Go Away, Find Your Own Reality Protocol, or Discourse on De-immanentizing the Eschaton

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1 GO AWAY, FIND YOUR OWN REALITY PROTOCOL, OR DIS- COURSE ON DE-IMMANENTIZING THE ESCHATON. ҉҉ Intermission in reality punctuation, from a survivalist (Shrapnel from the Psi-Battlefield from the Perspective of a Target and a Dissident) By Malierk

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1 GO AWAY, FIND YOUR OWN REALITY PROTOCOL, OR DIS-COURSE ON DE-IMMANENTIZING THE ESCHATON. Intermission in reality punctuation, from a survivalist (Shrapnel from the Psi-Battlefield from the Perspective of a Target and a Dissident) By Malierk 2 Liars! Liars! Liars! Cowards! Cowards! Cowards! Who cannot even face your own dogs! Traitors to all souls everywhere! Sold out to shit forever : You, miserable collaborators, () if you I cancel all your words forever you cannot take words with you into space And you, powers behind what filth deals consummated in what lavatory, To take what is not yours , To sell out your sons forever! To sell the ground from unborn feet for ever? for Eve-R Explain how the blood, and bones, and brains of a hundred million more or less gooks went down the drain in green piss! So you on the boards could use bodies, and minds, and souls that were not yours, are not yours, and never will be yours () Play it all, play it all, play it all back! Pay it all, pay it all, pay it all back! . you cannot take words with you into space -The last words of Hassan ibn Sabbah, or William S Burroughs 3 When consciousness rises, it reflects all the control-systems that go unnoticed by the majority notcontestingthesechecksandbalances-contestingwhat?-Peopledonotevenknowthethings thatbindthem,thelongingsthatarefilledbyleft-oversfrommuchgreaterfeasts,wheretheyare servedasthemaindish,andtheybegtogetthescrapsoftheirownmeat.Ingeneral,nooneishar-assedaslongas one is ignorant,oblivious,anddoesntdevelopa capacity fortranscendingthis igno-rance/slavehood, into a dangerous tool of self-transcendence with effective power throughout the grid - the difference between a pirate and entitlement is often slight, while the self-entitled overseers panic that one may indeed work without their authorization, without their single spit, freaking out that all of asuddenthingsarenotastheyusedtobeanymore.Realizingthepossibilityoffreedom,andseeing the whole system created for closing down aka controlling the mass, as one refuses to follow a lesser lie, a role, a narration, a script to play and blunt even a glimpse of the greater world for complacency, like a stuffed and satiated animal. Everything appears as it is - or is it not so? Where perception testi-fies against appearance, yet the appearance forces itself down the throat, until it is accepted as true, as real, one is bound to fight. The slave-hood is inbuilt in almost all societal matrices, and then goes on to knowledge management, socialization, cultural reality scripting/programming, that apparent does not contain the seed of a sincere question. Anyone realizing the actual state of his/hers potential is made immediatelyatargetforpacification,control,subjugation,elimination,ifsuchapotential,dormant, withoutexpression,indeed-appears.Manyendupwithdelusions/insanityre-directedtoasocial nichecalledpsychiatry,orareallowedthefreedomsoffringescience,ornew-agetheorems,where The Green Dimension, Visualized as Seen by Phosphenic Regression 4 theymayeffectivelydiscreditthemselvesasnuts,whilenotbeingallowedtobreakthroughfora greaterview andwitnesshowthetrueinsanityfunctionsbehindeveryonesbacks.It iseasytogrow insane, when anomalous experiences exceed that of the prefabricated reality, a conditioned mind that doesnotholdwellsuchafloodofnovelty,andittakesalotoftime,livedexperience,yearsandtor-ment and hidden observations (lying dead is a good tactic, low-profile, and certain acumen in shifting between realities, while preserving masks and relations that necessarily keep certain things at rest) to establish otherwise unknowable information, and adapt it to the personal epistemic structures, and effective. Whether one calls it magick, or highly advanced consciousness modulation is a question of aesthetics. And while things are concealed, one is not excluded to live in a happy house of free to go, but directly proportionally to skill, one will be tapped into and abused for the goodies,anything from attacks on the mind and body to break (and submit) continue, at the same time trying to evade bullets flying through the astral zone, and perhaps counting on some extra protection that these with the bul-lets will bite the dust before reaching the target.The memory is actively erased, while the grand royal-ties of Earth are contested and spat upon to get more kicks perhaps whether one is overly interested in little psyops, or trafficking of people of religious, governmental, intelligence rot, assuredly there are methodstopickupsuchdiscontentwiththeirdoingsandharassindividualswhodonotnecessarily agreecomplacentlysubmittogoodolddontsee donttell,butontheotherhandliketodistribute, inform, and raise some minds throughout the grid and co-ordinating systems that the crooks cant tap inbecausetheirwholebeingfortunatelypreventsthat.Sometimesonemayfeellikelivingina devolvedrealityandorderthathasnolinkstoalt-continuums,andthusextractingwonder-scripts from future and the past sends the locals with their limited space-time scanning through the hubs into disarray, either because they are confused, stupid, ignorant, or simply scared. So, a point for will train-ing, getting a bit more tough - its all in the incentive package, ah beware of consciousness-detectors, they may reduce the Prometheian effort to remember, to continue, to break through the blinds, not to slipintothezoneofforgetfulness,andalthoughIdisagreewithuncleCrowleyanddisliketheThele-mites (one may say there was Jung, but no Jungians), one thing about Every man, and every woman is a star is bluntly correct, but stardom is quite pricy,one will never know for sure whether the Lami-ansconveyingcertainideasdidnttellthewholetruthtotheirEarthlyagents,buttheylackedtheir collective,sotheystar-flashedincollective.Givenhowmanyothersweredrowned,destroyed,any notionofco-operationwiththesestructuresisdirtyingoneshandswithbloodoftheirs,butitisan invisible mental war, with quite real effect on the fabric of consciousness, mass or individual, seen only bytheoneswhoarequiteawareofit.Itwouldbeamagnificentcelebrationifthiswholedisgrace wouldend,bycollapseoftheirsacrosancttowersintotheBlackDragonsinterior(ChristianSatan would seem like a good uncle, compared to an ancient beast which rises from the Abyss to destroy the Sun an old ritual, oh hail the Sol Invictus) indeed when one sees the extent to which it went, the col-lapseofthewholesystem,beforetheyturneveryoneintomeat-dronesforprocurementofmental energy, sexual energy (ask the Vatican and some Intelligence groups about how the power up certain orders and many perversions they keep alive) and souls that go down the drain, or develop something above seventh-consciousness: between a choice with a vampire that drowns the spiritual hearts in the shadow and a heart that ascends to Sekhem-Star is probably a matter of luck if not great luck . In-between, procurements of puppet-emperors, like the ones supported by the oversight in Nazi times they still like to flirt with the idea, but High Deities dont listen to their ready-made prepared puppets, more likely sol niger currents to drown them in blood. In all this mess Im still not sure whether genet-icinbreedingprogramswerepursuedonEarth,butImnotaspeciest,mixingDNAisquiteanatural thinginthisworld-system.Sometimes,withallthiscompetition,hero-and-villainbattles,andtours-de-grandeuronemaythinkaboutthisPhoenixI&PhoenixIIprograms,andthegoldenhorseatthe end of it no one won, the price is laying amongst the ruins, which would be quite compatible with a 5 visionIonceseenwhenconnectedtovoodotronictime-hubs(thanks,MichaelBeartiaux)thunder-stormsonscorchedblackEarthinthefuture,primordialOrdoviteoceansinthepast,ridethelife-waves they said, just dont go insane they said, Im still surprised I didnt hang the end is nigh duct on myself. Or perhaps this is merely a perception of another dissident, hurt by the system? Perhaps it is the way it should be, perhaps the greater longings are not to be felt, for they contradict happiness? Yet, this hap-piness comes at a price of blindness to cruelty, to slavery, which is abundant in this world, no matter howmuchcomplacencyoneadoptsfromsurroundingsthatseemrelativelycalm,inviolate,untildi-rectly hit, continuously harassed. Id like to believe it is. Id rather not believe that it is not so. Or perhaps we are bred for silent slave-hood, with masters and obedient consumer-free blind subjects, whereas the aura of blindness prevents us from reaching a state of dangerous dissent, contesting our do-gooders (yet, these do-gooders after exposure seem more insane and confused than any reasonable, intelligentindividual) yet - what are the limits of humankind, what are the limits of consciousness? Where silent disapproval is enough to chain one, against the structures designed specifically to control, andenjoythesuperioritybythemeansofignorance,wide-spreadapathythatthroughreductionists eyes provides all that these lives would ever want and need to be happy - yet that, because they cannot seeanythingmorebeyondwhattheyareallowed.Infact,whatisouttherewouldcontradicttheir comfort, the pleasure principle, or avoidance of suffering- of thought, this pet-perception that grown into the minds, minds that would loathe anything beyond, that may be true, yet contradict everything they live by. The irony, that these who were terrorized, are in majority lost in their speculations, delusions, insani-ties, lacking the proper knowledge to assess, and distance themselves from obsessions, even if sharing parts of their knowledge they may usually not reach the ones abused in a similar way, being ostracized or self-removed (if they lose it) from the blind society, and these who do, rarely make it to share their story. If they do, the chance of reaching people who were subject to such attack is scarce, and of what use would it be anyway? While the Moloch of subjugations machinery is going on and destroying se-lectivelyorcollectivelylives,behindthegeneralviewofthewhole,becauseofselectivityofsuchat-tacks, the cover-up is extremely easy, and the ways to defend oneself need to be developed individual-ly,leadingarathersolitarywar.Insuchasituationawarleadpersonally,individuallyforeachcase, againstthehiddenthatmayexpandtheirrepertoireofdestructionsilently.Oneknowsthatonewill lose certainly, so the only reasonable solution is finding the highest possible sources (that are jammed inthissystem,dangerousthingtoseebehindthesphereofdelusion,wheretheposingoverlords seems as weaklings that need to play the Wizards of Oz, until exposed). Recovering oneself, is a way to to ascend into broader perspective, greater sight and knowledge. Who knows? Maybe one will be pun-ished by relative orders in-existence, but to see the greater worlds of freedom, of perfection and wis-dom and truth, and to sell ones mortal ass to lesser freaks seems unacceptable. Being trapped in a fire-hellwithsentenceexecutedforawhile, ifdoesnotallowhimselftobe intimidatedonereachesfor greater things, good old Sufi parable fear no heaven fear no hell, yet their religion was that of love, if youfindloveinyourselfafterbeingtrashed,humiliated,agonized,mocked,thieved,congrats,some have cold calculated venom, but also a bit of a wicked smile, and eyes fixed on the stars sometimes 6 coveredbyshadow-giantsfromacollapsedalt-reality(perhapssomethingweweremeanttobe,be-foretheincursionsandquarrels)-whereelseletusbelievethatadifferentfatewasdesigned and re-negotiated for us, natural trans-humanism, re-deification. 7 Bewaretheruleofcontextualmetaphorandhyper-textualpoeticsofthefabricofreality,uncritical readingofanymaterialandmisapplicationofthemindbecomesatoolofpowerorsubjugation, censorship, and self-enslavement. Or how fundamental doctrinaires want to wash down every subtlety of the ineffable into what they can understand and control. HUMOROUS AGENDAS (OF DEEPER WOE) AND DISPATCHES (CONSIDERED RUNAWAY ORDERS) Watchingthethreadsinterweave,astheinterestingtimesunfoldasacurse.Whiletracingclimate change&/orbiospheredegradation,futurelarge-scalegeomagneticevents,politicalundercurrents, mass-narratives,occult-techoperations,newageranting,hoaxesandnon-hoaxes,peopleinsane, obsessed,creativelyinspired,confusinglieswithtruth,dependingonthecontextandmeasuring systems,ormortifiedintocynicismexcusingoneselffromthedisinformation,ormisinformation cartel-wars,byhittingthingsbeyond.Thebannersoftechnocraticnewenlightenmentof transhumanisticillumination,decidingtocutitselffromthemessbyaugmentingevolution,religious agendaspreservingtheircorpsesandskeletonsintheclosetofmemoriesthatarenotwipedoutso easilybythecontrollersandfakeremote-controlledangelies,theirarchitectscarvingoutthesystem bybeliefsenslavingperception,thusconsciousness,andsecularizedviralideasthatinaglobalized world succesfully destroy it, not to mention all the techy back-up systems and confusion that leads to fear an old mammalian thing . Random social engineering performing operations on general reality paradigm,orbehindit,experiments,military(rememberifyouevenplantore-linkbeyondthe control-zonesandimportsomestar-cruisertech,theywouldntsyphoncashfromtheestablishment, they need more manly toys and fire-power just in case they will engineer a brand new war on Earth), thenpsionicwitchylineagesthatareopenlypersecutedasinMiddleAges,butcensoredsilently nowadays,when living brain-matter is tapped into, and cutting this nasty shit away from the nerves is a question of every-day hygiene, and of course consciousness, carved out and distributed to the sorry cheerfoollotthatneedsitbadlyandturnsitintoprofit,microwavetargettingthroughcell-phones, checkedwithahyperconductivebrain,playingwiththerunesandsoundsmakesusevadeanELF behavior-induction,cueingbrain-wavesfornastycontrol.Inbetweencrittersfromtheshadow consideringthemselvesdemi-gods,thieveryofidentities,destroyingandstealingsacredthings, silencing them with lies and wiping their asses with any evidence that may be contesting, even in the minutest detail the games.All this and much more, is in the incentive package that does not resemble even a remnant of Atlantis (Earth). Seeing through the power-structures, and accidentally contesting it by certain awakened prowess, might be remade intoa hobby. It is so rare a victimization to raise a voiceofdissidenceevenwhenthevoicemaybestolenandprogrammedasapuppettalkingtheshit theprogrammerswanttofeedintotheirobedientslave-classbyprocuringclonesofanyoneseeing throughthishell.Howtopreserveafeelingofunitywiththerest,withtheirstories,withthelives, hearts,andminds,perhapsasapirateridingthesystem,watchitngtherottenarchitecturalthieves that replaced the Eye of Ra weeping Lunar tears and replacing it with their triangle eye of blood, that deservestobepokedout,andabolishedaltogetherwiththeethicsoftheirstray-aliengodling,that 8 they fear somuch, on the whole flawedtetragrammatonicethics and lies that were created around it tosupportthewholesystem.Alsonotsotechy,butintrinsicallyasmuchimportantinter-dimensionalwarfaretheGreatOnesreturned,orperhapsneverleft us-hiddencantyouseethe beautifulmajesticwings,asfoundonEgyptianreliefs?Perhapsno,butitisaquestionofseeingthis little aesthetical sky-hint from remote highly advanced civilizations, only later faith, and preservation of memory, while defending oneself from everyday new brainwashing round. Beware beware, another thingconvincingsomethatwearereducedtoslavesiftheyevertrytoelongateyourspine, plasticize the skull and heal your body,putting you on a ride towards something else- its a no-no in this system of jealous freaks preserving their paternal oversight, they will attack your body (perhaps out of confusion, it didnt happen for centuries but perhaps was bound to happen), they obviously havenoabilitytomodifytheorganismonthegotheymayonlydestroyitlocally,hidingbehind masks of power, that they have only as long as one does not see through their deception.On top of that conferences and mental battles in which enemies dont know whos a friend and whos a foe, because enemies usually dont see each other in the swamp that bites itsown tail,in gradation and degreeofinfluence,buttheepicentreofatipofthepyramid(notnecessarilyaflyingonethata benevolenthintthatindifficulttimesonEarth,perhapswewillbeassisted,toagreaterorlesser degree)istobelivedindividually.Itsanarchivistwork,atranscendentalistwork,withallthe experiencesstreamingin,makingpeopleinsane,ortwistingthemintoobedienceorextra-ordinary bestiality by nasty abysmal things, or on the contrary, making them debilitated sheep that are knocked outbeforetheystart,bettertounderstandaJoyceanpoemwheretheycrouched,andcrowledand prayed,Istandtheself-doomed,unafraidandhopefullyforthenextMahamanvatara,theywont chainmewithbestwishesfortheaudience,too.Perhapsamorereliablefactorandanindication thatevenposthumousexistencemaybeinfiltrated,withsoulsdistributed,hatched,trained,treated likeaproductinthismarketordestroyediftheygrowtoomuch,trytoevadethemindcontrol mechanisms,andtrytoleakoutofthesystembehindthebacksofthewatchdogsandothercontrol freaks, into the stars, into the stars bypassing the consciousness through enforced signal sent down themindandthroughoutphoticuniverseintodimensionsthatmaybeabaseforgoinginterstellar with the mind space-warps becoming spaceless, time-warps becoming time-less, asilentSOS signal takenoverbywhicheverstellarbrethrenmaypickituptoliftusallupfromthismess.Thegeneral eschatonic attrition that does not want to immanentize nor fix itself, but tries to monetarize instead for aslongastheymayneitherthroughtimefabric,noraimmediatewarpintolightofthisphotic universe of ours?All of thisis unfolding into a rather messy, unwieldy whole that no-one will really stop; I find poetry, random mind-warps, and the temporary calm of admiring a leaf falling from a tree truly blissful, watching the energy condensing in the body and letem be shot into the sky - lightnings charged and discharged, as the summer weather allows, freaking out the local controllers, that tremble at the power of their god, but they got the wrong address; There are masters and mistresses up there, thatreadilycallintofreedom,butthereareplentyofthingsdownherethatdetesttheideasthat someone might know it Hypatia, the High Priestess, a wise powerful female that was torn into bits by religiousbigots,apagan-philosopherandherbeautifulfemalesoulmademethinktwicebefore believing the screaming religious drones over-talkative through the sky, still not used to the fact that Imnotoneofthem:silencepreacheswisdom,thesewhoshoutrarelyhaveanytruthinthem.Becry the state of the modern world that by power-greed lost its mysteries, lost its soteriological techniques, turningeverythinginto somethingtopossess,asatoolofaggrandizement,IronAgeindeed,crawling andmovingforward.Yet,assometimesoneisstoppingtothinkovertheactualstateoftheworld,I 9 prefer system-thinking, in which all agents, agendas, agents-within-agendas, agendas-within-systems, andsystems-within-systemsarelargeasynchronous,escalatingtrigger-pointsinwhichallparties concernedareconvincedthattheyareincontroloratleastco-ordinatingtheeventswhileheading foraresolutionthatcontingencyplansprobablytryto,ifnotstop,thenfindtheephemeralviable solutionsthatnomatterfromwhichalternativecontinuumtriestofixthis,includingthelocalone withnochanceofsurveyingtimematricesbeyondtheirownreality(suchadevolutionarypratice, evolvethescriptofyourbeingandbecomepushedintoastraightejacketoflocality).Sometimesit seems that certain things just must devolve you, because they are freaking out on the unknown, like a bunchofscaredmammalsthatdontlikesomeoneelsenotplayingtheirgame,butonthecontrary, having a greater view of events and transcending it and one does not have to do anything bad it is enoughtoknow.Thisdelusionisgraveenoughforallpsychiatristsintheworldwouldnotsufficeto diagnose the grandeur of every participant, themselves inclusive. Now, as a past-time of observing as the events unfold for after all, I like the Buddhist insights into the inter-dependent, co-arising events, that do not seem so harmonious in this world as the Nirvana that power-group claim: as the majority of system and all the cogs in it are not bound to reach instant enlightenment soon, we might as well try tobeinastandbymodetoseehowthekaleidoscopicconstellationsofwebsandthreadsare corresponding with one another In Death, until Ragnarok, as I love to believe. Zooming in, or out, for a greater, or smaller distance towards everything. As one scientist of the Los Alamos National Labora-tory in the 1990s stated We werent expecting it, and were delighted.That was said right after run-ningasuccessfulsimulationofarandomeventthatmightdestroy,disrupt,orseriouslymaddenthe world we live in. I loved the phrase so much, for its childish, practicality of being in the state of awe, whensomethingworks, nomatterwhethergood orevil,thatIadapteditasanaturalreactiontoall induced,initiated,willfullyorunwittingexperimentsofmind,life,hypesandtruthsnon-impressed inquiringhumility,tiedwithtryingtofindoutthetruthandapplyit,understandit,thegoodold philo-sophicalparadigm.Thus,expectingeverythingasanon-scientistwithscientificinclinations,a survivalist stranded between no-ones lands, playing sane while insane, and simulating insanity for the sake of appearing more sane, wearing my masks of information, and switching personas with the game of incarnates, fleshing out delirium or noble profundity, beastly destruction, or holy abiding, and per-sonaltwiststhatkeepmegoingnotbecomestagnantindespairnottofreezereality.Iwouldclasp and watch anything that would happen in awe even if I wont predict it, and Im a bad prophet, prefer to play a scholar; an indefinite curiosum is always worth it. This might at first seem a cruel cynicism, butitisneitherpassive,nordefeatist.Itisgovernedbypragmatism,limitedutilitarianism,forced mind-slaughter and evolutionary sacrifice meaning getting some responsibility in freedom, and a bit of dilettantismsothatIcanchangemyviewswhenevertheyevolve.Thesystemwasmismanaged,and not only mismanaged but screwed inside out through the procession of ages and wrong perspectives, where-uponnosnowflakeintheavalancheisblamed,andallthepartieswashtheirhands,butthis timeitsnottheir Westernwhite-washed idol,whohadnothingtodowith theGnostic Magi,nor any ChristianKingpuppet-idiotthattheyphantasizeaboutintheirwetdreams,andprudesintechyfly-thingsvoyeuristicallywankingofftoeverythingtheprudesdreamaboutwiththeiralientech,but wouldeatitanddevouritliketheflakesandbloodtheydrinkeveryday.Weareallmurderersand prostitutesinthesedayswroteR.D.Laing,indirectlywebuildontherealslaverythatisinbuiltat the bottommost fundamentals of this land, yet we may be as ignorant as possible, until they dont tar-get us to write us off to the dead. The main players, no matter whether we mean establishment, dissi-dents, or any cliques loosely changing sides like flags on the wind, depending on the mood, they are all convincedofthesupremacyoftheirreality-tunnelsandthesebigots(bigotsarenotnecessarilyreli-10 gious,theyareanyformofknow-betters-well-do-it-for-you).Theyareallreadytodistributethe goodies to give in exchange for loyalty, mind, heart, soul or all of it together, or baddies if you reject the poorlot,recognizingthemasnutsdrinkingthebloodofones likeyourselffrombefore.Who insane sensewouldhavethedecencytobeathief,andthenpromisetogivebackwhathehasstolenunder thecondition,thattheonehehasstolenfromwillbehisslave-loyaltiesareoftensecuredthrough traitorsinsuchaway,andtheseabound-somereadilysubmit,evenconvincedthatwhattheywon throughworkand merit, notseeinginthedelusionsthat itwasarewardfromathief.Amasterthief thus will secure love from the victim, and the victim masochistically will praise the thief as its benefac-tor,wheneverheisgivensomeremnantsfromthetableofthethief,forgettingthatitwashisown. Well,winnersgettobrainwashthesheep,whilebeingmutuallybrainwashedbythemselves,forit seems that sheer intelligence and taking responsibility is the thing they simply lack. yet in this game it isbettertobeablacksheepsteppingoutoftheprescribedrealityoftheschemers,joiningthelotof thesewhoweremurdered,madeinsane,targeted,anddestroyed;atleastonecanlookinthemirror uponwakingup,andbetweenslipsofthetongue,havesomeprinciplestoputathornintheeyesof thesetraitors,andtwistitsomemorewordswerentmadeforcowards.Yet,perhapsthetimewill come when they will boil, and when things get reallyhot, the scum of the world usually comes to the forefront, the surface of the shit-storm. What a point for survival, simply to passively observe the naughty things done throughout this spaceship Earth, Tybil of the gnostics. What is more confuses what is less, and does not demand neither understanding, nor does it need to explain itselftothesewhodidnotevolveoutoftheircondition.Insider'sjokeintermission:"Doyou knowwhat'sadeadphilosopher/mystic/magician(insertappropriate)?"-"It'saphilosopher exposed to the judgment of fools. Or as Bertrand Russell coined: A fool will understand only as muchashisstupidityallows,dealingwithamassthatexposesthelowestofdrivesontheother side, we rarely see these gems of individuals who are silenced by the morrons, to an unfortunate result in which we must out of necessity equate these rare personalities with the mediocrity and ignorance ofeveryoneelse.Still,complacent,withinhumannature,despiteallthetechyupdates,itnever changed, some may de-anthropocentrize, for more wyrd to tear from chaos for a better perspective, to sendsomethingspanickybecausesomeante-humanAncientDeitiesarereallyoutoftheircontrol-zones, and that they could not really contain, for they are contained in their dreamscapes the poten-tial of the womb of forms where they scare-crow Babalon lady of abominations has more to do with the expression of Ursa Major Space-Goddess of mutations and life-waves manifesting truly, if we are asspeciests,areformists,weareafraidandconservativeaboutlosingahumanform,personallyI find it exciting to experience myself as something else, for human form is neither immortal nor perfect (unlesstheymeanttheladyoftheshadow-grounds,orelse).AndspeakingofBabalon,catchingthe biblicalnarration-theSolarBeastswereratherrelatedtoTaurus-Ishtarcycle-renewal,thecrucified snakes, of Ureic mysteries, but lets try to skip the ancient parts, as the history was stolen a long time ago to secure power, and prevent many things that would contest it in the end, we cant quarrel with theuniverse,wemay deceiveourselvesandbecomepunishedbytheforceofignorancedenyingcer-tain laws.SOCIOLOGIES OF KNOWLEDGE, IGNORANCE, AND DOWNRIGHT STUPIDITY. All World-views or architectures of meanings and beliefs that in declared opinions constitute the reali-ty-tunnels usually follow two patterns: that of knowledge, and that of ignorance. They are both bound 11 withinformation-distributionandknowledge-managementsystems.Theyarebuiltbycollectiveand individual experience, codified by the law of adaptation, socialized, conditioned as an allowed or pre-existing belief what is believed to be true, and more important what is believed to be false. Then, the meanings; while the inbred conceptual map is often delimitedby the signified, and often censor-ingthesignifier,becomingaprisonofperception.Thesedynamismsmaycircumventviableinfor-mation into taboo, what is not allowed, unthinkable, prohibited, better not thought about (declara-tiveignorance),orbluntlynotinthepublicconsciousness(passiveignorance).Allthismaymodel most data systems into de-realized, paranoid, contradictory, and downright criminal political, religious, orsocialworld-images,whichcontainseriousflawsandmutuallynegatingsystem-behavior,appear-ingasvalidwayof doingbusiness;While Idlove toblameitallonreproducinggeneralarchetypes that happened before, I prefer to be more intellectually active in this matter. There is a process called negentropyinbiology;itsimplifiestheeconomyofthesystem;somuchforanatureclass,because theman-madeworldischeatingonentropy,bytweakingaflawedsystemtoworkbetter,tryingto makethesystemmorecomplextofixtheerrors,thatriseinseeminglylogarithmicprogresstothe patches the system suffers; ending in escalation beyond what the nature threshold may hold. Yet na-ture survived, always, and by the law of negentropy will somehow simplify the economy of its subsys-tem that humanity has created, anyway. Allthispatchingandupdatingneededasolidframeworkofbullshit,startingcertainmemes, mythemes, and general scripts, that once accepted found their way towards all sorts of weird narra-tive and mass-mind discourse mutations, the more inter-connected, the more outrageous. Often these flawedworld-imagesrephrasedintothecollectiveshadowthatstrokebacklikeaChtonicdeity throughouttimes,andreappearedintheworldasperversepolitical,religious,andsocialundercur-rents of ideas functioning in the background of the ordered faade reality of day-to-day lives, yet influ-encing the many, nevertheless; Thedancingmaniainmiddleages,knownalsoastheSt.Vitusdanceisaprimeexampleofathread workingthroughwhenunbalancedandrestrictednatures,chargeforwardandrevealthemselvesin obsessions, insanities, mass psychoses. If humans live in such restriction, hypocrisy, and lies, alienated extensionally, such forces come to the fore in order to punish such transgressions, until the balance is restored. Or until an order is renewed and reinstated by deranged chaos, hungry of insanity, and blood toforcefullypullinthemassesandreshufflethem,re-balancing,andviolentlyhealingthefabricof humanminds,emotions,beliefsandmoods,oronthecontrary-damagethemevenmore.Rejoicein the transformations, in the living pulse of the shifting weirdness of oneironautic events, that hints to-wardsagreaterreality,thereisfreedomincontrolledderangement,butthereisalsoheart-breaking honesty.Whatappearsinsane,confusing,asynchronousandanomalousisthecurrencyofgreater worlds as perceived in this continuum.For sometimes it conceals, sometimes it reveals, and when on findswhatisrevealed,itbecomesconcealed,andwhensomethingisconcealed,somethingelsebe-comes revealed. Freezing the time and reality over the little things in life, becoming dead and stagnant to the wonders that appear, or rejecting them is alike to chasing away the demons, before one listens tothem,orrunningtowardstheGods,whilenotunderstandinganything.Perhapsitsonlythede-ranged, the free, that mirror nature in her splendor of rage, while the ordered, the stiff, the organized, are brewing their own demise, not even knowing whatkind of demons they bred for themselves, un-healthilyrestrainingandrestrictingtheirnatures,byputtingacageonconsciousnessthatnolonger may express itself, and thus punishes with insanity, perversions, atrocities and weird malevolence. 12 The many suffer from two syndromes: the MOB syndrome, which is an abbreviation of My Own Back-yard,andischaracterizedbycomplacency,until concerned,ordirectlyhit, whilenotbeingexcluded from being directly influenced by the whole web; the other syndrome is that of ET syndrome, which is aweirdformofEternalistTrustinessinwhicheverythingseemsinorder,untilitcollapses.When somethingcollapses,thereisalotoffixingtodo,whiletheroot-causesareneverfound.Itismore profitabletoseverabrokenlimbonafull-outinformationwar,andreplaceitwithaphantomone, lying that nothing happened, then heal it, likewise, when healing is apparent, the rotting is covered up, until it re-emerges and infects the whole. As a part of all this, yet standing and observing, I found that by clearing such data systems from circu-lar recognition errors, one may optimize in meta-conscious and meta-narrative clarity, yet sadly it is a very individual enterprise, which has the only non-desirable threat: of pissing things at the top, mid-dle, and bottom of the essential mechanisms; perhaps fortunately, because if that would be achievable by more individuals, in the current planetary feast it would unleash hell. This unfortunate phenome-na, is often governed by two factors: A) Expansion of consciousness (insight, gnosis, intuition, transcendent sense) into other dimensions of experience,breakingalltheconsensualsocialprogrammingdownintosmithereens(throughmad-ness, may be, as it fucks up all the social scripts into nothingness, and enables all the weirdness of the minds to happen). If the army strips the man to a zero to make a obedient class warrior, so madness may strip the mind to zero, to find room for more advanced circuitry, not necessarily of the brain itself, butthewhole.ThenitisaquestionofpreservingafacadicmaskthatTimothyLearyinhisExo-Psychology called a Larval reality; preserving appearances, we might sometimes confuse oneself for the mask; evolution among non-evolved individuals forces adapting to them, losing in part this capaci-ty, and regressing, sadly into the lot, often with terrible consequences. B)Dynamic,alinearthoughtsystems(study,criticalthought,adaptation),whichisanantidotetothe prevalentnew-thought systemofsubjugation.Asnew-speak isnotnecessary,whenthesequelofthe totalitariantechniquesdevelopedasneakingnew-thought,thatisunnoticed,yetinstalledinmany minds, for it constitutes everything that the majority believes in. If we cant break from the system in ourlivesandthispossibilitymightemergesoonenough,inamostterrifyingoffashionsthenat least our poor minds might break away from the Huxleys dystopian nightmare, no-one else will help you; climb to the top of the mountain for a broader view. In a twisted version of Foucalts description of Panopticon, prisoners project the views from their own cells,theyscream,talkandshoutanddistorttheviewofreality,fortheyneitherlookoutside,nor within, thus are easily controlled. While in the centre of the Panopticon are these who are considered trouble-makers, the ones with a figment of truth, for perceiving beyond the whole illusion they stand inoppositiontotherest.Thecell-prisonersconvincedoftheirfreedom,aretrickedbytheprison-wardensintothinkingtheyarethewardensthemselves,andtheyaregettingawaywithrewards, while the warden is invisible so that their prisoners will remain comfortable and satiated. Thus they areusedreadilytotorturethesewhounderstoodtheillusionsanddonotwishtojointhecrowdof others in cells, to join the fake overseers, but simply abandon the imprisonment and become truly free. Insuchcircumstancesfocusontheinnersight,whichseesbeyondthePanopticonuponclearstarry sky, and beyond the Veils to liberation, and with an inner light defies in resilience the shouts of other prisoners, the eye of the wardens, thus is placed under direct punishment of the invisible wardens by being placed in the center. To break free from such a prison is truly a miracle. There is one method to 13 see through it is through exposure, highly radiating exposure to all of it, where all agendas think they playtheonlycardinthegame,whileoneissilentlyobservingalltheplayerswhentheycontradict eachother,andonesexperience.Transcend,adinfinitumifmustbe,yetonefinallyhitsthefree worldsthatcalltowardsthemselves,andthatisthepointofreference,aprimingexperienceagainst which each contradiction and lie is measured against and these contradictions are stubborn, and like towearnewguises,andmasks,toshallowdowneverythingintononsense.Inthesensethatdespite seeing through them, they try to obnoxiously close one down, wipe the memories clean, and start the kindergarten of training slaves from anew, to the detriment of the target if it forgets. Perhaps some may break by the sheer repetitive attempts, perhaps one grows more determined to establish a rock-solid comswiththestellarfriends,oreveryfreeworldin-betweenthatthe power-groupstryto hide presentingthemselvesastheonly,trueoverseers.Mindisadangerousandwonderfultool,andcon-sciousness is too dynamic to be controlled. Manythingsinthisworldoperateontrustandco-operation,whereassomesuspendtheirinsighton thisbasis,otherpursuecovertabuseoftrustandoptingforself-servinginthenameofinstitutional regulation,traditionoranyappointedsocial machinethatgoverns,dividesandadministers.Aslong as it is hidden, it corrupts the network of dependencies being the backbone of the social world, leading eventually to huge inequalities that await eruption, leading to wars, revolutions, and targeting the hy-dras heads. The passivity of these suspending insight and oversight breeds possibilities of exploitation, progressingsilentlyinsuchamanner,whilepunishingthedissidentsillegally,yetwithageneralap-proval and consent of the same passive people that dont live beyond their area of concern and accept almost every comfortable narrative as a valid one, not seeing they work not against the dissidents, but againstthemselvesandthewholeofhumanorganism.Thelongerthesekindsofabusesinbuiltina givensystemlast,themoretheyinfectpartsoftheinter-connectedwhole,usinglegal,governmental and corporate frameworks, abusing trust and serving the vested interests, the greater the consequenc-es of its collapse, as history has proved, the longer peace lasts, while it is being corroded and exploited, thegreaterthegiantthatwillfall,andwithitsLeviathan(Hobbes)bodycrushitscomponents.Ata certain point the abuse becomes hidden by infringement of rights - to forcefully prevent the collapse of acorruptsystem,bymethodsofimpositions,security-scares,breedingenemies,andwhite-washing criminalsinchargethroughtheovertandcovertspectraofnarrationsandoperations.Yet,asorder that is not transparent and refreshed it escalates chaos through the forces that reduce its complexity, the further it accumulates such hidden factors for collapse, the more tragic the outcome. With current populations,carvingouttheknowledgeinsociologyofignorance,andinfo-tainment,orsubstitutes that are offered to make it manageable does not lead to peace, neither to restriction of potential im-plosion of an order, it is simply delaying the process of decay and collapse, usually only for the reason ofstealingmore,andamassingenoughtomanagethepopulations,whilewithdrawingattimesof greaterturmoil.Asthearroganceofelitesandcovertgroupsgrows,sothespeedofsuchdecayin-creases, with audacity and lawlessness, it breeds hate - and this element is never lacking in even most misinformedordis-informedgroupsofpeople-hatewasalwaysfoundaplenty,seekingretaliation and vengeance when the structure stops being satisfactory to the people that were sedated up till the moment of eruption of such social energies.Never underestimate pissed off people in large masses- noamountofsecuredpowerwillsaveanyonewhoplayedontheirsentiments,theywillretaliateon everything marked for death as inequality rises.Aplantwithberriesgrowsaccordingtoasimpleeconomy,wherethedistributionofspaceandre-sources takes place in harmony. It expands only as much as it inner strength allows, and adapts to the 14 environment that surrounds it. Human beings as a whole restructured their highly abstract collective psychic and social patterns into a machine of cultural programs that does not represent human psyche anymore.Itresemblesasyntheticbuildupofnarrationsthatareremovedfromit,yetconvincing enough to fill out the fetish of existential longings and provide content to satisfy it. This abstract world becameanarenaofexchange,livingnotbyhumaninclinations,butgoverningitselfanddominating human life by synthetic narrations almost completely, by acquiring an unregulated, procured existence of its own. The psychic robotic child that humanity gave birth to dictates the rules, and its quite spoiled, atthesametimeitdoesnotwearahumanfaceanymore,butbehinditsmask,thereisplentyofrot, relegating human life to populate an abstract world that became a cage in turn progressing with con-quest of human life with itself, almost prohibiting the possibility of individual and social equilibriums, as the dissonance between the inner growth and outer expansion of life was growing. Thiswritten,Iamalwaysafraidofonething;thatwhenseeingtheworldinturmoil,asitalreadyis preparing for a greater one, that the Cassandra complex will backlash against me and other sufferers of this syndrome; Some Prophecies, may devour the prophets, just like revolutions love to feast on its children. Mercy on the benevolent, humane fools; for they will not ask why did I feel that happening?, but have the pardon of a decent humane woe, excused from responsibility for a tragedy that the world had prepared for them. Even if the world would end up with a bang, re-iterating the T.S Elliots poem the Hollow Man': there would always be place for the last whimper.