA MUBHNKVKEP

Punset

Jyae Gensen



?< H MUBHNKVKEP BHDHWKNE \_ID_HB KN BEFK@HA MUBHNKVKEP

\eddy Dkdsthf

Crib Mere

(In tme hnnkvershry ic tme smiitknds ht tme @iaaede ic Nursknd)

Te ìbe tidetmer ti meha

ti aiisen tme ohnfshriunf iur mehrts, siahr `mhjrhs,

iur tkref bknfs

Pibe mere akvef tmriudm tme untmknjhoae

tme vkiaent quhje ceat

kn every ìrner ic every ìaaede

Vme epkènter

Ouaaet tmriudm chork`, whrb sjkn, busàe

Ouaaet tmriudm kviry mhaas, bhsinry whaas

Ouaaet tmriudm mkstiry hnf cuture

Ouaaet tmriudm persins kn iur phrhfkdb

Ouaaet tmriudm Bhsaiw‛s oittib rund

Te ìbe tidetmer ti meha tme riib

wmere ine survkvir ìntknuef ti teh`m,

whajef eh`m fhy iver tme tmkn `hrpet

ìverknd tme `rkbe sène

iver tme spit wmere sme ìbcirtef ine musohnf

hs me jneat ti jkss tme oaiif sthknef tkae

niw, fine iver kn mehrtaess mkdm te`m

tmere ks ni rebeborhnè,

ni sthknef dahss kn tmks miay pahè

unjniwn ti tmise aehrnknd tmere

untka tme hnnkvershry ic tme burfers

wmen sme pahèf ine wmkte caiwer

in tme thoae hnf tiaf us

Te ìbe tidetmer ti meha quhje survkvirs

wmi bivef tmriudm neway phkntef mhaas

retrehtef knti fkvkskins, iurses,

oaiif muts, cirts hnf cixmiaes

dhtmeref tme strendtm ti sthy

ir whaj hwhy, stkaa stunnef

hnf meap rekncirèbents unfersthnf

tme fkzzyknd hctersmi`js

Te ìbe tidetmer ti meha

ti ahy fiwn iur ìaae`tkve

phkn, smhbe, hnf cehr

hnf `hrry eh`m itmer crib mere



\_ID_HB KN BEFK@HA MUBHNKVKEP H MUBHNKVKEP BHDHWKNE ?8

Oeakeve

Eaksh _idiwktz



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Mehrt Vrhnspahnt

Wh`m Irbhn




Wh`m Irbhn

Mehrt Vrhnspahnt

H shcety akne crib hoive,

Veffy oehr oy tme oefskfe,

Tmksperef wirfs ic inckfenè,

Te haa mhve iur akceaknes.

Knvkskoae ir cahdrhnt, tmey hre `rut`mes

Aect deneriusay kn iur phtm oy chte

Pi tmht iur wiunfef oifkes

Bkdmt cknf tmekr why ti pehè.

By bitmer ks nit hcrhkf ti thje miaf ic tmeb,

Nit hny bire.

Pme drh`kiusay h`èpts tme ripe, hnf trusts

Vmht kt wkaa shve mer kc sme sakps.

Hnf sibemiw sme h`èpts tmks new mehrt, hnf trusts

Vmht kt wkaa `hrry mer cir yehrs.

Oe`huse ic tmks dkct,

Mer drhtktufe ti tme finir ks iurs ti smhre:

Mer pehè ks ciunf haind tme phtm ti mehaknd:

Mer aive ks even okdder tmhn oecire.

Pme nhbef kt Haimh.




Oriijayn \hrj

Dred @meeny



?3 H MUBHNKVKEP BHDHWKNE \_ID_HB KN BEFK@HA MUBHNKVKEP

Haaksin Vmeiny

K @haa Mkb Druooy

‑K `haa mkb Druooy‒ sme shys, h mihrse ahudm ciaaiwknd.

Te hre wht`mknd h oainfe, oiunfknd twi-yehr-iaf

wmi mhs oeen runnknd hriunf tme fusty ìurtyhrf,suffenay aehp inti h ahrde pkae ic fkrt. Mks mude drkn

eberdes crib tme drkby bess hs me turns ti aiij ht us

daeecuaay.

‑Teaa, yiu were rkdmt-in wktm tmht ine!‒ K respinf

`mu`jaknd. Me dets up cir riunf twi, hnf we haa sbkae

kn hbhzebent ht mks hokakty ti ìnquer mks bhje-smkct

pahydriunf. Hnfrew, haind wktm mks iafer oritmer

hnf bib, mhs oeen ht tme fibestk` vkiaenè smeater

cir inay h cew fhys. Kn ch`t, Hrkzinh ks new ti tmeb hs

weaa‖tmey hre ine ic very cew smeater reskfents crib

iut-ic-sthte. K smuffer ht tme tmiudmt ic wmht tmeywere es`hpknd, sknè kt whs neèsshry cir tmeb ti `riss

sthte aknes. K‛b mere wktm itmer cebhae àhssbhtes crib

Hberk`hn Befk`ha Tiben‛s Hssi`khtkin feìrhtknd

t-smkrts wktm tme wiben hnf `mkafren ic tme smeater.

Vmey hre `rehtknd besshdes ic mipe hdhknst fibestk`

vkiaenè: ines tmht wkaa oe mund up kn tme streets ic

Thsmkndtin F@ haind wktm munfrefs ic itmers crib

smeaters h`riss tme ìuntry.

Hnfrew‛s bitmer, Sk`jk, mhs oeen very quket, kntent in

mer t-smkrt phkntknd. Pme ks ìntent aettknd ine ic tme

itmer reskfents aiij hcter mer sin cir h cew bknutes. Vmewiben kn tme smeater hre h chbkay kn tmht why, smhrknd

respinskokaktkes. K skt fiwn oeskfe Sk`jk ti eye mer

hrtwirj, out bhknay mhppy ti mhve h bibent ic rest cir

byseac. Kt‛s oeen h aind weej.

Te `mht hs sme `hrecuaay ckaas kn tme sten`kaef aetters wktm

oah`j phknt. K oedkn ti pkeè mer tidetmer, okt oy okt,

hs kc K‛b dhtmerknd kncirbhtkin crib mer mkstiry cir h

fkhdnisks.

@mkec @ibpahknt7 Utteray exmhustef.

\resent Befk`ha Kaaness7 Pme‛s mhffkcckùaty saeepknd, wirrkef hoiut biney.

Fiesn‛t mhve h `hr, mhs ti use tme ous

systeb. Fiesn‛t jniw tme `kty.

\hst Befk`ha Mkstiry7 _eèntay bivef

crib @hakcirnkh ti aehve hn houskve

reahtkinsmkp.

Pi`kha Mkstiry7 Ks dettknd suppirt crib tme

smeater hnf itmer wiben akvknd mere. Pme

whnts ti puoaksm h oiij ine fhy.

Chbkay Mkstiry7 Ks sme shce9 Hre mer jkfs

shce9 Miw aind `hn tmey sthy mere9 Vmen

wmht9

K fksìver tmht sme ks httenfknd tme stufent-run cree

àknk` tinkdmt, tme ine tmht K mhppen ti ìirfknhte crib

tme phtkent-enf. K teaa mer tmht mer sins `hn oe seen hs

phtkents hs weaa, hnf tmht we mhve vh``knes. Pme seebs

reakevef. Br. Druooy suffenay runs up ti tme thoae hnf

àkbos next ti be in tme oen`m, tryknd ti reh`m h oittae

ic daktter tmht me spkef.

‑Fi yiu whnt ti phknt wktm be9‒ K hsj. Hnfrew nifs

mks mehf ex`ktefay. Te pk`j iut h cew ìairs hnf K meap

mkb fkp mks orusm knti tme stk`jy phknt, hnf sbehr kt kn

ìaircua `kràes h`riss tme wmkte t-smkrt.

‑Vmhnjs‒ Sk`jk shys, phusknd cir h bibent, ‑cir jeepknd

mkb ousy.‒

H weej ahter K hb iut runnknd errhnfs in h rhre yet

au`jy hcterniin icc crib stufyknd. K‛b whajknd saiway

knti tme frud stire, habist ht h snhka‛s phè. Kt‛s oeen

hnitmer tkrknd weej. Teaa, wmi hb K jkffknd9 Kt‛s oeen

h tkrknd yehr. By seìnf yehr ic befk`ha s`miia ks biretmhn mhac-iver. Miw `hn kt cay oy si chst wmen eh`m

weej seebs si aind hnf exmhustknd9 K aiij fiwn ht by

ti-fi akst tmht K s`rkooaef kn pen`ka in h pist-kt habist

tmree weejs hdi. Vmere ks ine kteb `rissef icc iut

ic ten. Ptufyknd seebs ti oe tme inay kteb tmht ever

dets h`ìbpaksmef, out sknè kt‛s h oittibaess pkt, kt ks

ìnsthntay rehppehrknd.

Hrdubents hoiut nitmknd tmht turn knti everytmknd,

tryknd ti ckt h wirj iut kn ti tme fhy, h presenthtkin

tmht ks fue tibirriw, tmkrf yehr àerjsmkp s`mefuaes, h

ohtmriib fesperhte cir àehnknd, prhyknd by musohnfdet‛s tme gio kntervkew, VME OIH_FP! Every stress ks akje

h ork`j tmht‛s hffef ti by pkae, wekdmknd be fiwn.

Eh`m ine pusmef feeper ti bhje riib cir tme next.

K‛b whktknd ti eberde wekdmtaess, out by pkae jeeps

dettknd mehvker, hnf K‛b sthrtknd ti cknf byseac smirt ic

orehtm.




K turn tme ìrner crib tme feifirhnt hksae hnf h akttae

oainfe oiy wktm h fkrt-sbufdef chè hnf àitmes rhès

oy, habist runnknd be iver. Thkt, ks tmht, Hnfrew9

‑Mk Sk`jk‒ K shy hs sme hppehrs. ‑Miw hre yiu fiknd9‒

‑Im ckne, tmhnjs.‒ Pme aiijs tkref hs oecire. ‑Mey, fkf

yiu beet by iafer sin tme itmer fhy9 Vmks ks Menry.‒

Pme shys desturknd tiwhrfs hn iafer oiy, hoiut ten,

rubbhdknd tmriudm h `hnfy okn. ‑Menry, shy mk ti

Haaksin. Pme wirjs ht tme fi`tir‛s icckè tmht we went

ti.‒

Tktmiut aiijknd, K rebeboer tme tentm kteb in by ti-

fi akst7 haa tme wiben‛s smeater. Sk`jk‛s test resuats hre kn

hnf sme smiuaf ìbe oh`j ti tme àknk` next weej ti di

iver tme resuats wktm tme httenfknd pmysk`khn.

‑K‛b dahf K rhn knti yiu!‒ K shy, mhppy ti oe jkaaknd twi

okrfs wktm ine stine. ‑Kt‛s cunny‖K whs diknd ti haa

tme smeater tifhy ti aet yiu jniw yiur resuats hre kn.

Te sent tmeb iver, out tme aho ìirfknhtir whntef be

ti suddest yiu ìbe ti àknk` next weej kc yiu mhve

questkins. Hasi, we mhve tme rest ic tme vh``knes rehfy

cir yiur oiys.‒

‑Hre tmey rehaay ohf9‒ Pme shys rkndknd, recerrknd ti mer

test resuats.

Tiw, K hb rehaay `haaius‖K fkfn‛t even tmknj tmht

tmks ìuaf oe h truay s`hry bibent cir mer. Puffenay

K‛b jk`jknd byseac, tryknd ti rebeboer tme sjkaas we

aehrnef crib iur ‑feakverknd ohf news‒ prh`tkè sesskin

we mhf wktm iur àknk`ha bentirs h cew weejs hdi. Vmen

K rehakze tmht K fin‛t jniw tme resuats hnf even kc K fkf, K

`hn‛t expahkn tmeb ti mer, inay tme httenfknd pmysk`khn

`hn. Pi K shy smeepksmay, ‑K mhven‛t seen tmeb, out K‛b

hasi nit trhknef ti expahkn tmeb ti yiu. K‛b sirry. [iu

smiuaf fecknkteay ìbe ti àknk` next weej tmiudm kc

yiu mhve hny questkins.‒ K hb ceeaknd very bu`m akje

hn hwjwhrf stufent, unsure ic wmetmer K mhve oeenmeapcua ti mer ht haa.

Purprksknday, sme seebs perce`tay ìntent wktm tmks

cir niw. Bhyoe by hnswer whs bire usecua tmhn kt

siunfef ti be9 Te `mht cir h cew bire bknutes, K

mkdm-ckve Hnfrew hnf Menry, hnf tmey mehf icc.

K whaj oh`j ti by `hr kn tme phrjknd ait, h ohd cuaa ic

tikaetrkes kn by mhnf. Kteb 0, `me`j. Kteb 8<, `me`j. K‛b

ceeaknd sakdmtay aess wekdmtef fiwn. Hs K frkve, K cknf

byseac tmknjknd hoiut Sk`jk hnf tme oiys: mipknd mer

test resuats revehaef nitmknd serkius, miw bu`m tmekr

shf stiry tiu`mef be, hnf miw K wksmef K ìuaf mhve

fine bire. Hcter h bibent, kt fhwns in be tmht tmks

akdmtness K ceea `hnnit skbpay oe crib hnitmer kteb

`me`jef icc by akst, out rhtmer crib hrrkvknd ht h pahè

ic usecuaness: h pahè wmere, ouboaknd tmiudm K bhy

oe, K mhve tme minir kn oeknd trustwirtmy.



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Aknfh Haterwktz




Pteve @usmbhn

Okipsy

Tmen tme ferbhtiaidksts teaas yiu

tme okipsy `hbe oh`j oenkdn

yiu stip akstenknd ti wmht ease me

mhs ti shy, ti mks whrnknds, mks re`ibbenfhtkins

oe`huse yiu hre harehfy in yiur oiht

kn Bisqukti ahdiin, h `iia Ouf kn ine mhnf

yiur cksmknd piae kn tme itmer

tme sun in yiur nhjef oh`j,

hnf h mude refcksm ks in yiur akne

out yiu hre ckdmtknd kt, nit hoiut

ti dkve up, miafknd in cir fehr akce.




_ucius Mubbkndokrf

Vesske I‛Vhaaey




Mhrk Dmubhn

Jhru tme Hahrb @ai`j

[iu mhve hn hahrb ài`j, Pin

K mhve ti `ht`m h cakdmt ht eaeven

\ip, we mhve hn hahrb ài`j `haaef Jhru

Pme whjes us up

Pme bhnhdes iur saeep

Pme teaa us wmen ti àehn

Pme teaa us wmen ti ceef

Vme ài`j ks aka Jhru

Pweet aka jhru

Te hre mhppy ti serve mer

Even kc tkref

Pme jeeps us ckref

Even kc we hre tkref

Tktm h akttae sbkae

Tktm h akttae thaj

Tktm h akttae hnf sibetkbes h okd `ry

[iu tmknj Jhru wkaa whje be up, Pin9

[es, sme `hn. [es, sme `hn.




Dkah BinsterBhrj Vmhaer




Pinirhn Perenkty

Jeven Pkedert




Shnessh Crksknder

Aehvknds

K

Ine sthr ceaa.

Vme ckrbhbent aiisef hnf

crhndkoae.

Pu`m hn iben,

su`m h vikf kn

chbkakhr insteaahtkins,

su`m h ckssure

sìref tme sjy: oahzef hnf chfef.

Vmen su`m fhrjness

hdhknst tme pknprk`j kn by bknf

wmere yiur eccuadenè rebhkns.

Vmen su`m fhrjness

hnf àkndknd ti tme pmine

tmht oriudmt tme news, hs kc

yiu‛f ahnf in iur teaepmine wkres

hnf bhterkhakze kn by mhnf.

KK

Vrh`knd ckdures kn tme shnf,

pk`tures cir by fhudmter.

Vrh`knd wirfs in h phde,

tryknd tme trhkn K bhy aehve.

Fi iur aehvknds rhè cirwhrf akje trhkn rhkas ir

ciaaiw akje trh`js kn tme fesert9

K‛f akje ti aehve ht aehst

h whje kn whter: ckaaef ti

ivercaiwknd. Akje iur

fid ibes runnknd, e`sthtk`

crib mks oiwa, frips

cakndknd icc mks giwas,

ohptkzknd us kn mks hcce`tkin.




Vika

_in \ust




Aiss

_in \ust




Shn Tirb

Aive in tme Thrfs

By saeep whs hawhys cretcua kn tmise fhys ic

reskfknd ht tme mispktha every cirtm nkdmt. Tmen K fkf

chaa hsaeep, K frehbef ic aehvknd phtkents unexhbknef

in tme caiirs, ir tu`jef hwhy kn àisets ir wktmiut`ru`kha befk`knes ir fkhdnistk` tests ir KS caukfs. Vmese

in-`haa frehbs fkf nit reaent tmriudmiut tmekr entkrety,

tme shbe why tme unkversha nkdmtbhre ic chkaknd ti

httenf h ìaaede àhss haa sebester wktm h cknha exhb

aiibknd reùrs ti tirbent hnew, unreìdnkzef oy

tme suoìns`kius bknf hs kbpister. Vme terrir ic

tme frehb ks reha every tkbe. Hnf tme frehbs were

pun`tuhtef oy hahrbs crib by phders. Even tifhy,

tmese bhny yehrs ahter, h birtha hnxkety surdes knskfe

be every tkbe tme smrkaa `haa ic h phder hwhjens be.

Peven caiirs were sth`jef hoive be hs K ahy tmere kn

tme haa riib. Vme oukafknd‛s perpetuha, unnervkndmub whs bist hpphrent wmen ayknd tmere. Ine ic tme

drhfuhte stufents crib ine ic tme caiirs hoive mhf

inè recerref ti kt hs tme ‑kntrknsk` vkorhtkin‒ ic tme

oukafknd. Pme mhf ìbpahknef ti be tmht tme vkorhtkins

sibemiw knterceref wktm mer aho experkbents, wmk`m

reakef upin pre`kse behsurebents.

Te reskfents mhf dkven tme in `haa oefriib tme

nk`jnhbe tme Chaaiut Pmeater. (Vme oukafknd ktseac mhf

akterhaay oeen feskdnhtef h chaaiut smeater fe`hfes

ehraker furknd tme ìaf whr.) Vme hcce`tkinhte nk`jnhbe

bhy mhve oeen hn httebpt ti bktkdhte tme hnxketyhssi`khtef wktm tme `hprk`kius miafknd `mhboer. Hcter

enterknd cir respkte, we jnew tmht ht hny bibent tme

reahtkve shcety bkdmt oe tirn hphrt oy h siunfknd phder

‐ hn unweaìbe subbins knti tme unjniwn. Vme

aiunde hfghènt ti tme oefriib whs enteref tmriudm

hn unbhrjef, ninfes`rkpt fiir akje itmers tmht aknef

tme behnferknd mhaawhy oeyinf. Chaaiut smeater

skdns wktm tmekr tmree upskfe fiwn yeaaiw trkhndaes

`krùbs`rkoef oy h oah`j `kràe were perbhnentay ckxef

ti tme mhaawhy whaas. Vme skdns suddestef ti haa recudees

kn tme mispktha tmht h pahn cir tme wirst tmknd pisskoae

whs kn pahè.

Tmkae in `haa, K `hrrkef ine phder cir kn-miuse

phdes crib tme E_ hnf tme nurses in tme caiirs. K

`hrrkef hnitmer cir phdes crib itmer mispkthas. Hnf tme

ìfe phder. Eh`m phder mhf h fkstkn`t tine. Eh`m fevkè

seebef nit akje sibetmknd knhnkbhte, out `hphoae ic

`rueaty, feakdmtknd kn orkndknd ohf news. Vmey whktef

untka K mhf gust chaaen hsaeep ti pkerè tme nkdmt. By

mehrt rhèf every tkbe K sthrtaef hwhje ti hnswer.

\hdes hoiut hfbksskins crib tme E_ were unweaìbe.Tirse were tme phdes crib fi`tirs ht itmer mispkthas

wmi wksmef ti trhnscer phtkents ti tmks, tme sthte‛s inay

@mkafren‛s Mispktha. Out tme smrkej ic tme ìfe phder

whs tme bist frehfef. Kt whs h àhrkin `haa ti bive, h

`kvka fecense skren hcter bksskae ahun`m oy tme Thrshw

\h`t.

H pneubhtk` tuoe systeb fhtknd ti tme 8;4<s

ìntknuhaay trhnspirtef fruds, oaiif spe`kbens, hnf

befk`ha equkpbent tmriudmiut tme mispktha. Vme

tuoknd trhversef h phtm gust oeyinf tme whaas ic tme

`haa riib en riute crib tme pefkhtrk` pmhrbh`y hnfbk`riokiaidy aho ti tme caiirs hoive. Vme rusmknd hnf

àhnjknd nikse `rehtef hs tme `hnksters caihtef oy were

hn unehsy auaahoy. Vmere whs sibetmknd rehssurknd

hoiut tme siunf7 kt whs evkfenè tmht itmers were

wirjknd, stkaa in wht`m, hs K ahy tmere. Kt whs rehssurhnè

tmht K whs knskdnkck`hnt, iut ic tme spitakdmt, permhps

inay h biaeùae ourkef feep knskfe tmks akvknd,

orehtmknd bhbbitm ic h stru`ture, mkffen oy kts

kntrknsk` vkorhtkin. _ehssurhnè tmht by knìbpetenè

whs nedakdkoae hdhknst tme knertkh ic tme knstktutkin. Vme

ìntents ic sibe ic tme `hnksters were fiuotaess tme

cuackaabent ic irfers K mhf wrktten ehraker kn tme evenknd.Vme very wirfs K mhf wrktten niw bhterkhakzef hnf

exkstknd kn tme cirb ic shbpae vkhas ir befk`knes knskfe

tme àehr pahstk` `hnksters tmht caihtef oy gust oemknf

tme whaa next ti by oef. Irfers tmht wiuaf ìntknue ti

eviave hnf uatkbhteay oe s`rutknkzef tme ciaaiwknd fhy

oy by superkirs.

K mhf hfbkttef 80 phtkents ti tme mispktha sknè

by smkct oedhn ht seven HB. Ht nkne HB, K aehrnef crib

by nekdmoir tmht tme piwer ìbphny mhf turnef icc

eae`trk`kty ti tme run fiwn miuse tmht K whs rentknd.

Vme reha esthte hdent tmht smiwef be tme pahè mhffes`rkoef kt hs h ‑oundhaiw‒ wmen K ckrst spije wktm

mer. K usuhaay phkf tme okaa ht h pahè `haaef Okd Fhffy‛s

\hwn. Okd Fhffy‛s mhf hn hrrhndebent wktm tme piwer

ìbphny hnf icceref h servkè cir peipae wktm iverfue

okaas ti phy knsthntay in tme ahst pisskoae fhy oecire

knterruptkin ic servkè.



\_ID_HB KN BEFK@HA MUBHNKVKEP H MUBHNKVKEP BHDHWKNE 0;

Vme akne ht Okd Fhffy‛s whs hawhys ten feep ir

bire. Vme peipae kn tme akne, we wmi stiif in tme

bhrdkn ic si`kety, stiif kn hn irferay chsmkin. \ermhps

iur kntent whs ti kbpress upin itmers tmht we werenit hs fesperhte hs kt bhy seeb. Tmkae we stiif kn akne

tidetmer we never spije ir bhfe eye ìnth`t.

Inay inè mhf K seen sibeine K jnew kn tme akne.

Pme whs h nurse crib tme mispktha. K stiif tmree phtrins

oemknf mer. Pme whs h`ìbphnkef oy mer twi sbhaa

oiys, permhps hdef ciur hnf skx, hnf sme meaf tmeb

àise ti mer, tme stire ni pahè cir sbhaa `mkafren. K

mhf mipef ti hvikf mer hatidetmer, ti sphre mer tme

ebohrrhssbent ic oeknd seen (hcter haa, by cknhn`kha

cuture seebef reahtkveay orkdmt). Out hcter sme mhf

phkf mer okaa hnf turnef ti exkt, mer yiunder akttaeoiy orusmef hdhknst by aed. Iur eyes bet wmen sme

aiijef up ti hpiaidkze ti be. Mer eyes sphrjaef hs sme

ahudmef hnf questkinef ‑[iu tii, mum9‒ K tiaf mer tmks

whs by bintmay riutkne. Pme ahudmef.

Out tmks tkbe K mhf nit oeen si au`jy. [esterfhy K

mhf cirditten ti di ti Okd Fhffy‛s.

H smrkaa, unreaentknd oeep pkerèf tme nkdmt,

hwhjenknd be ht twi tmkrty HB. Vmks whs tme siunf

K whs bist hcrhkf ic7 tme ìfe phder. K dripef kn tme

fhrjness hnf ai`htef tme siunfknd fevkè.

Crib tmht bibent K caihtef knti h`tkin, hs

kc pripeaaef oy sibetmknd iutskfe by oify. Vme

hutibhtk` tmknds tmht bust mhve i`ùrref, rksknd crib

oef, tyknd smies, whajknd, runnknd, ipenknd fiirs,

hre aist ti true bebiry hnf by reìaae`tkin ks hs kc

wht`mknd byseac crib hoive. Out tme skdmts hnf siunfs

hre trhppef tmere haa tmese yehrs ahter, kn sequenè akje h

trh`j tmht K `hn repahy ht wkaa. K suspe`t tme bebiry bhy

oe tmere aind hcter by bknf `hn ckt kt knti tme ìntext

ic by akce, tmht kt wkaa surchè hs spijen wirf kc K akve ti

oe ;< yehrs iaf, even wmen K hb unhoae ti re`haa tmeevents ic ehraker kn tme fhy. K mhf h dreht hunt wmi, kn

mer senkakty, ciùsef in ine skndae event tmht i`ùrref

kn mer `mkafmiif furknd tme dreht fepresskin. Hs oest K

ìuaf teaa, tme event whs h trhkn trkp sme tiij wmen mer

chbkay bivef crib tme ìuntryskfe ti Okrbkndmhb,

Hahohbh, kn sehr`m ic wirj. ‑Fin‛t cirdet tme sukt`hse,‒

sme wiuaf shy. ‑Kt mhs by aitmes hnf Veffy‛s aitmes

kn kt.‒ Veffy whs mer akttae oritmer. Eh`m tkbe sme

ebpmhskzef ‑hnf Veffy‛s àitmes‒ kn mer hppeha, hs

kc itmerwkse mer àitmes bhy oe aect oemknf oy mer

phrents. ‑Dkve tme epk hdhkn,‒ K bkdmt shy iver hnf iver.

‑@ife nkne, ckctm caiir, @mkafren‛s Mispktha,‒ `hbe

h ahfy‛s vikè in tme puoak` hffress systeb hs K bhfe

by why knti tme behnferknd mhaawhy. Kt whs icck`kha

siunfknd, ìia, hs kc fkspht`mknd aedkins ic befk`ha

persinnea were mer riutkne, hs kc sme mhf ni hnxkety

tmht h akce mund kn tme ohahnè, hs kc sme fkf nit jniw

tmht mer ìbbunkquë were ni duhrhntee tmht h

akènsef fi`tir wiuaf even hrrkve in tme sène. Nit ht

tmks miur. Vmere ks inay be. Hnf by piwer whs turnef

icc yesterfhy gust hs tmks `haa oedhn.

K set iut kn tme fkre`tkin tiwhrfs tme eaevhtirstmht wiuaf thje be ti tme ckctm caiir ic tme @mkafren‛s

Mispktha, bivknd hdhknst tme ìaf whr evhùhtkin

riute. K hrrkvef tmere oecire hny itmer respinfers.

Hfghènt ti tme ckrst caiir eaevhtirs whs h `mrink`

`hre unkt wmere severha `mkafren requkrknd ventkahtir

suppirt akvef. Ine `mkaf, Bhrùs, mhf akvef in tme

driunf caiir ic tme @mkafren‛s Mispktha cir ckve yehrs

hnf whs niw 85 yehrs iaf. Me hnf mks nurse were

iutskfe tme fiir ic tme unkt tmht whs mks nekdmoirmiif,

whktknd kn tme ìbbin hreh tmht servef tme ciur

eaevhtirs. Bhrùs mhf h oiib oix ckxef ti tme oh`j icmks wmeea`mhkr. Me pahyef h cew sinds repehtefay hnf

shnd haind ht jey phrts, mks orehtm inay hoae ti susthkn

oursts ic mkdm pkt`mef siunf. Ehraker kn tme evenknd K

mhf oeen nehr mks riib hs ‑Pexuha Mehaknd‒ oy Bhrvkn

Dhye pahyef in mks ghb oix. K shnd haind. Mks nurse

mhf horuptay turnef tme sthtkin hs tme `mirus oedhn,

sthtknd tmht Bhrùs fkf nit neef ti aehrn tme wirfs,

aest me repeht tmeb knèsshntay tme why me repehtef

‑Jkss crib h _ise‒ oy Peha.

Niw mks nurse hsjef be, ‑Tmht‛s diknd in9‒

‑K fin‛t jniw yet,‒ K hnsweref.

Vme eaevhtir hrrkvef. K usef by kfentkck`htkin ohfde

ti iverrkfe tme eaevhtir hnf di fkre`tay ti tme ckctm caiir

wktmiut stippknd. Ptkaa tme rkfe seebef saiw hnf aect

tkbe cir knternha tirbent. K ìuaf nit kbhdkne wmi tme

sk`j phtkent in tme ckctm caiir bkdmt oe. K mhf hfbkttef

tmree ti tme ckctm caiir tmht fhy, hnf haa mhf seebef




sthoae. K trkef ti ciùs in tme cunfhbenthas ic `rktk`ha

`hre befk`kne hs K mhf aehrnef kn pefkhtrk` hfvhnèf

akce suppirt trhknknd. Hkrwhy. Orehtmknd. @krùahtkin.

K rebeboer K ìuaf nit re`haa tme priper fise ic tme

ìfe frud htripkne, hatmiudm kn h `haber crhbe ic bknf

K mhf jniwn kt.

Vme eaevhtir fiirs ipenef ht tme ckctm caiir. K

caihtef tmriudm. Mehvy ckre fiirs ipenef ti twi aind

mhaawhys, ine ti by aect hnf ine ti by rkdmt, wktm h

nursknd sthtkin hnf itmer hn`kaahry riibs kn tme bkffae

ic tme twi mhaawhys. K ìuaf mehr tmht tme ìbbitkin

whs ti tme rkdmt, si K veeref kn tmht fkre`tkin. K shw tmht

h `riwf whs caiwknd iut crib tme cirtm ir ckctm fiir in

tme rkdmt, permhps ckcty ceet hmehf. Ine ic tme nurses,

bhfe h pikntknd bitkin ti be hnf tmen ti tme riib,

hs kc sme were h dukfknd h phssender akner ti kts dhte.

By orhkn prièssef every skdmt hnf siunf crib

tme bibent K enteref tme mhaawhy. Vmht‛s wmht K tmknj

peipae hre fes`rkoknd wmen tmey shy tmht ‑tkbe saiws

fiwn‒ wmen tmey reìunt tme events crib sibe

bibent ic `rksks.

Vmen K shw sibetmknd pre`kius kn tme fksthnè. Kt

whs tme nurse K mhf seen wmen K whs phyknd by eae`trk`

okaa ht tme phwn smip. Ine ic tme questkins triuoaknd

by siua sknè tme phder siunfef, ‑wmi wkaa oe tmere ti

meap be9‒, mhf oeen hnsweref. Genny. Mer stiry ks tmks7

sme mhs twi sbhaa oiys hnf sme wirjs nkdmts ti ceef

tmeb, tmekr chtmer ks s`hrèay knviavef. Pme ks sbhrt.

Pme ks reakhoae. Pme bhy even respe`t be hs h fi`tir. K

orkecay winferef wmere mer twi oiys saept tmks nkdmt.

H bitmer stiif kn tme fiirwhy ic tme ckrst riib K

phssef. K mhf hfbkttef mer akttae dkra ehraker kn tme nkdmt.

K whs reakevef tmht tme ìfe whs nit `haaef cir mer, cir

tme 8= bintm iaf whs h befk`ha bystery ti be ht tmht

tkbe. Pme mhf hrrkvef wktm h oaihtef, ckrb hofiben.

In exhb kt seebef hs kc tme tip pirtkin ic mer stibh`m

gust oeaiw mer fkhpmrhdb ìnthknef sibetmknd wktm h

mhrf, smhrp efde, akje h cahttenef haubknub `hn. Tmen K

mhf questkinef tme bitmer hoiut wmht tme `mkaf bkdmt

mhve kndestef, sme skbpay smruddef hnf ìntknuef

thajknd in mer èaa pmine. K ahter ciunf iut tmht tme

akttae dkra mhf ehten hn entkre ohd ic femyfrhtef hppaes.

Pwhaaiwef tmeb wmiae hpphrentay. Vmey mhf exphnfef

kn mer oeaay hnf oeìbe tii ahrde ti phss iut.

Vme next riib miusef hnitmer akttae dkra. Pme tii

mhf kndestef sibetmknd7 turpentkne. Pme mhf tkppef

up tme chbkay oittae ic turpentkne, sbhaaer hakquits ic

wmk`m tmey purpiseay kbokoef hs hn hntk-meabkntm.

Beboers ic mer bhtrkhr`mha entiurhde, okd sksters,

hunts, bitmer, hnf drhnfbitmer, niw stiif nehr tme

fiirwhy, aiijknd fiwn tme mhaawhy ht tme ìbbitkin.

K rebeboer tme akttae dkra mhf hn hccknkty cir ine ic mer

hunts, precerrknd mer ti mer iwn bitmer. Vme akttae dkra,

wmib tmey `haaef sibetmknd siunfknd akje ‑Bum @h‛‒

(wmk`m K kbhdknef ti oe h ìntrh`tkin ic ‑biney `ht‒)mhf oeen mhrf ti ìrrha furknd by exhb. Vme wiben

httebptef ti `mhrb mer wktm h see-tmriudm zkpperef

pahstk` saeeve tmht ìnthknef severha fiaahr okaas. Vmekr

te`mnkque whs ecce`tkve. Vmey fhndaef tme ph`jhde kn

crint ic mer hnf sme ciùsef in kt akje si bhny `mkafren

bkdmt ciùs in h `merksmef fiaa. \eerknd knti tme riib

hs h K whajef oy, K shw tmht niw tme akttae dkra sht kn tme

ahp ic mer chvirkte hunt, gust hs sme mhf ehraker.

_eakevef tmht nektmer ic tme twi kndestkins K mhf

hfbkttef mhf unexpe`tefay feterkirhtef, K ìntknuef

by aevkthtkin tiwhrf tme `mhis hmehf. Kt whs tme riibic h phtkent K fkf nit jniw.

K enteref tme riib hbkf crhntk` knterventkins iver

h akceaess oify. Te were tii ahte. Vmht whs hpphrent.

Fehtm mhs h jniwhoae aiij, even ti tme untrhknef. Kt ks

drhy. K rebeboer tmht K `haaef cir h `mhpahkn even oecire

K cirbhaay hssessef tme phtkent. Aiijknd oh`j tmese

yehrs ahter hnf bhny ìfes sknè, tmht whs ine ic tme

bist senskoae tmknds K ever fkf. Ptkaa we ìntknuef wktm

every pisskoae knterventkin.

K quk`jay hssessef tme phtkent, h yiund teenhde

oiy wktm fysbirpmk` cehtures ìnskstent wktm sibe

ìndenktha hnibhay. K hsjef cir hn ivervkew ic tme

phtkent‛s befk`ha mkstiry out K whs dkven nine. Vi

tmks fhy K hb unsure wmy tme nurses rebhknef skaent

ti by request. \ermhps by presenè mhrfay knspkref

ìnckfenè. Ni bhtter. Vme mkstiry wiuaf nit `mhnde

hnytmknd we wiuaf fi ht tmks ahte gun`ture. Even hs

ine ic tme nurses ìntknuef ti cirè hkr knti tme yiund

bhn‛s aunds wktm h resus`kthtkin ohd, K sehr`mef cir h

puase. Vmere whs nine.

Te htth`mef feckorkaahtir phfs ti mks `mest. Vme

phfs hasi servef ti binktir tme eae`trk`ha h`tkvkty ic mks

mehrt. Vmere whs inay h s`hrèay vhrkhoae, aiw hbpaktufe

qukver iverayknd h caht akne in tme binktir, tme qukver

`rehtef oy rhnfib eae`trk`ha kbpuases ic fyknd èaas

ir oy tme oukafknd‛s kntrknsk` vkorhtkin, cir haa K jnew. Ht

sibe piknt weaa knti iur eccirts, K oe`hbe hwhre tmht

tme `mkaf‛s bitmer whs kn tme riib. Ht sibe piknt tme

`mhpahkn hrrkvef hnf sme usmeref tme bitmer iut ic tme




orkdmt riib, hwhy crib iur orutha betmifs behnt ti

dkve mer sin ine bire `mhnè. K uneventcuaay kntuohtef

tme `mkaf, mks cah``kf busàes iccerknd ni resksthnè hs

K sakf tme enfitrh`mkha tuoe tmriudm mks irha `hvkty hnf

knti mks hkrwhy.

Vmht‛s wmen Genny giknef be. Pme whs ti by

aect ht tme mehf ic tme oef, usknd thpe ti seùre tme

enfitrh`mkha tuoe tmht K mhf gust pahèf.

K oedhn ti cirè hkr knti mks aunds usknd hn

hnestmeskh ohd hnf tme neway seùref hrtkck`kha

hkrwhy. Vme nurses percirbef `mest ìbpresskins, tme

ecce`tkveness ic wmk`m we ìuaf gufde oy tme hbpaktufe

ic tme whves fkspahyef in tme binktir. Vmiudm kt

whs unspijen, we eh`m wht`mef hs kc vkewknd h

ìbpetktkin hbind tme nurses hs eh`m tiij turns

percirbknd tme cutkae ìbpresskins. Ine ic tme nurses

stiif nehray seven ceet thaa. Mks `mest ìbpresskins

`husef h ahrde sknusikfha whve, mks te`mnkque textoiij

perce`t hnf hkfef oy mks dreht be`mhnk`ha hfvhnthde.

Me whs tme wknner. K irferef epknepmrkne. Ptkaa tmere

whs ni respinse. K irferef bire epknepmrkne. Ptkaa tme

binktir smiwef ni ecce`tkve mehrt oeht. K irferef h

tmkrf riunf ic epknepmrkne, out tme `mkaf rebhknef hs

akceaess hs wmen we mhf ciunf mkb.

H sthcc pmysk`khn crib tme E_ mhf hrrkvef. Pme

hnniunèf tmht kt whs tkbe ti stip tme ìfe. Kt whs

tkbe ti hssess tme `mkaf ine cknha tkbe hnf feàhre mkb

fehf.

Te were nit cirbhaay trhknef kn reverenè cir tmefehf. Out h nhturha skaenè fesènfef upin tme driup.

Vme bitmer mhf oeen thjen ti h riib cir tme drkevknd

hnf whs httenfef ti oy tme `mhpahkn. Te àehnef caukfs

crib tme sjkn ic tme `mkaf. Te pisktkinef mks àitmknd.

Genny `hrecuaay rebivef tme thpe crib tme enfitrh`mkha

tuoe hnf K puaaef kt crib mks biutm. ‑Vmey turnef by

piwer icc tmks birnknd,‒ K shkf ti Genny.

‑Mum9‒ sme hsjef aiijknd fkre`tay knti by eyes.

‑Vme piwer ìbphny ùt by piwer tifhy. K cirdit

ti phy tme okaa.‒

‑Vi tme oundhaiw9‒ sme sbkaef. K iuafn‛t meap out

sbkae oh`j hs K hsskstef kn àehnknd tme feèhsef yiund

bhn‛s chè. ‑Fin‛t cirdet ti di ti Okd Fhffy‛s next tkbe,‒

sme repakef.

Vme sbhaa `riwf tmht whs kn tme riib niw

dhtmeref hriunf tme nursknd sthtkin. Icck`khas,

hfbknkstrhtirs tmht smiw up ti tme sène kn tme whje ic

trhdefy, were tmere ti det tme sìip. Te rehssuref ine

hnitmer tmht we ìuaf mhve fine nitmknd bire ti shve

mkb. Me mhf oeen hfbkttef cir h surdery ti repahè

h ceefknd tuoe. Te were unsure ic exh`tay wmht mhf

`husef mkb ti fke ht tmks bibent. K whs dkven h ph`jet

ic phperwirj ti ckaa iut. Vmere whs ìncuskin hoiut tme

tkbe ic fehtm. Te estkbhtef 078< HB.

H feep sense ic reakec iver`hbe be. H sense

tmht tme wirst tmknd pisskoae mhf i`ùrref, hnf K mhf

percirbef hs expe`tef. K mhf eberdef in tme itmer

skfe hnf reìveref by oeainds hcter tme trhkn rkfe knti

tme unjniwn. Hnf Genny mhf seen be. Pme shw be

percirbknd hs K mhf oeen trhknef. Bh`mkneakje ht h tkbe

wmen ebitkins were h akhokakty. Bhyoe K mhf kbpressef

mer.

Crib wmere K sht K aiijef cir mer. K shw mer sthnfknd

haine nehr h wknfiw next ti tme nursknd sthtkin

aiijknd iut knti tme skaent nkdmt oeyinf, mer hrbs

ciafef. K kbhdknef mer ti oe tmknjknd hoiut mer iwn

`mkafren, hsaeep ht mibe kn tmekr oefs. K wht`mef hs sme

reh`mef wktm mer mhnf ti wkpe h tehr oecire kt riaaef

fiwn mer `meej. K whntef ti teaa mer sme whs oehutkcua.




Ppeef ic Akdmt

Gihqukn Mernhnfez




Bk`mhea [iund

Tmkstae By Pun ?

Aebin akppef phrskbiny

nkooaes

iver whccae àiufs

ic ìah sihjef `hrpet sthkns

hnf akpstk`j aknef `meejs

(strkhtef wktm ahudmter aknes,

sme never shw tme sun)

Im:

im.

tme rhys sme never shw

akje ìrn syrup fiwn mer ne`j

kt `rept wktm h tkndae

tuboaknd akje tiffaers

ic mhkr

pirtenfknd mer chte

hs sme wiuaf siin aehve tme ohroer smip

hnf see mer sin

ir sun,

wmk`mever jkaaef mer ckrst.




Det Icc By _i`j

Nhn`y Mucc




Bhrdi Ohrnes

By Chtmer‛s Dkct

Tmen K aiij oh`j in everytmknd tmht mhppenef haa tmise yehrs hdi, K fin‛t even ceea tme phkn K ceat ht tme tkbe. K rebeboer

kt, out kt‛s akje rebeboerknd sibetmknd crib h oiij. K `hn‛t ceea kt hny bire. K gust ceea shf, hnf aineay sibemiw tii.

Vifhy‛s by fhf‛s okrtmfhy. Me wiuaf mhve oeen seventy-seven. Pibetkbes wmen K tmknj ic mkb K tmknj ic miw peipae shy,

‑K fkf tme oest K ìuaf.‒ K‛ve shkf tmks ic byseac. K duess tmht‛s true ic by fhf, tii.

‖ Giurnha entry, Feèboer 0, 8;;;

Oy tme tkbe by chtmer fkef, K mhf harehfy bkssef mks

orkdmt wkt, mks aivknd sweetness, even mks `rhzkness,

cir yehrs, hs frknj hnf bentha kaaness tiij hwhy crib

mkb, hnf crib be, everytmknd `merksmef hnf spe`kha

hoiut mkb hnf repahèf kt wktm tme `mhis hnf rhde hnf

fesphkr K `hbe ti jniw.

K whs nkneteen wmen by chtmer fkef. Ine weej hnf

ckve fhys oecire me fkef, by bitmer dhve up, hctertwenty-ekdmt yehrs ic bhrrkhde, hcter twenty yehrs ic

prhyknd, paehfknd hnf tmrehtenknd: hcter twi yehrs

ic HaHnin, wmere sme aehrnef tmht we bust nit ohka

tmeb iut, bust nit bhje exùses cir tmeb, nir mkfe

tme ìnsequenès ic tmekr oemhvkir, ir dkve tmeb

seìnf, hnf tmkrf, hnf munfreftm `mhnès, haa tmise

musohnfs, wkves, chtmers hnf bitmers, oritmers, sksters

hnf `mkafren ckdmtknd h aisknd ohttae wktm haìmia. By

chtmer‛s shf, aineay fehtm `hbe twi yehrs hcter by

bitmer aehrnef hnf ìbbkttef ti bebiry, hfiptef

hs mer bhntrh, tme serenkty prhyer tmht oedkns haa

Haìmiak`s Hninybius beetknds. K fin‛t jniw wmetmer

sme aehrnef ti h`èpt tme tmknds sme ìuaf nit `mhnde,

ir `mhnde tme tmknds sme ìuaf, ir jniw tme fkccerenè,

out K jniw tmht by chtmer‛s fehtm, even hcter tme akvknd

meaa tmekr akce mhf oeìbe, hnf tme kbpisskokakty ic

diknd in, orije mer mehrt hnf aect mer rhddef hnf

ebpty hnf aist.

By chtmer whs oirn fiuoay ùrsef. @ikaef akje h

saeepknd snhje feep kn mks FNH ahy nit inay tme denes

tmht frive mks hffk`tkin, tme denes me phssef in ti by

oritmer hnf ahter ti drhnf`mkafren by chtmer wiuaf

never jniw, out tme denes ic bhfness, ic tme bhnk`

fepresskin me oequehtmef ti be. Furknd mks akcetkbe,

si very fkccerent crib bkne, tmere whs ni meap cir by

chtmer‛s bentha kaaness. Vmere fkf nit even exkst h nhbe

cir tme ìnfktkin tmht `husef tme sihrknd drhnfkiskty,

tme wkaf tirrents ic `rehtkvkty, tme oiunfaess enerdy

K aivef kn by chtmer ‐ hnf tme `rkppaknd fepresskin

cir wmk`m me siudmt reakec kn tme sehrknd paehsure ic h

aind frhudmt ic vifjh. Vme `mhis me `rehtef turnef

iur pk`ture-oiij chbkay knti h mirrir smiw, hnf set kn

bitkin tme events tmht wiuaf fevhsthte by bitmer

hnf by skoaknds hnf be, hcce`tknd eh`m ic us kn whys hs

unkque ti us hs we were crib eh`m itmer, sniwcahjes kn

tme chbkay stirb.

Vwkè, furknd by `mkafmiif, by chtmer went ti

Mhzeafen, tme reniwn Bknnesith remho àknk`, cirtwenty-ekdmt-fhy fry-iuts. Me unferwent tme

ìunseaknd, tme peer suppirt, tme Vweave Pteps, hnf

stkaa, siin hcter mks return mibe sioer, me oedhn ti

stip icc cir gust h pip in mks why ti mks HH beetknds,

hnf we oedhn ti pk`j up tme chbkakhr ifir ic PenPen

akje h àiuf hriunf mkb, tmks frknjers‛ mewknd dub

ecce`tkveay bhsjknd tme sènt ic haìmia in ine‛s orehtm

out dkvknd tme se`ret hwhy wktm kts iwn fkstkn`t sbeaa.

Tmen Fhf `hbe tmriudm tme fiir ht nkdmt, aind hcter

fknner whs iver hnf tme fksmes whsmef hnf put hwhy,

mks eyes oaiifsmit, h cresm stk`j ic dub `rh`jknd hnf

snhppknd oetween mks teetm, tme `mhaaende kn mks eyes

gust fhrknd mks wkce ti h`ùse mkb ic oeknd frunj, we

jnew me mhf nit bhfe kt ti HH, tmht me mhf nit oeen

ti hn HH beetknd kn h very aind tkbe.

By chtmer inè tiaf be, ‑Fiaay,‒ usknd mks pet nhbe cir

be, ‑tme prioaeb wktm Haìmiak`s Hninybius ks tmht

tmey whnt be ti shy K‛b hn haìmiak`. Out K hb nit hn

haìmiak`,‒ me knskstef. ‑Ks kt si terrkoae tmht K wiuaf akje

ti mhve h frknj inè kn h wmkae9 [iur bitmer skbpay

fies nit whnt be ti mhve h frknj. Pme `hn‛t sthnf ti

see be engiyknd byseac,‒ me shkf, hsjknd be, th`ktay,

ti smhre kn mks kn`refuakty. ‑Tiuaf yiu oeakeve kt9 Pme

fiesn‛t even whnt be ti mhve h oeer ht tme ohseohaa

dhbe! Vmht‛s tme prioaeb.‒

By phrents rebhknef fehfai`jef kn tmks hrdubent

tmriudmiut by akce. Ht kssue whs wmetmer by bitmer

ioge`tef ti by chtmer mhvknd ‑h frknj‒ ir wmetmer sme

ioge`tef ti mks spenfknd tme hcterniin kn h ohr mhvknd




ten, ir tweave, ir ckcteen frknjs, hnf ìbknd mibe ti

mks chbkay, kc me bhfe kt mibe ht haa, chaaknd-fiwn frunj,

stknjknd hnf oeaakderent.

Hnf si by bitmer, fesphkrknd hnf iut ic iptkins,

twenty-ekdmt yehrs hcter whajknd fiwn tme hksae kn tme

chkry-thae weffknd ic tme sehsin wktm tmks mhnfsibe,

wehatmy yiund ckdmter pkait, mkref h ahwyer hnf ckaef tme

phpers cir h aedha sephrhtkin crib by chtmer. Kn Knfkhnh,

kn 8;40, oecire hny fkvirè oe`hbe cknha, tme whrrknd

ìupae mhf ti mhve akvef hphrt, unfer tme terbs ic h

aedha sephrhtkin, cir ine yehr. Ht tme tweave-bintm

bhrj, tme ìupae ìuaf ektmer terbknhte tme sephrhtkin

hnf dkve tme bhrrkhde hnitmer di ir haaiw kt ti ahpse

sehbaessay knti fkvirè.

By bitmer presentef by chtmer wktm tme aedha ckaknd cir

sephrhtkin hnf hsjef mkb ti bive iut, hnf oe`huse

we mhf aist iur mibe hnf niw akvef kn by bhternha

drhnfbitmer‛s miuse, me mhf akttae `mikè. Oy tmks tkbe,

kt whs gust by bitmer hnf be, hnf mks frknjknd mhf

oeìbe h stehfy, feokakthtknd, mehrtorehjknd fruboeht

kn tme rmytmb ic iur akce. By twi sksters, nkne hnf seven

yehrs iafer tmhn be, mhf vhstay fkccerent experkenès

ic iur chbkay tmhn K mhf, hnf wmen tme chbkay tmey mhf

jniwn oedhn ti fkshppehr, K wht`mef tmeb caee akje si

bhny ohtmers s`rhboaknd cir tme oeh`m wmen sibeine

yeaas ‑Pmhrj!‒ Vmks ks miw kt ceat ti be, aect oemknf. Out

tmks ks unchkr. Vme tkbknd whs skbpay rkdmt cir tmeb7

tmey mhf ìaaede ti di ti, `hreers hnf bhrrkhdes ti

oedkn. Vmey bivef in wktm tmekr akves, hnf tiij wktm

tmeb tmekr bebirkes ic tme diafen yehrs ic Vrksmhnf Gh`j Mhrrkndtin, tihsts ic tme tiwn, pkaahrs ic tme

ìbbunkty. By sksters bkssef tme mirrir tmht whs stkaa

ti ìbe, wmen tmey aect mibe.

By chtmer bivef iut furknd tme subber hcter by

drhfuhtkin crib mkdm s`miia, smirtay oecire K aect mibe

ti oedkn by cresmbhn yehr ht \urfue Unkverskty. K mkf kn

by oefriib wmkae by bitmer presentef mkb wktm tme

sephrhtkin phpers. K mehrf mks frunjen hnder, mks nhsty

shr`hsb ht oeknd ‑tmriwn iut ic by iwn mibe.‒ Hnf

yet, tme next fhy, sioer, me whs dentae wmen me tiaf be

me whs aehvknd. Me tiaf be me mhf fe`kfef ti det mksiwn pahè cir h wmkae, thje sibe tkbe haine: kt wiuaf

oe diif cir mkb, diif cir by bitmer tii. Mks ìnèrn

cir by bitmer tiu`mef be. Me whs giùahr, akdmt. Me

tiaf be kt wiuaf oe tebpirhry, h cun hfventure, K ìuaf

meap mkb feìrhte hnf ìbe iver cir fknner. Hnf tmen,

wmen me hnf Bib mhf thjen h akttae orehj hnf ditten

tmknds haa strhkdmtenef iut, wmen mks smkp `hbe kn, tmen

me‛f ouy us h akttae chrb hnf K ìuaf mhve tmht mirse K

mhf hawhys whntef.

Vmks whs h okzhrre recerenè ti h tkbe wmen K whs stkaa

kn drhfe s`miia, wmen furknd ine ic mks bhnk` pmhses

by chtmer ìooaef tidetmer haa tme `hsm me ìuaf cknf,

knàufknd tme prièefs crib seaaknd by bitmer‛s `hr

rkdmt iut ic tme mkdm s`miia phrjknd ait wmkae sme stiif

oecire mer àhssriib knskfe, hnf bhfe h ninrecunfhoae

ìbbktbent ti ouy h run-fiwn akttae chrb miuse kn h

nekdmoirknd tiwn. Kt mhf h akttae ìrrha hnf h twi-sthaa

ohrn, hnf K ceaa kn aive wktm tme pahè. Me mhf, tii. Tmen

me chkaef ti ìbe up wktm tme rest ic tme pur`mhse prkè

hnf aist mks fiwn phybent, hnf tme miuse, we were

oitm `rusmef. Out niw, hs K prephref ti mehf icc ti

ìaaede wktm tme meap ic drhnts, s`miahrsmkps hnf by

bitmer‛s sh`rkckès, kt whs tii ahte cir chrb miuses hnf

mirses.

By mehrt h`mef cir by chtmer, tmks orijen fiwn, oehten

bkffae-hdef bhn wmi mhf aist everytmknd hnf niw

mhf niwmere ti di out feeper knti mks iwn meaa. K

muddef mkb, hnf returnef mks akdmt-mehrtefness, hs

kc me were skbpay diknd in h akttae retreht hnf wiuaf

oe oh`j siin ti h mhppy reunkin. Vmks whs iur chbkay

trhfktkin7 pretenf, fecae`t, ìver up, pahy-h`t, jeep

iur se`rets hnf fin‛t ever h`jniwaefde ti itmers,

ir even ti iurseaves, tme fevhsthtknd trutm ic iur

`krùbsthnès. ‑Pure, Fhf, K‛aa ibe iver hnf ckx yiu

fknner. Out ckrst,‒ K shkf wktm h wknj, ‑K‛aa mhve ti aehrn

miw ti ìij!‒

Peacksmay, oenehtm by sirriw cir by chtmer ahy tme

priciunf reakec tmht me wiuaf nit oe giknknd by bitmer

hs sme feakveref be ti by ckrst yehr ic ìaaede, ti by

firb riib, hnf by new riibbhte. K whs ekdmteen,

hnf K whs hsmhbef ic mkb.

Tmen K returnef mibe cir tme subber hcter by

cresmbhn yehr, exmkahrhtef oy tme creefib ic mhvknd

oeen hwhy crib mibe cir tme ckrst tkbe, ic oeknd

iutskfe tme strhndaemiaf ic by chbkay, kt whs bire crib

h sense ic ioakdhtkin tmhn crib aive tmht K swhaaiwef

by frehf hnf vksktef by chtmer kn mks tkny hphrtbent

hoive mks ahnfairf‛s dhrhde, nit h bkae crib by

bitmer‛s miuse. Hs me ipenef tme fiir ht tme tip ic

tme sthkrs hnf weaìbef be knti mks jkt`men, K whs

hsshuatef oy tme sbeaa ic dhrohde hnf sibetmknd ease,

chknt out chbkakhr. Unfer tme sten`m ic rittknd ciif, K

`hudmt tme aknderknd sbeaa ic vibkt, hnf K re`haaef tme

tkbes me mhf frippef ti mks jnees hnf vibktef in tme




hnniunèf wktm hn krink` sbkae tmht kt whs nit inay by

skster‛s hnf mer musohnf‛s weffknd hnnkvershry: kt whs

hasi tme ine-yehr hnnkvershry ic tme fhy by bitmer

jk`jef mkb iut ic mks iwn mibe. Kt whs icck`kha7 mks

twenty-nkne-yehr bhrrkhde whs iver. Me mhf reèkvef

tme fkvirè fe`ree tmht birnknd.

Vi tme enf, by chtmer rebhknef kn`refuaius, oktter, ht

tme unchkrness ic kt haa. ‑By wkce fiesn‛t whnt be ti

mhve h oeer!‒ me‛f shy, phabs up. ‑Tiuaf yiu oeakeve kt9‒

Vi tme enf, by chtmer recusef ti h`jniwaefde tmht mks

frknjknd mhf run iut ic ìntria, tmht kt mhf ruknef mks

bhrrkhde, mks chbkay hnf mks mehatm, mks very akce, hnf tme

akves ic tmise me aivef. Out by bitmer mhf spent tme

ahst tweave bintms whktknd7 whktknd cir mer musohnf

ti haa, ti shy ‑Aet‛s try hdhkn,‒ ti inèfe tmht me mhf h

prioaeb wktm haìmia, ti pribkse, inè hdhkn, tmht me

wiuaf det meap ti stip frknjknd. By bitmer mhf spent

twenty yehrs oeddknd hnf paehfknd, hnf sme wiuaf nit,

ìuaf nit, fi kt hdhkn, niw, ht tme enf. Pme wiuaf beetmkb mhac why, bhyoe even bire, out sme skbpay wiuaf

nit ipen tme fiir ti mkb wktmiut sibe h`èpthnè

ic respinskokakty in mks phrt. Kt whs up ti by chtmer ti

ìbe ti mer tmks tkbe, ti hsj cir ine bire `mhnè, ti

smiw sibe ìbbktbent ti recirb. Out me ìuaf nit, ir

wiuaf nit, hnf si tmekr ine yehr sephrhtkin ahpsef knti

fkvirè wktm nit h wirf crib ektmer skfe.

By skster whs stunnef oy tme skdmt ic tme bhn in mer

fiirstep. Mks chè whs sunjen hnf dhunt, mks orkdmt

wmkte fentures unnhturhaay pribknent, pritrufknd

crib mks oiny sjuaa. Mks hrbs were sjeaetha, busàeserifef oy haìmia hnf kaaness, mks smkrt ìaahr sah`j

hriunf mks strkndy ne`j. Mks sjkn whs ghunfkèf, tme

wmktes ic mks eyes h dmhstay yeaaiw. Bist hahrbknd whs

mks stibh`m, riunf hnf thut unfer mks sthknef smkrt, akje

tmht ic h wibhn nkne bintms prednhnt, mks pippef

nhvea h ìnspkùius pritruskin oenehtm tme chork`.

Ciaaiwknd by skster‛s mirrkckef dhze, by fhf dhve mks

enirbius oeaay h pht. ‑K jniw,‒ me shkf. ‑Ditth ahy icc

tmise bkajsmhjes!‒ Hnf tmen, ‑Fhf!‒ by skster rkef.

‑Tmht‛s wrind wktm yiur ceet9 Tmy hren‛t yiu wehrknd

hny smies9‒ ‑Im …‒ by chtmer shkf, aiijknd fiwn ht

mks swiaaen aeds hnf ceet, wrhppef kn rhds tirn cribiaf smkrts. ‑K fin‛t jniw, by smies fin‛t seeb ti ckt

hny bire, si K bhfe byseac sibe new ines. Tmht f‛yh

tmknj9‒

By chtmer feàknef by skster‛s paeh ti ìbe kn hnf

skt cir h wmkae, mhve h ùp ic ìccee, bhyoe sibe

orehjchst, hnf wmen me aect sme bhfe hn urdent `haa ti

h nekdmoir, h fi`tir, hnf fes`rkoef wmht sme mhf seen.

‑Det yiur chtmer ti tme eberden`y riib kbbefkhteay,‒

tme fi`tir shkf. ‑Me‛s fyknd.‒

By skster fkf nit whnt ti fi tmks haine. Pme `hbe hnf

dit be ht by bitmer‛s miuse hnf we set iut ti cknf

by chtmer. Te `me`jef mks akttae ine-riib icckè. K mhf

h jey, out mks `hr whsn‛t kn tme ait, hnf tme icckè whs

fhrj: wmen we jni`jef, tmere whs ni respinse, si we

bivef in. Te trkef mks hphrtbent: tme fiir whs ipen,

out me whs nit tmere. By skster, seeknd tme hphrtbent

cir tme ckrst tkbe, whs mirrkckef oy tme ìnfktkin ic tme

pahè ‐ wirse even tmhn wmen K mhf vksktef gust weejs

oecire. Te trkef tme ai`ha ohrs K jnew me crequentef,

wktm ni su`èss. Iut ic kfehs, we returnef ti mks icckè

ti see wmetmer me bkdmt mhve pmine nuboers tmere ic

hnyine me bkdmt mhve dine ti see, hnyine wmi bkdmt

jniw wmere me whs. Vmks tkbe, K usef by jey, hnf we

aet iurseaves kn.

Me whs skttknd oemknf mks fesj kn tme fhrj: kn crint ic

mkb were severha ckctms ic vifjh. Ine oittae whs mhac

ebpty. Kn tme whste ohsjet oeskfe mks fesj were twi

bire oittaes, harehfy frhknef. K fkfn‛t jniw miw me

whs stkaa uprkdmt. K fkfn‛t jniw miw me whs stkaa hakve.

‑Fhf,‒ by skster shkf, ‑ìbe in, we mhve ti det yiu ti

tme mispktha, yiu‛re rehaay sk`j!‒ By fhf fkfn‛t hnswer:

fkfn‛t seeb even ti see us. K hpprih`mef mks fesj,

reh`mef cir mks mhnf. Me whs nit hoae ti dkve kt ti be.

‑Fhf,‒ K shkf, ‑fi yiu whnt ti fke9‒ Pkttknd tmere kn mks

fhrj, smhooy akttae icckè, oemknf mks akttae seìnf-mhnf

fesj, saubp-smiuaferef, mks oiny mhnfs ciafef kn crintic mkb, me oedhn ti `ry. Me `rkef wktm mks wmiae oify,

mks smiuafers mehvknd, mks chè ipen hnf ìntirtef,

tehrs hnf shakvh hnf snit runnknd un`me`jef crib mks

chè hnf frkppknd inti mks fesj. Me `rkef unhsmhbef,

nit inay wktm tehrs, out wktm h siunf K mhf never mehrf

crib mkb, nir crib hny bhn, h meapaess, `mkafakje

oauooerknd me bhfe ni httebpt ti mkfe ir stip. Unhoae

ti akct mkb ti mks ceet, we `haaef hn hbouahnè, hnf me

whs hfbkttef in hrrkvha knti tme mispktha.

Tmen K vksktef mkb ahter tmht fhy, K whs oibohrfef

wktm bebirkes ic by iwn tkbes spent mispkthakzef, hsk`jay jkf struddaknd wktm `mrink` kaaness. Vme sbeaas ic

sk`jness hnf hntkseptk`, tme squhwj ic knterìb `mhtter,

tme squehj ic nurses‛ wmkte smies in wirn akniaeub

hs tmey went hoiut tmekr musmef futkes, dakbpses ic

itmer peipae‛s kaaness kn tmekr fkb riibs hs K phssef,

unaehsmef h mirfe ic bebirkes, ic phkn, hnf cehr,

hnf aineakness. K frehfef reh`mknd by chtmer‛s riib.




K dkrfef byseac ti see mkb trussef kn KS tuoes hnf

binktir aknes, oaknjknd bh`mknes hnf mkssknd fevkès

`murnknd, hs bifern befk`ha te`mniaidy wirjef ti

shve mkb. Knstehf, K ciunf mkb haine kn mks fhrjenef

riib, ni tuoes, ni binktirs, gust mkb, h wrknjaef smeet

iver mks mude stibh`m, mks swiaaen ceet prippef in

h pkaaiw. Vmey mhf thjen mks fentures hwhy, hnf mks

biutm mhf ìaahpsef kn in ktseac hs kc me were harehfyfehf. Me whs nit hoae ti rkse ti mud be, si K aehnef

iver hnf dhve mks ciremehf h jkss. Kt whs fhbp, ikay,

thstknd ic shat hnf unwhsmef sjkn.

Hdhkn, furknd tmks ckrst vkskt wktm mkb kn mks mispktha

riib, by chtmer `rkef. K sht oeskfe mkb hnf meaf mks

mhnf hs me wept quketay, mks smhbe hnf cehr hnf

shfness ìursknd fiwn mks `meejs kn mks tehrs. K `rkef,

tii. Nektmer ic us mhf wirfs cir tme phkn we smhref tmht

fhy kn mks fkb mispktha riib

K spent tkbe wktm by chtmer twkè h fhy wmkae me whs

kn tme mispktha, vksktknd mkb birnknds hnf evenknds,

wkpknd mks chè wktm h ìia, fhbp àitm hnf ruooknd

aitkin inti mks swiaaen ceet. By skster hnf K were mks

inay vksktirs. By bitmer fkf nit vkskt mkb: tmey were

niw fkvirèf.

In tme ckctm fhy ic by chtmer‛s sthy kn tme mispktha,

furknd by birnknd vkskt, by fhf shkf bire ti be tmhn

me mhf kn by prevkius vkskts ìboknef. K aehnef àise

ti mkb, tme oetter ti mehr wmht me whntef ti shy ti

be. ‑Fiaay,‒ me shkf, ‑wmy fin‛t yiu thje h orehj9 [iu

fin‛t whnt ti oe stu`j kn tmks mispktha every nkdmt.

[iu‛re yiund. [iu smiuaf oe iut mhvknd cun. K‛b fiknd

gust ckne. Miw ”oiut we gust thje tinkdmt icc9 [iu di

iut tinkdmt hnf mhve h diif tkbe, hnf wmen K see yiu

tibirriw yiu `hn teaa be haa hoiut kt. \aehse. Fin‛t

ìbe oh`j mere tinkdmt.‒

‑Oeskfes,‒ me shkf, hnf me reh`mef cir by mhnf, puaaef

kt ti mkb ti orknd by ehr fiwn àise ti mks biutm. ‑Aet

be teaa yiu h akttae se`ret. K‛b diknd ti det oetter. Hnf

wmen K det iut ic mere, K‛b diknd ti stip frknjknd. K‛b

diknd ti det yiur bitmer oh`j, hnf K‛b diknd ti sthrt

iver. Everytmknd‛s diknd ti oe dreht. Di iut hnf mhve

cun tinkdmt, hnf tibirriw we‛aa haa sthrt iver.‒

Vmks whs by chtmer, hstaes-kn-tme-sjy frehber,

shndukne even kn mks cknha fhys.

By chtmer‛s fi`tir mhf tiaf us tmht tme akver ks ine

ic cew irdhns kn tme mubhn oify tmht `hn h`tuhaay

redenerhte, kc eniudm mehatmy tkssue rebhkns hcter tme

fksehse mhs thjen kts tiaa. Me hasi tiaf us, wmen by fhf

whs hfbkttef, tmht me fkf nit expe`t by chtmer ti ahst

tmriudm tme nkdmt. Pi wmen by fhf ìntknuef ti oe

hakve hcter twenty-ciur miurs, hcter twi, tmree hnf tmen

ciur fhys, we were iptkbkstk`. Vmere whs nitmknd ti oe

fine, mks fi`tir shkf, out whkt.

In tmht ckctm birnknd, K aect tme mispktha dkffy, ckaaef

wktm mipe, by step akdmter tmhn kt mhf oeen kn bintms.

By chtmer mhf cknhaay h`jniwaefdef tmht me mhf h

prioaeb, tmht me neefef ti qukt frknjknd ti turn mks akce

hriunf. By chtmer mhf h pahn. Me stkaa aivef by bitmer:

me whs diknd ti wkn mer oh`j, hnf K ìuafn‛t whkt ti teaa

mer tme news. Bist ic haa, hcter ckve fhys, by chtmer whs

stkaa hakve. Hs me ahy kn tmht fhrjenef mispktha riib, tme

cew rebhknknd sict, akve èaas kn mks mhrfenef akver were

ousy ht wirj, redenerhtknd, reprifu`knd. K ìuaf habist

mehr tmeb, si èrthkn whs K ic tmekr knfustry. By chtmer

wiuaf oeht tme iffs. K whs sure ic kt.

Gie hnf K bhfe pahns cir hnitmer evenknd ht iur

hbusebent phrj. Vmht nkdmt, bire tmhn hny ic tme

itmer nkdmts we mhf spent ht tme phrj, we mhf h oahst.

Te hrrkvef oecire fhrj, wktm tme wmiae nkdmt oecire us.

Te rife tme Cerrks wmeea hnf tme Vkat-h-Tmkra, tme riaaer

ìhster hnf tme berry-di-riunf: we rhn tmriudm tme

miuse ic bkrrirs hnf peejef kn ht tme oehrfef ahfy. Te

dirdef iurseaves in drehsy ìrn fids hnf sweet, stk`jy

ìttin `hnfy, hnf we ahudmef ht tme `hrneys, chbkakhr

hs crkenfs ti us niw, ht tme enf ic iur subber tmere, hs

we iutsbhrtef tmeb ht thrdet smiitknd hnf rknd tiss,

fhn`knd hwhy wktm iur hrbs cuaa ic prkzes. Cir tmks ineevenknd, K whs `hrecree. Te ahudmef hnf `hrrkef in hnf

àisef tme phrj fiwn, Gie‛s `hr ckaaef wktm skaay stuccef

tiys wmen we mehfef cir mibe.

Tmen Gie frippef be icc hriunf eaeven, `hrryknd by

oiity knti tme miuse cir be, K fkfn‛t nitkè tmht by

bitmer‛s `hr whs nit kn tme frkvewhy. K `haaef iut cir

mer, oecire K shw tme nite in tme jkt`men thoae7 Fhf‛s

thjen h turn cir tme wirse. @ibe ti tme mispktha.

Gie frive be tmere: K ìuaf nit spehj. By cehr whs

pmysk`ha7 K smiij, by teetm `mhtteref, by mhnfs hnf

unferhrbs sak`jenef wktm sweht. K shkf h akttae prhyer,

repehtknd kt iver hnf iver hnf iver hs kc by wkaa haine

ìuaf bhje kt si7 paehse, paehse aet mkb oe hakve. \aehse,

miw ìuaf tmks mhppen, me shkf me whs diknd ti det

oetter, paehse, me tiaf be mks se`ret, K‛b nit rehfy,

paehse, dkve be h `mhnè ti teaa mkb K aive mkb, ti teaa

mkb K‛b sirry, ti shy diifoye, kc tmht‛s wmht bust oe.




Hs we puaaef up ti tme mispktha, K shw by bitmer iut

in tme skfewhaj, mer hrbs hriunf by siooknd skster.

K whs tii ahte. By chtmer mhf fkef wmkae K whs ht pahy

wktm by crkenf, dkvknd nit h tmiudmt ti by sk`j chtmer.

By skster whs wktm by chtmer kn mks cknha bibents. By

bitmer mhf `misen nit ti di ti mkb. Pme cehref, sme

shkf, tmht kc me shw mer tmere me wiuaf jniw me whs

fyknd, hnf sme fkf nit whnt mkb ti oe hcrhkf.

Kt whsn‛t untka tme next fhy tmht K aehrnef ic by chtmer‛s

cknha dkct ti be. Ehray in tme birnknd K ahst shw mkb, in

mks ckctm fhy kn tme mispktha, ckve fhys hcter me reèkvef

nitkè tmht mks fkvirè crib by bitmer whs cknha, hnf

even hs me tiij by mhnf hnf pribksef be tmht me

wiuaf det oetter, hnf det by bitmer oh`j, hnf turn

mks akce hriunf, by chtmer mhf harehfy oedun ti vibkt

oaiif. Tmen h `krrmitk` akver mhrfens phst rephkr, oaiif

tmht nirbhaay caiws ti h mehatmy akver ks smuntef hwhy

crib tme fyknd irdhn hnf kt oh`js up knti tme vekns

ic tme esipmhdus, `rehtknd endirdef vekns skbkahr tivhrkìse vekns. Tmen tme akver reh`mes kts piknt ic ni

return ‐ wmen ni mehatmy tkssue rebhkns ti hosiro

hny ic tme oaiif caiw ‐ tme vekns ic tme esipmhdus

wkaa oedkn ti rupture. Hs tme rupture ic tmese vekns

h`èaerhtes, tme mebirrmhdknd knti tme esipmhdus

oeìbes unìntriaahoae hnf tme phtkent, ht tme enf,

oaeefknd ìnvuaskveay crib wktmkn tme esipmhdus hnf

knti mks aunds, friwns.

Tmen tme nurses `me`jef in mkb ehray tmht birnknd,

aind oecire by vkskt, tmey shw chknt trhès ic oaiif

hriunf mks akps hnf dubs, hnf tmey hsjef mkb wmenme mhf oedun ti vibkt. Hriunf tmree tmht birnknd,

me tiaf tmeb. K aehrnef tmks crib by skster, wmi mhf

ditten tme repirt crib tme nurses in futy. ‑Vmht‛s nit

pisskoae,‒ K shkf. ‑Me ìuafn‛t mhve jniwn tmht whs

mhppenknd! Vmey bust mhve bhfe h bksthje!‒ ‑Ni,‒ by

skster shkf. ‑Vmere whs ni bksthje. Me jnew.‒

Vmks whs tme cknha, chtha sthde ic `krrmisks: me mhf

h`ìbpaksmef wmht me mhf set iut ti fi in tme fhy by

skster hnf K ciunf mkb skttknd kn tme fhrj kn mks icckè,

ckctms ic `mehp vifjh aknef up hnf whktknd akje ehder

akttae siafkers. Kn àhssk` Mhrrkndtin chbkay trhfktkin,even hs me oeddef be, tmht birnknd, nit ti ìbe see

mkb tmht evenknd, by fhf whs jeepknd h se`ret. Me

wiuaf oe fehf oy fhy‛s enf, hnf me jnew kt. Me fkf nit

whnt be ti oe tmere ti see mkb fke.




Gubpknd Ppkfer

Bhrj Vmhaer




Thktknd

Hsmaey Fk`jersin




Airk-Akneaa Mhaa

Nitmknd K @iuaf Fi

‖ cir Orkhn

By sjkn orkstaef hcter

Vme reskfent `haaef

Veaaknd be hoiut

[iu skxty-ckve yehr

Iaf wmkte cebhae

Bethsthtk` `hnèr

Shdknha oaeefknd

Vmey whntef us ti

Fi sibetmknd hoiut

Vme oaeefknd…h pkaa

Purdery sibetmknd

Pibetmknd ti bhje yiur

Ahst fhys aess bessy

K went ti see yiu

Vmriht tkdmt eyes wkfe dahss

Thaas hnf fiirs yiur riib

Pephrhtef crib

Vme rest ic tme `hnèr

Thrf K mhf nit oeen

In h `hnèr whrf

Pknè Fhf‛s kaaness by

@iaaehdue fu`jef hcter

_ecerrknd Fhf ti

Mispkè shkf tmere whs

Nitmknd me ìuaf fi

_etrh`knd steps ti

Nurses‛ Pthtkin ic

\ritiìas unsure

K hsjef fi K neef

Vi diwn bhsj spe`kha

\erbksskin ti enter

[iur riib ti teaa yiu

[iu tmere whs

Nitmknd K ìuaf fi

H nurse perjy orunette

Kn dreen s`ruos shkf ni

Vmey rebivef

Neutripenk`

\re`hutkins K

Pmuccaef ti yiur

_iib whsmef by mhnfs

Ht tme sknj iutskfe

[iur fiir tmknjknd K

Bust put in by oest

Chè ti kncirb yiu

Vmere whs

Nitmknd K ìuaf fi

K enteref yiur riib

Pi wmkte miay caiirs

Thaas surreha yiu ht

@enter biunfef kn

Oef yiur mehf bistay

Ohaf exèpt wmkte tucts

Pjkn daiwknd ixyden

Bhsj hdhknst chè smeets

\uaaef unfer `mest

[iur fhudmter skttknd

Vi yiur skfe mer oaue

\hntsukt hn ksahnf

Ic ìair

[iu were stkaa out yiur eyes

K ìuaf nit shy wmht

@iair tmey were aiijef

Up hs K kntrifuèf

Byseac tme fi`tir

Kn `mhrde

Miw ks tme oaeefknd

[iu shkf nit tii ohf

K shkf diif

By ìnsuathtkin

@inàufef K shkf

Vhje hre yiund ahfy

[iu ahudmef




Haaksin Vmeiny

H Ptiaen Bibent

5758 pb in tme ?5tm ic Ghnuhry,tme sun aiwers oenehtm tme ri`jy biunfs

irhnde hnf oriwn ciafs ìver tme sun‛s smiuafers

bkbk`jknd tme phtternef wehve kn by yhrnef hnf thtteref oahnjet.

Xuket ensues, friwnknd iut tme gkndae-ghndae ic fid hnf nekdmoir:

tme purrknd `hr endknes bive curtmer in.

K hb aect ti by tmiudmts wktmiut fkstrh`tkin‖

tifhy tmey hre ic ìntentbent.

H aind akst ic Ahtkn terbs oe`jin

hs tme hboer daiw kaaubknhtes tme phde,

Out K hb nit swhyef:

tme pehè enveaipes be.

Bu`m mhs oeen aehrnef in tmks fhy,

By daivef cknders mhve bet tme sbiitm en`hsebent

ic tme dreht shpmenius vekn,

K jniw tme smeen ic h tkthnkub jnee.

Nit even tme bethoiak` phtmwhys,

wmk`m hwhkt be kn zeha

feter be crib by spit.

H fhy ks phssknd hnf cir tmks bibent,

K skbpay wht`m.




Bhjkn‛ h orehj cir kt

Mha Ptrk`m




Wie Pirreaa

Vme Oiy Tmi Iwnef tme Tiraf

si kn bire tmhn hestmetk`s. Me sthres up kn hwe hs tme

bhn rhkses mks mhnfs up ti mks biutm hnf ùps tmeb,

`rehtknd h bedhpmine ic jnu`jaes hnf nhkas.

@mkruupppppp.

Puffenay, tme twi thaa trees, tme duhrfs ti tme

pir`m, ìbe hakve. Vmey smhje hnf aehves oedkn ti mura

tmebseaves ti tme driunf, spknnknd hnf sihrknd kn tme

wknf ic h cresm fhy. Vme rehsin oemknf tme ìbbitkin

ks revehaef wmen haa ic h suffen, munfrefs ic okrfs thje

cakdmt crib tme tree. Okrfs ic every ìaiur, smhpe, hnf

skze. H ckery riokn akdmts up tme yhrf, quk`jay ciaaiwef

oy h drhècua ehrtm-tinef mubbkndokrf tmht nhvkdhtes

tme sjy hs kc cayknd ks tme ehskest ic cehts. H cahsm ic oaue

iver tmere, ic yeaaiw iver tmere. Pi bhny okrfs tmhttme sjy whs bibenthrkay oai`jef crib vkew. Hnf tme

nikse, tme `mhitk` tweets hnf `hws hnf squehas crib

every fkre`tkin. @iaiur everywmere, tme fksìrfhnt

mhrbiny oemknf h tmiushnf bkxef okrf sinds, tme sun

cirditten‖wmht h oehutkcua wiraf.

[ehrs phss hnf tme wiraf ks sbhaa niw, gust h

oiun`y ohaa kn h ohd. Me sthnfs kn mks jkt`men hnf

àut`mes tme ohd, miwever, priuf ht tme ch`t tmht tmese

were extrh spe`kha oiun`y ohaas. Me mhs dkven ine ti

tme bhn wktm tme dentae sbkae. Vme bhn ks sthnfknd ht

tme sknj, aiijknd ht tme ohaa kn mks rkdmt mhnf. Nioifybives. Vmen kn ine spakt seìnf, tme bhn àhsps mks

mhnf hriunf tme ohaa hnf tmriws kt wktm su`m piwer

ht tme driunf. Kt sjyri`jets icc tme caiir, rkì`mets icc

tme èkaknd, hnf crib tmen in ks pureay h serkes ic smhrp

hndaes hnf h sybpminy ic `rhsmknd dahss. @rhsm. @rhsm.

@rhsm. H yiund wibhn rusmes knti tme jkt`men aiijknd

ìnèrnef. Pme thjes kn tme fhbhde kn crint ic mer, tme

yiund oiy stkaa sthrknd up kn hwe, hnf tme bhn next

ti mkb, wmise eyes mhve `rknjaef kn hbusebent. Pme

bhjes h ceeoae httebpt ht hnder oecire eventuhaay

surrenferknd ti ahudmter. Hnf kn h seìnf, tmey were haa

ahudmknd. Aiijknd hriunf ht eh`m itmer hnf `mu`jakndokd mehrty `mu`jaes. Pthnfknd kn h festriyef jkt`men,

out wmiae ninetmeaess.

Bire tmhn jkt`men dahss mhs oeen orijen.

Me‛s nehray eaeven hnf me skts in mks oef kn smhrfs,

crhdbentef, orijen oeyinf rephkr. Me mhs dhknef

Me ks tmree yehrs iaf hnf tme wiraf ks mks. Me skts

in tme caiir, aeds `rissef, sthrknd cirwhrf trhnsckxef ht

tme dahss sakfknd fiir. Mks rkdmt eaoiw aehves h `rehse

kn mks oaue jnee-aendtm smirts hnf mks `mkn aehns kn tmephab hoive, mks cknders dentay `hressknd mks nehr `meej.

Mks sjkn ks h whrb, sict ìaiur, tme mue ic outtersìt`m.

Me ckfdets, mhvknd oeen kn tmks shbe pisktkin cir bhny

bknutes niw. Out me fiesn‛t fhre bive tii bu`m.

Mks eyes run haind mks aect hrb, tme mhnf ic wmk`m ks

pahsteref hdhknst tme recresmknd ìaf ic tme dahss. Mks

ckndertkps hre sprehf hs chr hs tmey `hn reh`m, tme enfs

wmktenknd hs drhvkty cirès tme oaiif fiwn mks hrb.

Vme ckndernhkas hre fkrty, ten akttae bkajy feàhrhtkins

ic bhny hcterniins spent pahyknd kn tme mit sun

iutskfe. Vme busàes kn tme mhnf tkdmten hs me pusmes

kt even bire feterbknhoay knti tme dahss. Cir wmeretmks yiutmcua mhnf mhs aect swehty sbufdes in tme

dahss, tmere ks hnitmer mhnf reh`mknd kn crib tme wiraf

iutskfe. Vmks mhnf ks sakdmtay sbhaaer tmhn mks, riunfef

hnf curry. Vme ìaiur ks diafen hnf tme sun bhjes kt

fhnè. Vme phw ks sedbentef knti ciur pkeès, eh`m

hfirnef wktm h tkny wmkte sakver ic h àhw. Pibeine mhs

spkaaef akttae fhrj cre`jaes haa iver tmks phw. Hs tme oiy‛s

eyes trhvea, me sees tmht tmks phw ks htth`mef ti h wmiae

`rehture, tme bist oehutkcua `rehture kn tme wiraf.

Vme oio`ht sthres ht mkb wktm mipecua eyes rkbbef kn

oah`j, ivhas tkatef upwhrfs. H cahre ic wmkte cur smiits

iut hnf upwhrfs crib oitm ic tme eyes. Kt trhveas

fiwnwhrfs hasi crib tme knner ìrners, htth`mknd ti

tme wmkte cur rud tmht pahys oh`jdriunf ti tme nise,

biutm, hnf wmksjers. Ciur wmksjers in ektmer skfe ic

tme sakt ic h biutm. Vwi dkhnt perjef ehrs pritrufknd

crib tme tip ic tme mehf, oah`j caucc cehtmerknd tme tip

ic ine. H oehutkcua `rehture wktm mks phw pressef ti tme

mhnf ic h oehutkcua oiy. Inay h tmkn pkeè ic dahss kn

oetween…

Niw mks mehf reh`mes mks chtmer‛s jnees hnf tme

wiraf ks sbhaaer, out stkaa haa mks. Me sthnfs kn tme crint

fiir, oiooknd dentay up hnf fiwn kn ex`ktebent. Me

àhsps mks mhnfs tidetmer hnf sthys oh`j, wht`mknd

quketay. Vme bist hfbkrhoae bhn kn tme wiraf sthnfs

ht tme efde ic mks pir`m, wehrknd oixers, hn iaf t-smkrt,

hnf h dentae hnf jniwknd sbkae. Vme oiy reseboaes

mkb smi`jknday kn hppehrhnè, hnf frehbs ic fiknd




wekdmt yet me‛s sbhaaer tmhn ever. Vwi hrbs mud mks

jnees ti mks `mest, tryknd ti sibemiw miaf mkbseac

tidetmer even tmiudm me‛s harehfy chaaen hphrt. Vehrs

sthkn mks pufdy `meejs, `ht`mknd ht mks ghw akne hnfdhtmerknd tmere untka tmey mhve eniudm wekdmt ti frip

ti mks smkrt. Akdmts kaaubknhte mks riib, yet everytmknd ks

kn smhfiw. Vme purpae hnf oaue in mks hrbs sthnfs hs h

siuvenkr ti tme bist reènt ckdmt.

Mey, chthss…

Mks wmiae oify ks rh`jef wktm sios, mks rko `hde

mehvknd. Me aets iut hkr kn smirt sphstk` puccs hnf dhsps

cir bire kn oetween `hs`hfes ic tehrs. Mks akps treboae

unìntriaahoay hnf me ri`js mkbseac oh`j hnf cirtm. Kn

h suffen oiut ic hnder, me sbh`js mks oef wktm mks aectmhnf, skbpay eak`ktknd h dentae wrknjae kn tme ìbcirter.

Me aiijs fiwn ht tmks hnf mks eyes thje kn mks hrb, tme

hrb tmht inè àhspef tme wiraf‛s oiun`kest ohaas, tmht

usef ti wrhp hriunf tme aeds ic tmht bist hbhzknd

bhn in mks pir`m, tmht h very aind tkbe hdi reh`mef

iut ti tme wiraf in tme itmer skfe ic tme dahss fiir. Vme

wiraf tmht whs ni ainder mks. @hrvef knti mks cirehrb

whs h sbkaey chè. Vmree skbpae, tmkn wmkte aknes.

Vwi sakts cir eyes. H biutm ùraef knti h sippy drkn,

eternhaay mhppy. Me ìuafn‛t ever cirdet ti sbkae wktm

tmht sbkaknd chè wktm mkb cirever. Out tme oiy whsn‛t

sbkaknd.

Ciur yehrs ahter, me wehrs mks sbkae akje me wehrs

mks smkrts. Me puts kt in kn tme birnknd, hnf thjes kt icc

oecire oef. Me prh`tkès kt akje me prh`tkès tme smkny

triboine ayknd kn tme ìrner. Me phknts kt in akje tme

wibhn upsthkrs phknts in mer akpstk`j. Hnf me swehrs

kt‛s minest akje sme swehrs sme aives tme dentae bhn.

Niw me skts in tme caiir, aeds `rissef, sthrknd ht

dahss. Vmere‛s h sbhaa `rh`j runnknd crib tip aect ti

oittib rkdmt, zkdzhddknd tmriudm mks ckeaf ic vkskin. Me

rhkses h aind-cknderef mhnf ti tme wknfiw hnf presseskt ti tme ìaf dahss. Me sthres iut knti tme dhtef yhrf

iutskfe, out tme akdmt ks gust wrind. Me see‛s nitmknd

hnf knstehf dahres ht mks iwn recae`tkin, sjewef

hnf twkstef oy tme `rh`jef dahss hnf tme s`mebknd

sunakdmt. Mks oh`jskfe ks unìbcirthoae crib tme caiir.

Me mhf driwn up knstehf ic iut tme ahst ciur yehrs, out

me wksmef me‛f driwn kn. Me‛f bhr`mef tmriudm eh`m

fhy, ìbknd iut in tme itmer enf wktm mks sbkae stkaa

pknnef seùreay ti mks chè. Me‛f whajef tme whaj, me‛fpahyef tme dhbe. [et, me aiijef tmriudm tmht dahss,

sbkaknd seùreay, hnf shw nitmknd.

Me whs haine.




Wie Pirreaa

Ife Vi By Veffy Oehr

yiu‛re sthrknd ht be

hdhkn

crib tme tiy ùpoihrf

wktm eyes hnf cur hs

oah`j

hs tme binster unfer tme oef

k‛f thje yiu iut out yiu bhje be ceea

kaa

yiur perce`t fhrj cirb hnf

skx perce`t wmksjers hnf

tme sbeaa ic

piai oy rhapm ahuren

ckne, k‛aa miaf yiu ine bire tkbe

àise, si àise, tii

àise

k run by tindue haind yiur stkt`mef

ùrves

nestae yiur fiwny `meej knti by

orehsts

ìnsubbhte by mkafmiif

nit`m tme oefpist ic by ciur-ìrneref

akce

untka haa k‛b aect wktm ks

hn ebpty oef

h stine ciur yehrs prebhture

hnf yiu, teffy,

by reau`thnt haay




Geaakes

Nhn`y Micc




Bhfjhb

_innette Oenje




Aind Mhkref TibhnNk`miahs Funhyk




Ahkah Mhahoy

GehnsK skt

by sakb

seac

fiwn

ht tme oh`j

ic tme nuboer 3

by styakn‛

gehns

smriuf

by trkb

oify

h cht wibhn by hde

skts h`riss crib be

mhnfcuas ic `eaauakte

stret`m mer wirn

drhy sweht phnts

ti tmekr akbkts

iaf perb driwknd iut

iaf eyes aiijknd kn

mer tmk`j mhnfs

miaf h quket yeaaiwnewoirn

haa ref hriunf tme eyes

by gehns

oedkn ti

squeeze

be

tkdmt

steha

by orehtm

miw bhny

stips oh`j

whs sme be9

ghunty

mipecua

whs kt h smirt rkfe9

hn kaaness9

aist gio9

behn oiycrkenf9

kn h cahsmextrh caesm

mhndknd crib

mer hrbs

eyes aist

kn tmht shf

sk`j ohoy

ir whs sme

hawhys tmht why9

by gehns

tmey hresi tkdmt

K `hnnit

orehtme

K bust

det icc

tmks ous

tmks ks nit

by stip




Nk`miae Dicc

Vwenty Ekdmt \kaas

8

@iccee wktm

mhzeanut `rehb hnf

sudhr sjkn,

shturhte be.

Ohre-`mestef

kn sweaas ic smeets,

bive be wktm yiur sex-s`ent

?

8< p.b.

K hb purrknd

ruooknd hdhknst

yiur ceet.

Miw fi yiu thbe be9

Ahnduhde frkps wkatknd

crib tkntef akps.

0

[iu bhje by nhjefness ceea

\richne.

Cu`j yiu.

[iur restrhknt hnf shkntay

phtken`e.

Fi yiu see by oify

oikaknd iver9

6

Peven fhys, K hb zen.

K hb untiu`mhoae,

ht aehst

untka Punfhy nkdmt.

Vmen, K

hb kt`mknd wktm yiur

ah`j ic tiu`m.




Tmkte _i`js

Dred @meeny




Pmirt Mhkref TibhnNk`miahs Funhyk




Pteve Nhsm

\ribkse

8

Be hnf mer tiij tme oah`jtip iut ti tme miifiis

turnicc, bhfe h tkdmt aect inti h rihf fynhbktef, pk`jefhnf smiveaef tmriudm Uthm shnfstine furknd tme

urhnkub oiib ic tme 8;5<s. Te ai`jef tme muos tmen

kn`mef up tme shnfy/ri`jy steepness ti tme `rest ‐ hnf

tme ckrst frip smeac.

‑_iaa fiwn yiur wknfiw,‒ K shkf.

‑Fust‛aa det kn.‒

Ine crint wmeea frippef hoiut h ciit. By mehf

sbh`jef skfewhys hdhknst by wknfiw. Pme `rhnjef

mers fiwn si chst sme aiijef akje h `hrtiin. Vme itmer

wmeea frippef. Mer mehf wmkppef skfewhys knti tmeoreeze. Habist aist tme rehr oubper wmen tme fuhaakes

sakf icc. Te fkf iur okt ti aiwer tmht smeac wktm iur

s`rhpe.

Kn ckrst dehr we whffaef fiwn ti tme oittib ic tme

frhw. K aehnef iver tme wmeea ti aiij up ht tme àkbo. Kt

aiijef tii steep. K drknnef ht mer. Pme drknnef oh`j.

K dunnef kt.

@iuafn‛t see iver tme miif wmen we akppef iut. K

mipef tme rihf fkfn‛t thje h suffen turn. Kt fkfn‛t.

Vmere whs h skdn, tmiudm. ‑Nit h @iunty Bhknthknef_ihf.‒

‑Niw tmey teaa us,‒ sme shkf.

‑[ehm,‒ K buboaef, nit jniwknd miw sme whntef be

ti thje tmht. Vmere whs rkdmtcua fksthnè ‐ chrtmer tmhn

h`riss tme oen`m seht.

Te‛f driwn up kn tme shbe twi streetahbp wkfe spit.

Te aect tiwn fkccerent tkbes, ìbe oh`j, aect hdhkn

wktmiut ever beetknd up ”tka tifhy in tme ous oh`j

mibe. Mhf us h sniw ìne fiwn ti tme dhs sthtkin

hnf in h spur fubpef h ìupae ph`js knti by pk`j-

up phrjef ht Fhf‛s pahè hnf akt iut. Mhfn‛t even tiaf

nioify we whs oh`j iutskfe ic h nite shyknd ti Fhf

tmht kt whs be wmi tiij tme tru`j.

‑Tmere ti9‒ K hsjef.

Te aiijef h`riss bkaes ic rusty-pknj siakf-ri`j mkaas.

Inay bhn tmknd whs tme rihf ti tme mirkzin, twkstknd

hnf fkppknd, ìntiurknd wmere kt ìuaf. Frkven shnf

ckaaef aiw pahès. Kn tme shnfy okts ciit-thaa ousmesspriutef tme why h dhrfener‛f pahnt tmeb ti oest

hfvhnthde piir sika. Mkffen were haa tme suffen

fkt`mes, bhyoe h munfref ceet wkfe hnf tmree tkbes

hs feep, tmht yiu never see ”tka yiur next step ks aits ic

nitmknd.

‑Vmht hwhy,‒ sme shkf, desturknd ht kt haa.

Te riaaef. Vme tru`j oittibef hnf rhttaef hnf `mkrpef

cir bist ic kt. In tme sbiitm we‛f bhje sibe tkbe.

Vmen we‛f saiw ti ckrst ir seìnf hnf whrb wknf

oriudmt iur riister thka knti tme `ho.

”Oiut 85 bkaes kn tme rihf enfef kn oun`mdrhss

oetween tme trh`js hnf ni bire trh`js. @me`jef tme

sjy ckrst tmknd hnf shw inay akttae pucc àiufs. Vmht whs

ckne. Fkfn‛t whnt ni cahsm caiif wmere we whs mehfknd.

Te oeht fust icc àitmes hnf K tkppef h gerry-`hn icc tme

thkadhte ti whsm tme fust hnf sweht strehjs icc us oitm.

Pme piuref sibe extrh hnf s`ruooef.

K oent fiwn hnf puaaef h okt ic dreen icc h ousm,

`rusmef tme aehves oetween tmubo hnf cirecknder. K

pusmef tme bess ti by nise. Pbeaaef si fhbn chbkakhr,

sweet wktm h akttae ourn.

Pme tiweaef mer chè ic chfe cre`jaes. Mer diafen mhkr

frhpef spe`thùahr hnf `hudmt tme sun gust rkdmt.

Dif kt whs diif ti oe mibe.

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Vwi-tmkrty p.b. hnf kt whs pusmknd ;<.

K piunfef mer ph`j hdhknst tme thkadhte. Fust expaifef.K jept tme aihf uprkdmt wmkae sme sht fiwn hnf wkddaef

knti tme strhps. Pme stiif wktm h drunt.

Te `hudmt h chknt trhka mehfknd fiwn h frhknhde hnf

whajef tme drhveaay phtm fiwn oetween shnfstine

mubps. Hriunf tme oenf tmeb mubps dhve why ti

aefdes hoiut jnee mkdm. Te mehfef fiwn h frhw,

strhkdmt hs h Phat Ahje @kty oiuaevhrf, cir tmree munfref




yhrfs, aefdes rksknd hnf iur phtm hndaknd fiwn. Ht tme

next smhrp rkdmt, tme aefdes were 6< ceet hoive by

mehf hnf `hnyin oittib nhrriwef.

‑@iiaer mere,‒ sme shkf.

‑Dets ìiaer.‒

‑Diif.‒

Nit seventy phès ahter h rhvkne twkè hs wkfe hs by

tru`j ùt kn rkdmt. H thndae ic oiuafers spkaaef h`riss iur

phtm. @hrecuaay we s`rhboaef iver tme aiwest ri`js hnf

gubpef ckve ceet ti tme sbiitm `hnyin caiir oeyinf.

Pkx oenfs in oy by ìunt, bhyoe tmree bkaes kn,

K aiijef up. Feep oaue whs crhbef oy `hnyin whaas 0<<

ceet mkdm. Usknd by vikè seebef wrind. K pikntef.

Pme niffef hnf aet iut h sbhaa wmiism. Pme put mer

aect mhnf in ri`j, tmen aehnef iver hnf restef merciremehf.

‑H`tuhaay ìaf,‒ sme shkf, `rhnknd mer ne`j ti behsure

tme àkcc. ‑Hnf fesiahte fry.‒

‑Aet‛s jeep in.‒

Te whajef tidetmer, mer phè gust hoiut hs chst hs

bkne. _i`j `run`mef unnhturhaay aiuf oenehtm iur

oiits hnf e`mief akdmtay icc whaas tkdmt in eh`m skfe.

_hre chst whter tmriudm mere ensuref nitmknd drew ti

fhbp fiwn siunf, jept tme `hnyin caiir swept. Vmere

were ni ciitprknts hmehf hnf inay iur oiit sìips

oemknf. Vme bist we ìuaf see whs h ìupae munfref

yhrfs ti tme next oenf. Vme akdmt whsn‛t rkdmt cir tme

tkbe ic fhy, fkb knstehf ic sahntknd orkdmt.

‑K ceea akje K‛b kn h stiry,‒ sme shkf. ‑Vmks ks tme test-y phrt.‒

0

Pkx bkaes kn. Fusj mue.

Pme dhve be h dahnè tmht tiaf be sme inay mhf sbhaa

whter saismknd kn mer `hnteen hnf wiuaf neef h cuaa

frknj ti det iut ìbe birnknd. Up hmehf tme pknj

shnfstine whs dkvknd why ti h ref ohnf. Habist tmere.

_ef ohnf dit smiuafer mkdm oecire tme `hnyin ipenef,

whaas gust hs thaa out sprehf bhyoe ckve tkbes wkfe hs

wmht we‛f gust whajef, ref ohnf haa hriunf tme ohse. Hkr

went whrb hnf sict. Hmehf dreht trees sprehf smhfe.

Tmere tmere weren‛t smhfe, thaa drhss whvef ht us.

@rktters s`hbperef ht iur hpprih`m. Okrfs shnd evenknd

`haas.

_eakhoae chuat sprknd pahsmef crib tme whaa hnf bhfe

tme kn`m feep orhkfef strehb we ciaaiwef. Te phssef

h dreen piia aect oy tme ahst mkdm whter. K aiijef cir h

diif `hbp spit. Phw ine, hnf bivef tmriudm shnf

tiwhrf kt. Fkfn‛t ceea mer ciaaiwknd.

Pme whs oh`j ht tme dreen piia, oent ht tme whkst,

aiijknd.

K retrhèf. \iia whsn‛t bu`m, hoiut tme skze ic hn hreh

rud, hnf dreener tmhn biss. Kt‛f fi cir hn eberden`y

out we mhf paenty runnknd àehr whter mere ti frknj.

Tktmiut sthnfknd sme turnef mer mehf ti be. Mer chè

whs h-sbkae.

Paiw, ever saiw, sme pikntef aise knti tme hadhe. Thteroud munters, tme skze ic h bhn‛s bhkn twi cknders,

phtkentay sthajef prey. Oeetaes wktm ciur wmkte fits

aiijef friwnef out twkstef ever si icten. Pme reh`mef

fiwn hnf pk`jef up sibetmknd wktm h cautef thka tmht

bivef akje h smrkbp. Vme cautes fkshppehref wmen sme

aet whter run iut ic mer mhnf. @aehr stuntef tmknds

spriutef crib kts oh`j. Mhf h mehf akje h bhntks.

‑Fhbseacay ahrvhe,‒ sme shkf.

‑Mum.‒

Pme put tme ohoy fhbseacay oh`j next ti cht thfpiaesfrkctknd kn cirbhtkin. Pquht whter ouds wktm tkny

cakppers hkbef ti knvestkdhte wmkae hoive dnhts rise

kn paubes akje dreen-wiif sbije. Oees sehr`mef tme

caiwers ht piia‛s efde.

‑Vmhnjs,‒ sme shkf, ‑cir orkndknd be ti Efen.‒

K smruddef.

‑Kt ks drhnf,‒ sme shkf.

Nioify‛f ever usef drhnf ht be oecire. Pibetmknd

akdmt hnf cauttery swhb crib by nhvea tiwhrf by

orehstoine. Thrb oaiif bivef unfer by sjkn. Ixyden

stund by aunds. Jnew tme ceeaknd cir sure out nit kts

feptm. Inè shw h nehroy ìw mkt oy akdmtnknd hnf stkaa

rebeboer tmht mekcer‛s chè hs sme wiooaef skfe ti skfe

oecire sme ceaa. Duess K aiijef akje tmht, gust nit stine

fehf. Bire hakve-akje.

[ep. Pwhrbknd wktm akce




‑K fin‛t jniw wmht tme next bknute‛aa orknd, nioify

fies.‒

‑K re`jin we‛aa oh`j up, turn hriunf.‒

Pme kdniref tmht. _kdmtay si.

‑Vme cuture‛s oahnj out K whnt ine èrthkn tmknd kn tmht

entkre ebpty.‒

‑K‛b akstenknd.‒

‑Ni bhtter wmht mhppens ti us tinkdmt, next weej,

next yehr, wmen we‛re 5< aet‛s ìbe oh`j mere hnf

spenf h aind tkbe teaaknd wmht we‛ve fine wktm iur

akves.‒

Niw sme aiijef ht be.

‑\ribkse9‒

K tmiudmt hoiut kt. Pme whs wirjknd ht tmks hnf K fkfn‛tsee ni fiwnskfe.

‑@riss by mehrt.‒

K sthrtef tme tru`j, put kt kn reverse. K restef by hrb in

tme sehtoh`j hs K turnef ti aiij oh`j. K winferef wmht

tmknds K wiuaf fi tmht K ìuaf teaa mer tmht chr icc fhy.

Hnf wmetmer we‛f stkaa mhve hs nkè tmiudmts hnf ehsy

mipes hs wmen we whs twenty-tmree.




Biinakdmt 8

Sk`jy Ptribee




Piaktufe

Bk`mhea Isskpiv




Puobkttef oy7 Fhnnhm _hz

Akce ks Tmht [iu Aehve Oemknf

Kc yiu‛re wehry hnf kn vhkn

\infer miw yiu bhy expahkn

Vme purpise ic iur smirt exkstenè,

Behsuref crib aind hdes‛ fksthn e,

Frehf ni tmiudmt, cir yiu wkaa cknf

Vmht akce ks wmht yiu aehve oemknf.

Ni bhn `hrrkes crib tme wibo

Tmht‛s kns`rkoef upin mks tibo.

Dairkes ic mks knspkrhtkins

Bhrj mks fhy ic ìrinhtkin:

[et tme berkt ic mks bknf

Tkaa oe wmht me aehves oemknf.

Vme diafen sun tmht sbkaes upin

H sùapture bhfe ic bhroae stine,

Kaaubknes in kts sjkaacua oaenf.

Dkve kbbirthakty ti mks mhnf ‐

Tmi aect kts se`rets ti unwknf

Vi haa tmise me mhs aect oemknf.

Vme piet‛s phsskins, tenfer frehbs,

_ebhkn in phper kn h strehb

Ic yehrnknd wirfs hnf ahbenthtkin ‐

Hn iutpiur ic dreht ìnsternhtkin:

Ceeaknds every mehrt wkaa oknf

Cir tmise me mhs aect oemknf.

Vme dreht ìbpiser, mks sybpminy,

En`mhnts wktm sweetest beaify ‐

Akje hndeas‛ purest, orkdmtest strknds

Cireverbire tiwhrf mehven‛s sprknds.

Mks nhbe wkaa akve, oe priufay skdnef

Kn mehrts ic tmise me aect oemknf.

Oent, wktm sweht upin mks oriw

Vme chrber trifs oemknf mks oaiw,

Vrhkaknd saiway ti tme enf

Oaessef driunfs me wkaa mhve ti aenf

Vi pisterkty me mhs hsskdnef ‐

Cir akce ks wmht yiu aehve oemknf.

Miw `mkafren in tmks ehrtm wkaa chre

Tkaa bkrrir phrents aive hnf `hre.

Tmetmer tmey trehf tme fusty rihfs

Ir use tme mkdmest mubhn ìfes ‐

Shaues tmht kboue tmekr bknf

Tkaa oe wmht tmey‛aa aehve oemknf.

K duess niw yiur eyes `hn see

Vme feptm ic by pmkaisipmy:

Tmht yiu `rehte in tmks diif ehrtm

Tkaa di oeyinf tme siaebn mehrse.

Dkve rkse ti dreht, mubhne hnf jknf

Cir akce ks wmht yiu aehve oemknf.

‖Trktten oy Hnnh Desaewktz, h Miai`hust survkvir,

hnf by drhnfbitmer wmi K aive hnf bkss fehray.




Te ht tme \ridrhb kn Befk`ha Mubhnktkes ht tme Unkverskty ic Hrkzinh @iaaede ic Befk`kne hre drhtecua

cir dkcts crib suppirtkve peipae akje yiu. Tktm yiur meap, iur stufents wkaa ìntknue ti ìbpakbent tmekr

s`kentkck` stufy oy expairknd tme mubhn experkenè, kn kaaness hnf mehatm, tmriudm haa hvhkahoae venues.

Vmks kssue ic Mhrbiny ks ine sbhaa why ti shy tmhnj yiu hnf ti febinstrhte miw yiur dkct trhnscirbs

befk`ha efu`htkin hnf eventuhaay kbph`ts mehatm`hre tmriudm tme `hreers ic haubnk. Kc yiur nhbe ks nit

akstef, we knvkte yiu ti oeìbe h phrt ic tmks exàuskve ìbbunkty. Cir yiur ìnvenkenè, we mhve knàufef

tme cirb oeaiw ti hkf yiu kn yiur ìntknuef suppirt ic tme pridrhbs nitef kn Mhrbiny.

K wiuaf akje ti bhje h thx fefu`tkoae dkct kn tme hbiunt ic

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K wiuaf akje ti irfer YYYYY (nuboer) kssue(s) ht Mhrbiny ht $4.;5 eh`m (ìst knàufes P&M).

K mhve knàufef h `me`j cir by thx-fefu`tkoae dkct,

bhfe phyhoae ti7Vme UH @iaaede ic Befk`kne/Befk`ha Mubhnktkes

@mhrde by dkct ti by

YYYYYSksh YYYYYBhster@hrfYYYYYHberk`hn Express YYYYYFksìver

\aehse bhka yiur dkct ti7

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Te kntenf ti intknue reìdnkzknd tme denerius dkcts ti tme \ridrhb kn Befk`ha Mubhnktkes puoakày:

paehse `me`j mere kc tmks ks hn hninybius dkct YYYY

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PUOBKPPKIN DUKFEAKNEP

Mhrbiny, h akterhry giurnha ic esshys, smirt stirkes, pietry, vksuha hrt, hnf pmitidrhpmy ks h puoak`htkin ic Hrkzinh‛s@iaaede ic Befk`kne \ridrhb kn Befk`ha Mubhnktkes. Ptufents, chùaty, hnf sthcc ic tme @iaaedes ic Befk`kne,

Nursknd, \mhrbh`y, hnf Bea hnf Enkf Wu`jerbhn \uoak` Mehatm hre enìurhdef ti suobkt irkdknha, unpuoaksmef

wirj ti iur giurnha, miwever, hnyine bhy suobkt wirj. Tirj in haa tmebes hnf tipk`s wkaa oe ìnskferef, espe`khaay

tmise reahtef ti tme wiraf ic befk`ha mubhnktkes. Chkaure ti hfmere ti tme suobksskin fehfakne hnf ti tme ciaaiwknd

dukfeaknes bhy resuat kn tme pkeè nit oeknd ìnskferef7

Trktten Tirj8. Haa wrktten suobksskins smiuaf oe ni bire tmht 5,<<< wirfs wktm speaaknd & drhbbhr `me`jef

?. Tirj bust oe tktaef, fiuoae-sphèf, 8? piknt cint, hnf wktm tme tktae hnf phde nuboer hs mehfers in eh`m phde.

0. \revkiusay puoaksmef wirj wkaa nit oe ìnskferef.

6. Puobksskins hre h`èptef inay vkh ebhka.

5. Puobksskins smiuaf knàufe in h sephrhte ìver aetter tme hutmir‛s nhbe, bhkaknd hffress,

ebhka hffress, hnf pmine nuboer.

4. Vme precerref ckae cirb cir fiùbents ks Bk`risict Tirf.

Sksuha Tirj

8. Hrtwirj suobkttef eae`trink`haay ks precerhoae kn h @B[J 0<<fpk VKC ckae.

?. Haa wirj bust oe tktaef.

0. Puobksskins smiuaf knàufe in h sephrhte ìver aetter tme hutmir‛s nhbe, bhkaknd hffress,

ebhka hffress, hnf pmine nuboer.

Eh`m puoaksmef ìntrkoutir wkaa reèkve twi ìpkes ic tme giurnha. Vmhnj yiu cir yiur knterest hnf suobksskin ti Mhrbiny.

Penf suobksskins ti7mhrbinybhdhzkneLdbhka.ìb

Haa wirjs eakdkoae cir7

• Bhtmkhsen \rise Hwhrf7 oest suobksskin kn ektmer prise ir pietry

• Jennetm G. _yhn Sksuha Hrts Hwhrf7 oest vksuha hrts suobksskin

• \rhfh Befk`ha Ptufent Hwhrf7 oest iverhaa suobksskin crib h Unkverskty ic Hrkzinh befk`ha stufent

Vmere hre twi prkzes hwhrfef kn eh`m `htediry hnf ine ks cir stufents inay!

\aehse fkre`t hny questkins ti Vme Efktirs ht7 mhrbinybhdhzkneLdbhka.ìb. Vmhnj yiu.

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