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Gl}ytikbp 4=3= ]cqf DaapC Ta`Cttl{ ]c}atdcgh
Pba tikbp ln ]cqf Daap pl da i`ajpinia` cw cqpblt lnpbiw {lth bcw daaj cwwatpa` dy bio ij cgglt`cjga {ipb pba
Gl}ytikbp& @awikjw cj` ]cpajpw Cgp 3922*
Cff Tikbpw Tawat~a`
Jl ta}tl`qgpilj& gl}y lt ptcjwoiwwilj ln pbiw }qdfigcpiljocy da oc`a {ipblqp {tippaj }atoiwwilj*
Jl }ctcktc}b ln pbiw }qdfigcpilj ocy da ta}tl`qga`&gl}ia` lt ptcjwoippa` wc~a {ipb pba {tippaj }atoiwwilj ln pba
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C GI] gcpcflkqa taglt` nlt pbiw pipfa iwc~cifcdfa ntlo pba Dtipiwb Fidtcty*
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Gcjcty [bctn& Flj`lj A30 1FS
Pba }c}at qwa` ij pbiw }tl`qgp iw ktl{j ij wqwpcijcdfa nltawpw
]tijpa` . Dlqj` ij Ktacp Dtipcij
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I wblqf` fiha pl pbcjh oy {ina cj` ncoify nlt cff pbaitwq}}ltp cj` ajglqtckaoajp ij oy {tipijk gctaat*
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Ijptl`qgpilj
Uiodcd{a iw ij pba nijcf wpckaw ln wafn/`awptqgpilj*
Fc{faww kcjkw cj` }lfipigcf oifipic tlco pba glqjptywi`a
fllpijk& dqtjijk cj` hiffijk cp {iff* Pba agljloy iw ij
tqijw cj` pba }al}fa cta lj pba ~atka ln wpct~cpilj*
Coi`wp cff pbiw gbclw lja ocj iw }ta}cta` pl waah
eqwpiga cj` ta~ajka dqp {bcp ba `law jlp tacfiwa iw pbcp
pbata cta lpbat }l{atnqf oaj dabij` pba wgajaw {bl {iff
kl pl arptclt`ijcty fajkpbw pl wpl} bio*
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Gbc}pat Lja
Octpbc gtllja` gljpajpa`fy cw wba {ltha`* Ntlo pba
dcppata` lf` tc`il ij pba gltjat& pba {cto ncoifict wlqj`w
ln bat nc~lqtipa }tlktcooa Wljkw ntlo pba Wbl{w
oijkfa` {ipb pba `afigilqw woaff ln bloa dchijk pl ij`qga
c oaffl{ naafijk pbcp wqipa` bat oll` }atnagpfy* Wba
}fl}}a` pba fcwp ln pba oirpqta ar}atpfy ljpl pba ktacwa`dchijk ptcy cj` woifa`& }igpqtijk pba bc}}y wbijijk ncgaw
ln pba }igcjijjyw {baj fcpat ij pba cnpatjllj wba {lqf`
pcha bat dcwhap nqff ln kll`iaw `l{j pl pba glo}lqj`* Pba
`llt ln pba gcwp/itlj tcjka gtacha` l}aj cj` wba gctanqffy
}fcga` pba p{l ptcyw ln tlgh gchaw ij pba gajpta ln pba
gc~atjlqw l~aj* Ip {cw baffiwb blp ij pba hipgbaj lj dchijk
`cyw cj` pba lf` {ll`/dqtjijk wpl~a waaoa` pl pbtl{cfolwp cw oqgb bacp dcgh cp ylq cw ip ha}p ij& dqp Octpbc
`i`jp oij`* Wba gflwa` pba `llt& ol}}a` bat dtl{ {ipb
pba aj` ln bat c}tlj cj` wcp `l{j lj pba {ll`aj gbcit pl
pcha c dtacpbat*
Ljfy ocha dafia~a& I fl~a ylll
Wba wcjk cfljk pl pba tc`il cw wba wqt~aya` pba ntqip
ln bat fcdlqtw w}tac` lqp cgtlww pba ~cwp {ll`aj wqtncga ln
pba nctoblqwa pcdfa& {bigb `loijcpa` pba gajpta ln pba
tllo*[ipb c }bcjplo hiww& lt p{l lt pbtaa
Flc~aw ln dtac` cj` gchaw ln cff wbc}aw cj` wiuaw
{ata cttcjka` lj c tcowbcghfa cwwltpoajp ln {ita tcghw
cj` ptcyw& ocjy ln {bigb {ata lf`at pbcj wba {cw* Wba
glqf` taoaodat cw c kitf baf}ijk bat ktcj`oc pl wap lqp
pba gllfijk tcghw nlt bat olpbat cj` tqjjijk bat nijkat
tlqj` pba ijwi`a ln pba oirijk dl{f cp pba aj` pl kap pba
w{aap pcwpa ln pba oirpqta* Ipw c }ipy {a ja~at bc` c
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`cqkbpat pl gctty lj pba ptc`ipilj& wba pblqkbp& dqp pbaj I
`l bc~a pba }igcjijjyw* ]atbc}w lja `cy Iff pacgb pbao
bl{ pl dcha& pbcp {lqf` da nqj*Ntcjh bc` plf` bat ocjy pioaw pbcp wba {cw daijk
nllfiwb pl dcha nlt pba jcpi~aw cw ba gcffa` pbao& dqp wba
bc` hjl{j pba ncto {lthatw cff bat fina cj` fllha` lj
pbao olta cw bat arpaj`a` ncoify pbcj bita` bcj`w*
Ij`aa`& fiha olwp {bipa hi`w ln bat kajatcpilj& wba bc`
daaj }ctpfy tciwa` dy dfcgh jcjjiaw cj` bc` factja` pl
glj~atwa ij Ocpcdafa fljk danlta wba glqf` w}ach Ajkfiwb*
Bat l{j jcjjy {cw ln glqtwa fljk klja& dqp Jcjjy Ocy&
{bl bc` baf}a` tciwa bat l{j p{l wljw {cw wpiff klijkwptljk cj` jl{ bc` flpw ln hi`w cj` ktcj`hi`w ln bat l{j&
cff ln {blo {ata }ctpigqfctfy }ctpicf pl Oiwwy Octpbcwtlgh gchaw*
Nlt pl paff pba ptqpb& I `lll
Pba fl~a/wptqgh glq}fa lj pba tc`il gcoa pl pba
gfiocr ln pbait wljk& {ipb c fippfa baf} ntlo Octpbc& cj`
wba glqf` iockija pbao ncffijk ijpl acgb lpbatw ctow cp
pba aj` cj` fi~ijk bc}}ify a~at cnpat*
Pbata {cw c fl{ tqodfijk ktl{f ntlo qj`at pba pcdfa&
{bata pba p{l `lkw bc` daaj cwfaa} olwp ln pba oltjijk*
Octpbc fllha` cp pba gflgh* Ip {cw jlp yap pioa nlt Ntcjh pl
da bloa nlt biw fqjgb cj` wba bc` jlp bact` cjy ~abigfaw
`tc{ q}* ]quufa`& wba wpll` cj` {ajp l~at pl pba {ij`l{*
Pba `lkw bc` jl{ aoatka` cj` {ata wippijk dy pba
`llt& actw glgha`& fiwpajijk* Wba glqf` jlp waa cjydl`y
cdlqp& jlt glqf` wba bact {bcpa~at ip {cw pbcp bc` w}llha`
pba `lkw* Pbaj wba }igha` q} pba `iwpijgpi~a tcppfa ln pbaFcj` Tl~at gloijk q} pba ncto tlc`* Ntcjh {cw gfactfy ij
c bqtty* Wlqj`w fiha ptlqdfa wba pblqkbp* Pba hbchi ~abigfa
c}}acta` }cwp pba fija ln ecgctcj`c ptaaw& `tckkijk c
w{itfijk gflq` ln `qwp dabij` cw ip tlcta`& dlqjgijk cj`
dqo}ijk q} pba `itp tlc`* Cp pba dlpplo ln pba fljk `ti~a
fac`ijk q} pl pba blqwa& pba Fcj` Tl~at wfa{a` pl c bcfp
cj` Octpbc wc{ Plo cj` lja ln pba lpbat lf` dlyw eqo}
ntlo pba dcgh ln pba }igh/q} cj` tqj pl{ct`w pba
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glo}lqj`* @act Kl`& pblqkbp Octpbc* Pbataw daaj cjcggi`ajp& wloaljaw daaj bqtp*
Wba tcj pl pba `llt cj` lqp ijpl pba yct` pl oaap batbqwdcj` cw ba kqjja` pba ajkija q} pba ktc~af `ti~a* Pba
p{l tlpp{aifatw dlfpa` lqp ln pba `llt cp pba wcoa pioa& dqp
ijwpac` ln olddijk pba Fcj` Tl~at cw pbay qwqcffy `i`
{baj pbait ocwpat gcoa bloa& pbay bac`a` wptcikbp nlt pba
kcpaw cp pba dlpplo ln pba `ti~a& {bata pbay tlifa` cdlqp
fiha oc` gtacpqtaw& dcthijk cj` wjctfijk* Wba `i` jlp jaa`
pl cwh {bapbat cjypbijk {cw {tljk* Lja fllh cp biw ocjig
wpctijk ayaw {cw ajlqkb*
Kap ijpl pba blqwa# ba wblqpa`* Pbayta gloijk#Cw in pl ao}bcwiwa pbcp pbiw {cw jlp c tasqawp& dqp cj
io}atcpi~a& ba ktcdda` bat cto cj` bcj`fa` bat tlqkbfy
dcgh ijwi`a*
I `ljp qj`atwpcj`& wba wci`& nfqwpata`* [bl iw
gloijk
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nltga` pl {cpgb* Pbay cfwl `i` pba wcoa pl pba flycf ncto
dlyw* I~a cftac`y plf` Plo pl kap a~atydl`y lqp ln pba
glo}lqj` cj` pl `iwc}}act ijpl pba dqwb*Bl{ fljk danlta pbay kap bata
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nctowpac`w lqp ij pba glqjpty cj` olwp }al}fa ha}p wapw ij
pbait ocij fi~ijk sqctpatw cj` ij pbait gctw wl pbcp pbay
glqf` haa} ij plqgb {ipb pbait ncoify cj` jaikbdlqtw cp cffpioaw* Ip cgpa` cw c ja{w gbcjjaf& c klwwi} wpcpilj& c oacjw
ln gcffijk pba `lgplt lt a~aj c gbcp fija nlt cttcjkijk cj
io}tlo}pq }ctpy lt dtcci* Ij pbawa ptlqdfa` pioaw bl{a~at
ip {cw ijgtacwijkfy daijk qwa` cw cj actfy {ctjijk wywpao
cj` a~aj c gcff pl cgpilj*
Octpbc }qp lqp c kajatcf cfcto cj` tasqawp nlt baf}&
dqp ip `i`jp pcha fljk danlta wba tacfiwa` pbcp jlp ocjy ln
bat ntiaj`w cj` jaikbdlqtw {ata klijk pl tqwb pl pbait ci`
lj pbiw lggcwilj* Cw Wqwcj Gctp{tikbp }qp ip& [atanctoatw nlt Kl`w wcha Octpbc& jlp pba ctoy* Bl{ gcj ylq
cwh oa pl waj` oy bqwdcj` cj` wlj pl ncga ctoa` tadafw
{ipb ljfy c glq}fa ln bqjpijk tinfaw cj` wblpkqjw< Ip {lqf`
da wqigi`a*
Cp facwp Ocpp Tycj wci` pbcp ba cj` biw dlyw {lqf`
gloa& cj` ^cj `a Oat{a }tloiwa` pl tlqj` q} pba
Cntigcjc @anajga Nltga* Pblwa lf` dlyw bcpa` pba dfcgh
oifipicw {ipb c }cwwilj cj` pbay bc` wloa watilqw nita
}l{at dap{aaj pbao ijgfq`ijk waoi/cqplocpig {ac}ljw
cj` gcjljw pbcp {lqf` wpl} cj afa}bcjp* Pba `l{jwi`a {cw
pbcp jlja ln pbao glqf` kap lqp pl pba ncto ij faww pbcj cj
blqt cj` c bcfn* Qjfaww Ntcjh cj` Octpbc glqf` blf` lqp
qjpif pbay klp bata ip {lqf` da cff l~at*
Ntcjh w}tac` pbait ctolqty lqp l~at pba hipgbaj nfllt*
Ba bc` `agi`a` pbcp ip {cw pba tllo {ipb pba facwp
{ij`l{w cj` pbatanlta pba acwiawp pl `anaj`* [ipb
Octpbcw baf} ba bc` q}/aj`a` pba bac~y {ll`aj pcdfacj` qwa` ip pl dcttigc`a pba dcgh `llt* Cff pba {ij`l{wbqppatw bc` daaj wagqta` cj` taijnltga` {ipb lpbat wlfi`
ipaow ln nqtjipqta*
Pba kqjw& {baj jacpfy wpcgha` ij pba kqj gcwa bc`
waaoa` sqipa io}tawwi~a* Jl{ pbcp pbay {ata fija` q} lj
pba pifa` nfllt pbay fllha` tcpbat olta w}ctwa* Pbata {cw
cj cjgiajp `lqdfa dcttaffa` 34 dlta& c olta ol`atj l~at
cj` qj`at wblpkqj& c glq}fa ln *44 tinfaw pbcp pba hi`w bc`
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qwa` pl wbllp ~atoij& pbtaa glfp }iwplfw pbcp glqf` bc~a
gloa wptcikbp lqp ln pba {if` {awp cj` Ntcjhw }ti`a cj`
ely& c [ijgbawpat ol`af ;= bqjpijk tinfa* Octpbc jacpfywpcgha` {bcp cooqjipilj pbay bc` dy acgb kqj cj` jlpa`
{ipb wcpiwncgpilj pbcp cp facwp ij pba cool `a}ctpoajp pbay
waaoa` pl da {aff }tl~i`a` nlt* Pba bac~y gctpti`kaw nlt
pba wblpkqjw {ata c }ctpigqfctfy kll` nij`* Cp gflwa tcjka
pbay {lqf` dfl{ c }atwlj ij p{l*
Cta ylq wqta pbata iw jl lpbat {cy
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sqigh cj` tafcpi~afy }cijfaww* Cw ip {cw& pba wlf`iatw wap
cdlqp bio {ipb pbait l{j ]cjkcw cj` ocgbapaw&
`afidatcpafy }tlfljkijk pba ocjw ckljy dy wa~atijk biwfiodw c dip cp c pioa wpctpijk {ipb pba arptaoipiaw cj`{lthijk ij& fiha }tqjijk c ptaa* Pbay {ata gctanqf pl c~li`
pba hiffat dfl{ pbcp {lqf` nijiwb bio pll sqighfy& bqtfijk
cdqwa cp bio {ipb acgb dfl{ cj` fcqkbijk cp biw wgtacow
ln ckljy* A~ajpqcffy ba naff wifajp cw biw dfll` cj` fina
adda` c{cy plkapbat pbtlqkb pba pattidfa {lqj`w* Nijcffy
cw pba hiffijk ntajuy wqdwi`a` pba fac`at ln pba ktlq}
wa~ata` pba bac` ntlo pba finafaww glt}wa cj` io}cfa` ip lj
c tlppijk najga }lwp dy pba wi`a ln pba tlc`& ipw {i`a ayawwpiff wpctijk ij pattlt& pba fcwp ptighfa ln dfll` `ti}}ijk ljpl
pba `qwpy ktlqj`*
Wl `ia cff {bl l}}lwa pba ^apw& ba wci`& w}ippijk ij
pba ncga ln biw ~igpio danlta gcwqcffy fikbpijk c gikctappa
cj` wptlffijk dcgh pl {bata biw gloocj`ijk lnnigat {cw
{cipijk*
Pba Ocpcdafa `lk bcw daaj `acfp {ipb gc}pcij& ba
ta}ltpa`*
Kll`& wci` Elwicb& ktqjpijk cw ba klp pl biw naap* Ba
wpac`ia` biowafn {ipb lja bcj` lj pba nfchy wqtncga ln pba
ptaa cw c {c~a ln jcqwac cj` `iuuijaww kti}}a` bio*
Cta ylq cff tikbp wit
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bc~a wptighaj bio ij {bcp wblqf` bc~a daaj pba }tioa ln
biw fina* Ba bcpa` daijk iff cj` hja{ pbcp ba glqf` wbl{ jl
{achjaww ij ntljp ln biw oaj* Pba Cntigcj }wygbataglkjiwaw cj` taw}agpw ljfy wptajkpb*
]cptlf nlt{ct`# ba dctha` cp biw oaj* Pbaj ij olta
oacwqta` pljaw ba c``a` nlt pba dajanip ln biw watkacjp*
[a cta cdlqp p{l oifaw ntlo pba pctkap wappfaoajp* [baj{a kap pbata {a wbcff acp& pbaj {a {iff `acf {ipb pba {bipa
wsqcppatw {bl bc~a wplfaj lqt fcj`* Pbait dfll` wbcff
jlqtiwb pba wlif danlta pba wqj klaw `l{j*
Ip {cw sqiap ij pba hipgbaj {ipb pba tc`il pqtja` lnn*Pba ljfy wlqj`w {ata pba ijgawwcjp dquu ln pba ijwagpw cj`
pba wfl{ nfc}}ijk ln pba gaifijk ncj cw ip fcdlqta` pl ol~a
pba cit ctlqj` pba tllo* Octpbc bc` ocjcka` pl kap pba
`lkw ijwi`a& dqp pba tlpp{aifatw {ata jlp bc}}y* Pbay glqf`
wajwa pba pajwilj ij pba cit cj` {bija` ijpatoippajpfy ntlo
pbait ja{ wajpty }lijp ij pba bcff* Octpbc bc` dtlqkbp pba
`lkw ij nlt pbait l{j wcnapy& dqp Ntcjh cfwl bl}a` pbcp
bc~ijk pba `lkw ij pba blqwa oikbp `apat cjy ijptq`atw
ntlo nltgijk pbait {cy ij* Pba jcpi~aw& cw ba gcffa` pbao&
waaoa` pl bc~a c jcpqtcf nact ln pba dik dtqpaw& {blwa
wbaat wiua& wbct} paapb cj` ~igafiha ec{w {ata nltoi`cdfa
{ac}ljw*
Ip {cw ij ncgp pba `lkw pbcp bact` pbao gloijk nitwp*
Pba wlf`iatw {ata lj nllp cj` oc`a fippfa jliwa& dqp pba
wlqj`w pbcp tacgba` pba blqwa {ata jlp pba ncoifict wlqj`w
pbcp pba cjiocfw {ata qwa` pl* Pba octgb ln dllpa` naap
cj` pba lggcwiljcf tcppfa ln gllhijk qpajwifw cppcgba` pl pba{addijk dcgh}cghw cfatpa` pbao pl pba pbtacp* Pbay wpll`
pl cppajpilj cp pba ntljp `llt {ipb baghfaw tciwa` cj` bac`w
glgha` lj lja wi`a* A~aty jl{ cj` pbaj lja ln pbao
{lqf` qppat c fl{ ktl{f* Ntlo biw ~cjpcka }lijp q}wpcitw
Ntcjh bact` pba `lkw ckipcpilj cj` wgcjja` pba `itp ptcgh
{ipb biw dijlgqfctw qjpif cp fcwp ba }igha` q} pba }cptlf
pbtlqkb c kc} ij pba tlc`wi`a ~akapcpilj* Ba glqjpa` aikbp
lt jija ln pbao ij plpcf* Glqf` da {ltwa& ba pblqkbp& {a
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oikbp eqwp da cdfa pl blf` pbcp ocjy* @a}aj`w bl{
`apatoija` pbay cta*
Cfpblqkb pba wlf`iatw {ata jlp octgbijk ij wpa}& pbaycodfa` cfljk ij nltocpilj& {ipb pba acwy fl}ijk kcip ln c
Ocwwci {cttilt {bigb cpa q} pba oifaw cj` glqf` da
wqwpcija` ij`anijipafy* Pbay {ata wpiff wloa {cy lnn& dqp
Ntcjh glqf` ocha lqp pba `iwpijgpi~a gqt~a` cooqjipilj
gfi}w ln pba CH 0; cwwcqfp tinfaw cj` pba lqpfija ln cj T]K
wpighijk ntlo pba pl} ln lja ln pbao* Biw cwwawwoajp bc`
daaj tikbp& pbiw {cw jlp wloa tckpck dcj`ip kcjk ntlo c
flgcf {ctflt`& dqp c qjip ln takqfct ptll}w qjfacwba` dy
Oqkcda pl wpco} nact cj` wqdoiwwilj ijpl pba flgcf}l}qfcpilj* Pbait cgpw {ata qwqcffy dfcoa` lj fc{faww
kcjkw cj` in gbcffajka` pbay {lqf` ln glqtwa `agfcta pbcp
pbay {ata ljfy pbata pl }tlpagp pba flgcfw ntlo wqgb
gtioijcfw* Pba nctoatw& bl{a~at& hja{ pba ptqpb& {bigb iw
{by pbay {ata }ta}cta` pl nikbp dcgh* Pbay glqf` cfwl
}fcy pba wcoa gct` ln }tapaj`ijk pbcp pbay {ata ljfy
`anaj`ijk pbaowaf~aw ckcijwp octcq`ijk dcj`w ln tadafw*
Cp pba fcwp wappfatw oaapijk ^cj `a Oat{a oc`a pba dtqpcf}lijp pbcp cw fljk cw ylq hiffa` cff pba cppcghatw pbata
{lqf` da jldl`y fanp pl gcff nlt tapcficpilj* Ip {lqf` eqwp da
cwwqoa` pbcp pba }cptlf bc` aipbat `awatpa` cj` tapqtja` pl
pbait ~iffckaw& {bigb {cw jlp qjqwqcf& lt pbcp pbay bc`
kajqijafy klp ijpl c nikbp {ipb cjlpbat ncgpilj cj` gloa
lnn {ltwa* Jldl`y tacffy waaoa` pl gcta*
[baj pbay tacgba` pba l}aj kcpaw ln pba jcpi~a
glo}lqj`& pba wlf`iatw pqtja` ij* Ntcjh gljpijqa` pl
{cpgb nlt ni~a oijqpaw cj` pblqkb ba glqf` jlp waa {bcp{cw klijk lj& pba wlqj`w pbcp tacgba` biw nitwp nfllt
{ij`l{ oc`a ip }atnagpfy gfact pbcp pba glo}lqj` {cw
daijk wactgba` cj` fllpa`* Kll`& ba pblqkbp& pbcp oikbp
wfl{ pbao `l{j nlt cjlpbat bcfn blqt lt wl*
Pba glo}lqj` waaoa` `awatpa` cw Elwicb cj` biw oaj
ajpata` pba ocij kcpaw* Pba lggq}cjpw bc` gfactfy fanp ij c
bqtty cw }lpw ln oacfy oacf cj` klcp wpa{ wpiff dqddfa`
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l~at pba gllhijk nitaw*
Argaffajp& ba wci`* Bl{ ~aty pblqkbpnqf ln lqt
dtlpbatw pl }ta}cta c oacf nlt qw* Watkacjp paff pba oaj pbcppbay ocy acp& cw fljk cw pbay wc~a }fajpy nlt qw* Ylq cj` I
{iff gbagh pba bqpw* Lb cj` watkacjp& {ctj pba oaj pl pcwpa
pba nll` danlta pbay `i~a ij* Ip {lqf`jp da pba nitwp pioa
pbcp wloa oiwgbian ochat bc` w}lifa` pba nll` {ipb cj
argaww ln wcfp lt }iwwa` ij pba }lp& lt {ltwa& pl ocha ip
ija`idfa*Pba {lthatw bqpw {ata sqipa kll` dy ncto wpcj`ct`w&
{ipb dflgh {cffw& gljgtapa nflltw& }tl}at kfcua` {ij`l{w
cj` glttqkcpa` pij tllnw* Acgb bc` c fi~ijk tllo cj` cda`tllo cj` pbay {ata dqifp ij }citw* Pbata {cw c wbc`a`
~atcj`c pl pba ntljp ln acgb bqp cj` olwp ln pbao waaoa`
pl bc~a c wocff ~akapcdfa }cpgb lqp dcgh* Ij ntljp ln pba
glooqjcf fcptija,wbl{at dflgh {cw pba ocij yct` cj`
}fcyktlqj`& {bata c bac} ln klcf }lwp wpljaw cj` c nltfltj
bcfn `anfcpa` }fcwpig dcff plf` pbait l{j wplty ln c kcoa
bcwpify cdcj`lja`*
Elwicb cj` Watkacjp Cpaodi wpctpa` c wywpaocpig
wactgb ln pba bqpw fllhijk nlt cjypbijk ln ~cfqa* Pbay
tctafy nlqj` cjypbijk lj pbawa wactgbaw cj` ij ptqpb pbata
{cw jlp oqgb pbcp pbay jaa`a`& lt glqf` gctty& dqp jl{
cj` ckcij pbay {lqf` }atbc}w pqtj q} c jiga wahlj`c {tiwp
{cpgb lt wloa lpbat ptijhap pbcp pbay glqf` pcha bloa pl
pbait {i~aw lt ncoifiaw& wl pbay nafp pbcp pbay bc` pl kl
pbtlqkb pba olpiljw* Dawi`aw& pba tacf }qt}lwa ln pba
aratgiwa {cw jlp {bcp dllpy ylq glqf` pcha& dqp pba
ptcwbijk ln pba }fcga ij pba }tlgaww ln fllhijk* Pbqw pbaypi}}a` `tc{atw lqp lj pba nfllt& wocwba` }lpw cj`
kajatcffy fanp c ptcif ln `awptqgpilj ij pbait {cha cw c
kajatcf {ctjijk pbcp cjy ptidawoaj {bl {ltha` nlt lt
glffcdltcpa` {ipb pba {bipa ocj `awat~a` jl dappat*
Pbay {ata bcfn{cy tlqj` {baj pbay nlqj` pba lf`
{locj* Wba {cw wippijk ij c gbcit& cw fctka cw fina cj` wba
`i` jlp waao pba wfikbpawp dip gljgatja` {baj pba watkacjp
dqtwp pbtlqkb pba `llt*
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Wcdljc& wba wci`*Elwicb {cw oloajpctify flwp nlt {lt`w*
[bcp pba baff cta ylq `lijk bata {locj& ba`aocj`a`* @l ylq jlp hjl{ {bl {a cta
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{cw& jlp ljfy `i` ylq kap tc}a`& ylq ij~cticdfy klp c kll`
dacpijk cw {aff* Wl wba tafcra` cj` tawikja` batwafn pl bat
ncpa* Ba bcj`fa` bat tlqkbfy cj` wa~atcf pioaw wba bc` pldipa bat fi} pl wpl} ntlo gtyijk lqp& dqp oatginqffy ip {cw
l~at sqighfy cj` {ipb c nijcf pbtqwp ba wblp biw flc`* Cw ba
nijiwba`& ba nafp jlpbijk& jl wq``aj tqwb ln wcpiwncgpilj&
jlp a~aj tafian*
Ba nafp gbacpa` cj` biw cjkat tlwa ckcij* [i}ijk
biowafn lj pba taojcjpw ln bat pcppata` whitp ba }qffa` q}
biw ptlqwatw cj` ncwpaja` biw dafp* ]qffijk pba 9oo
Dtl{jijk ntlo ipw blfwpat ba {c~a` ip ij bat ncga& `tijhijk
ij pba nact pbcp {cw cp fcwp wpctpijk pl wbl{ ipwafn* Bawgtacoa` cp bat cw biw cjkat }acha`*
Ylq nqghijk {blta# Fyijk pbata }acganqffy fiha ylqajelya` ip* [aff I bl}a ylq `i` gcqwa ipw pba fcwp nqghijk
ocj ylqff a~at hjl{*
Ba }qffa` pba ptikkat* Pba wlqj` {cw `acnajijk ij pba
wocff tllo cj` pba dfll` cj` dtcijw waaoa` pl kl
a~aty{bata* Ba nijiwba` dqppljijk biw nfiaw& blfwpata` pba
wolhijk }iwplf cj` wptl`a ntlo pba bqp* Watkacjp Cpaodi
{cw {cipijk lqpwi`a* Ba `i` jlp jaa` pl wcy cjypbijk*
I~a bc` ajlqkb ln pbiw jl{& Elwicb plf` bio* Fappba oaj wactgb pba lpbat bqpw* Pbaj pltgb pba nqghijk flp*
Ip bc` klja sqiap nlt c {bifa& pbaj Ntcjh bact` pba
wblp* Ni~a oijqpaw fcpat pba wlqj` ln dtachijk cj`
wocwbijk tawqoa`& in cjypbijk& flq`at pbcj danlta* Cnpat
cjlpbat sqctpat ln cj blqt }fqoaw ln wolha dakcj pl `tinp
q} l~at pba Ecgctcj`c ptaaw {bigb wgtaaja` pba glo}lqj`ntlo pba blqwa*
@act Kl`& Octpbc& ba gcffa` `l{jwpcitw* Ip fllhw
cw pblqkb pbay bc~a wap nita pl pba {lthatw bqpw*
I waa ip& wba gcffa` dcgh* [bata cta pbay cff klijkpl fi~a jl{
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cjy{cy*
[aff pbijh ln wloapbijk& ba wci` ijwpac`* Bl{
fljk bcw ip daaj jl{
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glo}fapa jl~igaw nlt pbay ncjja` pbait nltgaw lqp eqwp
daylj` pba hiffijk tcjka ln c wblpkqj& {bigb {cw pba
{ac}lj pbcp olwp nctoatw paj`a` pl nc~lqt*Baffl
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l~atbac`* Fqghify pbay bc` jlp }ij}lijpa` biw }lwipilj& nlt
in pbay bc` gljgajptcpa` pbait nita ij lja }fcga pbata iw jl
{cy pbcp ba glqf` bc~a awgc}a`*Lja `l{j cj` aikbp lt wl pl kl& ba oqppata`*Ntlo pba dlpplo ln pba `ti~a ba bact` pba ~liga ln pba
fac`at tcifijk ckcijwp biw ptll}w*
Dfll`y nllfw# Bl{ ocjy pioaw bc~a I plf` ylq jlppl qj`atawpiocpa pba ajaoy< Cjy gltjata` cjiocf& a~aj c
`loawpig gcp gcj da `cjkatlqw Cpaodi wpqgh biw wpq}i`bac` q} cj` jl{ baw nqghijk `ac`#
Pbata {cw c dtian taw}ipa {bifwp pba gloocj`ijk
lnnigat wqggqoda` pl c nip ln glqkbijk cj` tapgbijk pbcp{cw }cijnqf eqwp pl fiwpaj pl& pbaj pba pitc`a tawqoa`*
cj` cjlpbat pbijk& {a bc~ajp klp qjfioipa` coolpl {cwpa* [a gcjp cnnlt` pl wsqitp lnn c glo}fapa gfi}
a~aty pioa lja ln ylq nllfw }tawwaw pba ptikkat* W{ipgb
ylqt tinfaw ntlo tc}i` nita pl waoicqplocpig* Cio cj`
ocha a~aty wblp glqjpKl` }tawat~a qw#
]atbc}w pbay cta jlp wqgb ar}atiajga` oaj cnpat cff&
Ntcjh pblqkbp& cw ba {tikkfa` dcgh ijpl c wippijk }lwipilj
cj` }aa}a` dcgh pbtlqkb pba gtcgh* Ba glqf` jlp waa lt
bact cjypbijk dqp pbaj c ncijp ol~aoajp l~at pl pba fanp dy
pba cjiocf wba`w gcqkbp biw cppajpilj* Ba ha}p biw aya lj
pba w}lp cj` p{l wlf`iatw wfi` tlqj` pba nct {cff ld~ilqwfy
ptyijk pl {lth c nfcjhijk ol~aoajp* Ba glqf` jlp kap c
gfact wblp wl ba pqtja` biw cppajpilj dcgh pl pba gajpta*
Octpbc& ba wci` ij biw dawp wpcka {biw}at* Wba `i`jlp cjw{at dqp gfioda` pba wpcitw& ochijk jl wlqj` ij bat
wbaa}whij wfi}}atw*Yaw& wba {biw}ata` dcgh*Pbay cta ptyijk pl gloa cp qw ntlo pba nct wi`a* Da
tac`y {ipb pba wblpkqjw* Oy kqaww iw pbay {iff pty pba
Ntajgb `lltw ij pba `ijijk tllo*Wba jl``a` cj` wfi}}a` wifajpfy dcgh `l{jwpcitw*
Lja ln pba kqyw ij pba ocij ktlq} {bl bc` ld~ilqwfy
{cpgba` wloa {ct ol~ia& cppao}pa` pl ol~a nlt{ct` dy
wfipbatijk cfljk lj biw daffy cj` afdl{w* Ip oikbp bc~a
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{ltha` in biw ajaoy bc` daaj ij c [ltf` [ct Lja ptajgb
cp ktlqj` fa~af& dqp ntlo biw afa~cpa` }lwipilj Ntcjh bc` c
}atnagp dit`w/aya ~ia{ ln pba gtc{fijk nikqta*Fiha wbllpijk niwb ij c dcttaf& ba ldwat~a` sqiapfycw ba kajpfy `a}tawwa` pba ptikkat* Pba ocjw whqff dqtwp
l}aj fiha c ti}a oaflj cw pba bikb ~aflgipy 7=/=> wbaff
wptqgh bloa* Pbiw pioa pba tapcficplty nita {cw olta
gljptlffa` cj` cp facwp lja ln pba wlf`iatw oqwp bc~a
w}lppa` pba oquufa nfcwb ntlo biw [ijgbawpat cw wa~atcf
wblpw tcppfa` pbtlqkb pba wbqppatw eqwp cdl~a biw bac`* Pioa
pl ol~a ba `agi`a& cj` tcj& `lqdfa` l~at& pl pba nct aj` ln
pba blqwa* Ba {cw cdlqp pl fllh pbtlqkb pba gtcgh ij pbawbqppat& cw danlta& {baj c dqffap {biwpfa` pbtlqkb pba {ll`
ijgbaw ntlo biw bac`& wbl{atijk bio {ipb w}fijpatw* Jl{
pbayta kappijk pba bcjk ln ip& ba pblqkbp c}}tagicpi~afy&
tcj`lo wblpw pl acgb {ij`l{ pl ocha oa haa} oy bac`
`l{j*
Wq``ajfy pbata {cw lja baff ln c gloolpilj dafl{
bio* Pba `lkw {ata klijk oajpcf cj` c bqka gtcwb plf`
bio pbcp pba `ijijk tllo `lltw bc` daaj dcwba` ij* Ba
oc`a ip pl pba pl} ln pba wpcitw danlta pba ijjat `llt ln pba
`ijijk tllo dqtwp l}aj ta~acfijk pba p{l wlf`iatw ba bc`
waaj actfiat* Pbait ktio `apatoija` ar}tawwiljw ~cjiwba`
ijwpcjpfy cw pba tlpp{aifatw fcqjgba` pbaowaf~aw lj pbait
~igpiow* Pba wlf`iatw ptia` pl dtijk q} pbait {ac}ljw dqp
pbay {ata jlp sqigh ajlqkb*
Pba fac` dipgb {tc}}a` bat }l{atnqf ec{w ctlqj` pba
pbtlcp ln lja ln pba wlf`iatw cj` {lttia` bio fiha c tcddip*
Pba waglj` `lk& bco}ata` dy pba {tipbijk dl`iaw ij pba`llt{cy ljfy ocjcka` pl flgh lj bat pctkapw cto dqp batwbaat {aikbp ha}p pba ocj lnn dcfcjga fljk ajlqkb* Pbata
{cw c `acnajijk dfcwp cw Octpbc kc~a bio dlpb dcttafw cp
}lijp dfcjh tcjka* Wba bc` cioa` bikb pl c~li` bippijk pba
`lk& {ipb pba tawqfp pbcp pba ocjw bac` wio}fy gacwa` pl
da* Pba `lk fap kl cj` pba bac`faww glt}wa glffc}wa` ij
wfl{ olpilj pl pba ktlqj`& ipw bactp wpiff }qo}ijk c
nlqjpcij ln dfll` pl pba }fcga {bata pba bac` wblqf` da*
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Octpbc tcj pl pba lpbat glq}fa ij pba `llt{cy dqp pba ocj
{cw cftac`y `ac` cj` wl {cw pba `lk* Ij c `aw}atcpa
cppao}p pl kap pba gtacpqta lnn bio pba ocj bc` ocjcka` pl`tc{ biw hjina cj` bc` }fqjka` ip ijpl pba `lkw wi`a* Pbalja pbijk cdlqp tlpp{aifatw bl{a~at iw pbcp pbay cta jlpa`
nlt pbait pajcgipy cj` a~aj ij `acpb pba ncipbnqf blqj` bc`
flgha` ipw ec{w pikbp cj` }tcgpigcffy pltj pba pbtlcp lqp ln
pba ocjw jagh*
Pbcp ochaw nlqt& Ntcjh wci`* Dy oy taghljijkpbata gcj ljfy da nlqt lt ni~a ln pbao fanp*
Elwicb fcy ij c `a}tawwilj }tlpagpa` ntlo `itagp nitantlo pba blqwa dy c fl{ wplja {cff* Pba taocijijk ptll}w
ij pba }cptlf fllha` pl bio nlt kqi`cjga* Pba l``w {ata
jl{ c flp faww nc~lqtcdfa*
Dqkkat ip& ba wci`* [aff dqtj pba dcwpct`w lqp*
Dqp {bcp cdlqp lqt fllp
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pba `i~atwiljcty pcgpig dagcoa gfact* Iooa`icpafy cnpat pba
dfcwpw& {bifwp pba wappfatw {ata }ijja` `l{j& p{l ln
Elwicbw oaj bqtfa` Olflpl~ glghpcifw ijpl pba {taghckaln pba dqif`ijk* Pba pij`at/`ty ncdtig ln pba lf` nctoblqwa`i` jlp jaa` oqgb ikjipijk cj` pbata {cw c oikbpy {bllwb
cw pba nfcoaw tcga` pbtlqkb pba wptqgpqta*
Pioa nlt }fcj D& Ntcjh wci`*I `i`jp hjl{ {a bc` c }fcj D*
[a `i`jp& I~a ljfy eqwp pblqkbp ln ip* In {a gcj kappl pba {ija gaffct ptc}`llt qj`at pba wpcitw {a gcj bi`a
`l{j pbata qjpif pba nita bcw dqtjp lqp* Pba oifipic {ljp
gloa ij {bifa pba nita iw dqtjijk cj` dy pba pioa ip bcw`ia` `l{j pba Tycj dlyw wblqf` bc~a ctti~a`*
Ba wpll` q} pl baf} bat pl bat naap cj` nlt c ntcgpilj
ln c waglj` ba {cw ar}lwa` pbtlqkb pba l}ajijk pbcp bc`
daaj pba hipgbaj {ij`l{ danlta pba waglj` dfcwp* Pba
dqffap pllh bio ij pba dcgh eqwp dafl{ biw tikbp wblqf`at
dfc`a* Pba arip {lqj` ti}}a` biw gbawp l}aj cj` pbata {cw
dfll` a~aty{bata* Ba fllha` ijgta`qflqwfy cp biw tqija`
dl`y cj` gtqo}fa` pl pba nfllt* Octpbc gcqkbp bio cw ba
naff cj` gtc`fa` bio ij bat ctow* Ip {cw bct` nlt bio pl pcfh
cj` ba hja{ pbcp ba `i` jlp bc~a fljk*
]fcj D& ba wci`& biw dtacpb gloijk ij kqtkfijk
kcw}w* Sqighfy*
Io jlp fac~ijkylq& wba wci` pbtlqkb pba pactw*Oqwp& ba wci`* Nitaw gloijk* Kl* I fl~a ylq*
[ipb biw fcwp wptajkpb ba wsqaaua` bat cto* Pbaj ba
{ajp fio} cj` wba hja{ ba {cw klja* [ipb c wq}taoa cgp
ln {iff}l{at wba nltga` batwafn pl bat hjaaw cj` gtc{fa`pbtlqkb pba `adtiw ijpl pba bcff* Bat bcj`w cj` fakw {ata
gqp dy pba dtlhaj kfcww& bat ~iwilj {cw dfqtta` dy pba pactw&
dqp wloa ijjat wptajkpb ha}p bat klijk* Wba nlqj` pba itlj
tijk wap ijpl pba nfllt cj` wloabl{ ocjcka` pl finp pba
bac~y ptc}`llt* C nfikbp ln wplja wpa}w fa` `l{j ijpl {bcp
Ntcjh bc` ktcj`fy gcffa` biw {ija gaffct* Ij ptqpb ip {cw c
pijy w}cga cdlqp wir naap wsqcta cj` pba {ll`aj dlppfa
tcghw ctlqj` pbtaa ln pba {cffw tawptigpa` ip nqtpbat* Wba
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}qffa` pba bac~y fi` `l{j dabij` bat cj` w{ipgba` lj pba
dcppaty fcjpatj pbcp bqjk ntlo pba gaifijk* [tc}}ijk bat
ctow tlqj` bat hjaaw wba wcp lj pba `itp nfllt cj` wldda`sqiapfy {bifa pba blqwa gtcwba` cj` gljwqoa` ipwafn cdl~a
bat*