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COSMIC AWARENESS is the Force that expressed Itself through Jesus ofNazareth, the Buddha, Krishna, Mohammed and other great avatars whoserved as "Channels" for what is commonly known as "God," and whichexpresses Itself once again as the world begins to enter the New Age ofspiritual consciousness and awareness. This information is for those whodesire to help in bringing in the New Age. Throughout the thousands of"readings" given, Cosmic Awareness tells us not to *believe* anything,not even Cosmic Awareness, but to question, explore, doubt, and discoverthrough your *own* channel what the truth really is. Cosmic Awareness

will only "indicate" and "suggest."

Neither CAC or the Interpreter is responsible for anything CosmicAwareness states in any of these readings, nor does CAC or theInterpreter necessarily agree with the statements of Cosmic Awareness.The Interpreter interprets the energies as they are seen in trancelevels and is not personally responsible for what is said. TheInterpreter has no connection with, nor control over the editorialcomments, either, which are entirely the responsibility of the editor.

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IN THIS ISSUE:

THE TRUTH SHALL SET YOU FREE: Is It True That Nothing Comes To PassWithout The Permission Of The Divine?; God, The Divine Force, IsDefined; There Is No Way The Dark Forces Can Win; Where "Free Will"Comes In; Is God Really In His Heaven And All Is Okay?; The Positive And


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The Negative Views Of Life; How The Collective Reality Works; If You AreUnhappy With Your Life, Change Your Attitude; Those Who View Life As"Meaningless"; Somewhere Between The Elephant And The Wisp Of Smoke; TheBeatnik Philosophy And The Hippies; Looking For The Ideal Relationship;Those Entities Who Can Move Mountains; How The Uninvolved Spirit CanViolate Others; Is There An "Unpardonable Sin"?; More On Cimmeria; TheUnpardonable Error Or Sin; Those Many Who Energize The Light: Can TheyPrevent Global Catastrophe?; More An The Acceleration Of Acceleration;If The Outcome Is Already Known, Why Must Entities Go Through All This?;Is There Such A Thing As An "Accident Of Birth"?; Who Would Want To BeBorn To A Thalidomide Mother?; Are Most Of The Significant Events InLife Planned By The Entity Before Birth?; How To Avoid NegativeAstrological Forces; How To Receive The Higher Benefits From Your BirthChart; Once Born, How Much Choice Do We Really Have?; Each PhysicalProblem You Have Is A Chance To Move You Into A Higher SpiritualExpression; Are Those Who Are Creating Crop Circles Really Artful,Playful, Gracious Entities?; We Hear From One Entity Who Disagrees WithCosmic Awareness; How Pleiadians Make Contact With Earthlings; Do CropCircle Shapes Contain Energies?; Why Are Crop Circle Symbols AppearingOn Many Entities Abducted By Aliens?; About Those Symbols Energized;Those Mysterious Gold Plates Discovered Beneath Crop Circles In GermanyWhich Have The Same Design On Them; Is The Organization "CSETI" On TheRight Track?; It Has Asked The Greys And Reptoids To Cease MemoryBlocking; Most U.S. Government Agencies Are Under Alien Control; Did

Aliens Create The "Black Death And Other Diseases During Middle Ages?;Are They Still Creating Diseases Today?; What Was The Purpose OfSpreading Diseases?; More On The Underground Deros As Demented Greys;Demons, Trolls, Leprechauns, Gnomes, And Fairies; Who Were The SinisterEntities In Black Seen Just Before An Epidemic Broke Out?; Where Are TheMen In Black Today?; The Ufo Scenario In A Nutshell; Valuable QuestionsBeing Asked By C.A.C. Members; Menopause: Why Do Some Women Have A HardTime And Others Don't?; More On Sex And Preventing Hot Flashes; On TheEve Of Destruction, Be Especially Alert!; Some Alternative Sources OfInformation You Won't See In The Controlled Press.

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IS IT TRUE THAT NOTHING COMES TO PASS WITHOUT THE PERMISSION OF THEDIVINE?

(C.A.C. General Reading, September 8, 1993)

QUESTION:

A question from G.L., Lapeer, Michigan. "It has been written in a bookentitled "The Spirit Book," that nothing comes to pass without theexpress permission of God. In the Bible we read that the very birds,

that every flower, and yes, even a leaf, is under God's care; thatnothing happens to them except that it be by the Will of God, or theexpress permission of the Divine. Also in the Bible you can find whereit says we should not condemn ourselves or others for what the Divinehas allowed to happen. In light of what Awareness has constantly saidabout faith and hope, it sounds as if everything is moving along andunfolding according to the allowed and expressed Will of the Divine. Myquestion is this: Could Awareness explain more fully for us, the ideathat nothing comes to pass without the permission of the Divine?"


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COSMIC AWARENESS:

This Awareness indicates that It has expressed this in various waysbefore; that the Dark Force is essentially a force that assists indriving entities to the Light; that when the Dark Force acts, it mayperceive itself as having an innate power and may see itself as gaininggreater power, but the Divine allows this to occur only so that it candrive the entities who are confused or uncertain toward the Light, muchlike wolves drive the caribou so that the weaker caribou are caught andeaten by the wolves and the herd becomes stronger in the process.

This Awareness indicates that the amazing thing about the Dark Force isthat it thinks it has control and that it is in power simply because theForces of Light do not do anything to stop the Dark Forces, and manyentities think that the Dark Forces have greater power because they areactive and the Forces of Light do nothing to stop them.

This Awareness indicates however, that the Force of Darkness can onlysee within a certain narrow range of activity, and while it may seeitself within that particularly narrow range as being greater than thevictim or its mischief, believe itself to be strong and powerful, itdoes not see the greater picture that is witnessed by the Higher Forcesof the Light, of the Divine.

This Awareness indicates that only when the Dark Force has completelyplayed its hand and has made its move, to the point of no return, doesthe Force of Light then turn Itself on so that the Dark Force realizesthe trap it has put itself into. This Awareness indicates that the DarkForce often sees itself as moving for conquest, but once it has made itsmove and cannot retreat or back out, it will realize it has simplyentrapped itself and there is no escape for it.

God, the Divine Force, is Defined

This Awareness indicates that the Divine Force of the universe -- thatwhich entities refer to as God -- is a living energy that permeates all

things. It is a Life Force. It is everywhere present. It is all-knowing,and it is what entities refer to as God. God is not simply a portion ofthat Life Force, of that Universal Life Force, that sits in some body ofa humanoid type shape that is often described as a kind ofanthropomorphic being, sitting there with a white beard and long flowingwhite hair as an some sort of "Einsteinian" type god.

This Awareness indicates that It is not human-shaped at all. It isconsciousness, ever-present throughout the universe, and man as image ofthat Divine Self is a reflection in consciousness -- not in body shape-- of the image of God. This Awareness indicates when entitiesunderstand this, they will have a more clear realization of what God is,and that God, the energy field throughout the universe, the Life Force

throughout the Universe, the Ultra Consciousness that lives everywherein the Universe, is the Divine, and sees the Dark Force for what it is,and that this Dark Force which is a promoting force for death, is veryfinite, very limited, for the Life Force of the universe is eternal andcontinues, regardless of whatever death is caused by the Dark Force.

There is No Way the Dark Forces Can Win

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realize there is no way in which the Dark Force can win, can gaincontrol, or can rule supreme in the universe; therefore, by the verynature of existence, the very nature of consciousness in the universe,the destiny is determined. It is like the seed determining the destinyof the tree that grows from the seed.

This Awareness indicates however, that this does not mean that entitiesshould simply sit back and wait for God to take care of everything, andthat they should simply avoid any responsibility for their own actionsor for the actions of those around them, for the responsibility thatentities learn in life is also part of the general outgrowth of theDivine Will, and if entities can learn something from this, it is indeedto their benefit.

There is a certain degree of free will involved which allows entities tohave a kind of destiny based on their own actions, but regardless of theactions of individuals, the ultimate universal movement and destiny ofconsciousness will continue on its course, with or without the benefitof the human involvement. It is for the soul of the human individual towork toward his or her own spiritual evolution.

If an entity does not wish to do so, the entity's future destiny maysuffer, but the universe itself, the Divine actions of the God, willcontinue Its flow and movement according to Its own destiny, even if the

human cannot keep up. The suffering, in other words, of an entity who isnegligent of his or her soul growth will not affect the direction andevolution of the universe, even though it may affect the personalefforts of the individual in his or her personal evolution.

This Awareness indicates that this appears to be a problem for someentities who think that there is no point in struggling to become abetter person, because the wheels of the Gods continue with or withoutyour help. This Awareness indicates the individual who puts forth effortwill evolve and gain, while the individual who is negligent or negativein expression will begin a downward evolutionary cycle that will bedetrimental to the soul, even if the upward movement of humanity ingeneral continues to evolve spiritually and physically on all other

levels.

Where "Free Will" Comes In

In other words, your own destiny is not necessarily totally in the handsof God. God has given you free will to make your destiny according toyour own intentions and willingness to rise to the occasion or to sinkin deprivation and deteriorated evolution, if that is your choice.

This Awareness indicates in reference to free will, most activities ofhumans are based on their own conditioning. The conditioning is based ontheir experience and their programming from themselves and others,

particularly from others, but there is always one area in everyone'sevolution that supersedes conditioning, if one wishes to use his or herown personal free will, and that is the choice of one's attitude.

One can have an attitude that meets with each moment in a positivemanner, to help the entity overcome the negative and to reach for morepositive expressions, or one can have an attitude that looks for somenegative to cling to, such as the entity who says, "Everything badhappens to me!," in order to gain some kind of excuse for sympathizingwith self, or to get others to sympathize with self, and this attitude


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as that which may be of a negative and unhealthy nature.

This Awareness indicates the entity has a choice of what attitude theentity wishes to experience in each moment, and the entities who choosethe negative experience and who accept an attitude of negativity willhave their negative reward.

This Awareness indicates that with this in mind, entities who wish tohave a positive outcome should recognize the importance of a positiveattitude, regardless of what is occurring in his or her life, for thismay be the only area where you do have such freedom of choice.

IS GOD REALLY IN HIS HEAVEN AND ALL IS OKAY?(The Positive and the Negative Views of Life)

FOLLOW-UP QUESTION:

Then essentially, when the poet Wordsworth wrote, "God is in his heavenand all's right with the world," he was stating an absolute truth?

COSMIC AWARENESS:

This Awareness indicates that this was so, particularly from his view ofthe world. Another entity who has a more negative attitude might say,"God is in his heaven and he has simply deserted us on earth", and withthis attitude, the entity would be making a different form of realityfor himself, and if, holding that attitude, the entity should findhimself in a negative world, he would feel that he has properlyevaluated reality.

This Awareness indicates that there are many ways that entities caninterpret reality and be accurate at any given moment. One can look atreality and say: "It is a terrible experience, it is a terrible place tolive," and find reasons to prove by evidence that the world is aterrible place to live.

Another person, even living during the same time and the same place, cansay: "This is a beautiful place." They can point to the flowers, to thetrees, to the sky, to the sunshine, to the fresh air, all of which canbe seen as evidence to prove it is a beautiful place to live.

This Awareness indicates that whatever you seek, you generally can find.If you seek evidence of negativity, that is what you will find, and youcan prove the negativity you see is real. If you seek evidence of apositive joyous nature, you can find that positive and joyous evidenceto indicate the reality of your positive view of things.

The question is: Which entity is going to have greater happiness, the

one who proves that life is negative, or the one who proves that life ispositive, and produces positive benefits? This Awareness indicatesobviously, the one who can see the more joyous experiences in life willhave a more joyous life. The one who sees only negatives, is likely tohave more negatives as witness to his or her life.

This Awareness indicates that the realities of these two different viewsof life may each be true. Each, of course, is ignoring certain otherelements. The negative view of life ignores the positive, the positiveview of life may ignore the negative. The realistic person who witnesses


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both may have both negative and positive experiences in his or her life,even simultaneously. This Awareness indicates it is a question of whichthe entity prefers.

The entity who says: "I want both the negative and positive aspects oflife to deal with," may view everything from a very realistic level,witnessing both positive and negative experiences equally. The one whosees the negative view of life and ignores the positive will find allkinds of reasons to complain, to criticize, to point out what's wrongwith life. This Awareness indicates the entity who sees the good andignores the negative will find all kinds of reasons to be happy, to bejoyful, and many will look at him and say: "You are a foolish person.You laugh at everything. You enjoy things even when they are miserable."And the entity might say: "Well, maybe I'm foolish, but I sure enjoylife."

How the Collective Reality Works

This Awareness indicates that each entity has a choice of how toapproach and how to create the reality that he or she lives in, and thereality is, in a sense, personal reality for them. There is also thecollective reality that allows for all entities to have the variouschoices.

If all entities in that collective reality were to see the world as apositive enjoyable place to live, they would naturally keep each otherhappier. They would make it joyful for each other. If some of theentities see it as a negative place, they are going to make sure thatothers also see the negatives in life.

Thus, the collective reality can have its negative side as well as itspositive side, and entities can see both the positive and the negativein life. This Awareness indicates that it is a matter of personalchoice. It is a matter of collective choice as to how entities wish toexperience life, but for the main part, it is matter of which attitudean entity chooses to view the world from.

If You Are Unhappy With Your Life, Change Your Attitude

The rose-colored glasses, in other words, are really the attitude towardwhich you approach the earth, the reality of your life. This Awarenesssuggests that you may wish to alter your perception by altering yourattitude, if you are not happy with the life you live. Change yourattitude, change your life if you are unhappy with the situation youfind yourself in.

If you are unhappy with all of the negatives in your life, begin to lookfor the positives. Look for those things that are nice, that you may

have ignored. Notice the flowers that you have trampled on because youwere too busy thinking of something else. Notice the children's smiles,and their innocence that may annoyed you when you were so concernedabout some negative consideration.

Notice the friendliness of a neighbor that may have irritated youbecause they seem to be meddling or giving you attention when you werebusy mulling over a problem. This Awareness indicates that if you payattention to the positives that you may have been ignoring and give lessattention to the negatives that have been haunting and driving you


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crazy, you may find that those positives grow stronger and fill up moreof your life, and more of your thinking, and the negatives diminishproportionately as time passes.

This Awareness is not trying to say that you should ignore negativeexperiences to the detriment of yourself. If you have a phone bill thatneeds to be paid, to ignore it will only complicate matters. It isbetter to deal with negatives and neutralize them as soon as possible.This Awareness is simply saying: Do not let the negatives take over yourentire life to the point where you are hounded by them and have no roomleft for the positives of life.

Find room to give more attention and to enjoy the positive sides oflife. This Awareness indicates if for example, your telephone bill needsto be paid, you have the choice of spending whatever time necessary topay the bill, or you may wish instead to resist paying it, to feel angerabout paying it and to dwell upon it for several days, becoming more andmore negative and hostile toward it and then paying it, or letting it goanother month, until the phone is shut off, and then lamenting and beingangry because your phone has been shut off.

These are ways that entities can deal with a situation either in apositive and direct manner, or in a manner that allows the situation totake them over and affect their emotions and their time and their money

and their energies in a greater way than is necessary. This Awarenessindicates that it may not be a telephone bill we are talking about, itmay be some other situation in your life.

Perhaps it is a relationship with someone, and your attitude toward thatrelationship becomes more and more negative to the point where it ishaunting your every moment, driving you into fits of rage oroverwhelming depression, or you can simply deal with the relationship ina way that dispenses it from your life. For example, deciding that ifyou can't get along with the person, then you will simply notcommunicate with the person, or you'll communicate in a light way thatdoes not call up these heavy depressing energies.

This Awareness indicates that everyone can develop problems in theirlife, and everyone can choose what problems they will deal with in theirlife, and everyone can determine whether to toy with these problems,prolong them, milk them for all there is available in the problem, tokeep the problem dangling before them from day to day, never reallyreconciling the problem, never ending the problem, keeping it there inorder to have something to do, keeping that negativity hanging in frontof their eyes at all times.

Entities who do this dwell in the negativity of a problem, and if theydevelop this way of dealing with problems as a kind of habitual way,then their life becomes centered on that habit of making problems worsethan they really need to be. This Awareness indicates that the same

entity could learn to take care of a problem more quickly, dispense withthe problem and move on to something else that is more enjoyable or lessoppressive.

It is a matter of attitude. What attitude do you want to project towardlife and toward life's situations?

THOSE WHO VIEW LIFE AS "MEANINGLESS"


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(Somewhere Between the Elephant and the Wisp of Smoke)

FOLLOW-UP QUESTION:

Aside from positive and negative perspectives, what about the one whosees life here as meaningless? I had an ex-member write that he seesthat what humans do is irrelevant because God and earth will go on withor without mankind. I can see that is true, but I'm uncomfortable withthat perspective, because what's the point of doing anything, if that'sthe perspective you operate from?

COSMIC AWARENESS:

This Awareness indicates that this kind of nihilistic approach to lifehas been the basis for many entities in their approach; that nothing ismeaningful, nothing matters, and that they might as well not exist. Itis a kind of non-existent approach to life. "Why should I worry? Whyshould I care? Why should I apply myself to making something of my life,to helping humanity or to doing anything? Why not just kick back andwatch the old world go by until the day I die?"

This Awareness indicates that this is the approach that some entitieslive by, and it is their choice. If they wish their life to bemeaningless, then they can look at life as meaningless, and who can

object to that approach? But who wants to have that approach put uponthem?

This Awareness indicates that if you look at life as meaningless and yousee it as meaningless, it generally reflects on your own behavior,making most of what you do relatively meaningless, and you cannot havemuch quality or sense of purpose or meaning in your life. Yourrelationships are meaningless, therefore, your relationships areshallow. You are like a butterfly, passing through the earth, a lifetimeof fluttering without ever really touching anything with much pressureor gravity.

Compare that kind of fluttering life with a life of, for example, the

elephant, which would be the opposite extreme. The elephant walks uponthe earth, its presence is felt, its presence is known. It makes itsmark with every step, leaving a track with every foot that touches theearth. The elephant's life is by no means irrelevant. It is veryrelevant. The very fact that it moves and steps and goes from place toplace is meaningful.

This Awareness indicates that it is a matter of choice, whether you wantto simply be a wisp of smoke that passes through life hardly noticed andmaking no impact on anything, or whether you want to be somewhere inbetween that wisp of smoke and the elephant; whether you want to make amark on life, or to be recognized for something you do, or whether youconsider living to be irrelevant, for indeed, as you say, the movement

of the winds, the streams, the weather, the movement of the earth, theplanets and stars -- all this will go on with or without you.

The Beatnik Philosophy and the Hippies

This Awareness indicates that this essentially is nothing more than thesame approach and philosophy that the Beatniks wrestled with, where theysaid "All life is false and phony so why get involved? We're beaten. Wemight as well just forget it. Just step out of life. Step out of the


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mainstream of society and watch the fools go by doing their unimportantwork which they think is so important."

This is an approach that entities can use to excuse themselves fromlife. "Pardon me, life, but I didn't mean to get involved so I'll stepout." This Awareness indicates that it is one way. It is one approach.It is one philosophy which entities can take and live by if they sochoose. The Hippie movement recognized the truth in the Beatnikmovement, but said: "Sure, it's perhaps all phony and meaningless, butas long as we're here, why don't we enjoy it? Why don't we have some funwith it?," and so they began working, living, doing things that theyenjoyed doing.

This Awareness indicates that many of these entities in the Hippiemovement became involved in things and then found themselves perhapsjoining society in a way that allowed them to play the game. Even thoughthey knew it was all phony, they could get involved with the game,become re-absorbed in society without becoming enmeshed in the facadeand social activity in such a way as to become absorbed totally by it.

They kept their individuality, worked at their jobs knowing that theycould walk off the job any time they chose, knowing that it was not alife and death struggle, knowing that it was simply a job and they weregetting paid for it, and they enjoyed the use of the money and what it

bought them.

This Awareness indicates that it is the same with any individual lookingat life. You can get involved without becoming entrapped, for if yourecognize that it is simply a situation and you don't have to beinvolved in it, if you recognize that it is a life that can be ignored,then you also should recognize that it doesn't have to be ignored. Youhave the right to get involved in life, and you may enjoy theinvolvement, and if it becomes too heavy for you, too difficult, ratherthan going insane or committing suicide, you can simply step out andlook at it again from an uninvolved state, from an uninvolved viewpoint.

So you step out of life long enough to reassess your place in life, and

when you have regained your balance, you can step back into life and getinvolved again with the relationships, with the activities, with theobligations and enjoy yourself in the game of life.

This Awareness indicates that usually the person who wants to step awayand not be involved with life and simply let "God take care of it all,"has had an experience that was not pleasant and the entity does not likethe remembrance of that experience and feels that he would like toescape, and the escape being to step aside and ignore the deeper aspectsof life.

Looking for the Ideal Relationship

This Awareness indicates that some entities use this same approach interms of relationships. They would like to be close enough to have thebenefits of a relationship and all of the pleasure of a relationship,but they want to be free to step away from the relationship any time anobligation comes up. Thus, they want the best of two worlds and seek tofind the best by involvement for pleasure and departure from anyobligation or pain.

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the full experience of a meaningful relationship, and therefore theentity, by being shallow, unattached, except when it is beneficial, canpretend to oneself that he or she has a meaningful life, but graduallythe entity will discover that such a life is nothing more than that of abutterfly, a flighty approach that has no basis for deep meaningful lifeinvolvement.

This Awareness indicates that when an entity truly gets involved inlife, without being entrapped, the entity recognizes that he or she canstep out of a relationship, but knows that he or she can also stay inthe relationship, can stay in the reality of life and remain there, eventhrough the pain, even through the difficulties, and gain from theexperience of the deeper more meaningful levels of life, of therelationship that comes from deeper involvement.

This Awareness indicates such entities become stronger and more capableof handling these energies so that the entity who goes through lifeaccepting the deeper levels of involvement finds this to be not aburden, but a normalcy, and in that deeper involvement and theobligations that go along with such involvement, the entity's feeling ofpurpose is seen only as average behavior for that entity. It does notseem that he or she has extended themselves excessively or become tooinvolved or taken on too much responsibility. It just seems normal.The entity still knows: "If it gets too rough, I can simply drop the

whole thing and go off somewhere and live a quiet life, unattached."Knowing that, the entity can also know that, "This attachment I amexperiencing has some responsibilities that are very trying anddifficult, but I'm not yet ready to give it up, to go off and live ashallow meaningless life. In fact, I feel I could take on even moreresponsibilities, if necessary."

Those Entities Who Can Move Mountains

The entity has become stronger than he or she ever imagined themselvescapable of becoming, and such entities are the ones in life who movemountains, who create history, who make changes for the rest of the

people.

This Awareness indicates that when entities accept responsibilities inways that require almost super-human strength, the super-human strengthis only normal strength for such entities and it is considered super-human only by those who would not dare take on a challenge because theyare inclined to avoid deep meaningful actions, pursuits or relationshipsor involvement.

This Awareness indicates in other words, the more an entity getsinvolved in the deeper meaning of life, the more normal it is for them,and the more energy they can move. The more an entity seeks to evade oravoid deep involvement in the energies of life, the weaker they become

and the less capable they are of moving energies in life, of handlingresponsibility.

It is simply a matter of personal choice, whether your life is to bemeaningful or to be shallow, unattached, allowing everything to flowwithout you.

In other words: Are you a piece of driftwood? Or can you swim thestream? Can you buck the current? Can you get to a particular place orgoal, or do you just drift with the current?


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It is a matter of personal decision and choice. This Awareness suggeststhere is no need to become upset with the entity who only wants to driftand let life pass them by, for your feeling of disturbance is not goingto really affect that entity. This Awareness indicates if it is a closeloved one, and you feel they are wasting their life, then indeed you maywish to put forth the effort to shake the entity up enough to get themto see your point of view.

HOW THE UNINVOLVED SPIRIT CAN VIOLATE OTHERS

FOLLOW-UP QUESTION:

This perspective is so different for me, I just wonder, if you livedlife from that perspective, wouldn't you violate people all of the time?

COSMIC AWARENESS:

This Awareness indicates that this is possible, not necessarilyprobable. The entity may simply want to stay away from any involvement.It is no violation to another if an entity does not want to becomeinvolved in a relationship. However, if the entity tries to use another,

gets involved in a relationship, breaks the relationship off when it isno longer of great value, and then shifts back to the shallow uninvolvedattitude, the entity could indeed hurt another by such behavior.

This Awareness indicates that this is not uncommon. It is quite commonfor entities to say, "I want to be a free spirit. I can't get involved.I'll only get involved long enough to make you pregnant, or to make youfall in love with me, then I am off to my free spirit mode." ThisAwareness indicates that this is quite common and it is a karmicviolation. There is no justification for such behavior. This Awarenessindicates there is no spiritual excuse for such behavior.

This Awareness indicates that sometimes an entity will create an

attachment to another which may exist for many years, and then theentity will switch into the shallow mode and say: "I'm tired of thisrelationship. It no longer satisfies my biological urges, or mypsychological ambitions, or my monetary aspirations, and I think I cando better. Therefore, I am calling it quits. I am off to see the world.It has been fun, but it is enough and I am leaving now."

Such an entity, in such a shallow behavior, to shuck off a relationshipas if they were flipping off an apple core without any respect or regardfor the other person, who has perhaps given him or her some of the bestenergies or years of his or her life, without any explanation, withoutany concern for feelings, without acknowledging the devotion of thatperson, simply flicking it away like an old apple core, such is criminal

in the sense of spiritual obligations.

This Awareness indicates that it is indeed sad that there are people whodo this -- such irresponsibility in regard to the welfare and feelingsof others. But it is common. This Awareness indicates it does createkarma, and in some future time, those entities who behave in such a waymay find themselves constantly being rejected by others. Because theyhave treated others in such a way, they themselves may be treated in asimilar manner in future experiences, perhaps in the next lifetime.


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If they have been blessed in this lifetime with good looks that allowthem to treat others in such a way, they may find in their next lifetimethat they are not good-looking, that they are quickly rejected byothers, or that they are used, and dropped and left broken-hearted, sothat they might get a feeling for the kind of things they have done toothers.

This Awareness indicates it is all part of karma. It is part of thecycle of life. It is part of the learning experience, for all of life istruly a learning experience. It is not simply a situation where you canplay games with being involved and jumping out of any involvementwithout any consequence, there are consequences to all of your actions.

Karma is always being created and entities will either create positivekarma or negative karma, and the negative karma will extract payment,and the positive karma will receive payment.

IS THERE AN "UNPARDONABLE SIN"?(More on Cimmeria)

QUESTION:

In the August, 1993, issue of the magazine "The Plain Truth," aChristian publication, they have an article that asks the question: "Isthere any unpardonable sin? Is there a sin so terrible, even God won'tforgive it?" And they go on and describe the various attitudes and sinand arrive at the conclusion that there is such a sin. Would Awarenessagree with that?

COSMIC AWARENESS:

This Awareness indicates that if there is such a thing as anunpardonable sin, it is the sin of separation from the Divine. However,it is pardonable when the entity gives up the separation from theDivine, but it is unpardonable as long as the entity continues the

separation from the Divine.

This Awareness indicates that if this separation continues long enoughand creates negative behavior toward others for a long enough period oftime to where the entity can no longer find himself capable of returningto the Divine, of surrendering to the Divine, then the sin or errorbecomes fixed and the soul cannot be redeemed because the soul cannotsurrender to the Divine.

Such a situation leads the soul then to that realm known as Cimmeria,wherein the energies of that soul are swallowed by the seething energiesof other lost souls that becomes more like a subconscious sea ofseething energies with no direction, purpose or individuality -- they

are simply emotional energies melted together as a kind of sea ofseething hunger.

This Awareness indicates that Cimmeria has been described by thisAwareness previously. It is a realm where there is no escape back toindividuality, but remains as a collective energy of hunger and seethingsubconscious energy. The only reason it is unpardonable is because itdoes not have the will, the desire, or the capacity of surrenderingitself to a higher frequency or vibration, to the Divine Energies.


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FOLLOW-UP QUESTION:

This article included the attitudes of sin, which I'll read and askAwareness if there is anything to this. "If we combine the principlesfrom the Scripture we have studied, we can see several attitudesassociated with the sin that will not be forgiven. (1) Rejecting theHoly Spirit. (2) Stubbornly opposing God. (3) Not willing to admit tosin or to repent. (4) Not willing to ask for forgiveness. (6) Notwilling to forgive other people. (6) Deliberately and willfullyrejecting Christ's sacrifice; and the last, rejecting God's definitionof good and evil."

COSMIC AWARENESS:

This Awareness suggests that all of these are basically the same thingas separation from the Divine.

QUESTIONER:

It concludes: "The unpardonable sin is a deliberate hardening of theheart and a refusal to listen to anything God says. This cluster ofthemes, helps us to understand how serious this is and why God will notforgive it."

COSMIC AWARENESS:

This Awareness indicates it is essentially the same message given bythis Awareness except that it has been restated in various ways, invarious rules or terms that are of much the same meaning, but describeddifferently, in different words. Essentially it is saying theunpardonable sin is that of separation from the Divine.

This Awareness indicates that this separation is not unpardonable byGod, but it is impossible to allow the entity who does not wish to mergewith the Divine to be forced into such a merger with the Divine.Therefore, the entity has, in separating from the Divine, created hisown situation in which he is unable to align with the Divine, and that

is the aspect that occurs.

It is not so much that the Divine cannot pardon him. The Divine wouldpardon the entity if it were of any use, but how can you pardon yourchild for leaving your family, if the child has no intention ofreturning?

The pardon can be given, but it is meaningless to say that "I pardon youfor not loving me." It is meaningless if the child has no intent ofloving.

The Unpardonable Error or Sin

The parent can, and God does, pardon entities for all things, but itdoes not bring the entity back to the Divine, if the entity's choice andfree will continues the separation, and the entity may move into greaterand greater distance from the Divine until the entity is totally lostand separated and cannot find his or her way back, cannot surrender tothe Divine, cannot return to the Divine, and does not wish to. That isthe true concept of the unpardonable error.

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error or sin cannot be pardoned because it is a separation that cannotbe forgiven.

How can you forgive an entity's separation? You can forgive the entityfor separating, but the separation, the unpardonable sin or error, isstill there and you cannot forgive the loss or the separation, even ifyou forgave the entity for doing it.

If the entity does not want the return and to undo the separation, whatgood is a pardon? It is like the entity who is in prison, and you maypardon the entity, but if the entity does not leave the prison, does notwant to return to society, then what is the pardon? It is meaninglessbecause of the entity's own choice and action.

THOSE MANY WHO ENERGIZE THE LIGHT: CAN THEY PREVENT GLOBAL CATASTROPHE?(More an the Acceleration of Acceleration)

QUESTION:

A question from R.Y., Baltimore, Maryland. He asks: "Are there not manyindividuals and groups around the world, both within the various long-standing religions and traditional and outside them, who in their

various ways are "energizing" light, love, peace for the world, healingfor the planet, etc., and if so (and I believe it to be so),extrapolating from limited information, is there not a synergisticcoalescence at some level that results in very strong energy in bothdirections, and if so, is this currently increasing or decreasing, andwill it be enough to stave off global catastrophe?"

COSMIC AWARENESS:

This Awareness indicates this is in the affirmative; that it will beenough to stave off global catastrophes and it is on the increase. ThisAwareness indicates it is a matter of how quickly this energy willspread, as to how effective it will be in curtailing the negative

energies that are in motion in trying to create a particular situation.

This Awareness indicates that there is indeed the Dark Force with itsplans, with its intentions. It should be understood that the Dark Forcehas a limited view of the total reality. It can see up to approximatelytwo dimensions higher than do humans, thus it can see further into thefuture than do humans, but it cannot see as far as the Divineperspective, and the Divine Light and perspective recognizes that theDark Force is limited in its view of the future and that its intentionsand plans will come to nothing in the long run.

It may have its brief moment of success, it may have its hopes ofsuccess, but it will not have ultimate success. The question is: How far

along will it proceed before it is defeated by the Light Forces? Thatdepends on how quickly these Light Forces continue to build. They arebuilding very quickly at this time.

Even in the last two months there have been great strides in terms ofthe Light Forces, and once they start to build stronger, they grow atever-increasing speeds. It is the "acceleration of acceleration" that isinvolved in the movement and growth of the Light Forces.


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IF THE OUTCOME IS ALREADY KNOWN, WHY MUST ENTITIES GO THROUGH ALL THIS?

FOLLOW-UP QUESTION:

So even though the long-run conclusion is already known, the reason whywe're going through this is for the people to become involved with itand they thereby grow?

COSMIC AWARENESS:

This is in the affirmative. The more entities learn from their lifeexperience on earth, the less they will be forced to return for moreexperiences. In other words, if they experience enough, they may notneed to return at all. If they simply flutter through on the fringes ofexperience and don't really grasp what occurs or know what happens, theyare likely to need to return again and again and maybe many, many times,until they have involved themselves so deeply that they understand whythey had to go through the experience, why they had to learn from suchinvolvement.

This Awareness indicates once you learn a lesson, you do not have torepeat it again. Once you learn a lesson, you can go through the sameexperience a second time, a third time, a fourth time, and it is no

longer a problem for you because you know how to get through it. Youhave learned the lesson before. Therefore, those who have learnedcertain lessons and have gone through these experiences can come backfor other lessons and if in the process they have to go through lessonsthey have already learned, it does not matter to them anyway, becausethey know how to get through those particular lessons.

Therefore, they can focus on the new lessons that they need to learn.But if an entity evades learning, avoids involvement in the learningprocess, the entity may have to go through that learning process againand again. It is much like the entity who does not seem to catch on to aparticular lesson in school and is flunked or forced to go through thesame lessons again.

If the entity still does not learn and the teachers pass him simply toget him out of school, and the teachers do not put him back for furtherlearning, but the entity still has not learned, then the entity may beliving the rest of his life without understanding certain principlesthat he should have learned in grade school, and the entity may still betrying to learn these things later in life or may be trying to avoidlearning them, but in any case, there are lessons left to be learned bythat entity, and if the entity doesn't get it in one lifetime, it is notlikely they will get it in between lives because there is very littlelearning between lives, so the entity may be forced to return again tothis dimension where greater learning takes place in order to learn thelesson that he or she failed to learn in the previous lifetime.

These lessons may range from very simple things to very complex things,depending on what the entity's block was and where the entity stoppedlearning.

IS THERE SUCH A THING AS AN "ACCIDENT OF BIRTH"?(Who Would Want to be Born to a Thalidomide Mother?)


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QUESTION:

A question from J.D. in Vermont. She asks: "Is there really such a thingas an "accident of birth?" If, for example, a fetus is geneticallydefective or Thalidomide deformed, doesn't the entity knowingly chooseto enter such a one?"

COSMIC AWARENESS:

This Awareness indicates that an entity, in choosing to be born, mayselect his or her parents intuitively, and that intuitive selection willbe a refection of the entity's basic soul in terms of its evolution, andin terms of its karma or the karma it carries. Thus, if the entity'sintuitive selection of a certain parent who has used a drug or who hassome genetic problem, the entity chooses that parent, it becomes anexternalization of the karmic energy carried by that soul.

In that sense, it is not an accident. It is the result of karmic carry-over from that soul to the outer expression of the body being developed.This Awareness indicates in some instances, the entity having a certainamount of karma to carry over may select a person, a parent, so that thebody becomes karmically developed with its deformities, and the parentmay also terminate or abort the child when discovering that the body isdeformed, and that in some cases may be enough for the child, or the

soul, to have repaid any karma involved, so that the next attempt towardrebirth will select a parent that is more wholesome and suitable for thesoul so that it has no deforming qualities, and the soul can enter intoa normal or more normal body. This Awareness indicates that this is notalways the way it works, but in a great number of such cases, the soulwill select to enter a body only momentarily in order to get rid ofcertain karmic obligations. In other instances, the soul may choose toselect parents who go ahead with the birth and the child may live a lifeof handicapped expression or deformations, and the karma may carry onfor the duration of that lifetime.

ARE MOST OF THE SIGNIFICANT EVENTS IN LIFE PLANNED BY THE ENTITY BEFORE

BIRTH?(How to Avoid Negative Astrological Forces)

QUESTION:

Another question from J.D. "Once incarnate, what percentage ofsignificant events, like meeting a mate or finding a vocation are pre-chosen, are karmic, or just random?"

COSMIC AWARENESS:

This Awareness indicates that for the most part, these are pre-chosen bythe birth time, and the astrological energies at the time of birth.

There is some potential for affecting these astrological energies, muchin the same way that an entity in reading an astrological chart can seecertain influences and can modify those influences by appealing tohigher or lower potentialities of that influence.

For example, a planetary influence might indicate on the one hand thepotential for Martian or martial type of energies, such as police orinstitutionalization or jailing, or one might see this same energy asbeing that which influences fighting energies, adrenaline energies, orone might see this same energy as that which would be associated with


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working with iron, or with weapons, and one can make a choice as to howthis particular astrological influence is going to be expressed in hisor her chart at that time, and by deliberately selecting a particularexpression and working to express oneself in such a manner, an entitycan use his or her chart at the moment for a particular activity thatchannels that energy of the chart so that it cannot take a more negativeexpression.

In other words, if there is a conjunction, for example, of Uranus andMars, (Uranus being sudden and unexpected, and Mars being metal andmartial type energies), one could expect that those energies mightindicate an auto accident or a clash with the law, or a clash withsoldiers or some kind of potential for sudden and surprising problems,even a sudden gunshot would be classified as under such a conjunction.

This Awareness indicates that if one saw this in one's chart and didn'twant this to occur, one could appeal to different interpretations ofUranus and Mars. For example, Uranus relates to flights. It also relatesto intuition in the mind, and Mars relates to energizing and adrenalineenergies or arguments, thus, one could simply create an experience,artificially create an experience in which one gets into an intuitiveargument that stimulates the adrenaline and perhaps argue with sometheory with someone so that the energies are channeled in that directionrather than in going out in the public and perhaps getting into a fight

or getting into a clash with police or an auto accident.

This Awareness indicates that likewise, Uranus relates to altruisticexpression, and Mars relates to military or police or the militia;therefore, one could altruistically send a box of cookies to the police,and thus channel that energy. This Awareness indicates that these areways of altering influences by recognizing the influence of one'sastrological chart. This Awareness indicates that if one were to do thison a regular basis, one could effectively avoid some of the negativeexperiences that might otherwise impose themselves upon one's life froman astrological point of view.

This Awareness indicates that likewise, an entity intuitively moving

into a body from the other side might wish to selectively choose toalter the influences of a negative birth by moving into those higherinterpretations of the chart rather than becoming victimized by the moremundane and lower vibratory influences of the chart.

In this way, with some greater insight into these forces, an entity canenter into a physical body at the moment of birth and channel a highervibration than was normally expressed by the astrological influences ofthat moment. This Awareness indicates that in other words, the moreaware person, in entering into a time period for birth, can choose thehigher interpretations of those astrological influences and in so doing,receive a more beneficial effect than most entities viewing the chartwould expect for that entity.

This Awareness indicates if the question was not completely answered, Itsuggests it be repeated.

HOW TO RECEIVE THE HIGHER BENEFITS FROM YOUR BIRTH CHART

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I believe it was answered quite well The question was: "Once incarnate,what percentage of significant events, like meeting a mate or finding avocation are pre-chosen, are karmic, or are random?"

COSMIC AWARENESS:

This Awareness indicates that the pre-choosing has to do with one'sastrological chart, but whether it is favorable or less favorable orunfavorable in terms of future events in the life will depend on whatlevel of interpretation the entity intuitively follows in terms of hisor her chart or astrological influences, for there are different levels.

It is as though you have a wide variety of choices within thatparticular astrological chart and its many influences. You can use thehigher or lower interpretations of each planet, of each house, of eachaspect and if one is more aware and more spiritually evolved, and if onelives a life more responsibly, then they are likely to receive thehigher benefits from the chart, the higher meaning the more beneficialaspects of the chart.

This Awareness indicates if one is more negligent and irresponsible, andless spiritually inclined, then one is more likely to receive the morenegative interpretations of the chart. In other words, the aspect orplanet or house configuration can have many levels.

The vibrations being sent out from that particular expression in thechart, can be picked up by the individual of the chart in such a way asto have many means of expression, higher and more responsible, or lowerand more irresponsible and more negligent, and depending on how theentity expresses those energies which he or she feels from his or herastrological chart will determine the outcome of that particular energyin its expression in the entity's life.

ONCE BORN, HOW MUCH CHOICE DO WE REALLY HAVE?

QUESTION:

One last question, this also from J.D. "How much of our life, once we'rein incarnation, is determined by voluntary choice versus uncontrollablecircumstances?"

COSMIC AWARENESS:

This Awareness indicates that most of entities' so-called choices aredictated by their conditioning. If they have been conditioned to likethe color blue, if they have been conditioned to like a certain set ofvalues, then their choices are going to reflect those conditionings.

This Awareness indicates that sometimes, entities choose people because

the people have something about them that reminds them of someone intheir past, perhaps a father, a brother or someone; certain qualitiesthat they particularly liked on a subconscious level, and they may seesimilar qualities in this person. And though the person may have manyother qualities that are less admirable, they are drawn to this personbecause of these particular qualities that are reminiscent of somethingin a person they admired.

This Awareness indicates that in this sense, an entity is being directedby conditioning from the past and there is more of this past


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conditioning influencing entities' decisions and choices than mostentities would ever imagine possible. This Awareness indicates that verymuch occurs in terms of haphazard activities in life, haphazard orspontaneous actions of life, but entities seldom make choices based onsuch haphazard and unconditioned actions.

Most of entities choices are made by conditioning, by programming, bythe influences that have affected an entities emotions, feelings andsubconscious desires or fears, or dislikes and likes.

EACH PHYSICAL PROBLEM YOU HAVE IS A CHANCE TO MOVE YOU INTO A HIGHERSPIRITUAL EXPRESSION

FOLLOW-UP QUESTION:

So that what appears to be free will is either a compulsion orconditions, or in a higher sense, a call to respond to urgencies?

COSMIC AWARENESS:

This is in the affirmative. There is really very little free will, apartfrom one's conditionings. Many entities think that free will means they

can choose the way they want to, but few realize that the way theychoose or the way they want to choose has been determined by the waythey were raised or the experiences they've had in the past.

CLOSING MESSAGE:

This Awareness indicates that spiritual energies and mundane energiesare not that much different. Spiritual energies are simply highervibrations, and the higher vibrations come about usually when there is areconciliation of polarized vibrations from the lower frequencies. Thus,an entity moving into higher frequencies may do so at a time when lowerfrequencies are reconciled.

In other words, an entity may have some kind of emotional conflict, andwhen the entity resolves that emotional conflict to a point ofreconciliation, the entity may suddenly find himself or herself in apeaceful state of higher, more spiritual frequencies or vibrations.

This Awareness indicates that likewise, entities sometimes move into amore spiritual level after having been injured physically, and when thephysical energy begins to reconcile and healing takes place, the higherfrequencies then begin to be felt, and the energy of the entityrecognizes these higher frequencies and becomes more acutely aware ofsuch frequencies and the entity essentially has moved into a kind ofhigher spirituality as a result of the injury that has eventuallyhealed.

This Awareness indicates that whenever you find yourself going through aphysical difficulty, look at it as an opportunity to move into higherspiritual expression, or experience, for it will help to increase thebenefits of that spiritual expression if you are aware of itsinclination. And as the physical problem begins to heal and your focusis on the higher frequencies, you may find that they become ever morestrong because of your conscious attendance to them.

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you find yourself becoming hostile and irritated and frustrated aboutsome emotional situation that throws you into an emotional imbalance, itis not too unreasonable to expect or to experience some kind of physicalaccident, for the imbalance of your energies can very often bring abouta physical imbalance that causes an accident, a physical imbalance.

This Awareness indicates that by being aware of the connection andrelationship of the physical and the spiritual energies in theirrelationship to each other, one can avoid accidents by keeping theemotions balanced or bringing them back into balance quickly, and onecan take advantage of any negative experience on a physical level byfocusing into the spiritual energies and helping to begin a healing froma higher vibratory balance and frequency.

(End of Reading; The Law of Gratitude is given.)

ARE THOSE WHO ARE CREATING CROP CIRCLES REALLY ARTFUL, PLAYFUL, GRACIOUSENTITIES?(We Hear From One Entity Who Disagrees With Cosmic Awareness)

(Excerpt from a C.A.C. General Reading, June 18,1993)

QUESTION:

A couple of questions from R.R., in Denver, Colorado. He writes: "I andmany others who read my copy of "Revelations of Awareness" have beendissatisfied with what you've printed about Awareness's comments on thecrop circle phenomenon. We feel that this is a very significant event.These seem to be the first lasting marks made by supernaturalintelligence that we can really investigate. Southern England isbeautiful and sacred land and when these formations appear overnight ina food crop field, I certainly think they are some form ofcommunication. They are cleverly placed, artful, magnificent, and showme that a caring (the grass is not hurt), conscious, intelligence is at

work here and knows full well that humans are watching this magic atwork, and pondering the implications and energies. (I am not talkingabout hoax formations which might make up 5-20% of the total). It seemsto me, after careful field study and some research and networking, thatwhat we have here is communication from some other intelligence from thegreater universe. Not meaningless markers but rather meaningful symbolsfor us to puzzle over and meditate upon like sacred art. Let me give yousome examples of what I mean. I joined the CSETI (Center for the Studyof Extraterrestrial Intelligence) research team at Alton Barnes in thesummer of 1992. One evening a small group of us on the top ofWoodborough hill sat in a circle and discussed and decided upon a shapethat we would project out through focused meditation to the circlemakers (whoever they are). For 30 minutes we meditated and visualized

this shape. We told no one of this shape and did not draw it out butrather held it in our minds. The next morning our requested design wasimprinted in a field below Oliver's Castle five or so miles away. TheCCCS (Centre for Crop Circle Studies in England) authenticated thisformation as not being hoaxed because it was too well done and had allthe hallmarks of a genuine formation. Is this not the beginning of adialog? What else could we have asked for? If they give us a formationwe request, would they give us something serious like answers or helpwith some of our more pressing world problems? Every night that I was inthis part of England, I saw UFO's of one sort or another, mostly unusual


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lights, sometimes a structured ship. My questions for Awareness are: Whospecifically is creating these Crop Formations? We suspect Pleiadians,not Zeta Greys, as Awareness has postulated. The energies are toohealing and positive to be from a negative source. We are dealing withsomething that is artful, playful, gracious, and the resultingformations are stunningly beautiful."

And he's got another series of questions, but perhaps Awareness couldanswer the first one.

COSMIC AWARENESS:

This Awareness indicates that It does not see this as coming from thePleiadians. It sees this as coming from certain other entities ofextraterrestrial origin. This Awareness has very little difference withthis entity's evaluation, It simply does not see it as coming from thePleiadians.

This Awareness indicates that It indicated previously, and apparentlythe entity disagrees, that these circles were symbols left in part fortheir own people to understand, much like the Kilroy sign during WorldWar II, it being like a marker to give information to those who follow.

This Awareness indicates there is also a kind of language involved in

the diagrams that is understood by these entities who communicatethrough these symbolic diagrams. This Awareness indicates that itappears the language is evolved from earlier Celtic symbols. They arenot Celtic, but can be seen as having some similarities and are theevolved result from a Celtic origin.

This Awareness indicates it would appear that the Celts received theirsymbols from entities from the ancient past who were extraterrestrial innature. This Awareness indicates that it should be understood that theGreys, particularly those from Orion, have had contact with those ofearth down through the ages; that also the Pleiadians have had suchcontact. It just simply does not appear to this Awareness that theseparticular entities are Pleiadians.

How Pleiadians Make Contact With Earthlings

Pleiadians seeking to contact humans use a different approach: theycommunicate through telepathy first. After a certain amount oftelepathic communication, they make themselves visible, and then byvisible means, show that they recognize the entity much in the way theydanced their space ships before Billy Meier's cameras.

Then, after a period of recognition maneuvers, they telepathicallycommunicate further in regards to a direct meeting, and they meetdirectly with the entity. This Awareness indicates if there had been

Pleiadians use of crop circles it would likely have occurred in the areawhere Billy Meier had his contacts also.

This Awareness indicates that the British Isles have long been a centerfor communication from Draco, or that which is called the Dragon people.There are what are termed Dragon Holes in the countryside and storiesrelating to the Dragon People. It is likely that this area is visited byentities from Draco or their allies and associates.

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pertaining to the area and there even existed the secret society of thePendragon clan, which was basically a secret religious order centeredaround the Dragon, which John Adams and his family were part of; this inreference to the second president of the United States.

This Awareness indicates that the dragon also was associated with thestory of King Arthur, which in turn was related to the society known asPendragon.

This Awareness indicates it appears the Pleiadians had much of theircontact in earlier times in the Middle East; also in certain areas ofEurope, Asia and South America. The Pleiadians being associated alsowith the Caucasus mountains and down through the Middle East and intoEgypt, in later times. They also had certain influences in Atlantis.

This Awareness indicates that these entities appear to have followedafter some of the earlier visits by the Draconians and the Greys ofOrion are seen as having come later. However, there was yet an earliervisit by the Orion Greys dating back to a period in Atlantis. ThisAwareness indicates there was also a time in the pre-Christian era ofthe Middle East wherein these Orion influences were expressed,particularly in the time prior to the life of Alexander the Great.

This Awareness indicates that it appears that the more recent crop

circles are mostly from the Orion Greys and some relating to theDraconians, those of Draco.

FOLLOW UP QUESTION:

Those Draconians, are these the same as Awareness indicated in thePendragon reference, dragons? Were these essentially Reptoids?

COSMIC AWARENESS:

This as in the affirmative. They are also sometimes referred to asLizard People.

FOLLOW-UP QUESTION:

Well, the basic premise this entity is building his argument on isobviously faulty, but anyway I'll read his other questions:

"How are we to integrate these shapes, these ciphers, embossed as itwere, in the fields of wheat, or whatever? How do we integrate all thisinto our consensus reality, or even our individual reality? Doesn't thisevidence change everything?"

COSMIC AWARENESS:

This Awareness indicates that It suggests there is something beyond the

so-called normal reality, and of course it will have an effect ofchanging that normal reality if entities accept this as valid, which iswhy so many entities would prefer to think of it as a hoax and why manyentities will simply ignore it altogether.

Some entities would prefer to leave it a mystery and pretend it can't besolved than to admit there are beings outside of their limited view ofreality.


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DO CROP CIRCLE SHAPES CONTAIN ENERGIES?

FOLLOW-UP QUESTION

His other question on this: "Many people, myself included, have reportedhealings and other anomalous events while inside the circles. Are theseshapes or the energies left behind by the makers acting like some sortof transformer machine? I watched as birds overhead refused to fly overthe formation and split apart as a group and flew around it on bothsides. And I was witness to an airplane's loss of gauge readings whileover the formation. What would do this? Is this just residualelectromagnetic energy or is this beyond what we know aselectromagnetic?"

COSMIC AWARENESS:

This Awareness indicates it appears there is a residual energy from theplacement of the craft and that there is also some field of radiationthat birds are sensitive to. This Awareness indicates it does not appearthat the radiation is particularly harmful; it appears rather that it issimply a kind of mild radiation and electromagnetic energy, a kind ofenergy unique to these circles, not quite like anything known to man.

It is possible that some of this can be detected by instruments, if theright instruments are used.

WHY ARE CROP CIRCLE SYMBOLS APPEARING ON MANY ENTITIES ABDUCTED BYALIENS?

QUESTIONS:

Steve N., in Ontario, sent a clipping from some tabloid that lists anumber of people who claim when they were abducted by aliens, thatlater, these crop circles marks appeared on their body. Does Awarenesssee there being any truth at all to that?

COSMIC AWARENESS:

This Awareness indicates that if one recognizes these crop circle marksas being like identification symbols, such as a brand on cattle, or abrand on land to indicate some kind of rightful claim, then to have suchmarks appear on a human body after an abduction, could be a symbol forothers of their group who might abduct the same person to recognize whoit was that abducted this person and puts a claim on the entity.

This Awareness indicates that these are not exactly ownership claims,but that when one makes claim to the entity's sperm or eggs or a rightto abduct the entity, they often do not want others interfering with

their project, and by putting a mark on the entity which signifies whothey are, it is much like warding off other parties, warning them to"Stay away, this is my project."

FOLLOW-UP QUESTION:

Okay, there is truth to this article then. It calls them "UBMs",unidentified body markings, and these were reported in 60% of thekidnapping cases over the last three years, to a hotline run by the UFOResearch Institute of Canada, and it says UBMs can be easily seen under


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a fluorescent tube, ultraviolet lamp, and some of the abductees alsoreported numbness underneath parts of their skin, sometimes going deeplyinto muscle tissue. And the article goes on to say that American UFOresearchers conducting their own research surveys say the markings arealso showing up in the skins of abductees from the U.S. The victimsappear to be people who have no reason to lie and in many casesparticipated in these surveys with great reluctance.

COSMIC AWARENESS:

This Awareness indicates that it is further evidence of a branding typeof marking or trademark symbol of those who perpetrate the abduction orwho operate in a particular area to put similar marks on the earth.

ABOUT THOSE SYMBOLS ENERGIZED

FOLLOW-UP QUESTION:

What would their motive be, to come up with the symbol that these peopleenergized?

COSMIC AWARENESS:

This Awareness indicates that it may not have been motivated at all. Itmay have simply been that these entities energized a symbol, either asymbol they had already collectively agreed upon, perhaps because theyhad seen such a symbol, or it may have been a symbol they collectivelyenergized that was completely unique and new, but which wastelepathically received by some extraterrestrial, and they may havesimply incorporated it in their design in some way, or it could wellhave simply been coincidental. It may not have been the same symbol, butsimilar in its design, and perceived as being the same, when theentities saw it in the field. This Awareness indicates you cannotconclude conclusively from what the entity stated that his assumption iscorrect -- that the extraterrestrials took his group's mental symbol and

drew it out on the field for the purpose of communicating with them. Youcannot conclude this based on an assertion that they had visualizedtogether a symbol, and it appeared later in the field.

Had the symbol been actually designed in writing or simply remembered inthe mind by the entities? How well was it remembered? Did the entitiessee exactly in their minds the symbol that later was produced on thefield? Were these symbols really exact? Are they the kind of symbol thatmight appear commonly?

For example, was the symbol a simple circle with some type of notch atone side, or was it a very complex symbol with many differentgeometrical features that made it unique and which appeared exactly the

same in the field? It is easy for entities to conclude that the symbolthey held in their minds was the same symbol that appeared on the field,but often entities want to see such things for verification of their ownspecial experiences, when it might have been quite different, if closelyexamined by an outsider.

This Awareness indicates that if a number of people other than thisgroup could duplicate that same experiment, whereby they visualized aunique symbol and that unique symbol appeared in the field shortlythereafter, then this repetition would add to the evidence of the truth


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of the claim, but otherwise, it is simply a claim which one eitherbelieves or doesn't believe, and you can't base an assumption simplybecause someone claims something, you can't assume it to be absolutefact. You can't use it as a premise to build a logical argument, for itmay be faulty. It may be misunderstood or mis-remembered.

THOSE MYSTERIOUS GOLD PLATES DISCOVERED BENEATH CROP CIRCLES IN GERMANYWHICH HAVE THE SAME DESIGN ON THEM

QUESTION:

In "UFO Encounter" magazine, and also in other ones, there's articlesabout a German crop circle and three amazing plates. I may have askedabout this before. But I'll read this one brief one here.

"On July 22, 1991, a bizarre set of circles creating a unique pictogramappeared overnight in a wheat field located near Hildesheim, Germany.The formation was huge, measuring 300 by 150 feet in size, encompassingover 45,000 sq. feet of land. The design is said to resemble an ancientScandinavian rock painting of a "Chariot of the Sun." The area where theformation emerged was considered sacred ground for nearly 4,000 years.

At 1:30 a.m., on the night the formation appeared, eyewitness ChristianFiedler spotted an orange-colored, pulsating and flashing light dashingaround the area. Around 2:00 a.m., others heard a strange "whooping"noise. The listeners say it was unlike a helicopter sound. In the daysto follow, the amazing scene drew many observers to the site. The ownerof the field, farmer Werner Harenberg even began charging money to thosewho wanted to enter his field, which didn't deter anyone from coming.The research group EFODON visited the circle and announced they measuredunusually high radioactive readings there. On August 2, a peculiar guestmade a fantastic discover. While using a metal detector over theformation, he registered three positive readings. Each was locatedwithin the three circles of the formation that had half rings. Diggingto a depth of two feet at the three different locations, the man

discovered a single metal plate at each one. The plates were very heavy,measured about 12 inches in diameter, and were heavily encrusted withdirt indicating that they had been buried for quite a while. The mancarried them off, telling an overseeing farm worker that he was takingthem to Mr. Harenberg. However. the man stole the plates and neverreturned. The story becomes more intriguing. The man took the plates andlater called Mr. Harenberg on August 7, and sent him a picture of one ofthem. Amazingly, embossed on the plate was a replica of the crop circleformation! The same was said to be true of the other two plates. Whenthe plates were originally discovered, they were too covered with dirtfor any markings to be distinguished. Recently, the International UFOLibrary published a photo of one. This was the first time I had seen thephotograph. It wasn't long before all three plates were shown. A Mr.

Hass (unclear if he was the one who stole the plates -- by German lawthey should belong to Mr. Harenberg), showed the plates to the localpress. The man and the local editor took them to a jeweler forexamination. The jeweler announced the three were made of differentmetals -- one of gold, one of silver, and the other of bronze. All threewere of very pure metals. The silver plate was of higher purity thansterling. The gold one was what is known as "altgold," which is also ofhighest purity. A Mr. Pfeiffer was later able to track down the finderof the plates, and purchased the silver and bronze ones for 50,000Deutschmarks (about $30,000). Unfortunately, the gold plate had been


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melted down and was sold for a few hundred thousand Deutschmarks to ajeweler. Yet, the high purity of the two remaining plates was verifiedby the German Federal Material Inspection Authority, which for allpractical purposes, ruled out the possibility of a hoax. What anexpensive hoax that would be.

However, in another UFO story on those same plates, (International UFOLibrary Magazine), it says, in another article: "In the meantime, thecontroversial German psychic and "channel of the Ashtar Command"Engineer Hermann Ilg from Reutlinger, allegedly received a message fromthe space brothers claiming the young treasure hunter wasinspirationally instructed to find the plates and that they were placedthere about 300 years ago on a former visit of the gods on Earth asevidence of this extraterrestrial visitation for the afterworld.According to Ilg they were made out of a "special metal alloy unknown toterrestrial science."

Now that sounded like a pretty good story, until the "Ashtar Command"got into it. What does Awareness say about these plates that were foundunder the crop circles?

COSMIC AWARENESS:

This Awareness indicates it appears these were placed there quite a

number of years ago. It could have been more than 300 years ago. Thepurpose being to serve as a guide or marker, or signpost forextraterrestrials in that area, to know where they are, where they were.

It is like putting something underground which your instruments can findbut which will not be destroyed, so that when you come back to the area,you know what area of the map you are looking at, and from there, whatexists on your chart in the various directions.

This Awareness indicates it appears that these were navigationalinstruments for extraterrestrials to help them locate various grids andley lines in the areas for their navigational purposes. This Awarenessindicates that the crafts, having certain instruments to read

underground marks of this nature, are able to locate those particulardesignators and may use those designators as indications on their chartsto pinpoint their location in terms of earth gridlines and earth pointsof reference. This Awareness indicates that by creating a mark associatewith that particular location, they can also see it or mark it forothers who follow so that it can be seen without necessarily coming downto earth to locate the energy from the disks that are placedunderground.

This Awareness indicates that it would be a good research project forentities to check other crop circles for metal buried beneath those cropcircles. In some cases entities may find similar material.

FOLLOW-UP QUESTION:

Were these plates made on earth or manufactured elsewhere?

COSMIC AWARENESS:

It appears that these were manufactured elsewhere and carried by spacesurveyors to be deposited in different locations on earth to be used formarking locations, much the way a surveyor marks a line using strips ofwhite colored plastic on stakes.


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ED's Note: The two articles on these plates appear in the followingmagazines: UFO Encounters, C/O Aztec Publishing, PO Box 1142, Norcross,GA 30091. (12 issues for $17.95). Also, International UFO LibraryMagazine, 11684 Ventura Blvd., No. 708, Studio City, CA 91604 (1 year, 6issues, $19.95).

IS THE ORGANIZATION "CSETI" ON THE RIGHT TRACK?(It Has Asked the Greys and Reptoids to Cease Memory Blocking)

QUESTIONS:

R.R. in Colorado, the entity whose questions started this reading, hasone other subject. I'll read his statement as there are severalquestions in it, and then go back if Awareness requests. He writes: "Myother question concerns CSETI, an organization started by Dr. StevenGreer, an emergency room physician from Asheville, North Carolina. Someof the precepts of Greer and CSETI are enclosed in the materialaccompanying this letter. Basically. we do not assume hostility on thepart of any alien visitors. We take a position of citizen diplomats andencourage communication. We see these visitors, irrespective of their

apparent agenda, as being created by the Great Creator -- All-That-Is --just like we were originally. We don't want to be prejudiced orxenophobic as we see too much of that within humanity as it is. Yet someof the scary information that Awareness has published in the past yearsseems to want to create just these kinds of problems. After reading someof the Cosmic Awareness alien information, one wants to take a gun intothe field when we see a UFO. This is the opposite of the CSETI approacheven though many of our members are contactees and abductees and havehad "bad things" done to us. The opportunity to overcome our feats andembrace the unknown (intelligently) and say "hello" to these visitorsseems to me to have a nobility of purpose lacking in so many of the UFOand abductee groups. It is from this position that I would ask Awarenessto remove from public view the fear-raising advertisement that CAC runs

in so many publications. I have mentioned this to Avaton before. I feelthat it's right to be made aware and alert to the visitors, but topromote fear around an issue that could be tremendously mind-expandingand help to integrate us into the larger universe, is not quite right.So my questions to Awareness are: (1) Is CSETI on the right track in ourefforts and our understanding? (2) Do you see the organization growinginto a large movement that is beneficial to humanity? (3) Do you seethat our genuine communication efforts with ET will have any effect onthe way the visitors are treating us? We have asked the general ETcommunity to stop using mind control and memory blocking mechanisms sothat we who think we're ready can remember and integrate theexperiences, not be haunted by strange fears and neuroses. (4) So farthe secret government agencies that are involved in this know about

CSETI but have a 'hands off' policy. Could we be helping them in someway like possibly positive publicity? I suspect some sort ofdisinformation to come out publicly to counter CSETI's positive citizen-activist-diplomat approach, but so far there have only been petty andminor disputes from the established UFO-abduction fear-based people wesuspect of being on some secret payroll.

Ed's Note: The CAC ad that the entity is referring to concerns anillustration of a Reptoid swallowing a struggling human, with thiscaption "Learn the Real Truth About the Aliens!" We run the ad because


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too many people, like this entity asking these questions, believe thatthe aliens abducting all these citizens are just "good little guys" andthat the abduction experience is something blessed and "spiritual" --remarkable bull put out by many of the "space brothers" followers, butunfortunately something that is believed by many entities. (We will beglad to change the ad if the entity can come up with something better.)

And that basically is his statement. Would Awareness comment on thatplease?

COSMIC AWARENESS:

This Awareness indicates that it would appear this entity has not beenaround long enough to remember that for approximately 30 years or more,everyone in the UFO community assumed that these UFO beings werebenevolent "Space Brothers," here to help humans in their spiritualdevelopment.

It appears that the entity was not around when almost every UFO groupwas trying to get other people to recognize the wonder of the new era inwhich space brothers would come to earth to rescue mankind from his ownannihilation.

It appears this entity was not around when everyone assumed that space

brothers were a form of Angelic beings sent here by God to help raisethe spiritual evolution of humanity and to prevent nuclear annihilation.

This Awareness indicates that it was only in the last decade thatentities began to question whether these space beings were friendly orhostile creatures. It was only in the last decade that the governmentdiscovered that these space beings were actually not only mutilatingcattle but also humans.

This Awareness indicates it was only in the last few years that entitiesbegan to remember some of the horrors they had witnessed after beingabducted by space beings. Therefore, this entity is assuming that he ispresenting some kind of new approach to the aliens that has not been

thought of yet.

This Awareness indicates that to do so is to ignore the facts that haverecently been uncovered in regard to these aliens who have beenmutilating humans and who have implanted them with tracking devices andother forms of implants, who have created genetic hybrids in thelaboratories of parts from humans, animals, and have a menagerie ofmonstrous creatures in the underground bases from the geneticexperiments on humans.

The entities who are finally coming forward to talk about having beenpicked up, having eggs taken on a monthly basis, having witnessed thepurpose and reasons for their abductions, the entities who have been

taken to those underground prisons where humans are held in cages forthe various breeders' experiments, and for body parts to use in geneticoperations; these entities, having recently come forward, are finallyleaving information to humans about the visitors and their purpose andagenda.

This entity would ask that maybe we should simply be nice to them, inthe same way that the Indians were nice to Cortez, when he came to SouthAmerica, and treat him like a god, and maybe they will in turn be niceto us. This Awareness indicates there is a certain naivet in this


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entity's approach that is rather cute. This Awareness wishes this entitylots of luck if he ever gets the opportunity to meet face to face with aReptoid, or a hostile Grey. Maybe he can place a kiss on the entity'smouth and become good friends.

Most U.S. Government Agencies Are Under Alien Control

This Awareness wishes, however, that other entities who are morerealistic to be careful. This Awareness indicates the reason thatgovernment agencies are taking a "hands off" policy toward thisorganization is because most of the government agencies are under theultimate control of these aliens and want to cooperate with them inleading the masses of people into a world that is dominated by thealiens, where they hope they themselves can be part of the establishmentthat is set up on this earth by these aliens.

This Awareness indicates that the MJ-12 group that seeks to cooperatewith the aliens in their takeover of the planet earth will be mostpleased about the organization that promotes the aliens as beingwonderful space brethren who are here for the purpose of servinghumanity. This Awareness indicates the part of MJ-12 that would like towarn the masses of the dangers will be most concerned at such teachings,and will perhaps wonder if the organization is somehow created by MJ-12

majorities to mislead the masses into an attitude of welcoming theinvaders as was depicted in the "V" miniseries on television in theearly '80s.

This Awareness indicates that there are many entities, who, down throughhistory, have assumed that they can simply walk up to a beast, a tyrant,a killer, or an army of savages or Mongols or ruthless creatures, and bypetting the kitty or petting the beast or feeding the savage, or givinga smile to the barbarian, tame the creature, and thus become friends,and perhaps even learn to play checkers or chess together with thecreature.

But history is filled with these entities having good intentions and

belief in stroking the beast, who have been devoured, slain, burned atthe stake, put into the pot of hot water, served as a meal, or otherwisedestroyed for being such naive and innocent creatures.

This Awareness wishes entities to be realistic, to be gentle when theycan be gentle, to work toward peace,

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