the event that changed my life

my life has changed..... it was the year 2013

that changed everything .maybe I am just blind

.... blind to the fact that I knew it is all going to

happen before but I picked to close my eyes .

and maybe now I opened my eyes only a split

and I honestly do not want to take the hard

road or open the door to open that door that

would chock me back to truth....but in the end

we would all open it.

that night ,that sleepless night caused by a

terrible event that was caused by a growing

problem . in this matter , I know I if stuck to the

old manner of honesty or truth it would be no

problem .but I had to go over the edge...but

god makes every problem easier every time , so

with that unmentionable problem , came a new

beginning .a beginning I know would change my

life forever . after that problem ,I changed my

school , I changed my house and now I am

cutting the last thread of the past in my brain

and in my life.

usually , changing everything takes time but I

do not know how I got the power to change

everything in a glimpse of a minute. maybe it

was my grief , my shock or maybe it was the big

questions of why? what ?

how? ,as in why now? what next, what did I do?

and how did it happen so fast? I did not know .

but they kept roaming my head on that night

and ever since , and I began to know but I

became more aware of reasons ever since

.those reasons that I am younger to

comprehend , changed my life forever ..but

who am I to say that I am wise? that

unmentionable night was the event that

changed my life....a dark morning and an even

more dark night on 2013....