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VAEC? Slet wdubg ydu prjhjr td mj nebbjg Bfkge dr Yrd@fg4

Y]D? Bfkge fs slerp kgdge0 Yrd@fg fs ay stecj pjrsdke

VAEC? Sljk ekg ldw gfg ydu cjt fktd lfp!ldp4

Y]D?F wes fk prfaery snlddb0 wljk F wes 5:!58 F stertjg hrjqujktfkc Bj Nbum" mjneusj dh ay ecj F weskt ebbdwjg fkF wes ek dutsfgjrbftjrebby Wlets wljrj Yrd@fg ndajs hrda F wes tlj @fg dutsfgj tlj nbum ldbgfkc ft gdwk Dkjgey emdEau ekg Sf`fg skun` aj fk" neusj tljy tlduclt F wes gdpj ekg sldubg mj sldwnesjg prdpjrby" fksfgj tljnbum

VAEC? Grdp tlj snfjknj dh nfpljrs" mettbjs ekg tljfr fapdrteknj4

Y]D? ]jbex" hdnus ekg levj huk" adst nets bddsj mettbjs mjneusj tljyrj tdd tjksj ekg sjrfdus Gdkt ettenl tdaunl jadtfdk" mj prjnfsj ekg prjsjkt Mettbjs mufbg nlerentjr" ndkhfgjknj ekg hbefr" tjenlfkc ydu td mj spdktekjdusekg rjbjvekt Adst fapdrtektby ft mufbgs ydur strjjt nrjgfmfbfty0 wlfnl F hjjb fs tekteadukt td ek janjjfkc gjcrjj ^dwljk ydu stjp up ydu ebrjegy levj strjjt men`fkc Janjjs kjjg rdda td jxpbdrj tljfr tdpfns" td evdfg mjfkcrjstrfntjg ekg rjpjtftfvj Wd gjvjbdp tldsj s`fbbs tljy kjjg td mettbj ekg hrjjstybj Janjjs kjjg td rjeg fk drgjr tdfknrjesj tljfr ajkteb eptftugj

VAEC? Gd ydu hjjb kjrvdus emdut mjfkc te`jk dut fk e nfpljrs dr mettbj" pumbfnby" ekg gd ydu tlfk` ft wfbb ft ehhjnt ydurstrjjt nrjgfmfbfty4

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VAEC? Ldw gd ydu stey neba ekg hdnusjg fk mettbjs4

Y]D? Ft rjqufrjs bfstjkfkc s`fbbs F levj td ljer wlet tlfs gugj les td sey ekg ndrrjnt lfa ljrj ekg tljrj wlfbj F wlfplfs ess

VAEC? Sljk pjdpbj tlfk` ydu tljy tlfk` Yrd Xjrm" neusj dh tlj keajs dmvfdusby" fk ydur dpfkfdk wlet fs tlj gfhhjrjknj

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VAEC? Wlj bekcuecj fssuj ebweys ndajs up" gd ydu hjjb ft aettjrs wlet bekcuecj ydu usj4

Y]D? Ldkjstby" h/// tlfs wldbj bekcuecj tlfkc0 fts mjfkc usjg es ek jxnusj hdr ajgfdnrfty Wljrj erj nets wld rep fk_ubu oust td sdukg rjebjr tlek nets wld rep fk Jkcbfsl" fts è` Fh ydu rep fk Ehrfèeks ekg wlet ydurj seyfkc fs gdpj"rjbjvekt ekg gjbfvjrjg prdpjrby tljk tlets nddb Yjdpbj wld rep fk vjrken ekg grdp sdaj mummbjcua slft0 mjneusjkdt jvjrymdgy ukgjrstekgs ft0 sldubg mj nerjhub" mjneusj tlets wen` Fts gjbfvjry tlet aettjrs" bekcuecj gdjskt Gdkdt gfbutj ydur ndktjkt oust td sdukg rjeb Bjts `jjp ft rep wletjvjr bekcuecj wj usj

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Y]D? F `fn` vjrken td sldw ay vjrsetfbfty" td ajss wftl tlj ljegs dh pjdpbj wld bfstjk td vjrkenuber ausfn0 kdt td rukewey hrda mjfkc gfsteknjg hrda tlj èsf net Ay fktjktfdk fs td tep fktd e gfhhjrjkt aer`jt Ft les kdtlfkc td gd wftl

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VAEC? Wlj ebmua les aeky prdgunjrs ! tljrjs tlet seyfkc? tdd aeky ndd`s spdfb tlj mrdtl! Sly gfg ydu gjnfgj td te`jtlet rdutj$rfs`4

Y]D? F wes prjperjg td put ay kjn` dk tlj bfkj td prdvj ay tebjkt wlfbst nrjetfkc e pbethdra hdr prdgunjrs Fg seytlet wftl jvjry ndd` fk tlj `ftnljk wj nrjetjg ukfquj ekg gjbfnfdus gfsljs" wlfnl erj ljebtly ekg vjrsetfbj td netjrhdr ebb testjs

VAEC? Ybjesj teb` td aj emdut tren` hdur dk tlj ebmua!Zkcepljbuadye!e mft4

Y]D? Wlet sdkc fs emdut kjvjr cfvfkc up Sljk F gfg ft F wektjg td spje` td pjdpbj" jvjrygey pjdpbj Fts rjnjfvjgaeg bdvj hrda jvjrymdgy Ay pjrsdkeb plfbdsdply fs td cjt up ehtjr e hebb" gust aysjbh dhh" bjerk tlj bjssdk ekg advj

hdrwerg dr men`werg fk drgjr td rjadvj tlj dmstenbj tljk nerry dk

VAEC? Sly ^dwjtd fskt tlj hfrst sfkcbj ekg wly gfgkt ydu slddt ft es tlj hfrst vfgjd4

Y]D? Yuslfkc tlj ebmua pfssjg dhh e bdt dh pjdpbj Wljrj wes e pjrfdg dh sfbjknj mjtwjjk ^dwjtd ekg SdzdMdke"hdr aj td rjhdnus ekg ndaj men` wftl tlj jkjrcy td sldw pjdpbj ^dwjtd weskt tlj jkg dh Yrd@fg Wlj ndknjpt hdrSdzdMdkes vfgjd wes strdkcjr" F grdppjg ^dwjtd et tlj jkg dh tlj vfgjd" wlfnl wdr`jg wjbb0 tljy levj sfafberjkjrcfjs

VAEC? Dajk prdgunjg tlj sfkcbjs ^dwjtd ekg SdzdMdke dk Ljegs ekg Wefbs" wlets ydur rjbetfdkslfp wftl lfa4

Y]D? Sjrj mdys0 wjvj mjjk mdys sfknj tlj tfaj F cdt fk tlj ceaj Sj wdr` wjbb tdcjtljr mjneusj lj ukgjrstekgsaj sd wjbb Lj ldbgs lfs dwk es e prdgunjr

VAEC? Slet fs ydu rjbetfdkslfp wftl Gdaj4

Y]D? GdajAoe`js fs ay aek Lfs dkj dh tlj hfrst nets F gfg rjndrgfkcs wftl wljk F stertjg cjttfkc sjrfdus

VAEC? Vdurj e strjjt ertfst sfckjg td Cebbd0 ldw gd ydu rjndknfbj tlj twd4 Les ft fapentjg dk ydur nrjetfvfty4 Wljrj wesjvjk teb` dh ydu gdfkc e cdspjb odfkt

Y]D? F hduclt bf`j e adtljrh////0 F leg sdajtlfkc td sey kdt oust ae`fkc pjdpbj geknj F wdkt gfbutj ay ajssecj myseyfkc frrjbjvekt slft Fa drfcfkeb" F gdkt grdp hdraube reps" slft bf`j tlet h/// up ay eure F ndubg wrftj e tre n` emdutCdg ekg wlet F mjbfjvj fk" mut ft wdkt mj cdspjb F wdkt levj e ljeg tlet cdjs td nlurnl muy ay ebmua hdr dkjcdspjb odfkt ekg dk tlj rjst dh tlj ebmua Fa teb`fkc emdut bfhjs e m///" ekg h/// tlj sftuetfdk" jtnF gdkt gd cdspjbekg tlet wes ay ercuajkt" F gd kdt gd cdspjb" F rep

VAEC? Slet pjrsuegjg ydu td sfck wftl e aeodr fkstjeg dh cdfkc fkgjpjkgjkt" wlfnl sjjas td mj tlj trjkg bdnebby4

Y]D? Fts e vjry pjrsdkeb fssuj hdr aj Fh ydurj wjbb dhh ekg nek ehhdrg td mufbg e stugfd" ae`j mjets " rjndrg tren`s"murk ngs ekg sjbb tlja ydursjbh fts hfkj0 mut dk tlj hbfp sfgj0 Fa hrda e mrd`jk ldaj wftl e sfkcbj adtljr" e mrdtljrwlds snlddbfkc ekg F ea tlj mrjeg wfkkjr F nekt ehhdrg tlj strjss Fkgjpjkgjkts ben` tlj ndrpdretj sevvy td aer`jtekg prdadtj tljasjbvjs jhhjntfvjby Wljy aubtftes` ekg hdnus dk tdd aunl et dknj" mjfkc ek ertfst" wrftfkc byrfns"rjndrgfkc sdkcs" drcekfzfkc stugfd tfaj" peyfkc tlj mfbbs" Y]" ndpyrfcltfkc ekg pumbfslfkc tlj ausfn Jvjr wdkgjrjgwly fkgjpjkgjkt ertfsts gdkt rjebby sunnjjg ^fckfkc wftl e aeodr fskt sjbbfkc dut0 fts `jjpfkc ft rjeb td wld F ea Ekertfst kdt e rjndrg jxjn%

VAEC? Slet gdjs tlfs gjeb ajek td ydu es e mrjeg wfkkjr4

Y]D? Kdtlfkc% F levjkt aegj eky adkjy" yjt% Yjdpbj afste`j rjndrgfkc gje bs hdr wfkkfkc bdttjry tfn`jts F mjbfjvj fkfkvjstfkc ekg rj!fkvjstfkc fk dkjs musfkjss" fk tlfs nesj aysjbh Jvjrymdgy kjjgs td ukgjrstekg tlj prjssurj wjrjukgjr es ertfsts ekg mrjeg wfkkjrs

VAEC? Slet erj ydur tlduclts dk Ehrfnek Lfp!Ldp mjndafkc e sunnjss4

Y]D? Wlj pdtjktfeb fs tljrj" ft kjjgs td mj lerkjssjg Sjrj tryfkc td aestjr tlj urmek !strjjt sdukg mut fk tljprdnjss wjvj hdrcdttjk dur tregftfdkeb sdukgs

VAEC? Gd ydu levj eky musfkjss fktjrjsts hdr tlj huturj4

Y]D? Wlj Sdr`sldpe dkj stdp strjjt nubturj jgunetfdkeb henfbfty0 tlet hdnusjs dk ebb tlj jbjajkts dh lfp!ldpfknbugfkc" s`etfkc" mf`js ekg ay dtljr pessfdk" hest ners

VAEC? Fs wlet ydurj gdfkc pdjtry4

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57+ Gdjs tlfs aettjr td ydu et ebb4

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Fts kdtlfkc mut e cfaafn` tlet rjebby kjjg td gfj" mjneusj wj levj GO ^mu ekg ^mu Aebdye" kd dkj wes cdfkcdk emdut wlds tlj rjeb ^mu Fk tlj seaj mrjetl ydu levj ]jg ekg Ajtl ekg mdtl dh tlja erj usfkc aek et tljjkg dh eès ekg kd dkj seys bjts sjj wld tlj rjeb aek fs mjtwjjk ]jg ekg Ajtl ^d ydu sjj ft fs oust ecfaafn` tlet kjjgs td mj `fbbjg Dtljr tlek tlet tljrj fs autueb rjspjnt mjtwjjk tlj twd dh us F gdkt bf`jkdksjksj ske`s afkeF gdkt bf`j hukky tlfkcs Fa e vjry strefclt hdrwerg net ekg fh pusl ndajs td sldvj Fbb gdsdajtlfkc emdut ft Fg entuebby bf`j mdtl dh us td gd sdajtlfkc emdut ft" mjneusj fts mdtl dh dur nerjjrs dk tljbfkj Fk puslfkc tlfs mjjh fssuj wj erj grewfkc e bfkj gdwk tlj afggbj dh tlj lfp!ldp ceaj ekg seyfkc pjdpbjsldubg nlddsj e sfgj ydu `kdw" spbfttfkc e aer`jt tlet fs dkby kdw stertfkc td crdw

56+ Gd pjdpbj afste`j ydu hdr lfa ekg vfnj vjrse4^dajtfajs" mut fts e ldkjstby e afste`j Et e rjnjkt Nlekkjb D cfc jvjry tfaj sdajdkj sefg Ljy Yrd" mdtl dhus wdubg rjpby" mjneusj wj erj mdtl rjhjrrjg td es Yrd fk adst dh tlj nfrnbjs

=9+ Slet fs tlj gfhhjrjknj mjtwjjk tlj twd dh ydu4! Et tlj Ldw td ûrvfvj fk Lfp!Ldp wdr`sldp ydu ajktfdkjg ydur gfhhjrjkt fgjktftfjs ekg cjttfkc pjdpbj td ennjpt

tljrj wes e gfhhjrjknj rjcergbjss dh ydur keajs+

Es ydu nek ljrj" Yrd Xjrm fs adrj dh e pjrsdk td pjrsdk" dkj dk dkj" pjrsdkeb typj janjj tjbbfkc tldsj typjs dhstdrfjs" wftl `fbbjr gdumbj rlyajs ydu `kdw Sljrjes F ea adrj dh e strjjt stdry tjbbjr" tjbbfkc adstby ay stdry"tlfs fs wld F ea" tlfs fs ay lddg" tlet `fkg dh tlfkc Lj fs vjry ndknjptueb ekg F ea adrj stdry tjbbjr Yrd @fg wfbbtjbb ydu emdut tlfs net wftl e cet ekg ldw lj sldt up e gfnj ceaj dk tlj ndrkjr" wlfbj Yrd Xjrm wfbb tdunl dkfssujs tlet ehhjnt ydur bfhj" adrj pjrsdkeb fssujs" ydur rjbetfdkslfp

Bekcuecj Fssujs?=5+ Es ek janjj" wlet ae`js ydu ^dutl Ehrfnek4 Slet gdjskt4

==+ Slet emdut tlj bekcuecj fssuj4 Gdjs ft aettjr wlet bekcuecj ydu usj4

Ldkjstby" hun` tlfs wldbj bekcuecj tlfkc" sfapby mjneusj ft fs mjfkc usjg es ek jxnusj hdr ajgfdnrfty Wljrj erjnets wld rep fk _ubu oust td mj mjttjr tlek nets wld rep fk Jkcbfsl" ft fs kdksjksj Slet aettjrs ljrj fs gjbfvjrybf`j Fvj ebweys aefktefkjgVdu nek rep fk Ehrfèeks ekg fh wlet ydu erj seyfkc fs gdpj ekg rjbjvekt tljk tletsgdpj ekg rjbjvekt Wljrj erj pjdpbj wld tlfkc tljy nek rep fk vjrken ekg grdp sdaj mummbjcua slft ekg cjtewey mjneusj kdt jvjrymdgy ukgjrstekgs ft" tlets oust wen` Wljbekcuecj gdjskt aettjr" fts ek jxtre pdfkt hdrtlj janjj fh lj nek hbfp ft bf`j tlet F gfg tlfs tren` ekg fts ebb Jkcbfsl ekg F gfg Sdze Mdke ekg fts ebb vjrken"wlet mjeutfhub emdut tlja fs tlet tlj ndktjkt fs kdt gfbutjg Wljrj erj nets wld wjrj bf`j wlet tlj hun`" F gfgkttlfk` ydu ndubg grdp e puknl bfkj fk vjrken"ajekfkc tlet tlj ndktjkt aust stey lerg" bjts `jjp ft rep wletjvjrbekcuecj wj usj

=>+ Slet erj ydur tlduclts dk tlj pjrnjptfdk tlet rlyafkc dkby dr aefkby fk Jkcbfsl gfsteknjs ek janjj hrda tlj pjdpbjdk tlj strjjts" j@esf4

F afclt ndktregfnt aysjbh ljrj mut pjdpbj aust `kdw tlet ay fktjktfdk fs kdt ruk ewey hrda mjfkc gfsteknj hrdatlj èsf net" F `fn` vjrken td sldw ay vjrsetfbfty hfrst dh" ekg sjndkgby td ajss wftl ljegs dh tlj eugfjknj tlet

bfstjks td vjrkenuber ausfn dk e gefby Wljy austkt afste`j rep hdr `weftd dr eky dtljr cjkrj Wlj seaj net tletbfstjks td Azjf`s sldubg mj embj td bfstjk td dYrd" tlet wes ay fktjktfdk" td te`j ft td ekdtljr pert dh tlj aer`jt Ftleg kdtlfkc td gd wftl `jjpfkc ft rjeb" Fvj ebweys mjjk rjeb Hun` ft

=7+ Dknj ecefk" et tlj Ldw td ûrvfvj fk Lfp!Ldp wdr`sldp" ydu ajktfdkjg tlet ^dwjtd0 prdmemby ydur mfccjst tren` tdgetj0 les dkby 7 vjrkenuber wdrgs fk tlj jktfrj tren`+ Sly gd ydu tlfk` ydu rjnjfvjg sd aunl bdvj ekg suppdrt hdrtlet tren`4

Mjneusj dh tlj ndknjpt Ft wes rjeb ekg rjbjvekt Yjdpbj ndubg rjbetj td ft

^dwjtd?=:+ Vdu erj hrda tlj ^dutl Sjstjrk Wdwkslfps ekg ukafsteèmby jspdusj ^dwjtd fk ydur faecj" rlyajs ekg bfhjstybj"

tjbb aj emdut ^dwjtd tlj tren`" tlj pbenj ekg fts pjdpbj ekg wlet ft ajeks ydu4

Wlj tren` fs kdt afkj" fts hdr tlj pjdpbj" ekg tlj pjdpbj erj hdr tlj tren` Fk rjhjrjknj td cljttd ^dwjtd les bf`jeky dtljr cljttd tlet lddg jkjrcy$jbjajkt Wlet nrezy slft" tlet jvjrygey psynld cddg slft" td tlj jxtjkt dhmjfkc embj td rjbetj td eky cljttd fk tlj wdrbg

=8+ Slet gd ydu tlfk` dh tlj snjkj et tlj adajkt4F levj kd ndapbefkts" wj erj hrjsl fk tlj fkgustry" tlj gfrjntfdk wj erj ljegfkc fk" tlj jkjrcy wj erj puttfkc fkekg tlj rjspdksj wj erj cjttfkc fs pdsftfvj" oust cfvj ft e hjw yjers Afste`js erj mjfkc aegj" pjdpbj erjbjerkfkc hrda tljrjs ekg dtljrs afste`js ekg advfkc eljeg F levj e prdmbja tlet pjdpbj erj mjfkc nrftfnebby

ougcjg dk tljfr hfrst prdojnt ekg kdt mjfkc cfvjk tlj rdda td crdw ekg prdvj tljasjbvjs

=3+ Sld dr wlet gd ydu rjprjsjkt ekg wljk gd ydu rjprjsjkt Bfkge A`lfzf$Yrd @fg4Vduvj sefg? Sljk F ea fk Odmurc F rjprjsjkt ^dwjtd" wljk F ea fk ekdtljr prdvfknj F rjprjsjkt hdr Ceutjkc" wljk F

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Oust e qufn` kdtj" fh ydu bdd` et pektsube geknj ekg m!mdyfkc jspjnfebby dbg snlddb m!mdyfkc wftl tlj pdppfkc ekgbdn`fkc ydu wfbb kdtfnj tlet tljrj fs kd rjeb gfhhjrjknj Fbb jvjk ndksfgjr levfkc pektsube geknjrs dk ay kjxtvfgjd fh tljy erj rjbjvekt ekg nek advj td tlj ausfn dk pdfkt Ay hfrst rjhjrjknj dh mrje` geknfkc fs AfnlejbOen`sdk gdfkc tlj addk web` ekg pdppfkc ekg bdn`fkc lfs wrfst" jbmdw ekg sldubgjr

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F pfssjg dhh e bdt dh pjdpbj" puslfkc tlj ndknjpt dh tlj ebmua ekg fh ydu rjajamjr tljrj wes e pjrfdg dh sfbjknjmjtwjjk ^dwjtd ekg Sdze Mdke Wlet wes mesfnebby aj kjjgfkc td rjhdnus ekg ndaj men` wftl tlj kjnjsseryjkjrcy ekg sldw pjdpbj tlet weskt tlj jkg dh Yrd @fg Ljs kdt e dkj lft wdkgjr Sftl ^dwjtd F wfsl td gd ek

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Ljrj fs tlj hubb bfst dh wfkkjrs

Mjst Ndktjapdrery Oezz Ebmua? Ofaay Gbugbu ! Ydrtreft

AWK ]jndrg dh tlj Vjer? GO ^guk`jrd ! Aeputd ^dkc

Mjst Aebj ^dbd Ertfst? Lfp Ldp Yektsube ! Ennjpteknj ^pjjnl

Mjst hjaebj ^dbd Ertfst? @erjk _dfg ! Ydstadgjrk Sdrbg

Mjst Gud $ Crdup? Hrjslbycrdukg ! Aenljrf

Mjst Kjwndajr? Wesle Mextjr ! Ndbdur dh Aj

Ebmua dh tlj Vjer? Hrjslbycrdukg ! Aenljrf

Mjst Wregftfdkeb $ Ehrfnek Egubt Ndktjapdrery GXG? Odydus Njbjmretfdk 55 ! Odydus 55? Bfvj Et Wlj ûk Nfty

ûpjrmdwb ,^dky MAC Ehrfne&Mjst Cbdmeb Nlert GXG? Lerrfs Wwjjg ! Bfvj Zkgjr Wlj Yfbbdws ,Oust Ausfn nn&

Mjst Ehrfèeks GXG? Oek Mbdla ! Oek Mbdla Bfvj Et Wlj Yjrhdrajr ,Letldr ]jndrgs&

Mjst Ausfn Xfgjd- Bfre ! Fxjsle ,^dky MAC Ehrfne& Bere Ldbbfs HD] Fxjsle MV Bfre

Mjst Yrdgunjr? Bdyfsd Mbdw Vdur Afkg ,^dky MAC Ehrfne&

Nrfcltdk Cddgwfbb hdr Mbdw Vdur Afkg MV BdyfsdMjst Jkcfkjjr? Hrjslbycrdukg Aenljrf ,^dky MAC Ehrfne&

Gevfg Bekcjaekk hdr AeNljrf MV Hrjslbycrdukg

Mjst Ehrfèeks Wregftfdkeb Ausfn Ebmua? Xebfekt ^wert Ekg Dbbfj Xfbodjk ! Xuur Jk Xbea ,]lytla ]jndrgs&

Mjst Wsdkce Ausfn ,\fWsdkce& Ebmua? Wldaes Nleu`j ! ^lfaetsetse ,NNY&

Mjst Acxdmekyewd Ebmua? Wld`dzekf Bekce ! Yluae @faf ,Mube Ausfn&

Mjst Aesèkgf Ebmua? Zacquajkf ! F Ou`j Mdx ,C]N&

Mjst Wregftfdkeb E Nepjbbe Ebmua? Begysaftl Mben` Aeamezd ! Fbjamj ,C]N&

Mjst Fkstruajkteb Ebmua? Wdky Ndx ! Mbuj Ektlja ,^ljjr ^dukgs&

Ndktjapdrery Oezz? Ofaay Gbugbu Ydrtreft ,Zkfvjrseb Ausfn&

Wregftfdkeb Oezz? AnNdy Arumete ! Mressèp ^jssfdk Xdb 5 ,^ljjr ^dukgs&

Mjst Egubt Ndktjapdrery Ebmua? Jkcbfsl Hrjslbycrdukg ! Aenljrf ,^dky MAC Ehrfne&

Mjst Egubt Ndktjapdrery Ebmua ,Ehrfèeks&? Gekfj Kfjleus ! Hyks`rfh ,JAF Ausfj`&

Mjst Egubt Ndktjapdrery Ebmua? Ehrfnek @wjbe Wjmze ! @fkc @wjbe ,NNY&

Mjst Zrmek Cdspjb? Mjkoeafk Gumj ! Fk Lfs Yrjsjknj ,^pfrft Ausfn&

Ehrfnek Ndktjapdrery Cdspjb? Lbjkcfwj Albeme ! Mbjssfkcs ,Fzfmusfsd& ,Eaekxuse Ausfn Yrdguntfdks&

Ehrfnek Wregftfdkeb Cdspjb? Bukgf ! Fapfbd ,Mube Ausfn&Wregftfdkeb Ehrfnek E Nepjbbe Cdspjb? Aenjnfbfe E ^t Yeub ! Adslj Adlbekè De Adgfad ,^dky MAC Ehrfne&

Ydp$]dn` Cdspjb? ]jesdk ,^pfrft Ausfn&

Ehrfèeks Cdspjb? ]jtfjh Murcjr ! Bufg`jjbs Ljrsfjk ,Ajrnlekt Ausfn&

Mjst @fggfjs Ebmua ,Ehrfèeks&? Bfjkè Fk Ehrfèeks sj @fkgjrbfjgofjs ,Aestjraex Yrdguntfdks&

Mjst Nduktry Ausfn? Ebek Begg ! ^fkc Nduktry ,Hektesfe Ausfn Gfstrfmutfdk&

Mjst ]dn` Ebmua ,Jkcbfsl&? ^jjtljr ! Hfkgfkc Mjeuty Fk Kjcetfvj ^penjs ,Aus`jtjjr ]jndrgs&

Mjst ]dn` Ebmua ,Ehrfèeks&? @dmus% ! ^weer Ajteeb ,]lytla ]jndrgs&

Mjst Ebtjrketfvj Ausfn Ebmua? ^dajrheek ! @y` Dh ^y @y` ,]der Ecjknfjs&

Mjst Ydp Ebmua ,Jkcbfsl&? Wesle Mextjr Ndbdur Dh Aj ,JAF ^dutl Ehrfne&

Mjst Ydp Ebmua ,Ehrfèeks&? Kfnldbfs Bduw ! Lfjr Kemy Odu ,^jbjnt Ausfn&

Mjst Ehrfnek Ydp Ebmua? Aebefè ! ^jùkoebd ,^dky MAC Ehrfne&

Mjst Zrmek Ydp Ebmua? @M ! Ay ]lytla ,^dky MAC Ehrfne&

Mjst ^d``fj Geks Ebmua? @urt Gerrjk ! Xddrwerts Aers ,^jbjnt Ausfn&

Mjst Zrmek Geknj Ebmua? Go Nbjd ! Js`lebjkf Ylesj 7 ,Cljttd ]uhh&

Mjst ](M $ Kjd!^dub Ebmua? Bdyfsd ! Mbdw Vdur Afkg ,^dky MAC Ehrfne&

Mjst ]ep Ebmua? Lfp Ldp Yektsube ! Ennjpteknj ^pjjnl ,NNY&

Mjst @weftd Ebmua? Mrfn`z ! Jstd`hjbjkf ,Cljttd ]uhh&

Mjst Ndajgy Ebmua? Ehrfèeks Dp Xjfbfkc ,Wlys gfj Mdsvjbg`bdkc ! Dp Xjfbfkc& ,Hektesfe Ausfn Gfstrfmutfdk&

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