PrologueMom, Hes adorable! Three year old Electra Drew Cyr squeaked. Her mother smiled.Hes your new baby brother, Dalton. She said.Hell be famous one day. Electra said.You might be right. Her mother said. Dalton yawned and Electra smiled.Ill look after him, Mama. Ill be his protector. Electra said.Good girl, Hell need you, just as youll need him. She said. Daltons little blue eyes opened and he looked at his sister. Electra smiled at her baby brother and Dalton returned the smile. Electra knew then that the two of them would be inseparable.I love you Dal. Electra said before curling up next to her mother and brother and falling asleep.

Chapter 1Dal, wake up! I yelled. My name is Electra Drew Cyr, but I go by Ellie. Im sixteen, almost seventeen years old. I have one brother and his name is Dalton. Yes, the Dalton Cyr. Anyway, I have long, strawberry blonde hair and silver eyes. Daltons eyes match mine, but his hair is a pretty dark brown color.El, Im tired! He complained.Get your arse up! Youve got a show at the school today. I reminded him.Im up! He said before slowly sitting up. I smirked and walked down to the kitchen.Good morning, Ellie. My mom said. I nodded to her.Im taking Dalton today after hes done with his show. I said.Why? She asked.I want to spend time with my little brother before my band and I leave for tour. I said harshly. Yes, I was in a band. I was the lead singer. Were a rock band and mom doesnt appreciate it. She wants me to sing music more like Dalton does but I dont. I love my music. Unlike many artists out there today, my music has meaning and mom doesnt appreciate that. Fine, but dont corrupt him. She spat. She and I havent gotten along since she remarried. I fucking hate it. Dalton walked down the stairs then.Im just gonna get breakfast and then we can go, El. He said.Take your time, Dal. Weve got three hours before we even have to be there. I said.Cool, hows the band? He asked.Awesome! We actually got main stage this year for Warped. I said.Awesome! Mind if I tag along when you hit town again? He asked.That or wherever we meet up. I know Mom wants to visit sometime. I said, setting her up. She hates looking bad in front of Dalton.Of course! Well visit more towards the end of the tour before Daltons starts. She said with a fake smile.Actually, I canceled the tour. I need time with my family and the people I care about, plus putting out music videos. Dalton said.Thats great, Dal! Were only doing the US leg of the tour so Ill be back before your birthday. I said. His eyes lit up. For the past two years, Id missed his birthday and Id made up for it every time by taking him with me to all of y awards shows and premier events. Id even gotten him into recording studios.Sweet! Maybe we can go to the water park this year. He said.Guarantee, we will. I can even take you up to Jolly Rodger in Maryland. I said.I loved that, last year! It would be awesome to go again! He said. I smiled.Great! Now come on and eat. I said.Electra, can I talk to you in the other room? Mom asked. I sighed and nodded. When the door to the kitchen closed, I blew.Im trying to do something nice for my brother so dont lecture me and start with your usual bullshit. I said.Electra, Hes only thirteen! Why would you even consider making me look bad in front of him?! She growled.Because hes too sheltered! You need to stop babying him and let him find his own way in life! I spat.Hes an innocent child. Dont corrupt him with the satanic ways that youve adopted! She said before storming upstairs. I rolled my eyes and walked back into the kitchen.She thinks that I dont hear what goes on between you two, but I do. Dalton said. I pulled him into a hug.I know you do and I honestly dont care. You need to learn your own way through life and not be so sheltered, Dal. I said. He nodded.I think youre right, but why is she so overprotective? He asked. I sighed.You almost died when you were born. I remember it all too well. I said. He nodded.Come on, weve got to get to the school. He said. I smiled and grabbed my leather. When we got out to my truck, Dalton put his favorite guitar in the back seat and hopped in shotgun.Hard core or Good Ole Rock? I asked.Mix it up. He said. I nodded and blasted MCR the entire way to the school. When we got there, there was a huge crowd of fans. I chuckled as I parked the truck and Security surrounded the truck.Hey, El. Whats up? Donnie asked.Not much hows your brother? I asked. He shrugged.Same as always, youre Daltons driver today? He joked. I laughed and nodded.I wanted to spend time with my baby brother before Warped. I said. We finally entered the Gym for Sound check.Dalton! Youre set up in the music room as a make shift dressing room. One guy said. Dalton nodded before heading off to the music room.Electra! I heard a familiar voice call. I turned to see my best friend, Austin called. Austin was as gay as it gets but he was a perfect balance between male and female.Hey, whats up Aussie? I asked. He rolled his eyes.Working the theatre department this year, its so fun! He gushed. I smiled.I got main stage for Warped this year with my band. I said. His eyes lit up.Oh my gosh Im so happy for you! He squealed before hugging me. I laughed.Yo Austin! Dalton shouted from the door to the music room. I smiled. Austin hugged Dalton and smiled.Dalton you look fabulous! Though, that jacket simply will not do. Come here, I know Ellie brought you a better one. Austin said.Aus leave the shirt but add this scarf. I said as I pulled it out of my back pocket. His eyes widened.Perfect! This will be fab! Aussie gushed as he helped Dalton with the scarf. Dalton smiled.Thanks Ellie! He said. I smiled.No problem. I said. He went back into the music room to rehearse.Girl, for a rocker you really know your modern fashion. Aussie joked. I laughed.Just because its not my style doesnt mean that I dont know whats hot and not. I said. He nodded.True and I will tell you now that your brother will be hot when he gets older. Given, he will never surpass your looks, but its a family genetic. He said. I nodded.Its from dad. I said. He nodded.Who is your dad? He asked. I shrugged.Mom remarried and dad left when he found out that mom was pregnant. I said. He nodded.Are you going to perform with Dalton today? Aussie finally asked. I shook my head.No, mom would have kittens if she knew about it. I said.So let her have a few kittens! You dont have a lot of time with him before you go away on Warped. You play Main Stage and you get less of a break than everybody else. He pointed out.I know, but with my music, there are plenty of kids who would lose it because they think that its satanic. I said.Sing one song with him. One. I dont care what song but just one. Music is a passion that you two share. He said. I bit my lip. Its up to Dalton. This is his concert. I said before going to join him in the music room.Austin texted me his idea. Dalton said when I walked in. Damn him.Its up to you. I said.Id be honored if you sang with me. Besides, its our last chance to show that music is a family passion and not just mine. He said. I nodded.What song? I asked.How about Forget You? He asked. I smirked and nodded.But, lets take my approach on it this time. I said.Sirens style, my favorite. He said. I laughed and went to find the band.

Chapter 2So, Id like to bring out somebody very close to my heart. Shes been with me my entire life and shes always had my back. Sadly, shes leaving for Warped Tour soon and this might be one of the last chances I have to see her before my birthday. Lets bring out my sister, Ellie D, from Black-Hearted Queen! Dalton said. I walked out onto the stage and hugged him.Were taking a song that pretty much everybody knows, but were putting a little Black-Hearted spin on it. I said.This is Forget You Rock remix. Dalton said before opening with a solo. When we finished our song, all of the kids were screaming and having a goof time. I smiled. If my mother could see how happy these kids were, she wouldnt think that my music was satanic.Thank you! I said.Sit down, El. Ive got one more song that I want to sing. Dalton said. I raised my brow. When I was writing for the first EP, Ellie was going through a rough time and I decided to write this song for her. This one is called Youre Not Alone and its written for and dedicated to my big sister, Ellie. Dalton said before strumming his acoustic. I smiled. This was my favorite of his songs. You say you wanna run awayyou try but you cannot escapeall your fears, all of the painyour sky gets darker everydayblack clouds your standing in the rainyou cant see, what you don't believeyour not alone, take my sideill be with you when you close your eyescount all the stars, that shine through the nightlook for the signs it'll be alrightyour not aloneyou live your running through the nightyou learn that you cant denytheres no wrong, there is no righthold on or life will pass you bystay strong and don't be left behindbe yourself don't give up your dreamsyour not alone, take my sideill be with you when you close your eyescount all the stars, that shine through the nightlook for the signs it'll be alrightyour not alonewhen your feeling down, lost and never foundjust hold on and don't give up the fightget back up on your feet, cause only then you'll seethat there is some one out there waiting for youyour not alone, take my sideill be with you when you close your eyesyour not alone, take my sideill be with you when you close your eyescount all the stars, that shine through the nightlook for the signs it'll be alrightyour not alo-o-o-o-o-o-oneo-o-o-o-oneyour not alo-o-o-o-o-o-oneo-o-o-o-oneyour not aloneMy eyes brimmed with tears as I smiled. I was proud of Dalton. When he finished singing, he walked over and hugged me.I love you, El. He said.As I love you, Dal. Youre the best little brother that anybody could ever ask for. I said. When the show was over, Dalton asked if he could go with me to the bands photo shoot. I said he could but we had to keep it quiet from mom. Well, until the pictures came out. Ellie, are you seriously wearing just that to the shoot? He asked.My crown and skirt are in the truck. I said.The onyx one and the black fluff? Do you also have the peasant blouse and the long skirt? What about the inverted color outfit? Aus pressed. I laughed.Yes, its all there. Dont worry, Aussie, Ive been doing this for two years now. I said. He sighed.I want first cuts to put around the classroom. He said.You know it, but dont scare the little ones. You know that all of you Black-Hearted merch is signed so its all worth something. I said. He smirked.I know, now go kick ass at that shoot. He said. Dalton and I got in the truck and headed for the shoot.Seriously, was he always this bad and I was just never around? He asked. I nodded.Always, actually, he was worse when we were younger. He would check and if something was wrong, hed fix it then and there. I said. We laughed.Im gonna miss having you around. He said.Ill miss having my little brother with me. If you were older, youd be going with me, but Warped is not for anybody under sixteen. I said.Yet youve been on the line up since you were fourteen. He pointed out.We both know Im the bad influence here. I joked.Im the little angel, youre the demon. He said, going along with my joke. Throughout the entire ride to the set, Dalton and I rocked out and joked around.Dal, promise me something. I said.Anything, El. He said.Promise me that no matter what mom says or does while Im gone, you wont turn your back on me like she has. I said.I promise you this every time, El and every time its always the same. Youre my sister and Im sure we shouldve been twins. He said. I smiled.We shouldve been. Who knows, maybe we couldve both been in Black-Hearted Queen rather then just me. I said. He smiled.That wouldve been fun. He said.Maybe when you hit us up on Warped we can re-perform Forget You but maybe mix it up to something else. I said. He smirked.Like mom would ever let us get away with that! He said.Mom has no control at Warped. Im steeling you the entire time we meet up. I said.Awesome! So whats the theme shoot today? He asked.Who we really are, the guys are showing off their tattoos and now, I have you going with me. I said. He smirked.This is going to be fun. He said.Oh yeah, and since you have your guitar, we can do a few action shots and maybe record a little something. I said.Youd let me do that?! Really?! He asked. I nodded.Duh, youre talented and all of us know that. The guys offered first and then when we were trying to decide on a song, we decided to punk goes pop a song and have a little fun with that. I said.What song? He asked.Moves like Jagger. I said.Wow, you guys picked an awesome song to redo. Id be honored. He said. I laughed.Come on, honored one, were here. I said. We grabbed our stuff from the back and went inside.Hey El, whats up? Kenny asked.Not much, what about you? I asked.Not much, I cant find a shirt to show off my sleeves. He said.Go Andy Biersack or Ashley Purdy with it. I said. He nodded.Ive never seen his tattoos. Dalton said.Dont get on the bus, then. They all walk around either shirtless or naked. I said.You put up with that, why? Dalton asked.I hide in the back room. I always claim the back room and set up in there. Im planning on putting out a podcast and I dont want those dumbasses bothering me. I said. He nodded. We walked into my dressing room and I pulled my puffy skirt over my leggings. I was wearing my black corset that had white, lace accents on it with my black leggings and my three inch stiletto boots that came up to mid-thigh. I put on my small, onyx tiara and my leather jacket before touching up my eye liner, mascara and blood red lipstick. I turned to Dalton.Lets change it p a little, lose the scarf and trade the convers for combats. I aid, pointing to the closet. He nodded and changed his shoes.What about the shirt? He asked. The red stitching works with the jet black material and you matched the shade of your jeans perfectly. Youre fine. I said. He chuckled. I put in my skill and dagger earrings and my onyx cross that Dalton gave me for my sixteenth birthday. I wear it with everything. The chord is jet black leather braided in a diamond stitch and the heavy onyx stone hangs on my collar bone. The darkness of the gem absorbs all of the light that touches it.You still wear that? He asked. I nodded.My leather, my crown and my cross are what define my look. I said. He nodded and smiled.So is there an interview with this one? He asked. I nodded.Its all about who we really are so they need background info. I said.Lets go, then. He said. I laughed as we walked onto the set.You brought the superstar along! Luke said as he pulled Dalton into a loose headlock. Dalton tried to wrestle out of it but failed, causing me to laugh.One day Ill escape. He vowed.Dal, cool it. You stand by Mac and behave. We need to do a few group shots for album covers and other magazines before we do the who we are shoot. I said. He nodded and walked over to Mac. After about twenty minutes, we all walked off of the set and left our drummer, Bison on the set.So whats your shoot? Dean asked.Family, we all know what an awesome sister I am to Dalton but not many people know that Dal and I are siblings. Hell, almost all of our fans dont even know my full name. They just know Ellie Drew. I said.True, so its just gonna be you and shrimp? Chase asked. I nodded. Our band line up is Bison Sheer on drums, Kenny Beck and Chase Crew on guitar, Dean Maysen on Bass, Dakota Bree on keys and Me, Ellie D. as vocals.Ko, youre up. Bison said as he walked over to us. Bison fist bumped Dalton before picking him up and giving him a piggy back ride.Despite your name, youre so cuddly! Mac said to Bison. Bison glared and Mac backed away. I laughed.Bison is only cuddly and sweet to Dal and I. I said. It was true. If it was anybody below seventeen or an awesome fan, Bison was a cuddly teddy bear but he was a scary beast to everybody else. Who needs body guards with Bison around?What is Ko doing? Kenny asked. I looked over and saw Dakota being as weird as possible.Hes sober today, right? I asked.I made sure of it. Bison said. I shook my head.I think it wouldve been better if he were drunk. Dean said and Chase nodded in agreement.Ken, youre up! Dakota yelled when he rejoined us. Dalton and I were last of the solo shots before we all piled up as a group again. This is my favorite shoot because we can be ourselves.Has your mom been on your case again? Bison asked when he set Dal down. I nodded.The usual satanic label but a week ago, when we were attempting a mother-daughter-day, she threatened to disown me. I said.Id adopt you if she did. You know that Marina cant have children and shes always thought of you and Dalton as the children shes never had. He said. I nodded.I just worry for Dal, she shelters him too much and when the haters start to hit him, its not going to end well and I dont want to see that happen. I said.Dalton already has an unbreakable bond with you, if she disowns you now, she risks losing him too. He pointed out. I bit my lip. He was right.El, Dal, you two are up! Dean yelled. I looked at Dalton and he smirked. I gave him a piggy back to the set. We messed around for a while, letting the photographer get some action shots before Dal and I decided he could het his guitar. I grabbed my mic and stand while he plugged in his guitar.You actually want to play? I asked. He nodded.Its what we do. He said before we started playing random songs. I sang along to every one. When Dal started playing Youre Not Alone I smiled. Dalton loved to sing that song for me every chance he got. When he was done with that, we were instructed to do a few cute poses as brother and sister before we brought everybody back in. When we were done, we were sent to our dressing rooms for our individual interviews.You nervous? I asked Dalton. He shook his head.Nope, this could actually be fun. He said. I nodded.It always is. I said. It was another few minutes before Josh, a long time friend, walked in.Hey, Ellie! He said as he pulled me into a hug.Hey, long time no see. I said.So the questions weve got for you this time dig through who you are when the cameras are gone and its just you. He said.Awesome! This is my little brother Dalton. I said.Dalton Cyr, rising heart throb and little brother to Ellie D of Black-Hearted Queen. Josh said. He set up the cameras before starting the interview.So, Ellie, this is all about who you are behind the scenes of everything. We all know you as the hard-core rocker who isnt afraid of anything. Who are you when you go home? Josh asked.When I go home? Im a big sister. Im not always dark and scary. Most of the time I am, but not always. When Im hanging with my little brother, Dalton, Im different. Im still the same cocky and stubborn rocker, but I have a softer side because Dal has been with me through everything. I said.Dalton, many of our readers dont know who you are. As a rising superstar in the Pop/Rock genre, whats it like having a big sister whos made it big in Rock n Roll? Josh asked.No different than having a sister who goes away to collage. Shes home for holidays and birthdays and whenever shes on tour she keeps in contact with me. Whenever shes in town were always hanging out and even this year with her going on Warped, I plan on visiting as much as possible. Dalton said. I smiled.Ellie, how has Dalton influenced you in your music as well as the bands image? We all can clearly see that the six of you have a clean record and a simple image. Josh asked.I wanted the bands image to be simple because I thought it should be more about the music and what were giving back to our fans as a whole. If we were a band that cursed every other word and looked like trash, thats not the influence I want on our younger fans and especially my little brother. I was also fourteen when we started Black-Hearted Queen and Ive always been reserved in what I wear, even before then. The cross and crown that I wear were a sixteenth birthday present from Dal and now theyre a signature part of my look in the band. I said.You really gave her those? Josh asked Dalton. Dal nodded.They were hand made out of onyx. He answered proudly. I smiled.I can clearly see the bond between you two, what makes it so strong? Josh asked in pure curiosity. Music. Music has always been what united us as siblings. We bonded over music and we express ourselves through it. I said.Both of us have careers in music and both of us use music to say how we really feel. My song Youre Not Alone was written for Ellie when she was going through a very hard time. Now, I sing it to her every chance I get and it always makes her cry. Dal said. I smiled.Ill always hold that song close to my heart. I said. Dal smiled and hugged me.Thats cute. Ellie, we all know that you hate any music that has no meaning behind it, whats your opinion on Daltons music? Josh asked.He has a message behind his songs, though if he doesnt be careful, hell have some songs like One Directions. I said honestly.Ouch, that one hurt. Dalton joked. I laughed.Better than other artists that I could name that are low on our favorites list. I pointed out. He nodded.What inspired you two to pursue a career in music? Josh asked.For me it was more of a want to show my brother that if you work hard enough, you can do anything and you can be anything that you want. If you just bust your ass and work for it, it makes it all the more worth it in the end. I said.For me, I wanted to make a living off of something that I loved and I wanted to do it with my sister. Im not where I want to be yet, but if I keep working like El, Ill make it. Dalton said.I know you can make it if you stay on the right track. I told him. He nodded.It sounds like you both have an even amount of support from each other on your dreams. Josh said.Well, my mom and El dont exactly see eye-to-eye on Ellies style of music and its gotten to the point where Mom doesnt want Ellie around me as much because she thinks Ellies a bad influence. The way I see it, Ellies doing what she loves and she never gets tired of it. Shes always happy and shes gotten to do things that most people only dream of. Shes taken me places that Ive always wanted to go and she supports me in what I want to do, no matter the style of music I put out. Shes honest about what she thinks and if something bothers her, shell let you know rather than gossiping about it like most people in society do. Dalton said. I smiled.I honestly dont care for the haters because if you dont have haters, then youre obviously not doing it right. My mom happens to be my biggest hater and that just gives me more motivation to prove to her that Ive got what it takes to be who I want to be and I can do it on my own. I love the support I get from Dal and I even trust his opinion on many decisions in the band. We all do. Bison, our drummer, loves him like a son and the rest of the guys treat him like their own brother. The support we get from Dal and from the fans is enough to keep me going with the band until they dont want us to anymore. I said.Now, I know that Daltons a little too young for this one, but Ellie, can we expect another man in your life anytime soon? Joshua asked. I froze.No. I said simply.Why not? Josh pressed out of curiosity.The only real love that exists is between a mother and her child. My father left when he found out that mom was pregnant with Dal and none of us have seen him since. I said. Josh nodded.My dad did the same thing so I understand that. One more question: If there was one thing that you could change about your life, what would it be? He asked.I would be Els twin. Were close enough now that we could be twins but El was three when I was born. If we were twins, I probably would be in Black-Hearted Queen as a guitarist, but we werent twins sadly. Dal said. Josh looked at me.I wouldnt be so afraid. There are a lot of things Im afraid of rationally, but when it comes down to it, the stupid fears are the ones that hold me back from true happiness. I said.Is one of those fears falling in love? Josh asked. No, its the fear of no being good enough for what I want in life and the fear of messing it up if I ever achieve it. I said. He nodded before turning off the camera.El, I know about your fear of love. Dont be afraid of it. I was for a long time until I found Emily. You deserve true happiness. He said before taking his camera and leaving.

Chapter 3Electra Drew Cyr! How could you?! Hes too young to be around that! Mom yelled when she saw the article. I rolled my eyes.He came of his own free will mother. Leave it be. I said.Im done. I disown you. She said. I rolled my eyes.Break that news to Dalton. I dare you. I growled.She doesnt have to. A voice said from the door. I sighed.Dal, go back up to your room. I said.No, if she disowns you then Im going with you. He said.Dal, stop it. I said.No, El, youre my sister! My only sister! Youre the only person I can talk to! He begged.Dalton, its for the best. Mom said.Bison said hes willing to adopt me. The papers are in our files if you care. I said. She nodded and went to grab them.No, youre not going without me, Ellie! Dalton begged.Dal, when Black-Hearted comes back in town, I will come here and get you and then you can spend the rest of the tour with us. I promise. I said. He nodded and hugged me.Can I at least help you pack? He asked. I nodded.Who else would I trust with all of my records? I asked. He smiled. In two hours I was packed and mom had signed the papers. We agreed that I would drop Dal off at school before going to Bisons. Will the band play at the school soon? He asked.I dont know. I said honestly.El, please keep in contact. Dal begged as we pulled up to the school. I sighed.For you, I will. Dal, please be good and dont be too harsh on Mom. She loves you and she only wants the best for you. She only pushes me away because she knows that Ill hurt her if she tries to force her way into my heart. I said. He nodded. He hugged me tightly with tears sliding down both of our faces before he had to get out of the truck. When I finally got to Bisons house, I broke. Dal was all that I had left and now mom took him away. When I finally had the balls to go inside, Marina enveloped me in a tight hug.Shell let you back in soon. Shell realize what she let go of. She soothed. I nodded.We renovated the attic for you. Its all set for you, Ellie. Bison said. I nodded and hugged him.Bi, do you think that I could talk Kenny and Chase into recording Youre Not Alone with me? I asked. He nodded.Yes, and well perform it at every show just for Dalton. He said. I smiled.Thanks Bi. I said before going up to my new room and unpacking. I spent a while just reading before checking Twitter.@DaltonCyr: I miss my sister @EllieD1717. Hopefully Ill see you at the VMAs!