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COSMIC AWARENESS is the Force that expressed Itself throw h Jesus of Nazareth the Buddha, Kristine, Mohammed, Edgar Cayee andother gt~rreat avatar] who served ax 'Channels' for the `Heavenly Father' and who monks &Taro today as the world begins Lo enter the New Ageidlnv through ugh carefuthr trained channels The Info :of ap tual consciousness and awarcnoba . Since 1962 Cosmic Awareness has been connuunieet _oration contained herein was received from deep su

onecious trance levels and 'interpreted' y an entity affiliated with C .A .C. Thisinformation is for those who desire to help in b '

g in the New Age . Throughout the thousands of 'Readings' given through these channels ,Cosmic Awareness tells us not to believe anything, but to question, explore, doubt, and discover for yourself, through your own channel ,what is the truth . Cosmic Awareness will only indicate and mugged. Neither C .A.C ., the Aqquaxtan Church of Universal Service, or the Interppret.Paul Shockley is responsible for anything Cosine Awareness may state in any of these readings, nor doer C.A .C . or Nail Shocley noceaaaru ybelieve or agree with the statements of Cosmic 1,wareneas . Paul interprets the energies as he secs them hi trance levels and is {rot personall yresponsible for what is said.Members of C .A.C . are invited to send in questions of general interest to ask Awareness for posaibie publication.

Paul Shock, : y'Prance--Interprete r

(Opening Message, C .A .C . Gen . aeading )May 9, 1980

COSMIC AWARENESS :

This Awareness indicates there are situations wherein entities may find themselves having to choose whether:o take the path of none-resistance or whether to resist . This Awareness indicates that in the Law of Love, i tias been given that `love follows the course of least resistance . ' This Awareness indicates this being so .

This Awareness indicates however, that the implication of the meaning of following the course of least resist -ace may not be fully understood by entities, and therefore could create difficulties through such misunderstarg .

Copyright 19bu by Cosmic Aw.<renem Communucationu & the Assam-tau Church of Un!veteal Service . Reproduction by permission

This Awareness indicates that for example, an entity may wish to express an action which you can clearly se ewould bring about great problems, difficulties or very damaging results . This Awareness , indicates that wherei nyou look at this situation and the entity's desire for such expression, and you think in terms of the Law of Love,the reference to following the course of least resistance, you may feel that the Law of Love is saying to you,"Don't resist this entity or this entit y 's expression. Simply allow the entity to express himself or herself, becaus ethis is the easiest way for you and leads to the least resistance by you, and therefore is an expression of love . "

This Awareness indicates that this may not be the proper expression of love, for often the course of least res-istance is not in surrendering or in allowing others to have their expression even though you know this expressio nis damaging. Often the course of least resistance is found in confronting the situation at the earliest possible time ,before the great problem has its chance to overwhelm you or others after its initial expression .

This Awareness indicates for example, an automobile sitting at the top of a hill wherein the brakes go out, an dyou wish to resist its movement down the hill : this can be stopped most easily before it gets its momentum start-ed by simply throwing a rock under the wheel . This Awareness indicates that a more difficult action might be toallow the automobile to roll on down the hull, smashing into whatever, and facing the consequences for that act -ion ; then blaming the Law of Love by saying that you took the path of least resistance . This Awareness indicate sthat of course, you face the resistance to all the consequences that follow which, in fact, turns out to the path ofmost resistance .

This Awareness indicates that likewise in relation to an entity, the expression of love does not necessarily mea nthat you must allow that entity to push you around in a non-resisting fashion, overwhelming you or your love dones or others . This Awareness indicates the path of least resistance may require that you speak out to that entit yin a way whereby the entity discovers itself and the error of its way, even as you resist it not, because of you rverbal confrontation .

This Awareness indicates the path of least resistance may not require physical resistance when verbal resistanc eis possible, may not require verbal resistance if mental or psychic resistance is possible . This Awareness indicate sthat in some cases you may need to express emotional resistance in order to avoid facing other types of resistance .

This Awareness indicates that essentially what the Law of Love means, is to find that way of dealing with th esituation which requires the least resistance in order to neutralize the greatest problems caused by the action. ThisAwareness suggests that the Law of Love as that which does not use a sledge hammer to get a point across whena simple statement could do so ; does not require that you attack an enemy with your physical might when negot-iations are possible . This Awareness indicates that it does not necessarily mean that to express love you must be -come a masochist and allow others to torture or walk over you . This Awareness indicates that this might not eve nbe healthy for those who would walk over you or torture you, and your surrender could well be a form of encour-agement which, in time, could lead them to great problems and difficulties .

This Awareness suggests that sometimes it is necessary to express love in a firm voice, in a firm way, guidin gand directing or even shouting and forcing an entity to look at what he or she is doing. This Awareness indicate sfor example, if an entity were contemplating suicide or violence toward another, it might be necessary for you t obecome extremely outraged or even physical with the entity to prevent this action, and that action of yours maybe an expression of love .

This Awareness indicates that the entity who simply states, "Oh, you wish to commit suicide . Well, 1 will no tresist you because I love you ." This Awareness indicates this is an absurdity, and obviously is not an expressio nof love.

This Awareness indicates that there can be confusion regarding the statements involved in the Law of Love, i fthis is not fully understood . This Awareness indicates that wherein you express yourself, meeting each urgenc yin a way whereby you deal with the urgency with the least amount of resistance necessary to bring about th eharmony desired and the neutralization of that urgency, this is the expression of love .

WHAT ABOUT KILLING iN SELF-DEFENSE ?

QUESTION :

A related question on this from N .S . of ()rem, Utah . . "Awareness states in `Revelations of Awareness ', 80-14 ,that every individual has a cosmic right to defend themselves against violation . So killing others under theseconditions is justified, whether by gunfire or whatever, so long as it is in self-defense . If we are capable of apply-ing the Law of Love, when would this ever be applicable, or is the method determined on a consciousness level ?"

COSMIC AWARENESS :

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This Awareness indicates that it does not advocate that entities kill another to save themselves . This Aware-ness indicates that It is stating essentially that you use the least amount of resistance, the least amount of forcein order to bring about,tl e,greatest amount, of harmony .

This Awareness indicates that if an entity intends to kill you, and the least amount of force available to you toprevent this action is to render that entity unconscious, then you have the right to do so. This Awareness indicatesthat if the least amount of force available to you to prevent the entity from killing you is to injure that entity ,then this would be appropriate .

This Awareness indicates that if the least possible action in preventing the entity from destroying you woul dbe to destroy that entity, then you do not necessarily have the right, but that the action would not necessarily bethe wrong action either.

This Awareness indicates ther ewould be an establishment of karm abetween yourself and that entitywhich would, in time, need to b econfronted in one life or another .

This Awareness indicates that ifyou used greater force than was nec-essary and destroyed another, eve nthough that other could have bee nrendered harmless with less force, the nyou have created a wrong action.

This Awareness indicates that where -in an entity harms another accidentall yor harms one with greater harm than

-"'-intended, this is a mitigating circumstancewhich may be modifying to the situation .

~This Awareness indicates that it is not asstrong as a deliberate action, and therefore not as

„ ,wrong. This Awareness indicates that an accidental harm t oanother is not excusable simply because it was accidental, but it is not as strong or wrong as a deliberate harm .

This Awareness indicates that It suggests entities to not put themselves in a position wherein they would b elikely or possibly subjected to a situation which could conceivably or probably lead to violence. This Awarenes ssuggests that entities look ahead at the ramifications of a situation ; and wherein, observing the ramifications, ent-ities see that these actions could lead to harm, could lead to violence, could lead to conflict or difficulties whic hare not conducive to a healthy and harmonious spiritual life, this Awareness suggests that entities then avoi dmoving in that direction .

This Awareness indicates however, that wherein entities find themselves in a situation wherein an early confron-tation can prevent greater confrontation or greater conflict or can prevent violence at a later time, then entitiesare spiritually obligated to face the confrontation at the earliest convenience before the problems become mag-nified, leading to violence or greater conflict .

This Awareness indicates that wherein an entity must take action of a violent nature to preserve the life o fothers, (this Awareness indicates for example wherein a loved one is being threatened and the lives of your famil yor other loved ones are endangered), then you have the right to take the least amount of effort, use the leas tamount of force necessary to prevent those loved ones from being harmed .

This Awareness indicates the question then arises, what would be necessary ?

This Awareness indicates that if you use too little force, you might find yourself the victim, and your famil yor loved ones still being violated. Therefore, this Awareness suggests that this becomes a personal question, where -in each entity must weigh within his or her own conscience to determine what would be the least amount of forc ethat would preserve the lives of your loved ones .

This Awareness indicates that the question may arise regarding concepts of group preservation or national pres-ervation or national security . This Awareness indicates that wherein an entity is led by the actions of another, sothat the other puts one in a position of being forced to commit violence, or leads one to a position whereby th eentity might be forced to commit violence, this Awareness indicates that entity has a right not to follow tha tleader, if the entity sees in principle that the actions are wrong and will lead to violence and there is some othe rpath toward peace .

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This Awareness indicates that, for example, wherein an entity within a nation recognizes that the leaders o fthat nation are embarked on a course of war which. is totally unnecessary, that entity has the spiritual obligatio nnot to follow those entities, not to follow that nation in its direction toward war .

This Awareness indicates however, wherein an entity sees that a nation is being attacked by forces and th enation is threatened, and the nation has not deserved that attack and cannot survive that attack without help o rassistance from its people, and wherein an entity sees that his or her lives and the lives of his or her fellow assoc -iates is endangered by that attack !'his Awareness indicates wherein an entity sees that there is nothing left t odo to find peace or to bring about peace except to resist the attacks, then the entity may find that he or she isforced into an action of violence .

This Awareness suggests however that such an action or situation by an aware being would be extremely rare .For the entity who is aware, the entity who is living the spiritual life, generally would not be caught in a situatio nof feeling obliged to follow the path of violence perpetrated by its leaders, for most aware entities would recog-nize that the leaders of their country had contributed greatly to such an attack, had contributed in one way o ranother to the atmosphere that brought about the attack, and such entities might find themselves working in adifferent way, in a diplomatic way, to assist the suffering, to assist those who could bring about peace or harmonyor a healing of individuals or of groups or of the nation .

This Awareness indicates such entities might find themselves serving as nurses or doctors for the injured or ill ,or such entities might find themselves serving to awaken the masses, or to, in some way, bring about and promot econcepts of reconciliation . This Awareness indicates that those who add their energy to the promotion of violenc e--such as those who invest in war machines, those who work in the plants for the production of war machines-- -these entities are contributing to the violence .

THE KARMA FOR WORKING FOR THE WAR MACHIN E

This Awareness suggests that a contribution to the violence may or may not carry karmic repercussions for th eindividuals, depending entirely on the individual's own belief of the rightness of his action . This Awareness indic -ates that wherein an entity sincerely feels that it is an honorable action in preserving one's freedom and rights t opromote the assistance of the armies or armed services in their actions against another country, that entity wil lvery likely receive little karma from that particular action, at least on a personal level, This Awareness indicate showever, that the entity does, in fact, receive a group or cultural karma, according to the association the entit yhas with the group which he is involved with, with the culture he is following .

This Awareness indicates that those who work for forces which are totalitarian, which are violent in nature ,and which would destroy others in a callous manner, (even though he personally believes in their rightness), doesindeed absorb the group karma o ;' that culture ; and whatever its error may be is reflected in the entity's own ,personal karma, regardless of his intentions, which may be pure and free from his own conscience and the karm aof his own honor . This Awareness indicates that this type of karma is brought on, not by the entity's own delib-erate violations of others, (for he may sincerely believe in the rightness of his action),, but is brought on by th eentity's ignorance of the truth ; wherein the entity has ignored or has not yet discovered the truth as to what i soccurring in the group, or nation, or culture's attack upon others .

This Awareness indicates that in other words, an entity may inherit karma simply from his or her own apathyof following the dictates and leadership of others, as well as the entity who inherits karma from his own maliciousactions .

This Awareness indicates that the frog has its own group and its own species ' type of karma. The karma ofbeing a frog is quite different from the karma of being a cat . The karma of being a cat is different from the karm aof being a dog, and the karma of being a cow or a horse . This Awareness indicates likewise, the karma of an entitybeing ignorant is different from the karma of the entity who is wise, even though there are other levels of karm aalso . The ignorant entity may be spared from certain karma which the wise entity would need to face for simila ractions .

THE KARMA OF BEING IGNORANT

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This Awareness indicates an entity who is ignorant in committing a violent crime may not receive as muc hkarma as one who is extremely wise and knowing, but who creates the same crime as the one who was ignorant .This Awareness indicates that likewise, an entity who is wise and understands the fallacy and futility of war an dviolence, if avoiding such violence, will escape from certain karnhas which would befall the entity who was ignor -ant of these facts and allowed himself to become involved in war and violence .

This Awareness indicates that karma essentially is cause and effect, and each entity's position, each entity' slevel of awareness, each entity's situation adds to, modifies, and determines the karma which would befall a nentity 's actions.

This Awareness indicates that It has asked Its followers that you not participate or allow yourself to becom einvolved in an action which would conceivably or probably lead to violence . This Awareness indicates that thi sability to avoid such situations will depend upon your own ability to perceive the consequences of actions befor eyou have to face those consequences .

This Awareness indicates for example, if you are of one level of consciousness, you may feel free to walk downa dark alley, feeling that it is a short-cut to your home and therefore beneficial to reaching your goal . This Aware-ness indicates that another entity may decide that the dark alley appears to he dangerous or potentially dangerou sor even probably dangerous; and therefore, this entity may walk around in a different direction wherein lights ar elit and the path is safer, even though farther to reach the goal . This Awareness indicates the one entity in walkin gdown the dark alley, may decide that, "Yes, this is dangerous . Therefore, I shall start carrying a weapon with m eas I go my way and I will defy anyone to hurt me ."

This Awareness indicates the other entity may not need to carry a weapon because the entity is walking i nareas which are more safe . This Awareness indicates that the entity, however, may decide also to carry a weapon ,but still to walk in areas which are safe, so as not to be put in such a likely position as to be forced to use thatweapon. This Awareness indicates the one entity taking the longer, well-lit route will be more aware and evasiv eof any potential violent situations than would the other, who seeks the short-cut, even though it may result i nviolence. This Awareness indicates that all is relevant to the entity 's desire and inclination to be non-violent or t oavoid potential areas of violence, and there are some who would avoid violence at almost any cost, even to th epoint of giving up their own life . This Awareness indicates there also are entities who love violence and who woul ddo almost anything to express violence, even to the point of taking another 's life or losing their own in the con-flict .

This Awareness indicates that It is advocating that entities take the path of least resistance, the path that wouldmost likely avoid the most violence or conflict . This Awareness indicates that if an entity feels that the only wa yto avoid violence is to carry a weapon or to lock oneself within one 's home, then the entity has the right . ThisAwareness indicates this as a spiritual right .

This Awareness suggests however, that if the entity carries a weapon and locks oneself within one 's home i nan action whereby the entity is tempting violence, hoping that violence comes, so that the entity can put an endto it by a violent means, this entity is not living in the spiritual path .

This Awareness suggests that .It does not advocate that entities kill one another . It advocates that entitiesavoid violence at any cost ; but 1t does not ask that you be killed by others, or that you allow your loved ones t obe killed in order to avoid reaction in a violent way . This Awareness suggests however, that It does advocate tha tyou use the least amount of force possible in avoiding violence . This Awareness suggests therefore, entities wh oallow themselves to be conscripted into armies or into military forces or into police actions, whereby this con-scription or voluntary enrollment in such actions appears to be that which would probably or likely lead t oviolence---such entities are not moving according to the will of this Awareness .

This Awareness suggests rather, that Its followers, that Its adherents move into actions which would promotepeace . This Awareness suggests that entities may wish to become enrolled in the diplomatic army or the army o fpeace, the army of peacemakers . This Awareness indicates that this as being an action whereby entities commun-icate their feelings, influence with their energies to bring about reconciliations which would prevent war an dviolence, so that peace can have a chance .

This Awareness suggests that a peace corps or a peace group would be a proper action for those who woul davoid violence. This Awareness suggests that those who move into military training, who move into situation swhich train for violence, these entities are flirting with the probability of violence .

This Awareness indicates that the entity who leaves his or her house unlocked, but sleeps with a gun or othe rweapon, as being foolish and as inviting violence. The entity would be better off to have locks upon the door ,lights around the home and have the gun empty, elsewhere, or disposed of .

This Awareness indicates that each situation is unique for each unique individual, and it is for the individua lto determine what is the path of least resistance wherein the least conflict and least violence would occur :-'-'Whataction should I take at this time to avoid future conflicts, violence, or confrontations? "

This Awareness indicates that it may be that you will need to take a difficult action at the moment in order toavoid greater difficulties or violence or conflict at a later time . This Awareness indicates the entities who allowothers to violate them when such violations could be stopped, or entities who, in their frustration, violate other son a chronic and repeated path of action, such entities would be better off to have a clear communication, a clea rshowdown to solve the problem once and for all, rather than continuing time after time, day after day, the sam echronic and sick relationship .

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This Awareness indicates that wherein entities confront one another to resolve these chronic situations, the ymay well find it diffic .=.lt at the moment, but less difficult than it would be at a future time after the intensities ,emotions, hostilities, had built to a point of intense, furious eruption . This Awareness suggests that, "Better t olet off a little steam now, than to have a major explosion tomorrow" .

HOW TO PLAN YOUR SPIRITUAL, DIE T

(Some Pitfalls at the Spiritual Marketplac eQUESTION :

A question from T.O., Falls Church, Va . "Today a burgeoning spiritual marketplace offers competing varietie sof meditation . trainingpsychics, reading courses, and counseling . Selecting the most. valuable from among thelegitimate can appear to be difficult . By what methodology can an individual discover which avenues of pursui tto commit himself to? Can Awareness recommend specific disciplines, or is there some reason why one 's spiritualdiet cannot be planned as rationally as one's diet of food, and must be chosen merely on the basis of feelings o fgood vibes and high purposes? Surely, judging by results is prone to emotional bias and can necessitate larg einvestments of energy ."

COSMIC AWARENESS :

This Awareness suggests that your best approach to selecting the proper route for you is to first be closel yattuned to your own needs . This Awareness suggests that you also need to be closely attuned to your own bein gin its development, recognizing your assets and liabilities and that which would be beneficial to you . This Aware-ness indicates that this may require that you look at yourself from different levels : the social, the physical, th eemotional, and the spiritual . This Awareness indicates that you may consider call aspects of these different level sof your being, and ask yourself which of these needs developing and nurturing . This Awareness suggests that yo ufocus on those particular areas of yourself which need nurturing, and wherein you decide to look for help fro moutside, such as through books, tapes, or teachers, ---this Awareness suggests that you then begin searching i nthose areas, in catalogs, in bookstores or through listings of classes available, asking questions rather than lettingentities sell you the course . Asking questions about the course to see if it fits you, just as you would ask or try

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on clothing to see if it looks good on you . This Awareness indicates that in asking questions to see if this fits you rmods, ; cm t i n discover much iii}tut the program, much about the tea ' .€tier,, or much about the message which i s

to be presented . This Awareness suggests that you be very cautious, suspicious ; for there are many scams, andtricks and hustlers in the business, many of these firmly believing in their product . This Awareness suggests yo u

-' not argue with these entities about their product, but simply ask questions and examine, read or glance over th ematerial available, and see whether it fits your needs .

This Awareness indicates that there is no particular formula which this Awareness can give that would fit th eneeds of every entity, for each entity has different needs . This Awareness suggests that some of the needs may beaddressed from spiritual levels, from asbtract levels by those who speak in abstract terms . Some entities are cap -able of applying this to their particular, needs . Others will require specific help on specific problems, and abstrac tassistance will be of little value. This Awareness indicates ethers will require scientific help, others spiritual help ,some psychological help, and some financial help . This Awareness i.adicates that others may need social assistanc eand still others may need all of these . This Awareness suggests that you, yourself, must determine your own need sand determine what hest fits your needs .

This Awareness suggests in searching for the answer to your needs, shop around. Don't buy the first thing pre-sented to you . Don't put yourself in debt for something which may he much too expensive and turn out not t obe the product which satisfies your needs . This Awareness suggests also that you be very cautious of that productwhich starts out : with a low cost, and the price gets higher the further into it you go. This Awareness indicate sthis likened unto purchasing a machine at a great discount only to discover that you must have more parts t omake it work, and you must have continuous repair to keep it going . This Awareness indicates that there are man yspiritual courses which operate on this same principle ; that there are also many business courses which operat eon this principle .

This Awareness indicates there are also many social relationships that operate on this principle ; wherein an ent -ity forms a relationship on a cheap level that begins to create greater and greater expense and cause more andmore involvement, until the entity is completely devoured by the relationship . This Awareness indicates that ent-ities who allow this to happen to themselves are simply being drawn. into levels of limbo, sucked into the vacuumsand needs of others . This Awareness indicates that those who are wise will enter where they choose, and avoi dthose dens and nooks and crannies where the greed factor lurks .

HOW T O QUIT DRINKIN G

QUESTION :

t NOT SO HARP WHEN YOU DETERMINE THE CAUSE 1

A question from one of our lady members : 'phis is a personal question, but probabl yis pertinent to others. I have had a problem with drinking in the past . I have had a readingon this and was told that I was not an alcoholic and would never be one. I sometimes hav ea glass of wine or two and don 't care for more. But the last; couple of weeks I have been drink-ing more. In fact, my husband told me it's either him or the wine . I just don't know what get sinto rue . I start getting nervous and 1 . think some wine will relax me, but I don't stop .I'm really getting scared . I keep thinking it might be a physical thing . Are there som eherbs that could be good for this? I really want to stop drinking completely . As I saidbefore, 1 don't drink all the time. It's not my husband ; he's very good to me and we lov eeach other . I want to be free of this problem ."

COSMIC AWARENESS :

This Awareness suggests that this as stemming from an emotional need to be coddled and babied . This Aware-ness indicates that the nervousness begins when you feel overwhelmed with responsibilities and would prefe rbeing taken care of like a child. This Awareness indicates there is a particular ,child-litre quality within you that i snot being expressed properly . This Awareness suggests that if you learn to express your need for affection and i fyou have someone who will listen to these needs, who will listen to your inner feelings, this can be of much help .This Awareness indicates that the action of turning to wine or to the bottle is but a substitute for the child withi nyou, wishing to turn to the nipple or baby bottle in its efforts to find security of affection, nurturing and love .

This Awareness indicates that the wine itself having certain qualities, unlike mother's milk is addictive in it sown sense, and the habit of turning to this for satisfaction can create problems which can become more intense .This Awareness indicates however, that when you turn to this for your remedy and to satisfy your needs, it fails .It. does not satisfy . In fact, it creates greater problems, even though it stupifies you much likened unto an anesth -

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etic while you suffer greater maladies from the stupor . This Awareness indicates this is like going to a hospital ,being given an anesthetic, so that entities can violate you and make your life worse than before . This Awarenes ssuggests that the anesthetic which you are taking has not satisfied your needs, and is not satisfying your basi cneeds; and the first action in understanding this is to accept that the methods used are futile,---that the wine i snot the savior, even though the emotions may can for a glass of wine . This Awareness suggests that when you rec-ognize this, and recognize the habit of responding to that particular emotional need, you may desire to substitut eat that point .

This Awareness suggests that one substitute which would be very beneficial in driving the lesson home, woul dhe to purchase a baby bottle, fill it with milk : and when you desire wine because of this particular emotiona lproblem, this Awareness suggests that instead, you take the baby bottle and drink the milk dry . This Awarenes sindicates this will trigger off certain realizations within yourself . This Awareness suggests that following this,(i fyou accept to do this,) this Awareness suggests that you also begin to talk about your feelings with a loved one ,so that these feelings need not be bottled-up inside and stupified or given anesthetic of wine or other alcohol, bu tmay be expressed and released .

This Awareness suggests that counseling can help, or clear discussion with one who is willing to hear can be o fgreat help . This Awareness suggests that your husband, if open, will be the best counselor in hearing you r innerfeelings, and this can be of great assistance . If this entity cannot be open to listening to your feelings, or if you rfeelings threaten the entity and he becomes defensive and this defensiveness causes you to block and lock up you rfeelings, then you may need to seek outside assistance in your expression,---a counselor who will assist the two o fyou in communicating more clearly, in listening to each other without feeling threatened by the other 's words .This Awareness indicates that often the feelings an entity has which threaten their mate, actually come from ear-lier experiences with other entities, and the mate is being used as a substitute for the regurgitation of these feel-ings; or the mate may feel threatened by those feelings, even though the feelings are not meant for him or her .

This Awareness indicates that, therefore, it is difficult for entities to communicate together unless they are will-ing to listen to the feelings of each other without feeling guilty or without feeling threatened . Or if they do feelguilty or threatened, they must state, "That causes me to feel guilty . That causes me to feel threatened . " And i nso stating, this allows the other to recognize the effect : of that feeling and clarify, so that it needs not be projecte dto cause guilt or to create a threat .

This Awareness indicates that very carefully, entities being aware of each other's feelings, can begin to comm -unicate and unlock those blocked energies inside . This Awareness indicates the drinking problem is not so muc hconfined to the bottle outside, as to the bottled-up energies inside, which are not expressed openly and clearly .And when entities move toward the bottle, they are seeking to find that stupor which allows them to have the ex-cuse to open up and say what is bottled-up inside .

This Awareness indicates the problem is that the spirits which enter with the alcohol distort the feelings whic hare inside, and the message comes out in a manner that is inevitably unacceptable to others . This Awareness ind-icates that this leads to greater rejection and greater problems, which then are bottled-up inside and not, released :and therefore, the entity seeks to stupify himself with further drinking .

This Awareness suggests that there are other methods also for dealing with the drinking problem, such as thevarious alcoholic clinics. This Awareness suggests however, that this drinking problem is but a symptom of th ereal concern or real problem which is bottled-up inside . This Awareness suggests that entities who cannot unloc kthis inner bottle should seek counseling by trained and qualified persons .

E'll's Note : For more information on alcohol and other drugs and how to end the problem, please refer t o`Revelations of Awareness' No . 77-13 :$2 .00 from C .A .C .

DID GOD SPEAK WHEN JESUS WAS BAPTiZED ?

QUESTION :

A question from 1-I . A ., Mt.. View, Calif . "In the New Testament, Matthew 2, Chapter 3, verse 16 and 17 ,"After Jesus was baptized by John, the spirit of God descended like a dove over Jesus and a voice from the sk ysaid, `This is My beloved son . My favor rests on him .' Were these words spoken by Awareness? If not, woul dAwareness please identify the voice. Also would Awareness please elaborate a little on the event? "

COSMIC AWARENESS :

This Awareness indicates that these parables and stories being written in the literary style of a journalist o rreporter who stood by while this voice spoke to this entity . This Awareness indicates this as being obviously areport written from one who was tuned in to the event : through recollection or through the feeling of the event ;but, finding it necessary to put this into story form and into words, the entity used those terms and literary stylesof the age, of the time, to present the message.

This Awareness indicates that in those days, (even as now) ,entities were inclined to call the'voice which is heard in silence,a crake from on high' . This Awareness indicates that entitie stoday occasionally hear voices in their heads which seem t obe coming from outside themselves, and this voice may spea kto them. This Awareness indicates essentially, this voice is th econscious cell within the individual---the God Consciousness ,this Awareness, Buddha, or whatever term entities wish t ogive to this voice ---l.t is their own divine spiritual being withi nthemselves, the Knower, which observes and watches .

This Awareness indicates that if a writer were testifying t othe event today, using ordinary literature techniques, theentity would state that, "The voice came to me from insidemy head, but it appeared to be outside, from all over. And Theard this inner voice say to me "

This Awareness indicates that because writing was moredifficult in those days, (the electric typewriter not havin gbeen invented to make it easier for writers), words were chose ncarefully, so that the nucleus of the message was conveyed ,and entities were left to understand for themselves the mean-ings of the words . This Awareness indicates present--day writer sare much more explicit and much more careful in defining al lthe slight nuance of meaning or description or phrases orcolorations in order to clarify and eliminate any possibilit yof misunderstanding. The modern-day writers can afford t odo this because they have much greater access to printing an dwriting tools and equipment .

This Awareness indicates that writing in those days require dmuch labor. One word carved on stone may take as long asa page of typed story in modern days . This Awareness indicat-es that writing penned with a quill is much slower than a mod -ern typewriter. This Awareness suggests that entities mustunderstand that to take each statement literally, expectin gthat those statements given in those early writings were abso-lutely clear in their meanings, and assuming that if they ha dmeant the voice from within, they would have said so, ---suc hentities who assume this are deluding themselves and not bein grealistic .

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This Awareness indicates that this recognition was not con-veyed in words, but the writer presented this in his particularliterary style in order to convey the story to the masses .

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(Clos ng Meeeax,.' rn,m a C .A .C . Gen . Reading )of Juls. d, t9Af!

This Awareness indicates there is seen that wheat appears likened unto a Sphynx,---the eyes piercing, looking toward the future .This Awareness indicates this Sphynx es timeless . That winds of change bypass the Sphynx, and move on . The eyes stare, fixed ,toward the future . The sands of time whirr about the Sphynx creating shitting, changing dunes; --stew landscapes . The eyes of th eSphynx stare, fixed, into the future . Thi, Awareness indicates the storms of life move howling around the Sphynx and pass on int ohistory---the eyes of the Sphynx stare fixed into the future . This Awareness indicates that nations, economies, cultures, religions ,ideals, ideas, leaders, and people rise and fall like a sea of humanity . The eyes of the Sphynx stare fixed into the Eastern sky waitin gfor the sun to rise to bring the future .

WHAT EXACTLY IS COMMUNICATING TO THOSE AT A SEANCE ?

QUESTION :

A question from J .M ., of Calgary, Alberta . "Would Awareness pleasecomment on when a person goes to a reading or a seance or the like an dthey are communicating with a person who has passed on? Is it in fac tthe actual person they are communicating with, or something from thei rsubconscious resembling the person who has passed?

COSMIC AWARENESS :

This Awareness indicates it is both, for the subconscious of an entityattunes and spreads out into the space of the Universe in which that ent -

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itv has passed . This Awareness indicates that you may understand th enature of vibrations, of consciousness, of space, of life, as being multi -

dimensional . That a frequency has its direction, its sides ;--the upper and lower sides of its vibration . Likewise ,the frequency has the near side and the far side of its vibration, and has echoes coming off of it, affecting othe rfrequencies,--above, below, near and far . This Awareness indicates that those who are one particular side of a freq-uency may not be aware of the other side of the frequency ; and therefore will see a particular reality, which ex-cludes the other reality of the other side of the frequency .

This Awareness indicates that when entities pass from the frequency which is termed the `physical world", intothe frequency which is termed `death' or `the beyond ', they do not necessarily change in their inner being ; hut th eouter appearance is different, and the physical shell is left in the physical frequency and the inner being of th eentity moves on into the magnetic side of the frequency . This Awareness indicates that moving on to the othe rside of that frequency, the entity is still present, but the physical shell is not seen .

This Awareness indicates that wherein an entity within a physical shell closes off his concern with the physica land attunes to the other side of the frequency, the entity comes in contact with his own being, the life within th ephysical shell . The life within the physical shell is present even in those who are on the physical side of the freq-uency ; and also the life within the physical shell of the entity who has moved on out of the physical shell, is jus tas real, but unavailable to the senses in the same way that it had been . This Awareness indicates therefore, the ent-ity without the body is present in the Universe and in the consciousness, and the entity within the body is presen tin the Universe and in the consciousness of the Universe . The only difference being that. the one who hasn't th eshell, isn't identified with a physical location or confined to a physical shell, whereas the one who is in the physica lbody tends to be anchored to that physical body--grounded, and has less mobility in the Universal Mind, in th eability to move about in time and space . This Awareness indicates that those parts of the entity which is in thephysical body, can break free from that identification with the physical and can attune itself to the Universa lMind. This Awareness indicates that wherein this occurs, it can be in communication with the beings of other swho are also attuned to that Universal Mind . This Awareness indicates that in this manner, entities attune ther mselves to each other and are attuned to each other through their own consciousness .

This Awareness indicates it matters not whether the entities are dead or alive . That the electro-magnetic energie s--the energies of the soul or subconscious--are present throughout the experiences of these entities and are connect -ed. This Awareness suggests that if you can imagine a universe wherein you could not possibly see or feel any phy-sical matter, and yet everything existed exactly as it is in your . life today, wherein entities moved about, had relat-ionships, carried on their affairs This Awareness indicates that if you can imagine a Universe wherein all thi soccurred in levels of imagination, without the senses of the human body being involved ; then you can better under -stand the nature of the subconscious, the nature of reality, the nature of life and death, and the nature of th euniversal eternity .

DO ASTRAL SHELLS APPEAR AT SPIRITUALISTIC SEANCES ?

QUESTION :

Awareness, in the case of a spiritualistic seance, where they have these entities talking to spirits and spirit guide sand sometimes do materialization, does what Awareness just said hold true in these cases? It was my under -standing a great variety of these coming through were merely the astral shells of entities long gone .

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COSMIC AWARENESS :

This Awareness indicates that entities who have reincarnated can still be called upon. from these seances fromtheir previous lifetime experiences or names . This Awareness indicates for example, Joe Doe, having died, ma ynow have been reincarnated and be a small child in the first grade in another city ; yet the widow of Joe Doe ma ystill be getting messages from Joe Doe at the seance . This Awareness indicates that this can be a combination ofenergies created from the astral shell, or memory projected by the widow, or residue Ieft over by Joe Doe in th eastral plane; or this may also be, in part, a communication from the subconscious of the new reincarnated chil dwho is being contacted during certain times of seance by the medium and his previous widow . The contact neednot even be known by the child in a child being aware of having been contacted and brought througha medium in a seance somewhere, nor does the timing of the contact need to be one wherein the child was asleep.

This Awareness indicates the entity, for example, may be contacting partly the astral shell of Joe Doe--partl ythe astral shell being brought into materialization by her own memory and projection of energies and partly b ythe psychic contact to Joe Doe, himself, who is now reincarnated . This Awareness indicates that as they mov ethrough time and space, entities leave vibrations, memories and energies which can be molded and used, whichleave messages, which can be drawn upon by others for their needs .

This Awareness indicates whereas the widow of Joe Doe still needs guidance from Joe, yet Joe has moved o nand has become a child -_Jim Smit:h,--the widow assumes she is still speaking with Joe l)oe and Joe Doe has no tyet returned . This Awareness indicates that all of this is but the reflection of the nature of consciousness itself ;for all entities have that ability to create with their imaginations the reality which they accept . This Awarenessindicates that Mrs . Doe believes Mr. Doe is still `over there' waiting for her. Mrs. Doe communicates with Mr .Doe,and when she passes over, Mrs. Doe in .'act will be met by Mr . Doe, because that is the image which she has heldand holds in her consciousness, and that non-physical experience is in the realm of imagination, and that real mof imagination is the reality of the Universe . This Awareness indicates that it is no less real than the physica lplane .

This Awareness indicates the entity who sincerely believes that hell-fire and damnation awaits for him, eve nthough he has sought to disbelieve in that concept ; that entity will, on passing over, experience the hell-fire an ddamnation which he believes in, for whatever time it takes to diffuse that belief.

This Awareness indicates that the entity who believes he will pass into heaven, even though wishing to believ ein something else, the entity indeed will pass into heaven . That the duration of the experience will be as long a sthe entity desires the duration, and will cease when the entity recognizes that it is but imagination of his ow nprojections. This Awareness indicates that likewise, the entity who has been expecting hell-fire and damnation .will eventually discover that this is his own projections from his own consciousness .

This Awareness indicates that those who expect something different will find what they truly expect . Whereinthere are conflicting ideas within an entity about life beyond death, these ideas will average out, will balanc eout---so that the entity receives something which is approxima te to the average experience the entity has expect-ed. This Awareness indicates that all reality is created by projections. The individual realities are created by pro-jections, but these are modified by the general projections of other forces--such as Cosmic Laws, or social laws ,or laws of physics or laws of karma . This Awareness indicates that therefore, entities are not the sole creator o ftheir world, but do have influence in creating their realities upon the laws of the Universe .

This Awareness indicates that these creations are the realities or are the illusions of the imagination . That theterms used to describe these --realities or illusions---do not matter . This Awareness indicates that words describin gare only for the benefit of the mind and for the benefit of the form, to hold the spirit, of life which flows throug hthese concepts, through these words, through these diminsions, through these images, through these laws,-- -physical, universal, social, and spiritual :

This Awareness indicates that these laws are but the principles on which the spirit of life builds and expresse sitself .

WHAT HAPPENS AFTER DEATH TO THOSE WITH NO PREpONCEIVEO NOTIONS ?QUESTION :

Awareness, what would the entity who passes over expect to find if he or she has never energized or made up th emind that the after-life is going to be a particular thing? Would that be the experience through the white ligh tand go to a particular level that they haven't conceived of?

COSMIC AWARENESS :

This Awareness indicates that wherein one is totally open and questioning and uncertain and does not have anypreconceptions or ideas in regards to what lies beyond death's door, such an entity will perceive the reality befor epassing through death's door . This Awareness indicates that the entity who assumes that death 's door is the final

end and that there is nothing after life, that entity upon dying will not recognize that he or she has indeed died ,but will simply think that they must have been transported into another place perhaps on another planet, orin another city, or to another area, and that they have somehow lost their memory as to how they got there .

(Closing Message )

This Awareness indicates that there are what may be termed `mainstreams of consciousness' . There are whatmay be termed `lifestreams of individuals' . This Awareness indicates that an individual's lifestream may move o nto reincarnate into another body, leaving behind branches of twigs of that lifestream for others to recall, to relat eto, or to communicate with through seances .

This Awareness indicates that often the mainstream or lifestream of consciousness of an individual will comm-unicate to an entity through a seance and inform that entity that they are about to reincarnate and enter agai ninto the physical plane . This Awareness indicates that when this occurs, that the entity can assume the messag eis valid. This Awareness indicates that often this is done so that the earthbound entity, the entity bound to th eearth by the one holding the entity through the seance, will be released from the responsibilities and duties t oappear at the seance for that loved one, and may go on into the physical reincarnation from that other plane .This Awareness indicates this freeing the spirit to reincarnate, rather than to continue reappearing at the seanc ein order to please the seeker who wishes to communicate with the spirit .

This Awareness indicates that likewise, lifestreams of individuals can branch, and entities can attune themselve sto these lifestreams and can form beings or identities around these lifestreams ; and over a period of time---ofte nseveral lifetimes---can become identifications and individuals which, in tracing their roots back, may find tha tthey each move back to this central core lifestream of a being . This Awareness indicates in this manner, it is poss-ible for several entities to trace back the origin of their identifications to a particular entity ; and those entitiesmay each claim, rightfully so, that they are the reincarnation of that particular entity . lifestreams, like stream sof water, are not necessarily confined in pipes which do not leak ; for lifestreams of entities often break from thei rbounds and spread out into different tributaries, creating new souls, new identifications, new expressions, whic hmay later come together, or may go in different directions entirely, but will inevitably be able to trace their orig-ins back to that particular lifestream .

This Awareness indicates this accounts for why some entities far enough back in history, are often claimed b yothers in present time as their sole ancestrial being, claiming to have been reincarnated from that ancient being .This Awareness indicates that this does not mean that every entity who claims reincarnation from an ancien tbeing is but one of many, for the entity may be, in fact, the only one ; but this does indicate that the entity wh oclaims to he reincarnated from an ancient being may, in fact, not he the only one who can legitimately make tha tclaim, and may, in fact, be claiming part of the lifestream from that original source .

This Awareness indicates that entities change and discard certain substances from their soul, and other entitie smay pick up on that discarded substance and claim that substance ; and eons of time later, through cosmic mem-ory, may recall where that substance came from and claim, rightfully so, that they are reincarnated from tha tentity which discarded that substance .

This Awareness indicates that these also may be considered illusions, imagination ; but this Awareness ask syou, "What else is there? "

EI)'s Note : For more information on reincarnation and lifestreams, please refer to `Revelations'of Awareness , ' No . 78-3) :(St . Francis of Assisi : How come there are so many of you around?) ;$1 .00 from C.A.C . For more information on psychi cseances and thier pitfalls, refer to `Revelations of Awareness', No . 78-17 :'61 .00 ; also No . 78-44 ;$2M0 .

For more information on the `Law of Love', please refer to the booklet, `The Cosmic Laws of Cosmic Awareness' :$3 .00 ; als oNo . 78 .37 (The Law of Love Revised) ; .50cents, from C .A .C.Also recommended, No . 79-7 The Spiritual Snob) ;2 .00 ; alsoNo . 79-11 (The Mark of the Beast) :$2 .00 . Also recommended is the C .A .C . taped lecture .No . 8 (Resist . Not Evil) by GerryMorrts :$5 .00, available from C.A.C. Law of Love info also in 80-8 ;$2 .00 ; Resist Not Evil also in 80-10 ;:);3 .00 .

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( Why Many can Claim to be Reincarnations of the Same Famous Person 1

This Awareness indicates these entities will be met there by others who have similar attitudes, wondering howthey got where they are, and will simply wait to find a way of continuing their expression and will continue t ofeel that there is nothing after the life which they are experiencing . This Awareness indicates these entities ma yeventually discover that they have indeed moved on into a different dimension but this may be unlikely for mos tof these entities . For their memory as to how they arrived is as foggy as their understanding of where they are ,because these entities are stuck in the dependency on their senses for their realities and will not accept anythin gother than their senses and the knowledge which their senses dictate . This Awareness indicates this, of course ,being relative to how long it takes the entity to discover that his or her philosophy of material existence and non eother, has flaws in it .

No . 5

LETTERS FROM BILL . . . .

( A Cosmic View of things from another frame of reference )

Jan. 4, 1981

Dear Everybody . . .In that first Ietter to you, I, related those first "Cosmic Experiences" pretty much in gener-alities . Where it described the destruction of New York, and where the ` Council of 13 ' in London was revealed ,these details seemed just too specific, too literal to be believable . That ' s why l didn 't go into such specific det-ail in that first letter. But then it turns out that the same information, even the specific details, had been com-ing through C .A.C.'s own channel. That's what was such a mind-blower, coming to find I hadn't been hallucin-ating all this stuff after all .

This channel had talked about the "Underground church behind the Iron Curtain ." Evidently this was th eSkoptsis Paul and Dr . F3eter had been talking about . And then the android-robotoid correlation seemed lik etoo much .

In the aftermath of the New York crisis, a set of circumstances seems to stand out in retrospect . The Skopt-sis had been planning on blowing New York, figuring that if this action disabled the Rockefeller-CFR-bankin gcombine it would bethe lesser of two evils' . 'rire end justifies the means" must've been their thinking . Theycould see that the U .S. was a captive milch cow, being milked of its wealth and technology to build up th eentire Communist world . But if they had only known the full story, the main power source they should havesought to destroy was not the one in New York, but the one in London, in the house of Rothschild . The Rock-efeller (or Bolshevik) outfit in New York is only a lesser arm of the secret Rothschild power cult .

The Russian Skoptsis could see that the Rockefeller banks and the U .N. were all in New York, so they must'v efigured the whole world was controlled from there too . Through incomplete understanding, they targeted Ne wYork for destruction . If they had actually blown New York, the Rothschilds would be laughing like crazy ,chalking up a victory . Had the Skoptsis but known, the Rockefeller (or Bolshevik) center in New York is con -trolled from Brussels, which in turn is controlled from London . The Skoptsis should've been shooting forthose . So in the final analysis, the Skoptsis would have made a terrible blunder by destroying New York. Atbest, such an action would only serve the power-play of the Rothschilds .

No doubt the `Beast' Forces would've tried to exploit the New York disaster to precipitate a "Nationa lEmergency", implementing the Executive Orders, and putting the U .S. under actual military occupation . Hadthis happened, the Beast would've gained tremendous ground, and would be crowing and chortling, singing ,"Today the United States, tomorrow the world . The Beastie marches on ." But a phenomenal work of Inter -cession on the inner planes has turned the tide . If we keep the pressure on, keep the accelerations of Ligh tcoming in, the Beast will never, ever be able to repair itself again, or regain the ground it has lost . Let 's keepIlumpty Dumpty from ever getting patched up again. Let's show the Dark Force that there are Light Worker sout there who've "got the balls" (cosmically speaking) to carry the Light right into the very innermost circl eof the House of Rothschild .

So "Let there be Light! "Vondir and Namaste . . . .Bil l

PS : Enclosed are a few more thoughts and channelings :

ON OPENING THE CROWN CHAKRA

The laws of consciousness are such that the Crown Chakra will never open until one criterion exists : themotive of the heart must be "Not my will but thine be done . " I.t, takes an attitude of pure surrender to thewill of God and a wholehearted desire to he a clear vessel for the will of God . Once that attitude exists, th eopening of the chakra is amazingly simple--nearly automatic, in fact . But the chakra will quickly shut downagain if any element of self-will or ego-ambition comes into the mind . That is a cosmic "fail-safe" mechanis mthat prevents any impure motive from ever passing the Crown Chakra . The key to opening this chakra andkeeping it open is a pure love toward God, a love for God that surpasses any other love . It is that condition -less love for God that says, "Take me and use me as an emptied vessel of Ydur will . Use me for thy instrum-ent, even if it destroy me and even if it cost me all that I hold dear in life . " Once there exists that desire an dwillingness to be totally emptied, to have all ego and pride and vanity crushed out, then the laws of th eUniverse step aside and the Crown Chakra will open .

So many entities have never understood this necessity for to[,tl surrender to God . They have tried to "tak eheaven by force" through Kundalini Yoga and many other spiritual practices . They have tried to "get" Godand make God conform to their personal ambitions, (like a cosmic Santa Claus) . They have tried to use Godwithout first loving God . They may have felt reverence and warmth toward God, but He was not the Firs tLove of their lives . They may have tried to use God for things that seem right to the rational mind . But theywere not surrendered to the highest will of God, which seldom conforms to the rational mind . The true lead-ing of God often runs directly contrary to the "logic " of the world . And so these entities spend lifetimes i nmisery, wondering "why doesn't God hear my prayers?" Tire answer is : "God was not the first love in you rlife ." 1

And that is the simple key to Reality . The Crown Chakra will open, the lower chakras will fall into reson-ance ; your consciousness becomes the Consciousness of the Universe . And the mysteries of the Cosmos revealthemselves to you . All the inner planes come into alignment, and you can speak (or write) "with the tongu eof angels," a virtual two-way telephone link with the heart of God . And the ecstasy : It, is the "peace thatpasseth understanding", the perfect serenity of knowing God by direct perception and being in the perfec twill of God .

So the opening of the Crown Chakra, of and by itself, is not something to be striven for . A million year sof striving will never open it . Strive for a pure surrender to the will of God ; make God your first love. Thatis the secret . Then the opening of the chakra is effortless and nearly automatic . It opens like the flowers tha tbloom aftt.er the spring rains (whereas without those rains they would never bloom) .

The pure love for Brahma, for the Great Spirit, for God, or Yahweh, is the whole duty of man. Without it ,man will never know Reality or experience his reason for being . To go on existing apart from God, with Godnot the central love of your life, is madness and absurdity . It is what the Eastern mystics call illusion, or Maya .An existence not centered in God is what led the human race into karma and reincarnation . Reincarnationand karma raid when the heart .becomes totally fixed on God . The lesson of life has been learned, the Prom-ised Land gained . The wanderings in the "wilderness" of karma and rebirth are over . When the heart is trulyrooted in the Great Law of Jesus, "Ye shall love the Lord thy God with all thy heart and all thy soul an dall thy mind," there is Grace, ,or the l3hakti of the East . Karma is transcended . "This day ye shall be with incin paradise" . The Crown Chakra opens, and another Prodigal has come home to the Father's house . This i sthe Resurrection . "Behold my son who was dead (in karma and rebirth) . Though he was dead yet now h elives (in Cosmic Consciousness, in the Resurrection of Grace) . "

When the pure love for God is established, the Crown Chakra can be exercised with a little "priming of th epump". Deep breathing, taking a few deep breaths and holding the last one for a little bit helps oxygenat ethe blood. This helps spiritual eattunement., and helps all the chakras come into resonance . At the Crow nChakra, the very top of the head, try to visualize and feel the stroking of an angel hand . Gentle waves, likepleasant electric thrills, start spreading from the Crown Chakra and flowing in cascades down the wholebody. As this cosmic tide of bliss and ecstasy flows, meditate on God and pour out your love for God .Always strengthen the concept of. "not my will but Thine be dome." Use your favorite hymns or chants o rmantras or mandalas--whatever best represents your love for Deity . Soon the Chakra will stay lit of its ownaccord, and you will likely find yourself channeling beautiful things from God---maybe poetry or art o rmusic or teaching, or just plain good happiness and cheer . But whatever you channel will be God's true purp-ose for your life, ordained from before the foundation of the -world . This is your Grace and your Resurrect-ion, your return to the Godhead .

Hold to this surrender for the balance of this embodiment, and there is no more karma . (Remember therepentance of Rhyee) . Karma to the world is burned up in the fire of pure love for. God . Every soul, whenit first came out from the Godhead, was ordained to learn this one lesson, Grace, or Pure Devotion to God ,is the "high road", the 'Royal Way' back to the Father's House . It is & midi, the transcendance of all karm aand Maya . It is a higher way than the karmic path .

It is only through this Ilhakti or Grace that the Chown Chakra will open . It cannot be opened by any othe rmeans than pure surrender . The sensations and thrills emanating from the Crown Chakra may not always b epresent . In fact, there will probably be "down" times known as the `dark nights of the soul' . There will b emountains and valleys in the life dedicated to God . The point is not to strive for the bliss and ecstasy as anend in itself . The truly surrendered devotee is content in the valley as well as on the mountaintop . His cont-entment lies solely in being surrendered to God, even if the valley never ends or the chakra never opens.

The key to true Enlightenment lies in releasing even the desire /or enlightenment .The key to Reality i stotal sacrifice, total surrender to the will of God, to the Higher Self, and making God the first love of yourlife . As the scripture says, "Seek ye first the Kingdom of God and all these (other things) will be added to you . "

This one principle is so pivotal, so universal, so all-transcending . It cuts across all psychology, philosophy ,s.ychothera.py, parapsychology, metaphysics, and karma . It cuts across all mysticism and yoga (except Bhakti -

Yoga). It is so simple, so wonderfully obvious and attainable, yet so totally ignored by humanity . Why shouldReality be rejected and ignored any longer ?

There is no inherent difference between the Soul and God . They are identical, just as the image in a camerais identical to the scene it depicts. Yet the mind, in order to formulate its meditations, usually has to think i nterms of "God and I ." God, or Brahma, is identical in every respect to Atman, the human soul . Yet the soul ,in its "Love-Play" with God, generally thinks in terms of "I and Thou ."

A slightly different technique for God-Realization was also taught by Jesus and some of the Ascended Mast-ers . That is the "I AM" meditations . The soul's oneness with God is directly affirmed. cutting away the littl e"I" or ego . Atman or the Soul is directly energizing its oneness with Brahma, in the same spirit that Jesus said ,"I and my Father are One ." In the `I AM' meditations, it is the soul declaring its Oneness with God . The rat-ional mind and ego are transcended, and the entity experiences the mystic alchemy of "I Am Thou," or " IAm the Resurrection and the Life ."

Most entities, however, find it more comfortable to stick with.the "I and Thou" approach . This `Love-Play 'with God lends itself to equally g eat ecstasies and cosmic accomplishments . But whether the concept is " 1and Thou" or "I Am Thou,' it has to always be predicated on absolute surrender to the Divine Will .

Entities will never know the perfect peace and serenity of God-Realization as long as they look for happin-ess in the external world . This is important to understand . The "arm of flesh," the externl world of possess -ions, entertainment, money, sense-gratification, friends, family ties etc .,can never bring lasting peace or happ-iness in this life . Happiness and peace can only come from absolute surrender to God_ And that surrender wil lsometimes cost you your life---all that you have "lived " by in the world . It may cost you all your family an dfriends---your very own sons and daughters and loved ones may all turn against• you and revile you . It may cos tyou your pride and self-esteem which has alwaye been your staff and strength in "this world" . It may cost yo u

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all your money and material possessions . The Kingdom of God is the "Pearl of Great Price" for which a tru eseeker will sell out all he has if need be, even his pride, self-centeredness, and ego . The calling of God does no talways come sugar-coated and giftwrapped . The calling of God may be ferocious and terrible, manifestin gcalamity after calamity until the ego finally begins to crack and yield . You may even end up penniless and onskid row, or in a psychiatric lock-up--yet filled with the riches of the Universe, the Treasure beyond price . Theserenity of pure surrender to God transcends all outer circumstances . That is how Paul and Silas were able tolaugh and sing and ecstatically praise God even while they were locked up in prison .

Such austerities and sacrifices as these might not literally come to pass, yet on the other hand they may .'There has to be the willingness to sacrifice all, and do it if need be, lust as Abraham was willing to sacrificehis son Isaac . This principle of "to will and to do," the willingness to literally sacrifice all in life, is the pric eof Reality and God-Realization . So simple, yet so hard for entities to "Let go and let God ." Entities want tocling to everything but God, apparently not feeling that God is actually real or that His providence will tak ecare of them as it does the lilies and the sparrows .

All it takes to `let go'--to sever all ties and dependencies temporarily and step out purely on faith, trustin gthe Unseen Hand to be your staff and guide. When your motive toward God is pure, that Unseen Providenc eis always there, manifesting your daily needs in ways that would seem miraculous . That is how the Apostlestraveled, "without script or purse". And that is how St . Francis traveled all over Italy many times . It is thi sgreat Comforter, your own High Self, the ever-present Christ of the Universe, who said, "Fear not, for I wil lnever leave you nor forsake you ." All it takes is the attitude of pure [surrender, pure love toward the Divin eWill, the willingness to trust, follow, and obey the Inner Voice, whatever the cost, whatever the journey . Thi salone is Reality, the divine birthright of every human .

(There are some entities who are already established in the Divine Will without being particularly aware o fit . Their attunement is on the inner planes, their sacrifice having been accomplished in a past life . The out-ward evidence is simply the harmony, the fulfillment, and the satisfaction with what they're doing in this life .To these entities, their work is their sacrament, and their life is their meditation . Such entities, already estab-lished in Grace (they may be Wanderers, or members of the avataric group), are able to fulfill their life's call-ing without a lot of Yogas or disciplines . ]

But to most entities, the Path exacts a heavy price, the "spiritual surgery " of the crucifixion, the cuttin gloose from all that is unreal, from all that is not God . Yet, the pain of the crucifixion and the rigors of sacrif-ice are a light burden compared to endless rounds of rebirth on the wheel of karma . The temporary pain o fsacrifice was common to all who have ever trod this path. There is no valley so deep nor mountain so hig hthat is not the common heritage of all the Sons and Daughters of. God . But the sacrifice, the surrender toGod, whether now or 100 lifetimes from now, is the highest and quickest road to Reality---ending the tread -mill of karma and rebirth, ending the Luciferian experiment .

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Jan, 2, 1981

Dear. Folks . . .this channeling just came through, and it indicated that it should be sent as the main body of th eletter. The other channelings in this batch also came through with a feeling like they might be of unusual imp-ortance. They seemed particularly relevent to the need for increasing people's awarness of Magic and steppin gup the Intercession . Down hero, I've got the rites worked out to where I can do them without a physica laltar, just using a small globe of the Earth . When the rites become structured firmly enough in consciousness ,the need for a physical machine diminishes . The "grounding" seems to occur as a natural process. It seem slike my whole reason for being is wrapped up in these rites . With the ecstasy and love that is involved in them ,it's hard to imagine doing anything else . Anhow, here's the channeling . (Love, Bill) .

AN EXPLANATION OF "NOT COMPROMISING WITH THE WORLD "

Most Spiritual Masters, including Jesus, have always taught entities to "be in the world, but not of it ." Inother words, "The world, the status quo, is here . For all its shortcomings, it is the established order . Be init, function in it, accept its existence . Recognize it as a reality . But uphold the higher precepts as you go abou tyour affairs of the world, and don't partake of the world's corruption . Be a light and an example in the world .'

All this is predicated on the world being a bona-fide, established order that is authorized to go on existin gin its present form . And under that assumption, it is correct to teach entities to "be in it, but not of it ."

But at the level of 888, at the Law of the One, the present world system is n a r recognized as an acceptabl ereality . The present world is founded on the concept of separation from God ; it is rooted in illusion, in Maya ;it is not rooted in Reality. Therefore, the present world order is not legitimate . It is artificial and anti-Christ .It is a bogus, counterfeit system that cannot be reconciled to the New Age„ The New Order is founded on th eOne Reality of God . It is rooted in the Immaculate Concept, the unity of all things as facets of the One Spirit .The New Age is rooted in Reality, which is the Christhood manifest in all things, There is no concept of dual-ity or separateness . Duality, the concept of a reality separate from God, is Maya, and is not recognized an dcannot, exist under the Immaculate Concept ,

The agents of 888 cannot go on personally being "in" the old order if they are to give their total energyto the New. To go on with personal involvement in the old order, giving credibility to it, treating it as th eauthorized establishment, is a denial of the New Order . The agents of 888 simultaneously destroy their ow nchannel of High Magic . The agents came into the world to learn to become pure vessels for Magic . Their miss -ion in the earth is to give 100% of their energy in channeling Magic for the New Age to manifest . Every timethey attempt to link themselves hack to the old system, they short-circuit their own channel and even destroyprevious gains made by the Light Forces . This gives energy to the anti-Christ and is an unwitting betrayal o fall the Light Workers in the world .

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The agents of 888 are few in number, and they alone are charged by almighty God to have no persona lcompromise with the old antichrist system . The agents do recognize that there are many Light Workers whos emission is to be "in the world, but not of it ." And the agents do recognize that there has to be a period o ftransition for the New Age to be phased in . And the agents can analyze the world condition from within an dgive evaluations of it from any level of consciousness . But this is not what is meant by "compromise ." 'Comp-romise ' means personally fraternizing the old system, personally taking part in its version of reality ; in short ,recognizing its right to exist . 888 recognizes no such right of the old order to go on existing .

These agents, in order to function as pure vessels of Magic, cannot afford the "spiritual prostitution" o fhaving personal links with the old antichrist system . Through the working of Providence, there is a way th eagents could avoid short-circuiting their channel if they could find other Light Workers willing to be thei rintermediaries . Through others who are "in the world, but not of it," a link could be established whereby th eagents could fulfill their mission on Earth . If there are Light Workers who understand the position of th eagents, they could be their logistical support if they want to . Under such an arrangement, the agents wouldbe free of compromising, and in return for the logistic .support, they could give written channelings and dis-courses from Cosmic Consciousness .

If such an arrangement were acceptable, it would be a major cooperative venture helping to manifest th eNew Age. (The agents would in no wise withold'any channelings in any case . )

TIHE REPENTANCE OF LUCIFE R

Among some groups there has arisen a contention about the repentance of Lucifer .According to some devotees of the Ascended Masters, Lucifer was captured and taken before the 'Counci l

of 4 and 20 Elders' on Sirius, where he was sentenced to death and executed on the spot . This was supposed-ly in April of 1975 .

On the surface , this seems to contradict the teaching that Rhee or Lucifer had repented some years earlie rand returned to the Godhead, absolved of all his sins . The plain fact is this : it was the astral shell of Rhye ethat was destroyed on Sirius in 1975 . Rhyee 's astral aspect, or shell, had been stalking the earth, leading an dinciting the ferment that led up to the Great Intercession which began in 1975 . That Intercession began withthe destruction of Rhyee's astral shell .

Also, the Ahriman, or Satan, has fled the earth for the present time, further weakening the antichris tregime. In the Ascended Masters' teaching, there is a distinction between Lucifer and Satan ; they are tw oseparate beings . The 'Satan' was a high 'lieutenant' of Lucifer. This would agree with the concept of Rhye ebeing a distinct entity from Ahriman. When the facts are squared, there is no contradiction in these teachings .

The entire management of the antichrist force was left in the hands of the 'Council of 13', and they arerapidly losing their control of it . They cannot mold it into a cohesive unit any more . Its dismembered ten-acles are still lashing and flailing, spitting venom wildly in every direction ; but its real power is gone . Likearms of an octopus severed from the head, the antichrist is dying . And its grotesque, go-for-broke deat hthroes are the convulsions that are still wracking the earth .

The 'Council of 13' is as busy as a eat covering up shit, trying to patch the octopus back together again- -sort of like Humpty Dumpty . And that is why the Light Forces cannot. afford to slack off doing Magic an dIntercession . The job of 'mopping up' is not finished until the last trace of the antichrist empire is gone fro mthe earth, whether that takes 10 years or 1000 years .

[Right now, we should be beaming especially high levels of Light into Poland] .

CONCERNING CONTRADICTIONS BETWEEN CHANNEL S

It should be remembered that Cosmic Consciousness contains several distinct planes, or levels of Reality .And the concepts of Truth vary markedly from one plane to another . Different channels are not alwaysspeaking from the same level . And that is why there sometimes appear to be contradictions. But there areno contradictions really . There . is only Truth perceived from different levels of consciousness .

Every level of Awareness or Truth is represented in Cosmic Consciousness, beginning with the stric tduality of the fundamentalists (which is the consciousness of the old Te slament ), and reaching up to theOneness of the 8th plane . And properly understood, all the levels can be easily reconciled .

Each level of unfoidment is like the opening up of a folded roadmap, or the blooming of a bud into aflower, as it says in the Bible, "From glory to glory ".

ED's Nutc ; For an introduction to Bill, please refer to Revelations of Awareness ,No . 81-2 (A Search for Cod) ;$J .00 from C .A .( ;. Most newsletters from then on ,contain some '1 .ettcrs from Bill' .

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