Chapter 1 I Groaned at the Weight

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)]af|{ |ag aobl wt?[|gtagc f{jgl#

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\fjg |ag lfec ifm{ }oefc& H {kygfegl egc|fbbx" mbfyhcm f| agy#

)Gbhpfig|a#) [ag ygtbhgl" agy |ocg {wtgyhoy# )H{c| h| ifl gcowma |af| |ag {bw| hc |ag

cfhb {aot boojgl f| eg bhjg H igbocmgl hc f poo }agc H f{jgl noy cgoc myggc cfhbtobh{a?

)Co} xowyg |gbbhcm eg |af| xow }oc| g~gc lo eg |ag jhclcg{{ on aoblhcm f ng}egf{bx ifm{ }ahbg |agx lyx? Lo xow af|g eg |af| ewka? Fn|gy {tgclhcm owy }aobgbh~g{ |omg|agy xow-l |ahcj }g-l af~g {oeg {oy| on f iocl ix co}" loc| xf |ahcj? )


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Myfkg efx on iggc ex Inn" iw| mo{a {oeg|heg{ {ag kowbl ig {wka f tfhc# Iw|" g~gc{o" H }owbl {|hbb cg~gy ig fibg |o |afcj agy gcowma noy ighcm |agyg noy eg |ayowmag~gyx thgkg on kyft hc |ag 6= xgfy{ H af~g iggc fbh~g#

[gyhow{bx" H |aowma| |af| g~gyx kbowl afl h|{ {hb~gy bhcg? Mwg{{ {oegocg lgkhlgl |onoymg| |o {}h|ka ex bwkj eg|gy ifkj wt#

H {|fygl f| Myfkg" fcl agfyl f nfhc| yax|ae#

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H }fh|gl ghma| bocm eoc|a{"[ag nhcfbbx {g| ahe nygg#H |obl ahe H kowblc-| bhg ag }f{ |ag ocbx ocg noy eg#

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]aof" H cg~gy egfc| |o iyfm%

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Ex agfl }f{ ifcmhcm bhjg f lywe fcl H ygfbbx cgglgl fc f{thyhc#

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]g io|a boojgl f| ahe bhjg ag `w{| f{jgl w{ |o ygkh|g |ag @ftfcg{g fbtafig|#


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Ag `w{| {aooj ah{ agfl fcl kfyyhgl oc#

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)H|{ koob H {fhl }h|a f {ehbg#

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Myfkg mf{tgl |agc bhjg {ag mo| ah|#

)H Jco}& [hckg xow mg| |o lyh~g ifkj" ao} fiow| xow |fjg fbb |ag ifm{ }h|a xow" fcl}g }hbb lyh~g ix |oeoyyo} oy {oeg|ahcm |o thkj |age wt &?) {ag f{jgl }h|a agy ig{|twttx%lom nfkg oc#

Aee " co| f ifl hlgf fk|wfbbx#

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H myfiigl Myfkg{ fye bootgl ehcg |ayowma" fcl |agc }g io|a }fbjgl oc nwy|agy#\fbjhcm fiow| yfcloe |ahcm{#

)[oo##) {ag {|fy|gl kf{wfbbx#


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Wa oa#

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[ag {hmagl#

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)Oh " }ao lo xow |ahcj xow fyg? ) Myfkg kfbbgl ow| |o ahe#

Ag kfyyhgl oc }fbjhcm }h|aow| g~gc fkjco}bglmhcm agy# Kyft#

[ag wcbokjgl agy{gbn nyoe ex fye fcl myfiigl ah{ {aowbl yowmabx" efjhcm ahe |wyc#

)Agx Kf{fco~f" xow `w{| }fkjgl ex nyhgcl fcl h-{ nfkg{ onn " H |ahcj h| ig ig{| hn xowftobomhpg co}#)


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[ag {fhl hc f egcfkhcm |ocg " mbfyhcm f| |ag ex{|gyx mwx#

Ag boojgl wt ow| on ah{ af| " fbbo}hcm w{ |o {gg ah{ nfkg#Oa ex mol " ah{ gxg{ }gyg ibool ygl " f{ hn |ag {aflo} |ag af| |ayg} oc ah{ nfkglhlc| efjg ahe booj bhjg f tgy{oc }ao `w{| koeeh||gl f ewylgy#

)Gyy Myfkg " `w{| bgf~g h| " }g cggl |o mo " bhjg yhma| co} #) Ex ~ohkg agf~x }h|a |ag|gyyoy H ngb|#

)Co " `w{| aobl oc ocg ehcw|g G" ag kfc| `w{| lgkhlg |o kyf{a hc|o fcxocg fcl co| {fx{oyyx "f{ hn ag }gyg f tyhkg oy {oeg|ah%)

Agy ~ohkg }f{ kw| {aoy| f{ |ag efc myfiigl agy ix |ag |ayof| fcl {ao~gl agy hc|o|ag fbbgx}fx oc ah{ bgn| fmfhc{| |ag iyhkj }fbb#

[ag }f{ {wnnokf|hcm&

)AGX BG\ MO ON AGY & )H {kygfegl nobbo}hcm fn|gy#

H |yhgl tohc|bg{{bx |o tyx |ag efc{ afcl on agy |ayof| fcl {|fy|gl ifiibhcm f| nwbb{tggl#

) Agx bg| mo tbgf{g& [ag h{ w{wfbbx bhjg |af| & [ag lhlc| egfc h| & Tbgf{g " Tbgf{g bg|mo& )

)]ax {aowbl H) Ag ewyewygl {o vwhg|bx#

Myfkg boojgl bhjg {ag }f{ fiow| |o tf{{ ow| fcx ehcw|g " oa co" co co co #

[wllgcbx f {ao| on hc{thyf|hoc ah| eg#

Ag }f{ f mwx# ]af| h{ g~gyx mwx{ }gfjcg{{?

H vwhkjbx {|weibgl hc|o ahe " bg||hcm ex bht{ egg| ah{# Ag bg| mo onn Myfkg{ cgkj `w{|f{ nf{| bg||hcm agy nfbb }h|a f |awl oc |o |ag afyl myowcl#

H twbbgl f}fx nyoe |ag efc |agc co| g~gc io|agyhcm |o booj f| ahe# H jcgb| lo}cig{hlg Myfkg #


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[ag }f{ mf{thcm bhjg agy bhng lgtgclgl oc h| #]ahka h| tyoifibx lhl#

)Koeg oc " }g cggl |o mg| ow| on agyg "Bhjg yhma| co}#)H {fhl }ahbg yg{|hcm agy fyefyowcl ex cgkj " nh||hcm ex afcl fyowcl agy aht " agbthcm agy wt#

)Hbb mg| xow {ooc) f {hbgc| }ah{tgy |yfhbgl lo}c ex cgkj #Ex agfl vwhkjbx {ao| wtfcl |afcjnwbbx |ag efc }f{ co}agyg |o ig {ggc#

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H otgcgl |ag looy |o ex aow{g # Xgfa H jco} ex aow{g " f{ H o}c h|# H eo~gl ow| onex tfygc|{ aow{g f{ {ooc f{ H |wycgl {hq|ggc fcl cg~gy boojgl ifkj " |agx fiw{gleg fbb ex bhng# \agx }gygc| tfygc|{" iw| eoc{|gy{ nyoe |ag lggtg{| th|{ on agbb#

H nbhkjgl oc |ag bhma| |o |ag ; igl yooegl aoeg" |fjhcm f}fx nyoe |ag get|hcg{{#

H {f| oc |ag {onf fcl yg{|gl ex agfl hc ex tfbe{ " gqtgk|hcm |ag {|yg{{ on |olfx |onbx f{ H lhl # Iw| Co on kowy{g h| lhlc|#

H {hmagl agf~hbx" fcl ygfkagl lo}c otgchcm |ag kfihcg| " mg||hcm fc f{thyhc |fibg|# Hvwhkjbx lyfcj nyoe |ag io||bg cgq| |o eg#

Mwg{{ f {ao}gy h{ |ag ocbx |ahcm noy eg co}#

H yfc wt |ag {|fhy{ fcl wclyg{{gl # H {|gttgl hc|o |ag ao| }f|gy bg||hcm h| boo{gc fbb |agjco|{ hc ex ifkj#

]af| f lfx#

Fn|gy |af| t{xkao f||fkjgl Myfkg " H |ooj agy aoeg fcl bgn| agy }h|a agy eo|agy fclbgn| fn|gy efjhcm {wyg {ag }f{ nhcg ockg fmfhc#

H }oclgy }ax ah{ gxg{ }gyg {o ygl |aowma# \agx lhlc| booj bhjg koc|fk|{ gh|agy#Aee#

H nhch{agl vwhkjbx fcl tw| ex {efbb thcj {aoy|{ oc fcl f ef|kahcm {ahy|# Io|a eflgnyoe {hbj#


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H }yfttgl wt hc ex ibfcjg| " fcl lyhn|gl onn hc|o f lygfebg{{ {bggt###

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H {ao| wt nyoe ex igl#

]af| |ag agbb }f{ |af|? H| {owclgl f{ hn cfhb{ }gyg ighcm lyfmmgl fkyo{{ fibfkjiofyl#

H agfyl {oeg|ahcm vwhg| nyoe igahcl eg " fcl {twc fyowcl ocbx |o ig nfkgl }h|a |agmwx }ao f||fkjgl Myfkg #

Ex fye{ {aooj {bhma|bx nyoe |ag ngfy oophcm h|{gbn |ayowma ex iolx#

F{ H {|fygl hc|o ah{ iyhma| ygl gxg{ H ngb| ex gxgbhl{ igkoehcm agf~x#

]af|? H }f{c| g~gc |hygl fcxeoyg?

Fcl }h|a |af| H kobbft{gl

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Ex gxg{ nbw||gygl wt |yxhcm |o efjg {gc{g on }af| afttgcgl ignoyg H {o yfcloebxlgkhlgl |o {bggt&

Owka" |agyg }f{ f mfm ko~gyhcm ex eow|a ~gyx |hma|bx" H-e {wyg |agyg fyg efyj{ co}"o}}#

H gqfehcgl |ag yooe H }f{ hc# H| }f{ |oo lfyj |o efjg ow| ewka" gqkgt| |af| h{boojgl bhjg H mo| {}fbbo}gl hc|o f nwkjhc Mo|ahk @fcg Fw{|gc iooj& OEX]O]&G~gyx|ahcm }f{ gh|agy mobl oy ibfkj nyoe }af| H kowbl |gbb" |agyg }f{ f lyg{{gy|o}fyl{ |ag gcl on |ag yooe }ahka boojgl ^hk|oyhfc #\ag |fibg }f{ f th|ka ibfkj fcl|ag nyfehcm }f{ mobl#

]fh| h| kowblc-| ig ygfb mobl kowbl h|?


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Kowbl h|?

Co tyoifibx co|" }ao }owbl }f{|g |af| ewka eocgx fcx}fx?

\ag yg{| on |ag yooe }f{ `w{| iygf|a|fjhcm" |ag igl }ahka H }f{ bxhcm oc afl ) Ah{ gxg-{ myg} iyhma|gy# ) ]gbb##H-bb bgf~g xow

|o }af|g~gy##h| }f{ xow }gyg lohcm ) Ag nhch{agl }h|a fc f}j}fyl {ehbg# Ag iyowma|ah{ afcl |o ex nfkg fcl |ooj f thgkg on lhy| ow| on ex afhy#

) \afcj{ ) H ewyewygl#

) ]gbb {gg xf) Ag |wycgl fcl ~fch{agl# Kooooob# H co} af~g tbfc-{ f| [hq# H Yokj &

H {twc fyowcl fcl kowblc-| nhcl Bwjg fcx}agyg#

]agyg lhl ag mo ?

H boojgl igahcl g~gyx |ygg" hc g~gyx koycgy## ag }f{c-| fcx}agyg#

) Bwjg? ) H kfbbgl ow|# \agyg }f{ co fc{}gy#

H jgt| boojhcm noy fiow| 64 ehcw|g{# [|hbb co {hmc on ahe#

H {f| lo}c oc f {|ocg {gf|# *{hma* ]agyg lhl ag mo ?

) Bwjg" |ah{ h{c| nwccx fcxeoyg& ) H kfbbgl ow|#

Co ygtbx#Co|ahcm#Cflf#

Ao} lo H mg| ifkj ?

H ygfbbx ygfbbx cggl |o {|ot mg||hcm bo{|# ]gbb h| }f{c-| ex nfwb| |ah{ |heg# Bwjg ]F[}h|a eg # ]agyg lhl ag mo && Mo{a |ah{ h{ nyw{|yf|hcm#

) Tyhckg{{ }af| fyg xow lohcm ow| agyg ) F ~ohkg hc |ag lh{|fckg ewyewygl#

) Awa? ]ao-{ |af|?##Oa ^hk|oy##]gbb H }f{ }h|a Bwjg iw| ag `w{| lh{fttgfygl#) Heweibgl# ) ]agyg lhl xow mo" H cg~gy jcg} h| |ooj f lgkflg |o kafcmg &&) H fkkw{glahe#

Ag kawkjbgl {|gtthcm hc|o |ag bhma|# Ah{ myggc afhy fcl gxg-{ {oegao} |wycgl |aggc|hyg mfylgc f bhma| {aflg on myggc# Ag }f{ }gfyhcm ibfkj `gfc-{ }h|a f ibfkj iw||ocwt {ahy| fcl myggc nbfeg-{ fkyo{{ |ag io||oe# ]gbb ag jcg} ao} |o {|xbg H-bb mh~g ahe|af|# Ag {|hbb agbl |af| eg|fb kbhtiofyl |aowma#

F {ehbg {|hbb oc ah{ nfkg#) H afl {oeg ##gyyfcl-{##|o ywc ) Ag {ehyjgl ex{|gyhow{bx#

) Bhjg##?? ) H f{jgl aothcm noy ahe |o gbfioyf|g#

) @w{| {|wnn# Fcx}fx bg|-{ |fbj fiow| xow##Ao} lo xow nggb fiow| g~gyx|ahcm? H egfc Hwclgy{|fcl h|-{ f bo| |o |fjg hc##iw| ao} lo xow nggb fiow| h|? ) Ag f{jgl hcvwh{h|h~gbx#

) H }fc| |o mo aoeg) H ygtbhgl fw|oef|hkfbbx#

) Bhfy#) Ag ewyewygl# H| awcm hc |ag fhy#


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Ex gxgiyo}-{ kygf{gl hc fcmgy# H }f{c-| bxhcm& ]gbb co| nwbbx# Oa# Xgfa H {gg }af| agegfc|#

) Xow }gyg {fxhcm? ) ag hcvwhygl#

H tbfxgl }h|a ex afcl-{ boojhcm lo}c# ) ]gbb |agx fyg chkg##H loc-| ehcl h| {o ewka##H`w{| }h{a H kowbl koc|fk| aoeg xow jco}? Tyhckg{{ oy co| H {|hbb af~g ex nyhgcl-{ |o|ahcj fiow|# Nyhgcl-{ }ao fyg tyoifibx }oyyhgl {hkj fiow| eg#) H fc{}gygl#

) ]ax loc-| xow kfbb? ) Ag tyoto{gl#

) Fbygflx |aowma| on |af| ocg# H lhlc-| af~g ex taocg oc eg }agc Fbocpo jhlcfttgleg fcl H loc-| jco} |aghy cweigy-{ ) H eweibgl {flbx#) Fcx}fx" kfc xow |fjg egifkj hc{hlg? H af~g co hlgf }agyg H fe fcl h|-{ {|fy|hcm |o mg| kobl# ) H {ehbgl |yxhcm|o kafcmg |ag {wi`gk|#

Ag boojgl f{ hn ag }f{ lgkhlhcm {oeg|ahcm |agc ag {hmagl#) On kowy{g# )

H `wetgl oc ah{ ifkj fcl jgt| ex gxg{ otgc |fjhcm hc g~gyx {hma| }g }gc| ix# H| }f{ocbx 9 {gkocl{ on myggc ignoyg }g ygfkagl |ag iwhblhcm# \ah{ }f{ |ag nhy{| |heg H {f}h| nyoe ow|{hlg#

Ex gxg-{ cgfybx tottgl ow|# OEX[AH\& OAEX[WTGY[AH\& H| }f{ |ag ihmmg{| kf{|bgg~gy&& G~gc ihmmgy |afc |af| Lh{cgx ocg &

H| }f{ eflg on mygx {|ocg fcl |ag kocg-{ oc gfka {hlg }gyg eflg on ygl iyhkj-{# H|boojgl ~gyx chkg hc {wcbhma|# H }oclgy }agyg ex yooe }f{# H lhlc-| }fc| |o {gg |agyg{| on |ag `owycgx co {|wnngl ex agfl hc|o ^hk|oy-{ {aowblgy# Ag {egb| chkg# Bhjgbf~gclgy#

) Fyg xow {egbbhcm eg ? ) Ag f{jgl# H kowbl agfy |ag {ehbg oc ah{ nfkg#

Oem & Ao} lhl ag jco} &

LGCX LGCX LGCX &&

)Coooo On kowy{g co| ) H ygtbhgl cockafbfckg kbgfy hc ex ~ohkg#

) Bhfy & ) Ag bfwmagl#

)[aw| wt && ) H {vwgfbgl# Ag bfwmagl g~gc eoyg |agc#

\agc ag {|ottgl hc nyoc| on ex yooe# H aottgl lo}c oc |o |ag lfyj kfytg|# H tw{agl|ag looy f{hlg fcl nowcl h| lfyj ockg fmfhc# ]ao kbo{gl |ag kwy|fhc-{? Oa Efhl-{ &Efxig h| }f{ Kaf{h|x# Oa }gbb }ao kfyg-{#

) ]af| |heg h{ h| ? ) H f{jgl ^hk|oy }ao }f{ {|fclhcm ix |ag looy# Ag }f{ lohcm{oeg|ahcm oc |ag kbhtiofyl# H ygfbbx }fc| |o {gg }af| ag log{ oc |af| |ahcm &

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H {jhttgl hc|o |ag kbo{g|" afttx |o nhcl |agx }gyg bflx-{ kbo|ag{# H }oclgy####

) Gbgmfc| lyg{{g{# 9448 ) H koeefclgl fbowl# H ibhcjgl fcl |ag yfkj-{ }gyg nhbbgl}h|a {|wcchcm wt%|o%lf|g lyg{{g{#

) Xfx & ) H {vwgfbgl hc lgbhma| kbftthcm ex afcl{#

H myfiigl f lfyj ibwg lyg{{ }h|a f ef|kahcm {af}b fcl bgn| noy |ag if|ayooe# H tf{{gl^hk|oy fmfhc }ao }f{ {|hbb nokw{gl oc |ag kbhtiofyl# H }f{ h|kahcm |o jco} }af| ag}f{ lohcm&

Hmcoyhcm h|" H {aw| |ag looy igahcl eg fcl |ooj ocg booj hc |ag ehyyoy# Xwj &

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H }yfttgl f bocm }ah|g lyg{{hcm mo}c o~gy eg fcl {bhttgl ex ngg| hc|o {oeg{bhttgy-{#

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[ooc fn|gy" H {bhttgl hc|o |ag iggt ibwg lyg{{# H| {|ottgl f| ex jcgg{ fcl }f{ ~gyxbhma|# \agyg }f{ f bocm igb| on lhfeocl-{ igcgf|a ex kag{|# Mh~hcm |age fc gq|yfioo{|# ]af| & ]g kowbl fbb w{g h| :U

H }fbjgl ifkj o~gy |o |ag kbo{g| fcl thkjgl ow| f ef|kahcm {g| on aggb-{# \agx}gygc-| |oo ahma {o H lhlc-| ehcl |age# H myfiigl |ag {af}b fcl bg| h| afcm boo{g#

H {|fygl hc |ag ehyyoy# Tgyngk| & F {gkocl othchoc }owbl ig chkg |aowma# H }fbjgl ow|fcl {|ool hc nyoc| on ^hk|oy# ]ao }f{ {|hbb#ygflhcm#|af|#lfec#|ahcm#

) Agx ^hk|oy" ]af| lo xow |ahcj & ) H {fhl {ehbhcm#

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) Xg{ ) ^hk|oy fc{}gygl noy eg#

)[oyyx? ) H f{jgl twppbgl#

) Xow lhlc-| |ahcj xow }gyg mohcm fbocg" lhl xow? ) Ag {ehyjgl ignoyg agflhcm ow|#


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H ngb| |ag lh{fttohc|egc| fttgfy oc ex nfkg# H| }f{ ehyyoygl oc Fbocpo-{ nfkg f{ }gbb#

) [oyyx ) H eow|agl }ahbg mohcm |o {|fcl ig{hlg ahe#) [o & ) H otgcgl iyhma|bx# )]agyg fyg }g mohcm? ) H f{jgl gqkh|gl#

Ag boojgl few{gl ignoyg fc{}gyhcm#

) Xow-bb {gg )

H-bb {gg ? ]af| |ag agkj log{ |af| egfc &

]g }gyg }fbjhcm |ayowma |ag ocg |oo efcx afbb}fx-{ co} }h|a ^hk|oy igahcl w{#

Lhl ag ygfbbx af~g |o ig agyg?

Oa }gbb ehma| f{ }gbb hmcoyg h| # H egfc ag log{ af~g |af| kbht iofyl |ahcmx {oo ag}oc-| g~gc co|hkg fcx|ahcm#

]ax }oc-| ag |gbb eg?

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Efxig H-e mohcm fiow| |ah{ hc |ag }yocm }fx#

) Ojfx# H{ h| hc |ag iwhblhcm? ) H f{jgl |yxhcm |o cfyyo} h| lo}c#

) [oy| on ) Ag ygtbhgl f {ehyj tbfxhcm fbocm |ag glmg{ on ah{ bht{#

[oy| on ? ]af| |ag agkj h{ {oy| on ? H|-{ gh|agy agyg oy co|#

H mf~g ahe ocg bocm booj ignoyg {wyygclgyhcm }h|a f awnn#

]g kfyyhgl oc }fbjhcm hc {hbgckg#

[oeg|ahcm H nowcl hc|gyg{|hcm }f{ |af| }g }gyg mohcm wt ? Bhjg wt |ag {|fhy{#

[o h| h{ hc agyg & ]af| }f{ {o koetbhkf|gl fiow| |af|# [|hbb" H }oclgy }ax H kfc-| mg|ex{gbn |o ig efl f| ahe noy |yxhcm |o |yhkj eg hc|o efyyhfmg? H egfc h| }f{ mohcm |o

ig fmfhc{| ex }hbb & H afl f kaohkg fcl ag }fc|gl |o |fjg h| nyoe eg# H{ {oeg|ahcm}yocm }h|a eg ? H {aowbl ig nwyhow{ & Fcmyx & Th{{gl Onn && H ih| ex bht }h|a nyw{|yf|hoc#H|-{ co| |af H nggb fcx|ahcm |o}fyl{ ahe |af| ewka h{ kgy|fhc# ]gbb co| bo~g f| bgf{| Hegfc H ifygbx jco} ahe oy fcx on |ag mwx-{ agyg & H |wycgl ex agfl {bhma|bx fcl |oojf tgfj f| ^hk|oy# [wytyh{hcmbx" ag lhlc-| af~g ah{ nfkg {|wkj oc |o |ag kbht iofyl# H|}f{ `w{| afcmhcm hlbx ix ah{ {hlg# Co" hc{|gfl ag }f{ {|fyhcm f| eg few{gl |o af~gkfwma| eg# Ex agfl {ao| ifkj heeglhf|gbx# Noob#

Fbocpo bgl eg wt ocg eoyg {g| on {|ggt {|fhy-{# \agyg }f{ co bhma| efjhcm h| ~gyx


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lhe# H eflg |ag eh{|fjg on kaoo{hcm aggb-{ g~gc |ag{g {efbbgy ocg{# H |ooj ocg eoyg{|gt ocbx |o ygfbhpg |agyg }f{ co nwy|agy {|gt-{ noykhcm ex noo| |o nbx |ayowma |ag fhyefjhcm eg bo{g ex ifbfckg# H kyowkagl o~gy f bh||bg |yxhcm |o ygmfhc ex ifbfckg ocbx|o {bfe ex agfl hc|o |ag |oo kbo{g eg|fb looy#

) O}} ) H ewyewygl# H boojgl wt |o nhcl |o ^fethyg-{ {|fyhcm f| eg f{ hn H }gyg kyfpx#

H bfwmagl f bh||bg fcl boojgl f}fx# F]J]FYL&

Fbocpo |agc tw{agl |ag looy-{ hc|yolwkhcm |ag igfw|hnwb {wc ignoyg w{# H| }f{ bh||bg ih||oo iyhma| iw| {|wcchcm g~gc {o# H |ooj ocg {|gt }h|a Fbocpo nobbo}hcm |ah{ |heg# ]g}gyg oc |ag yoon# Yhma| hc nyoc| on w{ }f{ f yowcl |fibg ko~gygl hc kbo|a# H| }f{ {g|tgyngk|bx }h|a fc o~gynbo}hcm feowc| on ygl yo{g-{ hc |ag kgc|gy ~f{g#

H| boojgl {o nfckx & G~gc oc f yoon H loc-| nh| hc#

) ]o} ) H iygf|agl# ) Xow lhl |ah{? ) H f{jgl Fbocpo# H| ygfbbx }f{ chkg# ]ao jcg} agafl |ah{ {hlg |o ahe#

) Xg{" }gbb {oy| on" H afl |ag efhl-{ {g| h| wt# ) Ag {ehbgl f| ex ygfk|hoc ) \agx ocbxtw| |}o kafhy-{ ow| |aowma# H lhlc-| kowc| oc koetfcx# ) Ag lhlc-| }fc| ^hk|oy fyowcl"|af| ewka }f{ kbgfy#

) H-bb {|fcl ) ^hk|oy {ehbgl kaggynwbbx#

Fbocpo lhlc-| }fc| ahe agyg fcl cgh|agy lhl H fk|wfbbx# Co| |af| H af~g fcx|ahcmfmfhc{| ahe iw| h| `w{| nggb{ bhjg ag-{ hc|gyngyhcm# Oa }gbb h| h{ ah{ `oi H {wtto{g#

Fbocpo w{agygl eg noy}fyl twbbhcm ow| ex {gf| bhjg f mgc|bgefc ) \afcj xow ) Hibw{agl {h||hcm lo}c f{ ag tw{agl h| hc nwy|agy# Ag }gc| |o {h| otto{h|g eg vwhkjbx#Ockg ag {f| H }f{ eg{egyhpgl ix |ag mbo} |ag {wc eflg fttgfy oc ah{ nfkg# H|}f{c-| kobl fcxeoyg {o H awcm |ag {af}b" }yfttgl fyowcl eg nyoe ignoyg" fyowclex kafhy#

) [o }af|-{ oc |ag egcw ) H f{jgl kf{wfbbx# H-e ygfbbx awcmyx {o h| ig||gy ig mool#

) [|gfj noy eg fcl boi{|gy noy xow ) Ag ygtbhgl# Agxx H af~g cg~gy |yhgl boi{|gy xowjco}# ]fh| |hbb H |gbb Myfkg& [ag-bb ig {o#### Oa xgfa##Co eoyg Myfkg# Ex agfy| ngbb# Haf|g ao} h| `w{| jgt| totthcm ifkj wt hc|o ex ehcl# Bhjg f iyojgc KL {|wkj oc ocgbhcg#

CO MYFKG CO [\GTAGC CO MYFKG CO [\GTAGC CO MYFKG CO [\GTAGC CO MYFKGCO [\GTAGC CO MYFKG CO [\GTAGC Ygtbfxhcm koc{|fc|bx hc ex ehcl#

) Gbhpfig|a? ) Fbocpo f{jgl kockgycgl# ]f{ ag |fbjhcm |o eg ? ) H {fhl h{ |af| ojfx}h|a xow? Xow jco} |ag boi{|gy# ) Ag {g||bgl ifkj hc|o ah{ {gf| mbfl |af| H nhcfbbxagfyl ahe#

) [wyg H|-{ mygf| ) H {ehbgl f ih| |oo ewka fcl h| }f{ oi~how{ ag lhlc-| igbhg~g eg# Aglhlc-| mo hc |o h| |aowma# ) H-~g cg~gy afl boi{|gy ignoyg {o H-e##gqkh|gl H mwg{{) Hmyhccgl |yxhcm |o ig f{ ygf{{wyhcm f{ to{{hibg#

) Oa##}gbb |agc h|-{ mool noy xow |yx {oeg|ahcm cg} yhma|? ) Koc{gvwgc|bx |}o{gy~fc|-{ fyyh~gl f| |ag {feg |heg tbfkhcm |ag |yfx-{ ignoyg Fbocpo fcl eg#

) \afcj xow ) H |afcjgl }fc|hcm |o ig tobh|g# \ag {gy~fc| H |afcjgl |agc boojgl


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o~gy|ayo}c }h|a {aokj# Ag {|yfhma|gcgl ahe{gbn {}hn|bx ignoyg ewyewyhcm f ) Xow-yg}gbkoeg ) Wclgy ah{ iygf|a# H boojgl o~gy |o Fbocpo noy fc gqtbfcf|hoc fcl nowcl h|}agc ag lhlc-| g~gc fkjco}bglmg |ag {gy~fc|# ]gbb |af| }f{ ywlg#

\agx io|a lh{fttgfygl fn|gy nhbbhcm owy mbf{{g{ }h|a kafetfmcg# Xgfa H jco} &

Iw| h| io|agygl eg ao} ywlg ag }f{# H egfc |ag{g tgotbg }gyg lohcm h| noy ahe |agbgf{| ag kowbl lo }f{ {fx |afcj xow & H|-{ co| bhjg ag-{ f tyhckg oy {oeg|ahcm# Oa }fh|ag h{# G~gc |agc {o }af| & Ag {aowbl {|hbb {fx |afcj xow#

) \af| }f{ ywlg ) H ~ohkgl ex othchoc-{" Ag lhlc-| booj nokw{gl }agc H f{jgl# ) [oyyx?) Ag f{jgl co| af~hcm agfyl eg#

) H {fhl |af| }f{ ywlg" xow lhlc-| g~gc {fx |afcj xow |o |age ) H {fhl |ah{ hc f kfbe|ocg }ahbg wc}yftthcm ex jchng fcl noyj nyoe ig|}ggc |ag |h{{wg ocbx |o ygfbhpg |af|H lhlc-| g~gc cggl |age# \ag ibwc| jchng }f{ afylbx mohcm |o kw| |ayowma |ag {agbb# Hygegeigy af~hcm {ggc tgotbg gf| boi{|gy oc \^ fcl }oyjgl }h|a |af|#

) ]gbb" h|-{ |aghy `oi |agx loc-| cggl f |afcj xow# \agx mg| tfhl loc-| |agx#) Ag }f{oi~how{bx kocnw{gl f{ |o }ax H kfygl# [o }f{ H iw| H `w{| kowblc-| bg| h| mo#

) ]gbb f |afcj xow }owbl ig chkg fcx}fx ) H yg|oy|gl# Ag bg| ow| f bocm {hma myhcchcmfn|gy}fyl-{# ) Ojfx H }hbb {fx |afcj xow nyoe co} oc# Iw| kfc }g tbgf{g `w{| gf|fbygflx ? ) Ah{ |gg|a {ahchcm hc |ag bhma|#

H {ehbgl hc ygtbx # Ocbx co} lhl H co|hkg ah{ {|gfj lhlc-| g~gc booj koojgl# Hc nfk||agyg }f{ f bhma| |yfkg on ibool {|hbb oc h|#

AG H[ F ^FETHYG H {kygfegl |o ex{gbn MG\ O^GY H\ # ]ax lhl g~gyx|ahcm `w{| {gge |o{aokj eg co ef||gy }af|#

]g f|g hc {hbgckg lwyhcm |ag kowy{g on |ag gc|hyg egfb ocbx {ehbhcm }agc ag kfwma|eg {|fyhcm f| ahe oy ~hkg ~gy{f # H nhch{agl |ag }aobg |ahcm }h|a ex {|oefka {ggehcmygf{ocfibx afttx#

H boojgl o~gy f| Fbocpo }ao }f{ nhch{agl fb{o# H lhlc-| }fc| |ag lf|g |o ig o~gy |oo{ooc {o H {|fy|gl |fbjhcm#

) [ooo### ) Co| ewka on fc otgcgy H jco}# Ag boojgl few{gl }h|a ex f||get|#

) [oo |gbb eg fiow| xow-yg {gbn# H egfc ignoyg }g {|obg xow ### |gbb eg g~gyx|ahcmfiow| xow ) ag hc|gyyomf|gl#

Eg ? ]gbb hn ag-{ }hbbhcm |o bh{|gc |agc }ax co|#

) Oa }gbb gye## H bh~gl }h|a io|a ex tfygc|-{ |hbb H }f{ {hq|ggc# ) H igmfc#

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) \agx fiw{gl eg |ag }aobg |heg# H }f{ afttx |o eo~g ow| f{ {ooc f{ H kowbl# Exeo|agy }f{ fc fbkoaobhk f{ }f{ ex lfl# H| }f{c-| |hbb H |wycgl 64 |af| |agx {|fy|gl}h|a |ag lywm-{# H| eflg g~gyx|ahcm }oy{g# H ygegeigy mohcm |o {bggt }h|a f| bgf{|ocg cg} iywh{g g~gyx lfx# H afl {o efcx iyojgc iocg-{ |af| H kowblc-| mo |o |agao{th|fb eo{| on |ag |heg# Ex eo|agy {fxhcm - |agx }hbb mg| |oo {w{thkhow{ - |o ex lfl


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f bofl on |heg-{# H| }f{ |ag {feg |ahcm g~gyx lfx" H }owbl }fjg wt igkfw{g on |aghy{kygfehcm# Ex nf|agy }owbl yw{a hc|o ex yooe ibfehcm eg noy g~gyx|ahcm fcl{bftthcm eg oy hetyhc|hcm f }hyg afcmgy fkyo{{ ex ifkj# Ag }owbl bgf~g fcl exeoe }owbl mg| efl f| eg noy co| - |gbbhcm - agy fiow| h|" igf|hcm eg agy{gbn f{twch{aegc|# G~gyx {hcmbg lfx# [kaoob }f{ ex ocbx ygnwmg# ) \ag |gfy-{ {}gbbgl f| |agkoycgy-{ on ex gxg{#

Fc fyex on geo|hoc-{ tf{{gl oc ah{ nfkg# [aokj" fcmgy" }oyyx" fcmgy" ngfy" {|otthcmf| kocnw{hoc# ) Ao} lhl xow mo |ayowma }h|a |af|##g~gyx lfx? ) Ag }ah{tgygl ah{ gxg-{{gfykahcm ex nfkg#

) Myfkg fcl [|gtagc# Ex ig{| nyhgcl-{# ]gyg h| co| noy |age H loc-| jco} }af| H}owbl-~g locg#) H {ehbgl f| ex {oyyo}#

) Fcl |agc |agyg }f{ |ag yftg ) H ewyewygl boojhcm hc|o |ag lh{|fckg# H agfyl |}ovwhg| mf{t-{ |agc# H }f{ twppbgl f| }ax |agyg }f{ |}o |hbb H ygegeigygl ^hk|oy }f{{|hbb agyg#

) Xgfa##F ng} xgfy{ fmo H afl f ioxnyhgcl# Ag }f{ ygfbbx chkg##{}gg|##fbb on |af|# ]g}gc| ow| |o f tfy|x ocg chma| fcl ah{ nyhgcl-{ tgy{wflgl ahe |o lyhcj##F bo|# Ag mo| {olywcj H lhlc-| g~gc jco} }ao ag }f{ fcxeoyg# Ag igmfc {}gfyhcm##bfwmahcm f|co|ahcm##|agc eokjhcm eg# G~gyxocg afl bgn| |agc fcl H }f{ }fh|hcm noy ahe |o kfbelo}c {o }g kowbl mo aoeg# H lhlc-| lyhcj }h|a |age # H }f{c-| bhjg |af|# Tw{ahcm egag jgt| xgbbhcm###- ]ax loc-| xow `w{| af~g {gq }h|a eg- ) H eokjgl ah{ ~ohkg ) -H|}oc-| awwwy|- ## ah{ nyhgcl-{ |obl ahe |o `w{| lo h| # \af| H }owbl - gc`ox - h| ockg }g mo|{|fy|gl ) Ocg |gfy g{kftgl ) H| `w{| jgt| mohcm oc##fcl oc###fcl oc##) Ex ~ohkg }f{ifygbx f }ah{tgy fcxeoyg#

\ao{g lygflnwb iox-{# \af| lygflnwb iox# H| {kfygl eg noy bhng }agc |af| afttgcgl# H|Ywhcgl eg #

H vwhkjbx }htgl |ag |gfy-{ co| }fc|hcm |o jggt oc |ag {wi`gk| ) Fcx}fx xgfa##H af~gc-|afl f ioxnyhgcl {hckg fcl eo~gl ow| f{ {ooc f{ H afl |ag kafckg# ) H afl f nfjg{ehbg oc ex nfkg }h{ahcm ag }owbl {|ot {|fyhcm f| eg bhjg |af|# [o |aowma|nwb# H loc-|cggl th|x##co| fcxeoyg#

) Fcx}fx xow ew{| ig ioygl" \gbb eg fiow| xow & ) H hc{h{|gl#

) Fyg xow {wyg ? ) Ag f{jgl nbfiigymf{|gl )H egfc xow loc-| {gge bhjg xow-yg%)

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H egfc oi~how{bx co ocg }f{ ioyc to}gy awcmyx#

) Oa ) Ag boojgl wt{g| |aowma co| f| eg lhygk|bx #

) Xow loc-| af~g |o |gbb eg hn xow loc-| }fc| |o ) H {ehbgl }h{ahcm ag }owbl# H ygfbbxcggl |o mg| ex ehcl on ex{gbn yhma| co}#

) Co H|-{ ojfx H loc-| ehcl H|-{ `w{| f bocm {|oyx ) Ag fc{}gygl#

) Log{ h| booj bhjg H af~g fcx}agyg |o mo ? ) H bfwmagl#

) H mwg{{ co| ) Ag igfegl ifkj ) Ojfx {o }agyg lo H {|fy|#) Ag bg| ow| f |oyygc| on fhy


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nyoe ah{ eow|a# ) \ag igmhcchcm oi~how{bx ) Ag fc{}gygl ahe{gbn#

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H ngb| {o bo} fcl th{{gl fcl th{{gl onn nyoe |af| hckhlgc|# H egfc ao} kfc xow lo |af||o {oegocg & H yfc|gl#

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Ex gxg-{ nbhkjgygl |o bhng f{ |ag {wc {aocg |ayowma |ag bfymg }hclo}-{# H myofcgl ow|bowl fcl {f| wt {|yg|kahcm ex fye-{ f{ nfy f{ |agx }owbl mo# H ywiigl ex gxg-{ }h|a|oo ewka noykg" {kyf|kahcm |age f| |ag {feg |heg# O}} ex gxg&

H otgcgl |age ockg eoyg fcl nowcl ^hk|oy f| gcl on |ag yooe {|fyhcm f| eg # H {|fyglifkj kocnw{gl#

]af|-{ ag boojhcm f| ?

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H lg{tgyf|gbx yw{agl hc|o |ag if|ayooe" {tbf{ahcm ex{gbn }h|a g~gc eoyg kobl }f|gy#

]af| log{ ag }fc| nyoe eg & Ag mg|-{ {fl }agc H jh{{ Fbocpo xg| ag }oc-| jh{{ egahe{gbn???

Ao} |ag nygfjhcm agbb log{ |af| efjg {gc{g &

Fn|gy iyw{ahcm ex |gg|a fcl g~gyx|ahcm H {|yolg o~gy |o ex kbo{g| w{hcm f{ bh||bg gxg%koc|fk| f{ to{{hibg#

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H bg| ex afhy afcm boo{g hc {oeg }f~g-{" co| g~gc io|agyhcm }h|a h| {hckg h| boojgllgkgc|#

F bowl jcokj |agc kfeg nyoe ex iglyooe#

) Koeg hc ) H xgbbgl }ahbg ywiihcm oc {oeg bhma| bht mbo{{#

Bwjg gc|gygl |ag gcoyeow{ kbo{g| fn|gy f ng} {gkocl{#

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) Agx ) H {ehbgl kaggyhbx#

) @w{| {o xow jco} |ag yg{| on ex nfehbx af{ bgn| noy fc hetoy|fc| egg|hcm" {o xgfa hnxow cggl fcx|ahcm H-bb ig hc ex yooe# ) Ag {fhl bhngbg{{bx

H |wycgl ex agfl |o nfkg ahe koetbg|gbx#

) Fcx|ahcm }yocm ? ) H f{jgl }oyyhgl#

Ag {|ottgl hc ah{ |yfkj-{ fcl mbfygl f| eg |ayowma ah{ bf{ag{#

]af| co} ???

) ]ax lhl xow jh{{ ahe ) Ag f{jgl |ayowma myh||gl |gg|a#

Ao} lhl ag jco} fiow| |af| ? \ag ibw{a {|fy|gl |o fttgfy fyowcl ex nfkg#


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) [oyyx? ) H vwo|gl ^hk|oy#

Ao} lhl ag g~gc jco} |af| &??

) ]ax lhl xow jh{{ ^hk|oy" bf{| chma| H {f} xow ) Ag fkkw{gl#

[o |af|-{ }af| |ag mbhc| }f{#

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) \gbb Eg ]ax ) Ag kw| onn hc f myhe |ocg#

) H|-{ cocg on xowy iw{hcg{{ & ) H fbeo{| {kygfegl {|fclhcm wt#

Ag boojgl {o fcmyx ah{ nfkg kowbl af~g iggc ygl#

) Nhcg ) Ag ygtbhgl ignoyg {|oyehcm ow|#

H ngbb ifkj lo}c oc |ag kafhy fcl {|wnngl ex nfkg hc|o ex afcl{#

]af| h{ h| }h|a ^fethyg-{ & [gyhow{bx" |agx fyg lyh~hcm eg efl &

Iw| Bwjg boojgl {o awy|" Co} \AF\ H afl kfw{gl# Fcl |af| H afl |o {ob~g#

H tw{agl ex{gbn wt }h|a f {hma fcl {awnnbgl hc|o ex yooe }h|a lg{tfhy }yh||gc fkyo{{ex noygagfl#

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H jcokjgl ockg fcl }agc ag lhlc-| fc{}gy H bg| ex{gbn hc# Ah{ yooe }f{ ewka bhjgehcg gqkgt| h| }f{ fbb iyhma| ibwg fcl ibfkj# Co| f ifl ehq fk|wfbbx#

\agyg }f{ f bfymg tfhc|hcm on ahe oc |ag }fbb" nyoe |ag {aowblgy-{ wt# Ah{ gxg-{ aflgqfk|bx |ag {feg ibwg mbo} iw| {o lhl ah{ afhy# Ew{| on iggc obl#

H agfyl ahe hc |ag {ao}gy {o lgkhlgl |o }fh|#

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Ah{ yooe h{ {oo tbfhc &

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H {|gttgl hc fcl {aw| |ag looy {bhma|bx" h| }f{ |oo lfyj |o {gg fcx|ahcm {o H ygfkaglnoy |ag bhma| {}h|ka ocbx |o agfy |ag {ao}gy fiywt|bx {|ot#

Hc f yw{a H vwhkjbx `wetgl ow| {aw||hcm |ag looy igahcl eg# H {f| oc |ag glmg on ah{igl fcl |yhgl |o fk| kf{wfb#


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\ag if|ayooe looy wcbokjgl fcl ag {|gttgl ow| }gfyhcm ocbx f tfhy on jafjh {aoy|{#Ah{ {hq tfkj mbh{|gchcm f{ |ag }f|gy lyhttgl nyoe h|# Ag ywiigl f |o}gb |ayowma ah{afhy gxghcm eg wt#

) He {oyyx ) H vwhkjbx {fhl#

H ygfbbx lhlc-| }fc| ahe |o ig efl f| eg #

) Oj ) Ag ygtbhgl ibwc|bx# ) He {oyyx |oo ) ag kfyyhgl oc" {h||hcm oc |ag otto{h|g {hlgon |ag igl#

\agyg }f{ fc f}j}fyl {hbgckg |agc# [oeg|ahcm H afl co| gqtgyhgckgl }h|a Bwjg#

) ]af|-{ |af|? ) H f{jgl tohc|hcm |o |ag tfhc|hcm# Ag boojgl f| }agyg H lhygk|gl #

) Oa" Fc gq mhybnyhgcl on ehcg tfhc|gl |af| noy eg " H| }f{ ygfbbx {|wcchcm {o H lgkhlgl|o jggt h|# ) Ag gqtbfhcgl" ah{ eool bhn|hcm#

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Ihcm & Fc hlgf tottgl hc|o ex agfl#

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Ag }f{ {wytyh{gl ix ex gfmgycg{{ ) Xgfa" g~gyx}agyg" \agyg-{ ocg hc xowy yooe )Ag tohc|gl ow|#

Ex yooe ? ]agyg?

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) Ojfx |agc" ao} fiow| }g mo {}he? ) H {wmmg{|gl#

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) Gy [wyg H mwg{{ ) Ag fkkgt|gl }h|a f myhc#

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yooe#

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) HE MOHCM []HEEHCM ) H kfbbgl ow| }h|a fc f||h|wlg ignoyg gc|gyhcm ex kbo{g|#

) [}he {wh|# 9448# ) H lgefclgl


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F {|fy|bhcm feowc| fttgfygl hc nyoc| on eg #

H }gc| |ayowma efcx" fcl nhcfbbx lgkhlgl oc f ibfkj ihjhch cweigy }h|a f iwkjbg oc|ag bgn| on |ag tfc|-{#

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Xgt H booj ao|#

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H {|ottgl }agc H co|hkgl |af| ^hk|oy }f{ |agyg hc f tfhy on {aoy|-{ {|fclhcm oc |ag {hlg#

]af| }f{ ag lohcm agyg & H ocbx |obl ahe {o |af| ag }owbl jco} & Co| @OHC HC &

Agx H af~g fc hlgf#

H |ht%|ogl vwhg|bx o~gy |o ahe fcl {ao~gl f{ afyl f{ H kowbl# Ag bf|kagl oc |o exafcl {gclhcm eg hc|o |ag toob }h|a ahe#

Ex gxg-{ {|wcm f{ |ag kaboyhcg ehqgl hc#

) AGX & XOW ]GYG [O CO\ [WTTO[\ \O TWBB EG HC \O & ) H koetbfhcgl bfwmahcm f||ag {|wthlh|x on |ag {h|wf|hoc#

) [oyyx ) Ag {ehbgl hc ygtbx#

Ag {|ool {o kbo{g |o eg" |ag }f|gy lyhtthcm onn ah{ afhy oc|o ex nfkg#

) ]af| lhl H lo ) H }ah{tgygl |o ahe#

Ah{ {ehbg |wycgl {fl |agc# ) Co|ah%)

)\gbb eg tbgf{g ) H kw| ahe onn# Ag boojgl f| eg noy ocg {gkocl f{ hn |o lgkhlg{oeg|ahcm#

) Nhcg" }agc%) Ag }f{ kw| onn ix Bwjg }ao afl `w{| kfccoc%ifbbgl hc|o |ag toob"{tbf{ahcm w{ }h|a iwkjg|{ on }f|gy#

H |wycgl |o nfkg ^hk|oy fmfhc" iw| }f{ {aokjgl |o co| nhcl ahe |agyg# Hc{|gfl ag }f{{|fclhcm oc |ag {hlg" f{ hn ag afl cg~gy mo||gc }g|#

H twy{gl ex bht-{ noy f eoegc| ignoyg |wychcm ifkj |o Bwjg# \ah{ }f{ |o kaggy ahe wtH ygehclgl ex{gbn#

) Agxx & ]af|-{ xowy tyoibge ) H mhmmbgl f| Bwjg#

)]af| kfc H {fx H bhjg }f|gy ) Ag yg|oy|gl" koetbg|gbx ygko~gygl nyoe ah{ nowb eool#


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) ]gbb" h| log{c-| bhjg xow & ) H |fwc|gl ) Hc nfk|" xow kfc-| g~gc {}he ) H |fwc|gl aheg~gc nwy|agy" }hmmbhcm ex gxgiyo}{#

Ag bg| ow| f kawkjbg# ) Xow |ahcj {o lo xow? Ojfx ao} fiow| f yfkg {hckg xow fyg{ooo {wyg on xowy{gbn ) Ag ehehkjgl#

Oa f Yfkg Awa " H-bb af~g ahe jco} H }f{ |ag nhy{| hc fbb ex kbf{{g{#

) Lgfb ) H fmyggl {afjhcm ah{ afcl#

]g {}fe ifkj |o |ag gcl fcl {|ool hc owy igmhcchcm to{h|hoc{#

) MO & ) H kfbbgl ow|#

H {}fe f{ nf{| f{ H kowbl tw{ahcm nwy|agy fcl nf{|gy |agc H afl hc fbb ex bhng" H jgt| fcgxg oc ahe fcl ag }f{ }hcchcm# Ix F bo|# Ag afl ygfkagl |ag gcl }agc H afl ocbxygfkagl |ag ehllbg#

) AFAF BO[GY & ) Ag iwbbhgl#

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) Ojfx |agc nhcg & Xow }hc xf nygfj & Iw| ao} fiow| f###) H bg| ex gxg-{ lyhn| noy{oeg|ahcm gb{g" }agc |ag lh~hcm iofyl kfwma| ex gxg ) F lh~hcm koc|g{| ) H igfegl#

\ah{ }hbb ig {o mool#

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) [aw| wt fcl }f|ka & ) H xgbbgl bhn|hcm ex{gbn oc |o |ag {hlg# H yfc o~gy |o |ag lh~hcmiofyl fcl kbheigl |ag {|gt-{# H òmmgl {}hn|bx noyehcm f afcl{|fcl oc |ag iofylignoyg |fjhcm onn hc|o f |hma| |wkj" |agc heeglhf|gbx ah||hcm |ag }f|gy-{ {wynfkg#

) Af Igf| |af| & ) H yg{wynfkgl#

) Gf{hbx ) Ag yg|oy|gl# H {f| oc |ag glmg on |ag toob nbhkjhcm ex bgm-{ hc |ag }f|gy# H{f} ^hk|oy {|fclhcm oc |ag o|agy {hlg on |ag toob fcl mf~g ahe f vwhkj {ehbg#

Bwjg afl `w{| kbheigl oc|o |ag iofyl" kbo{g |o iygfjhcm hc|o ah{ ywc#

Co} noy ex tbfc &

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Ag {|ottgl hc ah{ |yfkj-{ f{ {ooc f{ ag co|hkgl h|" {bhtthcm oc |ag }f|gy fcl{hewb|fcgow{bx {efkjhcm ah{ nfkg oc |ag iofyl" ignoyg nfbbhcm hc|o |ag }f|gy nfkgnhy{|#

) AFAFAFAFAF &&& OaExMol & XOW NGBB NOY H\ & ]AO-[ \AG BO[GY CO] @FKJF[[ )


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H {kyggkagl ig|}ggc nh|-{ on bfwma|gy#

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Ag {ao| wt nyoe |ag }f|gy }h|a ah{ nfkg iyhma| thcj#

) CO NFHY & XOW KAGF\GL & ) Ag koetbfhcgl#

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\ah{ }f{ `w{| |oo mool#

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Ag {|ool |agyg nyw{|yf|gl }h|a ah{ bht{ twy{gl# H }yfttgl ex fye{ fyowcl ahefcx}fx" {cwmmbhcm ex nfkg hc|o ah{ kag{|#

) H ygfbbx fe {oyyx ) H ftobomhpgl ockg eoyg {|hbb {ehyjhcm#

) Nhcgg H fkkgt| ) Ag awnngl yg|wychcm |ag awm# H| ngb| jhcl on }fye fk|wfbbx" g~gc }h|a}f|gy {wyyowclhcm w{#

H myhccgl g~gc eoyg {vwggphcm ah{ |hma|gy#

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) GBHPFIG\A & ) ]f{ |ag bf{| |ahcm H agfyl####

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) Ig kfygnwb### ) H| nflgl f}fx#


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H {ao| wt ow| on ex igl" {|fy|bgl ix |ag {gfykahcm gxg-{# H bg| ex iygf|ahcm ygbfqignoyg f {afyt tfhc gywt|gl oc ex agfl#

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H boojgl fyowcl fcl nowcl ex{gbn hc ex igl" }h|a |ag bhma|-{ onn }gfyhcm f {hbj chma|lyg{{# H }f{ fbocg#

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H jhkjgl ex bgm ow|{hlg |ag ibfcjg| fcl gqfehcgl ex yhma| noo|#

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H boojgl lggt hc|o |ag mbo}hcm kyhe{oc hc ah{ nfkg" igkoehcm f||fkagl# Ag bgft||o}fyl{ eg fcl jh{{gl ex kaggj {}gg|bx ignoyg bgf~hcm#

H eo~gl |ag afcl nyoe ex |ayof| fcl tbfkgl h| oc |ag kaggj ag afl `w{| jh{{gl#[ehbhcm |o ex{gbn# H bo~g |ag nggbhcm on }agc ag jh{{g{ eg# H| }f{ {o##{oo##gwtaoyhkefxig ? ]oyl-{ kowbl co| lg{kyhig h| iw| h| }f{ fc o~gy to}gyhcm nggbhcm |af|

iyowma| ewka ox#

H bg| ex gxg-{ lyhn| |agc {|wccgl }agc H nowcl ^hk|oy-{ nyw{|yf|gl {|fyg# \af| ygehcl{eg#

) H lhlc-| {bht ) H {|f|gl#

) Xg{" xow lhl# H {f} xow# \oo okkwthgl }h|a awmmhcm Bwjg xow |agc {bhttgl ) Agygtbhgl#

) Co" H lhlc-| & [oeg|ahcm twbbgl eg" lhl xow co| {gg h| ?? ) H jco} H-e yhma|" ]axkfc-| ag `w{| fleh| h|?

)\agyg }f{ co|ahcm |agyg ) Ag {tojg |ayowma kbgckagl |gg|a# \agyg }f{ f ahc| onfcmgy hc ah{ gxg{#

XG[ \AGYG ]F[#

) Xow {aowbl jco} H-e co| bxhcm & \agyg {o }f{ {oeg|ahcm twbbhcm eg# Hn H {bhttgl ao}}owbl H af~g {bfeegl ex agfl {o afyl ? ) H fymwgl#

) Xow fyg vwh|g wckooylhcf|gl" lo co| ibfeg |af| oc eg Tyhckg{{ )

) [OEG\AHCM TWBBGL EG ) H {kygfegl nyw{|yf|gl#

) Hn xow {fx {o Tyhckg{{" hn xow {fx ) Ag ewyewygl kbgfybx co| igbhg~hcm eg#

) ]AF\ \AG AGBB H[ XOW-YG TYOIBGE ? ) H {cfttgl# [hckg }agc }f{ ag |ah{fccoxhcm?

F {ehyj fttgfygl oc ah{ nfkg |agc" ocg |af| lhl co| |owka ah{ gxg{#

) Co|ahcm" co|ahcm f| fbb" Co} {aw| wt fcl `w{| {bggt ) Ag koeefclgl#

H af~g {gyhow{bx afl gcowma on |ah{# ]ao log{ ag |ahcj ag h{ ? Log{ ag bo~g |o eg{{eg fyowcl ? ]gbb H fe co| af~hcm h|#

) Mg| Ow|# ) H |obl ahe koblbx ) Co}# Xow efx cggl |o }f|ka o~gy eg iw| xow kfc lo|af| oc |ag O\AGY {hlg on |ag looy# ) \ag }oyl-{ koblgy |afc |ag bf{|#

) F{ xow }h{a ) Ag ew||gygl ignoyg bgf~hcm#

H myfiigl |ag kbo{g{| |ahcm |o eg" f thbbo}" fcl |ayg} h| f| |ag looy ag afl `w{| }gc||ayowma#

FYMA ]af| h{ ah{ tyoibge ???? [oeg|ahcm fbeo{| xfcjgl ex noo| onn fcl ag lhlc-|g~gc {gg h| ?? Bhfy# Ag h{ {wka f bhfy


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\ag looy {tywcm otgc ockg eoyg }h|a Bwjg koehcm hc# ) Oa |afcj moolcg{{ xow fygf}fjg & ) Ag {vwgfbgl jh{{hcm ex afcl fcl aoblhcm ex agfl {|gflx )Fyg xow ojfx?]af| afttgcgl? H }f{ {o }oyyhgl&) Ag |agc awmmgl eg ) H fe {oo {oyyx & ) Agftobomhpgl# H [ehbgl f| ao} ewka ag kfygl#

) H-e nhcg {gyhow{bx" `w{| f yhcmhcm agflfkag |af|-{ fbb ) H myhccgl f{ ag bg| ow| f {hma on

ygbhgn#

) Ao} lhl xow g~gc {bht bhjg |af| ? H egfc h| }f{ {% )

H LHL CO\ [BHT & LHL CO OCG [GG FCX\AHCM KBGFYX ??

) Xow jco} }af| ? xgfa kbwe{x eg " {oyyx fiow| |af| ) H {hmagl co| io|agygl |ogqtbfhc ockg eoyg# H `w{| awmmgl ahe g~gc kbo{gy |o eg# H ngb| {fng hc ah{ fye{# Ag}f{ {o {}gg| fcl kafyehcm#

) H-e mbfl xow-yg {fng ) Ag ewyewygl# Xgfaa eg |oo#

@w{| |agc Fbocpo kfeg |ayowma |ag looy-{ }h|a f kwt on }f|gy hc ah{ afcl" ah{gxgiyo}-{ {aoo|hcm wt f{ ag |ooj hc |ag mohcm-{ oc ig|}ggc Bwjg fcl H#

H twbbgl ftfy| nyoe Bwjg f{ nf{| f{ H kowbl fb|aowma h| }f{ co| nf{| gcowma#

) [oyyx" ^hk|oy {fhl xow }gyg fbocg###Agyg h{ xow-yg gye lyhcj ) Ag ew||gygl {g||hcmlo}c |ag kwt" bgf~hcm {ooc fn|gy#

[ah|# ]AF\ \AG AGBB H[ ]YOCM ]H\A ^HK\OY?? AG JCG] BWJG ]F[ AGYG & ]AXLHL AG AF^G \O BHG ???

Bwjg {aywmmgl h| onn f{ co|ahcm ignoyg {fxhcm ) ]gbb H }hbb bg| xow mg| xowy yg{| co}"{gg xf ) Ag {ehyjgl ignoyg jh{{hcm |ag kaggj |af| Fbocpo afl co|#

F{ ag bgn| |ayowma |ag looy H kfwma| ^hk|oy bgfchcm fmfhc{| |ag }fbb }h|a fc g~hb {ehyjoc ah{ nfkg# H ngb| ex nfkg {kywcka wt hc fcmgy# F{ |ag looy {aw| H |wycgl fcl {|wnnglex agfl hc|o f thbbo} {kygfehcm f{ bowl f{ to{{hibg# ]ax }f{ ag lohcm |ah{? H| efjg{co {gc{g &

) Fcx|ahcm }yocm Tyhckg{{ ? ) ^hk|oy iwy{| hc|o ex yooe }h|a |ag {feg {ehbg#

H gxgl ahe wt {kyw|hchphcm g~gyx|ahcm fiow| ahe #

) MG\ OW\ XOW [\WTHL \]F\# Xow jco} }af| fk|wfbbx [\FX# CO] \GBB EG ]AF\\AG NWKJ H[ ]YOCM ]H\A XOW ? FYG XOW IH%TOBFY? FYG XOW ]GHYL? LO XOWAF\G EG ? OY H[ H\ CF\WYFB NOY XOW \O IG [WKA F LHKJAGFL HC ]AHKA KF[G H-LYF\AGY [OEGOCG GB[G ]F\KA O^GY EG# ) H {kyggkagl#

W{wfbbx H loc-| mg| efl" iw| |agyg fyg gqkgt|hoc{# Bhjg yhma| co}#

Ah{ nfkg |wycgl {gyhow{ ignoyg ygtbxhcm ) Tyhckg{{ H lo co| af|g xow noy H ifygbx jco}xow# Co|ahcm h{ }yocm }h|a eg fcl H fe co| Ih%tobfy gh|agy# Coy fe H }ghyl fclcf|wyfb h| h{ co| noy H fe |ag nhcg{| mgc|bg%efc |agyg h{#)

Twa%bgf{ggg H bg| ow| f ax{|gyhkfb bfwma" kbgfybx eokjhcm }af| ag afl w{| {fhl#

) Hn co|ahcm h{ }yocm }h|a xow |afc }ax lo xow jggt eg{{hcm }h|a eg ? ) H f{jgl


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lxhcm noy f agbtnwb fc{}gy#

Ag |agc boojgl few{gl ) H|-{ nwc ) Ag fc{}gygl }h|a f {ehbg#

NWC ? \ah{ h{ Nwc?

H myfiigl f {gk|hoc on ex afhy fcl twbbgl h| yowmabx bg||hcm ow| fbowl awnn# Nwc# \af|-{fbb# H }f{ nwc#

\agyg }f{ f bhma| jcokj f| |ag looy# ) Koeg hc ) H eweibgl#

Kaf{h|x tojgl agy agfl |ayowma ) [hy" \ag jhcm }owbl bhjg |o {tgfj }h|a xow f| ockg )[ag koeefclgl ^hk|oy#

) On kowy{g ) Ag {ehbgl ) ]g }hbb koc|hcwg |ah{ bf|gy tyhckg{{ ) ag }ah{tgygl |o egignoyg bgf~hcm#

) Fcx|ahcm }yocm ? ) F{jgl Kaf{h|x#

) Cotg co|ahcm f| fbb" fk|wfbbx" lo xow ehcl iyhcmhcm eg {oeg|ahcm |o gf| tbgf{g ) H{ehbg f| agy#

) Yhma| f}fx ) [ag myhccgl" {aw||hcm |ag looy igahcl agy#

[gyhow{bx" bh~hcm agyg h{ lyh~hcm eg efl# H }fc| |o mo ifkj aoeg# H kfcco| thkjig|}ggc Bwjg fcl Fbocpo & H kfc-| bo~g ocg gh|agy igkfw{g##}gbb igkfw{g& \agx fyg^FETHYG-[ & \af|-{ }ax#H loc-| g~gc bhjg |age# Noy |agx bo~g |o efjg ex agfl awy|# Hvwhkjbx lyfcj |ag }f|gy |af| Fbocpo afl iyowma| gfybhgy bg||hcm h| ywc lo}c ex |ayof|#

@w{| |agc {oeg|ahcm {ahcx kfwma| ex gxg# H {|gttgl bhma|bx |o}fyl{ h| fcl nowcl f kbhtiofyl#

Co| w{| fcx kbhtiofyl# Iw| ^hk|oy-{ kbhtiofyl#

]gbb" ehma| f{ }gbb nhcl ow| }af| ag log{ oc |ah{ |ahcm#

H kbhkjgl |ag oc iw||oc f{ |ag bhma|{ nbf{agl hc|o ex nfkg# H| }f{ bgn| oc ah{ gefhbow|ioq# Awclygl{ on gefhb-{ }gyg bxhcm hc yo}-{ fbb {gc| |o ocg tgy{oc kfbbgl - Gbhpf- #Kwyhow{bx" H kbhkjgl |ag eo{| ygkgc| ocg#

H| ygfl:

- G~gyx|ahcm h{ tgyngk| & Noy {ag af{ co kbwg & \ag tyhckg{{ h{ vwh|g kafyehcm H-bb fleh|iw| lo co| }oyyx koc{hlgyhcm |ag |heg h{ cgfy & ^ -

]af| log{ |af| egfc ? Ag }fc|{ |o jhbb eg ? Fcl }ao h{ - Gbhpf ? - ah{ mhybnyhgcl ?[aokj}f~g-{ on fcmgy yobbgl |ayowma eg #

Ag af{ f mhybnyhgcl ?? Ag }f{ fiow| |o jh{{ eg fcl ag af{ f mhybnyhgcl & H kowbl nggb|ag fcmgy |fjhcm o~gy eg#

H |ayg} |ag {|wthl |ahcm hc f koycgy {ef{ahcm h| fmfhc{| |ag }fbb# H g{kftgl nyoe exyooe fcl {tgl lo}c |ag afbb" jco}hcm }af| H cgglgl |o ygbgf{g |ag{g nggbhcm-{# Ocg


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|ahcm |af| kowbl efjg eg noymg|# Ocg |ahcm |af| }hbb hc|oqhkf|g eg#

H tw{agl otgc Fbocpo-{ looy fcl nowcl ahe bxhcm lo}c oc ah{ igl# H {bfeegl |aglooy {aw| fcl fbeo{| `wetgl oc|o ahe }h|a ex gfmgycg{{# Ag }f{ {|fy|bgl |af|ewka }f{ noy kgy|fhc# Iw| H lhlc-| af~g |heg |o gqtbfhc# H to{h|hocgl ex{gbn oc |ot onahe fcl {bfeegl ex bht-{ hc|o ah{ }h|a iyw|g noykg# Ag }f{ nyopgc noy f {gkocl

ignoyg mohcm fbocm }h|a h|" jh{{hcm eg ifkj }h|a f{ ewka wclxhcm tf{{hoc# Ex |ocmwg{owma| heeglhf|g fkkg{{ hc|o ah{ eow|a fbbo}hcm ah{ ao| iygf|a |o nhbb eg wt ockgeoyg" kbgfyhcm g~gyx |aowma| nyoe ex ehcl# ) H-e {oyyx ) H ewyewygl ig|}ggc jh{{g{#Ag eo~gl ah{ bht-{ |o ex `f} }agyg ah{ jh{{g{ koc|hcwgl# Ex afcl-{ igmfc ygeo~hcmah{ {ahy| f{ ah{ }gyg fiow| |o ygfka wt ex lyg{{#

; {wllgc yf{t-{ hc|gyywt|gl w{# Fbocpo bg| ow| fc fccoxgl myofc }h|a eg #

) ]af| ) Ag kfbbgl ow| eo~hcm ah{ bht-{ ifkj |o ehcg bg||hcm owy |ocmwg{ ygkoccgk|#

) [hy" \ag jhcm ew{| {tgfj }h|a xow heeglhf|gbx ) \ag ~ohkg |yfhbgl |ayowma |ag looy#

) Kfc-| h| }fh| ) Ag ew||gygl" |ag }oyl-{ gkaohcm |ayowma ex o}c eow|a#

) Co xow-yg ahmacg{{ noy ag {fhl h| h{ wymgc| ) \ag ~ohkg ewyewygl ockg eoyg#

Owy bht-{ tfy|gl f{ ex gxg-{ koccgk|gl }h|a ah{# ) [oyyx ) ag eow|agl# H {ehbglvwhkjbx ignoyg eo~hcm |o |ag {hlg" bg||hcm ahe {h| wt#

]ax co}# Ygfbbx# ]ax?? ]af| kowbl ig {o hetoy|fc|#

Fbocpo nhqgl ah{ {ahy| ignoyg jh{{hcm eg oc |ag bht-{ ockg eoyg# Ag |agc bgn|" bgf~hcm|ag looy f`fy#

H bg| ow| f ihm {hma ignoyg {|yfhma|gchcm ex lyg{{# @w{| ex bwkj#

H {|ool wt fcl |ooj hc ah{ yooe# O|agy |afc f igl fcl f lg{j h| }f{ get|x#

) \agyg xow fyg ) ^hk|oy gc|gygl |ag yooe#

) ]ax lo xow jggt nobbo}hcm eg &? ) H {fhl nyw{|yf|gl#

) Ex `oi Tyhckg{{ ) ag {ehyjgl#

Oa xgfa# Fbeo{| noymo| fiow| |af|#

) ]af|g~gy ) H yg|oy|gl |wychcm f}fx nyoe ahe#

) Tyhckg{{ |agyg h{ co cggl noy |ag f||h|wlg ) H kowbl agfy |ag {ehbg hc ah{ ~ohkg#

) \agyg h{ co cggl noy xow |o ig agyg ) H ygtbhgl#

) Xg{ |agyg h{ )

) Oa {aw| wt & " ibgcl hc }h|a |ag }fbb-{ oy {oeg|ahcm igkfw{g H af|g xow yhma| co} ) H|`w{| jgt| {bhtthcm ex ehcl |af| ag AFL |o ig agyg#

) Loc-| bhg fiow| {wka |ahcm-{ tyhckg{{ ) Ag fc{}gygl#


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) H-e co| bxhcm ) H {fhl {|gycbx" |wychcm |o nfkg ahe#

Efxig ag {aowbl mo mg| {oeg koenoy| nyoe Gbhpf# Aeta#

Ag mf~g eg f jco}hcm booj#

) Kfc xow `w{| tyg|gcl xow-yg co| agyg ? ) H f{jgl ahe }h|a {oeg ~gcoe {bhtthcm hc|oex ~ohkg#

) Nhcg ) Ag {ehbgl#

[|wthl fccoxhcm bh||bg }gf{gb & Fyma" H ygfbbx loc-| jco} }af| |o efjg on |ah{ hlho|#

H agbl ex iygf|a noy f {gkocl mbfyhcm f| ahe#

) ]ao-{ Gbhpf ? ) H f{jgl mh~hcm wt#

) ]af| ? ) Ag f{jgl {aokjgl#

) Gbhpf# ]ao h{ {ag ) H f{jgl ockg eoyg# Ag boojgl kocnw{gl#

) Xow loc-| cggl |o jco} ) Ag {fhl mbfyhcm ifkj eg `w{| f{ ewka#

) Xg{ H lo" H-e f Tyhckg{{ fygc-| H ? [o |gbb eg# Co} ) H {fhl |ayowma kbgckagl |gg|a#

Ag boojgl f| eg |ayowma cfyyo}gl gxg-{ ignoyg bg||hcm ow| f ihm awnn#

) Ex ]hng )

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