LIVINGTHE JOY OF

ALINA KOPEK

LIVINGTHE JOY OF

Copyright © 2015 Alina KopekAll rights reserved.

Copyright © 2015 Self Publishing

Cover image : Pulbere de stele, Simona Sităruș

Copy editor:Liviu Stoica

ISBN 978-606-8669-68-7

Bucharest 2015

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Cuprins

Foreword ..........................................................................7

Dedicated to Us All .........................................................9

Dedication and acknowledgments ................................11

Preface ............................................................................15All That Is Is Now ......................................................15What Does this Book Reveal ?......................................16About the Author .......................................................17

1. The truth is simple : „Enjoy Life“ ............................21

2. The Mind – Heart Harmony .....................................27

3. Balance is Harmony ..................................................43

4. What is a Master ? .....................................................55

5. What is our mission on planet Earth ? .....................59

6. How to experience the mission : «The Joy to live» .63

7. How do we ‘return to being children’ ? ....................73

8. The ‘One’ state of consciousness : Creation in Unity ......................................................99

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9. The ‘One’ Creation. What are we creating at this time ? ............................................................113

10. The Joy of living – the New Earth of Children .....121

Epilogue .......................................................................125

Bibliography ................................................................129

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Foreword

This book was born from the joy of the endless being, knowing that everything is perfect just as it is Here and Now... Through the choice to see the beauty of the Light that We all are throughout the world, with the eyes of our soul...

Written with the Joy of my Soul, this book expresses my journey on the road of rediscovering the Truth of What We Are, by experiencing Everything That Is and nothing more .

While taking this journey, allow yourselves to take it with your soul...

Who knows ?Perhaps you will find parts of the journey you have been

on up to this point, as well... .You may discover something new, wonderful, something

you may feel you want to experience, by playing just as child would... a different game, a different story... .

You may then see That Which Is from a different perspec-tive...

You may discover that we do not know everything we be-lieve we know...

You may decide to question what you think you already know...

You may choose to question the contents of this book...You may decide to make different choices Here and Now...

Choices born out of the Being’s Joy „TO BE“...

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You may choose to return to being a child, experiencing All That Is Here and Now by playing...

You may simply have an enjoyable reading experience...You may not experience anything new at all...You may discover... just as I did... that Everything is pos-

sible... by playing the same way a child would... with curi-osity and the joy to rediscover All That Is Here and Now... knowing that everything that was is no longer valid... and, in such openness, while allowing ourselves to know that we hardly know anything at all, infinite possibilities will be re-vealed to us... new roads, that have yet to be followed, will open before us, inviting us to live new and unique experi-ences, of All That Is Here and Now...

You may decide to Re-create All that Is with the Joy of Life that a child has...

You may choose to be Joy Here and Now...You may simply choose... To Be ...You may...

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Dedicated to Us All

A wonderful fl ower is born...And the fl ower rises... under the Light of the Sun...It does nothing... but enjoy the momentNow... in Unity with All That Is...Playing like a Child...Singing like a Bird...Dancing like a Dolphin... to the Music of Life...Dreaming like a Star... knowing that Everything is Possible...Recreating All That Is... Here and Now...And being... Its beauty lights up everything...In its presence, everything becomes Light...I hope We Will Choose to Be the Flowers That We Are Here and Now,

Enjoying the Journey .A rose for Everyone, whether you are Now reading these lines or not, I Love you just As You Are...Thank you !Alina

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Dedication and acknowledgments

In the memory of my husband Thomas and of Simona Sităruș, with All the Love inside my Heart and with Deeply Felt Thanks for their guidance through Love, Inspiration, Understanding and Compassion.

Deeply Felt Thanks for my Mother Nana and the wonder-ful friends who have a special place inside my soul, Aurora and Adrian, who have always been by my side, with their Love, supporting me with their Joy, Light and Understanding, inspiring me with their company and encouraging me to go on.

Friends of the Soul...Love you unconditionally

They accept you just as you are here and now and allow you to do the same for them...

They are always by your side, no matter what happens, and allow you to do the same for them...

They let you see and feel their soul, their heart, allowing you to share your life with them...

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They bring out the best in you, they make you give your best and allow you to do the same for them...

They support you and believe in the fulfillment of your dreams and allow you to do the same for them...

They are simply by your side, enjoying your company, and al-low you to do the same for them... without any words...

Thank you for existing !

I would also like to thank Dr. Eric Pearl, Mrs. Andrei Ivanov and Mrs. Cecilia Samms from the bottom of my heart, for their Presence, Joy and Inspiration.

Thank you to everyone challenging me during my jour-ney, for giving me the possibility to grow as a person.

Thank you to everyone who motivated me, supporting me to go on.

I would like to thank Life for this book born from the Joy of my Soul.

I am grateful and very glad to have the opportunity to share the Joy of this book with All of You !

May Light guide your Hearts with Love, Understanding, Compassion and Inspiration in the Light of making the act of „BEING“ come alive.

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Let the music of life guide youwhere your Heart is... knowing that

what becomes Truth is what We are preparedto remember as True.

Alina Kopek

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Preface

ALL THAT IS IS NOW I am happy to present this book to you now, that was born

from the Joy of Being – „To be“ –, illustrating the author’s journey in discovering the Truth that We Are, Here and Now.

I am Joyous to be part of the author’s journey in this plane and others, who I have met in person, at the begin-ning of 2013.

Back then, she was on the road to finding What We All Are, Light...

It was a winter day, in January.Just like I do every month, I was holding my conference in

Dalles Hall on the first Monday... At the end of the conference, I know she came to see me together with our friend Adrian, wanting to meet me... With her bright and happy eyes, she told me that she was glad to be there and thanked me for the autograph I had given her on my book, Channeling... Without even thinking, I told her, „We will see each other again“... And, indeed, we saw each other a few days later, when I had the pleasure of discovering people, events and experiences connecting us on the road of our Here and Now experience.

And we have been sharing the Joy that We Are, ever since, experiencing new and wonderful things and enjoying Life.

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WHAT DOES THIS BOOK REVEAL ?

What this book reveals is a full spectrum of All That Is, revealed and reflected through personal experience.

From the perspective of the child, with its unlimited openness and acceptance that „Everything is possible“, with the Joy of Life, the author reveals to us the Path of Love, Joy, Peace, and Silence, from her perspective, as she walks the path of life.

What is New, is the abandonment, the „challenge“ for Us All to start creating Here and Now, knowing that All That Was is no longer valid.

And, in this openness, to allow ourselves to experience That Which brings us joy, while being prepared to question everything that no longer reflects the Truth of What We Are...

While being prepared to Create What We Are from our Hearts...

The book reflects Life, As It Is, – Wonderful –, the Joy of Acknowledging, of Remembering that All of Us : Know the Truth... Are One in Heart... Are All Creators in Light, Peace, Joy, and Silence... when we

allow ourselves to listen, „to let the music of life guide us where Heart is“...The author’s journey takes us from remembering the

„Truth of What We Are“, to living the Truth of „I Am“, each moment of our lives...

The way to do so is described with understanding, com-passion, humor, and joy, by summarizing the steps taking us to where we are Joy, with wonderful examples, based on per-sonal experiences.

What sets this book apart is the fact that it leaves all „doors“ open ; you will not find any „firm“ rules here, but

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will be „challenged“ to question everything, from your faith, your own value systems, to the contents of this book...

And by consciously revising everything you „think you know“, to decide once again for Yourselves : What you want to experience What you want to dream of What you want to live What you want to be,knowing that „what becomes Truth is what We are pre-pared to remember as True“.

And in this openness, – a child’s play –, by knowing that anything is possible, we can make new choices, born from the child’s Joy „To Be“.

ABOUT THE AUTHORWho is she ?

Just like You, she is a person who wants to live a life of peace, joy and love.

A wonderful human being, unique through her perspec-tive of seeing the beauty, joy and greatness that we all are...

She is born in Bucharest, Romania, a wonderful country, rich in dream-like landscapes, natural resources, history and wonderful people, where she has lived the first 28 years of her journey.

At the end of 2003, she decided to move to Germany, to share 10 wonderful years with the man who was her hus-band, Thomas, and who, in 2013, decided to leave this plane.

It was a painful time for Alina, a turning point in her life, with numerous questions that apparently had no answer.

In time, she became to understand that all that can be done is to show understanding, compassion and peace

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together with other people who are sharing the same expe-rience, and to live life with gratitude and by knowing that each moment is precious.

During her journey in Germany, the author lived a won-derful life, rich in beauty, joy, unity, sharing unique and spe-cial experiences with honest, serene and kind people.

What does she like ?

To Be To write , to travel, to share life with people who know

that everything is possible as long as we allow ourselves to remain open, enjoying everything that is, just as it is.

With people who know that they are the directors of their own lives, who know that when there is a will, there is a way ; otherwise, everything is nothing more than an excuse.

There are so many things that bring us together. Her mot-to is : „Let us focus on what we share, since there is so much of it ! We are all wonderful human beings, parents, children, grandparents, brothers, sisters... who want to be happy, to live a wonderful and joyous life.“

She loves children, even though she has none of her own, as she is involved in various projects such as the Project ded-icated to the Orphanage in Domnești. With the wonderful children she found there, she organized a much expected trip this spring, to the tomb of father Arsenie Boca.

What does her professional path look like ?

Having successfully graduated the Faculty of „Cybernetics, Statistics and Economic Computer Science“ with the Academy of Economy Studies, in 2000, she made her con-tribution as a programmer in a transport company.

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In 2005, she began her activity working for Kaufland in Germany, where she was received with understanding and sincerity.

Her desire for professional and social development and her passionate participation in ongoing projects gave her the opportunity for constant development in the company, on all levels.

In 2013, which is the same year we met, she participated in the Program of Dr. Eric Pearl, becoming a „Reconnective Healing and Reconnection Practitioner“. She continued to be involved as a volunteer in Reconnective Healing and Reconnection Programs, thus traveling together with Dr. Eric Pearl and the Reconnection Team in Europe. A year later, in 2014, she participated in the Program for the Renewal of the Reconnective Healing and Reconnection Status, becom-ing a „Reconnective Healing Foundational Practitioner“ and a „Reconnection-Certified Practitioner“, as she is currently practicing her profession in Germany.

At the same time, we continued to share our experience of the joy of what we are.

She then went on to take seminars dedicated to different topics that I held (NLP, SIMRA...), to which Alina was very happy to participate.

With her insight, joy and curiosity to discover new things, she continued to write about our Here and Now journey, shar-ing the Life That We Are, based on her personal experiences.

Aurora Sităruș

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1. The truth is simple : „Enjoy Life“

Life just is...

THE TRUTH IS SIMPLE,ENJOY LIFE, THAT IS ALL.

Divinity exists, it manifests itself in everything we per-ceive, both visible and invisible, material and immaterial... in terms of our visual, sensory, acoustic or taste percep-tion, where such perceptions can vary ; however, the feeling of Silence and peace, of Unity with all that is, is unique... the state where we know Everything is, that we are Silence, Peace, Unconditional love, Joy, all of which result from the source of infinity found in Everything and Everyone... This is not conditioned by any external factor, but it simply is... It was, is and always will be... it is Infinity, it is Life itself... The „Joy“, experienced as peace and Silence, that cannot be expressed in words, that cannot be defined, that has no comparison... for how could we define, compare or explain Infinity with the human mind ?... The source of remember-ing What We Are is in our Hearts, merely waiting for our

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awakening, for us to have that „A-ha“ moment, when we are ready to allow our soul to manifest, thus remembering the Infinite Love and Light that We Are...

We come Here as beings of Light – great and unique... Sparks of divinity chosen for the dual game of One... and we forget the greatness of what we are during our determined time of infinity... We are given a body and hardware – the human mind – and we forget who we are, to remember the Divine Truth during out experiences on Earth... We start off as children – joyous and authentic, living in the current mo-ment and guided by instinct, willing to explore, surprised, innocent and open to everything the Universe has to offer...

The domestication process then begins, as the result of external influences − our families, society, belief systems, ed-ucation systems, etc.

The way it happens ?... Children act on instinct ; they do what they want, without considering, „Is what I am doing good ? Is it not good ? What will the result of my action be ?“ They simply enjoy it. As they grow up, they notice, for exam-ple, that their parents, as well as others around them, have certain definitions/expectations related to certain concepts of what is „beautiful“, „good“, „right“, etc. Based on their desire to be accepted and loved, they begin to acquire certain ways of acting, of manifesting themselves, based on the value sys-tems/expectations of individuals in their environment...

For example, the child notices that his/her parents are very pleased when he/she wins all competitions it partici-pates in. Naturally, this is an extreme example. Therefore, he/she does everything he/she can, irrespective of whether he/she enjoys it or not, simply to live up to the parents’ ex-pectations. He/she begins to play roles, to resort to wearing masks, which, in fact, is extremely tiring and emotionally ex-hausting. To put it plainly, „they forget who they are“, they become „inauthentic“ and, therefore, „unhappy“.

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It is worth noting that the intention of most people in our lives is „good“, in their opinion. However, such intentions are created based on value/belief systems, etc. that they have acquired during their lives, based on their own experiences, and they are individual and only partially true. By ‘partial-ly true’, I mean that they are true for the person acquiring them. They are the result of personal experience. And just like each experience is unique, and life is dynamic and sub-ject to continuous change, the openness to the multitude of possible, quantic options is essential to live life as it is : unique, dynamic, wonderful !

We continue as domesticated adults, where our level of domestication is, naturally, reached in direct relation to our external influences, our capacity to select information, our capacity to remain aware...

We are a divine spark in a material body, with a human mind, that, in the absence of any guidance of the heart, ana-lyzes, investigates and draws conclusions in dual options (1 or 0). Imagine that our mind is the hardware of a compu-ter, on which various software applications are installed : the software of joy, the software of success, the software of ac-ceptance, the software of peace, the software of judgment, the software of imagination, etc. Is any of the abovemen-tioned software True ? They are true to the extent that we be-lieve them to be true. For who are they true ? For the individ-ual acquiring them, the programmer and no one else... The quality of the software depends on the level of domestication that is reached, and our ability to be aware...

Here is an example : If we believe that not going to church assigns the status of „not being good“ to a person, of not being accepted by God, of not being a wonderful, loving, etc. per-son, the acceptance software will be restricted, and, each time we meet such individuals, instead of seeing the manifestation

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of the˝respective person’s wonderful life, out first instinctive impulse (most often without even being aware of it) will be to judge the respective person as „incomplete“, „insufficient“, according to our beliefs that are encoded in our acceptance software/judgment software. At that time, we see everything around us from the perspective of duality, through the eyes of our ego (similar names : false self, temptation). What hap-pens in that moment ? In that moment, we deny the perfec-tion of creation, we forget who we are (Beings of Light in a material body) and, by forgetting who we are, we become unhappy, as our compulsive mind starts to attach labels, to classify a human being as „less good“, etc. And, without even realizing what is happening, we are already caught up in the labyrinth of an „unconscious“ mind ready to start a „war“ of dissatisfaction, aggression, and judgement, whose direct re-sult is anything other than JOY. What can we do in that mo-ment ? „To do“ is, perhaps, an unsuitable word, as, in truth, „we are not doing anything“ as far as taking action is con-cerned. I have noticed that it is enough if, when experienc-ing the slightest discomfort, we become aware of it, we no-tice what we are feeling and we accept such feelings without classifying them, without judging them. Simply imagine you are watching a movie where You are one of the actors, and you notice Yourself in the respective position, from a neutral perspective. What will happen ? You will be amazed to notice that the entire story created by the software inside your run-ning mind is starting to come apart as, in that moment, You no longer identify with the story, with the automated applica-tion saved as software on the hardware that is Your Mind. A distance is created between You and the „false problem“ that was created, and you detach from it...

From an energy perspective, we allow the greatness that is Life itself, to manifest, and we therefore also allow the

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reminder of what we are – Light – to simply expand... You can consider this state of observation, of awareness that the software „improving“ the existing applications, deleting, up-dating and redefining all that is, is no longer useful to us...

How long do we live in this stage as domesticated adults ? There are parameters influencing the duration, in terms of the „linear“ time perceived in duality... since, otherwise, there is no time at all. Everything, Absolutely Everything is happening this very moment – that’s right, Now, just as you are reading these lines, beloved readers... There are nu-merous „impulses“, „enabling buttons“ that can contribute to setting off the process of awakening us from our collec-tive sleep. One is the level of unhappiness and dissatisfaction that we reach. When it becomes unbearable – which is rela-tive, since what is unbearable to one person can be accept-able or pleasing to another, etc. Another factor can be that of a wonderful experience, when we enjoy a state of happiness and joy that is not conditioned by any external factors and we become aware and want to live each moment of our lives differently – in one word, we want to become divine grace.

Maria, a very close friend of mine, likes to say, „I like days when I feel happy without even knowing why .“

This is the moment when our awakening process starts... The beginning of rediscovering what we truly are – Beings of Light that have come Here to enjoy life... This is when the search begins, as we are motivated by our desire to be hap-py, to feel good Here and Now... And we first of all realize that we hardly know who or what we are, what we truly like, what makes us happy, etc. The first major step is to be hon-est with ourselves.

What does being honest with one’s self imply ? To be will-ing to acknowledge, to be aware, during each moment of our lives, of the thoughts, feelings and beliefs we acquire.

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It sounds simple enough, however, they are sometimes so well concealed, nicely packaged and provide such enjoya-ble comfort, that even their revision requires courage to start what could very well lead to potential changes.

Here is an example : A person believes it is „good“ to always smile and be kind, even though, inside, they feel the opposite of how they act. What is the reasoning behind their action ? The belief of the re-spective person concerning what it means to „be good“. They are acting out of „false hope“, going against how they are feeling. Indirectly, they are not being true to themselves. When becoming aware of what they are doing, they can decide that being truthful to one’s self – Being One’s self – at each mo-ment of their lives, gives them the freedom to act as one is Here and Now.

It is important for us to understand that there is only one Divine Truth : Life just is...

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2. The Mind – Heart Harmony

Y ou wil l feel the truth in your Heart and experience Joy !Y ou wil l feel good and feel Life al l ar ound you.

As I was saying in a previous chapter, we are a divine spark in a material body, given a human mind that, in the absence of any guidance of the heart, analyzes, investigates and draws conclusions in dual options (1 or 0).

When the Heart and the Mind are in Harmony, what we say, think and feel are in harmony : What we say is accepted by our mind, understood and felt with our Heart. Then we can experience Joy.

When does all of this happen ? When we live in the present. We just are...

‘To be’ starts with Loving one’s self. To love one’s self means to accept ourselves unconditionally, Just As We Are, every moment of our lives. This leads to authenticity, as we no longer feel the need to become anyone other than who we are. We believe in Ourselves and follow our natural instincts, guided by common sense. Thus, we are authentic, having trust in life and in ourselves. When we are wholly authentic, we always say exactly what is on our minds : „I like it“ or „I

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do not like it“. We can honestly admit that we are not aware of a certain issue, and accept it with joy. We do not feel the need to please anyone or to prove anything. We are absolute-ly certain that everything is the way it should be, and the Life that We Are manifests itself through us.

We enjoy life by doing exactly what we like. The lack of trust in ourselves makes us look for solutions outside. What happens when we look for solutions outside ? We are then de-nying our inner strength, we forget that what is on the outside is merely the reflection of what is on the inside. Indirectly, we say We Are not enough. Doubt sets in, concerning Who We Truly Are. We become critical of ourselves, we victimize our-selves, judge and blame ourselves, denying the greatness of What We Are – Life. And, in this frenzy of our minds, we be-gin to make up various stories, dramas, scenarios that are on-ly true if we put faith in them and give them power.

Similar to any other event in life, anything „extreme“ can turn destructive...

Questions such as „Why ?“ can lead us to knowledge, when they are constructively drawn up, however, when the motivation is to question something, it is important for it to be questioned by acceptance, without any judgment, labeling or „rejection“ of the respective issue simply because we can-not understand it or cannot imagine that it is possible, at the respective time. This can lead us towards new and wonder-ful experiences.

As far as doubt is concerned, it is constructive when we doubt a lie. That is why we should be skeptical by learning to listen to ourselves first and foremost. This requires us to be lucid, to have clarity, so that we can discern the „I Am“ Divine Truth from a lie.

Speaking of clarity, what is clarity, in fact ?It is the Acknowledgement of Truth. What is Truth ?

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There is only one truth : we come here to enjoy life, re-membering Who We Are...

Who Are We ? Life, Light... perfect Just As It Is... Here and Now...

Enjoy Everything That Is just As It Is, wonderful...Who could take this Joy from you ? Only your mind...So, how willing are you to admit it ? Who needs outside „incentives“ ? The mind does... Who tells another human being „that it is your mind do-

ing the talking“ ? The mind does... The being needs nothing and says nothing... The Being

just Is What story does Your Mind Tell You ? Is it the Truth or

a Lie ?You will feel the Truth in your Heart and Experience

Joy ! You will feel good, you will feel Life all around you. Everything else is a Lie.

Based on my observations, the mind follows a few repeat-ing patterns that it, in fact, „cherishes“. Don Miguel Ruiz al-so talks about some of these patterns in his book, The Fifth Agreement. Whether he listed all of them or not, that is not for me to say ... I am still living and experiencing. We will continue by discussing such patterns.

The „Making assumptions“ pattern

When do we make assumptions ? When We Are not present, living Life. How do we feel ? In fact, not too Well. Is there Truth ? Of course not, which is why we are guided by illusion.

Our mind loves to make assumptions concerning vari-ous scenarios, persons, and events. How do such assump-tions occur ?

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By creating based on the software installed on our „hard-ware“ (mind) in the mental space of potential scenarios that are likely in terms of our mind, that :– have occurred and have led to the creation of the conduct

of a different person or of a situation ;– have yet to occur, however, could occur at some point in

the future.In conclusion, such assumptions arise from the quality of

the „software“ saved on your „hardware“. (Remember our con-versation in the previous chapter on the association of the human mind with the hardware of a computer, on which various software applications are installed : the software of joy, the software of suc-cess, the software of acceptance, the software of peace, the software of judgment, the software of imagination, etc.). Are any of these software applications True ? They are true to the extent that we believe them to be true. For who are they true ? For the in-dividual acquiring them, the programmer and no one else... The quality of the software depends on the level of domesti-cation that is reached, and our ability to be aware of them...

How often has it happened to you to make assumptions concerning a situation created by another person without really knowing anything about it or holding any informa-tion about the respective situation ? A classic example could be the interpretation of the situation where a friend does not call you for a week, which is unusual for You. Your mind may begin to create apocalyptic scenarios : „Surely something has happened to them. Perhaps they are sick.“ „Perhaps they are mad at me and no longer want to talk to me.“

...Please, if you do decide to rely on assumptions, create something wonderful, such as : „Wow, the new project is go-ing so well that they are happily working on the new blue-print for the children’s park in the Bucegi Mountains“. The best recommendation is not to make any assumptions at all, but to simply call them because you feel like it.

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Assumptions can also refer to events that are yet to hap-pen. You feel like telling someone how wonderful they are, however you do not act on it, because your mind starts ‘com-ing up with assumptions’ such as : „Oh, but I cannot do that. The person might get the wrong message“ or „Oh, but what will they think about you ? You hardly know them. You can-not do that.“ Of course you can do and say anything you feel like doing and saying, as an authentic and honest expression is who you are. How the other person interprets the message is no longer Your concern. You will listen to your mind and will block that action. Otherwise, you risk asking yourself „What if... ?“ for a long time.

The „Taking it personal“ pattern

When do we take something personal ? When We Are not present, living Life. How do we feel ? Well, not too well. Is there Truth ? Of course not, which is why we are guided by illusion.

No matter what anyone else tells us, how aggressive their interaction is, we should know that the other person is, in fact, always upset with itself. We feel compassion and love, which is amazing, and we become emotional and take it per-sonal, as we attract the respective person precisely so as to reflect the places inside of us where light has yet to shine through. It is masked fear, it can be judged, criticized, – any-thing can be done to it, really, however, it is all irrelevant, as, if we try to analyze it, our mind will surely take us on a wind-ing journey. And do we really need to know ? What good does it do us ? So that we can continue to analyze ? What, ex-actly ? When there is nothing to analyze, what we may have identified as the cause, without the energy of the heart, with-out becoming aware of the Divine Truth – do they not limit our views, leading us towards endless analyses ? Hmm...

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Are we prepared to accept that everything that’s happen-ing is not personal ? When we understand that the Universe responds to our vibration, everything becomes simple. The vibration is given by our state Here and Now. We are Joy, we encounter Joy ; we are Peace, we encounter Peace...The Universe is neutral ; imagine a matrix with a wide range of planes, where each plane has a specific frequency : the fre-quency of anger, the frequency of acceptance, the frequency of joy... The inhabitants of the matrix are cells of different fre-quencies. They are automatically laid out and grouped, ac-cording to the frequency they vibrate to, at the level afferent to the respective frequency in the matrix : anger will be paired with anger, joy with joy, etc. You are the universal cells that make up the Matrix, the Universe.

Therefore, you get what you give. An event just is ; anoth-er person has the freedom to express itself as it decides/can for itself, however, the decision of ‘how you feel’/’how you relate’ to the respective situation/person is entirely yours.

The acceptance of an event or of a person just as they are, without any interpretation, classification or labelling, starts off by showing respect towards all that is, which involves un-derstanding that everyone has the freedom to express them-selves, to manifest themselves as they feel and, perhaps, as they feel is right at the respective time. We will discuss the matter in detail in the following chapters.

The „Establishing and setting the method of meeting a goal down to the finest details“ pattern

What the mind also enjoys and gets the feeling of ‘false’ ‘security’ from is the detailed ‘planning’ of the steps required to meet a goal... What happens ? Well, when we become so caught up in planning, respectively so ‘fixated’ on a specific

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model/plan for the development/implementation of the re-spective goal, we forget to be present, while also ‘uncon-sciously’ removing other options to meet the respective goal. By forgetting to be present and excluding other ‘ways to meet’ the respective objective, we limit the way in which it can be fulfilled, to options our mind has ‘come up with’, which, as I mentioned before, are limited : „0“ and „1“. Therefore, we can omit the numerous fulfillment options given to us by the Universe and which we can perceive if we are present and fully open. At the same time, what happens, when having such a detailed plan for the way in which the respective goal should be met, when we are not open to other options ? It is all very simple, really. If one of the steps fails and we lack the openness and flexibility to look for a different option, our compulsive mind starts to create apocalyptic ‘failure’ scenar-ios which, – if we fail to realize what is happening – can lead to ‘negative’ feelings, with an obviously low vibration.

Everything that has yet to happen does not exist, as All That Is is Now. As long as it has not manifested yet, it does not exist.

The „We are not doing enough“ pattern

As you well know, few things can be promised in life, however, one such thing is the promise to always be/give our very best... to do our best ... obviously, this can all change from one day to the next, as there are factors that can influ-ence ‘our best’, such as our state of health... When ‘some-thing’ stands in our way, based on our fears, whether we are aware of them or not, our mind tends to block out certain options. Once again, fears built on specific experiences we have lived through, based on belief or value systems – or, more simply put, existing filters. And the Universe is saying

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„yes“, you are right, and gives you what you think about and who you are.

The idea is that the mind holds a limited package of in-formation. By only acting based on the abovementioned in-formation package, we are limiting the multitude of options that are available and that the Universe can give us when we are open.

Einstein said, „No problem can be solved from the same level of consciousness that created it.“ There are cases where we ‘condemn’ ourselves, as we feel that we are not ‘doing’ enough. What happens at such times ? We all have dreams and aim to make them come true, in earthly terms...

From what I have noticed, it is best for us to set our inten-tion with love, and then let it ‘flow’, to be open to Everything the Universe throws our way... When we are led by enthusi-asm and joy, we are where we are meant to be. And, at this present time, we give our all, 100% of our potential, at this time, here and now. Is our potential the same all the time ? Of course not, as there are external factors that can influence our potential – we can use 20% of our potential for anoth-er day... then use 80% the next... and 120% on yet another day... However, what is important is for us to know that what has been is in the past and cannot be changed. However, the choice to be Here and Now, to make decisions, is ours, and we can create a change by making other choices this very mo-ment. What happens when we set deadlines for our goals and fail to meet them ? „The judge“, i.e. our mind, starts telling us different stories, such as : you are not good enough, just look at how you failed to meet that deadline, etc. ! In that moment, it is best that we remain present, to be aware that this ‘voice inside our head’ is not what we are...

What can we do about it ? We can know that, when we set deadlines for ourselves, anything can ‘interfere’ along the way.

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And anything coming for us is meant for us, whether we want to accept it or not. We create each moment of our lives ; it is our creation Here and Now.

And, to return to the moment of creation, by knowing that ‘linear time’ only exists in the dual plane, we can conclude that All That Is is ‘NOW’, All That We Have ever Created in this Life, as well as in past Lives, is ONLY happening this very Moment.

Do you like what you have created ? Yes ? That is won-derful. No ? Then accept it, as, in the end, you have creat-ed it, but consciously choose to create something different, Here and Now ... What makes your soul sing, your Heart dance ?...

Listen... We attract what we are, and, therefore, our alert-ness, presence and awareness are crucial at this time.

The question we should ask ourselves at that time is : „Am I aware of what is going on, do I feel in my heart that I should become involved in whatever has just come my way, is it a life lesson I am learning now or should I postpone it ? Is it something that cannot be delayed, does it involve me, does it concern me, in the end ?“ And we can then make the con-scious decision : „I will continue to focus solely on the dead-line and let everything showing up along the way ‘just be’ or not be“. In the second example, it is recommendable for us to be aware that the deadline can be extended. And, by being aware of what is going on, ‘the judge’, ‘the voice in our head’ is calm, and we know that everything is perfect just the way it is, and we can enjoy our journey.

We have discussed the patterns of the mind. The pattern of the mind is acknowledged when it is triggered ; ‘negative’ emotions will start to appear and they will not turn into feel-ings. But what happens when this does not apply ?

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Here is an example : „Why do I get a feeling of dis-comfort, injustice and frustration when I help some-one, only to later hear that they have used less than flattering words when talking about me ?“

What do you feel when you „help“ someone – no matter how – only to later hear that they have mentioned You in less than favorable terms ?

Are you unfazed, do you not care about it ? That is won-derful...

Do you feel inner discomfort, are you shocked, because you feel it is an injustice ?

Then you need to become aware that You are the prob-lem. You are not helping someone to receive something ‘in return’, where, by ‘in return’ I also mean certain ‘compli-ments’ paid to you. You offer your help. What the other per-son does with it is its own concern... You notice that the sit-uation keeps on repeating... When will it end ? ...Only when you will become aware of what is happening and will decide to fix Your belief of any injustice, as, in the end, what is in-justice ? If we were to ask 10 people, we will surely receive 10 different answers for the definition of ‘justice’ .

When you want to help someone, first of all ask your-selves what your inner motivation is, the state of conscious-ness the respective action is born from :

– Do you feel compassion and love in your Heart ?Wonderful, then you should act – Do you feel joy ?Wonderful, then you should act – Do you feel pity ? You should not act, as pity is a low frequency feeling. What happens at that time is something that not all of us are aware of :

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You indirectly see those people as ‘beneath’ you ; you see them a,s having less than what you have, forgetting that we are All beings of light, and are wonderful and per-fect just as we are Here and Now... at the same time, Your Ego ‘inflates’ and you believe you are a ‘Savior’, that you are ‘better’, more this, more that, more of everything, really... This results from the be-lief that you ‘are not enough’, which is why you indirect-ly use those You believe you are helping (you have good intentions) to ‘improve your self-respect’ ; it is merely an illusion...– Do you feel a sense of duty, some form of constraint ?You should not take action ; a sense of duty is not a state that creates a positive, joyous feeling...The feeling of having the ‘duty’ to do something proves that it is Not your responsibility to give at that time ; how-ever, since it shows up in Your Life, it is for You....You are not aware of the bigger picture and, therefore, you should show faith and let the Universe settle things to the benefit of everyone involved... You cannot know what lies behind the story... The given person may have cho-sen to experience it specifically so that they can evolve, so do not be surprised if, by choosing to take action, you will be faced with hostility from the other person... either now or later...– Do you feel guilty ? Perhaps because you believe you

have more than others... perhaps the respective per-son has helped you in the past ?... perhaps...

You should not take action, as guilt is not a state that can create the feeling of wellness and joy... it has a low fre-quency... When you feel ‘guilty’, you are indirectly tell-ing the Universe you are not worthy... And the Universe

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approves your request and gives you exactly what you be-lieve you deserve .– Do you give waiting to get something back ?You should not take action, as the state arising from this action is a state of expectation... it has a low frequency.You project your expectations onto a person, where such expectations have nothing to do with the way the respec-tive person feels, acts or is... An example to this extent are banks, as they return either higher or lower interests.

When you know that Everything Is As It Should Be, when you let go and know that the Universe will settle everything for the higher good of us all, when you have no expectations, because you know you just Are...

To give and to receive...

When you give and instinctively receive with joy, know-ing that the others are You, and you are simply enjoying it, without any other thoughts, plans or expectations, every-thing flows, it is Wonderful ! ! ! !

When does this happen ? When you just ARE... What does that imply ? ...Conscious evolution .

Some of us have difficulty accepting what they are receiv-ing... Reasons can vary ; we can very well take the items list-ed in ‘giving’ and rephrase them...

One of the reasons may be the fact that we believe (some-times without even being aware of it), that we are not worth it, that we are not ‘good enough’... And the Universe says ‘Yes’ to us... What we encounter and people who give to us out of pity confirm what we already believe about Ourselves... I am using the word ‘and’, as you may encounter people who simply give with Joy, and, if we are aware of it at the time, we understand, feel and remember the Greatness that We Are...

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Another reason may be the fact that we ‘place ourselves’ above the other person, we believe we ‘are better’ and we do not need anything from them, so we are indirectly creating a feeling of pity for the respective person... What we encoun-ter and people who believe they are not ‘enough’... I am us-ing the word ‘and’, as you may encounter people who sim-ply give with Joy, and, if we are aware of it at the time, we understand, feel and remember the Greatness that We Are...

What do you feel when someone gives something to you ? Do you feel pity, an obligation, constraint or guilt from the other person ? Are such feelings related to the other person ? Do we feel, do we really know the way the other person truly feels at that time or are such feelings triggered by the emo-tional patterns within us ? ...According to the law of attrac-tion, we meet beings that are on our frequency... but what about the agreements we have made before coming here ?... Remembering the Greatness that We Are... The Universe shows and gives to us, and each individual decides for them-selves... .

Another reason may be the fact that we know ‘we have enough’, that we have everything we need, that ‘we are enough’, that it is All within us, and the Universe says ‘YES’... What do we encounter ? ...Perhaps Simply Joy , no matter the shape it comes in...

Another example of the constructive ‘Why ?’ question can be the following :

You find out new information in a spirituality conference. The information is not known to you and, at the same time, contradicts everything you believe you know. Are you will-ing to accept that it may be possible ? Are you prepared to ac-cept that it may be possible ? This is the beginning, and the ‘Why’ takes you to the wonderful path of rediscovering that great ‘something’.

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Remember our discussion in the previous chapter on the association of the human mind with computer hardware, on which various software applications are installed : the soft-ware of joy, the software of success, the software of accept-ance, the software of peace, the software of judgment, the software of imagination, etc. Are any of the abovementioned software applications True ? They are true to the extent that we believe them to be true. For who are they true ? For the in-dividual acquiring them, the programmer and no one else... The quality of the software depends on the level of domesti-cation that is reached, and our ability to be aware...

When we are not enjoying ourselves, our mind has al-ready taken over control, without us being aware of what is happening.

A mind that we, in fact, love, as it is a wonderful tool, when serving the Heart. When we are not enjoying our-selves, we are not experiencing the Divine Truth, and the Illusion of the mind is guiding us at that moment. When do we not enjoy ourselves ? When WE ARE NOT LIVING IN THE PRESENT, but in the past – fault, failure, victimiza-tion, shame, etc. – or future....

We are unconsciously led by our ‘Ego’ taking over con-trol and playing ‘various’ parts. Perhaps it is playing the part of ‘victim’, ‘executioner’, etc. How long does it last ? As long as it takes us to learn our lesson. The part of the victim... Why would someone choose to play this part ? The parts that we ‘unconsciously’ play prove that we ‘forget’ who we are, which is Beings of Light, we forget the greatness of what We Are... The part of the victim is chosen when we do not love and do not value ourselves ; when we think we are not good enough. By choosing to play this part, we hope to get love, attention and acknowledgement from the outside. And when we play the part unconsciously, the ‘executioner’ also makes

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his entrance. Is any part ‘better’ or ‘worse’ than the other ? No, it just is. The executioner makes his appearance and reflects what we believe we are at that moment ; he ‘helps’ us expe-rience the part and learn our lesson. The executioner is part of our lives until we decide to let go of our status as victims.

How can we tell when we are unconsciously playing vari-ous parts ? Well, we can tell when we become aware of what is going on. Can we change anything ? We can, whether con-sciously or unconsciously. Unconsciously, we know that pain exceeds our powers, and we decide to make a change. Does change also involve healing ? Perhaps... we do not know.

What can we consciously do when we become aware of what is happening ? Well, there is not much we ‘can’ do, as far as ‘taking action’ is concerned. We should stop, take a deep breath in, and become aware of the fact that ‘we are not enjoying ourselves’.

That is why it is recommended for us to become aware of the fact that states of discomfort are always based on fear, ‘masked’ as ‘various’ ‘negative’ emotions, such as anger, feel-ing upset, frustration, guilt, shame, etc., all of which are generated from the perspective we have on the given sit-uation, as soon as the first feeling of discomfort sets in.

The following step is to be careful and aware, to allow ourselves to let the states we perceive be, to notice them, however – and this is important – without classifying, judg-ing, labelling, etc. them...

What happens at that time ? The detachment process sets in... by detaching ourselves from the respective situation or event generating our state of discomfort and, therefore, the ‘false problem’, we can become observers and see the situa-tion from a completely different perspective, as if watching a movie where we are one of the characters.

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That is the moment we become both the Observer and the observed ; that is when we become aware that we are aware... We do not even need to know ‘why’ we feel the way we do at that time or why we react a certain way ; it is enough for us to become aware of, to accept, to allow such emotions to simply be, without fighting against them, without reject-ing them... By focusing our attention inside our hearts, feel-ing and observing our hearts, we feel life, the force guiding us with love Here and Now, and, in this process, the pattern causing the respective event dissolves, and we expand, al-lowing the Being to be, and what we are experiencing is the Divine Truth and nothing more...

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3. Balance is Harmony

Balance is given by our presence Here and Now...

Many of us ask ourselves, „Why do people become ill ?“It is a very broad subject, that can be analyzed, explained,

and where we can look for causes, etc.A very simple explanation, valid in all cases, is that we

forget to be children. Which is why we forget to live by en-joying life, and are preoccupied with the past or the fu-ture... We forget to enjoy the present moment...

To be present... How can we be present ? Have you ever noticed children ? Children do not think about what they are going to do tomorrow or about what happened yesterday ; children play, they act instinctively, enjoying what is Here and Now. That is All ; let us Return to being children ! Any jump in the past or the future ‘disconnects’ us from the present, which is All That Is...

The quality of life is given by the state of balance that is reached.

The balance is given by how Present We Are Here and Now...

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The Balance is ‘Being’. It is our presence that we give to Life, by living Life Just As it Is – wonderful.

By enjoying each breath, enjoying the sun’s touch, the ca-ress of flowers, the smell of nature, and each moment Just As It Is...

The balance is mental, emotional, spiritual and physical. We are balanced when we act authentically during each mo-ment of our lives. That involves, as I was saying in previous chapters, being ourselves during each moment of our lives. What we think, feel and say are in harmony.

Here are a few examples :1. I feel I should say the sky is blue today. The mind

agrees 100% (the sky is blue) and I also say it. At this moment, I have expressed My Absolute Truth, I am whole on all planes...

2. My friend is asking me if I like her dress... I feel I should say I do not like it ; my mind agrees, however, I do not say it, as I believe it will hurt her feelings. Perhaps my fear of not losing her as a ‘friend’ also underlies my de-cision, however, the Truth is that we cannot ‘lose’ an-yone and anything, since we never ‘own’ anything... People who like you just as you are will stay ; the others will leave... However, even if you are to end up alone, you will know that, in his/her presence, you can be just as you are, at any given moment of your life... in full freedom...

3. I feel I should say, „Life is wonderful“, however, my mind tells me, „How can you say that ? Can’t you see what is going on ?“ Whether I end up saying it or not makes no difference... (see the previous The Mind-Heart Harmony chapter)

4. Speaking of harmonizing our Heart and our Mind... The Heart knows what is best for you ; it is the Source,

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it is Sense, it is All That Is ; the mind cannot under-stand that there is a Divine plan exceeding our under-standing...

However, the mind can sometimes be stubborn (it is rec-ommended for us to become aware and not inhibit what we think) and believes it knows best, so what can we do ? As I was saying in the previous chapter, we need to be aware of it... When focusing your attention without falling prey to your own opinions and prejudice, likes and dislikes, pro-jections and expectations, and by accepting our mind with Love, at the moment when it believes it knows best, you can free yourself from the obstacles that unconsciousness often throws your way.

All that matters is :1. To Become aware, Understand and Accept Our sel-

ves with Love, just As We Are at each moment of our ex-istence on Earth...

What does accepting ourselves ‘Just as We Are This Very Moment’ actually mean ?

I have often heard of ‘Accepting with Love’... But I have also heard „I am not my «Ego» (associated with the Mind, the Defiant One)“... or „Stop. This is «Your Ego» talking, not your Heart“. How can you possibly know ? Do you have a microchip implanted in my head that I don’t know about ?... And how exactly are we to accept with Love, if we try to de-stroy our ‘ego’, to reject it, to create a gap between our heart and mind, between ourselves and others, if we do not accept and love ourselves, Who We Are Here and Now... It is in Our Heart. We know Who We Are.

By knowing that We are not our Ego, however not so as to „deny“ it, but to accept it, in unity, we choose to experience the Truth that is in our Heart...

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There is nothing wrong with our Ego ; beauty consists of us being on Earth to experience All That Is, Light and Darkness (where Light has yet to shine) ; it is the experience of All That Is. Each of Us has the Freedom to Choose What They want to experience... we are Here to Enjoy ourselves ; otherwise, we would be sitting on a cloud and laughing at ‘God’s Humor’ or perhaps not...

2. By accepting it All with Love, Darkness, that is nothing more than the place where we have yet to allow Light to shine, is invaded by Light and then Everything happens...

Once we Truly accept it... we become both the Observer and the Observed... We Truly Know that All Is As It Should Be... and Then We Truly Are Silence and Peace... And Then We Know that There is Only One Divine Truth... in our Heart... the Spirit...

By Being Ourselves, Authentic, sincere (What you feel, What you think and What you say is synchronous), by accepting your-self with Love as We Are each moment of our life on Earth and by accepting Everything with love, Darkness, that is simply the place where we have yet to allow Light to shine, is ‘dissolved’ in the Light and then All and Nothing happens...

Based on my personal experience, I remember my moth-er had some ‘health issues’ in 2012, created by certain imbal-ances on various planes.

Having talked to our close family friend, Adrian, we de-cided to hold a session of approximately 30 min. for 6 days, of what many people refer to as an ‘astral operation’.

I had no name for it. I simply listened to music that I enjoyed and let the Universe decide on what would hap-pen next. No rules, no ‘predefinitions’ ; I was simply playing, knowing that „Everything was possible“.

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I know it brought me a lot of joy, as I was experienc-ing the openness of receiving what was coming my way – Silence, peace and love were manifesting. At the end of the meditation, I used to write what I was seeing, hearing, expe-riencing and smelling... After 6 days, my mother felt signifi-cantly better, as she gradually recovered her state of balance.

Now, as I remember, I am glad to share such experiences with You and I would like to emphasize that EACH of US is Living All That they are ready to Accept as True, Here and Now ! I did not understand many things at that time, but I let them be and I enjoyed myself... Understanding came later.

Let It All Be as It Is, even if you feel you cannot under-stand it at that time. Each of us has their own pace, however, by staying open, by being prepared to admit that Anything is possible, we allow ourselves to understand, when we will be ready, when the time will come...

Sunday, 08.04.2012The white wolf and the white eagle take me fly-

ing over a cliff between two mountains, where there is a waterfall. I know that the Source/Divinity/God/the Universe, call it as you will, is on the mountain be-hind the waterfall. Suddenly, my young mother and fa-ther appear on each side of the Source. Divinity tells me that it blesses them with love and forgiveness. Then, mother and father show me that, when I was in the first grade, during the awards ceremony (mother had a lay-ered haircut, and she was wearing a beige dress with brown flowers ; father had on a white/grey suit and tie, and I was wearing two braids and a flower crown made of white carnations, dressed in my uniform). We began dancing the Dance of Joy (myself, my father and my

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mother). Tears of happiness ran down my cheeks for 5 minutes. At the end, the Source gives us its blessing.

Monday, 09.04.2012I am in the Carpathian Mountains and I am climbing

the left side of a hill/mountain with the white wolf and white eagle. My mother is climbing on the right side. The tree of life suddenly begins to grow, replacing the rock. My mother and I reach the mountain peak, under the tree of life, at the same time. Then, many people we know and complete strangers start gathering all around us, including Decebalus and Zalmoxis... and the message „the rebirth of the Dacian people“ appears.

Two large heads appear across the sky, and I feel a great amount of love and peace.

I look up at the sky where there is a white cloud... Chariots drawn by winged, white horses come out of the clouds and sky, spreading seeds of Christ’s light over the Carpathians, repeating the message : „The rebirth of the Dacian people“...

I then reach the Source that opens the door to the other world to me... White, bright and calming light sur-rounds me ; I can no longer feel my body ; I feel like I am flying...

Pușa (my mother’s close friend that has left our plane) appears first, followed by my Nana... – I feel Silence, love and peace ; I am hardly breathing at all ; I do not feel the need to do so – ...telling me that eve-rything is alright, that my mother and I are fine, and that our time has not come yet... this is the last cleanse of 2012, until we are to enter the golden age... I can

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see my grandma, grandpa, and numerous spirits of light behind them...

I am pulled back and everything becomes blurry. The door closes... However, I am once again before the Source, with my mother, with the former blessing us and forgiv-ing us ; all is love...

Jesus appears with Love... and tells me the time has come for his return on Earth...

Tuesday, 10.04.2012I am with Jesus on a mountain, near a sea. He has a

staff and we are looking towards the east.We say our thanks for all miracles and for Planet

Earth.At one point, we see the Tree of Life in the dis-

tance and Jesus tells me the Tree of Life is in the Carpathians. And I ask him how I can find it. His answer is : „It will find you“. I don’t know why, but I think of Bâlea Lake... We fly over the mountains and reach the Caraiman Cross.

Afterwards, I am with my mother who is 5 years old (I asked her), wearing a white pompon on her head, like a headband ; she’s dressed in a checkered jumper dress and a white shirt. We’re standing in the hallway of her house, with a fringed traditional carpet (the kind that is woven in many colors). She is sad because of my grand-mother and her father ; I kiss her, cheer her up and love her. We play together and she tells me she has a swan/goose/duck she is friends with in the yard.

Afterwards, I am with Jesus and we are flying over mountains, valleys and waterfalls ; we say thanks for our wonderful planet... In front of a forest, I can feel

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the spirits of the forest and their immense love... they tell me they are healing us (my mother and I) and that they love us...

Afterwards, I am with Jesus at sea ; it is night time and we can see a large, bright, wonderful star and an-gels dancing...

I am in a tunnel, reminding me of a forest, and there are multicolored leaves on the ground... I am trying to reach the end of the tunnel, but I cannot get to it... I suddenly find myself in a white space... and I am with my mother who is 5 years old... Immense love takes over us, we embrace each other and can feel the presence of the Source all around us. My mother asks me who I am, and I tell her I am her daughter from the future, who has come to heal her and tell her all is love.

Wednesday,11.04.12I am laying on a meadow covered in daisies (flowers),

when someone picks me up and we begin to fly.He lays me down on the meadow and is very fun-

ny-looking. He has braids down to his shoulders, is dressed in all white, with white knee-high boots, and is wearing some kind of turban on his head.

I ask him who he is and he tells me he is the knight of peace and joy. He does some extremely beautiful and funny somersaults.

Several children show up out of nowhere and we play, we jump and do the dance of joy. I can see my mother amongst the children ; she is younger than she was last night. She is wearing an underbust denim dress and a white cotton blouse, with daisies ; she seems sad. This time we do not talk, but the knight of peace cheers her

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up and she suddenly begins to laugh. We play and sing ; there are numerous children around ; we are then lift-ed on a spiral together with the knight, towards the sun... it is wonderful ...and we continue to plant daisies through the sun rays touching the Earth.

I am at the sea side and I can see the sunrise... un-der the sun, in the distance, I can see my mother, my fa-ther and Jesus out at sea... I thank them all...

The white wolf and the white eagle take me flying and take me to the Carpathians.

I ask them where the tree of life is. It is in each of our hearts, they tell me. The primal heart beats in the Carpathians... where the St. Anne’s Bridge is.... The Carpathians open and I can see the heart of the Carpathians pulsing ; I go inside, with my young mother, where I can see wonderful beams of light...

I suddenly find myself next to the tree of life, to-gether with the white wolf and white eagle... We dance around the tree of life, together with other children... My mother joins us (she is young – 3-5 years old ; we do not talk to each other) and do the dance of joy. I can see us planting the tree of life in each heart... oh, it looks so beautiful. My mother is laughing and she is happy... we dance the dance of joy until I can suddenly see my young mother embrace my adult mother, and she sends the tree of life to her heart, with great love.

I can feel great love, and then other people we know appear, including my father ; we embrace ; it is all pure essence of love ! We then fly away and enter the lake of healing in the Carpathians... Jesus tells us, „The time for resurrection and ascension has come.“

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Thursday, 12.04.12It is difficult for me to connect, as I have had a hard

day at work.The white wolf appears on the mountain peak, telling

me, „It is all an illusion. Just detach yourself.“I fly with it and it tells me we are going to see the

fire fairy. I begin to think of the Baciu Forest. We reach a forest, where the fire fairy greets us wearing a white lace dress with red roses. She has long, blonde, curly hair. My young mother appears by her side, wearing pom-pons on her head. The fire fairy tells us fire is passion and that it can destroy.

The water fairy appears next, ‘throwing’ water over my mother and saying that water puts out fire.

The wood fairy then gives my mother a miniature wooden rocking chair, and the air fairy appears next.

The fire fairy gives her a miniature red globe, the wa-ter fairy gives her a glass of water, and the air fairy gives her an eagle.

‘Forgiveness’ and ‘love for All that is’ happen...I cannot see anything. Jack (my work colleague’s dog

that passed away a week ago) suddenly appears. It is strange, as I only saw it in a picture, and never met it in person, but I felt a strong connection as soon as I saw its picture, together with great compassion and love. It tells me how wonderful everything is and that it is tak-ing me to the forest, where the animal fairy is.

Countless animals gather in the forest ; I feel im-mense love and Silence.

I suddenly find myself in a white space, where we embrace each other in turn : my young mother, my adult mother, my young father, my adult father, young Alina, and adult Alina, and we wish each other Peace and Love.

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In the end, I go back in time, in various moments, and embrace young Alina.

My mother goes back in time, in various moments, and embraces my young mother.

I end the meditation with thanks, as always.

Friday, 13.04.2012I can see Adi going in a green lake with water lil-

ies, in the Carpathian Mountains. Several people follow him, including my mother, father, myself, Miți and many other strangers.

It is wonderful, peace and magic love. Numerous beams of light come down from the sky and surround our bodies.

I am with the white wolf, telling me that it is guiding me through the valley of love and healing...

There are many trees in bloom ; the flowers are white and light pink....

We go down and enter the green lake where my Mother, Adi and several other people are. We embrace each other and say, „Peace and love“... End of meditation

Perhaps many of you will say, ah, your fantasy and your imagination are rich !

Naturally, You are entitled to your own opinion ; I would like to, in fact, encourage you to say exactly what it is that you are feeling this very moment !

I would like you to please ask yourselves, „Do I actually know what fantasy or imagination really are ?“

Is there any difference between fantasy, imagination and the spontaneous appearance of images, symbols, experiences,

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feelings or codes that cannot be understood by the human mind ?

Where do such experiences come from ? How did they get there ? Once they have occurred, do they not shows us new potentials that we have not explored, potential ac-tions related to our ability, as the human race, to surpass limitations established by what was created in this plane up to this moment ? What we now perceive on Earth is merely the reflection of the awareness that We, the Inhabitants of Planet Earth, have reached at this time...

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4. What is a Master ?

In the presence of the Master, you act exactly as you Are, as Beings of Divine Light, with Joy...

You simply feel ‘complete’ and ‘perfect’ just as you are...You feel good and you do not know why...

You are simply enjoying yourselves...

Perhaps you are asking yourselves, „What’s all this talk of memories, of remembering ?“ „What does «We are all Masters» mean ?“... We often talk of „Masters“...

„We Are All Masters when we allow ourselves to remem-ber that We Are Light“... It seems simple, however, if we were to ask 10 different people, „What does it mean to be a master ?“ we would probably receive 10 different definitions according to each person’s perception. We will probably al-so receive ‘textbook definitions’, as shown above... What does being a master actually imply ? The conclusion I have reached is that a Master is a person who knows – whether they are aware of it or not – that they are the Universe ; a per-son allowing the Universe to act together with him/her and through him/her, without any specific intention, without

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expectations, without trying to control events, without judg-ment ; a person who knows and experiences the Divine Truth Here and Know, accepting and knowing that all that is is perfect just as it is...

In the presence of the Master you act – whether you are aware of it or not – just as You Are, as Beings of Divine Light, with Joy ; you have no ego-driven desires to ‘do’ more, to be ‘more’, to have ‘more’, but simply feel ‘complete’ and ‘perfect’ just as you are ; you feel good and you do not know why ; you feel joy, and you do not know why...

Each of Us has been a master in his/her life at least once and can be a master Here and Now, if we choose to be... Children, for example, are Masters. In their presence, we are Joy...

However, you will say, ah, but some are „better“ Masters than others – look how much they’ve accomplished... but this is also relative, as Joy does not ‘accomplish’ anything ; it just is... just because you have not met such ‘masters’ does not mean they do not exist... And, yes, there are people who experience – when compared to others – even though I do not like to make comparisons nor do I recommend You to do so, as each of our missions is personal – more Here and Now mo-ments ; they are present ; they simply know that All they have been, Are and Will Be is the present time ; they Are Joy Here and Now...

We should stay open and perceive the manifestation of divinity all around us...

A master is a person who, when giving me bread, smiles to me unconditionally from their Heart, and, at that time, if I am present, if I pay attention to that moment as the only mo-ment that exists in the Here and Now, I am living the Divine Truth, Joy, Communion with all that is... A Master knows that he/she is What Is and nothing more...

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After sporadic experiences of the Universal Truth, wheth-er I was aware of them or not, I decided to meditate.

I had played in various ways until then – dancing with angels, when I felt touches and warm currents running through my body, a child-like joy... What all such experienc-es had in common and what used to happen each time, was a gentle involuntary movement, a ‘pull’ of my head in a given direction ; I felt my head become a sort of moving antenna which a type of ‘pleasant’ energy ran through, like electricity, and it spread throughout my body.

I had even experienced an event I had not paid too much care to...

Having gone to the veterinary’s office with Miți, my ‘wise’ Burmese cat, I was told she had a gallstone that required surgery. This happened in 2005. Extremely sad, I remember coming home and being undecided... I was to take her to the doctor’s in a week... Lying in bed, before falling asleep, I in-stinctively started visualizing a dance with angels and Miți... There was joy, there was bright light, and everything was wonderful... I joined the dance and heard, „Hm, everything is splendid. What is there to heal when there is nothing to heal ? Shatter the illusion“... I fell asleep feeling happy.

A week later, I insisted that the veterinarian perform a new scan, knowing that all was well... And, indeed, follow-ing a scan that took an hour to complete, as they could no longer find the gallstone, it was concluded that surgery was no longer necessary.

To return to meditation – my first conscious ‘meditation’ that I will never forget...

It was 2009, I had come back from work and told myself, „Hm, I should meditate.“

I talked to my husband and asked him to give me an hour to myself in the bedroom. With his signature humor,

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he laughed and told me, „If you talk to God, ask him to give you the 6 winning numbers.“ I laid down in bed and put on relaxing music. Just lying there, I did not know what to do next, so I then told myself, „I should relax“, which is some-thing I would not recommend, as the exact opposite will hap-pen... So I then told myself, „Hm, never mind all that relaxa-tion, let’s see what happens...“ and that is when it all started... The portrait of a young Michael Jackson was being drawn in black on a white background... I watched it all with detach-ment, until the portrait was completed.

I came out of the meditation and told myself, „Hm, this hardly resembles other people’s stories...“ I even remember calling Adrian, our close family friend in Romania, and tell-ing him, „Isn’t this odd ? Some people talk about angels and light, while all I did was see Michael Jackson. That’s hardly motivating. To be honest, I am not even a fan anymore....“

To which Adrian replied, „Interesting. Who knows what it means ? Just let it be. Don’t analyze and don’t interpret it.“ Ok, after speaking to my husband about it, I remember he had a good laugh over the whole matter, telling me, „To see Michael Jackson, there’s no need to meditate. You can just go online...“ And it really was funny ; there was just no way not to laugh about it...

Two days later, I was to find out that Michael Jackson – the man, had decided to leave this plane, however, for some reason, I did not feel that what I had seen during the medi-tation was related to it...

Three years later, I was to find out what the image I had seen during my meditation actually meant...

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5. What is our mission on planet Earth ?

Our mission is To Enjoy LIF E...

„What is my mission here ?“

This is a frequent question and it indicates the start of the process of awakening from our collective sleep. The answers and hypotheses are varied and disputed, starting from ‘sav-ing mankind’ to ‘balancing out our karma’ – the ‘great’ goals that feed our ego... Provide the human mind with such hy-potheses and it will begin to build wonderful, heroic scenar-ios that will once again throw you into the collective dream state, if you are not aware of what is happening...

What happens that very moment ? Based on a feeling of ‘non-fulfillment’, the desire to do ‘something great’, often times ‘without being aware of it’, our mind takes over con-trol from our soul, our heart, and begins to build different scenarios... Do they come to fruition ? ...In some cases, they do, however they do not last long, as, at some point, we can feel that something ‘is missing’, ‘subconsciously’...

Let us take the ‘Save Humanity project’, for instance. No one saves anyone. The only one you can ‘save’ is yourself,

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by living your life in acceptance and with joy, aware that all forms of life are entitled to be treated with respect.

What does ‘treating with respect’ mean ? It means being aware that All is Life, the creation of the Universe, perfect just as it is. Even if, for example, we do not agree with the perspective or the opinion of others, we must understand that they are seeing things from the perspective that is per-mitted to them at that given time.

Respect means accepting that such people are entitled to believe what they want, to be who they want, as, in the end, they are entitled to experience all they have chosen before coming Here, without judgment and without criticism. This, of course, does not mean that we should acquire beliefs and opinions that do not coincide with our truth.

Let us take another example, i.e. ‘balancing our karma’. How can it take us to the obscure corners of our mind ? When we use the explanation for everything that is less than favorable, happening in our lives. I have met people who used to say, for example, „I have a burdened karma“. Do we really think we can accurately tell the full ‘picture’ ? Are we really so sure that someone can pinpoint the type of ‘karma’ one person or another has ? These are all mind games. Oh, sure, if you enjoy them and they make you feel good, then you can do and be anything you’d like ; that is, of course, Your choice. However, when you no longer feel like it and are no longer enjoying yourself, remember that the choice to change the ‘game’ or ‘story’ is yours.

Let us change our perspective.Knowing that the linear time we perceive in duality in

terms of the Universe does not EXIST, as All That Is is NOW.Therefore, everything you have created in this Life and in

past lives IS HAPPENING NOW.

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NOW you can RE-Write it ALL, by acting Here and Now in Harmony with All That Is, by treating each LIVING BEING you encounter, and each situation with Respect and Compassion. Therefore, there is no ‘KARMA’.

To be in harmony with All That Is means accepting Creation as a whole, as it is Here and Now, knowing that eve-rything is wonderful just as it is.

For a long time I asked myself, „Do I set goals for myself ?“ Not really. I can’t say that I do... And, going over my life sto-ry up to this time, I realized that all of the so-called goals that I had established did not stem exclusively from the honest desire in my heart ; there were always other facts influencing the decisions I as making, however, after paying closer at-tention, I realized all of my actions were based on my inner calling of peace, Silence and joy, the awareness that all peo-ple are entitled to experience joy, the ‘dream’ of mankind by living Here and Now, ‘The Joy of Being’.

The joy of waking up each moment, the Joy of breathing, the Joy of smelling flowers, the Joy of seeing the sun and feeling its touch, the Joy of sharing Life with others, the Joy of being friends, the Joy of being a mother, the Joy of being a parent, the Joy of running, the Joy OF BEING A CHILD.

Greatness comes from being aware that WE ARE ENTI-TLED TO BE OURSELVES, living the divine grace that we are in each moment of our lives, and thus creating change through the power of example. What can be greater than that ? To love All just as it is Here and Now, to acknowledge the Greatness of Life in it All.

And, as We, Beings of Light, have decided to incarnate on Earth Here and Now, to experience the One in duality, where the One is the Universe – Light –, we have come to experi-ence Light in duality ...

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Light is Love, Peace, Silence, Joy, the Acceptance of Creation just As it is... it Is All That Is...

We have come here to enjoy ourselves ...This is the mission – to experience the Divine Truth on

Earth, ENJOYING LIFE.

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6. How to experience the mission : «The Joy to live»

By returning to being children...

How do we enjoy ourselves ?

We come Here to enjoy ourselves, to be the Light that we are through our Presence.

Knowing that all that was, is and will be is Here and Now... Enjoy the journey... Now .

We are already starting to undergo our awakening from the collective dream... We can choose to experience joy here and now ; this can happen spontaneously, through our con-scious choice.

Can we stay in this state forever, during each moment of our lives ? Yes, by living in the present, by living this moment as though it were the only one that ever was, is and will be. And by being aware that the choice is entirely ours.

In which case, we will ask ourselves how we can succeed...By accepting the perfection of creation just as It Is Here

and Now. Divine Creation is All That Is, which, therefore,

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includes Us. By accepting ourselves as we are, by Loving ourselves as we are and being aware that the Soul sees Uniqueness as well as Unity, through Love, the ‘One’ of that which is... Is Compassion, Love...

When we allow ourselves to see with the eyes of our Soul, we feel good, because All is Love, our Acceptance is Whole, there are no differences, Uniqueness and Unity are what we See, Perceive, Are : the One, Experiencing Life, the Greatness of the Being.

Love yourselves and know that you are worth everything that you choose for yourselves, without any boundaries !

It is the first step in experiencing being Here and Now with Joy...

Allow me to remind you that you are the manifestation of Divinity in this plane and not only in this one, because why would God only manifest himself through certain peo-ple ?... You may have seen a video that went viral online at one point...

A man goes to the barber’s. While he is getting his hair cut, he reads a book on God. The barber notices it and, in the end, tells his customer, „I don’t believe in God. For what God could let such misfortunes burden the Earth ?....“

The customer says nothing. As he leaves the barber’s shop, he notices a young man with very long and unkempt hair, and asks him to go inside the barber’s shop with him. He takes the young man to the barber, and tells him, „You’re a barber. How can you allow this to happen in the world ? Look at this young man’s long and unkempt hair.“

To which the barber replies, „How can I help him if he does not come to me ?“

To which the customer responds, „See, it’s the same with God... How can he help those who do not come to him ?“...

This happens with certain people... They are constantly asking themselves and they do not think they are enough,

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they do not believe that God and the Universe are speaking directly inside of them and through them...

They turn towards the outside to look for what is really in-side of them and that can be accessed by each of them when we experience Silence, when we allow ourselves to listen, when we acknowledge and know the Infinity that we Are...

When we are not feeling well, with the risk of repeating myself, our mind has automatically taken control, without us becoming aware of what is going on.

A mind that, in fact, we love, as the mind is a wonderful tool when serving our Heart. That is why it is recommended that, on the first sign of discomfort, we become aware, pay attention, increase our vigilance, allow ourselves to let the emotions and feelings we are perceiving just be, by noticing them, however, – and this is important –, without classify-ing, judging, labelling them, etc. We simply detach ourselves from the situation, the event, as if we were seeing a movie where we are one of the characters. It is the very moment we become both the Observer and the observed, the moment we become aware that we are aware. We do not even need to know ‘why’ we feel that way at that time or why we react a certain way ; it is enough for us to become aware, to accept, to simply let the emotions be, without fighting against them, without rejecting them... And, in that process, the pattern causing the respective situation shall dissolve, and we ex-pand, as we let the Being be and nothing more.

However, we ask ourselves how we can enjoy ourselves when we have bills to pay, but, perhaps, don’t have the mon-ey to do so, etc....

I have noticed that when we decide to be the child inside of us, everything tends to happen.

We then allow ourselves to remember the state of the child, we become aware that Joy is an inner choice, that can-not be conditioned by external factors.

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Indeed, certain successes, the procurement of certain ma-terial assets, can create joyful states for us, however, I don’t know if you have noticed, but they are limited by time and, if we will continue to look for new incentives outside of our-selves in order to be happy, we may not always get them.

Why ? Perhaps because they are not for us, perhaps be-cause, in fact, we want to want, believing that such a thing, situation or person will bring us the joy that we are looking for...

Make no mistake here (even though there is no such thing as a mistake ), there is nothing ‘wrong’ in having a nice car, a house or a wonderful family, however, depending on such external factors and allowing them to condition our state of happiness can lead to states of unhappiness, as the only con-stant in the Universe is change... And, in some cases, they simply do not match the plan we have chosen when choos-ing to come here...

How does happiness come to be ?Through the association, classification or labelling of

events or circumstances occurring in our life, by our minds, as ‘good’ and ‘bad’.

How does this process happen ? Based on the experienc-es we have, our education, statistics, what some of us think they know is possible, based on scientific evidence, and the list can go on ; our mind tends to classify a past life experi-ence as ‘good’ or ‘bad’ or it starts and creates potential future scenarios, based on the same premises, where such scenarios are not always ‘wonderful’, when viewed from the same per-spective of the mind.

The abovementioned false belief leads to suffering. Two issues can be identified here.

The first issue deals with the past, when either we or oth-er people we may know have gone through experiences that we have classified as less than pleasant at the given time.

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However, what we cannot see is what we have become precisely by having gone through such experiences ; so, wow, if we had never had those moments, we would not be who We Are Now...

Another issue concerning the past, that the mind loves, is related to what has been scientifically proven, by what is ‘de-fined’ as ‘possible’ in current society... However, we should remember that it was also science that, at one point, proved that the Earth does not rotate around the sun and that it is flat... only so that, later on, science would once again prove that the matter was altogether different... even though there are still scientists claiming that the Earth is flat...

Such examples show us that we are the only ones limiting ourselves in terms of our mind, and that happens as soon as our minds take control.

At that time, it is first of all necessary for us to become aware and to notice what is going on in terms of our mind.

Because, let’s face it, do we really believe this mind, that is currently using somewhere between 5% and 10% of its po-tential, can see and know the bigger picture ?

Of course not. It operates in terms of „1“ and „0“ versions, the same way a computer does. It sees things in terms of ‘black’ or ‘white’, but then what about yellow, purple, blue, rainbow colors ?

When we acknowledge that we do not really know why certain experiences are given to us and just take them as they are, without classifying or labeling them as ‘good’ or ‘less good’, we become observers, we let the Universe (energy) flow with Us and through us, because that is when we do not resist the present... Why should we resist an ongoing action anyway ?

Here’s an example : A man wins an extraordinary amount of money at the lottery. His friends come to

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see him, delighted, and tell him, „Wow, this is incred-ible. It’s amazing,“ to which he replies, „Perhaps“.

With the money he has won, he buys a personal jet and starts to travel around the world.

During a trip, the plane crashes and the man is taken to hospital in critical condition. His friends rush to the hospi-tal, worried, and tell him, „That was so unfortunate ! If you hadn’t won the lottery, you would have never afforded to buy the jet and never had this accident.“

To which the man replies, „Perhaps.“During his hospital stay, a typhoon hits the town the man

lived in, and everyone in the town dies. His friends visit him in the hospital again, this time in shock, and tell him, „Wow, you were so lucky, it’s unbelievable ! Had you not won the lottery, you would have never afforded to buy the plane, you wouldn’t have been travelling, ending up in hospital, and you would now be dead“.

To which the man replies, „Perhaps...“Have you noticed children ? They do not think. They sim-

ply enjoy the present moment, they act based on instinct and can stand in awe of All that is ‘discovered’ and more...

They instinctively access Universal knowledge ; Anything is possible for children ; everything is a game based on joy and wonder ; they simply are...

We should often ask ourselves, „Why should I believe the-ory A or B, opinion C or D ? Why should I ask others what is best for me ? How can anyone know better than I do what I have chosen to experience Here and Now ?...“

There is nothing ‘wrong’ in asking others, as long as we are the observers and know that anything is possible, as long as we have the wisdom and openness to say, „Yes, all is pos-sible, I myself have experienced it before, however, who

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knows ? Perhaps it is so, perhaps it is not so...“ And in that state of full openness, of acceptance, we do not automatical-ly acquire answers as our truths, however, we do not deny them either, because We do not know the Truth – whether that is, indeed the answer or not , as we have not experi-enced them... yet ...

However, in that state of openness, of acceptance that Anything is possible, we allow the Manifestation of All That We All Truly Are − Light −, by listening to and allowing the Universe inside of us to manifest itself through us...

And that is when we clearly see the Divine Truth, and the Illusion dissolves... ... And in that state of ‘Being’ of the Child, all we can create is Love ... Love lets others act just as They Are, Here and Now. Love just Is .

Concerning the ‘parts’ we choose for ourselves in this plane, it is said that we have chosen the parts that we play – either consciously or unconsciously, to evolve, and those who chose ‘difficult’, ‘negative’ or ‘evil’ parts, are, in fact, people choosing to help others evolve, show compassion and love, as it is precisely Love that changes the world.

However, if it is true, imagine that all of us who should learn from such experiences − with people playing such ‘dif-ficult’ parts – consciously choose to be Joy and Love, Here and Now ; we choose to renegotiate our initial contracts ; yes, we ‘renegotiate’ – why should that not be possible consider-ing that duality is an illusion... what could happen ?...

Well, it would release people playing ‘difficult’ parts, as, in the Presence of Light, everything becomes Light... Unconditional Love...

I only realized it late in my life, – when I was already in college and I began asking myself questions –, how it all started for me...

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It all started when I was 5 years old, on a train going to the Mamaia resort.

It was May 1st – a wonderful, sunny day, when my parents and I, together with many wonderful friends, went to cele-brate May 1st at the seaside. I remember we ran out of drink-ing water, so, at the following station, one of the parents was to get off of the train and find water.

I remember the scene as if it only just happened... My fa-ther was holding one of those wide neck milk bottles and he was getting ready to make a dash for it to get some water...

I suddenly became overwhelmed by an inexplicable feel-ing of fear and I told my mother, „I don’t want dad to go and get water. I know he will fall and cut his hand...“

But my father was already running along the train tracks, holding the bottle of milk... I knew the precise moment when he fell and cut his hand – ending up with a relatively deep wound for which he was taken to hospital.

Our holiday was wonderful, given the circumstances ; the only downfall was that my father could not ‘fully bathe’ in the sea.

What happened then ? There is no exact way of telling. For example, my mother told me, „See what happens when you have negative thoughts ?“ Had I influenced the scene of the story that was to follow with my thoughts or had I, in fact, entered the temporal line that could trigger such an event ? I do not know, but what I do know is that I locked that open-ness at a certain level... then... What I was later to discover was that there are so many ‘quantic possibilities’ for an event to unfold, that no one truly knows what will happen in the future...

You will say, yes, but there are, however people who have these skills, who can tell and foresee future events... Yes, we all have such skills... we can see certain potential future

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events – events with a high likeliness of happening... but let me play the skeptic here and ask you :

„There is a multitude of Universes out there, a multitude of possible events on different planes and frequencies, that can be influenced by each of our choices... a single different choice and everything can be rewritten...

On the other hand, a person that can ‘foresee’ certain fu-ture events ‘does’ so at the level of the frequency/plane that he/she can access at that given time... but what about the other frequencies/planes ?“

Imagine that a critical mass of people choose to be Joy Here and Now... How would Life as we know it on Earth change ?...

One thing is certain – the Earth would be full of ‘joy-ous children’ .

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7. How do we ‘return to being children’ ?

By being ourselves every moment of our lives, acting freely and authentical ly, Just As We Are Here and Now...

What is the first thing we notice about children ?

That they are authentic... well, what does it mean to be authentic, exactly ? Being authentic means being Ourselves, expressing ourselves freely, by consciously choosing to be Who We Are every moment of our lives, knowing that We Are enough, perfect, just As We Are Here and Now... Open your lives... share... What can be more wonderful than be-ing Ourselves ?

To be open to anything that may come does not mean tak-ing everything as the Truth, but it simply means accepting that it can be possible, knowing that we do not know any-thing... To be open to recreate the Universe every moment...

Have you paid attention to children playing ? They are wonderful... Their Presence, their Honesty, their Joy, their Innocence, their Purity, Light, Love... They simply Are... Joy.

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And when the presence surrounds us, we remember who We Are – Light... We can feel the Love and the Light that We Are in our Hearts...

Have you ever seen children praying ? Have you heard them ? When they say, „God, I Love You and thank you from the bottom of my child Heart...“ with all of their Heart... It is wonderful and all the Angels rejoice...

What about Here and Now – what prayer do you think the Father will listen to ? The simple prayer of the child, said from the bottom of their Heart, with all their Soul and Honesty... or some complex slogan, read with the mind and attempted to be understood with the mind...

Jesus is Love, and Love cannot be understood with the mind. Love just is...

It starts in Our Heart, it is Peace and Silence, Complete Acceptance of all that is...

The Bible says, „Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven... Verily I say unto you, Except ye turn, and become as little children, ye shall in no wise enter into the kingdom of heaven... Let the little children come to Me, and don’t stop them, because the kingdom of God be-longs to such as these...“

What we are dealing with here is, in fact, innocence... „The poor in spirit“ are Those that instinctively know that, in fact, All We Know is in ‘Our Heart’. When acting accord-ing to your Heart, „you act without knowing that you know, without seeing or learning something“, you just Are...

This is how Children Are. We Are Here and Now, we en-joy ourselves, acting according to our Hearts... and if we do not like something... we instinctively switch the tune... Did you ever notice how children like to ask about and question everything ?

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However, their actions do not stem from any skepticism associated with their thinking, but simply because that is how they feel...

And you have probably also noticed that they are not pleased by all of our answers.

If we were to notice carefully, by being present, we would see that their reactions to the responses we sometimes give their questions are, in fact, the replies of ‘the Universe’...

So, in the end, who is teaching whom ? ...The statement that „Everything is an illusion“ is used in

all spiritual circles... but what does it mean ?Well, if everything is an illusion, then everything that ex-

ists... that can be felt, seen, smelled... does not exist ; it is en-ergy materialized as the expression of beliefs, experiences, emotions, documents, proof, scientific projects...

We choose what we want to experience – dual Light –, however, perhaps the way and the actors we choose to play the game with are numerous, and, therefore, according to the level of awareness we have touched, the potential of our choice between various temporal lines, we can choose from a multitude of options...

It is also said that everything is pre-established, so that, no matter what you do, you will end up with the same re-sults...

Hmmm, well, who says that ? Well, perhaps all such sto-ries were written based on the experiences had by certain people... How long do they apply for ?... Well, until there will be enough people to believe it all... Thoughts, emotions, feelings, energy...

Have you noticed that when enough people are certain of ‘one particular thing’, that it materializes Here and Now ?

As it is an illusion, we are fully entitled to question eve-rything...

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How can we know, for example, that the sun is not ‘the light’ in the room of an alien, and that the Earth is not the room that the alien sees, looking like a wonderful sphere with numerous light particles, talking multicolored flowers, dancing trees ?... There is no precise way of knowing...

We can imagine Earth with All That Is, as a wonderful Light, with light particles that vibrate... each at a specific frequency, the same way a radio works, with a multitude of programs on different frequencies... The frequency you choose is the frequency you will experience ...

Do you want to experience Joy ? Choose Joy , be chil-dren...

What makes your Soul sing, your Heart dance ?... Listen !Let the music of life play, dance, dream, be what it is –

Light...Enjoy each moment as the only moment there is.Feel life all around you... feel the breeze of nature, feel the

touch of the sun rays as you soak them up, feel the Universe that You Are...

Feel your Heart, listen to it, let everything become One...Magic is all around you ; allow yourselves to know that

the Heart knows the Truth and then, anything you dream, see, feel with your Hearts is created Here and Now...

When your mind tells you differently, ask yourselves, „How would a child act Now ?“

A child would say, „Oh, I don’t like what this adult is tell-ing me. Nevermind him. Let’s just go and play. That is won-derful.“ And, the very next moment, the child has forgotten, he/she does what he/she likes and is feeling wonderful. The adult is Your Mind, and the child is Your Heart...

We are all masters... when we allow ourselves... to know that „Everything is possible“. This is the statement that opens the doors to Paradise.... ‘let us dream’ ‘the reality’ we wish to

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experience, knowing with every fiber of our being that it is already here...

Imagine a palace of about 1 meter, built out of glisten-ing diamonds, in the middle of a wonderful garden, that, as the diamonds glitter, starts to ‘bloom’ with a multitude of multicolored flowers – poppies, wild flowers, roses ; you can grow all the flowers you like and that delight your heart in the garden...

The role of the palace is to create joy, thus spreading joy around everything it creates around itself, including the hearts of the children in the kindergarten located in front of the garden... All children are happy and play around it, daz-zled by the glimmer of the diamonds and the beauty of the flowers...

That is, until a curious adult shows up, wondering why all the children are so happy in front of such a humble house built out of coals...

And he decides to place a huge golden crest on top of the little house, to ‘make’ the humble house shine... but what happens then ? The palace crashes, because it was already perfectly built just the way it was ; it did not need any ‘outside embellishment’ to be the greatness that It Is... Joy... Light...

The diamond palace is the Divine Greatness of Each of Us, the Universe that We Are. The Children are the Soul that can see the Diamond of What We All Are and that ex-periences joy, creating on the outside What is already on the Inside... Joy...

The serious adult is the ego that cannot see the diamond, but can ‘only’ perceive the coals, and that tends to correct, ‘add’ or ‘take away’ from it, in order to make perfect what is already Perfect Just as it is Here and Now...

Some of us have worn masks and played parts for so long, that we have forgotten what it means ‘to be authentic’...

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The masks were created from our desire to please others, to be loved, accepted, not to be alone, and the list is endless... It began when we stopped being children. That is when we began to notice that our mother, father, relatives or teach-ers have certain patterns for what they ‘classify’ as ‘good’ or ‘bad’, the adequate way in which we would act, be, ‘do’ cer-tain things, or, more simply put, for how we should live.

And, out of our desire to be accepted, loved and ‘cher-ished’, we have ‘made ourselves’ according to such patterns.

We have put on ‘masks’, have played ‘parts’ that have not always pleased us.

And, let’s face it : it all becomes extremely tiresome – to be in constant check of what we should be, of what we should or shouldn’t do, of how we should act...

It is time to ‘recreate’ ourselves.Who are we, what do we like ?

In order to be truthful to ourselves, we should know that we are only responsible for ourselves and for what is inside of us.

We should allow ourselves to Be the Light that We Are, loving ourselves as We Are Here and Now.

And those who truly Love us will stay, while the rest will leave.

What would give you the most joy ? Acting as who you truly are in the presence of two people or using an adequate image for what is classified as ‘good’ in the presence of a hundred people ?

I would choose the first version – Acting as I Truly Am. It brings me joy to know that I can act just as I Am Here and Now...

For how could someone who truly loves us claim that we should be what we are not ? This would indirectly mean that

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they expect us to pretend, to indirectly lie to them, so that they enjoy themselves, but how would that make us feel ?

The feelings can be described as discontentment, sad-ness, fatigue, etc. And it can all become extremely tiresome...

And what can come out of such feelings is obvious...We know the Universe responds to vibration, but what

does it mean ?The vibration is given by your current state – „the way

you feel“...Imagine a diagram with a scale ranging from X to 100...

let us call them planes vibrating on certain frequencies... which does not mean that there are only 100 planes in to-tal... who can Truly know ? They may be Infinite...

Let’s say that plane X has the lowest vibration frequency, matching the suffering software – where all events caused by discontentment, fatigue, sadness and – indirectly – suffering are created...

A different plane can be the plane where we believe we are enjoying ourselves, but are unconsciously forcing certain feelings onto ourselves or look for outside incentives to give us such feelings ; the feeling fluctuates, according to how ca-pable we are of finding and receiving such outside incentives and of maintaining such feelings...

A different plane can be the plane where we are aware of the Laws of the Universe and how they work, which is when we become consistent observers, knowing that it is not the action that counts, but the state of awareness from which the given action arises...

And let us say that the 100th plane is the Starting Point, where There is Nothing That Is Not and Everything Is... Silence, Peace, Unconditional Love...

To be authentic is to express yourself freely, to conscious-ly choose to be Who You Are each moment of your life...

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To let the energy-flow run freely and, by becoming one with the flow, to know that All That Is Is Just As It Should Be, As You Should Be... And then, a multitude of synchronicities will show us exactly Who We Are... the Universe... All that we are looking for is already inside... it was never on the out-side... All that we see on the outside is a projection of what is inside of us...

The only responsibility we have is towards God, and that is To Be Ourselves. When we are honest with ourselves and consciously make a decision every moment of our lives, when we can admit it and say, „I will not do it simply to please a third party ; I will not do it simply so I can get some-thing out of it in the future, etc.“, because I am not enjoying myself, that is when we begin to wake up...

We will simply start to consciously decide To Be Ourselves...

It is a process, and Everything comes when We decide we are ready. Listen to your heart...

Ever since I was a little girl, I used to have countless beau-tiful, vivid, varied dreams, and I used to ask myself, „Where could all these dreams be coming from ?“

Some were impossible to explain, as they contained im-ages and sounds that are „unknown“ to this world... When I would ask, „Where could they come from and what could they mean ?“ I was usually told, „Oh, they are just dreams ; your imagination is too wild“...and sometimes they would also give me scientific explanations...

What I liked most were those ‘vivid’ dreams, where you can feel, perceive, smell and live a ‘dream’ that seems so ‘re-al’... and perhaps it really is, who knows ?... they say that, while sleeping, the ‘astral’ body travels everywhere... when you know you can dream and can change the dream to your liking...

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You will perhaps wonder if I used to ask myself, „Am I special ?“ or „Wow, are these dreams given to me so that I can change the world ?“ ...Oh, of course I used to ask myself that and I do know that many people ask themselves that ; I know they all let themselves be ‘tempted’ by the ‘mirage’ of being ‘special’ – even the best masters...

Very few would admit and are aware of such moments or decide to be aware of such moments, as it would mean ‘the end’ of all they have created to feel special... There is a very thin line, and I know that we are all Masters within us, we All dream, we All travel, we are All Light... except some of us do not remember it...

The truth is we are all special... Remember what we talked about in the beginning ?

Divinity manifests itself in Everything and in it All. Perceptions can be different on all planes...

What does this mean ? ...Well, for example, someone can feel inner warmth and peace, while another person can feel the wonderful flow of energy filling their body with vitality, and the examples can go on, as they are countless.....

Therefore, please understand that experience is person-al, and the fact that someone only ‘knows the Divine Truth’, without any motor activity, sense or taste experiences does not make them ‘any less special’ than You Are. Why am I tell-ing you all this ? It’s simple : personal experience.

When I was a child, I used to lie down on my bed, in my room. The window was open during summer and the won-derful walnut trees outside my window, their inviting scent, the wonderful air and the joy of the children playing in the street used to create a fairytale setting, where one could day-dream...

I used to imagine that I was to ‘teleport’ my physical body to 1700, in Paris, France, to watch the adventures of the

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three musketeers ‘live’ before me... I used to love the books of Alexandre Dumas and Paul Feval, which I have read count-less times...

At the same time, I did not feel comfortable in places with many ‘unbalanced’ people. I remember telling my grand-mother, „See, that man is telling you something, however, I believe he is thinking the very opposite of what he is saying. I do not like him.“

Or I would feel a ‘pain’ I could not identify, that had no source... For a long time, I did not realize what was happen-ing. I was not aware of the empathy that it was enabling me to feel, to know the feelings, thoughts and emotions of other people, making such the acquirement of such an emotional package personal...

As I grew up, I met a wonderful person that I like to re-fer to as ‘the first Fairy in my life’, who helped me physically experience ‘the manifestation of divinity’ for the first time, through a bioenergy session, in terms of feelings that could be experienced at the level of the body...

It was 2000, and I had met the Fairy in 1998...I could feel energy moving in my body like a wave – it

was a state of Silence and joy.What was interesting was the free movement of my

head... without ‘doing’ anything, I could feel warmth going through the right side of my head, driving my head in vari-ous directions, through movements that were beyond my control... Back then, I used to associate such states with the practitioner’s ‘power’ to heal us...

I used to notice such states back when I was a child, as well, when I talked to certain people, however they were never so intense...

Then, I started asking questions, however, the states of joy were sporadic, like a light turning on spontaneously and disappearing. I was not aware of it...

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I have met wonderful, bright people during my life, as well as people who were ‘completely asleep’, ‘negative’ and ‘rigid’. They all motivated me to seek, to move forward, even though it did not seem that way at all at that time...

And you know what I’ve noticed ? I never accepted the idea that there are ‘bad people’ out there.

I was also certain that there is some ‘good’ that has not yet manifested itself, ‘hiding’ in each person, where the reasons for why it is so well ‘hidden’ vary...

And, at the same time, I had the desire to change every-one according to my own path at that time, that I believed embodied ‘good’... which I only became aware of much later.

I remember there was such a man at my first job, and, sometimes, the darkness he showed was so dense that I felt I was losing all hope, and I used to think, „Why am I here ? Do I really deserve to be with this man ?“ ...However, I enjoyed my job...

And then I started talking to and seeing angels, without reading such books at that time... I would tell myself, „So what ? Who says they do not exist ? Just because we do not see them does not mean they are not here“...

I was playing and, in this game, I began feeling various presences.

When everything seemed impossible, I used to tell my-self, „Wonderful little angels, would you please solve this problem for us all, in the best way possible ?...“

And strange things began to happen when I would say that. A sound card would ‘fall’ out of the blue on the man’s hand, but without hurting him. It was harmless...

In time, such events began to ‘multiply’, so that the per-son I am talking about began asking themselves if he was be-ing punished for his behavior...

And, ‘stubborn’ as I was, I used to tell him, „I know there is something wonderful inside of you. I know that, deep

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down, you are a wonderful soul, but you refuse to see that, because you have probably had some disappointments in your life... Simply take them as signs showing you that you are not on the right path“ ...and I continued to do so until I left the place for the only man I have ever had more than ‘earthly’ love for, who became my husband and who, after 10 wonderful years spent together, with ups and downs, with everything that life implies, decided to leave our earth-ly plane to continue his journey in other planes...

And to whom I would like to thank from the bottom of my Heart for all the wonderful times we have spent together, for everything that he has taught me and given me !

He was one of the very few people I have met – perhaps the only one – who was himself, every single moment and all the time ; he acted instinctively, he was as joyful as a child is, he even manifested without being aware of it, if he felt like it, he was always natural, he was open about his feel-ings, he was just like a child, and he loved himself just as he was. I don’t remember having lived moments together with him when he acted other than as he felt ; he was ‘naturally spiritual’...

He used to say, „Oh, I am living in the now. What hap-pened yesterday has passed. What will come ? That I do not know... Do not complicate matters, Alina...“

And when I would try to convince him to read certain books on spirituality, he would say, „I do not need to read any books. Everything I need to know is Here“ and he would point to his chest, above his solar plexus.

We all know the Truth. Whether we are aware of it or not, that is a different matter altogether.

Any time I would try to help out with something or help someone out, without any divine manifestation, he would

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tell me, „Alina, stay out of it. It doesn’t concern you.“ And, instinctively, he was right in all cases. They were situations where we help, without the Universe being a part of the proc-ess and where, without us being aware of it, we create imbal-ances...

Here’s an example : One of your parents asks you to help someone close to them and, despite the fact that you feel you should not do so, despite your in-stinct telling you that it is not your business to do so, you do it to please your parent.

The state of consciousness arising from such an act stems from ‘the desire to please someone else’. Instead of explaining to your parent that you do not feel comfortable doing so, in-stead of being truthful to them and to yourself, you act out of ‘fear’. Yes, it is masked fear : „Oh, I’m not in the mood to get lectured. Oh, I don’t want them to think I am not prepared to help, etc.“

The truth is each of us has lived or has faced such a situ-ation.

You see the situation from the following perspective :Whenever you decide to do something where your moti-

vation is anything other than love or joy, the state that results from your action is a low vibratory state that is not helping anyone involved : neither You, your parent nor the concerned person. This is certainly not the plan of the Universe. Perhaps that person needs to live such an experience, as this is pre-cisely the way for them to become aware of what needs to be unveiled....

In human terms, perhaps they need the experience to change their job, for example... It can be anything... Each

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time you do not instinctively feel you should do something, it may be best not to do it at all...

In terms of ‘instinct’, I would like to make the following specifications, based on my personal experience. This does not mean that you should take them for Your Truth. Just lis-ten and you will know :

1. Animals act instinctively.2. We also act instinctively when we are in danger.For example, if we are in a forest and run into a bear .We do not wait and ponder, „Wow, there’s the bear. What

should I do ? I’ve heard there are 3 options I can choose from. Hmm, I wonder what the optimum choice is...“

3. They say, „Go with your instinct“. I agree, however, how many of us have the clarity to tell apart ‘intuition’ from the ‘mirage of the mind’ ?

4. That is why we instinctively get where we are meant to be. Whether the instinctive action derives from fear or not is of no importance any longer... Do not forget that, in some cases, our mind protects us from what we are not ready to experience...

5. The Truth is everything we are ready to remember as true.

To get back to our topic of ‘How to return to being chil-dren’, I would like to tell you about the experience I had in January 2012.

I was in Romania with my husband, Thomas, as my mother was to undergo relatively difficult cervical spine sur-gery. Based on what I had been told on the telephone, they were to introduce a metal cartilage to support her vertebras. I wrote down the experience I had at the time as a letter to the woman who was later to become like a mother and won-derful friend to me, Aurora.

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My Dear Aurora,I will start by writing this letter to you, as Simona

has encouraged me to do.(Simona is Aurora’s daughter – a wonderful Soul, a paint-

er with Divine talent, who decided to leave this plane in 2007.)

And I will start by telling you about Bicaz. I can feel all that wonderful tingling and I know it is true. During last night’s meditation (17.01.2013), I had a wonderful vision from Simona – she was sending me images from the Carpathians, with incredible joy and love. It was a wonderful place amongst the mountains, surrounded by white, ethereal houses. The sun rays were reflected in the greenish-blue lake. I could feel a strong sense of love, Silence and peace take over me, while wonderful people carried out various tasks... shepherding, plant-ing vegetables, picking fruits from trees, playing child-hood games.

I asked Simona what that wonderful place was, and what its role was. The answer came spontaneously to me : „Bicazul“, the Spirituality Center my mother es-tablished. That very moment I could see you, my dear Aurora, with your translucent beauty, as understanding as always. We were all There... It was wonderful... and to think that I was never in Bicaz...

I thank You and Adrian for Everything, as such ex-periences in Romania have started through Adrian and by attending your conference at the hall on 17.12.2012, my dear Aurora.

Let me tell you how I got to the hall on that rainy and grey day.

Having left from work and thinking I should find a cab, as I did not call for one, I spotted a cab in the parking

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lot, going around in circles. I knew that it was free, so I hailed it. During the entire ride, I could feel peace and joy, as the cab driver was a gifted speaker. I asked him if he also had another job, and timidly asked him about spirituality, only to find out that he was, indeed, a pas-tor in the evangelical church, and, from then on, the ride was a real treat. I reached Dalles Hall (5 min. late). Your comforting voice soothed me and I found out that we would meditate to meet our soul mate. Wonderful.

My head spun, I could feel the lovely, compassion-ate energy of Simona in the left side of the hall, on the center, between the two doors... it was wonderful, now I know. I was wearing a white, colored scarf. I felt I should cover myself completely in it. It surrounded me. Simona liked it .

The meditation begins and it is wonderful ! At one point, I can see circles of light, rolling down from the sky. How beautiful ! Circles for the first time. About 5 seconds later, Aurora talks about circles. It is wonder-ful. During the meeting with our soul mate, I can feel a Union like never before. I dissolve into nothingness... I get scared and stop.

At the end of the conference, I am given the great honor of embracing and kissing Aurora, who tells me, „We will see each other.“ Excellent !

That same evening, together with Adrian and a few friends of ours, we went to see Atena. God, there is so much Love in Atena. I feel I have known her for an Eternity. All that beauty....

She believes she has some issues, however, I can on-ly see her Soul. She is wonderful and perfect, she Is the instant Choice, Her Choice, and I Pray that she Chooses Love !

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During the following days, I meditate for my moth-er, Mariana, every evening, as she was diagnosed with spinal stenosis and requires surgery. A metal cartilage must be introduced to support her vertebra. During the meditation, Simona comes to me. So much Joy ! I feel like a Child with her. We play together so nicely.

She guides my Mother and I to a green, Wonderful lake, with three, very light and Smiling Fairies, sur-rounding us with their Love and Light. All is Perfect. I then fly with my mother from the lake, on a spiral of light to the sky. Simona smiles and mentally lets me know that it is the Lake of Fairies...

With such wonderful music and using Simona’s guid-ance for three or four days, my mother’s spine cracked, and her legs and right arm ‘popped’. Wonderful. I can feel everything is alright. My mother’s mental state is very good. Christmas is coming. Everything is wonderful !

Adi brings me the album with all of Simona’s paint-ings ; such wonderful energy. My Mother says she also has it. She got it for me. I still go through Adi’s album. The paintings are Divine, they send Love, Compassion and Eternity to me. Towards the end of the album, I can see two paintings I know on the same page. A thrill of joy crosses my entire body. It is the Lake of Fairies. This is wonderful. Just like in the meditation ! At the bottom of the same page, I see Michael Jackson’s portrait, in black and white, and I then understand ! Two days be-fore the death of M. Jackson, I could see the portrait of a young M. Jackson taking shape on a white background. At the end of the meditation, I know I called my friend Adi and told him what I had seen. I was disappoint-ed, thinking everyone saw angels, while I was seeing M. Jackson, when I was no longer even a fan. I know I used

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to be, when he came to Romania, however, as I did not have money for the concert, I stood outside the stadi-um and only listened... Two days later, I found out about his death and wondered if it was a premonition or not. I cannot tell, however, something simply does not add up. And now, almost three or four years later, I know, my dear Simona, it was the connection with you that was shown to me. I can feel great joy !

New Year’s is coming. My mother is troubled and asks me what she should do, wanting me to tell her if she should get the surgery or not. I feel a state of discom-fort, so I ask her how she feels about it. She says she is afraid, that she is thinking about the doctor telling her that, with a single wrong move, she can become para-lyzed forever. I take her to get another NMR done, de-spite people I know trying to convince me ‘not to waste my money’. Something has changed, the doctor tells me. There is no need to implant the metal cartilage any longer. The operation runs smoothly, she recovers ex-tremely well, and the doctors are very pleased. I will not go into any further details.

It’s Monday, and Adi has told me that Aurora will be at the Dalles Hall once again. I am late in getting to the hall, as the meditation to open our third eye has already started. I remain standing, as I do not wish to disturb anyone. I connect immediately, and it is wonder-ful ! I can see a shining, white light. I can feel Eternity. Aurora immediately starts talking about the wonderful light. The meditation ends. I can feel pressure near my third eye. It is all well just the way it is. I find a seat near an older gentleman, who is very funny and relaxed. Together with him, I follow Aurora’s exercise of mental-ly sending out information. I know 2 signs out of 10, and

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he knows 2 signs out of 10. All is well. An exercise then follows in front of the hall, between two ladies, who did not receive any information. One of them is asked to choose another partner in the hall.

The first man does not believe, he does not know. He is followed by one of the ladies in the front rows. I can-not see her from where I am standing, however, when one of them says, „I am now sending out information. I can see a circle of Light on Adrian. It is big, going from his head to his chest, and I know that it is the Circle. How wonderful ! Play with it and you will see...“

It is then followed by hypnosis. My hands are flying, however, when asked who felt it, I cannot reply. The idea of going on stage, in front of an audience, makes me nervous. So I am a spectator then. With the first lady, to the question of the man performing the hypnosis, „What were you doing on 14.01.2012 ?“ before the Lady can say anything, I can see a large group of people next to a tall building with white pillars, and I immediately think, „Mausoleum“.

The lady then describes a state of discomfort expe-rienced in a busy setting, darkness and something un-definable. To the following question, „Where were you on 10.01.2012 ?“ I can see the lady in her living room, in her apartment, standing up in front of her TV set. The TV set is placed on a beige/brown, lacquered chest of drawers. The lady then says that she was in her house, together with her two children and dog. It is truly ‘magnificent’.

The gentleman undergoes hypnosis next. I relax and enter a dream state. I am in a white space, and I know it is Universe 17. Everything is white... the mountains, the plains, the beings living here... Beings are very long and tall Here. They are long-eared. I can still feel strong

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love. They are not walking or flying, but floating. It is wonderful.

The conference ends. I am with Adi, my wonder-ful friend. I am waiting for the right time and embrace Aurora. God, I hope she stays like this at least a lit-tle bit longer... Adi asks her when we can visit her. It is amazing. I can visit Aurora the following day, around 10 :00, together with Adi. Adi is in a hurry, as we are ex-pected at Atena’s.

A lady in the audience – I can’t remember her name –, with black hair tied up at the back, and grey towards the center of her head, – I believe she is my age –, I met her last year, asks Atena, „Did you find out what is go-ing on with you ?“ The question irritates me a little, and I answer instead of Atena, „Everything is perfect. She has a lot of Love“, to which the lady relaxes and replies smiling, „Yes, Love“.

I wish I could stay a bit longer. I feel there is still something to be said, but Adi is in a hurry. We go to Atena’s that evening and have good wine. Our connec-tion is very strong. I can see and feel a being of my heart, full of love, absolutely wonderful. I lose myself in her eyes. God, I ask and feel nothing more than her Light and perfection, even though she and others believe she needs treatment. Is there something wrong with me ? I feel as though she were a wonderful sister of mine. She tells me the same thing I feel and have seen in her countless times, „God, you are so beautiful.“ I go to Aurora’s the following day.

A visit at Aurora’sWe get to Aurora’s. The energy that greets us is very

calming. I tell her my experiences with Simona. It is

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wonderful. I can feel Simona on my left, as I’m sitting on the couch, near the icon on the wall. I have taken an album from the stack placed on Aurora’s armchair. I tell her about the experiences I have had and described above, and I show her the album with the two wonder-ful paintings : The Lake of Fairies and Michael Jackson’s Portrait. Simona tells me I should ask about Ion’s paint-ing, but I do not understand, so I do not tell Aurora about it at that time.

Aurora tells me the wonderful experiences she has had in Tibet. I feel amazing...

At the end, she tells me to take Simona’s album, as it is mine. Adi says I already have it at home. I know I have one at home, however I don’t remember it having any dedication. I know I have the Channeling book with a dedication for me from Aurora. Adi says I should take it for someone else, however I tell him, „It is mine and I won’t give it away.“

When we open it, it really is for Alina – wonderful ! I feel immense joy and then I can feel Simona laughing and telling me, „Give the scarf to my mother, she likes it.“ I give her the scarf and can feel her enjoying it with all my heart. Wonderful ! (Once I am home, I notice that my mother’s photo album does not have a dedication ; therefore, there are no coincidences.)

A visit at Atena’sThursday morning, we leave to Atena’s. At her place,

we meet wonderful people and a wonderful little dog named Prinți that is very loving.

We are talking about my not going to the mountain-side, however, it is said that if one feels discomfort re-

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lated to an action, one should not do it. Afrodita, a very gracious human being, arrives.

Adi asks her about her visits in Brazil and India. She tells us about what she experienced there and how she knew she was about to make her dreams come true... The experiences she has had are, indeed, extraordinary ! She talks a lot and very fast, and I feel nothing. Something is bothering me, but I do not know exactly what it is. It is as if she were trying to convince us of something or, to be more precise, I feel she is trying to convince her-self of something... At the end of the day, I knew what had been bothering me. I could see myself, trying my best to share certain experiences, as I wanted to con-vince others of the truthfulness of certain events and experiences. The experiences were, in fact, wonderful, however, my sharing did not offer the result I was ex-pecting. That is why I had given up on sharing certain events and experiences for a long time (except with Adi). It was also due to fear of my ego. I would like to mention that I used to have a very strong ego. In time, it dimmed down, as I have incorporated it.

The wonderful experiences with Jesus, angels and archangels, and with Simona occur everywhere, even in places such as the bathroom. They unfold as us playing with a great among of joy. I stopped sharing them, as I did not want my ego to be ‘stroked’ or for people to be skeptical of them and thus have them taken away from me... (yes, that is what I really thought back then ) Now I know I can share them any time I ‘feel’ like shar-ing them and not only when I think it is appropriate to do so...

In the meantime, I share a few of my experiences, in-cluding the dream I had in my godparents’ house. I was

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in another universe, with my father from that universe, who was very young. He was crying and telling me that I ruined his life, as he had to take care of me when he was still young.

I was trying to comfort him, telling him that I was grown up and that I could take care of myself, and that he was still young enough to start his life all over again and live it with joy. His reaction was violent and shocked, asking me why I didn’t hate him and why I wasn’t yelling at him. My answer to him was, „Because I Am a Being of Light from Universe 17 that has come to bring Peace and Love on Earth“. Adi asks us what day it is, and I tell myself, „Well, it’s Thursday“. I look at him, confused, and he tells us, „It is the 17th“.

The arrival of Aurora once again brings a lot of joy to us, as she is like a Mother to us. She guides us di-rectly towards our goal of the day, respectively, Atena. Atena tells us about the events she has lived and her experiences. A statement made with All her Heart and that changed her life.

We then move on to choosing our therapist... includ-ing myself...

Aurora’s decision for me to try it as well takes me by surprise. I am extremely nervous, I can feel the emo-tional bond I have with Atena while, at the same time, thinking, „Let’s see what you’re made of, Alina. You are no longer at home, with Miți, your little cat, music and enjoyment, play time and joy...“ I feel as though I am in school, getting ready for a quiz. I cannot manage to relax...

The therapist is Adi, and the message I received much later, on the subway, was : „Adi is the Magician in the Shadows “.

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Aurora’s message is clear – We are All therapists. What I like about Aurora is that she makes everything very simple, which is why I also felt the need to read her books. The solution is extremely simple, and the message is not, „Protect yourselves from some specific thing, person, etc.“

What’s there to protect ourselves from, folks ? ! That is something that I was never able to get. If I’m after pro-tection, then I must be afraid of something. But if I Am Light and Love, what can be more protective than that ?

Aurora must leave with Afrodita, as today is the day when we are all ‘on pins’. I catch a scene with the two of them on the couch, when Afrodita kisses Aurora with all her heart. Ah, now I can feel Afrodita’s warmth – better late than never...

I would now like to tell you about another experience that I believe is relevant in our ‘return’ to being children.

My cat Miți suddenly became ill in 2007-2008. She stopped eating, she was throwing up and was generally apathetic. After taking her to the vet’s, I was told she was suspected of suffering from pancreatitis, and the doctor decided to keep her at the clinic.

I was extremely sad, as the doctors did not believe she would survive.

I remember my mother and husband were trying to prepare me for what, they believed, was to come. They wanted me to get used to the idea that there would come a time when Miți would leave us, so that I wouldn’t feel hurt. However, giving up on Miți, that was, in fact, in front of me, at the Here and Now at that time, simply to ‘get my mind ready so that it wouldn’t suffer’, felt like an extremely cowardly act to me...

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However, I did not feel it would happen. Something inside of me was telling me that the moment had not come yet, even though everyone around me was certain of it.

What did I do ? I told everyone that I had no interest whatsoever in what they believed or thought they knew, that it was none of their business and that they should stay out of it.

I listened to the inner voice of the child, saying, „Everything is possible“... „I feel something else is about to happen. Just play, the same way you’ve done so far“.

I know I would go to the clinic and stay next to Miți’s cage, playing her favorite music, classical music, particularly Beethoven. I would talk to her mentally. I felt what she felt...

Amongst others, I know I told it, „I understand if you decide to leave, if this is what you want... howev-er, I feel that your time has not come yet... and I would be extremely joyful if you decided to stay with me on Earth, continuing to share wonderful moments of love, affection and play time with me.“

It continued to be a decisive week, during which I bathed together with it, and fed it with love... My cat survived and she continues to live to this day...

I know that, any time I take her to the vet nowadays, he always tells me, „It is extraordinary what nature can do. I would have never believed it had I not seen it with my own eyes...“

And, during each check-up, he notices that the cat’s general condition is that of a cat at least 5 years young-er than Miți. Now it also benefits from Reconnective Healing .

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Such experiences show that, in our full openness, with-out any rules, strings attached, pre-set beliefs, in living the ‘simplistic’ freedom of a child with joy, wonderful things will happen.

You do not need any special knowledge or techniques. Simply play and allow yourselves to be free and see magic all around you !

Allow yourself to be Yourself !

Here is an exercise :

See, listen, feel... What do you see Now ?...Close your eyes now... Look, listen and feel once more...

Let your Heart sing... yes, sing... Feel the life pulsing in your Heart, listen to the sound of its music, feel the boundless Love streaming from your Heart... What do you see, feel and hear Now ?

„Everything in this world is very simple. Illusion occurs as soon as you say, ‘It cannot be this simple ! It surely must be significantly more complicated’... When you are in a place full of childhood wonders and look on with delight at every-thing coming your way..., you can only create joy, gratitude and love.“ – Aurora Sităruș, Channeling, a way of know-ing yourself

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8. The ‘One’ state of consciousness : Creation in Unity

„Love manifests thr ough Silence and Peace in a state of Peace and Silence...“ Simona Sităruș

How do we know what is meant for us ?When we feel with our entire being, then we will simply

know.When we allow ourselves to open our heart and listen,

feel with our soul, what is meant for us will be revealed... it is impossible for us not to know it... What is the soul ?... The soul is the sum of all of the experiences we have had through-out our material and immaterial existence. This is where all information concerning us and the Universe is stored.

The soul is that which surrounds us... that envelops our body... You must have felt and known, „Wow, I have just met this person, but I feel like I have known them forever. I can feel and I know that they are MYSELF. I have strong feelings for this person...“ That must be a soul that you have shared wonderful experiences with during past existences...

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In 2013, having completed the „Reconnective Healing and Reconnection“ seminar with Dr. Eric Pearl and the Reconnection Team, I felt I needed to go to the Carpathians, in certain wonderful areas. The experience I had at Gura Raiului, at the Ialomița Monastery and Cave, the Unity with All That is, is hard to be captured in words... The inner peace and Silence, in Unity with All That Is, the strong connection with the Dacian soul...

This was then followed by the Solomon Speaks on Recon-necting Your Life Book written by Dr. Eric Pearl and Frederick Ponzlov, that touched my soul, all of which once again opened the door for me to step inside, towards Unity, by remembering and living the Divine Truth... As We Are All One... Light.

Nothing was the way it used to be. My personal evolu-tion accelerated, I began to be more lucid, to see things more clearly, to become both the observer and the observed... When you will decide to read Solomon Speaks on Reconnecting Your Life, allow yourselves to read it with your soul...

The puzzle has been completed – understanding and ex-periencing All That Is as One.

All That Is came by experiencing it and I understood that All of Us hold the answers within us. When we know, feel and see that God/Divinity/the Universe/the Source, call it as you will, is in each of Us – that is when we know that each person we meet is US, and treat them with Respect, know-ing that the Divine Truth is within them, just as it is in Us, and we feel them and see them as Our Equal, thus Respecting Ourselves, Accepting and Loving Ourselves entirely, just as We Are.

And, at that time, we know we are whole, complete, just as we are Here and Now, the Manifestation of Divinity in It All.

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The simple Divine Truth... By being child-like, playing as a child would, we choose to be Joy in our journey...

Our Soul knows and feels the Truth, when communica-tion comes from the Heart, with compassion, stemming from authenticity, and honesty. That is when we will no longer feel separation, have desires or ‘think’, „Wow, look at what so-and-so can do“. We no longer say, „I did, I lived, I am tell-ing you...“ I, I, I – as the Ego looks for confirmation from the outside. That is when we feel Love in Silence and Peace, be-cause that is when We Live the Divine Truth, we see through the Illusion of our Ego, the Illusion dissolves, and we re-member that We Are, in fact, One – „We Are Light“.

I have provided the translation of an excerpt from the in-troduction to Solomon Speaks on Reconnecting Your Life :

„Today, while reading Solomon Speaks on Reconnecting Your Life, allow yourself to hear him talking to you. Because he is talking to you. He is talking specifically to you. The book is not a forecast of the future and it does not predict the future. It includes understandings of life, allowing absolutely each and every one of us to access and facilitate a higher level of healing – both for ourselves and for others – as it shows us how to access higher and deeper levels, within ourselves and others. In other words, to reconnect yourself, to heal others, to heal yourself.

As Solomon says, „We are one“. Therefore, while taking you on my journey, I hope you will also discover parts of your journey here. Enjoy the landscape. This is a work of Love. Step in... step inside the doors.“

(Eric Pearl, Solomon Speaks on Reconnecting Your Life − Introduction)

My belief is that, yes, it is a work of Love, and that we can feel it... And yes, within it there are lives that speak di-rectly to Our Soul, to All of Us. We Feel. We Remember. The beauty is that, as long as we allow ourselves to feel, to read

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Solomon Speaks with our Heart, there is nothing left for us to do... understanding will come. It is similar to a re-run of our own lives, like a movie (one flash followed by another), pictured before our very eyes, sometimes ‘too fast’ and we can clearly see such moments and situations resulting from Love, our Heart and everything else, guided by fear... and even more... We understand, when everything is there, like a puzzle assembled before our very eyes, that it just Is...

And we then understand and know that all answers Are already in Our Heart... sometimes we try to explain it, to understand with our mind or ask someone else... but do we really believe that We can understand with a mind that proc-esses the Divine Truth and the Universe in terms of „0“ and „1“ ? Do we really think that our mind can see and under-stand the full ‘picture’... or do we really think that someone else can know what we have chosen to experience on Earth better than we do ?... I do not think so...

Simplicity... Enjoy yourself, Be joy !Magic is everywhere... Look around you... Focus your at-

tention within your Heart and feel the Truth... Look around you again... What do you see ?...

Be aware, Notice, Trust Your Instinct... Be open to it All... Be grateful for it All...

It is Our journey, the journey of it All in Unity and Light. Enjoy it...

The conscious living of the Truth with our full Heart is what opens people’s hearts... which is when they can allow themselves to remember, „Wow, this is what I am... Light, Peace, Silence, Love... I think I will do this again...“ The Universe is within each of us. When we listen to our soul and heart, communication becomes authentic ...Paradise on Earth... we are so close... it is right here and now... Can you imagine that you do not know anything ?...

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Can you imagine that each of us is a divine spark, perfect just the way it is here and now, able to be and to create Joy ?

For we are all beings of light, and when we live this Truth, words are no longer necessary... Our soul acknowledges it and remembers... It is Silence and peace...

The notions were familiar to me before, however, most often than not, they were mere concepts that I was trying to understand from a mental perspective.

I had experiences during meditations or spontaneous ex-periences, when I could feel the union with It All in my soul, in my body. A great sensation was the tickling and the move-ment of my head in various directions, as if ‘something’ in the universe was playing with my head...

However, I have already discussed this in previous chap-ters.

This happened, however, almost exclusively during med-itations, only to then be left with the feeling of helplessness...

There were constant questions. Something was missing.One of the constant questions was, „How do I love them

all ?“, „How do I accept them all ? How can I not judge them, when, sometimes, without even being aware of it, my mind automatically reacts to certain stories ?“

It was a feeling that came and went without me being able to consciously notice it... „I was more or less, however not enough...“

I tried to understand what others were saying, that the Source/the Universe/God/Divinity is within you, that you al-ways have to feel, to be present... however, no one would say exactly how that should be done... I would notice that it hap-pened sometimes, when I did what I liked... it was wonder-ful ...however, what does one do when it doesn’t happen ?... I mean, it wouldn’t be too comfortable if I just lay down in the middle of the store and started meditating... I could do it, of course, but would I feel comfortable ? Probably not...

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And then it happened... I participated in Dr. Eric Pearl’s „Reconnective Healing and Reconnection“ seminar, in 2013.

I remember the sensations were very strong. My head would move the same way it did before, however with much greater intensity... (I tried, for example, to direct it in the op-posite direction of its movement, however, something pulled it in the initial direction of the movement). The image of the faces of the people on stage would transform (at that point, I thought, „Hmm, perhaps there is something wrong with my eyesight,“ how-ever, I noticed it only happened when certain people were on stage ; therefore, my eyesight was intact). My general state was that of peace and Silence, mixed with enthusiasm... and, at the same time, I had countless questions... „Hmm,“ I would tell myself, „well, Alina, you could ask Dr. Eric Pearl one or two questions, but there are hundreds of people here who sure-ly have their own questions... and this man is only human. What would happen if they all started mobbing him with questions ?“

However, it had already happened. The questions were coming, however, answers were also being offered : ‘Through experience’...

It was the first time I experienced the state of ‘being’ in the middle of a crowd, spontaneously, during the seminar break, on an alleyway, while smoking with Melania... yes, while smoking (instead of in any specifically set-up area, with any prior preparation)....

There was Peace, Silence and Unconditional Love. Time stopped, space expanded. It was nothing. A state of commun-ion. I could see and feel infinity and the greatness of what we are in Melania’s eyes... Light... gratitude, joy, Silence... And that is when I knew... this is what Is. We Are All one, when we allow ourselves to be, to step inside the open door of the Universe. That is when we experience the One...

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I continued to have wonderful experiences and it was the first time I entered a ‘rocking’ state... my body would rock and I could feel information coming... Alina did not know exactly what was going on... I asked someone at that time, who gave me a strange look, so I went quiet. Later on, while discussing it with Aurora, she told me it was a state of modi-fied consciousness... Well, whatever it is, it doesn’t matter, it just is... time to move forward... I’ll figure it out eventually... All that I know is that, during my rocking, matter somehow expanded ; the door turned into jelly ; I found it strange, but I just allowed it to happen...

While I was at the seminar, having experienced the rock-ing state for about 3 hours on the hallway of the building where the seminar was being held, waiting to be picked up to go directly to a work assignment, the same information continued to reach my mind : „Eric will come...“ So what ?... Hmm... „Well, didn’t you have a question ?...“

By asking some of the staff at one point, I was firmly told, „No, Eric does not attend Level Three“.

However, I was beyond certain that he would come, so I paid absolutely no mind whatsoever to what others were saying... and, he did, indeed, come...

When I wanted to ask the question, I forgot. Instead, I told him, „I knew you would come“, and he answered po-litely, smiling, „But I don’t teach level three,“ and I replied, „I knew you would come, not that you would teach...“

All was well and good. He went inside the seminar hall, leaving the door open, and he started talking... My mind then said, „Hmm, he said he does not teach, however, this is exactly what he is doing...“

The whole picture clicked inside my head later... noth-ing is set in stone, words are symbols helping us communi-cate, and we choose such words so that the person in front

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of us will understand the message... however, is that really the case ?

If we are careful, we will notice that the communication takes place at a vibrational and energy level, which is why, in certain cases, words cannot be understood, however, the message of the soul will always be understood...

The only sentence I heard from his speech was, „There is no wrong choice !“...

Hmm, and that gave me food for thought for quite some time... I did not quite understand what that meant at that time... I used to think, „Should I make this or that decision ? What is best ?...“ And, in the end, I would choose nothing, happy that I did not have to choose between one or the oth-er... What the old Alina failed to understand back then, was that, when one does not make a decision, they are, in fact, also making a decision. „The decision is not to make any de-cision“...

In fact, We are making a decision every second of our lives :

I make the following decision : „I choose to be joy here and now...“

I make the following decision : „I choose to be impeccable in using words – symbols – to express the Divine Truth...“

I make the following decision : „I choose to treat all beings with respect, by accepting them unconditionally...“

I make the following decision : „I choose To Be in integ-rity...“

What does integrity mean ? It derives from the word ‘inte-ger’ and it refers to harmony between words and actions... It refers to being, before doing...

I make the following decision : „I choose not to make as-sumptions with my mind, as it has limited knowledge and it cannot see the full image of That Which Is...“

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I make the following decision : „I choose not to take any-thing personally, knowing that what each of us sees is what they are prepared to see...“

I make the following decision : „I choose to be the Light I want to see in All That is, through my presence...“

I make the following decision : „I choose to allow the Universe that I Am to manifest itself within and through me...“

Later on, while reading Solomon Speaks, I understood. Well, of course making no choice is wrong. Each person can make the decision at time X that matches their level of con-sciousness at time X...

Many things happened during those 2-3 weeks...Someone told me, „You are living ecstasy on Earth“, how-

ever, Papaji said that man can stay in this state for 21 days, following which they will leave their physical body...

Hmm, so I asked, „Who is Papaji ?“...All that was is no longer valid. It is a new beginning, and

everything that matters is now... without us knowing and understanding what is going on at that time...

It was as if I was being guided by a force. I was acting through more than mere ‘instinct’... It was a state of ecstasy, while, at the same time, phrases were running in the back-ground...

I used to tell myself, „Alina, everyone is talking about in-tuition. Instinct is defined as something characteristic to ani-mals... What is going on ?“

And the force would pull me forward, „It is a new begin-ning, question everything... allow yourself to be guided...“

I later understood once more that, despite the fact that the words created confusion in my mind, I was experienc-ing ecstasy without defining, without knowing exactly what was happening...

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I had discovered the inner strength of us all... the Universe, the Being of Light that we all are was manifesting within me and through me. It had taken over ‘control’...

I had not experienced something this strong and ‘non-hu-man’ before. It was simply happening spontaneously every-where – at the bakery, at work, while shopping, in the smok-er’s lounge –, however not in the presence of everyone, in the beginning...

It would come the same way it always did, however, more intense, like electrical current. It would go in above my head, and then spread throughout my body. Comforting warmth would spread from my heart throughout my body. I could feel my body swim in what felt like jelly. I did not experience hunger. I did not experience the need to sleep...

I felt peace, love, acceptance and complete safety, inter-woven with ecstasy...

In the beginning, it did not happen around everyone, so I used to ask myself, „Does the Universe only choose certain people ? Am I guided by a force of the Universe coming and going when it feels like it ? What is going on ?...“

It then began to constantly manifest itself... at work, in a store, all over the place. It did not matter if people were yell-ing or were angry. I could see through it. I only felt Peace, Love and Unity. It was all a Living Being, and I was one with it all.

Even bees (which I would have been scared of before) would rest on my body, and I felt life and love. It was all fantasti-cally clear to me. I was in Paradise, in the middle of the hu-man world.

I then noticed that the environment I was in was chang-ing (that is what I used to think back then ; now I know that my perception had changed). People were in a good mood, they were happy, they remembered They Were Light. I even asked myself what drugs they were on...

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That is when I understood, through direct experience, what it means to live the Truth, To Be One with It All. That, by changing yourself, you change the world...

Understanding and Living a state of grace... By simply be-ing... I allowed myself to remember that the force is the man-ifestation of „That Which Is, the Universe within us all“...

It was all around me and there was no need for me to meditate or do anything special to reach such a state... I sim-ply needed to be...

I then Understood and Truly Experienced the mes-sage of Simona Sităruș :

„Love manifests with Silence and Peace, in a state of Peace and Silence.“

In such a state of Silence and peace, when you know the Divine Truth, when you remember Who You Really Are, a Spark of Divine Light, in Unity, you can hear your Heart clearly and plainly, your Soul recognizes and knows what is meant for you in this plane...

And we feel it, we know it with our whole ‘Soul’... At this level of consciousness, our mind is perfectly at ease. It is the loyal subordinate of the Heart, as, at this level, We Are the Observer and the Observed. We watch the movie as a spec-tator. We feel Silence and peace. We are in Unity.

Our senses are extremely sharp. Our perceptions of sounds, colors and images intensify greatly. We become ex-tremely aware, conscious and alert. We can see through the illusion of our ego. We recognize the Divine Truth – I am – all around us.

Time stops – just like in The Matrix movie. Everything that can happen in, perhaps, one second, can be perceived as 20 seconds. Information reaches us from our Universal Consciousness. We know exactly what is meant for us. We are and live ‘normally’ in this world. However, the dimen-

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sion in which we are found is above 4... We are stepping out of ‘the box’ .

To describe ‘Being’ in words ‘fades’ in comparison to liv-ing it... But if I were to describe it in words, nevertheless, I would say :

In the state of ‘Being’, we run with the flow... syn-chronicities appear ; we move fast, while also doing noth-ing, as far as ‘doing’ is concerned... we are very present and we are extremely vigilant, enjoying clarity, Silence and inner peace... we can see through the illusion of our ego and can feel the Life that We Are all around us... Everything is perfect just as It is... It is Love... We Accept and We Love It All Just As It is...

What does „Love“ mean at this level ? What it is not is :– We do not think, „I love X, Y...“ and then start creating

such feelings within us...– We do not think, „We love Planet Earth, the stars, etc.,

and will intentionally send Love to all beings, plants and animals...“

„We Accept and Love It All just as it is“ has nothing to do with the power of autosuggestion or with the state of outside motivation...

„We Accept and Love It All just as it is“ :...By living in the Here and Now, in Peace and Harmony

with All That Is, by knowing Who We Really Are... Life......Allowing it all to be just as it is, knowing that creation

is perfect just as it Is Here and Now...This Love just Is...That is when we will know that everything we are look-

ing for is already here... within us...We know it was never outside of us...All that we see outside of us and that we experience is

solely the projection of what is inside of us...What do you want to be ? ...Be Now, it is All That Is.

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The state of consciousness afferent to the creation of the Heart is, therefore, Unity, and I want Us all to choose to con-sciously evolve with Joy Here and Now...

No matter what we may experience, knowing that eve-ryone else is Us, the choice of Unity is the creation of the Heart, the creation of Joy...

We should remain open to everything coming to us, as, if it comes to us, it will always be meant for us ...

And, in this openness, without any interpretations or analyses, knowing that we are not aware of the bigger pic-ture and that All just Is, that everything is Reborn and is REcreated HERE and NOW, we should create with Joy and Uniqueness in Unity... To allow ourselves to be...

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9. The ‘One’ Creation. What are we creating at this time ?

W hen we remember that the source of infinite creation is in the Heart, we are experiencing Truth in the Here and Now, in

Unity, in Life... We are Joy and we create Joy...

The state of consciousness of the creation of the Heart is the ONE state – Unity...

The truth is that, when creating with our Heart, we can-not create anything other than Divine Truth.

And there is just One out there : the Light...The Light simply is. It cannot be more or less valu-

able...When we acknowledge and allow ourselves to remember

the greatness of us all, of the fact that we are Beings of Light coming on Earth to enjoy our existence in this plane, we know that all of creation is perfect just as it is...

We are similar to children. We enjoy, we play and we create... JOY... from within our Hearts...

And there is no better or more valuable place than in-side our Hearts... Where there are no comparisons, labels,

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suffering, sadness, goal to become noticed, desire to receive outside acknowledgment, desire to be appreciated, to be no-ticed...

Everything is Joy Here... It is One... It is the manifes-tation of Divinity... It is the Universe, the One, manifest-ing within Us and through Us.

We do not experience separation from any living be-ing, we do not feel irritation, but simply ‘Life’ that ‘Is’. We are children playing and enjoying life, wonderful, open to Everything, innocent, surprised...

Imagine every human being on this planet living this way...

It is Paradise on Earth already...The person planting tomatoes collects tomatoes with all

their Heart, with Love, and they create... Love, naturally...A person manufacturing cars, manufactures cars, enjoying

it, and, while enjoying what they are doing, the way a child would, they create Love... and then examples are endless.

The Creation of the Heart is the creation of Love, and it is Joy... it is Heaven on Earth...

However, it only happens in certain parts of the World, right now... What could be the reason behind that ?

Countless generations have promoted the idea of the ‘im-portance’ of one’s job/work... For example, ‘To Be’ a doctor is more important than ‘to be’ a cleaning lady, as the doctor saves human lives... however, if the cleaning lady did not clean the hospital, the doctor’s work would not be possible in an unsanitary environment...

If the farmer does not plant his vegetables with Love, they would not reach the hospital cafeteria, doctors would not be able to feed themselves, etc., and, therefore, doctors would not be able to carry out their activity, i.e. to save lives...

It is all interconnected and, even at this level, we operate as a WHOLE.

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And, based on the human ‘definition’ for the importance and defining the level of difficulty of work that is carried out, the false self began ‘creating different categories’, ‘labeling’ and ‘capitalizing’ human activities.

And the result is the ‘level of remuneration’ given to each activity that is carried out, that varies per global region and based on other factors.

Speaking of remuneration, is money in direct correlation with the level of consciousness reached by a person ? This is a controversial question, as opinions vary.

By using current examples, it can be stated that one en-counters both cases : people with a great amount of money and who have, indeed, reached a high level of consciousness, as well as people with a significant amount of money that, from a vibrational standpoint, are still in the ‘fight or flight’ stage...

However, I have also met people who, even though they may have a high level of consciousness, do not hold any fi-nancial resources in terms of money... However, they have and they experience everything they want to experience, with Joy... They live Here and Now...

When we give money the power to make our wishes and dreams come true, we condition the performance and the fulfillment thereof, in terms of our ‘false self“’.

How many times have you heard, „My dream is to..., however, I don’t have the resources I need to make it come true.“

All you need is already within you, waiting to be discov-ered. You experience what you want to experience, knowing that you already have everything you need. Enjoy it, as the way the Universe chooses to fulfill your dream is no longer Your concern.

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Concerning our earlier discussion, there are three factors : ‘importance’, the ‘level of difficulty’ and the ‘level of remu-neration’. The last factor (the level of remuneration) results from the first two factors that are currently still influencing the choices of many people on Earth when it comes to select-ing the ‘activities’ they want to benefit from...

And we continue to marvel that everything that is going on is happening...

You must have noticed that there are brilliant attorneys, exceptional cleaning ladies, who ‘shine’ when they are at their work place... I was delighted to meet such a woman and be in her presence at the office I work in... The moment she steps in the door, you can feel her soothing coolness. The presence and light with which she carries out her job are amazing... The energy flowing through her while she is car-rying out her job is LIFE itself ; it is LOVE. Such people are people who create with their Heart.

Imagine that each job that is carried out is deemed to have the same importance and respect, and is, therefore, remuner-ated with the same amount of money... In such a case, the choice of many people is the choice of the Heart... In the field of Love... permanently centered in the Heart... Heaven on Earth... However, things stand differently... at the moment...

Change begins with each of Us...You will probably ask yourselves, „Hmm... how can I

change anything ?“You are the only person that can change something... How ?By changing Yourselves... „Hmm, and how do we do that ?“By reminding yourselves that the outside you perceive is

merely the reflection of what you are inside...We receive What We Are... We are Joy, we experience and

receive Joy, no matter the shape Joy comes in...What does „We receive What We Are“ mean ?...Let us take an example concerning relations.

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Picture the following ‘scenario’ :Person X is found on frequency X, where the frequency is

given by ‘how aware’ the respective person is at that time of ‘who they really are’.

Let’s say person ‘X’ knows/believes the existing ‘possibili-ties’ in which everything can manifest are limited and con-ditioned by certain factors, such as statistics, memories, ex-periences, etc.

What will the person experience ? Everything that is pos-sible in what they have defined as possible. The experienc-ing options are limited. The frequency of the respective per-son is that of duality.

Let us now imagine that person X wants certain situa-tions, experiences, perhaps even relations with person X+n, found on frequency X+n, where frequency X+n is the fre-quency of Joy experienced as inner Peace and Silence, of the infinite potential of What We Are. There are no limitations or conditions here.

What options are there and when can person X obtain what is found on frequency X+n ?

Only when it consciously decides that „everything is pos-sible“, when it allows itself to remember „Who It Really Is“, „A Consciousness with unlimited potential“, when it con-sciously chooses to „change“ frequency.

What happens in the case of relations ?Let us say that Flavio is radio station 2 on the 200 Hz fre-

quency.Flavio wants a relationship with Ana, where Ana is radio

station 3 on the 333 Hz frequency.There are 3 options in this case, but only one of them

gives Flavio what he wants, i.e. the first option :1. Flavio decides to change the frequency and increases

to 333 Hz, because he has decided on it, and he enjoys the process.

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2. Ana changes her frequency and decreases to the 200 Hz frequency where Flavio is. However, Flavio does not want station 3. He wants the frequency of station 3, i.e. 333 Hz. Ana does not feel good at this frequency. She is unhappy. Flavio is unhappy.

3. Nothing changes. Ana stays at the 333 Hz frequency, and Flavio stays at the 200 frequency.

Sometimes we ‘want’ ‘to want’ something. Who says so ? Our mind does.

Our mind wants us ‘to want’. In the example shown above, Flavio ‘wants’ to want station 3.

In fact, Flavio does not want station 3. Flavio wants the FREQUENCY of station 3.

Does Flavio get what he wants ? Probably. When ?It all depends on Flavio and, by this, I mean that the

process through which Flavio reaches the frequency of sta-tion 3 is individual and depends on Flavio’s clarity and per-severance.

Perhaps, before reaching the 333 frequency, Flavio ‘needs’ to experience what lies between 200 and 333 or perhaps he does not... We do not know. As I have said above, the proc-ess is individual. Each person decides for themselves when and how it will happen...

How do we manifest in our relations with others, in the state of the creation of One, in the BEING state ?

We love them unconditionally... by accepting them just as they Are Here and Now... by giving them the freedom to be themselves, manifesting just as they choose to, every mo-ment of their lives...

All that we perceive is the Life that we Are...We let them see us, feel our soul, our heart, sharing the

Life that we Are with them...When you remember that the source of infinite creation

is in the Heart, you are experiencing the Divine Truth in the

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Here and Now – Life... That is when Light is everything you can perceive around you.

Life just is. It does not worry, it is not sad, it knows that everything is perfect just the way it is... just like flowers that ‘do nothing’ to grow wonderful and beautiful... they just are...

We are the Creators of each moment of our lives...What do we create Here and Now ?When we eat, when we go shopping, when we simply sit

and admire the sun. Are we creating Love ?What exactly gives life to the activity ? What state of con-

sciousness is it born out of ?

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10. The Joy of living – the New Earth of Children –

We Create a New Earth with C hildren’s Joy of Life... By being Joy... Life creates Life...

Are we prepared to Know that All That we see on the outside Is just the projection of What is within Us ?

Are we prepared to know that all that was is no long-er valid ?

Are we prepared to know that everything is recreated and rewritten every moment, thus creating a New Earth ?

How do we create a New Earth ? By being children, enjoying ourselves, and Knowing that Everything is pos-sible.

‘Everything is possible’ is a statement opening the doors of Paradise... ‘to dream’, to live How We Want to, knowing with our whole Being that it is already here...

Did you notice that when enough people are certain of ‘something’, that it materializes Here and Now ?... Thoughts, feelings, energy...

Do you want to experience Joy ? Choose Joy , Be chil-dren...

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Let us be Children Now. How do we feel ?Wonderful . We can create anything we want...Imagine what you want to live with your whole Heart...Do you feel Joy radiating from Your Being ?We let the music of life play, dance, dream, be What It

Is – Light...We enjoy each moment, as the only moment there is...We feel life all around us... we feel the breeze of nature,

we feel the touch of the sun rays as we soak them up, we feel the Universe that we Are... We feel... We listen to our Heart. Everything becomes One...

We know the Truth is in Our Hearts, and that is why an-ything we dream of, see and feel with our Heart is created Here and Now...

When our mind tells us something different, we ask our-selves, „How would a child act Now ?“

A child would say, „Oh, I don’t like what this adult is tell-ing me. Nevermind him. Let’s just go and play. That is won-derful.“

And, the very next moment, the child has forgotten the adult’s software sequence, he/she does what he/she likes and is feeling wonderful ! The child heads ‘forward’, ‘moving’ and allowing the Life that We Are ‘flow’... The energy flow is con-tinuous...

The adult is Your mind, the child is Your Heart...Magic is everywhere. The Joy of the Heart creates Unity...Let us Now picture Earth as a children’s playground...

What does it look like ?Wonderful. It is a place of Joy, Peace, Love. Happiness is

the word of the day, fruit tree orchards are in bloom, nature rejoices, the skies sing, Life is...

The creation of children, the creation of love and of joy manifests itself in each moment of our lives... Acceptance

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and complete openness, knowing that everything is possi-ble...

Fantasy, imagination creativity...What can be born out of it all ? Just Joy !We are open to recreating the Universe each mo-

ment... in the Here and Now...Joy creates Joy, no matter the shape it takes. Joyful

children in the Kingdom of That Which Is...We fly, we bloom, we see what is to be seen and what is

hidden, we feel That Which Is Here and Now...We Know Who We Are. We Are Ourselves. Life.Life creates Life...And That Is How we create a New Earth, Here and

Now, by Being Joy.

Here and Now We Are Creating a new Earth with C hildren’s Joy of Life

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Epilogue

The journey of „We Are One“, Here and Now...

1. Tot Ceea Ce Este, Este Acum

1. All That Is Is now

2. The Universe responds to vibration... We receive

what we give, what we are... If we are Joy, we will

receive Joy... no matter the shape Joy may seem to

take...

3. When are we Joy ? ...When we have clarity...

4. What is clarity ? ...Acknowledging and living the

Truth...

5. What is the Truth ?

The Truth is simple. We come Here to enjoy LIFE...

Remembering Who We Are... through our presence Here

and Now... I am...

6. How do we live the Truth ? ...By ‘returning’ to being

children...

By being Ourselves each moment of our lives, manifest-

ing ourselves freely and authentically, Just As We Are

Here and Now...

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7. We can feel the Truth in our Heart and Are Joyful... We feel good, we feel the Life that we Are all around us...

Everything is Re-born, is RE-created HERE and NOW. We create with Joy and Uniqueness in Unity... We are...

8. Love manifests itself with Silence and Peace in a state of Peace and Silence, in Unity...

We Create What We Are... ...If we are Joy, we will cre-ate Joy...

9. We are creating a New Earth Here and Now, with children’s Joy of Life... By Being Joy...

Life creates Life...10. We are One...

We enjoy All That Is just as It is – wonderful...

Who can take this Joy away from us ? Our mind... When we are not enjoying ourselves, when we feel *discomfort, our mind will guide us... illusion will rule us... So how open are we to admit it ? Who needs external incentives ? The mind does... The being does not need anything... The being just

Is...* How does discomfort occur ?By denying the present time ; by „rejecting“ what is happening Here and Now... Does it make any sense to block what is happen-ing Now ?Well, it is happening this very moment in any case, whether we ‘fight’ it or not... Why would we fight against something happen-ing NOW ? What would be the reason behind it ?The acceptance of the present moment through detachment, knowing that the decision to make choices Here and Now from

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the observer’s position belongs to us and leads us to the creation of the solution in a different plan.In any case, it is merely an illusion. We are here to experience...To remember that the ‘energy load’ we give such experiences by focusing on what is, from different perspectives, can lead us to Heaven or Hell... the Choice is ours...

Do we have the clarity to become aware the very mo-ment we feel discomfort, when we are not enjoying our-selves... ? Yes ?

Excellent, then we can laugh, knowing that the mind cre-ates the discomfort out of fear generated by certain past experiences, out of fear projected in the future, based on potential likely scenarios, limited by the knowledge of our mind. ‘Why’ is irrelevant... It is important that we are aware of and can change our mood just as a child would, by deleting the software se-quence, by consciously changing frequency and continu-ing to do what we like, by simply choosing other options out of the multitude of options, feeling wonderful... And we will then move forward, just like a child . We go forward and ‘move’, allowing the flow of Life that we are to ‘flow’. We thus avoid blockages...

No ? Well, it happens ... We are not the first nor the last

We pay no mind to it, when we realize what is happen-ing. We know that we only have this moment. We do not blame ourselves for what was. What was is no longer val-id. We can make a change now, by paying attention to this moment, becoming aware and enjoying Life...

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If we do not like it any longer, we will choose Here and Now Again. We will simply change the game. This is wonderful, as we are here to experience life and play... And our options to experience life are endless... Can we ‘dream’ ? Then we can ‘experience’ all that we choose to experience... We go out in nature, take walks, listen to our favorite mu-sic, and simply do what we like, allowing ourselves to be inspired by All That Is...

Here is a simple exercise to help you ‘return’ to the Here and Now :

Place your right hand on your Heart. Focus you attention inside your Heart. Allow yourselves to feel the Life that you Are... Give yourself time... until you can feel the life that you are begin to pulse in your Heart... it will then spread to all of your body, to everything you are... you will expand... time will stop... space will expand... you will say :

The Truth is in my Heart...I feel, accept and love Life, just as it is – wonderful,

Here and Now...I choose the Life that I Am in Unity with All That Is,

Here and Now...I allow the Life that I Am manifest within and through

me, Here and Now...I am grateful for All That Is Here and Now...Thank you.

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