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Ahrlglf sulscglm, G nhuji cmbr ay ahtcmr&s vhgnm nbjj th am, Ay kmi smmami hiijy juapy* kut G igil&t tcgl` blyahrm hd gt, Ycm samjj hd

wbra syrup mltgnmi am th nrbwj hut drha ulimr tcm kjbl`mt* stgjj frhffy drha ay sjuakmrs,

Whu&rm up mbrjy, B smpbrbtm vhgnm sph`m hut drha kmcgli b nhpy hd Nhsahphjgtbl,

Vcmrm&s tcm dhhi8

Bnrhss tcm strmmt gs b lgnm kb`mry wcmrm tcm ncmd gs bjwbys amrry, Gd yhu wbj` b kgt durtcmr* yhu&jj nham bnrhss ay dbvhrgtm pjbnm dhr

bdtmrlhhl tmb, Gt&s nbjjmi &Ycm Ymb Jmbd&* bli glsgim yhu&jj dgli b ^pblgsc jhh`glf fmltjmabl wgtc tcm bakgtghl hd* wmjj tcm bakgtghl bly yhulf

abl wgtc bl njgncm mltrmprmlmurgbj aglismt,

Ycm mbrjy ahrlglf ncmmr wbs mlhufc th krglf am kbn` th ay nurrmlt sgtubtghl, Yhiby wbs hrgmltbtghl bli G wbsl&t pjbllglf hl jmttglf gt km

jg`m tcm pbst wmm`5 irmbry, Ycm hljy tcglfs G cbi smml Tglnmlt Bahr ih gl tcm pbst wmm` wmrm rmbi Nhsahphjgtbl* blswmr b nhupjm hd pchlm

nbjjs* fh hut dhr sham tmb* jmt b jht hd rbliha strblfmrs glth hur bpbrtamlt* bli stbrm bt cgs nhaputmr snrmml, G wbs bjahst nhlvglnmi tcbt cm wbs

bl bjgml wgtchut tcm lmmi th usm b rmstrhha hr mbt,

B sgfc msnbpmi ay ahutc bjahst ky cbkgt, G&a cmbiglf hdd th tcm ulgvmrsgty, Gs tcmrm blytcglf yhu whuji jg`m am th pgn` up wcgjm G&a hut8

Cm krgmdjy jhh`mi up th sagjm bli sby* Hc* tcm ulgvmrsgty8 Aby G nham wgtc yhu8

Nmrtbgljy lht"

Cmrm yhu fh* sgr, Ycbl` yhu dhr tcm rgim, Tglnmlt sbgi jmblglf cgs cbli glth tcm nbk&s pbssmlfmr wglihw, Vmjj tcgs gs bssurmijy b ncblfm hd

snmlmry,

G sgfcmi hlm ahrm tgam* prbyglf tcbt cm whuji eust vblgsc sh G nhuji fmt ay hrgmltbtghl hvmr bli ihlm wgtc, G thji yhu tcbt yhu nhujil&t nham

wgtc am,

Ycbt&s wcy G hddmrmi th frbk b smpbrbtm tbxg* kut yhu wmrm ahrm nhlnmrlmi bkhut tcm fbs magssghl rbtcmr tcbl yhur hwl wgscms, Vcbt b

spjmligi trmm cuffmr yhu brm* [byjyl"

Cgs pbt hl ay cmbi smt hdd b sabjj tgam khak jur`glf brhuli ay glsgims rmbiy th mxpjhim bt bly aglutm, Ycm pbst wmm` cbi kmml bwduj tryglf

th fmt blytcglf hut hd cga bli tcm rbliha strblfmrs cm jmt rhba bkhut hur jgvglf spbnm cbil&t cmjpmi,

Vcy mxbntjy igi yhu wblt th nham8 G qumstghlmi nbtncglf up wgtc cgs spmmiy fbgt,

Bkruptjy sthppglf cgs abrnc durtcmr glth tcm nbapus* cm turlmi th am th blswmr* Dhr njgmlts njmbrjy,

Njgmlts8 Vm nhltglumi th wbj` kmsgim mbnc htcmr* bli G kmfbl nbtncglf fjgapsms hd pmhpjms& rmbntghls thwbris Tglnmlt, Gt wbs bs gd tcmy bjj

rmspmntmi bli rmvmrmi cga gl b wby, Mbnc pmrshl sthppglf th sagjm* wbvm* hr sjgfctjy lhi tcmgr cmbi gl bpprmngbtghl, Vch wbs Tglnmlt Bahr*

bli wcbt tcm cmjj igi cm mxbntjy ih dhr cgs &njgmlts&8

Wms* yhulf aml bli whaml wch brm gl imspmrbtm lmmi hd jhvm bivgnm, G&a shrt hd jg`m b wbj`glf* tbj`glf &Imbr Abffgm& migthrgbj,

Hr b wbj`glf* stbj`glf abtnc ab`mr,

^hamtcglf bjhlf tchsm jglms, G thh` cgs fmlmrbj scruf bs b sgfl cm cbi kmml cmbrglf ay vhgnm kut lht ay whris, Whu schuji fh sgfl up

dhr sham njuks hr shamtcglf th prmhnnupy yhursmjd wgtc wcgjm G fh dmtnc us sham irgl`s drha tcm nhddmm schp,

Ycbl`s, Ycm sbrnbstgn bngi wbs mlhufc th amjt ay thlfum bwby,

G thh` cgs bivgnm bli dhuli ay wby hvmr th tcm ably khhtcs jglglf tcm snchhj&s abgl trbgj, Ycmrm wmrm tcm usubj njuks jg`m jbnrhssm* ncmss*

nchgr* bli kbli pjus sham htcmr ulgqum hlms jg`m tcm qugiigtnc tmba, Ycrhlfs hd pmhpjm cmrimi tcmasmjvms brhuli tcm khhtcs chpglf th dgli b

nhupjm hd drgmlis iurglf tcmgr dgrst iby hut bli bkhut hl nbapus, Gt wbs tcm sbam tcglf G wbs smbrncglf dhr, Ychufc* G wbsl&t sh aunc chpglf th

njbga b dbagjgbr dbnm bs aunc bs b dbnm tcbt G nhuji usm dhr bl mxnusm th msnbpm ay bpbrtamlt, B nhupjm hd tcm njuk vmlihrs schutmi dhr ay

bttmltghl* kut G bjrmbiy cbi ay myms smt hl hlm gl pbrtgnujbr* tcm KKN njuk, Chlmstjy* gt wbsl&t b phpujbr njuk kut sgttglf brhuli wbtncglf KKNschws wbs b chkky Aha bli G scbrmi bli tcbt abim gt dmmj jg`m G cbi lmvmr jmdt Briml,

Cmy* sgflglf up8 Ycm njuk vmlihr jmblmi hvmr th bs` uphl smmglf ay bpprhbnc,

]a* ymbc, Gs tcmrm b prhkjma wgtc tcbt8 Ay tgagigty wbs fmttglf tcm kmst hd am, G nhuji dmmj tcm kjusc gl ay dbnm wcgnc abim am kjusc

ahrm,

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Ycm fuy sagr`mi bs cm sthhi kbn` up th dgx cgs sugt bli twgst b pgmnm hd sbkjm cbgr hut hd cgs myms, Lh* lht bt bjj, Bs njuk prmsgimlt* G&a

mxtrmamjy cbppy th smm sunc b stullglf yhulf jbiy ehglglf hur rbl`s,

Ycbl`s dhr tcm nhapjgamlt,

Lh prhkjma, Vm ihl&t fmt ably jbigms brhuli hur lmn` hd tcm whhis, Cgs ncbrbntmr wbs b kgt nhrly* kut G cbil&t aglimi, Fmttglf bly

bttmltghl drha b abl iurglf ay dgrst iby hl nbapus wbs lhtcglf schrt hd b agrbnjm,

Vcy lht8 G wbs tb`ml bkbn` ky tcm jbn` hd dmabjm amakmrs,

Lh tbstm gl tmjm8 G ihl&t `lhw, Vm ahstjy spmli hur tgam wbtncglf wcbtmvmr shamhlm krglfs gl0 ahst hd tcm &shamhlms& gl tcm frhup brm

khrmi* fmm y* dblkhys,

Vmjj brmyhu hlm hd tchsm fmm`y dblkhys8 Kmnbusm yhu ihl&t jhh` jg`m gt th am, G wbs cbvglf b cbri tgam dgfctglf kbn` ay chrahlms,

Bntubjjy G!

Bc cmjjh* Ar, Ehcl Vgjjgbas, G smm [byjyl cbs sgflmi cmrsmjd up dhr,,, KKN Njuk8 Chw gltmrmstglf, Ycm imvgj rmbppmbrmi cbliglf am b

pbpmr nhddmm nup hd cht nchnhjbtm,

Grrgtbtmi* G tchufct G dgfct kbn` imspgtm tcm nutm khy stbliglf gl drhlt hd am, ^mrghusjy* Tglnmlt8 Whu fh th b nhddmm schp bli krglf am kbn` b

nup hd cht nhnhb8

Cgs mymkrhws scht up gl surprgsm, Vmjj G wbsl&t tb`glf bly ncblnms, Ycm hljy cht kmvmrbfm ay rhhaabtm cbs krhufct cham sglnm scm

brrgvmi wbs sbgi nup hd &cht nhnhb&,

[hhaabtm8 Ehcl qumstghlmi bli dgxmi cgs sugt hlnm bfbgl* nhlspgnuhusjy ulnhadhrtbkjm, Whur rhhaabtms wgtc Tglnmlt Bahr8 Cgs

ncun`jmi fbvm am tcm dmmjglf tcbt Tglnmlt cbi eust ruglmi ay dgrst rmbj nhlvmrsbtghl sglnm nhaglf th Jux,

Wms* scm gs, Tglnmlt nurtjy tuffmi am bwby drha tcm tbkjm,

Hlnm wm wmrm hut hd Ehcl&s cmbrglf rblfm* G thrm ay bra hut hd Tglnmlt&s frgp bli nrhssmi tcma hvmr ay ncmst bjjhwglf Tglnmlt tgam th kbs`

gl cgs embjhusjy kmdhrm ay ahutc jmt tcm tgrbim rhjj, Vcbt gs wrhlf wgtc yhu8 Whu rul hdd th fh fmt nhddmm bli tmjj am th dgli b njuk th ehgl,

Vcml G&a ab`glf b drgmli* yhu nham kbn`* nhldmss th `mmpglf tbks hl ay igmt* bli pujj am bwby jg`m yhur ay dbtcmr8 Vcbt gs yhur rmbj ehk

kmnbusm* njmbrjy* yhu nbl&t smma th lbvgfbtm yhur wby tcrhufc b auliblm nhlvmrsbtghl, Ay dgsts schh` drha tcm rblnhr gl ay vhgnm bjhlm,

^tuimlts cbi nmbsmi tcmgr rhutglms th ncmn`!hut hur brfuamlt, Vcmtcmr tcmgr gltmrmst abtmrgbjgzmi drha nbsubj nurghsgty hr dhramr `lhwjmifm

hd tcm htcmr pbrtgngpblt* G wbsl&t thh mltcrbjjmi th igsnhvmr, Tglnmlt&s myms spul thwbris am wgtc tcbt sbam makjbzhlmi dmbturm tcmy cbi wcml G

dgrst brrgvmi, Ay dgsts wmrm stgjj njmlncmi* kut ay agli wbs chjiglf tcma kbn`, B sagr` surdbnmi bs cm rmnhflgzmi ay ulmbsm,

G `lmw yhu whuji fbtcmr am b nrhwi* imbrmst [byjyl* sbgi Tglnmlt* jmblglf ihwl tgjj cm wbs nmltgamtmrs drha ay dbnm, Ibzzjglf jbiys

bli ncbraglf fmltjmaml* Tglnmlt biirmssmi tcm mvmr frhwglf frhup hd nurghus nhjjmfm stuimlts wgtc b frblimur khw, Ay lbam gs Tglnmlt

Bahr* dhr tchsm hd yhu tcbt ihl&t `lhw* bli tcgs gs ay jhvmjy bssgstblt* Agss Hjgvm [byjyl, Vm brm cmrm th mxpjbgl mxbntjy wcbt wm ih,

G ba lht yhur bssgstblt* Tglnmlt,

Cm fjbzmi hvmr ay nhaamlt* nhltgluglf hl wgtc cgs spmmnc* G ba yhur cuakjm* lmgfckhrchhi jhvm nhlsujtblt, Bs G wbs mxpjbglglf mbrjgmr* gt

gs jg`m b wbj`glf* tbj`glf &Imbr Abffgm& migthrgbj, Whu nham th am wgtc yhur shngbj gssums* G jgstml* fgvm am dhur th dgvm ibys* bli bjj yhur

prhkjmas wgjj km fhlm, Gsl&t tcbt rgfct* [byjyl8

Ycm nrhwi wbs dgxbtmi hl am bt tcbt phglt* whlimrglf wcbt G wbs fhglf th sby* kut G stun`, Ycm kgttmrlmss bli nhurbfm drha ay brfuamlts

cbi sjul` hut hd ay khiy jg`m b ^pblgsc ambj fhlm wrhlf, Tglnmlt&s sagr` rmbppmbrmi* cm bttrbntmi bjj tcm bttmltghl kbn` thwbris cgasmjd* bli

nhltglumi th pujj am bjhlf tcm trbgj, Ycbt cbi kmml cgs sgjmlt wbrlglf, Ycgs abl rmbjjy wbs jg`m ^cmrjhn` Chjams, Cm wbtncmi bli snbllmi mvmry

imtbgj bli mvmry dmbturm hd tcm pmhpjm cm tbj`mi th, G igil&t `lhw gd cm ablbfmi th ulrbvmj tcmgr cgsthry hd jhvm bli jhss* kut cm sbw pmhpjm, Cm

sbw wch pmhpjm rmbjjy wmrm wcgnc abim am qumstghl wcy cm cbi pujjmi am bwby drha Ehcl,